Date: Thu, 31 Aug 2023 14:08:28 +0000 (UTC) From: Darrin Jones Subject: I'm really not a pedophile 14 the site could really use your help to keep it up and running. Please consider donating, every little bit helps.https://donate.nifty.org/ Friday at school Shannon said "OH, I'm supposed to tell you, Terry's birthday is April first. Uncle Jim agreed to take you, Brian and Terry camping for his birthday if you want to go" "Really? Cool, I haven't been camping in a long time" "So you like camping?" She asked "Yeah, we use to go at least once a year down by where my grandparents live" I told her. "I guess it's OK, but not really something I look forward to. Some places I don't mind if they have showers " she said. "Really? Where have you gone camping that has showers? We always camp out in a forest where there is nothing around. No showers or electricity, nothing" "We mostly go to Rend lake, they have electricity, water and shower houses " "Where is that at? I never heard of that. We always go to a place called shawnee national forest, and it seems to be a different place every time" "That's funny. We went to shawnee national forest once. That's why I don't like camping without showers. But rend lake is a lot closer and it's a huge lake with a couple different swimming beaches and different campgrounds around it." She said "That sounds cool but doesn't sound much like camping with electricity and everything " "It's camping, we sleep in tents and sleeping bags" "Still sounds cool. Surprised your uncle agreed to take me along" I laughed "Why? He was the one that named you three and said no one else. He likes you, why would you think he wouldn't say you could go?" "I don't know, didn't know if maybe he was upset or mad at us" I told her "Why would he be mad?" " Well we have used his house three weeks in a row now. Every Wednesday. It was bad enough that you left your panties laying on his bed the first two times but the last time when you insisted on leaving my underwear right beside yours on his bed. I just figured that was probably a little overboard. I mean he might enjoy your panties but I'm sure he didn't like my underwear being left there." "It was funny, and don't worry, he always returns my panties washed and clean, I bet he will wash and clean yours also" "That's just weird " I said. "Anyway, I'm not going camping with you all. It's just guys weekend so I asked Jaci to spend the weekend with me." "Ah, Jaci huh" I teased " gonna finally go for it with her since it never worked out for me to fuck her for you" "OH she is interested but here parents are pretty strict, the only reason she can stay over that weekend is because Terry will be gone. They won't let her stay over at anyone's house if there is a boy there" "Wow. That's pretty strict. Doesn't show much trust in their daughter " "I don't know, I might hint around and see how she acts, if she seems to be into it... I just might try and see if she will play some. How did you get started with my brother and all?" "Usually by joking around maybe some horse play wrestling around" "Don't think she would be into wrestling haha. Oh well, I have a week to try and think of something, if it's nice out tomorrow, do you want to go down to the creek?" She asked with a smile. "I'm staying the weekend at Dale's " "Ooh, gonna have some more fun?" She was now all smiles. "I don't know. I did enjoy sucking him off but I'm just not really into him, but then again, you know I probably won't say no once I see his cock" " we are both horrible aren't we? Show us a hard cock and we can't say no" she laughed but I had to agree with her. "Well Dale has to leave early today for a physical so your uncle is picking me up after school so I don't have to ride the bus to his house" "Why is he picking you up?" She almost sounded jealous for a second "He sometimes picks up my cousin Peggy at the high-school when he can to give her a ride home so he said he would pick me up after he gets her. Guess I get to hang around for a bit after school" "Well that's out of his way, don't they live over that way?" "Kinda, he said it's only a few minutes out of the way and said to wait for them out front of the school " The day passed fairly quickly with nothing really happening. I was setting on the curb out front of the school when they pulled up. Peggy got our so I could fold the seat up and get in the back. "Hey there stud. How's it going" Jim asked "It's going good I guess " I replied He looked over at Peggy "you know he is a little stud don't you?" "So I've heard but little wasn't what I heard" she said as she glanced back at me. I was totally embarrassed. "OH? What have you heard?" He asked her She turned and looked at me again and while looking at me she said "I heard he was hung, that he has a big dick" Now I don't think I could possibly be anymore embarrassed. "So John is that true? Are you hung?" Jim asked looking at me in the mirror "I don't know" was all I knew to say. "Well our walls have vents in them so the heat will spread through out the house and you hear EVERYTHING going on, in the next room. One night when they all stayed over us girls stayed up talking then all of a sudden we heard Dale say 'damn John, you have a big dick' so that's how I found out" I think she was more talking to Jim but was looking at me. "OH, Yeah, he seen me changing clothes to get ready for bed " I lied But from the look of relief on her face, she seemed to have bought my story. "That's funny, you look relieved. Did you think they were doing something they shouldn't?" He asked her. "Well what would you think?" She defended herself " Well there is absolutely nothing wrong with it if they were doing anything. I think most if not all boys their age are curious. Some never do anything, some just look and others will actually experiment with each other" he told her. "Did you get curious and experiment with boys his age" she asked him He studdered around and said " well yes I was curious and as far as experimenting, I did masterbate with a buddy a few times." By this time we were pulling up their drive way, I was never so happy to get out of a car. Dale got home just little after we got there so I took off to meet them outside. We just messed around outside and went into an old barn down across the field behind their house. "Hey, the girls heard you that night that we all stayed over here " I told him "Really? What did they say?" "Peggy said she heard you through the vents in the wall. I told her you seen me changing for bed" "Good save" he said "but you do have a big dick" he said as he reached out and rubbed my cock through my jeans. I looked around the old abandoned barn and we had some good privacy so I reached out and rubbed his cock just the same. He undone his jeans as I undone mine, and we both pushed them down, his to his knees and I just had mine down enough to expose my cock and my ass. He reached over and started slow stroking my now hard cock and I done the same to his. We were standing close and stroking each other's cocks when he placed a hand on my ass. I gripped his cock tighter as he ran his finger up and down my ass crack. He put a hand on my head and pushed down as his other hand was probing around my ass. I stood bent over at the waist giving him access to my ass as I took his hard cock into my mouth and started to suck. He spit on his finger before he worked it into my ass while I sucked his cock deeper. It was uncomfortable standing the way I was but I was enjoying his finger in my ass and his cock in my mouth. My back began to hurt and my legs were getting tired so I stood up straight and continued to stroke his wet cock. "Something wrong?" He asked "Nothing, my legs are getting tired and my back is starting to hurt" I told him. He just put his hand on my shoulder and pushed down. I went down to my knees and took his cock back in my mouth as my right hand cupped his balls, my left hand went to his ass. He held my head in both hands and started to slow fuck my mouth. It only took him a few minutes before his grip on my head tightened, his balls pulled up tight to his body, his thrusts got quicker and his breathing got deeper. I knew what was coming so I picked up the pace and started sucking him faster and faster. "OH fuck John. You suck my cock so good, I'm about to cum. Fuck yes keep going, that feels so food. Uhg fuck" he was moaning out as he started shooting his load in my mouth. I swallowed all his cum and sucked his cock clean, making sure there was no cum left. I pulled off his cock and stood up. He started pulling his pants up like he was done. I again grabbed his hand, he looked at me like he didn't know what to do. I put his hand on my balls and I started jacking off. He moved up against me with one leg in front of me and one behind me. He continued to play with my balls and went back to playing with my ass as he dry humped my hip. I knew I wasn't going to get anything in return so I started jacking my cock faster as he played with my balls and ass. I shot my load all over the dirt floor of the barn. I got my jeans back up and we acted as if nothing had happened. We walked out of the barn and back up across the field towards his house and started talking about going squirrel hunting. We got back up to his house and his sister Peggy and Jim were setting outside talking and from the looks of it I think Dale and me might have interrupted a little make out session between the 2 of them. They were both a little out of breath and red, I couldn't help but look and Jim had a nice little tent going on in his pants. "Dad wants you inside for some thing Dale, and John you can wait out here" Pegg told us. Dale went in "I think he might be in a little trouble for not doing his chores so it's best you wait out here" Peggy said. I just stood there awkwardly and was ready to walk off and keep myself busy til Dale came back. "So how you been John? I hear you're going to join us on our camping trip" Jim said. "Yeah, I'm looking forward to it, haven't been camping in a while " "Well, it's just gonna be the 4 of us so I'm sure it will be fun" he said. Peggy just looked at us kinda funny but didn't say anything. "So did you and Dale have fun down at the old barn?" Peggy asked "You aught to leave them two alone, they aren't hurting anything " Jim defended us. "I was just asking" Peggy replied "I'm sure they are just being boys and probably exploring the new territory " Jim said but I had a feeling he used that as a double meaning. I couldn't help but notice that Jim kept looking down at my ass whenever he thought no one would notice, and he also kept adjusting his cock in his pants. "I'm going to go get some tea, does anyone else want some?" Peggy asked as she got up. I declined but Jim asked for a glass. As soon as she was in the house Jim looked at me and said "you might want to be careful. Peggy is still a little suspicious about you and Dale" "Why would she be suspicious of us? What does she think we are doing?" I asked him "She thinks you two might be experimenting a little with each other" he said "Uh, no. I have a girlfriend in case you forgot" "There is nothing wrong with boys being curious and experimenting with each other. And since you have a girlfriend, you might want to dust off your knees before you talk to her" he gave a little laugh I looked down and sure as shit my knees were the only thing dirty. "I was just checking something out in that old barn" "Well what ever you say, but you still might want to dust your knees off. Looks a little suspicious with you being the only one with dirty knees" he gave me a funny smirk. I bent over to dust off my knees while watching Jim out the corner of my eye, he was definitely checking out my bubble butt. "And you having a girlfriend is still cool, it's different experimenting with boys but it would be wrong for you to play with another girl" he added. What the fuck does this guy know? Why is he so set on me being with other boys? I thought to myself. "Is that going to be a problem when we go camping with Brian and Terry?" He asked as he nodded towards my half hard cock in my jeans. "Uh, no" I answered "I'm gonna go see where Dale is" I wanted to get away from him, he was making me very nervous. "OK, glad it won't be an issue with the three of you, but I could see where they might want to experiment some also" he said "Why do you say that?" I was getting a little upset. "Don't worry it's nothing bad and I don't mean to make you mad but you do have a cute little ass and I'm sure they enjoy looking at it" Without thinking I just mumbled as I turned to walk off " wish someone was interested in my butt" "Do what?" He asked "Nothing " I replied coldly My self esteem was really taking a hit. Everyone said I had a cute ass, they all liked to play with it and rubbed it but why wouldn't anyone fuck it. I just walked around the yard for a few when Dale came out. He didn't get some chores done and well I guess his dad really gave ot to him and then made him sit in the house for about 30 minutes. I said he was an odd one but I guess he really didn't have much of a raising, his dad was an abusive drunk that was very hard on him, his sisters had it fairly easy compared to Dale. Well we took off just out walking the woods on the far side of the field and just messed around not really doing anything and really didn't talk much. I was letting him have his space. We headed back towards the house as we passed the barn he looked over and said "want to stop in the barn real quick before we get back to the house" I just kinda shrugged my shoulders "I don't know" "Come on man, we don't want the girls hearing us again" he said. "I just don't know if I'm in the mood" I replied "Come on one quick one and we can go" "I don't know" as I was saying that he was lowering his jeans and let his hard cock out. "Come on, you know you want to" he said as he slowly stroked his cock. Fuck I'm an idiot. Why am I such a sucker. I was really going to tell him no and stick to it but I just kept looking at his hard cock. I was weak and we went into the old barn. This time there was no pretense. He dropped his pants and pushed me to my knees. I sucked his thick cock from the base to the tip then down to his balls. I licked and sucked his balls for a few minutes until he pulled me up and slid his cock in my open mouth. He held my head as he fucked my mouth hitting the back of my throat and making me choke and gag every now and then but he didn't last long. "Fuck John, that feels good. You suck cock real nice. I'm gonna cum, get ready for it man, im... a ... cumming " he said as he shot a huge load of cum in the back of my throat. He pulled up his pants and walked out the barn before I could even get up. So we walk back up to the house and my cock is hard as hell and pushed down my left pant leg. It was just about dark as we got back to the house. "You guys have any fun?" Jim asked from the shadows nearly scaring the two of us. "Just walked around checking out the woods, looks like it might be good squirrel hunting out there " Dale said. Jim giggled. " You might want to dust off your knees John " "Yeah, they did get pretty dirty " Dale added They both just looked at me as I brushed off my knees. "He is GOOD at getting his knees dirty " Dale said. "I noticed yours aren't dirty " Jim told him. "No. I don't get dirty." Dale said as they both looked me up and down. "I'm not feeling all that well, think I'm going to call my mom and see if she will come pick me up" I lied, I didn't feel bad other than the way Dale acted, like I was "supposed " to suck him off with nothing at all in return. And now Jim and Dale are talking about me like I wasn't even here, at least Jim would smile at me as if he was trying to make lite of the situation. "No need in calling her" Jim said "I'm going to be heading that way here soon, I can drop you off at your house" he offered. "That's OK, its out of your way, I'll call her real quick" My sister Barb answered the phone, she said mom and dad went out to dinner and maybe a movie and it was going to be late. I went back outside where Jim and Dale were still talking. "She gonna come get ya?" Jim asked "No, her and dad went out, they won't be home until late tonight " "Seriously John, I don't mind giving you a ride, it's not that far out of the way" Jim offered again. "I don't know. I guess if you really don't mind" I told him "Not at all or I wouldn't have offered, you can throw your stuff in the car, I'll be leaving in a little bit" I grabbed my bag and tossed it in the back seat. We just hung out for another hour or so "you ready stud?" Jim asked. "When ever you are" I replied. we said our good byes and see ya later and we took off. "You know, you might want to loosen up a little bit John, don't take everything so serious or to heart " Jim said as he grabbed and squeezed my knee. "I know, it's just that ... never mind" I said "What is it? You can talk to me, even if I can't help you it might make you feel better just getting it off your chest" he said as he glanced back and forth between me and the road. "Did you really experiment with your buddy when you were younger?" I asked "Wow, big personal questions huh?" "Well if I can talk to you then why can't you talk to me?" I asked "Good point, OK, this goes no further than you and me, got it?" He had a very serious tone now. "OK anything I say stays between us" "Deal" he said "OK, yes me and a buddy did a little experimenting when we were your age or a little older" "Just jacking off together?" I asked He took a deep breath. " I'm serious, this better never be repeated to ANYONE. Got it? ANYONE " "I swear, I'll never say anything " "I couldn't tell your cousin the whole truth. I could see she would be very judgemental " "Yeah, some girls are like that" I said "You don't know the half of it yet but yeah, a lot of women can be judgemental, but yes, we started off jacking off together and over time, we started jacking each other off." He said as he watched me for a response. Then went on "after a while we got more comfortable and it lead to oral" "You sucked his dick?" I asked in total shock "Now don't make me regret this." He said. "I wont... I sucked Dale's dick" I just blurted out. "Ah, is that what's bothering you? You feeling bad about it now?" He asked " No, it's not that. It's just that every one... I mean he acts like I owe it to him and I get nothing in return" I said "You mean he hasn't ever returned the favor?" "No, he has barely even touched my dick, he only rubs it enough to get me horny " "I see, some guys like to suck and some guys don't" "Did you like to suck your buddy?" I asked "Can't believe I'm talking about this. No, I personally didn't like sucking too much, I did it some but I never really enjoyed it much" "I have one buddy that likes to suck and I like it also. We take turns some but he mostly likes to suck me and sometimes... well sometimes he wants me to fuck him" I admitted " I have tried anal also. Again I don't enjoy receiving but I did enjoy fucking. Lucky for us, my buddy liked to receive so he mostly sucked me or I would fuck him. On occasion I would suck him, kinda foreplay" Jim told me "Well... that's uh... that's something else. Everyone says I have a cute ass but it seems like no one will try to fuck me" "You want to be fucked?" He sounded surprised "I've always wanted to try it but no one will try it with me, they will rub my butt but they won't do anything else" I told him. "You know it is going to hurt, BAD, the first time" he told me sounding concerned. "I know, I don't know why but I have always wanted to try it. Does that make me gay?" I asked "No, I don't think you are gay, maybe bisexual at most, because I know you like women. My buddy that liked to be fucked, well he is married with a son and a baby on the way. He is very straight acting and if you know him you would never know he was bisexual." "Thank you" I told him "For what?" " for talking to me and not treating me like a kid" "Well just be careful, not everyone has an open mind so be careful of who you talk to" "I know. I don't want everyone knowing how curious I am" "You can talk to me anytime you want. I know it would have been helpful if I would have had someone to talk to. But I found my way, just like you will." "Thanks again and thanks for the ride. I'll see you next Friday for our camping trip" "OK stud. Your welcome and I'll see ya" I couldn't wait for Friday to get here.