Date: Wed, 27 Sep 2023 19:23:59 +0000 (UTC) From: Darrin Jones Subject: I'm really not a pedophile 19 the site could really use your help to keep it up and running. Please consider donating, every little bit helps.https://donate.nifty.org/ So we moved again. Another small town of 300 people and another small 3 bedroom house and this town sucked. No friends to speak of in this little town I'd say the best thing about this town was the barn we had in our backyard. It was one of them concrete block barns with a hay loft that has sat empty for years. This was more of a type of barn for storing equipment that was empty with the exception of one room off the side where our landlord stored an old Ford model T that he had plans to restore and if I were a betting man I would bet that car still hasn't been touched today. Anyway my brothers and I liked to explore and being there weren't a lot of kids in this town around our age that left us to hang out more with each other. We got up in the hay loft and started cleaning it up to make it a clubhouse. The town did have a small furniture store just across the highway. We lived on a dead end street, at the end of the street was a deep ditch that had a small foot bridge over it and then a set of railroad tracks and then the highway. Just across the highway was the furniture store. Well we had noticed behind the furniture store was a pile of old carpet and pieces of carpet where they had replaced someone's carpet and put the left overs and old carpet out back. We took a little wagon over and started picking through the carpet for pieces that looked clean or at least somewhat clean to take back to our hay loft. One of the store workers, not really sure but I think was the owner, came out one day while I was digging through a fresh pile of carpet. I was afraid I was in trouble but the guy asked what I was doing and I was honest and told him We were trying to carpet our new clubhouse the old barn loft as I pointed over towards the barn where to roof was visible. He told me to help myself and I was welcome to anything setting out back as long as we didn't scatter things and leave a mess. He said in fact the more we took, the less they would have to have hauled off. I told him thanks and promised to not leave a mess as we dug through the carpet pieces. He once again said anything out back was free for the taking. I asked if that meant the couch that was setting there and he said anything out there. There was a couch setting there that looked clean but was missing the legs, no big deal, we had red bricks that we could use as legs. I was checking it out and it was a sleeper sofa, the kind that folded out to a full size bed. I took my wagon full of carpet back to the barn and told my brothers about what the man had told me and about the couch and a big roll of carpet out back but both were way to heavy for me to get alone. Well my brothers and I started the hard work of hauling the stuff home and hauling it up into the loft. Thank goodness for the hay loft door and the pully system set up for hauling things up to the loft. When we were finished we had the complete hay loft carpeted, a couch with a hid-a-bed, two recliners and a full size bed. Basically we had converted that old dusty hay loft into a nice loft style apartment, only thing missing was a kitchen and running water. We were excited and tried a few times to get mom to come look at it but she refused to go climb a ladder in an old dirty barn to see our clubhouse. One day dad was off work and home so we got him to come look at it. That was almost a mistake lol. Once dad had seen what we had done he practically drug my mom out there to see it. once she finally got up there and seen everything she was amazed. But we had to explain where everything came from (yes dad went and checked at the store that we were free to take anything out back) but mom said there was no way that our clubhouse was going to have better furniture than our house so we had to haul that heavy ass hide-a-bed couch back down and into the house to trade it out for the smaller lighter couch in the house. Still in all we had an awesome clubhouse that during the warmer months us boys used it for our bedroom more than we did the bedroom in the house. Well like I said I didn't have any real friends to speak of in this little town but right across the street from us was a little house that turns out to be a two bedroom house with a widow and her two smaller children, a boy 10 years old named Brad and a girl 7 years old named Lisa. They were both brats and thought that the street belonged to them. It took some time but I ended up making somewhat friends with the boy, Basically we would stand in the street and play catch. The mother was a heavy set woman that would sometimes set out on her front porch and chain smoke cigarettes all day long. We would always wave and say hi to her but she just seemed to be the old cranky mean woman that wouldn't even acknowledge you. One day I looked out and seen an ambulance loading up the woman, I ran and told mom and she went out to see what was going on. Ended up the woman had a small heart attack (she recovered) and the kids had no one to watch them. A cop was there and mom told him that she would look after the kids for her so they ended up staying with us for about a week until their mother got home. One day while Brad and Lisa were staying with us mom and dad decided to take us to the lake to go swimming. We loaded up in the car (back then seat belts were not an issue) so we all piled into the car, mom, dad and my little sister up front, my two brothers, Brad, Lisa and me in the back seat. Yes it was crowded but Lisa had to sit on someone's lap and she asked to sit on mine. The lake wasn't far probably 10 miles at the very most to the swimming beach, it was Rend lake, the lake that Shannon had told me about. It was a big lake. We all played in the water, well mom didn't, she never was big on being in water where she couldn't see her feet. Anyway all of us played around and had fun for a good while then dad got out and fired up the grill, we ate burgers and hot dogs and back then it was a big deal "no swimming for 30 after eating" lol. We sat on the beach waiting our 30 minutes and Lisa wanted me to help her build sand castles. It was closer to an hour as we built castle and I buried her in the sand. Once we got back in the water Lisa came over to me "help me rinse off" "Just dunk yourself, you'll be ok" I told her "You buried and got sand everywhere so you have to help me get it all off" she demanded. "Fine, come here" I started pouring water over her little body using my hands and cupping the water then as I poured the water on her I ran my hands down to wipe the sand away. I was running my hands down her sides as she was standing in water up above her waist, almost to her flat little chest. She turned and said my butt has sand on it. "Well wipe it off, you're in the water it should all be off" I told her. "No it isn't look" she said as she grabbed my hand and placed it on her bare ass. "What the..." I said as I jerked my hand back. She just laughed hard and said "that's what you get for being a jerk and buring me in the sand" "That's not funny" I said as I went to walk away from her. "I'm sorry, I was just playing " she said as she jumped on my back "put me on your shoulders" she said as she tried to climb up my back. I squatted down and let her get on my shoulders and the chicken fights began. Everyone was climbing onto to someone's shoulders and we had a three way chicken fight. Of course they were taking it a little easy on me and Lisa with her being so small. My brother Josh and Brad won the most being Brad was the only boy on someone's shoulders. We all had a great time but of course it all had to end. "Come on kids, get out and dry off. It's time to go home" dad hollered at us. We got out and with very little drying off we all piled back in the car still dripping wet, thank God for vinyl seats. Lisa was back on my lap and I swear her ass got more boney than what it was on the ride out there. She was wiggling around and wouldn't sit still. "You ok?" I asked her. "Yeah, just can't get comfortable. You ok?" She asked over her shoulder "Yeah but your boney butt is killing my right leg" I told her as I tried to shift her more to my left leg. She went to squirming around even more and giggled. I went the hold her still when she grabbed my wrist and pushed my hands down. I went to move them to protect my legs when she flopped down on my hands. So now I'm crowded in the back seat with everyone in the car and basically cupping this little girls barely covered ass. Now Lisa was way to young for me but she kept squirming around until one of my fingers was wedged between my leg and her little slit. She slowly slid back and forth, now she was to young and to small for me but it still had an effect on me and I started getting hard. She wiggled some more and slowly pulled her bikini bottoms to the side just enough that my finger was now on her bare cunt lips. Damn it this is wrong, I shouldn't be getting a hard on over this little girl. She put a hand behind her back and lowered it until she felt my hard cock through my swim shorts. She squeezed it a few times before she pulled her hand back and slowly rocked back and forth on my finger. Everyone in the car seemed completely oblivious to what was going on with the exception of Brad. I glanced over to see him looking at Lisa and smiled real big before he looked at me and back to her as they both smiled at each other. I forcefully pulled my hands from under her little ass and placed them to my sides the best I could but with the limited space in the crowded backseat, my hands just laid at the side of her legs. I was so happy and a little disappointed when we pulled into the driveway and piled out of the car. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me real quick to conceal my throbbing hard cock. We all got our baths and ready for bed. Me, Jared and Josh were out in the clubhouse when Brad and Lisa came up there and started talking about the fun we had. Then Brad asked of he could sleep up there with us boys. I just said "I don't care" and Jared and Josh both rolled their eyes. "I'm sleeping in the house" Jared said "So am I " Josh added as they got up and left the 3 of us up in the loft. I was setting on the couch with Lisa setting to my right and Brad on my left, both were setting as close as they possibly could without sitting on my lap. Both kids were cute but that's just it 'kids' I got up and grabbed the little radio we kept up there and turned on some music as I went and sat in one of the recliners. I sat the radio down on a make shift end table built out of scrap 2×4's and plywood. Lisa came over and picked up the radio looking at it. She sat down on one of my legs as Brad came over and sat on the arm of the chair. I was getting pretty uncomfortable and started to fidget around a little when Brad poked me in the ribs and laughed as I jumped. "OH, someone is ticklish " Brad said as he went to poke me again. "No, you just surprised me" I said as Lisa turned and started tickling my ribs. Yes I am ticklish, very ticklish but I was trying not to show it and the two of them went on the attack. We were now all in a tickle war and laughing loud when I heard someone yell. " Hang on" I said as I got up and went to the loft door. "Is Lisa and Brad up there?" Mom hollered. "Yes" " tell them it's time to come in and get ready for bed" "OK. Brad wants to stay out here tonight " " OK. But you better behave and don't be running off and all over town" she warned "That's no fair" Lisa said as she stomped off towards the ladder. "Maybe some other time" I told her hoping she wouldn't detect the lie. "Cool" she said as she smiled and started down the ladder "don't do anything I would do" she giggled as she looked at Brad "Shut up" he shot back as his face turned as red as it could possibly be. Once she was gone. "You know she likes you. Like she has a crush on you" Brad said as we sat back down on the couch. " I kinda figured that out, but she is just a little young for me" I said "Well how old do they have to be for you to like them?" He asked "I don't know, I never thought about it" "What 12? 11? How about 10?" He asked "I don't know. I guess it all depends" I said " depends on what? If they are cute?" He asked with a smile "Cute has nothing to do with it. You're both cute but that doesn't mean I like you two like that" "Oh" he almost sounded hurt "What? Do you like me to?" I asked. "I'm not queer " he said sounding defensive " I didn't say you were queer. But sometimes boys can like boys without being queer" I told him "That's what Ray says " "Who is Ray?" I asked him "He is my cousin, he is 17" "OH, Well see, he is older than me so if he told you that then you should know I'm telling you the truth" "Yeah he is older than you, and he is bigger than you to" he said "Well yeah, my brothers are bigger than me and they are only a year and 2 years older than me. Ray is 5 years older so he should be bigger" "And he has hair around his dick" he said. "So, so do I " "No way! Do you really?" "Yes" "Well can you shoot cum yet? That's what Ray called it 'cum' " "Yes I can" " I can't yet but Ray said I should soon. How old were you when you first shot cum?" He asked "I guess right after my 11th birthday " "Cool, I'll be 11 in a few months. Hopefully I can shoot then" he sounded excited and hopeful "Well everyone grows differently, some sooner than others. I grew hair before my brothers" "Wow, that's crazy. Do they have hair now?" "Yeah, I have just seen glimpses of them, I haven't got them down and inspected them" I laughed "That's funny. Do they have big dicks? Ray's is huge." He said "Sounds like you have seen his dick pretty good" " my mom tells me not to play with myself but Ray says that I should play with myself. He says it's normal and natural." " he is right. Everyone plays with themselves at some point. Some just a lot more than others" I told him. "You play with yourself?" "Yes I jack off" I answered "That's what Ray calls it to, jacking off" "There are a bunch of names for it but that is the most common " "Do you uh... jack off a lot" "You sure do ask a lot of personal questions " "I jack off sometimes and it feels good but he said it will feel better when I start shooting and then I will jack off more" "He is right. I use to every now and then but once I started shooting cum, I started jacking off more" "how much more?" "I don't know, probably 2 or 3 times a day, sometimes more if I get horny" "You going to jack off tonight?" He asked. "No, probably not, I don't usually jack off if I have friends over" "Why not? If it's normal and everyone does it" he said. "It's just not right. Like you don't do it in front of Lisa do you?" "Um... yeah. We share a bed so she has seen me do it several times." "Really? Has she ever helped you?" I said him "Don't tell anyone. I haven't even told Ray and I tell him everything " "So she has helped you jack off?" "We have never slept away from each other until we started staying over here with you, so yeah we help each other at night sometimes " "Wow. Yeah I understand you haven't told Ray. That's something you probably shouldn't tell anyone. Not even me" I laughed "Is that bad? I mean we aren't hurting anyone and we like it" "No, as long as you both want to do it, there is nothing wrong with it. But most people will say it is very wrong and would cause all kinds of troubles for both of you so don't tell anyone about that" I told him "I never have until now" he quietly said "So why did you tell me?" "I don't know. I like you and I don't think you will tell on us" he said "Well you're right. I won't tell no one. So what all do you two do?" I asked "But you just said I shouldn't tell anyone" He said sounding like he was half way teasing. "Well I'm not anyone and you've already told me some so might as well spill the beans and tell me all" I told him "I seen some pictures in a magazine that Ray has of guys licking girls down there and guys putting their dicks in girls mouths" he said "So have you two tried that?" "Yeah it is fun and feels real good. I get the tingles real bad and feel like I have to pee so I make her stop" "That's not pee bud. That is called cumming " "But I didn't think I was old enough to cum" "No, you're not old enough to shoot cum yet but that is called a dry orgasm. Your body still goes through the motion of cumming but your body just doesn't produce the cum yet" "So do you cum a lot? Ray does" "So you've seen Ray cum before?" "Yeah... please don't say anything. I wasn't supposed to tell anyone cause he said he would get in a lot of trouble " "Anything you do here or tell me will not leave here, it will stay our own secret " I told him. "OK. I won't tell anyone either " "I hope not. But you told me things you shouldn't have." "I know. I don't know why but I feel like I can tell you anything, I thought that for a while but after I seen you and Lisa in the car earlier I knew then for sure I could tell you anything " He said "In the car? What did you see in the car?" "When she was setting on your lap and you hand your hands under her. Did you feel her pussy?" "I... uh... what?" I was trying to buy some time to think of a way out of this. "When she nudged me with her knee and was smiling at me. I figured you were rubbing her pussy " "I... umm... well she was rubbing it on my hand" "I like rubbing it and licking it sometimes" he smiled "Have you ever fucked her? You know, put your dick inside her?" "No, we have tried but it doesn't go in so we just rub against each other" "Well a girl has to be wet before you can slide into her." "You mean, like pee on her?" He asked sounding shocked. I laughed "no. Just like when you get older, you will start shooting cum. When a girl gets old enough her pussy will get wet when she is excited. It's a natural lubricant that girls make" "OH, I've never felt her wet" "I don't know when girls start getting wet and I don't know if she is old enough but she is very young so you just have to be very careful not to hurt her if you ever do put it in her" "Can you show us?" He asked. "What? Me show you? I can't put my dick in her. She is way to small I would hurt her bad" "You're only two years older than me so you can't be that big" he said as he looked down at my shorts as if he was trying to see my cock. "I am way too big for her" "How big is your dick" he asked as he grabbed my half hard cock through my shorts. I jerked and pushed his hand away "I'm big enough that I would hurt her" "Can I see?" "I don't know. Why do you want to see my cock?" "Cause I like looking at Ray's and playing with it. I want to see yours" he said as his hand went back to my almost hard cock. "Remember. IF I show it to you, you can not tell anyone " I warned "I promise. I pinky swear, I'll never tell anyone" He was nearly begging as he was grabbing at my waist band of my pajamas. I raised my ass up off the couch to allow him to pull my pajama pants down. I wasn't wearing any shirt or underwear. He pulled the pants down to my knees as my now hard cock sprang out and slapped against my belly. "Holey hell, you are huge. Your bigger than Ray!" He exclaimed. "I am told a lot that I am very big for my age" I told him. "Geesh, you're as big as those guys in the magazines" I laughed "I'm not that big" "Yes you are" he said as he wrapped his small hand around my cock. "Mmmm, that feels good" I told him. "Wow. I can't believe how big it is" he said as he slowly started to run his hand up and down my cock as I continued to grow even harder. "Can I... can I put it in my mouth? Ray let's do his" "If you want to. But first let me take my pants off and you can take yours off also" I pushed my pajamas down and kicked them off leaving me completely naked on the couch. "I don't know. Promise you won't laugh?" "Laugh at what?" I asked. "Well. I have a little dick and I... I like to wear Lisa's panties when I can" "You wearing her panties now? I bet that is cute" "They are tight on me but I still like to wear them" he said as his thumbs went into his waist band and he hesitated. "Go ahead, I want to see. And no I will not laugh, Promise " I held up my hand as if I were swearing He stood up and pulled his pajama pants down and stood up straight as he stepped out of them. His shirt hung down almost hiding the cute little yellow panties with baby blue trim. I reached over and pulled his shirt up over his head and tossed it on the floor along with our pants. "Wow. I like that. Your panties are soooo cute" I said as I run my hands across the crotch, feeling his small little hard dick in the panties. He went to pull them down before I stopped him. "No leave them on for a minute, I really like them. You are so cute in them" He blushed bright red "you really think so?" I grabbed him and pulled him to me as I sat on the couch, his little dick was close to the same height as my cock when I slid forward. Grabbing my hard cock I began to rub the head of my cock on his panties. "Wow. I can't believe how cute you are in them" With his small frame and his shoulder length brown hair standing their in his little sister's panties, he looked like a flat chested little girl. I pulled him closer to me and wrapped my arms around him, pulling him up on my lap as I laid back on the couch. I couldn't help but kiss him, at that moment in my mind, he wasn't a boy but a cute little girl. I was only a couple inches taller than him so as I laid back while pulling him with me, his hard little cock was poking my cock through the soft sissy panties he was wearing. He knew how to kiss, he must have been practicing with someone. As he returned my kiss he began to hump his little cock into mine. I pulled him up higher and pushed my cock down under his ass so that he was now humping my belly as I rubbed my hard leaking cock on his panty covered little butt. I reached behind him and pulled his panties to the side as I slide my hard cock between his ass cheeks and covered it with his panties. He was humping my belly and raising up letting the head of my cock rub across his little ass. He was moaning into my mouth as we dry humped each other. "Ever have anything put in your but?" I asked him. " no. But Ray has tried a few times but it really hurts, BAD" he said "Yes it hurts bad the first time the second not quite as much but it still hurts but also feels so good, best feeling ever" I told him as I slid my cock up and down his ass crack. "I don't think I can take it" he sounded scared. "No. No don't worry, I know I'm too big, I won't try to put it in you, you need to start with someone a lot smaller " I could see the look of relief in his eyes. After a few more minutes of making out and dry humping, I pushed him off me, as I stood up he sat up and put the head of my cock in his mouth and very clumsy try to suck me. "Easy with your teeth. Go slow and use your tongue, get it nice and wet" I tried to direct him. It did start to feel a little better "you'll have to practice more later" I told him as I pulled my cock from his mouth "now lay down on your belly" "But you said you wouldn't put it in me" he sounded nervous again "I'm not. I just want to see your cute ass in them pretty panties " He laid down on the couch and rolled over to his belly and I could see that he was scared. I laid on his back and pressed my cock into his panty covered ass and whispered in his ear "ssshhh, trust me. I will not do anything to hurt you" I dry humped his panties for a few minutes while kissing the back of his neck. I reached down and lowered his panties below his butt and placed the head of my cock between his cheeks and slowly slid up and down. I raised up off him and pulled his panties off him and laid them on his back. I spread his legs and let a big glob of spit fall into the crack of his ass and used the head of my cock to spread it around. I squeezed his cheeks together around my cock and started sliding through his ass cheeks as I looked at the panties on his back. He was enjoying it as much as I was as I could hear him moaning as he kept raising his butt up against my thrusting cock. "I do this to Lisa " he said Ah fuck, now he put her in my head as I looked at the panties I started to picture her lying on his back as I fucked him. If I could only really fuck his cute little ass with his tender looking pink hole. I picked up speed and started fucking his cheeks hard as I imagined Lisa lying there on his back watching me fuck her brother and before I knew it, I was blasting cum up his back. I shot up past his head, got it in his hair and down his back. I pulled back and let the last two spurts hit his cute little hole before smearing it around with my cock. I pulled him up by his hips, putting him on his knees on the couch as I laid on my back and slid under him. Licking his tiny little marbles I could taste my cum as it dripped down from his ass crack. Using my fingers, I pushed as much cum back up to his crack and smeared it all around his tight little pink hole. I opened my mouth as I took his 2 and a half to 3 inch cock into my mouth and began to run my tongue all around his little cock and balls as best as I could reach his balls with his little hard on in my mouth. My fingers kept massaging his little pucker as he began to hump into my mouth and back against my fingers that were now covered in the sticky, slick cum. As I sucked his cock hard I pushed with my index finger, as the tip of my finger eased into his hole, he froze and let out a moan. I pushed a little deeper inching my finger deeper into him. He pushed back and moaned as my finger sank to my knuckles. Now he let out more of a whimper as I slowly slid my mouth back and forth on his dick as I began to twist my finger around inside his hole. I could feel his hole giving way and as soon as it loosened the slightest bit, I pulled back and began wiggling my middle finger into him along side my index finger. He moaned out and whimpered. I pulled off his dick "you ok? Is that too much?" I asked. "I don't know. It hurts a little but feels good also" he answered. "Just give it time, it will all feel good" I put his cock back in my mouth and held my hand still as he began to fuck his little dick into my mouth and his ass back onto my fingers. As he adjusted he said "Ah, now it feels even better" as he pushed back harder on my fingers. I wasn't sure if he could handle it but I pulled my fingers back and added a third finger. He winced in pain as he grabbed my wrist to hold me still as he began slowly gyrating his little butt on my three fingers that were stretching him open even more. He pulled on my wrist to take them deeper and then pushed my wrist to stop any further advancement. "OH, that feels really good and burns at the same time" he hissed. I wiggled and twisted my fingers slowly pushing deeper. "Ah, fuck, that hurts John" he said as he held my wrist tightly against him as my knuckles made contact with his ass. Pulling his cock from my mouth "that's it baby, you have three fingers in you as deep as I can reach. Relax and breath through your nose" I told him as I slowly started moving my fingers as if I was using them to tell someone to come here. That was all he could take. He pushed back hard against my fingers "John, I have that feeling I need to pee" he warned me. I knew what was happening so I wrapped one arm around his lower back and held him in my mouth as my fingers dug deeper pushing his body tight against my face. "Seriously John, I'm going to pee" "Mmhhmm" I moaned on his dick as my fingers wiggled and my arm around his back pulled him tighter. "Ah, I'm gonna pee John, Ah oh, here it comes, move" he nearly shouted but I kept him right where he was as his body started to shake and his little balls pulled up even tighter to his body disappearing into his groin. "Ah, ah, oh, I'm peeing John I'm peeing" Wow, I actually felt and tasted the slightest little bit of wetness come out his little dick. I eased my fingers from his hole, knowing to be gentle, that hurts if they are removed too quick. Once my fingers were free, I released his dick from the vacuum I had on him and slid out from under him. He collapsed to the couch laying flat on his belly. "That was amazing. Does it always feel that good?" He asked me. "Most the the time and sometimes even better. Just wait til you start cumming for real. Which by the way I think it won't be too long" "Really? You think I will start cumming soon?" "Yes, you actually had a little bit of wetness when you came" I informed him. "OH cool, I want to do it again and see" "You might want to wait a little and let it build back up" "I also want to see you shoot your cum, it felt like you came a lot and shot hard" "I usually do cum hard and a good load but the hornier I am, the more I cum and the further I shoot" I told him. "We better clean up and get dressed, I don't want to fall asleep and someone find us here naked covered in cum" I told him with a little laugh. "Darn, I was having fun being naked with you" he said. "Sorry bud. Here turn around " I said as I grabbed my cum wrag I kept hid in the loft, thankfully it was freshly washed so it was soft as I wiped him down. He laid on the couch as I went to a recliner and laid back, within minutes I could hear his steady breathing as he fell asleep. Meanwhile I laid there thinking 'I had three fingers knuckle deep in him. My dick isn't quite as thick as my three fingers, maybe I could fuck him if I was easy. Next thing I knew I was waking up with a morning hard on. As I looked over at Brad I could see the waistband of his girly panties above the tops of his pajama pants. 'How do I always get myself into messes like this' I thought as I heard a soft quite voice "are you guys awake? Oh, morning John " as I looked over and seen Lisa's cute little face appear as she reached the top of the ladder. Comments are welcome and encouraged at married_bi_gi@yahoo.com