Date: Tue, 13 Dec 2022 15:38:30 +0000 (UTC) From: Ken James Subject: Gang-Banged Teen Virgins Ch. 03 * * * * * * * * * * Former teen virgins' first time together. * * * * * * * * * * "Good!" Cindy kissed Eric with an aggressive tongue. "I need you to FUCK me!" She put her hand on his bulging crotch and fondled his swollen pole through his tightly-stretched shorts. "All the time . . . My body responded to the things the Delts were doing . . . But I hated it. I just wanted you." Eric felt like he was dreaming. Submitting to the Delts. Watching Cindy's forced submission to a gang of overpowering men. It had been a nightmare, but the experience had unlocked something powerful in him. And in Cindy . . . They stripped hastily. She lay on the blanket. He knelt between her spread legs and lowered his body onto hers. His hard cock pressed into her bare belly. He kissed her. She kissed him back, but then said, "Do it now. I'm ready for you." This was EXACTLY like one of Eric's wet dreams. Every day, he'd push himself to the edge as many times as possible while denying himself that final release, saving that for the ultra-intense dreams that ended with a sticky mess in his sheets. He couldn't believe it was real. But it was. He gripped his steel-hard shaft and guided his cock—throbbing with tension like a drawn bow—between Cindy's legs. Eric pushed forward, but nothing happened. He shifted his angle, trying to find his way in. No good. He'd never thought real sex would be so complicated. After a few seconds of fumbling that seemed like an eternity, Cindy reached down and gripped his rod. Before she could guide his throbbing pole into her hot female center, it exploded, pumping thick pulses of pearl white jizz onto the furry pelt covering her vulva. "Oh!" Cindy gasped in disappointment, but reflexively continued stroking Eric's pulsing pole, keeping his orgasm going. Eric's climax seemed to go on forever and every hard hot squirt increased his guilt and shame. How could he lose control like this? He finally ran out of cum and held still, avoiding Cindy's eyes and wishing he could dissolve into the warm forest air. Cindy looked like she was going to cry, but tried to smile reassuringly. "It's okay, Baby. You were just excited." She pulled his body down on top of hers and kissed him with primal intensity. His cock stayed rock hard as he kissed her back, ashamed of his response to the animal sensations. He didn't deserve this pleasure. He shouldn't be rewarded for his lack of control . . . Cindy gripped his head and guided him to her breasts. He licked and sucked her puffy nipples, then kissed his way down her belly to the thick forest between her legs. Her puffy pussy lips were peeking out from her heavy dark brown thatch. He was so stupid! How could he have missed them? Would it have mattered if he'd managed to get his dick inside her? He'd have climaxed in the instant of losing his virginity. That would have been just as humiliating. At least, he could pleasure Cindy without giving up control. She giggled and ran playful fingers through his hair as he licked his cum out of her bush, savoring the taste of his jizz mixed with her juices. The more he licked, the wetter Cindy's pubic hair got. Her heated female taste and smell were intoxicating. "Oh Baby!" She bucked and moaned as he moved up and down her vulva, nibbling her puffy pussy lips and slipping his tongue into her folds. "That's so good!" He pulled her pussy open and slipped his tongue into Cindy's hot wet tunnel. "Oh yes!" she gasped. "Please!" He thrust into her slippery walls as far as his tongue could reach and was rewarded with a fresh flow of juice. He lapped and sucked it greedily. "That's so good," she whispered dreamily as his tongue probed her sweet interior, surrendering herself to the pleasurable sensations. It felt good to him, too. Giving pleasure was so much better than taking it. And there was no danger of losing control. He slid his tongue to the top of her folds, slipping under her clit hood and stroking her little swollen bud. Cindy's moans grew louder as he wrapped his lips around her clit and sucked it hard. "Yes!" she cried as Eric alternated between caressing her swollen clitoris and thrusting his tongue deep into her hot slick wet interior. "Keep doing that! Just like that!" She suddenly screamed and clamped Eric's head between her thighs. He held on as her fleshy mound battering his nose and cheeks, driving his tongue deep into her spasming pussy and keeping her climax building. Cindy collapsed on the blanket with her eyes closed, gasping for breath. Eric rose to his knees and looked down at her. He was satisfied and proud of himself for making her come that way, but also painfully aware that he didn't deserve the pleasure he'd just received. The sticky mess he'd just consumed proved that. She opened her eyes and grinned at Eric. "Baby, that was so good!" She pulled him down on top of her, her hard nipples pressing into his flat chest as their lips met, mouths opening and tongues seeking . . . He lost himself in the kiss. In the pressure of his body plastered against hers. She squirmed under him, rubbing her belly against his trapped hard-on. Using him to satisfy her urgent need . . . That was the way it should be. Being used for her benefit, not his. He shouldn't be satisfying himself. Still being a virgin was humiliating and debilitating, but he shouldn't let himself be diverted from his primary role, which was to study. His cock was stiff as a steel rod. Harder than ever before. Ready to drive into Cindy's steaming pussy . . . "Fuck me now," Cindy said. "Please." He positioned his cock-head at her pussy mouth, but then froze. As soon as he pushed forward, he'd be giving in to his own selfish desires . . . losing control . . . And he'd fuck it up again . . . "I can't." He'd rather have died than face the disappointment in Cindy's eyes, but he didn't die. He had to face her. "I'm just not ready . . ." "I'm spoiled goods," she whispered. "You don't want me because those guys raped me." "No! It's not—" He almost told her how turned on he'd been by watching the Delts use her, but realized that would be a bad idea. "Shut up!" she snapped. "Just take me home." Cindy didn't speak during the drive. Every time he tried to talk to her, she cut him off with an icy glare. At her house, she got out of his car and walked away without looking back. * * * It was a week before Eric heard from Cindy again. He'd gone back to his usual routine: reading Internet porn and masturbating to the edge of orgasm, then pulling back. Every night, he'd come in his boxers while dreaming about Cindy AND the Delts. Just when he'd thought he'd returned to his normal boring life of study and sexual frustration, Cindy's text arrived. "I'm coming over. You've got one more chance." * * * Eric was sitting on the love seat in the dorm suite's common room, pretending to watch an African soccer match on TV. He checked his watch again, trying to look casual. It was embarrassing how many times he'd checked the time. Fortunately, Wydad Casablanca, Morocco's top-ranked football club, was playing a Spanish team and Jasper, his French Algerian suitemate from Morocco, was engrossed in the game. Peter, his annoying suitemate from Chicago, was spending the night with his girlfriend. David was in his private room studying, even though it was Friday night. It was 8:20 p.m. Cindy had said she'd be here "Around 8:00." Eric jumped when he heard the knock on the entrance door. His heart was pounding as he crossed the room and opened the door. He'd been afraid she wouldn't show. That would be what he deserved for being so inadequate. Cindy was standing with her feet spread apart and her hands on her hips, looking at him with an enigmatic smile on her face. She was dressed like a boy in a checked shirt, blue jeans, and cowboy boots. "Gonna let me in?" He couldn't stop staring at her shirt buttons. The top three were unfastened, showing her modest cleavage. "Uh . . ." He stepped to the side, holding the door open for her. "Yeah." "Good." Cindy was carrying a backpack. She handed it to him and stepped into the common room. Jasper twisted around to look at her, smiled and waved, then turned back to the game. "Where's your room?" "Second door on the left." He followed her to his room, almost hypnotized by the sight of her buttocks flexing under the tight denim. Eric's room was small, with a single bed, a desk, and a chair filling most of the space. A bookcase made from boards and milk crates ran along one wall. He locked the door, then set her backpack on the desk. Cindy looked around the room, taking in the institutional carpet, bare walls, and plain bedspread. "I like what you've done with the place. It really shows your personality." He felt his face go red. That put-down was so humiliating. And it gave him such a boner . . . "What do you want me to do?" Eric stumbled over the words. Cindy had changed from the shy girl he'd dared to approach to an overpowering presence. There was no way he deserved her. "Whatever I tell you." She looked up and down his body, smiling at the big bulge in his pants. "No arguments. No hesitation." "Okay." He could handle submitting to Cindy. In face, that's what he craved. "Good boy." She sounded like she was talking to a dog again. "You can start by kissing me." Cindy moved into Eric's arms, plastered her body against his, and kissed him open-mouthed with an aggressive tongue. It was the way Adam and Bear had kissed him, asserting their dominance. Eric kissed her back, gripping her buttocks and grinding his crotch bulge into her vulva while his tongue danced against hers. He was close to filling his boxers with hot cream when she pushed him away. "You're learning." Cindy was breathing hard and her voice was ragged. "I'm so fucking hot!" He couldn't believe his ears. He was so clumsy. So unmanly. So undeserving. Why was she bothering with him? Catching his hands and guiding them to her shirt buttons? With fumbling fingers, Eric unbuttoned Cindy's shirt and pulled it open. She wasn't wearing a bra and her nipples were already hard. "Suck them," she commanded. "Suck my tits." Eric bent forward and clamped his lips around a puffy nipple. Cindy moaned and ran her fingers through his hair as he licked and sucked her breasts. "Yeah, Baby," she whispered. "You're doing good." His cock was SO hard. Summoning his nerve, Eric kissed his way down to Cindy's belly button and then reached for her belt . . . "No!" Cindy pushed Eric's hands away and then backed him against the desk. "Not yet." He was disappointed, but also relieved. He wanted . . . needed . . . to fuck her, but he'd just mess it up again. He was such a feckless failure of a boy! Not even close to being a man . . . "Don't be afraid." Cindy unbuckled Eric's belt. "I'm not going to hurt you." She opened his fly and pulled his pants and boxers down around his ankles. His stiff dick snapped up like a switchblade. "I'm going to suck you now." Cindy sank to her knees. Eric was sure he was going to come when Cindy took his cock-head and shaft in her mouth. Somehow, he managed to hold back. Cindy bobbed over Eric's stiff pole, sucking its head and taking it deep in her throat. She finally swallowed the whole thing, stopping with her lips closed around its base. Cindy pulled off Eric's cock and looked into his eyes. "Good boy." She took a few deep breaths, then went back down on his rod, stroking its shaft while kissing and licking its cock-head. Cindy slipped the tip of her tongue into his cum-slit, sending an electric jolt through his body. He wondered if the Delts had taught her that. He moaned as she licked his cock-head's deep furrow while kneading his smooth balls and tickling his taint. This was too much for him. He grabbed her head to hold it immobile and then rocked his hips, roughly fucking Cindy's face. She squeezed his balls until he gasped with pain and released her head. She let his throbbing dick slip out of her mouth and looked up at him. "I don't like that." "But the Delts . . ." At first, it had been scary when the frats had fucked his face. But, he'd liked being helpless as a real man ruthlessly used him, thrusting violently and finally filling his mouth with gushing cum. "Sorry." "You should be." She held his cock loosely while reaching behind him and running a finger up and down his ass crack. "Real men know what a woman wants." She pushed her index finger up his anus. It hurt without lube. He deserved the punishment. "And what she doesn't want." She pulled her finger out of his butt and took his hard-on back in her mouth. He reached down to stroke her hair, but then pulled his hands away. She didn't want to be restrained, but he did. Was that weird? Cindy sucked his dick slowly, at first. Then, she got fast and rough, squeezing his balls and jerking his shaft, pushing him closer and closer . . . Eric tried to hold back. To keep control. But, Cindy's energetic and skillful sucking was too much. He groaned as his throbbing pole exploded in Cindy's mouth, filling it with waves of cum. He finally finished. Cindy held his still-stiff dick in her mouth, gently suckling it while tenderly stroking his balls. He wasn't sure if he should speak, but he risked it. "That was good. Better than anything." That was a stupid thing to say. He didn't know anything. Not about blow jobs, fucking, or anything to do with sex. He didn't understand people. Especially not women. Cindy released his cock, stood up, and faced him. Her nipples were puffy and her sharp heated female scent filled the air. She held her lips tightly closed. She pressed her lips against his and opened her mouth. His cum, mixed with her spit, filled his mouth. He almost swallowed, but somehow knew that wasn't what she wanted. After they'd traded cum-laced spit several times, Cindy opened her mouth and let the mixture run down her chest and onto her perfect little breasts. "Lick it off." Eric did, kissing her fleshly mounds and sucking her hard nipples. "That's good," Cindy moaned. She opened her jeans and let them fall around her ankles. Her virginal white panties were soaked with her juices. "Now, eat me." She pushed Eric to his knees. He nibbled and sucked her slit through the wet cloth, dizzy from the taste and smell mixed with the lingering flavor of his cum. His cock was harder than ever as he pushed her panties down and buried his face in her groin. "Yes! Oh yes!" she moaned as he pulled her puffy pussy lips open and thrust his tongue into her depths. At least, this was something he knew how to do. He sucked her clit and fingered her pussy until she screamed and shook, gripping his shoulders to hold herself upright as she came. She finally pushed him away. "God, that was good!" She took an unsteady step toward the bed and almost stumbled. He half-carried her the rest of the way and set her on the mattress. "You give good head . . . For a girly boy." Her eyes didn't quite focus. "Better than any of the Delts." She reached out and gripped his cock. "Now, be a man. Fuck me!" Eric froze, staring at Cindy. Somehow, this seemed like a trick. But, she was sitting there on the bed with her shirt unbuttoned and her jeans and panties bunched around her ankles. Her nipples were swollen and her puffy pussy lips peeked through her gleaming wet pubic hair. She dreamily looked at his cock in her hand, but her expression hardened when she shifted her gaze to his face. "Don't you want to fuck me? You sure liked me sucking your cock." "Uh . . ." He reached between her legs and slid a finger into her pussy. "Yeah." She moaned in pleasure as he moved it around. "You ready?" "You can undress me first." She sank back onto the mattress and lifted her legs, so he could remove her cowboy boots, jeans, and dripping panties. It seemed disrespectful to drop her clothes on the floor, so he set the jeans and panties on the desk. She sat up and took her shirt off while watching him undress. Cindy lay on her back with her legs spread. He knelt between her open thighs and bent forward to kiss her. She grabbed his head, pulled their faces together, and kissed him with terrifying intensity. His cock was so hard! He was humiliatingly close to coming when he pulled his mouth away from hers. "Fuck me now!" she gasped. "Give me your big hard cock." Eric gripped his hard-on and guided its head between Cindy's puffy pussy lips. He hesitated at her entrance, remembering the last time, when he'd come before even getting inside. If that happened again, he'd jump off the dorm's top floor balcony. After a moment of fumbling, his cock slid up her pussy. He held still with his balls pressed against her vulva, amazed at the sensation. All the stories he'd read. All the jacking his stiff rod to the edge of orgasm. All the wet dreams filling his boxers with hot sticky cum. All his fantasies . . . Nothing compared to this reality. Her pussy was so hot . . . tight . . . slick . . . He fucked her cautiously, sending electric jolts of pleasure shooting through his body with each deliberate thrust. "Come on!" Cindy growled. "Fuck my brains out!" She tightened her pelvic muscles around his sliding pole as he boned her with increasing confidence, pulling out until his knob was barely kissing her pussy mouth and then slamming home. He slipped completely out and froze in shock. After a startled second, he guided his cock head back into her hot hungry snatch and drove into her depths, hard enough to shake the bed. "Yeah Baby! That's right!" Cindy rocked her hips to meet his driving rod. "Fuck me like a MAN!" The tension in Eric's nuts built steadily as he pounded Cindy's pussy. He was startled when she arched her back, lifting their joined bodies off the bed. He held on, fucking her even harder as she screamed and thrashed under him like a bucking bronco. Waves of pleasure surged through his body as his throbbing cock exploded, sending long hard pulses of cum up her spasming snatch. It seemed to go on forever. He finally collapsed in her arms with his still-hard cock buried deep inside her hot wet pussy, propped up on his elbows to keep his upper body off her heaving chest. "Oh Baby!" Cindy lifted her face to his and kissed him tenderly. "That's what I needed . . . From you." She collapsed on the bed with her eyes closed. He stared down at her in wonder. She was fast asleep. * * * "Know what I want now?" Cindy asked. It was 3:30 a.m. They'd alternated between sleeping and fucking. Twice on the bed, once with her riding his cock while he sat in the chair, and a final time with her bent over the bathroom counter after a sexy shower. "More sleep?" Eric asked drowsily. Even his 19-year-old libido had limits. "You can always sleep." Cindy had been like a kitten, alternating between super-energetic and crashed out. "Which would you rather have? A wet dream or me?" "Uh . . ." He didn't want to admit she'd worn him out. Cindy reached between their bodies and curled her fingers around his limp dick. It swelled at her touch. "Want to fuck my ass?" Eric's sudden boner answered her question. "That's what I thought." She turned on the nightstand lamp, filling the little room with soft light. "How? Don't we need lube?" "Oh, I've got lube." She ran her closed fist up and down his hard-on. "We'll get to that . . . "In good time." "All right." She was in charge, not him. "How are we going to do it?" Cindy got up, turned on more lights, and stood in front of the mirror mounted on the door. "Come over here." She bent over, showing him her pussy and asshole. Eric gripped his stiff dick and stepped toward her. He stopped, staring at her sexy little asshole. He couldn't take his eyes off that pretty puckered pink hole, nestled between her sculpted buttocks like a jewel. His cock was super hard, like this was his first time with her. In a way, it was. "Where's the lube." She giggled. "Not so fast." She smiled at his reflection in the mirror and flexed her buttocks. "You're going to lick my ass first." "Okay." His boner grew another two inches. At least, it felt like it. He sank to his knees and pulled her ass cheeks open, then licked up and down her crack. It tasted like sweat, skin, soap, and something else—a mysterious and sexy musk. "Eat my ass!" Cindy moaned and squirmed as Eric pressed his flat tongue against her asshole and wiggled it back and forth. "Oh Baby! That's right!" Cindy screamed and arched her back as he lashed her sexy puckered hole with his tongue, alternating between licking up and down and side-to-side. Eric curled his tongue into a point and pressed it into the center of her little pink puckered hole. "Oh fuck!" Cindy gasped. She slid two fingers into her pussy and ground her butt into his face as he teased her hot little hole open with the tip of his tongue. "Oh Jesus, Eric!" she cried. "Eat my ass!" Her fingers were busy in her pussy and she bucked back as he gripped her butt cheeks and pulled them wide, opening her asshole and pushing his tongue in deeper. "Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Oh Jesus! Oh fuck!" she screamed, coming hard. His cock throbbed as he held on to Cindy. Some primal instinct guided him as he tongued her ass, keeping her orgasm going. Cindy pulled out of his grip, stumbled away, and collapsed onto the bed, gasping for breath. "Oh . . . My . . . God!" Eric lay down beside Cindy and took her in his arms. She kissed him tenderly. "Wow! That was so good." "For me, too." He couldn't believe he'd made her come so hard. Maybe he wasn't so totally ineffectual, after all . . . She gasped when he reached behind her and ran a finger along her crack. "Is it okay if we just cuddle for a while?" "Sure." Eric held her, slowly stroking her hair. Her breath was hot on his bare chest. It felt great. He'd be happy if time stopped right then. They lay there for some timeless interval. His cock stayed relentlessly hard. Cindy slid her hand over his chest and down to his belly, then gripped his stiff pole. She kissed him passionately, thrusting her tongue against his. Eric reached between her legs and slipped his middle finger up her pussy. It was hot, slick, and wet. He fingered her pussy while she fondled his dick and kneaded his balls. He was close to coming when she pushed him away. "You ready to fuck my butt?" Without waiting for an answer, she rolled off the bed and took a squeeze bottle of lubricant out of her backpack. "Come on. You know what to do." She handed him the bottle and then bent over the desk. Eric spent a few seconds admiring her sexy butt, then squeezed a line of lube onto his index finger and slid it into her asshole. It went in easily. She moaned and rolled her hips while he worked his finger in and out of her tight butt. He pulled his finger out, added more lube, and stuck it back inside. She growled and arched her back, humping his sliding finger while he twisted his wrist to distribute the slick gel evenly. "Fuck me now!" she gasped. "I'm ready for your big hard cock." Eric pulled his finger out of her ass and turned her around, then kissed her. "How do you want to do it?" "Like this." She lay on the bed and folded her knees over her chest, lifting her butt. "I want to see your face when you stick it in." He knelt between her legs and coated his stiff cock with lube, then positioned its head in the center of her little puckered hole and pressed forward. "Yeah, Baby," she whispered. "Fuck my ass." She made him work for it, keeping her ass muscles tight. He rocked slowly back and forth, gradually stretching her tense anal ring. She grinned at him. "You like my tight butt, Baby?" "Sure." He drew back and then pushed forward, harder than before. She squealed as his cock-head penetrated her tight ass muscles and he slid home, bouncing his balls against her butt cheeks. "Oh God, Eric!" she gasped. "Your big hard cock feels so good up my ass." Her asshole was even hotter and tighter than her pussy. He was close to coming. He held still with his throbbing cock buried deep inside her asshole. "Kiss me, Baby." He bent forward and kissed her tenderly. She purred softly and ran her hands through his hair while he showered her lips and face with kisses. The tension in his nuts receded. Eric pulled almost out and then pushed back in. Cindy moaned softly. "Fuck me, Baby. Fuck my ass now." He took her with long slow strokes, occasionally letting his cock-head slip out of her ass and then pushing it back through her tight anal ring. She moaned and squirmed under him, rocking her hips in time with his sliding cock. "Oh Eric!" She kneaded her breasts and tugged on her swollen nipples. "This is good." "Yeah. For me, too." Eric gripped the insides of her kneecaps and lifted her legs, raising her butt and changing the angle of his increasingly rough thrusts. "You're learning how to please a woman." She slid one hand down to her vulva and rubbed her clit through its hood. "I wasn't sure you could, but—" She screamed and shuddered, clamping her anal muscles around his sliding cock as she came. Eric held on like a rodeo rider as she bucked under him, fucking her butt hard, fast, and deep. "Oh fuck, Baby! Fuck my ass!" she screamed, loud enough for the whole dorm to hear. "Pound me like an anvil." Eric pushed her ankles up over her shoulders, lifting her butt higher and driving his cock deeper into her butt. Cindy slid two fingers into her pussy and worked them in and out as Eric went faster, pounding her hot tight asshole. "Come for me, Baby! I want to feel you squirt!" Eric rocked her ankles like wheelbarrow handles and slammed his stiff pole into her depths. The cum was boiling in his nuts. Cindy shoved three fingers into her shiny wet snatch and fingered herself violently while jacking her clit like a tiny cock. "Oh fuck, Eric!" she cried. "Shoot your big gun! Up my butt!" She squealed, coming even harder as Eric rammed his throbbing cock into her asshole, firing pulse after long heavy pulse of cum into her depths. They finally collapsed in a tangled heap, gasping for breath. Eric propped himself up on his elbows to keep his weight off her heaving chest. "Man," he whispered. "That was good." She ran her hands up and down his back, then moved them down and cupped his butt cheeks. "Almost as good as Warren." That hurt. But, it was what he deserved . . . Cindy saw the look in his eyes. "It's all right. You'll learn." After a few seconds, she added, "I'll teach you." Eric's heart jumped with joy. He should be studying, rather than yielding to sexual temptation. But, he couldn't resist the physical pleasure. Or his need to be used. By Cindy . . . and the Delts. He tried to put that aside. "I'll be your student." He lowered his face to Cindy's and kissed her. She kissed him back, tenderly. "God," she whispered. "I'm so fucked out." His softened cock slipped out of her butt when she lowered her legs. She closed her eyes and sank back on the bed. Eric watched her sleep for a while, then turned out the lights and lay down beside her. He fell asleep within seconds. * * * Eric woke up with MAJOR wood. Cindy was asleep beside him. He was spooning her, with his erection nestled between her butt cheeks and his hand cupping a breast. He'd never had this kind of intimate human contact before. And he'd never acknowledged how badly he'd needed it. "Um . . ." She mumbled sleepily, pushing her butt into his crotch. It was a little after dawn. They'd slept for a couple of hours last night. Then, he'd fucked her butt again. She'd come, even more violently than before. He'd only shot a few drops of cum, but it had still felt great. Now, he was ready to go again. He rubbed his stiff dick, sticky with dried lube, up and down her crack and then pressed his cock-head into her anus. "Uh—uh!" She pulled away, rolled over, and kissed him. "Your cock feels great, but I need to pee." She got up and stood beside the bed, grinning at his towering hard-on. "And then I want to take a shower. With you." She turned and left the room, waving her bare butt at him. He watched her go, then jumped up, grabbed a couple of towels from the closet shelf, and followed her. She was already in the shower. He locked the bathroom door and hung the towels on the hooks, then joined her. They spent a long time under the hot water, running soap slick hands over each other's bodies. It was even better than the night before. * * * "That was really great," Cindy said. It was mid-morning and they were strolling through the park at the edge of the campus, holding hands. "Yeah, it was," Eric agreed. After their sexy shower, he'd fucked Cindy again, twice in the pussy and then in her ass. They'd showered and eaten breakfast in the dorm's dining hall, then gone for a walk. Cindy hadn't said much. Neither had Eric, but he never wanted to reveal too much about himself. "Was I as good as Warren?" Eric knew he shouldn't ask, but he couldn't help punishing himself. "That's not a fair question." She stopped walking and turned to face him. "He's had girls before." Eric wanted to ask if the ROTC stud had fucked Cindy's ass, but didn't dare. He didn't deserve to beat a real man in anything . . . "Look Eric, I like you." She reached out and took both his hands. He dreaded what she was going to say. "But, I need a MAN. Not a girly boy who's afraid to commit to anything." She studied his face for long seconds. "Can you do that? Be a MAN?" "Uh . . ." He stared at her in frozen silence, fighting a million conflicting thoughts and emotions. Cindy sighed and let go of his hands. "Maybe you'll learn." She put her hand on his crotch. His cock hardened at her touch. "Until then, you can be my boy toy." She kissed him, then turned and walked away, swinging her hips and waving her butt seductively. Eric watched Cindy until she turned a corner and disappeared from view. He wanted her—badly—but he also needed to be a girly boy. To suck real men's cocks and take their hard dicks up his ass. He'd just have to settle for being Cindy's boy toy. * * * Author's Note "WHAT A LONG STRANGE TRIP IT'S BEEN." — THE GRATEFUL DEAD This book is a collaboration between a 19-year-old college student who calls himself "Eric" and me. I can't tell you much about him, because he hasn't revealed much. He wanted "Eric" in the story to be as much like him as possible. I've tried to do that. That was a challenging and contentious process, but I think I've been fairly successful. Eric and I jointly developed the story concept and outlined the action. I created the characters (except for "Eric") and did the actual writing. Eric wasn't satisfied with the original conclusion. He wanted additional scenes and I went along with that. Writing this story has been a real experience. I hope you enjoyed the result. * * * * * * * * * * Adapted from my book "Gang-Banged Teen Virgins." * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I was born in Denver and raised in Cheyenne, Wyoming. My first time with another boy was in my early teens. Girls came a few years later. After I graduated from the University of Wyoming, I spent a year as a roadie for a series of rock and roll bands, then moved to Austin to work for a computer company. I started writing in grade school and was a reporter on my junior high and high school papers. My lover (now husband) and I published a gay newspaper in Austin for several years. I've been writing gay and bisexual erotic fiction for most of my life. I posted my first story, "Cowboys Don't Kiss," on Literotica in August of 2003. I live in Austin with my husband Wayde. * * * * * * * * * * A NOTE ON NIFTY Back in 2003, I started posting stories on Nifty Erotic Stories Archive. It was the first place I posted my stories and it's still my favorite website for free gay and bisexual erotic fiction. Most of the content on other erotic websites is heterosexual, which tends to crowd stories of alternative sexuality out. Nifty is a haven for gay, bi, lesbian, and trans authors. Although the stories on Nifty are free, running a website is definitely not free. Nifty is a precious resource for LGBTQ readers and writers. Please help keep the stories coming by donating to Nifty (http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html"). Ken James * * * * * * * * * * If you like my stories, you'll love my books! They contain a LOT more steamy action, plus just enough plot to keep things interesting. Here are the latest: GANG-BANGED TEEN VIRGINS - Eric and Cindy are shy teenage virgins. He's fumbling with her bra when randy frat brothers find them and take them to an isolated cabin for an afternoon of intense play. And, that's only the beginning as Eric and Cindy are swept into the maelstrom of their newly-found sexual desires. HORNY GAY VIRGIN - Eighteen-year-old Craig Cox lives in his brother's basement. He has a girlfriend, but he's not pushing her to have sex. She's relieved. Craig wonders if he's gay. Then, Buddy Boyd moves in. He's broken up with his girlfriend and needs a place to stay. Craig is instantly attracted to Buddy. He can't stop looking at the sexy stud. And Buddy is looking back. JACK HAMMER: DICK DIAMOND - Hard-boiled gay private eye Jack Hammer in a new hard-core gay romantic thriller. Gay rock star Rick Stone knows a secret that could bring down a major right-wing extremist group. Its leaders will stop at nothing to keep Rick quiet. Not even murder. Can gay private eye Jack Hammer unravel the tangled threads of Rick's life in time to save him from a relentless assassin? And, can Jack save himself when he's captured by a sadistic killer? JACK HAMMER: KING'S RANSOM - The first Jack Hammer romantic thriller. Alex King has a promising life, with rich parents, an outstanding college career, and a sexy new boyfriend. That's all shattered when a masked gunman kidnaps Alex and murders his boyfriend. Alex's world suddenly narrows to a basement cell and repeated rapes by a vindictive killer. His only hope is to make his jailer-the killer's straight son-fall in love with him. Jack Hammer's mission--rescue Alex before it's too late. And stay alive. LONG HARD RIDERS - Straight teen cowboy Jim Cobb is starting work at the Triple-R ranch. A long way from his girlfriend, Jim enjoys the attention he's getting from sexy ranch hand Trey Ballard. One day, the smoldering attraction between the two men flares into a prairie fire of lust. As the sexual conflagration rages, the Triple-R's big black stud foreman jumps in, adding fuel to the blaze. LONG HARD RIDERS 2 - Sexy teen cowboy Jim Cobb thought he was straight. Then, he started work at the Triple-R ranch and met hot ranch hand Trey Ballard and Ralph Wood, the Triple-R's big black stud foreman. Now, a long way from his girlfriend, Jim is riding the gay side of the trail and having the time of his young life. And then the real gay horndogs show up . . . MY BROTHER'S BOYFRIEND - Hank Johnson has a smokin' hot boyfriend . . . and a demanding career that leaves no time for a relationship. Tim is Hank's college freshman little brother. He has a major crush on Hank's big black stud boyfriend. Hank is gone again, on a month-long assignment. His boyfriend is frustrated and horny. What's a little brother to do? LOVE PEAK - Love Peak Lodge is an exclusive resort high in the Colorado Rockies. While a monster blizzard rages outside, passions explode as the horny guests and staff challenge each other's limits and surrender to their secret desires. SKYDANCERS: BI SEX IN DEEP SPACE - Deep space crews are a rare . . . super horny . . . breed. Locked in a tiny ship for months on end with no company but each other, they're always eager to take on a newcomer. So, the crew of Asteroid Prospecting Ship "Skydancer" eagerly welcomes an innocent young engineer on board. Passion explodes in orbit as the lusty spacers break in a new trainee. * * * * * * * * * * Visit kenjamesfiction.com for ALL my free stories and extended samples from my books. * * * * * * * * * * Copyright © 2022 by Ken James This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, organizations, and incidents either are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, locales, organizations, or events is entirely coincidental. Website: kenjamesfiction.com Email: ken@kenjamesfiction.com Amazon Author Page: amazon.com/author/kenjames Smashwords Author Page: www.smashwords.com/profile/view/KenJamesFiction Please contact me. I love getting feedback and reply to every message. Thanks to Wayde, my greatest fan, best friend, and husband, for all his love, enthusiasm, and support. * * * * * * * * * *