Date: Thu, 7 Sep 2023 15:29:21 -0700 From: Lee Inla Subject: My Not Very Straight Experiences Chapter 3 Brian hands me a new glass of wine as Brandon gives me new insight "So Lee, you're definitely doing a good job as a first timer but we do need to you try to add in the sense of eroticism we need to capture in our work. We want your facial expression and body positioning to exude sexy! Let's have you stand this time here in front of us with your hands behind your head and legs spread in a stable stance." "Like this?" "That's close for now yes." Brandon and Brian assess me and Brandon says "Posing strap?" To Brian who moves to a cabinet in the corner, and retrieves a strip of what looks like two strips of leather connected by another small strip at one point. Brian moves to hand the straps to me as Brandon says "Remeber this position, but let's have you put this on. Most models arrive wearing one of these, do you know what this is or how it works?" "I don't" "It's called a posing strap and male models wear them to enhance themselves, like a push up bra for a woman. Wrap the longer strap around the shaft of your cock and beneath your balls and snap it in place so it's snug. The smaller strap you wrap around your cock and also snap it snugly." He demonstrates forming each into a loop and snapping it closed. "We'll give you privacy for a minute to put it on. Let us know if you have any questions" I'm a bit surprised male models have to wear push up straps but also realize it makes sense having seen behind the scenes that show the tape and other things female models have applied or wear to look as perfect as they do. I can hear the guys voices and decide to try to be quick since I know they will be back soon and open my pants and slide them down. Wrapping the first strap around my cock and balls and snapping it is a bit trickier than I imagined but after a few attempts I snap the two snaps and move onto the second strap. Brian asks "Working out ok Lee or do you need guidance?" "I'm ok thanks, almost done" I wrap the second strap around the shaft of my cock and get it to snap on the second try. I'm not quite sure what snug means but hope I've gotten done it correctly being new to posing straps. As I'm sliding my pants back on they both enter "Good, no troubles?" "No" Please say "No Brian or no Brandon so we know who you are addressing Lee". "Apologies, no troubles Brian" "Good job then get into your position" I move to the spot they previously posed me about 4 feet in front of and between them. As I raise my arms up to my head and shift my legs apart to a stable stance I realize I feel kind of sexy. And wow I get why male models wear these posing straps. It feels like my bulge must look huge, and wonder why don't men wear these regularly like women do with push up bras? Brandon says "Good Lee, legs a bit further apart. Yes good." Brian says "Keep your back as upright as possible and shoulders back, feel sexy, look sexy! Well done that's better" They return to sketching making occasional comment and compliments at how well I'm doing and how much better I look. Brandon whispers something to Brian and Brian stands and moves behind me. He reaches around my sides to my mid abs and it tickles slightly and causes me to move a little. "Hold your pose, be good for us" His hands continue onto the upper of two buttons remaining fastened and undoes it. His hands slide down to the next button and Brandon says "yes undo that let's see that torso" as I feel my shirt then open. I'm a bit surprised as I feel his fingers sliding up along my abs and over my nipples and I swear he seemed to pinch them a bit as he says "Good job Lee hold your pose" before his hands continue up to my shoulders. "Drop your arms Lee" Be pliable I tell myself and my arms shift down and I feel my shirt slide off as his hands also trace down over my biceps. "Good, better" as he continues to trace my arms with his hands. "Tracing your body with our hands helps visualize the muscle form sometimes more so that sight alone". As he slides his hands onto my shoulders and down onto my pecs this time obviously feeling them and then my abs. Brandon says "his nipples need heightening" Brian whispers to me "you're doing well so far, we were questioning if you'd be able to follow guidance as models need to but you're doing better". His hands slide up onto my chest and he begins pinching and toying with my nipples and they react by getting hard which is very embarrassing. "Not every man is cut out to be a model and many it's simply because they can't let the artists sculpt them as needed for their work." He then slides his hands around over my last and says "very nice form" and then continues to slide them down my back and over my ass briefly and onto my out thighs then hips. He spanked my ass firmly once as he moves to sit and says "very good much more compliant and already better than our last virgin model don't you think?" Brandon nods "We'll see as the poses get less beginner." They return to sketching and I do feel sexy standing there shirtless and being the subject of art work. Their compliments on my form are nice to hear too, even though some occasionally make me fight back blushing. "That's right, feel sexy, look sexy!" Brandon agrees, "Better, let's add sexy to the pose." He moves to the cabinet in the corner and pulls out what looks like a scarf and moves behind me. "You're still a bit figity when posing but we can tell you're wanting to try." "Apologiss and yes I'm really trying to learn" "Can we try a technique that will help train your body to be still and be more focused on doing as told?" "Yes sure and I'm sorry for not being better at this" He takes one arm at the bicep "hands behind your head again" I shift my arms into position. He traces my muscles "you do workout don't you?" I feel the scarf or fabric wrapping around my wrist then tied tight, followed by the second wrist. The two lose ends are tossed each shoulder then wrapped around me my neck and tied. Brandon asks "Is that comfortable" I'm thinking I'm a little uncomfortable being unable to move my arms but I know that's the point realizing models are required to do some odd things. "Yes thank you" "Ok let's form your pose" Brandon steps in front of me and he runs his hands over my biceps to my shoulders and slides them down onto my pecs and plays with my nipple slightly. He says "you need to stay still even when it tickles or feels cold, or feels good, look me directly in the eyes, i want you to accept the role of being an object here for us". I look him in the eyes "Good" He then runs his hands over my pecs and onto my abs and onto my belt and I feel the need to look down "Eyes model" I lock mine to his "Good" I am staring in his eyes as my belt is undone and then I feel him unbutton the top button of my fly. I'm dying to move but know I'm not allowed to. Then the second button comes undone and I feel his finger tips humiliatingly close to my cock. He's saturating at my eyes intently and I stare back as required. "Good" Then his fingers slide to the next button and this time the back of his fingers are on the head of my very sensitive cock as he unbuttons the next. I am mortified that I feel my cock reacting to the accidental touch. The posing strap begins to feel a bit tighter and I realize I have a semi hardon and try to fight it thinking it must not be professional to let yourself get hard. Regardless of how hard I try to fight it and focus on something else, the posing strap feels tighter and tighter and I can tell I'm now hard. "Good Lee" He then moves to the last button on my fly and now the back of his full fingers are brushing over much of the shaft of my now hard cock as he fumbles to unbutton the last. I'm dying of embarrassment and hoping he doesn't notice my erection. I'm shocked realizing I'm somehow getting throbbing hard and the posing strap feels very very tight. And he opens the pants and slides them down to just below my balls. "Good boy, looking much sexier" Brandon returns to sketching along with Brian. After several minutes Brian comments "Lee you are doing much better and you're doing a better job exuding eroticism. Your body is looking so hot like that. We love to see models show their natural body responses. I think Brandon would agree when Erin mentioned youre and exhibitionist we hoped this might be a turn on for you and from how throbbing hard that cock is she was right." I don't know how to respond but know I'm again blushing realizing they are obviously aware of my hard cock. "Thank You". "Remember to say `Thank you Brian or Brandon Lee' or since we're your elder you can simple say `Thank you Sir'" "Thank you Brian" After 5 minutes sketching Brian looks at Brandon and says "shall we continue and Brandon replies yes as he stands and Brian does as well. Brandon looks at me "You're doing much better Lee, not many virgin models deserve to have even their shirts removed the first session.... And it's very very rare a virgin model deserves to be stripped to just his underwear at a first session. But seeing how hard you've tried ... and how hard you are, we're going to do two additional poses to finish todays session. That's flattering isn't it Lee?" I feel Brian's hands tracing my bicep and back and sliding onto my hip and then around onto my ass beneath my pants and his second hand follows gesturing me to move my legs together as he then slides my pants to my ankles. "Yes thank you" "Yes Thanks You Sir Lee?" I'm embarrassed I forgot to say his name "Yes thank you Sir it is very flattering" Brian directs me to "Step out of the pants" and I do without hesitation. Brains hands adjust the fabric on my boxer briefs, he slides them down to the bottom of my bare cheeks and I know I'm blushing again. He slaps each cheek firmly a few times and says "good firm virgin model ass" Brandon slides his hand down my chest pinching my nipples a bit and saying to himself or maybe Brian "we'll need to try to keep these hard for the poses" then his hands slide down over my abs and without stopping he slides his hand onto my cock and grips it. "Eyes model" and I know that means I need to look forward into his eyes and I do He uses his other hand to slide my waist band down and maneuvers it to allow my cock to escape and slides the waist down. With Brian already having lowered the rear waist band i know I'm blushing even more deeply as I feel the fabric slowly slides to my knees as I'm starting into Brandon's eyes. I do my best to be professional about my now throbbing hard cock in Brandon's hand as Brian is slapping and absorbing the form of my ass for his reference sketching later. "Let's check on the posing strap, they need to be loosened occasionally and occasionally". He holds my balls with one hand as he runs his finger tip over my cock head and along my shaft around the leather posing strap constraining my cock. And then uses his other hand to assess the strap around my shaft and balls. "A bit too tight let's loosen it slightly. Nice cock Lee that's encouraging for future sessions. Isn't that flattering Lee" "Yes Sir" He unsnaps leather strap wrapping the shaft of my cock and snaps it one looser, then unsnaps the strap around my shaft and balls and says "Lee you seem to be enjoying yourself. Art models aren't supposed to make the scene sexualized Lee, this is a job, not about getting you off. You're forcing us to see your hard cock. I'm not sure we've ever had a model get so throbbing hard and dripping precum, you're enjoying being an object aren't you? That's a bit slutty don't you think?" I realize he's right, I feel embarrassed I'm now naked in front of two gay men though to these two artists I might as well be a landscape they've decided to sketch and realize I'm the one that has sexualized the situation unable to control my arousal. "Lee?" "Yes I'm very sorry I got hard and you're right I guess I am sexualizing this Sir." Brian slaps my ass again several times slowly as he pontificates "That's ok Lee we all have our own turn ons.... Very firm.... I guess if he continues to we can just follow his lead and let him look slutty and play to that. Maybe the theme is slutty straight boy?" Brandon replies "hmm maybe so, we can decide at the next session next week". I realize the posing strap is beginning to feel tight again and I'm not sure how since it was already loosened and I begin to feel like a slut getting hard in front of two men that do not want me to and nothing to cause it. I can tell Brandon is noticing my cock get yet again throbbing hard in his hands and somehow bigger than I've ever seemed Brandon then says "we have about an hour remaining today. I don't want to disappoint you Lee but we don't do nude model poses during a first session Lee." Brian suggests "Brandon remember Erin was telling us you can help control a models erection by pulling or slapping their balls and cock some" "Spread your legs again Lee" "Yes Sir, like this?" "Wider Lee, haven't you learned by now?" And I feel him pull my balls and then slap them several times as I'm widening my stance as I wince from pain and understand why it would cause a guy to lose his hardon. "Is this better Sir" "Good boy Lee" Brandon alternates pulling and slapping my balls as Brian alternates slapping and cupping my ass and then adds in pulling my cheeks apart and letting them slap back together as he mumbles "very firm and tight" Brandon looks to Brian, "He's getting harder". Brian says "no way, and you're slapping his balls? Bend over Lee" and he pushes my back forward with one hand as the other is on my waist. I then feel Brian's hand pulling on my balls as Brandon's hand is holding my shaft before Brian alternates pulling my balls and slapping them from behind me and I can't help but make noise and wince at how it is painful. Brandon comments "see, every time you pull or slap his balls I feel his cock react." Brian dumbfounded says "I've never heard of such a thing, let's try this" and slaps my ass firmly several times then pulls my balls and then slaps them. Brandon laughs and reports "well slapping his ass seeked to make his cock throb even more than pulling and slapping his straight balls" "Well Lee you are a conundrum. Brian and I will have to discuss if we feel you deserve modeling again and how to control your sluttiness." Brian pulls my underwear back up and I feel incredibly humiliated for letting myself become so unprofessional after I was doing so good. Brandon sits and tells Brian, "Let's have the slut turn around so he doesn't keep making us look at his throbbing cock" Brian spins me away and tells me to lean my upper torso forwad a little and arch my back. I do as well as I kind then feel one of them use their hands to adjust my pose then silence. I assume they are sketching me and there is little said for 15 minutes. I hear footsteps and realize one has left. Brian directs me "We are finished for today Lee. I'll try to talk Brandon into giving you another chance. I thought you did decently well other than getting so turned on. Will you try harder again next time Lee?" Good I feel hands from behind me reaching arouBf my wais and onto my cock unsnapping the posing strap. "Yes Brian I will". "That's `Yes Sir Lee' since you've lost a bit of our respect" "Yes Sir" I feel the scarf being untied from around my neck and then fr each wrist. "Good boy. Why don't you go jerk yourself off over on that sofa before you leave so you don't run around with a raging boner all day". (Laughing(. I don't know how to answer so I simply say "Yes Sir". "Yes Sir what Lee" "Ugh Yes Sir Thank ahoy Sir" "Good boy. If we wish to have you again we will be in touch and if so our second sessions are long days with several long breaks for refreshments snacks and food." "Oh and Lee, don't leave any cum here, take it with you or eat it but don't let us find any". He walks out I masturbate and cum quickly being so incredibly overstimulated. As I cum I feel incredibly humiliated I got so hard just because of being shown off and more so because it was in front of two gay men and I am not attracted to men at all. My feelings are very conflicted as I realize there is nothing in the room, no paper towels or napkins or anything to use to absorb the cum. I stand to put my clothes on thinking I will take care of the cum when I get outside. As I stand I feel the cum running down my chest and gather as much up in my hand as I can and I walk outside. My mind is racing thinking how did I get to this place where I'm leaving a posing session for two gay men who literally touched every part of me with a handful of my cum and more cum dripping down my chest.