Date: Thu, 5 Oct 2023 21:08:55 -0700 From: Lee Inla Subject: My not very straight experiences Chapter 6 The door opens to a gym and Jonathan leads me to a a rope pull down machine. I've used this machine many times for triceps, but he guides me to my knees with my back to the machine. My arms are guided upward, I hear the familiar `clink' of something connected to the machine and know it's my wrists. He slips the blindfold back down from my forehead covering both eyes and says "stay". I do as told finding myself intensely wanting to cum. I hear his feet shuffling off which gives me a moment to gather thoughts. As the taste of another man's cum in my mouth hots me and the fog of the desperate need to cum myself clears slightly, i begin thinking what the fuck am I doing here and why didn't I say no to the question? I try to spit the cum from my mouth but in the process my tongue glides across my lips returning to my mouth and catches what i didn't realize was the majority of his pre cum from my lips and my mouth is now filled with his taste. I try to spit again but as much as I get out and equal amount returns. Now definitely feeling a bit used and definitely like a slut I realize my best option is to try to swallow and suck the saliva... and his cum... from my mouth and down my throat. Just because I felt I had to be `man enough' to do this advanced technique?! So hard for me not to take on a challenge! I'm a total idiot. Minutes later, but before I can decide if I should just apologize and leave, I hear multiple feet returning, at least 3 I think and I'm shocked at myself thinking `good they can all see how well I've follow directions, as I'm trying to finish swallowing the cum. Hands guide me forward and I hear something happening but have no idea what. I feel the hook slowly removed and I'm thankful he did it slowly, truly, almost harder coming out. Still making me gasp and moan as they work it out one ball at a time. "Thank you Sir" I say, grateful the hook is removed, but not quite sure if part of me is thanking them for the sensations too As I'm still leaned forward I feel that now familiar cold sensation on my hole and realize more liquid is running between my cheeks and I feel a hand slide between my cheeks. Two fingers slide into my ass and I gasp again not expecting it. "Not sure your ass is virgin anymore Lee. You don't want to be fucked do you straight boy?" I quickly say "No Sir" meaning it I hear footsteps again, counting six this time but I must have miscounted since there are only men, and 3 before plus 6 now would be 9! But I am guessing all are here and I hope to make Brandon pleased by my effort. Jonathan replies "well since you have not had a cock or even a dildo in your ass before I guess we can consider your straight hole virgin. Now you have the opportunity to show all of us that you aren't trying to sexualize the situation, just by keeping good form. Have you done abs with a rope pull down like this". "Yes Sir" I have many times, and my abs are strong, so I feel confident. "Good, well then this should be easy for you to prove. Focus on weights should calm that throbbing cock of yours. Reach up and grab the ropes over your head." I do as told embarrassed when extending my torso that my throbbing cock is flashing at all of them. A click and I find myself tethered to the carabiner as I grip the rope with both hands "Ok good let me guide you." I feel his hands on my hips shifting me and then feel his hands parting my cheeks as he guides me until I feel the tip of something pressed directly to my hole. "Lee this technique will allow you to show us that you can control your arousal, and all you have to do is maintain proper form as you engage your abs. Now if you don't use proper form, you do have a 6 inch dildo pressed to your hole. If all you want is to get off you can just let it fuck you and moan like a slut like you did earlier. But if you truly are trying it should be easy to keep this dildo from penetrating your virgin straight hole. Maintain proper form with, tip of that cock directly on your hole at all times. If you lose contact with that cock head, you have to insert the tip 1 inch exactly, no more no less, and if you lose contact again we will have to make other adjustments. I suggest you move slowly Lee, Now give me 12 reps" I concentrate on the head of the dildo at my hole as I begin contracting my abs in sequence. I go slowly focusing on perfect form and easily do 12. I do realize my hole is still so stretched from being fucked by the large steel balls, the dildo easily parts my hole and would slide in quickly. "How was that Lee?" "Good, that was easy Sir". I say confidently instantly regretting it. As he is behind me adjusting something. "Good Lee, rest for a minute, you did make that look so easy, good because that was practice. You now have a 7 inch dildo to train with. Give me 12 perfect crunches" I begin my movement, he didn't mention increasing the weight but it's heavier now, definitely lighter but closer to what I use at the gym. I carefully move but this takes concentration, he's right this does require perfect form. I truly feel a great burn in my abs, I could see this getting me to a full six pack again. "Good Lee, enough practice, onto the real reps, 18 to go. Still a 7 inch dildo but this dildo is a little less stiff, hold it to your hole then start. Remember not to let it slip Lee." I reach back and i instantly understand what he meant, this dildo is not firm and I place it to my hole but with the liquid and it being a little flexible it's tricky to balance it on my hole and I begin my reps. I get to 3 and feel it almost slip. This is really really hard now, my abs are screaming and I know I can do more a lot weight but having to stay so focused and so slow makes the exercise so much more intense. A few close calls but I make it to 12. "Good Lee maybe you really don't want to be fucked, rest a minute. 17 to go same dildo again. ... Go now Lee" I place the dildo to my hole and begin my reps. I get to 5 and my abs are screaming and the tip of the dildo flops downward. "Tisk Lee, I thought you were doing so well. A little form correction needed, I guess we will insert this". His right hand extends between my legs and grabs my balls and pulls me back as his left hand is guiding the dildo and toying with my hole. Someone applies more lube. Shockingly quick, the head begins to penetrate me. My embarrassment finds new levels as I realize the balls prepped my hole to take a 7 inch dildo. It still makes me gasp and moan and the pleasure is more apparent than from the steel balls. The lips of my hole part and as the head penetrates me I gasp. I feel the dildo slide in a little more. "Just the tip Lee, so still a virgin, mostly. Now you goal is to keep it inserted just 1 inch. If that cock slides in deeper that an inch, you will lift your greedy slutty ass up off it until it is only 1 inch inside you. But you won't let that happen will you Lee? That would effectively be you fucking a 7 inch cock". "No Sir I won't let that happen" deeply meaning this Jonathan continues, "Good boy But be careful, if it pops out of your virgin straight hole we will need to assume you want a larger size, and that would be very slutty wouldn't it?" "Yes Sir it would be". I now realize how difficult this will be. "I even lowered the weight to make it easy, give me 12 Lee you're still at 17 sets to go". The way I immediately follow Jonathan's directions is dumbfounding to me. My inner voice is saying to tap out and concede defeat, but I continue on despite myself. As I contract my abs carefully I notice the dildo slides further in with the slightest movement so I carefully move and slowly. It's impossible to maintain the dildos exact position but at least the flexibility is forgiving a little. I try to keep the dildo in a short sliding range as much as possible but it is hard especially after 9 reps but I do ok. "Good job Lee, maybe you really don't want to be a slut." I rest for a minute realizing how humiliating my position is in front of these men nude, throbbing hard, blindfolded on my knees, with the tip of a 7 inch dildo inserted into my ass. More liquid is applied to my hole. Jonathan directs my next set to start. "16 to go, 12 more now" I continue onward thankful he kept the weight the same even though my abs are burning anyway! Moving so slowly and trying to keep the tip of the dildo from sliding in further or worse popping out. I realize with the flex in the dildo I can cheat a little and it bends a bit allowing for an easier crunch and take advantage. It helps and I make it to 12 reps but my abs are burning. "Well done Lee, let me adjust this" and I feel the dildo sliding out of my hole and then more liquid and two fingers in and out as the liquid heavily runs all over my ass cleavage. He reinserts the head making me moan again humiliatingly like I'm enjoying it. "Your abs are pretty strong, but not evenly. 15 to go" I know that means to go and do as Jonathan directs. I use my technique of cheating again with downward pressure bending the dildo as I cheat on the crunches. 7, 8, 9 and burning again when suddenly the pressure I've put into the dildo to bend it must have been released by the lube they added and suddenly 5 inches of the dildo slide into me making me moan loudly "Sounding slutty again Lee". From im not sure who As I rise and go back down with the dildo still 5 inches inside me 3 times and think I'm finished with the set Jonathan directs "Lee, you forgot to lift your slutty hole off the dildo to just 1 inch inserted at the top before the last 3 crunches, redo those properly Lee." I feel a bit defeated but lift myself up slowly and carefully to not let the dildo slip out completely but to have just 1 inch inserted "good boy" then I crunch down as I realize to my horror now the dildo slides easily 5 inches into me making me gasp and moan as I lower. "All the way down Lee" I continue contracting until I hear "good boy" I rise back up and slowly lift off the dildo, feeling 4 inches of it slowly slide out of me knowing I have 2 reps to go. I wait until he says "good boy" then I contract and the dildo penetrated me deeper this time making me gasp and moan and I continue until I hear "good boy Lee you're taking almost all of it into that hungry straight hole and moaning as you do". I rose back up and slowly feel 6 inches of very realistic cock slide from my hole "good boy last one, are you going to be a slut and duck it balls deep or try harder?" I contract my muscles again trying my best to keep it from sliding in, but now realize the same flexibility that made it not penetrate me before is now causing it to spring into my lubed hole. But the flexible dildo has a mind of its own and as my abs burn they all watch me pant and moan as I slowly lower feeling the shaft slowly penetrate me until I reach full crunch. I've been able to keep it to only half penetrating me. As I wait for his `good boy' affirmation allowing me to rise, my abs tire and I find myself slowly shifting backwards and feel the shaft sliding in slowly deeper "Look at that hungry slutty straight hole wanting to take all 7 inches, if he does he should be incentivized to try harder with 8 inches" I try to fight it pointlessly waiting to be allowed up as I feel it slide fully into me and feel the balls of the dildo pressed firmly to my taint grinding into me against the steel pole of the machine. New sensations now making me moan more until I hear "good boy now rest" As I rise up back to release the weight and the dildo slowly slides out of me a one hand grabs my balls and the other my ass and says let's remove that one. "You need a little punishment for trying to cheat. Get me the 9 inch dildo. No the one next thicker so he feels and understands the repercussions" I'm guided off the dildo and to lean forward fully. Realizing I should have expected it I feel lube dripping onto my ass but then three fingers sliding in and out repeatedly as lube is applied extensively. "Just in case you decide to be a slut with that virgin ass, this will make it easier on your tight hole.... Although I guess you realize it also makes it more likely you'll take all of this 9 inch cock". Jonathan says His hands then guide me back and I feel the new `incentivizer' and can tell immediately it is much thicker than the last. I feel Jonathan's hand holding the head positioned directly to my hole as his hand gripping my balls tightly, gestures making me rock back and forward slowly easing me onto it. I feel my hole stretching and cannot imagine this huge cock could penetrate me. A couple of minutes pass of me wincing and gasping and making embarrassing noises I usually hear from women I fuck. Cold sensation suddenly right on my hole and the tip of this huge dildo and I am in disbelief as I feel it now making progress and after a couple more minutes relenting to the rhythm of his grip on my balls I feel my hole spread yet again to a new record and yet again to result in even more close to orgasmic pleasure as it first makes penetration. "Listen to him moaning already begging to take all of it" someone whispers Between sounds of people moving then hands on my body, playing with my nipples, spanking my ass, toying with my cock. I'm not sure by which or how many of them. "Ok Lee 14 to go" I remember my throbbing cock as I thrust it into view reaching upward. I feel myself almost accidentally slide up off the cock and have to wiggle my ass to get it to sink back up into me but accidentally that makes it penetrate me a few inches already and moan from the movement. Trying my best on the first crunch, but the already accidental deeper penetration makes it impossible to maintain its depth and I feel it slowly slide into me. The bigger size making me moan and gasp at the sensations which makes it harder to maintain form and much of it penetrates me. I rise up and once I reposition it to a point just the tip inside me I'm given the "good boy" and start my second crunch and the game is lost already it begins fucking me immediately and by the time I'm at the bottom even more is inside me as I'm moaning and gasping. "Lee you're not trying. I want you to go faster and try harder" "Yes Sir" I reply and rise quickly "Down quickly" I immediately press downward and the dildo reacts quickly sliding deep into me as I let out a gasp and noises of pleasure" "Up quickly" I rise fast to the top of the dildo "Down fast, keep that pace". I press down and the dildo again fucks me, this time I feel the balls hit my taint and a spark of unknown pleasure as it bottoms and I repeat quickly 12 times. "Good boy Lee. Your ass is definitely no longer virgin after watching you fuck that thick 9inch cock. Rest one minute then do the same. "13 more sets, Go" I comply and I am now taking the full 9 inches to the balls every rep and I am moaning and gasping with pleasure and know I sound like a slut being thoroughly fucked and realize that's exactly what I am. On the 12th I rise and accidentally get lifted up by the weight and off the dildo. I try to get it to slide back in but without luck as I feel hands on my back guiding me forward. My ass then feels the sting of the paddle several times. "Size queen Lee? I didn't think you'd be able to take 9 inches, but you fucked the hell out of that 9 inch cock didn't you. Well then let's see what we have in 10 inches. Hmm my favorite gay porn stars cock should do. I'd love to see him fuck a tight straight virgin hole". I've now come to understand the routine and follow it almost not needing guidance as my hole is lubed, I'm guided back onto a new unbelievable large porn cock and find myself unbelievably now knowing if I wiggle my ass a little as I'm grinding on the cock head it will go in more quickly. Jonathan notices and says "Good boy, show us all how you wan to fuck this porn cock, grind that tight little ass on that cock until it penetrates your recently virgin straight hole". Humiliated once again realizing I was doing this and now I'm putting on a show for them all grinding my hole on a porn cock basically begging it to fuck me but have not choice and so as told. I hear men talking about how well I'm already moving my hips and how I'd be so fun to fuck. I can't believe all this talk is making me turned on, but I know it is and I know I'm leaking precum. Someone else notices too and begins spanking my ass and telling me I'm a good slut as I feel their finger run across the tip of my cock and then feel a finger in my mouth and someone saying lick it off and I do. The huge head of the 10 inch dildo penetrates me and it's hard to hide it feels unexpectedly good. Someone toys with the dildo as I'm resting causing little involuntary sounds from me as someone else is playing with my chest and edging my cock. "12 to go Lee, fast again". I do as told despite starting to understand I'm not passing this test as my abs are already burning. I begin failing immediately as the dildo penetrated me a little more each time. It takes 4 sets for all 10 inches to slide into me and on the 5th set I'm fucking the hell out of this massive porn cock. "Good boy Lee, 7 to go you're making good progress, let's try a couple sets a little more advanced. I'll hold the dildo and I want you to slide holly off it at the top and then come down to grip it with your seeming very talented hole and continue your crunch." I feel the tip of the cock slide out as I rise and gasp as it does then shift back feeling the cock head penetrate my ass and realize this sensation is nearly as intense as when the cock bottoms out in me and I'm moaning like a female porn star every time it newly penetrated my hole and every time it bottoms out in me and now find myself going faster in my own enjoying the pleasure despite the humiliation. He makes me do 3 sets this way and I realize I'm close to cumming and humiliatingly they do too. "Good boy Lee, you sounded like you were close to cumming from being fucked. Thats not the training we're doing but could be added." I hoped they hadn't noticed but knew they must have. "But you did let the tip slip out and need to be punished accordingly. Open your mouth Lee. You've graduated to 11 inches Lee, you are a very advanced student to make it this far in one day. Your training was supposed to control your arousal but instead your constant arousal has instead led to an unexpected training destination. Such an eager cock whore. Lick the head like a lollipop". I can't believe I'm complying with this, As he slides it in and out if my mouth has someone else l my hole. "Since you've been completely unable to control your arousal, we will try one last time to have you lose your arousal... or continue until you take all 11 inches of this enormous cock Lee. Your choice, stop looking like a slut or fuck this 11 inch monster". I hear him move and know he's prepping the position of the dildo and anticipate being guided onto it. At this point I am on auto pilot grinding my hole on this massive cock as I feel that cold liquid easing the effort. But my mind is somewhere else as if I'm watching a film. As loose as the lips of my hole were from the thorough fucking I received from the 10 inch dildo, the 11 inch goes in faster than expected even though it's definitely more girthy. The effort and sensations make me gasp and pant and emit sounds that must seem I am enjoying this thoroughly and I honestly can't tell if I am or I'm not. Regardless, when the head first fully penetrates my hole, that intense spark of pleasure strikes me again. "3 sets to go Lee, we will be doing them without rest with increasing speed" I contract my muscles exhausted and cannot control my form at this point and the dildo begins fucking me As if it knows i should be doing better and it is urging me to do so by sliding in to remind me I have an 11 inch cock in my ass. By the 8th rep my abs are done and most of the dildo is now fucking me with each rep. I'm confused why I can't do more and wonder if the weight was increased. I can't go on so I stop. "Why are you stopping Lee" Jonathan inquires "My abs are shot Sir" "Well you're not done with your sets". I hear a `clink' sound and feel my arms drop and feel such relief. "If you refuse to train your abs you'll have to train your hole Lee. Let's see you take all 11 inches until you feel the balls" "But Sir...". My upper body is pushed forward into doggy style position and I feel one man grab my left hip and his other hand gripping my ass tightly with his fingers spreading my ass cheeks. A second pair of hands does the same on my right hip and before I know it they are rocking me back and forth. I'm too tired to resist it as they slide me further down the dildo then fully off of it until the head pops out momentarily. Immediately the hands pull me firmly backward as the cock head suddenly spreads my hole sparking a moan from me. Their rhythm increases and the dildo goes deeper and deeper. So humiliating being literally man handled and unable to resist moaning with sincere pleasure regardless of having no desire to be receiving pleasure this way. "Train your abs or train your tight straight hole Lee, which do you want to be trained?" Jonathan asks I begin to reply `Sir please train my Abs'. But only get out ""Sir please train my a...uhhh ahhh". As the the two men thrust me back into the 11 inch cock head and it makes me gasp and they think I was saying I want them to train my ass! "You little slut, ok Lee we will train your straight hole on this 11 inch cock" The rhythm continues pushing me away until my hole releases the cock head then pulling me firmly onto it, deep moan from the head entering, shock feeling each inch slide deeper into me amazed at the sheer size, panting gasping moaning all the while until I start to feel the balls hit my taint. A new sensation sparks when this monster has reached all 11 inches into me and this causes yet new noises and pleasure I've not felt. Almost a mini orgasm ever deep thrust and the noises I make are humiliating. The rhythm continues and I am wondering when I'll have reached the number of reps requires so I can stop moaning in such an embarrassing and audible way! I try not to admit to myself the pleasure I'm feeling. The spark at deepest penetration makes me feel I might cum over and over. I hear someone say `like that, hitting his g-spot.' I blush deeply realizing they can tell how being fucked is brining me toward orgasm. I'm breathing very heavily now my mouth open, moaning nearly constantly. Shame mixes in equal parts now, so close to cumming, even though it's from being fucked by an 11 inch cock I can't help but want to cum. This goes on and on and as much as I want the humiliation to stop a not small part of me desires to keep feeling this spark of pleasure. Five or more minutes pass of me gasping and moaning with such conflicted feelings versus sensations then the hands simply stop suddenly, but I find myself still rocking back and forth and wonder how much of it was them pulling and pushing my hips fucking me versus me fucking the cock myself. "Do you want to cum Lee" "Yes Sir please Sir, may I jerk my cock off". As I gasp for breath and speak at once "You may cum, but only by using your ass to fuck that cock until it makes you cum Lee. You've already been teasing all of us with your virgin hole moaning and begging for cock and have all of us hard which you know is very unfair of you Lee.. if you want to cum, beg us to let you fuck my monster cock". Jonathan says teasingly Without hesitation I beg "Please Sir let me fuck your monster cock until I cum". The shame hits me as I finish saying this, but they knew that, and knew I'm far too horny and need so desperately to cum that I'd have no choice. I realize momentarily I hope he means the dildo and not his actual cock! My body is moving back and forth onto the cock, undeniably relishing in the sensations taking all 11 inches with each thrust, until I get the reward of the deep spark of orgasmic pleasure when it fully penetrates me. "Make yourself cum Lee, then you can stop but not before" The hands are gone now but still I am fucking the dildo and I'm not sure quite when they stopped making me fuck it but now I am unquestionably fucking it on my own. I'm ashamed of this but even more so, desperately needing to cum and fucking myself toward orgasm. My pleasure rises and I approach orgasm but then it recedes when I don't quite hit the right spot. My impending orgasm rises to be so near then slides away over and over. "Don't you feel you should thank the men for guiding your tight hole to fuck that cock properly and make you moan in ecstasy like you are?" "Yes Sir. Thank you for guiding my hole and making me fuck this cock properly and make me moan like a slut". I respond and realize with shame I actually mean it "Good, again sexualizing the situation as you keep doing, as they held your surprisingly desirable straight ass, got both of them hard. Truly because of your insistence on sexualizing yourself and teasing us all with your tight virgin hole and that perfect straight ass. Don't you think they should be able to cum too Lee?" I continue fucking the dildo and panting and moaning and though so close to orgasm that comment makes the orgasm recede. I remain quiet without any idea how to reply. "Lee, wouldn't that be flattering knowing you caused six men to jerk their cocks because of you? And if they don't get to cum should you be allow to cum Lee... that wouldn't be fair after you unfairly sexualized the situation and caused all these hard cocks". Jonathan says with a bite Relief floods over me allowing me to move back toward orgasm, knowing I don't have to do anything to make them cum. And honestly I feel bad for acting sexualized again while they were just trying to help me learn and my actions caused them to get throbbing hard. It's true it's only fair that they cum. Knowing there are several hard cocks around me is an embarrassing sight to imagine, and I do imagine it, but I'm shocked too I find myself turned on knowing I have made all these people so horny just by being a sexualized display for them! And they are jerking off as they look at me inspiring them to cum. Humiliating, but I know I love that thought. "Yes Sir that is very flattering if I cause them to cum like that" again incredibly embarrassed but meaning it too. Panting moaning gasping closing in on cumming "Good, then beg them for their cum Lee, and you're not allowed to cum until they all do" I pause a moment, but I know I have to repeat that humiliating request, so I can focus on cumming from fucking myself silly with this porn size dildo. I'm dying to finish this incredibly humiliating training, but even more so I am dying to cum! "May I have your cum please Sirs" I beg. "Please give me your cum Sirs" over and over I beg I'm so close to cumming I have to slow my pace knowing I'm not allowed to cum until they do. My desperation leads to me doing exactly as Jonathan commanded "Beg them Lee, beg them to imagine fucking your tight hole and fucking your virgin mouth. Beg them and let them to picture you swallowing all of their cum. Entice them to cum so you can, we can see how humiliated you feel fucking an 11 inch cock as 6 gay men imagine gang banging you! Thank them too, for not fucking your desperate begging mouth right now. We can tell you are so desperate to cum, they could all line up and take turns slowly fucking your mouth, and taking turns cumming over and over, making you wait to have to cum from fucking that 11 inch cock. We know you are getting off on making so many so horny despite us all being very gay men too" Knowing I don't have to suck them off I quickly and gladly comply "please imagine fucking my virgin straight hole until I cum, and please imagine me sucking your throbbing cocks and swallowing your cum!" Anything to get them to cum so I can cum and stop fucking myself in front of them all, but mostly so I am allowed to cum! I'm overtly begging them to let me cum as it must be obvious I've been ready to cum for more than 5 minutes and vocally leaving no surprise there. I know they must be making me edge myself but with my hole and know the shame is mixing with the orgasm building. As I at the point of no return each time I beg and know I'm about to cum before easing off when they don't respond, they must know too from my gasping and moaning, leaving my mouth open wide gasping for breath from all the effort and suddenly the blindfold is removed. I see three throbbing hard cocks making a circle with one directly in front of me, but know at this point I don't care just please please let me cum!!! "Look at what your sexualizing the situation so desperately to cause others to get horny has caused, 6 hard cocks. Your so close to cumming edging your hole for ten minutes. Beg again Lee but truly mean it and we may cum so you can too but only after all of us finish" "Please Sirs fuck my virgin straight hole until I cum, and please allow me to swallow all of your cum when I've earned it, by getting you off watching me fuck myself to cumming!" "Not good enough Lee, address each man individually out of respect begging for Him for his cum" The cock to my left says "Eyes model" I know what that means and look up and lock eyes with a man who looks familiar, it takes me a minute to realize he is one of the others I saw when leaving the courtyard that first night and part of me is receding to shame realizing more random men have been watching me, but it's too late, I'm on orgasm autopilot. I lock his eyes and beg him as I watch him jerking his throbbing cock that embarrassingly I can now guess is probably 7 and a half inches, but thick and see precum oozing from him "Sir, please will you imagine fucking my virgin straight hole until I cum, and allow me to inspire you to cum.... and please Sir please ... ahh mmmm... please Sir imagine fucking my mouth and please Sir let me swallow all of your cum when I've earned it by getting you off watching me fuck myself to cumming!" "Well Lee you've definitely made me want to fuck you and yes you have earned my cum, beg me for it Lee". Says the man I don't even know the name of I reply "Please Sir let me earn your cum as I gasp for breath" I hear his orgasm come just before I feel his load land on my neck shoulder and back as I continue fucking myself. "Mmmhhhhh". He moves close to my side out of view and I can tell he's milking every last drop of his cum onto me. I hear noises of men moaning and impending orgasm from behind me as I first feel cum shot onto my left lower back running down off my side. And nearly immediately I feel another man's cum land on my ass and feel some run down off the side of my ass, but the majority lands in my ass clevage and slowly runs down to where the dildo is penetrating me and I cringe as I realize it's now lubricating my hole too I feel someone step over my back and says "beg" "Please make your thick cock cum for me Sir, I want your cum on my body!" I can't see his cock and really don't want his cum on me but I hope this will make him cum more quickly, and don't want more cum on my ass being fucked into my hole. "Uhhh mmm". And a warm liquid hits the side of my face, my neck and upper back and pools there 4 down 2 to go I am thrilled to be able to cum soon! The guys in the middle and on the right say "eyes model". I snap my eyes to him recognizing him from that first night on the patio as I left but have no idea what his name is! Yet I know he has a six inch cock, and next to him is what I. Am blushing as I think it, more than 8 inches, maybe 9 and very thick. I lock eyes to them, I'm exhausted and panting, breathing open mouthed and begin to beg "Please Sirs how may I earn your cum, please make your thick 8 inch cock cum for me Sir... " Before I can finish the 6 inch cock shoots a massive load first hitting my shoulder, but finishes on my face running down my cheek. Immediately I see the 9 inch cock jerking fast and he's making noise and know I'm about to have `earned his cum', so I speed up readying myself to cum, grinding the cock head deep into me where it sparks the near orgasmic feeling. His legs seem to weaken momentarily as he is about to cum, and shifts toward me. With me moving forward at the same time gasping and moaning, I was momentarily worried his cock might move right into my open mouth as I gasp for air. I'm relieved his movement holds but now when his cock is inches from my face. I can see cum staring to emerge as random man number 3 gasps deeply saying "good boy". He moans as his load begins shooting and luckily albeit humiliatingly I was sliding back down onto the dildo just as his cum shot right to where my mouth was! As I rock forward and feel the dildo sliding from my hole I'm so close to cumming I forget to avoid his still shooting load and the rest of it shoots onto my the right side of my face and neck. At this point I could care less about anything except cumming and I immediately beg "Sirs may I cum now please!" Jonathan steps in front of me and says "eyes model". I lock eyes to him as he takes my leash and holds it "Yes cum for us Lee, show us how you cum from being fucked in your tight.... recently but no longer virgin... straight ass" It's so humiliating hearing him say that, but I absolutely have to cum, I'm in a mission now, I am far too horny and far to close to stop. The shame of it oddly heightened my awareness of the sensations. Someone begins playing with my ass, someone else is spanking my ass and toying with and pinching my right nipple. The first hand toying and groping my ass begins toying with the lips of my hole as I thrust up and down on the dildo, and as I have an incredibly intense orgasm of intense pleasure and deep shame. I grind the dildo deep in me for a minute milking the orgasm before out of sheer exhaustion I slide off the dildo, gasping as it pops from the lips of my still throbbing hole and collapse to the ground. Jonathan says "Lee has made a tremendous amount of progress today toward being an amazing model don't you think?" Unexpectedly I hear Brandon reply "Yes he certainly has, he was finally showing real passion! He still needs to learn to control his arousal, and we will work on that, but until then at least he's finally reaching the intensity and passion needed for the art and we will cultivate sexualized object aspect if needed." "Good job Lee" Jonathan directs to me "you truly were incredibly professional, especially for a new model. You held your composure and continued the scene giving us what we needed to capture. I'm proud of you" as he slaps my ass firmly then continues "you didn't break scene and showed true passion and devotion as if being fucked truly turned you on. Sometimes models sell the passion so much, the crew gets turned on, and it's only fair they are allowed to release that sexual energy you caused. Professional models get this, it's just part of the job and so common they think noting of it, often even helping the crew cum more quickly to let the scene resume more quickly. Sometimes it results in even more convincing scenes, such as capturing your face begging to cum and seeing all those hard cocks and sexual energy, causing all that cum all over you, and making the scene we are trying to capture even more erotic than planned. And all the while you held your composure... and held and your cum like a good boy model, until we allowed you to cum, and the scene to end with your grand finale." My mind is so confused, reeling with pleasure, embarrassment and shame, now after having cum from fucking many dildos of various sizes and an 11 inch dildo for I have no idea how long, flabbergasted I had an intense, maybe the most intense orgasm making me cum as I so desperately needed without anything touching my cock! Solely from an 11 inch dildo fucking me and maybe the thrill of the situation as a truly sexualized object. I notice my awkward silence and reply "thank you Sir I tried my hardest to follow your directions and I'm incredibly happy you think I did well!" I know I mean it too, I am thrilled to have pleased them, and I have no idea why, but I am, and the affirmation feels incredible, softening the edges of the shame. Brian chimes in "well done Lee, very professional! I think you should thank each of the men for their positive reviews... and their cum.... by fetching a drink for each of them as we confer if you might deserve to model again". I stand dutifully and Brandon observes, "hmm finally controlling your arousal Lee, gold star". As he notices I'm finally not throbbing hard, and I blush in response, feeling guilty for causing today's session to go where it did for all of them. They are all dressed now but I remain naked and covered in their cum as I ask each man what beverage he wants and then follow Brian's direction to the bar around the corner. There is no tray so I have to bring 2 at a time. I start with Brandon and Brian's out of respect for their hosting and that seems to have been smart. "Thank you for organizing and hosting this session Sirs" I receive "what a good polite boy" from Brian and from Brandon an ice cube from his drink pressed to my left nipple and my right pinched simultaneously for a brief moment before releasing me and returning to his conversation. I fetch two more drinks, at a time bringing the now 8 men, including, including the two assistance their requested drinks. I repeat my thanks to each of them, again I am not sure why, but I just do it, and ridiculously I feel pleased when they respond with affirmation, or a grope or a compliment. "Get yourself a drink model". And I gladly do and make a very strong drink trying to match the powerful emotions and sensations still swirling in my head. "Lee we've been discussing your evolution and if you deserve a third chance to be a model or not. Earlier we were very skeptical of your motivations and wondered if you just were getting off showing off for a bunch of men. But the second part of the session you showed real passion and desire to please and achieve what's required of a model so very well." Again the affirmation softens the shame and I feel proud. "Thank you Sirs". "You did side track our session today and we haven't gotten to the poses that Mark and Sean came to assist with, they needed and planned for their own portfolios, so they are a bit upset. Due to your sexualization of the day Lee". Guilt returns to me, I feel terrible knowing I've screwed up their plans. "I am so sorry Mark and Sean, I wish I could take back my actions earlier and make it up to you". My head drops. "Hmm well we are trying to decide if we continue the session or if it's too late and disappoint them. We do have friends coming over a little later too. If we don't continue we may need to cancel and leave these two men short". My head dips under the guilt as I wait to learn their decision