Date: Sun, 2 Sep 2001 21:21:41 -0400 From: David Morse Subject: Our New Friend General disclaimer - This story involves explicit sexual acts between consenting adults. If you're under 18; please leave now. This story is completely fictional. Any resemblance to any person you know, let me know. Comments appreciated. E-mail me at morsart@snet.net. This story has been around for a long time. I first saw it in mimeograph form (ask someone mature what mimeograph is) in New York City perhaps 35 years ago. Black Knight published a version perhaps 25 years ago. I hope you enjoy my re-write. [By the way, if anyone has a Black Knight edition of 'Bailout' please please let me know.] OUR NEW FRIEND ONE The night I met Steve I knew there was something special about him I liked. "I just about always get what I'm after," he'd said with a smile. "Sometimes I have to work hard for it, but I get it." I don't remember how I happened to stop into the bar after work. After six months of marriage I guess the honeymoon was wearing off a little. Not that Lil wasn't damn good in bed; she still loved my big dick. But a few times lately I'd gotten the idea she was imagining someone else on top of her. I was thinking, too, how it would be with someone new. I still loved Lil, but what the hell... So I was talking to this guy, Steve, and after a few beers we were slinging the shit like a couple of old buddies. He was the one that brought up dames, and the stories he told made me wish I were single again. We swapped experiences, including some of my rougher sessions from my Navy days, but finally I just listened. I wouldn't have believed half the stuff he told me except for the way he had of looking straight into my eyes while he talked. His enthusiasm was so apparent I got the impression he enjoyed talking about it as much as he'd enjoyed doing it. I finally got around to the trouble I'd been having with Lil, and he laughed. "Doesn't sound too serious to me," he said. "Maybe just a hangover from to much of a good thing. Maybe you just need a little variety." . I happened to notice it was after eight. I telephoned Lil to say I'd be home for dinner in a few minutes, and on an impulse I asked if there was enough for three. She agreed right off, and I was a little surprised, knowing how reserved she usually is. TWO We got home and she didn't say anything about how late it was, and she had on her prettiest housedress. She seemed to warm up to Steve immediately. I was surprised; she usually doesn't warm up to strangers. He turned on the charm and in no time we were carried away with his stories of drifting around the country, lumber-jacking up North, ranching in the Southwest, on a construction crew in San Francisco. I even caught Lil admiring his physique. He had his sleeves rolled up and his arms were tremendous. At nineteen and six foot two, he had at least three inches on me in height; it was hard to believe he was only a year older; he just seemed to dominate the space around him. After supper I got out the scotch and we sat talking while Lil did the dishes. "You're a lucky bastard," he said as soon as we were alone. "Man, what a hot lady she must be!" He launched into the details of a summer he'd spent lumberjacking, which got me hot as hell. Seems he'd been slipping it regularly to a teen-age cunt, as he put it, when her Mother and sister walked in on them. It must have been a set-up, he said, 'cause the Mother just smiled and said, "There must be enough there to satisfy all of us." And for the rest of the summer he'd kept all three of 'em humming. "But I'd give up all that for a setup like what you two have here," he said, as Lil came back in. "That sounds a little strange coming from a rolling stone like you," Lil laughed, "Don't tell me you're thinking of settling down." She poured herself a beer and sat down. "As a matter of fact," Steve said, "I've been thinking of it. Maybe I should get a real job and stay in one place awhile. I knew he didn't have much money or a place to stay, I was going to ask him if he'd like to spend the night when Lil spoke up, "How about working around here for awhile? We could use help. There are a million things that need fixing around here. It would give you time to look for the job you really want." That surprised me. She's usually reserved and quiet, almost shy. She even wears quiet clothes. Tries to play down her knockout body. I'd had to teach her how to enjoy her body. I could understand Steve's coming on to Lil, but the way she warmed up to him bothered me. I caught myself thinking what a great couple they'd make, and that really scared me. We'd been married a year and I'd always been insanely jealous. We talked and drank until it must have been two in the morning. I don't know if it was the scotch or what; but I got to feeling real loose. Steve and Lil were getting chummier and she encouraged him to talk about himself, and he just naturally wanted to talk about sex. He told us about some girl named Alice, who, when he was fifteen, "turned me from a jackrabbit into a man," as he put it. Of course Lil had to have the details. "She trained me to go slow and steady, holding back the whole way, until she was ready to get off.. Steve grinned. "We'd go at it for hours, and she had a way of turning me on again so a few minutes after she'd got it, I was ready to go again." The talk didn't bother me; it just turned me on. I couldn't be sore at Lil; there was just something infectious in his manner. He was so relaxed and open. Lil had that dewy-eyed expression she gets when she wants to get fucked, and she was turning it on Steve full blast. For a crazy moment I wondered, with all his experience, how he'd go about satisfying her. Then I noticed his eyes, which had been lowered in one of his long, sexy stares, were closed. His head slumped onto his chest and he was out. I was pretty high myself, but I opened up the closet and got out the army cot. ."I'll make it up, Bill," Lil said, giving me an off center kiss. "You undress him." There wasn't much to it. He was out like a light. I was careless pulling off his boots, shirt and jeans, and I tried to rouse him as he slouched on the chair. It was no use. I turned to Lil and said, "Give me a hand, hon, and we'll move him to the cot." I took his arms, she took his legs and we carried him over to the cot. His shorts caught on the edge and ripped as we got him up onto it. Lil paused a moment to stare at his body. The ripped shorts left him completely exposed. She stared at his big piece of meat for a moment and turned to me, "Darling," she murmured, "I want you to fuck me -- especially hard tonight." THREE She couldn't get enough, moaning every time I shoved it into her, whimpering every time I pulled it out. I brought her to the edge time and again, nearly coming myself, then pulling out to cool off before going at it again. She had her legs wrapped around my back, begging for more. I fucked her like this for about half an hour; my nuts were aching to shoot. I pulled her up on her knees, doggy style, the way she likes it best, teasing her cunt with the head of my dick. I slid into her, holding back all the way. She shoved back on me hard and I built up my speed slowly, reaching around to pinch her nipples. She was frenzied. "Fuck me with that horse dick of yours," she moaned. It was a phrase she used when she was getting ready to come. A crash came from the other room. We froze in mid-stroke, as Steve appeared in the doorway, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. The remains of his torn shorts slid down one leg, and his big dick stuck out about a foot. The light from the bedroom revealed his entire body as he yawned and stretched. He looked down as his stiff dick, and made a useless attempt to cover himself. "Hey, what happened to the shorts..." he started to say. Lil recovered first; jumping off the bed, leaving me kneeling there with my dick dripping strands of fuckjuice. "They got torn on the cot," she said, her breasts bouncing around as she rummaged in the dresser. "I'll get you a pair of Bill's." She pulled out a couple pair of old briefs, and slipped into some pajama tops which sort of restored her modesty. I climbed off the bed and Steve and I stuffed our stiff dicks into our shorts. "I knew there was a crack in that old cot," she laughed, "and Steve's just too big a guy not to break it." The shorts were too small on him, worn thin, but at least we could all pretend we were decent. While she was out of the room he said," Jeez, man, I didn't mean to break up your party." "Don't worry about it," I grinned, "it'll just be hotter when we get back to it" Pretty soon we were sitting in the living room again, Steve and I passing the brandy back and forth, Lil drinking a beer. She claimed brandy was too strong for her, but I noticed she got pretty high on beer. "That's the first thing I'll fix tomorrow." He said with his big grin, "and I don't mind the couch. Hell, I've slept in some pretty strange places..." and he was off on another long story. Pretty soon he and Lil were laughing together like old friends, and I managed to join in some. There was an ache in my nuts from the delayed orgasm, and I could feel the head of my dick sticking to my shorts as it dried. I was sprawled in the easy chair, facing Steve. Lil sat on the arm of the chair, and I began stroking her ass. She drew him back into tales of his exploits, like the one involving a hammock and a lady contortionist. She was idly fondling the button on her pajama tops. I knew the fabric was nearly transparent, and Steve was obviously feasting on the view of her breasts, and her creamy thighs astride the arm of the chair. He spread his legs and slid lower in the chair. I could have reached out and touched him at the waist. He threw a leg over the arm of the chair and pulled at the pouch of the shorts, stretching the fabric. His balls slipped out and hung there in plain sight, the size of golf balls, dusted with red hair. His dick stretched sideways to his hip, the fabric transparent from the juice he was oozing. Lil kept shifting her butt on the chair, fiddling with the button on her pajama top. I continued stroking her ass as she pumped him for all the steamy details of his exploits. I was raising a hardon again and I didn't care that Steve was watching. He slouched further, running his hand through the coppery hair on his chest. His nipples were standing erect on the mounds of his chest. He pushed his dick down into the shorts couple of times, but it was too hard to stay sideways. Pretty soon it was standing straight up, the fat head of it and then some above the waistband, the foreskin retracted a little, the wet glans dark red. He ran his hands across his chest and nipples and a wad of nectar burped out of the pisshole and dribbled down, wetting the fabric to transparency. The shorts were useless, with his nuts hanging out a leg opening and half his dick sticking out the top. Lil was breathing hard, and the button she was fingering finally let go. He grinned as her pajama tops opened and her rigid nipples and wet snatch came into full view. I figured, well, if she's going to act like a slut, I'll treat her like one. I slid her ass off the arm of the chair, and onto my lap. I got my stiff dick out of my shorts and pulled her back on it. She started sliding back on it, had some of it into her, and then realized what she was doing. She stood up, suddenly angry, and threw the remains of her beer at me. "God," she said, "men are such pigs!" and she stormed into the bedroom and slammed the door. There was a moment of silence as Steve and I just looked at each other. He stood up and the briefs slid to the floor, his thick cock pointing straight at me. "Y'know" he said, "she needs it bad, and if you're not going to give it to her, I will. And you're going to enjoy watching" He finished his drink. "But first she needs a good spanking," and he threw me that grin. I was right behind him as he threw his shoulder against the door. It gave easily. She was cowering on the bed, and we stood over her. She looked up at me and whined, "Don't let him touch me, Bill." "Wait a minute, Lil," I said. "You've been a real prick tease tonight. I think you deserve whatever you get." Steve sat on the edge of the bed and ripped the pajama top off Lil. He hauled her across his lap with her trembling butt in the air. "You'd better hold her hands, Bill," he said. "I'm going to warm up this little ass but good. And then I'm going to fuck it." She started to howl as his big hand started slapping her tender ass, but she quieted right down when he said, "You really are a little prick-tease, aren't you?" Her ass started turning pink. "Get a guys dick stiff and itching for it and then run away. Well, you can't get away with that any more. When I get through with you you'll have the hottest little bottom in town. And then you're gonna get fucked, and fucked hard." Her ass was turning cherry red. He wasn't slapping hard; he just kept going with it. "Ready to apologize?" Steve asked her, "Ready to apologize to your husband?" "Yes." Lil said meekly. His arm relaxed in midair and her body went limp on him. "I'm sorry, Bill. I didn't mean to be such a tease." He picked her up and stretched her out on the bed. "Now show us how you're going to spread your legs and pump when I fuck you." he said. She pouted, but she spread her legs a little and pushed up. "You can do better than that, Lil, and you will when we get going." He climbed up on top of her and rubbed his dick up and down her wet pussy a few times and then stuck the head of it into her. She moaned. "Too big?" he smiled at her. "You're going to love it when we get going," and he slid the rest of it into her all in one movement. She cried out and started breathing hard. In no time at all she was gasping and throwing it up at him with every thrust. It alarmed me to see her getting on so fast, but when she shouted, "Oh fuck me with that horse dick of yours!" I lost it. I shoved him off her. "Nobody makes love to my wife but me." I was shouting. "Now get out of here." "Okay, man, if that's the way you want it," he smiled at both of us and simply got off the bed and walked out. Lil and I stared after him, and then at each other. Steve poked his head in at the door. He had his pants on and his boots in one hand and his shirt in the other. "I'll be seeing you then," he smiled and headed for the back door. We heard him open the door, and we heard the door slam. FOUR There was only a moment's pause before Lil and I were off the bed, racing for the kitchen. "No, Steve, don't go," Lil was sobbing in frustration. And there he was, standing by the door with that killer grin on his face. "Well", he said, "I didn't think you really wanted me to go," he was taking off his shirt. "And since you both want me to stay, I will." He slipped out of his pants. "But this time it's going to be on my terms." He wrapped his arms around Lil and stared straight into her eyes. "I've got a powerful urge, Lil," he said to her. "Your job in going to be keeping my dick humming. I think you'd like that, wouldn't you?" She nodded her head and murmured yes. "Now why don't you get down there and get your tongue around my balls. Let's get that buzz going." Without a word she knelt in front of him and started licking around those hairy balls. He reached out an arm and pulled me close to his side. He was a little taller than I, and he bent his head a little and said, "And you're going to help, too, Bill. Give it a good squeeze so you know what we're working with here." I grabbed it at the base and squeezed it. He reached back and squeezed my ass. "Get a good grip on my dick, Bill, just behind the head. And Lil, I want you to lick it, just the tip of it. Yeah, that's right. Does it taste good? I knew you'd like it." I watched her licking the moist tip of it. He had his arm around my waist, holding me against his hip. My own dick, as rigid as ever, was brushing his balls. "Now Bill," he said, "Just skin it back for her. I skinned it back slowly and watched Lil lick the honey off it. "Show us how much you can take." he said, and she opened wide and took the whole head in her mouth, making a lot of sucking noises as she went. "Can't take very much?" he said, "Don't worry, you'll be getting lots of practice." I was still holding that big piece , squeezing it for Lil. He had his arm around my waist and was rubbing a finger around my asshole. He led us back to the bedroom, where he sprawled out on the bed, almost in a sitting position with his hands behind his head. He spread his legs and grinned at Lil. "Climb on, gorgeous," he said. "This one's for you." She straddled his waist and lowered herself onto his cock, the head of it covering his navel. He took her hands in his and leaned her forward, chewing on her nipples as she rubbed herself back and forth, coating it with her wetness. "Give us a hand, Bill," he said, and I reached in and wrapped a hand around it, holding it up. "Oh God," she moaned, "it'll probably split me," and then she had the head of it in her. She shook her ass and slowly eased herself down about halfway. Come on, honey, you can take it all. I wanted to see this." She spread her legs a little more and sat on the rest of it, her blonde hair mixing with his copper colored bush. I stroked her clit, hard as a pebble, and ran my finger around her inner lips, stretched around that thick meat. "You see, Lil," Steve said to her, "Plenty of room, I'll bet you'd like both of us at the same time." He pulled me up so Lil could play with my hard dick, "How about if Bill here slips it in the back door? Ever get it both ways at once?" She rocked back and forth for a moment, and then she was coming, shaking her head and keening in a high pitched whine I'd heard before, but not recently. She had my dick in a grip that almost hurt, and I saw the foam working out of her, soaking his crotch. She quieted down a little. He rolled her over on her back, and started fucking her, slow and steady at first, and then faster and harder. This time he was fucking for himself. She cried out every time he plowed into her. "Get in there close, Bill," he said, spreading his legs more, slowing his tempo, "play with my balls." They were more than a handful, and I lifted them up and rolled them around in their loose pouch. I stretched them out a little and Steve slowed his tempo, taking shallower thrusts. "Play with my balls, Bill" he ordered. I hesitated, but reached in to fondle his hairy balls. He'd slowed down, obviously near coming. "Get your tongue in that hole, Bill," Again I hesitated, and he reached back and pulled my head into his crack. My lips were at his hole, and I did what he wanted. There was a musky male scent, and the overwhelming smell of sex. I went at it, the same way I had eaten out Lil. I had my whole face pushed into his crack. He had come to a near standstill, just rocking his hips from side to side a little. " Now Bill, just reach down there and wrap your hand around my dick and skin it back. It was wet and slick with her juices. I peeled it back for him, and though I couldn't see what was happening I knew what he wanted. He wanted his cockhead bare for the final thrust. He jammed into her and kept pushing. I could feel the pulsing in his ass. I knew he was pumping one hell of a load into her; and she was coming again, incoherent gasps of 'fuck me' and 'horse cock'. FIVE He pulled out and rolled off to her other side and the three of us lay there, catching our breath. I wanted to get in there and fuck her myself. I'd been delaying for so long my nuts ached. I climbed on top of Lil and made to slip it to her. Steve moved quickly, pulling me by the ankles until my face was directly over her thoroughly fucked cunt. "You'll get yours, Bill," he said, stroking my back, "but in the mean time I want you to eat her out, until she gets her second wind." His hand was at my neck pushing me towards her. I could see the wetness oozing from her. I'd never been much for eating her out, but somehow I'd lost my will. I leaned down and gave it a lick. The taste was new, exciting. The idea of sucking her cunt after she'd been fucked by that big stud turned me on. It tasted of him. I started sucking her out, my face covered with her juice. She was wide open and flowing. He crouched over her face, where Lil could suck on it, kissing and licking the fat head of it, sucking the remains of his load off it. "Like it, don't you?" he said to me, "I shot a big load in there," he said, "and you can have it all." It was running out of her, and I sucked and swallowed again and again. I'd never been so turned on. He rolled her over again, up on her knees, hanging onto the headboard. I had to slide up to get my face under her. He shoved a pillow under my head and she started moving again, rubbing her inflamed pussy onto my mouth, riding my face. "You're really getting off on it, Bill," he said, "Why don't you try some from the source?" he knelt behind her and shoved his dick between her legs, the head of it nudging her pussy. I sucked it into my mouth. His foreskin slid back and my lips slid around the broad flange. My mouth was filled with it and I could taste the silky tartness. He was oozing again. I sucked hungrily. "I knew you'd like that, Bill," he murmured, "now put it in. I think she's ready again." "Oh yes, Bill," she purred, "I do want it again, and again and again." She arched her back and I made to grasp it with a hand, but Steve blocked my movement. "Use your mouth, Bill." He said, and using only my lips and tongue pushed it up into Lil's eager hole, licking back and forth as he slowly slid it up into her. His balls came to rest against my mouth and I sucked one of them in and squeezed it in my mouth. "You're learning fast; Bill, that feels really good. Try sucking Lil's clit for awhile, why don't you." I moved up to where her hard nubbin was sticking out and sucked it into my mouth. She let out a squeal and bucked as Steve set up a long steady rhythm, pulling almost all the way out and then sliding it up into her again. It was a hypnotic ride; when he slid up into her I nibbled lightly on her swollen clit, or licked his swollen balls, tight against the root of his dick. When he pulled out I licked the syrup off the length of it. He'd been hanging onto her hips, pushing and pulling against his thrusts. As she neared her climax he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her up, changing the angle. He caught her erect nipples and squeezed them. The stiffness of his dick, just barely in her now, made her clit stick out and I licked it roughly. Her whimpers turned to cries as she climaxed again. I looked up to see him squeezing her tits. She fell forward, supporting herself again on the headboard as Steve ran it full into her, and she moaned. "I'm gonna come again, " he panted, "Bill, reach around and get your hands on my ass." It was moist with sweat, and my fingers found his sweaty hole. "Go ahead, Bill, get it in there, give me a finger wave." He pushed his ass back a little and I slipped a finger into his hole, found his prostate, about the size of a walnut, and rubbed it as he swung his butt back and forth. It swelled up hard as a stone and started pulsing mightily. My mouth, on the juncture of Lil's cunt and Steve's dick, felt the pulse of it too, as his load pumped into her. She felt it too, and cried out. He pulled out some and I licked her tender hole as her juices, mixed with his load, flowed out. I licked and swallowed until she was clean. I even licked up the final gob of come off the end of his dick. SIX The three of us just sort of paused where we were, drained for the moment. Lil sprawled out on the bed, totally spent. She had her arms and legs flung to the four corners of the bed and her hair was a shapeless cloud around her face. I had never seen her looking so satisfied. A distant smile played around her lips and her eyes were barely open. "Steve," she purred, "Bill... that was wonderful" "There's more, Lil," Steve said to her with a smile as he got off the bed. "Bill here still hasn't gotten his, and I know your going to warm up again. Just relax awhile. We'll be right back." He headed for the bathroom with a glance that told me to follow. He said something about taking a leak and I realized my bladder was ready to burst. He stood at the sink and I sat down. I don't know if it was the booze or what but my guts had gone loose. I pushed my dick down into the bowl and let it all go. Steve stood at the sink slowly working his foreskin back and forth, waiting to piss. "She's got another climax in her, Bill," he said, "and I know she wants you to give it to her." He was pissing in the sink, a thick forceful stream spewing from the wide slit. It reminded me of watching the stallions piss when I was a kid. "We'll start real slow," he said, "I'll show you how." I cleaned myself and pulled the chain. He was shaking the last drops from his hose "You're both hot tonight," he smiled, "having a good time?" I didn't know what I was thinking anymore. He stepped in front of me, opened my jaw with one hand, skinned it back with the other, and shoved his dickhead into my mouth. It wasn't really hard, but I could barely close my lips around it. I tasted the remains of his load, Lil's juices, and a few drops of his bitter piss. He pulled my free hand up to play with his balls and fed me more of his limber dick. I swallowed and it slipped into my throat. It was growing again, stretching down my throat, cutting off my wind. When he pulled out it was hard again, smeared with my spit. And I nearly shot my load. He ran a hand through my hair. "Come on," he smiled, "we don't want Lil to get lonely." SEVEN She was right where we'd left her, and we lay on either side of her. I followed his lead as he ran a hand up and down her body, licked her neck, her shoulder, and her breast. He fluttered his fingers over the lips of her cunt, and sucked her nipple.. Slowly she began responding. She sighed, she hummed, she cradled our heads in her hands and pressed us harder to her breasts. She was thrusting her hips up towards Steve's playful fingers. I started on one of her nipples: twisting it a little, pinching a little, pulling out on it. It turned her on fast. Steve worked on the other one. In no time she was panting and squirming between us. She had his dick in one hand and mine in the other and was rubbing them against her thighs, "Please," she whispered, "One of you fuck me again." I rolled into position and got up on my knees. "Just the head of it at first,," Steve whispered at my side. I hung there working the head of my dick around in her. She thrust up, trying for more; and I slid it into her slowly. When I hit bottom I almost came. "Pull out quickly," Steve said in my ear. I did, and he shoved his thumbs into my ass. It took my mind off coming. I looked back. He had my ass in his hands, prying my asshole open with his thumbs. Lil moaned and thrust up towards me "Now in again slowly," He kept up the pressure with his thumbs, rocking from side to side, prying me open. I was near to loosing control, but I wanted her to come again. She'd never climaxed three times in one session. I slid into her again. "Just hold it there, he said," he pulled his thumbs out of my ass and changed position. "Now pull out again," he said, and when I did he shoved about half his dick up my ass. .Soft like that it didn't hurt at all. In fact I wasn't sure what he'd done till I felt his hands on my shoulders and he whispered, "Now go for it." EIGHT I shoved hard into Lil and he shoved hard into me. I pumped hard and fast, totally out of control, and Steve was right with me, shoving his cock up my ass every time I pulled out of Lil. I started coming, again and again, the most intense orgasm I'd ever had. Lil cried out, "Oh Bill..." She was loosing it too. "That's beautiful, Bill," Steve was whispering in my ear, "There's nothing like a guy's ass squeezing my dick when he's coming. It really turns me on." His dick was getting bigger. When Lil calmed down he pulled me back, with his dick deep in me. There was nothing soft about it now; it was stiff as a post. I was getting fucked and my own dick never went soft. He sat on the edge of the bed, his big arms around me, lifting me up and down on it. He stood up and walked me around the room, thrusting hard with each step. "That's right, Bill. Up on your toes like a thoroughbred." . He bent me over the back of a chair and pounded his dick into me till I thought I'd pass out. "You've got one hot little ass, Bill." He said. "When I saw it in the bar I knew you'd love getting fucked." He worked me back onto the bed, flat on my stomach, and really went to work, deep and steady. He spread my legs further apart with his own, and shifted his angle a little. With every thrust he rode over my prostate, and I arched my back up to meet his thrusts, close to coming again. He rolled me over onto my back and pulled my legs up over his shoulders. "I want to see your face when I shoot this load up your ass," he said. He was slowing down. He'd pull out 'til the head of his dick pulled on my asshole, then slide it all the way in and keep pushing. I was rolled up in a ball, my stiff dick staring at me. We were slippery with sweat. "I'm gonna shoot a load so far up your ass... ," he was panting with every stroke, "You'll never forget it." His dick got bigger, stiffer, and then I could feel it pumping his load into me. He was shoved into me hard, and I pushed back and let go with another load of my own. It sprayed out of my dick, spattering my face, my hair, my mouth. I squeezed hard, milking the last of it out of him. Lil had fallen asleep. Steve and I just lay there for the longest time. We must have fallen asleep with his dick up my ass, because I remember waking up with the morning light in the room. We were lying spooned together, his dick still in my ass. I squeezed it and he whispered in my ear, "Yeah, I know, Bill." His cock was swelling again, filling me up again. "You want more."