Date: Thu, 11 Feb 2010 13:57:15 +0000 From: Matt Buck Subject: My Fantasy, Part 4 My Fantasy - Chapter 1.4 - Emotional Bit By mattbuck matt_v_jellicle@hotmail.com Disclaimer: The following story is a work of fiction, and any resemblance to real events is entirely coincidental. Furthermore, it is a story of graphic sexual content which you may find shocking, disturbing, disgusting or otherwise offensive. By continuing, you agree that you are reading this of your own free will, and that it is legal for you to view such content, and thus that all responsibility for your actions rests with you. Copyright notice: Copyright mattbuck, 2002. Published under the Creative Commons Attribution Non- commercial No Derivatives licence version 2.0 England and Wales. Essentially, feel free to share this, but don't sell it or change it. http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-nd/2.0/uk/ Feedback: I welcome all comments, suggestions and (constructive) criticism. Send them to matt_v_jellicle@hotmail.com More stories can be found on my website - http://mattbuck.irongalaxy.com I am on the prolific authors page - /nifty/frauthors.html#mattbuck Codes: MMF, No-sex I was woken at about midnight by the sounds of quiet sobbing next to me. The bedside lamp was on, casting an orange glow across the room, accentuating the occasional freckle on John's back as he sat on the side of the bed, head in hands. I sat up slowly, and put one hand on his back, just giving a bit of gentle comfort. I wriggled out from under the sheets, being careful not to disturb Emma who was still sleeping, and sat on the edge of the bed to his right and put my arm around him, drawing him slightly closer to me. "John, what's wrong?" I asked gently. "God, Matt, I'm sorry." He leant further in, putting his head on my shoulder, sobbing. "I've been such a pervert. I... I fucked you; I fucked your girlfriend, a girl I hardly know..." What could I say? Nothing. All I could do was listen and give what comfort I could by holding him. "I... I wanted to save it. Give someone special a present on our wedding night... not lose it now in some one-night stand. And... and... gay sex. I've never had a thought that direction in my life, how could I do this?" I didn't answer for a while; just held him against me, gently stroking his hair to calm him down until he finished sobbing. "John," I said quietly, "I've never known you make a wrong decision in your life, and I don't think you've started now. What you did... what we did; we did because we wanted to. You're not a pervert any more than I am. You say you've never had a thought about gay sex in your life, but you must have done since you did fuck me, and you were very good at it. Most of the time, we don't know what our subconscious wants us to do until it happens. I enjoyed it, and I think you enjoyed it whether you admit it or not. As for me being a one night stand..." I bent and kissed him lightly on the cheek. "That's not going to happen. I care for you, John. I won't say it's love, but I don't intend to fuck you and leave you. I'm not like that. I'll always be here for you, no matter what. I'm your friend, and I would never want to lose that." "What about Emma?" He asked. "Stand up," I said, "and see for yourself." We both stood, and I lifted up the sheets, exposing her. She was lying on her side, her left hand rubbing her pussy and her right tweaking her left nipple. The smell of pussy-juice came flooding out, that combined with John's warm body, Emma's sleep-masturbation made my cock instantly hard. "I think she enjoyed it." I said lightly. We faced each other, and I put my hands on his shoulders, looking into his eyes. "Everything we did, I'd do again. Whenever and wherever you wanted. Now even." I kissed him lightly on the lips, which he returned with greater passion. We lowered ourselves back to sitting as we kissed, finally separating. "In the morning." We lay back under the covers, me between Emma and John. John lay on his back, and whispered to me: "Matt - thanks." I smiled at him, and lay my head down on his shoulder. His arm wrapped around me, and that was how we slept. Admittedly I woke up with a slightly stiff neck, but it was certainly worth it.