Date: Wed, 29 Nov 2023 13:19:22 +0000 From: John Van Laningham Subject: Camp X Part 6 CAMP X By John Van Laningham NOTE: Parts 6, 7 and 8 are one story. The narrator is a boy named Joey, who is 11½ at the start and around 13 at the end. Please remember to donate to Nifty! SEVEN Almost all my friends are girls. Boys make fun of me. I started ballet dancing when I was 6 and I love it. My dad is ashamed of me. I'm 11 now. He thinks I should do boy things. He thinks I am gay. I'm in the Nutcracker but I am too young to dance the male lead. My mom goes to see me dance and makes my brother and sister go too but my brother is bored, and they bolt as soon as they can. They think I am gay too. One of my teachers is named Jess. He is gay. He invites me to watch a video of the Russian State Opera's version of the Nutcracker on Sunday. My mom says I can, and he picks me up in his car. He lives in a one-bedroom apartment, and he doesn't have much furniture. We sit on the couch, and we watch it and I think it is great. I lean up against him and he puts his arm around me. He is very firm. He is studying dance at the university even though he's kind of old, like 27 or 28. I like how his body feels. I want to reach up and run my hand through his brown beard, but I don't. He puts his arm around my torso. Then he puts his hand on my crotch. It surprised me and I jerked away, with a gasp. "Is that okay?" he asks. I nod. I lean back against him. He puts his hand on my crotch again. It is okay. I'm breathing really heavy. I am not really paying attention to the ballet anymore. He unbuttons my pants and slides his hand underneath my jeans. My underwear is between his hand and my penis. And my penis is hard. "Um, Jess?" "Yeah, Joey?" "Um, my older brother Jimmy, he, um, he told me about this thing that you can do. Well, he showed me and, um, so we did this thing or, like, I did this thing, you know where you rub it and, um, he's 15 and really tall and, um" "I'm going to do this other thing and you are going to like it a lot" Jess says. I take off all my clothes. I feel a little bit weird because I am just a little kid. But Jess is looking at me like he's hungry. He rubs his hand on my stuff. "Your balls have dropped." I didn't know what he meant. They are bigger than they used to be. "You've started puberty, Joey" he says. "Really?" I say, lifting up my balls. "Jess, can I see what you look like naked?" I like him that way. His thighs are real thick and his calves and his belly is flat and real ridged and he has a chest. A hairy chest. And ... I can't stop looking at it. I'm staring. It's as long as Jimmy's but not as thick but I really, really like it. I feel myself getting real hard down there and I feel flushed and warm all over. When I get hard, Jess starts to too. He spreads his legs open on the couch and I stand between them. I am really nervous but excited. I don't think I've ever been this excited about anything ever before in my whole life. I can barely breath. He touches me. His hands on my hip. I am going to die. He puts his hands on my face. "Beautiful blue eyes, ginger hair. Such a beautiful, sexy boy" I feel really special. This is so exciting, and I really like him. He's nice and he thinks I am beautiful and I think he is beautiful and everything is so perfect but I don't know why I am so jumpy. I am really breathing hard. I reach down and touch him. Down there. It is so hard. Really, really hard. He smiles at me and I have the biggest grin on my face. Then he reaches over and puts my thing in his mouth. "Oh, my God!" I yell. I start shaking all over. It's like I got shot by a bolt of lightning. I feel like there are pins and needles running all through my body. I haven't ever felt anything like this ever before. It is amazing. I can't breathe though. I am going to pass out. It feels so good. Like every muscle is tight. Then a shiver and then I feel completely relaxed and I can breathe. This wave passes over me and I feel so good. It is really sensitive now. It almost hurts. I pull it out. "You had an orgasm?" Jess asks. I nod. I guess I must have. "Cool. Super cool. I wish I could make you feel that good 10 times every day." He puts his hands on my face and he kisses me. Open mouth with the tongue. Like French kissing. He is stroking himself. I watch him. I want to touch it. He looks at me watching him and he takes his hand away. I reach down. I pull on it. It is really hard, like steel. Steel covered in velvet. It is super cool and I grin because it's kind of funny. Jess likes it though. He moans and tells me to keep doing it. But he sucked me. So I kneel down and I pull it forward and put it in my mouth. "Mmm, Watch your teeth, Joey" I don't try to get much in, just the head but I suck on it and I swirl my tongue around on it. He moans really loudly and tells me that I am doing a good job. He is breathing hard, like I was. He tenses up. He groans and pants. "I'm going to cum!" he says. I stop. He grabs it and strokes it hard. Then the white stuff spurts out, a big glop of it. Just like Jimmy's did. I can't do that. Because mine is still hard, he sucks me again. This time it takes a lot longer for me to have that really good prickly feeling. Orgasm. I like orgasms. Orgasms are great. Afterwards I can't think about anything else. Just Jess. What we did. How much I liked it. He didn't tell me I couldn't say but I knew I couldn't. Not ever. Not in a million years. I am in the shower and I think about Jess. His body. His smell. How he is nice to me. How he makes me feel good. When I go to sleep, I think about Jess. In dance class, I stay behind and put things up. Everyone else is gone. We are in the storeroom. I make sure no one can see. I am in my tights and a white shirt. I look at him. He bends down and he kisses me. French kissing. "I love you" I say He smiles. "Joey, I love you so much." My heart is on fire. I have the biggest grin. I am so happy. It's like I am walking on air. I am so excited. Jess is my boyfriend, and nobody knows it. I can't tell anybody. Every day, I rub it. I jack off. I do it until I think I am going to explode and I want to shoot cum so bad. It feels like I will die if I don't but it feels so good. And I think about me and Jess. What we did. Then I took some pictures with my phone and sent it to him. Me naked and a close up of my thing. Then he sent me back a picture of his thing. And it was hard. I have to delete it because my mom goes through my phone sometimes and I don't want her to see that. But I have it in my memory. In the spring, the Royal Canadian comes to town and Jess arranges with my parents to take me. We sit in the balcony, which is cool, and I am really into it. I was happy that Jess brought me because I wanted to do things with him. Spend time with him. We would just have a few minutes after dance class and my heart would race each time because I am so excited to be alone with him. It is at intermission, and he says we should leave. Go to his apartment. I nod. To have fun. When we get there, he says to come to his bedroom. When we get there, I take off all my clothes and jump on the bed. "Your dick is bigger" he says "Is it?" I lift up hard dick and balls to look. "Yeah" He rubs his hands on my body and we kiss. His face is all scratchy from his beard but I like it. I'm laying on top of him as we kiss and he has his hands on my butt. I'm so hard and I feel really excited kissing him. If feels kind of grown up, you know? Like what a big kid does. But an 11 ½ almost 12 year old boy, well, that's kind of breaking the rules. I like breaking the rules and it's really fun but I know other people would think I was too young and Jess is too old for me. Because Jess is all grown up and I am a kid and grown ups and kids shouldn't be doing this together. But I really like him. And I like doing this. "I could kiss you all night" he says. "But we can do other things too, right?" He smiles and pushes me off of him. I am on my back, my erection pointing up to my chin. I'm breathing hard. I'm kind of twitchy. Jess is beside me. I gasp when he grabs my balls. "Man, such big balls. And you got such a beautiful dick." He puts it in his mouth. It feels so good. So incredibly good. Amazing. Wet and rough and perfect. I love it. It's perfect. I want him to do that forever. He comes off my dick and puts my balls in his mouth and sucks those. I reach over and stroke myself when he does. It feels so good. "You like that, huh?" "A lot" "Do you jack off thinking about me?" he asks. "Yeah. All the time." "Seriously?" "Seriously" I say. I do. All the time. "Sometimes I dream about us having sex." "Me too" he says. I grin. I like that. He thinks about me like I think about him. That is so cool. And he sucks me again and it feels so good. I close my eyes to enjoy it. Then he stops and I feel him rustling around, getting something. "Turn over, Joey" he says. "You're going to like this. I am going to lick your ass." "Gross!" I say. "You're going to like it." I don't know about that. I like the sucking a lot. And the kissing and the touching. I don't know why we can't do that. But I turn over and put my butt up in the air. Jeff pulls my butt cheeks apart and put his face between them. Then I feel his tongue. Right there at my butthole. "Mmm" I moan a little. It's weird feeling but I do like it. "Mmm" Yeah, it feels good. Weird. He's actually licking my butthole. I reach under myself and I pull on my dick and that makes everything feel better. He's licking and I don't want him to stop. Then he puts a finger right up against my butthole and rubs it. That feels good too, Really good. Then he put a finger in. I jump and turn over, scooting away, looking at him. He pulls me close and kisses me and I forget that his mouth had just been in my butt. "You're going to like it, trust me" he says. "Just a finger. Nothing else" I tell him. I roll back over and let him do it again. And he is right. It does feel good. Really good, playing with my butthole. He tells me to roll over and I do. He puts a pillow under my butt and tells me to pull my legs back. Then he dives back into my butt, licking and poking at my butthole with his tongue. And he has my thing, my thing and my balls, in his hand. I put my head back and let him. He strokes my thing. He sucks it. "Ooohhh" I moan He puts a finger in butt and it feels so good. Then he puts two fingers in. Two fingers. "Oh, Jess!" I call out. It feels so good, like waves and waves and waves of the most excellent, most best thing I have ever felt in my whole life washing over me. Total and perfect. My whole body. "Did you cum?" "Yeah" He grins. "Cool" He lets me suck on his. Suck and stroke. He is so hard and it is throbbing, I think, He pulls it out and strokes it. "You want to taste my cum?" "Gross!" I say. Then I think about it. "Yeah" "Stick out your tongue" A lot hits my chest and a bit on my face but a glob lands on my tongue. It's thick and salty but it's not gross at all. Not really. I can't tell anybody what we are doing. Not anybody. I can't even hint about it. Nobody can know. And that sucks. I want to shout to everybody, to the whole world, that I love Jess. But I can't. And there are boys in school. Good looking boys. And they have hairy legs and arms. Veins on their arms. And I know what is down there. And I like to think about what they have down there. I don't like girls at all. Just before school ended, my parents had to do something with my brother Jimmy and my sister that would keep them out late. They asked Jess to baby sit me. I was so excited. For days, I was anxious. Eager. I had something to show him. As he gets to my house, he's being nice to my parents, but I just want them to leave so I can be alone with Jess. Finally they do but not before my mom gives me an embarrassing kiss, like I am a little kid. But when we are alone, he puts in this DVD in the player. I cuddle next to him on the couch. It's Peter Pan and the boy playing Peter Pan is really, really cute. I like it and it is good but I want to do other things with Jess, not just watch a movie. "I have another movie if you want to watch it instead" he says. "I like this one" I say. "Peter Pan is cute, isn't he?" Jeff says as he tickles me. I squirm away "Yeah, he is. Real cute" "You might like another movie better." "What movie?" "A dirty movie" I look up at him, big eyed. I smile. He took out the one and put another in. It is a really dirty movie. Really dirty. Even more than R. It is an older man and younger boy. The younger boy is older than me. He is a big kid. But the man is grown. He has silver buzz cut hair and a lot of tattoos – even more than Jess – and is real muscular. The boy is on his back and has one leg in the air. He is naked too and his thing was hard. But the older man has his thing in the boy's butt! And the boy is loving it! He's stroking his thing really hard. "You like that?" Jess asks. I nod and I continue to stare at the screen. I feel his hand go down between my legs and grab my stuff. My thing is really hard. "You want to have some fun?" I turn around toward like I am shot out of a cannon. "I forgot! I have something to show you!" "What?" I stand up and yank down my pants and underwear. My thing is hard and I wait until he sees it. "Fuck, Joey. Are those pubes?" Two hairs. Not even a quarter inch on either side sticking out like spears. I am totally proud of them. I don't even turn 12 for another whole month and I have pubes. "Suck it" I say, play acting. He does. It feels good. This is only the third time we have done it, third time in 5 months that we have done it but I really like it and I like it with Jess because he thinks I am really sexy even though I am really short and skinny and weird. But I think he is so sexy and cool. And this thing is so totally cool. He works on my thing. It feels so good. His mouth is wet and warm and his tongue is rough against it. And I want him to keep doing if forever and ever because I really like it. I feel all hot and flushed all over and I feel like I am an animal or something. Just keep doing it. He reaches underneath and gets between my butt cheek and starts rubbing on my butthole. I like that. He has my whole thing in his mouth and he is rubbing my skinny body with the other hand. "Ohhh" I moan. I want to put a finger in there. Last time he found just the right place! He takes off his clothes. It's weird. It's only been 6 months but now when I see him naked, naked and hard, I am burning up, like I am on fire. It's totally cool. I like it. And he is hard. He strokes himself as he sucks me, Then I get really, really hungry for him. "Jess?" He looks up. "Can I ..." I get on my knees between his legs and I take his pole. It is hard like steel. I love his smell down there. It's like I know a secret about him. I put him in my mouth and I suck, I use my tongue. Watch my teeth. I stroke him with my hand as I suck him with my mouth. My thing is still so hard and it is twitching because I really like doing this too. "Yeah, baby, suck that dick" I stroke and I suck it and I lick the head of it with my tongue and he moans. Maybe I'll get to taste his spunk again. "Oh baby, I want to cum in your ass, I want to fuck you so bad" I come off of him. "Okay" I say I don't know why I said it but I do want him to, I want him to do it to me what that man in the video is doing to the boy. I want him to cum in my ass. I want to feel dirty. I want to be nasty. So, I am on my hands and knees on the floor and he gets behind me. He buries his face in my butt and licks and tongues it. I can see the video and there is a different scene. It's the same man and the same boy but there is another guy too, with a brown beard and long hair and he reminds of me of Jess. He is really good looking and I feel so hot and burning all over. Jess is licking my butthole as they get naked and I stroke my hard thing. He fingers me and I groan. "Oh yeah" He mashes my button and I gasp. It feels so good. A second finger. "Ahhh" In the video the man is sucking the bearded guy, who is all hairy all over while the boy watches, stroking himself. I am working on my thing too. I am breathing so hard. A third finger "Fuck me" I feel his thing right up against my butt hole. Then a little pressure and I feel him inside "Oooohhh" I cry out He stops. "Am I hurting you?" "Noo" I whimper "Fuck me" It doesn't hurt. It feels great. Full. Not comfortable but intense. My thing, my dick is twitching. I can't stand it My brain is screaming for him to fuck me, fuck me, fuck me but he going slowly. I push back against him. I want him inside me. Then I start dry cumming so hard. I can't even touch my dick because it is too sensitive. I can't say anything. But my brain is screaming. And then Jess loses control and he starts fucking me. Hard. Hard and fast. He slaps my ass. And I still feel this intense sensation. Hard, Fast, Hard. And then I feel his cream in me. Hot liquid and gooey. He pulls out. We both sit there. I am panting for breath. "Did you like it?" I jump on him and I kiss him, tongue and everything. "I loved it" I say. "I want to do it all the time" "Goddamn. You are so fucking sexy" I'm 12 next month.