Date: Wed, 12 Feb 2020 16:30:37 -0700 From: T Kasper Subject: I Changed as a Single Mother Part One (bisexual incest) I Changed as a Single Mother By: Kasper February 2010. I stood there and looked at myself in the full-length mirror in my bedroom. It was the end of the day the divorce final. I did get half of my husband's company as well as the house and my son. He got the other half of his business and is going to marry his personal assistant. I was depressed as I looked at my naked body in the mirror. I was 36, single again with a son and I didn't like what I saw in the mirror. It wasn't bad but it wasn't good either. I had an ok shape, wore a 38d and wasn't what I would call fat. I was 5ft 5 and weighed in a little over 140 lbs. I sat in my bed and just thought for a while. As I sat there, I heard a knock at my door. I hurried and put a robe on and opened the door. My 10 yr old son looked up at me. "Can I have some ice cream?" He looked nervous and tired from the day. I nodded and took his hand out to the kitchen and sat there watching him eat. He looked over at me. "are you okay mommy?" He looked concerned. "I'm okay Jake" I managed to squeak out. "I just..." He smile at me as he finished. "Its ok mom, we're together...at least" I smiled at that as he got up and walked to his room. I went back to my room and feel back on the bed and went to sleep. March 2010 I had stopped feeling bad for myself, mostly as the days went on. I mostly drove around or talked with friends while my son was at school. I decided that I really wasn't living and wanted to change things. As I was driving home from lunch, I glanced over at the gym that had been built a year before. I stopped the car. I knew if I was going to change, I had to start someplace. I went over and signed up. I went twice then stopped going. May 2010 I was asked by one of my friends to help out at a nearby school. I didn't need the money but it was nice to get back into being around people. As the days went on, I started feeling better, I felt so good that I thought "what the heck." and went to the gym again. I was asked if I was taking the Zumba class and nodded. I went in. The music was loud and there were women of all ages bouncing around to the beat as the instructor yelled out commands. I really didn't do that well but liked it and had fun. At the end of the class as I was leaving a girl about 22 asked me if I was new. I told her I was and she welcomed me. As I walked away she said "see you tomorrow?" I turned and smiled as I nodded. As I drove home, I felt good. Not just okay but for the first time in a long time I felt good. I hurried home and showered and looked at myself in the mirror again, not happy at what I was seeing. I knew I could change if I wanted...and I wanted to change. The next day after class, Gina, the girl that talked with me the day before introduced me to some others that were regulars in the class. There was Abby, she was 25 and newly married, Shari who was 29 and married and Tara a single 26 year old. All of them had much better bodies that I did. They asked if I wanted to join them for a while. I had no idea what that meant as I was winded but we went over to the weight area and they instructed, and helped me learn how to lift weights. Most of it was talking and laughing and I had never been so sore in my life. June 2010 My son was out of school and was mostly gone at a friend's house or was out at houses with his friends. I on the other hand started to keep improving. I did get a letter from my ex that he was getting married as Jake and I were invited. We went and I hated it. I don't think Jake liked it either. It was about three weeks later that I got a call from my ex telling me he was moving out of state. I was both happy and sad about that. Jake didn't seem to want to be with his dad and that made me both happy and sad. August 2010 I was now a regular in the gym. I was asking the other girls if I could look like them shape wise anyway. They all said I wasn't bad. I told them I knew I wasn't bad but I wanted to look better. They agreed to help me. Gina at 22 I had to agree had the best shape. Lean and tight. I had saddle bags on my hips and a flabby butt. I wanted that to change. Gina and Tara wrote up a plan for me that looked almost impossible. They laughed at that and told me it would not be too bad. November2010 Jake turned 11 and was back in school. I couldn't believe how much fun it was going to the gym. I had the Zumba routines down and I enjoyed them. I started to see definition in my arms and my butt started to shrink. My legs hurt most of the time for a while but that soon passed too. I was down to 130 and I thought I was looking my better but had hoped to weigh much less. Tara told me it was muscle weight. I laughed that off. January 2011 I had become good friends with the girls and had met a few more. They had met my son and I their husbands or occasion boyfriends and some of their family too. We were close. At the end of one session Abby and Tara told me that every Thursday was now going to be naked night. I look at them in an odd way and they laughed. They told me the plan as Gina and Shari also got filled in. When at the gym I usually wore a sports bra and leggings covered with an old T shirt. Tara explained that on nude night we had to be naked under the leggings, no panties, and they were going to adjust their sports bras by taking out the cover material or go braless under the t shirt. They laughed as they planned this. I wasn't sure about it but the next Thursday, I did as asked. I could feel the leggings crowd my pussy and I had never felt so free in a bra. I walked out in the kitchen as my son looked at me and smiled. I hurried to the car and drove to the gym. I could not believe how the others looked. I could see men smiling at them as they walked in. I could see the smiles on their faces too. I kept looking at them in class. I could see their boobs jiggle and move and also the clear shape of their camel toe. After class Gina's top was almost transparent and I could see the other girls stiff nipples as we left. March 2011. Naked night was a great hit. I would go a little early and ride one of the bikes and almost come from feeling my clit rub against the material. I loves how men would glance and stare when I wore the sports bra. Tara got us into tanning too, at the tanning salon next to the gym. I was feeling so much better and my ass had stopped sagging--finally. May 2011 My son kept looking at me one day. I asked him "what?" He said "mom you got shoulders!" I looked at him then looked at my shoulders. I did have them. "Is that okay?" He nodded "you look good mom." I blushed a little but felt flattered. I came home one day and was exhausted. I told Jake I was going to take a bath and went in and sat in the soaker tub. I laid back and closed my eyes as I relaxed. I was in the tub when I hears a knock at the door. "Mom, your phone is ringing." Jake said from the other side of the door. "Let it ring" I mused as I closed my eyes. "K mom" I heard Jake mutter. "Wait...Jake?" I stopped. "Can you get me some ice water?" "Um...huh? I heard the door open a crack. "what mom?" "Will you bring me some ice water?" I said again in a sing song voice. "K" I heard him leave then return and knock as the door opened slowly "Here" He tried looking away as he held my glass. I was covered in suds so he couldn't see anything but I felt a tingle of nastiness. "Well, bring it here." I looked at him as he looked at me the saw I was covered-ish. I could feel my nipples harden as he got closer and I held my arm up to get the glass. As I did I could feel the cool air on my nipples as I sat up a little and cold see Jakes eyes go right to my breasts. "You okay?" I asked him. He nodded. "Want to talk a little?" I couldn't believe I said that as I looked at my son. "Now?" he said in a weak voice. "Sure, why not." I smile as I moved and cold feel to cool air on my nipples as he averted his eyes then didn't as he looked at them. I could feel the nipple swell even more on my areola that I knew he could see. I asked him about school ending and what he was going to do in the summer as he stared and started to talk even though he looked uncomfortable. I lowered again as not to tease him but would move as we chatted so he could see my boobs. I even rubbed myself as we talked. I told him I was ready to get out so he left. That night I had the best orgasm I had had in a long, long, time. July 2011 I took Jake on a vacation to a beach house along the gulf coast. To start it was a little cloudy but after the first day the sun was out as were hundreds of other people. While tanning on the beach I started to notice my Jake and how he was growing up. He had the beginning of abs on this slim body. He tanned easy and I could see girls, women and even a few men look at him as he ran around. I was happy that he was my son. He was cute, no handsome. September 2011 Jake started school. I was still hitting the gym and as I dressed for work I noticed my bra didn't s fit right. It felt weird and something was not right with it, I tried on another and the same thing. It was too loose. My boobs had shrunk! I put on a sports bra went to work then went shopping. I found I was now a 34 almost c. It wasn't quite big enough to be a C but was too big to be a B. The woman helping me said she could understand and gave me some suggestions or just told me to go braless as the "girls" looked perky enough. I did find a size that did fit at another store--almost. November 2011. It had been a while but I stood nude in front of my mirror and I hadn't seen it before but I had changed. I had slimmed down in places the but was tight and no saddle bags. I was proud of what I had accomplished but still wanted to be tighter. It was Jakes 12th birthday and I got him an I phone for his birthday. He had wanted one and I liked that I could call him when I was out doing things. January 2012 I was talking with Tara and she told me they were going for a "Spa day" and to hold open a Saturday for it....all day. I was thrilled. The day came and I was able to relax and started with a massage. Next was not as I thought it would be. The girls signed me up for a full body wax. I mean full--arms, legs. eyebrow, all my pubic hair as well as any growing around the and between my ass crack. When done I only had hair on my head. I got a mud bath with Tara and Shari and noticed they too got the full wax job. They said their husbands loved it. I like how they looked to be honest. It was a relaxing day and I got some follow ups to keep my pussy and ass bare as well as my arms. I could shave my legs to keep them smooth and silky. It made me feel more bare on naked night at the gym., I felt more exposed as the leggings hugged my mons and pussy lips. March 2011 It was a cold day and after I got home from the gym I drew a bath. Jake was talking to me about a math problem he was having and I asked him to get his book. I had almost forgot as I relaxed in the tub and soaked when Jake walked in. "Oh sorry mom." he turned to go out. "Is it the math problem?" I looked over at him and he nodded. "Come on then" I sat up a little my breasts not quite exposed with suds and bubbles covering my areola and nipples. Jake walked over smiling and trying to avert his eyes again. I felt more exposed now that my pussy hairless even though he could not see it. He smiled at me and sat on the edge of the tub and opened the book showing me the problem. I asked him to work it for me and saw where he was having the problem. I told him to start over again and he did. As he got into working the problem he put the book down on his lap. I sat up so I could see better exposing both breasts, not thinking of what I was doing. As I sat up I could see his eyes move and froze. He was looking right at my boobs. I felt a little shamed but sat up even more as he went back to working with the problem and solved it. I could see his face light up as he told me "that was easy." I laughed as I saw his eyes travel to my boobs and now very erect nipples. I sat there and put my hand under the bubbles to rub my pussy. I looked up at Jake and told him he was doing fine. He just sat there and looked which made me feel uneasy but also sexy. I couldn't believe that I was letting my son ogle me! It just made me almost go wild. I started talking to him about school then asked him if he had any girls he liked. That ended the conversation abruptly making me smile. I didn't care he was seeing my breast and liked how it made me feel, not realizing how it was making him feel. As he stood up I could see a lump in his pants. I had turned on my son and didn't mean to. That night after he was asleep. I got naked and lay in bed closed my eyes and started to masturbate. I couldn't get my sons face out of my mind as hard as I tried to think of anyone else. I could see his eyes his smile, then I remembers back to the beach and his tan body running around the beach. I couldn't help it and came so hard I almost screamed. After that I felt guilty and bad about what had just happened. I got dresses in my pjs and went to sleep. The next day at the gym I was talking to Gina and Shari and shamefully told them that my son had seen me in the tub. I told them I felt kind of bad about and they wanted to know more. After class I was walking to my car when everyone but Abby came up to talk to me. As it was cold we all got in my SUV and I started to tell them the story. They kept stopping me and wanted more details. I told them everything as that sat there. They wanted to see a photo of Jake so I showed them some as they smiled and moaned a little. Gina thought it sounded sexy and that he probably enjoyed seeing what he saw. I then told them that I thought when Jake left, he was erect. That got everyone laughing. Gina told me that her little brother saw her nude a lot when she was at home and they were growing up and it was no big deal. Shari said her nephew had seen her nude by mistake and just chalked it up to bad luck for her and good luck for the boy. It did make me more at ease. Then Shari asked me as they all piled out of the car if I had seen Jake naked. I told her no I hadn't since he was maybe five. She smiled and said "ah too bad." and left them stopped and came back. She looked at me. "Have you ever....you know ..thought about him as you...how do I put this, masturbate.?" I just blushed. She looked at me and smiled. "Its ok." she walked off. May 2012. The end of the year is always busy. Jake was excited to get out of school and I was thinking of someplace to vacation. I wanted it to be a good one but couldn't think of any. I asked Jake and he liked the beach but I thought we did that last year. I wanted to do something new. I was stuck. June 2012 It was naked night at the gym. I had gotten waxed the Saturday before and was feeling nasty. I rode a stationary bike to warm up looking at the men as the pumped iron and felt the twinge between my legs. I had to stop pumping as I almost came. In the rumba class the fabric rubbing my extended clit was driving me crazy and I had to stop a few times so I wouldn't go over the edge. That night I was glad class ended and told the girls I had to pick up some things at the store on the way home. I called Jake whom seemed startled and told him I had to pick some things on the way home and I would be later than usual. He was ok and told he was fine he was doing whatever he did when I went to the gym. I was in the coffee isle when I texted Jake and asked him if there was anything he wanted. I got back a reply "no." I walked down the isle when my phone dinged. I looked and it was from Jake. thinking he wanted something I tapped the screen and saw two photos. I didn't look too closely as I walked then stopped and opened one. I about dropped my phone. The first photo showed Jake totally nude. He was taking a selfie as he smiled up to the phone his hard cock showing below. I looked around thinking everyone saw it. I closed my phone and looked around not moving. I was at a loss as what to do. I didn't understand. I gathered my wits and left the store. In the parking lot I put my phone on the seat and just looked at it. I didn't want to touch it. I was there for maybe 5 minutes then picked up the phone. I opened it again looking at the nude selfie of Jake. I trembled as I moved to the second photo. It was Jake fully nude only he was taking a picture of himself in my full-length mirror. I put my phone down and started the car. I drove for a few blocks and pulled over. My mind was racing. A part of me was curious but I know I shouldn't look. I reasoned I had already looked so,I had seen what I had seen. I picked up my phone again and opened the shot again. I blew it up and as I did I saw Jake was holding something in his hand. I blew it up more. It was his writing, it said "happy bday Ashley." I looked up my heart beating. My son was sexting. I was relieved that it wasn't to me, but who was Ashley? I opened the other photo and expanded it. Jake was there totally nude. His cock! HIs cock was...I moved to get a better look. His cock was hard. There was no hair around it at all. His balls had fallen and hung down between his legs and looked perfect. His cock, it was as long. It almost was up to his belly button. It was not fat or too thin. It was as perfect as the rest of his nude body. I sat there looking at my nude son staring at his beautiful cock and nude body. I am not sure how long I looked at it but a blare from a horn brought back to reality. I hadn't realized it but I had been rubbing my pussy and gave a quick feel to my nipples as I put my phone down then drove home. "Jake! I'm home!" I yelled as I walking in from the garage. "There in a minute mom!" He yelled from upstairs. I felt dizzy as I sat down. My leggings were wet at the crotch and my nipples almost ached they were so hard. I tried to calm myself down as Jake bounded into the kitchen. "Hi mom!" he said as if nothing had happened. He was smiling and as normal as could be. I watched him and he stopped. "What?" He looked at me. "Did I spill something on me? " He looked down at his shirt then back at me. "Uh.....you okay mom? He looked at me. I snapped out of the trance. "Oh yes, I'm fine" my voice trailed off. I looked at him..."So...what did you do tonight?" "Nothin...same old same old." he said with a light catch in his throat. "I was just wondering." I smiled not sure what to do. "But...I kind of want to talk to you for a minute okay?" "K mom:" he said as he sat down across from me. "what?" He smiled looking quizative. "I'm all ears" I picked up my phone and opened the first picture and put my phone on the table for him to see. "Tell me about this." He turned his head then stopped and looked at me then the picture as he turned a dark shade of red, his mouth shut his eyes wide. I sat there and looked at him. I could tell he was in a state of panic. It was silent for about three minutes the only noise a ticking clock. I could see he had no words as I then opened the other picture. He sat back his head sunk he shoulders trembling a little. "I'm...sorry" he said softly. "I..." That was all that came out. I sat there silent a few more minutes not sure what to say myself. "Why?" is all that came out. "what....?" "Just tell me. I want to know." I was calm not really mad but mixed with all kinds of emotion. he looked at me biting his upper lip. He couldn't look me in the eye. "it wasn't...for...." Is all he got out. "Was it for Ashley's birthday?" I said to him as he nodded. "Tell me...I want to know." He looked away then at me. "Who is Ashley? You know you could get in a lot of trouble right?" He looked at the floor and nodded. "I'm...sorry." I could feel my heart break a little for him as he sat there so vulnerable to my questions. I took a deep breath. "It's ok.. I just want to know." He looked up at me as I smiled at him a little* "I'm not really mad at you either....I just want to know." He took a big breath. "Ashley was in my class and she kinda liked me and...well....she wanted to see me." "See you?" I could kind of understand that. "Go on." "It s her birthday and she asked if I could..um...see all of...me?" I could see some of the fear was gone from his eyes. "I didn't know I sent those to you....I thought they went to...ooo shi..." he stopped. "I was texting her and...well you texted me and....I just...." He sunk his head down again. "Well...thank you for...." I stopped. I had been going to the gym for a long time and the thought hit me. "Have you ever done this before? " I could see the fear again as he nodded his head down again. I was feeling sympathy for my son but also a little exited and ashamed. "How many times? ' I asked him "A few" he said weakly. I took a deep breath as I looked at his hard cock and tight body in the photo. Jake was 5 ft 1 and weighed 110 lbs and there was not an ounce of fat on him. "And this is the best you could do?" I tried not to smile. His head snapped up. "Wait..what?" he looked at me really confused. "Is this ..." he just looked at me. "Wait...you're not mad? You....it's okay that?" He looked at me. I wasn't sure what to say or know what I was even thinking as I looked at him. " I think you can do better." I tried not to smile. He looked at me in totally confusion. He looked at me then the phone. Then me again as his mouth opened, but nothing came out. "Did Ashley send you any pictures of her? Naked I mean." Jake looked at me. "Not.....not totally." he said still confused. "May I see what she sent?" Jake shrugged as he got up and got his phone. He opened it to the pretty blonde girl. There was a selfie of her face then a few more. Then one holding her phone out topless. I looked at her budding tits and felt a twinge of excitement for some reason. The next was of her in her bathroom with just panties on. I stared and made the photo larger as I looked at the girl. "Wow . she is pretty ." Jake nodded as I looked at him. I could see he was lost in what was happening. I was lost too but in another dimension it seemed. Then from someplace in the back of my mind the words just came out. "I think we can do better. Want to send something better to her?" I looked at my son. "Mom?" He looked at me confused. "Are you..." His voice trailed off. I couldn't believe what I was saying. "I can take some of you want and...." I stopped as I looked at him. "Naked if you want." He just looked at me as he moved his hand. It was where I couldn't see but I think he was adjusting his cock. "You mean...?" I nodded and smiled as part of me said "yes do it" and other said "stop no you cant." I was about to say I was joking again when I looked at the photos of Jake naked. I wanted to see him for real. I wanted to see him nude even if I didn't send anything to Ashley. Jake blushed "Mom? You really would?" I found myself nodding. "Where?" his voice was shaking a little. "What do I..." his voice trailed off. I spoke very low my body and mind not sure what was happening as I remembered the stories from Gina and Shari. "Go get nude in your room and came back to the...family room." I told him as I shook a little knowing how taboo this could be. Jake got up and walked out of the kitchen and stopped then looked over his shoulder at me. His perfect face confused as he left. I took a deep breath not sure what I was doing. Jake was gone and maybe he wouldn't return and in the morning we could forget about the whole night. I got up and got some water as my mind raced. "Mom?" I looked up to see Jake standing there totally nude. His cock erect but not as erect as he was in the pictures. His hairless body and perfect cock were almost too much to take in. I stood there looking him over, his cock his balls, his flat stomach and tight legs and arms. He was blushing but I could see he was proud too. "Mom?" That broke my trance as I looked at the most perfect body I had ever seen. I cleared my throat. "a...go stand by the door" Is all I was able to get out. His tight little ass moving as he walked. "Stop." He stopped as I took his phone and opened the camera and took a shot of his perfect ass. He stood there then turned, his cock easily as long as my ex-husbands was pointed up at the ceiling throbbing a little bouncing. "What...now?" I could tell his throat was dry as he looked at me look at him.. I could feel the fabric between my legs stick to my moisture. I took another shot of him. I was panting now. "Sit on the arm of that chair and lay back a little." As he did this his cock slapped his stomach and his balls hung down between his spread legs, his abs tightened as I shot five shots. I had him stand then lay down. I had him sit with his legs wide open his balls hanging over the edge of the sofa. I shot ,more pictures as my son started to feel more at ease. He was smiling and even talking to me as I took lewd pictures of my naked son. I had him do some push ups as I took shots. I took shots from behind of his cute tight ass and the ball sack hanging below. My mind was in a wonder lust. I couldn't help but rub my pussy a few times as my son started making lewd gestures with his hips, his hard cock pumping the air. I was transfixed looking at his hard, bald cock and nude body. "Mom?" He looked at me as I snapped out of my trance. "Should we send some to Ashley now? " That brought me back to reality. "If you want. Come over and take a look ok?" I smiled as my nude boy came over and stood next to me. I could feel the heat from his body as I scrolled through the photos. I thought he looked good in most of them but he chose two to send her. I gave him his phone and he texted her. "Wait." I told him. "Before you send them...tell her you want to see all of her too. Its only fair." He nodded as he typed. I just looked at his hard cock and knew this had changed our relationship. I wanted so bad to feel it. To rub his smooth skin and feel that cock which was too big for his age. "I sent them." He said looking at me. "She say anything back yet?" I asked as he shook his head then reached down and gave his cock a few strokes that about put me over the edge. I looked at my nude son and cleared my throat. "Jake?:" he looked at me. "You know that this is...." He smiled at me and nodded. "Maybe we had better talk okay?" He smiled as he sat down. "What mom?" His face beamed. "Um.....well...you know that moms usually don't do what we are doing right?" He looked at me and nodded. I was then at a loss of words. I paused for a moment. "You don't mind me seeing you like.....I mean naked and ..." "Hard?" He finished my sentence. I nodded. "I kinda like it." He said softly. "I mean....I like being seen I guess and ..." He paused. "Its kinda weird that you're my mom but....I'm...okay. Are you?" I sat there looking at him when his phone dinged and he quickly looked at it. "Its Ashley" he smiled. "What did she say?" He read the text to me. "So hot. You look to good nude. I love your boner, so big and nice. smiley face" I giggled a little. "You do look good nude" I agreed with Ashley. "If you want to be nude you can at anytime." I didn't believe I said that but I did. Jake smiled. "Um..mom?" he looked at me as the phone dinged again and he looked down. I could see his cock get even harder. "Look mom" he gave me his phone.. Ashley had taken a full nude shot of her little body. I moaned as l looked at the swells under the areola and hard nipples that would soon be boobs. He body was already tan from swimming except the small parts covered by her bikini. She was slender and had a hot body for a 12 yr old. I looked at her bald pussy, a puffy mons with a deep slit. Another picture came up. It was a close up of her pussy, he legs wide apart the smooth skin flawless and not a hair in sight. Her little clit was extended out of her hood. "Jake....this is for you I'm sure." he got close as I held the phone his cock bumped my leg and he moved a little as he looked at her open pussy. He jacked his cock a few times as he looked at her. "Do you want to send another one? Maybe a close up of your cock?" I looked at him as he nodded. I quickly took a shot of his cock close up and sent it to Ashley. What we got back surprised me. It was a short video of Ashley nude legs wide open as she said " I want your boner here." She then took a hair brush and pushed the handle up her pussy. Jake moaned as we both looked at that, his hand stroking his cock as he moaned. I couldn't help it. As he held the phone I took his cock in my hand as he sucked in a big breath as he looked at my hand, at me, and the phone. I had only stroked his cock maybe four time before he bucked his hips and came. I held his cock as his cum flew a few feet in front of him. I felt his smooth hard cock and soft skin as he looked at the nude girl fucking herself with a hairbrush handle. I moved my hand lower to his ball sack feeling how smooth that was and how warm he was. I let go as he moaned. "Mom." he panted as he looked at me. "I....I....didn't..." "Its okay" I looked at him his cock still rock hard. "I had better get a towel." I left the family room my head spinning my feeling mixed. I had just jack off my son and helped him sext a girl. What kind of a mother was I? I came back out with the towel as Jake looked at his phone, his cock still hard, his nude body now locked in my mind forever. I took the towel and bent down to wipe the cum off the carpet. "I can do that mom." Jake came over next to me and took the towel and wiped as I stood up and looked at him. He finished then held the towel. "Now what?" It was then I felt a little guilty about what we were doing but it was also the most erotic thing I could ever remember doing and I liked it. I wanted to call Gina and Abby, Shari and Tara and tell them I had just taken nude photos of my son and jacked him off. I could hear Gina say "my brother saw me naked a lot growing up it was no big deal" and Shari saying "to bad you haven't seen him nude." I did remember times when my mom or dad would be naked when I was little and I didn't even care. This was different but also the same. "Well." I took the towel. "this has to go to the laundry and I think I had better go shower...I was at the gym you know." Jake nodded as he looked at me. "K" He said. I turned and walked away. "Don't send anymore pictures to Ashely ok?" "K mom." I looked back as he stroked his cock again. I put a load of laundry through then hurried to my room. I was hot and horny. I didn't close my door all the way hoping Jake would maybe peek at me or come in while I was undressing. I put down my phone as I sat in my bed, then picked it up again. Something hit me. So I googled it. "nude in front of family members." It came up with a Yahoo group and I opened it a read a few. So said it was ok others it was no big deal and a few said they had never done it. One did catch my eyes about a brother and sister going naked in a nudist family. I knew about nudism but not much. I figured it wasn't so bad seeing Jake naked then. I smiled to myself as I put down the phone and undressed. I looked at myself in the mirror. I had changed. I was was now between 120 and 125, my boobs were not as big as they once were and I was excited still, my nipples hard on my larger areolas. My stomach was flat with definition and my hips, once very narrow were still trim. My pussy was totally bald my lips swollen and opened a little. I was proud that I didn't have saddle bags anymore and my legs looked toned and lean. I smiled as I went to the shower and turned on the water then stepped in. I could feel my body relax a little as I soaped up, feeling my had nipples that had been aching to be touched then my other hand drop to my pussy as I pictured my nude son in my mind. I pushed my pussy lips apart as my body shivered the feeling of pleasure shooting up my body as I moaned in the shower. "Mom? You...okay?" I opened my eyes and looked at my nude son as he looked at me through the glass. I moved my hands from my pussy and breast and blushed a little turning away from him. "I...I'm fine." I managed to get out as I looked at my nude son looking at me. "is there something you want?" I turned so he could see my entire nude body as he didn't avert his eyes at all but had that deer in the headlight look as he looked at me. I looked down at his cock, which was moving with every beat of his heart. "U...no...I just..." he stammered a little then looked away a moment then back. "Just what?" I asked as he moved a little then gave his hard cock a squeeze. "I just wanted to see...if you were okay." He was looking at my body not my eyes. "I'm fine Jake." I managed to get out. "Okay." he said as he turned and started walking away. "Jake?" He stopped and turned. "Do you want to...come in?" I couldn't believe I actually said that, but I felt my pussy tingle as I did. Jake nodded as I opened the glass door and watched as his cock wobbled as we walked in. We both just stood there letting the water hit us. "Can you wash my back for me mom?" Jake said almost in a whisper as he turned away from me. I took the soap and started rubbing his back as I felt him tense up a little then relax. I washes his back and shoulders then my hands went lower as I felt his tight little ass. I ran may hands all over his ass then through his tight ass crack and felt his anus giving it a rub with my finger. I could hear him moan when I did that. I could tell he was playing with his cock so I stopped. "Will you wash my back too?" I tugged on his shoulder then turned my back to him. I could feel his hands tremble as he touched my skin. He was timid at first then started to rub my back. I could feel him get close as his cock touched my ass that was driving me wild. I took a deep breath. "Ya know Jake. There ae lots of families that do this." I could feel his hands slow then rub again. "I mean there are families that go naked with each other and..." I couldn't think of what else to say. "They are called nudists." I had no idea what I was talking about as I had just a vague idea of what nudist families do. "I mean they swim and tan and...bath together. Just like we are." It sounded good to me as I felt his hard cock against my ass again then move away as his hand went lower and he rubbed my ass. "Do you like doing this? With me I mean?" The words came out weak. "I like it mom ." He replied in a soft voice that cracked a little. Not only was that cute but it made me want more. "Jake?" I said as I turned around he eyes on my boobs. "Do you want to wash my front too?" The words were weak and he looked shocked but his hands went right to my breasts as I felt him palm my nipples. My body shuddered a little as his hands started to gently fondle my boobs. "ooooooooooh that's nice." Is all I could get out as I closed my eyes and let him feel me. My mind was telling me this is so wrong but my body was aching for more. "You can wash me any place you know...you don't have to stay there." My voice barely audible. I leaned back a little and closed my eyes as Jake started moving his hands around torso. He felt my arms and shoulders my stomach and hips then slowly moved his hand over to my bald pussy. I thought I heard him moan a little as his fingers ran up and down my slit. My clit was fully extended, and my body jerked a little every time his fingers passed over it. He ran his hands up and down feeling my nipples then my pussy and would reach under my pussy and feel my ass. I think was trying to see how far I would let him go. I had no idea if nudists felt each other or not but my mind was buzzing as was my clit. "Rub there faster." I panted as he sped his hand up. I rubbed my right breast as he played with my left nipple and rubbed my pussy faster. I was about to lose it when two fingers entered my pussy. I grabbed his wrist with both hands as I pulled and pushed it, his fingers sinking into my pussy and stimulated my clit. I couldn't hold out any longer. "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii." My body shook and my knees went weak as I came so hard I almost fell over. Jake kept rubbing feeling me, my pussy with one hand my nipple with his other. My hips bucked a few times causing his fingers to go in deeper. It took about a minute for my orgasm to subside. The water running over my body, my hands still holding my son's wrist. "Oh...mmmmmmmmmmmmm." I smiled as I let go of Jake's wrist. "That was....mmmmmmmmm." I opened my eyes and looked at Jake, his cock fully hard. I reached down and ran my hand over it as I looked at him. "You okay mom?" He asked as I ran my hand up and down his cock a few times then let go. "I am perfect." I smiled at him and turned of the water. "Come on lets dry off." I said as I opened the door. I grabbed a towel then gave one to Jake. He smiled at me as he watched me dry off. I smiled at him watching his very hard cock move around as he dried off too. "I..I..liked that mom." He said as he watched me. "I did too. I just..." I stopped again. "I wasn't sure that...." Again I stopped trying to say the right words. "I wasn't sure you wanted to see me...nude." I looked at him. "I mean I'm not sure many boys want to see their parents naked." I gave a little chuckle. Jake looked at me as I dried my hair with the towel. the rest of my body totally exposed to his eyes. I thought that I would feel embarrassed or ashamed, but I didn't. I felt more alive than I had in the past four years. I could see him looking at me and enjoying the view. I kept drying my hair so that he could see my boobs sway. Jake cleared his throat. "I saw..um...when you were I the tub I saw your..." "Boobs?" I smile at him as he nodded. "I wasn't sure I was supposed to see them or look at them or..." His voice trailed off. It was my turn to fess up. "I ...wanted to let you see. I wanted you to see more of me but I wasn't sure that would be okay and you would hate me or something." "I could never hate you mom." He looked me in the eyes. "You're the best." I couldn't hold myself back. I turned, walked over and hugged him tight. It wasn't sexual it was a hug from a mom to her son. I held him smelling how good he smelled, then my other senses kicked in. I could feel him pressed against my breast my nipples pushing into him even though I was taller, I could feel my nipples dig into his upper chest. I could feel his warm skin against mine. I could feel his hot cock against my pussy slit and his hands holding my back as we embraced. I had never felt this way, this good before. It was as if time stopped. I could feel him breathe and felt his cock twitch as he moved a little his hips pushing into me then little humping motions. I was lost, my head floating. I shifted my body rising up on my toes as I felt his cock hit my pussy then slide along my skin. I did this a few times, my pussy so wet it was dripping. I moved up and down again, then raised my leg and held his ass as I shifted my pussy and his cock slid between my legs. His hard cock was trapped between my thighs. I could feel him breathe harder as he slowly moved his hips dragging his cock between my legs and over my clit. I couldn't take it any longer. I shifted again, this time his cock slid up my pussy. I closed my eyes feeling it enter me and could hear him gasp as I crossed the line. My body screamed 'YES' as we stood there his cock, long and thin was in me as deep as it would go. I could feel the bald skin around his cock on my bald pussy as we stood there. It seemed like an hour but was only a maybe two minutes max when Jake started to move his hips. Slowly at first as I felt his cock withdraw a little then go back in. I wanted this so bad. I wanted it more than anything. I let go of the embraced and leaned back looking between our bodies. My pussy around my sons cock. I looked at him, his face blank. I undid the towel from my hair and let it hit the floor. "Come on!" I moved back off his cock and grabbed his hand pulling him to my bed. His eyes were big. He looked confused but thrilled too. I pulled him on me, my lust taking over. He fell on me as I grabbed his face a kissed him. He stopped breathing. I moved my hand between us and moved my hips as I lined his cock with my pussy and he thrust forward. His warm cock sliding all the way in me as I kissed him again and again. He started to thrust his hips slowly at first then speeding up. My son was fucking me and I was loving it. I kiss him then pushed his head to my boobs as he licked and sucked them. I wanted him. Jake was making odd noises as he fucked me. It didn't take more than a minute before his hips thrust forward and pushed my body as he came. I could feel the warm watery cum shot inside me. With each buck of his hips he shot more cum in me. I watched his face contort; his eyes closed as his body shook. Then it was over. He lay on me and held me. We both were at a loss for words. I could feel him warm against me as we lay there. I had to say something. "Did you like that?" I whispered to him. He nodded, then looked me in the eyes. "Was that?" He looked at me. I could still feel his cock in me and it was still hard. Jake was breathing heavy still as his hips started to move again. "Sex?" I asked as he nodded. "Did you like it?" His hips started to move again slowly. "Jake?" I asked him as his breathing slowed. "Yeah mom?" he looked at me again. "Are you still...hard?" I looked at him as he nodded. "Can I see?" He slowly moved off me as I felt his cock leave my body. He was still fully hard. His little balls now hanging as he smiled at me. "Have you had sex before?" I asked now very curious. Jake shook his head. " I haven't ever...but I like to...um....play with my...." "Cock?" I finished the sentence for him as he nodded. "How much..or often?" I propped myself on my elbows my legs still open as he stood at the bottom of the bed between my knees. "I would....I liked to...." He looked like wanted to tell me but didn't know how. "Its ok you can tell me anything." I pinched a nipple and smiled. "It was um...my friend that ...he likes to talk about sex and stuff but I think he doesn't really know much but he ...um....told me he would get naked at night and rub his .." I smiled. "Go on.:" I told him. "When you went to the gym and stuff....I would get naked and pretend others were looking at me and walk around the house naked. I ...well....Cory told some of the girls in my class that I would be naked at night. I hated him for doing that and denied it, but at recess one of the girls he told said she'd like to see me naked, then ran off." "Was she the first one that saw you?" I asked as I watched his hard cock bob up and down. "Well....I put note in her desk and told her she could if she gave me her number. A week later the note was back in my desk with a smiley face on it. When you were out I texted her and then...sent her some naked pictures of me." He looked at me. "Did she show anyone else?" I asked him. "No, she erased them as soon as she got them so her dad wouldn't see, but I liked that she liked them." "Did she tell you that?" I asked and he nodded. "Did she send anything in return?" He looked at me. "No...but she kinda...well, at school she showed me her..a. She had a skirt on but not panties and showed me." I could see his cock still hard jump a little as he thought of seeing her pussy. "Did you do anything else while I was away?" I smiled as I rubbed my pussy. "Um...I kinda went outside naked a few times?" He looked at me. "Jake!" I laughed. "You went streaking?" He looked at me. "What?" "You ran around outside naked?" Did anyone ever see you?" I chuckled a little at this. "No mom ...I just....it was ...I wanted to go outside naked to see how it was." He blushed a little. "And?" I asked. "It was okay." He smiled as he looked at me. I sat up. "Want to go outside now? And maybe do some more playing?" "Really mom?" He smiled as his cock jerked again. By this time I was so lost in lust and feeling like an animal in heat. I sat up and grabbed his cock stroking it then leaning in and sucking it my mouth as I held on to his ass. then let it slide slowly out of my mouth. "Come on." I took his hand as we walked through the house to the backdoor and out into the night. It was quiet and calm. The air was arm and heavy as I faced my son and kissed him feeling his hard cock with my hand. We kissed for a few minutes in the darkness. "Lay on the grass." I told him as I pushed him to the lawn as he got on the grass and looked up at me. I took his cock in my hand and lowered my soaking pussy on him as I straddled my son and started hunching my hips. I could feel him in me his cock warm in my pussy. He was moaning a little as he reached up and felt my breasts. I leaned forward so he could suck them again just like he did as a baby. HIs mouth was wet and warm, he sucked and at gently bit my nipples. My eyes closed as I rode my 12 year old son in the backyard of our home. I pushed up, my clit dragging across my sons hard cock as my hips gyrated moving faster and faster until my body shook with a huge orgasm. I was panted as Jake sucked on nipple and pulled and played with the other. My hips ground, my pubic mound pushed against his pubic bone as I kept cumming. I could feel Jake fucking me back as he tried to raise his hips as he moaned. "Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh mom!" He said softly but firm as his hips bucked up off the grass as he came in me. I could feel the warm watery cum spread in me with each shot. There wasn't much this time as he held my hips trying to get further in my pussy. "Wow mom." He chuckled a little as he panted. "I haven't ever felt like that before. Ever!" I held him after he got up. I wanted to touch his cock again but it was too sensitive and for the first time that night, not entirely hard. "Are you tired?" I asked as I looked at him not realizing how late it now was. "Yeah, I am." He said as we walked back inside. I kissed him and he went to brush his teeth and get ready for bed as I locked up the house. I was still glowing from how I was feeling. "Mom?" Jake came out to where I was. "Did you mean it when you said I could stay naked?" I looked at him. "I think its okay if you want to." "Thanks mom." He came up and hugged me then looked me in the eye. "That was the best night ever mom." "It was wasn't it?" I smiled back at him. I leaned down a little and kissed him on the lips. then he turned and went to his room. I stayed nude too as I turned off all the lights in the house. I went to my room and left the door open as I lay back in my bed and looked up at the dark ceiling. I smiled as I thought about what I had done. I thought I would feel guilty after all I did do a few not so legal things tonight. I closed my eyes and pictured my naked son again, his perfect bald cock and balls, his tight lean body. I smiled and thought I would have to look into going someplace together on a vacation. I would have to look into that later. I wanted to be free and naked with my son. I wanted him in me again. I wanted to teach him all about pleasing a woman. I smiled as I gave my pussy a rub feeling the wetness as I drifted off to sleep. I had changed. I had changed a lot. To be continued.