Date: Thu, 2 Apr 2020 16:21:13 -0600 From: T Kasper Subject: I changed as a single mother part 2 I changed as a single mother part 2 June 2012 The sun beamed through the windows as I sat down with my coffee. I was thinking about what had happened and how guilty I was feeling. I could still picture my son's nude body as I closed my eyes. I silently read a magazine as I sipped my coffee, wondering what today would bring. It was still early; early enough that I knew Jake would still be sleeping. I knew on summer days he could sleep all day if I let him. Still, I was nervous and not sure how this would all go once he was awake. I could justify what I had done, but deep down I knew what we did wasn't right. I looked down at the magazine and didn't even remember what I was reading. I adjusted my robe and tightened the belt as I continued to read. "Mom?" I looked up and saw Jake standing there totally nude, his hair messed up and his eyes not quite open. His cock was fully erect and moving with his heartbeat as he stood there. I could feel the blood drain from my head as I looked at him. I wasn't sure what to do. "Mom?" He rubbed his eyes and smiled at me. "Do we have any orange juice left?" "I think there is some." My voice was weak as I just stared at my nude son and he walked past me on his way to the refrigerator. My eyes followed his tight ass as he moved. I just watched as my boy's man-sized cock lead the way. I watched as he got a glass then poured some juice and came back over to the table. "Morning mom." He smiled and yawned then took a drink of juice. I had no idea that he would walk around naked. I had no idea what kind of effect it would have on me. I was wondering what kind of feelings he was having. My mind was mixed up. I had no idea what to do, but we needed to talk. "Jake?" I asked him as he looked at me. "I think we need to talk...about what happened last night." "K mom." She looked at me a little concerned. "Are you ...alright?" I asked after a long pause. He nodded. "I mean...what we did and..." I had to think of something as this wasn't going well in my mind. I had a twelve-year-old naked boy sitting across from me and I was sure this is something that really didn't happen to very mean people. "About last night. It's something that we can't tell... I think it would be better if we kept it a secret okay?" I looked at him. "What do you mean mom?' He smiled at me. "Well..." I paused a moment, "Most families don't do what we did. Do you understand?" "Oh, that, yeah I understand." He smiled. "I don't think my friends go naked with their moms." He gave me a quick smile. "Well, I am sure they don't. But I don't want you to tell anyone about it okay? It will just be our secret." "K." he took another drink and drained the glass. "Did you...mind what we did?" I asked him "I liked it. It was fun." He smiled at me as he got up. His cock still very hard. "You don't mind being naked around me?" I asked as I watched him. "Do you want me to put something on?" This caught me off guard a little as I didn't know what to say. "Do you want to?" He looked at me and shook his head. "I like being...like this. It just feels better." He smiled as he got some milk and put a pop tart in the toaster. "You are going to have more than that for breakfast, aren't you?" I was still his mom and that just came out of left field. "Yeah, I'm gonna have some cereal too." I watched him move around. "Can you come and sit down so we can talk?" He looked at me. "I thought we were." He said as he came over and sat back down. "Okay." I took a big breath. "We need to add some rules. Okay?" He nodded and looked at me. "What we did last night isn't bad." I lied. "But others wouldn't understand . I mean some families are closer than others. I mean some families hug each other and some others don't. He just looked at me as I cleared my throat. "First, we can't tell anyone about us being naked together and..." "Second...if anything we do makes you feel like you don't want to do something, then you don't have to. If we know there are people coming over, like friends or my sister or someone then we have to be dressed." This was going okay so far. I looked at him as he nodded. "Can I sleep naked?" he asked. "I mean if it's just us here?" "Yes, but you don't have to sleep naked if you don't want, but you have to..."I stopped as I didn't know where this was going. "It would be best if you didn't get naked until later at night like just before you go to bed." That sounded good. "Okay mom " He said . "Are we done? I could see him blush. "Not yet. I need to ask you about the other ... You know the touching and what we did. I..I...didn't mean for it to go that..." "It's okay mom. I liked what we did." His voice trailed off. "I liked how we...un...it felt good. Like we were close." I could tell he was nervous. "I know. I have never felt anything like that before. I want you to know that I love you and that I would never hurt you and that you are my special boy and..." "I know mom." He giggled and rolled his eyes a little. "Just don't tell anyone okay?" "Can we do it again?" I could see the hope in his eyes. "We will see." I smiled. It felt like my thoughts just lifted and he was fine over what had happened. I felt more relaxed. "So, do I have to get dressed now?" He looked at me. "I guess so...unless you want to go out like that today." I laughed. "MOM!" He laughed too. "You mean I can?" "No silly." I smiled at him as he got up, his cock still fully erect as I watched him walk over to get the pop tart that was just sitting in the toaster. My thoughts at that point had turned nasty. His cock was so perfect. I had no idea about how they worked as those things are a mystery to me. I did know that in the morning that were always hard, and it had nothing to do with sex. I also knew boys at his age are supposed to get them and they don't talk about it. I jumped as my phone went off and grabbed it. It was my sister; she was waiting for me at the pancake house near her home and I had forgotten all about it. I quickly told Jake I had to run and was late. I hurry and got dressed and left as I took one more look at my nude son. When I got home from chatting with my sister for a few hours, I went over to the computer to look up "naked families" online. I read something about naked parents and kids, then looked for a chat room. I found a site called "True Nudists." I thought "what the heck" and joined up. I sent in a selfie of me dressed and undressed then had to wait until I was accepted. June 2012 The next few days were a little more hectic. Jake did sleep naked and I got to ogle him often, but I was more careful. I did get naked a few times when he was at his friends and of course, kept going to the gym daily and doing the other daily things that just seemed to happen. I did keep the pictures that Jake sent to me by mistake and would look at them often. Did we do more? It seemed that life got in the way. I did Jake naked while he was naked, which I loved, but also really didn't let him see me naked. I did catch him a few times jacking off in his room and I left him to that. I wasn't sure what was wrong with me or if I was just confused about everything. I did want to tell someone that my I liked looking at my son nude but , couldn't think of who to tell. I think my closest friends now were the girls I went to the gym with, after all they started the fun and games while I was attending the gym with them, naked night etc. I still like that even though I was legally covered, yet I wondered if there was a place, I could work out naked or go to a naked gym. I laughed that off. I did want to tell Gina and Shari all about what was happening but thought better of it. One morning Jake was up earlier than I was. He told me he was going a bike ride with his friends. He was dressed, I was in my robe as he took off on his bike. He said he would be home later. That gave me a while to myself. I went to my bedroom and got naked. I got on my bed, grabbed my phone and opened the naked shots of Jake. I looked at his picture as I started to rub my pussy. I was lost in remembering what we had done and wondered why I was denying the feelings I had for my son even though I knew they were not normal. I rubbed until I came and came hard. Actually, I had a few in a row, which was a first for me. I laid there just thinking for a while before I got up naked and started my day. It really wasn't bad, to be honest and I did feel a sense of freedom. I cleaned up naked did some laundry and even called my sister all naked. I felt so naughty but, also free. Before I knew it, it as afternoon. I made a little salad then thought about my online status at True Nudist. It was about 3 in the afternoon when I got on and looked around seeing what there was there and reading some of the profiles of others. I filled mine out but did not put on too much information. I then entered the chatroom. My nickname there was "new2it." I waited, and in a few moments the instant messages started to come in . Some. I didn't want to answer and others I did. It was a different experience, most wanting to know if I dated or I thought they were good looking. Honestly, most were not. I didn't tell them that as I didn't want to be rude. I was getting bored here, I didn't want to talk about anything I wanted so information, I could have also been a little miffed by some of the questions I got. I looked over at the list of people in the chat room and thought maybe I could choose someone I could talk to. One name stuck out: tancple. I thought why not give this a try. I sent them an IM and waited. I waited for about three minutes and was going to shut down the computer when I got a reply. Tancple: hi Me : hi Tancple: how are you today. I see you are new here Me: that I am. Tancple: well, welcome. I'm tom Me: hi I'm Brooke Tancple: nice to meet you. What's up? Me; would you mind if I asked you some questions? Tancple: go ahead. I can try to answer anything LOL Me: thanks. Have you been a nudist long? Tancple: off and on for about 20 years I would guess maybe more. Me: what do you like about it? Tancple: it's hard to explain I just like to do things with nothing on. Me: where do you go naked? Tancple: home at times and some friends' places that are nudists and resorts. What about you? Me: I have only gone at home and not that much. Tancple: are you naked now? Me: I am. Tancple: see it's a start. Me: so, you go at home? And resorts? Tancple: I am naked now and yes resorts and friends' houses Me: what are the resorts like? Tancple: they all vary but are kind of the same too. I mean some are pricier that others Me: are there many that go there? Tancple: I think that depends on the time of year and where it is Me: who do you go with? Tancple: well my wife and I go. I have gone to some alone, but I prefer to with my wife. Me: may I ask how old you are? Tancple: LOL I'm 50 my wife is 48 Me: does she like the resorts? Tancple: she loves them. Loves to be in the sun and doing nothing all day Me: I'd like that too, I think. Tancple: well it fun and you get to see others too LOL Me: so, people stare? Tancple: some do I suppose. I mean most look but make it not obvious. Me: who goes to resorts? Tancple: that depends on the resorts. Mostly older people to be honest older couples, older than I am LOL Me: got it. What about families. Tancple: sure, some are there. ,most are family-oriented resorts and cater to families. Do you want your family to go? Me: I'm just trying to get answers about things Tancple: did you try the aanr website? Me: yes, I read it, but I wasn't sure if it is all true. Tancple: there is nothing to be worried about. It's just people doing things that regular people do but naked lol Me: like what? Tancple: swim , hike, bike ride, volleyball, tennis, running working out, tanning, eating whatever Me: working out? They have a gym. Tancple: some do yes. Why do you want to know that? Me: I am just trying to understand thigs is all Tancple: LOL that's fine. My wife and I run while there and mainly relax. We get very tan and just enjoy ourselves. Me: do you meet others? Tancple: we have met people from all over the world. Some even keep in contact it's just fun talking to others and finding out what they do? Me: okay that makes sense. You said families are ok? Tancple: very much so. They have things for kids to do. Me: what ages have you seen there? At resorts I mean Tancple: from babies on up. Most people are retired and have nothing else to do LOL but there are families and people on honeymoons and some loners at times too. It's just a relaxed atmosphere. Why do you keep asking me about families, are you a nudist family? Me: well I kind of think so Tancple: who is in your family? Me: it's just me and my son, I'm divorced. Tancple: oh, sorry to hear you are divorced. Is it ok? Me: Yes, its fine and we are okay Tancple: how old is your son? Me: 12 Tancple: he likes to be naked? Me: so far Tancple: does mom like to see him naked LOL Me: I do is that bad? Tancple: no not at all. I like seeing kids naked too so Me; do you have kids? Tancple: two but they aren't nudists and don't know we are or would even care Me: that's sad. Tancple: no its ok really Me: do you have a good place you like to go? Tancple: I like some more than others. What are you looking for? Me: do you have a favorite? Tancple: I think my favorite is Club Orient on St Martin. It has ab awesome beach and great places to stay in and is clean . they have tennis courts and a gym plus water sports you can do, and the food is good there LOL Me: is it crowded? Tancple: at times . I would say it's about 70 % full most of the time and the people we have met there have been great. Me: ok sounds good. Tancple: it is easy to make reservations there they have a great website. You should look it up Me: so, my son would like it? Is it ok for him? Tancple: I bet he'd love it Me: if he gets erections is that ok Tancple: LOL he's 12, right? There are rules. However, at resorts men have to control them or hide them. So, we don't scare the wildlife LOL but a boy that age is fine to get them I have seen many boys running around erect and they don't last forever right? Me: his might Tancple: LOL believe me in the hot sun takes a lot of energy out of you Me: so men get erections there? Tancple: guilty as charged. They tell you in the rules to cover it with a towel or role over until it goes away. But you will see them if you are looking. At times it's hard to control it (no pun there) Me: LOL thanks and we can stay naked the whole time? Tancple: you don't have to, but you can yes. Some will dress partially for dinner and others don't, it's up to you. Outside the restaurant you have to be naked, however. Me: so, there are lots of rules? Tancple: a few not many. Most are for safety and politeness Me: wow thanks that answers a lot Tancple: well I am glad you think so. I have stupid question. Me: ok shoot Tancple: I like to see who I am talking to if that's ok. Do you want to open the webcam? Its private just us no one else would be able to see. You don't have too, plus we could talk instead of type LOL Me: how do I Tancple: just click the accept button and I think it will work. You do have a webcam, right? Me: yes, and I works as far as I know LOL Tancple: let me try this. A few seconds later a blue invite appeared, and I clicked on it after I put my robe back on. I was surprised to see a nice-looking man with a thing beard and a baseball cap on. I could see only to his chest. Tancple: " Hi can you see me?" "Hi again. I can see you." Tancple: "You are very pretty " "Thank you. You don't look too bad yourself." Tancple: "I was hoping you would be naked." "I just have a robe on. Are you nude?" Tancple: "I am." I watched as he stood up, his cock semi hard, then he sat back down again. Tancple: "Sorry about that. I shouldn't be ..." "It's okay. I don't mind. You have a nice tan too." Tancple: "Thanks for noticing." "So, you really think my son and I going to a resort would be good for us?" Tancple: "I think it would be the best thing for you. Maybe meet others enjoy the sun. However, it does get a little windy in the afternoon. But nights are nice there and warm and the days before the wind blows is paradise." "I think we might just try that." Tancple: "Would you mind if I asked to see the rest of you?" "You mean, me naked?" I laughed. Tancple: " I know it sounds bad and rude but, it's not often I get to see a real beautiful woman." "I bet you say that to every woman you see." I laughed again as he looked at me. Tancple: "Well, I guess you are right now that I think about it." I thought for moment. I was a little nervous and a little excited, after all if I was really going to a resort, I guess I had better find out what it's like. "Okay" I stood up as I watched his face and took off my rob. I stood there as he stared at me. Tancple: "Wow you are perfect. He smiled as he said that, and I could see him move a little guessing he was playing with himself." "Do I look okay naked?" Tancple: "You look perfect to me." "So...did I make you erect?" I laughed a little. Tancple: "Well you did this." He stood up his cock now rock hard. "I didn't mean for that to happen. I laughed as he did too. Tancple: "Don't worry ,a t resorts men hide them but I'm not at a resort." I sat down and smiled at the man as he sat back down too. We talked a little and he told me how he and his wife became nudists. I asked where she was, and he told me she was out with friends but would be home soon. I almost felt like a little schoolgirl as he flirted with me. He then got up to get a drink. For a 50-year-old guy he was in pretty good shape I mused. Tancple: "So how are you feeling now? I mean you let me see you and now..." "I feel good I guess, calm. I didn't think having others see me would be like this. I thought I would be more nervous." Tancple: "I can understand. I know some people are just just..." I saw his eyes move. "Oh my...gaw..." "What? I smiled . "Mom? What ya doin'? I turned to see Jake totally nude and fully erect as he walked into the room. I hadn't even heard him come in and I had no idea how long he had been home and now here he was as my new friend looked at my naked son. Tancple: "Now who is that?" "I'm Jake." My son said as he got closer to me and stopped by my side, his cock fully erect and moving with each heartbeat. Tancple: "How old is he again?" "I'm twelve." He said. "Oh, I didn't mean....were you asking my mom?" "It's okay Jake." I blushed a little as I watched the man look at him and his smile at me as I looked over at my son's hard cock Tancple: "I'm Tom. I'm a nudist too. Your mom and I were just talking." "Cool. So, mom are we gonna eat or...?" Tancple: "Oh...do you have to go I was hoping to talk more." "Okay sure." Jake said as he put his hand on my shoulder. "About what?" Tancple: "Your mom was asking me about nude resorts that I liked. I think she wants to go to one." "Really mom?" He smiled and looked at me. I could feel my nipples go hard as he moved and brushed his cock on my arm." "Would you want to go? I mean you would be naked with others not just me and others would see you." "It sounds kinda fun, I `d like that. When are we going?" Tancple: "I know I would look." He laughed a little at that. "You look really...I mean you have a nice body Jake. And a very nice cock." "Oh um...thanks." Jake moved again once more I felt his hot cock brush my arm. Tancple: "Your mom looks good naked, too doesn't she?" "Yeah, my mom is kinds pretty." Tancple: "Jake, she is gorgeous." "Oh, stop it you two." I laughed along with Tom. Tancple: "I can't stop thinking about...well....I don't mean to be rube but have you two ever played? I mean with each other?" I blush and I think Jake did too, which is all he needed to know. Tancple: "It's okay I don't judge what people do. I just think that it is amazing if you do. I wish I could...." There was a pause for a while before I asked Tom. "Could what?" Tancple: "Well..." now he blushed, "I'd love to see some family play." He voice sounded a little sheepish as he asked. My pussy was wet and I was feeling horny and I knew the guy had no idea who we really were and I would probably never see him again and I know I would never meet him, so I smile and reached up with my right hand and grabbed Jake's cock and start to caress it. Tancple: "Fuck that's so hot." I smiled now as Jake stood still and stiff. "So, this doesn't happen at the resorts? Tancple: "A....oh....I am not sure. I mean I have heard of some family play and I know some of the grownups will have meet ups and sex but...." I just smiled as he stared at us. "This isn't offending you?" Tancple: He cleared his throat, "Not at all. In fact, I am so turned on right now." He stood up so we both could see his hard cock as he rubbed it watching us. "Would you want to see us do something?" Tancple: "You really mean that?" "We will if you want." I smiled knowing that Tom was very turned on and I knew Jake was too. Tancple: "Suck him for me." Jake turned so I could suck his cock. I felt Jake put his hand on my head as I moved my mouth back and forth on his cock. Tancple: "Shit his has a big cock for his age. Feel his balls for me. How does it feel Jake?" "It feels soo good." I feel Jake tense up, so I stopped and turned and smiled at Tom as Jake reached down and rubbed my boob. Tancple: "Does he do oral on you too Brooke?" "Mmmmm you want to see that?" Tancple: " Yes. Please." I looked around the room. "Jake go grab the ottoman and pull it over here." I stood up and moved the chair as I heard Tom moan seeing my full body now along with Jakes. "Bring it over here in front of the desk." Jake pushed it over and I turned it so the narrow side was toward the screen and camera. "Okay Jake, get on the ottoman and lay down." Jake smiled as he laid back his cock sticking up then falling on his stomach, I looked to see what was on screen. Jakes's balls and cock were in the bottom middle, his legs open as his balls hung. I moved over his face and lowered my pussy facing the screen. Tancple: "Fuck is he really going to..." I moved lower as Jake started to lick my pussy. I closed my eyes it felt so good as my son worked on my lips and clit. I couldn't believe I was doing this but as I did it turned me on more and more. I opened my eyes and held Jake's cock as he clumsily licked my pussy. Tancple: "Have you two ever fucked?" Tom's voice was low and paced as he said that. "Have you ever seen incest for real?" Tancple: "Never but I have always wondered how it would be" He was panting. I moved off Jakes mouth and held his cock up as I opened my legs and lowered my body on his hard member. I think I moaned as I felt it slide in me. It went in my wet hot pussy. I could feel it slide up in me until I was sitting on my son's hips. I start to gyrate and move so Tom could see my sons cock deep in me as I fucked him. I know I moaned as I rested my hand on his thighs then felt Jakes hands play with hard nipples. Tancple: "I haven't been this turned on since my honeymoon." Tom panted. "He so young and your so....how does it feel doing it with him. I panted a little as I bounced up and down on my son. "It is so much different than with a man." I was now panting too. "It's just makes me feel so much closer to my son and it's like we meld together." "Mom!" I felt Jake's hip push up into me as his body tensed as he came in me. Tom's cock was now on screen as he jacked his load all over his hand and keyboard. I could feel my pussy start to convulse as the feeling built in me as I came too. It wasn't the best climax I had ever had but it was still nice. I could feel Jake stop pushing into me and relax. "Wow mom. That was great." He was panting a little Tancple: "Damn that was so hot. Do you do that often?" "I think we will do it more now " I laughed as I stood up Jake's cock still hard. "Really mom? We can?" Jake sat up and looked at me. Tancple: "That was the wildest thing I have ever seen." "I am not sure you should have seen that." A wave of guilt hit me as I was still in the afterglow of sex. "Mom?" I looked over as Jake stood up and looked at his cock. It was shiny and wet as it still stuck up in the air. "So, they have resorts where people can go naked?" "They do." Tancple: "I was telling your mom about them and how nice they are. You can do anything there you want naked." "Anything?" Jake seemed to have perked up a little. Tancple: "Well, almost anything. You can swim, ride bikes, walk around tan and have fun while naked." "And there are others there?" Jake asked as he walked closer to the screen as I sat down in the chair. Tancple: "My wife and I have been to a few and we really liked it." "Is your wife pretty?" Jake smiled at him. "Jake!" I could see Tom smile. Tancple: "I think she is." He laughed. "I know she'd love to see that hard cock of yours?" "Why?" Jake smiled as he asked. Tancple: "Well, first, she likes looking at underage boys and you have a big cock for your age." Jake wiggled making his cock move for Tom. I couldn't help myself and took Jakes cock by the base and held him still as I started to suck on his cock. I could taste his cum and mine on hi hard cock as I slowed sucked him in and out of my mouth. Tancple: "Shit you two are so hot. Is he going to cum again?" I nodded as I continued to suck my son. I closed my eyes as I felt Jake's hands on my head as he started to fuck my face. Tancple: "Stick your finger in his ass. That will make him cum sooner." I wasn't sure but I was thinking Tom may have wanted to be where I was at this point. "Nnnnnnnnnnnn Mom its....." Jake's hips pushed forward as I felt the first spurt of his cum in my mouth. It was followed with five more as I held his cum in my mouth. Tancple: "Did you swallow it?" I turned and opened my mouth and showed him Jakes cum on my tongue. Tancple: "Kiss him...snowball for me." I pulled Jakes face down to mine and puled him to my lips. We kissed as I held his head and opened my mouth pushing some of his cum in his mouth. Tancple: "Shit, I'm hard again." Jake and I kissed for about three minutes before I stopped and looked in the camera opening my mouth so Tom could see the cum was all gone now. Tancple: "Now I want to go to the resort with you!" He laughed and showed us his hard cock. "He's still hard?" I looked at Jake and he still was hard but not fully hard. He was smiling at me. "Mom, can we eat now?" He gave me a half smile. I forgot about the time. It was past 6 and I am sure Jake was starving even though he was probably still a little horny. "I need to go but thanks. I will sign up. What was the place called again you liked? Tancple: "Club Orient. Here, I'll send you a link for it." "Thanks, this chat has really helped." I smiled at him. Tancple: "Thank you! This has been very enlightening for me." He chuckled. "I will happy to chat or help you out anytime. And really just because we are nudists doesn't mean we are perverts. Well, at least all of us." He laughed. "I will look for you again. Maybe even talk to your wife?" Tancple: "She isn't much for talking but.... Would you mind doing something for me? It would help so she will talk to you." "Sure, what is it?" Tancple: "Would you mind if I took a screen shot of you and Jake?" "Why not." I smiled as Jake stood next to me, his cock ¾ hard. Tancple: "Jake. Put your arm around your mom's waist and turn a little sideways so I can see your cock better." Jake did as asked and there was a click on the screen followed by two more. Tancple: "Thanks again. Good luck with the resort and I will let you go. I actually had someplace I had to be about 45 minutes ago, but damn, I wouldn't have missed this." The screen went dark and he was off. Jake stood behind me as I went on the site for Club Orient and booked a room for one week for the first part of July. Jake seemed happy too as he looked at the resort pictures, but I could also hear his stomach growl. I also ordered out air fair before I turned off the computer. Jake seemed to like this new part of our life. We ate naked that night and even did a little more playing around. That night before I feel asleep, I lay nude in my bed feeling comforted about how I had changed with my son. The pangs of guilt were gone, and I couldn't wait for tomorrow. To be continued.