Date: Tue, 9 Jan 2024 00:38:52 -0500 From: Jacob Schwann Subject: Pen&Cob #5 Bisexual Incest Pen&Cob#5 Bisexuual Incest + + P&C #5 PEN&COB Welcome! This revision of earlier Nifty bisexual incest et al. submissions is in the manner of Victorian erotica, being soft and slow as well as hard and fast. Herein are recounted the amorous misadventures of young Cobby, his sister Penny, and their family and friends. All communications read; and in the main answered: cobschwann@gmail.com Support Nifty! + + + + + Letter #5; Penny's Woolly-Memories: Uncle Doctor & Daddy Epistler: Penelope Cygnet Schwann Date: Events Occurring in Early 1930's Place: Parsonage, beyond Shallow Lake Letter #5; Chapter I - Uncle Doctor Do you remember, dearest Uncle Doctor...., ...my fantasied night so long ago when I was nearly ten? The envisioned day, the needed night -- I imagined sliding, slithering tightly together with bare-bottomed brother Cobby upon warm, mossy shore high above living-loving stream - sun aglow & setting - clouds awhirl & darkening -- our smooth sibling-slick skin slipping along one another's upon the river bank yet then we fell -- crying out! -- clinging together! - my hands hungering at his lengthening limbs and legs, his amorous arms along my back and bottom, clasping, clutching tight together as we fell, fell, fell far down ever toward the deep swirling-whirling inner recesses of the waters beneath the falls & I cried out, "AAH...!" So! You can imagine Daddy running in panic. There I was in the parlor on the parquet-floor by the great red overstuffed sofa, having fallen off during my late afternoon nap-dream and I was rattled and red-faced. I told him I hurt, I did, I hurt my tummy & Daddy sent for you, Uncle Doctor. He hurried to the neighbors to call on their telephone, the only one in the area, for I yowled with a touch of lower belly ache -- OUCH! - & perhaps I was even hot & Daddy worried that I'd have to go to hospital to get my `Bendix' out, whatever that was, & you came to see me at our haunted Victorian manse, The Parsonage, near Shallow Lake, so very, very late that night. I got up & looked out the window to see your long, fairytale Peerless-8 motor-car -- silver with the black running boards - drive up, but it was too dark & Daddy made me get back on the big red sofa in the hot parlor & under the scratchy Afghan to wait for you & wait for you & wait for you. I didn't like waiting. Then I heard the back kitchen door open & shut. Daddy was talking there with you & you both were laughing. Mom was away again with some high school boys as I think Daddy told you, & Cobby was upstairs sound asleep in the old Nursery. And then there was that other giggly voice - her voice: Cousin Suzie's voice! Your little daughter, Uncle Doctor, four years older than me; my pretty and naughty `It Girl' Cousin Suzie from your second marriage - that one to the twin sister of your first wife, she the mother of Cousin Steven - Suzie and Steven being half-sister & brother. Suzie! The parlor was dark, while the light from the kitchen cast shadowy outlines in the doorway in-between & I was scared but so excited because everybody knew about the doctor - 'Uncle Doctor' - & now you were at my house! You looked old to my eyes, tall & bone-thin & kindly & strong, your grey hair the shape of a lion's mane, & with your black doctor's bag & wide-brimmed brown fedora & dark green tweed jacket & grey-tinted eye glasses - everybody knew about your grey-tinted glasses & your big silver Peerless automobile - & your cigar, whose lit end you constantly waved about under your chin, & how you smelled of antiseptic carbolic acid. Daddy and young Cousin Suzie giggled and hugged in the kitchen while you came to look in on me in the parlor & I don't know if I was really sick, but I wanted attention & you gave it. You adjusted the little kerosine night-light lantern & looked me over & you made me swallow some of that bitter brown stuff - `Brown's Opium Tincture' you said - mixed with teaspoons of Old Aunt Else's medicinal mushroom-elixir from the small Newfoundland soapstone jug. It was awful! It made me sleepy. That was, you said, so you could perform your doctoring correctly & examine me in the proper way. I did get drowsy, while you & Daddy worked at fixing the big old `Grandfather Josiah wall-clock' to make it tick & tock again - everybody knew about how our Uncle Doctor did `clock surgery'. The warmth & gloom of the parlor was heightened by the dim flickering light of the red lamp & the bit of glow coming in through the crack of the barely-open door from the kitchen. I dozed & was dizzy & woozy. Then that true pixie - the `Absinthe-Green Fairy' herself, my Cousin Suzie - slipped in and petted me, calling me her `dollie'. She had me hug her worn-fabric rag doll, the lovey old worn one with red-yarn hair, painted eyes and a triangle nose. Suzie lifted my nighty to pet me and stroke my legs and belly and cheeks and I did feel better when she kissed me. We had played this game before..., ...and I liked it. + + + + + Letter #5; Chapter II In the dark..., ...the sounds of the distant footsteps I had barely heard before now began to shiver the walls & make them waver & shake - was it all real, or was it a dreamy wish? I caught the reverberations of the echoing laughter in the kitchen & I'm sure I did not get up, movement being beyond me at that point, so I wasn't moving except that the rag doll and I were swimming, or carried by waves, rolling or waving, up, down, side to side - quite wonderful - & I giggled & I was floating, floating, floating in the air. The Afghan blanket showed circles & squares I had not seen before, brilliant blues & yellows, even with little light in the room, yet there was light & the outline of the sofa sparkled & danced when I moved my head & I was drifting off the fuzzy scarlet cushions & out over the enflamed Persian rug with the endlessly changing symmetrical patterns, leaves & stalks & opening blossoms & waving grasses. Cousin Suzie and I flowed to the crack of the door to the kitchen & the light beyond shifted this way & that, so we peeked in at you, Uncle Doctor, where you & Daddy were shining & whispering by the kitchen table & shimmering in the shadows. The light sparkled & glistened as you and Daddy shifted & glimmered & laughed & took long swallows out of the small iridescent jug, which held more of Old Aunt Else's honey-mushroom concoction. Daddy loosened & tossed aside his blue denim work shirt which billowed out like a cloud to settle as a sail might in a slow blue flicker to the floor, then Daddy was in just his workpants & sleeveless undershirt. So strong. For Daddy was not very old, maybe twenty-four or so, since he had been very, very young when I was born, yet he was so much fun, a big overgrown boy, always doing his `daily dozen' knee-bends & muscle exercises & all to keep from being a `fatty-wobbler', he said. Suzie & I watched him hug you, Uncle Doctor. He hugged you for a long time, do you remember? You two were glowing in the waving light, like dancing, & were you kissing? Then you were patting him, Uncle Doctor, on his beautiful flexing muscular arms, both of you swaying like seaweed at the bottom of the ocean & your hands were somehow at his string undershirt & you both were close & cuddling & his hands were inside your dark green tweed jacket while the two of you stood wrestling easy, writhing & wriggling so very slow, dancing close, so close that you were one. The jug lifted twinkling in the air & you both took mouthfuls & nuzzled & kissed more. You were kissing. I supposed that was strange, but things were foggy as I hovered there, floating, but I knew not to float into the other room & I lingered with Suzie by the crack of the door. You stood in the kitchen with your back to us in the parlor, Uncle Doctor. Daddy settled on his knees before you, praying I supposed; he'd lost his undershirt & his bare chest and arms were fit and strong, he was handsome & good-looking, so vital & you stood close before him, rippling as though seen through an ancient crown-glass window, when you took that broad stance which blocked Daddy from my sight; you looking down at him, patting his head or his face in front of you, I imagined. Your intake of breath as you gasped, Uncle Doctor, sounding surprised & happy while your hands reached to stroke Daddy's golden curly hair & down his neck & back as he knelt as though in intercessory prayer, face-front before you on his knees, nodding his head right & left at your front, bobbing against your front, buried in your front, deep & nodding, nodding - ...nodding in prayer of adoration I knew it must be. It was hard to keep my eyes open. After forever you gasped aloud and stumbled, or shivered & pulled Daddy up to stand with you in a sparkling starry surge when you two grasped each other & your faces were together so you might've shared 'A Kiss!', a long sucking-smacking celestial kiss -- I heard it - *SMACK* - ...as you two hugged hard. + + + + + Letter #5: Chapter III Somehow the fluttering air..., ...or Cousin Suzie lifted me & swam me back to settle on the now deep maroon sofa as I heard footsteps from the kitchen & a door swinging with sounds ricocheting all around the waving parlor walls with a reverberating drip--drip--drip of dripping water from the kitchen sink so far away & my Uncle Doctor's slow soft footfalls shaking the walls. A minute or a year later, Uncle Doctor, you might've slipped into the hot parlor to look in on me. Was that Cousin Suzie standing before me with a stethoscope & wearing the wavy green tweed coat? Was that you Uncle Doctor lying on the couch, rising & wafting about -- waiting, waiting, waiting -- or was that me? "Sweet niece, Penelope," someone whispered in a warbling way, "I need to check you thoroughly now." I'd have been dreamy from the nasty brown tincture & mushroom medicine & I could not come fully awake, so it was all I could do to just lie there, arms & legs flopped wide-open on the cushions staring up at you in a twinkling medicine dream. You might've taken off your green tweed jacket & had rolled your shirtsleeves up, & I could see the course graying hair fluttering on your brawny forearms just like ferns waving in the garden, the muscles bunching & loosening as you moved. You smiled & your cool hand ran ever so soft over my forehead & cheek & neck & my chest & tickled my tummy, then your large, strong palms were on my knees, easing them aside & down -- so gentle, while your friendly fingers brushed upon me to uncover me completely & I didn't have my nighty & my panties were gone. The rush of air over my bare skin felt hot from the fireplace & cold from the night & might have lifted me up floating & far, far & away. "There, there, Cherry Blossom," you murmured in a kind & gravelly voice; "I have uncovered you, & shall press your hips apart." To check me below, was it you or Cousin Suzie who drew that warm, examining hand along my inner thigh to emit those sparks? Were my legs spread farther, farther, while I lay there, lifting & hovering, panting & sighing? "At first nothing can be seen...," you recited, or was that Suzie reading later? "...But fresh smooth flesh molded like a budding flower hiding the entrance to her well of pleasure." Were those your silky-soft finical-fingers finding their way between my thighs & kitty-pen lips? So, something stirring deep in my body with strangeness & I jumped - soaring sky-upward with legs parting to the sides & hips jolting with such strange sensations, pleasing sensations, so I gripped tight with lifting & soaring & wheeling away high in the sky where my center rose to meet Fingers, ...Great, Long, Strong, Phalanx-Feelers, Shimmering Fiddling Flirting Fingers, ahh...! Clenching down below at my thighs to keep them with me & so those were MY fingers now & I took them within & gasped for breath, like from running or wrestling with brother Cobby or dashing Daddy or sliding upon the ash-wood clothes pole. Then..., subsiding, diminishing & all as wide open as mythical Daughter Danaƫ arrayed in spawn from Father Zeus beneath splendacious sun as a suffusing, seeding, siring shower sought and secured such Persean-issue once again. Then dear older Cousin Suzie whispered in my ears, or was that years later, "Ah, your two lovely lips have opened by themselves at the touch of my fingers. As if to afford me entrance." Was it you, Uncle Doctor, who looked in my eyes oh so gentle & did I look up at you? Your grey-glinting eyes calling forth my soul & I wanted you; I wanted you then, or was it when I was older and imagining? I tried to speak, but the mushroom-elixir poppy-juice only let me sigh while your smile grew so I felt fingers palpate in me - loving, teasing the special spot inside - a falling, plunging shuddering, my knees buckling; I could not see & I wanted to gasp or weep or laugh, but I could not.... ...I went limp. + + + + + Letter #5: Chapter IV In my haze..., ...even then I heard my own voice or Suzie's voice sighing, singing, speaking, reading many years later from an old smutty book: ..."I feed my eyes upon your flesh, so like the luscious pulp of some savory fruit, appetizing to behold. Within those cherry lips nestles your tiny bud -- that living flower of flesh and blood shivers & protrudes itself toward me. There! Ah, Penelope, you help me in my work, shaking your buttocks in so sweet a way as your little flower expands its petals and sheds forth ambrosial dew. Two fingers now, around and down and up, then carry some to my lips for a taste. Ahh..., so rich, so sweet, so savory are you." As though I was on our backyard rope-swing then; our rope-swing swinging from the great tall chestnut tree behind the Parsonage; my own laughing big-brother Cobby's playful hands pressing upon my back, pulling-pushing me, high, higher, up in the air & down, up, up in the air so high, & down & up to the sky, the blue into the sun with his hands at my back & belly & below & within, so far within & the grass so green and our splashing bath-time all bare in the tub & the squeal & the sliding, sliding, sliding on the smooth ash-wood clothes pole. [Letter #6 ] The full searing flare-up inside my body, rising all through me, swinging high, splashing, sliding; I gasped to call out Cobby's and Suzie's and Daddy's and Uncle Doctor's names - writhing, clinging, sailing,, soaring.... Did my hips thrust fretfully, Uncle Doctor, your fingers teasing within my pen & finding my wet little nubbin, my `Imp'? How I wished to hear your rumbling voice -- or Daddy's, or Suzie's - reverberantly saying my name: ..."Penelope, Penelope, ah sweet Penelope my Cherry Blossom. Do not shy away from the venereous sensations to be brought forth. Take pride in them. Here, here is where you may find joy by hand, tongue, toe or plaything of any kindred soul - you may pleasure yourself to your heart's content all your life long. By doing this nightly you shall sleep as the Angels in Heaven do when so suffused by their Lord and Father.... Enjoy." I might've lifted & floated & echoed from the ceiling & floor & walls & cellar & the sky-parlor & I was happy, & at ease, & it was sparkling & funny & I laughed & laughed & laughed. Sometime after the examination, did you, Uncle Doctor, take your hand away to hold it sniffing to your nose & licking to your lips before adjusting your trousers? I know you patted me on the head, & pulled my nightie down since all I could do was lie there by Cousin Suzie and gasp and giggle, giggle..., naughty joke, naughty joke, naughty joke.... "Penelope," you rumbled, "You must learn to bridle your emotions while a sparking clinical examination is taking place. I'm sure you may manage from here." Then smiles were given to me & I was told that I was a very good girl & all better & to go to sleep now & all promised to be better by morning & with no further word you & Daddy left. Then Cousin Suzie & the rag doll with the red yarn hair and triangle nose drifted away from the big couch in the Parlor into the good night. Ever after, ever so often, I've touched myself just so, stirring my own `surprises', my 'cherry-blossoms times', thinking of your gifts to me, the gentle guides, the teachings, the instructions..., ...so I shall remember, dear Uncle Doctor. + + + + + Letter #5; Chapter V - Daddy Late that night..., ....Uncle Doctor & Cousin Suzie departed in the great silver & black Peerless automobile. I fell asleep on the big red sofa in the Parsonage parlor. What dreams I had I do not recall, but I do know that at the first blush of dawn I wanted my father & that made me remember the other times. After all, I was Daddy's girl. I was nearly ten years old & I liked to tease & wrestle with my father, & to tickle him, he was so lean & well-muscled & smelled of hay & horses. When our family went skinny-dipping at the swimming hole near Old Aunt Elsa's place by Pike Lake Crossroads, I climbed onto Daddy's broad, muscley back with my legs stretched wide about his naked hips & made him prance around like `Ride a Cock-Horse'. Daddy might sit close to me so that there was nowhere else for me to move. He'd brush against me when he reached for things. I felt the movement in his strong, muscley shoulder as I leaned on him. When he squatted behind me as we played bat-&-ball he twiddled his big fingers at my bottom to make we giggle & wriggle. When I'd park myself on his lap I could feel `it' through his shorts. `It' made me jiggle & laugh. No one else was ever, ever to know - but I knew. "Daddy," I said shaking my finger & playing the bossy little daughter. "I'm a good girl, & don't wet my panties. But look -- now you've made my panties wet & drippy. Naughty Daddy!" He liked to chant from our old Cainan Faith Community scriptures: " `O daughter-sister who nursed at our mother's breasts. -When I come upon thee, I shall kiss thee. -& none may look down on me or despise me.' " (Canticles of Cainan, 8: 1) Daddy did kiss me! He'd be on a toot & smell all beery then he'd grab me & smooch me & tickle me almost to death until I yelled `uncle'. He touched places that were forbidden, but I didn't try to stop him. We just were having fun & he definitely wasn't always well in the head. Also, Dad deserved a good time; after all, he was married to our sour Mom. I would have done anything to please him. Maybe that's what led to that morning after that night. I forgot it for years, but it came back while writing these letters to you, Uncle Doctor. Not even Cobby knew. Nor is he ever to know. We were still at the old Shallow Lake Parsonage & of course Dad seemed ancient at the time, but probably was only twenty-four or maybe twenty-five years old. Naturally, I had seen him in bed with Mom, so even then I knew that he was just an overgrown boy -- with his wide, strong shoulders, solid hips & thigh muscles & sturdy legs - handsome & randy like a humping pup-dog. Mom worked days as a nurse's aide, & after his work at the horse farm Daddy retired to the Parlor late each night to write his naughty sermons. In the morning he took tea & toast to Mom as she cuddled with Jacob in her bed, & now & then I was there too, so we could spend a little time together before she left for work & Cobby went to school. Daddy was my minder during the day when he let me stay home. He'd be really tired after writing all night & I rested upstairs in my bed in the Nursery. He snoozed downstairs in the Parsonage Parlor where the sunlight came in through the weathered, crimson stained-glass windows. I was restless, studying the cracks in the ceiling that had the habit of sometimes looking like a rabbit. I rapped on the wall until he said to come on down, which he always did. So, on that morning he settled to lie down behind me on the big red sofa & tried to get me to nap under the pink knit Afghan so he could get more rest. I was small for my nearly ten years of age, wiggling like little girls do, until he got impatient & pulled me into his arms to hold me still. That morning I fidgeted even with his two arms wrapped around me. I wanted him to play with me so I pushed my back against his bellly while he snored. He moaned in his sleep. I am not sure how I recognized `it', but I did. That lumpy thing pushing on my bottom..., ...was Daddy's `it'! + + + + + Letter #5; Chapter VI "Daddy...?" ..."Hmm, hi." "Daddy, may we play? Daddy?" "Mmm? Uh-huh... Yeah...." Daddy had said `yes' after all. So, being grown-up about things, I reached my hand back behind me to see what his thingy felt like. I felt `it'. Sometimes `it' was soft & droopy like a pair of socks, but now `it' was like a big, long, stiff carrot. His breathing got heavy in my ear & he started to hunch his hips upon mine. Hadn't we played such games before? Someday I might play with him like a grown-up mommy & he might call out my name like I'd heard him call out our Mother-Magdelena's. Even then I knew that my dad & I were crossing a forbidden line. "Huh? Hmm.... What are you doing touching me, little Penelope", as he sing-songed with a quiet smile, " `O one who nursed at our mother's breasts'?" "Nothing" I said, having been caught in my naughty endeavor, but I didn't stop & he didn't stop me. He yawned & pulled away & fell back asleep, or so I thought. But in a moment he nuzzled my neck, tucked my bottom to his tummy & tightened his arm around me. "Hmm, so soft & so fresh. I am lost. Ah, Penelope," he whispered into my hair from behind, making my scalp prickle. "Go ahead. Play. Play! That feels so, uhh..., good." I could tell from his sounds that he liked my feeling it. He kissed the nape of my neck. I watched the dust motes dance in the morning sunlight, shining multicolored through the tinted window glass of the Parlor onto the faded red plush sofa & onto our bare skin then down onto the parquet floor. He pulled me tighter against him & licked the inside of my ear. "Oh Daddy, that tickles." "Mmm...," my Dad said. "Oh! You smell so good & feel so good too. Mmm...!" I didn't know what he meant, but I liked the way he said it. It gave me shivers up & down my spine to be lying there on top of my big & strong Daddy, doing wicked, grown-up mommy things with him. . "Uhm, you are so little, & I ought not..., must not...," he pulled away. "But you are such a good girl. And we're only playing, aren't we?" Grunting his satisfaction, Dad slipped his hand under the waistband of my panties. His fingers felt big & blunt & strong. Soon he was touching me all over. Over my thighs, stomach, cheeks & long, black locks of hair, everywhere - rubbing me & sliding his fingers under my nightie top. He hugged me, pawing my things off at the same time. I was giggling & tried to squeeze him like when wrestling even as he left me uncovered -- all naked except for just my little white socks. "Oh," Daddy gazed at me, "you are so beautiful, so very beautiful. I cannot.... I should not.... I must not...." Ever so slow & with kisses, he pulled me along against him as he rolled onto his back. Daddy lifted me upon his muscley bare chest with those coils of bristly blonde hairs, asking my permission with his pleading eyes. He smelled of soap & man-sweat as he kissed & licked the nipples on my chest while my insides clenched & melted. We hadn't played this before. He looked into my eyes & so I smiled to settle down face-to-face on his great, firm, fuzzy chest. He never wore a pajama top, & the bottoms were untied & so were wide opened. I was fascinated by that trail of fine, golden blonde hair that ran down the middle of his muscly body from his chest over his hard belly & all the way below. That great pokey `thingy' of his fascinated me too, hard & pointing straight up at the ceiling, looking huge & so tall. "Hmm..., things are growing up as we speak. Me & you, too. Those nickle-size bumps beneath your cute, itsy nipples, see how they're stiff now, Penelope." "Daddy...," I writhed at his touch. "Feels funny..." "Oh Great Cainan! Sweetie..., you're so cute. Mommy's at work & Cobby's at school. Just the two of us. Shall we play our `Great Game'? Me & my little girl...?" ..."May we, Daddy? Please?" + + + + + Letter #5; Chapter VII Daddy held me..., ...then he pulled me between his muscular arms, against his hard, furry chest, burying his nose in my hair, kissing my neck, making me feel so special. He put his face close to mine. But when his tongue stuck in my mouth, it was a shock, like being pierced. He kissed me again, wiggling his tongue on mine & it was juicy. "...Yaggy...!" I muffled, clinging to the tightly coiled, golden hair on his big, broad chest with my small hands. He murmured a "So sorry," & kissed the tears away from my face. "...I am so lost." He looked at me & stroked me in a way that made me feel proud. I was to `Play Mommy', & he was `Daddy', straining at the leash. "You really are amazing." Then he sang our special song: " `I see you & you see me. `Here comes Daddy! One -- Two - Three!' "Here I come, sweetie...mmm...." I liked all the attention he gave me. I lay on his chest & he spun me about like a top. I came to rest with my legs spread on either side of his head & my face was down on his belly. He lightly stroked my inner thighs, his questing fingers helping them to drift apart. "Oh...! Daddy!" "Aw, sweet little one," he hummed. "And here's your mysterious little `Garden Furrow' with its keen `Budding Flower', so ready to be tilled & sown with the `Seed of Life'." Daddy held me head-down upon his chest with my face below his belly & my legs spread wide on either side of his chin. His unshaven jaw scraped me between my thighs. Then he kissed my `down there'! I was shocked. He pressed his mouth against me, lips upon me, even tongue into my little girl center. It was very, very odd, but ever so special. Stunned, my limbs crumpled, & I lay still as he lapped at my itty kitty-pen. All of me tightened with the invasion. Yet things did feel so special, so strangely special, like the so special of rubbing on the ash-wood clothes pole beneath the chestnut tree with Cobby. Then Daddy had me scoot back down even farther along his hard belly. His big carrot-thing was sticking up between his legs & right then was in front of my face. It wagged at me. I sniffed the heavy coppery-penny & pee scent, even while he licked back up between my legs. "Ah, Miss Penelope, this is our `Tree of Life', our `Potent Plow', to till a rich & virginal soil," he said in between kisses to my kitty-pen. Daddy's `Tree' was before me. Somehow, I knew this part of the `Great Game' was like sucking my own thumb; I was to let my mouth come down on the top of `it'. The softly-stiff, purply, plum-sized head slipped through my lips just a little, & then went between my teeth & onto my tongue tasting salty & sour. Yet it was warm & smooth & hard & my lips & cheeks pursed in a suck-suck-suck. When had Daddy & I done this before? "Oh yes, my little Penelope, you who have nursed at our Mommy's breast. Now nurse this. Nurse it now." My tongue pressed upon `it'. Daddy loved that. He groaned, saying what a good girl I was. I liked that part. Then his tongue was at my little kitty-pen again & that made me warm. It all began to happen. Of a sudden inside me I was very hot & all shiny & then I shook & shook & went limp in his hug. I was shocked from the surprise of it all, but I found I now was sucking hard and harder. The tip of his big, stiff `thing' was just like sucking my own thumb. Hard. So hard I choked on it. Suddenly, Daddy stiffened & pulled out of my mouth & I could breathe again. He twirled me completely around once more, so I lay with my face up on his chest & my tummy bouncing right on top of his hard belly while my legs dangled down upon his strong hips. "Oh, you're so light. You're like a toy dollie - a sweet, little rag doll with red yarn hair, dark painted eyes and a triangle nose." My eyes went as big as saucers, looking upon my Daddy's face. He stared within me as he shifted about to line himself up with me. I began to suck my thumb for real, as I always did when sleepy and dreamy.... ..."I'll be careful, baby." + + + + + Letter #5; Chapter VIII Daddy panted..., ...as his strong hands cupped my little round butt to pull me hard upon him there. He rocked & rocked, sawing back & forth against me, back & forth. "Oh Daddy...." A thrust sent his `it' upon my wet little Imp. I gasped. My eyes popped wide & I gripped him tight with my arms & legs. I was so hot that I shivered. I'd seen when our father lay on his back & pulled the pillow or sofa cushion over on top of himself in this same way -- hump--hump--hump - so now it was my turn to play at being his humping pillow. He did not go inside, just rubbing my outside. Meanwhile his finger worked at my bottom, making me writhe & cry out. I felt like being split in two. Such a long time - his grunting & sweating - my squealing - as I shook & bit him hard while I whimpered. Then I felt mine -- my own surprise - that rise of warmth & wonder well-up within me & through me & all over me, so sudden & flaring as if I had to release pee. But I didn't pee. "I love you, Penelope," then Daddy sang: " `Ride a cock-horse to Banbury Cross, to see a fine Penny upon a white horse. -With bells on her fingers and bells on her toes, Penny makes music wherever she goes.' " "Uh, umm, hmm, u-h-h-h..., " I murmured, making such music upon my `white daddy-horse'. Daddy's muscley body tensed, wrenched, clenched in waves; his breathing ragged as he rubbed me over him. There I was on top of him, young & small for my age. I could feel him push `it' along my skin down there. It stung. It was a shock. I was all tears. His strong, stalwart shoulders tensed. Sweat poured off his clinching muscles as he worked `it' between my legs along the outside. Once again, I quivered with that feeling like I had to pee. His voice shook & sang with his ragged breathing, "I see you, & you see me. Here cums Daddy...!" he sang out abruptly. "...one! Two! ...! THREE...!" He went rigid with a roar that surprised me all over again. I felt it. "Daddy..., you peeing at me?" My father's creamy love-milk blasted upon me, smelling fruity & sweet & sour. It began to spew out the sides of my groin, running down my chubby, young thighs. "No...! Ngh, ahh! Ngh-ah! My Penny! Ahh! Penny-pea! Mmh, ahh! Penelope...." This immense man, my father, actually not much more than a big, burly boy, called out my name again & again & again & shook helpless below me on the bed. He began to collapse beneath me in stages. I didn't have the words then, but small as I was, I knew. Big as he was, I had somehow made him yearn & whimper & cringe so tenderly. I liked it that I could make this big strong man shake & shrivel & submit all open. I did that to him. His shoulders dropped back, he finally shrank & slid aside from me with a small sigh. "Good girl," Daddy panted, patting my head. "Oh, nature has given you girls such power over us men. Yours is the whip hand. I am but a slave. Such a good little `Daddy's Girl'." Finally, with a loving look in his eye, Daddy gazed upon my splayed legs, all so slimed with that whitish-grey jellying-sauce. Moist tears dripped down my cheeks as my thumb found its familiar way back into my mouth. "Honey, I'm so sorry, I can't help it. I'm under your spell. I need you," he said kissing me, weeping openly now. I flopped beside him on the sofa. This big, strong boy -- my own father. I lay there on my side, all bare & wet & sticky & sweet. His stuff was thick as cream that had soured; then soon it thinned like egg white & changed to clear, before drying on my skin as stiff & flaky as school paste-glue. Ahh..., I was so very pleased with pleasing my Daddy. One way or another, in some strange way. I knew I was the `master' of him, & by extension of all such boys & their `man-cocks'. My slight sway could make them helpless. I drew my knees right up to my chin, sucking on my thumb, & watched the way Daddy lay beside me there overcome, shiny with sweat, watching me. He drew his hand through his own syrupy stuff & rubbed some of it over my bottom & up between my legs into my pen-place - & ever so softly I purred. "You know we should keep what we do secret from Mommy & brother Jacob, right?" "Yes Daddy. I never talk to anyone about us." Daddy was all tears & had a huge smile at the same time. He rolled off the big red parlor sofa & slowly stood all bare before me. We glanced at our dripping `love-juice' collecting on the oak parquet floor. Taking his time, Daddy gathered his clothes. He stood naked before me in order for me to see all of him & with some pride he stuffed himself in & buttoned his pants without turning away - his impudence but a sign of his enslavement, I knew. Daddy tucked the Afgan cover about me & announcerd, "It's nearly time for lunch. What would you like today?" Every day I wanted Daddy. Before, when I was unable to fall asleep, I would tap fretfully on the wall to get Daddy's attention. He would call for me & comfort me with loving kisses & much more. But after, when they took him away to the Hamilton Inebriate Asylum, I'd knock on the wall all day long & knock & knock & knock..., ...but there was never an answer. + + End #5