Date: Thu, 2 Jul 2020 08:21:45 -0400 (EDT) From: Five Hole Punch Subject: Fade In, Fade Out Please give to Nifty. Fade In, Fade Out Fade in: I am five. I am wearing some stupid animal one piece sleeper, looks like a cow, it has ears and black and white cow pattern in fuzzy polyester. It feels good, like my "blankie." I am in my room, alone, without anything else on, bare assed, no underwear. Don't know why. I got a boner. I am not surprised at having a boner. I must've had them before. I am happy having it so it must be sexual pleasure. Fade out. Fade in: I am nine, my brother, eight. We get naked (in secret) in our room and do "stuff." He is hornier than me. He gets on top of me, fully hard, and rubs his boner on me. He catches my foreskin opening with his hard on and it drives me wild. We kiss. We both like it. We just like the feel of our naked bodies on each other. Another thing I do at nine is to play with myself sitting around my model train set; playing trains and watching them go around and playing with "little Charlie" in my pajamas on a Saturday morning. It feels good, rubbing it, soft and hard, especially hard. Fade out. Fade in: I am ten and visiting a girl cousin, an in-law relative. She is a tom boy and it's like having another boy to play with. We get naked in the deep woods behind her house. She is the one to start the sex games. She has a mutt dog, medium size, like a Golden Retriever; a real friendly dog, nice. She shows me how friendly! We take our clothes off behind some trees. Bear, the dog, goes for her privates with his snout, all excited, he had obviously done this before. Then he snuffles me. His nose is wet and cold on a summer day. I get half hard. She squats down and the dog licks her hairless slit. She spread her legs; she is all pink inside, my first good look at a girl's privates. Her little titties get hard and she is getting tingles. Her toes spread when she gets her cookies. Next day we go back to the woods. She gets Bear on his back and gets his cock hard, I play with it too. We get naked again. She gets the dog to lick her real wet and then she says, "Watch this." She gets on her knees and the dog mounts her. My eyes are like pie plates! She reaches round and puts the dog's pink tip to her pouting pussy all hot and red!!! It gets in, not all the way, and Bear starts hunching. Jennie has her hands on a tree and looks back at me and Bear over her shoulder. I'm steel hard and jerking for all I'm worth. I can see her pussy around the dog's cock and the dog hunching. I get weak-kneed and get my cookies. I give a big moan. She does too. Bear doesn't go soft when Jennie gets out from under him. We jerk him and his watery cum dries quick in the summer sun. She puts on her short shorts and flip flops. I am still hard when I put on my pants. Fade out. Fade in: I am eleven. I am constipated real bad. My dad decides that I should have an enema. I have to get naked on the bathroom floor, on my side, while my dad gives me a Fleet's. I am super embarrassed at being naked like that in front of my dad. He moves my leg to put the tip in my butthole. He can see my privates. My dad says, "You gotta keep on holding it for a minute." Fade out. Fade in: I fantasize about getting fucked remembering Jennie getting fucked by Bear. I am Link in "The Legend of Zelda" and I am trapped and violated by a hairy, muscular demon. I wear my underwear under my dad's large t-shirt with a belt around my waist, so it looks like Link's clothes. I lean over my bed and push my undies aside and finger my ass. I stick a Sharpie up there. It gets me hard. The demon has dark olive skin and a lot of black hair. Like my dad. I see him naked sometimes and he has a big, fat, dark, hanging cock. I am scared of him a little. Fade out. Fade in: I am eleven. I steal condoms from the drug store. I get excited by shoplifting. I rush home to try them on in my bedroom. I lay in my bed. My pants and underwear are half down and my shirt pulled up so I can see the rubber on my cock. I roll it on and off my boner. I can smell the Latex smell from my body's heat. I start yanking without thinking. It feels real good. The condom pulls on my balls; they are up tight and feel great. I lean over to watch. I get real, real hard. All of a sudden like, I have to pee. I try to stop, but I can't. My cock starts jerking in my hand. I am huffing in and out. My mouth is wide open. My bottom clenches the sheet. It finally stops. I fall back on my pillow. It takes a minute for me to get myself together. I lay there and think about what had just happened. That's why people use condoms, to get this to happen! This is sex! I save the condom, after washing out the little bit of fluid in the bathroom, and hide the rest in my secret hiding place. I use them over the next few months, whenever I can get alone to do "THAT" again. Fade out. Fade in: Middle school. Eleven. I have two new friends, Lewey and Tony, both eleven like me, brothers from different mothers. They explain jerking off to me. You don't need condoms to do it. They tell me about come and sperm and why men use condoms, the real reason. We become fuck buddies. For two years. We do everything together; jerking, sucking, fucking, three ways. We have an abandoned house we visit. It has a crummy old couch. We switch up like a square dance. I like sucking Lewey, on my back, while Tony fucks me. I can watch them both get more and more excited. Tony's real good at fucking. I have my legs spread, or I bend over, to get Tony in deep most every time we get together. We do "sick stuff." One time we took turns squatting and taking a dump in a back room of that abandoned house; that was "dirty" and exciting. We went back and looked at the shit when we visited later. There were flies on it and it dried up in a few weeks, being summer. At the pool we get boners and go to the showers and jerk under the running water, it muffles the sex noises we make. Hot sun and sweating makes me real horny. My cock is now long enough to pull out of my swimsuit and shoot in front of me. For six weeks in the fall I had a cast on my ankle and Tony came over and sucked my cock and licked on my asshole while my dad was in the garage. I just about died from fright and exhilaration. I think I love Tony. Fade out. Fade in: My brother caught me boned up and jerking. He didn't say nothing to my dad. He has different friends, he is more a science kind of guy. I don't think he has fuck buddies. We didn't do sex stuff anymore. Why? I don't know. Fade out. Okay, now comes the biggest thing that ever happened to me.) Fade in: I am twelve. There's a lady that lives a few doors down the block. She is married to an older guy, she is like mid 20s. Good looking enough, like a biker chick, brunette, shapely, and ... HUGE TITS! Like 38 double D. Every guy I knew from my neighborhood talks about her. So, I say hello to be polite, but I am real embarrassed because I couldn't keep from looking at those tits. She knew it too. She goes out of her way to say hello and talk, teasing and embarrassing me. I got so I could talk to her without thinking about jerking off while I was standing there. She invited me in a couple of times to do some small chore. Of course her husband wasn't at home. The third time she asks me if the boys talk about her. I stammer, "yeah." Then she says, "It's about my big breasts." I don't say nothing. "I know boys want to see them, they did when I was a teenager," she says. I couldn't think to say anything. "Do you want to see them?" "Yeah," I say dumb like a guy hit on the head with hammer. She is in jeans and a sweatshirt and she peels the sweatshirt off. No bra! Just big round tatas like some kind of sex magazine. Large dark brown areolas too. I stare. She stands there just letting me look, maybe a minute but it seems like a year. She starts to feel them, watching my reaction which is my mouth hanging open like a cartoon. I wasn't hard, probably out of fear and shock, but her rubbing those knockers sprung my rod in two seconds. She sits down on the couch and calls me over. I can smell her perfume and her being a woman. "Let me see." She starts to take down my jeans and underwear. I am totally stiff. She touches it and then rubs her tits on my cock! I must be dreaming. She's rubbing her hard nips and I can feel her boobs on my balls. I'm just getting hair and just the slightest touch has me ready to climax. She takes her tits and squeezes them around my cock. I go up on my toes, my hips shove forward out of my control! I groan and shoot! One big spurt of white, the first I ever shot, before I only got some clear. My eyes are spinning and I think I am going to pass out. I might have scared her a little as she got all concerned and said, "Are you all right?" All right? I was on another planet. I say "yeah" and she gets my pants up and goes to wipe her boobs off in the kitchen. I don't tell anyone about it as I knew better to say anything and my friends wouldn't believe it anyhow. A week later: She calls me inside her house. I'm expecting something now. My limp cock squirts a few drops in my shorts when I go towards the door. Pee? Pre? I don't know. Inside, she says, "Do you want to show me your cock?" You bet I do. She has me come over to the couch and she kneels down and pulls down my pants and underwear and I pull up my shirt. She has her arm around my naked butt and she starts handling "Little Charlie." Maybe it is because I am nervous but I am not instantly hard, she has to finger me which feels great. She pulls off her dress and she is in just panties and a bra. Seared into my mind is my boner, skin pulled halfway back, up against her silk bra, filled with her boobs. She pulls her bra down so I can see her tits. I am hard, hard, hard now! She gets me to sit on the couch. She takes her panties down and off! She has a BIG hairy bush! I had seen dirty pictures from magazines but the only pussy I had seen for real was Jenny's. I am just staring. Her tan line makes her hair that much darker. She swings around and sits on my lap, working "Charlie" into her cunt! I am in shock. This is what I am thinking – "she's pretty heavy." I weighed 105 pounds wet. I`ve got a big tit in my face and my cock is in some sticky and warm pussy. She starts moving her hips back and forth, not up and down, and gives a few moans. I think - "I'm fucking!" Her heat and her pussy around my skinned cockhead have me moaning and pushing. I last about 30 seconds. I push up about six times before I come. She gets off me, but she didn't get off. I am sweaty and dazed. She straightens herself up and gets into her dress while I sit on the couch, pants still down, catching my breath. She helps me up (she wants me out as it is late afternoon and her husband might show) and gets me together to go. She gives me a kiss and says it was nice and got me out the door. I had fucked and lost my virginity! I half don't believe it. Later I thought, "Hey, I came in her cunt. What if she gets pregnant?" I worry about it. After that time there were no more invitations and she says "Hi" only in a casual way. It is embarrassing when I see her husband. They move not a year later or who knows what trouble I could've gotten into. Fade out. Fade in: I am thirteen. I jerk two or three times a day. I shoot up about a foot in height in six months. I look like a bean pole. I have a bunch of pubes and my cock isn't kid size anymore: it's real long like my body. I am now bigger than Tony. Lewey is not as big as Tony and me. Lewey quit being a fuck buddy, says it's queer. He just has a small dick. Tony and me continue, he fucks me but after a couple times he wouldn't let me fuck him anymore. I'm too big. I start to think, maybe Tony too, that this is like gay sex now and not friends messing around. We only jerk a few more times together. Fade out. Fade in: In high school. I don't do anything with anybody. I am interested in girls and other guys but I am pretty dorky and can't get with either except for one girl, Laurie. I don't get with guys as that would be queer now and I worry what my dad might think. He was okay with my being friends with Tony and Lewey up until 8th grade but now it is awkward. From 14 to 17: I got cruised in a rest stop by some older man when I was 14. He showed his cock and wanted me to come into a stall but I got scared and went back out to the car. If I got caught I would've never been able to face my dad. I did have a girlfriend at 15 and I did get to second and third base. She took my cock out and gave me a hand job a few times. She liked it and it was pretty much full grown by this time. She told me about other girls seeing other guy's cocks and that mine was one of the bigger ones, they talked about it. I did see some of the guys in my class in the showers in 9th grade so I had some idea. When I was 17 I went to the beach and got picked up by an older, 20-ish guy. That was the first time I got fucked by a BIG cock. Mine was big, a good 4 inches hanging (6 erect) and bigger balls. This guy was longer by only an inch, but the base of his cock was so big around it was like a tree. This was a fulfillment of my Zelda fantasy! My ass was red and sore after being fucked by him, twice that weekend. He did me sideways the first time to get it in. I was in pain! Tears, the whole bit. I took him spread legged the second time. He had trimmed his pubes and I copied this later. I caught shit for it when I was seen drying after my shower from my brother and I got in trouble with my dad who thought I might be queer by this time anyway. Fade out. I joined the Navy right out of high school and for 4 years had many adventures. I would go for women with big tits when I went to whores in port. I had pick up sex with men and was quite popular as I had a big cock and showed it off. I got mostly blow jobs on the fly as it was quick. I might want to get married but I know I like having sex with other men. I don't know what I will do but I am not too worried about it. That's it. I hope people like reading about it. Copyright 2020. All Rights Reserved.