Date: Tue, 08 Jun 1999 22:27:42 PDT
From: silent killer <kyoushuman@hotmail.com>
Subject: Sexlib

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A Resident Author story from MrDouble's archive,
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Jim's Sexual Liberation (m & f in many combinations, gay & hetero, inc, cons)

by silent killer

If it is not legal for you to read pornography, do not view this file. If
you're not sure, or if you're under 21, do not view this file. If you are
morally opposed to pornography, do not view this file. If you are incapable
of separating fact from fiction, do not read this file. If you incorrectly
believe that fantasies are equal to real acts, do not read this file.

Summary: This is the story of how Jim's childhood sexual experiences
influenced his adult sexual life. It doesn't have the explicit, juicy,
lingering details of most Mr. Double stories, but it does describe a range
of experiences and not just a few heated encounters.

When I was a kid, I caught a glimpse of my aunt Christine's pussy. I was
about six at the time, barely old enough to understand the difference
between boys and girls. What happened was that I went into the bathroom
while she was taking a bath. She had one long leg propped up on the side of
the tub, all covered with shaving cream, and so she was basically spread
wide open in front of my young eyes. When I came in, she couldn't yank her
leg down real fast because of her position and everything, so she slowly
rearranged herself while I just stood and stared at those lips between her
legs. She told me to get out because little boys weren't supposed to see
their adult aunts bathing in the tub, so I got out. I wanted to go in there
and pee but I went outside instead and peed behind a tree. That was the
beginning of my sexual development, mentally at least.

After that I tried to get glimpses whenever possible. I saw my mom's pussy
many times by "accident" or just by being really sneaky. Once she even fell
asleep on her bed after a long bath, and when I came in I saw her robe had
just fell open. I stared at her tits and pussy for a very long time. I even
leaned over on the bed so I could look real close. That was when I started
masturbating, just playing with my little hard dick until I got tired or
bored. I had no orgasms back then.

I'd try to convince girls I knew to show me their little slits. I started
playing "show me yours, I'll show you mine" with girls in school and
church. I started to get a reputation as the boy who would show you his
thing, as long as you showed him yours. Finally a teacher got wind of it at
school and I got in trouble. I never got caught at church, but I quit doing
it anyway to avoid trouble.

In the neighborhood, though, I never stopped. Because we had more privacy
in people's basements, backyards, tree houses, and so on, I would always
try to do more with the girls. It would always just be flashing our
genitals at each other the first time, but it would progress to touching as
soon as I could convince them. One girl, Paula, wanted to touch my penis
immediately. We were in my best friend Steven's tree house when I made the
offer to her. She went first, taking off her pants and panties and
spreading her legs so we could see her pussy. Then I showed her my penis
and she reached out and touched it until it was hard. Steven took out his
penis too and soon we were all touching each other, giggling, but not
talking. I put my finger inside of Paula at her encouraging, but she
wouldn't let me put in more than just the fingertip because it hurt. We did
this for a while, it seemed like a very long time, but it probably wasn't
more than a half hour. Then we got dressed and climbed down.

Paula, Steven and I got together many more times in the tree house, but
they weren't the only two kids in the neighborhood. There were sisters
named Darlene and Cynthia who were a year older and two years younger than
me. Cynthia would always want to trade flashes with me, but Darlene (the
older one) was a little more reluctant. The best way to make Darlene
participate was to get her jealous about her sister. Cynthia and I would
show each other our genitals in a field that bordered our neighborhoods,
and if Darlene was there she would eventually give in. Cynthia liked to
play with herself but Darlene was very pristine, trying hard not to touch
herself "down there." There were a lot of times when Cynthia and I just
went out to the field alone and masturbated in front of each other. Again,
I was too young for orgasm, about seven or eight or so.

There was my cousin Wendy (not the daughter of my aunt Christine who
started all this) who was a year younger than me too. She liked to see my
butt more than my dick. We would go down in my basement, push our pants
down and actually rub our butts together. She wanted to do that all the
time. It was almost always the first thing we did together when we got away
from the adults. Even though we both liked it, it never lasted very long,
only about five minutes. Then she would pull up her pants and run upstairs,
and we wouldn't do anything for the rest of her visit.

All of these relationships developed as time went by. Wendy was the first
who took it to another level. Once during Christmas break we were in the
basement, both on our hands and knees, facing away from each other with our
butts touching and rubbing together. She told me to turn around and get on
top of her and press my penis against her butt, so we did that for a
while. She said she had seen her dogs do it that way. I had a boner, but
nothing happened, of course. That was in third grade, so I was about nine
at the time.

Darlene eventually quit speaking to me, but I would still get Cynthia to
come out in the field with me. When Steven was with me, she wouldn't do it,
but if we were alone it was really easy. She would take off her little
pants, shoes, socks and panties, sit in the grass, and really finger
herself while watching me play with my peter. I don't know why it didn't
occur to me earlier, but one day I said we should touch each other and she
agreed. So we sat right across from each other with our legs spread and
rubbed each other's genitals. Then Cynthia had the idea of rubbing the
genitals directly together, so we tried that. We spread our legs and tried
to mash our genitals together as best as we could, then ground our hips
together. That was really cool. She was a really cute girl, too -- blond
hair, freckles, gaps between her teeth, rolls of baby fat. Just thinking
about her now gets me hard.

Paula was a tall, skinny girl though, and not very attractive. But we
continued to fool around, both alone and with Steven. By the time I was
nine we were getting completely undressed in the treehouse and just rubbing
all over each other's bodies. Steven and I were touching each other,
too. When I spent the night at Steven's house, we would get naked under the
blankets and rub all over each other, play with each other's dicks, etc. We
didn't know how to do anything else, until Paula brought a porno magazine
to the treehouse one day. Then we tried to duplicate everything in the
magazine. Paula sucked our dicks and we licked at her pussy. Steven and I
both tried to put our dicks in her, but she would only let us put in a
little before she would grunt with pain and push us away. She wanted us to
keep trying, though, but we never got any further. But after that Steven
and I would do stuff together, like suck each other's dicks and rub each
other's asses.

After I started getting more sexual with Paula and Steven, I did the same
with Cynthia. The first time she spread herself and I leaned over and
licked her, she giggled and giggled and begged me to quit. Then I told her
to suck me, but she couldn't grasp the "don't use your teeth" concept. So I
tried to fuck her and it actually worked, I got my penis inside of her. I
didn't know to thrust in and out, so we would just lay there in the field,
giggling at each other, with my little dick inside her little pussy. She
thought it was great but I thought having my penis in her mouth was
better. Little did I know.

The next time I saw Wendy, my family went to visit hers. The side of the
family that included my Aunt Christine was there too, so I was looking
forward to trying to spy on her again. The bathroom door had a lock, so I
was out of luck as far as catching her in the bathtub went. In fact I
didn't get a single chance to see Christine naked, or even catch a glimpse
of her underwear.

With Wendy the story was different. As soon as we got alone (in the loft of
a barn on her property), we got completely naked. I got behind her again
but this time I guided my penis to her pussy and started to put it in. She
told me I couldn't do that because we had to be wet first. She arranged us
in a 69 so we could get each other's genitals wet, then we tried
again. This time I slipped right inside of her. She told me I had to go
back and forth, so I did, but my penis kept popping out. To this day I
still don't know how she learned about all the real mechanics of sex, but
at the time I wasn't curious. We just fucked doggy style until we both got
sore, then we got dressed. There were no further encounters during that
trip, which was normal for Wendy.

When I saw Paula again, I had new information. I put us in a 69 position
and licked her out really good while she sucked me. Then I got behind her
and tried to enter her, but she still wouldn't let me in past a certain
point. It hurt and she didn't want to get pregnant, she said. I didn't have
any response to that because I didn't know anything about how a girl gets
pregnant. I asked about it and she explained it all to me, but even she
didn't understand about sperm or eggs or anything. She just knew that the
penis goes in the vagina and nine months later a baby comes out. So we
pretty much resigned ourselves to oral sex and fondling. The next time
Steven was with us we did all the same stuff.

Cynthia and Darlene's family moved away before I turned ten, so that
knocked off my thing with Cynthia. But a new girl had moved in down the
street. She was six and her name was Charlotte, but her parents called her
Charlie. I got her to play the show-me-yours game pretty quickly and soon I
had her sucking me. I introduced her to Steven and we went into the
treehouse where she sucked both of us. She seemed very shy, but excited to
have these older boys paying attention to her. We took off her pants and
panties and licked her little slit too, which made her squirm and breathe
funny. Then a couple of days later, I brought Charlie up to the treehouse
when Paula and Steven were already there fooling around. All four of us got
naked and performed oral sex on each other. Then we decided to play
House. Steven and Paula were the mommy and daddy because they were the
biggest, while Charlotte and I were the kids. Steven and Paula spanked us
and made us pee out of the treehouse door, then we split into pairs and
fooled around. Then Steven said "Come here Junior," and made me suck his
dick. Paula got Charlie to lick her pussy. Then we all switched positions
and it was while Steven was sucking me that I had my first dry orgasm. I
think the incest game may have had something to do with it. In fact, I'm
sure of it.

Charlotte was at my house non-stop after that, almost every day. It got to
the point where we were annoyed by her, and finally we started teasing her
and being cruel so she would leave us alone. I know it seems cruel and
ridiculous, but that's what ten-year-old kids do. I saw her around the
neighborhood after that and I even let her suck me a few times, but never
around Steven, who really hated Charlotte, or claimed to. Paula also hated
Charlotte, but I think she was jealous of the new girl, basically.

In fifth grade, Paula suddenly starting acting shitty towards me and
Steven, too. She found a whole new group of friends and never hung out with
us anymore. So after that, the only two kids I fooled around with were
Steven and Wendy. Mostly Steven, because we were neighbors and classmates
and spent the night together a lot, but I messed around with Wendy whenever
I could.

One school night I was playing with myself when the feeling started
changing and getting more intense. I kept it up, stroking myself, feeling
better and better, until suddenly I had my first real cum. It was like 3/4
teaspoon of soupy sperm, but it was still more than I'd done before. The
next day in school I told Steven about it and he said he wanted to try
it. So that weekend we jacked off together and I came but he didn't. I
tasted my cum and said it tasted like spit. He tasted it and agreed with
me. Then I wiped it all off. Later, he sucked me until I came in his mouth
and he swallowed it. He said it wasn't bad and he liked it. So after that I
would always cum in his mouth.

The next time I saw Wendy I told her what I could do. She didn't believe me
so she sucked me and played with me until I came in her hands. She also
tasted it but didn't like it. Then we fucked and I shot it inside of
her. She said it made her feel funny in a good way. For the first time we
fooled around a lot for a long time until her mom called for us, and later
in the night we went out and fucked again in the backyard before bed. She
was really into it too.

Steven and I would go around the neighborhood and look for girls to play
with. We showed our dicks to some girls playing in a sandbox and they ran
inside crying, so we took off and hid. Once Steven dared me to ask this
older, tough girl to play and she actually agreed. We went into her house
to her bedroom (her parents weren't home) and she showed us her pussy,
which had some hair around it. Then we showed her our dicks. She felt them
and then made fun of us for being small. We got dressed and left, but she
followed us down the street going "Tiny dicks, tiny dicks, tiny dicks!" We
eventually got away from her. I never knew her name.

One time while Steven and I were walking home from the bus stop, a guy
pulled over and asked us directions. When we went over to the car, we saw
that he was beating off. He was older, probably in his twenties, and had a
big hairy dick. Steven and I giggled and stared, but when the guy
eventually said "Get in the car," we took off running. After that, when
Steven and I would fool around, we would wish that we had got in the car
and sucked the guy's dick. Now, years later, I know that would have
probably been a very bad thing to do and I'm glad we ran away.

Soon after that we went whitewater rafting with Steven's uncle Terry. At
one point Terry beached the raft so we could have lunch. We walked to a
sandy clearing out of sight of the water and Terry took off all his clothes
"so they could dry out in the sun," or so he said. He told us to get naked
too. When Steven and I were naked together, it was usually for sexual
reasons, so when we got undressed we both had boners. We were laughing,
making jokes and blushing furiously. We all ate our picnic lunch, then
Terry said that we couldn't go back in the water for an hour. He stretched
out on the blanket and started to play with himself, and that got me and
Steven hard again. When we were all hard, Terry asked us lots of questions
about sex. Did we play with ourselves? Do we know about sex? Did we know
about blowjobs? And so on. He talked us into playing with each other in
front of him. Then he put us in a 69 position. I couldn't see anything
because of Steven's hips pressed against my face, but I could hear Terry
moving around, breathing hard, whispering and so on. Then he told us to
stop. He had us lay back on the blanket and swear that we would never tell,
and we did. He asked if we could cum yet and I told him I could. Then he
said he would show us something new. He sucked Steven's dick, then had
Steven get behind him and put his little dick in Terry's big, hairy
ass. Steven said it felt great. Then I got in front of Terry and he sucked
me while Steven fucked him. After I came in his mouth, Terry turned over
and begged us to suck him. Steven and I took turns sucking him until he
told us to stop, then he jacked himself off until he came. Without him
asking us to, Steven and I cleaned up the cum with our tongues, fingers and
lips, which made Terry very happy. He said it was about time to go swimming
again, and that we could do this more if we wanted to. We did.

Steven actually saw his uncle more than I did and told me everything that
happened. After his uncle tried to penetrate Steven anally, we decided to
try it too. I got behind Steven and stuck my dick in his ass and fucked
him, squirting sperm inside him. Then Steven did it to me and I thought it
felt really great. Steven still couldn't cum though. The next time we went
hiking instead of rafting and spent the night in a tent with Terry, which
was so cool. We were all naked and sucking each other all night long, then
we slept for most of the day.

The next time I saw Wendy she had a friend named Tina around. Wendy acted
very shy and Tina was rude. Finally when Tina left, Wendy and I went into
the barn to fool around. Wendy told me that Tina and her were fooling
around too and that Tina was jealous of me. This must have been about sixth
or seventh grade or so. Wendy and I fucked again, but Wendy said I couldn't
cum inside her because of her period, so we stopped and Wendy sucked me
until I came in her hands again. Then when I tried to lick Wendy, she said
I wasn't as good as Tina and she gave me instructions on how to lick her
really well. I gave her an orgasm. We were going to do more but someone
came into the barn hollering for us, so we had to knock it off.

During eighth grade I became really bad and uncontrollable in school
because my parents were divorcing and my dad was threatening to move out of
town and take me with him. So that summer they sent me to live with my Aunt
Christine, Uncle Mark and their kids. I wouldn't see Wendy or Steven all
summer so I was really pissed, and after a few weeks, I was really horny.

Their oldest son was Andy, who was 17 and my oldest cousin. One day when we
were driving in his car, Andy asked me if I ever jacked off. I said
yeah. He asked if I ever jacked anybody else off. I thought I was going to
get some sex so I said yeah. Then he took out his hard dick, which was
about seven inches long, and asked me to jack him off while he was
driving. I played with his dick for a while, stroking the shaft, then
without him even asking I went over and sucked him. He pulled over to the
side of the road and stroked my hair while I sucked him. He called me
"baby" and put his hand in my pants to feel my ass. And after he shot in my
mouth, he pulled me up to his face and kissed me with his tongue. Then he
asked where I learned to suck like that and I just shrugged and told him
about Steven. He told me that I was awesome and that we were going to do
that every day if that was OK with me and I said yes.

So for every day that summer Andy and I went out on a drive. He would pull
over and I would suck his cock, then he would suck me. It didn't take long
for him to want more, either. We drove way out to a field at the edge of
the county, then laid down on a blanket next to the car. We sucked each
other in a 69 and then Andy fucked my ass, it was wonderful. Then he sucked
me until I came. After that we laid out on the blanket and talked about sex
for a long time. Andy told me that he was pretty much gay and liked to fool
around with kids his age and younger. I told him I just liked sex with
anybody. When I told him about Steven's uncle Terry, he got really excited
and begged to suck me again while I told him the story again in detail. I
did and came in his mouth again. Then he did something new: he rimmed me,
which I really loved. I did it to him too, then I sucked him until he came.

Andy then told me that he had fooled around with his brothers. He said that
his brother Joey was the horniest and most eager of them all. Joey was the
youngest, about four or five years younger than me at the time. Andy said
that Joey used to suck him a lot in the bathroom or in Joey's bedroom, and
that Joey liked to be sucked and rimmed too. I said we should bring Joey
next time and Andy agreed.

So we went out with Joey and when we got to the field, Andy pulled out his
cock and I sucked him while Joey just stared. Then we all got out and
spread out the blanket so Joey and I could take turns sucking Andy's
dick. Just to think about it now gets me rock fucking hard: an eight year
old and a thirteen year old sucking off a seventeen year old. Really
fucking hot. It was really incredible. After Andy came, Joey and I got into
a 69 while Andy rimmed me, then fucked me. God, that was cool too. I'm
getting horny just from writing all this down.

OK, to make a long story short, Andy and Joey and I would go out driving
every day and then have sex in that distant field. So I basically had gay
incestuous sex every day of that summer.

When I got back Steven and I spent the night together the first weekend we
could. I told him all about my summer and he said it had been pretty boring
while I was gone, but he did find a new girl to fool around with. We talked
about her for a while and then we were just too horny to talk any
more. First he sucked me and I came in his mouth. Then I sucked him, and he
surprised me by cumming in my mouth too. Then I surprised him by coming up
and kissing him, letting him taste his own sperm and tasting mine too. We
talked about his first cum, which had happened with this new girl, and then
we were ready to go again, so I rimmed him and then fucked his ass. He
didn't want to rim me, but he did fuck me which was great.

The next day we went out looking for this new girl, Lissa. She was a little
dark-skinned girl, maybe Indian (I think I might be spelling her name
wrong), about nine years old, who lived near some abandoned apartment
buildings. We went inside one of the buildings to a room that still had a
mattress in it and we all got naked. Lissa and I took turns sucking
Steven's dick, then Steven had Lissa lay on the bed and spread her
legs. Then he fucked her, I couldn't believe it. She wrapped her legs
around him and was laughing and sighing the whole time. Then he said it was
my turn, so I fucked her. It felt really cool to put my dick in that
squishy pussy of hers right after Steven had fucked her. Then Steven showed
me something cool: he had Lissa squat over his dick, and all of our sperm
ran out and covered his dick. Then Lissa peed on him, washing all the sperm
away, then she sucked his dick until he was hard again. Steven convinced me
that Lissa would do anything. I told her to rim me while I sucked her pussy
and she did. Then I tried to fuck her ass and she didn't like that, so we
stopped doing it, but I did fuck Steven's ass while she watched.

The next year was spent fooling around with Steven and Lissa. At Christmas
I saw Wendy again, and she confessed to being 100% lesbian, but she still
wanted to fool around with me. We had a 69 and then I rimmed her for a long
time, which she really loved and had never done before. I didn't cum,
though. I had to go beat off in the bathroom later.

High school changed everything. Suddenly there were a ton of sexually
active girls to choose from. Steven and I quickly stopped fooling with
Lissa and each other, sadly. There were a couple times when I convinced him
to let me suck him but that was about it for all of high school.

The first girl I dated was Gina, who didn't let me do anything. After that
was Shannon, who went all the way with me after a month of dating. She
really didn't like sex, though. Then I met Michelle who really did like
sex, went all the way with me on the first date, and was basically a
nymphomaniac. We tried to get lots of her female friends to go to bed with
us, but succeeded only with Raquel, a chubby girl with huge tits who was
openly bisexual. Fucking around with Michelle and Raquel at the same time
was really great. Raquel would eat Michelle's pussy while I fucked Raquel's
ass, or both girls would suck my dick, or Michelle and I would masturbate
Raquel while we sucked her big tits for hours. Raquel had a "no pussy
policy" (that's what she called it) so I never got to fuck her there, but
Michelle was on birth control so we fucked a lot that way.

Raquel was really sexually wild, wilder than Michelle, and always wanted to
try new things. She was known as a slut, but she didn't sleep around with
just anybody, only people she liked and who liked her too. Raquel
shoplifted a dildo for Michelle so Michelle could fuck Raquel in the pussy
while I fucked her ass. Raquel also liked watersports, which Michelle
wasn't into too much. So after Raquel would blow me, she would ask me to
pee on her face and tits, which I would as long as we were outside or in
the shower or something. Once we did it in Raquel's bed and the mattress
stank like piss for weeks. Raquel's mom never seemed to be home (her dad
was long gone) and the house was a mess. The three of us would walk around
naked, fuck on the living room floor, smear food on each other, etc.,
feeling safe that we would never get caught, and we never did, but we had a
lot of close calls.

Raquel introduced me to a gay guy named Harry who was much older. I knew
Harry wanted to fool around with me, which was OK with me, so when he
finally asked me to go on a drive with him I said OK. We went to the park
and he asked if I knew what cruising was, and I said yeah, I had blown guys
in cars before. He looked at me and said, do you want to blow me? And I
said, real cool like, sure, whip it out. He did and it was a really nice
cock. I sucked him immediately and drank all the sperm he shot, then he
sucked me. Afterwards we talked, and I told him about my past. He had a
similar past, except he had also had sex with his dad. Harry was very
ambivalent about whether or not the incest had been consensual or abuse or
not. He would say that he liked it and then second-guess himself and say
that he hated his dad. But nonetheless the story got me really horny, and
when I pointed this out he offered to suck me again.

When we went back to Raquel's house she was sprawled out naked on the
couch, watching TV. Michelle came in wearing a bathrobe and I could tell
they had been fooling around. We talked about everything but Harry got
uncomfortable and left pretty quickly. Both Michelle and Raquel got really
heated up hearing about Harry's dick in my mouth, and we got to fucking
pretty quick.

I dated Michelle until Raquel had a nervous breakdown and had to be
hospitalized. Once Raquel wasn't part of our sexual equation, Michelle
started to lose interest in me. I was crushed, because Michelle was really
my first love. So for two years in high school I just sort of wandered
around in a broken-hearted daze.

In my senior year I got back into the dating scene with a vengeance. I must
have fooled around with a dozen girls at my high school that year. I fucked
four. I never made a commitment to any of them because of getting burned by
Michelle. I did keep seeing Harry, though. The best was when Harry brought
me to meet another teenage male friend of his and we had a three-way. The
kid was fucking my ass while I was sucking Harry at one point, and it was
one of the most intense moments ever, because the kid had a big dick with a
very large load. Then Harry sucked the entire load out of my ass, which
seemed like a nasty thing to do but which felt absolutely fucking great.

My mom and dad did end up divorcing, and my dad married a really nasty
woman with hateful kids. I hated them, so I stayed with my mom, who dated a
lot but never remarried. One night I woke up to hear mom getting fucked by
one of her dates in the living room. I flashed back to the time I had
stared at my mom's pussy while she was asleep on her bed, all those years
ago. Since then I had never seen her naked again, except for a brief
glimpse here and there, and now here was my chance to see her in action. I
sneaked down the hall and peered into the living room. Mom's legs were up
on the couch and this big, gross guy was huffing away between them. My mom
is no fashion model, but this guy was really gross and huge and hairy. I
was disgusted, so I went back to bed, but the more I thought about it the
more I wanted to watch my mom get fucked. So I crept down there again, but
there wasn't as much noise this time. When I peeked, I saw the guy laying
on the floor and my mom SUCKING THE GUY'S DICK. She was really going at
it. I almost passed out from shock!!! I pulled my fucking cock out right
there and shot my wad in less than 30 seconds all over the hallway wall,
right as the guy came in mom's mouth and I heard her sucking and choking on
the load. I went to the bathroom to get a towel to wipe up with, but they
started to get dressed and move around the house, so I basically had to
sneak back to bed without being able to wipe up the cum. The next day when
I woke up, there was a huge wet spot on the wall. But it wasn't from my cum
and it smelled like cleaning fluid. Mom had found the stain and wiped it
up. I hoped she didn't know what it was.

I kept dating and fucking girls throughout high school, still seeing Harry
on the side, until I graduated. Harry was heartbroken when I went to
college, but I was pretty much over the whole thing.

During the summer I worked at a bookstore. My manager was a middle-aged
woman named Nancy who was really hot. Since I was regularly fantasizing
about my mom now, I figured it would be really cool to try and fuck
Nancy. She was short and slightly chubby with nice tits, short hair and
cute cheeks. When her car broke down I offered to drive her home and we
chatted about all kinds of stuff. Since women usually hate the way they
look, I knew it was a matter of time before Nancy would say something
derogatory about herself. I told her she was really beautiful and she
shouldn't be so hard on herself. She seemed really surprised and told me to
quit lying, but I insisted that I was sincere and that she was really good
looking, and if I thought I could get away with it I'd ask her out. We were
quiet for a while after that, except for her telling me directions to her
house. I knew I had her when we pulled up in her driveway and she didn't
say goodbye or get out. She said, what do you mean if you could get away
with it? I started to act all embarrassed and shy, and I told her that I
didn't want to get fired or get in trouble or anything. I also said I
didn't want her to be embarrassed or to get in trouble. She sat there
quietly for a while and then asked me to come inside. We went in and she
poured herself a whiskey and coke, but only gave me a coke. We talked for a
while about work, and then she asked me again if I really thought she was
beautiful. I said, "Not only are you beautiful, but Nancy, you're pretty
hot." She kept staring at me after that, so I thought it was now or never
and I leaned over and kissed her. She moaned and responded, kissing me
back, and then grabbing my ass. I knew I was going to fuck her. My hands
ran all over her, trying to get her clothes off, and she pulled my hard
cock out to jack me off. It ended up with her naked from the waist down,
bent over the couch in her living room, with me behind her, sticking my
hands up her shirt and feeling her tits while I fucked her from behind. It
was so fucking good. She was pretty tight for a middle aged woman. We
finished undressing and went to the bedroom where I finished fucking
her. Then we just laid there for a while, not saying anything, stroking and
feeling each other, me sucking her beautiful tits, her playing with my
nuts, etc. Around 8 pm I told her I had to go and she started crying, which
should have been a warning sign at that point, but I ignored it.

You guessed it, by the end of the summer Nancy had become really psycho,
possessive, controlling and all that. I had to quit my job and she still
wouldn't let up. She knew she couldn't call my house because my mom would
have her arrested if she knew the truth, but she waited around for me and
tried to follow me places and stuff. Nancy had been a really great fuck,
willing to do anything, even anal sex and some watersports, but she was
completely psycho and very lonely.

I was so grateful to go to college, where I could resume dating all kinds
of women. It was in college that I met my wife Beth, who is just amazing in
all respects but is really great sexually. She is just as open-minded as
Raquel, as willing to please as Nancy, but very strong mentally and not
willing to take any shit. We were swingers for a while and we are still
nudists.

At this point we have a daughter who is eleven. When she was three we
noticed her masturbating herself in a casual, innocent way, and it got both
me and Beth so horny that we immediately went to the bedroom and
fucked. Then we had a discussion and agreed that we would not suppress our
daughter's sexuality in any way. So our daughter continued masturbating
openly, and soon Beth and I were too, unable to resist our child's innocent
example. This of course led to Beth and I fucking and sucking in front of
our girl, which led to some bizarre situations where our daughter wanted to
participate in our sex games. We drew the line there, but we still let her
watch and cuddle afterwards.

So let me tell you what happened to the others and then my story will be
done. My aunt Christine is still beautiful and I still lust after her. Her
son Andy is now married with kids and shows no sign of being gay. Joey did
come out as a homosexual, and while I supported him, the rest of the family
had to struggle to accept him. I haven't heard from Nancy in years and I
don't want to. Steven isn't married yet, but he's dating a series of
underage girls which is going to get him in big trouble one of these
days. Paula moved to New York but I have no idea what she's doing and I
don't really care. Cynthia and Darlene got pregnant in high school, got
married and became fundamentalist Christians. And Wendy is now an out and
proud lesbian activist who comes to visit regularly. She flirts with Beth a
lot, but nothing has happened (that I know of).

Oh yeah, my mom. I did end up fucking her, but it was just once. It was
right before I married Beth. I had resolved to fulfill all the sexual
fantasies I had that I couldn't do with Beth. One of those was fucking my
mom. I went over to her house with some booze and offered to cook
dinner. We ate and got liquored up, then I rubbed her shoulders and started
kissing her neck. She only complained once, when she said that we really
shouldn't be doing this. I told her that I always wanted to and that this
would be my last chance, and after that she said nothing. She turned around
and kissed me with her tongue, then I picked her up and carried her to her
bedroom. I undressed her and gently sucked her pussy, which was really
incredible. It was not the cleanest, nor the prettiest, nor the tastiest
pussy I had ever sucked, but it was the very hole from which I had been
born, which made it mind-blowing and insanely great. Then I fucked her and
the whole time we just kissed maniacally. When I came inside of her she
shrieked and clawed my back. I kissed her again, kissed her sagging tits,
kissed her gooey pussy, and then tucked her into bed. She was asleep before
I got dressed again, and since then she has never mentioned it. I never
told anybody about that, not even Beth. Anyway, that's the story. Hope you
liked it.