Date: Wed, 18 Aug 2010 11:53:09 -0400
From: Roger Bontemps <junkies.in.the.sky@gmail.com>
Subject: So Young, So Cute, So Sexy: Chapter 5

DISCLAIMER : These are the sexual tribulations of a teenage girl, thorn
between her own adolescent boyfriend and a preteen girl she is
babysitting. It now also is about her boyfriend who discovers his
bisexuality via his brother. Check your local laws about that kind of stuff
before delving any deeper. Now, if it's okay for you to read this, you're
more than welcome to drop those pants.

IF YOU LIKED IT, PLEASE, GIMME SOME FEEDBACK at
junkies.in.the.sky@gmail.com . I'd love to write more of this story, but I
need motivation; knowing there are people genuinely enjoying that stuff is
the strongest motivation of all. This interaction with the readers is the
main reason why I came back to Nifty; I missed it so bad :)

Also, if you've got suggestions involving the current roster of characters,
send them my way, as I need to diversify the sexual fantasies contained
within these stories to keep them as, erm, *engaging* as they should be.

Enjoy!

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The loud, beeping sound of my alarm clock woke us both. Sasha was startled,
seeing how he's always getting out of bed last minute, while I'm an early
bird. I felt him looking over my shoulder and at the clock, then just
booming back in the bed.

"It's so freaking early..."

"That's when I wake up."

"But we're leaving for school in two hours !" I hate mondays.

"I have to get my ass outta bed, and that takes me some time. Then I storm
the bathroom, have breakfeast, check my emails, update my Facebook, update
my Twitter..."

"Fuck this..."

"Hey, watch your language !"

"Oh shut up, you say those things, too !"

"I do, but if Mom and Dad hear you say 'such things', they will think you
picked them up from me."

"But I did !" Shame. I rolled to face him.

"You little..." I started tickling his bare upper body and in his nervous
reactions, he kicked the covers off his body. I was shocked to see that he
took his boxers off during the night. What's more, he was hard. I quickly
looked in another direction to avoid eye-contact with his erect little
penis. "Dude ! Do you know what boxers are for !?"

"It was hot during the night, so I took them off." His tone ringed with
bullshit and all my fears from last night resurfaced. Could my little
brother be falling in love with me ?

"Yeah, and I guess that you spent most of the night thinking about Jay,
too..."

"Hey! No fair! It's morning wood !" And before I could even do or think
anything at all, I felt a hand gripping my cock through my briefs. "See,
you got it too." It was hard indeed. But in MY case, I KNEW it WAS morning
wood for sure.

"Okay, seriously Sash, get your hand off my dick." It stayed there. "BRO! I
don't think it's that fucking hard to understand ! Let go of my dick. NOW!"
He released it slowly. I felt bad for that sudden rise of hostility.

"Ok, ok... gee, I thought it'd be funny... you know, like it was before."

"Before was... before. You're not a kid anymore ! And, I mean, you're gay,
we're brothers... don't you think it's a little normal for me to feel
uncomforatable ?"

He sighed.

"I guess so. Sorry."

"It's okay. I could have told you in a better way." I turned my head back
to face him. "I'm sorry too -- oh, great. You're still hard."

"I bet you are, too." I quickly covered my crotch with both hands,
expecting him to grab my penis again. He did not. He was right, though; I
was still hard.

"Yeah, morning wood is a bitch." The more I looked at his naked frame, the
more my morning wood turned into genuine wood. He was so cute and it was so
cool to share such a moment with him. As long as we didn't actually DO
anything, I was allowed to think that, right ?

"I hate morning wood. I never have the time to do anything about it. I just
tuck it under my underwear's waistband and then I just wait for it to go
down, but it just feels bad."

"That's more points for waking up early. I jack off every morning to get it
down. Otherwise, I feel uncomfy." Where is this headed ? It all felt like
the night before, but times ten. Except that this time around, there was no
hesitation: I needed relief. This WAS hot, and undeniably so. "Since we're
on the subject, could you go back to your room ? I kind of need to get
off."

"Can't we do it together ?" No. Fucking. WAY. This can't be real.

"Holy fuck, dude ! I'm your BROTHER ! What's your damage !?"

"But I've already caught you --" Leaking cum all over ? Yes you did, idiot
! Yet stumbling upon a campfire is no reason to run around it with gasoline
!

"Jesus Christ ! Sasha ! Why are you so obsessed with me !? Do you have the
hots for me or what ?!" As soon as I asked that question, I had big
regrets. His eyes became watery and his morning wood died.

"Well I... yes ?" I felt like someone shattered my heart in billions of
little pieces. Thing is, I never thought he'd say it. I thought he'd
collapse or cry and that I'd have to wipe the tears, then we'd never talk
about it again. What was I supposed to do now ? His swelling eyes were
pretty much pleading me not to get mad at him, but I was not mad, not in a
million years; I was scared shitless. Probably because I never thought a
guy I loved as much as I love my little brother would ever tell me that. I
never looked into what I'd do if another boy I could not scold or hate, by
fear of hurting him, would confess his love to me. But there I was now. "I
always looked up to you, Kevin. You were always so cool... when I entered
Junior High I wanted to get a girlfriend, just like you... but I didn't
feel anything for any girl." The words were cutting through me like a knife
through butter. "I was... man, you have no idea. Then... one night I was
over at Jay's and we had booze..."

"WHAT!? You've been drinking ?!" This was getting out of hands fast. He
ignored me, though.

"We kind of ended piled on top of one another. We were laughing. We were
having so much fun. But inside I just... I felt it." And the tears started
running down. "I wanted it to last forever. I freaked out. I tried to think
of something else but I couldn't. I was in love. With Jay. I panicked. I
told you about it, because... I always looked up to you ! But then we grew
closer in a very... weird way. And I felt it again. Towards you, this
time. But that was bad. So I turned back to Jay but... but..."

"He stabbed you right in the heart..." He just nodded.

"When I caught you all covered up in cum yesterday..." Oh Jesus
Christ. Careful kid, careful. "... I thought it was so fucking hot." Oh for
fuck's sake... and that wasn't all there was to it.

"Dude, below your waist, it's coming back to life..." I was trying to
unwind the doomsday machine through poor jokes and keen observation. Fuck
that. It wouldn't work.

"You're so handsome, so nice..." One of his hands touched my face and he
looked like on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Then the sentence made
it's way out. "Why can't you be someone else !?" I expected him to explode,
but he just stopped talking. He looked at me, straight in my eyes. It was
my turn to talk, obviously, but I still didn't know what to say. What
scared me the most was that I seemed unable to just decline his advances.

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't turn him down.

He pulled the covers back over his body, as if he just now realised that he
had a boner again. I looked at him and felt completely messed up because I
was hard as a rock, too. He snuggled against me and I was far too weak to
push him away. I wrapped an arm over him and held him close to me. Our hard
penises felt each other through the fabric of my boxers. The sexual tension
was intoxicating. I think we both knew it was wrong, but we were waiting
for something to happen, for something to go too far. He kissed my chest
several times and ascended towards my neck. I wanted to scream, I wanted to
stop him, but I couldn't. A part of me wanted to kiss him. If I didn't like
it -- and I surely wouldn't, right ? -- I'd just push him away and blame it
on him. His face crept up to mine and he looked straight in my eyes, his
lips almost touching mine. I felt a leg sliding up my cock and I trembled
with fear.

"It's not really morning wood, is it ?"

His lips touched mine. They were just as soft as a girl's, but thicker than
those of Cassandra. He gave my lips a plain kiss and I felt something
terrifying inside: butterflies in my stomach. Then he came back for more,
sucking on my lips until I kinda gave up and responded, opening my mouth
and letting him in. He kissed me to his heart's content while I barely did
anything; I was very passive, floored by the events and especially by how
good it felt, how gentle, caring, loving his kiss was. His hands roamed my
chest and went south, under the waistband of my boxers. He grabbed my
throbbing penis and worked his hand on it. My spine curved as shivers rode
it in all directions and I squealed in both fear and delight, which broke
the kiss. Seeing my reaction kind of stunned him: he collapsed in the bed
and released my cock. Slowly, his hand made it's way out of my boxers. It
all stopped.

"It feels so weird, doing that to you." I was disappointed and relived at
the same time. I looked at him and I still couldn't talk. "I'm sorry. I
shouldn't have done that."

"It's okay. It's alright. It's over now." I was so sex-crazed ! I wanted
more of him, but I thought of the consequences and I knew it was not worth
it. I couldn't possibly WANT to go down on my brother, could I ? It was
ridiculous ! Cassandra didn't have even one second for me during the whole
weekend and I needed to fuck so bad it was not even funny ! I just needed
relief. Yeah, that must have been it. So I decided to get that out the way
before I went batshit insane. "... dude ? Are you still hard ?" Sasha's
face flushed red. Embarassment graced his lips. Oh Lord, please allow me to
think he's pretty...

"Yes... I'm sorry ! I can't get it down ! I swear it's not my --"

"I'm still hard too so... wanna jack off ?" First uneasiness, then surprise
and, finally, outright shock flashed on his face.

"But I thought... I mean, you're sure it doesn't bother you ? I can go back
to my room if you prefer." He was so confused that I couldn't help but
smile, even though I was drowning in confusion, too.

"It's up to you. We just kissed, in case you didn't notice. Seeing you
jacking off is not going to shock me now." He looked undecided and rolled
his eyes around in a pensive glance. He was so cute !

"Kevin ?"

"Yeah ?"

"Is it really over ? I mean... since you didn't stop me... does it mean you
love me, too ?" He had a serious look on his face and was pretty anxious
about asking that question. The answer flowed naturally, probably because I
had plenty of time to come up with such overly simple bullshit, but most of
all because I desperately needed to jack off and his presence wasn't
helping me to cool down at all.

"I love you like a big brother loves his little brother. And I think you
love me like a little brother loves his big brother. You look up to me and
I try to protect you. We got a little too close and we confused some stuff,
that's all. No biggie, we didn't do anything too bad." The truth was far
more complex, but I couldn't understand it, nor did I want to look into
myself to find it. It was easier to just forget it all.

"Yeah, I guess you are right. Well, I'll go back to my room." Once again, I
was hit by a mix of disappointement and relief. He arched over me and I
rolled on the bed to let my eyes follow him. When I thought he'd finally
hop over my body to make his way out, he just collapsed back next to
me. Would this ever end ?! "My boxers !"

"What about them ?" I grumbled. My crotch was about to explode.

"I don't know where they fell ! I can't just run back to my room naked ! I
think they fell between the bed and the wall !"

"Oh for fuck's sake... !" I blew the covers off my steaming body and pulled
my boxers down. In an act of fury, I grabbed my cock and tugged on it like
a madman. Oh yeah. Oh fucking finally. "There will be plenty of time to
search them... when I'm done !" His blue eyes glittered with pure lust.

"Oh my God..." He was so cute and so excited; he desperately wanted to
touch himself, yet fear and embarassement were holding him back ! The more
I masturbated, the more I wanted to whisper his name instead of
Cassandra's, the more I wanted to touch his body. I was physically
attracted to my little brother and I didn't give a shit. The feelings were
far too good right now for me to grow scrupulous. I laid a hand on his
chest; he gasped loudly. I felt his muscles, fortelling a far more athletic
body than mine, flexing in surprise. My hand drove south, across his tummy
which was, once again, firm and well-toned. Then I grabbed his penis and
his eyes rolled up as he batted his eyelids. "Oh fuck yes !" His skin was
marvelous, but his dick was even better to feel.

"You're so silky dude..." Sasha shivered upon hearing this troubling
confesssion; hell, I freaked even myself out by saying that. But I pumped
his little cock between my fingers nonetheless, and he purred and twisted
on the bed in approval. He was so aroused, he reminded me of myself the
first time a girl touched my cock. My first handjob had me shaking, roaring
and saying 'Oh God...' a lot. I had to ask. "Is it the first time someone
else jacks you off ?"

"Mh-hm!" He nodded really fast, lost, before attempting to talk again. "It
feels so good ! Oh God..." Learning I was the first one only made me
hornier; if I kept up, I'd be the first one to make him cum, too ! My own
penis throbbed at that thought and I jacked off harder and faster, feeling
a sense of arousal, a touch of danger that I didn't feel for a long
time. My last sexual experience with a boy dated back to when I was 8 years
old and just fooling around with a friend; it wasn't really sexual, I
guess, more of a 'lemme touch yours I'll let you touch mine' type of
thing. But now, it was for real. I was jacking off another dude, my little
brother to be precise, and it was freaking hot. I was breaking so many
rules, and I always loved to break the rules in bed.  I knew shame and
doubt were just around the corner -- they would hit right after I'd blow my
load -- but as of right now, I felt kickass, hot and primed. Sasha's hips
bucked forward sporadically while he crunched the bed's sheets in his
hands. His eyes lit up and his mouth went agape; for a short, floaty
moment, I saw his true beauty. I would never forget this image. He was
three years younger than me, but still, three years of puberty made all the
difference in the world. He looked so young, so cute, so... so sexy !

"Fuck..." I barely had the time to talk before his eyes went shut real
hard. His little dick pulsed and, to my surprise, a little amount of cum
spurted out, splashing on my hand. My little brother peacefully went down
from his silent orgasm, stirring on the bed. "Oh God..." I panted heavily,
looking at him, so serene. I brought my cum-covered fingers up to my nose
and smelled his offering. I always loved the scent of cum and when I
started eating my own, I also took a liking to it's taste. When the perfume
of my brother's sperm filled my nostrils, I felt a squeezing that reached
deep into my balls. My fingers trailed to my mouth and I sucked his load
off my hand in pure and utter delight. From the corner of my eye, I could
see Sasha's puzzled face.

"Kevin ?" Fingers still in mouth, I just moaned as my buttocks clenched. I
lifted off the bed and my cock spewed ropes of cum across my tummy and even
all the way up my chest. I exhaled gloriously, like a warrior would after
decimating a whole army on his own, soaked in satisfaction. And then I
looked to Sasha and I understood what I just did -- namely, eating his
sperm in front of him just before exploding in an all-too-powerful orgasm
of my own. How would I ever explain that to him ? "Wow, there's so much !"
He reached out with one of his hands and trailed a finger across my chest,
scooping a sampling of my juice. Wihout even hesitating, he sucked his
finger clean. And then he grimaced. "It tastes weird !"

"Yeah. It took me a while to get used to it. I don't know why I started
eating my own; I just did, at one point." I was surprised he still didn't
ask any questions about my sexual orientation yet. He seemed to be at peace
with what happened. Moreso than myself at least.

"So... you always eat it ?"

"Well, not always, but quite often." I turned red. Somehow, it felt weird
talking about that with Sasha, even if we just did far worse.

"Will you eat it now ?" He seemed so excited to ask that question. I just
knew he wanted to see me feast on the mess I made all over myself, but my
post-climax blues was very strong that time around. I felt a strong guilt
and was a little bit nauseated.

"No. I think I already took this thing a little bit too far, bro. I feel
bad about it."

"Well it was kinda hot." What the fuck was I supposed to say !? Because it
was indeed very hot, that part wasn't debatable.

"It was hot, dude, no question about that. But didn't it feel.. wrong, to
you ?" I felt the puddles of cum becoming cold on my skin.

"Well... yeah." He looked disappointed. "You're so weird." I knew exactly
what he meant but played the dumb card hoping he wouldn't dare to explain.

"How so ?"

"You know..." Awww shit. "... the way you talked to me and, well, it's
like, you like eating cum, and, you know, your eyes when you looked at me
were just so... I don't know --" Well that's a bummer.

"Sasha... what we did was very enjoyable. And... you are very cute, and I
love you -- like brothers do. But I... dude, I'm very confused, but there's
one thing I know: I love Cassandra..."

"Well she's lucky." That was so damn adorable, I swear, had I not been
covered in semen, I'd have given him a hug.

"... and you're my brother. Last time I checked, having sex with your
brother was labeled as incest. And you're a dude ! I'm not gay !" A few
moments of silence followed before he attacked again.

"But didn't you say you find me beautiful ?" I knew that one would come
back to bite me.

"Well, uh, I said cute, didn't I ?"

"But if you're straight --"

"Just because I'm straight doesn't mean I can't approve of the looks of a
few guys." He raised an eyebrow, exposing all of his skepticism while I, on
the other end, made matters worse with every word I uttered. "I mean, come
on ! You're gay, but there's gotta be at least one or two girls out there
that you think are hot, right ?"

"Well, there are some girls which I think are pretty, but not that way." He
pointed to the cum on my chest with an embarassed face. Time to hit the
fire exit on that one !

"Too bad for you then !" I rubbed my cum all over my upper body with both
hands, smearing it thin. Sasha made funny eyes at me. "What ? You really
thought I'd wipe it with kleenexes ? I came way too much for that ! It's
time for me to hit the shower, anyway."

"What about my boxers !?"

"You don't actually need me to look for them, do you ?"

"Fair enough..." I pulled my boxers off and jumped out of bed. I felt like
shit and Sasha probably would feel the same as soon as he would get over
those mental images of me smearing my sperm across my chest. While in the
shower I got a hardon I didn't even take care of. I just couldn't believe
what I felt in my heart and in my stomach when I thought of him now. We met
in total silence as he entered the bathroom while I went back to my
bedroom. I sat in front of the computer and tried to type in a Facebook
status, or something for Twitter, but nothing came up. I just typed
"Confused."

***---***

I know my boyfriend. I know when something's not right with him.

"You're not fooling me, baby."

"Well, for starters, where the fuck were you this weekend ?!"

"I had other stuff to do !"

"LIKE WHAT !?" Was he really that horny already ? I knew Kevin was a sex
machine but... I mean, screaming out loud in the school's dining hall was
kind of harsh !

"Jesus, Kevin, calm down ! We have all sorts of renovations going on in the
house and I've also got to study !"

"I'm sorry... It's just that I'm going insane without you babe. I hate to
think there would be things more important for you than me, because I don't
wanna lose you." Awwwwww, he's so cuuuuuuuuuute !

"Is it really all there is to it ?"

"Well, there is some other stuff but I can't talk about it."

"Has it got something to do with that secret about your brother ?" He
froze, taken aback, before confirming what I thought.

"Yeah. Gee, you've got good memory."

"I can't forget anything about you baby."

"Well, you forgot how quickly I get blue balls !" Oh. my. God.

"Kev ! For fuck's sake !"

"I'm just kidding... well, almost."

"You !!!" I lightly punched him before colliding on his shoulder; I love
this boy. Really, I do. Before what happened with Tiff, I had no trouble
picturing myself living with him, exclusively. He knew how to satiate my
sexual appetite AND he was adorable. But now, I developed tastes, desires,
NEEDS that he'd never be able to satisfy. Yet that didn't mean he was any
less lovely. "I love you so much..." I sighed in ecstacy as his arm made
the way around me. He held me tight to his side and kissed my head.

"I love you too, Cass." And then, dropping to my ear. "And I would love you
even more if you managed to find the time for a quickie in the restrooms
before lunchtime is over." Being so close to him was divine. When he talked
sex in my ear like that, I could taste his cock in my mouth, I could feel
his glans parting my pussy. He made me forget Tiffany, he made me forget
everything, even dignity; I almost moaned like a filthy whore in the middle
of the dining hall. But I was saved by the bell. "Whaaaaaaaaaaat !? It's
over already ?" I straightened and look into his deep, fascinating eyes.

"I'll miss you, big boy. If you think you're gonna lose your mind by the
end of the week, just call me on the job. I know we said we wouldn't do it
again but... I'd be okay with a little exception." He looked down,
decidedly pissed to be faced with such hard decision-making.

"I'll give it some thought, but I'll try to hold back until this weekend."

"Don't try too hard..." I winked and leaned in on him. Gosh, I forgot how
well our lips found each other and fused in a mess. Between that marvelous
boy and my 7 years old nymphomaniac, I fucking had it all.

***---***

I took a leak before leaving school: a piss-poor decision, no pun intended,
because Sasha did the same thing, so I ran into him in the restrooms. And
he decided to stick with me all the way home. He was annoyingly cheerful
and talked about a whole lot of mundane stuff which clashed inelegantly
with our weirdo session in the morning.  He was not even pretending nothing
happened; he tried to make up for it ! When I finally reached my bedroom I
fired up my laptop and checked on my social networks. I saw a whole lot of
reactions to my "Confused." status. Many people were wondering what was
up. Of course I didn't feel like telling, so I just updated my status to
"Feeling better now" and hoped it would end there. I jumped on my bed and
was about to yank my jeans down when someone knocked on my door.

"Yeah ?"

"Kevin ? It's me. Can I come in ?"

"Yeah, yeah, sure." The door opened and my Dad came in. That couldn't be
good. I had a very loving Dad, but he was not very talkative.

"Hi son."

"Hey, what's up ?" He closed the door behind him and sat in the only chair
in my bedroom.

"Uhhh... well, Kevin, this is embarassing, but I feel like it's something I
must know."

"Go ahead."

"Well, it's about what happened this morning. I really hope you're gonna
make it easy for me there and won't deny that SOMETHING, I don't know what
exactly, happened this morning." My heart started thumping faster and
harder in my chest.

"What... what do you mean ?" I sat in the bed, crunched by stress and
anxiety.

"Son, you made your way out of your bedroom this morning smelling of cum
and sweat, your chest all shiny, while your little brother was naked in
your bedroom. I don't wanna throw accusations around, but this is sketchy
at best." I didn't even need a mirror: I FELT myself getting super
pale. "And then there was all the noise prior to that." Noise ?

"Noise ? What noise ?"

"Kevin... Goddamnit! I could hear your bed banging the wall all the way
from our bedroom !" I jacked off THAT hard !? I didn't even notice !
"That's what caught my attention. Then when I tried getting out of my room
I saw you were getting out of yours and you were talking to someone. I
didn't know what to do so I just closed my door again. Son, I know this
will sound strange but... when you went down the hallway, I could smell you
from behind the door. As soon as you jumped in the shower I went over to
your bedroom to see for myself who you were talking to and I saw Sasha,
butt naked, pulling on your bed, looking for his boxers. And again there
was that smell ! I was so stunned I just froze, said good morning and left
it at that." I had to stop this carnage before it was too late ! "Do you
have any idea what's been running through my head all day ? Kevin, I don't
wanna get mad, but if you keep denying everything I will be forced to
conclude you're hiding something from me. Look, it's ok for brothers to
fool around. I fooled around with my brothers, too, but there are limits
--"

"Ok, Dad, look; it's nowhere near as bad as you think it is."

"Then please, Kevin, by all means, enlighten me."

"Sasha had a hard time sleeping yesterday, so he came over to my room once
you guys were asleep. I was not. We chatted about all sorts of stuff and
then it was pretty late and he didn't wanna go back to his room, so he
asked if he could sleep with me. I thought there was nothing wrong with
that, I mean, we did it during camping, so I accepted. During the night,
Sasha felt it was too hot for his comfort, so he took his boxers off. We
both move alot while we sleep, and you know that's true because of our
camping trip last year. Somehow he kicked his boxers in a really remote
place during the night. Then, when I woke up, well, you know I wake up
really early, and in the morning, I always have morning wood. And I always
jack off first thing in the morning to get rid of it. I did just that --"

"With Sasha next to you ?!"

"Well, yeah, I mean... he jacks off too, now. He's been doing it for quite
some time. He's no longer a little boy, Dad."

"How do you know that ?"

"Dad... seriously, you know what brothers our age talk about." His skin got
a little pinkier than before.

"I guess you've got a point there."

"It was business as usual for me. Sasha had morning wood, too. So he tagged
along -- that must have been why it was so noisy. I didn't even notice,
honestly. Then... you know, I kind of made a pretty big mess
so... uuhhhhhh, kleenexes were out of the question. Normally I use a cloth,
but I just wanted to hit the shower as soon as possible, so I rubbed it
almost dry and went straight to the shower. Sasha used kleenexes on himself
and I told him to look for his boxers while I was showering. And if it can
reassure you, yes, I felt like shit after all that."

"You shouldn't feel bad, Kevin." He took a little pause and scratched his
head. I was puzzled by where this was going. "When I was your age, I fooled
around with my brothers, too. I just thought you went beyond..." He pumped
his hand over his crotch, simulating jacking off, as if doing that was less
of an embarassment than actually uttering the words 'jacking off'. Meet my
Dad, the King of unintended awkward. "There's fooling around and then
there's incest. There's curiosity and there's homosexuality. Son, you and
Sasha are the best things to have ever happened in my life. I will always
love the both of you more than anyone and anything else in the world. But
incest would put a dent in that affection and homosexuality would be a
bitter pill to swallow. So I just wanted to check that I... well, you
know... I think you're better off with just fooling around and being
curious." I thought about Sasha being gay and what it meant in light of
what I've just heard. Poor dude.

"I understand Dad. I won't do it again."

"Oh, son, whether you do it again or not is none of my business ! If it's
just fooling around, I don't care; I turned out just fine. Just be a little
bit more subtle next time, okay ? Because, honestly, you're lucky your mom
didn't catch wind of any of this. Who knows what kind of shitstorm we'd be
in right now..." I giggled a bit.

"Why d'you say that ?"

"Moms have a whole lot of trouble dealing with their sons' sexuality, even
when it's perfectly normal. Remember the dramas about about being careful
with girls and about how she couldn't believe you were growing up so fast ?
That was when you started dating Cassandra and that's no coincidence. And
you've only seen half of it. When we were alone, she would never stop
yapping about how anxious she was. You know, had I not known my own mother,
I would have thought Kate to be a paranoïd nutcase, but it seems all moms
are like that. So just take a wild guess at how she would have reacted to
this." Sliding his hands on his knees, he got up and walked towards the
door. "Kevin ? I'm sorry for that incursion in your private life."

"Tsokay Dad, I guess I kinda begged for it."

"Yeah. I'll leave you to your stuff now." Dad left and went downstairs. As
soon as I heard the squeaking sound of the staircase, Sasha blasted right
in, closing the door behind him in typical ninja fashion, and jumped at
me. I fell back on the bed with him on top of me. Talking about what we did
in the morning got me semi-hard, but seeing him there, on top of me,
smiling, well, that kind of got me REALLY hard.

"You were eavesdropping, weren't you ?" He didn't even respond. He just
kissed my lips and went on to thrust his hips forward. Now we both knew we
were hard. That was getting dangerously hot. I pushed him away.

"Whoa, slow down cowboy." He was still smiling like a rising sun. "What the
fuck do you think you're doing !?" He pressed his lips against my ear.

"Thank you for not telling Dad..."

"You'll have to tell him someday, you know that ?"

"Yeah, but I'm not ready right now."

"Anyway, how is a fucking rape attempt supposed to pass for a thank-you
note !?" He swayed his hips a few times, grinding on my penis, looking into
my eyes.

"Well it sure feels like you want to 'fool around' some more. I know I do."
Sexy. That was the only accurate word to describe him at that point. He
pressed his lips against mine again and that's all I could think
of. Sexy. Lovely. My tongue slipped out and he sucked on it. I lost control
of my limbs and my hands roamed his back, slipping downwards, gripping his
ass; my heart wanted to thump it's way out of my chest. His butt was so
ample, so deliciously puffy, bubbly ! I slapped it once, lovingly shaking a
cheek in my hand upon impact. I hungrily sucked his face and moved my
pelvis against him, my every move being no less than a love declaration. I
took him like I would have taken a girl, beastly, with passionate fury, and
yet I could feel every defining curve of his body, every bump telling the
tale of a young, active male in great shape. Our lips parted ways when I
pinched his bubblebutt roughly. He tensed up and then died on top of me,
nesting his smooth lips in my neck. I felt him breathing. I caressed his
back dreamily as I came back to my senses.

"Ohhhhhhhhh baby..." It slipped out like that, provoking a stifled laughter
and invoking his hands in my hair. He slipped off me, slowly, and I could
feel all his features sliding on my erect penis. I knew what he was doing,
but I couldn't -- I didn't really want to -- believe it. I just stared at
the ceiling as he collapsed at my feet. Soon enough he was off me,
presumably on his knees, his palms rubbing up my legs. His delicate hands
unsnapped my pants; I heard the zipper quickly going down, the sound of
fabric sliding on skin. My cock first felt the cold air of the room, then
the warmth of Sasha's dedicated fingers.

"Wow. It's so big." He masturbated me.  He jacked me off, rather slowly, as
I leaked precum all over my glans, all over his hand. I sighed with
satisfaction, light as a leaf dancing in the breeze. He was so gentle, so
caring. It was a peaceful moment, unlike anything I could have imagined sex
with another guy would be. Suddenly, a burning sensation escalated from the
base all the way up to the tip. His tongue, slippery with a large amount of
saliva, worked up my cock as he gobbled up my precum. Then he brought his
lips to the shaft and kissed it lenghtwise. Ah, those lips...

"Jesus..." The ceiling was as unforgivingly white and lifeless as ever. I
had nothing else to focus on than my brother's mouth, who was now happily
lapping, kissing and suckling between my tighs. He licked my balls and even
sucked one, briefly.  My head was empty and I could have let him do that
for as long as he pleased. I just loved that moment so much. I just loved
him. After he munched his way back to the tip of my glans, his mouth
finally left my groin.

"It's even hotter than I thought it'd be ! You're so BIG though ! I wanna
suck it, but I never did that before and I don't want to hurt you with my
teeth. D'you want me to try ?" I couldn't speak. I was floored. I felt
tears effortlessly pouring out of my eyes. "Kevin ?" The tears kept flowing
and my head kept spinning; the ceiling remained as white as it had ever
been. My dick deflated and I pulled my underwear back up, zipped, snapped
the button back in place. Sasha crawled back on the bed and gave me a
puzzled look. When he saw the tears, he freaked out. "What have I done
wrong !? Why haven't you said anything !? Why --" I grabbed him by the
shoulders and placed his head on my heaving chest.

"Shhhhhhhhhhhh..." I caressed his fluffy auburn hair while my other hand
ventured across his back, butt and legs. The touch was nothing sexual, just
deeply caring, loving. "I'm okay. It's just that... I kinda felt something
for you that I shouldn't have felt." My words were half-whispered and yet
they had the effect of a bomb. At that point I didn't know how to say this
any other way. His head twitched and he looked directly into my eyes.

"Uhh ? What ?"

"I don't know dude. It's not just about sex anymore. It feels... different,
inside."

"But... Cassandra..."

"I know. It's fucked up. I don't know what to make of this. I feel so
messed up. I need some time to sort my shit out." He looked away from me.

"Do you want me to leave ?"

"Not now." I felt his curves and the softness of his skin for several
minutes, passing my fingers through his hair from time to time. The silence
was intoxicating. Sasha obviously wanted to stay as he did not fight it. He
even rolled over at one point to allow me easier access to his stomach. I
didn't even ask for that, but it felt so nice to lightly scratch and rub
the surroundings of his belly button. I thought to myself that if he had
not been my brother and if I didn't have a girlfriend as hot, wild and
valuable as Cass, I'd be making sweet love to him by now.

Eventually Mom called us over for dinner. We begrudgingly went downstairs,
messed up and silent. I knew we probably wouldn't talk again today.

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Her tiny eyes went shut real hard as she peed. She trembled a bit.

"But OF COURSE it doesn't hurt." I was pretty upset. My hand scrubbed my
face upwards and lost itself in my hair. She was so naive. "Tiffany, it's
very important that you do not lie to me about this ! If we put something
big up there again before you're done recovering, it will only worsen. I'm
surprised your parents didn't notice already." Relaxing her body as the
last drops of urine fell in the toilet, she awkwardly wiped her little
slit, looking at me.

"But I want something in it so bad ! I want to get the feelings again !"

"Don't worry; I brought something just in case." Her eyes lit up.

"Really !?"

"I know you can't get enough. Go to your bedroom, I'll join you shortly."

"Should I dress up ?" She was pulling at straws there.

"Waddaya think, genius ?" She giggled and ran to her room while I covered
my body with a towel and made my way back to the front door where I left my
backpack. I picked it up and brought it with me to Tiff's room. I dropped
my backpack on the floor and walked all the way to the bed where she was
laying down. I let the towel slip off my naked body and looked at her. "So,
you wanna have some fun, huh ?" She giggled in approval and I parted my
pussy lips. "Well then, first, come kiss my clitty !" In a ballet of
elegant moves, she rolled and turned her way to the edge of the bed and
looked up at my face with a huge smile. "God you're beautiful." Her lips
brushed my labia and then clumsily hugged my clitoris. She kissed the
button, making many cheesy smooching sounds as my knees weakened. "Ohhh
yeaaaaahh, that's it, that's my girl..." I caressed her cheeks while her
tongue slipped out and flicked over my privates. "Shit! SHIT! STOP!" I
pushed her face away from me and rubbed my fingers against her
lips. "You're just too good at this now ! I don't wanna cum right away !
Now c'mon, lay on your bed, on your tummy."

"On my TUMMY !?"

"Yep, your tummy Ms Walgreen."

"But you won't be able to reach my cunny that way !"

"I'll get to your cunny later, ok ? Just trust me; you're gonna like this."
As she laid as instructed, I kneeled down and reaced into my backpack. Over
the weekend, I bought two vibrating love eggs. I wanted to buy some for a
long time, but never got a big incentive before. I grabbed the toys and a
bottle of lubricant before hopping in the bed. I lost no time, pouring some
of the slimy stuff on my fingers and shoving my hand down her ass
crack. Expectedly, she shrieked upon contact.

"OMYGOSHWADDAYOUDOINIT'S -- IT'S SO COOOOOOOOOOLD !" I used my other arm to
hold her down on the bed.

"Just relax, it's all gonna feel better soon." A digit slipped in and I
twisted it to coat her insides with the slippery substance. I was careful
not to scratch her anus with my fingernails. After pulling out, I lubed up
the upper half of a love egg which I buried between her buttocks. "OK, now
push just as you would if you were taking a dump !" Wire between my
fingers, I pushed the small sex toy downwards and it sank into Tiffany's
butthole rather quickly. After much wiggling, her little anus shrunk around
my finger first, and then around the wire as I pulled out. "So how does it
feel ?"

"Weird... can I get on my back now ?"

"That's exactly what I want you to do." She rolled around and I looked at
her in amazement. A kid with a sex toy cord coming out of her ass: it was
surreal. I couldn't believe I was the one orchestrating the whole thing,
that I had the drive, the resolve to rip her innocence away in such a lewd
manner. I got shivers all over, wanting to stop without really being able
to. It only made me hornier. I moved in front of her and parted her pussy
lips. "Hold it open like this for me, honey." Her tiny fingers slipped
over, then in-between mine. Oh, so nubile. Oh, so fucking perfect. I placed
the second love egg on her clitoris and held it in place firmly. "Okay, let
go of your cunny now." Her pussy lips bit the love egg. "Now I want you to
hold the plastic thing as close to you as I do now. Do you think you can do
it ?" She nodded silently. "Great. Hold it yourself and then I'll release
it. It must not move though, so hold it tight." As I released the pressure,
the little orb bounced outwards a bit, but not much; she wasn't as strong
as I was, but then again, she didn't need to be. I parted my own pussy lips
open and moved over Tiff. Slowly, I bent on her until the love egg was
sandwiched between our clitorises. "Ok, now remove your hands SLOW-LY." Her
hands slid at the sides of our connected pelvises and as they did, the love
egg became looser between our clits. I shifted my weight against it to keep
it in place, effectively stomping my delicate lover upon the mattress.

"Ugggghghhhhhhh..."

"Sorry sweetheart ! Oh, I promise it will be worth it !" I felt around with
my hands to find the remote controls for the eggs. I bumped into her legs
several times doing so; they were so small. Soon enough I had the remotes
in my hands and I didn't know which was which.

"I don't feel anything."

"Just wait a bit..." I turned one on. It was the one between us.

"Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho AHHHHH! Oh yesssssssssssssss ! My butt now ! My butt !"
My teeth were grinding from the feelings and before I lost it completely, I
managed to power the love egg nested in her ass. She groaned like a beast
when I turned the button to the max in one slide. My nipples swelled as my
back tensed: I stretched over Tiffany like a flower opens in the spring. I
grabbed her tiny bed's head with both hands, firmly, and rocked atop her.

"Sweet Jesus..." My voice crackled and my hips moved. The love egg began
sliding left and right, flicking across our clits, driving us both
insane. I felt my juices flowing freely, seeping out of my throbbing vagina
and onto Tiffany. My sticky, lovely little girlfriend. Her fingers clawed
at my arms, extended like iron bars, as she went out of this world.

"Kevin... Kevin..." Oh Lord. The fact that she thought about my boyfriend
in such a moment floored me. My pussy squeezed hard upon Tiff's, driven by
my spasming hips. "KEVIN !!"

"Oh fuck... GOD... YESS !!!" I was so, SO close.

"I LOVE YOU CASSANDRA !" That sent me over the edge. I collapsed on top of
Tiffany, moaning like a slut. But she was not done. The love egg was still
buzzing between us, hurting me badly, but I was too tired to do
anything. "I LOVE YOu SO MUCH ! SO MUCH ! So... much..." Her hands crawled
from my arms to my back and she held me close to her as she fell back from
her orgasms. "P-p-p-p-please s-s-s-s-stopppppppp it !" I confusely felt
around for the remotes and powered off both the eggs. I slid downwards and
we shared a sloppy kiss. Our sweat made everything a mess. Her long black
hair was a bit damp and her bed sheets were too, even where there were none
of my kinky juices. We really shouldn't do it in her bedroom anymore: I had
to wash the sheets everytime and then, she had to take another shower
too. But the setting was so arousing.

In the shower she danced and wiggled joyfully, brimming with innocence. I
felt a strong guilt for a few seconds but then I thought about what
happened earlier. I remembered her calling for Kevin. And as I got slightly
wet thinking about our sex antics, she danced. Oh ! How she danced...

What's not to love about her ?

Surely I could grant her wish.

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