Date: Sat, 24 May 2008 22:18:23 -0700 (PDT) From: el paya Subject: JUST A DREAM: PART 1/ GAY 10:00pm, waiting to get off work, for some reason feeling like someone is watching me, not know why, but I'm anxious to get off work. Never had this feeling before, why? What's out there waiting for me? What's going to happen? As I hurried to get things done, still thinking, curious, wondering if it would be good or bad......... 11:00pm, time to leave, as I walk out the doors, looking around, seeing none, feeling relieved. Waited for everyone to exit the store, said my goodbyes, started to walk my normal route home. As I walked behind the store, as I always do, I noticed a truck parked there, a guy got out with the truck door open, seems like he is looking for something in there, cautiously I walk silently by, trying to have him notice me. He turns around, "HEY, can u hello me please?!" I didn't know what to do, and I walk up to him slowly, "Sure, with what?" He reaches into his truck and pulls out a paper, "Can u help find this address, seems like I took a wrong turn and now I'm lost'. Still with much caution I get closer, closer, I reach out to get the paper from his hand, all of a sudden he grabs my hand, pulls me forward, gets me sooo close to him I can feel his breath on my face.....I close my eyes, trembling with fear, not wanting to look into his eyes, his other hand reaches around my waist, pulls me in closer, I cant move, I struggle to get loose but I cant, his thick, heavy, muscular arms, don't give...I'm stuck..... His body is sooo much bigger than mine, his arms, his chest, wow, I'm tiny, he can hurt me, really hurt me, should I give in and let him do what he will, or try and get out? should I scream? I cant, even if I wanted to I'm too scared to. I remember thinking "Is it him? Can this really be him?" "NO! It can't. He wouldn't, would he?" We have been chatting online for a while now, but I don't think he would take the time to drive here, to do this, what about his partner? Would he cheat on him to do this? He release my arm only to grab me by the neck, gets me closer than before, turns my head and whispers, "Don't think of trying anything stupid!" His voice so evil, harsh, but yet almost as if he tried to be gentle, trying to let me know he wasn't going to hurt me. At that point I knew, It is HIM, how stupid can I be not to know, still know but yet not giving in. He begins to smell my face, almost like an animal, his lips touches mine, I'm breathing hard, trying to control myself, but I cant, still trembling, but its not from fear anymore, fear turned into excitement, waiting, waiting to see what he is going to do next. He turns me around, his arms still on my neck, while the other behind to pull my tucked shirt out, I can feel the warmth of his cock pressing against my ass, not giving him the idea I'm liking it, I pretend to try and struggle out, he holds me closer, closer to his body, now I can feel his tight muscled chest against my back, his cock on my ass...damn, I cant believe I'm letting him, encouraging him... His hand, his strong, rough, working man's hand, caressing my soft skin, feeling my nipples, pinching them lightly, scrolling down to my stomach, my naval, now its in my pants, feeling my hard cock, playing, teasing it.... "You enjoying this? YOU fucking PIG". He undoes my belt, throws it, unbuttons my pants, slowly unzips them, my pants fall to my ankles, now I'm shivering more, its cool outside, the wind blowing, I don't know if its from it or from the excitement...reaches down to feel my hard cock again, but this time he pulls my underwear down, now my ass, my cock exposed, hold me closer, he pulls his pants down....I try to look down at his cock, he wont let me, damn it... His cock feels soooo damn hard against my ass, the heat, the throbbing, he begins to dry fuck me, damn, its sooo big, "How am I suppose to take all of that?" shit I know I wasn't going to be able to with out him hurting me...? I see him reach to the side panel of the truck door, its a container, he opens it with his mouth, pours on me, the liquid, so warm, tingling, I knew then it was lube, I thought to myself, "better get ready, because he is!" I tried to relax, if I relax it won't hurt as much. I feel his hand reaching around, holding me by my stomach, the other still on my throat. now his cock against my ass crack, the heat of it, the throbbing, when I suddenly feel him entering me..."AHHHHHHHHH!" He quickly moves his hand from throat to my mouth, covering, "SHHHHHH, don't be a bitch!" His head was in, slowly pushing the rest in, the shaft, soooo hard...slowing going in....he knows my ass is too small for his cock, pulls it out, re-lubes, tries it again, at first his cock head, now he has it half way, slowly and easy, I haven't realized it yet but its all in, feel like its all the way to my stomach, the pain feels sooo good, how can I be enjoying this? I don't know but I am. I feel him thrusting, in and out, in and out, faster, faster, I tried to let a sound out but I can't, he is holding me so close to his body, hard to even breathe, I cant do anything. His thrusts are now harder and faster, so hard it lifts me to my toes each time, just when I think I cant take it, he slows down. Slower, slower... Is he done? Please God let him be! Still holding me there, his hard cock inside me, he loosens me, I almost collapse, but he holds me firmly in place...his cock, damn, still inside, throbbing, pulsating inside of me, feels sooo good. He slowly takes his cock out, half hard but yet still huge, still warm, still feeling good as his head pulls goes out, I let a sigh of relieve... He whispers "Don't think its over, because it is not." Laughs, a laughter that just get under your skin. He turns me around, as he sits on the floor of his truck, pulls me closer, left me up, and tells me "SIT ON MY COCK!", no lube, my ass is lubed enough as it now, I think he came in me already, did he? I don't know. No he didn't, just precum. As I sit on his cock, I can see his body now, all of it, his thick arms, his biceps, hard as he hold me in place.. Finally, his cock fully in me, now I can feel it getting harder, and harder...damn it, it feels good. I try to look at him, his stomach, his abs, damn it's nice. His big pecks, his nipples pierced, wow, it is him, I remembered from the photos, his chest hair, his pecs, I remembered, but I wasn't too sure still..still didn't want to give in, give in to this stranger. He begins to move in and out, he chest against mine, at first his hair tickles me, then it just feels good, I can feel his pec, his cold nipple rings again me, my heart beat against his.. He is fucking me now with passion, with lust, with love, it isn't like the first time, the first time it was more like a wild animal, a hungry animal...this time is different, slower, more relaxed...he grabs me my the back of my head, pulls it straight up, now our faces are dead forward with each others, I close my eyes, I don't want to have eye contact, not with him, not him...he pulls harder, than I know he wants me to look, but I cant, I really can't, should I? Still moving inside me, slowly, softly, gently, I open my eyes, stare at his, his deep colored eyes staring back...I felt like we became one at that point, his intense look at me, with lust, hate, and love, all inside of him. I can see it. With the feeling of confusion, a tear flows down my cheek, not of pain, not of weeping, but of love...wait, it can't be love, I cannot love him, I don't know him...but what is it? He notices the tear, his lips touches my cheek and kisses it away, "Its going to be ok!" he tells me in the most gentle way he can do it, I hold him tight in my arms, as he hold me, his body heat sheltering me from the cold, out hearts beating as one... How can I let this man get to me like that, his cock deep inside of me, feeling his breath next to mine, he is going faster and deeper, out body becomes one, our souls becomes one, reaching ecstasy, we both moan loudly but gently "AHHHHHH!" He came in me, his hot cum I can feel it inside me, its like heaven, now he is part me, deep inside, he will remain in there. We look into each other eyes one last time, we began to kiss, a manly kiss, a love of a man to man kiss...passion, lust, love and hate.. all part of the kiss. I have my eyes closed, trying not to open them, I can't, I must not, I must not look into his eyes again, now knowing for sure that it was him, the man I have been chatting with, the man I hate the most for lying to me...but yet I can't help to not love him, after all this, I cannot..... As I slowly open my eyes, I'm on my bed, angry, upset, but yet happy, realizing that it was only a DREAM!