Date: Sun, 11 Sep 2011 18:11:55 -0700 (PDT) From: Dave Ledge Subject: Older and Younger part ten Before part ten (and yes there will be a part 11 since this part sort of surprised me, once again), can I just give a huge shout out to the fans who have the courage to write me and thank me for my stories? I have to say that I am super humbled by the men I have actually helped with my writing and their stories. One fan told me my writing in this series was so hot as to free him up to restore his sex life with his partner after cancer! Incredible and I do feel humbled. I do answer all messages to mikedave01@yahoo.com. My own personal life is complex out the wazoo. I adore my job. I work super hard. That's why the stories don't come out that often. And, no, not having sex much myself now for all kinds of reasons. So, have to write thoughts out, based on previous experience. Glad you guys enjoy then! Grin. And since I'm not a professional writer and since I don't get paid to write on Nifty, of course, your emails are all that keep me writing. From Part 9 "Before we fell asleep, I had one question to ask him. `So do you know what Jorge and Chuck were saying? Do you speak Spanish by chance?' He smiled and answered me in a rapid torrent of Spanish. I was dumbfounded! `My mother was Argentine and my father was a rugby player from Spain who met my mother in Argentina when we was there for a match. Spanish is my native language!' I shook my head with surprise. `So, what were they saying when they said our names?' `They were trying to figure out if I was serious when I said I might share you with others as long as I was there, too. Then they were trying to decide which of us they wanted first and which they wanted second. I think Chuck wants you first and Jorge wants me first, so that'll work out.' `Wow, that sounds hot. Watching you fuck while I'm fucking and also fucking two cousins at the same time???' He grinned. `But first I'm going to have to teach you some Spanish, so you can enjoy the session even more, since I'm going to be very verbal when I get their hot asses in our bed.' `Por favor', I grinned back, using the only Spanish I knew. `Con mucho gusto,' he replied and took my mouth in his.... The next few weeks were a blur, but a happy blur. Again, I don't want to make anyone jealous, but when you wake up with a huge, naked man, who enfolds you in his arms... And I think he's getting more beautiful every day. Ok, I'm besotted. What's wrong with that? Our love making has continued to grow. We both have continued to be "versatile". I grew to really, really, love him in me as much as I loved being in him. I could tell that he did, too. And (again) thank God that our cocks were the same size. We're both above average but not enormous. I couldn't decide which I loved more, being crushed by this huge man as he fucked the living daylights out of me or being on top of him and dominating this huge guy with my cock? Guess that doesn't matter either. As they say, it's all good. LOL. OK, I'm gushing. I'm not sorry. I eventually stopped feeling a bit guilty about how much I loved Jon. What Marc and I had was so overwhelming to me. He was the first person/man I had ever loved and had had sex with. Marc had had a long-term relationship before we met. So, it was different for him. I started to realize that if he was looking down at me from heaven he'd be laughing. I was now in his position and Jon was now in the first love relationship of his life! I know that God has a very funny sense of humor. Yet another proof of that... Sorry for not writing a lot of details about our daily sex life. I think super happy monogamous sex gets boring to anyone not part of that. We did much the same things every day and enjoyed every second of it. But would be repetitive if I wrote it down... I did get Jon involved in the creation of the Marc foundation. I could tell he understood how much this meant to me. And when Jon does something, it's kind of like a whirlwind. And I knew he did this for me. But, damn, did we start to help gay businesses! Did the foundation lose money on some of these ventures? Yeah. But on the whole the money was getting paid back and the foundation was growing in its resources. Jon invested wisely, as always. I did finally receive the collection from Texas for the library. When the head librarian saw it had arrived, she surprised me by giving me a huge hug. "Mark", she said. "Incredible thanks. I can't thank you enough". She continued to hold me and I started to get hard. She laughed, as she felt me against her. "If I hadn't known of your relationship with Marc, I would have tried to see if you were interested in me. Pretty much all the women in this town would have tried to interest you, too!" She let me go as she laughed out loud at me. I was so confused. She said then, "Look most people are very bisexual and attracted to both sexes. I guess you've only been with men. But bodies are bodies. So, your reaction is normal. And I've heard that you're now with Jon Perelman. I can't help but express the jealousy of the women in this town about that. Is he everything we experienced and could have imagined?" I blushed totally red. "Got my answer." She kissed me full on the lips and let me go. I had never done anything sexual with a woman or even thought about it much. What was this all about? I needed to talk about this with Jon, since he had told me he had slept with women. When we finally got to talk that night he actually laughed out loud at me when I told him what had happened today. I was suddenly so angry and so offended that I thought I'd sleep in a motel. He finally calmed down enough to see how angry I was. "Oh beloved", he said. Well that started to calm me down. No one had ever called me that before! "You don't understand much about sexuality. I know that. But all humans are born on what I think of as a sexual continuum. We are all found on a continuum that goes from liking only the same sex to only liking the opposite sex. However, most of us are in the middle of the continuum. We're born loving all people and all sexes. I think you and I are probably at the same place on the continuum. If you are and you're like me, you'll react sexually to women coming onto you sexually just as you react to men coming on to you. This is actually normal." He wrinkled his eyebrows at me and had such a condescending, shit-eating, grin that I decided I was going to "beat him up". I tackled him down, stripped him naked, threw him on his back, mounted him, and proceeded to fuck his big man ass as hard as I could, spanking him from time to time as I fucked him fast and furious. I could tell he loved every second of it. He certainly didn't try to stop me! LOL. I tried to apologize the next evening. "No need", he said, "and if I hadn't enjoyed it you would have found out! Anyway, you learned something important yesterday. You learned more about yourself as a sexual being. I'm sorry I was an ass, laughing at you. But I'm glad you have realized that women might be fun in bed, just like men. I've known that forever and have enjoyed that. But I've also realized that whether it's a man or a woman, there is that special person who makes the world go around, whether a male or female person. And you're that person for me. I started to cry then. He kissed me sweetly and softly. He took his clothes off and then gently stripped me naked. He held me in his big arms, pulled my head into his hairy chest. I suckled on his nipples and he ruffled my hair, like a boy. He laid me on my back and engulfed me in his arms. He entered me slowly and carefully. He then made love to me softly, yet physically. The whole experience was so incredibly sensual and passionate, drawn out, and even, dramatic, that I entered a different state of being. I was so lost in him, in his love, that I lost touch with the world and its reality. I felt that the two of us were all that existed and our entwined naked bodies, joined together in the most intimate way possible, defined a new type of existence. Time lost all meaning. When the ultimate finally happened and I heard his moan of pleasure and felt him cum inside me, I realized I was cumming between us, soaking our crotches and bellies with a huge load of cum. I passed out from pleasure. Eventually I realized he had fallen out of me and had rolled onto his side so he wouldn't continue to crush me. I reached over and took his hand and held it... We kept in touch with the guys in Texas via frequent emails, phone calls, and faxes. They were making good progress. Claudio turned out be exactly what they needed. He hired the local chef the guys mentioned as "Executive Chef for the Ranch and then made plans to hire a staff for meals. He got the chef at the restaurant to take on a few new guys who would be leaving the hotel for us as soon as we opened. Claudio also knew what kinds of activities needed to be planned for guests at the Ranch. He used all of the other guys' contacts to start to set people up to play and even teach cowboy music, Mexican folk song, people to teach Texas Two Step and Cowboy Line Dancing. He talked to artists to persuade them to exhibit at the Ranch, contacted storytellers of Cowboy lore and set them up to come out and entertain. He talked to local theater groups, especially ones that focused on local culture and local plays about presenting. He then used the guys' he hired contacts to make more contacts, etc. etc... Soon, he knew everyone there was to know if the greater Midland/Odessa area and as far as a couple of hundred miles beyond! And by making these contacts he helped spread the word about the Ranch and what a special place it would be. The word was definitely out! Chaz was already getting calls for bookings and the Ranch wouldn't be open until Christmas! Since he would only guarantee a slot with a deposit, he helped put some money back into the account Jon and I had set up in Midland for them to use. Claudio also worked to find our "professional" staff, some of whom would live on-site. He made contacts at every single gay place in the area, from clubs to support groups, bars to churches. He interviewed a lot of people. Yes, the economy, while better in Texas than some other places in the country, still tended to include a whole lot of low-paying and unpleasant jobs. In his interviews Claudio was very careful to say that their duties did NOT include having sex with the guests. On the other hand, if they were attracted to some of the guests and wanted to have sex with them, that was their business, as long as it was safe sex. As for having sex for money, the Ranch's management would create a list of the staff interested in doing that, along with their specialties. The management would provide that list to guests who asked specifically for it. There would be a note in the Ranch's promotional literature that "escort service" would be available for guests for an extra fee and for guests to inquire about this to the Ranch's management after arrival. The Ranch management would set up a fee scale for "services", by service. It would also take its cut as broker for the service. I know this sounds a bit cold and clinical, but this is really a business. Love has nothing to do with it. Besides being business manager and general director, Chaz also worked on the stables and the grounds. He led a team to create new bridle trails for all level of riders. He made sure he had real cowboys ready to come teach riding, lassoing, and trick riding, including trick mounting. He also oversaw the upgrading of the landscaping. He even created a big hill so that riders could climb it and have a great view of the Ranch and a wide swath of the Permian Basin. He had underground pipes laid from a deep well up to the top of the hill and had a pump installed so water could be pumped up to the top of the hill and then come out of the hill in a series of small waterfalls and a rippling brook that flowed down the hill to a small pond at the foot. This would be used to give the horses a drink, and if some of the visiting "dudes" at the Ranch decided to take off their clothes and skinny dip on a hot day, who were we to say no? LOL. And would there be a stash of condoms there (and pretty much everywhere on the Ranch)? Yup. We wanted repeat customers! Jorge and Chuck oversaw the construction of the guesthouses. The architectural plans they sent were very nice. They were small and intimate, with one bedroom, a "sitting area", a big bathroom, and a kitchenette for late night snacks, since guests would all be eating in the big house together for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Most activities would be communal, so there wasn't much need for the guesthouses except for sleeping and having sex. Grin. Jorge and Chuck also had the brilliant idea of making one of the guesthouses much larger. This would be the "bunkhouse" with bunk beds for any single "dude" who might want to experience what cowboys used to, that is to sleep with a big group of men in a big open room. And might such a sleeping arrangement lead the single dudes to find someone to share their bed or even to a wild orgy? More stashes of condoms! Well, this would also reflect what some cowboys used to do in similar places. So, would be part of the "realistic cowboy experience" we were starting to advertise. Grin again. Jorge and Chuck also had two new wings put on the big house. One wing had the new dining facilities and a professional kitchen. It had the small auditoreum/theater for performances of all kinds. They also added a room for teaching dancing and other activities, some of which would be added as guests requested them. [As an aside, we found out from people contacting Chaz that a number of guests were interested in wrestling. Seems they had fond memories of the actor Brian Brown wrestling a guy shirtless on a ranch in Australia in the "Thornbirds" TV show from a while ago! So, wrestling mats, too!] The other wing would be all guestrooms. Some would be equipped for handicapped visitors (we knew we'd have some much older visitors who were still pining for the cowboy experience). Some would be for visitors who just wanted to be in the center of the action. Finally, we'd try to leave some open for any guys who met in the bunkhouse and wanted to pair off somewhere more private! These rooms were designed much like the guesthouses. That saved money and allowed for efficiencies when building them, too. Jorge and Chuck also took on the task of overseeing the landscaping for the house and guest houses and creating the pool between them. There would be two pond-like pools connected by a swimmable corridor One of the pools would have a bar at the end and have recesses in the pool with tables for guest to snack and drink while still in their swim trunks (or not, I guess?). And of course we'd recycle all water possible as well as make the Ranch energy-efficient. From what we heard from Texas the project was really taking off. It looked like the Christmas week opening date was going to be no problem. In an unexpected stroke of luck Claudio heard about a (secretly) gay construction firm in Odessa. He persuaded them to give the Ranch a special deal with discounts on labor and materials, both, if he gave them an exclusive contract to build the new facilities at the Ranch and if could guarantee a week at the Ranch for each of his workers, once a year. Win win here... A bunch of pretty hot, in-shape, tanned, muscular, slightly-rednecky guys at the Ranch would certainly tempt the guests! The fact that they looked like cowboys and favored cowboy clothes, hats, and boots wouldn't hurt either! Jon and I debated returning to Texas to see the progress in person, but we were so busy. Once word got out about the Foundation we started to get some serious interest from donors, many of whom were gay, some very closeted. Since Jon still had his busy "daytime" job, direction of the Foundation was largely left to me. I finally had to hire a staff to help me. On the urging of our small University town's LGBTE group (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transexual, Equality) we expanded our scope to include all of these groups. After getting some very impressive donations, we expanded to cover the entire state. I took on an openly gay and openly Lesbian staffer. I interviewed a Transexual and hired him/her (him to her). I decided I was the BisexualÑin theory, if not in practice. Grin. We all worked hard. But we were all very happy. We were making a difference. We were helping people. We believed deeply in what we were doing. I was also honoring Marc by doing this. However, I was so immersed in reading business plans (although I took the ones I didn't understand to Jon and his staff), meeting people and seeing their stores/shops/companies and meeting and greeting donors, that I started to frazzle a bit. Jon and I stopped having sex every night. Jon was suffering from the same fate. Some nights we were so exhausted that after a nice dinner and a couple of glasses of wine, we'd get naked, cuddle up, and fall asleep in each others' arms. Don't get me wrong. We still had great sex/love. However.... Finally, in early December, Jon arrived, unannounced, at the Foundation's new office downtown in the historic district. My heart leaped and soared as I saw him entering my office unexpectedly at lunchtime. I leaped to my feet, ran across the room and almost tackled him and kissed him breathlessly. He laughed out loud at that. "Well, that answers my question," he said. "What question?" "Whether we need some time off or not!", he exclaimed. He went on. "We really have to see how the Ranch is doing. They open for business just before Christmas. I think we need to be there for the opening to see how it goes and if we can help. I think we need to go down there a few days before the opening, too, to see if we need to make some suggestions on what they've done and plan to do, too. You've got a great staff now. I do, too. Let them know what we're doing. We'll be gone from the 20th to the 27th. We'll be back in time for donors and tax problems relating to the end of the calendar year. I know we'll be super busy then. But let's go to Texas. Let's spend Christmas together and let's have time for us then, too. Howaboutit?" I responded by jumping on him, grabbing him, kissing him deeply and fondling his fast-growing crotch. "Don't start something you can't finish", he said. I let him go and ran across my office to lock the office door. I could hear chuckles from the outer offices. I shamelessly stripped naked and lay down on my desk, pushing papers off of it and scattering them all across the office. "I've wondered what it would be like to make love on my desk, getting fucked in my office. You gonna show me what it's like?" "Ah, a new side to my Mark, my man. Your challenge is accepted." He slowly stripped, making me salivate. When he was finally naked, he took some lube from his pants pocket. (Had the fucker expected this or just hoped for this? Grin). He applied it to his hard cock, grabbed my legs and positioned me on the edge of my desk, manhandling me as if I weighted nothing. He slowly sank into me. Oh damn did he feel good! The unexpectedness of our encounter and the exhibitionism of it (if indirectly) ensured we didn't last long. Only too soon I could feel him come inside of me and I came, too. We were both panting for breath after an amazing physical fuck. We cleaned up slowly and managed to get dressed. We smoothed down each other's hair and finally opened the office door to emerge into the outer office area. To my intense embarrassment my staff gave us a standing ovation! I was so blushing and red. Jon, however, just burst out into gales of laughter. He gave me a very deep and prolonged French kiss to the continued applause of my staff, bowed to them and swept out of the office to return to his. I didn't know what to say or do. Finally my staff took pity on me, smiled at me, and my Lesbian staff person, Mary, said, "I think someone will be more efficient the rest of the afternoon!" They smiled and went back to work. I did the same. I picked up the papers and restored order to my desk. And two weeks from now Jon and I'll be back in Texas at the new gay dude Ranch. We'll have Jorge and Chuck in our bed at some point I guess. I had also seen that "Teddy" was now a staff employee at the Ranch. What was that going to mean? Despite the incredible sex and love, I had just had with my man I started to get hard again! Part 11 to come soon!