Date: Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:14:29 -0700 (PDT) From: Jim Sprwkter Subject: Testing My Manhood "A Real Man is someone that has gotten it up his ass and he didn't like it!" my friend said with a rather annoyed voice. "I don't think so! Man is the one that fucks pussy!" I replied insisting on my first opinion. "And then, how will you ever find out if you are gay!" "I don't care about finding out. All I care is that I am not gay!" "All you care is playing man!" my friend continued. "I am man!" I said "I guess, you will never find out if you are a real man!" "If finding out is by having your ass fucked, I guess not. I know I am not gay! I don't like other men!" "I say you don't like other men, but you do like cock! In fact that's why you pretend being a man and you are afraid of finding out!" "No, that's not true!" I replied offended! "Yes it is! You like the idea of getting dick up your bum and you are scared to death that even by trying just one time, you will like it so much that you will become gay. What you haven't understood is that you can't become something that you already are! "What about you? Are you a man?" I replied aggressively and even more offended. "No, I am not!" my friend replied letting me with my mouth open. "What do you mean?" I uttered! "I mean that I am a sissy, a fagot and even more! I am all those named you have being calling gay people lately!" my friend told me opening his soul to me. "And, how do you know?" I asked expecting to hear it again. "I know, because my dick gets hard whenever I see nice looking guys, nice asses, and nice dicks. I know it because I have tried what it feels like getting touched by another guy." "You haven't actually..." I asked. "What do you mean?" he said approaching closer to me. "You are wandering if I had another guy touching my dick?" he whispered to me ear getting closer. "Yes!" I said. "Like this?" he said grabbing my dick trough my boxer shorts. "Yes!" I said standing still, feeling my friends hand over my dick for the first time of my life. He rubbed my dick and balls with his soft hand, and I watched him completely paralyzed. I didn't move! My dick reacted positively, growing bigger to the almost feminine touch. "You have just got your own touched and it seems to me that it grew bigger!" he said with a confidence, kneeling in front of me, pulling down my boxer, revealing my semi erect dick in front of him. "No, what are you doing?" I uttered. "Nothing!" he said, opening his mouth, getting my dick inside him. He started blowing me, giving me the best blowjob of my life! He knew exactly what he was doing. It didn't take long before my dick reached its normal proportions. He stopped and looked at my in the eyes. Moving closer, he kissed me on my mouth, and I responded. The kiss tasted like a female one. No difference. My dick was pulsing with excitement. He was a hell of a kisser, with a playful tongue. All the time he was pulling me towards him from my ass. "Then, I lowered my shorts, and stood like this" he said, removing his shorts, turning his back around, giving me the best view of his hairless pink asshole. He was shaved everywhere, and he was well hung. He had big balls and a thick erect dick. I looked at him for an instance. He was offering me his ass! It looked really nice, and I was really horny. Almost hypnotized, I moved towards him and tried to push my meat inside his hot ass. "I even helped him to enter me!" he said, reaching back, grabbing my proud erection, guiding me inside his pink hole. He held me there while I was pushing and after some thrusts I got me head inside him. The feeling was nice! Tight grip and total smoothness! The dream of every man! I started pumping him, pushing my dick inside him more and more, until I felt my balls slapping against his own! I was fucking my friend, and he was moaning like an animal, with deep loud moans, getting my dick completely inside him. "Then, I grabbed his balls, and he shot inside me!" he said grabbing my balls and squeezing them. After three pushes I emptied my load inside him, and pulled back to watch his red open asshole still open, closing gradually, filled up with my thick white cream. He got up, and I saw his erect dick. It was full of veins, with a drop of precum on its head. "Are you man enough to try? I dare your manhood!" he said pointing his erect tool to me! I extended my hand and touched it. It was so hard and hot! He obviously was really excited from the fuck. I touched it feeling his whole length, admiring his size and its stiffness. He had a terrific erection and his balls were even bigger than before. I closed my fingers around it, without saying a word, and I moved my hand a couple of times. I must have hurt him because his dick was completely dry. I took some saliva from my mouth with my hand and rubbed it on the top of his dick. After a couple of moves he was dry again. There was no other way to do it and I kneeled in front of him, opened my mouth and took it inside my clumsy teeth. He was so big! I had trouble in blowing him without hurting him, but I tried until I finally heard him moaning. "Are you a real man? This is the time to find out!" he said with a soft voice. "I am and you will see it!" I responded. I got up, and turning around I offered him my hairy ass, completely helpless and naked. He approached me from behind. My heart was banging strong inside my chest. He kneeled behind me and sucked my virgin rear opening. I stood still accepting his rimming. He ate my ass as if it was a pussy. I felt strangely wet and hot back there. My dick was growing hard again. He understood it, and he continued licking the whole area of my ass, insisting on my little virgin hole. I felt his tongue sliding in and out of me, and he was masturbating my now erect dick at the same time. It felt divine! My ass was now open enough to accept his middle finger inside, with any pain. He started working me with round moves, and soon he was able to slide inside a second finger. I took it with no pain. My dick was completely erect, and I was feeling horny as hell. He stood up, and I felt the tip of his dick touching my hairy butt hole. Before I had time to think, he was pushing his dick inside me. I stood still, and I felt his head entering me with a small pop. He stopped, and pushed, again and again, until he managed to slide the whole dick of his inside my virgin ass. I stood still, getting him inside me. I felt completely stretched up! He was standing still giving my ass the time to get used to his manhood. When the pain was over, I nodded my head affirmatively, giving him silent permission to fuck me! He did fuck me. He fucked me hard, setting my ass completely on fire! I stood still without any obvious reaction, feeling this new sensation. My buddy fucked me for more than half an hour! I almost passed out, until I felt his dick pulsing inside my ripped asshole, flooding me with his sperms. Instantly my own dick exploded, messing the whole place! I had a great orgasm! He pulled out, leaving me with a big gape in the place where my once firm, virgin ass was and the feeling of emptiness! That emptiness didn't ever go away, and although I haven't allowed anyone to fuck my ass again since that day, I must admit that I always enjoy having a big fat dildo shoved inside me when I masturbate. It just makes things so intense. No one has ever known about my little experience of discovering if I was a real man or not. It is a little secret I share with my self. I have fucked him many times since that day. He was right in many ways. I certainly did love the fuck he offered me and I was (and still am) afraid of setting myself free. Thank you for reading, Jim.