Date: Mon, 13 Jun 2005 02:54:06 +0000 From: marc paige Subject: Affairs of the Heart (M/b,oral,anal) All the usual disclaimers apply. This is a story involving consensual sex between the principal characters, a grown man and a pre-pubescent boy as they discover their love for each other . If this type of story offends you, or is not to your liking, then leave now. This is not true. It is merely a figment of the my imagination. The author me, does not condone unsafe sex, and does not encourage sex with underage people. The author claims all copyrights to this story, but Feel free to re-distribute this story Comments welcomed at: ollie_901@hotmail.com "Affairs of the Heart" By Marc Paige After another disappointing showing of his paintings Brian Raynor headed out of the art gallery to the elevator and walked over to his car. Brian was the younger of two sons of a wealthy oil tycoon and a struggling young artist. His father was the president of Raynor oil and had hoped Brian and his brother would take over the company, but neither Brian nor his brother was interested in running their father's business. Brian got in his car and he drove out off headed to the art supply store before returning to his apartment across town. Brian collected the supplies he needed and then went to the market to get some groceries, after he completed his shopping he headed back to his apartment. "How'd the showing go" said the desk attendant in the lobby downstairs Brian's apartment. "Not so good" Brian replied as he lugged his groceries and art supplies to the elevator. "Let me get that for you" the attendant offered as he walked to the elevator with Brian and pushed the button to open the door. "Thanks Bob" Brian said as he stepped into the elevator, he pressed six for the floor his apartment was on. The elevator arrived at the sixth floor and the doors opened, Brian struggled with his stuff as he got out of the elevator. He walked to the door of his apartment and noticed a boy sitting on the floor in front of the apartment across the hall from his. Brian had seen the boy once before, he didn't really know anyone in the building since he had only moved in about three months ago. Brian's father thought that his wanting to be an artist was just a phase and had insisted that he would pay for Brian's apartment and living expenses believing that Brian would come and run the family company with him. "You live across the hall right" Brian asked as he searched his pockets for his keys. "Yeah,I lost my key" The boy said holding his head down. "Why don't you go down and ask Bob to open the door for you" Brian suggested as he found his keys and unlocked his door. "I can't my mom will find out" The boy replied pulling up his legs up and resting his chin on his knees as he looked up at Brian. "This is the Third time this month I lost my key" the boy replied sadly. "Oh, I see" Brian said with a little smile. Brian opened the door and picked up his art supplies to take it inside along with his groceries which was proving to be difficult since both his hands were already full. "Do you mind if I hang out with you until my mom gets home" the boy asked looking at Brian with his bright blue eyes. "Sure I guess" Brian responded smiling at the boy. "Grab those groceries for me and come on in" Brian said as he turned and walked into his apartment. The boy smiled and got up off the floor he put his bag pack on his shoulder and picked up the brown bags with Brian's groceries and followed Brian inside. "Take them into the kitchen I'll be right there" Brian said as he went to put his art supplies away. Brian came into the kitchen and found the boy unpacking his Groceries for him. "You didn't have to do that" Brian said smiling as he ran his fingers through his short blond hair. "Its okay" the boy said smiling at Brian. "What's your name?" Brian asked with a warm smile. "Jamie, Jamie Brenner" The boy said smiling at Brian as he finished unpacking one of the bags. "Nice to meet you Jamie" Brian said smiling back at him. "My name's Brian" Brian said as he started packing away his groceries. "Do you Want a soda" Brian asked looking over to Jamie. "Sure" Jamie replied taking a seat at the counter in the kitchen. Jamie was a really beautiful boy Brian though as he got a soda from the refrigerator and handed it to Jamie. Jamie had longer than average light blond hair that sort of curled at the ends and slighty covered his sparkling blue eyes that Brian couldn't help but admire him. "How old are you?" Jamie asked as he popped open the top of the soda can that Brian handed to him. "Twenty two" Brian replied smiling as he was just about to ask Jamie the same question. "How old are you" Brian asked leaning on the counter next to Jamie with a smile. "I turned eleven last week" Jamie replied before taking a sip from the soda can. "Happy belated birthday to you then" Brian said smiling as he finished putting away his groceries. "Thanks" Jamie said smiling. "So what do you want to do till your mom gets home" Brian asked looking at Jamie as he closed the cupboard doors. "Can we watch TV" Jamie asked finishing his soda. "Okay then lets go to the living room" Brian suggested walking back over to where Jamie was sitting at the counter. Brian walked out of the kitchen with Jamie following him closely as they both headed over to the living room. "Whoa!" Jamie exclaimed when he saw the huge television in Brian's living room. "Hey you have a gamecube just like mine" Jamie said with a huge smile when he saw Brian's video game system hooked up to the television. "Yeah I was a Nintendo freak, I guess I never out grew it" Brian said chuckling as he took a seat in the sofa. "Me too" Jamie said grinning. "Do you want to play a few games instead" Brian asked looking at Jamie. "Sure!" Jamie replied with a huge smile. "Come on over have and have a seat" Brian said smiling at Jamie and patting the sofa. Jamie came over and threw himself on the sofa next to Brian and smiled at him. "OUCH" Jamie yelled out jumping back up almost immediately as he felt a sharp pain in his butt. "Are you okay?" Brian asked startled and a bit concerned at Jamie's out cry. "Something stuck me in my butt" Jamie said rubbing his behind. Brian searched the sofa to find whatever it was that Jamie had sat on but he couldn't find anything. "I think I found my key" Jamie said giggling as he pulled out the silver metal key from his back pocket and held it up to Brian still rubbing his butt with his other hand. "Well you won't get in trouble with your mom now" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "Yeah" Jamie said smiling putting the key in his side pocket and still rubbing his butt. "Can you see if it's bleeding" Jamie asked turning away from Brian and unbuttoning his pants and pulling down his boxer brief underwear just below his butt cheeks. "uh..um... sure" Brian said a bit shocked by Jamie's uninhibited attitude about his body. "It's a little red but its okay" Brian said running his fingers over Jamie smooth baby soft butt cheek. "Good I thought that I got cut" Jamie said turning around facing Brian and pulling back up his underwear and pants with a smile. Brian got a glimpse of Jamie's smooth flat little tummy as he lifted his oversized t-shirt to button his pants. "Can we still play video games even though I found my key,I don't want to be by myself all afternoon" Jamie said still rubbing the area where he sat down on the key. "Sure, if you want to" Brian replied smiling at Jamie. Jamie smiled at Brian and sat down gently on the sofa this time next to Brian and turned and smiled at him. "So which game do you want to play first" Brian asked holding up a few games that he though Jamie might be interested in. "let's play this one first" Jamie said pointing to "Mario cart double dash". "All my friends think that Nintendo is for little kids but I really like it" Jamie said to smiling while Brian put the game in. "Me too" Brian said agreeing with Jamie's statement while they waited on the game to load. The game loaded and Brian and Jamie chose the characters they wanted and waited for the game to load. "I'm Gonna win" Jamie said at Brian grinning from ear to ear. "we'll see" Brian replied with a smirk looking at Jamie. The game started, Brian had the lead at first but Jamie quickly passed him off taking the lead. Brian was quickly gaining on Jamie catching up with him realizing that he would lose first place Jamie reached over and grabbed at Brian's controller trying to make him crash. "So you wanna play dirty huh" Brian said grinning as he dropped his controller and started to tickle Jamie's sides to make him lose. "Hey no fair" Jamie giggled as he tried to get away from Brian tickling him. Jamie ended up winning the race anyway giggling at Brian as he crossed the finish line, they played a couple more races before they tried some other games. They played for a couple more hours before Jamie realized how late it was. "I better go, my mom will be home anytime now" Jamie said as he put down the game controller. "Let me walk you to the door" Brian said as he put down his controller and turned the game off. Jamie walked over to the door and picked up his bag pack off the floor and put it on his shoulder. "I really liked hanging out with you Brian" Jamie said with a smile as he brushed his hair from his eyes. "So did I" Brian said smiling down at Jamie as he opened the door for him. "Can I come back tomorrow?" Jamie asked eagerly looking into Brian's blue eyes. "Sure just don't forget where you put your key" Brian replied smiling. Jamie's face lit up as he smiled happily at Brian his new friend, he never thought that there were any adults as cool as Brian. "Bye" Jamie said as he turned and walked a little way across the hall to his apartment. "Bye Jamie" Brian replied standing in the doorway. He took out his key from his pocket and unlocked the door Jamie opened the door and stepped inside and waved at Brian with a big smile before he closed the door. Brian waved back smiling at Jamie before he closed his own door; Brian smiled to himself as he couldn't remember the last time he had fun like that. His day had started out really terrible but Jamie really cheered him up, just being around him made him feel better. Brian went into a spare room he used that he used as his studio and turned on the light and looked at the painting he had completed already. The three bedroom apartment was more space than he needed but his father had insisted that he live there where he would be safe compared to where he lived before. It was his brother's apartment originally but since his brother had gone to France to live Brian's father insisted that he move in. Brian sat down on a stool in front of the canvas and took up a brush and started painting but nothing he couldn't get his creativity flowing. His painting were not up to his usual standard of work and he knew that was the reason for his terrible showing today. He decided to take a break, maybe after dinner he would be inspired to paint something that was up to his usual standard. Brian went into the kitchen to get dinner started which was usually leftover chinese or reheated pizza from the day before. Jamie was finishing up his homework before his mother got home smiling to himself thinking of Brian and all the fun he had that afternoon with him. Jamie felt his dick getting hard and pressing into the bed and sighed deeply, his dick had gotten hard before but lately it seemed that it was happening more and more frequently and he had little control over it. Jamie finished his homework and went to the bathroom to pee,sometimes when he needed to pee his dick got hard like it was now. He pulled down his pants and underwear and stood in front of the toilet bowl for a few minutes but he couldn't go. Then he thought that maybe a shower would make is dick go down as it usually did when he took a bath, he stepped out of his pants and underwear and pulled off his t-shirt and threw it on the floor. Jamie stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom looking at himself, he touched his hard three and a half-inch uncut dick. Most of the boys in his class didn't have any skin like he did and he had asked his mom about it once and she told him that that's was how he was born and it was his decision to make if he wanted to be circumcised. Jamie didn't understand why someone would want to cut off part of their dick and knew he wasn't going to let anyone with a knife get anywhere near his dick. He walked over to the shower and pulled back the frosted glass door and stepped in and turned on the water and adjusting it to the right temperature before he got under. He turned off the shower and soaped up his smooth hairless chest and under his arms, Jamie soaped up his tummy and moved his hand down to his hard dick and his tight little ball sac. He pulled back his foreskin which was still a little tight and soaped up his cock head, his mom had already told him about good personal hygiene and he didn't want to be the smelly kid. Jamie soaped between his butt cheeks and as his finger touched his little hole he felt his cock jerk up suddenly. Jamie turned back on the shower and started rinsing the soap off his skin, he felt a little tingle in his dick that felt really good when he touched the red glistening head. He washed between his butt crack rinsing away the soap when his fingers came into contact with his hole he felt his dick jump again. Jamie started rubbing his hole with his middle finger he felt his dick get even harder, he wondered why that was happening and continued rubbing his hole as it started to feel really good. He held his three and a half-inch dick between his thumb and forefinger feeling how incredibly hard it had gotten. He pulled back his foreskin which gave his a tingling sensation in his dick which felt really good. Jamie started stroking his little dick back and forth slowly between his fingers while he continued to rub his hole wanting more of this wonderful feeling he was experiencing. Jamie didn't know what he was doing but it felt to good to stop now, he started stroking his little cock more frantically as he moaned softly. Jamie didn't understand what was happening he felt his heart pounding in his chest as he breathed heavily. Jamie felt like he had lost control of his body as he felt weak in the knees as he moaned and his hand stroked his dick rapidly. He tried to stop moaning knowing his mom could be home any second now and might here his moans of pleasure and he would have to explaing what he was doing. It was like someone or something had taken control of his body Jamie's fingers moved back and forth rapidly on his little boner while he rubbed his wet little hole and moaned in pleasure. Jamie almost lost his balance and fell over as he had his first dry orgasm, his dick twitched rapidly between his fingers as he climaxed. Jamie had to let go of his dick and hold on to the wall in the bathroom to keep from falling over as he saw colors he never knew existed. He looked down between his legs as his still hard dick was throbbing with his heart beat as he breathed heavily trying to catch his breath. Jamie turned and leaned against the bathroom wall and slid down lying on the floorin the shower, as the water from the shower fell onto his body and splashed all over his face. Jamie lay still on the floor trying to figure out what had just happened to him,he could still feel a slight tingling sensation in his dick as the water fell onto his nude body as he lay motionless on the bathroom floor. "Jamie honey I'm home" Jamie's mother said as she called out to him. Jamie got up off the floor quickly and turned off the water as he heard his mother's voice. "Where are you?" Jamie's mother asked. "I'm just getting out of the shower" Jamie replied as he opened the shower door and stepped out. He grabbed a towel from the cupboard in the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror drying himself. Jamie looked at his dick and smiled as he saw it had returned to it's normal size of two and a half inches. He dried himself off and picked his clothes up off the floor and threw them in the hamper and went to his room to get dressed. "So how was your day today?" Jamie's mother asked as she served him his dinner. "It was fine" Jamie said smiling remembering the afternoon he spent with Brian. After Brian finished his dinner he went back to his studio to try and get some work done but he still had the same problem he had lost his inspiration. He decided to call it a night and had a shower and went to bed Brian lay in his bed contemplating his future as thoughts of Jamie shifted his thought process. I wonder what he's up to right now Brian thought to himself smiling as he thought of Jamie. "Goodnight mom" Jamie said to his mom who kissed him goodnight and turned off the light in his room before she left. He lay in the darkness of his room thinking of all he had done that day then he remembered the new friend he had made today. Jamie smiled to himself as he remembered how Brian had tickled him when they were playing video games, he wondered if Brian would mind if he came over every afternoon after school. As Jamie thought of all the fun he had with Brian he felt his cock getting hard again, Jamie put his hand between his legs and felt his boner through his pajamas. Jamie pulled down his pajamas and his undies down to his silky smooth thighs, his little dick stood straight up from his crotch. Jamie started to stroke is dick up and down with his thumb and forefinger slipping his foreskin all the way down and then back up covering his little cock head. Jamie gasped quietly trying not to draw any attention from his mom as he played with his dick wanting to experience the same feeling he got in the bathroom. His fingers flew up and down rapidly as he felt the tingling sensation that he felt in the bathroom when he stroked his dick. Jamie lifted his butt off the bed and moaned softly as he had his second dry orgasm for the day. He fell back to the bed breathing heavily as his little dick throbbed between his fingers after another powerful orgasm. Jamie pulled back up his underwear and pajamas and began to worry that maybe something was wrong with him, he soon fell asleep exhausted from his busy day. Jamie awoke next morning and ran to the bathroom needing to pee really badly, he held his hard dick between his fingers and aimed it at the toilet bowl and let go a golden stream of pee. When he was done Jamie held his dick between his fingers and started to stroke it, he knew that it was the only way to make his dick get soft again. Jamie stroked his cock for a couple of minutes before he felt the same wonderful tingly sensations in his dick again as he dry cummed again gasping softly. Jamie flushed the toilet and washed his hands and came out the bathroom with a worried look on his face. He thought that something was really wrong with him but there was no one he could talk to about what was happening to him. "Honey are you okay" Jamie's mom asked as he came into the kitchen for breakfast. "I'm fine" Jamie said as he sat down at the table. "Mom can I ask you a question?" Jamie said as he played with his cereal, wondering how to ask his mom about what was happening to him. "Sure honey" Jamie's mom replied. "Never mind" Jamie said sadly as he held his head down, he couldn't tell his mom that his dick was getting hard for no reason and that he played with it for it to get soft again. "Hurry up and eat your breakfast honey" I don't want you to be late for school. Jamie finished his breakfast and brushed his teeth and got ready for school. "Do you have your key?" Jamie's mother asked as she locked the door of their apartment. "Yeah" Jamie said still feeling depressed. "Okay come on let's go" Jamie's mother said as they headed to the elevator. Jamie and his mother got downstairs to the first floor and headed outside where there was a car waiting for them. "Lily darling you look fabulous" said Serge his mother's best friend. "Mom can't I take the bus" Jamie asked with pleading eyes willing to do anything not to share the same space with his mother's friend. "Absolutely not, get in" his mother ordered as she held the door of the limo open for him. "But all the other kids take the bus" Jamie said whining. "We don't have time for this, now get in the car" his moher said raising her voice. Jamie reluctantly got in and sat in the corner away from serge his mom got into the car and the driver pulled off heading to Jamie's school. "How are you today cutie" Serge said as he pinched Jamie's cheek. Jamie faked a little smile, he couldn't stand Serge and the way he dressed and talked he couldn't wait to get to School to get away from him. "He's feeling a little down today" Lily said as she stroked her son's blond hair. "Ah, probably girl problems" Serge said winking at Jamie. "Do you have a girlfriend?" serge teased pinching Jamie's cheek again. "Stop it! geez" Jamie shouted angrily as he slapped away Serge's hand away from his face. After a gruelling twenty minutes The car pulled up at Jamie's school and he got out the car happy to get away from his mother's overly flamboyant friend. Jamie met up with some of his friends and walked up the steps to the school. "Bye honey" Jamie's mother said waving from the car. Jamie turned and waved back to his mother before continuing up the steps. "Bye" serge said waving at Jamie. Jamie turned around and went up the rest of the stairs into the school building. "Do you know that guy?" one of Jamie's friends asked referring to serge. "Nope" Jamie said as they into the school building. Jamie sat through class after class thinking about what he had done the day before and last night again this morning. He thought about asking his friends if the same thing that was happening to him was happening to them but he was afraid that they might think he was a freak or laugh at him. "Hey Jamie, doesn't Stacy Rogers look hot" Whispered Ben Jamie's friend as he rubbed his crotch under his desk. "Yeah" Jamie whispered back with a smile. But Jamie didn't feel anything when he looked at Stacy Rogers or any other girl for that matter, he did think that his other friend Mike the boy that sat next to her was cute and his friend Ben didn't look that bad either Jamie thought to himself. Jamie felt his dick starting to get hard as he thought of what Ben and Mike's dicks looked like. He had seen them naked a couple of times before in the shower after gym but he never really paid attention to them except for when he had noticed that they both didn't have any skin covering their dicks like he did. "Excuse me Miss Wightman, may I use the bathroom please" Jamie said as he went up to his history teacher's desk. "Here you go" Miss Wightman said handing Jamie a hall pass. Jamie left the classroom and ran to the bathroom, he went into one of the bathroom stalls and unbuttoned his pants and pulled down his underwear and started to stroke his dick between his fingers. Jamie knew that the only way to make his dick behave was to stroke it until he got those wonderful feelings in his dick. Jamie gasped and arched his back as he dry cummed in the stall of the school's bathroom he pulled back up his underwear and buttoned his pants. The entire time Jamie was stroking his dick all he thought of was his friends Ben and Mike naked, Jamie felt really bad for thinking of his friend like that. Brian was having as much of a crappy day as Jamie was his agent had arranged another showing of his painting to perspective buyers but none of his work impressed them enough to want to buy it. "Don't worry Brian all artist's have a rocky start at first" his agent said trying to make him feel better. After his disappointing showing Brian went back home feeling really terrible, he laid on the couch with his hands behind his head wondering what to do to get his inspiration back when the door bell rang. Brian really wasn't feeling like having any company but he reluctantly got off the couch to answer the door. Brian's face lit up and he smiled when he saw who it was that had come to pay him a visit. "Hi" Jamie said looking up at Brian with a big smile. "Come in" Brian said smiling holding the door open for Jamie. Just seeing Jamie made him feel a lot better, Jamie walked in the door and Brian closed it behind him. Jamie dropped his bag pack on the floor near the door and went into the living room. "Do you want something to drink?" Brian asked standing near the sofa looking at Jamie. "Sure" Jamie replied with a smile as he took up the remote and turned on the TV. Brian went into the kitchen and got a soda from the refrigerator for Jamie and one for himself. "So how was your day?" Brian asked as he returned to the living room and handed Jamie a can of soda. "Fine" Jamie said dejectedly and sighing deeply as he popped open the top of the soda can. "That bad huh" Brian said, knowing exactly how Jamie felt. "well here's to us and the shitty day we both had" Brian said smiling and crashing his can against Jamie's. "To us and our shitty day" Jamie said giggling holding up his soda and taking a sip of it. "Tell me about your mom, what does she do" Brian said sipping his soda. "She's a model" Jamie said taking a sip from the soda can. "A model ,Really!" Brian said suprised looking at Jamie. No wonder he's so cute Brian thought smiling to himself as he looked at Jamie who was caught up in a show on the TV. "what about you what do you do?" Jamie asked turning his attention away from the television and looking at Brian. "I'm an artist" Brian replied finishing the last of his soda. "Cool, what kind of stuff do you draw" Jamie asked with a smile turning to face Brian on the sofa. "All sorts of stuff;people,places, or whatever I thing of" Brian replied smiling. "I wish I was good at drawing" Jamie said a bit disappointed at his lack of talent in art. "I'm sure there is lots of stuff that you're good at" Brian said trying to make Jamie feel better about himself. "Like what?" Jamie asked looking at Brian. "I don't know you tell me" Brian said looking at Jamie. "Tell me some of the things you like to do" brian said turning to face Jamie "Well I like playing soccer" Jamie said smiling. "There you go, you could be the next David Beckham" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "David Beckham no way, I suck at soccer" Jamie said smiling a little. "I'm sure you play just fine" Brian said smiling at him. "Okay what else do you like to do" Brian asked looking at Jamie as he thought of his interests. "Uh..Ur...I like playing baseball" Jamie said with a grin. "Okay that's good maybe you could break Derek Jeter's record" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "No way!" Jamie said laughing. "Yes way!" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "Nah I can't do that" Jamie said blushing. "Okay then tell me one thing you really like doing more than anything else, something you really love and don't tell me it's video games" Brian said smiling looking at Jamie as the cute eleven year old thought of what he really liked. "Okay, Promise you won't laugh" Jamie said smiling at Brian as he thought of somthing he loved doing. "Why would I laugh" Brian said as he turned more to face Jamie. "Just promise okay" Jamie said with a smile but also trying to be serious. "Okay I promise, tell me" Brian said looking at the cute blond eleven year old. "I like taking pictures" Jamie said almost in a whisper lowering his head and blushing. "That's it!" Brian said expecting something more elaborate. "Uh yeah!" Jamie said a bit angry with Brian's reaction. Brian noticed Jamie's expression changed and he realized that what he had said had offended him. "I didn't mean to make it sound as if what you like doing wasn't a big deal" Brian said studying Jamie's expression. "It's just that I thought you were going to tell me you wanted to be a lion tamer or an ostrich farmer or something like that" Brian said jokingly. "An ostrich farmer?" Jamie said raising his eyebrows and giggling. "There are Ostrich farms you know" Brian said laughing as he saw Jamie return to his cheery mood. "So you want to be a photographer huh!" Brian said looking at Jamie. "Uh-huh" Jamie replied smiling. "what kind of pictures do you take" Brian inquired. "I don't know, sometimes I take pictures of buildings, people, animals" Jamie said smiling. "You know there aren't a lot of animals in Manhattan you know, unless you count some of the people" Brian said chuckling. "Yeah I know" Jamie said chuckling as well. "Let me show you" Jamie said as he jumped off the sofa and went to where he left his bag pack at the door. "What's that you got there" Brian asked as Jamie came back to the sofa with a ruffled looking notebook. "It's some of the pictures that I took" Jamie said smiling as he sat back on the sofa. Brian moved closer to Jamie as he opened the notebook and showed him his collection of photos. Jamie had written a little description under each of the photos about the location and some of his own thoughts about the photo. Brian was really impressed with the level of skill in photography that Jamie had, Jamie had more talent for photography than a lot of the famous photographers he knew and he knew quite a few. "These are really good Jamie" Brian said as he browsed through the notebook. "You're just saying that because you don't want to hurt my feelings" Jamie said with a smirk. "No I'm not, you have quite an eye to get these amazing shots you're really talented" Brian said looking at the pictures. "You're going to be a really famous photographer when you grow up" Brian said stopping briefly to look at Jamie. "No I'm not" Jamie said holding his head down and blushing. "Yes you are" Brian said as he closed the book and looked at Jamie. "Hey look at me" Brian said as he put his hand under Jamie's chin and lifted his head. "You can be anything you want to be, never let anyone else tell you differently" Brian said as he looked into Jamie's blue eyes staring up at him. "You're a great photographer and I'm not telling you that because I'm your friend I'm telling you the truth" Brian said touching Jamie's cheek. "Really!" Jamie said softly still a bit unsure of his own talent. "Yes, just have a little faith in yourself you'll see" Brian said smiling at Jamie. Jamie felt really happy and warm inside from the nice things that Brian had said to him making him feel good about himself. The only person who ever said things like that to him was his mom but he never really believed her after all parents are supposed to lie to make their kids feel better. Jamie looked at the time, he didn't realize how long he and Brian had been talking. "I better go now I have to finish my home work before my mom gets home" Jamie said sighing. "Why didn't you tell me I could have helped you with it" Brian said as he stroked Jamie's blond hair. "It's not that hard really" Jamie said getting off the sofa. "I still could have helped you though" Brian said getting up to walk Jamie to the door. "Maybe you can help me with it tomorrow" Jamie said as he picked up his bag pack. "I can come back tommorow can't I" Jamie asked hoping that Brian would say yes. "Of course you can" Brian said as he handed Jamie his notebook with his pictures. Brian opened the door for Jamie and said goodbye to him, he watched him as he opened the door to his apartment and went in before closing his own door. Jamie went to his bedroom to get started on his home work, he took out his books from his bag pack and hopped up on the bed and got started on his homework. Brian went into his studio with a huge smile on his face being around Jamie all afternoon made him forget about all the troubles he had. He sat down at the stool in front of the canvass and took up a brush and mixed some colors together and started painting. He didn't know what he was painting exactly, he just let the brush wander on the canvass and took it from there. After an hours of none stop painting Brian finished his latest creation a painting of a wolf on a snow covered mountain. "Well what do you know I still got it" Brian said a loud chuckling to himself as he looked at his latest painting. Jamie finished his home work and was lying on his bed on his back thinking about what Brian had said about his pictures, Brian was the first person besides his mom to see his photos and like them. As Jamie was thinking about all the nice things Brian had said he felt his little friend between his legs stir to life. Jamie Started to rub his crotch through his pants as his little dick started to grow. He thought of Was seeing Ben and Mike totally naked and put his hand into his pants and started rubbing his dick. Jamie unbuttoned his pants and lifted his butt and pulled down his pants and underwear, he took his little three and a half-inch dick between his fingers and started to stroke his it up and down. He tried to picture Stacy Rogers naked but he couldn't get the images of Ben and Mike out of his head. It wasn't long before Jamie started moaning as he felt wonderful waves of pure bliss overtake his body. Jamie felt his dick turn hard as stone as it pulsed between his fingers as he had his third dry orgasm for the day. Jamie lay still on the bed and began to wonder if he was gay he knew that boys weren't supposed to have the kinds of feeling he had for his friends, the last thing he wanted was to be like his mom's friend Serge. Jamie pulled back up his pants and went into the kitchen to make himself a snack, he sat on the sofa watching TV while he ate his peanut butter and jelly sandwich trying to get the images of his friends naked out of his head. Brian was in the kitchen making dinner when he started to think of Jamie wondering what he was doing right now. "Hey honey" Jamie's mom said as she entered the apartment. "Hi mom" Jamie said as she walked over to the sofa and kissed him on his head. "How was your day?" Jamie's mom asked as she went into the kitchen to get dinner started. "It was okay I guess" Jamie replied smiling to himself as he immediately thought of Brian. "That's nice to hear" his mom said as she got some stuff out of the refrigerator. After his mom finished making dinner they sat down and ate together just as they did every night talking about their day. "Whoa I'm stuffed" Jamie said to his mother rubbing his tummy as she smiled at him. "can I have some "Jamie asked looking at his mom as she refilled her glass with wine. "No you can't" Jamie's mother replied. "Just a little sip" Jamie pleaded. "No" Jamie's mother said grinning as he pouted and made all sorts of sad faces. "You're no fun" Jamie said defeated as he folded his arms. "Mom's aren't supposed to be fun" His mother countered with a smirk on her face. "Go take a bath and get ready for bed" Jamie's mother said as she got up and started to clear the table. Jamie got up from the table and went into the bathroom and closed the door, he started taking his clothes off when he felt his dick getting hard again. Jamie looked down at his dick and smiled to himself, he was really starting to like playing with his dick. It felt great when he stroked it especially when he got the tingly feelings that felt like an explosion of pure joy. Jamie climbed into the shower and turned on the water he adjusted the water to the right temperature and got under the water. Jamie took his hard little boner between his finger and started to stroke it rapidly back and forth rubbing his finger on his hole and tried to control himself with the moaning not wanting to get his mother's attention. It wasn't long before he felt his dick twitch between his fingers and he gasped softly as he dry cummed. After he finished his bath and brushed his teeth he put on his pajamas and got into bed and picked up his Spiderman comic book from under the bed and started reading it. "Enough reading, time for bed" Jaime mom said as she came into his room a few minutes later. Jamie put his comic book back in his favorite hiding place and lay back in his bed. "Did you take any pictures today?" Jamie's mom asked as she sat on his bed. "Nah maybe tomorrow" Jamie said. "Okay then" Jamie mom said as she kissed him on his forehead and tucked him in. "Good night sweetie" Jamie mom said as she got up from his bed and walked to the door. "Night mom" Jamie said to his mother as she took off the light and closed his bedroom door. Jamie lay in his bed thinking of possible reasons for why his dick was getting hard so frequently even thoug he liked playing with it he still wanted to know why it was happening. He thought about asking Brian about it but he didn't know how to approach him. Jamie finally fell asleep after thinking of dozens of different ways to ask Brian about what was happening to his body. The following afternoon Brian was putting the finishing touches on one of his paintingshe had been working on most of the day when he heard the doorbell ring. Brian smiled to himself as he wiped the paint from his hand on a rag before he went to answer the door, he knew there was only one person who would be ring his doorbell at that time in the afternoon. "Hi" Jamie said with a huge smile as Brian opened the door. Jamie went into Brian's apartment and dropped his bag pack on the floor near the door as he headed to the sofa, Brian closed the door and followed Jamie into the living room. "What were you doing?" Jamie asked smiling as he sat on the sofa. "Painting" Brian replied smiling at Jamie. "Can I watch?" Jamie asked eagerly. "Sure, come on" Brian said as he walked back to his studio with Jamie following him. Brian sat back down and put a few finishing touches on the painting he was working on, while Jamie stood next to him looking on attentively. "so what do you think" Brian asked glancing briefly at Jamie and then back to his recently completed painting of a boy and his dog walking by a river. "It's nice" Jamie replied with a smile. "I need to use the bathroom" Jamie said as he walked out of the room. "It's down the hall to the right" Brian yelled to Jamie as he took up a paint stained rag and cleaned off his hands. "Okay thanks" Jamie yelled back as he walked to the bathroom. Jamie found the bathroom and went in and closed the door, he stood in front of the toilet and zipped down his fly and pulled out his dick and aimed at the bowl. when Jamie was finished relieving himself he tucked his dick back in his pants and zipped up his fly and washed his hands. Jamie was looking for a towel to dry his hands when he came across a porn magazine in the bathroom under some of the towels. Jamie opened it and looked through the magazine and was completely blown away by what he saw, men and women in all sorts of positions sucking and fucking each other. Jamie felt his little dick growing in his underwear as he looked at the magazine, he started to rub his crotch as he looked at the pictures. Jamie liked looking at the naked women in the Magazine, but it was the men that really got his attention as he looked at the size of their huge dicks. Jamie unbuttoned his pants and pulled it down along with his underwear and started to stroke his dick back and forth. He felt a little envious as he looked at how small his three and a half-inch boner looked in comparison to the guys in the magazine. He wondered why he didn't have any hair on his dick like the guys in the magazine but he felt too horny to pay any attention to that right now. Jamie stroked his dick furiously as he felt the tingly sensations start at the tip of his dick and traveled through his body. "Jamie are you okay in there" Brian asked standing outside the bathroom door when came to check on him when he didn't return. "I'm fine" Jamie gasped as his dick twitched uncontrollably he dry cummed. "Just checking" Brian said standing outside the door. Brian smiled to himself when he heard the tension in Jamie's voice knowing exactly what Jamie was doing. He did the same thing when he was Jamie's age, at that time in your life your dick is your best friend Brian thought smiling to himself as he walked back to his studio. Jamie came out of the bathroom after he had composed himself and went back into the studio where Brian was. "What?" Jamie asked smiling nervously as he looked at Brian who had a goofy smile on his face. "Oh nothing" Brian said with a huge grin as he looked at Jamie who's face was looking very flushed. "Come over here and look at this and tell me what you think" Brian said to Jamie. Jamie walked over to where Brian was, Brian uncovered the painting that he did of the wolf on the mountain and showed it to Jamie. "Wow, That's cool" Jamie said with a smile as he looked at the painting. "Do you mind if I take a couple of pictures of it?" Jamie asked looking up at Brian. "Sure ,be my guess" Brian said with a smile. "Okay let me go get my Camera" Jamie said before he left the room to go get his camera from his bag pack. Jamie came back with his camera and stood in front of the paining adjusting the lens to the right focus. "You're still using film?" Brian asked as he looked at the camera. "Yeah,I've been begging my mom to buy me a digital camera but she won't" Jamie said as he brushed back his hair from his eyes and looked into the camera. Jamie took several pictures of Brian's painting at different angles, Brian smiled to himself as he watched Jamie work his craft. "Can I take some pictures of those too?" Jamie asked pointing at the other painting that were covered that Brian had done before. "Go ahead" Brian said smiling at Jamie. Brian took up his Sketch book and a pencil and started drawing a picture of Jamie glancing at him ever so often while he was taking pictures of his paintings. "What are you doing?" Jamie asked grinning as he walked over to the stool Brian was sitting on. "Drawing a picture of you" Brian said with a smile glancing at him briefly before continuing. "Really!" Jamie exclaimed. "What do you think, does it look like you" Brian asked holding up his sketch book and showing Jamie an almost perfect likeness of himself. "WoW that's really great, it looks just like me" Jamie exclaimed grinning as he looked at the sketch of himself. "Here you can keep it" Brian said as he tore out the page and handed it to Jamie. "Thanks" Jamie said smiling as he held up the picture of himself and looked at it. "what do you say I help you with your home work" Brian said as he put down his sketch book and got up from the stool. "Okay" Jamie replied with a smile still marveling over the drawing of himself. Brian and Jamie left the studio and went into the living room to get started on Jamie's home work. Jamie got his book from his bag pack and took a seat in the sofa while Brian pulled the coffee table a little closer so he could reach it. "It's a little uncomfortable" Jamie said as he hunched over the coffee table that was a little too short. "I have an idea ,why don't you sit on the floor you might be able to reach it better" Brian suggested. "Okay" Jamie replied as he slid down to the carpeted floor. "Much better" Jamie said smiling as he looked up at Brian. "Told ya" Brian said as he sat on the floor next to Jamie as they both leaned back against the sofa. With Brian's help Jamie finished his home work in record time and he and Brian spent a few hours playing videogames before Jamie had to go home. This became the normal activity for both Brian and Jamie over the next month, everyday after school Jamie would come over to Brian's apartment and watched while he worked on his latest art collection. He would take pictures of Brian's paintings and then Brian would help him with his home work and they would talk about their day and sometimes play videogames and generally enjoy each other's company. Brian was putting together his painting for another showing one afternoon when he heard the door of his apartment open. He knew it was Jamie coming into his apartment for his usually visits after school. "Hi Jamie" Brian said smiling as Jamie walked into his studio. "Hi" Jamie replied halfheartedly "Can I talk to you about something?" Jamie asked with a worried look on his face. "Sure thing" Brian said as he put down a painting he was holding. "What's up?" Brian asked as he devoted his attention to Jamie. "Um... can we go into the bathroom, It'll be easier if I just show you" Jamie said a bit embarrassed turning red in the face. "Um..Okay" Brian replied a bit confused as he and Jamie walked to the bathroom. Brian walked into the bathroom first and put the toilet seat down and sat down as Jamie stood in front of him. Jamie smiled nervously and kept shifting his weight from one leg to the other not knowing how to tell Brian what was bothering him. "Jamie What's wrong?" Brian asked sensing that something was wrong with Jamie but he didn't know how to tell him. "It's okay you can tell me" Brian said looking at Jamie. "Well It's.....It's my wiener something happened to it" Jamie said in almost a whisper as he blushed. "What's the matter with it?" Brian asked looking at Jamie. "I was ur...um.......Uh" Jamie said fumbling with the end of his shirt. "What playing with your dick" Brian said completing Jamie's sentence. "Uh-huh" Jamie said holding his head down in shame. "You don't have to be ashamed Jamie lots of boys play with their dicks" Brian said smiling at him. "They do" Jamie said in surprise lifting his head. "Yeah they do, sometimes they even do it together or for each other" Brian said chuckling a little at Jamie's innocence. "So I'm not a freak?" Jamie asked Brian. "No you're not" Brian said chuckling. Jamie felt relieved to know that he wasn't a freak he wanted to ask Brian if it was normal that he thought of his friend when he played with his Weiner, but then he remembered the reason he was in the bathroom with Brian in the first place. "So what's the matter with it" Brian asked looking at Jamie. "it was getting hard a lot lately and well...um....look" Jamie said as he unbuttoned his pants and pulled down his underwear around his silky smooth thighs. "It hurts now when I pull back the skin" Jamie said with a very worried look on his face holding up his oversized t-shirt and revealing his dick and his balls to Brian. "Mind if I take a look" Brian said looking at Jamie. Jamie walked a little closer to Brian a bit awkwardly as his pants fell around his ankles and his underwear around his thighs restricted his movement. He pulled up his t-shirt to his chest with his two hands revealing his flat tummy and his little innie navel. Brian reached out and touched Jamie's little dick holding it between his thumb and forefinger. "I'm going to pull the skin back and have a look okay" Brian said looking at Jamie for his approval. "Okay" Jamie replied looking down at his dick. "Ahh" Jamie said wincing in pain as Brian retracted his foreskin. "Sorry" Brian said apologizing as he pulled back Jamie's foreskin alittle too quickly. Brian winced as if he was the one in pain when he saw Jamie's abused little dick,the soft skin under Jamie's little dick was a bit raw. Brian remembered the same thing had happened to him at Jamie's age before he started using lube when he jacked off. "I think you may have bruised the skin by pulling too roughly" Brian commented as he examined Jamie's dick. "Is it bad?" Jamie asked with a very worried look on his face. "ur..um" Brian stuttered smiling as Jamie sprung a boner. "sorry" Jamie said as his face turned red as his hand quickly went down to cover himself. "It's perfectly normal for that to happen, even though it might happen when you don't want it to" Brian said smiling. "It is?" Jamie asked as he slowly moved his hand away from his crotch. "Sure it happens to me all the time" Brian said smiling. "I though that maybe something was wrong with me" Jamie said with a little smile. "It's part of growing up, you'll start to get hair around your dick and under your arms and maybe on your chest everyone's different you can never tell" Brian said looking up at Jamie. "But you're still too young for that to happen yet" Brian added with a smile. "That's why those guys were so hairy" Jamie commented referring to the pictures in the magazine. "What guys?" Brian asked a bit surprised by Jamie's statement. "Um...Just some pictures I saw in a magazine" Jamie replied blushing. "will my wiener be okay" Jamie asked looking down at his quickly wilting little member with a worried look on his face. "It's a bit irritated but other than that you're fine" Brian said smiling up at Jamie. "Let me put some lotion on it, It'll feel a lot better" Brian said as he got up off the toilet and went to the cupboard over the bathroom sink and got a small bottle of hand lotion. Brian came back and sat down on the toilet and opened the bottle and was about to squeezed out some of the lotion but then he stopped. "Here maybe you should do this yourself" Brian said handing Jamie the bottle of lotion. "No you do it" Jamie said as he pushed away the bottle. "Are you sure Jamie?" Brian asked looking up at Jamie. "Uh-huh,go ahead" Jamie replied pulling his shirt up higher. Brian squeezed out some of the hand lotion in his palm and gently rubbed it on Jamie irritated skin. Brian gently stroked Jamie's little dick up and down coating the head with the lotion from his hand as jamie's dick started to get hard again. "Does that feel any better?" Brian asked looking up at Jamie who was breathing more deeply. "A little, don't stop yet" Jamie said looking at Brian as his cheeks flushed bright pink. Brian knew that what he was doing was probably a bad idea but he continued, he felt Jamie move closer to him as he gently stroked his dick back and forth. "Does it feel any better now?" Brian asked as he rubbed his lotion covered fingers over Jamie's red and very hard little cock head. "Uh... Ahhhh no" Jamie gasped, Brian's hand felt so good on his dick he lied so that he wouldn't stop. "Jamie I really think you should take over now" Brian said as he slowly withdrew his hand from Jamie's crotch as he felt his own dick getting hard. "NO!" Jamie exclaimed. "Please don't stop" Jamie begged looking at Brian with pleading eyes. Brian looked into Jamie's eyes and saw how desperate Jamie was for him to continue. He had done this with a boy in his class when he was about twelve, but now this was different. Jamie's only a little boy. Brian knew he shouldn't be doing this to him but when he looked into his eyes he couldn't say no to him. Brian took Jamie's erection back between his fingers and gently stroked it back and forth, Jamie closed his eyes and moaned softly as Brian stroked his dick. Brian felt Jamie was close to his orgasm as he pushed his hips forward to meet his stroking hand and his stomach moved in and out as he breathed deeply. "Oooooh ahhhh huuuuuuuuhmf" Jamie moaned as he dry cummed,his dick pulsed rapidly a couple times and then it was over. "Whoa" Brian yelled out as he grabbed Jamie around his waist as he almost fell over. He felt a bit light headed after he experienced his most powerful orgasm ever,Brian's hands felt much better than wnet he did it himself. Jamie let go of his t-shirt opened his eyes and held on to Brian's shoulders to steady himself. "Are you okay?" Brian asked looking up at Jamie who had a big smile on his face. "That was great" Jamie said smiling and breathing heavily. "Pull your pants up and let's get started on your home work" Brian said as he stood up and put the bottle of hand lotion in his pocket and left the bathroom. Brian closed the bathroom door and leaned back against it, he could feel the front of his underwear soaked in pre-cum. It had been a long time since anyone had ever made him so horny,it took all of his will power to keep from blowing his load while he was in the bathroom with Jamie. Brian ran his hands through his hair and went into the living room to wait for Jamie feeling really guilty after what he just did. Jamie came into the living room a short while later with a huge smile on his face and found Brian sitting on the floor waiting for him. Jamie went over to his bag pack and got his books and joined Brian on the floor to get his homework started. Jamie felt a change in Brian's attitude towards him as Brian avoided all eye contact with him, When he finished his homework Jamie played a few videogamesbefore he had to leave but Brian didn't join him as he usually did instead he just watched. Jamie started to wonder if Brian was angry with him for what he made him do in the bathroom and started to worry he would lose the best friend he ever had as he walked out the door. "Are you mad at me?" Jamie asked looking up at Brian with his big blue eyes. "No, why would I be mad?" Brian asked looking down at Jamie. "It's Just that since what happened in the bathroom you seem different" Jamie said looking up at Brian. "Different how?" Brian asked. "I don't know, Just different" Jamie said putting his hands in his pockets and shifting his weight from one foot to the other which was something he did when he was nervous. "Is my face green with polka dots?" Brian asked looking concerned. "Noo" Jamie said laughing as the old Brian he knew came back. "I know what it is, my hair has turned purple hasn't it" Brian asked looking very worriedas he felt his hair. "You're really funny" Jamie said laughing at Brian's stupid jokes. "I better go now" Jamie said smiling happy to know that everything was okay between him and his best friend Brian. "Here whenever you have to play with your little friend use this" Brian said with a little smile taking the bottle of hand lotion from his pocket and handing it to Jamie. "Thanks" Jamie said blushing a little as he took the bottle of lotion and put it into his pocket. "See you tomorrow" Brian said to Jamie as he started walking off towards his apartment. "Bye" Jamie replied waving to Brian as he walked into his apartment and closed the door. That night after his mother tucked him in Jamie lay in his bed thinking of how good Brian's hand felt on his dick,he retrieved the little bottle of lotion from his hiding place under his bed. Jamie pulled down his pajama pants and looked down at his little dick,he had recently taken to sleeping without any underwear so that he could play with his dick. He opened the bottle and squeezed out some of the lotion into his hand and started to rub it on his little dick stroking it up and down. Jamie tried to think of some of the girls in his class that he thought looked nice but the only thing that came to his mind was his friends Ben and Mike from his class. Jamie stroked his dick to another wonderful orgasm it wasn't as powerful as the one he had with Brian but it was powerful nonetheless. Jamie lay still in his bed still as the reality of what he thought of when he was stroking his dick set in. Jamie fears of being gay came back to him as he pulled up his pants and pulled up the covers over his legs. Then Jamie thought of Brian and he started to feel a little better, Brian played with his dick and he wasn't gay Jamie thought smiling to himself as he remembered what happened in Brian's bathroom. Jamie smiled to himself as he drifted off to sleep thinking of his friend Brian. Brian was lying on the sofa thinking of all the possible things that could happen if anyone found out what happened between him and Jamie. The youngest guy he had ever been with was sixteen, and even then he was taking a big risk in that relationship what he did with Jamie was considered a criminal act even though Jamie had wanted him to do it. He hated himself for letting it get that far and started having fears of going to jail if Jamie ever told anyone what happened. As Brian was worrying about what he had done and what could happen to him the phone rang. "Hello" Brian said speaking into the telephone receiver. "Hey Brian it's Susan" The voice on the other end said. "Oh hi Susan" Brian said sitting up on the sofa. Susan was Brian's friend who ran an art gallery, she had gotten some buyers intrested in his paintings before and had called Brian to find out when his new collection would be ready. "I have some buyers lined up, they saw some of your other paintings and were really impressed" Susan said enthustically. "Really" Brian said sitting up in the sofa surprised that there were people interested in buying his art work. "I Just finished putting my latest collection together" Brian said eager about showing his latest paintings. "I'll come over with Lance tomorrow and take a look" Susan said over the phone. Lance was the guy that transported all the paintings to the art Gallery whenever susan had a showing with potential buyers. "That'll be great ,what time should I expect you?" Brian asked. "How about twoish" Susan suggested. "Two's great" Brian said confirming the time. "Okay then I'll see you tomorrow at two" Susan said. Brian hung up the phone and lay back on the sofa with a big smile on his face all of the fears he had earlier seemed so distant as he though of the possibility of his paintings being sold. The next day Susan showed up at Brian's door with Lance and two other guys promptly at two o'clock. Brian escorted them to his studio and showed Susan his latest collection of paintings that he had done. "Well what do you think?" Brian asked nervously. Susan had a very serious look on her face as she studied Brian's latest paintings walking up and down in front off them. "I love them" Susan said turning to Brian and smiling broadly. "You do" Brian said surprised, he thought that maybe Susan didn't like them when he saw how serious she looked. "Lance you guys can start loading them up" Susan said speaking to Lance and his transport team. "Okay" Lance replied, he snapped his fingers and the two other guys each grabbed a painting and headed out of Brian's studio toward the front door. After a couple of trips up and down Lance and his team had taken all the paintings down to the van that they used to transport paintings and other pieces of art for Susan. "The showing will be tomorrow at two o'clock" Susan said checking her pda to confirm the time. "I'll be there" Brian said as he escorted Susan to the door. Jamie passed Lance and his workers in the hall as he was heading to Brian's apartment, just as he approached the door he saw Brian showing Susan out and kissing her on the cheek. Susan passed Jamie on her way to the elevator and smiled briefly at him as she walked by, Jamie couldn't help but feel a little jealous thinking that Susan was Brian's girlfriend. "Hey Jamie" Brain said as he greeted Jamie with a warm smile as he walked up to the door. "Hi" Jamie said smiling back as he went in and Brian closed the door. "Do you want something to drink or a snack maybe" Brian asked as he went into the kitchen. "No thanks I'm fine" Jamie said after he put down his bag pack and joined Brian in the kitchen. "Jamie I want to talk to you about what happened between us yesterday" Brian said as he stood at the opposite end of the kitchen counter. "What about it?" Jamie asked looking at Brian's serious expression. "We can never ever do that kind of stuff again" Brian said looking directly at Jamie. "I don't was anything to get in the way of our friendship" Brian said looking at Jamie. "It's okay I feel the same way" Jamie said with a little smile pretending that it was no big deal but deep down inside he wished that it would happen again. "So are we cool?" Brian asked a little shocked that it was so easy to convince Jamie that they could never repeat what happened in the bathroom between them yesterday. "We're cool" Jamie said smiling "Sure you don't want a soda?" Brian asked as he went to the refrigerator to get himself a soda. "Well I am kinda thirsty now" Jamie replied rubbing his throat. "One soda coming up" Brian said as he took out another soda from the fridge and tossed it across the kitchen counter to Jamie. "Thanks" Jamie said as he caught the soda can and popped the top open. Jamie and Brian went back into the living room and watched TV for a while talking about what they did that day. "Are you ready to get started on your home work?" Brian asked looking over at Jamie. "Uhh NO,it's Friday" Jamie scoffed as he took up the remote control for the television and changed the channel. "I know it's Friday, but if you do your home work today you'll have the entire weekend free" Brian said to Jamie with a little smile. "Hey you're right!" Jamie said with a smile after he thought about Brian's suggestion. He jumped up from the sofa and ran over to his bag pack to get his books. Just as every other afternoon Brian joined Jamie on the floor sitting at the coffee table for a couple of hours helping Jamie with his homework. "So how was your day today?" Brian asked Jamie who was putting his books away after he had finished his homework. "It was okay I guess" Jamie said taking his camera from his bag pack. "Hey warn me before you do that" Brian said rubbing his eyes after Jamie snapped a picture of him. Jamie smiled at Brian as he brushed away his blond hair from his eyes, Brian got up and headed to his studio with Jamie following him closely. "Hey what happened to all the paintings?" Jamie asked as he walked into the studio and saw that half of Brian's paintings were missing. "I have a showing tomorrow" Brian said smiling. "Maybe you and your mom can come to the Gallery with me tomorrow" Brian suggested. "Yeah...ur I can't, my mom wants to take me shopping tomorrow" Jamie said shifting his weight from one leg to the other. "Okay maybe another time then" Brian said a little disappointed. Brian thought it was strange that in the month he had become friends with Jamie he never came over on the weekends and he had never officially met Jamie's mother. He had passed her in the hall a couple of times but she never acknowledge him anymore than the occasional smile and nod of her head. Brian didn't give it a second thought figuring that maybe Jamie's mother wasn't really a people person as most models he met or knew were't that friendly. Brian took up his sketch book and took a seat on a chair and looked at Jamie with a smile and started drawing. Jamie looked at Brian with a smile and snapped another photo of him sitting in the chair drawing. Both artist worked their craft using each other as the subject for their work, Brian glanced up at Jamie ever so often as his hand worked quickly over the paper while Jamie snapped picture after picture of him drawing. "There, I'm done" Brian said with a smile looking at Jamie. Jamie walked over to where Brian was sitting and looked over his shoulder to see what he had been drawing. "That's really looks like me" Jamie said giggling at the sketch of himself holding his camera. "I didn't get a picture of the both of us yet" Jamie said with a smile as he moved closer to Brian and put his chin on Brian's shoulder. Jamie held out the camera in front of himself and Brian, he moved a little closer to Brian and put his other arm around Brian's neck and snapped a picture of Brian and himself. "Aww I'm out of film" Jamie said annoyed as he heard the familiar click of the camera signaling the end of the roll of film. "I wanted to take some more pictures of us" Jamie said sighing in disappointment. "Maybe another time" Brian said smiling at him. "How about some video games" Brian said smiling. "Okay, you're on" Jamie said smiling, if there was one thing he was always ready for it was video games. After a few hours of Mario kart double dash Jamie said goodbye to Brian and went home. Brian had a lot of trouble sleeping that night as he thought of all the things that could go wrong at the showing of his paintings, after hours of tossing and turning Brian managed to fall asleep. Two o'clock came by the next day and Brian found himself at the art gallery that Susan ran, he was a nervous wreck his heart was pounding and his palms were sweaty. Brian stood in a corner of the art gallery watching as Susan showed his painting to a man who appeared to be in his early fifties. Brian wondered who he was because he looked really important dressed in an expensive looking gray suit and the bodyguards who were the biggest guys Brian had ever seen standing at the door dressed in black suits and sun glasses even though they were inside a building. he turned his attention back to the man wondering if he liked his paintings as he saw the expressionless look on the man's face as he studied his work. He felt a knot in his stomach as he saw Susan and the potential buyer walking towards him. "I'd like to introduce you to the Artist of this fine collection" Susan said to the man smiling at Brian. "This is Brian Raynor" Susan said formally introducing Brian to the Man. "Nice to finally meet you, I'm David Strauss" The man said extending his arm to shake Brian's hand. "Your collection is most impressive" David said putting his hands in his pockets. "Thank you" Brian said smiling a little. "I never seen an artist incorporate so many different styles in their work, who taught you that technique?" David asked trying to gain some insight to Brian style of painting. "I taught myself actually" Brian said trying not to seem too boastful. "It's as if a different artist painted each one of those paintings, you have an exceptional talent for art" David said with a smile. "You really think so!" Brian said smiling a little he had never had such high praises for his talent. "Yes if you didn't I wouldn't be buying your entire collection now would I" David said chuckling. That was the best news Brian had heard all week, he was so overcome with joy he was speechless. A lot of people had liked a couple of his paintings before but this was the first time anyone had opted to buy one much less the entire collection. "I don't know what to say" Brian said with a look of surprise. "Just tell me you'll keep painting" David said smiling and patting Brian on his shoulder. "Oh..ur..... of course" Brian said smiling still at a loss for words. David had the money transferred to the account set up for the gallery and Susan wrote out a Cheque for Brian minus the percentage for the art gallery for hosting his collection. "I'll arrange to have them picked up next week" David said to Susan as she walked him to the door. "Nice doing business with you" Susan said as she smiled and shook David's hand. "Well You did it, congratulations" Susan said smiling as she walked back toward Brian who was looking at his paintings one last time. "I guess I did" Brian said turning to face Susan with a huge smile. "I have an idea how about a late lunch, my treat" Susan said looking at Brian. "I don't know how I could ever thank you for giving me a chance" Brian said to Susan with gratitude. "Like David said keep painting, you'll make me a lot of money" Susan said joking as she and Brian headed out the door off to celebrate Brian's success. Jamie was pretty bored all day and it was even worse in the afternoon, he thought about playing videogames but it just wasn't any fun without Brian. He wished that he could have gone to the gallery with Brian today but he still hadn't told his mom about his friendship with Brian. He knew that he should tell his Mother about Brian but he was afraid that she wouldn't let him hang out with Brian once she knew about him so he kept quiet about the whole thing. Jamie hated going to school but he couldn't wait for Monday to come so that he could see Brian again. Brian had a really busy Monday ahead of him he had a few errands to run and he had to deposit the cheque that Susan wrote out for him in the bank. After he had completed his errands he decide to go to the mall since he didn't have anything important to do for the rest of the day. As he was walking through the mall Brian thought of Jamie wondering what he was doing in school right now. Brian noticed an electronic store in the mall with a few digital cameras on display and smiled as he thought of Jamie before he went in the store. Jamie rushed outside after school let out on Monday afternoon and headed to the car that his mom sent to pick him up after school every afternoon,he was the only kid at school that had a limo picking him up in the afternoon. Jamie got into the car with a huge smile on his face eager to see Brian. "Meet any cute girls today Jamie?" the driver of the car asked jokingly as he looked at Jamie in the rearview mirror as he drove off from where he was parked. "Yeah lots" Jamie said grinning even though it wasn't true. As time went By he started to become less and less interested in the opposite sex which made his fears about being gay become stronger than every. "Can you drop me off here, I have to take a roll of film to have it developed" Jamie said as the car pulled up a little way to the store that his mom took his pictures to have them developed. "You can go ahead Charlie It's only two blocks to go I can walk the rest of the way home" Jamie said as he got out the back seat. Charlie was the driver that worked for the modeling agency that Jamie's mom worked for he had often dropped Jamie's mother off at this store and figured it was okay to drop Jamie off here, he waved goodbye to him and drove off. "Hi Mindy" Jamie said smiling as he entered the store. "Hey Jamie how's it going" Mindy replied smiling back at him. Jamie and his mom had become good friends with Mindy since they started coming to the store to have their pictures developed. "I want to have this developed" Jamie said taking the roll of film from his pocket and handing it to Mindy. "The usual single prints?" Mindy asked taking the film from Jamie and putting it in an envelope and writing his name on it. "Yeah" Jamie said as he handed Mindy a twenty dollar bill from his pocket. "You can pick them up tomorrow okay" Mindy said smiling as she handed Jamie his change. "Okay, bye Mindy" Jamie said as he darted out the door. "Bye Jamie" Mindy said smiling before she attended to another customer. Jamie ran up the side walk heading for home with a big smile on his face,he couldn't wait to get to Brian's apartment to see him. Jamie ran through the front door of the apartment building and raced through the lobby almost knocking over Bob the desk attendant as he approached the elevator. He pushed the button and waited impatiently for the elevator door to open trying to catch his breath from all the running he did, when the elevator came down and the doors opened Jamie went in and pressed six for the floor he lived on. The elevator arrived at the sixth floor and Jamie ran out the doors as they opened and running up the hall to Brian's apartment. Brian was sitting on the sofa watching TV when he heard the door open and close and the sounds of feet running on the carpet. "Guess who" Jamie said giggling as he snuck up behind the sofa and covered Brian's eyes with his hands. "The tooth fairy" Brian said smiling. "No It's me" Jamie said laughing. Jamie laugher was like music to Brian's ears it had been two days since he heard that infectious laughter of his young friend. "Me who?" Brian said pretending he didn't know it was Jamie covering his eyes. "It's me Jamie" Jamie replied coming out from behind the sofa with a huge grin on his face giggling. 'You're late" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "I had to take the pictures I took of your paintings to be developed" Jamie said smiling as he sat next to Brian. "Can I have a soda?" Jamie asked looking at Brian with a smile. "Sure help yourself" Brian replied. Jamie got up and went into the kitchen and got himself a soda from the refrigerator and came back to the sofa and sat next to Brian. They watched television for a while before getting Started on Jamie's homework. "How was the showing on Saturday?" Jamie asked as he stopped writhing in his notebook and smiled at Brian. "Finish what you were writing, When we're done I'll tell you all about it" Brian said as he searched Jamie's history book for information on the founding fathers of America. "So how was it, did you get any of the paintings sold?" Jamie asked as he closed his notebook after he had finished his homework for history class the next day. "I got all of them sold" Brian said smiling with pride over his accomplishment. "And I have you to thank for it" Brian said brushing Jamie's blond hair from his eyes. "What did I do?" Jamie asked confused as to what Brian meant. "You were my inspiration" Brian said smiling as he brushed his fingers gently along Jamie's cheeks. Jamie's face turned red as he blushed Brian made him feel so special like no one ever did he was truly his best friend in the world. "I got something for you today I think you'll love it" Brian said smiling as he got up off the floor they were seated. "What is it?" Jamie asked smiling trying not to sound too eager. "Wait here, I'll be right back" Brian said as he left the room and headed to his bedroom. He came back with a bag with the logo of the electronics store he went into when he was at the mall and handed it to Jamie. "What is it?" Jamie asked with a huge smile on his face. "Open it and see" Brian said as he sat down on the sofa and watched Jamie closely to see his reaction when he saw what he had bought him. Jamie got up off the floor and took the bag from Brian and sat next to him on the sofa. As Jamie removed the object form the plastic bag his face lit up with a joy he had not felt in a long time. "It's a digital camera!" Jamie said in a high pitched squeal smiling form ear to ear. "Thanks Brian" Jamie said as he threw his arms around Brian's neck and hugged him tightly. Brian smiled to himself knowing how happy he had made Jamie as he returned his embrace. "I can't believe it" Jamie said still in disbelief. "You're the best Brian" Jamie said looking at Brian and then at the box that contained the camera. "Well don't just stare at the box open it up" Brian said grinning as he looked at Jamie's expression of pure happiness. Jamie pulled open the box and took the camera out and removed it from it's packaging, he held it up and admired it. "Oh cool it has auto focus and a fifty five millimeter lens" Jamie said in awe over his new gift. He sure knows his cameras Brian thought to himself smiling as he watched Jamie as he inspected his new camera. "Well let's try it out" Brian said to Jamie as he searched through the packaging for the batteries. Brian found the batteries and handed them to Jamie who was still admiring his new camera and smiling. Jamie took the batteries from Brian and loaded them into the camera and turned it on and looked at the screen. "This is even better than I had hoped" Jamie said smiling as he aimed the camera at various objects focusing on them through the colored lcd screen. He figured out how to use the camera really fast and the first picture he took was one of Brian sitting on the sofa smiling at him. Jamie took a couple more pictures of Brian and then he moved closer to him and held the camera up in front of them and snapped some of him and Brian together. Jamie made a little pyramid with his books on the coffee table and set the automatic picture feature on the camera and set it down on his books adjusting it for the right angle. He quickly took his seat on the sofa next to Brian and leaned up against him smiling, Brian put his arm around Jamie's shoulders and they both waited for the camera to take the picture. "Let me take a couple of you now" Brian said getting up from the sofa and taking up the camera. Jamie smiled as Brian snapped a few pictures of him sitting on the sofa smiling up at Brian, making silly faces each time he took a picture. "Okay lets see what we got" Brian said as he sat back down next to Jamie. They scrolled through the pictures they took and laughed at the silly faces Jamie had made when Brian was taking pictures of him. After they finished testing out the camera Jamie and Brian settled back down and watched TV for a while as Jamie leaned against him. "I better get going" Jamie said as he sat up and looked at the time on his watch. "Hey I won't be home tomorrow afternoon so don't bother coming over" Brian said to Jamie. "Where are you going?" Jamie asked. "My friend from the art gallery is going to London tomorrow and I promised to see her before she left" Brian said. "Oh" Jamie said holding his head down. "Don't look so sad it's just one afternoon" Brian said lifting Jamie's head with his hand. Brian got up from the sofa and walked Jamie to the door, he picked up his bag pack and packed away his new camera. Jamie hugged Brian around his waist and smiled up at him. "What was that for?" Brian asked smiling down at Jamie as he released him. "For being my friend" Jamie said looking up into Brian's eyes before he walked out the door. "Always" Brian said smiling down at Jamie. He watched Jamie walk to his apartment just as he did every afternoon before he shut the door. Jamie went into his bedroom and put down his bag pack he took out his new camera and looked at it and smiled thinking of Brian. Jamie tucked his camera safely away under his pillow and went into the kitchen to make himself a snack. It was about six o'clock when Jamie's mother got home, he ran to the door and hugged her tightly. "Well you're in quite a mood today" Jamie mother said chuckling as she ran her hand through his blond hair. "I'm just happy you're home" Jamie said as he looked up at her and smiled. Jamie's mother had noticed a change in his behavior over the last month he wasn't the same moody boy that she had come to know. She didn't know what had changed but she definitely liked this new Jamie that laughed and smiled a lot. "Why don't you go and have a bath while I get dinner started" Jamie's mother said as she went into her room to change. Jamie had a shower and came back into the kitchen where his mom was busy fixing dinner. "Can I help?" Jamie asked looking at his mother with a warm smile with his damp hair sticking to his forehead slightly. "Okay mister who are you and what have you done with my son" Lily said with a smirk as she turned around to face Jamie. This was the first time Jamie ever offered to lift a finger to help her do anything. Jamie gave her a toothy grin as he walked over to where she was standing in front of the stove. "Here stir this" Lily said smiling as she handed Jamie the spoon she was stirring the pasta sauce with. Jamie took the spoon and started stirring the pot rapidly. "Not like that" Lily said laughing as she watched Jamie stirring the pot a little too roughly. "Stir it like this" Lily said as she held Jamie's wrist and guided his hand stirring the pot gently. "Why don't you go set the table, I'll take over from here" Lily said smiling at her son. Jamie and his mom had a quiet dinner of pasta and his mother had a glass of wine and he had a soda. "That was great, you sure can cook mom" Jamie said smiling and rubbing his tummy. "Nice to be appreciated for a change" Lily said smiling before she took a sip of wine from her glass. "Did you finish your homework?" Lily asked as she brushed back her long blond hair and took another sip of wine. "uh-huh" Jamie replied finishing off his soda. "Go brush your teeth and get ready for bed then" Lily said to Jamie as she got from the table and started clearing the dirty dishes. Lily looked at Jamie as he walked over to the bathroom and smiled hoping that his new attitude was permanent. Jamie when into the bathroom to brush his teeth and get ready for bed smiling as he thought about Brian. When he was finished he went into his bedroom and changed into his pajamas and climbed into bed. Jamie's mother came in and tucked him in as she did every night and kissed him on his forehead. "sleep tight" Lily said to her son before she took off the light and left. Jamie lay in his bed under the cover of darkness smiling to himself it had been such a wonderful day the highlight of which was spending time with Brian. Jamie felt his dick getting hard as he thought of Brian which he found was happening every time he thought of Brian lately. Not denying what his body needed Jamie threw back the covers and pulled down his pajamas freeing his little boner which sprung straight up at attention. Jamie leaned over the side of the bed and felt around underneath the bed for the bottle of hand lotion that Brian had given him. Jamie found the bottle of lotion and lay back on his bed he pulled down his pajama pants a little further and opened the bottle of hand lotion and squeezed out some of the aloe scented lotion into the palm of his hand. Jamie gasped softly as he pulled back his foreskin and slid his lotioned palm along the length of his boyhood covering it with the sweet scented hand lotion. He held his dick between his thumb and forefinger gently stroking his dick up and down while he rubbed his inner thigh with his other hand. Jamie imagined that it was Brian's hand on his dick and not his own as he closed hiseyes and pleasured himself. But he knew what had happened between him and Brian in the bathroom that day was an accident and there was no chance of it happening again. He could feel the tingly feeling in his dick starting already signaling the onset of his orgasm. Jamie lifted his little butt off the bed and moaned out loudly as his dick twitched between his fingers,he lowered himself back to the bed panting after it was over and smiled. Jamie heard footsteps approaching his room and quickly pulled up his pajamas and threw the covers over his head, he heard his bedroom door open and pretended to be asleep. "Honey are you alright,I heard a moan" Lily asked as she walked into his room and turned on the light. "I'm fine mom" Jamie said uncovering his head and rubbing his eyes pretending that he had been asleep. "Well okay, sorry I woke you honey" Jamie's mom said with a confused look on her face. "That's okay" Jamie said faking a yawn and pulling the covers back over his head. "And Sweetie don't pull the covers over your head, you might suffocate" Lily said as she turned off the light. "Okay mom" Jamie said to his mother as she closed the door. Jamie breathed a sigh of relief when his mother left he had to be more careful in the future not to make so much noise, he closed his eyes and fell asleep. Lily poured herself another glass of wine and sat down to relax a little before she went to bed, she noticed Jamie's camera on the coffee table and picked it up. She thought of Jamie's father who was also a photographer, she smiled as she thought of how much like him Jamie was. As she examined the camera she noticed there wasn't any film in it, I guess he forgot to remind me about getting him a new roll she thought to herself. She finished off her glass of red wine and went into the kitchen to make he shopping list for tomorrow. She wrote film for Jamie at the top of her things to do on Tuesday list along with the other stuff she had to get, she stuck the note on the fridge where she would remember it and then left the kitchen and went to bed. Jamie's mom left work a little earlier than usual the next day to do her shopping she got her groceries and was making her final stop at the photo shop to buy the film for Jamie's camera. Charlie dropped her off and was waiting in the car while she went in to get a couple rolls of film for Jamie's camera. "Hi Mindy" Jamie's mother said as she walked up to the counter. "I was wondering when one of you would come by to get these pictures" Mindy said smiling as she took up an envelope with photos from behind the counter. "What pictures?" Lily asked confused she knew that she didn't bring in any film to have it developed and wondered what Mindy was talking about. "Jamie brought them in yesterday, by the way I think your boyfriend is really cute" Mindy said giggling as she said that last part. Lily was really confused now since she wasn't seeing anyone and wondered if Maybe Mindy had mixed up the pictures with someone else's. "Are you sure these are ours?" Lily asked as she opened the envelope to have a look at the pictures. "Yeah That guy and Jamie seem to really get along pretty well" Mindy said smiling at Lily. Lily looked through some of the pictures which were mostly pictures of places around Manhattan. she recognized Bob the desk attendant in one of them and her apartment in another then she saw a picture of Jamie with his arm around the neck of some guy she didn't know. Lily sorted through more of the photos where she saw the same guy sitting on a stool painting and another of him with a sketchbook drawing something and a couple more photos of various paintings. "Is everything okay?" Mindy asked as she saw the serious expression on Lily's face "Everything's fine Thanks a lot Mindy" Lily said as she put the pictures back in the envelope and left. She got back in the car and Charlie pulled off, Lily took out the pictures again and looked at them the guy in the picture looked really familiar but she couldn't remember where she had seen him before. After staring at the picture for a while she finally recognized him and realized it was the guy that lived across the hall from her apartment. "Well here we are" Charlie said as he pulled up in front of Lily's apartment building. "Thanks Charlie" Lily said as she grabbed her groceries and opened the car door. "Need some help with that?" Charlie asked as he saw Lily struggling to get the bags out of the car. "I can Managed" Lily said as she got out of the car with her grocery bags and closed the door. "Okay see you tomorrow" Charlie said before he pulled off. Lily didn't even hear what Charlie had said her primary focus now was to have a serious talk with Jamie to find out the nature of his relationship with this man in the photographs. "Alright mister you have some serious explaining to do" Lily said as she opened the door to her apartment and slammed it behind her. Lily dropped the grocery bags on the coffee table and gave Jamie the your ass is in serious trouble look. Jamie's heart was racing he knew that his mom had found out about Brian and he was in big trouble. "What have you been doing with that guy across the hall" Lily said folding her arms and looking directly into Jamie's eyes. Jamie looked at his mother knowing that there was nothing he could say except for the truth. "Well answer me" Lily said sternly raising her voice. Jamie told his mother the whole story of how he met Brian that he had thought he had lost his key and had been going over to Brian's apartment every day after school for the last month. "I'm putting an end to this right now" Lily said as she opened the door and stormed out of the apartment. Lily went across the hall and pounded on Brian's door with her fist. Brian had just got back from taking his friend Susan to the airport when he heard someone pounding on his door. He answered the door and saw Jamie and his mom standing outside he looked at Jamie and knew that something was wrong by his expression. "Miss Brenner, Jamie, is there a problem?" Brian asked unsure of what was going on. "Damn right there is,What have you been doing with my son?" Lily said angrily. "The same thing We do everyday" Brian answered a little confused as to why Jamie's mother was so angry with him. "Oh and what's that" Lily said folding her arms. "I help Jamie with his homework, we talk about School and maybe play videogames and then he leaves" Brian said still trying to figure out what had made Jamie's mother so angry. "I told her the same thing but she doesn't believe me" Jamie said. "Be quiet Jamie" Lily snapped. "I thought you were okay with this" Brian said still trying to figure out what had made Jamie's mother so angry. "Okay with it, I didn't know anything until today" Lily said infuriated. "Oh Jamie" Brian said with a sigh when he realized that Jamie had not told his mother that he had been coming over to his apartment every afternoon. A lot of things started making sense at that point to Brian like why Jamie's mother never spoke to him and why Jamie never came over on weekends. "Look this is a huge misunderstanding I thought you knew that Jamie came over here everyday" Brian said explaining to Lily. "Please don't be angry with Jamie it's totally my fault" Brian continued. "I should have come to you as an adult and let you know about our friendship and if it was okay with you" Brian said apologizing. "Why do you even want to be friends with a little boy?" Lily asked with an accusing look. "Look whatever you're thinking it's nothing like that, we simply enjoy each other's company that all" Brian said trying to make Jamie's mom understand that there was nothing more than friendship between himself and Jamie. "He's my best friend mom" Jamie said looking at his mother hoping she understood how much his friendship with Brian meant to him. "Not anymore" Lily said looking at Jamie. "I want you to stay away from my son or I'll call the police" Lily said looking directly at Brian pointing her finger in his face. "What!" Jamie exclaimed in disbelief. "You can't do that" Jamie said angrily as he looked at his mother. "It's okay Jamie your mother is just trying to protect you" Brian said trying not to show his disappointment. "No it's not okay you're the only friend I've got" Jamie said as a tear rolled down his cheek. "It's not fair" Jamie said in tears. "Come on Jamie let's go" Lily said as she grabbed Jamie's arm and pulled him along. Jamie looked at Brian with his tear streaked face Brian felt really terrible knowing that this was probably the end of their friendship. Brian went back into his apartment and closed the door, he leaned back against the door feeling a terrible pain in the pit of his stomach that he never felt before. The last time he felt like this was when he broke up with his boyfriend Brian didn't feel like having dinner and went straight to bed. Jamie pulled away from his mother's grip and stormed into the apartment and went to his bedroom and slammed the door, he took out the camera from under his pillow and turned it on. He scrolled through the pictures that he had taken with Brian the day before as tears rolled down his cheeks and fell onto the lcd screen. Jamie curled up on his bed and cried his eyes out feeling sad and angry at the same time as he sobbed. He was Sad about not being able to see Brian again and angry at his mother for breaking up their friendship. "Jamie dinner's ready" Lily said from outside Jamie's bedroom door. "I'm not hungry" Jamie shouted in anger still sobbing. Lily left and sat at the table to have dinner she set a place for Jamie but he never came out of his room. After his mother had gone to bed Jamie went into the bathroom to have a shower, he took off his clothes and climbed into the shower and turned on the water. He stood under the shower with the water hitting his face hoping that maybe it would wash away the sadness he felt but it didn't. Jamie got out the shower and went to his room and got ready for bed, as he lay in bed thinking of all the fun he had with Brian he started crying again until he fell asleep. Jamie awoke Wenesday morning feeling just as terrible as he did when he had went to sleep, he knew that today wasn't going to be easy and wished that the week was over already. Jamie climbed out of bed even though he didn't feel like it and went to the bathroom, after he finished relieving himself he went back to his room and got dressed for school. He looked at himself in the mirror while he brushed his hair and felt like crying again but he used all his will power to hold back the tears. "Honey breakfast is ready" Jamie's mother said as she opened his bedroom door and peeped in. All Jamie's sadness turned to anger when he saw the reflection of the person who was responsible for his pain. He looked at her in the mirror but he didn't answer Jamie had always loved his mother but he never thought that he could hate her as much as he did right now. Jamie came out of his room carrying his bag pack and dropped it on the floor near the table and sat down and ate his breakfast in silence. Lily looked at Jamie who had his head down eating quietly trying to think of what to say to him. "I'll be home early this afternoon maybe we can talk" Lily said looking at Jamie. "You already said that I can't see Brian anymore what's there to talk about" Jamie said in anger as he got up from the table and went into the bathroom to brush his teeth. After he finished brushing his teeth Jamie came back out of the bathroom and picked up his bag pack and brushed past his mother who was standing outside the door waiting on him. Lily locked the door and walked towards the elevator where Jamie was already standing, the elevator door opened and they went in. He stood in the corner of the elevator away from his mother not wanting to be close to her after what she had done. Lily glanced over at Jamie as he gave her a look of contempt she didn't say anything to him figuring that it was best to give him the rest of the day to cool off. The elevator reached the first floor and Jamie and his mother walked out into the lobby and headed outside where the could see Serge in the black limo along with Charlie the driver. "Hey Jamie" Charlie said as Jamie climbed into the car. "Hey" Jamie replied half heartedly. Lily came into the car and closed the door and Charlie drove off. Jamie looked out the window as the car drove through the busy streets of New York wishing that Charlie would drive faster so he could get away from his mother and her friend. "You're in quite a mood today, hormones acting up" Serge said chuckling as he looked at Jamie who was looking out the window with a serious expression on his face with his arms folded. "Fuck off!" Jamie said without even throwing a glance at Serge. "Jamie!, that was not nice" Lily said in astonishment she had never heard her son use such harsh language. "You weren't nice to my friend why should I be nice to yours" Jamie said as he grabbed his bag pack and opened the door as the car stopped in front his school. Jamie felt really sick even though there was nothing physically wrong with him he couldn't wait for this day to be over. "Bye honey" Lily said to Jamie but he just kept walking without even looking back at her. Brian was feeling equally as terrible as Jamie was he never knew how much his friendship to Jamie meant until now. Seeing Jamie every afternoon had always been the best part of Brian's day and now that they couldn't see each other anymore Brian felt like his world had ended. Charlie dropped Jamie home around three o' clock that afternoon after picking him up from school and waved goodbye to him before he went inside. Jamie took the elevator up to the sixth floor and found himself standing in front of Brian's door. He was so used to going to Brian's apartment every afternoon he extended his hand to knock on the door but he just hung his head down and walked over to his apartment instead. Lily arrived home around six P.M and found Jamie sitting on the floor by the coffee table doing his homework. she smiled at him hoping that he had gotten over his anger but he just turned away and continued writing in his notebook. Lily went to her room to change and came back and went into the kitchen to start dinner, she could see the back of Jamie's head from where she was standing and tried to thing of something to make him feel better. She went into her room and came back with an envelope and sat on the sofa near Jamie. "I think these belong to you" Lily said as she handed Jamie the envelope with the photos she had collected. Jamie took the envelope from his mother and picked up his books and got up off the floor and walked off. "Sweetie wait" Jamie's mother said but he kept walking he went into his room and slammed the door. Lily sighed and got up off the sofa and went back to the kitchen to finish making dinner. Jamie sat on his bed and started looking through the pictures he smiled to himself as he saw the pictures that he had taken of Brian's paintings. He felt tears welling up in his eyes as he saw the pictures of himself and Brian hugging he got off the bed and got his scrap book and started sticking the pictures into it. When he was finished putting the pictures into the book Jamie lay on his bed sniffling as tears ran down his cheeks. "Honey dinner's ready" Lily said from outside Jamie bedroom door. Jamie wiped his tears and got off his bed and went into the bathroom to wash his face he came and sat down at the table without saying a word. He propped up his head with his hand and played with the spoon in the mashed potatoes that his mother had made for dinner. Lily looked at her son eyes that were a little red and puffy and she knew that he had been crying. It broke her heart to see him this way but she couldn't comfort him since she knew he was angry at her for not letting him see Brian anymore. "Honey you have to eat something" Lily said in a very soft tone. "I don't want to" Jamie said sulking and holding his head down. "You'll make new friends just wait and see" Lily said as she reached out and gently stroked Jamie's cheek wiping away a tear. "You don't get it do you I don't want a new friend" Jamie screamed as tears of anger ran down his face. "Brian was my friend, the best friend I ever had and you took him away" Jamie said sobbing. "I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU" Jamie screamed in tears as he got up from the table and ran to his room. Lily felt a tear run down her cheek as she sat at the table alone she never thought that Jamie would ever say anything like that to her. Brian sat at the table in the kitchen alone having dinner thinking of all the wonderful times he and Jamie had had together, it was tearing him up inside not being able to see him again. Brian felt tears running down his cheeks as he thought of Jamie, he longed to see him again but he knew that that wasn't going to happen. Brian washed the dishes and went to the living room to relax for a while, he looked at the coffee table and smiled remembering how he helped Jamie with his homework everyday sitting at that table. Jamie had composed himself a little and went to the bathroom to have a shower and get ready for bed. As he stood in the shower he remembered how he had come to meet Brian and all the good times they shared together and started crying again. Jamie slid down on the floor and pulled up his knees to his chest and sobbed uncontrollably as the water from the shower fell onto his body. Jamie got out of the shower after a while as he tried to control his emotions and went to his bedroom, he put on his pajamas and crawled into bed hoping that the pain that he felt would go away. Brian went into his studio to start working on a new collection of paintings on Thursday afternoon trying to get something positive out of the week considering what had happened. He thought that immersing himself in his work would help him forget about Jamie but it did just the opposite. Everything about the studio reminded him about Jamie his smile, his laughter, the way he looked at him with such admiration. Brian left the room and went over to the sofa and sat down trying to figure out why not being able to see Jamie was affecting him so much. Lily had left work early Friday afternoon and went with Charlie to pick up Jamie. She had hoped that she could have a heart to heart conversation with Jamie to try and set thing right between them. Jamie didn't look at his mother for the entire drive home; Lily looked at her son she had never seen him so broken up before. He had had sad spells before but he usually got over it pretty quickly but this time it was different it had been three days and Jamie seemed to be getting worse. Lily began feeling really guilty knowing that she was the cause of her son's current state of depression. She still couldn't get over the fact that Jamie had not told her about Brian, but then again she never really asked Jamie about what was going on in his life she was either to tired or too busy. Maybe Brian isn't such a bad guy after all Lily thought as she really though about the situation for the first time. she was so angry that Jamie had kept his friendship with Brian a secret for over a month had made her really angry. Lily feared that she may have overreacted as she was blinded by her anger,which sh had been known to do on several occasions. She really did believe that nothing happened between Brian and Jamie and if it did she wonder if it could be so bad? after all jamie's attitude did improve dramatically when he started being friends with Brian. Lily was really confused as all sorts of questions raced through her mind. Jamie is a very intelligent boy wouldn't let anyone force him to do something that he didn't want to Lily thought to herself as she looked at Jamie knowing him better than anyone else. Lily wrestled with her feelings knowing she had a huge decision to make; she had to decide between reparing her relationship with her son or being his enemy for life. She knew that the only way Jamie could ever forgive her was if she allowed him to be friends with Brian again. Lily sighed deeply as she leaned back in her seat she never knew being a parent would be so incredibly difficult,no matter how many parenting books she read nothing could prepare her for decisions like these. Charlie pulled up in front of their apartment building and Jamie and Lily got out of the car, Jamie walked ahead of his mother and went to the elevator and pushed the button waiting for it to come down. Brian went back into his studio determined to get some work done that afternoon but as he walked into the room his mind was filled with images of Jamie and all the time they had spent together in that room. Brian walked back out and Grabbed his jacket he just had to get out of the apartment to clear his head of his memories of Jamie. Lily walked through the front entranced and waved to Bob before joining Jamie at the elevator. The elevator dinged and the doors slid open Jamie and his mom went in, Lily pushed six for the sixth floor and the elevator hummed to life. The elevator arrived at the sixth floor and the doors opened, Jamie looked up and his face lit up when he saw who was standing outside the elevator. Brian felt his heart race when he saw Jamie standing in the elevator, he desperately wanted to run over and hug him but he just walked past him and his mom as they got out of the elevator. Brian pushed one on the elevator keypad for the lobby and held his head down, he couldn't bear to look at Jamie again it was just to painful. Jamie stood in front of the elevator with tears streaming down his face looking at Brian as the elevator doors closed. Brian wiped a tear from his eye as the elevator decended to the first floor, Walking past jamie as if he didn't know him was the hardest thing he ever had to do. Jamie turned and looked at his mother with tears streaming down his cheeks as he sobbed. Lily felt like crying herself when she saw the way Brian and Jamie looked at each other realizing Just how much they meant to each other and how deeply she had hurt them both. She walked up to her apartment and unlocked the door while she listened to Jamie who was sobbing softly standing beside her. Lily opened the door and Jamie ran inside and went to his room and shut the door, he dropped his bag pack on the floor and jumped on the bed and cried into his pillow. Lily couldn't bear to see Jamie suffering like this and knew exactly what she had to do, she called downstairs to the lobby and got Brian's phone number from the attendant at the desk. She dialed Brian's phone number and left him a message to call her as soon as he could. Brian didn't know where he was going he just knew he had to get out of the apartment to clear his head. He found himself walking through the park, as he was walking through the park he saw a couple of kids talking and laughing. Brian noticed one boy that looked a lot like Jamie but on closer inspection he was nowhere near as beautiful. Brian started to seriously consider moving he didn't think that he could continue living so close to Jamie and not be near him. He came back to his apartment around seven thirty; he had left in order to get the thoughts of Jamie out of his head but after seeing him that afternoon he was all he could thing about. Brian was convinced now that he had to move out and the sooner the better, he looked over and saw a new message blinking on his answering machine. He looked at the message blinking on the phone thinking it was his father who always called him on Fridays. Brian didn't feel like listening to his father trying to get him to come and work for him but then decided to play the message anyway. Brian sat up at attention when he heard Lily's voice on the answering machine, he picked up the telephone and dialed Jamie's number hoping that maybe he would answer the phone. "Hello" Lily said as she answered the phone. "Uh hi Miss Brenner, it's Brian you said you wanted to talk to me" Brian said speaking into the telephone. "Yes Brian there is something I need to discuss with you" Lily replied. "Do you mind if I come over?" Lily asked. "No not at all" Brian replied. "Okay I'll be there in a few minutes" Lily said and hung up the phone. Brian's heart was racing he wondered if Lily was going to let him see Jamie again but he didn't want to get his hopes. "Honey I'm going out for a while" Lily said outside Jamie's bedroom door. Jamie was lying on his bed sniffling when he heard his mother outside the door but he didn't respond. Jamie thought about doing as Brian had suggested finishing his homework on Friday so he would have the entire weekend to himself, but he had nothing to do for the weekend anyway. Jamie got off his bed and got his books and decide to do his homework anyway just to get it out of the way. Brian heard a knock on the door and went to answer it. "Come in, please" Brian said as he opened the door for Lily. "Thank you" Lily replied as she walked into Brian's apartment. "Brian I don't even know how to begin to tell you how sorry I am" Lily said as she sat down on Brian's sofa. "I never realized how much you really meant to Jamie until today" Lily said brushing back her hair and looking up at Brian. "Please try and understand I just wanted to protect my son he's the only thing I've got" Lily said choking back the tears that she could feel welling up in her eyes. "It's okay I understand, I know you were only trying to protect him" Brian said as he sat down on the sofa next to Lily. "And I ended up hurting him instead" Lily said sniffling and wiping her eyes. "I just wanted him to be safe" Lily continued through her tears. "I would never hurt Jamie, I would give up my life to protect him" Brian said to Lily with tears in his eyes. "I believe you, I really do" Lily said sniffling. "I'm really sorry for overreacting and threatening to call the police" Lily said wiping her eyes. "I understand" Brian said as he handed Lily a tissue. "Will you please be his friend again, I Just can't bear to see him in so much pain" Lily said drying her eyes. "Can you ever forgive me" Lily said looking at Brian. "I already have" Brian said as he embraced Lily on the sofa. "I have just one favor to ask" Lily said as they let go of each other. "Anything" Brian replied. "Please don't keep any secrets from me" Lily said wiping her eyes again. "If something does happen Please trust me enough to tell me" Lily said as she regained some of her composure. "I promise" Brian said smiling at Lily. "well I better go and tell Jamie the good news" Lily said smiling as she got up off the sofa. "Thank you for trusting me" Brian said as he stood up also. Lily hugged him and then headed for the door and opened it to let herself out. "what are you doing tomorrow around five?" Lily asked as she stood outside Brian's door. "Nothing really" Brian replied. "Jamie has a soccer game tomorrow ,It'll mean a lot to him if you were there" Lily said smiling. "Okay sure I'll be there" Brian replied with a smile. "I'll see you tommorow"Lily said and headed back to her own apartment. Lily came back to her apartment and headed to Jamie's room to talk to him,she opened the door and saw jamie lying on his bed. "Jamie honey there is something I need to tell you" Lily said softly as she entered Jamie's room and closed the door. "Please go away mom" Jamie said as he rolled over on his bed with his back to his mother. "It's about Brian" Lily said as she sat down on Jamie's bed. "What about Brian" Jamie said as he turned to face her. "I'm really sorry for making you stop seeing him" Lily said as she reached out and stroked Jamie's soft blond hair. "I thought I was doing what was best for you" Lily said as she started crying again. "I never meant to hurt you" Lily said as she gently stroked Jamie's cheek with the back of her hand. "I don't want you to hate me anymore" Lily said as tears flowed freely from her eyes. "Please forgive me baby" Lily said sobbing. "I don't hate you mom" Jamie said as tears formed in the corner of his eyes and he sat up on the bed. "I'm sorry for saying I did" Jamie said in tears. "Please don't cry mom" Jamie said as he hugged his mother tightly. "I'm so sorry baby" Lily said in tears as she kissed the top of Jamie head as she embraced him. "I'm sorry too" Jamie said sobbing. They both held each other tightly feeling closer to each other than they ever did before. "Does this mean I can see Brian again" Jamie asked as he broke their embrace and looked into his mother's eyes. "Yes, he's coming to your soccer game tomorrow" Lily said smiling and wiping her tears. "Thank you mommy" Jamie said as he kissed his mother on her cheek and hugged her again. "Come on lets go have dinner" Lily said as she broke Jamie's embrace and wiped the tears from his face. When Jamie had finished having dinner and had his bath he came back to the living room and picked up the telephone and dialed Brian's number. Brian was sitting in the living room thinking of how good it would be to see Jamie again when the phone rang. "Is it true you'll be at my soccer game tomorrow" a cheery voice said on the other end of the phone. "Yep" Brian replied smiling to himself, just hearing Jamie's voice made him feel warm inside. "I can't wait to see you tomorrow" Jamie said smiling. "Me too" Brian replied. "Okay Jamie bed time" Lily said as she walked into the living room. "You don't want to be too tired to play tomorrow" Lily said as she sat down next to him. "I got to go" Jamie said speaking into the phone. "Okay sleep tight" Brian said smiling to himself. "Bye Brian" Jamie said before he hung up the phone with a smile on his face. Brian was dressed by four o' clock Saturday afternoon for Jamie's soccer game, it would take him about half an hour to get to the stadium Jamie's game was at and he didn't want to be late. Brian grabbed his car keys and headed out the door, as he opened the door he spotted Jamie dressed in his blue and white soccer uniform. A huge smile erupted on Jamie face as he ran over and hugged Brian, Lily stood in the hall smiling watching Jamie and Brian embrace each other. She was so happy to see Jamie back to his old self again as he smiled at Brian and they hugged each other again. "Break it up guys or we'll be late" Lily said laughing. "Do you guys have a ride?" Brian asked breaking off his embrace with Jamie, he knew Lily didn't own a car and was wondering how they were going to get to the game. "We're taking a cab" Lily replied as she put her keys in her pocket. "Why don't you guys ride with me" Brian offered as the three of them walked to the elevator. "Can we mom?" Jamie asked looking up at his mother hoping she would say yes. "Sure why not" Lily said as she pressed the button for the elevator to come up. Jamie looked up at Brian and smiled as he hugged him around his waist. "I really missed you" Jamie said smiling up at Brian. "I missed you too" Brian replied smiling back at Jamie putting his hand on his shoulder. The elevator came up and they all got in and Brian pressed the button for the basement to get his car from the parking garage. Lily looked over at Jamie who was still clinging to Brian like glue, she never knew that Jamie could be so affectionate. She started feeling guilty as she looked at Jamie and Brian and how close they were, she and Jamie had drifted apart over the last few months due to her demanding job schedule. Lily came to the realization that since she couldn't give Jamie the attention he needed and figured that part of the reason he and Brian had become so close since Brian gave him what she couldn't. The elevator arrived in the parking garage and they got out and followed Brian over to where his car was parked. They got in and Brian started the car and drove up to the security boot, he took out his parking id and swiped it through the machine and the security barrier lifted up in the air. Brian drove out of the parking garage and headed for the high school that hosted Jamie's soccer game. When they got there Jamie jumped out of the backseat of Brian's car and ran to meet up with the rest of his team. Jamie waved to his mother and Brian from the field while they looked for a seat in the sparsely occupied bleachers. The game got underway and the few parents that were there cheered their kids on. Brian smiled and laughed as Lily shouted Jamie's name waving and cheering him on. Brian later joined in with the cheering when Jamie had assisted the forward in scoring the first goal for his team. The game continued as the rival team scored a goal making the score an even one a piece, but the score didn't stay tied for long. The opposing team managed to score another goal taking the lead, the coach for Jamie team called a time out and Jamie and his team huddled around the coach discussing their strategy. After a ten minute break Jamie and his team were back on the field again trying to get the ball away from the captain of the opposing team who was pretty good at dribbling. The rival team managed to score another goal taking the lead with three goals to one, Jamie's team spent the rest of the game trying to score another goal but it was not to be. The referee blew the whistle signaling the end of the game and Jamie and his team walked off the field with their heads down in defeat. Brian and Lily went down to the field to meet Jamie as did some of the other parents that were there. "Hey honey you were great out there" Lily said trying to cheer Jamie up as they walked off the field. "We sucked" Jamie said holding down his head as he walked to the parking lot with Brian and his mother. "You mom's right you guys played a really strong game out there" Brian said as they approached his car. "You really think so?" Jamie asked looking up at Brian. "Remember what I told you about believing in your self" Brian said as he unlocked the car door. "Yeah" Jamie said sighing deeply. Lily looked at Brian and smiled to herself, he really wasn't so bad after all Lily thought as she opened the car door and got in. "Hey mom can we get some ice cream?" Jamie asked as he leaned over between the front seats of the car. "Put your seat belt on" Lily said as she looked back at Jamie. "You don't mind do you?" Lily asked looking at Brian. "Not at all, ice cream sounds great" Brian said as he looked in the rear view mirror at Jamie who had a huge smile on his face. Brian stopped at Wendy's and he and Jamie went in while Lily waited for them in the car, a short wile later Lily saw them coming out the door identifying Jamie by his soccer uniform. They got back in the car and headed back home. "I was thinking why don't you join us for dinner" Lily said smiling at Brian. "Yeah Brian" Jamie said slurping his frosty. "Don't speak with your mouth full" Lily said turning back and looking at Jamie. "I'd love to" Brian said smiling as he glanced back at Jamie who was showing the ice cream no mercy. when they got back to the apartment building Brian dropped off Lily and Jamie at the front entrance while he went to park his car. Brian took the elevator upstairs and went to his apartment to freshen up before joining Lily and Jamie for dinner. After he freshened up Brian knocked on Lily's door, Jamie answered the door still dressed in his soccer uniform. "What took you so long?" Jamie asked smiling as he closed the door behind him. "I had to freshen up a bit" Brian replied a he walked into the living room. "Wow!, you didn't tell me you were a model too" Brian said as he saw a giant black and white picture of Jamie without his shirt on in a pair of jeans with his boxers showing and his arms folded. "That's Just something my mom made me do" Jamie said a big smile as he blushed. "I thought you were the model" Brian said smiling at Lily as she came into the living room. "Is that what Jamie told you, that I'm a model" Lily said laughing. "You're not?" Brian asked as he took a seat on the sofa. "Technically I am but I haven't modeled in ages" Lily said smiling as she joined Brian on the sofa. "What I really do is look for new talent" Lily said brushing back her hair from her face. "You mean like Jamie" Brian said looking at Jamie and smiling. "I tried to get him involved but he preferred to be on the other end of the camera" Lily said smiling as she looked at Jamie who was blushing. "That picture was for a European magazine ad when Jamie was nine" Lily said referring to the picture on the wall. "I got him a couple more magazine ads after that but he never really like doing it so I didn't force him" Lily said as she sat back in the sofa. "I think you look really cute" Brian said smiling and looking at Jamie who was blushing even more. "You look pretty good yourself, ever thought about becoming a model" Lily said smiling at Brian. "I don't think so" Brian said laughing. "I'll leave that to you professionals" Brian said making Jamie and Lily laugh. "Jamie go take a shower I don't want you getting grass stains on the sofa" Lily said to Jamie just as he was about to sit next to them. "I should go get dinner started" Lily said as she got up from the sofa and went into the kitchen. "I'll help you" Brian said as he got up from the sofa. "That's okay, why don't you just relax" Lily said as she headed to the kitchen. "Let me help I insist" Brian said smiling. "Okay" Lily said smiling as she and Brian went to the kitchen. "So what's on the menu" Brian asked as Lily went to the refrigerator. "I was thinking pasta it's Jamie's favorite" Lily said as she took out some stuff from the fridge. "It's been along time since I had pasta" Brian said smiling. "Okay then, pasta it is" Lily said as she went to the cupboard and got the stuff for the pasta. Lily worked on the pasta while Brian prepared the pasta sauce, they both started laughing when they heard Jamie singing in the shower. "You know he's really happy to have you back" Lily said smiling at Brian. "So am I" Brian replied smiling back at her. Jamie joined them a short while later with a big smile on his face all clean and fresh from his bath. "Dinner's almost ready why don't you set the table" Lily said to Jamie as she strained the water from the pasta. Lily served up the pasta to Brian and Jamie who were seated at the table anticipating their meal. she got a bottle of wine from the cupboard for herself and Brian and got a coke from the refrigerator for Jamie. "This is really great mom" Jamie said sucking a piece of spaghetti into his mouth with a slurping sound. "Don't give me all the credit Brian made the sauce" Lily said smiling at Brian. "I didn't know you could cook" Jamie said smiling at Brian. "I Can't let you know everything at once now can I" Brian said chuckling. They had a pretty pleasant dinner together and they sat at the table chatting as lily was trying to get to know Brian alittle better. "Why don't you guys relax and I'll do the dishes" Jamie offered after a while as his mother was taking up Brian's attention. "That's really sweet of you honey" Lily said with a smile as Jamie got up and cleared the table. "You sure you don't need any help?" Brian asked. "Nah I've got this" Jamie said smiling as he took up Brian's plate. Brian and Lily went back to the living room leaving Jamie in the kitchen to do the dishes, Lily smiled at Brian as they went over to the sofa to finish their conversation. "So Brian where are you from?" Lily asked trying to get to know the man that her son spent so much time with. "Texas originally" Brian said smiling. "Texas Really!" Lily said raising her eyebrows. "What made you move to New York?" Lily asked as she turned more to face Brian on the sofa. "I guess I needed a change of pace from the slow life" Brian said leaning back and looking at Lily with a little smile. "I know usually it's the other way around" Lily said chuckling. "Yeah I know" Brian said laughing. "I bet your parents weren't to happy?" Lily stated with a smirk. "My dad wasn't too thrilled about the Idea, but he ended up buying a house not to far from here" Brian said as he looked at Lily realizing just how beautiful she really was. Brian was in no way attracted to Lily but there was no denying her beauty, she was nothing like the anorexic zombies his brother dated he could see where Jamie had gotten his beauty from. "And what about your mom what does she think?" Lily asked smiling. "My mom died when I was five" Brian replied sadly. "Oh I'm sorry" Lily said sympathetically knowing what it's like to lose a parent, her father had died when she was nine and still she missed him to this very day. Okay let's change the subject, is there a special someone" Lily asked with a devilish grin Just like Jamie's. "Well not anymore" Brian said a little embarrassed to be discussing his love life with Lily. "Did he leave you for someone else?" Lily asked looking at Brian. "How did you know?" Brian asked in shock. "What that you're gay!" Lily stated with a smile. "Most of the guys my agency represents are gay ,a girl tends to pick up on these things" Lily replied with a little laugh. "You're okay with it?" Brian asked a little surprised. "Why shouldn't I be" Lily asked a little startled by Brian's reaction. "I mean with me and Jamie being friends and all" Brian replied. "It's not a problem for me besides my best friend is gay" Lily said to Brian. "It's just that a lot of people aren't as understanding" Brian said. "Those people are a bunch of intolerant morons" Lily said angrily. "You can't help who you fall in love with right" Lily said looking at Brian. "You have got to be the most understanding person I have ever met" Brian said laughing. "I've heard that before" Lily said laughing. "Does your father know that you're gay?" Lily asked. "Brian's not gay" Jamie said as he walked into the living room overhearing Lily and Brian's conversation. "Tell her Brian" Jamie said looking at Brian waiting for him to say that he wasn't. "Brian tell her" Jamie said again with his voice quivering. "I'm sorry Jamie but I am" Brian said softly as he looked at Jamie. Jamie felt like all the air had sucked out of the room when he heard what Brian said, he turned and ran to his room and slammed the door. "Jamie please open the door and let me explain" Brian said as he stood outside Jamie's bedroom door. "No go away" Jamie yelled as he lay on his bed crying. "Jamie can we come in" Lily said as she stood outside Jamie's bedroom door with Brian. "No" Jamie yelled sobbing. "Jamie please let me explain" Brian said feeling really bad that he hadn't told Jamie sooner. "No, you're not my friend anymore I don't ever want to see you again" Jamie said through his sobs. Hearing Jamie say those word hurt more that when Lily had forbid them from seeing each other, he felt tears fill up in his eyes as he turned to leave. "Brian wait" Lily said as she saw how hurt Brian was by what Jamie had said to him. "Give me a few minutes to go talk to him and calm him down" Lily said taking Brian's hand in hers. "No let him be, besides I have to go anyway" Brian said wiping a tear from his eye trying to hold back his emotions. "I didn't think it mattered I thought our friendship was stronger than that" Brian said to Lily standing in the hallway as he tried to stifle his tears, Lily hugged him tightly trying to console him. "Just give him some time he'll come around you'll see" Lily said breaking their embrace. "Good night Lily" Brian said as he wiped his eyes and composed himself before he headed back to his apartment. Jamie spent most of Sunday in his room, he had been crying all night but it wasn't because of Brian not being honest with him. The real reason he was upset was because he had realized that he was gay as well and that was the one thing he didn't want to be. All the fantasies he had about his friends Ben and Mike and why he wished Brian would play with his dick again made perfect sense to him now. "Honey are you okay?" Lily asked as she came into Jamie's room and sat on his bed, but Jamie didn't answer. Lily lay next to Jamie and stroked his hair cuddling him something she hadn't done in along time. "You know you really hurt Brian's feelings last night" Lily said as she gently stroked Jamie's cheek. "He should have told me the truth" Jamie said angrily. "I know he should have, but telling your friend something like that is huge" Lily said cuddling up closer to Jamie. "I'm sure he would have told you eventually" Lily said putting her arm around Jamie. "You know he's the same person he was before you knew he was gay" Lily said kissing the back of Jamie's head and cuddling him trying to make him feel better. "Don't be so hard on him, just give him a chance" Lily said as she got off Jamie's bed and kissed him goodnight and took off the light and left. Jamie lay in the darkness of his room thinking about what how being gay was going to affect him now, he started crying again wondering why this was happening to him before he fell asleep. The next day at school Jamie was pretty nervous he couldn't concentrate on anything and felt like everyone who looked at him knew his secret. Jamie looked at Stacy Rogers sitting across from him in the lunch room trying hard to find something about her that appealed to him but he couldn't, Ben who was sitting next to him always seemed more attractive. He hated himself for having those feelings for his friend, Jamie wondered what Ben would think about him if he knew the truth. Then Jamie realized that Brian probably felt the same way and that was the reason he never told him the truth about himself. After school Charlie came to pick him up just as he did everyday, Jamie climbed into the backseat of the car and Charlie drove off. Jamie wished there was someone he could talk to about how he felt, he couldn't talk to his mom about what he was going through and Brian was out of the picture now. Jamie never felt so alone in his life and wished he could take back what he had said to Brian. He started feeling really bad about the way he treated Brian, he didn't deserve to be treated like the way he had treated him. Charlie pulled up in front of Jamie's apartment building and said goodbye to Jamie, he went in through the lobby holding his head down Walking slowly to the elevator. "Hey why the long face" Bob the desk attendant asked. "It's nothing" Jamie said faking a smile as he waited for the elevator. Brian was in his apartment looking through the papers for a new apartment to rent, he didn't see any reason to stick around since his friendship with Jamie was over. He was circling an ad for an apartment that looked promising when he heard a soft knock on the door,he got up to answer the door wondering who it was since he wasn't expecting anyone. Brian opened the door and was shocked to see Jamie standing outside his door, he never expected to see him again after what had happened between them on Saturday night. Jamie stood out side Brian's door with his head down feeling all the emotions he had felt come bursting out. "I'm sorry" Jamie said as he looked up at Brian with tears running down his face. "I'm sorry too" Brian said as he went down to Jamie's level and hugged him. "Hey don't feel bad I should have told you sooner" Brian said as he broke their hug as Jamie continued crying. Brian knew that something else was wrong with Jamie as he was still sobbing uncontrollably, he closed the door and took off Jamie's bag pack and led him over to the sofa. "Jamie what's the matter" Brian asked greatly concerned about why Jamie was so upset as he sat him down on the sofa. "It's okay you can tell whatever it is" Brian said sitting closely next to Jamie. "I'm Gay" Jamie said crying even harder as he heard himself say it out loud for the first time. "Why do you think your gay?" Brian asked a little shocked. "I don't like girls like other boys do" Jamie said sobbing. "A lot of boys feel that way sometimes and then they grow out of it" Brian said trying to make Jamie feel better. "It's not like that" Jamie said sniffling. "Then explain it to me" Brian said softly drying Jamie's tears. "I want to do stuff with boys, things that boys and girls are supposed to do with each other sex stuff" Jamie said sniffling. "Oh" Brian said at Jamie revelation he never would have thought Jamie would be gay. "But I don't want to be gay" Jamie said as tears started flowing from his eyes again. "I don't want to be like serge" Jamie said sobbing. "Who's serge?" Brian asked. "He's my mom's friend he's gay but he dresses funny" Jamie said through his sobs. "I don't want to be like that" Jamie said looking at Brian with tears running down his cheeks. "Listen to me you're Jamie and you always will be Jamie, being gay doesn't change who you are inside" Brian said wiping the tears from Jamie's eyes. "I'm gay and I'm still the same person I always was and always will be" Brian said to Jamie looking into his teary eyes. "This guy serge dresses the way he does because that's who he is" Brian said trying to make Jamie understand. "You can't compare yourself to serge or me, everyone is different" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "Being gay doesn't change who you are on the inside" Brian said pulling Jamie closer to him. "Now who are you" Brian said putting his hands on Jamie's shoulders and looking into Jamie eyes. "Jamie" he replied. "And who will you always be?" Brian asked smiling at him and wiping away his tears. "Jamie" he replied with a little smile sniffling. Jamie hugged Brian tightly knowing now that everything was okay and that who he was as a person would never change. Jamie let go of Brian and looked into his eyes just as blue as his, he felt such love for Brian who always made him feel special. Then Jamie did something that would set of a chain of events that would forever change his relationship with Brian. Jamie moved closer to Brian's face and kissed him tenderly on his lips, Brian almost kissed Jamie back but he pulled away at that exact moment. "Thanks for making me feel better" Jamie said smiling at Brian. Jamie got up from the sofa and went to the bathroom to wash his face, Brian wa still in a state of shock as he touched his lips where Jamie had kissed him. It felt like his first kiss something that he never thought he would feel again as Brian thought as he wondered what Jamie's kiss meant. Jamie came back from the bathroom with a big smile on his face looking more like his usual self again. "Have you done anymore paintings Yet" Jamie asked with a big smile sitting on the sofa next to Brian. "Uh......No, not yet" Brian said smiling back at him. "Aren't you gonna do any today?" Jamie asked eagerly. "I'll tell you what lets get your home work out of the way and we'll see" Brian said smiling. "Aright then" Jamie said with a huge smile as he jumped off the sofa and went to get his books. "I really missed doing this with you" Jamie said looking at Brian and smiling at him where they were seated on the floor in front of the coffee table. After an hour of explaining the role of the senate to Jamie and helping him right his paper for his history class the next day, Brian and Jamie sat on the floor relaxing watching an episode of Fosters home for imaginary friends. "How about some video games" Jamie said smiling at Brian. "Why don't you play and I'll watch" Brian suggested he really didn't feel like playing right now as the kiss Jamie gave him was all he could think about. "Aww, come on it's no fun playing alone" Jamie whined. "Oh alright I'll play with you" Brian said pretending that he didn't want to. Jamie gave him a huge smile and got up to set up the game system. "So what are we playing first" Brian inquired. "How about "super smash brothers" " Jamie said holding up the game in his hand. "smash brothers it is" Brian replied taking up a controller from on the ground. Just as they were about to start the game they heard the door bell ring. "I'll get it" Jamie said jumping up from the sofa and running to the door. "Hi mom come on in" Jamie said with a smile as he answered the door. "This is a suprise" Lily said laughing as she came into Brian's apartment. "Hi Lily" Brian said with a huge smile greeting Jamie's mother. "I came over to see how you were doing, but I see you guys kissed and made up" Lily said with a huge grin taking a seat on the sofa. Brian couldn't help but smile at her choice of words as he remembered Jamie's kiss from earlier. "Well I'm off seeing as you guys made up" Lily said as she got up to leave. "Honey don't be late for dinner" Lily said as she opened the door and walked out. "I won't" Jamie replied fixated on the game. "Bye Brian" Lily said as she left. "Bye Lily" Brian responded. He and Jamie played video game until six thirty went Jamie left not wanting to be late for dinner. That night went Jamie was safely snuggled up in bed he thought of Brian and how much his friendship with him meant to him. Jamie had a big smile on his face feeling all warm inside happy that he had his best friend in the world back. Jamie thought about all the things about Brian he liked; the attention and affection Brian showed to him, he always knew exactly what to say to make him feel better when he was sad. He even liked the bad jokes that Brian frequently made, Jamie had never felt this way about anyone and wondered why he felt like there were butterflies in his stomach. Jamie sat up suddenly in his bed and came to a startling realization that the reason he felt this way about Brian was because he was in love with him. Jamie thought of the when he had kissed Brian how warm his lips felt against his,at the time he had kissed brian he was not sure why he did but everthing made perfect sense now. He remembered when Brian had played with his dick in the bathroom and felt himself go hard instantly. He slipped his hand under the waist band of his pajamas and touched his dick feeling how incredibly hard it was. It had been a couple of days since he had played with his dick and smiled as he rubbed his dick in his Pajamas. Jamie pulled down his pajama pants and started stroking his dick up and down, remembering how good Brian's hands felt on his dick. He started moaning softly as he felt intense pleasure erupt from his dick and travel through his entire body. Jamie's body when stiff as a board after only a few strokes as his dick pulsed in his hand and he dry cummed. He lay on his bed breathing heavily smiling and wishing that Brian was with him right now. Brian was sitting at his computer still thinking of Jamie's kiss still wondering what it meant. He was checking his e-mail when he got a call from someone he hadn't heard from in a long time, it was his friend Seth from high school. "My god Seth I haven't heard from you in a long time" Brian said sitting back in his chair. "I know I was in Paris last week and I saw your brother, he gave me your number" Seth replied on the phone. "I'm in town on business so I thought I'd give you a call before I left" Seth said. "when are you leaving?" Brian asked eagerly. "Tomorrow night" Seth replied. "well why don't we have dinner tonight, we can catch up on old times" Brian suggested smiling to himself. "Okay I'd like that" Seth replied. "what hotel are you staying at?" Brian inquired. "I'm staying at the Marriot hotel" Seth replied. "I'll pick you up in a couple of minutes" Brian said before he hung up the phone. Brian decide to call a cab because he really didn't feel like driving after he called the cab company he went into the bathroom to shower before he picked Seth up. As he was in the shower he remembered all the good times he and Seth had together growing up. It was with Seth that he had first discovered that he was gay when they fooled around when they were younger. Seth never wanted to admit that he was gay because of his parents who were catholic and viewed all gay people as the evil of society. Brian got dressed and he left his apartment and took the elevator to the lobby, He went outside Just in time as the cab driver was pulling up outside the apartment building. He got in and told the driver where he wanted to go and smiled to himself thinking of Seth wondering what he looked like now. The cab pulled up at the Marriot hotel about twenty five minutes later, Brian paid the driver and told him to wait as he got out of the car. He went in and walked up to the front desk and asked the desk attendant what room Seth was in. "Hey Bry" Seth said smiling as he walked over from the lobby where he was waiting for Brian. "Seth!" Brian exclaimed as he walked over to Seth and hugged him. "You haven't change a bit" Seth said as he looked at Brian with a huge smile. "I see you have" Brian replied smiling at Seth who had dyed his hair black from his natural blond . "Shall we go I have a cab waiting" Brian said smiling at Seth who hadn't changed much either since he saw him last. They left the hotel and went out to the cab waiting out front and got in, Brian gave the driver directions to the restaurant they were going to have dinner at and he and Seth started talking. "Look at you, you still look like a kid" Seth said laughing. Brian smiled at Seth's comment something that he hated hearing but he knew it was true since everyone always thought he looked like a teenager. The cab pulled up at the restaurant and Brian paid the driver and they went in. "Hey how about we have a drink before dinner" Seth suggested. "Sure" Brian said as they headed to the bar. "I'll have a gin and tonic"" Seth said to the bar attendant. "I'll have a whisky, straight" Brian said to the bar attendant. "We don't serve alcohol to anyone under twenty one" The Bar attendant said looking at Brian as he prepared Seth's gin and tonic. "What!" Brian said in surprise. "I need to see some id we don't sell alcohol to minors" the bar attendant replied as he gave Seth the gin and tonic. "Here happy now!" Brian said pissed as he pulled out his driver's license and showed it to the attendant. "Thanks" Brian said claring at the bar attendant as he put the whisky on the counter. "That's not funny man" Brian said to Seth who was laughing his head off when he saw Brian's pissed off expression. Didn't I tell you, you look like a kid" Seth said laughing before taking a sip of his gin and tonic. "Ever seen a kid drink like this" Brian said as he swallowed the shot of whisky in one gulp. "whoa take it easy" Seth said chuckling. After they finished their drinks the maitre d seated them at a table and gave them a menu and offered them a selections of wines. They both ordered what they wanted and started talking while they waited on their meal. "So what have you been up to in the last few years?" Seth asked looking at Brian with a smile. "I'm an artist" Brian said with proudly he had a renewed sense of pride after his last showing. "So you stuck with the art thing huh" Seth said smiling. "Yep" Brian replied with a smile. "That's good ,it's nice to know you followed your dreams" Seth said taking a sip of water from his glass. "What about you what have you been up to?" Brian asked with a smile. "I'm the public relation manager for my dad's company" Seth said with a little smile. "You joined the family business huh" Brian said smiling. "You never thought of working with your dad, running the company together taking over for the old man one day" Seth said chuckling as he looked at Brian. "Not really no" Brian said having absolutely no interest in running his father's company. The waiter brought them their dinner and opened the bottle of wine that Seth chose and left them to enjoy their meal. After a delicious meal Brian paid for their dinner and they left the restaurant and caught a cab. "It was really nice seeing you again after all these years" Brian said smiling at Seth. "Yeah it was I had a really great time" Seth replied. "Are you free tomorrow maybe you can come by my apartment before your flight" Brian said with a smile. "How about tonight, I really don't want to stay in the hotel alone" Seth said smiling at Brian. "That sounds appealing" Brian said smiling with a knowing look. Brian gave the cab driver directions to his apartment and he smiled at Seth as the cab headed to his apartment. The driver dropped them off at Brian's apartment building about twenty minutes later. Brian paid the driver and he and Seth went into the building and took the elevator upstairs to his apartment. He unlocked the door and Seth walked in first and Brian followed him and closed the door behind his back and tossed his keys on the coffee table. "Make yourself at home" Brian said as he took off his jacket and hung it in the closet near the door. "This is a really nice place you've got hear" Seth said as he sat down on Brian's sofa. "Thanks" Brian said as he went into the kitchen. "How about a tour" Brian said when he came back from the kitchen with two beers and gave one to Seth. "Sure" Seth replied smiling as he got up and followed Brian. "And this is my bedroom" Brian said opening the door as he and Seth walked in. "I heard that New York apartments were small but you got a really nice place here" Seth said as he sat down on Brian's bed. "Yeah it's home I guess" Brian said smiling as he remembered he had thought of moving out a few days ago. "So are you seeing anyone?" Seth asked with a sly grin before taking a gulp of beer. "No I was, but we broke up a couple months before I moved here" Brian replied as he joined Seth on the bed. "How about you?" Brian asked looking over at Seth. "Nope, free as a bird" Seth replied chuckling taking a sip from the beer. Brian put down his beer on the floor and lay back on his bed, watching Seth finish off his beer. Seth put the empty bottle on the floor and smiled as he lay back on Brian's bed next to him. "Do you remember when we used to lie on your bed like this when we were kids" Brian said as they were both lying on the bed looking up at the ceiling. "What are you talking about you're still a kid" Seth said laughing. "Asshole" Brian said chuckling and punched Seth in the arm laughing. "Yeah I remember, those were good times" Seth said smiling. "Not as good as when we were twelve and my dad caught us in bed together" Brian said laughing, it wasn't funny when it happened but as he thought of it now he couldn't stop laughing. "That was pretty funny, but not as funny as what you said to him next" Seth said laughing as well. "Dad I know what this looks like but we were just playing hide and seek" Seth said repeating Brian's words to his father. "Hide and seek" Brian said as they both started laughing hysterically reminiscing on their youth together. "Imagine if it had been your mom that found us" Brian said laughing. "Yeah she'd be like the devil has corrupted my boy" Seth said laughing making fun of his mother and her values. "You know I really missed you" Seth said turning on his side and looking at Brian. "Yeah what did you miss about me" Brian said smiling as he turned to face Seth. "Kissing your lips" Seth said as he moved closer to Brian and kissed him tenderly on his lips. "Me too" Brian said as he broke off their kiss. They spent the rest of the night catching up on old times and talking about what they had been up to over the last few years. Jamie awoke the next morning with a big smile on his face as his first thoughts of the day were of Brian. He went to the bathroom to have a shower before school, he took off his pajamas and got into the shower and turned on the water. Jamie was really happy knowing that he was okay and never going to change and his new found feelings for Brian made him even happier. Lily was in the kitchen making breakfast when she heard Jamie singing in the shower, she smiled to herself hearing how happy her son was. "Morning mom" Jamie said as he came into the kitchen and hugged his mother. "Well you're in quite a mood this morning" Lily said as she returned Jamie's hug and kissed him on his head. Brian woke up from the sun shining through his window he looked on the bed and saw Seth lying next to him where they had fallen asleep. "Morning already" Seth said as he woke up and yawned. "It's been a long time since I slept next to anyone" Brian said looking at Seth and smiling. "How about we have breakfast together" Brian suggested climbing off the bed. "I have to get going I've got a lot of stuff to do today before I Leave" Seth said getting off the bed. He went to the Bathroom to freshen up a bit before he left, he came back out after he was done and Brian walked him to the door. "So I guess I won't be seeing you again anytime soon" Brian said standing next to Seth and looking into his eyes. "That not true I have a reason to come back to new York now" Seth said as he moved closer and kissed Brian on the lips. Jamie and his mother were leaving when they saw Seth coming out of Brian's apartment, he smiled at them and headed for the elevator. "Hmm Looks like Brian had a date last night" Lily said smiling as they waited for the elevator to come back up. All Jamie's happiness seemed to just drain right out of him and Lily noticed it, she didn't ask him anything not wanting to upset him anymore than he already was. Jamie was sulking in class all day as he played over seeing Seth coming out of Brian's apartment, Why'd he have to come and spoil everything Jamie thought to himself as he propped his head up in his hand. "This should make you feel better" Jamie's teacher said smiling as she gave him back his paper on the founding fathers of America that he and Brian had worked on last week. "Good work Jamie" his teacher said handing out the other papers to the rest of the class. "Hey what'd you get on your paper?" Ben asked leaning over and looking at Jamie A plus written in red at the top. "A plus I got a c minus" Ben said whining. Jamie didn't really care about his grade all he could think of was Brian and the guy he saw coming out of his apartment. After School let out and Charlie dropped him home he took the elevator to the sixth floor and went to Brian's apartment. Brian heard the door open and smiled knowing that it was Jamie, he put down the bills he was going over and looked up just in time to see Jamie walking into the living room. Brian didn't know what it was about Jamie but his heart always seemed to race when he was in the same room with him. "How was your day today?" Brian asked looking at Jamie with a big smile. "Okay, I got an A plus on my history paper you helped me with" Jamie said unenthusiastically sitting down on the sofa next to Brian. "Jamie that's great!" Brian exclaimed as he hugged him but he quickly let him go when Jamie didn't hug him back, he could feel the tension in his body. "Hey what's wrong?" Brian asked looking into Jamie's blue eyes. "Nothing" Jamie said holding his head down. "Come on tell me, I know something is wrong" Brian said lifting Jamie's head. "Who was that guy that came out of your apartment this morning?" Jamie asked looking at Brian. "Oh that's Seth he and I grew up together" Brian said smiling. "Oh" Jamie replied. "He was in town on business and we went out to dinner last night and then we came back here and stayed up all night catching up" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "What'd you say we get started on your home work" Brian said smiling at Jamie. Jamie went and got his books from his bag pack and came back, he and Brian sat on the floor and got started on his home work. Jamie Started writing in his notebook as Brian explained static electricity to him for his science class, he kept glancing at Brian thinking of how good he looked. Brian caught Jamie looking at him and smiled, Jamie looked away turning red in the face when he realized Brian caught him staring at him. Jamie was finishing up his home work when the phone ran. "Hello "Brian said as he answered the phone. "Hey Brian My flight got moved up so I just wanted to say goodbye before I left for the airport" Seth said on the other end of the phone. "It was really nice seeing you again" Brian said smiling. Jamie finished what he was writing and was sitting on the floor listening to Brian's conversation. "we should get together again sometime" Seth replied. "Yeah I'd like that, the next time you're in town you can stay at my place" Brian said smiling. "I'll hold you to that, Well I got to run bye Brian" Seth said. "Bye Seth" Brian said smiling before he hung up the phone. "Was that him?" Jamie asked looking up at Brian who was standing next to him near the Sofa. "Yeah he's leaving for the airport" Brian said as he sat down on the sofa. "Where is he going?" Jamie inquired as he got up off the floor and sat next to Brian. "Home" Brian said smiling at Jamie wondering why he was so interested in Seth's whereabouts. "Good" Jamie said as a little smile broke on his face. "What does that mean?" Brian asked pulling Jamie closer to him and hugging him. "Nothing" Jamie said smiling as Brian was his again. Brian started wondering if Jamie was jealous by the statement he made. "Have you told your mother what you told me yesterday?" Brian asked still hugging Jamie. "No do you think I should?" Jamie asked looking up into Brian's eyes. "Yes I think you should" Brian said as he kissed Jamie on his forehead. "I think that your mom would be very hurt if you kept that from her" Brian said as he rested his chin lightly on Jamie's head. "Okay I'll tell her tonight" Jamie said putting his hand around Brian's chest hugging him as he smiled he always felt so safe in Brian's arms and wished he never let him go. When Jamie went over to his apartment he found his mother in the kitchen working on dinner. "Mom do you have a second" Jamie asked as he stood near the counter. "Sure honey" Lily said as she walked over to where Jamie was standing. Jamie took his mother's hand in his and led her over to the sofa and they sat down. "Mom there is something I have to tell you" Jamie said looking at his mother feeling a little nervous. "You can tell me anything honey" Lily said smiling and stroking Jamie's cheek gently. Jamie didn't know exactly how to tell his mother the truth about himself so he just decide to come right out and say it. "Mom I'm gay" Jamie said flatly looking at his mother for her reaction. Jamie mother broke out in a fit of laughter when she heard what Jamie said, but she stopped when She saw that Jamie wasn't laughing. "You're serious aren't you" Lily said as she put her hand on her face. "How do you know?" Lily asked moving closer to Jamie on the sofa. "Well I just know" Jamie said looking at his mother. "I just don't feel anything for girls that other boys feel" Jamie said trying to explain his feelings. "I'd much rather see a boy naked than a girl, it's just the way I feel" Jamie said looking at his mother who was sitting on the sofa with her mouth open looking at him in complete shock. "Do you hate me now?" Jamie asked almost in a whisper with a sad look on his face. "Oh no honey I could never hate you" Lily said hugging Jamie. "You're my son and I'll always love you no matter what" Lily said kissing Jamie on his head. "Brian told me I should tell you and I'm really glad I did" Jamie said as he hugged his mother back. "Brian's a really nice guy" Lily said as grateful that he had convinced Jamie to tell her he was gay. "Yeah isn't he great" Jamie said smiling to himself as he hugged his mother. "He certainly is" Lily said smiling to herself knowing that her son had feelings deeper than friendship for Brian. "Uh...mom do you smell something burning" Jamie asked still locked in his mother's embrace. "OH NO THE ROAST" Lily shouted as she let go of Jamie and ran to the kitchen. she opened the oven and was greeted by a cloud of smoke that set off the fire alarm. "Oh no" Lily said sadly as she removed the almost completely black roast from the oven. "well I guess we're having pizza for dinner" Lily said sighing. She ordered a pizza with all of Jamie's favorite toppings for dinner, they sat on the sofa watching TV together waiting for the pizza to arrive. The next morning Lily went to Brian's apartment and rang his doorbell. "Oh hi Lily I was just on my way out" Brian said getting his jacket from the closet. He looked at Jamie who was staring at him and smiled, Jamie held his head down and blushed. "I Just wanted to thank you" Lily said hugging Brian. He hugged her back and smiled at Jamie who was standing behind them, he didn't have to ask what Lily meant since he figured that Jamie had told her. Jamie turned his head looking away from Brian and blushing, Brian broke his embrace with Lily and locked the door. The three of them walked to the elevator while Lily and Brian started talking. "So who was that cute guy I saw coming out of your apartment the other day" Lily asked looking at Brian with a huge smile. "Just a friend" Brian replied turning red in the face. "Just a friend huh" Lily said smiling as they all walked into the elevator. "Yeah we grew up together" Brian replied smiling. "So Were you guys in love" Lily asked moving closer to Brian. "MOM GIVE IT A REST" Jamie said angrily. "what? I'm just asking" Lily said chuckling realizing that Jamie was jealous. "What's the matter with you today?" Lily asked turning her attention to Jamie. "Yeah what is the matter with you today?" Brian asked putting his hand around Jamie. "Nothing, I'm fine" Jamie said smiling and blushing again, he felt his heart flutter as Brian touched him. "Well you sure are acting strangely" Lily said looking over at Jamie. The elevator arrived at the lobby and Lily and Jamie got out. "Bye guys" Brian said before he pressed the button on the elevator for the parking garage. "See you later Jamie" Brian said before the doors closed. Jamie turned and smiled at him getting a last look at Brian still blushing before the doors closed. "Weird?" Brian said aloud to himself with a little smile wondering what was up with Jamie. All day at school The only thing Jamie could think of was Brian he couldn't wait for school to let out to see him. When he got to Brian's apartment he didn't have a lot of homework to do so he finished fairly quickly and Joined Brian in his studio where he had started work on his next collection. Brian was working on a painting when he felt like someone was looking at him, he glanced over to where Jamie was sitting at a table in the room. Jamie had his hands under his chin looking at Brian with a huge smile on his face, he turned off when he noticed Brian looking in his direction. Brian thought nothing of it and continued painting he glanced over again and saw the look on Jamie face before he could turn away. "Jamie are you okay" Brian asked as he turned to face him. "Ur.....um.... Yeah"Jamie said stuttering as he realized Brian had caught him looking at him. "You're acting really strange today are you sure you're alright?" Brian asked looking at Jamie who seemed very nervous. "I'm fine, really" Jamie said playing with his camera avoiding eye contact with Brian. Jamie behaved just as strangely as the week rolled on, his mother couldn't help but notice Jamie's behavior particularly when Brian was around. Lily smiled to herself as she figured out what was going on with Jamie, she didn't say anything to him or Brian since she figured it was not her place. Jamie stayed up almost the whole of Friday night trying to figure out how to tell Brian that he loved him. He tried writing down his thoughts on paper but it didn't sound right he crumpled up the paper and tossed it on the floor an decide to sleep on it hoping that he could put his feeling into words. The next morning when Jamie woke up his thoughts weren't any clearer than the were the night before, all he knew was that he was madly in love with Brian. He was a little disappointed when he found out that Brian couldn't make it to his soccer game later that day since he was going to be spending the weekend at his Dad's house. Jamie felt really terrible after the soccer game when he missed a goal that could have helped his team win the game. The rest of the weekend was pretty uneventful since Brian wasn't around, he wished that he would have come back early from visiting his dad but he didn't. Jamie was really looking forward to Monday When he would see Brian again, he still didn't know how to tell Brian how he felt but being near him again was all that mattered. After he got home from school on Monday Jamie knocked on Brian's door to see if he had come back yet. "Hi" Jamie said blushing with a big smile on his face when Brian answered the door. "Just hi,that's all you have to say don't I get a hug?" Brian asked grinning. "I missed you" Jamie said as he hugged Brian tightly. "I missed you too" Brian said kissing Jamie on his head and smiling. "How was the game Saturday?" Brian asked as he closed the door behind Jamie. "It sucked, we lost again" Jamie said with a sigh as he flopped down on the sofa. "That's too bad" Brian said as he sat next to him. "How was your weekend with your dad?" Jamie inquired with a warm smile. "It was pretty good" Brian replied brushing Jamie's hair from his eyes. He smiled and blushed at Brian's affectionate gesture. "What'd you say we get your home work out of the way and we can talk some more afterwards" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "okay" Jamie said blushing before he got up to go get his books. Brian was still wondering why Jamie was acting so strangely but he thought nothing of it. As the week rolled on Jamie strange behavior continued, Lily was going to do the laundry and went into Jamie's room to see if he had any clothes that he forgot to put in the hamper. As she was searching under the bed for any stray clothing she came across the note Jamie had wrote about his feelings for Brian. Lily couldn't help but wonder if Brian felt the same way about him since it didn't seem like Jamie had told him how he felt about him yet. Friday afternoon after Jamie had left Brian went to his studio to continue working on his paintings, he was adding the last touches to a painting he had been working on earlier when the doorbell rang. Brian smiled to himself as he went to answer the door, he thought it was Jamie figuring he had forgot something. "SETH!, what are you doing here" Brian said smiling and a bit shocked to see his friend back so soon. "Didn't I tell you I have a reason to come back now" Seth said as he walked up to Brian and kissed him on the lips. "I didn't expect to see you back so soon" Brian said as he closed the door behind Seth as he walked in. "I wish I could say that you're the reason I came back but it's company business again" Seth said smiling. "Company business or not it's great to see you again" Brian said smiling at Seth. "Let me show you to your room" Brian said as he led Seth to his spare room. Seth was a bit disappointed that he wasn't going to be sharing a room with Brian but he didn't say anything. "What do you say we go out for dinner tonight my treat" Seth said hoping to rekindle his relationship with Brian. "Sure give me a minute to get changed" Brian said as he left the room to go get ready. Jamie was lying on his bed with a huge smile on his face looking at a picture of Brian on his digital camera wondering if Brian felt the same way that he did about him. "Why don't you tell him how you feel" Lily said standing in the doorway of Jamie's room with a smile. "Who?" Jamie said sitting up on the bed pretending he didn't know what his mother was talking about. "Brian, Why don't you tell him you're in love with him" Lily said as she walked into Jamie's room and sat on his bed. Jamie paused a minute looking very scared wondering how his mother found out about his feelings for Brian. He jumped off the bed remembering that he had thrown the paper that he had written down his feelings for Brian on the floor. "Looking for this" Lily said holding the paper that Jamie was looking for in front of him. Jamie got up off the floor and sat back down on the bed and held his head down, he didn't know what to do now that his mother knew his secret. "I didn't need this piece of paper to figure out how you felt about Brian you know" Lily said gently stroking Jamie's head. "I noticed how you've been acting around him all week, it's pretty obvious" Lily said with a smile on her face. Jamie didn't respond he just hung his head down thinking that his mother would make him stop seeing Brian forever this time. "Honey it's okay I'm okay with it" Lily said when Jamie didn't respond. "You are?" Jamie asked a bit shocked that his mother was okay with how he felt about Brian. "I was a bit shocked at first that you felt that way considering that you're so young but I thought about it and It's fine" Lily said stroking Jamie's cheek as she smiled at him. "I think you should tell him how you feel, the sooner the better" Lily said to Jamie brushing his hair away from his eyes. "What if he doesn't feel the same way" Jamie said looking up into his mother's eyes. "What if he does" Lily replied with a warm smile. Jamie started to think about what his mother said and started smiling when he thought of what it would mean if Brian felt the same way about him. "You're the best mom" Jamie said with a smile as he leaned over and gave his mother a big hug. "Okay time for bed" Lily said as she got up to leave. Lily felt happy that Jamie had fell in love but at the same time she felt sad as she realized her little boy was growing up. Jamie lay in his bed with a big smile on his face he couldn't wait for tomorrow,making up his mind to tell Brian how he felt. When Brian and Seth came back from dinner they retreated to their separate rooms for the night after they sat and talked for a while. Brian lay in his bed unable to sleep he wondered if it was a good idea to get involved with Seth again, a lot had changed since they were together he wasn't a teenager anymore. When he and Seth were together their relationship was mostly about sex and not about love, Brian wanted a relationship that was more than Just about sex. He wasn't sure that Seth felt the same way as he was never one to be tied down to one person too long in a relationship. Brian started to think that if Seth did want a relationship with him how it was going to work out. Seth lived in Texas he knew that Seth wouldn't want to quit his job and move to New York and him moving back to Texas was out of the question. He couldn't leave Jamie and he had finally gotten his career as an artist off the ground. Brian pulled the covers and went to sleep Maybe after a good night's rest everything would be clearer in the morning. Brian awoke the next morning with the smell of bacon and eggs permeating the air, he smiled to himself as he got out of bed and pulled on his robe and went to the kitchen. "Morning sleepy head" Seth said grinning as he saw Brian walking into the kitchen. "You've been busy" Brian said Smiling after a big yawn. He sat down at the counter while Seth served him breakfast. "Will I get this kind of treatment every time you visit" Brian asked smiling. Seth came up behind Brian and kissed his neck. "Maybe" Seth replied before pulling Brian's head a little to the side and kissing him on the lips. He opened Brian's robe and slipped his hands inside while he kissed him feeling his way down to his crotch. "Seth stop" Brian said as he broke off their kiss and pulled Seth's hands from his robe as the image of Jamie and the kiss he gave him flashed in his mind. "What's the matter?" Seth asked confused. "I don't want to get involved with you if you're not serious" Brian said looking into Seth's eyes only telling the partial truth as to why he stopped him. "Can't we just have fun and see where that takes us" Seth said gently stroking Brian's cheek and kissing him again. "I want something more than that I want a real relationship" Brian said Kissing Seth's hand. "Move back to Texas with me" Seth said looking into Brian's Eyes. "I don't want to move back to Texas" Brian said to Seth. "Well I don't want to live in New York" Seth said taking a seat at the counter next to Brian. "Then I think it's best we don't let this get any further" Brian said looking into Seth's eyes. "I think you're right, we're just different people with different lives" Seth said with a sigh.. "I wished it could have worked out though" Brian said with a smile. "Me too" Seth said agreeing. "we can still enjoy the rest of the day before you leave can't we?" Brian said looking over at Seth. "I can't, I have some thing to take care of before I leave" Seth replied. "Okay then" Brian said. After they had breakfast Seth got dressed and left to deal with some business for his father's company. When Seth returned that afternoon he went to take a shower to get ready to leave for the airport. Jamie looked through his closet looking for something to wear, today was the day he was going to let Brian know how he felt about him and he wanted to look his best. Jamie got out a yellow t-shirt with black stripes on the sleeves and a pair of long cargo pants, he got his new sneakers out of the box in the closet and laid everything on the bed. Jamie went to the bathroom to take a shower before he got ready, he was going to ask Brian if they could go see a movie and then he would tell him after they got back. After he had his bath Jamie came back into the bedroom and started getting ready, he put on a new pair of underwear and pulled on his socks followed by his pants and his t-shirt. Jamie laced up his sneakers and sprayed some cologne on himself and he brushed his blond hair that always curled back up at the ends. He looked himself over in the mirror with a smile on his face happy with how he looked and left his bedroom and went out to the living room. "My don't you look handsome" Lily said with a smile on her face as she put down the portfolio for one of the new models her agency was considering for a contract. Jamie smiled at his mother's comment before heading to the door. "Good luck" Lily said with a smile before Jamie closed the door. Jamie went across the hall to Brian's apartment and knocked on the door and waited with a smile on his face for Brian toopen the door. "Hi can I help you" Seth said as he opened the door with a towel around his waist and another around his neck. "Uh....Is Brian here?" Jamie asked looking at Seth wondering when he got here. "He's in the shower, you can wait if you want" Seth said drying his hair with a towel. "That's okay" Jamie said faking a smile as he felt like his heart had broken into a million pieces. Jamie held his head down and went back to his apartment heartbroken trying his best to hold back the tears. "Did you forget something honey?" Lily asked as she saw Jamie enter the apartment. Jamie just shook his head no not even looking up at his mother. "Wasn't Brian at home?" Lily inquired looking at Jamie. "He has company" Jamie said with his voice quivering as he fought back the tears. "Oh honey I'm so sorry, are you okay" Lily said as she realized what was going on. "I'm fine, I'm just going to my room for a while" Jamie said holding up his head faking a smile and wiping a tear from his eye. Lily knew that there was probably nothing she could say to make him feel better as she watched Jamie slowly walking to his bedroom. Jamie went into his room and lay on his bed as his tears started flowing. Jamie cried into his pillow heartbroken that Brian was involved with Seth,he knew that there was a possibility that Brian wouldn't feel the same way about him but he hadn't considered that Brian might be involved with someone else. "There was a kid at the door to see you" Seth said to Brian when he got out of the shower. "Oh that's my neighbor from across the hall" Brian said smiling. "I'll go see him when I get back I don't want you to miss your flight" Brian said drying his hair as he went into his room. When he got back from dropping Seth at the airport Brian went to Lily's apartment to see Jamie, he knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer it. Lily answered the door and Brian immeadiately knew something was wrong when he saw the expression on her face. "Is everything alright?" Brian inquired with a look of concern on his face. "It's Jamie, he came to tell you something earlier this afternoon" Lily said as she stepped out into the hall with Brian and closed the door. "I know Seth told me he came by, is he okay?" Brian asked folding his arms. "I don't know, he's been in his room all afternoon crying" Lily said in despair. "Why, what happened to him?" Brian asked very worried about Jamie's well being. "Haven't you noticed how strange he's been acting?" Lily asked looking at Brian. "Yes he has been acting weird lately" Brian said agreeing with Lily. "Because he loves you" Lily said taking Brian's hand in hers. "I love him too" Brian said kind of confused. "I mean he's in love with you, that's what he came to tell you earlier" Lily said looking into Brian's eyes. "I...I...I don't know what to say" Brian said stuttering in shock. "Go and tell him how you feel" Lily said looking at Brian. "Lily don't get me wrong, I love Jamie but not in that way" Brian said looking at Lily. "Then you should tell him that" Lily replied. "You're really calm about this" Brian said a bit surprised that Lily was so relaxed talking about this. "I never told anyone this but when I was about Jamie's age I got involved with a guy that was older than I was" Lily said smiling as she thought about her friend. "It started out as a really deep friendship but it turned into something more, we fell in love" Lily said smiling. "When my mother found out about us she forbid me from ever seeing him again" Lily said as tears started welling up in her eyes. "I know what you're thinking right now ,that I did the same thing to you and Jamie and again I apologize" Lily said sniffling. "It's okay you already apologized for that, it's water under the bridge" Brian said softly with a warm smile as he wiped a tear from her eye. "There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about him and what we could've had together" Lily said sniffling. "I don't want that to happen to Jamie" Lily said wiping her eyes. "If you feel the same way about him I'm okay with that" Lily said with a little smile as she regained some of her composure. "I'd rather he be involved with you than someone he doesn't know who might just be using him" Lily said making her fears be known. "I love him but..." Brian said pausing mid sentence. "But what?" Lily asked looking at Brian. "God... it's just so complicated" Brian said as he put his hands on his head in frustration. "Trust your heart, go talk to him" Lily said touching Brian's face gently. Lily opened the door and Brian went into her apartment to go talk to Jamie. "Is it okay if I come in" Brian asked standing at Jamie's bedroom with the door ajar. Jamie was lying on his bed with his back facing the door, he didn't answer or even acknowledge Brian's presence. "I heard you came to see me this afternoon" Brian said as he walked into Jamie's room and sat down on the bed. Jamie still didn't answer as he was merely sniffling now, Brian decide to just come flat out and tell Jamie he knew how he felt about him. "Why didn't you tell me how you felt" Brian said softly rubbing Jamie's back. "Would it have mattered" Jamie said sniffling still facing away from Brian. "Yes it would, I care about you" Brian replied wishing that Jamie would face him. "But you don't love me right, you love him" Jamie said with a tone of jealous anger in his voice. "I do love you and Seth and I are just friends" Brian said stroking Jamie's back softly. Jamie rolled over facing Brian looking at him with his tear streaked eyes, Brian smiled down at him. "Is he still at your place?" Jamie asked looking at Brian. "No he went home" Brian answered with a smile. "So you guys are not together?" Jamie asked as he sat up on the bed and looked into Brian's eyes. "We were a long time ago but not anymore" Brian replied gently stroking Jamie's cheek. "So you and I can be together" Jamie said looking into Brian's eyes hoping that he would want to be with him. "Jamie listen I care about you very much, but not in the way you want me too" Brian said softly touching Jamie's cheek hoping he would understand. "you're just way to young for me to have that kind of relationship with you" Brian said being as kind as he could possibly be. "Maybe you'll feel the same way about someone closer to your own age" Brian said softly looking into Jamie's big blue eyes. "I don't want someone my own age I want you" Jamie said as he burst into tears again and threw himself at Brian hugging him tightly. "You're the only person I'll ever love" Jamie said sobbing uncontrollably. Brian never knew that Jamie felt so strongly about him, he was a bit shocked that a person as young as Jamie could have such deep feelings of love for someone else. Brian held Jamie in his arms until he calmed down a little and his sobs turned into just sniffling. "You know we can still be really good friends" Brian said softly cuddling Jamie in his arms. "But nothing more Jamie" said looking up into Brian's face. "I wish things were different I really do" Brian said kissing him on his head. "So do I" Jamie said as he wiped away his tears and put his head on Brian's chest. Jamie sat up and looked into Brian's eyes after a while thinking of all that could have been between them. He moved closer and kissed Brian tenderly on his lips and then on his cheek before hugging him again. "Are we still friends?" Jamie asked as he broke his embrace and looked into Brian's eyes. "To the end" Brian said with a little smile as he hugged Jamie again. Jamie looked at Brian with a smile as Brian got up from the bed and smiled at him. "Are you gonna be okay?" Brian asked looking at Jamie. "I'm fine" Jamie said faking a little smile. Brian knew that Jamie was dying inside and was trying his best to put on a brave face, he decided it was best to leave now before Jamie got emotional again. "How did it go?" Lily asked eagerly as she got up from the sofa. "It was okay I guess" Brian said still a bit dazed by all that had transpired. "You told him how you feel" Lily inquired nervously. "Yes I did, he was a little upset at first but he listened to what I said" Brian replied still unsure of if he really got through to Jamie. "I value our friendship and care about him too much to get involved in a relationship that might not work out" Brian said truthfully. Brian went home and thought about all that happened that evening he never knew that Jamie had such deep feelings for him. As he lay in his bed hoping that Jamie could find someone who cared about him the thoughts of the kiss Jamie had gave him lingered in his mind. It was the second time that Jamie had kissed him, this kiss was equally as powerful as the first and Brian felt shivers run down his spine as he thought about it. Brian didn't see Jamie the next day and he didn't come by his apartment after school on Monday or Tuesday for that matter, he still couldn't get the thoughts of the kiss out of his mind. Brian had hoped to see Jamie on Wednesday after school but he didn't show up that afternoon either, he still talked to Lily everyday but he really wanted to see Jamie. He spoke to Lily about it but she couldn't shed any light on the situation and he didn't want to force Jamie into seeing him since he knew he was still probably hurting. After all the kind of feelings that Jamie had for him don't just fade away overnight, all he could do was give Jamie some space to sort out his feelings. Thursday came and went so did Friday and the weekend without Brian seeing Jamie, he was really missing him seeing his smile and hearing his laughter. Two weeks had gone by without Brian seeing Jamie and it was really starting to bother him, he thought of him every minute of everyday sitting on the sofa every afternoon hoping he would show up. Brian started falling behind with his new collection of paintings, it had been more than two weeks since he had picked up a paint brush. It was Friday afternoon of the following week when he went in the Studio to try and get some work done he picked up a paint brush and started to Paint but all he could think of was Jamie he threw down the canvass on the floor in frustration and left the room. A third week came and was almost over since he had last seen Jamie when he showed up on Thursday afternoon. "Hi" Jamie said with a smile standing out side Brian's door. "Come in" Brian said overjoyed to see Jamie again. "I thought you have gotten your own apartment and moved out" Brian said jokingly trying to act casually about how much he really missed Jamie. "I've been really busy with school and stuff" Jamie said sitting on the sofa with a little smile hoping Brian wouldn't see through his lie. The truth was he cried himself to sleep every night having an indescribable pain in the pit of his stomach as his heart ached longing to be with Brian. "That's good" Brian said looking at Jamie with a smile happy to see him again. "Well I better go" Jamie said as he got up to leave. "You're leaving already" Brian said a little too anxiously. "Yeah I've got some stuff to do at home" Jamie said brushing his hair away from his eyes. "I can stay a little while longer if you want" Jamie said looking at Brian hoping he would say yes. "If you've got stuff to do don't let me keep you" Brian said smiling trying not to show his disappointment. "Will I see you tomorrow?" Brian asked wishing that he hadn't after he saw the expression on Jamie's face. "I don't think so, I have a big Soccer game on Saturday and the coach wants us to meet and go over our strategy" Jamie said as Brian walked him to the door. "Okay good luck on Saturday" Brian said as Jamie headed out the door back over to his apartment. Brian went back into the studio Friday afternoon to work on his collection that had fallen way behind schedule. He sat down behind a fresh canvass again and started painting, as his hand worked the paint covered paintbrush onto the canvass he thought about Jamie. He smiled as he thought about his visit yesterday even though it was short it was great seeing him again. He really missed having him around the joy that he gave him everytime he was around. He missed the way he would brush his hair away from his face his; smile, his laughter, his smell. He really missed the way Jamie would lean up against him when they were watching a movie resting his head on him. He was the only person who ever thought my Jokes were funny Brian thought to himself smiling as his hand worked the paintbrush with a renewed vigor on the canvass. He loved looking into his beautiful blue eyes and way Jamie would look at him with such admiration and respect. Brian dropped the paintbrush and stood up from his seat and stepped back when he saw what he had painted and realized fo the first time that he was deeply in love with Jamie. As he stared at the canvass in front of him looking at a perfect likeness of Jamie the object of his affection. He looked at the picture of Jamie all that he had gone through over the last couple of months started making sense for first time. The reason that it had hurt so bad when Lily had stopped them from seeing each other was because he was madly in love with him. As Brian thought about why he didn't want to get into anything with Seth he realized that it was because deep down he had really benn hoping that Something more than friendship would develop between himself and Jamie. Brian was sitting in the living room on the sofa thinking of how to apologize to Jamie for hurting him so badly when the sound of a knock on the door interrupted his though process. "Oh Thank god you're home" Lily said as Brian opened the door. "You're home early" Brian said as Lily walked in and he closed the door. "I have a really, really big favor to ask" Lily said with a pleading look in her eyes. "Sure anything" Brian said wondering what had got Lily so wound up. "One of the clients my agency represents has to go to Los Angeles for a photo shoot for a magazine this weekend" Lily said clearly agitated. "Do you think you could watch Jamie for the weekend?" Lily asked clearly desperate. "Sure" Brian said casually with a smile trying to act as normal as possible. Jamie was the last person Brian wanted to be alone right now despite finally acknowledging his true feeling for him he still thought a relationship with Jamie would be too complicated, but he couldn't say no to Lily in her time of need. "When is your flight?" Brian asked trying to sound interested when all he could thing of right now was how he was going to get through an entire weekend alone with Jamie. "Tomorrow morning at six am" Lily said brushing back her hair with her hand. "I'll let him come over tonight so he can get a good night's rest for his game tomorrow" Lily said smiling. "You don't have to do that I'll come over when you're leaving in the morning" Brian said to Lily as she walked to the door. "He'll get a better night's rest if he sleeps in his own bed" Brian said smiling knowing that nothing was more comfortable than sleeping in your own bed. "Plus it'll be easier for him if I stay at your place rather than him having to come over here" Brian continued. "That's a great idea" Lily said smiling as she walked out the door. "I have to be at the airport three hours before my flight" Lily said to Brian as she stepped out into the hall. "Okay I'll come over around three" Brian said making final arrangements with Lily. "Thanks Brian you're a lifesaver" Lily said smiling. "Really what flavor" Brian asked joking. "What?" Lily said confused not quite catching the joke. "I mean anytime" Brian said smiling totally embarrassed at his lame sense of humor. He thought of Jamie and smiled as he shut the door he was sure he would think it was pretty funny. Lily explained the situation to Jamie when she went into the apartment. He wasn't too happy about having Brian stay with him for the whole weekend not sure that he would be able to keep it together being around him. Brian stayed up the entire night thinking about Jamie trying to convince himself he wasn't in love with him but they harder he tried the more e realized how much he really did love him. He went into the shower around two thirty to get ready to go over to Lily's apartment,after he got out of the shower he packed up a bag with some of the stuff he would need for the weekend. Around two fifty five he went and knocked at her door to see if she was ready to leave. "Oh Brian you're just in time" Lily said when she opened the door. "Jamie's still asleep he told me to wake him when I was leaving but I don't want to disturb him" Lily said as she closed the door softly when Brian came in trying not to wake Jamie. "I wrote the number of the hotel I'll be staying at on the notepad in the kitchen" Lily said as she went into the kitchen to get pack of pop tarts from the cupboard. "I hate airplane food" She said smiling as she stuffed the pop tarts into the pocket of her travel bag. "I made up the guest room for you and there's food in the refrigerator so help yourself" Lily said as she picked up her bag. "Oh can you help me with this?" Lily asked struggling with her suitcase. "Oh sure" Brian said as he picked up the suitcase and carried it to the door. Lily held the door open for him as he lugged the suitcase out of the apartment and carried it to the elevator. She pushed the button for the elevator and Brian put down her suitcase as they waited for the elevator to come up. "Thanks Brian, for everything" Lily said as she hugged him and kissed him on the cheek. "What are friends for" Brian said smiling as Lily let go of him and stepped into the elevator, Brian carried her suitcase into the elevator and stepped back out. "I'll call you guys when I get to L.A" Lily said smiling before the elevator doors closed. Brian headed back to his apartment to get his stuff for the weekend and take it over to Lily's before Jamie woke up. Brian grabbed his bag off the bed where he had left it and headed back outside he locked his apartment and went back over to Lily's place. He came back in and went to Jamie's room to check on him, he opened the door and peeped in. Jamie was still sound asleep, Brian smiled to himself and closed the door trying not to make a sound and went to the guest room and dropped his bag on the queen sized bed. Lily's guest room wasn't all that different from his except she kept it in better shape in the eventuality that she had a guest. Brian sat down on the bed and looked around the room and notice a little book case in the corner with a few picture albums on it. He was sure Lily wouldn't mind if he looked through them he got up and took the albums off the shelf and went back to the bed with them. He opened the first one and smiled to himself when he saw a picture of Lily when she was a baby, the album contained photos of Lily and her family from the time she was a baby up till she was about seventeen. Her father was absent from the pictures of her later on in life, he remembered that Lily had told him her father had died when she was nine years old and he knew exactly what it felt like to lose a parent as he thought of his mother who died when he was five. Brian closed the album and was moving it a side when a picture fell out from the inside of the cover, Brian picked up the picture and looked at it. It was a photo of Lily when she was around Jamie's age he wondered who the guy in the picture that was hugging her was, Brian wondered if it was the guy that Lily told him she fell in love with. He looked at the back of the picture and got his answer, written on the back of the photo was Lily and James forever with a love heart drawn around the names. Brian put the photo back inside the cover of the album and set it a side; he picked up another album which mostly had pictures of Lily when she was still into modeling she was as beautiful then as she was now if not more so. Brian put that album over with the other and picked up another, he opened the album and his heart all but melted when he saw a picture of Jamie when he was a baby. He looked on the inside cover of the album and saw Lily's handwriting, he read what was written on the cover of the album: This book contains my most precious memories and the greatest achievement in my life my son Jamie. Brian looked through the album and started laughing out aloud when he came to a picture of Jamie when he was three. His face covered in Chocolate frosting and underneath the picture was written Jamie's third birthday. Brian looked through the rest of the album which detailed Jamie life from birth up to his present age, after seeing those pictures Brian's feelings for Jamie grew even deeper. He placed the album with Jamie's pictures over with the others he had already looked through, he picked up the last one and opened it. This album was a collection of pictures of Jamie during his short modeling career. There were a couple of pictures of Jamie modeling for various kids clothing ads including one that caught his eye of Jamie modeling for a kids underwear ad. He wondered why he hadn't seen any of these pictures but then he remembered that Lily had told him they were for European magazines. He came across the same black and white picture of Jamie that was hanging in the living room of Jamie without his shirt on in a pair of jeans with his arms folded. Brian closed the album and smiled as he got up off the bed and returned the albums to their place on the shelf and went out to the living room. He sat down on the sofa and turned on the television Brian turned down the volume to a minimum as not to wake Jamie and flipped through the channels to see what was on. He settled for the news since there was nothing on that early, he settled back in the sofa watching the news headlines on cnn. Brian didn't know when he fell asleep but when he woke up almost three hours had gone by, he looked over and saw Jamie sitting in the sofa dressed only in his underwear and a t-shirt. "Hi" Jamie said looking over at him with a little smile. "How long have you been sitting there?" Brian asked yawning. "Not long" Jamie replied without even looking at Brian. Brian sat up and rubbed his eyes and looked at the TV, Jamie had changed the channel and was watching a cartoon. Brian glanced over at Jamie looking at his long slender legs wondering if they were as smooth as they looked. Brian tried to get those thoughts out of his head but all he wanted to do was reach over and touch Jamie, he wanted to kiss him and hug him and tell Jamie his true feeling for him. Brian turned away quickly when Jamie looked over in his direction, Jamie looked at Brian wishing that he would reach over and take him in his arms and caress him and make him feel special. Brian couldn't stand being so close to Jamie and not touch him, he got up and went into the kitchen to make Jamie some breakfast before he started something that he might not be able to stop. "What do you want for breakfast?" Brian asked from the kitchen. "That's okay I'll get it myself" Jamie said turning around and looking at Brian over the back of the sofa. "I'm already here so tell me what you want and I'll make it for you" Brian said to Jamie. "Okay rice krispies" Jamie said with a little smile. "Rice krispies? That's not a real breakfast" Brian said turning up his nose. "You'll be hungry again in no time, you got to keep your strength up for the big game today" Brian stated looking at Jamie with a smile. "let me make you a real breakfast okay" Brian said as he went to the refrigerator to get the bacon and some eggs. "Alright" Jamie said blushing as he got up off the sofa and pulled off his t-shirt. Brian was getting the skillet from the cupboard when he froze seeing Jamie's half naked body. "I'm going to take a shower okay" Jamie said smiling when he saw Brian's reaction. Brian looked at Jamie's firm round butt bouncing in his underwear as he went to the bathroom and closed the door. Get it together Brian he's way too young for you Brian said to himself as he put the skillet on the stove. Jamie leaned back against the door in the bathroom and closed his eyes and made a wish, he hoped it would come through since he never asked for anything for his birthday. "Please, oh please let him be in love with me" Jamie said closing his eyes tightly and repeating it over and over again silently. He opened his eyes and peeled off his underwear and dropped it on the floor and pulled back the Glass door of the shower and climbed in. Brian finished making Jamie and himself breakfast of bacon and eggs, hash browns toast and a glass of orange juice and laid it out on the table in the kitchen. He went back to the living room to turn off the television when he spotted Jamie's t-shirt on the sofa, he picked it up to take it to the bathroom but instead he held it up to his nose and sniffed it. Brian closed his eyes and rubbed gently rubbed the t-shirt on his face taking in Jamie's scent, he heard the bathroom door open and quickly held the t-shirt behind his Back as Jamie came out. Brian felt his cock spring to life when he saw Jamie's wet body draped in a towel as he went to his room to get dressed. He went into the bathroom to put Jamie's t-shirt in the hamper when he spotted his underwear on the ground, he picked them up intending to put them in with the rest of dirty laundry but he just had to smell them. He held then up to his nose and inhaled deeply taking in the scent of Jamie's pre-pubescent body which immediately gave him a hard-on. Brian zipped down his pants and pulled out his dick and started to stroke it back and forth rapidly figuring it was the only way he could keep his hands off of Jamie. It didn't take him long as his dick exploded and cum splattered on the bathroom floor, Brian was breathing hard as he stroked the last drops of cum from his dick. He threw Jamie's underwear into the hamper and cleaned himself off and tucked his dick back in his pants. He got some tissues and cleaned up the floor and tossed them in the toilet bowl and flushed it, he had never felt the desire he was feeling for Jamie for anyone else. He wondered if he was going to be able to survive an entire weekend alone with Jamie without anything happening between them. He had already gave in once and the possibility of it happening again was more than likely. Brian came out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen he stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Jamie sitting at the table wearing just his underwear. "Do you always dress like that when you're home?" Brian asked as he sat down at the table. "Only when mom isn't here" Jamie said with a sly grin. "I can put something else on if you want me to" Jamie offered hoping Brian wouldn't want him to. "Hey it's your house what ever makes you comfortable it's fine with me" Brian stated liking Jamie just as he was. As they ate their breakfast Brian couldn't help but stare at Jamie's naked chest admiring his little pink nipples wishing he could kiss them and kiss him. Jamie noticed the way Brian was looking at him and smiled he didn't want to get too excited but he hoped that Brian's feelings would change he knew in his heart that Brian was in love with him. After they finished breakfast they spent the day watching TV and playing video games stopping only to have lunch. "we'd better go get ready for your game" Brian said looking over at Jamie with a smile. Jamie smiled back at Brian and got up and went to his room to get ready, Brian headed off to his own room to get dressed also. He came back out with his car keys and was putting his wallet in his pocket when Jamie came out of his room dressed in his blue and white soccer uniform. Jamie looked so sexy to Brian in the blue silky shorts of his soccer uniform and his white shirt with blue stripes and his number which was seven printed on it and his knee high white socks. "You ready to kick some butt" Brian asked with a smile. "Yup" Jamie replied smiling. "Alright" Brian said as they headed to the door. This was the last game for his team which had gotten a pretty rough start for the season. They had lost the first couple of games and even if they won today they would still be out of the tournament, But Jamie was determined to be at his best today. Brian locked the door with the key that Lily had given him and he and Jamie headed for the elevator. They got down to the parking garage and Brian and Jamie when to where his car was, he opened the driver side door and unlocked the passenger door for Jamie. They got in and drove up to the security boot, Brian took out his parking id and swiped it through the machine and the security barrier lifted up in the air and he drove out. When they got to the soccer field Jamie got out of the car and waited for Brian to park, Brian parked his car and walked with Jamie to the field. "Hey good luck" Brian said to Jamie with a smile before he went to meet up with his team. Brian went up into the bleachers and sat down, watching the teams that were still huddled around their respective coaches undoubtedly going over their game plan. Brian thought that they were really devoted to the game even thought it was a youth match, the referee blew his whistle and the game got underway. A few of the parents of the kids that were playing were cheering and clapping as the players took the field. The players took up their positions on the field and the game got started. Brian smiled to himself when he saw Jamie who was a midfielder identifying him by his blond hair and the number seven on his shirt. He thought about waving to him but he didn't want to distract him from the game, Jamie's team got the ball and was heading down the field to the other team's goal. one of the opposing teams defenders got the ball from one of Jamie's team mates and headed for their goal, Jamie's team managed to block them from scoring and regain control of the ball. They headed down the field back to the other team's goal again, one of the other midfielders passed the ball to Jamie and he passed it to Mike who was the captain of the team. Mike dodged two of the opposing team's defenders and kicked the ball into the goal giving his team a one to zero lead. Mike smiled and gave Jamie a thumbs up sign for his excellent pass as the wind blew his blond hair that was a little darker than Jamie's, Jamie smiled at him briefly as they headed back up the field. The other team managed to score an equalizer tying the game at one to one, Jamie's team had the ball again and was heading to the opposing team's goal one of the defenders passed the ball to Jamie. He fought off a couple of the other team's defenders looking for one of the forwards on his team to pass the ball to. None of the forwards on his team were in a good position to pass the ball to them and Jamie was forced to take the shot himself. He lined up the ball with the goal dodging another player from the other team and kicked the ball into the goal scoring the second goal for his team. "Yes alright,way to go Jamie" Brian said jumping up and yelling drawing attention to himself from the other parents. "Sorry" Brian said sitting back down a little embarrassed. "You don't have to apologise,he's really good" a woman who was sitting a little way from him said. "Are you Lily's boyfriend?" she asked smiling. "No Just a close friend" Brian said smiling. "Jamie's really good" She said turning her attention back to the game. "Better than he's willing to admit to himself" Brian said looking for Jamie on the field as his conversation with this woman he had justmet made him lose him among the many blue and white uniforms. "He just lacks confidence in himself even though everyone has complete confidence in him" Brian said as he spotted Jamie. "You really care about him don't you" the woman said with a warm smile. "Yeah I do" Brian said smiling to her. They both turned their attention back to the game as the opposing team had control of the ball again and were heading to the goal that belonged to Jamie's team. Jamie and his team tried to keep them from scoring but they managed to tie the game at two a piece now. Brian was never an athletic kid and never considered himself an avid sports fan but something about this game really got his blood pumping. Jamie's team got control of the ball again and headed for the opposing team's goal, one of the defenders passed the ball to Mike but he was in a bad position for a goal. Mike dodged a couple of the other teams defenders and passed the ball to Ben who was playing midfield with Jamie. Ben got the ball and the other team descended on him like a pack of ravenous wolves trying to get the ball, Ben knew he couldn't hang on to the ball much longer. He dodged a few more of the other team's players and was heading to the goal to take the shot, the other team was giving him a hard time getting to the goal. Ben saw that Jamie was wide open for the ball and passed it to Jaime who slide kicked it into the goal scoring his second goal of the game and giving his team a three to two lead. "Yes way to go Jamie" Brian hollered leaping up from his seat again. "Alright Ben" The woman that Brian was talking to yelled and clapped. "Is that your son?" Brian asked referring to the boy with brown hair much like the woman he was talking to who assisted Jamie in scoring the goal. "Yeah that's my Ben" she said smiling at Brian. "Hey I didn't catch your name" The woman said as she and Brian sat back down. "I'm Brian" he replied extending his hand to shake the woman's. "I'm Jenny, Nice to official meet you" the woman said smiling at Brian. The coach of the opposing team called for a time out and both teams headed off the field Brian waved to Jamie from the bleachers as he walked off the field back to the bench. "Excellent teamwork out there guys" the coach who was also Mike's dad said. "Jason you're on the bench" the coach of the opposing team said to one of the defenders. "Steve you're up" the coach said to a kid that looked way older than the other kids on the team. The referee blew the whistle signaling the second half of the game and both teams left the benches taking back up their positions on the field. "Steve come here for a second" the coach of the opposing team said. "Yeah coach" the boy said as he walked over to the coach. "I want you to take out that blond kid, make it look like an accident" the coach said patting him on the shoulder. He gave the coach a wicked little smile and ran back onto the field to join the rest of the team. Jamie's team got control of the ball again with Ben in control of the ball, he dodged two of the other teams defenders and passed the ball to Jamie. Jamie had the ball and was going to pass the ball to Mike when Steve the kid from the other team elbowed him in the stomach and he fell face down on the field. "Oh god" Brian said standing up when he saw Jamie fall to the ground. The referee blew the whistle and showed the red card to Steve which meant immediate ejection form the game. The coach from the other team smiled at the dirty play from his team. Brian got really worried now as Jamie wasn't moving or making any attempt to get up, Mike and Ben ran over to his assistance to see if he was okay. "Get a medic" Mike's dad said as he ran out on the field to see if Jamie was alright. Mike and Ben had helped him to turn over and he was now lying on his back. "Jamie are you okay" Mike dad said stooping down in front of him. Jamie was looking up at where the voice was coming from but all he saw were three blurs hovering over him. "I hope he's alright" Jenny said standing next to Brian with her hand over her mouth. "Oh god baby please be okay" Brian whispered under his breath as his heart rate was probably two hundred by now. All the parents in the bleachers were murmuring wondering what was going on the field. "Coach what happened?" Jamie asked as the three blurs hovering over him turned into faces. "That jerk Steve elbowed you" Mike said angrily. "Did you hit your head?" Mike's dad asked looking down at Jamie. "I don't think so" Jamie replied looking up at Mike's dad and his team mates who gathered around him. Brian's heart leaped into his throat when he saw the medic running onto the field. "Why are you guy Just standing around we have a game to win" Jamie said as he sat up. Mike and Ben smiled at Jamie and helped him up to his feet. "Are you sure you're okay?" Mike's dad asked concerned for Jamie's safety. "Yeah coach I'm fine" Jamie said dusting himself off a little. "Someone called for a medic" the medic that was always on standby asked as he got to the group of boys on the field. "Don't worry he's fine" Mike dad said as he walked back to he bench. "It's okay folks he's alright" Mike's Dad said to the concerned parents and onlookers in the bleachers. "Oh thank god" Brian said breathing a sigh of relief when he saw Jamie walking with two other's boys on the field. The parents started clapping when they saw Jamie number seven was okay and still in the game, the other team was allowed a substitute player despite their foul play. The referee blew the whistle and the game continued, Jamie was allowed a free kick for the foul he received at the hands of Steve. He lined up the ball with the goal and kicked the ball scoring his third goal for the Game and giving his team a four to two lead. "Yeah, alright" Brian yelled leaping up from his seat again. Jamie and his team managed to prevent the other team from scoring any more goals, the referee blew the whistle signaling the end of the game and victory for Jamie's team. Even though they were out of the tournament it still didn't break their spirits, as they all left the field with big smiles on their faces. The parents left the bleachers to meet their kids on the field as Brian hurried down from the top of the bleachers to meet Jamie almost falling over. Steve the boy that fouled Jamie got off the bleachers and walked up to Jamie and looked at him. Mike and Ben arrived at Jamie's side at almost lighting speed to pound him into the ground for attacking their teammate. Brian stopped when he saw the boys next to Jamie who looked ready to square off for a fight. "I'm sorry for hitting You" Steve said extending his hand to Jamie. "Oh really" Mike said as he and Ben got between Jamie and Steve. "Guys it's okay" Jamie said as he squeezed between them to face Steve. "I accept your apology" Jamie said extending his hand and shaking Steve's hand. "Is everything okay over here" Mike's dad said as he walked over to where the boys were standing. "Yeah coach, Steve was just apologizing" Jamie said to Mike dad with a smile. Brian was never more proud of Jamie than he was right now with the incredible amount of maturity he showed in accepting Steve's apology and not getting into a fight. Steve went back to his team and Ben left to meet his mom who was talking to one of the other parents and Mike and his dad left and went over to the benches with the rest of the team. Brian and Jamie spotted each other and smiled Brian walked up to Jamie and put his arm around him and hugged him happy that he was okay. "Are you okay?" Brian asked looking down at Jamie. "Yeah I'm fine" Jamie replied smiling up at Brian. "Hey Jamie come on the Coach is taking us for pizza" Mike said waving to Jamie. "I think I'll pass my stomach hurts a little" Jamie said to Mike who ran over to talk to him. "That's too bad I hope you feel better" Mike said in sympathy for his friend. "Yeah thanks" Jamie said putting his hand under his shirt and rubbing his stomach with a little smile. "Later" Mike said with a smile as he ran back over to the rest of the team and told them Jamie wasn't coming with them. "Do you want to go to the hospital" Brian asked greatly concerned. "What for?" Jamie asked confused. "Well you said your stomach hurts" Brian said looking down at Jamie very worried. "Nah, I just said that because I don't feel like celebrating" Jamie said smiling up at Brian. "Are you sure you're okay?" Brian asked putting his hand on Jamie's shoulder. "I'm fine really" Jamie said smiling up at Brian. "Okay lets go home then" Brian said to Jamie. "Is he okay" Ben's mom asked as they both walked over to them. "His stomach hurts a little but he's fine" Brian replied smiling at Jenny. "You were great out there" Ben said smiling at Jamie. "So were you" Jamie replied with a smile "This is my friend Ben and his mom" Jamie said introducing them to Brian. "Nice to meet you Ben" Brian said smiling at Ben and shaking his hand. "We already know each other" Jenny said to Brian smiling at him in a flirtatious manner. Jamie looked at her and smiled knowing that she was probably interested in Brian. "Well we better be going" Brian said feeling a bit embarrassed. "I hope you feel better" Jenny said to Jamie with a warm smile. "Thanks" Jamie said as he and Brian turned and left. On the drive home Brian still couldn't put his mind at ease the hit that Jamie took looked pretty serious, he kept glancing over at him even now and again to make sure he was okay. "Brian relax I'm fine" Jamie said With a big smile when he saw how concerned Brian still was. "You took a really hard fall you know" Brian said glancing over at Jamie again. "It wasn't that bad" Jamie said as the wind blew back his blond hair. "It looked pretty bad to me" Brian said glancing over again. "I'm a lot tougher than I look" Jamie stated proudly smiling at Brian. I guess that that fall finally made him see something positive about himself Brian though to himself. "Were you worried about me?" Jamie inquired looking at Brian trying to see some sign of his true feelings. "Of course I was worried when you didn't get up I thought the worse" Brian said trying not to look at Jamie fearing he would see right through him. "I don't know what I would do if anything were to happen to you" Brian said glancing over at Jamie. Jamie looked at Brian with a big smile finally getting a hint as to Brian's true feelings about him. It wasn't "I love you" and maybe he was reading too much into Brian words, but it was the way in which Brian said it that confirmed he was really in love with him. Brian looked at Jamie and the way he was looking at him and realized he probably shouldn't have said that last part. "What?" Brian asked glancing over at Jamie who was looking at him with a huge smile. "Nothing" Jamie said as he turned his head and looked out the window with a smile still plastered on his face. "I think Ben's mom likes you" Jamie said smiling looking over at Brian again. "You're dreaming" Brian said dismissing Jamie's claims. "Didn't you see the way she was looking at you" Jamie said giggling. "She was Just being polite" Brian said denying Jamie's claims. "I think she wants you" Jamie said chuckling. "Now you're imagining things" Brian said flatly glancing at Jamie with a smirk before turning his attention back to the road. "I Don't know, but when a woman looks at a man like that it usually means something" Jamie said looking at Brian with a grin on his face. Brian started laughing loudly at Jamie's remark which was the funniest thing he had heard all day. "What do you know about women you're gay remember" Brian said with a smirk. "I know I am but are you?" Jamie said with a sly smile on his face. "What do you mean of course I'm gay" Brian said a little shocked by Jamie's comment. "You looked pretty interested in her to me" Jamie said chuckling. "I'm not interested in her, I'm gay always have been and always will be" Brian said hoping to end the conversation. "Why don't you prove it" Jamie said looking at him in a very seductive manner. Brian looked at him and couldn't believe what he was hearing and seeing for that matter. Jamie had never been so bold and flirtatious before his body language spelling sex,Maybe he did hit his head Brian thought to himself. "We're home" Brian said trying to change the subject as he pulled up at the entrance of the garage. "Good I can't wait to take a shower" Jamie said as he flipped his hair. Brian drove down to the parking garage to park his car he couldn't wait to get away from Jamie who was making him incredibly horny. He parked the car and went over to the elevator where Jamie was standing waiting for it to come down. When the elevator came down he and Jamie got in, Brian stood in the opposite corner of the elevator away from Jamie trying desperately not to look at him. Jamie looked at Brian seeing how nervous he was and smiled he turned his head away from him and folded his arms waiting for the elevator to get to the sixth floor. Brian looked over at Jamie admiring him and how incredibly sexy he looked in his soccer uniform. Jamie glanced over and saw Brian who was looking at him turn off quickly as their eyes met, he smiled to him self and turned his head again and started humming. The elevator got up to the sixth floor and the doors opened, Brian made a hasty exit happy to be out of such a small enclosed space alone with Jamie. He still had to stay with him for the remainder of the weekend but there was plenty of space to be away from him in the apartment. He opened the door and Jamie walked in first and started taking off his soccer gear, dropping them on the floor in the living room as he undressed. "Can't you wait till you get to the bathroom" Brian said getting turned on by Jamie again. "Don't worry I'll pick it up when I get out of the shower" Jamie said as he was down to his shorts now. Jamie pulled down his shorts and stepped out of them and headed to the bathroom. Brian could feel his resolve slowly slipping away as he watched Jamie's firm ass as he walked to the bathroom. He felt his heart skip a beat when he saw Jamie reach into the front of his underwear and pull out his cup and dropped it on the floor as he walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind him. Brian started picking up Jamie soccer gear to take it to his room before he got out of the bathroom. He had most of Jamie's gear in his hands when he saw the cup lying on the floorand he was drawn to it like a moth to a flame. Brian bent over and picked up Jamie cup and brought it up to his nose and sniffed it hoping to get the slightest trace of his scent. He inhaled deeply as his nostrils were bombarded by the musty smell of Jamie's crotch mixed with his sweat, Brian felt his cock turn rock hard as he inhaled the heavenly aroma. Brian took Jamie stuff to his room and placed it in the corner and closed back the door, he went back to the living room and picked up Jamie's soccer uniform off the ground and sniffed it. Jamie clothes smelled equally appealing as his cup did, Brian pulled himself out of his euphoria and went to the bathroom to put Jamie's clothes in the hamper. He opened the door and stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Jamie naked in the shower with the glass door open. "I'm sorry" Brian said embarrassed but really turned on. "That's okay it's not like you haven't seem me naked before" Jamie said which was true but never like this. Brian walked over to the dirty clothes hamper and quickly dropped Jamie soccer uniform in and tried to make a hasty exit trying his best not to look at Jamie. "Hey Brian" Jamie said as he was almost out the door. "Uh... yeah" Brian said facing away from Jamie holding the door ajar. "Can you give me a massagewhen I'm done, I'm really sore" Jamie said looking at Brian from under the spray of the shower hoping he would turn around. "Um sure" Brian said as he opened the door and walked out. Jamie smiled to himself and continued his shower as he hummed to himself enjoying the feeling of the water on his body. Darn it you idiot why did you say yes Brian said to himself leaning back against the bathroom door. He went over to the living room and sat on the sofa trying to relax as much as he could as a million thought filled his head of what might happen. He was so wrapped up in his thoughts that he didn't even hear when Jamie got out of the shower. "Brian where are you" Jamie yelled from the bedroom. "Uh....Just a minute, I'll be right there" Brian yelled back. "There's a bottle of lotion on the dresser in my mom's room" Jamie yelled to Brian. "Yeah okay" Brian answered back from the living room. Okay Brian just relax nothing's going to happen that you don't want to happen Brian said to himself as he headed for Lily's room to get the bottle of lotion. He retrieved the bottle of lotion from the dresser and walked calmly to Jamie's bedroom and opened the door. Brian was really confused now as he didn't see any trace of Jamie in his bedroom. "Brian where are you" Jamie yelled out again. Brian walked back out of Jamie's room and headed to where his voice came from, the guest room that was his for the weekend. "What are you doing in here?" Brian asked looking at Jamie sitting on the bed with just a towel around his waist. "The bed in here is much bigger" Jamie said looking up at Brian with a smile. "Where are you clothes" Brian asked as he closed the door behind him. "You can't give me a massage with my clothes on" Jamie said giggling as he positioned himself on the bed lying face down. Brian stood near the door deciding trying to decide if he should really be getting this close to Jamie knowing how they both felt about each other. "what are you waiting for I'm really sore here" Jamie said impatiently. Brian couldn't sense any ulterior motives from Jamie and walked over to the bed and sat down next to him wondering what he was up to. "Can you start with my legs the're really sore" Jamie said sprawled out on the bed. "Sure" Brian said as he squeezed out some of the lotion from the bottle into his hands. Brian put his hands on Jamie legs and started rubbing the lotion onto them Gently squeezing and massaging them. Brian couldn't help but notice that Jamie had a nice muscle tone for all the running he did. He moved his hands up Jamie's legs to his thighs getting really horny as he felt how warm and smooth his skin was. Jamie put his hand back and pulled the towel up a little signaling to Brian he wanted him to go higher. He moved his hands up Jamie's legs to his upper thighs and gently massaged them briefly slipping his hands between his legs rubbing his inner thighs. "Mmmm" Jamie sighed as he felt Brian's hands slip between his legs he didn't know if his hands had gotten there on purpose or if it was an accident but he was enjoying it. Brian quickly moved his hands from Jamie legs from his response,he moved up on the bed a little and squeezed some of the lotion onto Jamie back. "Oooh that's cold" Jamie said wiggling on the bed a little. "Sorry" Brian said as he started to work on Jamie lower back gently applying pressure to his lumbar region. "Mmmmm" Jamie moaned again as Brian's hands worked magic on his lower back relieving some of the tension. Brian smiled a little to himself hearing Jamie's moans of appreciation, he squeezed out some more lotion and warmed it up a little in his hands this time before he started to work on Jamie again. "Oooh that feels really good" Jamie commented as Brian started to massage his shoulders. "Mmmm, ahhh, ohhh" Jamie moaned as Brian worked the lotion into his shoulders. "Ohhh, yess right there" Jamie moaned out as Brian hands continued to work on his shoulders. Brian started to get really turned on by Jamie's moans as he massaged his shoulders. "Thanks" Jamie asked softly as he turned over and looked up at Brian. "Your welcome" Brian replied with a warm smile looking down at Jamie. Jamie looked so beautiful lying on the bed next to him, Brian leaned over Jamie and looked into his eyes with a warm smile and started stroking his hair gently. Jamie smiled back at Brian as he moved even closer to his face he smelt the soap on him from his bath, he smelled so clean and inviting. Brian could feel Jamie's breath on his face as There lips were centimeters apart, Brian leaned over even more feeling Jamie's soft satiny lips as they met his. He felt as if electricity was running through his body as he kissed Jamie ever so softly on his lips. As he was pulling away Jamie grabbed the back of his head and kissed him back passionately letting out the weeks of pent up emotion he had for Brian. Brian no longer cared about their age difference every thing else seemed distant as he kissed Jamie back with equal desire. He pulled away from Jamie's lips and started kissing his neck making him moan in pleasure as he moved down to Jamie's hairless chest covering him with kisses. Brian heard him gasp as he started to suck on Jamie left nipple hearing his heart pounding below. He moved back up to Jamie lips to kiss him again but stopped when he saw tears running down his cheeks. "Jamie what's wrong" Brian asked greatly concerned. "I'm just so happy" Jamie said smiling looking up at Brian and gently stroking his cheek. "You don't know how long I have dreamed of this, you and I together" Jamie said smiling. "You don't have to dream anymore" Brian said smiling before he kissed Jamie luscious red lips again. Jamie pulled away from Brian and started planting wet kisses all over his neck while his hands reached between their bodies and clawed at Brian's shirt. Brian stopped briefly and pulled off his shirt and tossed it on the floor before leaning back over and kissing Jamie's lips again. Brian's left hand moved down to Jamie's waist and undid the towel from around his waist and grabbed his little three and a half-inch dick while he continued to kiss him. Brian stopped and stood up and undid his belt and unbuttoned his jeans as Jamie propped himself up on his elbows with his little boner sticking up proudly watching Brian undress. Brian kicked off his shoes and pulled down his pants and his underwear freeing his seven inch cock and stepped out of his pants and underwear. "You're really huge!" Jamie commented with a smile as Brian sat back down next to him. Brian smiled at Jamie and started kissing him again as Jamie lay back on the bed, Jamie broke their kiss and moved around on the bed so Brian cold lie next to him. Brian got on the bed lying next to Jamie he got the bottle of lotion and squeezed out some into left hand and leaned over and started kissing Jamie again. He took his little dick in his hand and eased back his foreskin revealing the red glands of his little cock head and gently stroked his lotioned hand up and down Jamie's dick. Jamie's moans of pleasure were muffled by Brian kissing his lips while his hand gently stroked his dick. "Ohh ahhhhhhhhhh" Jamie moaned as Brian moved down to his chest kissing and sucking his nipples as he gently stroked his dick. "Oooooh" Jamie moaned as his face grimaced as though he was in pain. "Ahhhhhhh" Jamie moaned as he opened his legs more as Brian's hand continued to work up and down on his dick while he sucked on his left nipple. "Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Brian heard Jamie yell as he felt his nipple get erect between his lips and his little dick twitched in his hand. "Mmmmm" Jamie moaned with a smile on his face as Brian gave him a little kiss on his lips. He looked up into Brian's eyes and smiled at him, Jamie lifted his head up and kissed Brian passionately on his lips. Jamie raised up from the bed more and pushed Brian onto the bed so he was lying on his back. He climbed onto Brian's stomach and smiled down at him before he leaned over and kissed him on his lips. He broke their kiss and Brian smiled up at him, Jamie leaned over again and started kissing Brian's chest which was equally as hairless as his. Jamie kissed his way down Brian's chest stopping for a moment and sticking his tongue in his navel. Jamie's tongue was tickling his navel a little but Brian didn't care, it was still incredibly erotic. He grabbed Brian's dick in his hands and eased back his foreskin revealing Brian's cock headed which was covered in pre-cum. Then Jamie did something that Brian never expected he bent down and kissed his cock head before taking it into his mouth. Brian grabbed the sheets and gasped in pleasure as he felt Jamie's lips cover his dick. He couldn't believe this was the same boy who knew nothing about masturbating a couple of months ago that was giving him the most intense blowjob of his life. Jamie couldn't get the entire length of Brian's dick in his mouth so he stroked the length of it up and down with his hands while he sucked on the head. Jamie's sucking was exquisite torture for Brian as his inexperienced mouth tried to swallow as much of him as he could. Jamie's teeth only scraped him once but Brian didn't care, he wished it could last longer but the pleasure Jamie was giving him was too much. Jamie felt Brian's cock turn extremely hard in his hand and between his lips, Brian's cock made a powerful jerk as cum blasted the back of his throat. Jamie pulled off of Brian's cock as he almost choked from the first spurt of Brian's thick cum, he held onto his throbbing dick lapping up the cum that spurted out and ran down over his hands. Jamie licked Brian's dick slurping up all the cum that ran down onto his hands and over Brian's balls. He smiled up at Brian when he as he had finished licking every drop of his cum and crawled back up next to him. "You are really full of surprises" Brian said turning onto his side and smiling at Jamie. "where'd you learn to do that?" Brian asked smiling at him. "I saw it in a magazine in your bathroom and I heard some kids in my class taking about it" Jamie said shyly. "In my bathroom" Brian said confused. "Oh that's Bart's magazine" Brian said smiling knowing his brother was a pornaholic. "Who's Bart?" Jamie asked turning on his side and propping himself up on his left hand looking up at Brian. "My brother" Brian replied gently stroking Jamie's hip. "Oh" Jamie replied smiling. "Did he live here?" Jamie inquired as he cuddled up closer to Brian resting his head on his chest. "Yeah he did" Brian replied as he gently stroked Jamie's hair. "He probably moved out before we got here" Jamie said putting his hand over Brian's stomach hugging him. "You know I got really scared when that kid hit you today" Brian said as he continued to stroke Jamie's hair. "You did?" Jamie said as he raised his head up and looked at Brian. "Yes I thought you were hurt really bad" Brian said to Jamie who had crawled up closer to him lying on his side. "I didn't mean to make you worry" Jamie said looking at Brian lovingly. "It's okay just don't every scare me like that again" Brian said as he turned on his side to face Jamie with their noses touching. "Hold me" Jamie said as he snuggled up close to Brian. Brian put his arms around Jamie and pulled him closer to him feeling the warmth of his body against his. Jamie never felt so safe in anyone's arms as he did in Brian's the world could have ended for all he cared as long as they were together nothing else mattered. Everything felt so right being close to Jamie like this Brian knew that his feelings for him were genuine, no one had ever shed tears for him as Jamie did or make him feel so special so loved. He held Jamie in his arms and heard his breathing change, he knew he was asleep totally exhausted from his soccer game. Brian looked at Jamie's angelic face as he slept he kissed him gently on his forehead, and held him close to him as he too fell asleep. It was about eight thirty when Brian woke up with Jamie cuddled up close to him still sleeping peacefully. He thought about going to fix dinner since he started feeling a little hungry but he didn't feel like cooking; Brian knew that Jamie would be hungry when he woke up so he decide to get take out instead. Brian decide to go to a Chinese restaurant about two blocks away it wouldn't take him long to run out and get the food before Jamie woke up. He gently lifted Jamie's arm off of him and quietly slipped out of bed Jamie stirred a little but continued sleeping peacefully. Brian covered Jamie with a blanket and got dressed as he smiled at his little sleeping angel and left the bedroom, he opened the door and locked it behind him and went to the elevator. A few minutes after Brian left Jamie woke up when he didn't feel Brian next to him, he thought he probably just went to the bathroom but after a few minutes when he didn't return he went to look for him. Jamie opened the bedroom door and went walked out with the blanket over his shoulders covering his naked body. He went to the bathroom and knocked on the door before he went in but there was no sign of Brian. He needed to pee so he walked up to the toilet and dropped the blanket on the floor and held his dick between his fingers and let go a golden stream of pee into the bowl. He dried himself off with some tissues and tossed it into the bowl and flushed the toilet, Jamie picked up the blanket and threw it back over his shoulders and left to look for Brian. He checked both the kitchen and the living room but there was no sign that Brian had been there. "Brian are you in here" Jamie said as he opened the door of his mother's bedroom but Brian was not there. He closed back the door and went to his room to look for Brian thinking he might be in there probably using his computer, but when he went to his bedroom Brian wasn't there either. Then he thought that maybe Brian went to his apartment to get some of his stuff, he went back to the living room and picked up the phone and dialed the number to Brian's apartment. The phone rang a couple of times before the machine came on, Jamie hung up the phone and decided to try Brian's cell phone. He dialed the number and jumped when he heard the phone ringing on the counter in the kitchen, Jamie hung up the phone and started getting really scared. He had searched the entire apartment for him and didn't find him and he wasn't over at his place either. Jamie got up off the sofa and was going to his room to get dressed to go downstairs to ask the desk attendant if he had seen Brian when he heard the door unlocking. "Hey you're up" Brian said with a smile as he came through the door with a couple of bags in his hands. "Where were you" Jamie said as he dropped the blanket and ran over to Brian and hugged him tightly. "Hey what's the matter" Brian said as he put the bags down on the floor realizing that Jamie was upset. "I was so scared when I woke up and couldn't find you" Jamie said holding on to Brian tightly. "I went to get us dinner and I didn't want to wake you" Brian said gently stroking Jamie's cheek as he looked down at Jamie. "I thought something happened to you" Jamie said very upset as he tightened his grip on Brian. "I'm sorry I made you worry baby" Brian said hugging Jamie back. "Don't ever scare me like that again" Jamie said as he broke Brian's embrace and looked into his eyes. "I promise" Brian said with a warm smile and kissed Jamie on his lips. "Come on let's go have dinner I'm starving" Brian said smiling as he stood up and picked up the bags off the floor. "what'd you get for dinner?" Jamie asked as he sat down on the sofa. "Chinese food" Brian said as he sat next to him and started taking the boxes of food from the bag. "Mmm I love Chinese" Jamie said with a big smile. "I didn't know what you liked so I got lemon chicken, kung pao chicken, stir fry with shrimp and some Chinese noodles with shrimp" Brian said laying out the food on the coffee table. "I'll have the noodles with shrimp" Jamie said smiling. "Noodles with shrimp for the naked gentle man" Brian said joking. Jamie giggled as he took the box of noodles and the chopsticks from Brian. Jamie got up and put the box of noodles on the coffee table and dropped the chopsticks next to it. "Where are you going?" Brian asked as he already started to chow down on the stir fry. "For a fork, I don't know how to use chopsticks" Jamie said standing in from of Brian. "Come here I'll show you how to use them it's easy" Brian said as he put down his food on the coffee table and picked up the chopsticks and the box of noodles. "You hold them like this" Brian said holding up the chopsticks demonstrating to Jamie. He picked up some of the noodles and the shrimp between the chopsticks and fed it to Jamie. He opened his mouth and took the food from between the chopstick dragging his red lips over them and smiling at Brian. Brian fed him some more and smiled at how much Jamie was enjoying being fed by him. "Here now you try" Brian said handing Jamie the box and the Chopsticks. Jamie took the box and fiddled with the chopsticks trying to get them between his fingers like Brian showed him. "Here like this" Brian said holding Jamie's hand helping him hold the chopsticks between his fingers and putting the food into his mouth. "Hey I got it!" Jamie yelled in excitement as he successfully picked up a shrimp with the chopsticks without Brian's assistance. "See I told you it was easy" Brian said smiling at him as he continued eating. "Oops" Jamie said giggling as the shrimp slipped out of the chopsticks and bounced off his stomach and fell on his dick. Jamie picked up the shrimp from his crotch with the chopsticks giggling and held it up and Brian leaned forward took the shrimp into his mouth making Jamie giggle even louder. "Oh I forgot the sauce" Brian said as he leaned over and nuzzled Jamie's crotch and licked the shrimp sauce off of Jamie's dick making him squeal with laughter. Just then the phone rang interrupting them and their erotic play. "Hello" Brian said as he answered the phone. "Oh Brian I'm so sorry I didn't call you sooner" Lily said on the other end. "That's okay" Brian said smiling. "How was the soccer game?" Lily inquired. "It got a little rough but it was great" Brian said changing hands holding the phone. "Oh really what happened" Lily asked. "Oh Jamie got knocked out for a minute but he's okay" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "What!" Lily exclaimed. "Don't worry he's fine" Brian said chuckling as he watched Jamie battling with the shrimp and the chopsticks. "He scored three goals today" Brian said proudly looking at Jamie with a smile. "Really, Where is he now?" Lily asked happy about the news of Jamie's win in the soccer game . "Oh he's right here we're having dinner" Brian said smiling as Jamie finally got the hang of using the chopsticks. "Let me put him on" Brian said to Lily before handing the phone to Jamie. "Oh my poor baby" Lily said as Jamie came on the phone. "Hi mom" Jamie said sighing and rolling his eyes in his head comically. "Are you okay?" Lily asked concerned. "I'm fine mom" Jamie said sighing. "What are you having for dinner?" Lily asked. "Chinese noodles and shrimp" Jamie said smiling. "Mmm sound delicious" Lily said. "Yeah, Brian showed me how to use chopsticks" Jamie said grinning at Brian. "Really" Lily said pleased at her son's accomplishment. "I'm sorry I didn't call sooner honey but I was really busy today" Lily said apologizing. "That's okay you wouldn't have gotten us anyway" Jamie said fiddling with the chopsticks. "Oh and why's that?" Lily inquired. "We were asleep" Jamie said looking at Brian with a smile. "I see" Lily said. "Yeah, I was really tired after the game and Brian fell asleep next to me" Jamie said looking at Brian who went to the kitchen to get a couple of sodas. "That must have been uncomfortable, the two of you in that little bed" Lily said speaking from first hand experience. "Oh no we weren't in my room we were in the guest room" Jamie said looking at Brian who almost choked when he came back just in time to catch that part of Jamie's conversation with his mother. "Okay finish you dinner and let me talk to Brian again" Lily said to Jamie. Jamie handed the phone to Brian who he took a deep breath before putting the phone to his ear. "Hi Lily" Brian said nervously. "When the cat's away the mice play huh!" Lily commented. "Lily it wasn't like that" Brian said defensively. "Brian relax I'm just teasing, I already told you it's okay" Lily said giggling. "Had a change of heart huh" Lily said. Brian couldn't see Lily's face but he could tell she was smiling right now. "Yeah I did" Brian said looking at Jamie with a warm smile. "Well don't let me interrupt your dinner any longer" Lily said about to hang up. "What time are you coming back tomorrow maybe we can come meet you at the airport" Brian offered. "Seven, but don't worry about me you guys enjoy each other" Lily said chuckling. "Give Jamie a kiss for me" Lily said before she hung up the phone. "Why did you tell her we slept together" Brian said to Jamie as he put the phone on the charger. "I don't know, she said it was okay for us to be together so why not tell her" Jamie answered. "You don't have to give her all the details you know" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "I forgot to tell her I sucked your dick" Jamie said leaning over and whispering to Brian. "You dirty little rat" Brian said as he grabbed Jamie and tickled his sides making him giggle and squirm. They continued eating smiling at each other after their short tickle session, after they were finished Brian went to take a shower and Jamie put the rest of the food in the refrigerator and went and brushed his teeth. He went back to the sofa and waited for Brian to come out of the shower, Brian came out of the shower and was going to get dressed when Jamie called out to him. "why don't you stay naked with me" Jamie said seductively looking over the back of the sofa. He smiled at Jamie and came over to the sofa and stood in front of him, Jamie reached up and pulled off Brian's towel and smiled looking at his nearly hairless body. "You look nice" Jamie said looking up at Brian with a huge smile. "You look good your self" Brian said as he sat down beside him. "Really, you don't think I'm small?" Jamie asked meekly looking down at his dick. "I think your big for your age" Brian said smiling at Jamie "Really!" Jamie exclaimed happily. "Yeah I wasn't that big when I was your age" Brian said truthfully. Jamie smiled broadly at Brian's comment. "So what do you want to do for the rest of the night" Brian asked Jamie leaning against the arm of the sofa a little. "Let's watch TV for a while" Jamie said looking for the remote. "What are you looking for?" Brian asked Jamie who had gotten up and was looking on the coffee table. "The remote for the TV" Jamie replied. "Maybe it's under the blanket" Brian said as he got up and pulled the blanket off the sofa. "There it is" Jamie said as he spotted the remote on the sofa. Jamie turned on the TV while Brian sat back down on the sofa with the blanket in his hand. "Um.. Brian do you think we can lie next to each other" Jamie asked shyly. "Sure" Brian replied with a smiled as he pulled Jamie closer to him. Brian lay back on the sofa which was pretty big at least bigger that his and Jamie climbed in front of him and pulled his arm around his body, they covered themselves with the blanket and snuggled up close together. They flipped through the channel until they found a show that they both agreed on. At some point during the movie Brian ended up lying on his back on the sofa with Jamie on top of him resting his head on his chest. Brian didn't mind having Jamie lying on top of him, he was by no means heavy and he actually enjoyed this position much more than the one they were in before. "Brian who taught you how to use chopsticks?" Jamie asked listening to Brian's heart beating below his head. "My dad did when we were in china" Brian replied stroking Jamie's hair. "Really you went to china?" Jamie asked lifting his head and looking into Brian eyes anxious to know more. "Yeah we lived their for a year actually" Brian replied gently stroking the back of Jamie's head. "Does everyone, like know karate and fight in the street and stuff" Jamie asked with eagerly. "You're so cute" Brian said laughing. "I'm not cute babies are cute" Jamie said offended that Brian was talking to him like a child which he was even though Jamie seemed to forget that fact sometimes. "I hate when people say I'm cute it makes me feel like I'm a baby or something" Jamie said offended. "I'm sorry for making you feel that way" Brian said apologizing. "It's okay I forgive you" Jamie said smiling at Brian. "In fact you're the most mature eleven year old I have ever met" Brian said making Jamie blush. "It took a lot of maturity not to punch that kid's lights out after he hit you today" Brian said gently stroking Jamie's cheek as he smiled a him. "Thanks" Jamie said smiling at Brian. "Not that anyone would have blamed you, I even felt like kicking the crap out of him" Brian said chuckling. "Well he is a lot bigger than me you know" Jamie said with a smirk. "Mature and smart" Brian said smiling at Jamie pulling him up to his face. Brian kissed Jamie gently on his cheek making him smile and blush. "What was that for?" Jamie asked smiling at Brian. "You mom told me to give you a kiss for her" Brian said brushing Jamie's hair from his eyes. Brian looked into Jamie's eyes lovingly and kissed him passionately on his lips. "And what was that one for?" Jamie asked smiling as Brian broke off his kiss. "Because you're so beautiful" Brian replied gently stroking his cheek. Jamie kissed Brian back tenderly feeling his lips against Brian's. "Let's go to bed" Brian whispered to Jamie. They got off the sofa and held each other's hands and went to the guest room, Brian bent down and lifted Jamie up into his arm and kissed him tenderly on his lips gently massaging his firm ass in his hands. Jamie wrapped his legs around Brian's waist and threw his arms around his neck kissing his lips, his neck, his shoulder tasting his mature lover's body. Brian gently lay Jamie on the bed kissing his lips and all over his chest making him moan in pleasure. He kissed and sucked Jamie's little nipples making him gasp and moan while he held on to the back of Brian's head urging him on. Brian kissed his way down Jamie's chest down his stomach covering him with hot wet kisses. Jamie moaned in delight as every spot where Brian's lips had kissed him felt like it was on fire. Brian kissed the tip of Jamie's straining erection sticking his tongue into his foreskin and licking the head of his little dick in a swirling motion that drove Jamie crazy. He gently eased back his foreskin with his lips and sucked on the head of his little dick as Jamie moaned out loudly and thrust his hips up at Brian's face. Brian let Jamie's dick slip from between his lips and started to kiss his little pre-teen balls licking all over them and coating them with his saliva. Jamie spread his legs further apart as Brian licked and sucked his balls,he licked the underside of Jamie's dick and then started licking between his legs and inner thighs. He moved back to kissing and licking his balls moving further down to his little hole, when Brian's tongue touched his little hole it reflexively sealed shut as Jamie gasped out. Brian was not deterred by this he continued lapping at Jamie's hole until he relaxed and opened up for him. "Hunnnnnnh" Jamie moaned when he felt Brian's tongue slip into his butt hole. He pulled up his legs to give Brian better access to his ass,he arched his back as he wiggled and moaned on the bed as he felt Brian's tongue slipping deeper and deeper into his body. Brian stopped and looked up at Jamie with a smile before he swallowed the entire length of his little dick. Brian gently pressed at Jamie's little flower with his middle finger and eased it in up to the first join feeling the incredible heat of his body. Jamie started panting for air as he felt incredible pleasure wash over his body, Brian continued sucking Jamie slipping his finger deeper and deeper into his tight ass until he felt his knuckles touch Jamie's butt. Brian pulled off of Jamie's dick and licked all over it before taking it back into his mouth along with his balls. He started moving his mouth up and down slowly on Jamie dick and balls sliding his finger in and out of his ass at the same pace wanting to give Jamie an experience he would never forget. Jamie threw his head back into the pillow and grabbed handfuls of the bed sheet with his mouth open as his eyes rolled back and his toes curled up. Jamie had never experienced anything like this before it was sort of like the first time he had stroked his dick and rubbed his hole but this felt a million times better than that. Jamie never knew that having some thing in his butt could feel this wonderful, Brian continued to suck Jamie and slide his finger in and out of his ass. Just knowing how much Jamie was enjoying this made him hornier than he had ever been, Jamie felt like his skin was burning he could feel his nipples erect and his little dick harder than it had ever been and with Brian's finger in his ass tickling something deep inside him it was just too much. "Ahhhhhhhhhhh" Jamie screamed out as he came harder than ever before. Brian felt Jamie's ass clamp down tightly on his finger and his dick twitching on his tongue as Jamie had his orgasm, even though Jamie was still too young to produce any semen it didn't make his orgasm any less powerful. He pulled off of Jamie's dick and gently removed his fingers from his tight little hole, he gave Jamie's dick a little kiss before he crawled over him on his hands and knees. Jamie had his eyes closed and smiled when he felt Brian kissing his neck, he opened his eyes and started stroking the back of Brian's head looking into his eyes with love and affection. Brian smiled down at him and kissed him on his forehead and then on his nose and then on his lips sharing a passionate kiss with Jamie's as only true lovers could. Jamie pulled away form Brian and started kissing his neck moving his way down to his chest and sucking on his nipples. He continued moving down kissing Brian's abs moving further down until his face was beneath Brian's crotch, he licked the head of Brian's very hard dick and gently eased back his foreskin. Jamie gently kissed the head of Brian's dick and started licking all over it before taking it into his mouth. Brian moaned in pleasure barely able to hold him self up on his hand and knees while Jamie sucked the head of his dick stroking it back and forth with his right hand and gently squeezing his balls with his other hand. Jamie worked his little tongue and his lips all over Brian's dick licking all over him, Jamie's hot little mouth was just too much for Brian. Brian felt his dick turn rock hard as his cum started flowing into Jamie's mouth. Jamie pulled off of Brian as cum flooded his mouth he tried to swallow as much of it as he could, he held on to Brian's pulsating cock hearing him moaning above him as he spewed hot cum into his open mouth. Jamie held on to Brian's cock stroking it in his hand as the last few drops of his cum dribbled out of Brian's dick onto his tongue. He gave Brian's cock one final lick before crawling back up from between his legs, Brian looked down at Jamie and smiled at him before kissing him tenderly. Brian moved from his position over Jamie and lay down on the bed beside him gazing into his eyes lovingly as he gently stroked his hair as they cuddled up closely together and fell asleep in each other's arms. The next morning Brian woke Jamie up planting a series of kisses on the back of his neck and his Shoulders. Jamie smiled with his eyes closed happy after his first night sharing a bed with Brian as he felt his lips gently kissing his back and his shoulders. Brian had never loved anyone the way he loved Jamie he climbed over his body and continued kissing him on the back of his neck working his way down to his pale white ass. He tenderly kissed one of his firm upturned mounds kissing and licking all over it savoring it's taste and it's warmth, he did the same thing to the other enjoying his lover's body. Brian gently pulled apart Jamie's butt cheeks kissing along his butt crack moving closer and closer to his desired target. He stuck out his tongue and gently licked at Jamie's little hole making his body quiver beneath him. Jamie was in pure ecstasy as Brian's tongue slid in and out of his hole giving him a funny feeling in his tummy. He pushed his butt back into Brian's face wanting his tongue deeper inside him, Brian was only happy to oblige his little lover and drove his tongue into his ass as deep as he could. "Ahhhh Ooooooooh" Jamie squealed out in pleasure as he felt his little dick pulse pressed up between his body and the bed. He lay on the bed panting as Brian lay over him supporting his weight on his elbows and kissing him tenderly on his cheek. Jamie started to wonder if having sex felt as good as Brian's tongue did, he wanted to try it but he was a little scared that it would hurt. Then he felt Brian's dick between his butt crack and started to worry that Brian wanted to put his dick in his butt, he loved Brian deeply but he really wasn't sure that he was ready for this. Brian started to slowly move his dick between Jamie's butt crack, he desperately wanted to make love to him but he knew Jamie was not ready for that level of commitment and he wasn't going to pressure him into doing something he wasn't ready for. He would never dream of taking advantage of Jamie, he contented himself with Just humping his ass Whenever they did make love he wanted it to be Jamie decision. The heat between Jamie's butt crack was incredible, Brian slid his cock between his ass cheeks ever so slowly wanting the moment to last. After a couple of thrusts Brian felt his orgasm building as pre-cum leaked heavily from his dick onto Jamie's ass. Jamie felt Brian's cum squirt on to his back and between his butt crack as Brian aimed his cock at his hole. Brian collapsed over him holding himself up on his elbows as he breathed heavily, he moved down and kissed Jamie on his back licking his own cum off of his smooth skin. Jamie lay still on the bed as Brian licked up all his cum off his back and from between his butt crack. When he had licked all of his cum off of Jamie, Brian lay on the bed beside him and pulled Jamie up against his chest in the spoon position. Jamie felt relieved and disappointed at the same time a part of him felt happy that Brian didn't try to fuck him but at the same time a part of him wished that he did. He was really confused he loved Brian more than words could describe but he couldn't understand why he was so scared about having sex with him. They both stayed like that for a couple of hours just enjoying being close to each other. When they finally dragged themselves out of bed they had a late breakfast and then shared a shower together before returning to bed only wanting to be close to each other, Lily was coming back that night and they decided to enjoy each other as much as possible before she got back. Brian and Jamie only left the bed one other time that day and that was to have lunch, they returned to the bedroom after that cuddling and kissing each other and fell asleep in each other's arms. It was about six o' clock that evening when the woke up smiling still cuddled up in each other's arms. "We better get out of bed and get dressed" Brian said stroking Jamie's head tenderly as he smiled at him. "Why?" Jamie asked touching Brian's face gently. "Because you mom might be home any second now, I know she said it's okay for us to be together but I don't think she would want to see us in bed naked together" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "I guess you're right" Jamie said sighing knowing that Brian would have to leave him in a few hours. They got out of bed and Jamie went to his room to get dressed while Brian started packing up his belongings in the bag he brought over for the weekend. He got dressed and went to the living room and Joined Jamie on the sofa, they cuddled up together again watching TV as they waited for Lily to get home. Brian gave Jamie a long passionate kiss almost not wanting to stop. "What was that for?" Jamie asked smiling. "I can't kiss you like that in front of your mother so I did it before she gets here" Brian said gently stroking Jamie's red lips with his thumb. Jamie kissed him back just as passionately showing Brian just how much he meant to him, they snuggled up together and continued watching TV waiting for Lily. "you guys look so adorable together" Lily said with a smile as she walked in the door. Brian and Jamie were so engrossed in each other they didn't even here her come in, they both smiled shyly at her as they loosened their grip on each other. "How was your flight?" Brian inquired smiling at Lily who came and sat in a chair next to the sofa. "It was okay" Lily replied smiling. Lily ,Brian and Jamie sat talking for a while, Jamie was telling his mother all about the soccer game and what happened. Brian looked at him with love and admiration thinking of how mature he was at times but his child like excitement showing his mother how he scored three goals in the soccer game reminded him that he was still just a boy. Jamie jumped back on the sofa and cuddled up close next to Brian and moved up and kissed him on his cheek smiling at him and stroking his hair. "well I better get going" Brian said feeling a little uncomfortable with being affectionate with Jamie like that with Lily being right there with them. "You're going already!" Jamie said jumping up and looking into Brian's eyes wishing he didn't have to leave. "Can't you stay another night" Jamie whined hoping Brian would say yes. "I can't I've got some stuff to take care of" Brian said stroking the back of Jamie's head. "It's fine with me if you want to spend the night" Lily said looking at Brian. "No that's okay I really have to go" Brian said knowing that it was a bad idea to stay another night despite of how much he wanted to. He knew if he stayed Jamie would want to sleep in the same bed with him and he didn't feel comfortable with that knowing that Lily was right in the next room. Brian went to the guest room to get his bag, Jamie was really disappointed that Brian didn't want to stay the night but he didn't protest. He wanted Brian to treat him like he would an adult and didn't want to seem like a little kid pleading to get his way. "I'll see you tomorrow after school" Brian said giving Jamie a little kiss on his lips before he left. "Bye Brian" Jamie said smiling up at him before he headed to the door. "Brian wait up" Lily said as she got out of the chair and followed him out the door. "what's up" Brian said turning to face Lily as she closed the door behind her. "What made you change your mind?" Lily asked smiling. "Jamie did, I know you might think this sounds corny but no one has ever made me feel the way way Jamie does" Brian said blushing. "It's not corny I think it's beautiful" Lily said gently stroking Brian's cheek. "True love" Lily said smiling and feeling a little Jealous. "I guess it is" Brian said smiling. "Why don't you pick him up from school tomorrow" Lily suggested. "Are you sure" Brian said trying not to sound overly excited. "Yeah I think he would love that" Lily said smiling. "Thanks a lot Lily, for being so supportive of us" Brian said hugging Jamie's mother. "I think it would be a crime to keep two people who are so in love from each other" Lily said smiling at Brian as she as broke their embrace. Brian said goodbye to Lily and went to his apartment overjoyed. The following afternoon Brian had gotten dressed early and went to pick up Jamie from school, Brian watched the kids pouring out of the school looking for Jamie. When he spotted him he felt his heart start to race Jamie was the only person that ever had that effect on him. Jamie looked at the cars parked outside the school wondering where Charlie was he had never been late before. As Jamie was looking over the cars he spotted a green Jeep Cherokee that looked really familiar, as he got closer a smile broke out on his face when he saw Brian sitting in the car smiling at him. "What are you doing here!" Jamie exclaimed with a huge smile as he got in the car. "I'm here to pick you up, didn't your mom tell you" Brian said with a grin on his face. "No, but I'm so glad you're here I really missed you" Jamie said reaching over to kiss Brian but when he remember where they were he quickly backed away. The entire drive home Jamie looked at Brian with a smile he couldn't wait to get home so he could kiss Brian all over, Brian glanced at Jamie every chance he got thinking the exact same thing. When they got back to the apartment they were barely in the door when Jamie jumped up into Brian's arms and started kissing him passionately. Brian put his hands on Jamie butt supporting his body as he closed the door with his foot and carried him over to the sofa and gently lay him down on his back kissing him back just as passionately. Brian pulled away from Jamie's soft lips and lifted up his shirt and kissed him all over his chest sucking on his nipples. Brian stopped to pull off his own shirt and climbed over Jamie and kissing him on his lips again fueled by his passion for him. Jamie reached between their bodies and fiddled with his pants trying to unbutton it, Brian jumped off the sofa and Jamie got up as they both stripped off the rest of their clothes as it they were on fire. Brian took Jamie's position on the sofa and Jamie got on top of him kissing him all over his face and his chest. Jamie could feel Brian's hard dick pressing up against his ass as he kissed Brian's chest and sucked on his nipples he couldn't wait to get it into his mouth. Brian could feel Jamie's rock hard boner pressing into his stomach he couldn't believe how hard Jamie's dick was for an eleven year old. Jamie kissed Brian's chest tenderly as he started to move back and forth slowly on him rubbing his dick against Brian's stomach. Brian put his dick between Jamie's butt crack and started to move it up and down at the same pace that Jamie was humping him rubbing his dick against his stomach. It wasn't actually sex but it was just as fulfilling, Brian held his dick between Jamie's butt crack with his right hand and rubbed his back with his left while Jamie moaned and thrusted his dick against brian's body humping him. Jamie's thrust against Brian body became faster and more frantic as he felt his orgasm fast approaching, Brian started to rub his dick along Jamie crack faster as e felt his balls tightening. The feeling of his dick rubbing against Brian's stomach and his huge hot cock rubbing between his butt crack was too much for Jamie. Brian felt Jamie's body jerk sharply and his stomach drew in as if he had been punched as he whimpered and moaned in pleasure as his dick pulsed and he experienced a powerful dry orgasm. Jamie's moans of pleasure was all Brian needed to send him over the edge as his cock throbbed and covered Jamie's back with hot sticky goo. Jamie collapsed on Brian's chest breathing heavily as Brian stroked the last drops of his cum onto Jamie's smooth hairless ass. Brian pulled Jamie up to him and looked into his beautiful blue eyes and kissed him softly on his lips. Jamie smiled down at Brian and put his head on Brian's shoulder as he wrapped his arms around him,Brian felt his wet sticky cum on Jamie's lower back as he rubbed his hands all over his back. He started to rub his cum into Jamie skin and all over back and his ass asJamie closed his eyes and smiled enjoying the feeling of the slippery substance on his body. "Mmmmmmmm that feels good" Jamie whispered as Brian's finger slid between his butt crack rubbing his cum all over Jamie's little hole. Brian used his semen as a lubricant and gently slid his cum covered middle finger into Jamie's hot tight little ass. Jamie moaned in pleasure as he felt Brian's finger enter him, this was only the second time Brian had done this to him but he couldn't get enough. Brian smiled as he felt Jamie pushing back against his finger as he slid it in and out of his tight little hole. He could feel Jamie's dick hard again as he fingered his little hole, Jamie started moaning and squirming and before long Brian felt his body Jerk against him sharply again as Jamie had another orgasm. He stayed motionless against Brian for a while before he jumped up off of him. "What's the matter" Brian asked as he sat up suddenly. Jamie didn't answer he just smiled at Brian and kneeled down in front of him and grabbed his semi-erect cock and started kissing it bring it to it's full seven inches. Jamie opened his mouth wide and swallowed the head of Brian dick making him moan out loudly, he closed his little mouth tightly over the head of Brian's dick sucking him to a powerful climax. "Mmmmmm Hmmmmmmph mmmmm" Jamie moaned as he held Brian's cock in his mouth as it pumped hot goo down his throat. He pulled off of Brian's dick and stroked it up and down a couple of times getting the last drops of cum from his dick,he licked it off and stood up smiling at Brian. Brian pulled Jamie close to him and kissed him tenderly on his lips tasting his own cum on his breath, they smiled at each other and went to take a shower together. After they came out of the shower and took up their clothes off the floor and got dressed Brian sat on the floor helping Jamie with his homework. Brian and Jamie spent every afternoon like this making up for the time they weren't together during the day, but summer was fast approaching and soon they would be able to spend the entire day together. Two weeks had passed since Brian and Jamie had taken their close friendship to the next level, Brian worked all day and night to finish his latest collection of paintings so that he could spend every afternoon with Jamie. when he had finally finished his collection which he thought was his best to date he stood in his studio looking at the center piece of his collection which was a painting of Jamie. It was a very close likeness but to him nothing compared to the original, he had planned to add it to the rest of his collection but this painting was far too special to just sell to the highest bidder. He smiled to himself when he got an idea of just what to do with it, Lily's birthday was in a few months and it would make the prefect gift for her. Brian set it aside from the others and called his friend Susan with the art gallery to let her know that his collection was complete. Susan told him that she had a few high profile clients lined up who were interested after they saw a few of his paintings in many of the Buildings that David Strauss owned. Susan told Brian she was coming over the following day around three thirty to pick up the paintings and she would schedule the showing for Thursday night. After he hung up the phone with Susan he went to get dressed to go and meet Jamie after school. As Brian drove to go pick up Jamie he smiled to himself he couldn't remember the last time he had been this happy, and he had every reason to be. People were interested in seeing his latest collection of painting and it was only four days away from summer vacation when he and Jamie would be able to spend every single day together. After a short stop on the way back to get Jamie an ice-cream, they came back into Brian's apartment and Jamie sat down on the sofa. Brian dropped his key's on the kitchen counter and went to the refrigerator for a bottle of water ,he went back to the living room and sat next to Jamie who smiled at him seductively. Jamie kneeled on the sofa and sat back on his legs and started kissing Brian's neck and sucking on his ear lobe. "You horny little devil" Brian said as he pulled Jamie across him so that he was lying on his back across his lap making him giggle. "Get your books and let's get your homework done" Brian said looking down into Jamie's face. "Can't we do that after" Jamie protested. "Business before pleasure" Brian said as he leaned in and gave Jamie a little kiss. Jamie gave Brian a half hearted little smile and got up off of his lap and went to get his books. Jamie finished his home work in record time and tossed his book on the coffee table and jumped on Brian kissing him all over his face and neck. He pulled at Brian's shirt trying to get it off him, Brian lifted his arms and allowed Jamie to pull his shirt over his head and off of his body. Jamie kissed Brian hard on his lips and stuck his tongue into Brian's mouth something he had never done before. Brian slid down to the floor as Jamie sat on his chest kissing him passionately on his lips, he stopped for a moment so that he could pull off his shirt and then resumed his lip lock with Brian. Jamie got up and smiled at Brian as he quickly unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants stripping off all of his clothes. Brian was lying on the floor pulling off his pants with the same speed as Jamie. "I want you Brian.....Mmmmmm...... I want you so bad" Jamie said between the passionate kisses he and Brian Shared as he got back on top of him. "Ohh baby......... Mmmmmmm... I want you too" Brian said as he kissed Jamie back licking and kissing his neck. For the last two weeks Jamie had been thinking about how Brian's dick would feel in his ass,he loved him so much and wanted him so badly he didn't care anymore if it would hurt. Jamie pulled away from Brian's lips and kissed his way down his body, Brian closed his eyes as Jamie hot little lips covered his stomach with kisses. Jamie sat back and grabbed Brian's cock and aimed it at his hole, Brian opened his eyes and jumped up when he heard Jamie grunting and felt him trying to push himself down onto his dick. "JAMIE STOP!, baby what are you doing" Brian yelled as he sat up quickly and pulled Jamie up off of his dick. "Did I do something wrong?" Jamie asked innocently. "No but, You could have really hurt yourself" Brian said as he held Jamie closer to him. "I want to feel you inside me" Jamie replied stroking Brian's cheek. "Don't you want to?" Jamie asked looking into Brian's eyes. Brian didn't know how to answer Jamie's question he wanted more than anything to make love to him but he knew that Jamie wasn't ready for that yet. "I do but You're too young for that baby, Maybe when you're older" Brian said kissing Jamie tenderly. Jamie kissed Brian back passionately, Brian got off the floor with Jamie in his arms and gently placed Jamie on the sofa kissing him tenderly. Brian kneeled in front of Jamie and lifted his legs up onto the sofa and bent down and licked across his butt crack preparing to give him the next best thing to anal sex. Jamie moaned out loudly as Brian's tongue slid deep into his hole giving him the pleasure he was desperately seeking. Jamie moaned loudly as Brian replaced his tongue with his finger and started sucking on his dick wile he slid his finger in and out of his ass. "Ahhhhhh Huunnnnnnnh" Jamie whimpered as his dick twitched rapidly between Brian's lips. Jamie smiled up at Brian as he recovered from his powerful orgasm, he sat up and took Brian's dick into his mouth licking his pre-cum and sucking the head of his lovers dick and gently massaging his balls. Brian grabbed the back of Jamie's head as he put his hand on his as and tried to swallow more of his raging hard cock. "Oh GOD yesssssss" Brian moaned out as he filled Jamie's little mouth with cum. Jamie tried his very best to swallow all of the hot thick liquid but there was just too much, he pulled off of Brian's throbbing cock that was spraying cum all over his chest trying to swallow the cum that already filled his mouth. Brian leaned over Jamie and licked his cum off his chest and his face before they shared a long passionate kiss smiling as they pulled away from each other. They cuddled up in each other's arms for a while before Jamie had to leave which had become so hard for him to do. Wednesday afternoon when Brian had gotten back from picking up Jamie they sat on the sofa after he had finished helping Jamie with his homework. They didn't fool around since Susan was running a bit late and they didn't want to get into it and have to stop when she got there. "At last" Jamie said with a sigh of relief when he heard a knock on the door. Brian smiled at Jamie's remark and got up to answer the door. "Sorry I'm late" Susan said as she walked in the door offering no excuse for her late arrival. "Oh you have company" Susan said smiling at Jamie. "Hi" Jamie said as he smiled back at her. "Come on in guys" Brian said to the guys he never saw before that came with Susan to get the paintings. The two guys came in and Brian showed them to the studio as he and Susan led the way, Jamie sat on the sofa observing them not wanting to get in the way. "OH Brian they are beautiful Susan commented as she looked over the paintings. The two guys started to move the paintings from the studio after Susan gave them the okay to start loading up their van. One of them gave Jamie a little smile as he walked through the living room carrying a Painting in his hand. when they had all the painting's loaded up Jamie went to the door with Brian as he said goodbye to Susan. She told him that the showing was on Thursday at six pm which was tomorrow, Susan left and Jamie and Brian went back inside his apartment to make up for the hours they had wasted while they were waiting on Susan. Brian had Jamie on the sofa about to take his shirt off when a knock on the door interrupted them. "Now what!" Jamie said frowning. "Hey Brian it's Lily" Jamie's mother said from out side the door. "Just a second Lily I'll be right there" Brian said as he and Jamie adjusted their clothes. "Hey Lily" Brian said as he opened the door with a smile. I came to ask you if....Oh you guys were busy" Lily said as she saw Jamie sitting on the sofa fixing his shirt. "No mom its okay" Jamie said reassuring her. "I wanted to surprise you but since you're here I might as well get it out in the open" Lily said sitting down on the sofa next to Jamie smiling at him. "I have to go to Milan on Friday for a fashion show" Lily said brushing her hair from her face. Jamie and Brian both looked at each other and smiled knowing what this meant for the both of them. "Well don't everyone cry at once" Lily said jokingly. "I'm so sorry you have to go mom" Jamie said trying to sound broken up. "No you're not you little faker" Lily said as she grabbed him and tickled his sides. "when will you be back?" Brian asked. "Next Friday I have some other stuff to take care of over there" Lily replied stroking Jamie's hair. "That long " Brian said trying not to show how happy he was with all the time he and Jamie would have alone together. "It's okay you can smile you know" Lily said to Brian with a smirk. "Am I that transparent?" Brian asked laughing "Yes you are" Lily replied laughing. "Listen there is something I want to ask you" Brian said a little more seriously. "There is a showing tomorrow of some of my paintings and I was wondering if you and Jamie would come" Brian said looking at Jamie and Lily. "Sure we would love to be there" Lily said with a warm smile. "It's at six tomorrow" Brian said "Okay we'll meet you over here" Lily said as she got up to leave. Jamie got up and headed to the door to get his bag pack. "You don't have to leave Because I am leaving you know" Lily said to Jamie. "I want to help you with dinner and besides Brian and I will have plenty of time together" Jamie said looking at Brian with a smile. Lily was really amused at hearing her son speak in such a suggestive manner and couldn't help but smile. Brian and Jamie didn't have anytime for each other the following afternoon since they had to get ready for the art show. Brian was fumbling with his tie when he heard a knock at the door, he left the bedroom and went to get the door while he tried to fix his tie. "You look really great" Jamie said as Brian answered the door. "So do you" Brian replied seeing Jamie standing in front of him dressed in a dark blue suit and a navy blue tie. "Where's your mom?" Brian asked still fidgeting with his tie. "Still getting ready you know how women are" Jamie said grinning. "I heard that" Lily said as she opened the door and came into Brian's apartment. "ooops" Jamie said covering his mouth and giggling. "Whoa you look absolutely...." Brian said at a loss for words. "Stunning" Jamie said smiling. "Gorgeous" Brian replied. "Okay I'm stunningly gorgeous" Lily said chuckling making Brian and Jamie laugh. "Here let me" Lily said as she helped Brian with his tie. "There you go" Lily said as she had Brian's tie tied perfectly in less than a minute. "Thanks it's been a wile since I wore one of these" Brian said smiling. They all left Brian apartment and headed down to the parking garage to Brian's car, they got in and headed to the art gallery where Brian's paintings were on display. When they got there Susan introduced Brian to a lot of her client that were interested in buying his paintings. Lily mingled with some of the guests while Jamie went over and talked to some kids that had come to the show with their parents. Even though they didn't spend a lot of time together that night Jamie and Brian had their eyes fixed on each other making sure that they always had a clear view of each other from where ever they were in the room. David Strauss Ended up buying the majority of Brian's paintings losing a few of them to other buyers. Brian got back home with Lily and Jamie happy that his collection had been a success. "Thank you both for being there for me tonight" Brian said as he walked Lily and Jamie to their apartment. "It was the least I could do for a friend" Lily replied smiling. Brian said good night to Lily and Jamie and went over to his own apartment, he couldn't wait for tomorrow night when he and Jamie would share a bed together again. Brian was sitting on the sofa feeling good about himself when the phone rang, it was his father calling to congratulate him on a wonderful showing. He had heard of the show's success from a friend who had been at the Showing and had bought a painting. "If I haven't told you this before I am very proud of you son" Brian's father said speaking to him over the phone. "Thanks dad you have no idea how much it means to me to hear you say that" Brian said to his father. "I have an idea Why don't you come up to the house this weekend" Brian's father suggested. "That a great idea dad I hope you don't mind if I bring a friend with me" Brian asked nervously. "Not at all" Brian's dad replied. "Okay thanks dad see you on Friday" Brian said before he hung up the phone. Lily had already left for Milan Friday morning when Jamie was going to school, Brian went to pick up Jamie from school that afternoon happy that they were spending eight days together. When they got home Jamie dropped his bag pack on the floor and Jumped up into Brian's arms and wrapped is legs around his waist and started kissing Brian passionately. Brian carried him over to the sofa and sat down with Jamie on his lap kissing him all over his neck making Jamie gasp and moan. Brian pulled off Jamie's shirt and they were really getting into it when the phone rang. "Mmmmmm.....Don't answer it" Jamie said as he kissed Brian with passion. "It might be your mom" Brian said as he pulled away from Jamie and picked up the phone. "Congratulations" said the person on the other end. "Uh.......Seth?" Brian asked not really sure it was him. "Way to kill a mood" Jamie said sighing as he folded his arms. Brian and seth talked for a minutes before Jamie tried to get brian's focus back on him as he started rubbing his hand over Brian's crotch smiling at him. "Did I catch you at a bad time?" Seth asked as he heard the uneasiness in Brian's voice. "Uh...... kinda yeah" Brian replied as Jamie lifted his shirt and was sucking on his nipples. "I just called to let you know I'm gonna be in town this weekend" Seth said. "um that's great" Brian said gasping as Jamie unbuttoned his pants and was kissing his dick through his underwear. "Maybe we can get together for drinks" Seth suggested. "I'm sorry Seth but.....Uh...... I won't be in town this weekend" Brian said as Jamie started kissing all over his stomach. "Okay another time then" Seth said just before Jamie grabbed the phone and turned it off. He jumped up in Brian's lap and kissed his neck moving up and sucking on his earlobe. "Fuck me" Jamie whispered into Brian's ear softly. "What did you say?" Brian asked as he pulled Jamie in front of him and looked into his eyes. "Fuck me" Jamie repeated in avery sensual tone. "Jamie people who really care about each other don't fuck they make love" Brian said to him. "Then make love to me........., make me yours" Jamie said as he kissed Brian's lips tenderly. "Jamie is this about Seth calling because I want you to know I am committed to you alone" Brian said gently stroking Jamie's cheek. "I know, that's why I want you to make love to me" Jamie said gently stroking Brian's face. "Are you sure this is what you really want?" Brian asked hoping that Jamie would say yes. "Yes more than anything, I want you inside me" Jamie said as he kissed Brian again. "Jamie it might hurt a lot" Brian said being truthful to Jamie. "I love you and I know you would never hurt me" Jamie said looking into Brian eyes Brian needed no further convincing he lifted Jamie into his arms and took him to his bedroom, he lay Jamie down gently on the bed and pulled off his t-shirt and took off his pants. Brian kissed all over Jamie's stomach and licked his navel doing the same thing that Jamie liked to do to him. He unbuttoned Jamie's pants and pulled it down along with his underwear revealing his already hard little dick,Brian pulled off Jamie's shoes and socks and pulled his pants and underwear off of his legs leaving him totally naked on the bed. Brian smiled at Jamie and took off the rest of his clothes and climbed over him kissing him on his lips again moving his way down his body until he got to his dick and started sucking on it. He let Jamie's dick slip from his lips and moved on to his balls licking and sucking on the tight pouch of skin. Brian lifted Jamie's legs into the air and bent down and started licking and sucking his hole eliciting moans of pure bliss from his young lover. Jamie held his legs up to his chest giving Brian better access to his hole as he slid his tongue in and out of him. He got off the bed and got a tube of ky jelly from his dresser draw and got back on the bed between Jamie's legs. Brian smeared Jamie's hole and his middle finger with the slippery gel and bent down and started sucking on Jamie's balls again as he gently slipped his finger deep into Jamie hot tight little hole. Jamie moaned and squirmed on the bed as Brian's finger pleasure his little hole, Brian removed his finger and pressed both his index and middle finger's at Jamie's hole. He heard him gasp softly as both his fingers slid into his hole advancing further and further until he was up to his knuckles, he slipped his fingers in and out of Jamie for a while trying to stretch his hole as much as he could. Brian loved Jamie too much to hurt him he wanted his first time to be special he wanted him to have an experience he would remember for the rest of his life. "I'll be gentle" Brian said to Jamie as he removed his fingers from his butt and kneeled between his legs. Brian sat back on his heels and lined up his cock with Jamie's hole and he moved his hips forward and gently pressing his dick at Jamie's hole. After about a minute of gently thrusting at Jamie hole he felt him open up and the head of his dick slipped in. Jamie gasped softly as he felt Brian's dick open him up it was definitely bigger than his finger, It hurt a little and felt a bit uncomfortable but Jamie didn't feel any real pain. Brian slowly inched his dick into Jamie ass trying to make it as painless as possible, he had to stop a couple of times when he felt like his dick was ready to explode. After slowly thrusting into Jamie for about an hour Brian finally had the entire length of his dick in Jamie's ass. He leaned over Jamie to kiss him and noticed for the first time he had tears in his eyes. "Baby are you okay" Brian said as he started to pull out of Jamie fearing he might have hurt him. Jamie threw his arms around Brian's neck and started kissing him all over his face. "Make love to me" Jamie whispered into Brian's ear before putting his head back on the bed. Brian took Jamie's hands in his and started kissing him tenderly on his lips muffling his moans of pleasure as he gently thrusted his dick in and out of his ass. "Mphmmmmmmm" Jamie moaned as Brian kissed him slowly moving in and out of his ass as Jamie squeezed Brian's hand as their fingers were intertwined. Brian pulled away from Jamie's lips and looked into his eyes as he started to thrust his dick into him deeper pulling almost all the way out and back in again. Jamie had never felt such pleasure in his life, it was as if some force had taken control of his body as he rocked back and forth beneath Brian as he made love to him. Brian started to thrust a little faster as he felt his orgasm building thrusting deeper and deeper into Jamie. "Ow ahhhhhh Ooohhhh Hunnnnnnnnnnn" Jamie squealed as he experienced his most mind blowing orgasm ever. "Oh god Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Brian moaned out as Jamie's ass clamped down tightly around his dick. He gave one final thrust into Jamie as his dick filled Jamie's ass with his cum. They stayed intertwined for a while looking lovingly at each other as they recovered before Brian pulled out of Jamie and lay next to him gently stroking his cheek and kissing his lips as the gazed into each others eyes. "I love you Brian" Jamie said softly smiling at Brian. "Me too" Brian replied smiling as he gently stroked Jamie cheek. They cuddled up in each others arms just wanting to be close to each other, listening to each other breathe. "Where are we going this weekend?" Jamie asked breaking the silence of the room. "I'm taking you up to my dad's house" Brian replied stroking Jamie's cheek. "Does he know about us?" Jamie inquired. "No" Brian responded. "I hope we have a house of our own some day and maybe a dog" Jamie said smiling at Brian. "Maybe we can move to New Jersey or California even" Jamie said with a smile. "You have really thought about this haven't you" Brian said smiling. "Haven't you" Jamie asked looking at Brian. "Not really" Brian said flatly. "Oh" Jamie said feeling a little disappointed that Brian had not thought of them being together in the future. "I don't care where I end up as long as I'm with you" Brian said kissing Jamie reassuring him of his love for him. "Maybe we can buy an ostritch farm" Jamie said after aminutes of silence and they both started laughing. "Maybe we can" Brian said laughing as he looked into Jamie's beautiful blue eyes. "Make love to me again" Jamie said looking back into Brian's eyes Jamie rolled over on his stomach and Brian climbed over him and kissed him on his shoulders gently before he slipped his dick back into the confines of Jamie's hot little ass. He slowly thrust into him as he kissed him all over his neck and his shoulders making love to him ,Jamie moaned loudly as he pushed his ass back to meet Brian's dick. Brian rolled onto his side pulling Jamie with him as he slowly thrust his cock into him, Jamie turned his head to the side a little so that he could kiss Brian as they made love to each other. "Ahhhhhhhhh" Jamie moaned out as he pulled away from Brian's lips as he had another mind blowing orgasm. "Oh baby Ohhhhhhhhhhhh" Brian moaned out as he held one of Jamie's legs up and his ass closed tightly around his dick as his cum flooded Jamie's ass. Brian let go off Jamie's leg and they stayed joined together like that and fell asleep with a deeper stronger love for each other. Brian and Jamie were really hungry the next morning when they woke up since the only thing they had for dinner the night before was each other. After they had breakfast Jamie got dressed and went over to his apartment with Brian to pick up some clothes for their trip for the weekend. When they got back to his apartment Brian noticed he had a new message on the answering machine, he pressed the play button and listened to the message. It was his father's butler calling to let him know hat his father wouldn't be able to make it for the weekend. "I guess We're not going again huh" Jamie said disappointed as he heard the message. "I don't see why not, we'll have the whole house to ourselves" Brian said smiling. Jamie gave him a big smile as he followed Brian who went to get his bag from the bedroom, they got all their stuff together and headed for the door. "Do you have everything?" Brian asked looking at Jamie before he locked the door. "Uh-huh" Jamie said smiling. "Okay then let's go" Brian said as he turned the key in the door locking it. They went down to the parking garage and threw their bags in the back seat and got in, Brian drove out of the garage and glanced at Jamie smiling as they headed for their weekend in the Hamptons. Jamie took out his Camera and snapped a couple pictures of Brian as he was driving and some more of the sights and people he saw on the way to the hamptons where Brian's father's house was. After countless hour of driving they finally pulled up at Brian's father's house in the east Hamptons that he rarely ever lived in. "Whoa!" Jamie exclaimed as he saw the size of the house and snapped some pictures of it as Brian drove into the yard. Brian smiled at him as he pulled up next to his father's hummer parked in the front yard. "Your dad must be pretty rich" Jamie said as he got out of Brian's jeep and stared at the sports cars parked in the yard taking some pictures of them. "He's well off" Brian said as he and Jamie walked to the front door carrying their bags. "How come you don't have a car like one of those" Jamie said referring to the cars in the yard. "Because I prefer to keep my life as simple as possible unlike my dad" Brian said smiling as he pressed the door bell. "Master Raynor, Oh my word you didn't get my message" the butler said with his British accent as he answered the door. "Oh no I did but I promised my friend here that I would take him with me for the weekend and I didn't want to dissappoint him" Brian said smiling at Jamie "Do come in" the butler said as he escorted Brian and Jamie inside. "Jamie I'd like you to meet Harry, Harry this is my friend Jamie" Brian said introducing Jamie to the butler. "A pleasure to meet you Master Jamie" Harry said shaking Jamie's hand. "Are you babysitting?" Harry inquired. "Sort of" Brian said looking at Jamie who was glaring at him. "You going out?" Brian asked noticing that Harry wasn't dressed in his usually suit with the white gloves and he saw a travel bag on the floor near the door. "It's my weekend off but I suppose I should have to cancel my plans" Harry said a littled dissappointed. "Don't cancel your plans on account of us we'll be okay" Brian said smiling at Harry. "Are you certain Master Raynor?" Harry asked. "Positive, you go enjoy your weekend off" Brian said smiling at Harry. They heard the door bell ring and Harry went to answer the door. "Are you ready to go" Said a woman outside the door. "Have fun" Brian yelled as Harry left with his lady friend. "Why'd you say you were babysitting I'm not a baby" Jamie said a little ticked off. "You're my baby" Brian said as he walked over to him and kissed him. "Come on let me show you our room" Brian said as he took up his bag and led Jamie up the stair case to the bedrooms upstairs. "Well here it is" Brian said as he and Jamie walked into the huge bedroom that he stayed in whenever he came to visit his father. "Whoa you dad has a pool" Jamie exclaimed excitedly as he could see the swimming pool from the window. "Can we go swimming?" Jamie asked Brian with a huge smile. "Sure" Brian replied as he picked up there bags off the bed and put them in the closet. They both changed into their swim trunks and went down to the pool to have a swim which was an opportunity they were rarely afforded. "Come on in" Brian said to Jamie as he walked down the steps into the cool blue water. "BANZAI" Jamie yelled as he stepped back and ran and jumped into the pool making a huge splash. He smiled at Brian with his blond hair sticking to his forehead as he surfaced from below the water. They didn't spend a lot of time swimming since they had left the apartment pretty late and the drive up to the house had taken up most of the day, they got out of the pool and went to get something to eat. "Why don't we go upstairs and take a nice hot bath together" Brian said kissing Jamie's damp shoulders as he stood behind him as he sat on a stool in the kitchen having some ice-cream for desert. Jamie licked the vanilla ice-cream off the spoon and turned and smiled at Brian. "I'll be waiting for you upstairs when you're done" Brian said as he kissed him on his lips that tasted of vanilla from the ice-cream. Jamie finished his ice-cream and went upstairs to find Brian trying to remember which room was theirs. After opening a couple of wrong doors he finally found their room when he saw the clothes that they changed out of before their swim lying on the floor. Jamie opened the door that he figured was the bathroom and found Brian sitting in what was the biggest bathtub he ever saw. "What kept you?" Brian asked smiling. "I got lost" Jamie said giggling. "I got lost the first time I came here too" Brian said smiling at him. "I've never seen a bathtub this big before" Jamie commented with a smile as he walked up to the tub. "There's a lot of room for one more" Brian said smiling at Jamie. "I've never had a bath before only showers" Jamie said smiling at Brian. "Well hop in" Brian said smiling. Jamie pulled off his swim trunks and got into the bathtub With Brian, he smiled as he felt Brian reach over and grab his dick below the water. He moved closer to Brian and started kissing him rubbing his hard dick against Brian's stomach and moaning softly. Brian reached behind Jamie and started rubbing his hands all over his smooth wet skin as they kissed passionately. Jamie felt Brian's dick pressing against his stomach as he kissed him and rubbed his dick against Brian's body. Brian massaged Jamie back with his hands moving down to his ass and gently squeezing both of his butt cheeks as Jamie pushed his lips against his harder kissing him passionately. He slipped his finger between Jamie's butt cheeks and gently inserted his finger into his hole sliding in and out slowly. "Let's go to the bed" Jamie said as he broke their kiss. They got out of the tub and dried off smiling at each other, Jamie dropped his towel on the floor and jumped up into Brian's arms and threw his arms around his neck and wrapped his legs around his waist. He kissed Brian passionately as he carried him out of the bathroom and placed him gently on the bed. Brian didn't want to stop kissing Jamie but he pulled away from him and went to his bag in the closet to get the ky. He dropped the tube on the bed and climbed over Jamie on his hands and knees and went back to kissing his little lover, covering his neck and his chest with hot wet kisses. Jamie felt around on the bed for the tube of ky jelly and found it where Brian had dropped it near his head. He unscrewed the cap and squeezed out some in his hand and pulled up his legs on the bed and smeared it all over his hot little hole while he continued to kiss Brian. Jamie squeezed out some more of the ky and grabbed Brian's rock hard cock that was pressing into his tummy and lubed it up. "Make love to me" Jamie whispered as he broke his kiss with Brian. Brian sat back on his heels and grabbed his dick and positioned it at Jamie's hole, he pressed the head of his cock firmly against Jamie's little hole. He gave one firm push and the head of his dick slipped into Jamie's tight little hole, Brian watched as Jamie stomach moved up and down rapidly as his dick went deeper and deeper into his ass. Brian leaned forward over Jamie as the entire length of his cock slipped into his incredibly hot tight ass. Jamie started to moan and whimper softly as Brian started to thrust into him slowly as he kissed his neck. Brian soon built up a steady rhythm as he thrust in and out of him making him moan loudly in delight. Jamie felt as if the bed had slipped away from under him and he and Brian were floating as they made love to each other. Brian started to give Jamie long deep thrusts as he pulled his dick almost all the way out before thrusting back deep into his ass. "Oh Brian, Oh Brian" Jamie said chanting Brian's name over and over as he felt his dick turn rock hard as his orgasm was fast approaching. "Uhhhhhhh Hunnnnnnnnnnnn!" Jamie moaned trashing his head from side to side as he felt his orgasm almost upon him. "Yes baby Yesssssssss" Brian moaned out as he started to thrust even deeper into Jamie feeling the onset of his own orgasm. "Ahhhhhhhhh Ohhhhhhh Ahhhhhhhhhhhh" They both moaned out almost in unison as they climaxed together. "Hunnnnnnnnnnnn" Jamie moaned out as he clawed at Brian's back and shoulders as he dry cummed. "Ohhhhhhhhh Uhhhhhhhhhhhh" Brian moaned out as he cummed in Jamie's ass. They held on to each other breathing heavily trying to catch there breath still joined to each other. "I love you" Brian said as he collapsed on his side next to Jamie. Jamie smiled at him stroking Brian's cheek as he finally heard the three words he had been waiting to here. "I love you too" Jamie said before they shared a passionate kiss cuddled up close to each other never wanting to be apart. The end. This story was dedicated to everyone who believes in true love.