Date: Fri, 16 Mar 2012 21:00:46 -0600 From: Alex Wolf Subject: Alexander & Dylan Please be advised, this story contains sensitive information, that may or not may be real if you are easily offender by topics such as relations between adults and young ones, homosexuality, or just sex please leave, this words are not meant for you. Also, the following story had been resumed to be fitted in 3 chapters in which the information will not contain much of sexual comtemp but only erotic, but mostly, talk about the relation of two persons and their love for young boys With all of that being said, let's start this story... Chapter 1 A NEW CHAPTER... My name is Alexander and I'm 21 at the time (2012), and my story starts on 2010's in the middle of the summer, I just lost contact with a dear person who was a young boys lover such as me, I learned from him, ways to make this curse (the ones that makes us love young boys), work out in a positive way nevertheless destiny said we must depart. The next months were quite difficult, lonely, no one to talk about my feelings, desires nor the thoughts, and in someway I felt like I was loosing my sanity. On one night, being on the computer and talking to another BL (Boy Lover) fellow of mine, he told me about this guy (obviously an BL) from the same city we both were, so I told him that I wanna meet him not knowing that my life was going to change. At first, meeting Dylan was pretty much like any other BL guy I met before, the only thing special on him was he was 15yo at the time, and funny for a change, not always we talked about boys, or sex, or porn, it was like I knew him for more time eventhough we just met each other. With the passing of the months, I learn that he had a boyfriend, but he lived far away (at that particular moment, I wasn't interested in Dylan for anything more than chatting over the internet), but as it happens (shit happens), you get your personal feelings start involving into any relationship, and this wasn't the exception. As the months pass by, our relation grew stronger by the day, we were confidents of each other, we shared our thoughts, feelings, and some other 'stuff'. Eventhough my grades at school were starting to I didn't care, I was happy, really happy and at ease, something that I hadn't felt in a very very long time... at least that was until one day. On November 5th, of that same year everything went downhill but I was to love blind to actually see what was happening; on that particular day, Dylan's boyfriend was gone, out of the phase of the Earth, and as many can think of it, there was an oportunity, which I choose not too, he was just such a good friend, and I could not hurt him like that. For the next months, I had a hard time managing in helping him out, I made myself a promise in which it involved to make him happy, as to Dylan, I promised him that I was not going to leave him until he wanted me out of his life or Chris come back to him. And as things happens, once again our relationship grew stronger and for once I was able to make him feel happy, as happy as he make me, I just hope that someone had told me to enjoy that few good moments, because the don't last long... End of Chapter 1 My story isn't really long, as in fact is quite sad, but I cannot go forward in my life if I stay stuck on the past. For the ones that read this story, and join my feeling, if you want to talk about the burden you hold on your backs, I am willing to hear and help you endure with it in a positive way, I have been clean for 6 months of the virtual poison that floods our minds. alexander_wolfe@live.com