Date: Thu, 15 Jul 2021 09:30:39 +0200 From: Chaim Utrecht Subject: An Awesome Crush Part 1 An awesome crush Part 1 by Chaim groeiutrecht@gmail.com Support Nifty with your donation to keep this site open and free! An awesome crush I was a young teen with blonde hair and I had a cute sweet innocent boy face that made me attractive, at least that's what they told me. My eyes were sparkling blue and I had lush red lips. Doing a lot of sport, my body was deeply tanned, lightly toned and 'sexy' as my biceps were starting to develop and my chest had already some definition. I was still hairless except for a small tuft of soft blond pubes above my boy dick. As a young pre-teen, I got erections, my little uncut dick got hard at the most impossible moments. And by the time I had reached the age of ten or eleven, I had discovered the art of jerking myself off. One night I lay naked on my bed stroking my hard young dick until I had an intense dry orgasm. Soon I was hooked to it, and I have been masturbating at least once a day ever since. Doing my homework I got horny and I played with my penis. This time I stood up, quickly peeled my white boy briefs off, and my penis sprung out, arching itself upwards. My penis was about a good three inches at best, and was on the slender side. To me it looked like a perfectly shaped torpedo and my little boy balls had already dropped, and even their sac. I didn't show signs of hair there. Well, just above the base of my dick, on either side, there were the first signs. I discovered a few tiny blondish hairs just in the beginning stages of their sprouting. I was maybe a late bloomer when it came to being interested in girls, but I was not really sure. I liked boys and men but I couldn't believe I was getting turned on by a boy, although my penis had a different opinion. I had one exciting experience with another boy when I was much younger, but he was much older than me and I had just played with his dick a little before he pulled up his pants and disappeared calling me a dirty little faggot. It took some time before I could convince myself that it was no big deal to get hard looking at other boys and men. It didn't mean anything, I dreamed and had my fantasies about other boys and enjoyed my dry orgasms. I wasn't something to think about, it just happened all the time. The other thing that happened was that I fantasized about my best friend Arthur. I had seen his penis and wanted to see it again. I was sneaking little glances at the front of his Speedo and when we spent the night together at my house and we wrestled together, and I liked to touch him everywhere. Sometimes I started wondering what it would be like to touch his penis. I wondered what it would be like to kiss him, to do all those things that I dreamed about. I even wondered what it would be like to suck his penis and have his penis shoved up my tight little bum, which were weird thoughts, but those were just thoughts and fantasies. I just knew I had to be careful not to show my interest. At the same time life went on as usual. Just school, skating, sleepover's and just the normal things. Arthur liked me but I didn't place a whole lot of thought or hopes on it. During that summer, Athur's older brother Matthew suddenly seemed to show a lot of interest in me. This was strange because he was so much older than me. He was well into puberty and the changes were obvious. Matthew was getting muscles all over and had a fine hair growing all over his legs and under his arms. Compared to my smooth little body he seemed huge. I was pleased he wanted to play with me. Sometimes Matthew would do things that really surprised me. Like he would twist my nipples and we wrestled and he asked if I like that. I thought it was kind of strange, but said I like it and I did. I liked anything that he did! I wanted him to be my friend and would let him do whatever he wanted. In the swimming pool he would slip his hand in the back of my Speedo and rub my butt or pitch it. I was not sure why, all I knew was that I enjoyed having his hands on me. I never considered touching his body. Although I did want to run my hands over the light hair that covered his thighs and I would have done anything to get a closer look at his cock packed in his Speedo. I really had no idea why I was so attracted to Matthew. I just felt excited to be around him. After about another month I managed to convince myself I was too young to know for sure, but this was awesome enough to continue. This was during a period of my life in which I was just beginning to admit to myself that I might be gay. One day Matthew reached out and tweaked my nipple again. It didn't hurt at all, but I protested anyway. We rolled around on the grass, he touched me pretty much everywhere. At one point with his hand in the back of my swim trunks he pinched my butt. I curled into a ball trying to get away but my face ended up in his lap and seeing my opportunity I rubbed my cheek and nose back a forth a few times over the crotch of his Speedo. It was then that I realized his dick was hard. He didn't stop nor encouraged me, just moaned softly. I'm not sure what came over me, as I held his dick in my hand, I leaned forward and lightly kissed it. I hadn't thought of it in advance, it just happened. I pulled back quickly. I was puzzled at my own attraction and courage. "Wow, you really do like my dick, don't you?" Matthew asked with a big grin on his face. He knew he had me. He knew I would do anything at that point. He fondled my young little dick with his left hand he grabbed hold of his own dick with his right hand. "Give my dick a kiss," he ordered. I did it. Without hesitation I leaned forward and lovingly kissed his dick. "Good boy." Matthew whispered and I was very happy. He slowly stroked his dick and did the same to my little hard-on. Mostly he held my penis and rubbed his thumb around on the underside of my dick head. Soon he stroked his own dick with purpose and a good rhythm. I realized he was rubbing the head of my penis faster too. I watched as his balls slowly drew up as his sac tightened. "When my cum comes, you have to open hot mouth, boy!" He instructed me. I wondered how much would come out and with how much force. I was surprised to see his dick got even harder. "It's coming soon". Matthew warned me. "Open your mouth!" I opened my mouth and in reflex I locked my lips around the head of his dick and started to suck. My tongue caressed the smooth head and tickled his piss-slit. At that moment a surge of cum rushed against my tongue and filled my mouth. I swallowed at once, a manageable mouth full it was. It was not at all what I had expected, his hot cum easily slid down my throat. I just started to realize the salty taste when a second full squirt filled my little mouth. As my gut filled with his warm cum and I suddenly felt a heat of my own crotch. And a shiver ran the length of my spine. The combination of Matthew rubbing my dickie and his dick shooting his teen cum in my mouth induced my orgasm. It was still a dry orgasm, of course, my balls not ready to produce cum, but non-the less it was a mind blowing orgasm. That night I couldn't sleep, I sat naked on my bed, grabbed my erect boyhood, slowly jacking while being totally consumed by what happened. I had that fantasy again, now Arthur watched me as Matthew made love to me. Matthew reached over and picked up a tube of lube as he gently pushed me face first over the side of my bed. My boy boner was painfully erect and my little boy balls pressed against my bed sheets, I groaned as his strong finger wormed it's way up my pucker. The lube made it go in easy, but it made me moan nonetheless. The finger loosened me up quickly until I felt a second finger worm in next to it. Strange enough this fantasy made me so excited that I felt a large dollop of pre-cum ooze from my slit onto my hand. I knew I wanted Matthew to breed me and was scared, I read about the pain having a dick into your virgin ass, but thrilled too. I closed my eyes and felt his sticky fingers spread my cheeks. I felt Matthew's dick, I grunted as the thin cone-shaped tip spread my sphincter wide and popped in, I realized it felt warm and good. In my fantasy, inch after inch of his dick filled my clenching rear. This was it, Matthew would take my cherry! I finger fucked myself, and it also felt so good. I had to admit, I was getting over heated thinking Arthur's brother would do that to me, and just as I couldn't hold back any longer, I arch my back backwards, pumped spurt after spurt of watery boy goo, with the first three jets striking me on my chin and all over my chest and stomach. I had my first real orgasm and loved it! So by the time I was in junior high and pretty much horny and hard all day. My mind was thinking about sex and stuff and before I knew it I had a raging hardon in my shorts. I just had a need to cum. One day I walked to the soccer fields, I found the restrooms and went into them. I had always jerked off at home in my bedroom or in the shower, but right now I was horny I knew that I needed to cum badly. So I entered the restrooms and quickly went into one of the stalls. I pulled my shorts and briefs down to my ankles and got a rush as my hard dick was free and in the open. I placed my hands on my little shaft and slowly started to move my foreskin back and forth over my wet hard dick-head. I closed my eyes as I started to speed up the strokes. It felt so good and I was getting such a thrill from the thought of masturbating in a place where I could get caught. Secretly I hoped that one day another boy or even better the man I admired, dr. Wisemann, would walk in and catch me. I fantasized about stroking with the handsome doctor and in this scenario I started to pre-cum, which gave additional sensation to the rubbing of my glans. I was fantasizing that dr. Wisemann, who was our family doctor, was doing this to me. I have to explain this, I had been making subtle passes at the dr. Wisemann after soccer practice for several months with no results. Dr. Wisemann was coach of the junior soccer team, he worked out daily and had a awesome body. The little boys were crazy about him, but I craved after him. I had this for a long time, but believed that sex was something that could never happen. I never had real sex, my encounter with Matthew didn't count and was quite innocent but just admired the doctor. At first, it had been just a school boy crush, but by the time I got older it had evolved into full-fledged love and lust. When I saw him I was trying to will my boner to go down, but was failing all the time. He was the object of my secret desires and wet dreams, he made me horny beyond words. The last time I visited dr. Wisemann he had touch me everywhere and I had loved it. In my fantasy, dr. Wisemann continued to stoke my penis and kissed me on the lips. I stroked my penis with his right hand, sucked on my left middle finger, while imagining it to be dr. Wisemann his finger and slowly brought it through my ass hole. My finger slipped inside and going deeper into my rectum and finding the most lovely spot in there. I continued to stroke myself, my eyes closed and fully engulfed in my fantasy. I slid an additional finger into myself as I imagined that I was about to get fucked. The pleasure was too great, and I couldn't hold it in any longer. "Ohhh...!" I moaned, as I climaxed, soon I had a great orgasm and my penis started to shoot a load of hot boy cum. Once I had calm down a little, and pulled my briefs and shorts back up and my boy sperm soaked through my briefs and the wet spot in my shorts was soon a large patch. My penis sloshed around in my slimy briefs but I didn't care. The smell of sex floated out of my crotch, boy cum and sweat and deep inside I hoped dr. Wisemann would notice it. I walked around to find him on the soccer fields but had no luck. This all sounds very active and outgoing, but I was a shy kid, always little nervous around others. I liked to masturbate a lot like other boys my age, but had some dreams and fantasies that I figured were probably unusual and so I kept them to myself. Nobody would understand that I wanted, an adult man to touch my penis and he would just... whatever the hell he would do... I've heard older teens and that sex would be fun. It was my secret, my jack off fantasies and my unusual dreams and lust for dr. Adam Wisemann. I was thinking about my little adventures and got hard. My brain filled itself with thoughts about Matthew and dr. Wisemann, and I lay on my tummy and slowly humped against my pillow. Not enough to get off, but just enough to enjoy the tingly feeling for a long time. My thoughts went to the older teen boys amd men I saw in the swimming pool, their firm round butts filling their speedos and the occasional outline of a impressive dick. I imagined seeing a real man naked, touching me, kissing me, licking me, fucking me... the feeling became more and more intense. I touched my butt, my finger went inside my crack and I stroked my tiny pucker. I sped up, humping and pushing my finger inside my boy hole, letting out more moans, humping my pillow, pushing my finger deeper, humping, moaning, "Oh, fuck me!" I focused my thoughts on what it would be like to have a man actually working his erection into my little asshole, the sensation of his cock-head pressing against my entrance, and how it would feel to have to open my little ass up, just like I did now, fingering myself, to allow it to slowly push its way into me. I imagined having to bend forwards and open my legs wider to allow a real man to ease his shaft up inside me, and to push my butt back against him while he held me firm, stretching me open as he pushed it deep inside me. Within seconds my mind said, oh no! but my body decided otherwise. With a strong lurch, my hips bucked forward, burying my boner in my pillow and my boner started jerking strongly against my pillow. I moaned out loud as I realized I wanted to be fucked hard as an intense orgasm ravaged my young body. Just a couple of seconds later my Daddy yelled from the bottom of the stairs that it was time for my sport physical with Dr. Adam. Shit! I had just come on my pillow and it was sticking in my pubic hair. I tried quickly to wipe it up with my shirt a bit as my Daddy came up the stairs, and I just managed to get my shorts up when he entered my room, telling him to quickly come now. I was already late. Thanks for reading groeiutrecht@gmail.com