Date: Thu, 28 Jul 2005 05:03:13 +0000 From: boystory@comcast.net Subject: Anthony-4-1 Anthony Book Four Chapter 1 After about an hour of just holding each other, Anthony and I got up and went into the kitchen for something to eat. Neither of us was very hungry, but we both agreed we needed to do something normal. After lunch, I picked up the phone and called Nathan. I explained the events of the morning, and he asked if I wanted him to come over. He couldn't know how much I needed him at that moment, and I asked if he would. I told Anthony that Nathan was coming over and he asked if I wanted some time alone with him. I explained that I think he should stick around because I needed him just as much as I needed Nathan. This made him very happy. While waiting for Nathan, the phone rang and Tony got up to answer it. He picked up the phone and smiled. It was his mother on the other end. He talked for a few minutes, then told me that she wanted to talk to me. "Hi Susan, how's your dad?", I said. "He's home from the hospital, and told me to get my ass home to my son, so, I'm leaving tomorrow morning, and I'll be arriving at LAX at about 3:30, can I ask you to come pick me up?" "Sure, I'm sure Anthony will be excited to see you again, but I've got to tell you, I'm going to miss having him around." "You are? I was sure that after 10 days, you'd be glad to be rid of him. Well, I don't want to make this call cost my parents half of their pension, so I'll see you both tomorrow." "Ok, Susan, have a nice flight, see you tomorrow." After hanging up the phone, I told Anthony about his mom coming home, and he wasn't as happy as I thought he should be. I asked him what was up. "I'm just going to miss being around you all the time. I've gotten used to being able to be myself, and I can't do that around my mom." Anthony explained. "Tony, what makes you think that? Your mom loves you, and has already told me that she accepts how you are, even if she's afraid for you sometimes." "I guess. Can I still come over after school?" "Sure buddy, you can come over anytime your mom says it's ok." With that, he smiled and ran to answer the doorbell. Nathan came in and came over to hug me. I returned the hug, put my head on his chest, and cried my eyes out. He just stood there, holding me, rubbing my back, and telling me softly that everything would be ok. About 5 or 10 minutes later, I regained my composure and we both sat down. Anthony sat on the couch next to me, and Nathan sat in the chair across from us. We talked for a long time, and I told him everything about what happened between Pete and I. In the end, I finally had to admit that I truly was in love with Pete, and that I needed to accept the fact that I truly was gay. Nathan wiped a tear from his eyes, and told me how happy he was that I finally put some closure to my angst. Now I could go about trying to build a happier life. He expressed that he hoped he would be included in that life, but I should not feel any obligation to him. Why would I not want him in my life? I couldn't grasp any reasons, so I asked. Nathan explained that he didn't want to replace the memory of Pete. He told me that he was beginning to have strong feelings for me, and was afraid that now, that I had come out to myself, that I would want to play the field a bit, and he wouldn't be able to handle that. He explained that he was a one man guy, and he wanted his partner to have that same standard. I said we should talk more about it, after I came more to grips with my sexuality and asked him if he could make an appointment for me with one of the counselors at the center. He made a phone call, and set up an appointment for the following week. I thanked him, and he got up to leave. He hugged Anthony, gave me a kiss on the cheek, and left. Tony and I went out to a movie, then came home to go to bed. I got in the shower, and a few minutes later felt two hands wrap around my waist. Tony had decided he needed a shower as well. As well as a blowjob that is. He began to suckle on my then flaccid dick, which, by the way, didn't stay flaccid for long, and in no time at all, I gave him what he desired. A taste of me. We finished in the shower, and I decided that since I was in for a penny, I might as well be in for a pound. I picked up my naked 13 year old, and carried him to my bed. The look in his eye was one of disbelief. He said, "you know, you don't have to do this.", but the look in his eyes told me that he really wanted it to happen. Without a word, I knelt down and began sucking on his engorged tool. He was moaning, but before he got off, I stopped. The look in his eyes was almost enough to kill me where I stood. I simply smiled, laid down beside him, and kissed him deeply. I rolled over and reached into the nightstand. I pulled out a tube of KY and handed it to him. He opened the tube, and squeezed some out onto his finger and began to reach for his hole. I grabbed his wrist and told him that he was about to prepare the wrong hole. He looked at me with shock and said, "You want ME t o fuck YOU?" "Please." Was all I said. I laid back to give him access to my neater regions and he began to prepare my almost virgin hole. I knew that I was about to take a major step. To, for the first time, allow someone to penetrate me with my consent. Someone who, knew all about me. Someone who loved me. I pulled my legs up and held them as Tony approached me. He pushed his turgid member up to my hole, and slowly entered me. He stopped just after the head of his dick entered and waited. When I told him I was ok, he slowly moved forward, a little at a time, until he was all the way in. The feeling I had at that point was that I was finally complete. He began increasing the tempo, and as he hit my prostate over and over, I started getting hotter and hotter. I felt my nuts begin to contract, and after a few minutes more, had one of the best orgasms I've ever had. The feeling of my climax pushed Anthony over the edge and he filled me with his seed. He collapsed onto me and began to cry. "Tony, Baby, what's wrong?" "Nothing's wrong. I am just so happy. I love you Lenny!" "I love you too Anthony." (to be continued) Author's Note: This chapter marks the first since I started writing again after about 7 years. I decided to make this a short chapter. The next few will be much longer. There's so much that's about to happen. Thank you all again for the emails I've received. That's what makes this all worth while. I look forward to hearing from you if you like the story, and even if you want to make constructive criticism. I do reply to all emails, except flames of course. I would also like to take the opportunity here to express my heartfelt gratitude to another who is helping me to make this more enjoyable for all of us. I got the inspiration to start writing again by reading a story he is in the process of writing and posting here on Nifty. My deepest thanks go out to Phantasm. Also, you all need to read and follow the story called Jason's Haven. I'm sure you will all enjoy it as much as I do. Until Next Time, Lenny boystory@comcast.net