Be True to Your Heart

Chapter 10, Acceptance and Friendship

 

Tanner and Han stood awe-struck.  They were shocked that their new friends were outside in just diapers.  Not even pull-ups, but tape-on diapers.  They knew that Sammy wore diapers because of what was said yesterday about him needing to be changed, and since he is a little kid, it’s not too big of a deal.  But the other boys are older than him.  They are the same age as Tanner after all.  They are all really cute, which is giving both of them stiffies in their shorts.

“Hi guys, how are you doing today??"  Asked Nicky, trying to make them more comfortable, before they talk about the Pink Elephant, ie them in diapers.

“We are ok.   But why are you guys in just diapers, especially outside playing?” Asked Han.

Erik is trying to slowly hide, so that the 2 other boys can’t see him, but other than getting off the tire swing, to go inside or into the fort, there is really no place to hide more and to not draw any attention to himself.

“Guys, we have bad bladders.  That is why we all wear diapers.  The doctors say Sammy will probably be in diapers forever.  X and I have much better daytime control.  Normally we would wear a pull-up if we needed to, but this summer, we have been in diapers.  Kevin is our guardian.  He took X in because his mom was abusive and then was trying to get rid of him, so Kevin agreed to take and raise him as a son.  My dad was a friend of Kevin’s.  Actually, Kevin helped him out when he was a kid, and he knew Kevin would never hurt us.  At the end of the school year, my dad was in a bad car crash. He died a few days later.   He called Kevin and asked him to take care of us because he knew he was going to die.  Kevin lived in Arizona, and we lived in Las Vegas, Nevada.  Kevin came and got us and moved to his apartment in the Phoenix area of Arizona.  We were there for a few months and then we moved here.  Kevin did not tell us where we were moving.  This was my grandma’s house, and now it’s our house.  My dad lived here when he was a kid.  Kevin gave up everything he had and the life he had, to become our new dad, and then moved us here so we have space and room to play and have fun.  The doctor says the reason I am wetting more during the day is because of the stress and stuff from my dad dying.  I know it’s that the diapers make me feel safe, loved, wanted, and cared for.  I think X is the same, because of how his mom neglected and abused him, and that he never had a dad in his life.”  Nicky explained as he was trying to hold back his tears because talking about his dad and the changes they have experienced the last few months is very hard on him because he has tried to be the strong big brother and not show any of it to Sammy, so he won’t worry or be scared.     

Sammy got off the swing to hug his big bro.  X went to hug Nicky also.  They had a group hug for a minute or so.  This helped Nicky and helped him get control of his emotions again.

“I am a bedwetter and I sometimes have small accidents in the day when I am busy playing games or reading.  At home my mom only lets me wear GoodNites when I go to bed.  I tried a diaper when I slept over here the other night.  It’s nice to be able to play and have fun and not worry if I have to go pee or have an accident and then get punished for it.   Please don’t tease us as a lot of bullies do.” stated Erik.  He realized how easy he had it compared to his friends and figured he could be brave and speak up for himself.

“Guys, we won’t tease you.  My stepbrother would if he found out because he teases me about my bedwetting.  I wear GoodNites at home and get spanked by my dad in the morning if they leak.  Sadly, they do several times a week.” Stated Tanner.

“I wet the bed too.  I have never had a dry night.  My grandma says my dad wet the bed until he was old enough to drive, so like 16.  She is cool about it.  She gets me goodnites and I have a cover on my bed for when I leak.   I thought about diapers a few times because I saw them in stores, but just could not ask for them because I was afraid Granny would think I was a baby instead of almost a teenager.  Those diapers look like they hold a lot more than the goodnites do, so I bet they don’t leak as easily.” Han explained as he was looking at his feet most of the time.

“Maybe you guys can sleep over here and see how comfy they are and how well they work.   What are you doing tonight?” asked X.

“So what’s it like wearing diapers during the day?  And why would you not wear clothes over them, especially when you are outside?“ asked Tanner.

“They are great.   You don’t have to stop playing games, or anything else when you have to pee.  Just pee and it feels really good because it’s warm and makes the diaper even softer.  Diapers are kind of warm, so not wearing a lot over them feels good.  It’s private here, so we thought no one would see us.  If anyone comes down our driveway we will hear them and could go into the fort or inside.” Said an excited Sammy, thinking he might get more friends to wear diapers with him and his brothers.

The boys felt better now that they had talked about the diapers and everyone knew there would be no teasing and that they were the same, at least at night.

“Do you want to play here or should we go explore the woods and stuff?” asked Nicky.   

“Let’s explore” was the resounding response.

“Are you guys going to put some shorts on?  Some of the areas got lots of brush and there are some blackberry plants too, but they got nasty thorns.” Asked Han.

The boys giggled and nodded, and then they all headed into the house, and then upstairs.

“Please don’t pick on me because of the room that my Uncle set up for me.” Said Sammy, because he figured they would tease him or laugh when they saw his crib.

The new boys looked at him kind of funny because they were confused.  But once they saw his room, they understood.  But if he liked it, then who were they to make a big deal about it?  They would not want a changing table, paw patrol, or a crib, but if it made him happy, that is all that matters.

“If you like it, Sammy, then it’s cool.  It’s not my style, but it’s your room, not mine.” Said Han.  This made Sammy smile because he did like his room.  Then Sammy gave Han a quick hug.  “Thanks,” Sammy said as he let Han go.

The boys got dressed in shorts over their diapers.  The new boys had to admit that the rooms upstairs were some of the coolest bedrooms they ever saw because they were fun and certainly done for boys.  They both thought it would be fun to sleep over here and play with the toys and Legos.

The boys stopped to tell Kevin what they were going to do.  He approved of it but made them take a radio with them, just in case.  He reminded Erik that his uncles would be there to pick him up at about 3 pm and that Lunch would be ready in about 2 hours.  Everyone is welcome to have lunch.

The boys all explored and played until lunch.  They had a lot of fun and got dirty.  When Kevin saw them, he decided they would eat on the patio, so they didn’t track a bunch of dirt inside.  Tanner and Han enjoyed lunch.  Tanner normally only gets a slice of bread with a little jam on it when he eats at home.  Han is better and will invite Tanner over as much as he can.  His Granny makes soup a lot, so it’s filling and pretty good for them.   All the boys enjoyed the chili dogs and pasta salad that Kevin had done for lunch.

When the boys sat down to eat, Kevin noticed that Han moved his chair, so he was next to Kevin instead of next to the boys.  This was also noticed by Nicky and Tanner.

After lunch, Kevin told the boys they had about 2 hours until Erik needed to be back to get ready to go home.  The boys went back out and continued exploring.  Josh and David showed up about 2 hours later.  Kevin called the boys back to the house using their radio.  When they returned, they all were very dirty and had mud on their clothes.

“Boys, you are covered in mud.  Anyone that is going to go inside needs to strip down and leave their muddy clothes here.   Erik that means you for sure.”

“Dad, I’ll go help him get his stuff put together.  I need to use the bathroom soon too.” Said Nicky.

“If anyone else needs to be changed, let me know.”   Both Sammy and X said they were very wet and close to leaking so a change would be good.  Kevin asked Nicky to bring down diapers and a package of wipes or send them down with Erik. 

Erik blushed as he was removing his muddy clothes.  He was very wet, and his uncles were going to see him in a diaper during the day.  Soon he was in just his soggy diaper. As he was stripping, Nicky did the same.  He was quicker as he was not worried about being seen in his diaper by Josh or his boyfriend, David.

“Erik, it looks like you need to be changed.  Do you want me to change your diaper?” asked Josh.   Causing Erik to blush even more.  

“I think I should wear my undies since I have to go home.   I don’t think my mom would like me wearing a real diaper at home.” Replied Erik.   

Nicky and Erik went upstairs to get cleaned up.  About 5 minutes later Erik came down with a few diapers and the wipes Kevin had requested.  The adults finished their discussion while Kevin and Josh changed X and Sammy.  Tanner and Han stood there watching the boys get changed and realized they both were rock hard while watching the diaper changes take place.  Neither was sure if it was the diaper or the boy’s privates, or the combo of both that got them so stiff, but they both knew they liked what they saw.  It was clear that the boys were loved because the diaper change was done with love and tenderness as a loving parent does for a child.  Including Kevin blowing a raspberry on X’s tummy when the diaper was in place, which caused everyone to laugh.

Erik said goodbye, and Kevin corrected him by saying, “Erik, it’s not goodbye, it’s until we see you again, which I have a feeling will be pretty soon.  You are welcome at our home anytime.  See you soon young man.” Then Kevin gave him a quick hug. 

Josh, David, and Erik were out the door, a moment later.   Just after they left, Nicky came downstairs in his diaper, which he put on himself.  He did a pretty good job, and Kevin only gave him 2 pointers to work on for next time.  This made Nicky beam with pride and a feeling of accomplishment.

“Dad, can Tanner and Han spend the night tonight?” asked Nicky.  

Sammy looked at him strangely because he called Kevin Dad twice in the last 10 minutes, and Sammy had not fully accepted Kevin as his new dad yet, even though he knew Kevin loved him like a son.

“It’s fine with me, but they need to clear it with their parents too.”

“My stepfather won’t care, it’s one less mouth he has to feed tonight, and no risk I will have to do laundry in the morning.” Said Tanner with a bit of spite and venom in his voice.

“You still need to let him know.  If he wants, I will talk to him to let him know it’s okay with me.  The same applies to you Han.”

Tanner called his stepfather.  He was surprised when he asked to speak to Kevin.

“Hello, this is Kevin, To whom am I speaking too?”

“I’m Mike, Tanner’s stepfather.  Are you sure you want him to sleep over?  He wets the bed every night, like a big baby.  Some nights his diapers will leak and soak his bed.”

“Mike, that’s not a big deal.  I did foster care for many years, and most of the boys in foster care have accidents at night, even some of the teens.  In fact, I remember reading a few studies a couple of years ago.   They said for 5th-grade boys, it ranges between 12-16% of them wet the bed on a regular basis.  There are a lot of different things that can affect it, and often increase the rate of wetting, like teasing or humiliating the child for his wetting disability, or large amounts of stress, fear, or anxiety can increase the rate and chance a boy will have accidents at night and even during the day.  I appreciate you being upfront with me about his disability so I can make sure he will have the proper protection at night.  I assume you have no problem if I have him wear diapers when he is here then?”

“That’s fine with me.  He often acts like a big baby, between his wetting, crying, and being a wimp or sissy, I’m fine with you having him wear diapers or anything else when he is there.  As far as I am concerned, he can sleep over anytime he wants, for as long as he wants.”

“Thanks Mike, that is good to know.  I prefer to have the friends of my boys that want to sleep over let their parents know, but since it seems you are fine with it, I will have him send you a text or leave a message and assume unless you contact us to say he can’t stay over, that you are giving your permission in the future.”

“Ok”

“One more thing Mike.  The boys wanted to invite him to go fishing with us later in the week.   If that is okay with you, can I ask that you sign a safety release form for me?  I will send it home with Tanner.  The form just says that when he is with us, if he is injured, I have permission to seek medical care for him if needed and you can’t be reached.”

“I don’t care, sure that’s fine.  Whatever.  I’m missing the 4th quarter of the game, so I got to go.”  Then he hung up.

“Tanner, your stepfather, just gave you permission to spend the night whenever I allow it.  He will also let you do things with us when we invite you.  I will have a form I will ask you to take home and have him fill out and sign.  Then bring it back to me please.”

“Really, cool.  Can I stay for a week?” asked an excited Tanner.

“Buddy let’s start with 1 night and we will go from there.   Besides we have stuff we need to do this week, but if you and Han like fishing and want to go with us, that would be fine with me.  I bet the boys would like to have their friends join them too.”

All the boys were excited and happy about this.  

“Han, I will send the same form home with you for your granny.  Can you call her now so I can talk to her, I assume she will want to talk to me because she sounds like a good person.”

Han called his Granny.  He asked if he could spend the night with the new boys that moved into the old farmhouse that he told her about last night.  She asked to speak to their mom.  Han reminded her it was just the boys and their dad, so she asked to speak to him.

“Hello, this is Kevin.  I assume you must be Han’s grandmother.  It’s nice to talk to you.”

“Hello, yes I am his grandmother, but please call me Faye.   I am glad Han is making more friends.   He only has one, Tanner.  He is a good boy, but his home life is not.  I have no problem with him sleeping at your home, but would you answer a few questions for me?”

“Let me dismiss the boys, and then we can talk.”

“Boys, you can go out and play in the yard, don’t go far, because you will help me with dinner soon.”  With that, the boys all headed outside.

“Okay, I sent the boys out to play in the yard.  Now we can talk freely, without them trying to figure out the conversation.”

“Yeah, Han loves to try to listen and figure out what is being said when he knows the conversation relates to him,” said Faye with a chuckle.

“I think many people do that; I know my boys do as well.   So, what would you like to know?”

“First, did Han tell you about his nighttime issues?”

“He did not, but my boys are bedwetters and have bladder issues, so they have to wear diapers at least part-time during the day.   Han and Tanner have seen them in their diapers, and even my youngest, who is 7, getting his diaper changed.  I know Tanner is a bedwetter and I figured Han was or had been.  The look he had in his eyes when he saw the boys in their diapers gave the clear expression, he wanted to try them.  Often that means the boy is a bedwetter and either wears pull-ups of some sort, or no protection and is seeking something softer that will keep him dry all night.   Some just miss the feelings the diapers gave them when they were younger, which is often a sense of security, comfort, love, being important, and cared for.”

“Bedwetting runs in the family.  His father was wet every night until he was almost 17.  I try not to make a big deal of it because I know it is not anything he can control.  I just want him to know it’s not a big deal and I love him no matter what.”

“With your permission, I will let Han wear diapers when he is here if he wants to.  My boys wear them, and I am pretty sure I have some that will fit him just fine.   Also, would you object if we invite Han to join us when we go fishing or when I take the boys to go swimming or on other outings or adventures?”

“That is fine, if he wants to wear a diaper, I’m fine with it.   I will buy him those for use here if he prefers them.  His dad wore diapers because he leaked even worse than Han does.  As far as going with you and your boys, that is fine with me.   This is my cell phone, if you can just send me a text where you are off to, and when I can expect him home, that would be great.  Since he came to live with me, he has not been able to go have fun and just do stuff kids do.  I have tried, but I have a fixed income and I’m not a spring chicken anymore so I can’t take him for many things, and Tanner’s stepfather is not a person I trust much.  I had to have his stay there when I spent a few days in the hospital, but I was worried the entire time.”

“He will be safe here.  I did foster care many years back.  I understand how it is for boys to lose a parent or parents.  2 of my boys are living with me now for that reason.   Their father died from a car crash, and I took the boys in.  In fact, this was their grandmother’s house, and that is why we moved back here.  I did not want to raise them in Nevada or Arizona, and I felt having some space around them would be good for them.”    

“You knew Steph?  We were friends.  So that would mean that Sean was the boys’ dad?  Its been a long time, but I have lived here for almost 20 years.  It was my sister and brother-in-law, that started this park, and they gave me this space after my husband died.  So I have been here a long time.  Han’s dad knew Sean and some of his friends.  He was a year younger than Sean, but he looked up to Sean and his friends, and they were good influences on him.”

“The other boy that was here this weekend was Erik.  His Uncle is Josh, who was Sean’s best friend.   So I bet you would remember him if you saw him.  It was decided that it would do him good to have a sleepover here because he is also a bedwetter and had never had a real sleepover before.  He had a blast and realized that wetting the bed or wearing diapers was not as big of a deal as he was led to believe it is by his mom and society.”

“That’s good.  Han told me he had met several new boys and they were a little younger than him but seemed smart and very nice.  Their dad was very kind and reminded him of his daddy.  That was the first time he had referred to his dad as daddy since right after his funeral.  That told me that you made a very big and positive impression on him, and that he trusts you.  He is a good sense of character, and if he trusts you, so do I.”

“Thanks, that is very kind of you.  I want to send a form home with Han and ask that you fill it out.  It’s best to have it notarized, but it does not need to be.  It is a release form that gives me the ability to seek medical care for him if needed, and you can’t be reached.  This way should anything happen when they are fishing or doing stuff out and about, and he was to get injured, I could get the needed medical care for him in a timely manner, in case you could not be reached.  It also will have a spot for any food, medicine, or other allergies you know of.”

“Gladly.  I am glad you are thinking ahead to prevent any possible risk to him, that shows me you are a caring and loving dad and have an even better heart.”

“I will be sending him home to get a change of clothes.   He does not need to bring any of his nighttime protection.  They were out playing and got very muddy.  Boys.”

  “No worries, I understand about boys and dirt.  Send him home and if you send the form, I will send it back with him when he comes back with his clothes.”

“Sounds like a plan.  I will let you go.  I hope I get the pleasure to meet you one of these days.”

“Same, have a great day.”

With that, the conversation was done, and Kevin went to prepare the needed form to send home with the boys.  He found one online that covered most of it, but Kevin added an additional clause, that stated if anything happened to the child’s parent or caregiver so they were no longer able to take care of him, the parent gives full guardianship to Kevin unless a will dated after the date of this document states otherwise.

Kevin emailed it to David to review, and after a few minutes, he got a version with just a few changes and an OK from David on it.   Then Kevin printed out several copies of the form, 2 were set by the back door for the boys to take home when they went to get clean clothes.

About an hour later Kevin called the boys in.  He explained that Han and Tanner had to go home to get a clean change of clothes because they were very dirty.  He told Tanner, if his dad got upset about the mud, tell him that I would be doing laundry and they would be clean when he came home, but that he needed clean clothes to wear while they were being washed and when we went to the store in the morning.  He also gave both boys the form and asked them to try to bring it back with them.

Han and Tanner headed out with forms in hand.  They decided it was best if they went to Tanner’s trailer together.  They stopped there, and while Tanner got a plastic shopping bag and put a change of clothes in it, his dad filled out the form.  He never even read it.  He just filled in his personal info and then signed it.  Then the boys left.

They got to Han’s trailer.  Faye commented on how muddy they were.  They laughed and blushed a bit.  She filled out the form while Han got his clothes and put them in his backpack.  Tanner’s bag also fit in it.  They had each grabbed a GoodNites to wear, but really wanted to try one of the diapers the other boys wore.  After a good night hug to both boys from Faye, they were on their way back to the farmhouse, as they would all refer to it.

While the boys were off getting their change of clothes, Kevin felt it necessary to have a talk with his boys about what he expected from them.

“Boys, I want to talk about tonight.  I expect you all to be well-behaved.  I think it would be best if all 5 of you slept in the family room on blankets, so you can all have a group sleepover.  Sammy, because you are the youngest, if you would rather sleep in your crib, you can, but X will NOT be with you.  I know that Han and Tanner don’t have many friends and I doubt have don’t many sleepovers.  They need friends they can trust.  Not fuck buddies.  I doubt Tanner has even had a boygasm yet.  Han maybe has learned to play with himself, but not sure even.  So tonight is to be a NO sex night.  I know you all had lots of fun last night.  You don’t need to have sex every night.  In fact, I don’t want you to get in the rhythm of having sex more than 2 or max 3 times a week.  You can give a helping hand or maybe a blow job, but full-on sex, not every day.  Especially at your young age.  But tonight, no sex of any sort.  This is not up for discussion.  If you want to be able to have friends sleep over or go to their homes in the future, I need to know I can trust you to follow rules, because this will be one that will be in place often the first few times a new friend sleep over.  And when you are at their home.  Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes Sir.” Was the reply from all 3 boys, but it was not a happy reply.

“Any questions?”

“If someone gets a stiffy while getting diapers changed, can we take care of it, or what do we do?” asked Sammy.

“Don’t worry about that.  I will be doing ALL diaper changes tonight and in the morning.  That way you won’t be tempted to play with one of your favorite special toys.”

“I do this because I love you boys.  I don’t want your new friends to be scared away because you have sex with them or with each other.  Some will not approve of it, and the majority of their parents will not so know that when you do sleepovers at friends’ houses.”

“Okay, we will make sure to behave.  We like Tanner and Han.  We want them to be our friends for a long time.  I think they will like wearing diapers instead of GoodNites.   Can we cuddle together?” said X.  

“Thanks, and I agree.  I think you all can be friends for a long time, and they will like the diapers too.  Han’s Daddy was a friend of your daddy Nicky and Sammy.  I think he knew your uncle Josh too.  I will let you cuddle, but please no kissing.  I think when you boys are all snuggled together watching the movie, Sammy if you want to sleep down here, that maybe you should have your paci, that way you won’t accidentally start kissing X.  If anyone else wants their pacifier, that is fine too.  I have a feeling the other boys will like them too.”

“How does Nachos sound for dinner?  Or would you rather have street tacos or burritos?”   

Of course, there was 1 vote for each of the 3 options.   This made Kevin laugh.  

“I guess I will have to decide.  I will have you boys help to do the fixings, like the cheese, lettuce, tomatoes, and such.  I need you to wash your hands and faces, and then you can all sit up at the outdoor table and work on everything out there.  I know it’s very warm today, but there is a breeze, and I will turn the fan out on the patio, so that will make sure there is lots of airflow.  You can do that in just your diapers if you wish.”

The boys got comfy and then cleaned up, while Kevin set out the stuff they would need.  He had taught them how to chop veggies and grate cheese, and more importantly, how to do it safely.  

Just as the boys were getting ready to start working on the “fixings” as Kevin called them, Tanner and Han came running back to them.

“Hey guys, we got our clothes, and the form your dad wanted” Han stated.

“He is inside. You can put your clothes there and then you can help us work on dinner stuff.” Nicky said as he was setting up the cheese shredder for Sammy and X to use.

“Mr. Kevin, we have those forms you wanted.” The boys said as they entered the house.

“Ok boys, please put them on the counter there.   Let me wash my hands, and then I can check them over.  You can set your clothes over in the family room, and then please wash your face and hands, then meet me at the table.”

“I want to give you a few of the basic rules.  On the back of the bedroom doors upstairs are the rules of the house.  I would like you both to read them later tonight or in the morning.  Basically, the rules are simple.  Treat others how you want them to treat you.  No teasing or bullying allowed.  I treat you how you act.  If you need a hug or to snuggle or cuddle, just ask.  Lots of big boys need that and are afraid to ask for it because they think they are too old.  You’re not too old, and if you feel you need that kind of closeness, then you clearly need it to help you grow and be the best person you can be. I don’t judge anyone.   I don’t care if you are straight, gay, bi, or confused.  In this house, you are free to be who you are.  If you see one of the boys with a bottle, sippy cup, pacifier, or such, and you would like one, just ask.  You will not be teased about it.  Punishments fit the crime.  When the boys have friends over, if the friend gets in trouble, whomever their friend is, be it Nicky, X, or Sammy, will get punished too for their friend breaking the rules.  If you are allergic to anything, please let me know.  I put that on your form, but I doubt your father even read it when he filled it out and signed it, did he Tanner?  If you have questions, ask.  If you are embarrassed to ask in front of everyone, we can talk in private.   However, if you have a question, I bet at least one of the other boys would have a similar question too.  What happens here, stays here.  I won’t tell your parents or others what you all do or like to wear here.  I ask that you don’t tell anyone else what happens here.  If they ask, just say you play games, Legos, watch tv, and hang out.   Is that fair?”

“Really, so if we want to wear a diaper or suck a pacifier, you will let us?  And you won’t tell my dad or brother about it?” 

“Exactly.  I expect that you will keep each other’s secrets and what you all do here is just between us.  No telling other friends, family, or anyone else if they ask.  Is that a deal?”

Both boys said yes, and then shook hands with Kevin and gave him their word, and a pinky promise.

“Boys, the plan is after dinner is done, that you all need to get cleaned up, as you still have dirt all over, especially on your legs and such.  A proper shower or bath, and then we will put in a movie, and you can all snuggle up and watch a movie in the family room.  I think for tonight it will be best if you all sleep in the family room.  Sammy, because he is the youngest, might sleep upstairs, if he wants to, but it’s his choice.  If anyone has nightmares or any problems thru the night, my room is right over there, and you can come wake me up for anything you need.”

“Really, you won’t be mad if we wake you up.  If I woke up my father or went into his room, he would tan my behind.”

“My boys know if they need something they can come get me anytime, even if I am asleep.  When you are staying here, you are one of my boys, as far as I am concerned, so the rules apply to you as well.  I don’t allow snooping in my room, as we all like to have our privacy, but if your wake up and need to be changed, had a nightmare, or need to be held or anything else, come get me.”

Kevin could tell that both boys were struggling with the kind of love and trust Kevin was showing them.  He figured the best way to show them he was sincere and honest, was to give them a hug.  He pushed his chair out, and opened his arms, in the universal hug style.  It only took Tanner a few seconds to get out of his chair and hug Kevin.  Han quickly joined in.  Tanner started to cry.  He had not felt so loved and wanted since his mom died. 

Kevin held both boys for several minutes.  Once they were ready, he sent them out to help the other boys with the fixings so he could finish the dinner.   Han offered to stay in and help Kevin in the kitchen.   He said he wanted to learn how to cook, and maybe he could learn stuff by helping Kevin.  This was only part of the reason, but it was all he was comfortable saying now.

Tanner went to help the boys outside, while Han helped Kevin in the kitchen.  It was make-your-own Burritos, so Kevin was about to brown some hamburger when the boys showed up.  He showed Han how to cook the hamburger and what he likes to use to season it as it cooks.   He even showed him his trick, to add some lime juice, to help keep it moist and tender and add a bit of zing to the meat.  Kevin also explained the advantages of using black beans over refried.  Because he only had 1 can of black beans, he mixed in a can of pintos and then added some green salsa and lime juice to add flavor to them, without making them spicy.  The last part was warming up the tortillas, so they are pliable and easier to fill and hold.  Once it was all done, Han took the plates and silverware out to the table so he and the boys could set the table.  Nicky came in to get a pitcher of juice, while Sammy got salsa and sour cream.   Kevin brought the rest of the dinner out and set it on the table.  

Dinner was a big hit.  Once it was done, cleaned up, and everything taken inside, Kevin announced that the boys needed to get cleaned up.  He suggested they take quick showers, and suggested they take them in groups of 2.  Sammy asked if he could take a bath instead and Kevin offered him his soaker tub.   Over the next 30 minutes, the boys got cleaned up.  Nicky suggested he and Han shower together while X and Tanner shower together.  They agreed, and Nicky and Han got in the shower first.  It was a challenge for Nicky to not play with himself or Han while in the shower, but instead, he washed Han’s back and hair and then had Han do the same for him.  It was very relaxing for Han.  When they got out, dried off, and wrapped in towels, they called X and Tanner to hop in the shower.

Kevin heard them and came up the stairs with Han’s backpack, and Sammy in tow.  

He took the 3 boys into Sammy’s room.  He put Sammy on his changing table and proceeded to give him a very gentle and loving diaper change.  He was put in a Huggies Overnight diaper.  Once he was done, Nicky got his diaper put on.  Then Kevin looked at Han and asked him if he wanted to try a diaper so that he did not leak tonight.  He had a blank face for a few seconds while his mind processed what Kevin had offered.  All he could do was nod his head yes.  

Kevin helped him onto the changing table.  He grabbed a Mega Max diaper as well as the lotion and powder.  He gently lotioned Han’s diaper area after sliding the diaper under his bottom.  Then he applied some powder and taped up the very soft and thick diaper.  It was a challenge to point Han’s stiffy down, but Kevin was able to do it, and then secure the diaper in place.  Han had his eyes closed while he was being diapered.  It felt so good and right, but his mind was telling him it was wrong because he was almost a teenager.  He ran his hands over the super soft cover of the diaper and smiled because it felt so nice.   Once he was ready, Kevin helped him down from the table. He sent the boys into Nicky’s room to play or talk for a few minutes until the others were changed.

A few minutes later X and Tanner came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel.  He took them into Sammy’s room and had X hop on the changing table.  He got a nice thick night diaper put on him just like Nicky and Han were wearing.  Then it was Tanner’s turn.  Kevin offered Tanner the same diaper X was wearing.  He assured him it was ok and would help keep him dry all night.   Tanner took a few seconds to absorb it all, then walked to the table and lifted his arms so Kevin could help him on the changing table just like he had for the other boys.  Tanner got the same treatment as the other boys did.  He felt the soft cover of the thick, soft diaper for a moment before he opened his eyes and that is when he saw the other boys all standing around him.

He got embarrassed, scared, and thus started to cry.   Kevin gave him a big hug to help him calm down.  He suggested he relax and look at the other boys.  Once he was able to, he looked at them all, especially Han, and that is when he realized that all the other boys were also wearing diapers.  All of them looked to be in the same diaper he was in, except Sammy, whose diaper looked like a little kid’s diaper. 

“Ok boys, I should have asked you first if you needed to use the potty to go poopy,” Kevin said while trying not to laugh. This got a laugh from Nicky and X, as they knew Kevin was using little kid talk just to be funny.

“If you need to poop, let me know and I can help you get your diaper down, so you can use the potty.  I don’t like to change poopy diapers unless the person wearing them is sick and not able to make it to the bathroom.  Is that fair?”

All 5 boys agreed, and then Kevin started tickling Tanner.   That started a tickle war which lasted for almost 10 minutes until everyone was gasping for air.  Several of the boys had already wet their diapers, Tanner included.  

The boys all helped Kevin get the sleeping bags from the garage racks, where they were hanging, as well as some extra blankets and a bunch of pillows.  Once everything was spread out on the floor, the boys got comfy.  Kevin made some popcorn while the boys figured out what movie.

“Would anyone like some juice?” Kevin asked.

“Can I have a bottle of juice please?” asked Nicky.   Then X and Sammy agreed they wanted one too.

“Ok, 3 for juice bottles.  Tanner or Han, do you want one too?”  

“Yes please if it’s not too much of a bother, otherwise water is fine,” Tanner said.  At home water was about all his father allowed him to have, unlike his brother.   That was if he was lucky enough to get anything to drink after dinner time.

“Tanner, it’s no problem, if you would like some juice that is fine.  Han, how about you?”

“Ok, thank you Mr. Kevin,” said Han.

“How about you call me Uncle Kevin, instead of Mr. Kevin.   I think it sounds more friendly and family-based.”

Kevin proceeded to make 5 bottles of juice, while the popcorn was popping.  He called Nicky out to help him carry everything.

The look on the new boys’ faces was priceless when they realized that a bottle of juice was in fact a baby bottle filled with a diluted juice mix.  Nicky handed the bottles out and popped one in his mouth, just as X and Sammy already had.   Han was the first to try it and found it fun.  Tanner was next and he liked it.  It was very soothing and reminded him of when he was little, and his mom would give him a bottle to drink at bedtime so he would not spill it.

“So what movie did you all agree to?”

“We wanted to watch an adventure movie.  So, we picked Last Legion.  Besides the boy is really cute and sexy.  I would let him play with my sword.” Said X, which caused Han to almost choke on his bottle.

“You are bad, and think with your top head tonight, ok.   But it is a good movie, and there is some very good Eye Candy in it, so I will relax in my chair and watch it with you boys if you don’t mind.”

“We want you to watch it with us.  It’s family time.” Said Nicky.

They got the movie started and they all enjoyed this very good movie and the very cute young star of the film, especially when he was in very little clothes, or was soaking wet, which showed off his wonderful body.

After the movie was done, Kevin sent Nicky to refill the bottles and bring him a fresh Coke.  It was not bedtime yet, so Kevin suggested they watch another movie.     Kevin declared it was his choice and was going to pick an older movie, one that he knew Sean liked so figured that meant most of their dads did.  It’s the Dungeon and Dragons movie from 2000.  He knew the boys would like the dragons and the jokes in it, as their dads had over 20 years before.

Kevin also grabbed the pacifiers.  He handed Sammy his, and he popped it in his mouth.  He then handed X and Nicky their pacifier and set one next to each Han and Tanner.  Then Kevin got comfy in his chair.  

Within 5 minutes of the movie starting, Sammy was climbing into Kevin’s lap to snuggle with him.  No more than 10 minutes later, he was sound asleep.  The bigger boys enjoyed the movie.  They stayed awake, barely.  Once it was done, Kevin changed Sammy and left him curled up in Kevin’s chair, covered with his quilt.

The other 4 boys snuggled into the oversized makeshift bed.   Kevin started some gentle ambient music, the same music he plays for the boys in their room at night.  He gave each boy a hug and kiss on the forehead.   Then he went to his room to relax and get some sleep, while the boys chatted for a little bit longer before falling asleep.

About an hour later, Kevin was ready to call it a night.   He figured he should go check on the boys, just in case.  When he got to the family room, he saw all 4 boys sound asleep, snuggled up to each other in a large mass.  All of them had a pacifier in their mouth and looked to be having a happy diapered dream.   Kevin grabbed his phone and took a few quick photos of the cute sight.  4 big boys, snuggled together on the floor, in just a slightly wet diaper while sucking on a pacifier.  It was so adorable.

Kevin returned to his room, stripped to his undies, and then crawled into bed.  He was asleep in minutes, as he was tired from trying to keep up with the boys and their guests the last several days.

In the middle of the night, Han woke up.  He was on the outside cuddled up to Tanner.  It was nice, but not whom he wanted to cuddle or snuggle with if he had his choice.  While still sucking on his pacifier, he got up and went into Kevin’s bedroom.  The door was mostly closed, but all the way.  Once he entered, he closed the door.  Then he let his eyes adjust to the darkness for a moment.  Once he was sure he would not kick or trip on anything, Han walked over to Kevin’s bed.  Kevin was laying on his back under a sheet that came up to just above his waist.  

Han lifted the sheet and then climbed into bed with Kevin.   He slid next to him and snuggled up to his side.  He rested his head on Kevin’s chest.  He had his hand resting on top of the sheet but could feel a lump under it. He wanted to reach down and feel it but did not want to wake Kevin.  He was afraid if he did that, Kevin would get mad at him, and he would not get to come over anymore.  He would keep trying ways to let Kevin know that he really liked him.   He knew he would do or try anything Kevin asked him to.  He wanted to try lots of different things.  He has put his fingers in his butt a few times after seeing videos of boys putting it in each other’s butts and even some of them were older brothers or dads, where they put their fingers in the boy’s butt and moved them in and out for a while before they put their big cock in his butt.  Han wanted to be that boy and have someone that cared about and loved him put their cock in him and show him that special love.  If Tanner knew anything about sex, he would do stuff with him, but he really wanted someone special that could teach him and show him that special love.  When he first saw Kevin, he got stiff and knew that he wanted him to love and teach him.   Kevin is not what most would call sexy or really good-looking, but he is nice, has a handsome face with deep blue eyes, and has a great sense of humor.  Han could tell Kevin would be a loving and gentle lover if he could get him to do stuff with him.  

Last night when he was in his room, Han jacked off thinking of Kevin and how he could get Kevin to have sex with him.  He thought that when he could do a sleepover to maybe wake Kevin up with a blow job.  The only problem with that is Han has never given or received a blow job before and wants it to be extra special and extra good so maybe Kevin would agree to teach him sex stuff and be his lover. His dad died before he could teach him these things.  He was only able to teach Han how to tongue kiss, and how to masturbate himself and his daddy.  He is very scared to try anything in case Kevin got mad.  He is feeling confused and frustrated, which caused him to cry softly.   He ended up crying himself to sleep while snuggling up to the man he was falling in love with.

 

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So what about Tanner and his neglectful stepfather?   Han and his cravings for Kevin?   What will the next week hold, especially when the boys need to get signed up for school, and decide what kind of underwear they want to wear to school?

Come back in Part 11, to see what happens, and if there are any twists or new playmates for the boys.

 

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1.   Disney on the Water.  What happens when Disney cruise lines sells special tickets to groups of Boy Lovers, so they can show the boys a great time and a vacation they will not forget?

 

2.   A Christmas Present for Daddy.  2 single fathers that work together become very close with each other and want their boys to become close with each other too.   Especially since one of the fathers has been teaching his son the ins and outs of man-on-boy sex, so he will be able to help teach the other boys and get them ready for the daddies to breed them.

 

3.   Finding a Mentor, Max’s Story.  This new ongoing story is about 10 yr old Max and his adventures as he settles into a new town after his mom moved them states away from where they lived because his father is now in prison for molesting him and his cousin.  How has the introduction to sex he got from his cousin and father, shape his sexuality and desires?  How about the fact that he is a bedwetter and scared to make friends because he thinks they will all tease him?  Will the Neighbor be the man that helps him realize what he really desires? (This story will be many chapters, so check it out and make sure to visit it often) (On Nifty and AO3)

 

4.   Little Canadian Friend.   What happens when an older boy at a Hockey camp, becomes friends and a mentor to a much younger but very horny boy?  You have to read it to believe it.  He is sharing the story of their playtime with his hockey teammates as motivation to play well.

 

5.   Across the Road.     The new neighbors move in across the road from 13 yr old Jamie.  They have 3 boys, the eldest is 14, then the middle boy is 12, and finally, it’s their 8 yr old baby brother.  The family is different from most in that they are very open-minded and want their boys to be happy and accept who they are, even if its very different from what is viewed as normal for boys their age.  This opens Jamie’s eyes and he learns new things about himself.  

 

6.   Spoiled Twins.    12 yr old twins are spoiled and out of control.  They get into a lot of trouble and are sent to a special reform program.  During this time, they learn what it means to help each other and what makes their bodies feel good.  Prostate stimulation is a means which has been found to help teach boys to behave better.  Humiliation and diaper punishment are means which work well and remind boys that they are still little boys and need to listen to adults and follow rules so they can be good big boys.  

 

7.   Cor’s Adventures.   12 yr old Cor, goes to use the public rest room, as he is finishing he meets 13 yr old Brodie, and his “Daddy”.  This opens a whole new world to him and he learns how good it feels to have his sweet ass pumped full.     

 

8.   Fucking my Boyfriends Family.   What to do when your boyfriend is very horny, and so are his younger brothers.   Well, the proper thing is to mount the younger boys so that they learn how to please older boys and maybe their own future boyfriend.  

 

9.   Talks with Dad.  Dad teaches his son that he listens best when he is nursing on his daddy cock.  He later teaches Taylor what else makes Dad feel good.  Then his best friend Tommy gets involved.  Now Taylor has 2 males to service, while Dad has 2 boys servicing his needs.

 

10.  The Chicago Kid.   A 12 yr old boy is taught the ins and outs of sex by an inner-city man and his friends.   The boy’s mother is a drunk and forgets her son at Karate practice, which allows the man to molest him and gets the boy to start visiting him, which turns out to be his new sex training with his friends and some older boys.

 

11.  Santa’s Magic Pipe.   Imagine being a boylover and having powers like Santa, where boys love you and want to make you happy.  This is what happens when using Sant’s Magic Pipe.

 

12.  Zach and Tyler Find Love.  A single father takes the shy boy nextdoor under his wing.  He learns that the preteen boy has the hots for him, and he can’t deny that he is very horny, since it’s been over 3 years since his wife left him and his son, and the boy is really cute with a sexy butt.   How will they work it out and will Zach come out of his shell once he gets the special love he so deeply needs?   

      

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      I hope you have enjoyed this story.  I have 3 currently ongoing stories including this one.   Check them out. (2 in young friends and 1 in adult-youth)

      MNDB Sleepover Fun. At   NIFTY   or   AO3.

      Max finds his Mentor.    NIFTY    or     AO3.