Be True to Your Heart,

Chapter 16: Watching from Heaven

 

From Chapter 15:

"Thanks." Said Han. He waddled downstairs to cuddle with Kevin in his bed.

As he entered the room he saw Kevin was on his phone. It looked like he was sending a text to someone. Kevin looked at Han and gave him a weak smile. He put his phone on the nightstand, and let Han slide in and cuddle to him. Then they both fell asleep.

It has been a brutal day for the family and the next few days will be very hard and challenging for them, but they will get thru them, and hopefully, it will help bring Kevin and his boys closer with a stronger bond.  

 

Chapter 16: Watching from Heaven

    (Note: there are 3 songs mentioned in this chapter. All 3 are "Country" songs, per se, but they are very fitting and if anyone is a parent, you should listen to them, and maybe use them as ways to communicate and get messages or show your dedication and love to your son.   These songs are:

I'm Watching You, by Rodney Atkins    

My Boy, by Elvie Shane

Love Without End, Amen, by George Strait   )

 

 

 

    Kevin's alarm went off at 6:30, waking him from a night of restless sleep. He turned the alarm off and knew he had to get up and get the day started.

    He got up, while trying to not disturb Han. He went into his bathroom to use the toilet and then to get a quick hot shower. 15 minutes later Kevin was coming out of his bathroom, looking much better than he did when he entered it. He was clean-shaven, freshly showered, and ready for the long day ahead.

    Once he was dressed for the day, he grabbed his phone and headed out to make a few calls and get breakfast started.

    First thing he did was call the hospital and check on everything.   Then he sent another text to Josh, and told him when he was awake, to meander downstairs. He put on a pot of coffee next. He is not a big coffee drinker, but he knows Josh will need it, and he figured he could use a cup, especially if he made it a Mocha.

    The dream he had last night was running through his head. Was it a dream or a message?

    About 10 minutes later Josh came down the stairs, as Kevin was making himself a mocha. His hair was wet, so it was clear he got a quick shower to get ready for the day as well. Kevin poured Josh a cup of coffee and they sat down to talk for a few minutes.

    "I can't believe it. I am still shocked. Why?" asked Josh.

    "No one asked the question. I dropped a hint a few times, but I was an emotional wreck after almost 7 hours at Urgent Care and the hospital. I gave the answers to the few questions that were asked. I gave details as to what was asked, but that was about it. As I crawled into bed, I figured I should send you a text, so we would be on the same page today, when we head out. I need to get a cute outfit for Sammy. I hope his favorite Paw Patrol or Minion shirt is clean. He always looked so cute in them, especially with his overall shorts. He almost looked like a Minion."

    They talked for a few minutes and Kevin explained what was on the agenda for the day.

    Just before Kevin started breakfast, he figured he should give Alex and Stacy a call. He needed to drop Adam and Phil off this afternoon. They talked for a few minutes and he said he would fill them in later.   Stacy was going to be around the house and offered to pick the boys up from the hospital since it was only a few miles from their home. Kevin agreed and said he would give her a call after they got there.

    Now it was time for breakfast.   Josh helped Kevin make breakfast, just like he used to do as a kid. He likes cooking and Kevin taught him a lot of what he knows and helped to inspire him to try new things and experiment with food and ingredients. While the sausages were cooking Tanner and Erik waddled down the stairs and into the kitchen. Both were very wet and looked like they had not slept very well.

    "When we were coming down the stairs, we saw that Adam and Phil were trying to get the crib open, so we told them we would tell you" said Tanner.

    "Thanks Tanner, you are a very sweet boy. You 2 make a cute couple, by the way."  

    This made both boys blush as they turned to look at each other, and then smile.

    Josh took over getting the hash browns finished so he could start scrambling eggs, while Kevin went upstairs to get the boys out of the cribs.

    As he entered the room, he saw that Adam and Phil were trying to reach the release levers but could not get to both of them. Both boys still had a pacifier in their mouth.

    "Boys, please keep your hands in the crib, so that I can open it up for you baby boys this morning." This made both boys blush.   Then Kevin took a few pictures of them sharing the crib. He figured Stacy might like this picture.

    Once it was opened, he helped them out of the crib.

    "Adam, I bet your mom will love that picture of you both in a crib. Don't you?" he asked.

    "Maybe" Adam said around his pacifier, while Phil just blushed more.

    Next Kevin opened up the other crib, and helped Nicky and X out of it. He gave both boys a hug and kiss on the forehead as he helped them out. He held Nicky for a few extra seconds, and said "Nicky, son, I love you and we will work thru all of this. Trust me."

    Nicky just looked up at Kevin and nodded to him. He still had his pacifier in his mouth and was sucking on it. X took his out as he was about to get out of the crib.

    "Let's go get some breakfast, and then we can get started on our busy day."

    The boys all waddled downstairs and seemed to get more energy as the smells from the kitchen got stronger.

    Kevin picked up Nicky and put him in the old wooden highchair. He had not used it, as it was mostly for Sammy. But he fit in it. Kevin strapped him in and made sure he was secure. He slid him up to the table next to where Kevin normally sits. Next came a bib, that said "Daddy's Baby Boy", and then a sippy cup of juice.

    "Nicky, I will bring your breakfast over in just a moment. Be careful because it will still be hot, and I don't want you to get burned on it."

    Nicky was not sure what was going on, but he was not going to do anything to get into any kind of trouble or upset anyone. He would do whatever he was told to do.

    Everyone sat down at the table to start eating as Kevin put a kids plate full of food, on the tray of the Highchair.

    "We need to say Grace before we eat."   With that, Kevin said a quick grace, and then they all enjoyed breakfast, but very little was said.

    "Ok, let's get you all changed into dry diapers and then dressed. I need to pick out some cute clothes for Sammy. I want to find that Minion shirt and his shortalls because he was always so cute in them."

    "Dad, I had a really weird dream last night. I'm not even sure if it was a dream because it felt real. I know all my stuffies were on my bed, but in the dream, my daddy got one and gave it to me, and this morning when I woke up, I had it." Said Nicky as everyone was starting to move and get up. This caused everyone to look at him and then Kevin, who just sat back down in his seat, and the others did the same.

    "Nicky, what was this dream?"

    "Well, my daddy came and talked to me. It felt so real. I was in the crib still and he was standing next to it. He told me I looked so cute with my pacifier and that the way I have been acting the crib is fitting. He told me that Sammy loves me and that I need to remember I am his brother, not his parent or boss. I need to treat him how I want him to treat me and not tell him what to do. I need to be a kid and have fun, but also listen and respect you. He told me my complaining to Sammy and X when I don't agree with you on stuff is rude and he is disappointed I would do that. He said if I have a problem, I should talk to you and show you the respect you have earned by taking care of us, when you never had to. He told me that when we moved here, it was so Sammy and I could have more fun and freedom, but that it cost you everything, and you gave up a lot so we could be happier. He told me that he is watching from Heaven, and he can't come talk to us normally, but tonight was special. He said he wanted me to treat you how I would treat him. He told me if I had done what I did yesterday, he would have paddled my butt and I would not have been able to sit down for a week. He said I need to think about others and not just myself or what I want or think I deserve. He told me I was safe and had a caring daddy who loves and will take care of me and Sammy, and with X as a brother we would have a lot of fun, but we needed to make sure we listen to you and follow your rules, because they are meant to keep us safe. He told me that he knew I liked boys, and he loves me no matter what, and that I will be a great daddy when the time comes, and even gay boys can adopt and have little boys to raise. He said it's fine to have lots of fun with my friends, but very soon I would meet a special friend. We will still play with our friends but we will know we have a special friendship and it will last a long time, it will have some challenges too, but with love and listening to my heart, we will get thru it all. He gave me a hug, a kiss, and told me to be good for you and take care of my brothers. I told him I killed Sammy, and he looked at me and said, `I guess you did, at least for a few minutes. But I told him it was not his time, and that he needed to be there for you, to help and protect you as you get older, to be a good son for Kevin, and keep X out of trouble. He is a tough kid, and after I told him it was not his time and that I wanted him to go back so I could watch him grow up and be the wonderful kid and man I knew he would be, he said he would. He fought several times, but he was determined. He is looking forward to seeing you and telling you how much he loves you and how he is mad at you for the hornets attacking him. But he forgives you and knows you didn't do it on purpose, and you would not do something like that to him. Now be a good boy for Kevin, and take care of your brothers, and Kevin too. I will always love you Nicky. I have to go, but I will be watching always. Love you son.' Then he faded away."  

    Everyone sat silent for a minute. They all had tears in their eyes.

    "Oh, Uncle Josh, he told me to tell you to Remember the promise at Disneyland." Nicky said.

    Hearing this Josh's face first turned white, and then blushed. He knew Nicky had somehow talked to his dad, because that promise was made when no one else was around.   This now made his dream make sense.

    "Nicky, I believe that you saw and talked to your dad. I had a very short dream too, and he was in it. I just thought it was because I was so emotional, and he had always been the one when I was a kid that could calm me down. I guess he was doing it again. The funny part is in the dream he mentioned our trip to Disneyland. I had not thought about it for a while. I have a picture of the 2 of us with Mickey Mouse and Goofy framed in my bedroom and a copy of it on my computer. He told me in my dream that he was thankful I was able to spend some time with you boys, but that it might not be as long as I would like, but to trust Kevin's wisdom and judgment, when things get tough. We talked about when we were kids and some of the tough times I had, and how he helped me. Then how I helped him when he had a really tough time. He suggested a few things for me to watch for so that everyone stays safe, and I told him I would do that. He ended it saying that we would always be friends, and that I was the best friend he ever had and wishes he could be there in person when David and I get married. He said he would be there in Spirit. To listen to the music as it plays, and that I would know he is there and having an influence on it. I now know that I was talking with him for real, be it in my head or not, I am not sure, but I know we were talking just like we used to." Josh said as he had tears running down his cheeks.

    About a minute later, Kevin spoke up.

    "Well, I guess Sean had a very busy day yesterday. He visited me in my dreams too. So that makes 4 of us that he talked too. We talked about Sammy and Nicky, as well as a few other things, including relying on Josh when things get hectic, because I can trust him. Afterall I helped raise him as a kid. We had a good conversation. He thanked me for taking in Nicky and Sammy, even though I was afraid it would not be good for them. He told me that it is the best for everyone this way. He reminded me I have a big heart and would never hurt anyone. He knows that and is why he picked me. He said Josh was his 2^nd choice, if I said no, but he knew Josh was not ready to raise 2 rambunctious boys. Especially as stubborn, as they can be. He said he was thankful that X is in our lives, and he will be the one who helps keep Sammy grounded and calmer as he grows. He also said that he thought the boys were super cute in their diapers and pacifiers, and he was not surprised that both Nicky and Sammy were wearing them as much as they are. He hoped they would try to get more and better control so they don't have to wear them to school, or for Sammy, not always to school. But that was still up in the air. He thanked me for helping them both be kids, and not grow up too fast, and even letting them be toddlers again so they can make sure they remember the differences between being a toddler, a little kid, and a big kid. He told me that when the time comes, to open my heart and home to those boys who need it, and they will flourish because of the love and kindness you show them. At the end, he had some very personal comments and support for me and to follow my heart, even when my mind told me I should not, because as long as it was what we both wanted, then God felt it was fine and acceptable. He gave me a hug and said he would be watching from above. Then he disappeared."  

    Kevin had tears flowing as he said this. It also had an effect on X and Han as they each felt that part of it might be related to them.

    "From what I know from yesterday, Sammy believes he talked to his daddy. He didn't tell me much, but I figure he will later. I know from what we have shared here, that he did, and that Sean had a special message for us. I would not be surprised if he used this opportunity to even talk to those who did not know him in their dreams, when it was relating to his family. So if anyone had a strange dream or such, don't worry about it, it might have been a message he was sharing with you, or maybe it was just your heart and brain trying to work stuff out."

    Kevin got Nicky out of the highchair, and as he put him down so he could walk, Nicky turned and hugged Kevin. He reached up with his arms after a few seconds, the universal pick me up action of all kids, so Kevin lifted him up and held him. After a minute or so, Nicky leaned back and looked Kevin in the eyes.

    "Thanks, Dad, I mean Daddy. I love you too. I know you love us, and I am sorry if I have not shown it like I should have. But I know you are not trying to replace my daddy. Instead, you are our new daddy, and that he picked you because he knew you would do a great job, just like he did. Thanks!" Nicky hugged Kevin more and kissed his cheek.

    When Kevin put Nicky down, he led the boys upstairs. Josh said he would load the dishwasher, if Kevin would take care of the diaper changes. Josh joked, he would be done first, and Kevin replied, "I'm sure you will."

    Kevin got all the boys changed. Adam and Phil had not said anything yet. Han and Tanner, had been very quiet too.

    "You boys have not said anything, are you ok? Do you have any questions?"

    "So is Sammy alive?" asked Adam, who then looked at Phil and the other boys.

    "He was last night when I came home. When we are in the Excursion on the way to the hospital, I can fill you all in on the rest of the details, but he was taken to the hospital in St. Cloud. I drove there to make sure he was ok, and after a little while they told me to go home because he was sedated so he would sleep thru the night. Then I came home. I am sorry if I let you think he had died, but I answered the questions you asked. No one ever asked how he was. Or even asked if he was alive. You all just assumed the worst. Some might think what I did was very mean, and maybe it was, but I was very upset about what happened, and I was more worried about what happened, and how, so I can make sure it does not happen again. But yes, as of last night he was, and when I called this morning I was told he was still asleep. His heart stopped several times and he stopped breathing a few times, so he did actually die at least once but they brought him back each time. He will have to be extra careful for a while around bees and hornets, because they said a single sting could put him in shock and cause an allergic reaction because of how many stings he got. They were surprised he was still breathing because of how many stings he had on his tiny body."

    "How many stings did he have?" asked a concerned Han.

    "They stopped counting at 60, so over 60. They said that with that many stings, normally the venom, which is not dangerous unless a person is allergic to it, in a case like this is actually dangerous, because of the number of stings and doses a person gets. Especially when it's a child, and even more so when the child is as small as Sammy. They were shocked he was 7. They thought he was about 4, especially since he was in just his diaper."

    "I don't know if he will be able to come home today. Hopefully he can, that is why I want a cute outfit, because we will go out to eat then. But I also want to have a couple of his stuffed animals for him and a coloring book and some crayons, in case he can't. I suggested they give him a pacifier because it helps him sleep better and it calms him down, so they said they would do that."

    "By the way Nicky, after we see Sammy, I will inform you of your punishment. Your dad made a comment when we talked in my dream, and I think I will use that as part of your punishment, but I also want to talk to Sammy about it, because he was the one that was hurt, and I want him to have some say in it too. He might think it is too much or too long, but that is where the Dad override comes in. Don't worry son, it won't hurt you too much, and really, I think only your pride and ego will be hurt, and based on how you have acted towards others, maybe that is a good thing."

    Nicky looked at Kevin and had no idea what kind of punishment it would be. He knew he was not going to spank him, or at least he did not think he would, but his dad told him that if he was still here he would have spanked him and he would have hurt every time he sat down, even with the padding of a diaper.

    Once the boys were changed, Kevin helped them all get dressed. Han and Tanner did not have clothes here per se, but Kevin did get some clothes at the thrift store before they left AZ that were larger than the boys currently wore. They were in very good shape, and a good price, so he figured the shorts, pants, and tee shirts would be handy for them eventually or for their friends. If you looked closely or knew what to look for, you could tell that most the boys were wearing diapers, and some were very thick. It was easy to tell on some because the top of the diaper stuck up a above the top of the shorts, especially in the back, and was only somewhat hidden by the shirt.

    With all the boys dressed they got what they needed loaded in the Excursion. Kevin tasked Nicky and X with getting the stuff for Sammy put together. He gave them 3 bags. 1 for his outfit, including socks and shoes or sandals. Another for his stuffies and anything else he might need if he spends another night there so he feels safe. And the last bag for some coloring books, crayons and fun stuff.

    Kevin pulled Adam and Phil aside.

    "Boys, I have enjoyed having you both here this long weekend. You are both welcome to come back in the future. I think you had a lot of fun with the boys, especially out in the tent. I am sorry if you were upset last night, but it was a long day for me and a tough one. Think of it this way, it was a lesson so that you will not jump to conclusions when you don't have all the answers, and will ask questions to get those answers."

    "Mr. Kevin, it was a lot of fun being here. I wish Sammy did not get hurt, but the way you drove over those trees and bushes was like right out of a movie. It was wicked cool to see you come save Sammy. I know you would have done that if it was me or Phil too. I hope we can come back soon. I learned a lot from the other boys, and it felt so good. I also know what we do here is private and won't tell anyone, just so no one could get you in trouble. Now I want to show my best friend some of what I learned." said Adam with a smile, and Phil nodded his agreement.

    "Have fun with that, and in a month or so, I hope you can come over again. Make sure to load your bags, because your mom will pick you up at the hospital most likely."

    "Ok, but she told us to leave the extra diapers here so next time we have them incase we run out and stuff, that is why she sent so many. She thought the other boys might like them with the stickers on them too." Phil said.

    "Ok, we will put them in the closet upstairs, so we have them when we need them."

    Once everyone was ready, they headed out. It was not even 8 am yet, but Kevin figured Sammy would be awake and scared and he wanted to get there to check on him, and he wanted to let Nicky and Sammy have a minute too. He would stay in the room, but he knew they would need a minute. He was unsure if Sammy would ask X to stay with them or not. Only time will tell.

    It was a quiet ride. Kevin had the radio on and that was basically all that was heard on the trip.

    Upon arriving at the hospital, Kevin laid down the rules.

    "Ok boys, here are the rules."

You will do as you are told.

No rough housing or any type of play that could hurt someone or break anything. There is a lot of special equipment in the room and you can't bump or run into it.

Sammy is sharing a room with another boy so you need to be respectful of him also. If he is watching cartoons don't get loud so he can't hear them and such. Treat him how you would want someone to treat Sammy.

If you have questions, you can ask Josh or myself. We will answer the best we can.

If I ask you to do something, do it, no questions asked, unless you don't understand what I am asking you to do.

    "Any questions about the rules?"

    NO was the reply he got from each of the boys, and even Josh. Which made Kevin chuckle a little.

    Upon checking in, they found out he was in room 407. He could only have 3 guests at a time, so it was decided the boys would go in groups. Kevin talked to the nurse to get his status, and it looked like he was stable all night and should be released soon. He was just finishing his breakfast, so Kevin took Nicky and X in with him first.

    "Hey Buddy, how are you feeling?" asked Kevin.

    Upon seeing Kevin, and his brothers, Sammy got a big smile on his face.

    "Hi Daddy, better now that you guys are here. Where is everyone else?" Sammy said.

    "Well bud, they will only let 3 in at a time to see you, so it will be I or Josh and 2 boys as they each come in to see you. They are sitting out in the waiting area for their turn to see how you are doing."

    "Sammy, I am so sorry. I never meant for you to get hurt. I love you and I promised daddy to protect you and I failed. I am a terrible big brother. Can you ever forgive me?" Said Nicky in tears as he went up to his little brother.

    Only as the boys approached Sammy did they see that he had tubes going into his arm and nose, and some stuff on his chest and finger too. It worried them. Both boys noticed Sammy called Kevin "Daddy". He never did that before and rarely would even call him dad. They were shocked at this sudden change.

    "Nicky, I am mad at you because you got me stung and it hurt a lot. I know you did not mean to hurt me. I am really glad Han and X tried to get those hornets off me. I am sorry they got stung. You're my big brother and you did not try to save me. That hurt me as much as the stings did. I love you and always will. You're my brother. Daddy told me part of being brothers is to love each other no matter what, always be there for each other, and forgive each other when we screw up. But you let them sting me and you just watched. I thought you cared about me. Now I don't know."

    "He told me that too last night. He came to me in my dream last night and told me a lot of things. I guess I was a pretty rotten brother the last few weeks. I am sorry for that. I will try much harder to be a better brother. I will also not be so bossy or try to be in charge of you. Kevin talked to me about that too. I don't know what my punishment is yet, but I know I deserve whatever it is. Kevin said he wanted to talk to you to make sure you thought it was enough or something."

    "Sammy, I am sure the others will want to hear this too, but you can tell it again when we are all home. But can you tell us what your daddy told you or at least part of it." Asked Kevin.

    "Ok, he told me he loves me and will always love me and that it was not my time to go to Heaven yet. I told him I missed him and wanted to be with him. He told me that Nicky needed me, and so did X, and that Kevin loved me a lot and if I left now I would break your heart, because you would lose a son. He told me Kevin prayed to God not to take his little Sammy from him. He told me lots of other stuff, like how we need to be nicer to Kevin and accept he as our new daddy, and he is not trying to replace daddy.   He told me some stuff that is private, and I can't tell anyone, except maybe Kevin. He said he will always be watching us, but he can't normally come talk to us like this. He said sometimes he can send us little messages in our dreams, and that sometimes a special song might come on the radio or stuff when we are sad or down, and to know that is Daddy telling us he loves us and he has our back, and to know it will be ok." Sammy was in tears at this point so Kevin gave him a big hug.

    "Daddy Kevin, I am so sorry for how mean I was to you. I understand now that daddy picked you to be our new daddy, and why. He did it because he knew you would love us, accept us for just being us, and take care of us as your sons, not just some kids you are taking care of. He told me it was our part of the deal to treat you the same way, like a daddy, not just a person we were living with, because you loved us so much. I won't be as much of a brat anymore. I promise."    

    "Sammy, I love you and forgive you for being such a brat the last few months. Let's all agree from now on we will all be a loving family and treat each other with love, kindness, and respect, the same way we want everyone to treat us. Deal?"

    As Kevin was saying this he was looking at Sammy, then to Nicky, then to Xander.

    "OK Daddy, deal. I promise" Said Sammy.

    "Ok Daddy, I promise too" said Nicky with a smile.

    "Daddy, I love you and I promise to treat you and my brothers that way, even if I end up with more brothers one day." Said a very wise Xander, as he listened to what Kevin had said earlier and figured he might be getting another brother one of these days, but who knows? It could be in a week, a month, a year, or 10 years.

    They all hugged and talked for a few minutes. Kevin sent the boys out and had them send Tanner and Han in, but to wait just a few minutes.

    While the boys were out, Kevin told Sammy of what he thought was a good punishment for Nicky. Sammy was shocked, but thought it was a good idea. He thought it was kinda long, but he understood why it was set that long, and Kevin told him if Nicky is super good, he might get off a little early, or part of the punishment changed.

    Just as they finished talking, Tanner and Han walked in. The boys hugged Sammy and talked to him for a few minutes. Sammy thanked Han for trying to save him and told him he owed him. Han told him he did not owe him anything, because it's what friends do, they help a friend in need, and he was for sure in need.

    Kevin gave the boys some space to talk. He noticed there was a lonely looking little boy in the other bed. The curtain was pulled partway back, so he could see him. It looked like it had been pulled so that he and Sammy could talk while eating. Kevin walked towards the little boy.

    "Hi. I'm Kevin, Sammy's daddy. How are you doing today buddy?"

    "Hi, I'm Matty. I am ok I guess." Said the boy as he was watching cartoons.   The boys looked a bit small, but he could not tell, because he did not know his age. Kevin was guessing, based on the boy's face, he was in the 9-ish age range, give or take a year. His face was more mature than Sammy's face, but he was very skinny, in fact he looked malnourished. He looked to be about the same size as Sammy is, from what he could tell since the boy was sitting up in bed.

    "How long have you been here Matty?"

    "For the last 3 or 4 days days. I got hurt at my house so they brought me here. My grandma has been visiting me. I guess I am going to go live with her and my cousin when I am better."

    "How old are you? I am guessing about 9."

    "I'm eight and a half. Most people think I am like 4 or 5. I'm going to start 3rd grade soon, I hope."

    "Well, at 8 and a half, I would think you would most likely be going into 3rd grade, but I know one of my boy's friends is 10, and he is going into 4^th grade, but I think it was because he was sick a lot when he was young so he missed a lot of kindergarten. Do you have a favorite animal or fish?"

    "I like Wolves. They are really cool, and they stick together, dolphins are like that too except they are in the ocean. I like Dragons a lot because they are just Wicked cool. I missed a lot of school last year and the year before. And I have changed schools a lot. I hope living with my grandma I can make some friends and stuff. But I don't think most kids will want to be friends with me when they find out that I'm defective and worthless." He said as he started to cry.

    Kevin could not help it, he went over to the small boy and just put his arms around him and hugged and held him. Matty hugged Kevin and cried into him for a minute or 2. The little boy clearly has been holding in a lot of pain, anger, and fear and he had to let some of it out and he was lucky Kevin was there to comfort him.

    "I don't think you are defective or worthless. You look like you have 2 hands, feet, eyes, a nose, and a mouth. You clearly have a brain. I don't know if you have a sense of humor, maybe that is what you are missing." Said Kevin as he tickled the boy a bit. This got a laugh out of him and a smile.   He noticed the boy had a coloring book, and 4 crayons, and that was all he saw. He felt sad for the little guy. He also noticed a pacifier sitting on the bed partly hidden.

    "Matty, I will be right back, if you don't mind. I have to have the boys rotate, so that his other friends can come visit. Then I should check to see if Sammy needs his diaper changed or if the nurse did it recently."

    "Ok, but she did our diaper changes just before we got breakfast." Matty said with a sad face, and a blush. Kevin figured this might be one of the issues the boy was dealing with.

    "Thanks for that info. I changed all the other boys this morning, so not having to change Sammy, now means I only have 7 dirty diaper changes so far today." This got a look of shock and awe from Matty. Kevin turned and walked over to talk to Tanner and Han.

    "Boys it's time to rotate. I also need to check to see when the doctor will be around. Han, I need to talk to you over here privately."

    Kevin pulled Han to the side, and then thought maybe Tanner could help too, so he grabbed him.

    "Boys I have a task for you to do. Han, I am going to give you some cash, and my credit card. I want you both to go to the gift shop. The nurse can tell you where it is. I want you to look to see if they have any stuffed Dragons or Wolves, if not look for a Dolphin, and if still nothing pick the softest and cutest stuffed animal they got for a little boy. Find one that you think is cool and would have on your bed. If you find one of each, then get one of each. Try to use my credit card if you can, tell them it is for your brother Sammy in room 407. If you have to, use the cash, but I need a receipt. When you get it have it in a bag and then let me know you have it. I will come get it. It is not for Sammy, but I think if you tell them in the gift shop you dad sent you to get a stuffed animal for your little brother, they will let you use my credit card. Do you understand?"

    "Yes, sir. But who is it for then?" asked Han.

    "Boys, that is Matty, he is alone. He got hurt at his mom's house, and is going to live with his grandma. His mom and her boyfriend told him he is worthless and defective. He does not have friends, or anyone other than his grandma it seems. He is really sad, so I thought a wolf or dragon or both would cheer him up. I hate to see a sad little boy. Can you do that for me?"

    "You got it, we will be back soon and have them hidden in bags." Said Tanner with a smile.

    "Great, now send in Adam and Phil, and tell Josh that when they come out I will too, so he can come in with Erik and talk to Sammy."

    Kevin gave them his credit card and $50 to make sure they had enough. He trusted the boys, but this was also a test to make sure he could trust them.

    Adam and Phil came in and they went up to talk to Sammy. Kevin whispered something in Adam's ear. He looked at Kevin and blushed and then nodded.

    Kevin led Adam over to meet Matty.

    "Matty, this is Adam. He is 10, and a friend of my boys. He lives a few miles from here as a matter of fact. He and his cousin were doing a sleepover when Sammy got hurt."

    "Hi. I never had a sleepover before.   Are they fun?"

    "Hi Matty. Yah they are a lot of fun. My best friend is a bedwetter and he could have sleepovers with me because he had goodnites to wear and hide under his PJs at my house. But now that I am wearing diapers, he even wore one of my diapers when he slept over last week. It was cool. We sat and played video games for 4 hours and never had to stop to go pee."

    "You wear diapers, really?" asked a shocked Matty.

    "Yah, I do for a while. I kinda was mean to Sammy when I and my cousin first met him, so for punishment we are wearing diapers for a while, so we understand how it feels to have to wear diapers. I don't mind them really. They are really comfy and stuff. I am a little scared about school, but I don't have to change for PE or anything like Phil does so it should be ok."

    "Wow I thought I was the only older boy that had to wear diapers."

    "Nope there are lots of us. I bet you can wear the same ones Sammy wears, the cool ones with Paw Patrol on them. I wear a youth diaper, it's a lot thicker, but at home I can put stickers on them so they look like cool underwear. Do you want to see it?"

    "Cool. Really, you will show me your diaper?"

    Instead of answering that, Adam just unbuttoned his shorts, and let them fall down and he pulled up his shirt. His diaper was on full display. He even turned around to show him the Pokemon sticker on his butt and the Pikachu sticker on the front of it. It had some yellow around it, which meant he had wet a little bit.

    "Wow, that is a cool diaper. It looks thick, but I like Pokemon. You're so cool. Thanks. I wish I lived near you so maybe I would have a friend, even if you are a lot older than me."

    "I can still be your friend. I got e-mail. I can give it to you and we can talk that way, and I'm not that much older. Yeah, these diapers are pretty thick, but they are really soft and comfy and they hold a lot. If I wear this one to school I know I won't have to be changed until after I get home, and maybe not until dinner time. That's how much they hold. Its wicked cool."

    "Really, OKAY, that would be awesome." The boys exchanged email. Kevin wrote them down for each of them, so they would have it. He also added both to his contact list, just in case he ever had to get ahold of them.

    Adam talked with Matty for a few more minutes while Kevin went and talked to Sammy and Phil. Just as he was going to send them out, he saw Han, stick his head in and smile at him.

    "Sammy, and Matty, I will be back in a minute. I need to escort these boys out and see when the Doctor will be around. I will see you cute little boys in a few minutes."

    Kevin led Adam and Phil out.

    Han and Tanner were excited. The lady let him use Kevin's credit card. He got a super soft Wolf, and a cool blue and purple dragon. They gave him back his card, and the $50 cash. He told them thanks and that he was proud of them. They both smiled from the compliment.

    "Josh, Erik, you guys are up. While you talk to Sammy, I need to check with the nurse, and then I will be in to talk to his roommate, Matty for a minute."

    With that, Josh and Erik headed in to see Sammy. Kevin went to chat with the nurse for a few minutes. He was curious about when the Doc would be around and about Matty. She saw the wolf, and thought it was so cute. She commented that she was sure Sammy would love it. He corrected her, and told her "Sammy has enough at home and we brought his 2 favorites ones with us just in case he can't go home today. But these 2 are for Matty. I hate to see a sad little boy, so I figured these might put a smile on his face."

    "That is so sweet. He is a super sweet little guy, but yah it's a sad story. At least he has his grandma, so he won't end up in foster care. When he got here his roommate then was a foster child and he ended up moving to a new home, but I know he was excited because he would be with his little brother again. I don't understand why they would split up brothers like that."

    "I did foster care for many years, a long time ago, and sadly they do that because some kids are a handful, and the foster parents are doing it for the $ and not the kids. Sometimes they are placed together, but because one is more work or needs more attention, the foster family will convince the worker to move one of the kids so they can keep the other, but it's very hard on the kids, especially brothers when they are separated, and they have been the ones helping keep the other safe and sane."

    "The boy that was here was the older brother, and he needed diapers for wetting and it seems the other foster parents got rid of him because it was too much work to get him diapers or help change him. Then he got moved a few more times after that. It's crazy. My son almost 7 and wets the bed every night. We use diapers on him to keep him and the bed dry, and on any car trip where he might fall asleep. It's not a big deal. My nephew is 12 and is a bedwetter, and he wears diapers at home and UnderJams when he goes to a friend's house or scout stuff. His best friend wet the bed until last year. It's not that uncommon, especially in boys."

"Yah and I guess Matty has a bladder issue because he called himself worthless and defective. When I said I needed to see if you had changed Sammy's diaper yet, he said you did diaper changes just before breakfast, and then blushed."

"Sadly, he does have a bladder issue. It seems he has been in the hospital many times over the last several years. Some broken bones, as well as a very bad bladder infection and "falling off the top bunk" which caused some damage to his bladder and some other issues along with it. Between the "fall" and the damage from the infection, he has issues knowing when he has to go. When his blader is about 2/3 full, it will release, and with the scar tissue from the infection he often doesn't feel that he needs to pee. So he ends up wetting himself. It seems that his pullup leaked, which got the new sofa wet, and his mom and her boyfriend were upset about it, and he ended up in here with a lot of bruises, dislocated shoulder, and other injures. I was on shift when he came in. He looked terrible and so sad and unloved. It broke my heart. The social worker here helping the other boy, stepped in to help him, and found out he has a grandmother in the area, and she is going to take him in. She is really sweet. She comes in every afternoon and brings him a treat and offers us some too. Typical loving grandma. I guess she is raising another boy, but he has not come in with her yet. Hopefully Matty will get to go home with her tomorrow or the next day, if his vitals stay stable and his bloodtests are normal, otherwise it might be the end of the week."

"I am glad to hear he has someone that will love and protect him. No child deserves to be hurt. He is a sweet little boy and I hope he does well. All the boys with me today have wetting issues, mostly at night but a few have various daytime issues, and all are in diapers now, just to prevent any accidents. One of them even showed Matty his youth diaper, because he puts Pokemon and other stickers on them so they are cool. Matty was shocked an older boy was in a diaper like he was and that he had Pikachu on it. If he has a problem like that, why use pullups? They are not designed to hole much, diapers are a lot better or even GoodNites or UnderJams are a lot better than a pullup, unless they are actively potty training the boy."

"That's great, he needs to accept that he is not the only one and that he is not defective nor a waste of food and air, as it seems that is what he has heard from his mom and her boyfriend for a while now. He has no self-esteem. He is a sweet boy and I hope living with his grandmother and cousin will help him out."

"Can I give you my contact info, since my boys wear diapers too, maybe they can help him accept and deal with it better. Can you pass it on to his grandmother?"

"Gladly, and I know he and Sammy were talking this morning.   They seemed to be getting along very well and becoming friends, so that might be good for them too."

"Great. Oh, any idea when the Dr. should be around so we will know more about Sammy's status and projected release info?"

"He just started his rounds, so I would say 20-45 minutes depending on how it is downstairs, as he has both 3^rd and 4^th floor right now."

"Great, thanks. By the way, do you mind if I have one or 2 of the boys talk to and entertain Matty for a while, I know they will be bored out here, and bored boys is not a good thing." Kevin said with a chuckle.

"Your boys seem very well behaved. I don't see any problems with them entertaining Sammy or Matty, as long as they keep it to a low roar" she said with a smile.

"Thanks, I am sure they will all be appreciative of that."

"Boys, as long as you all keep it down and no rough housing or anything like that, she has said you all can go in and see Sammy. But I think his roommate might like to meet some new friends. He is 8, kind of sad and lonely and he is in diapers like you guys. His name is Matty, and he won't be living with his mom any more, instead he is going to live with his grandma and cousin. So be extra nice to him. OK?"

"Yes sir" was the agreed reply from the boys, and they headed into the room, while Kevin called Stacy so she could come see Sammy, and pick up Adam and Phil. She was just about to leave and pick up a few things and was then going to stop in. Kevin gave her the room number and said they would see her in a little bit.

"X and Nicky, can you both come over with me for a minute?" Kevin asked as they entered the room.

Kevin along with X and Nicky walked over to see Matty, and the others went to see Sammy.

"Matty, I would like you to meet Sammy's brothers. This is his big brother, Nicky, and his other brother Xander, but we normally call him X."

"HI, Sammy told me he had 2 cool brothers. He is so lucky that way. He said you guys play games with him and have even changed his diapers. That's cool."

"It's nice to meet you Matty. I have only had brothers for a few months. When their dad died they went to live with Kevin and he is taking care of me now and is my dadddy, so I got really lucky. I got a great daddy and 2 cool brothers. I guess we are the same age, because I am 8 and going into the 3^rd grade. I wear diapers too, I wet the bed and sometimes in the day, so I have been wearing them almost all summer. But Kevin wants me to try not to need them for school, so I have been trying to use pullups and the potty during the day, until I get my night diaper on, but sometimes it's really hard to do that. My mom would make fun of me and punish me when I was wet every morning, but now I only get hugs and tickles normally in the morning when I wake up. It's so much better. I hope living with your grandma is cool."

"Matty, I am Nicky, and I am 9. I am the one that screwed up and got Sammy hurt. I am so glad he still loves me and forgave me. I hope you and your cousin can be like brothers and best friends. It's nice having a brother to talk to and play with. Maybe we all can be friends. Then if you want to, maybe you can sleepover at our house. At home we normally wear just our diapers. Even when we go outside and play in our fort or big tire swing."

"Wow, you guys wear only your diapers, even in the backyard. But won't your neighbors see you?"

"Matty, we live on several acres and have large fields and farms on 2 sides, while the other is a creek that has a field and trees until it hits a campground, so our yard is pretty private. That is why the boys feel safe and comfortable to just wear their diapers outside when they want to play. Sometimes they wear shorts over them, but sometimes it's just their diapers. I gave the nurse our phone number, so if you or your grandma want to talk to me or the boys, you are welcome to call us and if you want to do a sleepover, your grandma and I can arrange that when you are all healthy again. If your cousin wants to sleep over, I am sure the boys will welcome him too." Said Kevin.

"Cool, thanks I will ask grams when I see her today. I have not met my cousin yet. I saw him for just a few seconds a year ago when my mom went to ask grams for money and she said she did not have any. I know he is older than me, I think he is 10 or 11. I just hope he won't tease or pick on me. Grams told me he won't pick on me and that he is really nice."

"Matty, I noticed you don't have any stuffed animals to snuggle, cuddle, and talk to, so I asked Tanner and Han, to pick out 2 cool ones that you will hopefully like. These are for you, from us." Said Kevin as he took out the Wolf and Dragon and handed them to Matty.

Matty just looked at them and stared. Then he looked at Kevin with a blank look on his face, and then he looked back at the awesome stuffies. He was in shock. No one had ever been nice to him before, unless they wanted something, but he did not think Kevin or the other boys were like that.

"Really these are for me? What do I have to do for them?" asked Matty to see if there were any conditions or catches to him getting his 2 new favorite stuffies.

"Well Matty, there is 1 catch." Kevin said and paused. He saw a look of concern and some fear in the boy's eyes, so he figured the boy had been abused in the past and was scared about the catch.

"All you have to do is name them, and then tell us their names. They need a person to love them, and I think they will be good for you too." Said Kevin with a smile. This relaxed Matty and he smiled. He also wet his diaper as he relaxed, which caused him to blush a little because he felt it get wet and warm.

"This is Howler, because Wolves howl at the moon. This is Shadow because his colors are so cool and he could blend into the shadows if he wanted to." Said a happy Matty as he had each one in his hand and was introducing them to each other.

Nicky and X went up to talk and play with Matty for a while, and Kevin went to talk to Josh as he was now sitting in the chair next to Sammy's bed and the other boys were all talking with Sammy.

"Josh, Thanks for helping us out and taking the day off to be with us and Sammy today. I greatly appreciate it."

"Kevin, after all you did for me as a kid, it's the least I could do you for. If it had not been for you, I don't think I would ever have been adopted or had a family when I aged out of fostercare. I owe you everything. Sean and I talked about that a few times, and he agreed with me, that you saved me and helped me turn my life around and got me a safe loving family. Thank you so much. And now I see you doing it for Sean's boys all these years later, all over again. You're the best. I am serious, if you ever need anything, just ask."

A few minutes later the doctor came in and was surprised to see so many people, especially kids in the room, but was very happy to see a smile on Matty's face and him interacting and even playing with the boys around him, while Sammy was talking and playing with the boys near him. He also noticed that several of the boys had diapers sticking up out of the back of their shorts, which he felt might be very helpful for Matty, if he found out he was not alone and maybe got some friends that shared some of his issues.

"Hello, I am Doctor Frederiks. Whom all do I have here besides my 2 patients today?"

"Hello Doctor, I am Kevin. I am Sammy's dad. This is his uncle Josh, and then we have Nicky and Xander, his brothers, Tanner, Han, Erik, Adam and Phil, their friends whom were doing a sleepover for a few days when the incident happened yesterday." Said Kevin as he pointed to each of the boys as he named them.

"Nice to meet everyone. I need to talk to my patients, so I will need most of you to exit for a little bit. Kevin, you can stay while I talk to Sammy, if you like. Once I am done, then you can all come back in and have some more fun for a little while." Said the doctor.

"Sir, can Nicky and Xander, stay with me please. It's nice having friends and I don't feel so scared or nervous, because I won't be alone and stuff. They already know I wear diapers, and I told them what happened, kinda, so they can hear what you ask me. Please?" Said Matty with puppy dog eyes.

"Matty, if you would like your 2 new friends to stay, I will allow it, as long as I can still examine you. They might see your diaper, but based on what they appear to be wearing under their shorts I assume they have seen other boys in diapers many times." This caused Nicky and X to both blush a little bit, but they also nodded.

"Ok boys, I need you to go out with Josh into the waiting room. I will come get you when the Doctor is done. You can come back and have more fun with Sammy and Matty then." Said Kevin, and the boys followed Josh out of the room.

For the next 10 minutes the doctor talked with Matty. When the doctor asked him a question he had a confused look on his face, and X noticed it, so he asked Kevin if maybe he could help out. The doctor asked the question again, and Kevin knew what he was looking for, so he worded it more in a way a little boy would understand. Matty understood and then answered it and explained his answer. The Doctor said he was healing up really well and hopefully should be released tomorrow morning.

Next, he talked to Sammy. Kevin was sitting in the chair holding his hand, while the Doctor talked to him and explained a few things to him he needed to be careful of in the future.

"Sammy, because you were stung so many times. The report that came with you said over 60, my staff says they counted them and came up with 71. When a person is stung a lot, like you were, they run the risk of forming an allergic reaction to the venom. Honestly that many stings on a child is fatal over 80% of the time, and for a child as small as you are, I am very happily surprised you made it. I think the fast action of your daddy here, saved your life. I don't want you to be afraid of hornets or bees, but you need to be safe and try not to get stung. I have a prescription for an emergency injection should he have an allergic reaction. I am prescribing you 2 of them, as that is what most insurance companies will cover, and then replace them when used or they expire in about 6 months with a new RX. I suggest you have one at home and have the other in your travel or maybe his diaper bag so if you are out and about and he is stung and does react you can inject him quickly and then get him to the hospital. I will demonstrate how you use it, with a demo version that has no needle after we are done. I don't see any other issues. He slept well thru the night. His heart and breathing were normal all night, and other than his need of diapers I don't see anything wrong with him. I see in the notes that he wears them because his bladder is underdeveloped and he has a family history of wetting problems as well. Sammy, lots of big boys your age and older wet the bed every night and there are many that need them during the day. It appears that it doesn't bother you too much, so that is good. I want you to know that I see a lot of boys your age and older that wear protection every night and I see several each week that wear it during the day too. Some prefer the pull up kind, but honestly I find that diapers work better in keeping older kids dry and preventing embarrassing leaks. My son is almost 12 and he wears diapers to bed everynight. So please understand you are not alone."

"Thank you doctor. Diapers don't bother me too much. I am used to them and they are pretty comfy. Pullups are ok, but they leak really easy and are kind of rough and scratchy compared to a diaper. Daddy tells all of us that diapers are just another kind of underwear, and it is not a big deal. I don't like hornets, and I like them less now, but I want stop playing outside just because I could get stung. I just hope I don't get stung again." Said Sammy

"I am glad to hear that young man, that is very wise, and your daddy is correct. Diapers are just a type of underwear and it's no one's business what kind of underwear you wear."

"DR., I would like to have Nicky, Xander and Han, all in here when you show us how to do the injection. Sammy is normally with atleast one of those 3, so I would feel safer if they could see how it is done, incase he were to need it."

"That makes sense. I want to make sure they understand it's not a toy, but I have shown siblings how to use them, especially when it's a younger child that needs them, like Sammy."

With that, the doctor went to get his demo unit and Kevin called them into the room so they could watch and learn also. The Dr. showed Kevin, Nicky, Xander, Han, and Sammy, how to use the injector, if they ever had to. It is very simple and they each said they understood and know it is not a toy and will only use it if Sammy needs it, and when they do it they need to let Kevin know and call 911 so Sammy can get to a hospital to be checked out fast.

"With this all done, I feel Sammy can be released anytime. I will do the paperwork, and figure he will be set to go with you all in about 30 minutes. Have a great day, and be safe" said the doctor before he walked out of the room.

Kevin got the other boys so they could go in and talk to Sammy and Matty. Kevin took the new coloring books and the small thing of crayons and offered them to Matty, so he had a few more colors to use and some fun stuff to color. He smiled and thanked Kevin for them. He happily showed Kevin and the boys the ones in the book he had that he had done, which was all but the last page, so it seems he likes to color and is alone way too much.

A few minutes later, Stacy walked in. She saw Adam was talking to another boy while Phil was over talking with Sammy. She first went to see Sammy and gave him a hug and talked to him for a minute. Then she went to talk to Kevin whom was over with Matty.

After they talked for a few minutes, Adam introduced Matty to his mom and told her they were friends and wanted to chat by email when he gets home. His mom was happy to see her son being kind to the smaller and younger boy. As they said goodbye, she was surprised when Matty said bye to Adam and thanked him for showing him his Pokemon diapers. She would talk to the boys about what happened when they got home, she was just happy that everyone was safe.

Han and Tanner took Phil down to get the duffle bag from the Excursion while Stacy drove over to where it's parked. Once done, the boys rushed back inside to hang out with Sammy and Matty.

About 30 minutes later the nurse, came in and had a wheel chair. She said once Kevin signed the paperwork, Sammy could go home. She suggested she check and change diapers before hand. Both boys were wet and in need of a dry diaper, so she got them cleaned up while Kevin signed everything and got the notes and RX for Sammy.

"Do any of you other boys need your diapers changed too, or are they ok?" she asked the other boys in the room to see how many would blush. A few did, and all replied that their diapers were a little wet but would last longer. Han thanked her for her kindness in offering to help them. She was impressed by how polite and respectful all the boys were.

"Matty, you take care of yourself. I am serious, have your grandma call me and we can work out having you come and do a sleepover when you are all better. Take care of Howler and Shadow. We hope to see you soon." Said Kevin and then he gave the small boy a hug. Matty hugged him and held him for almost a minute.

Kevin turned to Nicky and said, "can you get Sammy his pacifier, and make sure he has it. I saw he had one on his bed, so I think he should have one for the drive. I know it helps him relax and stay calm, just like it does for you older boys too." Nicky nodded and went over to get it for Sammy, since Josh was helping him get dressed.

"Matty, lots of big boys use pacifiers and like them. If it helps you stay calm or relax, or it's just fun, then use it and enjoy it. I used them for many of my foster boys and they were older than you, because the pacifier helped them relax, not be so hyper, and to focus so they could do schoolwork or read better and for longer periods of time. It might even help you enjoy coloring more. Enjoy buddy and I hope we see you soon."

"Thanks for everything. You don't even know me, but you are nicer to me than my mommy was or any of her boyfriends. You're the best, and they are so lucky that you are their daddy. I hope my grams lets me sleepover soon. I know school starts really soon, but maybe on weekends." Said an excited Matty.

Kevin picked up the pacifier sitting on Matty's bed and offered it to him. Instead of him taking it with his hand, he leaned forward showing he trusted Kevin and wanted him to pop it into his mouth, which Kevin did, and then Matty started sucking on it right way.

As Sammy was leaving he wanted to say bye also, so he said bye to Matty as did the other boys and it was a happy and sad time. But who knows, maybe he will be in the same school as they will be, or at least he can do sleepovers.

Once everyone was loaded up, they went to get lunch at a local sandwich burger joint, that does great burgers and great homemade onion rings.

With full tummies they all got loaded up and were heading back home. The CD player started acting up and the CD just started skipping, so Kevin went to the FM radio so they could listen to music. The first station it came to, was doing a dedication. It was from 2 sons to their father for his birthday. They wanted to tell him they loved him and were proud to call him dad. The song started to play. It's very fitting for dads and sons, "I'm Watching You" by Rodney Atkins. When it started playing Sammy started to speak and kind of sing the lyrics. He then said, "Nicky, this is the song we used to sing with dad when we were doing stuff together, or when we did family cleaning and chores." You could see the song put a smile on Sammy's face.

"Sammy, I remember this song, Daddy used to make funny faces at times and then tell us not to use bad words after the song was done. I have not heard this for a while. It makes me think of daddy." Said Nicky.

Kevin knows the song, so he starts to sing it, and sings the dad part to the boys in the back seats. The boys start to sing parts of it and it brings them all closer. When that song ends, there is a dedication from a father to his adopted son, he tells him that "love is more important than blood. I love you no different than if you were my biological son. Never forget that, and I am proud to call you son. I smile everytime you call me dad. If anyone ever gives you a hard time because you are adopted, just tell them that your daddy picked you and their daddy is stuck with them. I love you son." This made everyone smile. Once the song started, they all had heard it before, "My Boy" by Elvie Shane. Kevin spoke up, and said, "Boys, you are my boys. I am proud to call you son, and I love you all! Never forget that." He had a tear in his eye as he said it and it made all the boys, even Han, Tanner, and Erik think about their "dad" or lack there of, and think about who is like a dad to him, and be thankful for having someone to want and love them. Sammy, Nicky, and Xander all looked at Kevin and when the song finished they told Kevin they love their Daddy. Everyone had a few tears during the commercial break as the family bonded.

Then another song came on. It was another dedication. The Dj said it just came in by email. It's dedicated to Sammy and Nicky from Daddy. It also says this goes out to Kevin and his boys. Boys, know he loves you forever and ever. The Dj, sounded choked up, so he just started the song. When he started it put tears in everyone's eyes, because it could very easily be a message from Sean to everyone in the Excursion. "Love without end, Amen" by George Strait started to play. Kevin was the first to start singing the song. By the time it ended all of them were singing it, or at least parts of it. It touched all their hearts and had them all smiling but also in tears. The boys knew it was a message from Sean to them, to remember that he will always love them, but that now they have Kevin and he will love them forever too.

"WOW, I guess the CD player acting up then, was perfect timing for us to hear those songs. The funny part is this is not the station I normally listen to, and I am not even sure if it's programmed into the presets. Very strange." Said Kevin. He looked up and mouthed "Thanks Sean, we all love and miss you buddy!"

"I think I might just have to program this station into the Jeep so I can listen to it more often" said Josh as he was trying to process the timing of the songs and the dedication, especially after the dreams they all had last night.    

Kevin dropped Josh off. He would pick Erik up in about an hour or so, after he ran a quick errand.

Once home, they all went inside. It had been a long 24 hours and they were already tired, but it was still early afternoon. The boys wanted to watch a movie, but there was one thing left to do before that.

"Boys we can watch a movie in a few minutes. We still need to talk about what happened, and I need to announce Nicky's punishment. I want all of you to be part of this, not only because you were all there yesterday, but since you are all here so much and good friends, I think it best if you all know the punishment, so you can also understand why Nicky can and can't do certain things for the next several weeks or month. So lets go sit at the table."

Once they were all at the table, Kevin had Nicky sit next to him so he could look at him when he explained it and wanted Sammy across from his brother.

"Nicky, for the last several weeks, you have been bossing your little brother around. I first thought you were trying to parent him, but I realized it was different than how you had been originally. This was much more controlling and almost to the point like you owned him or were his master. You ignored his concerns and even called him a baby and a wimp. Your actions were reckless and dangerous. You could have got all of you severely hurt, and as it is, we are very lucky Sammy is still alive and home with us a day after what happened. I am very disappointed in your behavior and judgement. You have not been acting like a big kid or a loving or caring big brother. Do you have anything to say to Sammy, myself, or anyone else, before your punishment is handed down to you?" Said Kevin. He wanted them all to understand how serious this was and how disappointed he was.

    "While you think to see if you want to say anything, think what is a proper punishment for what happened and how you have been acting. If anyone else has suggestions as for a good punishment or even part of a punishment, please suggest them. If you have anything to say about yesterday or even the last few weeks, feel free to speak up. We are family here, so I am happy to get your input, especially since you might have seen other things happening that I have not."

    They all sat quiet and thought for a few minutes. Finally Nicky sat up and made a little noise. Everyone looked at him and then he spoke.

    "I am sorry for how I have acted. I got my little brother hurt and he could have died. I thought I killed him and I wanted to die myself because I was not sure I could live with the guilt. I have been bossy to him and others too. I am sorry for that. I am not used to having many friends. I really only had my best friend. We had a few other friends at school but not many. I guess I felt like I had to act to impress you so you would still want to be friends when you find out I am nothing special. Deep down, I feel that I am kind of a wimp, but I called my brother that. I like to do some stuff that is not stuff boys normally do. My best friend did not care and we had fun doing all kinds of stuff. I was always afraid my dad would be disappointed in me if he found out I like girly stuff, but he already knew. I thought you would not be my friends either. But I was wrong. You all are the best friends and I know you like me for just me. I don't have to try to act tough or in charge. I don't have to boss others so they look up to me. I don't have to be mean to my little brother because that is what most big brothers do. I am really sorry I let you all down. I'm a failure at being a good big brother and being a good friend. I hope you can forgive me, sorry." Nicky said this as he was fighting back the tears. As he finished, he broke down into full tears.

Sammy was the first to hug his brother, and all the boys got up and hugged him. The only one that did not was Kevin. He was actually still looking at Nicky and when Sammy and Han both looked at Kevin, they could tell he was not happy, almost upset. But they were not sure why.

After he regained his composure, he finished by saying, "I accept whatever punishment you all think I deserve. I don't know what kind of punishment is right, because I still think I deserve a spanking, especially after dad telling me he would have tanned my butt so hard I would not be able to sit down, even wearing a thick diaper to cushion it."

"Nicky, thank you. However, you are not the victim here. What you just did was take your bad actions and turn it around so that we feel sorry for you, like you are the one hurt and deserves pity and it's not your fault that you did the bad acts.  It's called taking the victim stance. You made your choices, and you acted how you acted because you wanted to. No one made you do it. I don't think you really believe that trying to be tough or bossy would impress Han or Tanner, and since they are wearing diapers when they are here, I don't think they would judge you because you are a bit of a sissy. I am disappointed in how you wanted us to feel sorry for you, instead of you just doing the right thing, and admitting what you did, and accepting you screwed up, without the excuses. They don't matter and seem like an after thought to justify why you did it. I honestly think you enjoyed being in charge and the powerful feeling it gave you. From my understanding you have also been trying to be in control when you are playing with the other boys, instead of it being give and take, its you doing to them what you want to do. Even if they are happy to do it that way, I don't think that is proper, especially at your age. Keep that in mind, all of you. When you are playing around and having sex, its not just about you, but think about your partner, the person you are having sex with, and think what will make him feel good, and not just what feels good to you so you can get off."

Kevin let that sink in for a few minutes and could see Nicky had a look of fear in his eyes, and was now scared he was in real trouble. He was scared when he thought he lost his brother but that was a different fear. This is the first time he is actually scared of any punishment Kevin might give him.

"Ok, does anyone have any ideas as to what should be part of his punishment, or anything to add about his behavior the last few weeks?"

X was the first to raise his hand.

"X, go ahead. However, once a person is done if someone has another idea or something to add, we can just talk like a family, instead of raising hands. If someone else is speaking, let them finish. Now Xander, what are you thinking?"

"Dad, I have been thinking and I think part of what you said is right. It happened just before we moved now that I look back and that is when I first noticed Nicky start to get bossy, and even more so to Sammy. I did not think much about it, because I was still getting to know you and them, but it was not how he had been. It happened when we were camping and had some friends sleepover too. He took control and told everyone what he was going to do to them, and did not ask what anyone else wanted. It has gotten worse since then. When we were out exploring he was talking down to Sammy and really mean. It made me think of some of the bullies I hated at school because of how they treated me. He has been that way to me several times since we moved here. It made me feel bad and like he did not want me to be his brother, because good brothers don't do that stuff to each other and try to make them feel bad or hurt. I don't know what kind of punishment, but I wanted to say this now, because I love Nicky, and I don't want him to make me hate him. I want to tell everyone he is my brother and super cool, not that he is a jerk and I hate his guts because he is mean and tries to hurt me and Sammy." X had tears on his face as he finished. It was clear that the way Nicky has been acting has hurt him.

"I have only known you for a very short time, but Nicky it's like sometimes you are super cool and nice and you care about all of us, but then other times it's like only what you want matters and we are all idiots or your slaves and we have to do what you want us to do or stuff. The other day I told Tanner that you sometimes were acting like his stepbrother in some ways. Please don't treat us that way. We are friends, not servants. Tanner and I love coming over here to hang out with everyone. But the other day, we almost left because you were being bossy and mean to all of us. We did not because you stopped when Kevin called us into the house to eat. When Kevin is around you don't act so bossy, like you know you are not supposed to do it, so you only do it when no grown ups are there to catch you." Said Han and Tanner nodded his agreement.

"Nicky, when we were out exploring and Sammy said he wanted to go to the fort, you got really mean to him. I wanted to go with him because I was scared of the hornets. I did not say anything because I was afraid you would call me names and make me look like a baby. I hate it when my mom or her boyfriends do that, so I did not want it to happen here. Then when you hit that hornet nest, I was shocked. What did you think the hornets would do when you attacked their home? They will fight to protect it, just like we would. Josh told me last year when I was acting older and bigger than I was, that I got too big for my shorts, and he had to take me back down to my proper size. He did it with a spanking and then not giving me any freedom or stuff for the rest of the weekend. It was like he was a babysitter and watching me the entire time because I was a little kid that needed supervision. I hated both of the punishments. Maybe that is what you need or something like it." Said Erik.

"I guess Josh learned more from his time living with me than I realized. Erik, that is actually similar to what I was thinking. So here is what it will be." Said Kevin with a smile.

"Nicky, since you failed to act like a good big brother, and were bossy and controlling, I believe you need to learn how it feels to be the little brother, and have others incharge of you. So for the next MONTH or so, depending on how well you behave, you will no longer be considered the older brother, and will no longer be allowed to watch over your brothers. Instead, you will be treated by all of us, as the little brother. You are now considered a 4-5 year old when we look at the responsibility you can handle. Both Xander and Sammy, will be your big brothers. They will keep an eye on you, and you must be with one of them or me, when we are not in the house. I think that pacifier time each day is needed, so that you will try to think before you speak. You are not being treated as a toddler, however if you act up, that will be the next step. You are still a big boy mostly, but your vote is not as strong as it was, and if Sammy or Xander don't think you should do something, they will tell you not to, and if you still do, then it will be brought to my attention. Just like how you were supposed to treat Sammy, instead of telling him what he had to do. They will watch over you and you will answer to them, just how Sammy would answer to you when you said something. You are now considered the youngest of this group, and thus, everyone here will keep an eye on you, and let me know when you misbehave. You also will have an earlier bedtime, since your age for responsibility is 4-5, your bedtime, tv shows, games and everything else will be related to that. If Sammy wants to watch Paw Patrol, or thinks you should, and you want to watch something else, I suggest you learn to enjoy Paw Patrol."

"School is starting soon. This will only apply at home and when we go places as a family, however at school, if your brothers suggest something I hope you will listen and consider it. Yet, you are still supposed to keep an eye on them as well. If you have any questions we need to work them out now. If more come up later we can address them as a group, so everyone is on the same page. That also goes for all the other boys, so that way we all understand everything. I am not going to ground you, per say. However, your tablet is ONLY allowed for your games. No stories or pictures on it. If X is reading one and he offers to share with you and you both read together, that is allowed, but you do not have the priviledge of looking at any of that on your own. If I think you are breaking the rule, I will take the tablet, and it will be locked in my room, with a new password, until I feel I can give it back and trust you again. I know you are enjoying some stories on Wattpad. I have read parts of them, and think many of them are really cute, especially Lemons to Lemonade, Sleepover Challenge, Best Friends Worst Vacation, Summer camp mix-up, Willy's camping trip with Friends, Boy Scout Lovers, Nice Calm Baby, The Natural Sissy, and What Just Happened. Maybe X will let you read them on his tablet with him if you are behaving. I know Sammy is not into them yet, as his reading is not very good yet, but he is doing really well for his age. We have plans for this upcoming weekend, and after that we have to get you all ready for school because the next weekend is Labor day. Then school starts. I also expect you to be in pullups during the day and trying to keep them dry. Now I want you to think about this and see if there is anything you need clarified or explained more. Oh, I almost forgot, while on this punishment you are also going to be sleeping in Sammy's room, in the other crib. That way when I put you to bed, I know you will stay in bed. If you and Sammy want to sleep together that will be allowed. You will also be spending time in the highchair. If I can find another one, it will become your chair. I will have to ask Josh about that."

They all sat and thought for a few minutes. A few questions were asked and Kevin clarified everything. The only one who did not say anything was Sammy. Kevin wanted to find out what he was thinking.

"Sammy you have not said anything at all about this. You are the one he hurt the most and treated the worst. I would like to know what you are thinking and feeling right now. If it's easier you can come sit on my lap and relax and talk it out."

Sammy looked at Kevin, then at Nicky, and then again at Kevin. He got up and went to Kevin, who picked him up and put him on his lap, but in a way, he was facing Nicky and the others, while Kevin put his arms around him and held him close.

"I'm just thinking. I think it's a good punishment. I'm still mad at him for how he has treated me, and for him calling me a wimp and a baby and then getting me hurt. I love him, but I feel like he doesn't want me to be his brother. I don't know why or stuff, but it's how I feel. Part of me wants you to spank him so I can see him cry and hurt, like I did, but the other part of me does not want to see him hurt, because he is my brother and I love him. Do you know what I mean?"

"Yeah, Sammy I understand, and I hope Nicky does too. He has to show you he really loves and appreciates you and just the very few words he used, at the hospital, are not really enough to make you trust him again. I believe he does love and care about you as his special little brother. He needs to search his heart so he can find a better way to show it to you. As far as the spanking and him in pain, I understand that too. When someone hurts us, it's human nature to want to hurt them or see them hurt too. But it's your heart and love for him that does not want to see him hurt or cry, because when he hurts a part of you hurts too. That is because you are such a sweet and loving boy. It's one of the things that makes you so special, and I love that so much about you." Kevin gave him a big hug and then kissed the top of his head, which made Sammy smile.

"Since I am the big brother now, does that mean I get the bigger dessert and I get to pick tv shows and games and stuff before him, instead of being last all the time?" asked Sammy, figuring he will see how far this will go and if he can show Nicky how he feels sometimes so maybe he will not always want his stuff only.

"Yes Sammy, that seems reasonable. You and Xander have the first say as to all that stuff, and also as to what you want to play outside. Xander is still older than you, but I know from watching that normally he will ask you what you prefer or want or give his top 2 picks so you can have more say in it, so I don't worry about him being bossy."

"I am not going to spank Nicky. He might deserve it, but I think he will remember this punishment much longer, and he won't get any of the guilty relief he might get from a spanking. However, he might get one later, if he acts up and does not change his behavior. Now let's figure out what we are going to do the rest of the day. We leave Thursday morning for a long weekend, and it's already Monday. Tomorrow, I have to go pick up the RX the doctor sent in for Sammy tomorrow, and I think we should do our shopping then too. But I think a movie is a good idea, after we get some lunch."

They ate, and then all got comfy and watched 2 of the Minion movies. Kevin figured nachos would be a good dinner and he knew Sammy loved them, so it was perfect. Once dinner was done, the boys were due to be changed. He sent them up to have baths. Han was in charge of making sure everyone was clean. Sammy asked if he could sleep in Xanders room tonight and Kevin told him it would be fine if he wanted too, and to just keep the noise down. He suggested X try the size 7 diapers, incase he has to wear them to school. He also told X that because they are Velcro, they are easy to open up and then put back on after having fun. This made X smile. He figured Sammy wanted to play some, and now he understood why Kevin said to wear the thinner diaper.

Kevin knew Han would be in his bed tonight, but was worried a bit about Tanner. He liked the boy, and thinks he could be a good friend or maybe even boyfriend for Erik or Nicky, when he gets his head out of his ass. So Kevin pulls Tanner aside to talk. They talk and Tanner tells Kevin more details about the problems he is having with his step dad and brother, and learned more about how his mom died. He asked if Tanner liked Nicky and that got a blush which told Kevin all he needed to know. He asked if he liked Erik, and that also got a blush.

"Tanner, tonight will be a hard night on Nicky. In the crib, alone while Sammy is in with X and atleast rubbing each other to get some tingles. Would you like to sleep with Nicky and maybe you 2 can talk and become better friends?"

"I would like that. I like Nicky. I know I am not really smart, but I try hard in school, and since we will both be in 4^th grade, maybe even the same class, it would be cool if we were better friends."

"Tanner, I have talked to you several times. You are a smart kid. Don't sell yourself short. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses, and we need to learn to work towards are strengths, but at the same time, limit our weaknesses over time. So if you are good in science and math, but not so good in spelling, then focus to get the top grades in math and science and work your best to get a good great in spelling. My basic rule for school is simple, do the best you can. If you do your best and only get a C, that is ok. But if you goof off and get a B, when you could have had an A, then that is not ok."

"Thanks. But I am dumb. My stepdad and BB tell me that all the time. I flunked kindergarten. You got to be a real dummy to flunk kindergarten!" said Tanner as he started to cry.

Kevin gave him a big hug, and held onto him while he cried it out and then calmed down.

"Tanner, I know several boys that did not pass kindergarten, but the main reason they hold kids back in preschool or kindergarten is that they are not ready to socialize and to focus in the classroom at the level needed for 1^st grade. Often those kids come from houses with lots of noise, and very little attention and or are in a home where they don't get to interact with other kids or adults much, so they don't have the needed skills. It has nothing to do with being smart. Its normally the parents fault in fact because of the lack of proper social activities the child was involved in."

"Really, are you sure. They always tell me I am dumb, and I will be lucky to get a job driving a dump or trash truck. Stuff like that or that I am a waste of air, and BB tells me I would be better off just learning how to be a prostitute so I can make money that way, and then he calls me other names, like a faggot, and says I should start practicing by sucking his dick."

"I am positive. I bet you do pretty good in school, and I can tell you read well. So just ignore them when they say stuff like that. If your stepbrother ever forces you to do stuff, if he shoots his sperm on or in you, make sure to let it dribble on your shirt if in your mouth or in your undies if in your butt. If he does it, then since you got a phone, take your phone and go to the record mode, and put it in your pocket and then ask him why he forced you to do sex stuff and say what he did and ask him other questions. Then save that and any clothes or even your goodnites that got his sperm on them. Put them in a bag and then tell Han right away and let me know. I would call David because he is a lawyer and can help you. You are part of our family now, and we will help you anyway we can."

"Thanks, since I lost my mom, no one seems to be nice to be besides Han and his Aunt. I fell like everyone is out to get me sometimes or hates me. I don't even know way I live with my stepdad. My mom told me long ago I have a trust thing so I can go to college when I am older and if anything happened to her, everything would go into it so I would be taken care of when I was older and that my grandma would make sure I was safe. I have not seen her since my mom died. I know she lives in an area that is all old people, but I hoped she would altleast come see me. I don't even get Christmas presents anymore or a card for my birthday."

"Tanner, let me see what I can do about finding your grandma and see how she is doing. I want you to write down on this paper what you know about her. Her name, where she lives, phone number even if it's an old one, how old she is, her birthday, anything you can think of that might help me find her. I will see if Josh or David can help me find her for you."

Tanner wrote all he could and when he was done he was ready for his bath.

Nicky was the first one done, and was waddling down the stairs as Tanner was going up them. Nicky was in just his thick night diaper and had a pacifier in his mouth.

"Well your bedtime is now 7pm during the week and 7:30 on weekends. During summer if you behave all day, I will let you stay up until 730. I might have you take a nap somedays also. I don't want to hear any complaining about the nap, or you can go to bed early then. Understood?"

Nicky nodded at Kevin. He could tell he was very serious. He did not want to go to bed that early, but he knew it would happen and if he argued it might be even earlier.

"Tanner will be sleeping with you tonight. I think it would be good for both of you. I hope you both will talk and become better friends. He has had a rough couple years since his mom died. You lost your dad, so you know how it feels. He needs some friends that will be there for him, no matter what, and I know you can be that kind of a friend. Your diaper will stay on tonight. If you both want to rub that is fine, if you want to suck him, that is ok, but your diaper stays fully on. Understood?"

"yes sir" Nicky was able to mumble around the pacifier.

Kevin had Nicky sit on his lap and they just talked about stuff in general for a while until the other boys were all done getting cleaned up. He had them start a dvd on coral reefs and they all watched and enjoyed it. It ended at 745 and Kevin let them know it was now past Nicky's bed time. Tanner asked if he could go to bed with him and if it was ok for them to talk for a little bit. He was given the OK and that made him smile.

Kevin got 2 sippy cups filled with water, and then took the boys up and put them in the crib. He gave them each a sippy cup, and then a hug and kiss on the forehead. "Happy Diaper Dreams boys." He said and then secured the crib side. He pushed play so the sleep music would start playing and keep playing all night long for them.

Kevin had Sammy sit on his lap and they snuggled for a few minutes while Kevin talked to him to see how he was feeling and such. The stings were looking much better and after his bath, X put lotion on them which helped prevent the itching. What a caring brother and lover.

"I want you and X to be extra gentle tonight. You are not fully healed and still a bit weak and need extra rest. I will talk to X also, but I want you to know it too."

"Thanks daddy, I just want to cuddle to him and maybe kiss and rub our stiffies together. I miss snuggling to him. But it feels good to have you hold me too. I missed that a lot because daddy used to hold me, and I just felt like I was betraying him if I let you do all that stuff, but I understand that I should let you do the same stuff he did, because that's what good Daddy's do, and you are a good daddy.   I love you and thanks for saving me. I heard X call you and when I could not take it any more and fell down, I saw the Excursion and knew you came to protect and save me. But then the next thing I remember is hearing you calling for help and being carried and then a lady talking and that was it. Then I saw daddy and we talked and he told me it was not my time yet. I said I missed him and wanted to stay with him. He told me Nicky and X needed me and that if I did not go back, it would break your heart. He told me it was my choice, but if I stayed I would be selfish and miss out on a lot of fun that I would have as I grow up. He told me that no matter how much it might hurt right now, to stay strong and it will get better really soon and to remember he picked you to be our new daddy. When I'm mean to you, it's like I am being mean to him and that made me sad so I told him I would try to be nicer, and he told me he was proud of me and can't wait to watch me grow up into the wonderful man and father I will be."

"I love you too Sammy. I was crying a lot when you were in there and when I thought you were going to die, I asked God to not take you from me, and that he already has your daddy, and he does not need you both yet. You are my son, don't forget that. You are stuck with me forever. Let's get you and X tucked into his bed, so you both can talk and have some fun. Can you go get 2 sippy cups of water and get your stuffies if you want them. I will get X and meet you in his room. Ok?"

"Okay" said Sammy as he slid off Kevins lap and went to the kitchen to get their sippy cups.

Kevin pulled X aside and let him know that Sammy was not fully healed and to be gentle the next couple days. He was assured that all X wanted to do was hold him and maybe rub or suck on his stiffy. He told Kevin he enjoyed the sex with the other boys and it felt great, but its best when its him and Sammy together. Which made Kevin smile and tell X he was proud of him. Sammy came with the sippy cups so Kevin walked them to X's room and got them tucked in. With a good night kiss and "Happy Diaper Dreams" Kevin left them to talk and have fun together.

Han was still soaking in the tub. He looked so relaxed, he could almost be asleep. Kevin told him that he was going to get a shower, and that he grabbed a diaper for Han and it will be waiting on Kevin's bed. Han asked if Kevin would diaper him, and he got a smile and a "happily" as his reply. He decided that maybe he wanted a shower now too, so he drained the tub, and took his towel and dried off enough to go join Kevin in his shower.

After the hot shower, Kevin and Han were relaxed. Once both were dry, Kevin suggested to Han that he get diapered up. Han looked at him with puppy dog eyes, and pointed at his hard on.

"Do you want to play a little before we actually go to bed, is that what you are trying to tell me?" asked Kevin.

"Yeah, I am horny. I have not touched my stiffy since we did it the other night and I normally jack off at least 1 or 2 times a day. I am super horny and I loved what we did the other night and I hope you did too and will do it to me again."

"Han, it felt great. I enjoyed it too. I want to make love to you, but also the making you my diaper boy sex toy was fun and if that is what you really want, we can do that. I bred you then, and I will gladly breed you again, and claim you as my diaper boy sex toy and lover. Is that what you want? If not tell me, I want us to communicate."

"Kevin, yes that is what I want. I want to belong to you. It was so wonderful when you did me and I felt you shoot your daddy sperm into me and bred me. It makes me feel wanted and loved. It might sound weird, but that is what I want and how I feel the most loved, when I know I am pleasing you. I want and need to be your diaper boy sex toy. I want you to be my lover forever. It's fun to play with the boys, but it's awesome when you do me. It's like when fishing and you are catching sunfish, its fun and stuff, but then you get that big walleye and it makes your heart race and you feel so excited while you are reeling it in. That's how it is, and I feel that excitement and pleasure when you touch me and I know you are about to enter me and breed me and fill me with your daddy sperm. I had my orgasm just from you doing me in the butt, without even touching my stiffy. It was awesome and the most powerful one I ever had. Please do me." Said Han as he was looking into Kevin's eyes. He was bearing his feelings and soul to Kevin and he wanted him to know he was being honest in his feelings and desires.

"Han, I can tell you are being honest with me and I love you and want to make you feel good and be happy. So I will gladly breed you and claim you again as my diaperboy sex toy. I am glad you have not touched yourself since we did it. Remember what I told you. If you are to be my diaper boy sex toy, you need permission to touch or play with yourself. If you are playing with one of the boys you can orgasm then, but if not, then you need permission from me to orgasm, as that is how a good diaper boy sex toy behaves and he shows his lover and master that he wants to get his special feelings when he is being loved. Do not forget. I know you might be used to jacking off a lot, but now on, that is a NO-NO! Your still young and can easily go a week or two with no release. It looks like you might just now be starting puberty, which means in 8-12 months you might make sperm, if we are lucky. You are still perfectly hairless and so cute. Your little balls are adorable, and your cute little stiffy looks tasty."

With that Kevin sucked Han's little cock into his mouth. Han groaned, as he was not expecting it and his sex drive jumped. He was already very close to his orgasm. Kevin grabbed the lube and got some on his finger as he worked it into Hans tight ass. He got his finger into the 2^nd knuckle and then could feel Han's prostate. As he rubbed the little nub, Han let out a low guttural moan that sounded like it belonged to a much older boy. Some might have called it a mating call, because it was one of those sounds that is stimulating to those that hear it because it is clearly a sound from intense pleasure.

Kevin continued to suck on Hans little sausage, while he worked a finger in the boys tight ass. He could tell when Han was super close, and he just stopped all stimulation. This drove Han crazy, but after about 45 seconds, Kevin would start sucking again. This time Kevin worked 2 fingers into Han, and used them to scissor open his hole while also playing with his prostate. He used his free hand to gently fondle Han's little balls. This just caused Han to moan even more. He was starting to breathe heavily and was again approaching orgasm quickly. Just before he reached it, Kevin stopped all pleasure again. In fact when Han tried to hump into Kevin's mouth, Kevin squeezed firmly on the small balls in his hand, which caused Han to gasp and groan. He could also feel the edge of Kevin's teeth at the base of his stiffy, so he knew he was not supposed to do that. The pain felt good and bad. If Kevin had still been playing with his prostate, the pain would have put him over, the top, but since it was just the pain, it helped bring him down a bit faster.

"Han, do you want me to make you come from sucking your cute little stiffy, or from feeling my daddy cock inside you?"

"Daddy, I want to feel you inside me. Please fuck my boypussy. Breed me, please" Han gasped almost begging.

Kevin laid a towel on the bed, but instead of putting Han on the towel, Kevin decided to just bend him over the edge of the bed and do it that way. There was a height issue, but with how tall the bed was, if he lifted Han a bit so he was laying on his stomach, his feet would be off the ground and his ass at the perfect height.

Kevin worked some more lube into Han for a few seconds to make sure he was well lubed and relaxed. As he did this he lubed up his own cock. He was thankful he was not oversized when it came to his cock. As it would then hurt Han, and that was not his goal. Being about average or a bit below, allowed him to fully love this sweet preteen boy, while they both enjoyed it to the max.

Kevin lined up his cock with that sweet boy hole, and pushed the head of his cock into the boy. Han tensed up as it entered him, but then relaxed and let out a low moan of pleasure. He felt content and loved as Kevin entered him. He knew this was his purpose, to please Kevin and get his boypussy fucked on a regular basis. He had read a bunch of stories and he wanted to try so many different things. He wanted to ask Kevin to get a sex swing for them to try out, maybe that could be his Christmas present. He really wants to try it and to be tied to it so he can be used by Kevin any way he wants. Maybe the other boys want to join in too. He would like to have Tanner fuck him. He thinks Tanner is more a bottom like he is, but it would be fun to play with him. Maybe they could be in a 69 and both in the swing secured together and then they could both be fucked over and over.

Kevin gave him about 30 seconds to adjust to having his cock in him, before he leaned into him to slide more of it into his hot love tunnel. Kevin slowly slid it all in. Han tensed up a bit when Kevin was almost all the way in, and Kevin realized that he was bottomed out when he was going to stop, so he just stayed all the way in and let Han enjoy and adjust.

Once Kevin figured Han had adjusted enough, it was now time to start the breeding as Han called it. Kevin withdrew until just the tip was still inside Han's tight ring, and then pushed it all back into him. This caused both of them to moan out in pleasure. Han's ass was so tight and hot. It was a perfect fit for Kevin's daddy cock. Kevin set up a steady rhythm of long dicking the moaning boy under him. Han was loving it and it only took about a minute for him to cum from the pleasure of being fucked by Kevin.

As Han had his powerful orgasm, Kevin just buried his cock all the way into him and then reached and played with Han's nipples while he felt Han's hole contract, squeeze and spasm while Han enjoyed his anal induced orgasm.

"Han, your boypussy feels so good. You are a great diaper boy sex toy. The fact that you can orgasm from just having your boypussy filled, show me how much you love and need it. Playing with your little dicky might feel good, but I know it feels better to have a cock in your tight young ass, and that is why your ass is also your boypussy, because it is meant to have cock in it and that gives you the most pleasure."

"Oh daddy, it feels so good. I love it. Yeah the feelings and tingles are so much better when they come from you inside me, than when I play with my stiffy. If they will always be this good, I will never touch my stiffy again if you will do me so I can feel this good. Please do me more. I want to feel your sperm fill me and claim me again." Exclaimed Han as he was still twitching a bit from the powerful orgasm he just had and while trying to recover his breath.

"Ok Han, if that is what you want and need, then I will give it to you. I will breed you again and claim you as my forever diaper boy sex toy. You belong to me from now on. You will do as you are told, and you are not allowed to touch your little stiffy. If I find our you do, I will get you a cockcage, and lock it up so you can't play with it. Do you want to be my diaper boy sex toy for life now Han?"

"Yes Daddy, I am your diaperboy sex toy forever. I belong to you and you are in charge of me and my body. I won't touch myself anymore without your permission. I don't want to be a bad boy, and I don't want my peepee locked in a cage. Please love me and keep me. I know my stiffy is small, but I hope you like it." Moaned Han, as he told Kevin how he felt and want he wanted. He wanted and needed to be controlled and he wanted Kevin to be the one to set the rules that he must follow and the one he will pleasure and they will love each other.

"Han, your stiffy is cute and I love it just the way it is. If it never grew, I would still be happy and love you. Don't worry. I will give you lots of love and pleasure and show you how well my daddy cock fits in your tight boypussy. Now it's time I give you my daddy milk and see if I can make you orgasm again. I want you to focus on how good my cock feels in you and all those feelings it is giving you when it moves in and out. Focus on that and how much I love you."

With that said, he started to fuck Han again. He was still giving him a slow and loving long dicking. Pulling out until just the tip was still in. In fact a few times he pulled out a bit far and had to insert his entire cock back into Han. These caused Han to moan even more, since he was now stretched and enjoyed the full insertion as it filled him up. Over time Kevin picked up pace and then Han asked for him to do it harder, so Kevin started to go faster and harder. He was now pounding into Han and each time he bottomed out, it caused them both to grunt. Kevin was afraid the bed might start to slide since they were leaning on the side of it. He figured after he came, then he would get Han on his back, with his knees to his chest so he could look into his eyes as he loved the boy.

Kevin could feel he was getting close. He had a good grip on Han's hips so he did not slide on the bed, and Han was moaning and grunting like a cheap whore. He was in pure lust mode and loving the feelings his body was giving him. He was close to another orgasm, and he hoped he would do it when Kevin filled him with his daddy milk.

"Han, I'm going to cum and breed you again. Tell me what you are."

"Daddy I am your diaper boy sex toy forever. I belong to you. Please breed me daddy. Oh it feels so good, I am getting my tingles again, I love you."

Han started to have his 2^nd orgasm of the evening, and it again was brought on from strictly the pleasure he got from having Kevin's cock in his tight boy pussy. As Han's hole got tighter and clamped onto Kevin cock as he was fucking the boy, it put Kevin over the edge. He pushed all his cock deep into Han and felt it shoot into the boy, and claim him again. Han could feel the warm sperm inside him and that caused him to smile and sign in contentment.

"Daddy, I can feel your sperm in me. I feel so loved by you. I wish we could do this everynight."

"Han you feel great, and I enjoyed it. If you can work your muscles to keep my cock hard we can do it again tonight. We can't do it everynight, but we can do it a few times a week if you are good."

Han started squeezing his ass muscles on the cock in him, he was doing everything he could to keep it hard and make it feel good. He was doing a good job as Kevin's cock had started to soften, now got good and hard again and was ready for another round. However, Han was shocked when he felt Kevin pull out.

"Did I do it wrong? I'm sorry." Said Han as he was worried he screwed up or something. It also show his insecurity and need to have a daddy figure that will love him and also direct and "control" him a bit.

"Han you did great. Now I want you on the bed, on your back with your knees to your chest. Make sure you are on the towel. I need to get a few things so that when we are done, I can make sure to get you changed and then we can snuggle and talk."

Han quickly climbed on the bed, and got in the position Kevin had told him to. He saw Kevin get a few things, from a few drawers and then come over and climb back on the bed. He watched as Kevin took a small pillow and put it under his butt, but also under the towel and it raised his butt up in the air. Han knew this would make it easier for Kevin to fuck him, and to go deeper from what he read in the stories. He wondered what it would feel like to be tied to the bed, and then tickled and touched all over, like the boys did in the beginning of the Nifty story, What Family is For. Han really liked this story because the boys had lots of sex with each other and adults, even when they had a boyfriend. They loved each other, but played with lots because it was fun and felt good. When he thought he messed up, he was going to suggest maybe Kevin should get him a collar like the twins had from the AO3 story Cruise to Remember.

Kevin slid the thick night diaper he got for Han under him. He applied a bit more lube to Han's hole, and made sure it was ok. It looked fine, no bruising and was just a little pink. He put a little powder on the diaper and on Han's butt. It smelled good, he knew Han liked it, and it might feel nice while they make love now.

"Time for round 2 Han, are you ready?"

"Yes please, I want it so much. Please fuck me daddy. Fuck my boy pussy and fill it with your daddy milk." Said a lust filled Han.

Kevin just smiled and did as he was asked. He put the head of his cock to Han's sweet hairless diaper boy pussy. He adjusted his position on the bed and grabbed Han's ankles so he could also adjust Han a bit. When ready, he pushed his cock in, all the way in, in 1 smooth, steady and slow motion. It felt so good for both of them.

Once he bottomed out, he ground his hips into Han's ass, this caused his cock to move around and rub Han in many different ways. Because he had Han's ankles he was also able to move him around a bit as he fucked him. This changed the way it felt and the contact with the immature prostate. Han was moaning up a storm and puddy in Kevin's hands. Kevin looked Han in the eyes while they made love. At times he smiled at him, at others he gave him kisses and showed that this was not a breeding, but love. For the next 15 minutes Kevin had a steady rhythm going where he went faster and then slower and while doing this he would sometimes rotate and grind his hips, or he would move Han a little, be it pressing down on his ankles which lifted his ass a little, or leaning one way or the other, so his cock put more pressure in some areas than others. He figured out which ones gave Han the most pleasure. Han was rock hard, and only once did he try to reach for his stiffy, but he stopped and remembered he was not to touch it and took his hands and just held onto the sheet as he was enjoying being made love to by Kevin. When Kevin saw Han catch his mistake, and fix it, Kevin smiled, and then leaned in and kissed Han deeply.

"Han, I am proud of you. You wanted to touch your little stiffy, but realized you are not allowed to do that and corrected yourself, without me having to say or do anything. You are learning well. It shows me you mean what you say. I love you. I hope the way I am trying to give you as much pleasure as I can, as I make love to you, shows you that."

"Kevin it feels so good. I have been so close a few times and then you do something different. I really want to cum. I went to play with myself and realized what I was doing and stopped because I did not want to break the rules. I love how it feels and I want to do this as much as we can. I know I should not ask this, but can you please let me have my tingles or orgasm. It's so close it hurts sometimes."

"Ok, Han, focus on the feelings and the love I have for you. I will let you have your tingles again. It's your boygasm, because it is dry, like all little boys have, but it still feels so good. It's funny, that your orgasms are dry, but your diapers are always soaked." Said Kevin with a chuckle, as he adjusted Han's legs a bit and started fucking him a bit harder and faster. Each thrust was rubbing on his prostate and this made Han gasp and moan.

Kevin figured Han would last under a minute like this, and then his goal was to bring him back to the edge so they could come together. He was getting tired, as this was a lot of exercise and energy for a guy in his 50's, but he knows it's good for him, and feels wonderful.

Han's eyes opened wide, he took a big breath, and then his entire body went stiff and shook. He had a very powerful orgasm. In fact this was a true anal orgasm as it gave his stiffy no real pleasure but it came from his core. It was from the pleasure his boy pussy was giving him and the stimulation to his prostate combined with the feelings of love he felt, all combined. It almost knocked him out it was so strong.

Kevin kept his rhythm as Han had his orgasm. His ring and the muscles in his anus all tightened up and gave him even more pleasure. He was not sure that was possible until it happened. Infact it gave both of them a lot of pleasure. Kevin had moved Han a little bit when he stiffened up so that he was not hitting the boys button on every thrust. However his plan was to stimulate it to the maximum once Han was fully relaxed and down from his dry orgasm so he could work to bring them both off quickly.

As Han slowing came down from his boygasm, he relaxed. Kevin moved his legs a bit again, and he felt Kevin's cock rubbing that special spot inside him on every thrust. It made him moan and start to pant. The funny part was his little dicky was now soft. That orgasm, made his little dick soft. Maybe it was because it got no stimulation and his body realized it did not need the blood to flow to it to get pleasure and should send the blood elsewhere to maximize the feelings and pleasure it could get. Han did not understand it, but he figured it meant he was now truly a diaper boy sex toy and his boypussy was his source of pleasure, and it sure felt good right now.

Kevin noticed Han was soft. He also noticed that he was still moaning in pleasure and almost purring at times as Kevin worked his cock into the boy.

"Han, it looks like you are greatly enjoying having my cock in your boypussy. I notice your little boy dicky is soft. I guess that means your body knows that it's your tight boypussy that gives you the most pleasure and it's focusing its attention to your hot tight hole that feels so good on my daddy cock. I want you to look at your soft little dicky. I think this is your mind's and body's way of saying it is very happy to be a diaper boy sex toy and it's your ass or your boypussy that makes you feel so much love and pleasure and not your little dicky."

"Daddy, you're right. It's weird. That last boygasm when I had my tingles I felt it everywhere. Most of it came from my butt or boypussy, and it was great. But my stiffy just felt normal. It did not get the feelings I get when I rub it and get the tingles. I guess my body knows what makes me feel best. Feeling you in my right now feels so good, and it makes me feel loved, wanted, and that I am important and special. I love it and I love you. Please give me my tingles again."

"Ok, Han that is the plan. Only little boys have tingles. Big boys have orgasms, and you are not a big boy yet. You are a diaper boy sex toy, and you will have tingles or boygasms for a while still. Now I want us to have our orgasms together again as I fill you with more of my love juice. If you were a girl, you would be pregnant with my son after tonight."

Kevin picked up the pace and started to fuck Han harder and faster. He needed to cum and he knew Han did too. He was running out of energy so he wanted to give Han his load soon while he still had the energy to plow the boy the way he liked it. As Kevin was really fucking Han, the look in Han's eyes was one of pure pleasure and bliss. He looked into Kevin's eyes and saw a daddy that loved him and wanted him. He knew he was safe and wanted to make Kevin happy forever. He felt at peace and like he found his real home. He knew he was now Kevin's diaper boy sex toy. That is what he wanted more than anything and now that he had it, he was content and happy all thru his body. He knew no matter what, he would be loved. He just hoped as he grew up Kevin would still love him as much when he starts to get hair and stuff.

After 3 minutes of the most intense fucking either of them had every had or done, they came together. Actually it was Han that came first, and the tightening of his anus put Kevin over the top and he slammed his cock home and gave Han 5 good shots of his daddy cum. Kevin was looking Han in the eyes when this happened. Then Kevin gave Han a very loving and passionate kiss. They kissed for a few minutes. Kevin's cock was now mostly soft and had just slipped out of Han's well fucked ass.

Kevin used the front of Han's diaper to wipe off his cock. He knew Han would clean it if he asked him to, but he did not think he needed that tonight. He wanted to cuddle and talk with him instead, so using the front of his diaper was fine. Next he worked to get Han diapered. He took the butt plug he had grabbed and applied a bit of lube to it, and then slid it into Han. It filled his ass and was locked in place by the shape of it. It was not big, but it was as big or maybe even a bit thicker than Kevin was, so with the quick taper on the end, it would stay in place until Kevin removed it after breakfast. It was a vibrating kind, as this is what Kevin preferred and what he thought the boys would enjoy most, as it can be a lot of fun with a diaper on. Once Han was diapered up, Kevin climbed into bed next to him.

They cuddled together for a few minutes and then they started to talk about stuff. Kevin wanted to know more about Han. They talked for a few hours as Kevin really got to know his boy, and fell in love with him even more. Han told Kevin he read things in some stories and he would like to try them. Like sex swings, poppers, and stuff. He even told him he thought it would be fun to have Tanner and him do a 69 on a swing and then Kevin and maybe the boys could all fuck them. Han told Kevin that he was pretty sure Tanner was like him and had a boypussy. They talked about how Tanner told Han that he wanted to know how it felt to have a real cock in his butt, and to get sperm and stuff. But he was afraid his stepbrother would rape him and force him to do stuff and he did not want that. He wanted the first time he is breed that it is someone he wants to do it with and cares about him. Han, said Tanner liked Kevin and thought it would be fun to do it with him. This concerned Kevin as he enjoyed the sex with the boy, and figured Tanner would be fun too, but he did not want to be having sex with all the boys, at least not too much. If he did Tanner, would his boys want it too? He had to think about this. Besides he thought Tanner would be a good boyfriend for Nicky or maybe Erik.

Han explained to Kevin that Tanner pulled him aside yesterday and told him he could tell that they had sex. He told him that he could tell by how happy Han was and the look he had in his eyes and even more when he looked at Kevin it was different now. Han, told Tanner that he made Kevin play with him and that he could not tell anyone. Tanner promised to not tell anyone but told Han, he was lucky to have a man or daddy to love him and want him, and that Tanner was a bit jealous. Han admitted to Kevin that he thought it would be fun to play with Tanner and for the 3 of them to do it.

"It's not like you can marry either of us, so if we are ok with sharing you then why not do us both. I know he has read a bunch of the stories and stuff and he wanted to be filled and breed and have a daddy to love him and make sure he is good. Just like I did, and now have. You could have 2 diaper boy sex toys, and since we are already best friends it would be even better for us too."

"Han, I don't know. I would have to talk with him and see. He is in bed with Nicky and they should be talking about being friends and maybe more. Let's see how that goes. He told me his fear about his stepbrother forcing him to do stuff. I told him if it happens to make sure his sperm gets on his clothes and undies or goodnites, and then to save them. I told him to use his phone and record them talking and asking his stepbrother why he raped him and forced him to have sex, and anything else he could get him to admit. Then to tell you and or me, and we will get the clothes and recording and keep it safe. I will give it to David, and maybe we can use it to get his step dad to give your Aunt custody of him and then move away. I don't know. I hope nothing happens to him, because as a boy a little younger than him, I was raped and forced to have sex over and over and I hated it and it messed with my mind. That is why I was so scared of doing anything with you, because I don't want to hurt you or make you feel or think I am using you. I care about you and all the boys. I would hate to have something happen and lose them. It would kill me and hurt them so much."

"I trust you and I know Tanner does too. You treat us like we are your kids and better than we get at home. I know my aunt loves me, but she is not like you. Tanner has no love or stuff at his home. He just hopes he does not get beat or worse each night."

"Ok, I will think about it and after things settle down I will talk with Tanner about it, if he wants too. But he will have to bring it up with me first. Now I want to know more about you and what you enjoy, like foods, sports, school, outdoors stuff, books, movies, all that stuff."

They talked for the next hour. While that was going on, Kevin turned on the plug in Han's ass. It surprised him at first, but then he smiled and kept talking. It was on a low setting, so it was just enough to feel good, but not enough to get him to an orgasm. He did not even get hard. He got a little stiff, but that was it, not even as still as a piss hardon.

When they were done talking Kevin held Han and gave him a special good night kiss, and they snuggled together and fell asleep. Han was hoping he would not have to go home tomorrow, but figured he would. If they did, he wanted to have Tanner sleep over at his house, so he would be safe.      

Kevin woke up early, and figured he would have fun with Han, and turned the plug back on and set it to full power. Han let out a grunt and moan and then started to move around. His eyes were still closed, but only for about another 30 seconds. As he opened his eyes, he let out a low moan of pleasure and reached to rub the front of his diaper. However his hand was swatted away by Kevin, and Han just started grinding his hips and butt into the bed to get the feelings to be even more. He lasted about 3 minutes, until he had his boygasm. He was panting from it, but the plug was still on high. The feelings were building again. Kevin started rubbing Han's nipples and then gave him a loving kiss, with some tongue. Han was loving this and when Kevin pinched one nipple while kissing him, it put him over the edge and he had his second boygasm of the morning, and both within less than 7 minutes of waking up.

Kevin rubbed his hand on the front of Han's very wet diaper. He noticed Han was not hard, he was not totally soft, but clearly not hard like the night before, even with the plug still going in his ass. This made him wonder. He turned off the plug and held Han for a few minutes.

Han fell back asleep, so Kevin got up and figured he should get the day started. He got breakfast going and went to get Tanner and Nicky out of the crib. Both were soaked and sucking on their pacifier. Tanner said it was neat sleeping in the crib, and it was great to have someone to cuddle with at night. Nicky was put in the high chair and Sammy sat in the booster seat.

Once breakfast was done, Kevin announced that they had shopping and things they needed to do today, so it might be best if Han and Tanner went home.   Both boys had a sad look on their faces. Kevin then said that if they wanted to go shopping and running errands they could, but they should go home later. He remembered that Tanner did not eat well at home, so he corrected himself and said after dinner. Han suggested maybe they could sleepover at his house.

Kevin got them all changed and ready for the day. Infact the only one in a diaper today was Sammy. Kevin reminded the boys school was starting soon, and they needed to make sure they don't get too used to the diapers and have accidents at school. Nicky and X were both in pullups. First stop was to get the RX and a few other things from Costco. Kevin noticed that they now had the size 7 Hggies, so he grabbed a case of them for X and Nicky, just incase. After they were done there, it was to the used furniture store Josh told Kevin about and where Josh found a bunch of the kid's stuff.

Kevin talked to the owner, and told him he was referred by Josh, and that Josh and David had gotten several things there for his boys before they arrived. The sweet lady, knew Josh, and remembered the items. She asked what he was looking for. He said another highchair that would fit a bigger boy in it. She said she had 2 possibilities and took him to see them. The boys followed. When they got to this back room it was full of kids furniture. In the far corner there were 2 highchairs. One was like the one they already had, and it would fit Nicky or X for a little while.   Next to it was one painted dark navy, and had some red and yellow on it. It looked like it would fit a an average 12-13 yr old in it easily.

"I have these 2. I think the one Josh got was the other one I had like this older one here. Recently I got this one in. It and a few other things came from a family with some special needs boys and they were moving out of the area, so I was able to get them at a great deal. Will either of them work for you?" she asked.

"Actually, either of them would work, or both. I think I like the bigger one a little better. What are the prices for each, and any deal on both?" asked Kevin.

The boys were kind of paying attention, but when X heard Kevin say both, he looked at Kevin and started to listen in a little more, as he was wondering who else would be in a high chair, and since he was about the same size as Nicky, that could mean him.

"Well is there anything else you like or need. I have no problem giving a nice discount when you get several items. With all the boys you have, there might be other stuff you could use."

"Let me take a look around for a few minutes. I see a few things that catch my attention, so I will see if they might work for us. I will find you when I have decided if there is anything else. Thanks."  

"No worries. I would suggest you also look in that room there. That is also kids furniture, both big and little kids, as well as more special needs items." She said and then headed back to her desk.

Kevin and the boys walked around and looked at several things. The boys in general were looking at other stuff and having fun, however X was watching what Kevin was looking at. In the other room he noticed there was another big kid crib in there, and what looked like a cross between a changing table and the exam table at the doctors office. There were some chairs and stuff that Kevin looked at and even what looked like shelves or stuff. He saw a bunk bed that looked like it was a crib on the bottom part of it.

"Boys stay together. Nicky I think you should be holding onto either Sammy or X's hand please." Nicky grabbed Sammy's hand and did as he was told.

Kevin noticed X was following him.

"Xander, whats up? I want you to stay with the boys please."

"Dad, can't I come with you. It's boring with them."

"Nope, we are almost done. I just need to talk to her about a few things and get a price and see what we will get, and see if she can have it delivered. It will only be a few minutes. In fact maybe it would be best if you got the other boys and you all headed out and got in the Excursion. You know the door code so you can open it up. I think that might be best."

Defeated, X went over to the boys and told them they had to head out to the suv and get in it while they waited for Kevin.

A few minutes later Kevin came out and was smiling. X asked what he got, and he replied "Just a few things. They will be delivered in a few days. Now we need groceries and then I want to check out school supplies, or atleast stop at the school and see if we can get a list of what you each will need."

For the next few hours they went shopping and ran errands. Kevin got the boys school lists, and figured they would get some of it done today and more over the next week or so. He found out that Tanner and Nicky were in fact in the same class. Knowing this, Kevin figured that Tanner might need a few of the same supplies, so he picked up a few extra without telling the boys.

After a dinner of burgers on the grill, Han and Tanner asked if they could stay 1 more night. Kevin gave each boy a hug, and said OK, but that on Thursday they would be leaving very early, so they had to go home tomorrow night after dinner.

The next day they got everything read for their trip. The boys asked where they were going, but Kevin would not tell them, just that it was a surprise. He had arranged to have the stuff he bought delivered on Friday and Josh agreed to be there so it could be taken into the house.

Thursday morning came and they had to get the Excursion loaded with the last few things. They all got up early because Kevin wanted to be on the road before 6am, so they would miss traffic. He had packed the boys' bags and loaded them and some extra diapers the night before. He planned to have them all in diapers for the drive since they likely would sleep the first few hours. He gave them each a yogurt and half a banana for breakfast. Then did a quick diaper change on them. Kevin left them in just their diapers and included a pair of shorts, a teeshirt, a onesie, and sandals in a bag for them in case they wanted it when they stopped before their final destination. He got them all settled in and buckled up, in their booster/car seats before he did his quick walk thru to make sure they had what they needed and had turned off the important stuff. All 3 boys were asleep again before Kevin started the Excursion. They had about 370 miles, and hopefully, it would work out to about 6 hours so they arrive for lunch. He sent the text, saying they were on their way, and hoped to see them in about 6 hours. Kevin had made himself a large Mocha, to help keep him awake, and he had some soda in the small ice chest that was on the front seat, since he could not rely on the boys being awake if he needed anything from it yet. They would be in charge of it once awake, just as they had been on the drive out from AZ. It was 5:55 am and Kevin was pulling onto the main road and they were off.

 

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So will the boys see Matty again?

Where are they off to?

What is being delivered?

How will Nicky behave and how will his punishment go.

Is Tanner safe, and what will he and Han talk about this weekend?

If Tanner could tell Han had gotten some, will his Aunt be able to tell?

Will Han be able to NOT play with himself for the next several days?

 

School is in a week, any ideas for school? (happy to entertain ideas and suggestions about upcoming chapters. I have several things planned, but lots of room to add in other adventures or activities.)

 

If you have any ideas or questions, feel free to drop me an email or message. Maybe I will like your idea better than what I have planned.

Come back to get these answers and more in the next chapter of Be True to Your Heart.

 

If you like the story, I would love to hear from you. Even if it's just a "HI, I like the story", or "Hi, Nicky sounds so cute and I wish I had a boy like him." If you know of a story you think I should check out and include in one of the lists, let me know. Send me an Email: DBL2022@Tutanota.com  (updated)

I currently have 2 other Ongoing stories (I have a third but it is in the draft and feedback mode still). All my published stories can be found on my AO3 author page.

Finding a Mentor, Max's story. On NIFTY and on AO3. See which version is easier for you to read or save.

MNDB Sleepover Fun.   On Nifty, and on AO3.

 

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The boys mentioned reading a few stories on Wattpad. Links to them are below. Most are pg-13, however atleast 2 of them are not, they are very horny boys.

I have included some other stories that I hope you will enjoy. The boys are horny and get busy!

Maybe these are the ones Han read and wanted to try some of the stuff in them. Enjoy!

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This Chapters Special Story link list: 2 Parts

 

First, the cute, SFW stories.

1 Sleepover Challenges

2 Best Friends Worst Vacation

3 Willy's Camping Trip with Friends

4 Lemons to Lemonade  

5 Christmas and the Magic PJs  

6 Mix-Up at Summer Camp  

7 Jacob's Diaper Story

8 Descending the Sibling Ranks

9 The Surprise    

10 Nice Calm Baby  

11   Lists of more diaper, regression, sissy, dom, and such stories, HERE.    

 

NOW the Horny boys. These are NSFW

1 Boy Scout Lovers

2 What Just Happened  

3 What Families are For  

4. A Cruise to Remember

5. Sleepover At Rileys

6. It Came from Under the Bed    

7 The Sleepover    

8 Training Tommy

9. Breaking in Young Boys      

10. Living the Life    

11. Bingham Cousins Sleepover

12. Spacelane 6262

13. My Best Friend and his Slutty Son

14. Taking My Nephews Camping

15. Late for School

16. Family Summer Vacation      

17. Naughty Boys Club  

18. The Premonition

19 Summertime is for Babies

20. Ecstasy