Be True to Your Heart

Chapter 2

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Be True to Your Heart

Chapter 2 – Nicky and Sammy

NICKY, age 9

Hi, I'm Nikolas, I turned 9 last month. The last month has been the worst of my life. My life fell apart just after my birthday. I wish I was still a little boy like Billy is, he is Bobby's 5 yr old brother..

I had my birthday party and it was wicked cool. We had a lot of fun, and even went swimming and had a BBQ. Then my best friend, Bobby, spent the night. My dad was so cool and had my little brother sleep in his room with him so that Bobby and I could have fun and stay up late.

I don't think my dad knows what kind of FUN we have been doing the last few months. Just before Christmas Bobby showed me how good it feels to play with my Stiffy, and how it's even better when someone else plays with it. His 11 yr old cousin showed him a bunch of stuff when they were together over Thanksgiving at his grandma's house. We rubbed each other every day, and it felt so good. The first time I was scared because I thought I would pee on my best friend, but he told me to just enjoy it and I would not pee. The feelings I got were WICKED!! I never felt so good in my life. I was embarrassed because as soon as I relaxed from those feelings, I started to pee. Bobby laughed and said it was no big deal. He knew that I have a small, weak bladder and have accidents sometimes during the day, and every night. He still wets the bed too, so it's cool and he even wears diapers too, but he has bigger ones for bigger kids. I still wear little kid diapers like Pampers or Huggies or Luvs size 6. I'm about the same size as his little brother Billy, and he is only 5. I wish I was bigger....

After Christmas, Bobby got back from his grandma's house and we had a sleepover at his house. He wanted to show me some new stuff he learned. That afternoon, we went to his room and started to watch Harry Potter #2. We both think Collin Crevy is really cute. After a few minutes, his mom came to check on us and told us she was taking our brothers with her to go shopping. Not to let anyone in, and if we have any problems to call her. We smiled and said we were just going to stay in his bedroom and watch TV and have fun. She smiled and said, "behave and have fun".

Once they left, Bobby kissed me. Not like my dad does. It was on the lips and was different. At first, it was weird, but then it was really nice and I felt my peepee get stiff. He told me his cousin taught him that and a lot more and he wanted to show it all to me. He said we needed to remove our pants and undies. So we took off our pants. He had jeans on and I had sweatpants. He had his really cool baby shark undies on. They are one of my favs, but his Pokemon ones are the best. He has really cool Yellow Minion Boxers that he likes to wear over his diapers if anyone else is sleeping over or when he sleeps at my place. I got some boxers I can wear over my diapers so no one can see them or the shape because my briefs are more like ones little boys or toddlers wear, so they are not as cool. I was in my wet pull-up, so Bobby pulled it down and then kissed the tip of my stiffy. I gasp as it felt so GREAT!! I pulled down his baby shark undies. He had a stiffy too. He told me to close my eyes because he wanted to show me something special.

I closed my eyes, and I felt him kiss my stiffy again. All of a sudden I felt a warm wetness around my stiffy. It was so warm and felt so GOOD. Then I felt something moving on the tip of my stiffy. I moaned and opened my eyes. I was in SHOCK!!! Bobby was on his knees in front of me and had my stiffy in his mouth. I thought it was dirty, but it felt so good. Bobby started moving his head back and forth on my stiffy. It felt so good, I almost fell over because my knees started to get weak. Bobby kept sucking on my stiffy. Then I felt him put his hand on my butt. He pushed his finger in and rubbed it on my butt hole. I started to shake a little because it felt even better when he rubbed my butt hole with his finger when he sucked on my stiffy. Then he took his finger and put it in his mouth with my stiffy. A few seconds later I felt it pushing on my butt hole and then it started to slide in. I was shocked. I never thought of anything going in my butt, but it felt good and made the feelings in my stiffy even better. This seemed like an hour but I am sure it was only a minute or 2 but then he started moving his finger in my butt and I was in overload. I started to moan and pant. He kept sucking and moving his finger. Maybe 20 seconds later I felt the tingles come, but this was more powerful than ever before. I grabbed Bobby's head and pushed my stiffy in as far as I could and started to shake and tremble. I was not breathing and then finally I took a big breath and let out an even bigger moan. My knees started to give out and Bobby, held me up as I kept shaking and feeling the wonderful feelings on my stiffy and in my butt.

Once I was back to myself, I told Bobby, "THANK YOU!" He let go of me and took his finger out of my butt. I felt empty but loved and special.

I went to Billy's room and got a pull-up from his bottom draw where his mom keeps them and his diapers that Sammy and I wear when we were there. I also grabbed a diaper as I kinda like how they feel better, but don't want to be a big baby and or poop in a diaper. But the pull-ups feel scratchy and not as comfy as the softness that a diaper has. I like my undies too, but the diaper feels so soft, comfy, and safe.

I went to put on the pull-up. Bobby said, "I can diaper you if you want me to". I told him "I like being naked, but I don't want to have an accident in your room, so maybe a diaper is best." He laughed and said "I have had many so it does not matter if you have one too." I started to laugh. He took off his shirt and I took mine off . He then closed and locked his bedroom door. We climbed on his bed and snuggled like we do on sleepovers. He told me how his cousins showed him about sucking on a stiffy and that it does not taste bad at all. He said his other cousin that was almost 13 was there too and they both sucked on Bobby and then bobby sucked on them. His oldest cousin shot some stuff in his mouth. Bobby first thought it was pee, but he swallowed it and it did not taste bad or like pee. His cousin told him it was Sperm or Cum, and that it was good for him and could help make his stiffy and balls grow bigger when he got sperm in his body from another boy.

Bobby said "they showed me all about real sex. Like how you put your stiffy inside someone. It felts great to do it, lots better than getting sucked. Getting a stiffy in your butt feels a lot better than the finger, but it can hurt some when it goes in. But that pain is well worth how great it feels. I even got the tingles from just getting a stiffy in my butt." I was shocked and I guess my face showed it. He told me we could try it later if I wanted to, and he knew I would like it. Then he hugged me. I felt safe and loved even more then.

I asked him what it felt like to suck on a stiffy. He said kinda like sucking your thumb or finger. I said I kinda wanted to try it but was scared he would pee in my mouth. Bobby promised he would not pee in my mouth, and if it did happen it would be on accident, and that I could pee in his mouth later to make us even. I looked into his eyes and knew he was honest and excited that I was thinking to suck on him. His stiffy was super stiff and hard. My stiffy got stiff again and I realized I was excited to suck on him. He said he would give me tips as I was doing it, like his cousins did for him.

I slid down his body and when I got to his stiffy I looked at it and then kissed the tip. It was fun, so I kissed it a few more times. Then I got brave and sucked on it like I use to suck on my thumb. Bobby moaned. He said "suck on it like it's a Popsicle or lollipop." So I started to suck on it and then used my tongue. Bobby said "that felt great. Keep sucking and licking it." He started moaning more so I knew I was doing a good job. I wanted to make him feel as good as he made me feel. I touched his balls and he moaned so I started to rub them. I was scared to put my finger in his butt, in case it got poop on it. Bobby said it was feeling great. He said. "Please put your finger in my butt, it feels so good that way." I wanted to make my best friend happy so I did it. I took my pointer finger and put it into his butt hole. I rubbed on it for a second or 2 and he started pushing his stiffy in my mouth then. So I pushed my finger it. It went in pretty easily. I look back and realize his butt hole was kinda slippery, so I think he put some stuff on his hole so my finger would go in easily.

As my finger went in, he moaned and started to shake and moan even louder. He said " slowly move it in and out of my butt, but don't take it all the way out." I did that and as I was doing it he kept moaning and saying how great it felt. In under a minute he put his hand on my head and started to hump hard into my mouth, and then got all stiff. His stiffy started to pulse and shake in my mouth but nothing came out. His butt clamped down hard on my finger and I could barely move it in and out. He shook for a long time it seemed, but I guess it was less than a minute.

Once he was done shaking and started breathing normally, I let his peepee go from my mouth. I started to crawl up the bed. He grabbed me, hugged me, and then kissed me on the lips. He pushed his tongue into my mouth. Then we let our tongues wrestle. It felt different but so good too. I felt like I was loved in a special way and never wanted it to end. It felt like we were connected at a special level.

We cuddled together and kissed some more for a little while. Then I felt the need to pee, so I jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom. The door handle was stuck and I panicked because I knew I would pee really soon. I finally got the door open and ran into the bathroom. I grabbed my peepee and held it as I felt some pee start to leak out. I made it to the toilet and was able to pee in it. My hand was wet, but I did not make a mess anywhere so I was happy. I wiped off my peepee so it was clean, and then washed my hands.

I went back to Bobby's room. He was still on his bed and I thought he looked sexy. I never thought that of anyone before and was scared a little because I thought a boy was sexy. I think some boys are cute but never before thought of them as sexy. Maybe it was because I never knew what sex was or how good it could feel. He looked at me and smiled.

He said. “I want to show you how good it feels to put your stiffy inside someone one, and how good it feels to get it in your butt. But I dont want to do it and get busted by Mom, so lets do it later tonight after everyone goes to bed, OK?” I nodded and smiled.

Bobby, told me to lay on his bed.

I did and he got up and grabbed the diaper I got earlier. Then he diapered me really good. I know he diapers his brother at night sometimes, so I know he is good at it. But this time it was different, it felt better and he rubbed the front of my diaper on top of my peepee and it got really stiff fast. He asked me "would like me to wear a diaper too?" I blushed and said "if you want to. But I like how you look in your big kid's diaper. I wish I could wear them instead of these little kid diapers." Bobby said "they might fit you, but they will be kinda big stil. But as you keep growing, they will fit you really well soon. I think you look cute in those diapers. My favorite is the Paw Patrol diapers. I just want to pet your butt then. Maybe I can make you wag your tag when I pet you like a puppy." Then he laughed and said, "You are so CUTE in your diapers."

We got back to watching Harry Potter 2. Maybe 15 minutes later his mom and our brothers came back. We were both just in diapers.

His mom looked at us, smiled, and said, "Looks like you are both very comfy, and relaxed." I blushed a little I think and I bet Bobby did too. Then she said, "come on, I need your help downstairs." We got up and as we reached for our pants, she said "You can wear just your diapers. If you are chilly put on your shirts." So we put on our shirts and went downstairs.

We got downstairs and Billy asked his brother why he was in his night diapers. Bobby told him we were watching a movie and since we were on his bed, he was afraid he might fall asleep so we both got diapers. I saw his mom look at us and then smile. I think she knows we don't normally fall asleep when we watch Harry Potter, especially in the daytime. But Billy and Sammy just nodded and went to play in the family room.

We helped his mom put away the groceries. She said "you both are very cute in your diapers. Looks like you both are very comfy and happy in them too. It's OK, You can wear whatever type of underpants you want, as long as you are happy, healthy, and safe. That is all we care about."

I and Bobby looked at each other and before we could say anything she called in our brothers and we all had some cookies and milk. Sammy said he needed to be changed, I said I would change him, but Mary said she would do it. After all she is the Mom here, even if not our mom. That made me smile as she did act like a mom to me and Sammy when we are here. I looked at her and said Thanks, and then said MOM but nothing came out. Just a small tear started to run down my cheek. She saw this hugged me and said "it's OK. I understand. You are safe and loved here and I think of you both as 2 extra sons."

She took Sammy to get him into a dry diaper. A few minutes later Sammy and Billy both come out in just a diaper and tee-shirt. Billy said, "Look we are all dressed the same" and then started to giggle. Bobby and I both smiled and giggled with them, and said "we look just like brothers."

We played with the legos until dinner and then watched TV until bedtime. At 8 pm our brothers were sent to Billy's bedroom to go to bed. His Mom changed both their wet diapers and then tucked in Billy and my brother. Then we were told we should go to bed too and can watch a DVD until we fall asleep. Mary said she was going to bed soon. She said the younger boys wore her out at the grocery store. We all laughed. She said she would change us so we all went to Bobby's room, We both lay on his bed, and she changed me and then Bobby. Bobby put in Star Wars Episode 1, and we got under the covers. Mary tucked us in and said she would see us in the morning. To not stay up too late or make too much noise. Then she left and went back downstairs to where her bedroom was.

We cuddled up and watched Star Wars. Ani is so cute. I would love to see him in a diaper like Bobby wears. I bet it would fit him really good too.

About an hour later, Bobby snuck downstairs and got us some juice boxes. He said his mom was in bed and lights were off so we could have some special fun now.

We hugged and kissed for a minute or 2 and then he said he needed to get something and left and came back with some baby oil and Vaseline. I was not sure what for, but the smile he had told me he had special plans for it.

He kissed me some more. I felt like I was melting into him. After a few minutes he said he wanted to show me real sex. He asked if I wanted to put it in him first or he put it in me first. I was a little scared, but I trusted Bobby more than anyone.

We have been friends for like forever. Ever since my mom made us move to Nevada. I meet him at school, and we became best friends that day. It was great because he lived close to our apartment. He knows most my secrets and we can talk about anything. He is like a cross between a brother and best friend.

I said "I don't know how to do it, so maybe you should put it in me so I can learn." He smiled and said OK. Then he said "I will get you all slippery back there. You just relax so it won't hurt much. Then it will just feel awesome."

He opened one side of my diaper and then had me lay on my tummy. He put his teddy bear under my diaper area, so my butt was pointed up a bit. Then he opened the other side of my diaper and pulled the back down. He then rubbed my butt cheeks. It felt good and strange. But I liked it. Then I felt him rub a finger on my butt hole. It felt slippery and then it pushed inside. I liked it and my peepee got super stiff. He moved it in and out for a minute to 2, then pulled it out. I thought he was done and then I felt him push it back in but it was bigger. It hurt a little and I tensed up. He told me to relax it was 2 of his fingers and that his stiffy is no bigger than his fingers so once I got use to them then he could put it in me. I relaxed pretty soon and then he was pushing his fingers in and out. It felt really good and a few times he hit something inside me that felt like a shock of awesome feelings would run thru me.

A few minutes later he said I was ready. He pulled out his fingers and then I guess used my diaper to wipe them off. He got off the bed, and worked his diaper off, by slipping it down on one side and then the other until it was past his butt and then fell down his legs. He was super stiff.

He got behind me and pulled me up so I was on my hands and knees. He told me this was called doggy style. I saw him grab the baby oil and then pour some on his stiffy. Some fell off his stiffy into my butt crack and I felt it slide down towards my hole. He put the baby oil down and then I felt him move around behind me a little.

Then I felt him grab my hips. I felt his stiffy go into my butt crack, then felt it at my hole. He told me to relax and if it hurts at all to push out like I was going to poop. He started to push it inside me. I felt full. It hurt a little so I pushed out and then it slide in even farther and did not hurt much at all. He moaned and said I felt so good. I told him I felt full, but it felt good too. I told him it did not hurt. He said good. Now we both get to feel really good.

He started to pull back and then push forward in my butt. After a few times, I felt him as he pushed all the way into me. It felt good feeling his body pressed into me. He started going faster and faster. It felt so good. He hit that special spot inside me a few times and I kept moaning. He told me I needed to be more quiet or we could wake our brothers. I said they were asleep and that Sammy sleeps like a log so he would not wake up. He kept going faster and even a little harder as he pushed it all the way into me. Then I started to get the tingles. I was shocked because I was super stiff but never touched it. I told him I was getting the feeling and he said he was close too. All of a sudden I started to shake and had the best tingles ever. I could feel him pushing into me and it felt so good to have him inside me. Then I felt him get all stiff and moan and push hard into me and hold it there. He was shaking and moaning. I figured he got his tingles too.

A minute or 2 later we were both breathing better and back into our normal state of mind. He was still in my butt. I did not want him to take it out, but I wanted to try putting it in him now too.

I told him, "it was great. It felt really good with you in me. But now I want to try putting it in you so I know how that feels." He said "I loved being in your butt too. But, I want to feel your stiffy in me." I told him "your stiffy is bigger than mine so I hope you still like it." He smiled and said, "if it's part of you, I know I will like it." Then he pulled out of my butt. He took my dry diaper and wiped his stiffy on it. I was glad there was no poop on it.

He explained to me what I had to do. He told me to put Vaseline on my pointer finger and work it into his butt. Then move it in and out for a few minutes. He said I could put 2 in if I wanted to, but because he has had his cousins in his butt, and they had big stiffies he knew he was already stretched out. When I was ready to put my stiffy in him, I should put some baby oil or more Vaseline on it and then push it in. Once in, to go back and forth and just enjoy the feelings. I smiled and said "OK. Lets try it."

He got in the doggy style and said this was easier to do it, so I should try it that way. I got his hole lubed up and then my finger in it. He said it felt good and that I should put my stiffy in him.

I put some oil on my little stiffy and then pushed it in his butt. He moaned kinda loud and said it felt great. He said to push it all in and I did. Then I started going back and forth and in and out. It felt great. I was not sure which I liked better, being in his butt, or when he was in my butt. All I knew was I learned a lot today and it all felt totally wicked!!!

I humped his butt for a few minutes and then he got his tingles and when his butt squeezed on my stiffy it made me get my tingles. It was great. After a few minutes I pulled out and I was still stiff.

Bobby turned around and kissed me and said it felt great. He asked me if I liked what we had done today and I told him it was the best. He smiled and asked if I wanted to do more of it. I said I was getting tired, but could do it some more for sure. I asked if he would put it in my butt again. He said yes. I got in position and he said he wanted to show me a different way. He had me lay on my back. He put my diaper under my butt. Then put a pillow under the diaper so my butt was up in the air a little. Then he put some stuff on his stiffy. He told me his cousins said that putting in a persons butt was called fucking and that is what big boys do.

It felt dirty using the bad word, but I asked Bobby, "will you fuck me?" He smiled and said "anytime you want" and then leaned down and kissed me. After a little kissing, he lined his stiffy up and pushed it all into me. I grunted and then moaned. It felt good, and better when he kissed me. It was nice that we could look at each other as he fucked my butt. I liked it when he fucked me. As he was doing this I remember hearing the older boys at school talk about butt fucking and that gays did it. I was scared. I did not want to be gay, because everyone seems to hate them and pick on them. I get picked on and teased enough, so I dont want anymore. But the feelings I was having from his stiffy in my butt made me forget about it and then I had another powerful tingles. I guess I was moaning kinda loud. My tingles set Bobby off and he was moaning loud and grunting as he pushed hard and deep into me and then kissed me.

As I came down from my tingles I could still feel his stiffy in my butt. But then I heard a giggle I thought. I told Bobby I heard something. He pulled out of my butt and we looked. His door was open a little, but no one was there. However I asked Bobby if he closed it and he said he was not sure, he was in a hurry to get the lube for my butt and maybe did not. So he then went and closed it. He stepped into his diaper and pulled it up like underwear. It was funny. He did a little dance to get it all the way up and then it was on like before. He went to diaper me and I said I needed to pee so I ran to the bathroom and went pee. I returned to his bedroom and laid down and he diapered me up and even gave my stiffy a kiss. We snuggled in bed and then fell asleep.

We woke up the next morning to his mom telling us pancakes were almost ready. She told us to get up or else our brothers would be in to make sure we were awake. Then she left the room. We looked at each other and kissed. Just as we stopped the kiss we heard giggles and then our brothers came in and told us to hurry up so we could all eat breakfast. They were both in very wet diapers still. So we got out of bed and were both very wet. If I had not gone pee before bed, I would have leaked for sure.

As we left the room I saw the baby oil and Vaseline still on his nightstand. I pointed to it and he looked at me. Then he told me to go and he will put it away but I need to go with our brothers.

I went with them and Bobby caught up to us at the bottom of the stairs.

We had breakfast, and then got changed for the day. We were spending one more night so we had fun all day and then Bobby and me, had lots of fun that night after everyone else was asleep. It was awesome.

After that we started doing sex stuff whenever we could. Normally at his house, since he had his own room. But sometimes even at my house. After a month or so Bobby told me about a story he found online. He said there were sexy stories online and he shared one he saw on WattPad called Boy Scout Lovers. I learned that what we were doing with each other was more than just sex or doing each other. We were making love to each other because we cared how the other felt and wanted us both to enjoy it as much as we could, and I felt that I did love him. We started looking at stories more and more. Then I found Nifty and told Bobby about it and a few stories I really liked, "The Sleep Over, Counting, Young Innocence, and Farm Boys". He found AO3 and told me about it, and said there were lots of stories on it but many were more hardcore. More about sex and not love, but were still good and made him horny. Like; "Cors Adventures, Alien Ground Zero, Outbound, and Late for School."

Bobby had taught me all about sex, what Horny was, and that the tingles I had were called an orgasm when I would shoot sperm. Many called it a dry orgasm or a boygasm or little boy orgasm now because I had no sperm yet. I did not care what it was called, I just knew it felt good!!

On my birthday we did it to each other 4 times and it was awesome. It was then that I learned that we were not just fucking each other, but we really were making love to each other. I passed out after the last time and Bobby put my diaper on and snuggled me. That was how I woke up the next morning. That was one of the best nights of my life. But 1 week later my life fell apart.

I was staying at Bobby's house and Billy was at my house. We had dinner with his parents because his dad was leaving out of town in a few days for a while. His parents suggested we go upstairs and watch TV. His mom came up behind us and gave us a hug and kiss on the forehead. She asked if we wanted her to change us now, or if we were going to change each other later before we went to sleep. Bobby said that we were not soaked yet, so we would change each other. She smiled and said have fun, and dont stay up too late.

We made love that night 3 times. The next morning after breakfast, we all sat down and talked. His Parents told me that they had to move. His dad got a Job in Iowa and they would be moving in a month after school was done. I broke down and cried. I curled up like a baby and just cried and cried. Mary tried to comfort me, but I did not want her near me. She had hurt me. They were leaving and taking my best friend and more away from me. Bobby held me and told me it would be OK. After a few minutes of him holding me I calmed down. Mary said that we could talk on the computer and phone, all the time. That for next summer I could come out and visit them, as my dad had already said I could. They would be in Vegas for Christmas and we could see each other then too. I looked iintoBobby's eyes and said "I don't want to lose you, I think I love you." Then I realized his parents were there and started I to cry and shake. Bobby held me and said, "I love you too." Mary said "it's OK boys. We know you have special feelings for each other. I have seen the signs. So have your brothers by the way. We just want you to be happy." I asked if they were moving to punish us for being so close and loving each other.

Mary said "NO". Even John, Bobby's dad, said, "NO, we want our boys to be happy, and will not judge them for whom they love, and who makes them happy. You are a part of our family Nicky, and always will be." I then realized that if they knew, did that mean my dad did? I asked if they told him, and they said no, but we are pretty sure he knows. It was his suggestion that Sammy stay here, so you both could have your bedroom alone on your birthday. I blushed and felt like my heart had been ripped from my chest.

Bobby looked at me and said, "I love you Nicky, and you will always be my best friend and diaper-boy, no matter where I live." Then we hugged. I told him I felt the same for him and he was my diaper boy too. His parents laughed and said "yeah, lately he has become more of a diaper boy, that is for sure, but that is OK with us."

Just over 2 weeks later my dad is in a terrible car crash. He was on his way to pick up Sammy and me. After a few days in the hospital, he died and left us. We are not going to live with Mary like we had when the accident happened for the first few days. Instead, we are going to live with this older guy that dad said was like a 2^nd dad to him when he was a boy. Why would GOD do this to me. Is it because I'm gay that he is punishing me and my brother? ??

When Dad died he told us he loved us and that he knew Kevin (our new dad I guess) will take good care of us. He put our hands altogether and then he died.

Its been about a week since daddy died. I feel sad and alone. Sammy is hugging me a lot and sits with me a lot too. I'm embarrassed because my pull-ups have leaked several times so now I'm back into diapers all the time. Kevin said it was just for now because I am under a lot of stress. Sammy is diapered full time too and even sucking his thumb again. He stopped last year, but Kevin says its just stress and not a big deal.

I just got all my stuff packed. Bobby helped me pack my stuff, and Kevin suggested that I spend the last night at his house to say good bye. He said he would do all he can to keep us in touch with each other and so we can spend time together whenever we can. He seems nice, but its strange. He is a lot older than my dad is and older than Bobby's dad is too.

We had fun last night, in his bed. But I cried when I had to leave. I told him I loved him. I made him a card and told him in it that I loved him and that he had my heart, and that he is the most important person to me, and please don't ever forget or abandon me. When he read it he cried and hugged me and told me he loved me too and will never forget me. He hopes we can see each other soon, and that his parents have promised we can face time once a week at least, as long as homework is done.

Now I'm in my booster seat, with my little brother next to me in his booster seat. We are leaving Las Vegas for our new home in Arizona. I feel empty and all alone. I'm wearing my diaper and a pair of shorts because it is hot and Excursion has AC. But it never gets cold in it, just not too hot. So Sammy and I often take our shirts off in it. Sammy is actually only wearing his diaper he asked if he could just wear it once we got in the car so Kevin let him take off his shorts, so he is in just his paw patrol diaper. He has a tablet and is watching cartoons on it.

I wonder what our new home will be like and how living with Kevin will be. I hope he is as nice as Daddy was and does not tease us for our diapers and for being so small. So far he has been nice and even said that we were really cute in our diapers. He does give good hugs. But he also likes to tickle. That is fun but I don't want him to know I like it. I don't want to seem like a baby because it makes me need to pee a lot too.

He says it's a couple of hours down the road and we will stop at In N Out Burger on the way to get lunch. I like In and Out, so that is good. I'll probably need to be changed then. Kevin gave us juice bottles and water bottles in a small cooler here for us to drink whenever we are thirsty. So at least he is not making us thirsty, by not letting us drink liquids when we are thirsty, because of our wetting issues. I heard some mean people do that.

Thats how my life has been lately. I realized I loved my best friend, and he loved me. Then I lost him because his parents are moving. Then my dad gets in an accident, and he dies. I got my little brother but that is all, and I love him, but he is a pest too. But I wonder if God will take him from me too?? I hope not.

SAMMY, Age 7

Hi, my name is Sammy. I guess it's Samuel, but only my dad ever called me that and if he did I was in big trouble. Even at school, the teachers all call me Sammy.

The past few months have been strange. The last few weeks have been terrible and it hurts me a lot too because I know my big brother is hurting more than me, and I don't want to see him hurt.

I know he and Bobby did stuff and kissed and stuff. When I was sleeping in Billy's room, we heard some weird noise from Bobby's room. The door was closed but not all the way. So we opened it a little and we were not sure what was going on. We saw my brother behind Bobby and looked like he was pushing into him. We laid down and crawled into the room a little and realized Nicky had his stiffy in Bobby's butt. The noises both were making sounded like they liked it a lot. Then they got still and moaned a lot. Then they moved and we were scared but did not move so they did not see us.

We heard them talking and then Bobby was going to put his stiffy in my brother. We watched as they moved and my brother laid on his back and pulled his legs up. Bobby kissed him then put his stiffy in and started moving it back and forth. We watched until they made the funny noises again and started kissing. I think Nicky heard us so we crawled out and went to Billy's room. We talked and even touched each others stiffy thru our diapers. It felt good. We learned more over the next few months. Billy saw them sucking on each others stiffies so we tried that and it felt good too. We also promised to never tell anyone about this. We did not want our brothers to get in trouble.

I was sad when my dad told me that Bobby and Billy were moving after school got done. I realized Nicky would be really sad and upset. Dad asked me if I would be a good little brother and help my big brother because he was going to be sad and need extra hugs and someone to snuggle with because of Bobby moving. I told him "I love Nicky and I will do anything for him. He gives good hugs to.

Then not long after that, my daddy was in an accident. We stayed with Billy and Bobby and their mom. After a few days, a man came to see dad. He looked much older, almost like a grandpa, but not quite. Dad told us it was Kevin, and he helped dad a lot when he was a little older than Nicky is now. He was like a second dad to him and he knew he was a good person and would never hurt us, but would love us for whom we are no matter what. He said if he did not get better that we would live with Kevin, and he would take care of us. I was scared, I did not want to lose my daddy. Nicky hugged me as I cried and told me it would be OK, and he would always be there to look out for me and keep me safe. I love my big bro, even when he is kinda mean and picks on me or calls me a pest.

Then Daddy died. He told us to be good boys for Kevin, and Kevin promised him to love us, and treat us like his own sons. Daddy Smiled, put all our hands together and closed his eyes. Then buzzers sounded and Kevin picked me and Nicky up off Daddy's bed and held us as a bunch of doctors came in. I was scared and I saw that Kevin and Nicky were crying. A doctor told us my daddy had died.

The next few days are a blur. I feel sad and scared. I guess I'm sucking my thumb again. Kevin never said anything about it. I know my brother is back in diapers all the time like me. Kevin is good at changing diapers and he tells us we are cute in our diapers and that lots of big boys wear diapers. Lots of boys need them and that even some just like them. He told us both, "Diapers are just a type of underwear. Some boys like cartoon briefs, some like tidy whitey, some boxers, some skimpy bikini ones, and some like or need diapers. It does not matter, they are all different kinds of underwear and we can wear whatever we need, keeps us dry, and feels good."

I got my toys and clothes all packed up. Kevin is taking the bunk bed that daddy made for us. We got it loaded in a trailer that is behind daddy's SUV that we sometimes helped him work on. It was fun to help dad when he fixed it up the last year.

I was scared Kevin might get mad, when I asked if I could take off my shorts and be in just my diaper in the car. It was cooler and felt better. Kevin just smiled and said "if that is what makes you happy Sammy, sure. No problem little dude." I took off my shorts and he helped me buckle into my booster seat. He asked Nicky if he wanted to lose his shorts too. Nicky blushed and said he would keep them for now. Kevin helped make sure he was buckled in. He showed us our ice chest and the drinks in it. There was a bottle of Coke in it. I asked if I could have it, but Kevin said that it was only for the driver, but if I was good, I could have soda when we stopped at In N Out in a few hours for lunch. I like the fries at In N Out, they are the bestest. They even do a grilled cheese if I don't want a hamburger.

Kevin gave me the tablet Nicky and I share and said I could watch the cartoon that he saved on it if I wanted to. I put on my paw patrol headphones and started watching paw patrol. They are even on the diaper I am wearing. :) It also has some Pokemon, spiderman, and the minions saved so lots of good stuff to watch. I asked Nicky if he wanted to use it first, but he just smiled and said I should use it and he had his book he could read.

I drank a juice box and some water and liked the cartoons. Then we stopped at In-N-Out Burger. I did not want to put on my shorts, but Kevin said I needed to. He told me, most boys my age don't wear just diapers outside or to a store. I was sad. I said "most people think I'm only 3, not 7 and lots of 3 yr olds are in just diapers. So can I PLLLEEEAAASSSEEEE!!!"

Before Kevin could say anything, Nicky said, "Sammy don't whine, daddy always told us not to whine, because we are not brats." I said "Sorry", and felt bad. I think Kevin knew I was sad and scared. He told me I could wear just my diaper if that is what I wanted, this time. That after we placed our order he would take us into the bathroom and change both our diapers, as he was sure we both needed it. Nicky blushed and said he was pretty wet, and I was very wet and easy to tell. Kevin asked Nicky if he would hold my hand as we walked thru the parking lot and inside until we got a table. Nicky said "sure, I'm the big brother and that is one of the cool jobs I get to do sometimes."

Kevin got me out of my booster seat first. He helped me put on my sandals, then set me on the ground. He helped Nicky out of his seat as he was busy putting his sandals on when Kevin opened his door. Then Kevin took the backpack that had our diapers and some other stuff in it, and we all went inside. We were in line and a lady with 2 boys came in. The boys noticed me in just diapers and saw the top of Nick's diaper above his shorts.

The younger one looked like he was about 4 I think and he said "look mommy he gets to wear just his diapers, why can't I?" The older brother looked like he was about 6. He said "and his brother gets to wear diapers under his shorts. I wish I could wear them instead of these pull ups." The mom got angry and told them to be quiet, as they might upset us.

Kevin turned and looked at her and the boys. I thought she was going to burn up, as she turned red. Then Kevin said "it's OK They both have weak bladders and need diapers, it's not a big deal. After all, diapers are just another type of underwear. The boys are not embarrassed by them because it is no different than needing braces or glasses or even a wheelchair." He then introduced us to the mom and the boys. He gave them our names and ages. The boys were shocked we were so small for how old we are.

Kevin said "everyone grows at different rates. When babies are born early, they often are very small and it takes a long time for them to be the same size as others, normally when they are early teens after the major growth spurts hit. Besides, how big or tall you are is not important, it how big your heart is and how you share it with others."

The mom was still quiet, when the older brother said his name was Tommy and he was 7, just like me and his brother was Garret, and he just turned 5. They both wet the bed and have some daytime issues so when in the car they wear protection in case they can't hold it or fall asleep. The mom then said her name was Stacy.

We placed our order and got a table. Kevin offered to have them join us as he got a big table in the corner. The mom smiled and said she would like that. They ordered when we did so we walked to the table. Kevin told us to get our drinks while he got out the change supplies. Nicky and I each got Coke. Then when we got back Kevin took us to the bathroom to change us. As we were leaving the table Garret asked Kevin if he could change him. Kevin said that was his mom's job, and choice. Garrett said he did not want to go to the girl's bathroom again. It was more embarrassing than being seen in just diapers. His mom looked in shock and Tommy said he felt the same way, he was a boy and did not want to go to girl bathrooms anymore. Kevin smiled and looked to Stacy, and said it's your call, I don't mind, changing 2 diapers or 4, is not a big deal. I use to do that many or more, every night many years ago when I did foster care.

Stacy, agreed and her boys smiled and grabbed their backpack and went with us. Kevin grabbed his backpack and put the supplies he had started to get out back in it.

Kevin took us to the mens room. He then took us into the handicapped stall because there was no changing table in it. He then changed my diaper first. Garrett asked to go next, so Kevin changed him. When he handed him his shorts, Garret put them in the backpack. I smiled. Then Tommy was blushing, so Kevin changed Nicky next. After he had a dry diaper on Kevin handed him his shorts and he just held them in his hand. I could tell he was thinking. Kevin looked at him and told him it was his choice, and he would support him either way. Then It was Tommy. He was cute He was a bit sad because there were only his good night pull-ups in the backpack for him. Kevin asked if he really wanted a diaper. He said He did. He said he went poop before they left this morning so he would not need to go again for a while. Kevin took out a diaper that looked like it was the same one Bobby wore. He told Tommy this was a diaper for bigger kids. And he could wear it and it would last him the rest of the day for sure. Tommy got excited and touched it and said it was so soft. He said he can wear his brother's diapers but they are kinda tight. Kevin told him it's because he has a bigger bottom than some boys and that is why the diaper is tight. Kevin said many boys his age will fit in size 6 or 7 diapers while others will fit better into Youth or X-small diapers. He put some powder in it like he did all of our diapers then put it on Tommy. When it was on, Tommy looked super cute. He rubbed it all over and said it was so soft and comfy. That he wished he could wear these all the time instead of goodnights. Kevin handed him his shorts and Tommy said "I want my mom to see me in this diaper and that it fits me good and that I'm not afraid to wear it." Nicky said "if you don't wear shorts, then I won't either."

We got a few stares, as the 4 of us boys came from the bathroom in nothing but dry diapers for me and Nicky, and a diaper and tee shirt for Tommy and Garrett Stacy stared at them and then just smiled. She asked about the diaper Tommy had on, and Kevin told her what it what. He gave her a few diapers and told her to order some samples from NorthShore Medical supply, and make sure to get samples of the Mega-Max and Supreme. That they last a long time, and the Mega Max will last at least 12 hours easily for most boys. So from Dinner time until after breakfast, which got Tommy excited. He also had given her some by Tranquility, and one of them was cloth covered and the other was plastic-covered, and Tommy thanked him for the cool diapers, and Stacy thanked him for the information. She said that this was the happiest she had seen Tommy since the divorce, and she was thankful that Kevin made him smile. They exchanged phone numbers as it seems that they live not too far from where Kevin does.

Then they called our orders, and us diapered boys all went to get them. The lady told us were were cute in our diapers and brave. She said her little brother was 10 and wet the bed and would never let anyone see him in his diaper. Nicky said he was 9 and that its not a big deal. Diapers are just a type of underwear, and if a person teases someone for them, its like teasing them because they need a cane or wheelchair or stuff like that. Nicky said she could take his picture to show her brother if she wanted, as long as she promised to not put it online. She smiled and said that might help him. We all smiled in our diapers and she took 2 pics of us. We told her our ages and then Nicky told her that goodnights leak a lot and are not as soft or comfy as a big kids youth diaper is, and her bother should try them. That Kevin could tell her the good brands to try and even where they can get free samples to try. She said thanks.

A few minutes later she came over with 4 small milkshakes and offered them to us. We were shocked and thanked her. Kevin told her where to go and offered her a diaper for her brother from the backpack, but she said she had no place to store it and would have her parents get the samples for her brother.

I realized Kevin is really nice, kind, and helpful. I liked that and figured maybe daddy had picked a good person to be the backup daddy.

We finished lunch. Kevin and Stacy both got a few pictures of us inside and then outside in our diapers. We said bye and hope to meet again. We got in the SUV and were on the road again. Kevin got gas, for it and the next stop was at his apartment.

We each grabbed our bag with our special stuff in it, like my teddy bear and blanket, and walked to his apartment. Our new home. As we were going there I saw a boy come in riding a bike. I think he is near my age, maybe a little older, but I don't think he is older than Nicky. He saw us and looked at us. He was staring at our diapers and had a look in his eyes like he wanted them. I told Nicky to look over there and he saw the boy.

Nicky Said "HI" and I waved. The boy blushed and then said "Hi" and started to lock his bike to the fence. We went into the apartment and did not see where he lived.

I guess we are now HOME. I wish we could have stayed in Nevada, but with Billy and Bobby moving I guess this is OK. At least I got my brother and we are together. Kevin seems nice.

I wonder what will happen over the next few weeks. I hope they are a lot better than the last few weeks have been for me and Nicky.

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I hope you all liked this part. I thought some background on the boys and their feelings as well as why their dad told them what he did when he died. He knew about Nicky and his love for Bobby, and he knew Sammy loves his diapers and that Nicky enjoyed them too, just not as much as Sammy does and that Sammy will gladly use a sippy cup or bottle if he could. He knew Sammy had a pacifier hidden in his top drawer that he liked to suck on when he watches TV or played games in his room, where he thought his dad did not see it.

So what will happen now that they are in Arizona?? Will they see Bobby and Billy again? How about Tommy and Garret??? Who was the boy they saw, and what was he thinking when he saw them in just wet diapers???

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