Date: Sat, 18 May 2019 10:23:50 +0200 From: Chaim Utrecht Subject: Becoming Jonathan's Boy Part 1 Becoming Jonathan's boy. Part 1 By Chaim Reactions are welcome at groeiutrecht@gmail.com Please let me know what you think, as always, I love compliments and suggestions, it makes me get the next story out faster. If you have any comments or constructive criticism on how I can improve, please let me know. English is not my mother tongue, so we sometimes say things differently than in English-speaking countries. Support Nifty to keep this site open and free! First I have to tell you a little bit about myself. My name is Tom, we call me Tommy. I am quite slender and girly, with quite long dark blonde hair almost to my shoulders. I have almost no body hair except for my little pubes and a tiny bit under my armpits. My features are quite delicate and gilrish. My girlfriend Rosa says I look more like a girl than a boy. I have soft boy's chest with little nipples.Grown-ups say I'm cute, but I don't see it. When I look in the mirror now, I just see a smooth boy in his white briefs, who can adressed as a girl by mistake. I'm the short boy in my class for most of my life and definitely hitting puberty late. Looking in the mirror I touch my thin upper body, smooth as a baby and mostly devoid of developed muscle, my rounded shoulders and my thin arms appearing definitely delicate, and girly. So that's true. My nipples are little and dark, and now slightly puffy, but touching them get in an excited erect state. Placing my palm flat on my boys chest, he play with my creamy smooth skin, and finger my little nipples. Well, I am confused about what I see and feel, because I'm still too-young-looking, to girly. I turn around and stand with my back to the mirror, and look at myself over my shoulder. My long hair fell down to my skinny shoulders. I look at my small waist going down to the soft curves of my bottom, and my smooth girlish hips and thighs. I really do look like a girl from the back. I felt the soft naked cheeks of my bum and stroke my bare thighs. The skin is really soft and smooth. I wiggled my hips and I feel sexy. I turn around and face the mirror and look at my front again. "I look like a girl with a cock," I think, strangely excited. I reached down and started stroking my thighs, lightly with my fingertips. They are soft and smooth and I start to have wild, sexy thoughts. I thonk about Jonathan, the twink who lives next door. He is a bloke, and I dream about his manly face and strong body. Jonathan is not soft or feminine like me. I get teased a lot at school by the older kids. The call me names, call me girly, gay boy, sometimes even more cruel than that. I also think sometimes we are right, I'm not a macho and effeminate. I don't know I'm gay, I mean I fantasies sometimes what it would be like to touch a man, I don't know. I look in the mirror and see boy-and-girl body, but the little bulge in my briefs are for sure that of a boy. To tell you the truth, I got a nice penis and I am not circumcised. I've got a very little patch of soft hairs directly above the base of my shaft. My balls are like little nuts, embarrassingly enough. I guess we are little, but we do hang down a good inch. My hair hasn't started to grow on my ball sac just yet, my underarms are smooth as well. Other than the hair on my head, the little bit on my pubic area, I am nearly hairless, smooth. Well looking in the mirror, my penis gets hard. It sticks out straight from my body with a slight downward bend. I jack-off plenty times and shoot my boy load regulary, well, mostly dreaming about Jonathan and sometimes about his teen brother Andrew. I don't have many friends to talk to about sex issues. I miss that, the only information I have is from Internet. I know I am different from most guys my age. I am embarrassed about my body, not really interested in girls, nor boys my age, but I keep that pretty much to myself. I have a lot of secret dreams about Joanathan, who lives next door. He looks so good, strong and handsome, he is a real man. Sometimes I talk to him in our garden and he is my 'dream-man'. Of course I don't tell Jonathan I have a huge crush on him every since he lives next to me, and even more I don't want to tell him I am maybe gay. I imagine sitting down on his bed and he pulls me between his legs on top of him, so that we lie chest to chest. Jonathan's hard cock rubs my soft skin, my small one dwarfed between his strong legs. Jonathan's hands slowly move down my back, reaching toward my ass. I'm dreaming about this for weeks. He pushes his hands under the waistband of my boy briefs, not yet pulling them off but exposing my milky skin underneath. Jonathan squeezes the cheeks in his hand a little, playing with them as I lie on his chest, kissing him. I feel his left index finger brush against something that no other man should ever touch, but he keeps going, probing my most private spot. Mostly that part is enough, my fantasy is exploding. Jonathan taking care of me is enough, I groan and stroke my penis. My penis is twitching and convulsing as it spews my boy cum all over my smooth chest and stomach. I'm as always annoyed that my j/o session had been cut short, but I only have myself to blame. I cannot hold back dreaming about my hunk, my Jonathan. I wish that he was with me, willing to take care of me, but I know it is impossible. My parents are gone on another out of town trip and I am left alone for the weekend. I am used to that. Here and now, I am totally confused looking at myself. I have heard about grown men molesting boys my age, but I want to be touched, felt, fucked, molested, but nothing happened. Molested sounds like rape, I just want find out what it is, having sex with a dominant man. My idea of having sex is sucking a man's cock, being his eager bottom boy, I'm eager to please a real man. I always dream of doing that with a man, having sex with Jonathan. It is a Friday night when the doorbell rings. Since I am home alone, I always walk around nearly naked in my white boy briefs. I throw on some shorts and answer the door. It is one of our neighbors boys, who are quite a bit older than me. Andrew! My parents say he is still young, but he is at least 18 or something. I don't know. Jonathan his older brother is my living dream. Jonathan's younger brother Andrew is blonde, tall but slim. He wears light khaki shorts, and a thin white T shirt with buttons that flowed around his frim torso. The first few buttons of his T shirt are open to reveal his smooth, tan, somewhat muscular chest. He has curly blonde hair, he looks good to be honest. I lick my lips in reflex and he sees it, but just smiles. "Hi, boy, let me in." I look at him, the khaki shorts of Andrew, are made of light cotton material, cleaved to the blonde's tight round buns wonderfully. I find him attractive, young but manly. My white briefs are very short and tight. Andrew sits in a seat across from me and I am sitting on the couch. Andrew is doing the talking and I am sitting there just listening. Andrew had a big fight with his parents and is using me to blow off some steam. Andrew surprises when he changed the subject and suddenly asks me, "Tommy, you ever fucked like a girl?" I just shake my head 'no' while turning four shades redder. He suddenly whispers, "You ever gave a blow-job boy?" "No! he smiles, his smile looks good on him, he is "You do got a penis, don't you boy?" I nod my head 'yes' and say, "Yes, of course." Andrew smiles again and whispers, "You could be a good sissy-boy, sweety." I don't understand what he means by that, but it sounds weird. He treats me as a girl. I am a pussy boy for him, me with my smooth young body and cute look. Andrew praises me, raking his eyes over my body, "Toni, you're sure a girly boy. That skin is better than Debbie my girl. Your ass is real fine. You are so sweet in many ways." I wished he had called me Tom or Tommy, my name, but one had to be happy with what one can get. Andrew is a teen but acts out as a man, he asks me to fetch him a beer for him. I do what he tells me to do and I hand him his beer. He takes the beer with his hand and with he grabs my butt and squeezes my cheeks kind of hard. I jump up and he laughs, "Damn boy, your ass is tight and firm, you sure you're a boy?" "Yes, I am a boy." He releases my butt and I sit down opposite him. I watch him as he adjusts his cock in his khaki shorts and he sees me looking at his crotch. Sitting there with his legs spread wide apart, it looked like nothing or no one could move him. "Shit Toni, be my girl, you get my cock all flustered from your tight girly ass! Fine, you a boy, but a... I think you're a sissy-boy. Have a good look, I have a real man cock, to satisfy your needs." I don't say a word and remain seated just starring at him. I don't dare to ask him what he really wants. Andrew gets up and goes to the bathroom, but when he returns, he sits down on the couch next to me. "Tommy, you are cute as you are, you never sucked a cock before?" Andrew grabs my right thigh and rubs it kind of gentle. Nervously, I responded, "No, I never sucked a cock!" he strokes my lips with his thumb and hooked it into my mouth. I instinctively close my mouth around it and suck on his thumb. I look at him submissively and he can feel I am ready to please him. He says, "Boy, you're so fucking cute!" he says, kissing my chin and moving his hands up to hold my ass cheeks again. "So beautiful, you have a great ass." I let my lips rest against his lips, tasting his beer and hearing a quiet hum from his mouth. I suck on his lips for a few brief moments and I him whisper, "I like your sweet lips too. Boy, tell you what, there isn't nothing finer for a little sissy-boy than sucking on his first cock. I think you will like my cock and my cock likes your pretty lips." he says and takes his tumb from my mouth, as I close my eyes with utter abandon and I take his tumb with my hand and put in my mouth as far as it will go. "Tell me you like to suck. Tell me," Andrew instructs. I start to withdraw my mouth from him, but he pushes me back down on his tumb again. "Suck on it, sissy-boy, you are a good sucker." Andrew's hand gets closer and closer to the leg opening of my briefs and I can tell you, my penis as hard as rock. If Andrew looks down, he will see my penis stretching the cotton of my briefs. Neither of us say a word as his hand crawls under the leg opening of my white boy briefs and his hand touches my smooth little balls. I almost jump up and groan. I feel his finger as it outlined my little boy balls and my ball sac. My young penis is jumping and throbbing at his gentle touch. He looks into my eyes and asks taking now his thumb from my open mouth, "If you want, I'll be more than happy to let you suck my cock. Tell me the truth, that is what you want, you really want to become my little cock sucker, isn't it?" My brain is saying no, but my lust is screaming yes. "I do this for you, you know that, right?" "Yes, yes, ..." Andrew sits his straight and opens his legs even wider. He pushes me off of the couch and on my knees between his wide spread legs. The second I'm close to his shorts my eyes dart to his bulge and I am not disappointed. I kneel, staring, I open my mouth slowly. "I want my little cock-sucker to be naked, on his knees, eager and willing to serve me. I want to see your little sissy penis." Andrew's fingers grab my white boy briefs and he pulls them off. On my knees I raise my butt in the air to help him slide my briefs down. When my penis comes free, my natural instinct is to cover it up with my hands. I am more than embarrassed about the size of my penis. Andrwe tosses my briefs to the floor next to me and takes both of my wrists and removes them from my aching erection. "Shit Tommy, you got a pretty penis!" Andrew lowers the zip of his shorts as slowly as he can, teasing me. I feel what's happening. This is the turning point. It time for a decision, otherwise there is no way out of this. I try to stay focussed on him. There's no decision really, this is point of no return. Andrew flicks open the button of the waist band of his shorts. Raises his butt just a little, raising himself until he wriggles down his shorts and boxershorts to his knees. Andrew acts very sure of himself, he just continues pulling them down until they rest on his ankles, only his trainers stop them from being completely yanked off. I looked over at him out of the corner of my eye. I certainly don't want him to think I am staring at his teen cock. He is in damn good shape, well built, well already defined pecs and abs. He has a uncut cock, his balls look huge, round and are hanging low. He had a no pubes, he must shave his balls. Andrew's smooth teen balls are hanging an inch from my face and he waves his cock at me. "Don't be shy, sissy boy, just enjoy mu cock, be a good little girl for me." I know I am totally helpless to his advances. This is the first time I am with another man, I mean having sex, this is my moment of truth. I am about to learn the truth about myself and the world around me. An older teen, Andrew asks me to give him a 'blow job'. Andrew has a huge smile on his face as he takes his exposed cock in his hand and point at me, the cock-head glistening with his pre-cum. "You like that, don't you?" Andrew sits and his legs are widely spread snd I'm stil on my knees in front of him as he takes my blonde head in both hands. Slowly he lowers my blonde head. I can feel the heat of his strength, causing chills to spring up all over my body. I give in, there is no other way, I lick the inside of his thighs and his teen body jerks and twitches uncontrollably. "Good boy, oh! Go on, where you waiting for? You want this. You want my cock like all the girls around me." I close my eyes and With one move, I swallow his teen balls into my mouth. I thing is, I hope to buy time, his hard dripping cock is still a bridge too far for me. "Oh fuck boy, I am going to die, this feels awesome! You are a good girl, suck on my balls, take them inside your little mouth." My warm tongue rolls over each one of them. I open my mouth a little wider to breathe better. He moves and nearly his entire ball-sac goes into my mouth. I grunt in surprise. Andrew looks down at me, a strange horny look in his eyes. He says, "Open up and suck both of my balls, boy." There is no use arguing. Being his boy, being his girl, whatever. It turns me on to serve him my way. I don't care anymore, I will be his little cocksucker. Andrew says, "Open up...!" I stretch my mouth as wide as I can and both his balls enterly are in my wide stretched little mouth. I run my tongue all over them. I'm willing to please him and get his balls soaking wet with my spit. I feel them as I work them over. At the same time Andrew forces his hands under my butt and he squeezes my ass cheeks. I am sucking on his teen balls, thinking about his warm teen load. Andrew whimpers and moans as I release his balls from my mouth. I'm out of breathe and panting. Andrew looks at me as my tongue gets over his shaved groin, he slowly pushes me down, closer to his throbbing teen cock. After licking him there, there is no way back. I slowly lick the base of his rock hard shaft, while I feel a couple of his fingers grip my butt cheeks. "Suck on it, Tommy, suck on my cock, oh boy, I can't wait to feel your hot little mouth, please put my cock in your mouth!" he pants. I don't know what to do with my hands, so I leave them on the cushions and watch Andrew's cock with total fascination. Andrew is driving my young body insane, I do things I have never done before. I am shaking and my tongue travels up on his shaft and I taste for the first time his dripping pre-cum. I get up and my lips glid over his piss slit, sucking him in. "Oh fuck, good boy, you are better than a girl." Now one of Andrew's fingers rubs my tiny butt hole as I open my mouth and swallow his wet dripping cock. I try to grab the cushion, but my fingers slide off the fabric as Andrew bents over ans slaps my ass. "Do it boy, go for it." I groan and moan as the excitement in my loins is building up. The finger against my butt hole is circling my sphincter slowly. Andrew slaps my ass again and groans, "Oh shit, shit, ah!" I take his dripping teen cock into my eager mouth and swallow it to close to his loadede balls, and leave it there, my throat action working on his cock head, "Oh fuck, do it!" my tongue and lips adding to the sensations he is feeling. If his moans and groans are any indication, he is feeling quite a bit and I'm doing a good job. I proud and love every second! I bob my head up and down on his cock, he thrusts his hips up to meet me. "Oh boy, take it, take my load!" I'm shocked as he yells again, "Oh Tommy, oh boy, he is my cum!" Suddenly his teen cum erupts inside my warm mouth. Andrew's body is bucking and his cock shoots his teen load. Both of his hands grab onto my blonde hair and hold on me down on his exploding cock. "Oh fucking hell, this feels so good!" Just when I think his cock is finished shooting out his cum, it erupts some more. Andrew makes all sorts of noises as his cum rapidly shoots into my mouth. Finally, his intense pleasure subsides and I watch Andrew as he leans his head back. I look at his and start swallowing his warm cum. I can't believe I'm doing so, but from the look on his face and the sounds he makes, it seems that he likes that. I was ready to cum without touching my penis I am so fucking hot. I hope he will stroke my cock or even blow me in return. Suddenly he says, "Tommy, my boy, thanks little friend, but I have to run, you got one hot little ass, I will give that ass of you a lot more attention, believe me. Damn, I have to go, sorry. Really." He gets up, kisses my lips and nearly runs out of the door. I just sort of remain in that position with my body still shaking and my mind totally confused and frustrated. It was so good, but I hated the end. I'm going to come, no matter what, my penis can't stand much more. I stroke my penis. Soon I'm on the edge, wanting more of that delicious feeling. My mind is full of images, Andrew groans with pleasure while I suck his teen cock, his twitches and spasms. I know if I keep thinking about him, it is too much to handle. If I can't stop it, I'll lose control and blow my boy load. God, it felt so good, it was unreal to suck him. Andrew is in my head, his body, his noises, his cock. The teen is hot, I'm so horny, I just want to keep doing this forever... I can't hold on, I'm losing control. Damn! it is too late, I look down and watch as a thin stream of precum shoots out. It makes me gasp, it dribbles down my shaft. I'm still ready and erect, I wank my penis and in a flash the first spurt flies out, straight over my shoulder. I hear it spatter against the wall. Soon my penis fires off another round. I watch the stream of white liquid shooting out of the opening. I let go of my penis, letting it shoot wherever it wants. Round after round of white gobs fly up into the air, landing on me and around my body, my penis flicking upwards hard with each spurt. I feel like I'm in heaven. When the juice finally stops flying, I lie there dazed, feeling a fantastic sensation almost like butterflies in my stomach. I clean myself. It is time for my next step. Reactions are welcome at groeiutrecht@gmail.com Please let me know what you think, as always, I love compliments and suggestions, it makes me get the next story out faster. If you have any comments or constructive criticism on how I can improve, please let me know. English is not my mother tongue, so we sometimes say things differently than in English-speaking countries. Support Nifty to keep this site open and free!