Date: Mon, 15 Sep 2003 00:13:36 +0000
From: wadewrightaz@yahoo.com
Subject: Camping & Learning Chpt one- Just Lay Still Billy

Nifty: this is a story about a 14/15 yr old young man and his first sexual
experience, with a young adult, while he was out camping with his friends.


			   Camping  and Learning

		    Chapter One: Just Lay Still, Billy

			      By: Wade Wright


	"Just lay still, Billy.  Relax, and this ain't going to hurt you
and your skinny, tinny little ass any!"  Big John told Billy.
	"But Daddy, Sir!"  Billy attempted to say back to his big muscular
top.  "Daddy, I've never had anything put up in my ass hole before, Sir!
Sir, I don't think I can take your big dick up in my butt, Sir!"
	Billy's begging to be let go and not get his ass fucked by this big
6'3", 225 pound muscle guy, was only part of his explaining, --explaining
about his first gay activity, that he was now in the process of telling his
friend, Joe, about.
	Although Billy and Joe were now college aged guys, they were not in
college, but did work together at a construction company, and they had
lately gotten to be pretty close friends.
	Some two or three months ago they accidentally found out, by
running into each other in a gay bar, that they shared the same life style,
and since that time had gotten closer and closer in friendship.  Having a
beer together on this particular day, they were sharing with each other how
they had both experienced their first gay experiences.
	Billy was telling Joe how, at about the age of 14, he and two other
friends were camping out on the edge of a small lake, and their "playing
around together" turned into something much more than anticipated, when
three big wrestler built type guys showed up at their camp site, ---without
the three young campers knowing it.  Without knowing it, --that is,--until
the three older, big muscular, men saw the three young guys grabbing each
other, and just kind of playing around with each other.
	As Billy and his two friends were rolling around inside of their
hiding grove, all of a sudden, they heard a voice ask.  "Well, little boys.
Just what do you three think you are doing in there?"
	Billy, Stan and Mikey quickly turned to look at the three older
guys that were standing at the entrance of their bush covered hiding place,
watching the three younger guys doing some, "young-boy" playing.
	Billy took a very expected deep breath as he looked at the three
unexpected visitors.  One reason was due to the fact that he had just been
caught in the act of grabbing Stan's dick and at the same time, grabbing
Mikey's balls.
	The other significant reason that Billy took such a big deep breath
was the sight of the three men, their very strong muscular bodies, their
very short and very tight body hugging shorts, that they each were wearing,
and the enormous crotch that each man displayed with so much apparent
pleasure.  Billy was not gay, but even to a non gay guy, this sight was so
hot and exciting that anybody would have taken big deep breathes when it
appears unexpectedly.
	"Hey, guys."  The tallest and the strongest looking of the three
big guys said.  "I kind of think maybe we have just found ourselves three
little, "new meat" guys that look like they want to play, but they are not
too sure of just what to do, or how to do it.  You guys think we should
help them out here a little and show them just how to do stuff?"
	"Well, I'm sure ready for some good active teaching!"  One of the
other two muscle guys replied.
	"Hey, man!"  I sure am ready! "  The third man chimed in.  "I
haven't had any good young guy stuff for a long time, and I think I need to
make sure I can still do boy meat.  I'm so used to doing the girl stuff, I
think it will be fun to get back to the basics of young boy meat again for
a change.  You guys game?"  He asked his two friends.
	The three big guys looked to be about ages 24 to about maybe 28 or
29, and all of them were definitely weight lifting, body builder, type of
guys.  Big, strong guys, and as Billy had noticed, each man must have been
carrying a lot of dick on himself!  Billy thought to himself that he had
never seen any one guy, let alone three men all together, show so much
buldge down in his crotch area.
	 Billy, Stan and Mikey, sat there in their not so secret bush
enclosure and started wondering just what type of bad trouble they had now
found themselves in.  They did not expect their camping trip to turn out
anything like this!
	John, the big man that seemed to be rather taking control of the
entire situation, turned to the three young guys and asked.  "OK boys.
Have any of you three ever had sex with a man before?  OK, guys, level with
me!  If you've ever had your little peter sucked on or you have ever sucked
on some other guy's peter, now is the time to confess up.  Your buddies
will have done the same thing, or had it done to them, before today is
over, so if you've already done it before, now's the time to let us know.
The more experienced guy gets to go, be with my buddy Stu here.  He is a
total gay guy!  He don't to the women stuff like George and I do, so he can
really help you learn a whole lot more, in a real quick and fast way.  I'm
kind of sure that at least one of you has played with another guy before,
so if any of you have, tell me which one it is.
	Big John looked at Billy and asked.  "What is your name,-- boy,--
and have you ever played with another guy's dick, or had somebody play with
your dick?"
	Billy said.  "I'm Billy.  No I have never played with another guy,
well until right now when Stan made me grab his peter."
	Then Big John looked at Mikey and asked the same question.
	Mikey told him that his name was Mikey, and then told Big John the
same thing that Billy had said, including the fact that feeling Stan's dick
was the first time that he had ever done that.
	Big John then looked at Stan and said.  "Well boy!  I guess your
name is Stan.  Right?"
	Stan replied.  "Yes."
	"OK then."  Big John continued.  "So these two other guys tell me
that you are the real 'gay horny' one here.  Right?  So, ---are you going
to tell me that today is your first time too?"
	"I suck on my big brother once in awhile."  Stan said.  "He sucks
on me."
	With that statement, Billy and Mikey looked at Stan in total and
complete shock!
	"You do?"  Billy quickly asked.  "When do you guys do that?  Why
didn't you ever tell us that you do that?  So that is why you suggested we
kind of play with each other today, then.  Right?  You were wanting to suck
on us!  Weren't you?"
	"Hey Stu."  Big John said.  "Why don't you take that little skinny
kid, the one there that likes to suck on his big brother's dick, and you
two go find yourselves some place out in the trees, so you can find out
what he already knows, and to let him have some fun with a really big guy!
Let him get on a really big one for a change and let him know what sucking
is really all about!"
	"George, you pick up that little blonde beauty boy and you two go
find out how much he knows, if anything, and I think I will just stay here
and see if I can teach this cute little guy some stuff he might need to
know, when he gets a little older.  He's kind of acting like he is pissed
at his buddy for never telling him that he uses his big brother's dick, so
I kind of think maybe he is getting real anxious for some 'boy to boy' fun,
or in this case, some 'boy to man', fun.  I think maybe I will be getting
my rocks off right here where we are.  OK men?"
	   Stu took Stan and literally carried him out of the bush
enclosure and disappeared into the woods.  Of the three young guys, Stan
was the one that did not seem to be scared to death.  Billy watched him
being carried out of the hiding place, and realized that Stan was not
objecting in any way.  Stan allowed himself to actually be picked up and
carried out of their place, and did not make any complaints about it at
all.  Billy decided that maybe Stan was really enjoying this.  Then he
wondered if maybe Stan had gotten this whole thing set up with the three
big guys.  He thought,--"Well, if he is sucking his big brother off, then
maybe he got his big brother to get these three guys to come out here
today, and just 'happen' to find us out here."
	Billy was really wondering if Stan was behind this whole thing.
Billy thought, "Stan was the one that originally suggested that we go
camping, and he was the one that really suggested that we use this camp
site.  Stan was the one that got us other two guys to shed off all of our
clothes, including our briefs, and Stan is the one that did the first
grabbing.  After all, Stan has never said anything at all before about
sucking on his older brother, even though all three of us are really close
friends.  Maybe this was Stan's way of getting to start having sex with me
and with Mikey, too!"
	George took Mikey, and the last that Billy saw of him, for about
the next two hours, was when George was leading him, bare assed naked, out
of the bushes, and in an opposite direction from Stu and Stan.  Mikey as
not going as comfortably as Stan had been taken.  Mikey kept looking at
Billy as if to plead for some help, but was acting too afraid to actually
say anything.  As they left the area, the last thing that Billy heard from
Mikey, was for him to say. "I don't have any clothes on."
	He heard George kind of snicker and reply, "Yea, I know!"
	Big John and Billy were now in the bushy hiding area all alone.
Billy was still sitting on the ground, and Big John stood above him, in his
full masculine structure, with his legs just slightly parted, which meant
that his crotch was the first and foremost part of his body that Billy
looked at as he looked up at Big John.  Billy stared at the big crotch
basket that Big John was carrying inside of those stretchy shorts.  He
tried not to.  Billy kept trying to look at other stuff so that it would
not look to Big John like he was admiring the big, oversized, basket, but
his eyes just simply kept returning to the big knob that was hanging right
below the junction of those two tree trunk legs.
	Billy was very uncomfortable in this situation.  He was not gay!
He had never played with another guy, well not until today, --when Stan got
him to feel his dick.  Stan was a very small guy compared to this statue of
a man that was now standing above him.  Billy was not sure how things were
going to be going, nor what he was going to have to do for the big guy.
All Billy knew about guys playing with each other was that they sucked on
each other's cocks.  Billy thought, "Well as long as he just sucks on me,
and I don't have to suck on him, then everything will be OK.  I'll let him
do that so that he doesn't get mad at me!"
	As Big John stood above Billy, legs slightly parted, and his arms
folded across his chest, he told Billy.  "Reach up boy, and feel my legs.
Rub your hands up and down my legs.  Let me feel your hands on my skin,
boy."
	Billy slowly started placing his hands on Big John's legs.  He had
never felt another man legs before, and the strength in these legs was
massive.  Billy ever so slowly started sliding his hands up and back down
Big John's legs and felt a tingle of reaction inside of himself as he
continued to feel the tight stretched skin on these legs.
	"That's right boy!"  Big John told Billy. "Keep that up for a
little while.  That feels good to me boy.  Yea-you are rubbing me good."
	As Billy reached up to reach the top of Big John's legs, he had set
up straighter, and in doing so, realized that he was getting his face quite
close to that enormous crotch basket that he had been looking at.  Billy
did not want to be interested in it.  It was part of a guy, and Billy did
not want to be excited about any part of another guy, and especially that
part.  Billy was afraid that if he started to even want to see what was
packed inside of that bulge, then he thought he would automatically be a
gay guy.  Billy did not want to be gay.  He really did not even want to be
doing to Big John's legs what he was doing, but he did not have any choice.
Big John had told him to rub his legs, and there was no way that Billy
could refuse.
	"Yea, boy, rub higher."  Big John instructed.  "Yea, boy, rub up in
here.  Yea, boy, rub up in my shorts man.  Slide your hand up under that
shorts leg man.  Yea, let me feel your hand touch the bottom of my bag,
boy!  Yea, make me feel your hand up in there, boy!  Rub your hands on my
legs hard boy!  That feels good to me.  Here, boy!  Scoot closer to me and
rub your hands around the back of my legs.  Act like you are worshipping my
legs.  Love on my legs.  Make my legs feel good!"
	Billy was having some real mental trouble.  He did not want to like
what he was doing!  He knew that to sit on the floor, look up at a guys big
bulging crotch, and then rub his legs like you were making love to them was
just not what a straight guy was supposed to do.  But he was starting to
really like the feeling of what he was doing, and was having trouble
refusing to do it.
	As Billy moved up closer to Big John's big legs so that he could
reach around behind, like he had been instructed to do, his face touched
the upper part of Big John's leg.  It felt good, but Billy jerked back!  He
kept telling himself that some guy is not supposed to do that to another
guy.  And although he was being forced to do it, he should not be liking
it.  He tried to reach around Big John to rub the back of his legs without
having his face touch the front.
	As Big John would shift from one leg to another, Billy's face would
again touch Big John's leg.
	Finally Big John said. "Hey Billy boy.  You can let your face touch
my legs.  That feels good to me.  Lean your face against me.  Yea-boy-that
is good!  Now just rest your face there."
	Billy's face was now against the top part of Big John's leg, and
Big John's fat thick bulging crotch was right above Billy's forehead.
Billy felt his head touch it once.  When that happened, Billy jerked his
head away.
	"Whoa, boy."  Big John said.  "Hey boy, but your face back down
here.  You sit real still there and let me kind of squat down a little so
my bag and balls can sit on your face a little."
	This really scared Billy.  Big John was now starting to get kind of
kinky with him, and Billy was not too sure of what to expect next.
	Billy placed his face against Big John's leg.  Big John kind of
squatted only a very little so that his crotch was on top of Billy's head.
	"There boy.  That ain't so bad is it boy?"  Big John asked.
	"No, that's OK."  Billy kind of replied.  Billy was scared.  This
was one very big man that now had complete control, and Billy knew that
this big guy intended to use Billy and his body for any kind of fun that he
wanted.  Billy did not know what to expect next.
	As Billy rested his head against Big John's leg, and Big John
rested his crotch on the top of Billy's head, Big John reached down and
started rubbing his crotch.  He rubbed it, squeezed it, and readjusted the
position of his dick inside of it.  His dick was getting hard, and those
shorts simply did not have enough room in there, for him to get a hard on,
and still have those shorts on.  Those shorts did expand and did stretch,
but his dick simply was way too big when it was hard, for it to feel
comfortable inside, all scrunched up.
	"Hey Billy.  I've got to get these shorts off of my dick.  They are
too tight, and my dick is starting to hurt.  Reach up here and grab ahold
of my waistband and pull these shorts down for me."
	Billy about panicked!  "Oh No!"  Billy thought.  "Oh No!  He wants
me to take his shorts off of him.  Oh No!  No man, I can't do this!"
	"Hey Billy, boy."  Big John said.  "Hey, boy, I thought I asked you
to pull my shorts down off of me."
	Billy slowly reached up and got his fingers under the waistband of
the shorts.
	"OK boy!  Now pull!"  Big John instructed.  "Yea, pull them, boy!"
	Billy slowly started to pull the shorts down, and at the same time
attempted to keep his face away from Big Johns body.
	"Come on boy!"  Big John said.  "Get them off of my dick.  It's
feeling all cramped up in there.  Let it get out!"
	Just at that time, Billy had pulled the shorts down far enough that
Big John's dick came flying out.  All 9 inches of it."
	"Oh my God!"  Billy exclaimed.  "Oh my God!"  He said again.  "Oh
shit man!  I did not know a man's dick could get that big.  Oh man, you
have got a really big, big, dick, don't you?  I've hardly ever seen another
guy's dick, but the ones that I've seen, or the pictures of the ones I've
seen are never that big!  God man, you have got a really big cock!"
	"Yea, thank goodness I do!"  Big John replied.  Guys and gals both
like it!  And I do too.  It feels good to me when somebody plays with it.
Somebody like you, Billy boy.  Rub my dick.  Hey, boy,---rub your Daddy's
dick.  I'm going to be your Daddy for the rest of our playing together, so
you just call me Daddy.  OK?  You rub your Daddy's dick.  Yea, boy, rub it
good and hard.  Let me feel you rubbing it, boy!  Rub it good for me!"
	Billy was really shocked at the size of Big John's dick when it
came flying out.
	"No wonder his crotch looked so big to me." He thought. "My God
that thing is enormous!  How does he hide it when he has pants on?"
	"Hey, boy.  Take ahold of your Daddy's dick with both hands, and
really rub it back and forth.  Pull on it.  Pull on the skin of it.  Yea,
make it get harder."
	"Get harder?"  Billy exclaimed.  "Get harder?  Can it get harder
than it is?"
	"Yea a little."  Big John said.  "When I get really excited, it
gets bigger.  And the way I'm playing with you today, it just might get a
lot harder.  I like you down there between my legs looking up at it.  How
does it look from down under?  You like it?"
	"Huh, I don't know!"  Billy said.  "I've never seen a grown man's
dick before.  I mean like up real close like this!"  Billy was shaking and
was very nervous and afraid.
	"Well, guy!  Are you going to do as your Daddy told you, or am I
going to have to get rough with you?  Grab ahold of my dick good and hard!
Let me know you have it in your hands!  I don't feel you grabbing it good
and hard, nor rubbing it either!"
	Billy had Big John's dick in his hand, but he was kind of afraid of
really grabbing it very strongly or moving his hand on it.  Billy just knew
in his mind that this was something that he was not supposed to be doing,
and he was kind of afraid that he might find out that he actually liked
feeling it, and he did not want to have that feeling.  And he was afraid
that Big John might get rough with him if he did not do as he was told.
	Billy once again heard Big John tell him to "Grab it, boy!  Grab it
good and strong!"
	Billy did grab the dick!  He grabbed it hard.  He even pulled on it
down toward himself.
	"Now that's more like it!"  Big John said.  "Now that feels good to
me when you do that to your Daddy man!"
	Having said that, Big John bent over Billy so that he could reach
down and grab Billy's dick.  As he bent over, that positioned his crotch
right in front of Billy's face.  As he grabbed Billy's dick, he told Billy,
"Hey, young man.  My dick is right there in front of you, and it is OK for
you to stick your tongue out and lick the side of it."
	Big John gabbed ahold of Billy's dick and as he pulled on it, he
continued to push his cock closer and closer to Billy's face.
	"Yea, right boy!  Put your tongue on it!  It won't bite you.  I've
got ahold of your dick and your balls, and if you don't want your balls
hurting, I would suggest that you put your tongue on my dick.  If I pull
all of a sudden on this nice little velvet bag of yours, you balls are
really gong to feel it, so I suggest you start letting me feel your nice
warm tongue along the side of that dick!"
	Billy heard the threat against his balls and his bag.  He did not
want this big man grabbing his balls.  He knew that would really hurt, and
hurt bad.  He decided to put his tongue out and kind of lick the side of
Big Johns dick.  He was hopeing that if he did it just a little, that would
satisfy Big John and he would not have to do anymore.
	Wrong!
	"OK young boy!  You have finally put your tongue on it.  Now move
your tongue back and forth along the shaft of it.  Make me feel you licking
my dick!  Lick it boy, lick it!"  Big John instructed, and instructed more
forcefully than he had been doing before.
	"Run you mouth along that dick, boy!  Come-on boy!  Really put that
dick in between your lips.  All you are doing is kissing the side of my
dick, boy.  Move your mouth down closer to my body and lick on my bag.  Put
one of my balls in your mouth, boy.  Come on now, suck on a ball, but you
had better be sure you don't bite down on that ball boy, because I still
have both of your balls in my hand here, and I can squeeze them real tight
anytime that I need to!"
	Billy knew he had better do as he was told.  He was breathing
heavily.  He knew he was in trouble with this guy if he did not obey his
orders, and he realized that doing some stuff that he really did not want
to do, was better than finding out what this guy could do to him if he
wanted to.  He knew that Big John was probably about 100 pounds heavier
than he was, and he also knew that Big John was full of muscles.  Way full
of muscles!  Billy had never been embarrassed about his own body, but he
knew he sure a hell was not the same size or build as Big John, and there
was no way that he was going to win if they got into any kind of a tangle
or struggle.  Billy decided that to be safe, and to keep himself safe, he
had better just do as told.
	He put one of Big John's balls in his mouth.  He was not so sure he
really wanted to do this.  He realized that he had another man's balls in
his mouth, and that was something that he had never, ever, dreamt he would
do.  Only weird, funny odd kinds of guys ever do this.  He knew some guys
do it to other guys, but he was not one of them.  He was getting kind of
freaky that he actually had a man's ball in his mouth, and he was rolling
it around in there.  He could feel Big John's crotch hair against his face.
It rubbed his chin as he moved his head.
	"Yea---right boy!"  Big John happily said.  "Yea, boy--you have one
of your Daddy's balls in your mouth, now very gently and very carefully put
the other one in beside it.  Now remember boy, I still have your bag and
your balls in my hand, and if I feel any biting down, any sharp pain or
anything that makes me feel like you are not trying to be nice and gentle
with my balls, I will without thinking grab ahold of your little sack and
those balls in there the same as if I was grabbing for a 100 pound dumbbell
at the gym.  And little guy, --when I grab for one of them, I really grab
good and strong and tight!  You kind of know what I mean?"
	Billy did know what he meant.  Billy knew that if he ever so
slightly hurt Big John's balls, he was going to be screaming in major pain.
He knew he had to get that other ball in his mouth, and he had to do it
gently.  Billy moved Big John's left ball over to the right side of his
mouth.  He moved it over by using his tongue against it.  He then opened
his mouth even wider than he had it before.  He moved his head slightly to
the left and felt Big John's right ball hit the side of his lips.  He
sucked on Big John's bag and drew that right ball right up to his mouth.
He could feel the size of it up against his mouth, and he knew that if was
big.  Just like everything else on him, Billy thought, it is big.  He
realized that he already had one big ball in his mouth, now he needed to
get the other one in there without giving Big John any pain, and he had
never done this to any other guy before so that he would know how to do it.
He closed his eyes and kind of prayed.  He was sweating.  He was nervous.
He could feel big John's hand around his bag and as he moved even a little,
he could feel Big John kind of move his hand on that bag.
	Billy did not want to hurt Big John.  He did not want Big John
grabbing his bag and balls like they were that 100 pound dumbbell that Big
John talked about!  Billy was really scared.  If he did hurt Big John, and
if Big John did squeeze his nuts, could Big John actually bust his nuts?
Could that happen?  He had never heard of a guy's nuts actually getting
busted, but he did not know for sure if they could get smashed or not.  And
if that did happen, then what would happen to him.  If Big John smashed his
nuts, what kind of suffering would he be going through?  Would he pass out,
would he scream in terrible pain?  Just what would happen?  If that
happened, would Big John and the other guys help him get medical attention
or would they all just leave and leave him laying there on the ground in
misery?  Billy was really scared.  Thinking these things were making it all
worse!  He was shaking!
	"Hey little guy."  Big John said.  "What's happening with you?  You
OK?  You are shaking way too much."
	Billy tried to answer, but he had his mouth full and could not
talk.  He did feel Big John kind of loosen up on his balls though.  He was
not sure Big John did this on purpose or not, but it had happened.
	Billy again closed his eyes, he took a deep breath, and he sucked
very hard and very fast to get Big John's right ball to slide into his
mouth.  It did!  He had both balls in his mouth! He froze in place!  He was
afraid to move.  He immediately thought about his bag and his balls.  He
waited to see if he was feeling any pain.  He did not!  Big John had not
squeezed on them like he was gabbing the 100 pound dumbbell.  Billy took a
big sigh.  He breathed again, but of course, through his nose.  He sure
could not breathe through his mouth.  If was full of bag and balls.
	All of a sudden he felt Big John let loose of his bag and balls and
put both of his hands on the sides of Billy head, and then pull his head
toward his own body.  Big John was giving Billy's head a hug.
	"You did good little guy!"  Big John said.  "You did real good!
You are a bag chewer and a ball sucker, boy!"
	Billy was still really messed up about the idea of putting another
guy's bag and balls in his moth, but he was feeling so good now that his
"Big Daddy", as he was told to call him, was so pleased with what he had
done.  Billy very slightly moved Big Daddy's balls around in his mouth,
kind of in a way as to say, "Thank you Sir!"
	Billy was confused.  He was proud that he did it right, or anyway
he assumed the he must have, and he was feeling good that Big Daddy had
hugged his head, and that Big Daddy made the good comment to him, but yet,
he had a man's bag and balls in his mouth, and that was something that was
never supposed to happen.  Only funny guys ever did that kind of stuff!
	Only funny guys ever did that kind of weird stuff, but yet he was
not sick, it was not making him throw-up or anything.  He was not feeling
like screaming for help, like he needed someone to get him away from Big
John.  He just knew normal guys never do this kind of stuff.  But then he
wondered------"Why am I not fighting this?  I know I should not be sucking
on some guy's bag and balls, I know I should never have my head down at
some guy's crotch, and I know I should be screaming for help from somebody,
but I'm not!  And I don't even feel like I should be!  I'm not even trying
to get away from him.  Yea--he is big.  I know he is big, but right now I
like the fact that he is big.  His size is giving me reason not to fight
him.  His hugging my head felt good to me.  I did not feel like that was
some pervert touching me.  I wanted him to keep it up.  I've still got both
of his balls in my mouth.  Oh Shit! I've still got both of his balls in my
mouth, and I don't know how to get them out without maybe making one of
them hurt."
	Billy started sweating again.  He had just realized that only part
of his danger was past.  He had never sucked on a guy's bag and balls
before, so he did not know for sure if he could get them out of his mouth
by just kind of falling out, or would they get squeezed and maybe kind of
scrapped when they come out.  Would Big John still possibly squeeze the
hell out of his own balls?
	All of sudden, Billy thought,--"If he squeezes the hell out of my
balls, I will show that big man that I am more of a man then he thought,
and I will manage to take the pain.  I don't think he can break my balls
apart no matter how hard he squeezes on them anyway, so if he gets mean and
rough, I will fight as hard as I can to make him wonder just how much of a
man did he get together with today anyway!"
	Big John rubbed Billy's shoulders and the back of his neck.  He
then slid his left hand down Billy's chest past his belly and back to his
crotch.  He again grabbed Billy's bag and ball, but not as firmly this
time.  He gently massaged Billy's bag.  He continued to show the more
gentle and affectionate side as he had done when he hugged Billy's head.
	Bid John moved his body back as an indication to Billy to let his
balls come back out of his mouth.  Billy sat firmly still.  He held his
head very still.  He had decided that he would let Big John do the
removing.  He would open his mouth as far as he could, so that Big John's
balls had as much room as possible, but that he would let Big John pull
them out instead of him taking them out for Big John.  Big John, pulled
back.  The right nut popped out.  The left nut stayed in Billy's mouth.
	"Suck on that ball, boy!"  Big John instructed Billy.  "Roll that
ball around in your mouth boy!  Suck that ball as far back into your mouth
as you can get it to go boy!  Kind of chew on that ball, boy."
	When Billy heard that last instruction, "Kind of chew on that ball,
boy", he knew he was home free.  He could tell from that instruction that
Big John truly trusted having his balls in Billy's mouth.  He knew that Big
John had gained a lot of trust in him, and that Big John knew Billy was not
going to try and do anything stupid!
	   Billy moved Big John's ball around in his mouth, sucked on it,
sucked on the bag skin, and in-fact took more of the big man's bag into his
mouth than he had earlier.  Now he only had the one ball in his mouth, and
that gave him more freedom of moving it around and gently playing with it
in his mouth than had been possible before.  All of a sudden Billy realized
that he was no longer ashamed of the fact that he had his face right up
against a man's crotch.  He realized that this was not the end of the world
for him.  He also realized that this was just between him and the man he
was told to call 'Daddy', and it was nobody else's business of where his
face was at.  He pushed his face closer to Big John's body.  He rested his
face against the fur of Big John's crotch and pushed in even closer.  Billy
could feel the stiff cock dick standing up beside his face.
	Billy very gently and very slowly started to pull off of Big John's
bag.
	Big John sensed that Billy was getting ready to release the other
ball, and he stood patiently as Billy let it slide from in his mouth.
	Big John's bag dropped as it left Billy's lips.  Billy turned his
face and placed the side of Big John's enormous dick into his mouth.  Big
John again grabbed the sides of Billy's head and gently rubbed it.
	Billy slowly started to move his head along the shaft of the man
made human telephone pole that was sticking out in front of Big John, and
Big John realized that young Billy was now trying to, and moving toward,
getting up enough nerve to place his mouth down at the end of that dick,
and maybe, just maybe, put the end of that dick into his mouth.  Big John
knew he had a virgin boy and a virgin mouth getting ready to become a man
with his help.  Big John knew that he was about to help Billy become a
completely different person after this experience.  He knew that he needed
to let Billy take this at his own speed, and to just be there and willing
to help in anyway that he could, so that Billy had, as good of a first time
experience, as possible.
	Big John took Billy by the sides of his head and turned it toward
his own.  With each person, the boy and the man, looking directly into each
others eyes, Big John expressed to Billy without saying a work, "It's OK
boy.  I'm here for you!  You do your thing!  You enjoy it!"
	Billy, somehow understood what he was being told without words.  He
looked directly into Big John's eyes and expressed an, "OK, thank you,
Daddy.  I will!"
	Billy then returned his face and his mouth back toward the firm,
stiff, strong, thick dick that only such a short time ago, he was so
deathly afraid of.  He placed his mouth so very gently around the tip of
that dick.  He held his mouth there without moving for a few moments.  Big
John took a big breath, as he saw Billy do.
	Big John knew this was a very scary moment for Billy.  He knew that
in Billy's mind, that was something that was never to be considered or even
thought of as a possibility.  He knew that Billy had to be looking at the
end of that dick and wondering just what in the world happened that he was
actually facing another man's dick, and he was putting that dick in his own
mouth.  He knew from Billy's earlier comments and actions, that he was
truly helping Billy work though something that was never supposed to
happen.  He also knew that from the way Billy as now acting and moving,
that Billy's natural instinct of action had taken over his former false
existence of, --this never happening to me, or being anything that he would
ever want to have happen.  Big John knew Billy was experiencing a new
existence of human being.
	With just the tip of Big John's dick slightly in his mouth, Billy
looked up at Big John, Daddy as he was instructed, and gave him a silent
signal that, "I'm going on!  I'm scared, but I want to do it!  I am going
down on you dick!  I am going to put your dick in my mouth!"  And he did!
Billy all of a sudden rammed his face down onto Big John's dick and forced
as much of that enormous dick into his mouth as he could.  He struck the
back of his mouth, and he gagged.  Once he got done coughing, he again
tried to ram more cock down his throat than what would go.  He pushed his
face against Big John as close as he could, and still be able to keep Big
John's dick in his mouth.  He grabbed ahold of Big John's sides.  He tried
to pull himself even closer.  Big John knew that he had a young man on his
dick that was trying to take more than even an experienced cock sucker can
usually take, but he decided that he would let Billy be the one that would
decide when he had taken enough.  Big John provided the dick, and the
encouragement as well as the mental support for the young man, to actually
become a grown man that day!
	 Big John had experienced a lot of sexual encounters with not only
the ladies, but with guys as well.  All of those experiences were "fun,
sexual, activities" to enjoy and probably brag to others, all about, later.
This time with Billy was definitely turning out to be something completely
different!  He realized that he had just been a major actor in the
transformation of a very young and scared young man, and had been a major
help, in helping him truly understand just actually who he was.  Big John
no longer felt that this little action of, 'three big guys finding three
little young guys, and then using them for their own personal fun', was any
longer a thing of fun.
	Big John's experience with little Billy, had turned into an
experience of "life sharing" and "life growing" that he did not wish to
take lightly.  As he hugged Billy's head, he gained a love and a respect
for this young man.  A young man that he had just been a part of help
transforming into more of a grown, adult, man.  He truly did hope that he
would be able to be a continuing part of this young man's life.
	Big John did realize that if he could continue to know Billy, and
could continue to be a part of his growing up, that what had happened on
this day would have to always remain a complete secret, or he personally
would be spending time in jail for performing sex acts on a child.  Serious
charges!
	Billy treated himself to the new and exciting experiences of
enjoying the feel, the love and the caressing of a fully grown, large and
muscular, man.  He, Billy, had wondered for quite some time now as to why
he had special feelings for some particular men, and today he had the
experiences to show himself why he possessed those very warm feelings.  He
now knew, and in a rather sudden and a very fast way, understood that he
did, naturally and fully love the feel of another man, and that his false
fears of what would happen to him if he ever, so much as, attempted to
touch another male, were truly false and needless fears.  He accepted with
much joy, some new and exciting feelings that he had never experienced
before.  He knew that this "playing around with Big John" was turning out
to be much more than just being used by some big, overly built, muscular
guy, hidden-----out in the woods.  Billy was accepting the true meaning of
who he really was.  All of his prior desires and wishes of experiencing
happiness were starting to come though, and they were all based around the
learning experience that Big John had been so helpfully patient to help him
work though.  In no way, did Billy feel like he had been plucked out of the
woods, taken away from his friends and used for anybody's personal and
kinky, sexual pleasure.  He truly felt that what had happened that day, or
was still happening that day, was intended from above, to help him start
understanding actually who he was, and to help him start living his life to
the fullest.  In no way, could he have discovered this about himself, if it
had not been for Big John or somebody like him, that "happened along" at
some point in time, to then help Billy see his true self.  Billy was very
glad that it had happened when it did, and not some 5, 6, 7 or 8 years
later.
	"Ok young man."  Big John said.  Stretch out there in that grassy
area on your stomach.  I'm goning to lay on your back and let you see what
a big stong body feels like on top of you."
	As biolly did what his big Daddy had instucted, he said, "Daddy, I
don't know!  Daddy I know what you are planning on doing, and Daddy---pleae
you have got an awfully big dick.  Daddy, I'm not sure, Daddy!"  Billy
pleaded.
	"Just lay still, Billy.  Relax, and this ain't going to hurt you
and your skinny, tinny little ass any!"  Big John told Billy.