Caught

***Warning, this story contains love between an adult male and a young teen male as well as diaper love. Should this not be the type of story that you wish to read, then please leave now. If you failed to read this and started at the story and are disgusted, well I tried to warn you. If you however do wish to read this type of story, then I hope that you enjoy this short story of true love. I would love to hear from you after you have read my story and invite almost any comments at erich5748 @ ymail.com. Thanks.***

Steven Michaels is your average mid thirties gay male in most respects, at least he thought so. He had a nice job that paid well, he had a few close friends, owned his own house, had a nice car, and he did not look at all bad. He has had a few flings in the past, a few of them even lasting a couple years, but as of yet, the perfect guy has still not appeared and made Steven feel that life was perfect.

He is almost six feet tall, short stylish brown hair, green eyes, strong nose and jaw and a ready smile. Most that saw him thought that he was really good looking. The women that knew him or met him thought it a rotten shame he was gay and happy being so, because he was open about it and would tell anyone who asked.

As with most gay men, he enjoys playing with his ass, he is a true versatile, and enjoys giving and receiving equally. So whenever he is without partner, he enjoys his alone playtime, and has a nice selection of toys to play with.

There was only really one thing about Steven that he thought was strange, but he had met so many other gay guys into the same thing that he was starting to believe that maybe that was not the case. Although, he had met more than a few as well that were totally aghast at the idea of getting diapered up with him and having sex. Those were usually the ones that did not stick around for long, maybe one or two good fuck sessions, and that was it. Amazingly enough though, he had converted a few of the guys that had not envisioned diapers previously, and one of them he had stayed with for nearly three years.

Steven also has no other family that he knows of, he was an orphan from a young age, and no one ever came forth claiming him as family. He looked too to find out the reason he was put out for adoption, but there were no records as to the reason why, and there were no birth parents even registered. He could find no reason as to this, and no one could tell him why either. He was however never adopted and ended up staying in foster care his entire childhood, once again, there was no reason he was not adopted, it just ended up being like that.

Steven had been a bed wetter his entire life, and most of the time the families he stayed with did not care to give him the diapers he so clearly needed, although a few did, and he enjoyed living with them the most, because he knew he needed them. From that came his desire to wear diapers that never left him, and even to this day, Steven cannot sleep without wearing a diaper, but he enjoys that as well.

The night our tale begins, Steven had been without boyfriend or any intimate male companionship for more than three months, and he was getting the deep itch. He had played almost three nights a week anyway, but sometimes you just want company. Deciding though that he did not want to go out and try and find another guy to hook up with for a night or two, Steven just grabbed a small selection of toys, and went and laid on the living room floor in front of the TV, put on a good porn, and started fucking himself nice and slow and gentle through his soggy diaper. That was how he preferred it, slow and gentle, and through a diaper, preferably soggy.

Thirteen year old Nicholas was once again wandering around his neighborhood this night. He was scared, ashamed, and almost broken. He knew he was different than the other boys in the area, and he could not stop it. He did not want to like other boys, he really didn't, he wanted to like looking at girls like all the others, but he just could not do it. He had tried looking at straight porn on the computer again this evening, but he almost threw up and started crying. He had to go for a walk and clear his mind.

Nicholas, or as he was normally called, Nicky, is a young thirteen, he had just turned only the month before, has medium length strawberry blond shaggy cut hair, beautiful sapphire eyes, small cute nose and ears, soft jaw line and features, and is pretty small for his age, still not over the five foot mark. He is also almost totally devoid of any signs of puberty, only just a few soft hairs above his still small penis and just dropped balls.

Nicky has grown up in the same neighborhood his entire life, he knows pretty much everyone that lives there, and while he likes most of them, he adores Steven. He always stops and says hi to Steven every time he passes, and more than a few times they sat on the front porch of Steven's house just talking. Nicky did not know that Steven was gay, it had never come up, but Nicky's mom knew, and like everyone else there, she had no problem with the fact that her son spent time with the gay man, he was possibly the nicest person around.

Needing someone to talk to, someone he knew would listen to him, Nicky decided to head to Steven's and see if he was home and if they could sit and talk for a bit. He walked up to the door, but just as he was about to knock, he happened to catch a glimpse of something. The curtains to the living room were not pulled completely closed, and Nicky just happened to catch a glimpse of the TV, and what he saw were two men doing something that he had never seen before, they were in the process of fucking roughly.

Not even realizing he was doing it, Nicky moved closer, to see it clearer, and as he did so, he happened to see Steven on the floor, doing something that he had never imagined as well. At that moment, Nicky came, it was so amazing to him to see the man he so adored doing something so naughty, so kinky, something that he had dreamed of doing to himself for so long, that it was just too much.

Steven heard the noise and looked up, and he saw Nicky there, yet knew Nicky was not entirely there at the moment either, he had heard him cum, and he knew the sounds and sights well enough to know it as well. Pulling out his rather large dildo, Steven got up and grabbed his robe and went to the front door. He looked out to make sure no one was looking, and then grabbed Nicky, just as he was about to collapse, and carried him into the house.

Quickly thinking to shut off the TV, so that Nicky did not see any more than he was supposed to, Steven just hugged the still quaking boy to him. It took almost ten minutes for Nicky to come down, and when he did, he started crying.

“What's the matter Nicky, why are you crying?” Steven asked softly.

“I shouldn't have spied on you.” Nicky sobbed.

“It's not your fault, I should have made sure the curtain was fully closed, but I was too horny to have paid attention to that. It looks like you enjoyed the show though.” Steven said softly, knowing that young Nicky was having a hard time coming to terms with his sexuality.

“No, I hated it, it was disgusting.” Nicky said strongly, but Steven knew otherwise.

“Oh, I see. Why did you cum then, probably without even touching yourself?” Steven asked softly.

“I...I.....I don't know.” Nicky said, crying even more still.

“Look Nicky, let's try not lying to yourself any more. I know what you're going through, I know it's been a hard six months since your feelings started changing, I've seen it, and I've seen how depressed you've been getting. You now know that I'm gay, you can ask me any questions you'd like and I can answer so much for you.”

“Are you saying you think I'm gay?” Nicky asked aghast.

“It doesn't matter what I think Nicky, it's what you feel, and I'm offering my ear and my knowledge to you if ever you should desire it. And just so you know, you're not the only one around that knows I'm gay, even your mom does. It's no secret, I'm totally out and open, I have nothing to hide, and if you want to ask any questions, then you can feel free to ask me.”

“Everyone knows you're gay and they don't hate you?”

“No, of course not. Some aren't quite as comfortable with it still, but it's not like it was when I was your age, when I thought I'd get beaten up, and I probably would have too. It's lots better now. Granted, I'd still not say anything unless I had to at school, kids are still pretty cruel.”

“Why are you wearing a diaper?” Nicky asked shyly.

“There's two reasons for that, but I'd appreciate it if you didn't spread this around. First is technically I'm still a bed wetter, but the other reason is I've grown to love wearing diapers, so do so often when I'm at home.”

“Oh, I used to wet the bed too, but I stopped a couple years ago.”

“Yeah, I remember your mom telling me about your pains with that and how ashamed you were about it. I kept hoping you'd talk to me about it, but I didn't want to bring it up and embarrass you, but I could have helped you out a lot. Why wouldn't you wear diapers though, your mom said you point blank refused to after the age of seven?”

“I didn't want to feel so babyish.”

“Too bad, you would have gotten a far better sleep had you have worn them, but it was your choice I guess, even if I didn't agree with it.”

“That's what my mom said too.”

“Yeah, I'm the one that told her that probably.”

“You know my mom that well?”

“Sure, even still she comes over for coffee at least once a week, she knows you do too, well not for coffee, and she talks to me a lot about you, but don't worry, anything you've said to me in privacy has been kept as such.”

“Oh, good.” Nicky blushed, because he had told Steven a fair few secrets over the years.

“I'd never betray your trust Nicky, you don't have to worry about me. I do think however I'm going to tell you something that your mom and I talked about almost a year ago now. She started to suspect you might be gay, and then a few months ago, she came back and told me you weren't handling it well, and she wanted me to try and talk to you. I was seeing the same things, but you hardly ever came over in the last few months, so I didn't have too much chance to talk to you.”

“Oh god, my mom thinks I'm gay!” Nicky screeched.

“Once again, it doesn't matter what she or anyone else thinks, it's what you do. However, if you suspect you might be gay, and then try and force yourself to be straight, just because you think that's what you're supposed to do, I warn you, it'll only cause more hurt in the long run.”

“How would you know?”

“I'd think that that'd be pretty obvious.”

“How so?”

“Well, I'm gay, but when I was younger it was far harder than it is today to admit to being gay, so I tried to play it straight, yeah, that was the most miserable year of my life. I tried having sex with one girl, it was a miserable failure, and the taunts after that were beyond cruel. My budding manhood was crushed, and they all teased me that I must be gay. I took it for almost six months before I admitted to everyone that I was. I was beat up and taunted like you wouldn't believe. And all that before the age of fifteen. So trust me, I know, really I do. Granted, I'm not saying that if you are gay that you should tell everyone like I was pretty much forced to do, but if confronted, then it probably wouldn't hurt. There are still those that would harass you, but that's mostly just small mindedness shining through.”

“Oh. Steven, can I tell you something, something I don't want my mom to know?”

“Nicky, come sit down on the couch, I think standing here is gonna get tiring after a while, then I'd be happy to answer anything you care to ask and or just listen to you for the next several hours if you so desire.”

“Okay.”

“So, what did you want to tell me?” Steven asked softly as they sat down on the couch.

“Well, I tried watching some porn on the computer tonight.” Nicky said, softly starting off to see Steven's reaction.

“If you think I'd give you trouble for doing that, you're mistaken. Every other kid your age is trying their damnedest to see as much porn as they can, and every parent knows it. You kids have it way easier than we did when I was a kid, or even older. Computers make it so easy to see almost anything you care to see.”

“Oh. Well, that's not the worst part.”

“Well, it really wouldn't surprise me if you were trying to see other boys your age.” Steven said softly.

“No, I wasn't, I was trying to look at girls, but it made me almost sick, I just can't even look at a girl naked. That's just not normal Steven.”

“Depends on your definition of normal I suppose. I feel the same way if I see a naked women, so don't feel bad.”

“But I do feel bad. I'm scared Steven, what do I do, I think I'm gay?” Nicky asked, starting to cry.

Steven just grabbed up the scared boy and hugged him tight as he cried his heart out for more than fifteen minutes.

“There there baby, you'll be just fine. There's nothing wrong with being gay, there's no reason to be scared or anything, I promise. You don't think you're normal, but maybe you are, just a different normal. Remember, not one single person is the same, we all have our differences, and normal is really only just a state of mind. Everyone is weird if you really look at them, no one is normal, so don't feel bad.” Steven whispered right into Nicky's ear.

“What do I do though?” Nicky asked, starting to calm down a little.

“Live your life, be the good person you always have been, and when the time's right, get yourself a hot boyfriend to match your hotness.” Steven smiled warmly.

“I'm not hot.”

“Boy, if I were twenty years younger, I'd be your boyfriend in a heartbeat.”

“Thanks.” Nicky blushed.

“Now, do you have any questions?”

“No, at least not yet.”

“Okay, but remember to come see me if you have any questions at all, but for now, why don't you head home and go get a good sleep, I think you could use it.”

“Okay, thanks Steven. Oh, and please don't tell my mom anything?”

“Don't worry, I won't tell her a thing, but you probably should soon.”

“Maybe.” Nicky said noncommittally.

A few minutes later Nicky was gone for the night. Steven sighed, he had been holding his pee since Nicky arrived, but of course his diaper with a rather large hole in it would not have held it, so he went and changed his diaper. He was no longer in the mood to relieve the pressure that he had been feeling, even though he had not yet cum when he had been caught.

The next few weeks, Nicky went to Steven's house almost as soon as Steven got home from work and they talked and talked and talked. After the first few days, Nicky became less embarrassed and more free, and was asking more and more questions. By the time that at least half an hour every night had gone by, Steven figured Nicky knew all there was to know about being gay, sex, protection, positions, and all sorts of other things. Of course they did not only talk about sex or gay things, they still talked about everything else that they always had before.

“Hi Sharon, what's up?” Steven asked Nicky's mom when she called one morning, he had not yet gone to work.

“Nothing much. Nicky told me last night when I got home from work that he was gay, and that he had been talking to you. Thanks so much for helping him out. He just needed a strong male role model to help him out. So, did you bring it up?”

“Actually no, I didn't, but how we got on the subject will just have to remain our little secret. Suffice it to say though that he caught me in a rather compromising situation that told him all that he needed to know about me.”

“Ah, I see. No matter, at least it's done. He seems to be doing pretty well, he's been happier these past few weeks as well, so that's good.”

“Yeah, and by now, I think he knows everything that he needs to know. He's been coming over pretty much every day as soon as I get home from work and we talk for about half an hour to an hour, sometimes more, depending on what time you work 'til.”

“That's really good to hear. You're just what he needed. I have a favor to ask you though.”

“What can I do for you Sharon, you know you can ask me almost anything?”

“Well, I want to go out for a couple weeks with the girls, we're planning a cruise, and I was gonna ask my sister to watch Nicky, but she can't and the tickets are already booked. I'd cancel it, but I'd lose lots of money, so could you watch him for me please?”

“Sure. I have no problems with that. When were you leaving?”

“First day of spring break, so in a little over a week.”

“Oh. Well I'll see if I can book the time off work as well, so that we can spend the whole week together, that way he doesn't have to spend the whole day alone.”

“He'll be fine during the day, don't worry about that, it's more just at night. He gets scared if there's no one in the house at night when he's sleeping and he doesn't like me going out late at night.”

“No worries. I haven't taken any real time off in a few years, so I think I deserve a bit of a break anyway. All I've taken was the odd long weekend, it'll be all good.”

“If you're sure, I'm sure that Nicky would like that. I have to warn you though, he still wets the bed once every few months or so, but he's already wet the bed three times in the last two weeks, so hopefully he'll be okay. If you'd rather, you guys could just stay here too, that way he has a protected bed.”

“That's no problem here, don't worry. My spare bed has a mattress protector on it already anyway, from the last time he spent the weekend when he was nine I think it was.”

“Okay, if you're sure.”

As soon as Nicky found out the plans, he was ecstatic, he had not been so happy in a while. He was really truly starting to love Steven, more than he thought he could. Each evening they still talked more and more during the few days wait until Sharon went away for a week. Nicky even confided in Steven that he had wet the bed a few nights again recently, and even though he blushed, he knew that Steven would understand, and secretly, they were not as much of an accident as he would have led his mom to believe. Steven though did wish he could see the cute boy in just a diaper, that would complete his life he figured.

“So handsome, you're all mine for a whole week, what would you like to do?” Steven asked Friday night when Nicky arrived. He had already said goodbye to his mom, because she was going to be leaving very early in the morning, and both thought it would be better for Nicky to go to Steven's that night.

“Don't know, don't care. Anything we do together will be awesome. I've wanted to spend the night here for a long time. But, I peed the bed again last night and the night before. Mom thinks that the changes I'm going through are messing with my bladder, so I think that maybe we should get something, so that I don't wet your bed.” Nicky started happily, but ended softly. He had been hoping he would have the courage to do it.

“You want to buy some diapers, is that what you're asking?” Steven asked softly.

“Yes please.” Nicky answered, blushing more so and looking at his feet, but secretly he was very happy he did it.

“Okay, then we should do that now. Do you want to come with me, or would you rather stay here while I go alone?”

“Um, I think I'd rather stay here.”

“Okay, and would you prefer pull on or tape on?”

“Which are better?”

“Tape on usually are more comfortable and hold more, so it depends on how much you wet really.”

“I've been wetting quite a bit. What type do you prefer?”

“Tape on and thick as possible for nights.”

“Okay, can you get me the same ones please?” Nicky asked shyly.

“Of course. You want anything else while I'm out, did you eat dinner?”

“Yeah, I ate before coming, I ate with mom, she told me I should. I don't think I need anything else though.”

“Okay, then let me head out right away, make yourself at home, and you can put your stuff away in the guest room while I'm gone, you know where it is.”

“Okay, thanks Steven, I knew I could trust you.”

“Of course you can trust me, I'd never steer you wrong or do anything you didn't want.”

“I know.” Nicky smiled warmly.

Steven headed out right away and went right to the large medical supply store that he frequented, they had by far the best diaper selection in the entire city, and he had searched long and hard. As soon as he got there, he headed to the area he knew by heart and grabbed the same diapers he liked in the youth size. He also grabbed himself a new pack, and then grabbed another couple things of wipe, some more cream and lotion, just in case Nicky wanted them he figured, knowing that he would though. He knew more about what Nicky was going through than he had let on, and he had wondered when Nicky would have the courage. As soon as he was all paid up, he headed back to the house, and he was back in under thirty minutes.

“Nicky, I have your diapers.” Steven called out as soon as he was inside and had the door closed.

“I'm in my room.” Nicky called back, so Steven headed up there.

“Could you diaper me now please, I want to know how they feel?” Nicky asked, he was laying on his bed naked and in diaper change position. This was the first phase of his plan.

“Okay, if you're sure.” Steven said, his mouth all of a sudden very dry. He licked his lips and stepped forth.

Amazingly enough, Nicky was not hard, but all that he had was unashamedly on display for the man he wanted. Steven dropped the bags and fumbled in them for all that he needed. He set everything on the bed as he pulled it out, and Nicky smiled. Once done, Steven stood back up and opened the pack of wipes first, grabbed one, and cleaned Nicky fully. He then grabbed the lotion and lotioned his entire groin, and then added a good layer of diaper rash cream before finally pulling up and taping closed the nice thick diaper. Nicky never did get hard, something that surprised Steven, but he sure did sigh once the diaper was taped on.

“You've been dreaming of that for a while, haven't you?” Steven asked softly after seeing a nice yellow spot appear in Nicky's diaper.

“Yeah, I knew you'd understand, but after seeing you in them that night, I've been dreaming of you diapering me. You said that things like this aren't wrong, as long as no one's forced and you don't break any laws, and if it felt good, then we should do it. Well, this feels real good.”

“I've known you wanted to wear diapers for a while. How many of your recent wet beds were real?”

“None of them. I'm building up to full time wetting, so that mom doesn't start suspecting anything.” Nicky grinned.

“You could always just tell her that you're a diaper lover. You know she'll support you.”

“Yeah, and eventually I might.” Nicky smiled.

“So, how does it feel?”

“Awesome. Can I diaper you now please? I really want to.”

“I don't know if that's such a good idea.”

“Why not, are you hard? If you are, well I've seen it before, so no biggie. Well actually, it is pretty big, especially compared to my tiny little thing.”

“No, I'm not hard, it just wouldn't be appropriate is all. As for your dick, it's not small, so don't worry. You'll also grow lots more in the near future, so you'll get plenty big. You're bigger than I was at your age, so have no fears.”

“Really, you've gotta be at least seven inches?”

“Just a tad over, and yeah, at thirteen I was just over three inches hard, so don't worry so much.”

“Cool. Come on, it's not wrong.”

“Okay, fine.” Steven sighed, wondering if this really was a good idea.

They headed over to Steven's room, Nicky not bothering to get dressed in the least, the only thing he was wearing was an already soggy diaper. As soon as they made it, Nicky helped Steven to get undressed, and then Steven pointed him at his diaper supplies, and Nicky grabbed everything that he would need. He came back and then diapered Steven the exact same way that he had just been diapered. He was saddened that Steven did not get hard, he wanted to see him hard again,and this time get to really appreciate the moment.

“Thanks. It's been a while since anyone changed me, it was nice. You're very gentle.

“No prob, so were you, it was really nice, and I'd never let anyone else diaper me, that was all for you.” Nicky smiled softly, warmly.

“Thanks for the privilege then.”

“Come on, let's go curl up on the couch and watch a movie, just us big babies.” Nicky smiled brightly.

“Okay, but if you keep calling yourself a baby, I might just have to get you a bottle and a soother.” Steven teased.

“Really, you'd do that?” Nicky asked far too excitedly.

“If you asked for it, I'd get it for you if it was in my power.”

“Cool, could you then?”

“Sure, next time we go shopping then, which might be tomorrow.”

“Wicked, you're the best.”

They headed to the living room and laid back on the couch and watched a movie. Nicky loved the fact that he got to watch his very first movie in memory without having to pause it to go to the bathroom, and told Steven as much, and he admitted that he loved them for that reason as well.

Nicky knew that it was too soon yet to sleep with the man he so wanted and desired, but he really did want to ask. Instead, as soon as the movie was over, Nicky moved and sat on Steven's lap facing him, and kissed him softly, more just a nice friendly kiss, it did not yet hold the passion that Nicky would soon show his man.

“Thanks Nicky, that was very nice. It's been a long time since you kissed me, now give me a hug and head on up to bed, okay kiddo.” Steven smiled softly, getting just a little misty eyed.

“Thanks, I missed kissing you, but I thought I was getting too old for it, but I guess I'm not really, after all, I'm just a little baby boy now, or again.” Nicky grinned cheekily.

“Yeah, that you are.” Steven laughed and wrapped Nicky up in a hug.

As soon as he let go of the hug, Nicky hopped up and started to head to his bedroom, but before he could get too far, Steven smacked his cute soggy bum.

“Make sure and change your diaper before bed please, or you'll leak.”

“How about we change each other instead?”

“How about no, not this time. You need to learn to do it on your own too if you're gonna start wearing diapers. I can't and won't change you all the time, and really, I probably shouldn't be changing you at all, you're too old.”

“Fine.” Nicky sighed, he knew that there was no point in arguing it tonight.

“Thanks. Have a good sleep, okay.”

“Thanks, and you too.”

They both headed to their bedrooms, and the diaper lover side of both of them was thinking the exact same thing, because they both poked a bunch of small holes in their only half wet diapers and put another right over top of them. Once nice and thickly diapered, they both climbed into bed and fell fast asleep.

Chapter 2

Steven was the first to wake up the next morning, so he got up and headed to the kitchen to make himself some coffee and get started on a nice filling breakfast for the two of them.

Nicky awoke to the wonderful aroma of frying bacon wafting through the house. A scent to almost guarantee the awakening of even the most stubborn sleepy teen. Nicky sighed as he climbed out of bed, he had slept better last night than he remembered sleeping in so long, that and he had a really nice thick and soggy diaper on, how much better could it get he figured. Well, he knew, but knew Steven was not ready for that yet, hopefully by the end of the day.

“Good morning there handsome, have a good sleep?” Steven asked as soon as he noticed Nicky coming into the kitchen.

“Yeah, I had a great sleep, how about you?”

“Same here. Are you double diapered?” Steven asked after looking to see how wet Nicky was.

“Yeah, are you too, you look just as thick and wet as I do?” Nicky grinned.

“Yeah, I am. You really are a budding diaper lover, aren't you?” Steven asked happily, he so loved seeing the cute teen boy in just a nice thick diaper.

“Not budding, I think we can call it full fledged now, I'd wear them all the time if I could.” Nicky smiled brightly.

“Yeah, know how you feel. I've worn thinner daytime diapers to work a few times, but I was so afraid someone would catch me, but I still do it from time to time. I've worn them to the amusement park a few times, and if I have to go for a long drive, I wear as well. Otherwise, I pretty much only wear while at home.”

“I think I know how you feel, I don't think I'd want anyone to catch me either, but I'd risk it too. I can't wear to school though, the other kids there would find out and I'd be dead meat in a heartbeat.”

“No, and it wouldn't be a good idea either. So, is bacon, eggs, and deluxe hash browns good with you?”

“What's deluxe hash browns?”

“Potatoes fried perfectly with lots of onions, mushrooms and red peppers, and then smothered in a three cheese blend. Super fattening, and a treat I rarely have, but delicious beyond contest if you ask me.”

“Mmm, does sound good. I love bacon too, and I do like eggs, but hard yolk or scrambled for me please.”

“You got it.”

A few minutes later their breakfast was complete, so they sat down and ate it, eating every bite there was to be had, both enjoying it a great deal.

“That was great, thanks.”

“No prob, glad you enjoyed. Care to help me clean up?”

“Sure.”

They both got up and cleaned up the kitchen, it did not take long at all.

“So, what would you like to do today, something fun, this is after all my first real vacation in a few years?” Steven asked once they were done.

“Anything with you'll be great.”

“That doesn't really help me much. Well fine, I didn't want to have to do this to you, but you've forced me to. I have no choice, I hope you understand. I know it'll be horrible, probably beyond description even, a torture never before survived by any teen, but I have to do it.” Steven said sadly, really hamming it up, and Nicky was giggling. “The amusement park opens today, so let's go there.”

“Wicked, you mean it?” Nicky asked excitedly.

“Of course I do. I wouldn't have said it otherwise.”

“You're the best. Can I wear a diaper there like you will be?”

“How do you know I will be?”

“You said so yourself that you wear them to the amusement park, so I want to as well.”

“Okay, but we'll have to go shopping for a couple things first. Not too big a deal, considering they don't open for like four hours anyway.”

“Okay, but what for?”

“We need thinner daytime diapers for you and a diaper shirt as well to hide your diapers from anyone seeing them.”

“Cool, where do I get a diaper shirt from though?”

“Dance and gymnastics supply store, nice and simple.”

“Cool. Can we go now?”

“No, first you need to get out of that big soggy diaper, and then you need to have a shower, you stink more than even I do, and that's saying a lot. Then you have to get dressed properly, and then, after that if the stores will be open, then yes, we can leave.”

“Oh, okay, that sounds fair enough.” Nicky grinned and took off for his bedroom, and to the bathroom that was pretty much all his.

As soon as he made it there, he stripped out of his very wet double diaper and skipped to the bathroom to have a nice long hot shower. Once in there, Nicky started his shower the same way he started every shower for nearly the last year, with a good jackoff session. After blowing two nice tasty teen loads, he got started on cleaning himself up fully, washing his hair twice and conditioning it even. He then hopped out, dried off, put on his deodorant, brushed his teeth and hair, and then put on some of his cologne. Then skipping back to his bedroom yet again, Nicky got dressed.

Steven went to his bedroom and pretty much did the exact same things, in almost the exact same order, only he only blew one load, but he did slurp it up as well. Once he too was ready, he headed downstairs to wait for Nicky. Once Nicky came down, they were ready to go, so took off.

“This is the medical supply store I use, do you want to stay here or come in with me to check out the selection?”

“I really want to go in, but I'm afraid to.”

“In a place like this, you really don't have to be afraid. They sell so many diapers to all sorts of people that one more will really make no difference to them at all. They also don't need to know that you don't need them, for all they know, you just need them at night, or they might not even be for you. They won't care one way or the other.”

“Okay.” Nicky said softly and opened the door, working up the courage to do it.

Once inside, Steven steered them to the diaper section and showed Nicky all that they had to offer. They had a whispered conversation, Nicky wondering what the best for daytime use, so Steven pointed out the ones he liked, so Nicky asked for them as well in his size. Steven grabbed them, not wanting to make Nicky do it yet, and they headed up to pay. The lady at the till only smiled and rung it through, really saying nothing about the diapers, but pleasantly talking to them as they were doing their business.

“There you go, that wasn't so bad, now was it?” Steven asked softly once they were safely in the car.

“Easy for you to say, I almost peed myself a couple times. I'm pretty sure I was blushing a bit too, even though I tried not to.”

“She noticed, hence the reason she talked to you about something completely other than the diapers that were clearly for you.”

“I figured as much.”

“Besides, I know how you feel. At least you're not buying them for yourself for the very first time. Now that was embarrassing, but in time it got easier.”

“I believe you.” Nicky laughed.

“So, to the mall next I think.”

“Okay.”

They headed there and the first place they stopped was the store that Steven had mentioned. Once there, Steven helped Nicky to pick out a few diaper shirts, he ended up choosing six in different styles and colors. From there they hit the baby and toddler store that the mall had, and Steven took Nicky right to the bottles and soothers and told him to pick out at least one of each thing that he wanted. He ended up choosing two bottles, both of them with his name engraved on them, and three soothers, all with clips to keep them attached.

“Is that all you want?”

“Um, I think so.”

“Spit it out, what more do you want?”

“Do you think they'd have a footed sleeper that'd fit me?”

“I doubt it, and certainly not in this store, but we can go somewhere that might.”

“Really, thanks?” Nicky smiled brightly.

They headed to a department store next, but sadly had no luck, Nicky was just too big to fit even their largest one. They tried every other store in the mall as well, but could not find one to fit. Steven promised to research and see if he could find something, Nicky was happy.

“Well, now we head home and get changed and pack a diaper bag and then head out.”

“Cool, I can't wait to try on my new diapers and diaper shirt.”

“Good.” Steven smiled brightly.

The drive was short, but to the young diaper lover, the drive was far too long. They entered the house and Nicky immediately headed towards Steven's bedroom and started stripping. Steven actually chuckled as soon as he entered his bedroom to see Nicky down to his underwear already by the time he made it there, and he had not taken long at all to do so. He did wonder though why Nicky was doing so.

“Shouldn't you be in your bedroom getting ready?”

“Why, I want you to diaper me, and then I'll diaper you, so that we can get ready.” Nicky said as he was removing his underwear, and then laid on the bed, all before Steven could say anything further.

“It really isn't appropriate though for us to change each others diapers Nicky, you're old enough to know what people might think if they knew we did that for each other.”

“Yeah, but no one has to know, and really, we're not doing anything wrong, so, who cares what they think.”

“Easy for you to say, it's me that'd get tossed in jail without question, and no matter what you or I said, that's where I'd stay.”

“No you wouldn't. Now, quit being so scared and come get your little baby nice and diapered and dressed.” Nicky smiled warmly.

“Fine, but we really shouldn't be doing this.”

“We're not doing anything other than changing each others diapers.” Nicky said softly as Steven moved forth with the new diapers. In his mind though Nicky was thinking not yet.

It only took a few minutes, but before too long, Steven had Nicky diapered and into his new diaper shirt, and then told him to get up and get himself dressed the rest of the way. Nicky though told Steven to strip while he was getting dressed, so he did. As soon as Steven was naked, Nicky urged him onto the bed on his back, and without further argument, Steven did so, sighing defeatedly as he did so. Nicky hoped that Steven would continue to cave to his requests as quickly and easily, but he knew that the man would not cave as quick in the one area he so desperately wanted him to.

A few minutes later and Steven too was nicely diapered and into his diaper shirt, so he got dressed. As soon as he was able to, Steven grabbed his backpack and started throwing all that they would need into it. He had six diapers each, the wipes, and two changes of clothes each, for just in case.

“You ready to go now kiddo?”

“Oh yeah. I've never been to the amusement park before, this'll be so wicked.”

“Really, you've never been before?” Steven asked in surprise.

“No, my mom doesn't like going there, she doesn't like the rides, and she doesn't like seeing others on them. Something about once when she was younger and seeing a ride fail and someone getting really badly hurt, so she's never taken me.”

“Oh, that's too bad. It can happen, but it's so rare. Really, you'd be more in danger in your car on the street if you ask me. Is she gonna have a problem with me taking you though?”

“No, I doubt it. I was gonna go with a friend once, and she was letting me, but I ended up getting the flu the day before, so they had to go without me. It really sucked, I so wanted to go, but now I get to go with you.”

“Oh, okay, as long as she won't freak out on me for taking you then, that's okay.”

“Okay, then let's go.” Nicky said excitedly, Steven just grinned.

They headed out and hopped in the car. The drive was only about twenty minutes to get there, and when they arrived, they paid for the parking, then paid the outrageous fees to use the park, and went in to have the time of their lives. Their first stop was to the lockers so that they could store their backpack, and then they headed off to the first of the rides. Because Nicky had never been on any rides at all, Steven felt it prudent to start him on some of the tamer rides first and get him more used to it. Granted, tame was just going on the smaller adult rides first, not going to the kiddy rides. Eventually they worked their way up to a smaller roller coaster, and that only took them at most an hour.

Before too much longer, Nicky was begging to go on the biggest and scariest looking coaster in the park, and that was only two hours after arriving. Before they did that though, Steven thought it would be a good idea to get a diaper change, so they headed to the locker and grabbed their backpack, hit the family washrooms and they changed each other on the floor. Once they were both nice and dry again, they headed out to the biggest ride in the park, and it was a real doozy too, but Nicky loved it and asked to go back on it again right after getting off.

“Wow, this is like probably the most fun I've ever had. Thanks so much for bringing me here.” Nicky said effusively after riding that coaster three times in a row.

“I'm glad that you're enjoying it. Now let's go have some lunch, I'm getting hungry, so that means you probably are as well.”

“Yeah, now that you mention it, I could stand to eat a brontosaurus burger right about now.” Nicky giggled.

“You and me both. After lunch we'll take about an hour off the rides and look at all the other stuff here to let our lunch settle some, because the last thing I want is for you to throw up all over the place, it really isn't very fun.”

“Oh, okay, I can see how you might think that.” Nicky laughed.

They headed to food row to see what all there was to eat, and they both chose what they wanted and Steven gladly bought it all for them. They found a nice shady spot under a tree and sat down there and ate. Nicky was still hungry, so Steven gave him a twenty and told him to go get what he wanted, so he did, and a few minutes later came back with what appeared to be another full meal. Steven only laughed and shook his head, Nicky just grinned and sat down and ate, all of it.

“So, you finally ready to go mister stomach?”

“Hey, I did a lot of running around, I burned off lots of energy, what can I say.” Nicky giggled.

“I know, I was just teasing you. I would have joined you in getting more food, but I wasn't quite that hungry, so I'll wait and grab a snack later if I need to.”

“You know, this place is really good for more than just rides, there's tonnes of really cute boys here too, isn't there!” Nicky whispered to Steven.

“Really, I hadn't noticed that before!” Steven gasped.

“You're so weird.”

“Thanks. But yeah, this place is always really good for the eye candy, so many hot guys here, and I hate to embarrass you, but I think you might be one of the better looking boys here, although I did see a couple men that were damn hot. Trust me, if I were into boys, you'd be right up on the top of the list, at least for me. Out of the boys wandering around though, you're clearly on the top of the hotness scale, and I'm not just saying that because I know you either.”

“Thanks Steven, I think the same about you though, you're pretty hot yourself.”

“Thanks Nicky. Now, if you're finally finished eating, let's go look around at all the exhibits for a bit and see what we can see.”

“Okay.” Nicky said excitedly, hopping up and grabbing Steven's hand to pull him up as well.

Nicky did not let go though once Steven was up, instead he stayed holding onto his mans hand and dragged him off towards the exhibits area of the park. Steven tried a couple times to let go of Nicky's hand, but Nicky was having none of it. He liked it too much, it made him feel closer to Steven.

For a little more than an hour they looked around, and then headed back to the rides after a quick diaper change, just so that they could last for a few hours. For the next three hours they ran throughout the park, almost literally, and Nicky took Steven on every ride that looked fun, and they both had a blast.

They went for another diaper change, went for more food, looked at more exhibits, and then rode the rides for another few hours. They had a snack, looked around again, and then rode until the park called that they were closing.

“Well kiddo, sounds like it's time to go. It's been a long day, so let's say we go get our wet diapers changed and head home.”

“Okay.” Nicky said happily.

They went to the family washroom after grabbing their pack, and this time they changed each other into their night time diapers, knowing that they would hold for the whole night and not worrying about if anyone happened to see that they were pretty thick in the bums. Once all ready to go, they headed out and drove home. Nicky, not so surprisingly was sound asleep by the time they made it there. Steven just picked him up and carried him to his bedroom, stripped him of all his clothes until he was in only his diaper, and then covered him up. Steven then headed to his room, stripped down to just his diaper as well and crawled into bed.

Chapter 3

“Mmm, morning Nicky, whatchya doin' in here?” Steven sighed as soon as he woke up to find Nicky laying in bed with him, cuddled up nicely.

“I just woke up a few minutes ago and thought I'd come in and lay with you for a bit until you woke up and to say thanks for yesterday, it was a lot of fun.” Nicky smiled.

“I'm glad you had fun, but so did I. It was nice to go with someone who likes to go on all the rides with me. Most of the guys I've gone with haven't wanted to go on all the rides, if any.”

“Well, any time you care to go, I'd be happy to go along with you so that we can ride together.”

“I'll just bet you would be.” Steven laughed.

“I would be.” Nicky smiled warmly and then reached up for a kiss. The first kiss was one of just friendship and lasted no more than a second, but when Nicky pulled back, he figured now was a good time to start his plan, so reached back in. Steven thought nothing of it, not until the kiss lasted for a few seconds, and that Nicky was trying to introduce his tongue.

“No Nicky, you can't do that.” Steven said, easily pushing away the young boy.

“Why not, I wanted to kiss you?” Nicky asked innocently.

“A friendly kiss, okay, but what you were trying to do was more than a friendly kiss, and where that was headed you cannot go, I can't allow it.”

“Why not?”

“Nicky, are you falling in love with me?”

“Yes.”

“Well, that was honest.” Steven chuckled. “Nicky, you can't do that though, I'm old enough to be your father, I'm more a father to you than your own father is, you're too young for me, I only like older guys, and so many other reasons why you can't go down that path.”

“Steven, I'm gay, we both know it. I love you, we both know it. You love me too, I know you do, and you say that you only like older guys, well in a few years I'll be an older guy too, but for now, I want and need you to teach me. I've always loved you, now I know how and why though.”

“No Nicky, it can't happen, plain and simple, sorry, but that's final. Now come on, let's get up, you go hop in your shower and get dressed for the day please.” Steven said while crawling out of bed.

“Okay.” Nicky said, knowing not to push it any further yet.

Steven was almost surprised that Nicky did not push further, or ask to shower with him, change his diaper or anything, he just nodded and got up and headed to his bedroom to get cleaned and dressed as well. They both hopped in the shower and washed themselves, Nicky jacking off twice and Steven only once as they did so. They then headed back to their bedrooms where they both decided to get diapered and dressed for the day.

The rest of the day went by for them, and while they had fun and talked a lot, neither said anything about that morning, Nicky because he knew to let Steven work into it slowly, and Steven just hoping that that would be all and if he said nothing, then it would all go away. Steven had ushered Nicky out to the backyard after dinner to play for a bit so that he could clean up the house a bit, and Nicky did so. Just as Steven was about to start, the phone rang.

“Oh, hi Sharon, how's your trip going?” Steven asked after finding out that it was Nicky's mom.

“Really good, and how about you guys, is everything going okay there? I would have called last night, but we were having so much fun I forgot 'til it was too late to call Nicky.”

“Um, well good I guess.”

“You guess. Is Nicky behaving himself?”

“In a manner of speaking, yeah. Why wasn't he able to stay at your sisters though?”

“This doesn't sound good, but I think you already know the reason.” Sharon chuckled.

“Sharon, please don't tell me you sent Nicky here for me to teach him?” Steven asked warily.

“He's in love with you, and I knew he needed to spend more time with you to learn more about who he really truly is.”

“Okay, well that's all fine and dandy, but did you ever think to ask if it was what I wanted, to teach a young boy in the ways of gay sex?” Steven asked, sounding more than a little frustrated.

“First of all Steven, I never thought that he'd want sex from you, although I did wonder if his feelings for you'd eventually lead there, and second of all, even if I did know, do you think I'd let you know, you'd need to learn to fend him off on your own. And third, again, if I did know, yes, I would have put him with you, because I know you'd never hurt him, he loves you, and I know you love him too, and I respect that, you're like a father to him, and if it's what he wants, and you want it too, then I'll give my blessings.”

“It's, well it's just I'm not into boys, but I don't think I can hold him off for long.”

“Of course you're into boys silly, you're gay. What you mean maybe is that you're not into young boys.”

“Of course.” Steven sighed, trying not to laugh.

“Where is my monster anyway?”

“Out in the yard, I figured he needed to burn off some energy and I needed to clean the house.”

“That's good. Can you go grab him though so that I can at least say hi?”

“Sure, just a minute.” Steven said and then went and called Nicky and told him that his mom was on the phone.

“Hi mom.” Nicky said a few moments later when he finally made it in to answer the phone.

“Hey baby, how's it goin?”

“Really good. Steven took me to the amusement park yesterday and we had so much fun.”

“That's good. And are you behaving?”

“Of course I am.”

“That's not really how I see it from what Steven tells me. Care to tell me why Steven thinks you might want him in more than a friendly fatherly type?”

“Oh god, he told you that?”

“Yeah, he thought I was setting him up.”

“Oh, well yeah, I kinda do.”

“Then be careful, he's clearly not as sure about what you want as you are.”

“Really, you mean it?” Nicky asked giddily.

“Yes baby. If it's what you really want, then I won't stop you, but if it's not what Steven wants, don't go raping him please?”

“Oh, I won't, don't worry. So, are you having fun too?”

“Yeah, I am. I didn't call last night because I was having so much fun and forgot 'til it was too late.”

“That's okay. We weren't even home last night, so you wouldn't have gotten us anyway.”

“I know Steven's cell phone number, if I didn't get you at the house, I would have just called that, so no worries.”

“Oh right.”

“Well baby, I should be going now, these calls cost a fortune, but I'll try and call again tomorrow.” And from that evening, she did call every night to get an update and to say she loved him.

“Okay, bye mom, love you.”

“Love you too, have fun.”

“Thanks, and you too.”

“Will do.” She smiled and they hung up. As soon as he set the phone down, Nicky went in search of his man.

“Hey there, what did your mom have to say?” Steven asked as soon as Nicky walked in the room.

“Nothing much, except that I wasn't to rape you. I can't believe you told her.” Nicky said softly.

“Sorry, there's certain things I won't tell her, but that I had to.”

“That's okay. She knew anyway I think from the sounds of it. So you thought she was actually setting you up with me?”

“Yeah, it's the type of thing she'd do. In fact, I've had a couple blind dates from her. I just never expected her to set me up with her thirteen year old son. I'm still not entirely convinced that she didn't either by the way.” Steven laughed.

“Maybe she did, maybe she knows more than you know about what we both need. I know I love you, I know you love me, you know it too, you feel it in your heart, I see it when you look at me, especially when I'm in just a diaper, now you just have to let go and learn what love is. You've said it before to me that you've never fallen in love, really truly, well I think I can show you that.”

“Maybe she does know, but is it what I want, is it what's right? That's the thing I don't know about. What you want isn't only just very illegal, it's immoral and wrong, it wouldn't right for me to abuse the trust and love you have for me in doing that to you. What you want will not only hurt you physically but mentally as well. You might even think it's what you want now, but in the future you won't think so.”

“How could you know what I'll feel in the future, no one knows that. What I want for you to do to me is to love me, to make love to me, there's no abuse there, nothing immoral or wrong. Sure, the law says it's wrong, but how often are they wrong? You'd never abuse my love or trust of you, I know that, you know that, and I wouldn't do that to you either, but together we can love each other.”

“You've been listening to your mother speak too much.”

“Hey, I can't help it if she's a marriage and love counselor.” Nicky grinned.

“Yeah. Well either way, what you want isn't what I want Nicky, so I'm afraid there's to be no more trying to push me into sex with you, no matter how horny you get.”

“Fine, but I think you're lying to yourself. Can I at least ask you to borrow a movie or two and a couple toys from you? I can do it in my room.”

“I'm not sure that would be responsible of me, even though I know you could just go do it on your own. I won't give you the stuff you ask for, but if you were to look in my end table drawers you'll find everything you need.”

“Thanks Steven, you're the best.” Nicky said, flinging himself at Steven and hugging him tenderly for a few moments before reaching up and giving him a quick peck on the lips and hopping back down.

Nicky ran to Steven's bedroom and opened up the top drawer and found the toys. He chose two dildos and one butt plug. They were all the smallest ones Steven had, and there were some pretty big ones in there. Granted, even his smallest would be a hell of a stretch for the young boy that was about to learn what anal stimulation was like. He also grabbed a full jar of lube, boy butter, and then opened up the other drawer and found the movies. From the pictures and titles, he picked out one that looked like it might be a lot of fun to watch, and then skipped merrily from the bedroom, hard as can be inside his soggy diaper.

As soon as Nicky made it to his room, and he did close the door, he put the movie into the DVD player and turned on the TV, then flung himself on the bed so that he could get started. He knew the basics of what he was supposed to do, he had already read enough on the internet to know what to do, but he had not yet inserted anything inside himself.

Deciding that he wanted it the same way he had first caught Steven, he poked a hole in the seat of his diaper, and then scooping up a good helping of thick gooey lube, he inserted two fingers through his diaper and started toying with his soft pink ass lips, he sighed.

It felt so good, and he had not even inserted a finger, yet, but that was to come. After a few minutes of playing, Nicky did just that. He felt that he was relaxed enough to make it happen without pain, so using his middle finger, because it was biggest, he stuck it right inside himself. He moaned lowly, no pain whatsoever, only joy beyond joy.

Leaving his finger buried in all the way for only a few seconds, enjoying every second of it as well, he got used to the feeling. Then starting to move his finger in and out and all around, Nicky found joy even more than he had previously experienced. It took only two minutes for Nicky to realize that he was definitely a lover of anal invasion, and that he wanted more inside himself. So he slipped his index finger in as well, and moaned even lower still.

He kept still for only a few seconds to get used to the feelings, and not because it hurt, but because he did not want to cum yet, and if he started fingering himself so soon, he knew he was going to. Once he backed away from his orgasm a little, Nicky started once again fingering himself. He was now moaning and groaning almost non stop. Never before had he imagined something that could feel so good, yet he knew every one of his friends would think it was gross and vile beyond belief. If only he could prove them wrong he giggled to himself.

Using two fingers, Nicky fucked his own ass for only a few minutes before deciding that he wanted more. He grabbed the smaller of the two dildos and dipped the entire end into the jar of lube, and as soon as he had the dildo poised to enter, he pulled his fingers out and slipped it inside until it was kissing his ass lips.

Knowing that he had not opened himself quite as much as the dildo was large, Nicky used the tip of it to play around and open him nice and slow and gentle. It took only a couple more minutes before he was able to slip the entire head of the dildo inside his ass, and he sighed even deeper than before. Nicky stopped once again to allow himself to hold off his onrushing orgasm.

After almost two minutes of waiting, of pushing his orgasm back, Nicky started inserting the whole of the dildo, not stopping until he could go no further. He moaned deeply the entire time the six inch long fake erection slipped inside himself. Without waiting now though, Nicky started jacking it in and out, slowly at first, but building up quickly as his orgasm came closer and closer.

Nicky knew that there was no way on Earth that he was going to be able to hold off any longer, everything was just feeling too good now, it was the best thing he had ever experienced he felt. Sticking his hand inside his diaper so as to collect any boy cream that he had to offer, he really gave it his entire effort. Jacking the dildo in and out at nearly lightning speed, it took only two more seconds before Nicky had the best cum of his entire life, granted he had not been cumming all that long.

He collected the entire teaspoon full of still mostly clear sweet liquid on his fingers, and then did something that he had never dared to do before, he licked it all off, and that was it, he became a cum lover in that instant as well and would crave it for the rest of his life.

Once the power of the orgasm faded, Nicky slumped down to rest for a few moments, but he knew he was not going to stop any time soon. It took at most five minutes before Nicky was ready to start again, but instead of using the same dildo, he pulled it out and lubed up the next larger one and inserted it all in one go deep inside himself. This dildo was only about an inch longer, but it was a little more than an inch larger around, so it was going to be a stretch. Nicky chose this one specifically, because it was roughly the same size a Steven was, and he wanted to be ready for Steven when he was ready for him.

Nicky sighed deeply as the entire thing slipped inside, and even though there was some pain, it was minor, and the pleasure far outweighed the small amount of pain he felt. Without waiting, because he no longer had to worry about holding off his orgasm, Nicky started fucking himself long and deep. The previous session had been all short fast, almost brutal jabs, but this time he was going far slower and pulling until the dildo almost slipped out of his hole before slipping it right back inside as far as he could go.

Even with the massive cum that he had just experienced only a few minutes before, Nicky was unable to hold off for more than five minutes. Once again though Nicky stuck his hand inside his diaper to collect his boy cream, and as he came, he collected all that he squirted. With a very deep, very contented sigh, Nicky pulled his hand out and licked off the tasty sweet treat. Once again Nicky slumped down for a few minutes as he came down from the amazing experience.

After more than five minutes this time, Nicky was ready for the next part, so grabbed the butt plug and lubed it up, slipped the dildo out and then slipped the nice big plug in. With a deep grunt, the entire thing popped inside and seated itself properly. This was quite uncomfortable at first, because the plug, while being Steven's smallest, was quite a bit larger around than the bigger dildo had been, so it had been a fair stretch, but once inside and the smaller section only gently stretching his hole, it was easier.

Sighing deeply once again, Nicky crawled out of bed and grabbed a fresh diaper, and just as he was about to take off his ruined diaper, he decided to just put the new one over the old one, so poked a few more holes in it with a nail file. As he double diapered himself, Nicky smiled, thinking how naughty he was. Nicky had to chuckle as he grabbed the movie out of the player that he had put on to watch, because with as much fun as he had had, he had not once even looked to the screen, even though the sex moans coming from the screen may have made him hotter, but the rest he never paid attention to. Grabbing up all the supplies, he took the dildos to the bathroom and washed them really well, figuring that it was only polite, and dried them off. He then went in search of Steven.

Steven had thought that it sounded like not such a bad idea to have a little play time himself, so he had went to his room as soon as he heard Nicky enter his. The first thing he did was go to his end table to see what all Nicky had taken. He was not really all that surprised to see three toys and his brand new jar of lube missing, as well his hottest movie. He smiled to himself, thinking that Nicky really was a little gay boy, and soon he would know all there was to know about the pleasure that he could give to himself.

Steven grabbed his biggest dildo, the remainder of his other jar of lube, laid down on his bed, prepared his diaper, turned on the movie that was still in his player, and got down to satisfying his deep itch. Given that he did not really have to prepare himself, Steven just got right down to fucking himself silly. He also only went for one really good orgasm, taking as long as he possibly could to achieve it, so it was no surprise that he was done well before Nicky was. Steven pulled his dildo out and slipped in his largest butt plug, and then thinking what the heck, put on another diaper right over the one he was wearing, also poking more holes in it.

Once ready, Steven headed out of his bedroom after cleaning his dildo off as well and went to the kitchen to prepare a snack for the boy he knew would be very worn out once he decided to show himself once again, and then went and sat down in the living room and turned on the TV. It was almost half an hour later that Nicky finally appeared.

“Hey there, was just making sure you weren't in your room, so I'll go put this stuff away.” Nicky said happily once he saw that Steven was not in his room.

“That's okay. Why don't we just say that I misplaced those and had no idea where they went, and that I always have so much lube that I failed to notice one go missing. So go ahead and keep them. Somehow I doubt your mom will care, but it might not be a great idea to let her know, but if she asks, tell her you stole them from me but that I was okay with it once I realized it.”

“Wicked, thanks, you're the best.” Nicky smiled brightly and skipped back to his room as best he could with a large toy stuffed up his small bum.

“So, are you double diapered or something?” Steven asked Nicky once he came back.

“Yeah, are you too?” Nicky asked after seeing that Steven was also more padded than normal as well.

“Yeah. I knew that you were just a little baby boy like me. So, how was it, did you enjoy yourself?”

“Oh, it was so awesome. I've never felt anything so good in all my life. I came twice, both times way more than normal, and I even tasted it, I really like it. And then I put the butt plug in and it feels really good. A little weird at first, and even hurt a bit going in, but now it just feels good.”

“Glad to hear it. Most gay guys like the taste of cum, which is just one of the many reasons that we make far better cocksuckers than any female, because we have no problem with taking an entire load.” Steven grinned.

“Yeah, and I can't wait to try it myself.” Nicky said, pointedly looking at Steven.

“Well then, I suggest you go get yourself a nice boyfriend your own age and have some fun.”

“We both know that's not gonna happen and who and what I want, but 'til you come round, I won't harass you too much.” Nicky smiled lovingly.

“Yes, I know what you want, and 'til you're at least sixteen at the earliest, I won't do anything with or to you, no questions.”

“We'll see about that.” Nicky said under his breath.

“I know what you just said, but abolish those thoughts young man, now come sit down and have a snack and watch TV. I have a feeling that you'll need a snack.”

“Yeah, I could eat a little, that's for sure. Having fun like that takes a lot out of a guy.”

“I'll say, I already had some of this too.”

“So, you did go have some fun too huh?”

“Of course, like I'd let you be the only one having some fun.”

“If you'd only get your head outta your butt, we coulda had fun together.” Nicky teased.

“Not gonna happen, and even though I know it's no use, get your head out of the gutter boy.”

“No, like you have anything to say either, from what I saw that night, your heads just as far in the gutter as mine is anyway. I really liked doing it through my diaper too by the way.”

“I bet, it's the best, at least I think so. It also has a great advantage, it has a tendency to cut down on some of the mess. I trust you cleaned your toys well?”

“Yeah, soap and water and rinsed them under straight hot water.”

“We only have gay hot water here.” Steven teased with an amazingly straight face.

“Oh right, sorry, my bad.” Nicky giggled.

“You've really come out of your shell since you admitted to yourself that you were gay, I'm proud of you. And you should be proud of yourself as well. It's not many young men such as yourself that can act so free and open like you seem to now.”

“Thanks, I am. I don't think I'd admit it at school, but even there it's been getting harder to not tell all the girls to fuck off, that I'm gay. They keep wanting to sit with me and all that crap, but every time one does, I feel like puking.”

“First of all, watch your mouth please, even though I understand. Second of all, it's your choice and yours alone as to when or if you decide to tell anyone that you're gay. If you do though you might find yourself a good boyfriend there. Also check to see if your school has a gay bi club, many do nowadays I understand, so it would be good to go there. I also understand about the wanting to puke thing. I felt the same way as well, and even though I had a great deal of female friends, still do actually, having them paw all over me makes me want to barf all over the place.”

“Sorry, but it's what I want to tell them. I have a couple female friends as well, and I think one of them even suspects about what I like, but I don't think she'd ever ask. I was thinking of telling her, because I'm pretty sure that she'd understand. I don't know if I'm ready to tell everyone I'm gay though, but finding out if there's a club might not be so bad. As for a boyfriend, no thanks. There's only one person I want, and while I'll wait if I have to, I think that you want me more than you're admitting to both of us, so I might not have to wait too long.”

“What makes you think I want you more than I've said?” Steven asked curiously.

“Because you've never had a long term relationship you said, you want love, you want what we already share, a deep love between two people that truly understand each other, and we do. You're really hung up on my age, that I'm so young, that you're like a father to me, but really, does age matter all that much. I don't think so, and I don't think you truly do either.”

“No, age doesn't matter that much, as long as one of the people isn't totally illegal.”

“Yeah, and every law that's out there really makes sense right! You know as well as I do that half the laws that are there to protect us kids do more damage than good, and the rest of the laws for everyone else, more than half of them make no sense at all either. The way I see it is that if two people love each other, than no one should have any say in it. If and when you do see the light, and we do make love to each other though, no one will ever have to know. Even though I guess my mom knows, I won't even tell her, though I'm sure she'll know too.”

“It doesn't really matter if a law makes sense or not, if it's a law, then that's all there is to it.”

“If it wasn't illegal, would you have any problem with it?”

“Don't know, never thought of it before.”

“Mmm, not sure I believe you. Face it, if it weren't illegal you'd already have had me in your bed and we'd have made sweet tender love to each other.”

“Believe what you wish, the fact of the matter is that it's still so illegal that I'd never see the outside of a prisons walls if we ever got caught doing what you want. Now, no more please, just eat your snack and watch TV.” Steven said softly, but with finality, and Nicky knew not to continue, but that he had gotten far further with Steven in that almost ten minutes than Steven realized.

They sat back and relaxed for the rest of the evening, Nicky eating his snack while they both watched TV. Once finished eating, Nicky nearly melted into Steven and cuddled right up to him, and could be heard to be very nearly purring. He ended up falling asleep almost half an hour later. Steven noticed, but was not ready himself yet to go to bed, so just left Nicky cuddled up to his side asleep until he was ready to go to bed as well.

Once ready, Steven extracted himself from Nicky, picked him up ad carried him to his bedroom. When they arrived, Steven laid Nicky out on his bed, pulled up the covers and gave him a tender kiss on the forehead. He exited the room, shutting off the light as he went, and then headed to bed himself. He knew both their double diapers would hold up for the night, so they were all god.

Chapter 4

Once again Steven awoke to find Nicky in his bed, and the boy was gently tickling his chest. He had to sigh deeply, because it really felt very soft and relaxing, very nice.

“Morning handsome, how do you feel this morning?”

“Really good. How about you, how did you sleep last night?”

“I feel good as well, and I slept great. I always do after having a little fun at night. How about you, how did you sleep?”

“Like a baby, nice and thickly diapered, but like a log too, I never moved once.”

“That's good. Come on, we should get up and get out of these really soggy diapers and go have a shower.”

“Okay.” Nicky smiled and rolled out of bed, and while standing there looking at Steven, he removed his super soggy double diaper, showing off how happy he was this morning, and every bit of his four and a half inches was pulsing and leaking.

“Looks like you need to go take care of something, now go have a nice long hot bath or shower and enjoy yourself a bit.” Steven said with a straight face, trying not to show any emotion.

“I'd rather join you in your bath and have you help me out with it.” Nicky said pointedly.

“No, and that's final, now go.”

“Fine,” Nicky sighed. “But I will get you, we both know it.” Nicky grinned and turned and headed to his bathroom.

Steven sighed as well. He headed to his bathroom, locking the door on the way in, just in case, and started a nice long hot bath, figuring that he would need it. Once in the bath, after removing his diapers, which were very wet, Steven too had to jack off, only this morning he had to jack off twice. Once just was not enough with the vision he had in his head of a naked and very hard Nicky. If only Nicky knew what he was doing to him he thought. On second though he figured, the boy must know, or he would not continue trying. He wondered how Nicky knew that he really truly did want for something to happen between them, but he must hold off he admonished himself, he must not go down that road.

Pulling out his butt plug, Steven cleaned it and then his ass, and then proceeded to wash pretty much everything else as well. Once he was ready, he hopped into the shower to really clean and rinse off, and then went and got ready for the day, diaper included.

Nicky also started a bath once he made it to his bathroom, and when it was ready, he removed his very wet diapers and then slipped in. Raising his hips slightly, so that his erection was pointing out of the water, he took his member in his hands and gave himself just three strokes, and the first watery shot exploded forth and splattered on the wall just above his head. The second and third shots hit his face, and his fourth and last shot hit his nipple. Never before had he been so horny, so worked up, and it felt amazing. After licking off as much of the load as he could, Nicky jacked off a further two times, but his third orgasm of the morning produced only one tiny drop, which he swiped off the end of his dick and licked off as well.

Finally, once he was ready to clean up, he removed his butt plug and cleaned it, and then cleaned the rest of himself while soaking in the nice hot water. Once he was finished soaking and gently scrubbing, he hopped into the shower as well and cleaned off and rinsed himself. He then got out and got himself ready for the day as well, also including a nice thick diaper.

Steven made it to the kitchen first, not too surprisingly really, and started on some good filling breakfast. Nicky arrived almost ten minutes later and sat down, watching his man work. Neither said anything for the longest time. Finally Steven set their food on the table and they dished in.

“Look Nicky, you can't keep up what you've been trying to do to me. We both know what you're doing, and we both know I can't do what you want us to do. Not only wouldn't it be right, but it would be illegal, so please don't keep doing it, okay.”

“No Steven, I won't. I know as well as you do just how much you want me. I can see it in your eyes every time you see me. You tried really hard to seem impassive when I was naked and hard and dripping in front of you this morning, but I saw your eyes, and they say a whole different thing than your mouth does. Then there's the fact that I also saw you go instantly hard in your diaper as soon as I was naked. You just can't hide a weapon that big inside a diaper when it gets hard like you did. Now, why wouldn't it be right? I think it'd feel very right. And don't give me that crap about age again, we both know age really is meaningless. And don't try the oh it's illegal crap again, we both know that as long as no one knows we can never get in trouble for it.”

“Nicky, you must, you can't keep flaunting yourself at me, torturing me. I wouldn't feel right doing it, it isn't right for a father figure to make love to the boy he's practically raised. No, I'm not your father, but you've talked to me your entire life, I know more about you than your own mother does, I know the real you, and you trust me like a child trusts their father. To do what you want will break that trust, and we can never rebuild it.”

“Okay, maybe it'll break that trust, but the way I see it, is that we'll rebuild an even bigger and better trust out of it. We'll make true and passionate love together, neither of us will have any more or less power than the other. Right now our trust is built on the fact that we're not really equals, I'm the child and you're the adult, and I trust that you'll protect me. But if we make love together, we'll rebuild our trust as equals, as lovers, and we'll both have to trust in each other to protect the other. Our relationship will only be stronger because of it, not weaker like you think it would be.”

“How did you get to be so smart?”

“Always have been. You've said that to me too many times before. Having a counselor for a mom has helped me to understand a few things though that kids my age would never understand. Now, are you going to take me to bed after breakfast and show me what real love is all about?”

“No.” Steven said softly, simply.

“Okay, then I'll take you to bed and show you what love is really all about.”

“No Nicky, you won't.” Steven said softly.

“Why not?”

“Because, we can't, and that's final.”

“You're fighting a losing battle Steven, I love you, I want to make love to you, and I know you feel the same way too, and once you finally let yourself go, you'll feel like you've never felt before.”

“You may think that, but it's never gonna happen. Now, what should we do today?”

“You know my answer to that already, but seeing as how you're resisting, let's just go to the mall or something, since it's pretty nasty outside.”

“What should we do there though, neither of us needs anything?”

“Just look around I guess. Not much else to do, that's for sure.”

“Why don't we go swimming then?”

“Okay, that sounds good too.” Nicky said happily.

They each went to their bedrooms to get their shorts, and then to their bathrooms to grab a towel. Their diaper bag was already ready to go, so that was good, and as soon as they were ready to go, they headed out. Once to the pool, they headed in and found a change room and stripped down, bagging and putting their wet diapers inside their diaper bag to dispose of later, and then got dressed and headed out to the pool.

They went and had a good swim in the main pool first, to actually get some exercise, and then they went and played with all the other people in the wave pool for a while, and Nicky went and showed what he could do on the pools diving board, and had a lot of fun. After that they went and sat in the hot tub for a bit before going back to the pool and having some more fun. Once the slides opened up, they went down each of them a few times.

It was more than four hours later when two very tired and hungry guys headed to the change room. They both stripped off in the shower area and washed themselves and then headed to a change room and diapered themselves, Nicky doing not bad for his first time of diapering himself while standing, having to watch Steven to see how he did it. Once they were completely dressed, they headed out and had a late lunch and then headed home for the rest of the day.

Three more times that day Nicky offered to take Steven to his bedroom and rock his world, but each time Steven softly but sternly refused, once telling Nicky to get his head out of the gutter. Finally it was bedtime, and they headed to bed for the night, Steven wondering how long he could hold out for, and Nicky wondering how long it would take for Steven to cave. He kept up the pressure for the next week, but Steven still kept refusing, even though Nicky wondered how he was keeping his resolve. Mind you, even Steven was wondering how he was doing it, but the near constant sex he had been giving to himself in order to take care of things because of the torture that Nicky was putting him through was obviously helping. Where he used to cum once a day and play with his toys once or twice a week, he was now cumming two or three times a day and playing with his toys every day. So was Nicky.

“Your mom's coming home in three days, are you excited?” Steven asked as they were eating breakfast.

“Dunno, I guess. I miss her and want to see her again, but I don't want to leave here. It's so nice getting to spend so much time with you, and we understand each other so much, we're so much alike, so I won't like leaving here.”

“I understand that, and so will your mom. What are you gonna do about diapers though? You haven't been out of them one day since you arrived, and you're peeing them quite a bit, and probably without even realizing it already.”

“I haven't quite decided yet, but I think I'm gonna tell her that I'm a diaper lover and that I want to wear diapers. If I have the courage to do that, then I'm gonna wear to school as well, I think it's the only way. I already don't take PE, so there won't be a problem there.”

“Huh, why don't you take PE?”

“Thought I told you about that when I decided not to do it. They didn't want to let me skip out of it, but it was either that or kill one of the other classes I really wanted to take. Besides, with how small I am and how big some of the kids are in gym, I'd have died pretty quickly when playing some of the rougher sports. I'm not exactly athletic, or big, well they all are, so I didn't really belong.”

“Good point. I remember you telling me that you were taking lots of courses, and I admit I wondered how you were going to fit them all in, but it makes sense now.”

“Yeah. I take all the advanced or higher grade courses, and I've even got a class when I could have a free period, but I'd rather take the class.”

“There's not many kids like you, you know that right?” Steven smiled warmly.

“I should hope not.”

“No, that's for sure.” Steven laughed.

“So, if I tell my mom that I want to wear diapers, will you be there with me?”

“Sure. I'll be there to offer support in any way I can, you know that.”

“Thanks. I really do love you, you know that right?”

“Yes, I do, and you know I love you too, and before you ask me once again to prove it to you, you know as well as I do that I don't need to prove it in a sexual manner to do so. Just being here for you and being your friend and father figure is all that you need to know how much I love you.” Steven said, forestalling the inevitable.

“You're getting quicker.” Nicky grinned cheekily.

“Yeah, well you're getting more persistent.”

“I didn't figure it'd take this long for you to crack.” Nicky laughed.

“I bet. So, what would you like to do today, and before you say go back to the bedroom, you know it's not gonna happen?”

“Fine, let's make love right here on the kitchen table instead then.” Nicky giggled.

“You're horrible, and incorrigible.”

“Thanks.” Nicky smiled brightly.

“Brat.” Steven said flatly.

“Thanks.”

“No really, what do you want to do today?”

“Honestly Steven, I really do want for you to take me to your bedroom and make sweet tender and passionate love to me, and then I you.”

“I know you do, and you know the reasons I will not be doing that, and I really would appreciate it if you'd stop asking all the time.”

“Then why is it every time I ask you to take me to your bedroom you go painfully hard in your diaper? I know you want it, admit it, so let's just do it. It'll be okay.”

“I can't admit it, because I don't want to have sex with you, just sex in general makes me hard.”

“Oh, would you quit lying to both of us. I know you want me, you know I want you, so quit lying and do what you really want to do once and for all and quit worrying so much about everything.” Nicky said firmly, almost hotly.

“No, and that's final.” Steven snapped.

“Look, I'm getting really close to just raping you. I know you need it, I want it, and if you don't give it up freely, soon I won't give you the choice. Neither of us wants our first time to be like that, we both want a nice mutual loving experience, and even though I know we'd both enjoy it, it's not the way it should be, especially for our first time. Now, take me to your bedroom and make love to me.” Nicky said hotly this time.”

“You wouldn't!” Steven whispered, horrified by the prospect.

“Yes, I would, and I know you know it. Now, come on, we're going to your bedroom, I'm gonna lay you down on your bed, and we're gonna make sweet tender love to each other 'til we can't possibly cum any more.” Nicky said, and before Steven could respond, Nicky had already grabbed his hand and started pulling him towards his bedroom.

Steven had fought as much as he could fight, he knew it was a losing battle, he knew he wanted it every bit as much as Nicky did, and now it seemed he was going to get what they both so desperately wanted and needed.

They had both been sitting at the table in their wet night diapers, they had not even went for their showers yet, they had been more hungry than anything. They had both gone to their bedrooms and played for a good hour or more before bed the night before, so they had worked up a fair bit of an appetite.

Once in Steven's bedroom, Nicky laid down on his side and encourage Steven to lay down behind him. He then pulled his top leg up, opening himself up more for what he so desired.

“Do it baby, you know you want it, need it, just poke a hole in both our diapers, pull out my butt plug, and then slip that nice big piece of baby meat inside me.” Nicky whispered.

“Are you sure, as in absolutely sure Baby, once I start, I don't know if I'll be able to stop?”

“More sure than I have ever been in my entire life. Now, make love to me.”

Steven first poked a hole in his diaper and fished out his big hunk of man meat, he was already harder than he had ever remembered being right before sex. He then poked a hole in the seat of Nicky's diaper and pulled out the impressively large butt plug. He had gone back to Steven's room and traded out his toys twice, and now he was using toys nearly as big as Steven was using. Just to make sure that Nicky was lubed up enough to all but guarantee a nice pain free entrance, Steven inserted a couple fingers deep inside Nicky and probed around for a few seconds.

“Oh yes, now that's what I'm talking about........Mmmm, soooooooo good.” Nicky sighed.

“No pain baby?” Steven whispered.

“Oh god no, only goodness, deep fulfilling goodness. Do it, slip your dick in me and make love to me now please?” Nicky half whispered, half sighed.

As Steven was pulling his fingers out, he was angling himself so that he could enter the young boy for his very first time. He knew that from the size of toys that Nicky had been playing with, that his slightly better than average size would be nothing to the boy, so he was not worried about hurting him any. Centering himself, he gently gave a push and his head slipped inside. Heat and pressure the likes of which he had never experienced before hit him like a freight train, and the softness, oh the softness that he felt inside of Nicky was better than anything he had ever felt in his life.

“Mmm, oh yeah, that's it baby, make love to your little baby boy.” Nicky sighed.

“Oh god baby, you're so hot and soft inside, and you're still so tight, even after using all those toys.” Steven sighed deeply.

“I've learned how to use my muscles. Go ahead baby, slip it all the way in, I want to feel our nice soggy diapers pressed together, and then I want you to make slow gentle love to me.” Nicky asked softly.

“Okay baby.” Steven whispered, and then started pushing in nice and slow, really taking his time. Never before had Steven gone so slow before. Sex had always been about getting off, and even though he had loved a few of his partners, and they him, never before had he felt like he did with Nicky.

It took a few minutes before their diapers were pressed firmly into each other, and they both sighed deeply as Steven bottomed out in Nicky's hot little bottom. Because they were both on their sides, spooning each other, Steven knew that he would not be able to go fast, not that either of them wanted that in the least, they both wanted, no needed it to be slow, to be gentle, to be loving, and that was exactly what Steven was going to do.

He reached down and started kissing and licking the soft tender spot on Nicky's neck as he started thrusting slowly, he was really giving Nicky all the best he had to offer.

“Oh yeah, so good...................Oooooh yeah, do that again................Mmmmmmm, oh yeah...........Oh god, you feel so good, so right inside me.............Your toys felt great, you feel amazing...........Oh god yeah, make love to me baby, make me yours and you mine, I'm yours to love and to hold for ever more.” Nicky sighed deeply, weeping from how good it really truly felt.

“Baby, you feel so good, I've never loved another like I love you..............I'm sorry I took so long, but what we're sharing isn't right to everyone else, even though we know it's very right.........I love you so much, you're for sure the other half of me, the half I've been missing for so long, and now that we're together baby, I can't see us torn apart.”

“Me neither. I'm gonna ask my mom to move in here.”

“Baby, we can't do that yet, we both know it.”

“I know, but I have to. I just have to feel you in my soul every night when I go to sleep.”

“I'll be there, no matter how far apart we are, same as you'll be in mine.” Steven whispered, now weeping unashamedly as well.

For the next few minutes, both of them said nothing, crying openly, filling each other with all the love they had, and while neither said any verbal words, they were sighing non stop, and yet they were screaming out their love for each other. They managed to hold off for almost ten minutes total before it became too much and they came. It was not a huge fantastic explosion like they were used to, it was softer, gentler, more satisfying, they just poured forth their loads.

“Oh wow baby, I feel you inside me, I'm yours now, forever and for always, I'll be yours. Now, let's trade places so that I can make you mine as well.”

“I'm already all yours baby, I was the second you admitted to me who you wanted. I knew we'd eventually end up here, my heart really truly knew and wanted it as much as you did, but my head just wouldn't listen, and for that I'm sorry. Let's just roll over and you can make love to me.”

“I know why you did it, you have no need to apologize, just know, I love you more than life itself, without you, I have no reason to live. To get to hold you and touch you is all I need to live.” Nicky said softly, and rolled over, Steven had already extracted himself and rolled over as well.

Nicky poked the holes in their diapers that they would be needing, and then pulled out Steven's large toy, and then fingered him as well, not because he had to, but because he wanted to.

“Oh wow Nicky, that feels nice. I want your hot teen dick in me though, please slip it in and make sweet tender love to me?” Steven sighed.

“You got it baby. That's it, we're babies now, aren't we? Lovers, boyfriends, babies forever.” Nicky said softly as he pulled his fingers out and replaced them with his proud teen erection.

“Ooooooooooooh god yesssssssssssss, oh yeah, together forever, baby lovers.................Mmmmmmmm, god you feel so good.” Steven sighed out. He had secretly feared that he would not feel Nicky all that much. He was a good size for his age to be sure, but still nowhere near as large as he had had or enjoyed in the past. Yet Nicky felt every bit as good as any other man ever had before, actually better in almost every way.

The feel of Nicky deep inside him made him see how he had never truly felt satisfied, loved, but now he could feel the love pouring out of Nicky as he gently pushed all that he had inside his willing passage. It really did not matter that Nicky was not a porn star, what they felt for each other made his dick seem huge, it filled him so perfectly. And then Nicky started making love to his man, and all else failed to measure up, never before had he felt something so amazing in his entire life.

Nicky also reached up as he started softly thrusting, and licked and kissed the soft crease in his mans neck, right where Steven had kissed him, it felt amazing, and the mewing sounds Steven was making told Nicky that he was doing it right.

“Oh god baby, sooooooo good.........You feel absolutely amazing inside me, so right, you fill me up so perfectly.........Mmmmmm, yeah, just like that baby, make love to me.”

“It feels so good inside you. I never imagined it would be so hot, so tight, so soft, sooooooooo good...........I never want this to end, it'll never end, together we'll make love 'til the end of time.” Nicky said, crying once again.

“Oh yeah baby, 'til the end of time our love shall last.” Steven said, full on crying once again.

Tenderly, softly, lovingly they made love to each other for almost half an hour, until neither could hold on any longer, and once again, they poured forth their love for each other. Nicky giving all he had to give deep inside Steven, and Steven pouring forth the last of his load into the front of his now ruined diaper.

“Oh baby. That was amazing.” Steven sighed when they pulled apart and Steven rolled to face Nicky.

“Thanks. Did I do it right, was I big enough?”

“If it wasn't right, it was better than that, because no one's ever made me feel the way you made me feel. You might not be the biggest I've ever had, nowhere near in fact, but you did things to me no one has ever done before, you made me feel whole, you made me feel loved, you made love to me. I've never felt that before.”

“Good, I'm glad, because you made me feel all that and so much more. I guess we should probably change our soggy ruined baby diapers huh baby.”

“Yeah, we should, and then we're gonna go curl up on the couch and watch movies for the rest of the day.”

“Sounds good to me baby.” Nicky smiled warmly, but before they could move, Nicky moved in and pressed their lips together, and they shared a kiss of true love, and once again, they cried.

For the rest of the day, the two of them cuddled up on the couch and watched movies. They kissed tenderly a few times here and there, and they changed each others diapers a couple times, but they did not make love again. When they went to bed, they made love to each other with their eyes and their hearts, and then laid there talking for almost an hour before falling asleep.

The next day they made love to each other twice, and kissed and cuddled even more. The following day was almost an exact repeat of the day before, and before they knew it, Sharon was knocking on the door. Neither had been expecting her, they had been so in love with each other that they had failed to notice the time pass, and the knock at the door startled them. They had been only sitting in the living room in their diapers, so they rushed to the bedroom and grabbed their robes and went to the door.

“Hi mom, how was your trip?” Nicky asked, jumping up into his moms arms, she instantly felt that he was diapered.

“Really good, but by the glow from both of you, and how thickly diapered you feel, you clearly had a far better time than I did.” Sharon smiled brightly, setting Nicky down.

“Oh, um yeah, about that.”

“No need to explain. I've known Steven was a diaper lover for years, and I figured you might end up getting into them as well, considering just how often you had been wetting the bed. I'd suspected that maybe that was what you were working for.”

“Really, how did you know?” Steven asked.

“You can't always hide it from those who know you best, and I've seen them a few times. No big deal. You two really do look so in love with each other.” She smiled.

“Thanks, we really are. We make love to each other every day since Steven finally caved, which was unfortunately only a few days ago.”

“I'm surprised you managed to hold off for that long.” Sharon laughed.

“I was too.” Both boys said.

“Well baby, I guess it's time for you to pack your things so that we can head home.”

“About that....” Nicky started, but before he could continue, Sharon finished it for him.

“Let me guess, you want to stay here, right?”

“Yeah, I do.”

“Sorry, but you do still have to live at home too. You've been here for two weeks already, we live only a few houses from each other, and I promise you'll get to see each other a lot. Steven also has to go back to work soon, so you won't get to spend quite so much time together anyway.”

“It's more for sleeping than anything though.” Nicky said, starting to cry.

“You'll be fine, and we'll figure something out, don't worry.”

“Fine.” Nicky sighed, and with tears in his eyes, he headed to his bedroom, where most of his things still were and started packing it all up. He packed the remainder of his diapers as well, knowing that he would now be allowed to wear them. He then headed to Steven's room and grabbed the rest of his things. He then removed his robe and got dressed, and then headed out to the living room.

“So, how was he?” Sharon asked as soon as Nicky was out of hearing range.

“He was really good.”

“I didn't mean in bed you pervert.” Sharon said in mock shock, actually startling Steven.

“I....I.....I....I didn't mean that way.” Steven stuttered.

Sharon burst out laughing.

“Oh that was good. I knew what you meant. I'm glad he was good for you, but how hard was it holding him off?”

“Three times daily I had to refuse, finally I just couldn't any more, and I tell you, he made me see a few things I'd been missing my entire life. That is one very loving boy, and I'm a very lucky man.”

“He is. He's always been like that though, but you already knew that. When he was younger, he'd sit on your lap and cuddle you for hours if you let him.”

“Yeah, he has, and yeah, he did.”

“So, how was it though?”

“Simply amazing. Not even the worlds best writers could put into words what he does to me, how he makes me feel, and I love him so for it. I really will miss sleeping with him as much as he will I, and I'm not talking sex either. Just holding each other as we sleep could keep me alive for days with nothing else.”

“I'm glad that you finally let go to enjoy what you two share now.”

“So am I, so am I.” Steven smiled.

It took two weeks of goading and planning, but eventually Nicky got what he wanted, just not quite how he had planned it. Steven ended up moving in with Sharon and Nicky, and just rented out his house, and in a lot of ways, it really was better for all of them. To the outside world, Steven had his own room and they were just friends living together to save money, but in reality, he shared a room with his baby, and they made love at least once a day, and not always by having sex either, although that was at least a twice a week occurrence as well. When Nicky turned eighteen, they moved back to Steven's house, and adopted a pair of little boys, brothers who were abandoned, and those two boys learned what love of family really was from two who loved unconditionally.