Date: Mon, 26 Apr 2010 17:11:38 -0700 (PDT)
From: Gene Hemings <genehemings@yahoo.com>
Subject: Dave

  I was 13 and still kind of naïve. I was just leaving the 5th grade for
the summer school break. I had a friend in school that we hung around
together quite a bit but I would actually call it just friends at this
time. Sometimes we went to each other's home to play, but we lived to far
apart to make it an often thing.
  My parents decided to move as soon as school was out.  Boy, was I
surprised when I found out we were moving real close to my friend Dave's
house from school. With that I got to know him much better at this
point. He and I were very similar in everything. Size, weight, hair, eyes,
except I think he thought he was better looking than me but I could care
less about that! We both had blue eyes, blond hair and weight was about 120
lbs. We became very close friends after moving there. Sometimes people
thought we were related, because we both looked so much alike.
 I had one brother but he had 5 brothers and 6 sisters. What a huge family
to me. I had never known anyone with that many siblings. Dave was the
second oldest. I was the older brother in our family. Dave's older brother
sometimes was with us as we played whatever it was we did.
  Anyhow, as time went on we were always outside playing, never in the
house for sure. We lived sort of out in the country but not really in the
farm country. We really enjoyed where we lived. There were many things to
do and places to see when we sometimes rode our bikes as far as 20 miles
from our homes. There were farms close by but not big farms. As boys do as
you are out playing you need to take a piss sooner or later. I was never
used to just whipping it out and going wherever, I liked to use a tree to
hide my dick, but Dave and his older brother was totally out in the open. I
learned it was no big deal. So as you're peeing you naturally look over at
the other guys dick, just to see if his is bigger than yours or who knows
just why we do it! I always was fascinated, with looking at another guy's
cock. I thought how great it must taste if I could only taste it! Rarely
did I see many.  I guess I had known all along I was somewhat gay but was
never going to admit it as that was very taboo you know back in the 50s.
  I was quite surprised to see Dave's dick looked exactly like mine except
his piss hole was open a little at the tip. Mine is tightly closed. Dave's
brothers cock looked more like mine but a little bit bigger as he was a
couple of years older. After that we always just whipped it out and did our
thing. We often commented about how our dicks looked so much alike. We
compared each other right there out in the open fields we were playing in.
 As we all know this has to lead to something more.
 After a few weeks he suggested we go camping. I said no way I was not into
camping. So, he suggested we camp out like in his front yard. That I agreed
to. There were no neighbors close by, just his parents and brothers and
sisters. They all stayed in the house after dark so we knew we would be
bothered by anyone except maybe his parents. Well, we threw a regular
blanket over a cloths line that stretched out away from his house. We
actually needed about 3 or 4 blankets so we had a little privacy. We
brought pillows and extra blankets to lie on the ground and to cover up
with. We used a flashlight for light and we were in fat city as we always
joked. We really had a fantastic time. I always looked forward to another
camp out!
  You know boys are not going to go right to sleep no matter what. We must
have talked for hours. It was now probably about midnight.  We talked about
girls and just which ones were pretty and would be a nice fuck if we could
just know how we were going to accomplish such a maneuver. We settled on
the fact neither of us had ever even kissed a girl so we needed to learn
that before we were ever going to get laid! I also was looking forward to
my first pussy though as I often thought about pussy and cock most of the
time. I just wish I knew then what I know now!
  Now I had ideas about kissing, but I was never going to let him think I
was a queer, as we called them back in 1957. So he was the first to say
lets try kissing each other.  I, after feigning it sounded gross finally
said OK! We always were in our white fruit of the looms by this time, as it
was always quite warm. That even made me hard as I to this day loves the
look of white undies!
  So we proceeded to learn about kissing! We did the quick pecks and then
we went a little longer until we were French kissing, which I did not know
what that was yet. Of course we had to go out and pee quite a few times'
which brought up we both were getting boners. You know, we had to talk
about our boners and that brought up taking our shorts off so our cocks
were not hurting so bad from the strain. Of course then our cocks were
touching each other's legs and that made us even harder to the point we
admitted we really were liking this. At this time I felt for sure we both
were gay but we only kidded each other about it.
  He the said to me had I ever jacked off before. I said I guess not cause
I don't know what that means. He showed me by jerking on his dick and I
thought, OK let me try it. It was awesome, as Jeff Gordon would say today!
Dave then suggested we jack each other and I could only say yes as I was so
ready to touch his dick I could not wait. I really enjoyed the feel of his
cock. Soft, but hard and very firm. We jacked our cocks for a while and I
got this funny feeling in my dick like it was electrified or something. It
tingled so nice and felt wonderful. Dave came first with white cum he
called JISS. But I just got that funny feeling and I just knew this was not
going to be the last time I tried that! After that when no one else was
around we tried touching each other's dicks as often as we could! We both
joked our cocks were so hard we could drive nails. Oh to be young dumb and
full of cum once more!
  Well, as time went on like a couple of days maybe it was getting really
hot outside so we had to try the camping in his front yard again. As usual
we talked and then it was not long until we were talking sex as all boys
do. We talked about how it had to feel awesome getting a blowjob! Now mind
you a lot of what sex I learned came from my buddy Dave. He was somehow a
wealth of knowledge considering I was a month older than him! He taught me
a lot I must say. And I was very grateful.  I to this day have no idea who
taught him all that sex knowledge because he was very bashful around
everyone except his close friends. His friends were also guys I got to know
quite well and I know they were not smart about sex any more than I was. I
really don't think it was his brother either.
  Looking back I think we both knew we were gay but never ever did admit it
to anyone or our selves. I do now that I'm over 65 years old. I'm the
closet gay as I'm married now for over 40 years and 2 kids. Amazing how the
internet, and old age adds to our knowledge base! Because of that time and
how things were perceived back then it was better to stay in the closet.
 Getting back to my story. We talked about a blowjob but he wanted me to
suck him first. I said no fucking way was that going to happen cause if he
was not willing to suck mine afterwards I just knew he might out me at
school and then I would have been fucked for sure. We agreed to lay in the
69 position and each would tongue the others dick. As we sucked a little
and then a little more we really got into this. It was so good I was sorry
we had not gone this far before. I just loved the pre cum taste and could
not get enough of it. It tasted so sweet yet a little salty and oh so good!
We both agreed pre cum was a great taste! I was shocked at how soft the
skin of our cocks felt in our mouths as he too agreed it was soft yet
hard. We sucked each other the best we knew how for 13 year olds sucking
cock for the first time of our short but sweet lives! Neither of us would
let the other cum in our mouths so we stopped and jacked ourselves off
until we came, which only took a few strokes to accomplish!  We came all
over ourselves from all that new excitement. We also had to taste the white
cum too. It was OK but we were just not into that much protein. Of course
this also lead to us fucking each others butt. It felt so good at least for
me it did. He slowly slid his cock in my butt as I was almost crying from
the pain.  I was in heaven as the pain went away and he kept going in and
out slowly until it felt so good for both of us and he went really fast. I
let him cum in my ass and that was such a warm and good feeling. His cum
was leaking out for quite a while after he got through. I wanted to do that
again about 20 minutes later so we fucked again. Me on my back this time so
we could kiss and hug as he fucked my ass so hard I came at the same time
he did this next time. I had cum all the way over my head and in my eyes
and even some went into my mouth. When I cum, I cum a lot and it shoots
quite far. I still cum a lot but it will not shoot out like it did back
then. I wish it did!
  This went on for many years as we grew up. We were together until he went
away to the Army at 17. He joined up but waited for the draft.
  Every chance we got we were in our cars or in our beds but we could never
keep our hands to ourselves. We would just reach out and touch each other's
cocks through our clothes, which then led us to a jerk off session once
more. We probably jacked off at least 3 or 4 times a day each day we were
together. I sometimes wonder why our friends did not know we were such
close jack off friends, or even more. We should have sucked each other
more, but as I said we were afraid of others finding out we were gay for
sure!
   Looking back we wanted to go further I know, but as I've said neither of
us trusted the other about telling on each other.  We were close and to
this day I feel we are still close friends even though we live quite far
apart.
  Looking back, I now know we bath wanted to go all the way and become gay,
but were too young to be smart about it!  It was an awkward time and age to
say the least! He to is married with a couple of kids now. He moved away
from our home state a long time before I did.  It sure would be great to go
back again to that time in our lives! I'd do things a whole lot different I
hope.
  As I've said I'm married for quite some time to a really great wife, that
has caught me being gay with other men. I feel like such a heel now, but I
just can't leave her after she has stood by me, and our kids so well over
these years. She doesn't deserve the things I've done to her because of
being gay. I hope that any young man not married yet, but loves the feel
and taste of cock, will listen to this story and do your self a favor. DO
NOT get married until you are quite sure you are not gay. If you think for
just a second you are gay ... YOU ARE! My first real gay suck with another
guy did not happen until I was 53 years old. That guy said if I sucked him
I was gay and would eventually get a divorce and stay gay. So far he was
partly right as I have tormented my soul for way too many years now because
I love dick! If you love pussy too, as I used to, but not anymore, just do
yourself a favor and don't get married. You can be BI if your wife is BI
and you both agree about it. My wife will not go that route for me! So in
closing I suggest you admit your gay and stay that way! Your GAY because
your reading this kind of material anyway, so just admit it if you think
your straight your not! Being gay today is not as bad as in my youth, thank
goodness!
  Good luck and I hope you got something from my story here!

  Write me if you want, it might encourage me to write another story!