Date: Mon, 6 Apr 2020 22:11:25 -0500 From: Keith Yates Subject: Devyn's Struggle 07 V2 This is a fictional story involving sexual acts between two or more men. If this offends you, why are you here? If you are under the legal age to read sexually explicit material, then do not read any further. This story in no way represents any person living or dead. Any resemblance to any real person is purely coincidental. The story is the property of the author and should not be reposted or reproduced without the author's written consent. Some of you will recognize this story. It was removed from Nifty in January 2020. It was still a work in process so I decided to make a few revisions to it. Hopefully you will find them positive changes. I hope everyone is enjoying the new version of Devyn's Struggle. I have only gotten a little feedback and it has all been positive. I'm going to try and keep posting these first chapters frequently. Please keep reading and stay home. Let's bend the curve. I look forward to hearing your thoughts on this new version. Let me know if you think I am heading in a good direction for this story. You can also check out the companion story to this called Brent's Struggle. The two stories may end up crossing paths again in the future. I will have to see where things go. You can e-mail me at keith.96@att.net with your feedback. Please help keep Nifty going by donating to the awesome service. http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html WARNING Just a readers note. This chapter contains some M/F descriptions of sex. If that is not your thing, you might want to skip this chapter and wait for Chapter 8 to post. Devyn's Struggle V2 Chapter 07 Devyn looked out the window as they drove down the country roads. Now that they were out of town, the houses were further between. and there were more fields. He wondered just how he was going to adjust to living in the country and on a farm. All the rough roads were making his stomach feel worse. He knew that part of it had to be nerves. He was going into a completely new situation. He did not like all the unknown variables coming at him. It was going to be very different than the life he had known. "Why couldn't my dad have been more accepting?" Devyn wondered. He was remembering the ride home from the construction site. The ride had just been more proof that his dad would not accept Devyn being gay. Devyn had listened as his dad had gone on and on about Matt and those fucking faggots. He suffered in silence wondering if he himself was like Matt and one of those fucking faggots. What the hell was he going to do? He had to find out for sure. He had to rid himself of the feelings he had for Brent. He just knew that if he could move things forward with Sue that would solve his problem. Once he had sex with a girl he would be over Brent and able to stop thinking about Brent and Matt and other guys. Devyn Remembered telling Brent about the scene at the construction site. He told him how cool Matt had been during the whole ugly situation. "So, he didn't act gay?" Brent asked for the fourth time. "No," Devyn said. "He didn't seem gay. I would not have guessed." "Do you think he would have tried something with you if your Dad hadn't come in?" Brent asked very interested in the man Devyn had met. "No," Devyn said. "He is cool, and I think he was telling the truth when he said he fucked men and not boys." "Damn," Brent said. "I don't think I have ever met one before. I mean a gay guy like that." "Matt said something about that," Devyn said. "He said that I had probably met more gay people than I realized. I guess he was saying that they don't all act like they do on TV." "Well, TV does have a tendency to make everything bigger or worse than it really is," Brent said. "True," Devyn agreed. Brent and Devyn had talked long about Matt and being gay and they both agreed that they weren't gay, just that they were horned up all the time. They were both afraid to admit what was really going on deep inside themselves. They could not admit it to themselves or to each other. They made plans with Sue and Tracy for the Thanksgiving weekend. Brent's parents were going to be out of town Saturday night, so they were going to have the girls over. They were planning on going as far with the girls as the girls would let them. They were hoping that it would cure them of their desire for each other. Brent's parents left early Saturday and gave him the lecture about no parties. "I know dad," Brent said. "It will probably just be me and Devyn hanging out." Brent was not going to tell his parents about the girls coming over. Devyn and Brent got things ready for the small party they were going to have with Sue and Tracy. They had money for pizza, they had the CDs picked out they wanted to listen to, and they had a couple of good movies ready to watch. It was Devyn who wondered if they might need one other thing. He hesitantly brought the subject up with his friend. "Um, Brent have you given much thought about um how far you're going to go with Tracy?" "Well, duh, yeah," Brent said. "I mean," Devyn said. "are you going to try and go...you know all the way?" "Yeah," Brent said. "I thought I would if she is willing." "Yeah, I want to with Sue to," Devyn said. "But have you thought about...um protection?" Brent had a blank look on his face, so Devyn knew he was going to have to be a little blunter about the subject. "I mean do you have any rubbers?" Devyn asked feeling his face warm as he said the word. "Oh, shit," Brent said the light going on in his mind. "I hadn't thought about that. Do we really need them? I mean just one time?" "Didn't you have a health class last year at your old school?" Devyn asked. "Sure," brent said. "Then you know it only takes one time for the girl to get pregnant," Devyn said. "Shit, I guess I hadn't thought about that," Brent said. "I would feel funny about going into the drug store and buying some. I mean I know the people that work at the one that is close to us." "Yeah me too," Devyn said. "I can just hear them saying to my Mom," Brent's voice took on a female tone as he tried to impersonate the lady at the drug store. "Oh hello Mrs. Watson. Nice to see you today. Your little boy Brent was in on Saturday. He was buying a box of condoms. Guess we know what he was doing while you were out of town." Devyn could not stop the laughter as he listened to Brent pretending to be the prim cashier at the drugstore. "Okay, Okay,," Devyn said between laughs. "so, we won't go buy any. Do you think maybe your Dad has some?" "Oh, shit Devyn," Brent said. "I don't know. I never think about my parents doing...doing... well doing it." "Well, I am sure they didn't stop doing it when they had you," Devyn said. "Ick," Brent said at the thought of his parents having sex. "Just go look in your parent's room," Devyn said. "We only need two. Your Dad probably doesn't keep track of them." It seemed to Devyn that Brent had been gone for too long. He decided to go upstairs and see if he could help his buddy find the condoms. He wanted to get one into his pocket before the girls arrived. He found Brent bent over in his parents' closet. His firm round butt pushing out toward Devyn as Devyn moved closer. Brent's butt seemed to wiggle at Devyn, and he couldn't stop himself. Devyn pulled back his hand and planted a hard smack on the jean clad melons. "Ouch," Brent said as he jumped and then hit his head as he ran into the wall and then hit it again on the shelf as he tried to straighten up. "What the fuck did you do that for?" Brent said his blue eyes flashing annoyance. "I'm sorry," Devyn said feeling bad that his little joke hadn't gone over as well as he had hoped. "I was just being funny. Your ass looked like it was asking to be slapped wiggling like it was. "Yeah, well, if I hadn't hit my head twice it might have been funny," Brent said. "So, did you find any?" Devyn asked. "Um, well I found more than I was expecting," Brent said. "Oh?" Devyn said his voice showing his interest. "My folks have some porn," Brent said. "Really?" Devyn said surprised. "Yeah, videos and some magazines. I found them back here in this box. It seems to be Dad's. I don't know if Mom even knows. It is in his closet stuffed way back here behind his hunting and camping clothes." "Wow," Devyn said. Brent brought out the box of porn that he had found. He moved it over to his parents' bed and sat it there looking down at the magazine on the top. Devyn moved over and he began looking through the stash that Brent had found. "It is hard to believe my Dad has this sort of stuff," Brent said. I never think about him and my Mom like that." "Me either," Devyn said thumbing through one of the magazines. Devyn knew that the women in the magazine should be causing him to get aroused, but it was the men that posed with them that he found his eyes drawn too. He could not help but like the Men. He was interested in their defined chest and the large erections they were sporting. He wondered what the hair on the chest felt like. Devyn tossed the book down and picked up one that had only naked women. He glanced at every picture but did not feel the same things he had felt looking at the other magazine. "Ah, here are some condoms," Brent said finding several underneath the magazine he had just picked up. Brent passed Devyn one of the green cellophane packages. Devyn's fingers touched Brent's as he took the package. There seemed to be a tingle as their fingers met. "Um, thanks," Devyn said. They pulled their hands back quickly. Devyn pushed his condom into his pocket and watched as Brent did the same. "Um, do you want to watch one of these videos?" Brent asked. "Oh, um, do you think we have time?" Devyn asked. "Yeah," Brent said. "the girls won't be here for a while. We can watch it up here." Brent did not wait for an answer from Devyn. He picked up the first movie and moved to the TV and DVD player. He inserted the disc into the player and picked up the remote. He hit the power button for the TV and watched as the disc had already begun playing when he had inserted it into the machine. The room was filled with the sound of the background music. The title of the movie scrolled across the screen with the cast and other credits. Then the movie started. Both boys sat on the edge of Brent's parents' bed and watched as the men and women on the screen started to have sexual intercourse. "She seems to really enjoy it," Brent said. "He was so damn big," Devyn said. His face blushed as he realized what he had said. It must be obvious that he had spent more time checking out the male performer than the female co-star. "Yeah, he was," Brent agreed. They watched the climax of the first scene where the man shot his load all over the lady's breasts. "Dang, I don't think I shoot that much," Brent said. "Me either," Devyn said. Maybe it just looked like more on TV." As the second scene started there were two guys on the screen and then a girl joined them. Devyn found himself growing harder and harder inside his jeans. The two guys were very hot. And they did not seem to mind touching each other as they took turns with the girl. They encouraged each other. Brent pulled his eyes from the screen and looked over at his friend. He watched as Devyn reached down and adjusted the large bulge in his jeans. Brent's own penis was straining to get free from its fabric cage. Brent licked his lips and pulled his gaze back to the screen. He watched as the two men each took one of the women's breasts into their mouths. The man's hands seemed to brush against each other again and again as they explored the woman's body and she squirmed with the pleasure those two guys were giving. Devyn moved his hand from his jeans and placed it on the bed. He felt the warm flesh of Brent's hand resting on the bedspread. Their hands seemed to have a mind of their own as they slid together. Their hands gripped tightly as they turned to face each other. Brent's blue eyes a blaze with an inner fire. The gold flecks in Devyn's brown eyes seemed to glow in the light from the television. They moved closer and closer their hearts and bodies taking over and pushing down the voice in their head yelling that it was wrong for two boys to be doing this. Their lips met there in the light of the adult video. Brent's soft full lips pressing firmly against Devyn's. Devyn's hand sliding to grasp Brent's shoulder. They slid closer together and the kiss deepened in passion and yearning. There arms pulled each other closer as they felt their bodies taking over and their minds being left behind. The magazine slid to the floor as the two boys fell back onto the bed and began to roll around. Brent ending up on top of Devyn as his tongue entered Devyn's mouth. Their young bodies were grinding together their young hard sexes rubbing against each other through their jeans. They could feel the lust they had been denying for weeks. They were on the edge of fulfilling a carnal desire for each other. They were both pulled back to reality by the insistent ringing of the doorbell. "Shit," Devyn said as Brent was rolling off him. "That must be the girls," Brent said stating the obvious. They tried pulling themselves together as best as they could. They tried to will their erections down, but that was hard to do at their age and with all those teenage hormones running through their blood. "We were beginning to wonder if you two were here," Sue said as Brent finally made it to the door. "We were um," Brent said trying to come up with an excuse for him taking so long to get to the door. "Oh, they were probably playing video games," Tracy said coming into the house behind Sue. "Yeah," Brent said sheepishly. "You know how boys are with their games," Tracy said smiling at her handsome boyfriend. "They are like children," sue said teasingly. "Who is like children," Devyn said coming into the room. "Why you are," Sue said. "Me?" Devyn said confused. "I told them how we were playing a video game and didn't hear the doorbell the first time," Brent said. "Or the second or the third time either," Tracy said. "Oh, well um, sorry about that. We were um lost in the moment you know." Devyn felt his face blush as he thought about the moment he and Brent had been sharing. "You boys and your playtime, Tracy teased." The girls continued to tease the boys. The boys knew it was in fun and took it in the manner it was intended. Besides the girls had no idea what they had been doing. No one could ever know how close they had come to giving into their inner selves. After ordering and then polishing off one and a half large pizzas, the two couples settled down on the couch to watch the second movie of the night. Sue snuggled up against Devyn and Tracy took her place in Brent's arms. Sue's hand slid down over Devyn's solid chest and further down over his flat belly and into his lap. There she found the semi hard penis that had never completely went flaccid. She turned her eyes up to his and gave him a squeeze there. Devyn's eyes met hers and he leaned in and kissed her. He did not feel the surge of longing like he did with Brent, but he did feel something. He felt a strong wave of caring, but not love or desire. The kiss he placed upon her lips lasted for several moments and when he broke away, he could see the feelings shining in her eyes. He wanted to feel more for sue. He wanted to long for her touch as much as he did for Brent's he wanted it more than he wanted anything else in this world, but he could not make it happen. He could not force himself to feel something that wasn't there. Out of the corner of his eye he watched Brent and Tracy kissing. He watched Tracy's hands sliding over Brent's body. He saw Brent cupping one of Tracy's perky round breasts. He wanted it to be him there kissing Brent. He wanted his hands-on Brent and he wanted Brent's hands on him. Sue's hand moved and caressed the side of his face. He looked back fully into her eyes. Her lips barely moved as she softly whispered to him. "I want you to be my first Devyn. I want us to be each other's firsts. Devyn did not know what to say. He had no idea how to respond to such an admission. Did Sue know what she wanted? Did she want them to take that step to night? Devyn had been ready to go all the way with sue a few moments ago. He had been ready to prove to himself that his feelings for Brent were just teenage hormones and had nothing to do with his true sexual orientation. "You want to, don't you?" Sue asked with her eyes shining in the glow from the TV. "I, um, well, yeah," Devyn said although he was not sure of what he wanted. Sue's lips return to Devyn's her warm wet tongue was brushing against his lips. He parted his lips and her tongue met his. The kiss lasting a long time as they were exploring each other's mouths and Sue's hands were sliding over Devyn's young body. The kiss kept going on and on and Devyn could not help but notice the heavy panting of his friend and Tracy. Devyn could not stop himself from wondering if Brent is feeling something for Tracy or if he is going through the same struggle Devyn is. After the kiss breaks, reaching up Sue runs her fingers thru Devyn's thick wavy hair. Her body is trembling with her emotions. "Let's go upstairs," she says. Devyn does what is expected of him. He stands up from the couch and holding out his hand he pulls Sue to her feet. They kiss again before the two teenagers make their way up the stairs. They stop at the door to Brent's parents' room. Sue plants another quick kiss on Devyn's lips and then pulls him into the room. Devyn is glad he took the time to stuff the porn away. He would have been so embarrassed if Sue had found the videos and magazines lying out on the bed. Sue pulls Devyn right over to the side of the bed. She stands there waiting for Devyn to make the next move. She looks into his eyes and waits for the warmth of his touch and the softness of his kiss. "Don't be so shy Devyn," Sue finally says. "We both want the same thing. Just give into it and let's be each other's firsts." Devyn was not sure what he should do. He knows that the feelings he has for Sue are not the same as the ones she has for him. But maybe if he does this, maybe if he goes all the way with Sue then he will be able to rid himself of those wrong desires for Brent. Devyn cannot help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, this will make him normal. Maybe this will fix him. He pulls Sue close to him and kisses her with more passion than he has shown all night. His lips pressed firmly against hers. Her breasts were rubbing against his chest. Her arms were around him. Devyn's fingers are clumsily working at the buttons of her blouse. He finally gets the last button open and pushes the blouse off her shoulders. His hands sliding over the smooth skin. Her soft skin feels silky to his touch. Her hair soft against his cheek as he nibbles on her ear lobe. "Oh Devyn," She moans into his ear. They turn together so she can fall onto the bed. Devyn falls beside her. Her hands are under his shirt pushing it up and off his body. It lands on the floor and her hands feel his warm skin. Devyn's fingers begin working at the buttons of her jeans. He works them open and begins pushing them down to the floor. Her body is soon exposed except for her bra and panties. He begins fumbling with her bra. His fingers clumsily trying to remove it from her. He cannot believe the trouble it is to get one little bra off. Sue finally helps him remove the garment and it joins the other clothes on the floor. Devyn runs his fingers over her delicate breasts. He feels the mounds of flesh and tenderly caresses them. He remembers what the guys in the video had done and leans in and begins planting soft kisses up and down each of her breasts. His lips moving across the sensitive mounds of flesh. His lips move close to the erect nipples, but only his warm breath touches them. "Oh, gawd Devyn," Sue moans. Sue's fingers tangle in the brown locks of Devyn's wavy hair. Her body is trembling with the tenderness that Devyn is showing her. Devyn slides his hand down into her panties. He feels her dampness there. He is intrigued, but not as aroused sexually as he should be. He wants to give Sue pleasure. He wants to make her first time special. He soon has her panties down on the floor. His fingers sliding between her legs and caressing the soft folds of flesh. He rubs them over her sex and then ever so gently inserts one of them into her. "Ahahahah," Sue moans again. Devyn quickly pulls his finger from inside her. "You okay?" he asks. "Oh yes, Devyn. Oh yes. Please don't stop doing what you're doing." Devyn returns his hand to her sex and then returns his mouth to her breasts. His lips kissing and his tongue licking. He moves around the nipples circling around and around them drawing closer and closer to the erect nipple. His finger slides deeper into her as his lips close on her left nipple. His tongue swirling around it and licking across it. Sue's whole body tenses up and she groans. Her climax passing through her. Her wetness growing even more noticeable. Her breath coming fast and hard. She falls back onto the bed. Her body is week from the intense pleasure. Devyn wonders if that was her orgasm. It is so much easier to tell when a guy climaxes. He wonders if she will still want to have him inside her if she has already climaxed. "Oh Devyn. Your wonderful. Your wonderful," Sue says regaining herself. "Do you want me too... I mean did you?" Devyn feels stupid about the situation. He wonders how to put into words the question and not sound like a complete moron. "Yes, I want you. I want you now more than ever." Devyn stands beside the bed and strips off his jeans. He then pushes his boxers off so that he is as naked as she is. He grabs the condom from his pants and tears it open. Sue smiles at him as she takes in the sight of him naked. She admires his young athletic body. His slender hips and the hard-male sex sticking out from his body. She watches as he rolls the condom onto his erection. His hand is shaking slightly with his nervousness. He slides back onto the bed next to her and kisses her again. His condom covered erection pressing against her leg. "Are you sure?" he asks. "Yes positive," she answers as her fingers are tenderly touching his face. He moves over her and between her legs. His body sliding together with hers. He kisses her soft lips one last time before taking hold of himself and guiding his hardness into her. He slides in quickly and Sue gasps with pain at his entry and tenses up. "You okay? Want me to stop?" he asks concerned. She shakes her head no and grabs hold of his slender hips and pulls him forward. He sinks the rest of the way into her and rests there. He can't help but like the tightness around his sex. He can't help but wonder how it would feel if he was doing this with Brent. Devyn shakes his head trying to shake the image of Brent out of his mind. He begins to move slowly in and out of her. His stiff member sliding smoothly back and then forward. They kiss again as Devyn moves slowly. He does not want to hurt Sue. He does not want to cause her any pain. He wants her to enjoy herself. He wants her first time to be special. After several minutes of Devyn's rhythmic motion, sue tenses up again and cries out. Her body going rigid under him. Her face contorted in her second climax. Devyn doesn't stop this time. He continues his thrusting. He is no closer to his climax than he was when they started. He wonders if he will climax with her if he keeps going. Sue recovers, her body is a bit sweaty as Devyn maintains his constant movement inside of her. "Oh Devyn...Oh Devyn," She breaths as she holds him and allows him to thrust in and out. Devyn begins thinking about Brent again. He thinks about kissing Brent and feeling Brent's naked body against him. Devyn's hips thrust faster and faster now as his mind pictures Brent and then Matt seems to be there to. The two guys Devyn seemed to have an instant connection with are there in his mind's eye. His hips thrust faster as he pumps his sex into and out of Sue. "Oh, Devyn oh Devyn yes, yes," Sue cries as she climaxes again. Her body grabbing his hips and pulling him tight to her. Hearing Sue's voice and feeling her hands on him brings Devyn out of his fantasy and back into reality. He can feel his body on top of sue and can hear her rapid breathing. He lays there inside her not moving and not climaxing. He wonders what it would feel like if he had been able to achieve an orgasm while inside her. He moves off her not wanting to continue any longer. His hardness seems to be softening a bit. Maybe she won't know he didn't climax with her that last time. Devyn lies on the bed next to Sue who has snuggled up close to him. There two naked bodies pressed against each other. "Oh, Devyn that was wonderful" Sue said as she rubs his bare chest. Her finger traces a circle around his left nipple. "I can't believe it. We must be made for each other the way we are so in tune with each other's sexual needs. Devyn was surprised that she didn't know he had not climax. She did not know he had not had an orgasm with her. How could she not know that if they were so in tune with each other? "Um, yeah, it was great," Devyn said. The two of them lay on the bed in the stillness in the quiet room for several minutes. Sue kisses Devyn's chest. Her hands sliding over his smooth skin and touching one of his nipples. "You were wonderful Devyn. You were fantastic," she says. Leaning in she kisses his lips. Devyn feels his face blushing at the compliments. He is glad the room is dark, and Sue can't see his red face. Sue notices the time on the bed side clock and realizes she and Tracy will be out past their curfews. She begins to hurriedly dress. Before leaving the room, she moves in close to Devyn's body. Her hands sliding over his chest down to grasp his flaccid member through his pants. "You were wonderful Devyn. You made it very special for me," she said. "Um, thanks Sue," Devyn said. "It was special for me too." Leaning down he softly kissed her lips. Their tongues briefly meeting. "That is the high school," Joe said as they drove past the brick building. Devyn pulled his mind back from that sexual experience with Sue. He hoped she was doing alright. He did really care for her and he hoped that he did not hurt her. "That's the grocery store," Joe said. "There is Atwood's Hardware and Poohl's gas station." Joe continued to point out some of the small businesses. It all went by very quickly and if Joe hadn't been pointing them out, Devyn would have missed them. "Not much is it?" Joe said. "You can say that again," Devyn muttered. "You will like it if you give it a chance. One thing though," Joe said his voice serious. "I don't know what you, um, or how you feel about your orientation. I mean are you out about being gay?" "Um, not really," Devyn said. "Brent and I kept it to ourselves. It seemed better that way." "The town is still a little behind the times when it comes to being gay," Joe said. "There are some who just can't accept it. Life might be more difficult on you if you are out." "And on you?" Devyn asked. "Nothing that I can't handle," Joe said. I'm not concerned about myself. I am thinking about you. I want you to know the facts." Devyn could see the truth in Joe's eyes. Those blue eyes were clearly concerned for Devyn. "I will support you either way. If you want to keep your sexual orientation to yourself or if you want to be out it is your decision. I just want you to understand that life will be more difficult for you if you let everyone know you are gay." "I think for now," Devyn said looking at his hands, "I would like to keep it just between you and me." "That is fine," joe said. "Thanks," Devyn said. He watched as they drove out of the town and more fields of corn and soybeans populated the scenery. 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