discovery

By bewarre

Hey all i'm new to nifty so tell me what you think!! I've read nifty for a long time and always have wanted to write so here goes nothing!!

Warning this story contains content that may be disturbing to some readers if you are against the following things please leave now

Sex between minors and adults

Gay sex

cussing

If any of the things listed are not of your taste don't bother reading

Otherwise enjoy!!

Remember no means no.

Chapter 3

arthur

The scent of his cologne is what woke me. I pretend to sleep hoping, wishing him away. I feel his lips touch mine. Shivers run down my spine. His tongue works his way into my mouth. Why won't he stop?

I open my eyes and i see his. His eyes are a lighter blue than mine. He smirks at me as i feel his hand drag down my stomach his fingers loop around my pants like a hook. I lay as still as i can. My pajamas are now around my ankles  i squeeze my eyes shut. His stubble is scratchy his cologne strong in my nostrils. Then, he's gone my pants are back as they were. I sit up in bed wiping a tear from my face.

I suddenly don't feel right in my cloths. I quickly change into a pair of shorts. The red ones i like to wear along with my blue t shirt.

Pauls a nice guy, he's my dad's boyfriend, he just has these urges. Sometimes he can't control himself. I don't blame him, my dad has the same urges but he's never done stuff with me. I love my dad and he loves paul. I don't wanna get paul in trouble because then he would have to go away and my dad would be sad again. Like when mom left. I know she left because of me. The day she left was a day i was being mean. I had had 2 timeouts already and was on my way to a third. I don't want to be the reason dad loses another person in his life.

I walk from my room peaking around the corners to see if paul has left. Im relieved when i hear his car start up and back away from the house.

I peak into dads room to see if he too is awake. I find him sleeping. I flash to the night before. He had been kissing me goodnight but he kissed me for a real long time. My dad isn't like paul the long kiss didn't bother me. My dad doesn't think i know but i found his pictures. Boys my age in different poses some nude some not.  I found one file title ‘boys that look like arthur’ that file scared me and i clicked off.

I find myself curled up in bed with dad. Hes breathing heavy having a dream of some kind. He has lots of night terrors. He tries to put on a brave face for me but i can tell he's broken inside. He came home from iraq, i hadn't seen him since i was one. And then i drove mom away and he had to take care of me. for the first few weeks he woke up screaming. Id run to his room and hold him like he held me when i cr i was taking care of him. Then he met paul. Dad explained the whole sex stuff and that some men like other men blah blah blah.

I tuned him out when he started talking about s-e-x ew! I didn't want to hear about it.

Then everything was happy again.

I feel dad wake up and sneak out of bed. I come after him not too shortly. He hugs me and we watch the sunrise for a bit.

The day goes on like any other weekend. Morning cartoons followed by breakfast and then i normally go outside.

I went outside to play with some neighborhood girls. I don't even remember why we ended up fighting. I popped her in the nose for calling my dad a faggot. She ran home crying. Moments later i'm in my room dad is upset. I sit on my bed hoping the punishment isn't life in prison….oh! By the way my dad's a cop. So you might imagine my fear. What if he takes me to jail.

I feel dad's presence as he enters the room. He sits beside me and puts his hand on my shoulder. I instinctively tense but then i remember he's not paul dad would never hurt me my shoulders relax.

“Wanna tell me what happened?”

I shake my head no.

“Arthur explain yourself”

He sais with a stern tone.

“She called you a faggot”

Da leans in about to kiss me on the cheek but before he's able i turn and let our lips meet. I hold his face in place i'm not strong enough to force him into a kiss so i know he wants it when he doesn't pull away. But the kiss ends abruptly when dad puts his hand on my chest and pushes me away at the same time he stand and yells

“Enophe”

I must have angered him. He walks from my room i hear him yell from the front door

“I'll be back stay in your room”

I curl up in a ball.

Why did i do that? Huis kiss felt good. Maybe i was looking for something?

My dad makes me feel safe. Paul makes me feel afraid. I just wanna feel safe.

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End of chapter 3

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