Date: Sat, 31 Aug 2002 17:49:21 -0500 From: Lonnie Ford Subject: Erik-the-runaway part 3 Disclaimer: The following writing is a work of fiction, from the mind of me. This will be my fourth story I have posted at "Nifty.org" and I would like to take time to thank those who have written and let me know they like my work. Also I would like to thank the fine folks at "Nifty.org" for posting my work. Anyway the following contains scenes of consensual sex between a grown man and a teenager. If you should not be reading such material blah blah blah blah. I have to make it look good don't I. Hope you enjoy my writing. Also check out in the incest section "My Steven" a 5-part story, And in the beginnings section "Jeff" and "Helping Jason" Erik the runaway Part 3 Erik had said the words that I had wanted to hear, but once I heard them so many things ran through my head. I wanted to hold him forever like this and to make sweet love to him, hell I had been dreaming about it, but I wanted it to feel right. I pulled away from him and the look in my eyez must have said something to him. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." he started. "Oh no, baby.uh.it's not you, it's me. By now you know I want to make love to you but I want it to.hell I don't know what I want. Erik I do love you with all my heart and soul, but I don't want to ever hurt or lie to you. Also I don't want to do anything that might remind you of what you have been through either." The whole time I was saying this, Erik slowly got out of my lap and went to sit on the couch. Dammit, I hated doing that to him, but I didn't want to loose him either by doing something wrong. Sitting there on the over stuffed couch Erik looked so small, in some ways he was a grown yet still in others he was just a baby. "I don't really understand, but I kinda do too. Would you like to know what me and the lawyer guy talked about this morning?" From him I could feel the emotions welling up, he was hurt and just wanted to show his love for me. I got up and went over to the bar and grabbed my bottle and got him a coke. When I got over to the couch I handed him his coke and when I touched his arm I could feel the pain he was in, and then I began to cry. Since I had told him about me, he could feel me inside his head and we sat there and I could see what his uncle had done to him. Since he had been here we had not talked about it, and it seemed he had tried to push it out of his mind. Then, what did I do, I brought it all back to the surface. There sitting beside me was the same scared child I had found by the river. The following are the scenes I saw through his mind and the feelings I felt. Actually it does skip around anyway: How am I ever gonna make it without my parents? What had I done to make God so mad at me? Sent here to be with my uncle and all he does is hurt me. Just cause he is gone to work I am locked away in here like an animal. I know if I don't do what he tells me to do I will go to bed without dinner again or be whipped again. Why does he make me do those things to him? "Uncle Roger, please don't make me" "I said suck my cock boy if you know what's good fer ya." I could smell the liquor on his breath. "Either suck it or I will stick it in ye again, remember up you tiny ass and it will hurt like hell." He was screaming, hovering over me, his smell was making me sick. "Please, I'll do it." I opened my mouth slightly and he pushed the head of his cock toward me. The sight of him coming closer made me start to cry. I had known for a while I liked boys, but not like this. This is nothing like jacking off with you best friend, or even sucking them off. Jack never force me to do anything or yelled at me. His big dick head went past my lips and I could feel the shaft going in deeper. When the head hit the back of my throat he stopped pushing. Starting going back and forth in a fuck motion going deeper. Tears started pouring down my cheeks and I couldn't breath. Finally pulling out he looked at me and laughed, "you aint never gonna make a man if you can't suck my 10 inches of rock hard cock." I let go of Erik's arm, the tears was flowing from my eyez like a river. At that moment I knew I would do something I would regret for the rest of my life. I would send a curse out to Richard and he would never be the same again. I reached over and hugged Erik. I got off the couch and picked him up and took him to my bed with me. His tiny body was shaking from crying. The whole time I was seeing into his mind, he was reliving what I was seeing. That was the only drawback to doing that, though not intentional, his feeling was so open I could not help but get inside his mind. Laying him down, I covered him up and went to the bathroom to relieve myself. When I got back he was still crying, and looked like a scared rabbit. "Why did we have to do that, I was trying to push it out of my head?" he seemed to beg. "I told you sometime it just happens whether I want it o or not remember. Erik, please believe me I would never do anything intentional to hurt or harm you in any way." With that I hugged him. He slowly went off to sleep in my arms, like the sweet little Angel he is to me. Sometime in the night I awoke and he had rolled away from me. I took the opportunity to get out of bed and go, once again, into the den. For what roger did to him he would pay dearly for. Though he was in custody, I now knew that was not good enough for him. Lighting two black candles, two red candles, and two white candles I was ready. The black candles were lit first in respect of the night. The white candles were next for the lighted way of the truth. Next the red was for the hurt, pain, and anger toward Roger. {For those of you out there reading this, I chose these colors for that is what they mean to me.} I then called forth my guardian for protection and got to work. First I visualized Roger in my mind, and then precisely what I wanted done to him. That was basically what he had done to Erik, but in a darker form. Collecting all the energy my body could hold, I released the force back into the universe in a compact directed form. There was a gentle breeze, and the light from the power escaping my soul. "What ya doin?" The tiny voice startled me; I turned to see Erik standing before me. "Trying to correct the universe, and what are you doing out of bed?" "Had a bad dream. Can I ask you something with making you mad?" "I told you I am hard to make mad, anyway I don't think I could ever be mad at you." "Well.it's like.I.um." I could tell something was on his mind that had been there since we had left from seeing my lawyer. Then it hit me. "He tried to get you to tell him if I had hurt you or done anything to you. Erik I know you wanted to do things tonight but when, not if, we do it has to remain between us. I could go away for a very long time if you told someone. I am not going to lie to you, for you know I want to do, sorry make love to you, but I want to make sure the time is right. That is why we didn't." by the time I got through my mini speech we were back in the bedroom in bed. Little small talk later he was once again asleep cradled into my torso. The next morning found me in a foul rank mood. After sleeping on what Roger had done, Erik being questioned about our relationship, and lack of sleep I was hell on wheels to anyone who dared cross my path. My first order of business was to call and then fire Tom. His secretary was being very obstinate this morning and I was not in the mood to care about her mums. "Can you please just get him on the damn phone?" "Daniel, hi, what's up?" The short plump, no fat, fucker said. "What do you mean what's up? You son-of-a-bitch, how dare you question Erik about anything we did." By this time I was screaming into a piece of plastic. I knew I had lost it. "Whoa, what did he tell you?" He questioned. "Where the fuck do you get off prying into my personal life. For God's sake you are my lawyer, not my damn father." "I was just trying to find out if." "I know what the fuck you were trying to find out. I told you that in confidence. To hell with it you're fired." "Daniel, you can't be." "The hell I can't." And slammed down the phone and breaking it in the process, I would have to go to the store and get another one now. "Is everything alright dad?" I looked over my shoulder and saw Erik there wide eyed. His long brown hair was a mess. Standing there in his black boxers, his smooth tanned skin, and wasp waist all I could do was melt. "It's nothing to worry about now." I knelt down and he ran to me and threw his arms around me. `I wish I could show you how much I love you Angel' I thought. "Com'n let's get dressed and go out for breakfast, and then shopping for you a computer." He gave the hardest tightest hug he could muster and ran off to get ready. After a good breakfast at the local Waffle House, we spent the remainder of the day at the mall. Toy stores, clothing stores, finally to electronics I had never seen a child go so crazy in a store. Erik would not pick out anything without asking my opinion first, and to be honest that made me feel good. I thought I would have to rent a U-haul to get it all home. We broke for lunch in the mall at the food court, and then continued shopping until 4:00 P.M. We then stopped for dinner at a nice restaurant and finally made it home around 8. Erik was getting tired so I ushered him up to take a shower while I sat the computer up for him. He came down the stairs in a pair of blue boxers and no shirt, I wondered if he knew what he was doing to me. Seeing that body of his and his hair, damn his hair was killer there was so much curl right after it was washed. He came straight to where I was sitting in the chair installing yet another of the games he picked out. He threw his tiny arms around me. His fresh clean scent made my dick twitch in response. I left him to play while I went to shower and relieve myself. I stopped in my bedroom long enough to grab a pair of boxers and my robe. In the bathroom I was looking at myself in the mirror and wondering why I didn't have a man friend. I was 6 feet tall, 185 pounds, and dark brown hair half way down my back with lots of curl. I kept my moustache and goatee neatly trimmed with no gray in sight. My best attribute in my face was my bright smile and gray eyez. My torso was still in good shape; though I didn't have to work I still worked out. Lots of guys like a hairy chest and there was an abundance of that trailing down to my 32-inch waist. My cock was 8.5 and cut and getting hard thinking about Erik. I got into the shower and washed my hair, face, body, and stopped at my cock. By then it was aching to get some relief. I closed my eyez and saw Erik as I was slowly stroking my tool. Remembering back to yesterday when he got naked in front of me, I kept my mind there, and the more I saw that scene in my mind the faster I jerked at my rod. I could feel the rush begin and the cum racing to get out of my meat. I could feel my cock begin to swell and throb harder when the first of 10 shots spewed out of my manhood. I was in another world, each shot of hot cum hitting the wall, my stomach, and finally dripping to the floor of the shower stall. In my mind I had, again, made love to Erik. Finally by midnight, I knew he had had enough and I got him off to bed, against much protesting. The next few hours was spent on the deck out back drinking and wondering what I had gotten myself into. I sat there trying to talk myself out of falling deeper in love with this boy. Wondering what it was about him. Hell that was easy; I was a sucker for hair and eyez, his infectious smile, everything about him. At his age he carried so much raw sexual presence. Looking back again to yesterday morning, remembering how his semi hard boy meat was bobbing up and down, and the first signs of hair around the base of it made me want to go upstairs and hold him. I held myself in the chair knowing I was doing the right thing. Several drinks and cigarettes later I made my way to bed and dreamed of Erik, my forbidden Angel. After four hours of sleep, my usual, I was awake as the sun was coming over the horizon promising another beautiful day. I was just into my second cup of coffee when the phone rang, it was Tom. "Before you hang up," he began, "I wanted to say I am sorry. I had no right even asking questions like I did of him." "Look Tom, I am the one who should be sorry, I am frustrated and I took it out on you. Man, I am real sorry." "OK we are both sorry now it's over. The main reason I called was to let you know that the hearing has been moved up to tomorrow. It would seem that the uncle was jumped last night and they don't expect him to make it." "Really, what happened?" Trying my best to sound concerned. Really I could care less. "From what you and Erik both told me he used to molest him. A couple of the guys in jail didn't take to kindly to it and really fucked him up literally up the ass." "So you are telling me he was raped." "That and beaten almost to death. The judge wants to get this over with quickly and move on." "What time tomorrow?" "On the docket for 9:30" "Kewl see ya then." After hanging up I was on cloud nine. Little did I know that the cloud would soon fall. That whole day I could not shake the feeling that something was wrong in the universe, I was never wrong about my feelings but I could not get a clear picture of what was lurking around the corner. Erik spent all day and into the night with his new computer, breaking only to eat and go to the bathroom. It was nearing midnight, Erik was protesting going to bed, and the feeling I had been having all day was worse than ever. "Erik, do you have any other living relatives?" I questioned him just as the phone rang. "Dan, there might be a problem." Tom said sounding completely out of breath. "Who is she, I have had this feeling all day and I just got a focus on a woman holding Erik. Who the fuck wants my boy?" I yelled at him. "Her name is Helen and she is coming from Virginia to take her nephew home with her." Tomorrow could be really tough to handle for Dan and Erik both. I am not sure yet what will happen with Aunt Helen. At least Uncle Roger got what he deserved. Luv ya all. 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