Date: Sun, 23 Jul 2017 12:26:05 +0000 (UTC)
From: Tague Micheals <tag.michaels@yahoo.com>
Subject: Exposed III

I leaned forward and kissed him again, backed up then moved forward to do
it again. This time I kept my mouth against his and moved it a little
bit. Kainoa did the same then surprised me by pushing his tongue out. I
allowed my tongue to engage his and within seconds his arms went around my
neck, his head tilted and we were kissing with a fury. That the boy was
shooting up into a fog of hotness was unquestionable. That he was loving
what he was doing was equally not questionable.

I moved a hand down his back and onto the rounded globes of his small brown
boy butt and cupped one cheek. Kainoa moaned in response, moved his top leg
as if to give me better access to his charms, and seemed to kiss just a
little harder. Since I had access to his balls I reached down under the
legs and found the soft smooth squishy sac of eggs and gently fondled them
getting yet another groan and the boy rolled back from me.

"Can we do the cock sucking now Dax; I really want to do it bad."

"Do you want to suck me or have me suck on you?"

"I want to suck on you first. Is that okay?"

"Whatever your little heart desires sweet boy," I said and moved onto my
back and spread my legs for him. Kainoa moved down the bed then spent a
moment exploring with his eyes and with a hand.

"I can't believe how big your boner is, and how big and fat your balls are
Dax," he said, almost breathlessly. The brown toned hottie felt and
prodded, stroked and fondled then lowered his head and took my cock head
into his mouth and closed down on it. An electric jolt shot through my body
as the warmth of his mouth spread out from my sensitive cock head through
my body. Just seeing his pretty little face, eyes closed, and his sweet
lips wrapped around my cock about made me shoot right then and there.

Kainoa bobbed his head up and down a dozen times or more, softly humming to
himself as he serviced me, and did a credible job at it too. He finally
ended stating that his mouth got sore, no surprise, and so I took over on
his delicious cocklet.

I rolled the boy onto his back then gently kissed down his torso, licked on
his outie belly button causing him to giggle, then moved south until the
end of his cock poked my cheek. All the while my hand had been roaming up
and down Kainoa's body and going everywhere except his boy parts. I would
get close, especially when coming up the inside of his thigh and I'd almost
touch his balls but would veer off and thus avoid any contact with the
sensitive organs. I knew it was driving the boy wild.

I finally came up his inner thigh and this time I cupped his balls which
got me a heavy sigh. I gently fondled the smooth sac of marbles for a
moment before moving up and taking hold of his raging boner in my fist and
getting yet another sigh. I relaxed my fist and using thumb and fingers,
held the rigid flesh upright and lowered head to it, captured it in my
mouth and began to suckle.

I do love sucking cock and I especially love a boys' cock. I was finding
that I loved the smoothness of a preteen boy, the satiny feel of his
hairless skin against my mouth, tongue and fingers. I loved the fragrance
too, the almost sweet fragrance of a sexually immature boy. Don't get me
wrong I dearly loved the musky odors of a sexually matured boy too it's
just that I was discovering that I wasn't locked into the whole "mature"
boy theme.

I cupped and fondled Kainoa's balls while I sucked his cock. I alternated
between sucking his entire cock and pulling his foreskin down and licking
the swollen head. No matter what I did I got moans from the brown skinned
boy and it didn't take long before his hands were at the sides of my head,
gently holding it.

"Oh gosh Dax it feels so good. Those tickly feelings are starting again
too." So, I had gotten the youngling close to cumming. I asked him if he
wanted me to make him cum and a resounding "yes please." So I continued to
suck his cock, sliding the foreskin up into a nipple and sucking it like
one then sliding it down, my lips right behind as if re-covering the
recently uncovered flesh. I played with his balls and worked him as best I
could and earned plenty of moans and groans.

I didn't take long before the 9 year old cried out that it was
happening. Having little experience Kainoa was unprepared to read all of
the cues that this young body was providing him. Kainoa's body began
vibrating like a plucked harp string and his high pitched cries accompanied
it. It lasted about 20 seconds before waning and leaving the little boy
total weakened.

Naturally I continued to work his lovely cock and his balls until he
giggled and pushed my head away and when I moved back up alongside the boy
Kainoa went right into my arms and kissed me hard and fast.

"Oh gosh Dax this is so much fun," he said breathily after we broke the
kiss off. "I could do this over and over." Spoken like a true boy. Kainoa
wanted to know if I'd make the sperm for him again so I rolled onto my back
and began the process. He asked if there was anything he could do to help
so I had him turn so that I could play with his cock and balls some more
and he could suck on my cock. The boy was more than happy to accommodate
me.

Kainoa turned sideways to me and draped his upper body over on leg so that
he was facing my crotch. He propped himself up on an elbow and began
working on my swollen cock head while went about jacking off with one hand
and fondling his boy parts with the other. I fantasized about a time when
I'd be able to fuck the kid, knowing that it most likely would happen, it
was just a matter of when.

It didn't take too long before I was ready to cum and told Kainoa that. He
moved to the side so he could watch and moments later I slowed my stroke
and kept my foreskin retracted. The first volley was powerful and
splattered my chest, the tail of the jet oozing out of my cock head to flow
down over my fingers. 2 more volleys of equal distance and quantity
followed the first one but from then on it was burps of sperm oozed and
flowed.

"Ho Dax," Kainoa said with a grin, "do all men make so much of that stuff?"
I told him that I honestly didn't know but that I thought I was pretty
average. I had the boy run and grab a wash cloth, which he ran under warm
water then brought back to me. After a decent clean up we went out to
dinner and then I took him home. Back at my house I popped a beer and sat
on the back lanai and wonder how things were going to go.

The issue of Indigo spending the night with together resolved itself a week
later.  It seems that Indigo's grandparents had to take a 2 day trip to Los
Angeles Medical Center. Because Indigo had spent more than a few days with
Kainoa and me when Indigo asked if he could stay with us his grandfather
readily agreed although obviously, Fred didn't have a clue that Kainoa
wouldn't be there. So, the arrangements were made and I went to pick him up
on the evening before they left, since they were going first thing in the
morning.

"We really appreciate this Dax," Fred said with sincerity. "He would be
bored out of his mind sitting around a hospital for 2 days and I'm not
about to leave him alone in a hotel room. I'm glad that he had Kainoa, and
you of course, for friends." We talked a little more, made sure we had each
other's cell numbers then Indigo and I left.

Once in my car and headed back to my apartment Indigo became quite
animated.

"Gosh Dax I can hardly believe this. I get to spend 2 days and 3 whole
nights with you. This is gonna be so much fun."  I had to agree with him,
it would be and I was so caught up in that thought that my cock was hard as
a rock by the time we got to my place.

Once my front door was closed the little boy wasted no time. He was right
in front of me when I turned around, his little hand rubbing at the front
of my shorts, gripping on my cock, rubbing gently, feeling it's rigid
length.

"Your cock is already hard, I can feel it Dax," he almost whispered. He
unsnapped the top, slid the zipper down and reached inside, rubbing the
object of his intention through the fabric of my underwear. "I so love the
feel of your big hard cock Dax," he said as rubbed.

I stopped him then got to my knees and did the same to him, rubbing the
front of his shorts, feeling his hard little boy cock underneath. His
shorts were elastic band so I pulled them away from his slender waist and
pulled them to his ankles where he stepped out of them, then stood again
before me, the front of his Scooby-do briefs sticking out where his cock
was. I rubbed on the protrusion and Indigo closed his eyes, moaning
slightly as I felt up and down the rampant organ. God he was beautiful,
turned up little nose, long eyelashes, smooth blemish free skin. Seeing his
face slightly constricted in the gentle rictus of pleasure just made me
cock throb even more than it already was. I could almost feel the precum
pouring out through my foreskin.

I pulled his underwear down, exposing his rigid boyhood standing so proudly
out from his smooth rounded belly. I wanted that cocklet in my mouth so
bad. I put my face in close, breathed in deeply, taking in his boy scent,
almost a sweet odor, a very pleasant fragrance. A friend had recently sent
me a link to a Japanese web site that sold a fragrance called "Little boy
penis smell and I wondered if it was true." Seriously here it is:
http://www.kanojotoys.com/boys-penis-smell-bottle-p-4084.html.

I nosed around his hard cock, his little balls, his pubic bone then took
him into my mouth. My hands were rubbing on his firm little ass as I
suckled him, and he began moving, slowly drawing his hips back then pushing
back in, all the way holding my head and moaning. After a half dozen
thrusts he stopped and pulled out of my mouth, pulling me to my feet and
immediately pulling my shorts and underwear down over my dick and to my
ankles.

 Indigo then got to his knees and paid homage to me. He grasped my big cock
in his little hand and stroked on it, moving his face right in
close. Precum was all but pouring out the slit and he licked at it,
cleaning it all off before putting his soft little lips to the head. He
nuzzled my swollen cock head with his lips, almost like a horse taking
sugar the slowly slipped those delicious pieces of flesh over the head of
my cock capturing it in his mouth. With one hand he stroked my cock as he
sucked, the other hand hefting and fondling my heavy balls. I began moving
ever so slowly, sliding my dick in and out of his mouth as he had done to
me.

Looking down on Indigo, watching this absolutely gorgeous boy sucking my
cock made me so fucking hot I just wanted to blast hot sperm down his
throat. And then he stopped and stood up and hugged me, his head resting on
my chest just about level with my nipples. I hugged him back, running my
hands across his shoulders, up and down his slender back, even down to the
delicious orbs of his boy's ass.

I pushed him away from me then leaned down and picked him up in my arms and
he wrapped his arms around my neck, laying his beautiful head on my
shoulder and giggling as I carried him to my bedroom. By way of providing
information, or maybe even a request, on the drive home he had said that he
had showered about a half hour before and cleaned himself quite thoroughly.

I sat him on my bed, sat next to him, then leaned down and kissed Indigo's
perfect lips. The youngling god responded back, our mouths wide-open,
tongues touching each other, tasting each other. Indigo broke the kiss and
asked softly,

"Dax, are you going to fuck me now? I want you to you know. I really want
to feel your cock inside of me, really bad." I stood up and quickly got
undressed, talking to him as I did so.

"Do you think you're ready for that sweetie," I asked him back. It's gonna
be painful. I'll try my very best to make it ok but it's still gonna hurt."

"I know that Dax but I really want to and I know you'll be as careful as
you can with me."  Of that he was quite correct. I would be very gently
with him. I figured that I would get him as fired up hot as I could. That
would help make some of the pain unnoticeable.

I got a bottle of lube and put it on the headboard of my bed, then leaned
down and began sucking on one of Indigo's small brown nipples. He gasped
with surprise and then pleasure as he moaned softly. My hand trailed south
and found his hard little cock and I began stroking it while I nursed on
him. One finger of my hand moved further down and under his ball sac and
tickled lightly up and down the crinkled scrotum and even farther down
along his perineum into the crack of his little butt. The boy spread his
legs wide open to allow me access to his hidden spot and although I
couldn't quite get at it I got close enough to cause him to shiver with
pleasure.

His moans became louder and I continued to work on him then I left his
chest and moved my head downward, licking and sucking as I went until the
circumcised head of boy cock poked me in the cheek and I turned my head and
took him into my mouth.

"Oooohhhhh gosh Dax," he moaned as my mouth and fingers worked him over. I
wanted to eat his delicious little asshole but couldn't reach it from there
so I guided him, encouraging him to roll toward me and I pulled one leg
over my head so that it was on the other side of my body. That placed his
boy crack right in front of my face and I just looked at it for a moment,
admiring its shape and size and color, his small marble balls barely
visible, all but hidden in his flesh. I reached in and with both hands
opened him up like and oyster and put my tongue to his muscled flesh,
smelling the boy odor of him as I washed his hole.

"Ooohhh god, ooohhhh god that feels so, so good," he moaned as my mouth
went into overdrive. I had his little butt cheeks pulled so far apart that
his butt hole was almost expanded and I worked like mad to get my tongue to
pass through the muscle. It was a waste of time in that respect but the
feelings it produced in Indigo were tremendous. He wiggled his little butt,
pushed backwards as if trying to help me get inside of his little body.  I
allowed my tongue to move downward to the underside of his little nut sac,
licking and sucking, then move back up to his hole.

As I Continued to lick, I reached out for the lube and managed to slather
the middle finger on one hand then moved my mouth downward to his balls
again. I sucked the little bag into my mouth and at the same time I slipped
my finger inside of him. He gasped at the intrusion then began moaning with
more frequency as I gently finger fucked him, sliding the finger almost all
the way out then back in up to the knuckle. When it was all the way in, I
would turn the finger and wiggle it inside of his little body, sometimes
hitting his prostate.

"Ooohhhh god, Mmmmmmmm, aaaaaahhhhhhhh," were some of the sounds slipping
out of him as I worked his little butthole, bringing his heat level
considerable higher. I pulled the finger out gently and with an equal
amount of care, slipped it back in, accompanied by another finger and thus
stretching his asshole wider than it had ever been stretched before. I kept
up the two fingered thrust for a couple minutes then told him to slowly
roll onto his back, which he did, still impaled by my digits.

Once completely on his back, I moved up a little and leaned down to kiss
his soft perfect lips. Indigo responded by throwing his arms around my neck
and kissing me back with plenty of pressure and lots of tongue, breathing
through his nose. I had continued to fuck his tight ass with my two
fingers, grazing across his little prostate in the process. He had to break
the kiss, the feelings roaring through his body and causing him to moan
loudly. He was getting close to being ready for me, ready to offer up his
virginity, his innocence. Indigo was just as eager have his virginity taken
by having my man sized cock thrust into his ready and willing young boy's
asshole.

"I'm ready now Dax," Indigo almost growled, "put it in me, put your cock in
me, hurry please Dax, oh man hurry," he moaned, the animal sound stopping
his litany of words.

I gently removed my fingers from his hole and quickly got a pillow under
his ass, raising him off the bed. Just as quickly, I lubed my throbbing
cock and got between his legs. I slipped the fingers back inside of him as
my other hand jacked my dick, getting it slippery and then guiding the head
to his hole. I slipped my fingers out, replacing them with the head of my
cock and it slipped into the small hole quite easily but the intrusion was
still painful for the boy and he yelped slightly so I stopped.

I held his legs out of the way and as I looked down, the sight of seeing my
big cock head hidden inside the tight little hole almost made me cum on the
spot. Finally he told me to go ahead and I watched, mesmerized as always as
his little body slowly gobbled up my seven plus inches of rock hard cock
until my pubic hair was against his smooth skin.

"Are you in me all the way Dax," he asked, his breathing slightly
ragged. "God you feel so huge inside of me. Fuck me now Dax, go in and out
of me with your cock now please" he moaned.

Holding his legs back, I drew my cock out about half way the slipped back
inside of him then back out again. I went slow, even though I wanted to
power fuck the kid. After a few thrusts I was pulling almost all the way
out, the very edge of my head becoming visible before moving back inside of
him. The feelings were incredibly intense on my cock. Fuck, his little
boys' ass was so fucking tight, nothing I had felt in my life was so good
and I knew I was going to cum soon.

Indigo moaned and cooed softly as I fucked him, sometimes his eyes gently
closed and other times open, well, if half lidded can be considered open. I
loved looking down onto his beautiful smooth face as I loved him, watching
the ebb and flow of emotion reflected there, emotion that was raging
through his no longer virgin body.

I leaned forward and put my palms flat on the bed and began to fuck him
harder. Indigo's arms went up around my next and he wrapped his legs around
my upper thighs. An image of a marsupial baby came and went through my
brain. I began to hammer the boy, slamming my cock into him and getting
grunts each time I bottomed out inside of him.

"Oh God oh god oh god" he started moaning rapidly, "It's starting to happen
Dax, oh god it's starting to happen. I could feel my body start to change
as well. Just the idea that I was fucking such a delicious and sexy little
boy was enough to shoot me up into a fog of hotness. The kid was so hot, so
beautiful, so innocent, and so willing to have me love him that sometimes
it all seemed like a dream. Indigo was the kind of boy that boy lovers
dream about, fantasize about and jack off about. My belly tingled, my balls
seemed to tighten slightly as they hammered against his tiny butt each time
I bottomed out inside of his compact little body. It was fucking
incredible.

"Oh gosh Dax, oh gosh oh gosh," Indigo murmured and then he was
there. "It's haaaaaaaapening oooooooooohhhhhhhhh fuuuck."  His little body
shook with his orgasm, his voice high pitched as he all but screamed out as
he came. As did I. His cumming, his hole constricting against my cock took
me over the edge and I rammed into him, cramming my hot sperm into his
asshole in multiple blasts, my own body shaking, my head thrown back and
breathing heavily as I held onto to young beauty and kept fucking him.

It was possibly the best cum I had ever had in my entire fucking life
including the very first one when I was twelve.  This little boy was
incredible and I knew that it would be difficult to let go of him, as must
happen at some point. I knew I couldn't have him forever but I also knew, I
was going to try to stay in his life as long as I could.

As always our orgasms waned and I began to slow down but of course stayed
inside of him. I continued to move just a little bit then finally stopped
but stayed in place panting like a racehorse. Indigo finally opened his
eyes and shot me a lopsided freshly fucked grin. His arms were still around
my neck but he moved one and used a finger to gently trace the line of my
jaw and then my lips.

"Oh gosh Dax that was completely amazing," he said. I leaned down and
kissed him softly on the mouth.

"I thought so too sweet boy. How about if we take a shower?" Indigo giggled
and I could feel it on my cock. I then flexed my muscle and he giggled
again.

"Gosh I can feel that in my butt-hole Dax." I then did a fake cough and of
course he felt that. I had him put his arms around my neck and managed to
get up then off the bed which got me yet another giggle from the boy. "I
like this a lot, being held and carried and your boner in my butt. I then
took the opportunity to put him against the wall then began to fuck him
again, although not in earnest, just to give him an idea about what that
might be like.

"Oh gosh this is fun. Can you fuck me like this sometime?" I assured him
that I most certainly could. I got the water running then lifted Indigo up
off my cock and the boy kept his legs wrapped around my waist, arms around
my neck and just lay his head on my shoulder then heaved a heavy sigh. I
kept and arm under his tiny butt and one around his back and just held him,
reveling in the warmth of his body against mine, reveling in the lightness
of his compact body and then wishing that he lived with me so that we could
do this every day all day if we wanted. Indigo finally let loose and I set
him on his feet, albeit reluctantly. Damn but holding that little boy was
fun.

We went through the process of washing each other and when we were done
Indigo said, "Can I try licking your butt-hole Dax? I really want to try
it."

"Of course you can Indigo and just so you know I shaved everything
yesterday." I didn't really need to tell him that since he'd just washed
the entire area. I suggested that we get out and dry off because the area
was more sensitive dry than wet. "How would you like to do this Indigo," I
asked him when we got back to my bed. The boy shook his head and said he
didn't really know.

"How about if I straddle your body so that I can suck on your cock while
you lick me?" His ear to ear grin pretty much expressed his
approval. Indigo flopped onto his back on the bed and climbed on after him,
straddling his upper body with my ass in his face.

"Gosh butt-holes sure look weird Dax," the boy said. He put a hand on each
of my cheeks as much to have the contact as for any other reason. My face
was looking at his cock and balls so I lowered my head then closed my mouth
down over his raging boner. At the same time that his tongue took his first
swipe at my puckered muscle.

Indigo took to rimming like a duck to water. It only took moments before I
felt his enthusiasm and thus is work increase. He began uttering soft
little moans of pleasure as he licked my hole. At my end, it seemed as if
his cocklet stiffened even more and the boy began moving his hips, gently
fucking his boner up into my mouth.

I felt my own body begin to change and it wasn't long after that I was
ready to cum. I told Indigo I was almost there and I swear that his efforts
increased. I wrapped my arms up around his waist and pulled him so tight to
my face that I couldn't breathe. My mouth completely covered his hole and
as I worked to try and force the tip of my tongue into him I came.

I moaned loudly but his asshole was blocking the sound. I felt my cock
pulse multiple times and I knew that at the very least, the first 6 had
injected my sperm into the hot young boys' mouth. I finally had to tell him
to move because of the sensitivity of my cock head.  "I got it all Dax,
every drop," the youngling said proudly. I praised him, ruffling his hair
and I swear the kid almost swooned from the attention. Indigo hadn't cum on
the go round and I asked him if he wanted to, which of course was a no
brainer. Needless to say I wasn't up for fucking him so elected to show him
how lube worked. I slathered his hard young cocklet and the nice little
vibrating dildo that I had laying around. I worked his cock head and his
asshole causing the boy to moan and groan and utter all kinds of words that
described what he was feeling. He finally came, literally screaming out in
his pleasure. Afterwards he was incredibly post cum lovey dovey which I
didn't mind at all.

Snuggling in bed one afternoon after a 40 minute bout he asked how I'd feel
about doing him and Kainoa at the same time. He wondered if it would be hot
for me to see the two boys sucking each other's cocks and maybe even Kainoa
fucking him. I allowed as how it would be interesting and undoubtedly
fun. While we didn't make any definitive plans, suck a get together was
definitely on the drawing board.

Over the 2 days Indigo was with me I fucked him at least a dozen times,
maybe more and he fucked me once. Said that he'd much rather take cock than
give it. We fucked in every room in my house, we worked our way through the
Kama Sutra, we fucked in my back yard, I even fucked him in the water in a
tide pool up past Yokohama's on Oahu's west side. I jacked him off while he
sat between my legs on a glider Ride out of Mokuleia. I woke in the middle
of the night once with the little horn dog straddling my waist and trying
to get my cock in his ass. I was drained by the time his grandparents got
back.

A knock on my front door caught my attention around 4 on Wednesday
afternoon the next week. I wasn't expecting any one so threw some shorts on
over my briefs and went shirtless and barefoot to answer it. I opened it up
to see Alika standing there in all his teenage glory. A good looking boy,
as I've said, Alika was easily 5'7' and slender, his black hair worn long,
covering his ears and his eyebrows and had it not had some bend at the ends
it would have covered his eyes as well.

As stated Alika was brown skinned, clearly a mix of some flavor of pacific
islander, Asian and who knew what else. The boy had large dark eyes that
seemed wet, as if he'd been crying, but that didn't seem the case
either. His lips were full and more than inviting and framed crystal white
teeth.

"I was in the neighborhood and wondered if Kainoa was around," the teen
said.

"No, he's not. Typically he's only on weekends and then not every weekend"
The boy nodded his head. He didn't look like he was particularly enthused
with life at the moment so I asked him if he was alright. He seemed just a
little surprised that I would ask.

"Yeah, just kinda bored I guess." I sensed that it was more to it than
that.

"I understand. Hey, you wanna come in for a soda or something?" He smiled,
slightly and said that would be cool and kicked his slippers off next to a
row of footwear on my porch and I waved the boy through the door, closing
it behind him and at the same time admiring his tight little ass under his
board shorts. I suggested that we go out onto the lanai and led him into
the living room.

"What would you like to drink," I asked then rattled off what I had in the
fridge. He chose Island Maid Raspberry Iced Tea so I pulled a couple
glasses from the freezer and set them on the counter top, popped a couple
cans and poured.

"You keep your glasses in the freezer," he asked, clearly surprised. I
nodded my head and explained that it helped keep drinks cold longer. He
admitted it was a good idea. I offered him a glass and had him head out the
slider to sit in the chairs in the shade outside. We were both quiet for a
moment then I asked him to tell me a little about him. It was all pretty
basic stuff. He was 14, going into 9th grade at Kaimuki high school, did
the usual water activities of surfing and body boarding but also play
soccer.

"I'm really nervous about high school Dax," he said, stress clear in his
maturing voice. Of course I asked the obvious question and got the stock
answers about new school, being the new kid, all the standard fears that
most transitioning students have. "Plus we have to dress out and shower for
PE. I never had to do that before."

"I totally understand that," I told him, I had the same fears when I
started middle school."

"Really," he asked. The teen seemed happy that he wasn't the only
one. "What were you afraid of?" I elected to take a risk.

"Oh, I was afraid that my dick would be smaller than everybody else or I'd
be the only boy that was uncircumcised or worse that I'd get hard seeing
other naked boys." I swear that Alika's jaw dropped at the uncut statement
then even further at the last part.

"Oh man I totally understand because that's how I feel. Why would you get a
boner seeing other naked boys?"

"Mostly because I was had already started puberty and almost anything made
me get hard. I had also just learned how to jack off and shoot sperm but
mostly it was because I had figured out that I was gay, that I liked boys
and I hadn't seen very many naked boys and I had never done anything with
another boy but I knew that I wanted to. So all of that is what created the
fear for me. I figured that if I got a boner then all the other boys would
somehow know that I was gay or at least think it and spread the word and
then my life would become hell."

"Did it happen; did you get a boner?" I shook my head.

"No, I didn't but plenty of other boys did and the interesting thing was
nobody teased them about it. After a while it was like you would get teased
if you didn't get hard at least once in a while."

"Are you still gay, I mean, did you grow out of it or something?"

"Typically one doesn't grow out of being gay Alika. That is not to say that
boys often engage sexually with other boys, especially in their early teen
because they do. Often though they lose interest by 15 or 16 years
old. That was not the case with me. I liked boys, I still like boys,
nothing has changed." Alika seemed to ponder those words for a moment and
then, in a soft voice said,

"I think that might be me too. I think I might be gay."I asked him why he
might think that. "Cuz I look at boys all the time and I don't look at
girls. I think about doing stuff with boys. Heck when I beat off I'm
thinking about being with a boy."

"Have you ever done anything with another boy?" Head shake, no. "Is there a
particular type of boy that you like." Alika paused for a good 15 seconds
before answering.

"I don't want you to think that I'm weird or sick Dax."

"I promise you, I won't," I said kindly, "but if you feel uncomfortable
sharing that information then don't." He paused some more and then, with
his head down and in a barely audible voice said,

"I really like young boys, like Kainoa's age and Indigo's age. I'd never do
anything with them but I would sure like to. Boys that age I mean," he
added quickly, "not Kainoa and Indigo." His head was still down so I moved
in front of his chair and knelt at his knees and looked up at him. To his
credit Alika held eye contact.

"You aren't weird or sick Alika. There are plenty of men and women who are
attracted to preteen boys and even girls. Nobody knows how those
attractions are formed, they just are. Now, I'll be honest with you. My
preference is boys your age, or close to it. I prefer boys in the puberty
process, boys with at least a little bit of hair at their cocks and sperm
in their balls. I think boys are the most amazing creatures on the planet
and engaging with them sexually is a great deal of fun. Yes, I can and have
had sex with older boys and plenty of men but if I had a choice, it would
be a boy between 12 and 15 years old." That earned me a wide grin.

"Thank you for telling me that Dax, it makes me feel a whole lot better. I
guess I look at older boys too, and even men sometimes but younger boys
really make my heart beat fast and give me a boner. I loved playing with
Kainoa and Indigo at the beach and honestly, I was kind of jealous that you
picked them up and held them and made them giggle and stuff. I wished it
was me that you were picking up and holding. Is it okay for me to feel like
that?" I nodded my head.

"Sure it is Alika, it's more than okay. Our feelings are our feelings. They
aren't necessarily right or wrong."

"I understand that but I guess what I mean is it okay with you that I felt
that way."

"Of course it is, I don't have a problem with it. What are you feeling
right this minute Alika?" He thought about that for a moment.

"I feel like," he paused as if afraid to put voice to his feelings." I told
him to go ahead, it was okay. "I feel like I want to be held and cuddled
and kissed. I feel like I want to be sexy and do sexy things." His voice
was very soft as he added, "With you." I stood up and his eyes followed
me. I reached out for his hand and said softly,

"Come on."