Finding a Mentor 6

From Chapter 5:              

         Mom put the bib on me, then helped me by cutting up my food and then giving it back to me.  I ate it all.  The plate was Scooby Doo, and that was neat.  Mom even refilled my bottle after I emptied it once.  I did end up spilling some scalloped potatoes and some meatloaf on the bib, so I guess it was good to wear it so I don't get my shirts dirty.  I saw my reflection in the door glass.  I was sitting in a highchair, with a bib on, drinking from a bottle, and wearing a thick and very wet diaper.  I looked like a big toddler or baby.  I think part of me even felt that way a little bit, but I am a big boy and want to stay a big boy.  I just hope Matty and Ben won't tease me about it.  The highchair is comfy and it's nice I am able to see the whole table now.

         After dinner was done, Mom got me out of the high chair.  I was stuck in it until she let me out.  I did not like that part.  I soaked in her bathtub for a while and that felt so nice.  Mom gave me a warm baby oil rub down after my bath.  That felt great.  Next Mom put on my thick diaper and my sleeper.  Mom said I could watch Tv or read until it was time for my meds and to go to bed.  I read more Tutoring JJ.  It's really good and I am hooked on the story.  I was laughing about some of the stuff and even cried some too.  It just seems like I was a part of the story.  Then I put it away when mom gave me my meds and tucked me in.  I held Sharky and hoped for happy diaper dreams and no nightmares.

        

CHAPTER 6:  Ben's House

         The next few days were pretty much the same.  Wake up in a soaked diaper, eat breakfast in my new highchair, changed on my changing table into a daytime school diaper.  When I am ready to go, I walk over to Matty's house.  I always leave 5 minutes early, just in case.  Matty, Dylan, and I walk to school.  Next year we will ride our bikes, but their mom does not want Dylan to ride his bike to school this year because of the big road in front of the school.  She is afraid he will not follow the crossing guard's rules.  We told her that he can ride with us so that way he stays with us.  She might let them try it in a few weeks.  I hope they can, because it's so much more fun to ride my bike to school.  I like walking because we can talk about stuff, but sometimes there is not much to talk about.  This week we were busy talking about what we wanted to do next week because it is Spring Break!!!!

         At school, nothing much changes until Friday.  We were playing at recess.  Several of the other boys joined us in a big game of tag.  Collin was it and he tags me on my butt.  When he does he looks at me funny and then runs off.  I am scared because I'm sure he knows I am wearing a diaper.  He sometimes joins us for lunch because he is friends with Kyle and is in his class.  I almost start to cry, but I held it together and then tag another boy, just before the bell rang.  I saw Collin looking at me funny as we all walk to our classroom.  He walks up to Kyle and starts talking to him and points at me. 

         Ben notices I am walking faster than everyone else and have my head down.  He knows something is wrong.  I think Matty can tell too, because he starts trying to catch up to me before we go inside.  But I was walking too fast.  I go to my seat, sit down, and just look at my desk.  I am barely holding back tears.  I just know that by lunch everyone will know and will be laughing at me.

         "Max, are you ok?  What's wrong?  Did something happen at recess when we were playing tag?" asks Ben in a concerned voice.

         "Yeah, I got tagged on my butt by Collin and I am sure he knows.  He looked at me funny then and again when we were coming back to the classroom.  I saw him point to me as he was talking to Kyle.  Everyone will know and laugh at me."

         "It's good that he is good friends with Kyle and talked to him.  I bet Kyle will tell him to ignore it or tell him something so that he keeps the secret and does not tease you.  Collin is nice, I've never seen him tease anyone.  I know he only moved here last year, but the times he has had lunch with us and even when he was at Kyle's house, he was always nice.  I don't think he will be mean or try to bully you." Said Matty in a soft voice, trying to calm me down. 

         I try to focus on my work but it was hard.  I was so happy that I got a perfect on my spelling test yesterday because I don't think I would pass it today if I had to do it again. 

         Lunch finally came and I am really worried.   Ben and Matty both walk me to Lunch.  It was pizza day so lots of kids were in line.  Our class is closest to the cafeteria of all the 4th and 5th grade classes, so we normally get there before lots of others can.  Once we had our lunch we sit at the table we normally all sit at.  But this time Matty sat on the end.  Ben had me sit next to Matty and then Ben sat next to me.  I guess this is so no one can bug me.  I see Kyle and Collin in line.  Adam is in line just in front of them. 

         A few minutes later, Kyle and Collin come and sat at the table.  Kyle sits in front of Matty and Collin is across from me.   Next, Adam comes up and asks if he could join us.  We say "Sure" and he sits next to Collin.  He says "HI" to Collin, because they are in Scouts together. 

"Max, I wanted to tell you about a book series I just got.   It's called Dresden Files, by Jim Butcher.  I don't remember if you told me about it or one of my friends in Scouts.  But it's really cool.  If you have not read it, check it out.   I just started the first book, but it has lots of action and makes you pay attention to the details." Said Adam, which was the first thing said while we were all sitting there.

 Collin keeps looking at me and then takes a bit of his pizza, and looks at me again.  Kyle looks at Collin and nods. 

         "Max, when we were playing tag, I tagged you on your butt.  When I did that, it felt weird.  Like when I pick up or rough house with my little brother, he is 4.  He still wears diapers.  But we are in 4th grade and I could not believe a normal 4th grader would wear diapers at school.  I know some wear them to bed, but I never thought to school.  I will not tease you about them and I won't tell others.  Kyle told me that it's no one's business, and if I want to know why I need to talk to you.  He also told me that he does not like bullies and if I tease you, I would be a bully and he would not want to be my friend anymore.  I hate bullies so I won't act like one.  I don't have a lot of friends.  Mostly just Kyle and my neighbor Diego, but he is in 3rd grade.  I know the Scouts, but none hang out with me or do anything except when we are at our meetings so I don't count them.  Maybe we can be friends?" Says Collin in a low voice so others outside our group can not hear what he said.

         "Collin, thanks.  I was so worried that I could not think straight.  It's a long story, but I got hurt and now I need to wear diapers again.  I only wet them.  I found out there are a lot of boys our age and older that still need them too.  Even some at this school.  I never realized it, nor thought about it because I was like you and thought only little kids wore them in the daytime.  That is until I needed them, and I am not a little kid or a baby.  When I first started wearing them, I was scared everyone would think I was a baby and tease me.  I just moved here because of what happened.  I like making friends.  I don't know where you live, but if you live near me we can hang out sometimes.  Matty and Ben are my new best friends, but I don't think they mind having another cool friend."

         "Thanks, I would like that." 

         It turns out that Kyle lives about 10 minutes away, so not too far.  He rides the same bus Ben does and is the second stop on it (Ben is the first stop).  He is in the next housing development past ours.  He normally goes to his neighbor's house he said because she does daycare and his brother is there, so he does his homework and helps her with the kids.  He says it's fun and it makes his mom happy that he is helping out.  We talk about getting together over spring break, and maybe doing a sleepover.  I give him my phone number, so his mom can call my mom.

         We got homework to do over Spring Break.  We were told we needed to do a worksheet.  He said the last question was an essay question and we had to do it on separate paper.  He reminded us to read it carefully before we start and then follow the directions.  Mr. Hansen told us we were not to look at it until we got home.  It was a test to see how well we can follow directions and problem solve on our own.  We were to put it in our folder once we got it, and only look at it after we got home.  This made me very interested in the homework, because it made it like a mystery.  Matty is upset we got homework over spring break. Mr. Hansen wished us a happy spring break and told us all to be safe and have fun.  The bell rang and we were gone.  Off school for a week!

         "This homework assignment seems different.  I want to read it and figure it out when I get home" I said.

         "I can't believe he gave us homework.  It's bad enough that I am going to spend the weekend at my Grandma's house and I got to deal with my cousins picking on Dylan and me.  I am glad we only have to visit them a few times each year.  My other grandparents are a lot more fun and those cousins are much nicer to us."

         "Will you Uncle Scott be there?  He can talk to your cousins to make them chill out."

         "Nope, he is from my Mom's side of the family.  We are seeing the ones on my Dad's side of the family.  2 of my cousins there are nice.  They spent part of last summer with us.  They are the same age as me and Dylan.  They also wet the bed, so that was nice, so no worries.  They were scared the first day, but when Al sat on Dylans bed and heard the plastic sheet, he asked about it and we just told him that Dylan used to have accidents and mom said it was good to keep the mattress clean so she leaves it on.  But that night Mom told us about them wearing diapers and that we had to be extra nice because they were scared.  Dylan and me did not wear any PJs that night and walked out to watch tv in just diapers and goodnites, and they were shocked.  We watched tv and talked and when we all went to bed, we all only slept in our diapers.  It was kinda neat.  We got along really well then."

         "Wow, that's really cool.  I know bedwetting can run in families so maybe that runs in your family too.  I will miss you while you are gone, but you get back on Sunday night, so we can hang out on Monday and figure out maybe some sleepovers and stuff.  And we got the next meeting of the support group.  So that will be fun."

         "What are you doing this weekend?  Anything special while I am gone?"

         "I am sleeping over at Ben's house tomorrow night.  I don't have many other plans.  Mom said that She might have to go visit someone this weekend and if so, I might have to have a babysitter tonight, but she said it was unlikely.  I was bummed you are leaving tonight, or else maybe I could have slept over at your house.  But that is all I know about what I am doing this weekend."

         "I hope you have as much fun at your sleepover as I had last weekend.  It was so much fun and cool that I did not have to worry about my diapers or pullup because Miguel wears diapers all the time.  Pepe does not wear them, but he never teased me or anything.  He was cool to play with and we all had a lot of fun." Said Dylan. 

Dylan always trys to say something to be involved in our conversations.  Sometimes it's a pain, but I know he just wants to fit in and be part of us older boys' stuff.  I promised my mom I would let him do stuff with us because I know how it is to be lonely and stuff.  He is pretty cool, for a little kid. 

"Bye, have fun at your grandma's house.  If your cousins tease you too much, suggest they wear diapers like the brats they are acting like should" I said and that made them both laugh.

         I walk to my house and see mom's truck in the driveway, so I know mom got home early. There is an SUV parked on the street, but I don't think anything of it, because I see 2 more in front of Scott's house so I think maybe he has company.

         "Mom, I'm home, can you change me please, I am pretty wet." I say as I walk in.

         "Maxie, I'm in the kitchen, come in here please."

         I walk into the kitchen, and that is when I notice there is a lady sitting at the counter.  I blushed because she heard me say I needed my diaper changed.

         "Oh, um, I did not know you had company mom, sorry," I say as I blush.  The lady just looks at me and smiles.  She looks familiar but I was not sure where I have seen her or even if I have.

         "Maxie, I have to leave in under an hour.  I will be back on Sunday afternoon, hopefully.  So I have arranged for you to stay with Mrs. Peters and her boys until I get back."

         I got upset and started to cry.  I am supposed to do a sleepover at Ben's house, not some strange lady's house.  What if the kids tease me or worse, tell everyone at school about my diapers.

         "But MOM, that's not fair.  I am supposed to sleep over at Ben's house tomorrow.  He is my new friend, and he is like me.  What about my diapers?  She has kids so they will see them and know and they could tell the whole school.  I am finally making a few friends.  Please." I say thru tears.

         "Max, it is nice to meet you finally.  It sounds like you are excited to spend time at your new friend's house.  I can understand that.  I am sure he is as excited to have you sleepover, and maybe even a little nervous.  After all, Ben has not had many friends sleepover.  In fact, only 1 has before, and he moved last year.  I know you have not seen Ben's room yet, and that is why he is nervous.  But after seeing your special chair, and how much you want to sleepover, I don't think Ben has to worry about anything.  I am Mrs. Peters, Ben and George's mother." She says with a smile.

         I'm in shock.  I give my mommy a hug and say "Sorry mom, but you had me scared, and I was embarrassed because of what I said when I walked in the door and some stranger heard I needed to be changed."

         "It's ok Maxie.  Since Matty is gone this weekend, I called and talked to Patty, Ben's mom and asked her if you could spend 2 nights.  My other option would have been Scott next door, if I had to, but with you already scheduled to spend one night I was hoping you could spend 2.  I expect you to be on your best behavior when you are there, is that understood mister?" Mom said as she gave me a quick hug and then was wagging her finger at me, like I am a troublemaker or something.

         "I guess I can behave if I have to.  I prefer getting into lots of trouble.  I like to play in the mud and track it thru the house and then draw on the walls while watching TV at top volume and all that kind of stuff." I said with a straight face, but started giggling at the end.  This causes both ladies to laugh.

         "I can see why Ben likes you so much.  You have a great sense of humor and are a real cutie."

         I blushed a little when she said that.

         "I packed your bag already for you.  I put your pacifier and Sharky in it.  Your medicine is in your bag too, as well as your sleepers, some onesies, 3 changes of clothes, and a mixture of day and night diapers.  If you want anything else, you need to go get it because you will be leaving in a few minutes.  Do you have much homework?"

         "Ok, I will go check.  I got 1 worksheet and the last question is an essay I guess.  He told us not to look at it until we get home.  I can do it on Monday." I said and then run upstairs to my room to see if I need anything else.  I grab my tablet and my other pacifier and that was all I could see that I needed.

         I run back downstairs and realize I am soaked and in need of a diaper change because I felt my diaper get warmer.

         "Mom, I am really really wet now.  It just got warmer.  Can you change me before I go?"

         "Max, don't worry about that.  I will need to change Ben when we get to the house, I can change you both.  You both wear the same diapers so it should be no problem.  Did you get everything?" Patty said.

         "What about my bike?  Ben and I talked about going bike riding tomorrow and explore the Park and the stream in it." I asked.

         "Max, I will drop that off on my way, since it fits in the truck easier than in her car." Mom said.

         "Ok.  Will I need my fishing gear?"

         "I don't think so, but if you do, you have your house key and can get it if you need it." Mom said again, sounding like I needed to go, so she could finish getting ready.

         "Ok, I think I am ready then.  I love you Mommy, be safe and I will miss you!" I say and then give my mom a BIG HUG.  She hugs me, rubs my back, and then pats my soaked diaper. 

         "Be a good boy, like I know you normally are.  Behave and have fun.  You can call my cell phone if you need to talk to me or have any problems."

         With that done, Patty grabs my bag and I follow her out to her SUV.  I sit in one of the 2 booster seats and get buckled in.  A few minutes later we were parking in Ben's garage.

         "Max, Ben does not know you are coming over.  I left them a note saying I had to run an emergency errand and would be home soon after they got home, and to just have a snack and watch tv until I got home.  So let's go surprise Ben."  As I got out of the SUV, she told me how we were going to do this, and it sounded fun, so I agreed.

         As we went in, she started her plan to play a joke on Ben.  She asked me to take off my shoes and leave them here in the Laundry room.

         "Boys, I am back.  We have company for the weekend.  So we might have to adjust some plans."  She said as she walked in.  I was struggling to carry my bag, and trying not to laugh.

         I am supposed to stay in the laundry room, and she will send Ben to help me carry my bag upstairs.  I watched as she walked ahead and went to where the sofa is.

         "HI mommy" I heard George say.

         "Mom, Max is sleeping over tomorrow night.  Will this mess that up?"

         "I'm sorry Ben, but an emergency came up and we will have a guest staying with you boys for the next few days.  I expect you to behave and be polite to our guest.  He is a bit scared and nervous about spending the weekend here.  I told him you would not tease him for any reason, and I expect you to be on your best behavior.  Understood?"

         "Yes mom" Ben said in a depressed tone.  He thought his sleepover was canceled.

         "Ben, I want you to go help him get his bag and take it upstairs.  He will be sleeping in your room this weekend.  Understood?" 

         "Yes, maam" Ben said in a very dejected and sad tone.

         "I don't like that tone young man.  He is a guest in our home, and I expect you to be nice to him and make sure he has fun while he is here.  Now go help him with his stuff.  Then I will get you changed, as I assume you need a dry diaper."

         Ben got up and headed to the laundry room so he could go out to the garage and find this kid he had to help.  He was walking slowly and mopping because he was upset. 

         When he turned the corner into the laundry room, I grab and hug him, which catches Ben way off guard.  When he realizes it is me, he smiles and is so excited he pees more and causes his diaper to leak.  He hugs me and gives me a quick kiss.

         "Max it's you!  I was all sad and upset because I thought I would not get to have you sleepover, because some other kid was staying with us.  But it's YOU, that is AWESOME! Why didn't you say something at school?"

         "Ben, I didn't know.  I got home and yelled to my mom and told her I needed a diaper change.  As I walked into the kitchen I saw a strange lady sitting there and I was all embarrassed.  I saw the picture of your family when I was here, so I guess that is why she looked kinda familiar, but I got upset with my mom when she told me I was spending the weekend at this stranger's house, because I wanted to sleep over here.  Then I found out it was your mom and I was excited.  Now I want to see your room.  You have not shown it to me yet and act like I will not be your friend if I see it.  I love you and will be your friend no matter what.  So can I please see it?"

         "I guess.  I am scared you will not want to sleep with me in my room when you see it, or tease me about it, but mom said you were sleeping in my room and to take your bag upstairs to it so let's go.  I need a dry diaper too, I started to leak, I peed when I saw you."

         "Let's get you boys into dry diapers, then you can play or do whatever you want." She said and led us upstairs.  I saw a sign that said "Ben's Room, Danger KEEP OUT" on a door and it made me laugh.  That door we went past, but we set my bag down in front of it.  We went to an open door, it was George's room.  It looked like a little kid's room, even having a changing table. 

         "George, do you want a pull-up or a diaper?  The big boys will be in diapers, so if you want your diapers you can wear them."

         "Really, cool, I want a diaper please mommy."

         George was first.  She took off his wet pullup and put him into a diaper.  He had a stiffy going by the time she was done cleaning him and rubbing lotion into his skin.  She taped his diaper up, put him down, and told him to go play.  He ran out in just his shirt and diaper and went to watch Paw Patrol.

         "Boys, I need you both to strip down to your diapers, shirts, and socks only."

         We both removed our pants.  We were standing looking at each other in just our diaper shirts and sagging diapers. 

         "Ben you are first, and since you said you leaked, I need to get you a clean diaper shirt.  Or do you just want to run around in your diaper until dinner, then you can get into your PJs?"

         "I don't care mom.  Either way is fine.  It's not cold right now so just my diaper is fine.  Max has seen me in just my diapers before so it's ok.  Whatever you think is best." Said Ben.  He wanted to wear just his diaper, but did not want to seem too excited to be in just a diaper around me.

         She picked him up and put him on the changing table.  First she undid his crotch snaps and then removed his diaper shirt.  She tossed it into a hamper that was next to the table and full of clothes.  She had Ben lay down and she removed his soaked diaper.  She proceeded to clean him up just like she has done thousands of times.  She uses 2 wet wipes to make sure he is clean.  He is stiff, so she made sure his little peepee is clean all the way around too.  This made Ben blush because he was sporting a stiffy in front of me, and I am the reason he is so stiff.  She cleaned his bottom and applied lotion and rash cream, followed by some powder before she taped up the extra thick diaper.  It's a Mega Max diaper and will last until breakfast time, even if we drink a bunch. 

Once he was done, she set him down and picked me up.  I weigh less than Ben does which surprised Patty.  Granted I am a bit smaller than Ben, and both of us are very slender.

She undid the snaps on my diaper shirt, and then removed it.  I got cleaned up and diapered just like she did to Ben.  I am very stiff, and she cleans it very well.  Almost too good, but she stopped just in time and then put on the lotion and cream and taped up the thick diaper.  I was set down next to Ben and we smiled at each other.

"Max, do you notice anything strange about George's room?" she asked me.

I look around and notice a few things.

"Well, he has a changing table in his room, but he does not wear diapers all the time.  His bed looks different.  It has rails on the side.  The back side is taller than the front side.  I saw pink pullups in the drawer when you got his diaper out, but that's not a big deal.  The strangest part I think is the Bed and change table" I said.

"Yes, the bed has side rails on it.  They are both the same height at night.  The front one folds down so it's easier to help George into bed.  Then we fold the side back up into place.  It helps him stay in bed.  He sleepwalks sometimes.  He is not as bad as Ben, but he does it sometimes.  With his bed like this it keeps him in bed, almost all the time so he is much safer.  We have a motion sensor in the hallway that wakes us up if there is motion in it at night so we can make sure they do not get hurt."

"Ok, that makes sense." I said.

"Ben, lets go show Max your room.  He will be sleeping in there with you this weekend."

I follow Ben to his room.  He stops and looks at his mom.  He has a scared look on his face.  She reaches out and opens the door and then ushers us into his room.

I look around the room and it looks pretty normal.  It is blue and grey with Harry Potter and Star Wars posters on the wall.  He has a desk with a computer on it, some bookshelves, a dresser, and funny-looking bunk beds.

"I don't know why you were so scared Ben.  Your room looks cool.  I like the posters.  Your bunk bed looks different. I don't see a ladder."

"Max, that is not a bunk bed.  It's a special needs bed for kids that need to stay in their bed at night for whatever reason.  It's like Georges, but the sides are bigger and made into the bed itself." Said his mom. 

Ben looked like he was going to cry.  I gave him a hug and said "it's ok Ben.  Your room is fine.  No worries".  Then he looked at me and shook his head no.

"Max, you don't understand.  It's not a bunk bed.  It's a special bed so older kids stay in bed and can't get out or climb out at night.  Once I go to bed, I can't get out until my parents let me out.  It's basically a crib for big kids." Ben said and then started to softly cry.

"Ben, I don't care if it's a crib.  When my mom took me shopping last week we went to a furniture store and she got me a changing table.  Next to it, they had several cribs for big kids.  My mom joked and said she was going to get me one.  I told her no, because I was afraid my friends would tease me and everyone would think I was a big baby.  She got me a High Chair to eat in.  I was upset at first because when I looked at myself sitting in it, I looked like a big toddler.  I was in a highchair, with food on my face, a bib, and a sippy cup on the tray, while wearing a very wet diaper.  I felt like I was a little kid, but I know I am a big kid.  The chair makes it easier for me to eat and see everything on the table.  I am used to it now, and it does not bother me.  I was afraid you or Matty would tease me about it.  But I know both of you are good friends and would not tease me.  I don't care if you sleep in a crib.  We both like pacifiers and wear diapers, so what's the big deal.  If it helps you sleep better and stay safe, that's GREAT.  I don't want you to get hurt." I said as I was hugging my friend and rubbing his back and diapered butt.  I felt his stiffy poking into my stiffy as I hugged him. 

"I am proud of you Max.  Ben said you were a special friend and I can see even more now why.  You are very kind and caring with a huge heart.  Thank you.  If you need it, we have a high chair that is in the garage, we only use it sometimes, when the boys are not feeling well, or acting up and need to be reminded that they are still kids and not in charge.  I will leave you boys here.  You can talk, play games, legos, or do whatever.  Dinner will be ready in a few hours.  I will call you when it's time to wash up and come eat." Patty said and then she left us in his room.

"Max, you're the best.  Thanks for being my friend and accepting that I sleep in a crib.  If you want we can put a blow up mattress on the floor and you can sleep on it, so you don't have to sleep in my crib."

         "Ben, I think there is enough room in your bed for both of us.  Besides it will be nice to cuddle up to you tonight.  I hope you don't mind, I brought Sharky, I normally sleep with him.  Once I take my medicine, I fall asleep really fast.  I am almost done reading the Tuttoring JJ story.  I am on the last chapter.  I like the story a lot but I think the author could have ended it a chapter or 2 ago.  But it's a great story.  I am glad you showed it to me.  Do you ever have your bottle in your bed with you when you go to sleep, in case you get thirsty?"

         "Max, I think it is great that you want to sleep with me in my big crib.  I was afraid you would not want to sleep in my room, or if you did that you might tease me in the morning when I have to wait for my mom or dad to open it so I can get out.  I used to hate this bed when I first got it.  It was about 2 months after my accident and I had to wear diapers all the time.  I felt like a big baby because I had to sleep in a crib. And needed diapers.  My old bed is the one George has now.  One night I was asleep and climbed over the side rail and my parents found me in the hot tub in the backyard.  It was not turned on and it was not hot, but I climbed that fence and was sitting in it asleep, and my head was just above the water.  They got me this bed that day.  It took 2 days to get it and I had to sleep with my parents those nights.  Mom put a toddler leash on me connected to her hand so when I started to go walk, she would wake up.  Now I don't mind it because I am used to it and Dad made some changes so it's more cool than just a crib.  I got a reading light, and some speakers so I can play music from my tablet at night.  I have a table next to it so I can have a sippy cup or bottle on it when I am thirsty.  I even have an extra-long cord to charge my tablet when I am in bed.  I just don't like others to see it because they will think I am a baby, and I am afraid they will tease me, or tell the school, or not want to be my friend."

         "Ben, I would never tease you and I won't tell anyone about it.  Except maybe Matty, because I think he will see it anyway.  We are all best friends now.  I know he won't tease you about it.  He did not tease me about my highchair.  He made a joke to me about it, but he was smiling and did it so I would laugh, not to be mean.  I bet he does the same when he sees your cool crib." I say with a smile and give Ben another hug. 

         We play in Ben's room for a few hours.  He shows me some of his favorite places on the web that he has bookmarked on his computer.  The pictures of boys in diapers were so cool.  We found a new story on Wattpad called Lemons to Lemonade and it is awesome.   He was showing me Boyscout Lover on Wattpad, and then he searched for diaperboys and we found some new stories.  Some about boys in diapers, others where the boy is regressed to diapers and others where using special drugs a boy or boys is/are shrunk back to a toddler or little boy and in diapers.  They were cool.  Sleepover Challenge, Unpotty Training, Unexpected Safety Measures, Willies Camping Trip, Best Friends Worst Vacation, Mix-Up at Summer Camp, and Descending the Sibling Rank were wicked!  Ben has a bunch of cool stories in his reader lists there.  I guess I need to join Wattpad.  He showed me some cool stuff on Deviant Art too.  We can look at more of the stuff there on his tablet when we are in bed later.

         A few minutes before dinner, we hear Ben's dad come home.  He stuck his head into Ben's room and said Hi.  Then he left, I guess to change out of work clothes.

         We got called for dinner, so we washed up.  When we got to the table I saw that they had an old wooden high chair sitting at the table.  It was the kind where the tray lifts up and over the kid's head.  I stopped in my tracks as we were walking to the table when I saw it. 

         "Max, it's ok.  If you don't want to sit in it, you won't have to.  I bet George will want to.  He likes it especially when he gets his princess bib."

         "Okay.  I would try it, but I would rather sit next to you if I can tonight."

         We went to the table and saw that there were 5 plates already set on the table, and a chair next to each of them.  George came out about a minute after we did.  He saw the high chair and asked if he could sit in it tonight.  His mom looked at me and I shook my head no, so she told him he could. 

         She helped him into the chair, pulled the tray down, and snapped the strap in place.  She brought him his Princess bib and put it on him.  He looked at me with a scared look on his face.  I knew he was worried I would tease him because of it.

         "George, that is a cool bib.  I bet you are the prettiest princess around when you are all dressed up."

         "Really, you think I am a pretty princess.  Thank you!  You are the bestest." George said with a huge smile. 

         "That was way cool Max, thanks.  Now George won't worry about you seeing him in his princess or girly stuff.  Thanks" Ben whispered in my ear.

         I noticed both of their parents were looking at me and had big smiles on their faces.  I guess they were happy I said that to George.

         Dinner went fine.  We talked and ate just like I think most families do.  They don't allow any electronics at the table, so it is just like at my house and at Matty's house too. 

         After dinner we decided to watch a movie.  George wanted to pick it, so we let him.  It was Finding Nemo.  I like the movie especially because I want to see a coral reef one day and play in the ocean.  I think the ocean and everything in it is wicked cool! 

         After the movie George was put to bed.  He looked pretty wet so I figure he is going to get a diaper change.  He gave me a hug when he said goodnight to us.  It was almost 8, so we had about an hour until we had to go to bed.  It was decided we could talk and watch tv on our tablets in Ben's bed.  Our diapers would hold until morning so we went and got into his bed.  We were each given a sippy cup of juice and told it would be refilled in an hour if needed so I could take my medicine. 

         His mom tucked us in, closed the side of the crib, and we are now stuck in this big kid crib until they let us out.  I guess if we worked together we might be able to climb over the top, but it would be a challenge.

         We looked at stories and stuff on a few sites on Ben's tablet.  About an hour later, his mom came in with my pills.  She also had my pacifier.  I took my meds, and then took my Paci.  She went to a drawer in Ben's desk and took out a pacifier and gave it to him.  I hugged Sharky, and cuddled to Ben as we kept looking at stuff on his tablet. 

Ben looked at me, took out his pacifier, and kissed my nose.  I took out my pacifier and we kissed.  It felt good, and I got stiff when we kissed.  That is all I remember until I woke up in the morning.

         I woke up to Ben cuddled to me.  He was awake and watching me sleep.

         "You are so cute when you sleep.  I think I saw a Halo over your head part of the time." Ben said to me when he saw I was waking up. 

         "You are so funny.  My mom sometimes says my Halo sits on my horns." I said and then started to laugh.

         "I guess that makes me a good horny boy," I said thru the giggles I had.  Now Ben was really laughing.

         "I wish I could help you with that horny part," Ben said as he moved in to kiss me again.

         I felt Ben put his hand on the front of my diaper and started to rub my stiffy thru it.  I did the same to him while we kept kissing.  It felt nice.  I think we were kissing and rubbing for about 5 minutes. 

         "I like how comfy these diapers are and that they hold a lot and don't leak, but they are so thick when I rub my stiffy it just feels good, but I can't get my tingles or what the stories call a boygasm.  It's frustrating.  It feels so good with you rubbing my stiffy, but it's just not enough to make me have that special feeling." Ben said in frustration. 

         "Do you think your mom put these extra thick diapers on us because of that?  Does she know we like each other and stuff?" I asked.

         "I never thought of that.  Maybe, I can see my mom doing that just so that we can't play too much."

         "Ben, I need to ask you a few things.  Please don't get mad at me.  I am still trying to figure things out.  I trust you so I want to talk to you about stuff.  Ok?"

         "Max, you can ask me anything and I will help you with anything I can.  You are so special to me."

         "Ben, I am confused a little.  I like you a lot but I also like Matty a lot.  I don't want to hurt or upset either of you.  I want you both to be my bestest friends but I also want to do other stuff with you both, like want they do in the stories.  That's why I am confused.  I don't want to pick one of you and hurt the other.  In the stories they talk about being boyfriends and stuff.  I feel like that towards both of you, but I know I would have to pick one to be boyfriends with.  I just don't know what to do" I said as I had tears running down my face.

         "Max, I feel that way towards you too.  I like Matty a lot and it would be fun to do sexy stuff with him.  But I think you are super special and the one I love.  When I saw you in class, my heart jumped.  You are so cute and you wear diapers like I do, so you can accept that I need and like them.  I know I am gay.  I figured that out over the summer.  I think you are too, and I am in love with you.  But if you love Matty more than me, I hope we can always be best friends still." Ben said and then hugged Max and gave him a kiss.

         While we were talking and I was telling Ben how I felt, it turns out Ben's Mom had come to check on us.  When she was opening the door she heard what I was telling Ben and what he told me. 

         "Boys that is very sweet.  However, you are both still very young. I know some boys or girls think they need to have a boyfriend or girlfriend right away, instead of just good friends to start out.  I will support you boys no matter what, but I suggest you boys for a little while just stay as special friends and then, if it turns out to be boyfriends that is great, and if it is just best friends, then that is great too." Ben's mom said to us as she came into Ben's room.

         She opened the side up and we got out of the crib.  Both of us were super soggy and our diapers were really sagging, almost to our knees.  We both waddled downstairs to get breakfast.  I saw George was in his booster seat, where I sat for dinner.  As I got to the table, she picked me up, put me in the high chair, and then closed the tray and snapped it in place.  Ben looked at me and smiled. 

         "What so funny Ben?  Did you want to sit here instead?  Did you want to be my princess today?" I said.

         Ben blushed when I said that and his mom and dad both chuckled.  His dad was drinking coffee and I think he started to choke on it when I said it.

         "Ben, don't worry, you will get your turn in the high chair too" his dad said.  I could tell Ben was not sure he wanted to sit in the high chair but I knew he would.

         We had pancakes and they were really good.  I had a sippy cup and was told I can use my fingers since I'm in the high chair if I want to.  I figured I had not done that in years so why not have fun and act like the toddler that I look like.  It was fun.  I got some syrup on my paw patrol bib, but that is why I had it, right?

         "Ben, Max, did you boys have any plans for today, anything you wanted to do, or anywhere to go this weekend?" Ben's dad asked us.

         "We talked about going bike riding and checking out the park and the stream behind it.  I don't know what else there is to do around here, I have only been here a couple weeks" I said.

         "It is supposed to be a very nice day today, so we were thinking maybe going and having a picnic at the park or over at the river pools if you boys wanted to try catching some fish.  George might even try to catch some fish." His mom said.

         "I did not bring my fishing gear.  Can we go to my house and get it before we leave?" I asked.

         "Max, we have several extra rods and reels, so you can just use one of ours.  I think we have at least 4 if not 5 trout rods, so that should not be an issue." His dad said.

         "We can go to the very quiet and private spot that is back a ways from the road, where most people don't go.  We can do a picnic or maybe even a small BBQ and Georgie, if you want to dress up you can." His mom said.

         George looked at me, and he looked a little scared and just looked at me for about 20 seconds.

         "George, Ben told me that you like to dress up sometimes.  He said you are a very pretty princess when you dress up.  I think that is cool.  I won't tease you or anything.  I promise."  I said and then smiled at him.  That made George smile.

         "Ok, I want to dress up if we go somewhere you will let me.  It's fun to do it outside sometimes, as long as my friends won't see me." George said.

         I was helped out of the high chair, and then the 3 of us in diapers were led up to George's room.

         "Do you want a diaper or your pink princess pullups George?" his mom asked.  He had to think for a few seconds, then he asked for his pink pullups.  She got him changed and into his pullup and sent to go see his dad for a few minutes.

         "Can you take off my diaper and let me go use the bathroom. I need to go #2" I said. 

         "Not a problem Max, I was just going to ask if you boys wanted to try or needed to go poop, before I change you.  Let's get you taken care of first."

         My diaper was totally soaked.  She set me on the change table and removed the tapes.  Then once she got the diaper off of me, she set me down and told me to go use the bathroom.  I ran to it and took care of my business.  A few minutes later I came out and Ben ran in. He is naked just like me.

         "I think the daytime diapers will work better for you boys.  We can change you there if needed, and it will allow you to move normally.  That might be useful when you are fishing and exploring."

         She got me all wiped down, lotioned up, and then secured the diaper.  She had just finished diapering me, when I heard Ben come out of the bathroom.  She set me down and I watched as she diapered Ben. 

         "Boys go pick out what you want to wear.  A diaper shirt would be helpful, but not required since there should not be many if anyone else around."

         "I don't want a diaper shirt today.  When I wear those my mom has to help me get dressed like I am a little kid again.  It's nice sometimes but I like being able to get dressed by myself like a big boy" I said.

         "If you don't wear one, I won't either.  We can just wear a longer shirt and that will cover the top just in case we bend over and there are other kids there.  But every time we have been to that spot there is no one there." Ben said.

         "Max, would you help me get dressed.  I think it would be fun if you helped me." Ben said with a big smile.

         "Ok, that could be fun." I replied and noticed I had a stiffy in my diaper.  I looked at Ben, and he did too.

         I helped pick out what I wanted Ben to wear.  He has a cute pair of jean overall shorts.  I picked those and an orange dinosaur shirt for him. When he was dressed he looked so cute and sexy to me.  But I bet others would look at him and think he was George's age and not a 4th grader. 

         I put on my jeans and a yellow dirt bike shirt.  I thought the bright colors might be good so we can see where we are fishing at if we are not together.

         Ben even asked me to help him with his socks.  It was so cute and fun.  I tickled his feet and played with his toes a little.  Then I put on my socks and made sure to grab my Harry Potter Pacifier and the keeper I have for it.  Ben liked my idea and got his paci and dug out his keeper and put it on, so we are all set.  Then we headed downstairs to see if we can help with the picnic stuff or get fishing gear or just watch cartoons.

         We ended up watching cartoons with George.  He was in just his pink pullup still.  After they had everything packed and put together Patty took George up to his room to get dressed.

         He came down about 5 minutes later in a cute princess sundress.  It was soft purple.  He was really cute and looked like a princess because he even had a tiara and a little wand like a good princess.  He said he wanted to explore and see if there are any butterflies there instead of fishing. 

         We went out and got in the SUV.  I saw that my old car seat was in the middle so there were now 3 booster car seats in the 2nd row.  I was in the middle.  We all climbed in and in a few minutes, we were buckled in and all set to go explore. 

         If anyone had looked in the 2nd row of the suv and seen us 3 in it, they would never believe that 2 of us were in 4th grade, and that all 3 of us were boys.  Ben looked so cute and like he was 5 or 6.  George looked like a cute little 4 yr old girl playing princess, and I looked about 7.  If they noticed the bulge in our pants they would surely know we were diapered.  But I did not care.  I was with one of my best friends and his family and I felt safe and secure.  I missed Mom, and I wanted to talk to her tonight if I can, but I am glad I got to come over a day earlier so I could get to know Ben's family.

         It took about 25 minutes to get to the turn off from the highway onto the road , if you want to call it that it's more like a 4x4 trail I think, to go to the pool section of this stream they like to picnic on.  Then we drove all the way back as far as we could.  That took another 20 or 25 minutes but we were going really slow and bouncing all over.  It was lots of fun.  We were laughing so much I think I peed from it.  We got back to the last pool and it was very quiet.  We parked next to a big tree and they set out a tarp so we could sit under it if we got too much sun or if it starts to rain.  It took about 15 minutes, but it seemed like forever until we were able to go fishing.  Ben's Dad got us rigged up and Ben grabbed his small tackle box, and we went fishing.  We were told to stay between this pool and the next one.

         Over the next hour or so we wondered a little and tried fishing a few spots.  We saw a flat rock we could sit on and talk while we fished so we worked our way over to it.  It was at the beginning of the big pool, and I thought it would be a perfect spot.

         We got to the rock and climbed onto it.  We were about 5 feet above the water, but it gave us a great view.  I put some salmon eggs on my hook and used a bobber and cast it out.  Ben put a worm on his and he casted it out too, but no bobber.  We sat back and relaxed and figured we were far enough from everyone we could talk about anything.

         "Max, when you were sleeping last night, you looked so cute and pretty.  I just wanted to kiss and hold you.  I wanted to rub your stiffy too.  I rubbed mine for a while and then I fell asleep.  I hope tonight we can maybe play with each other's stiffies.  Maybe we can take a bath together."

         "Ben, I am sorry I fall asleep so fast.  But this medicine they have me taking so I don't get upset easy and have panic or anxiety attacks makes me go to sleep fast and I sleep a lot then.  I wish we could have cuddled last night more and tried kissing and stuff.  I think a bath could be fun.  Me and my cousin used to take baths together and we played with each other a lot then.  It was a lot of fun.  We would say we were getting really dirty in the bath and then got all clean afterwards." I said as I started to laugh.

         We laughed together for a minute to 2 and just enjoyed being with each other. 

         Ben looked at me and then he moved his lips closer to mine.  I knew he wanted to kiss me and I wanted to kiss him too.  I leaned to him and we kissed.  As we kissed I did what I learned from my dad and used to do with Brian, I opened my lips and pushed my tongue into Ben's mouth.

         It took Ben a few seconds but soon our tongues were wrestling each other.  It felt good.  We kissed like this for several minutes.  We only stopped because Ben felt his rod get a tug on it.

         Ben pulled on his rod, and there was a bend in it.  He had a big one hooked.

         I brought in my line so that we did not get tangled.  I must have missed a strike because I had no eggs left so they stole all my bait.  Oh well, the kiss was worth it.

         It took Ben about 10 minutes to fight this big fish.  I realized we did not have a net and it would be hard to get it from up on the rock.  I climbed down and was at the edge of the water waiting for Ben to land it.

         It was not a trout like we thought it would be.  It was a buffalo fish.  Not very common.  It looked pretty big, I guess it is about 10 pounds.  When Ben got it to the edge, I grabbed it.  I used both hands to get ahold of it and lift it out of the water.  I did it and did not get wet.  Ben hopped down and took the hook out of its mouth.  He took hold of it and I used his phone to take a picture of it.  Then I recorded it as Ben let it go, just incase he fell in.  He let it go and he did not fall or anything.. 

         Once back on the rock we baited back up and cast back out. 

         Ben was looking at me and I felt like I should tell him about my past and stuff, but I was scared to do it.  He might think I am bad or used or damaged and not want to be my friend.  Especially when I tell him I kinda want to find a man who will show me love and how good it can feel when it's done nicely.

         "Max, what is it?  I can see you are thinking about something and it's upsetting you.  I'm your friend and I think I love you.  Let me help you if something is bothering you."

         "Ben, I am scared to tell you some stuff.  You might not love me or even want to be my friend when I tell you this stuff." I said as a few tears run down my cheek.

         "Max, nothing could make me not be your friend or care about you.  I promise"

         It took me a minute to get my emotions in order and control my breathing like my therapist had shown me to do, when I had to talk about something hard or scary.

         "Ben, this is hard for me to talk about, but I think I need to tell you about it, even if just a little bit at first.  It's why we moved and I see a therapist.  Please let me finish what I need to tell you, then you can ask questions or tell me you never want to see me again.  Ok."

         Ben just looked at me in shock.  He reeled in his fishing pole and said I should do the same so we are not interrupted by a fish.  I reeled mine in and then got ready to talk.

         "Ben, I told you my cousin Brian and I used to play around and stuff.  It was a lot of fun. We started doing it I guess about 2 years ago.  About a year ago, my dad came home early one day.  Brian and I were in my bedroom, and we were sucking on each other.  We had 2 fingers going in and out of each other's butt.  It felt so good.  My dad walked in and saw us.  We did not notice he was watching us at first.  He came into my room, closed the door, and that is when we saw him.  We were scared and froze.  Brian's stiffy was still in my mouth.  My dad told us we looked sexy and that its lucky he caught us and not our moms.  He took out his stiffy and had us take turns sucking on it.  It was big and filled our mouths full.  He shot his sperm into Brian's mouth.  He told him to swallow most of it but save a little.  Then he made me and Brian kiss and tongue wrestle so I could taste his sperm.  He told us he would keep our secret, but it meant that he would also teach us some fun stuff.  He said we each needed to get his sperm atleast once a week, or more so it would make our stiffies grow bigger."  I had to take a breath and pause here.  Ben was staring at me and I could not tell how he was feeling about me.

         "Over the next few weeks we had to suck on him a lot.  He came into my room at night and made me suck on it almost every night.  Brian sucked on it after school 2 or 3 times a week.  He also started to put stuff in our butts, like we had our fingers.  They hurt at first when they went in, but then they felt good.  He showed us how to use lotion or Vaseline to make our butts slippery so the special toys he got us would go in us easier.  We used them each day after school, and I had one in my butt atleast every other night when I went to bed.  He told me it would make it easier for when we put our stiffies in each other.  The next week Brian was spending the night at our house because his parents were going somewhere.  Dad helped us when we took a bath and showed us how to put it in each other's butt.  It felt really good and we both liked it when we put it in each other and it felt good when it was put in us.  That night dad came in and made Brian suck on his cock when we went to bed. When he was doing that I had to suck on Brian and Dad pulled down my GoodNites and put his finger in my butt and moved in it an out.  I got the tingles from his finger and dad gave his sperm to Brian to swallow.  Dad told us that when we get home from school, we should practice doing each other in the butt instead of sucking on each other."

         "Afterschool when we got to my house Brian and I went to my room and started playing around.  It felt good when we put it in each other.  We each got our tingles atleast 3 times.  I was doing Brian for the last time when my dad walked in.  He took out his stiffy and had us move so that I could do Brian in the butt, while he sucked on dad's stiffy.  Dad made Brian cry because he pushed in really far and even when Brian gagged dad kept pushing it in farther.  When he gave Brian his sperm it went straight to his tummy, because dad had his stiffy all the way in and it was into Brian's throat.  I could see its shape.  After we were done dad left the room.  We were scared, but Brian said it was not too bad.  That night dad came into my room and did that to me and it hurt my throat some but dad said it felt the best, and I was a good boy and he was proud of me.   Dad did that to me everynight and came home early 2 more times that week.  The next week it was the same, but my mom had to go out of town for a work weekend.  Brian was spending the weekend with us and there was no school on Monday."   

"Dad did a lot of things to us that weekend.  As soon as he got home from work, he came into my room and saw that Brian had his stiffy in my butt.  He told us to take off the rest of our clothes and follow him.  We went to his room.  He put a big towel on his bed and had me get on it, then Brian put it in me again and started doing me.  That felt good and was fun.  Dad took a toy and put it in Brian. When he turned it on I could feel the vibrations it made in Brian on his stiffy that was in me.  Brian went faster and was moaning a lot.  He said it felt awesome.  When he had his tingles, which dad told us was called an orgasm, or because we don't have sperm yet, a boygasm or dry orgasm, dad told him to put his stiffy in my mouth.  I did not want it in my mouth because it had just been in my butt.  Dad told me to do as he said.  He called me a cock slut and faggot and told both of us that now on we will clean off any stiffy or cock that goes into our butt.  It's what a good slut does.  Dad took some lube and started pushing 2 fingers into my butt.  It hurt and when I tried to say something he pushed my head down and told me to keep sucking on Brian, or else.  It hurt when he put 3 fingers in me but then it started to feel good.  My butt was kinda numb.  I found out later he used some lube to make it numb so I would not hurt as much when he put it in me.  Dad climbed on the bed behind me and I felt his hands on my hips and his stiffy at my butthole.  I knew it was way too big to fit, and I was scared dad was going to make it fit it me.  As he pushed it in me it hurt and I started to cry and yell.  Dad hit my butt and told me to shut up and take it like a good slut.  He told Brian to hold my head down on his baby dick, and if I took my mouth off it, then dad would punish both of us.  Brian held me down so we did not get punished, as dad pushed his big cock into my butt.  It felt like hours, but I guess it was only a minute or 2 but then dad had it all in me.  He started to pull out and push back in.  He hit that spot inside me and made it tingle.  The more he rubbed it with his cock the better it felt.  It felt better than when Brian would just barely touch it with his stiffy.  Soon he was doing it hard and calling me and Brian all kinds of dirty names.  Mostly sluts, faggots, fuckdolls, cocksucker, and cum dumps.  We looked up online later what they all meant.  Soon dad pushed it as deep in me as he could.  I felt him shoot his sperm in my butt.  It got warm and really wet.  It felt weird. Dad said he bred me and now I am his little cock slut and my job was to make him feel good anytime he wants.  Because Brian still had that toy in his butt and it was vibrating Brian had his tingles as he watched dad do me.  Dad could tell when he did and he said stuff to him about it.  Once dad took it out of me, he took a toy and pushed it into my butt.  He told us that we would have toys in us most the long weekend.  I was tired and I hurt from what dad did.  He told me and Brian to switch places.  He said since he was going to fuck Brian now, I did not need to clean off his dick now.  We both would after he bred Brian.  Dad made Brian suck on my balls and lick my butt first, then he had to suck on my stiffy once it was hard.  Dad turned up the vibrations in mine and I about jumped.  He took the plug out of Brian and pushed his fingers in and Brian cried out around my stiffy.  Dad spanked his butt and told him to shut up and take it like the cock slut fuck toy he is.  Dad took out his fingers and I watched as Dad pushed his cock into Brian.  I knew how Brian felt and how it hurt.  It took dad longer to give Brian his sperm and bred him.  I think it was about 10 minutes or more.  Brian had his tingles once while dad did him and then finally dad put his sperm in him."  

"When he took his stiffy out, he pushed Brians toy in his butt and turned it back on.  He made us clean off and suck on his stiffy so it was clean.  YUCK!  He went and got my GoodNites and told us we would wear them, just incase any cum leaked out around the plug.  He said anytime he did us in the butt, we needed to wear a GoodNites so it did not leak into our clothes or the bed.  He said if other boys saw it, they would know we were sluts and faggots, and want to fuck us all the time, and he did not want all the boys in our school to fuck us.  That scared us and we did not want that either.  He did fuck us each atleast 2-3 time a day.  Sometimes we were together, other times he took us alone into his room or my room.  On Saturday night he did us while we watched TV.  We sat on his dick and he bounced us on it like we were riding a horse."            

 "I learned that GoodNites are good in the daytime because when I wear them, dad's sperm does not make a mess in my undies or clothes, even when we go play at the park after dad fucked me on Saturday.  Brian learned that too.  When we went to the movies on Sunday dad had put his sperm in both our butts and then put a sex toy in our butt to keep most his sperm in us and open our butt so when we got home, he could bred us some more he said."

         "Dad told me he loved me, but he hurt me and used and hurt Brian.  It felt good sometimes, but sometimes it just hurt.  A few times dad was gentle and really nice and that felt really good.  It only hurt a little when he first put it in my boypussy, as he called it.  He said it sounded better than saying my asshole, or butt hole or my cunt.  He said a pussy is meant to have dicks and cock in it, and my butt was meant for it too, and on a boy, since we only have 1 hole, when a boy is special and meant to be fucked, it's his boy pussy.  He even bought us some girl GoodNites, he said lots of faggots are sissies.  He wanted us to have the proper GoodNites because we had pussies.  We only wore them around dad.  This lasted until a few months ago.  Dad worked from home 3 days a week over the summer so those days he fucked us a couple times each normally.  He would fuck me in my bed at night a few times each week.  I knew he was going to fuck me if he had me put in my sex toy in my butt before I went to bed.  Sometimes he would still fuck me if I did not have it in me, but those nights I knew he would.  He said it had me ready to fuck and all he had to do was add more lube and then he could fuck me.  He got a ballgag thing and used it on us sometimes.  He tied us to the bed sometimes and at night he normally put his undies in my mouth to make sure I did not make noise.  When we were tied up sometimes dad would fuck whoever was tied up and while he was doing that the other had to sit on top of the tied up one and ride him so that way he was being fucked and fucking at the same time.  Dad also had us suck on each other and then would do one and then the other for a few minutes and rotate between our butts.  This was not fun because it took him forever to finally cum.  He showed us lots of videos of other boys doing it with each other and some of boys and men doing it.  Even a few with boys fucked by dogs.  He took some videos of us, I think, and I know he had pictures of us. He threated to show them to the school if we ever told anyone so we never did." 

"It only stopped because Brian had to go to the doctor and because he slept over at our house dad fucked him and me before school, but Brian's mom picked him up early and took him to the doctors.  He had the girls GoodNites on and when the doctor asked about it Brian did not say anything and when they took it off, I guess they saw dads sperm in it.  They took me from school to the hospital and touched me and did all kinds of stuff to me.  They saw I had the same GoodNites on and since Brian spent the night at my house they figured it all out.  Dad was upset when he found out.  He went to the hospital and he and my mom yelled a lot.  The police took dad away.  He said it was my fault that our family was being ripped apart.  I felt so bad,  I almost thought it was not worth living.  My mom was crying and looked so sad and mad and I thought she was mad at me."

"A few days later there was an article in the newspaper about my dad and what he was charged with and they asked if any kids had been around him or slept at his house to call and talk to the police.  I got teased at school about it.  They did not give our names, but everyone guessed it was me he molested.  They did not tease Brian.  2 months later we moved.   Now if you don't want to be my friend, I understand, just please don't tell anyone else.  You are the only one I have told this, not even my mom, I can't tell her about it, she is a girl, and it's my fault that my family got torn apart and we had to move.  Part of me wants to find a daddy that would love me and put his stiffy in me and make it feel good and not hurt me, but part of me wants to be with you or Matty or both of you.  I am so messed up." I said in a soft shaky voice as tears continued to run down my face.  They started falling as I was telling Ben about what my dad did and just kept going.

Ben grabbed me.  He held and hugged me.  I started to cry, as he held me.  I hoped it meant we were still friends.  Or else maybe he wanted me to be his slut and he was going to force me to do stuff, but at least if he did, his stiffy is not big and it won't hurt like Dad's did. 

"Max, I love you.  I am so sorry that happened to you.  I can understand why you want to have a man do it with you again because you said when your dad was gentle it felt good.  The stories talk about it and it makes me want to try it with someone that has a big stiffy too.  But I hope you will be my best friend and boyfriend.  If you want to play with Matty I am ok with that.  He is cute and I would play with him too if he wanted.  You are not messed up.  You have been thru a lot.  I bet all this stuff being held in you is why you are in diapers now.  Right?"

"Yeah, the therapist says it's the stress, emotions, anger, feelings, confusion, and stuff all inside me that is causing me to have the accidents.  Honestly, I don't mind the diapers.  I don't poop them, and they feel so soft and comfy when I wear them and wet them.  I just don't want others to tease me or bully me because of them.  I know my mom is babying me some, and it's okay.  I like the extra attention and hugs I get.  But I am a big boy and not a baby.  Just like you are a big boy and not a baby, even if you need diapers and sleep in a crib.  We are big boys." I said proudly.

"Yes we are." Ben said and then kissed me on the cheek. 

"Max, let's try fishing some more and then maybe we can go get some food.  I don't need to be changed yet, but I am getting wet."

"Ben, it's just us out here, what if I took off my jeans and you took off those overall shorts and we fished in just our shirt, diapers, and shoes.  Will you do it?  The sun feels good, and I would like to get a tan.  I will/ even take off the shirt too." I said, feeling brave about going around in just my diapers in public, since we are in the middle of nowhere and no one else is around.

"If you do it Max, I will do it too."

A few minutes later, we are sitting on our clothes and fishing.  We are only wearing our diapers, socks, and shoes.  We took some string from the tackle box and made a lanyard to hook our paci on, so we can suck on it and not risk it falling in the water.

"Max, if you want to do any of that stuff you and Brian used to do, we can do it together.  I have never really done anything like that.  I have read about it in stories and seen some videos and pictures online.  But I would like to try it with you.  I trust you and I will let you do anything you want to me."

"I think we need to take a long bath together tonight," I said with a grin.

"Cool" was Ben's reply.  He realized he was stiff in his diaper and looked at my diaper and saw I had a stiffy too.

We fished for the next hour.  We each had a few bites.  First, I got 1 trout but it was kinda small, so I let it go.  A little bit later, Ben got a big trout, but it broke his line as he was getting it on the land.  We had fun and that was the most important part.  As Ben was trying to tie a new hook on, we heard movement behind us in the bushes.  We figured it had to be his dad, because he said he might come look for us later when food was ready.

However, soon we realized it was not his dad.  We say a person come out carrying a fishing pole.  We were both shocked and scared because we were in just our diapers.  I know I wet mine a lot right then.

                 

End Chapter 6

 

Who walked out of the bushes and is now looking at 2 very cute, diaper boys in just wet diapers?  How will he react and how will the horny boys react and deal with it? Is it a kid from their school or an older boy?

It seems all 3 boys are interested in playing with each other.  But Ben seems to really like Max.  Matty does too, so what will happen? 

Spring Break has started.  How will the sleepovers work out and what will happen between the boys.   How will the other boys react to Max's new High chair?   Will they each get a turn in it?   What about Uncle Scott and his feelings toward him?  What will Matty think about Bens's Crib?  Collin, why does he want to be friends with a boy in diapers?

You will have to keep reading to find out. 

 

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Here are some Stories with lots of horny boys and diaper boys having all kinds of FUN.

 

1 https://www.wattpad.com/story/344077837-lemons-to-lemonade                

2. https://archiveofourown.org/works/48643576   Angel Gabriel        

3. https://archiveofourown.org/works/47059957   Breaking in Young Boys                                       

4. https://archiveofourown.org/works/49137328   Almost Heaven             

5   https://archiveofourown.org/works/34434763   Baby Brendan             

6 https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/young-friends/tutoring-jj/             

7. https://archiveofourown.org/works/44788804    A Cruise to Remember        

https://efmorris.wordpress.com/summer-camp/                 

9 https://www.wattpad.com/story/247339062-boy-scout-lover

10 https://www.wattpad.com/story/349413840-descending-the-sibling-ranks  

11 https://www.wattpad.com/story/342039778-sleepover-challenges        

12 https://www.wattpad.com/story/339117949-willies-camping-trip-with-friends                         

13 https://www.wattpad.com/story/336430477-best-friend%27s-worst-vacation                                       

14 https://www.wattpad.com/story/309955187-unexpected-safety-measures                           

15 https://www.wattpad.com/story/343025015-little-boy                 

16  https://www.deviantart.com/fingerfish/art/Ryan-s-Camping-Trip-Part-I-816636832         

17 https://www.deviantart.com/fingerfish/gallery/65123299/the-training                 

18 https://archiveofourown.org/works/49501036   It Came From Under the Bed      

19 https://efmorris.wordpress.com/my-next-door-neighbour/                

20  https://efmorris.wordpress.com/my-best-friends-next-door-neighbour/      

21   https://www.wattpad.com/story/339542321-what-just-happened         

22 https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/adult-youth/my-sons-best-friend-series/   My Son's Best Friend      

23. https://archiveofourown.org/works/47025739   Transitions New Adventures       

24. https://archiveofourown.org/works/46440934   Miles on the Road                  

25. https://archiveofourown.org/works/45929545   A sleepover (famous kids do it)   

26. https://archiveofourown.org/works/47493148   Living the Life     

27. https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/adult-youth/beating-off/         

28. https://archiveofourown.org/works/49137328   Premonition       

29. https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/incest/family-summer-vacation/        

30. https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/young-friends/shipperton-rules/                

        

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