She got me in the big kid youth diaper. It was not plastic and super thick like the night one. It was still thicker than the paw patrol ones but it was soft on the outside like them, but no cartoons or stuff on it, so it did not look like it was for little kids. Mom said it was called a SmartCore from Tranquility. It felt pretty good and was comfy. It had 2 tapes on each side like the night diaper does. Once it was on, I felt it and it felt good. I thought Mom was going to help me down, but instead, she blew a raspberry on my tummy, like she did when I was little. I started to laugh and squirm because it tickled a lot. She did this 3 times and I was laughing really hard. She picked me up and hugged me. She patted my diapered butt and told me she loves me. I hugged her and said, “I love you too Mommy.”

She carried me downstairs and put me in my highchair. She got me all buckled in and the tray put on. Then I got a bottle of juice and a sippy of milk with a bowl of dry Cheerios. It was fun to eat them with my fingers like I did when I was little. We used to do this once a month until Dad said I was acting like a baby and if I wanted to act like a baby and wear diapers like one I would be treated like it all the time. I know mom and dad fought over that stuff, but I said I was a big boy and not a baby and I wanted my cereal in a bowl with milk like big boys eat it. Until now I did not get dry cereal after that. Is she trying to show me I can be a baby when I want and still be a big boy? I am a little confused. But I hope I get to see Ben and Matty today.

Today is Wednesday of Spring break week. I am a bit sad that spring break is almost half over already.

“Max, we can do a sleepover here if you like. I talked with Ben’s mom, and she is happy to host you boys for a sleepover there. She thought it might be easiest for your new friend to do it there. But if you want to have Matty or Ben sleepover here one night we can do that too. I think it's best to have them one at a time first. I want to get to know both of them since I have a feeling you will be spending a lot of time with them. After each of them sleepover, we can try to figure out where everyone would sleep if you want both of them over, or even all 3 including the new boy. Collin is his name, right?”

“Yeah, his name is Collin. I don’t know who I want to sleep over first. Ben has a special bed. It's like a big kid crib because he sleepwalks and stuff. When he sleeps over we need it to be safe so he does not fall down the stairs or stuff. But I don’t want a crib. Maybe we can block my door so it doesn’t open unless you open it. Matty lives really close so it's easier for him to sleep over, so maybe the first time it should be Ben.”

“Patty explained to me about Ben’s sleep issues and told me about his special bed. The picture she sent me of you both cuddling with each other with your pacifiers was super cute. I won’t change your bed out to a big kid crib if you don’t want it unless you end up needing it. But with your meds, and even when you were not on them, you never were a sleepwalker.”

“I will give Patty a call and see when she thinks all you boys should do the sleepover at her house. I will find out when Ben can spend the night here. Amy said any time was good for Matty. I have a little bit of work to do today, but I will be working here. I have a conference call after lunch. You can ride your bike or head over to Matty’s house if you want to, or you can relax on the sofa or in your room and read.”

“Can I watch some cartoons for a little while? Then I will ride my bike to Matty’s house and see if we can all go ride bikes and stuff. Maybe Ben can ride with us. I hope Collin’s Mom got him some diapers. She liked my idea about how to get his brother to potty train even when Collin wears diapers at home.“

“Sure sweety. You can watch some cartoons. It's still early, so enjoy. You can get some more sleep if you want. Curl up with Sharky and relax. I will let you know what Patty and I figure out.”

I was enjoying the cartoons. I don’t know how long I was watching it, but it was a while. I like Paw Patrol because it’s funny, but don’t want my friends or other kids to know I like it.

“Maxie, would you like to have Ben spend the night tonight? It looks like Friday night will be the best for everyone to spend the night at Ben’s house. If you want to spend Thursday night at Matty’s house you can do that too. The plan is for you all to get together at Ben’s house before lunchtime on Friday. If you stay at Matty’s house, we figured you boys could ride your bikes over to Ben’s house.”

“Cool, that sounds great Mommy. What time will Ben come over? Maybe we can all work on our homework together? Can we do BBQ for dinner? Maybe hamburgers or hot dogs?”

“Ben will be over in a little bit. He will be riding his bike, and Patty will drop off his overnight bag when she takes his brother to spend the night at his friend’s house. If you boys want to go to Matty’s house you can, or he can come over here for a while, especially if you will be working on your homework. I will have Patty tell Ben to bring his homework with him.”

“I think we can BBQ tonight. I want to teach you how to use it, so might as well start now.”

It seemed like an hour, but it was only about 15 minutes until there was a knock at the door. I ran to it and opened it. I was in just my diaper, and had my pacifier in my mouth still, but I figured Ben would not care.

“Hi Buddy, is your mommy home, I have a package for her.” Said the delivery man. I was so embarrassed.

“Mom, there is a man with a package for you” I called to her. She smiled, as she passed me to get the package.”

“Here you go, please sign here.” The man said. As my mom started to sign on the tablet.

“My son is often the same way when he is at home. I bet he is still watching cartoons and in his soggy diaper from last night. He just turned 8 and has never had a dry night. He has some daytime issues when he is tired, nervous, or excited. My eldest was the same way until he hit 13 and then he finally started to grow and started to have dry nights. He is 14 and has been dry most nights for the last 6 months. It’s a lot more common than most kids or parents will admit.”

“Yeah, Max has always been a bedwetter, and now has daytime issues because of some emotional issues from his father. He is 10, but most people look at him and assume he is 6 or 7 because of his size. Hopefully, with us moving here, and him having friends who accept and understand him, it will get better. Thanks for the package. Have a wonderful day” mom said.

As mom was closing the door, Ben rode up on his bike. She told him she would open the garage and he could park it next to my bike. I ran to the garage to open the door for him.

“Hi Ben!”

“Hi Max. My mom told me to bring my homework so we can work on it together. I am a little nervous about sleeping over because I have never slept over at a friend's house before. But my mom said it would be fine and not to worry.”

“Cool. Do you want to get Matty then we can all work on our homework first. We can ride our bikes later when we are done. When I was at the diaper store, I saw a neat purple pacifier with a butterfly on it. I thought George might like it.”

“I will tell my mom. I bet he would love it.” Ben said as he got his phone out and sent his mom a message.

“Let's go to my room. I need to get some shorts and a cool shirt on. Then we can go get Matty. Should we do our homework here or at his house?”

“I don’t care. Let's do it here in your room. I love my little brother but they can be a pest at times. You don’t got any brothers, so let's do it here because it's more private” Ben said as we were going to my room.

Ben was wearing his cool overall shorts. They hide his diaper really good, but I think he is in a thick diaper because I can see the diaper shape.

I put on my jean shorts and a blue ‘Cars’ shirt that is really cool. I saw another kid on Facebook that had the same shirt. He and his family (Benson family) play all kinds of fun games for prizes. He had the shirt when they were doing a spinning game for movie trivia.

“Ben, what diaper are you wearing? You saw my diaper. I might wear it to school sometimes but I think you are in a thicker diaper. Is it the one we normally wear at night?”

“Yeah, it's a soft thick diaper. It’s a different brand. It’s called Abena I think. It’s not as thick as the Mega-Max is, but it's thicker than my school diaper. It’s comfy. My cousin wears the thicker version of these to bed at night and he says they are awesome. This is not plastic on the outside so it’s really quiet like the one you are wearing. I thought I would be home today. So when mom changed me, I asked for thick but not overnight thick, so she got this one. I don’t know if we have the one you are wearing. Maybe I can try one of those tomorrow. I wore my shortalls because they hide the diaper bulge well and you said I was cute in them.”

Ben put his backpack next to my desk. Once I was dressed we ran downstairs. I was barefoot, but to go to Matty’s house that is ok.

“Mom, we are going to Matty’s house. Be back soon because we want to do our homework in my room.” I said as we were running out the front door.

We walked to Matty’s house and knocked on the door. Dylan opened the door. When he saw me he smiled. “Matty, Max and Ben are here” he yelled. He moved so we could walk in, and he closed the door.

“Hi Max. You must be Ben. Nice to meet you. I have heard a lot about you. I am Amy, Matty and Dylan’s mom. I hope you boys are enjoying your spring break.”

“Yes Maam, I am, and I can’t wait until Friday when we have a big sleepover at my house.” Ben said.

“Well I have a treat for you boys. I offered to have your brother stay here and do a sleepover with Dylan, if your mom wants, so that way you older boys don’t have to worry about little brother’s bugging you.”

“Cool. I love my brother. George is not too much of a pest, but it would be cool to have a sleepover and it just be my friends there. Especially because it’s my first real sleepover. I only had 1 friend sleepover before and that only happened 1 time. I’m nervous to have everyone sleepover, but I hope it’s fun.” Said Ben.

“Ben, no one will tease you. We are friends, and friends don’t tease or bully each other. I think your bed is kinda cool. I know Matty will not tease you and I think Collin will love it. I wonder if we can all fit in it?” I said.

“Hi guys. Do you want to ride bike, or play games here or at the park?” said an excited Matty. He is in just his Spiderman undies.

“Let’s do our homework first, then we can ride bike and stuff. But I think you might want to put on some shorts” I said with a giggle. Even Matty’s mom laughed a little.

Matty looked at himself and realized he was only in his undies. He blushed a little, then ran to his room to put on some clothes.

“You boys can follow him to his room. He can stay out until 5pm, but I need him to be home by 5, Okay?” said his mom.

“Ok, can he have lunch at my house?” I asked

“If it’s ok with your mom, he can have lunch there. If I don’t see you before, I will see you tomorrow afternoon Max.” said Amy, as we started to walk down the hall.

As we got to Matty’s room we saw him hopping around on 1 foot as he is trying to get his shorts on but his foot is stuck in the fabric. It’s funny so we start to laugh. Matty looks up at us and smiles. Then he hops on a lego. I can see it hurt. It caused him to lose his balance and he fell on his butt. We laughed even more but we went to make sure he was ok. He was laughing too, so I knew he was okay.

“My foot got stuck in my soccer shorts. I could not get it to go thru and then you guys saw me and started laughing. I guess me hopping like that was funny until I stepped on my lego. That hurt almost as much as when my butt landed on it.” Matty said as we were all trying to stop laughing.

“If you had a diaper on like us, it would not have hurt much when you fell on your butt” I said.

Dylan came by to see why we were laughing. He just looked at us like we are crazy and went back to his room.

Once he was dressed, he got his backpack. I suggested he put on shoes and socks so we could ride our bikes later. We raced downstairs and only stopped so Matty could tell him mom BYE.

Matty got his bike and pushed it to my house. I opened the garage and he put it next to my bike.

When I got inside, I was going to take my friends to my room, but Mom stopped us.

“Boys, I will make some sandwiches for you around noon. Then I have a conference call I need to take, so I will need you to be kinda quiet. You can work or play upstairs, or if your homework is done, go out and explore.”

“Ok Mom. We are going to go to my room and work on our homework. We will try not to make much noise.” I said.

We ran up the stairs, and I heard my mom yelling at us to slow down and don’t run on the stairs. Ben was having a little harder time because of his diaper, but mine was not too thick so it was not a problem.

I got my homework folder out of my backpack. We sat on the floor and took out the handout Mr. Hansen gave us. I remember he said to read the whole thing before we start. I saw Matty was about to start on it.

“Matty, remember what Mr. Hansen said. We need to read the whole thing first before we do any of it, and use a pen, not a pencil.” I said before Matty could write his answer to the first question.

“But the first question just says to write our name on the upper left corner. We should do that.” Matty said. Ben nodded his agreement

“The way Mr. Hansen told us to read it all first was not the same way he told us other stuff for our work. It was like a warning. I think we should read everything before we even put our name on it.”

“OK, Max, but I know we will have to put our name on it.” Matty said with a sigh.

We read the entire worksheet. It had all kinds of different stuff we had to write on the front and back of the paper. The last question, was #20. It said to skip all the other questions, and only write our name on the top right corner on the back of the paper. I was super happy when I saw that, because I knew if Matty had put his name on the front he would have gotten it wrong.

“Wow Max, you were right. If I had done what #1 said I would have gotten it all wrong. Thanks. You are really smart.” Said Matty.

“Yeah Max, I was going to put my name on my sheet just like Matty until you said to wait. It made sense to do it. But we would not have followed the directions. It even says at the top of the paper to read all questions before doing them. But I want to get it done fast, so I was going to skip it. My mom would have given me a big lecture about following directions if I screwed it up. THANK YOU!” said Ben, just before he gave me a hug. Matty came and hugged me too. It felt good to be hugged by my friends.

“It’s no big deal. I just remembered what he said, and when I looked at the worksheet the other day I saw it said the same thing at the very top of it, so I knew it had to be important. I want to go do fun stuff, but it don’t take long to read all the questions first. I could see Mr. Hansen giving us something like this as a timed test in class. We would be in a hurry and skip over reading all of it.”

“Well that homework was a full page of questions and it only took up 5 minutes to do it.” Matty said with a giggle. I started to giggle and Ben started to laugh.”

“Matty, I got a secret I need to tell you before you come over this weekend. It’s a big secret, and only my special friends know, so that is why I think you need to know. You will find out about it when you sleep over. I have a medical condition, and that causes me to sleepwalk a lot. One time my parents found me in the backyard asleep in the hottub. It was not hot, and they said I was cold and they were worried I could have drowned but also because the water was cool, so my body was cold to touch. My brother George has the same condition, but it’s not as bad as mine is. We have special beds that help keep us in bed at night. I am kinda embarrassed about mine. It looks weird, but it keeps me safe. Max slept in it when he spent the night. If you don’t want to, I understand.” Ben said as his lower lip is trembling with his fear of rejection.

“Ben, it’s okay. I wish we had become friends last year when we had Mrs. Jones class. I always thought you were kinda cute and nice. But you don’t talk to many people and stuff. You only talked to Sean last year, and I guess he moved because I have not seen him this year. I don’t care about what kind of bed you have. You said it’s special so it keeps you safe. That’s cool. It’s not like it’s a cage or a crib or anything. I guess a bunk bed could be bad because you could fall off the top bunk then.” Matty said.

Ben started crying. I gave Matty a look so he would know he said something bad. He looked sad because Ben was crying. I hugged Ben trying to calm him down. Matty came and hugged him too.

“Ben, I’m sorry. I don’t know what I said that upset you, but don’t worry. We are friends, and I will keep your secret and I would never tease you. If Max says it’s cool, it must be pretty cool.”

“My bed is like a crib but for big kids. It’s got a sides on it and I can’t get out of it once my parents close the side at night. I’m sorry I am such a big baby. If you don’t want to be friends with a baby like me I understand.” Ben said as his crying got worse.

I looked at Matty. He was shocked. I don’t think he was trying to be mean or anything, but Ben is really scared of being teased about his bed.

“Ben, you are not a baby. You wear diapers because you got hurt and your bladder was damaged really bad. You got a special bed so you don’t walk around and get hurt. If anyone is a baby it’s me. I am the one that was a bedwetter, but now I am wearing diapers all the time. I pee them at school, but my bladder is not hurt like yours. I just can’t seem to control it much, kinda like how a toddler can’t control it too much. My mom bought me a big changing table and I got bottles, sippy cups, and pacifiers. You don’t have a changing table, your little brother does, so that means you are more of a big kid than I am.” I said trying to make Ben laugh and realize that if he is going to say he is a baby then it means I must be one to, and he was one telling me I am not a baby.

“At least you both need your diapers in the daytime. I don’t but I like them and want to wear them whenever I am not at school. They are so soft and comfy. I don’t want to have to wear them all the time, but I do like wearing them. So what does that make me?” Matty said while looking at us.

“Max, you’re not a baby. Your dad hurt you a lot and did lots of bad stuff to you. It’s not your fault you need diapers now, it’s his fault for how he hurt you and stuff. You are a big kid. Look at your cool room.” Ben said to me. I looked at Matty because I haven’t told him what happened. We got busy yesterday and we never talked about that stuff. I need to tell him tomorrow when we are alone and can talk.

“We are all friends here. So we can trust each other. Matty, Ben’s bed is kinda like a crib but it keeps him safe at night. I slept in it last weekend and it was comfy. It’s not like a baby crib. I think I would still fit in one of those because I know my mom’s friend back in Nebraska had a boy and they just changed his crib into a toddler bed. I was tired so I was told to take a nap with him on his bed. It’s the same size as a crib, but it didn’t have the big side so we could climb in and out of it. I fit in it, and that was only like a month ago. He was almost 4, and I am only a little bit bigger than him. I am about the same size as your brothers are. They are 6 or 7, and when we buy my clothes I get either size 6 or 8, but the undies mom bought me before I went to full time diapers were a size 5-6. I bet you both would like them, they look kinda neat, but I would not wear them to school if I had to change and other kids saw me.” I said. I went to my underwear drawer. It was mostly diapers now, but the new undies and my boxers were still in it. I showed them the fancy undies mom got me.

“Wow Max, those look wicked cool. I think you are really cute in your diaper, but I bet you would be really cute in those too. Maybe my mom would get me some like that. They feel so soft. They look a little like girl’s undies but I can tell they are for a boy because of the way the front is.” Said Matty.

“Yeah Max, those do look cool and they are soft. I bet George would like those, especially if they had Paw Patrol on them. Where did your mom get them?” Ben said and then giggled.

“We got them at the boys clothes store next to the diaper store. I liked the yellow ones, it was pikachu yellow. I wore these for like 2 days before I started wearing diapers in the daytime. I had an accident at the therapist. Then mom took me to the diaper store, and she put me in a thick night diaper. I got the Harry Potter pacifier and bottle then. She took me to the clothes store and I got some shorts, overalls, and diaper shirts. I knew when mom was buying me diaper shirts to hide the diapers during the day or at school it meant I would be wearing them all the time. I was embarrassed and kinda mad, but it’s better than having an accident at school and everyone teasing me or calling me a baby or stuff. I am glad people can’t tell about my diapers, unless they hit my butt, like Collin did.”

We talked and laughed for a while. Eventually my mom called us down because she made lunch. I told her we finished our homework and that it was a trick assignment. She laughed when I told her about it. She was proud of me that I listened to the teacher and followed his directions.

When we were done eating, mom said she wanted to check my diaper. I undid my shorts and let them fall down, so mom could see it. It was wet but not really wet. She checked Ben too. She asked Matty how wet he was. He blushed and said he was dry because he was in undies today.

Mom told me I should take some juice boxes with us when we go ride our bikes. I got my old backpack and put some juice in it and some bottled water. Once we were ready to go, we headed out on our bikes to explore. I set my alarm on my watch to go off at 4pm so we could make sure to get Matty home in time. I have a water bottle that fits in the holder on my bike, but its in my room. The water bottles fit in the holder ok.

We rode around the park and the neighborhood. We met a few other kids. Some were 3^rd graders, and others were 5^th or 6^th graders. But all of them were taller than me. Matty showed us where we can go fishing that is only about a 20 minute bike ride. It’s a small creek, but it opens into a big pool and it’s just at the end of a path we can ride our bikes on. I said we should go fishing here soon. We had a lot of fun exploring and I was learning a lot about the different areas around my new house. As we were riding back I saw a boy on a bike with red tires. He was about my size. I wanted to talk to him.

“Guys, see that boy there, with the bike with red tires. Let’s catch up to him. I want to talk to him and say Hi.”

Ben said “Okay” and Matty nodded. It took us about a block, but we caught up to him as he came to a stop by a signal light.

“Hi, I like your cool red tires. Is your name Jimmy?” I said to the boy.

He looked at me kinda weird, but then smiled at me. “Thanks. I just got this bike. Yeah my name is Jimmy, how did you know that? I don’t know you, do I?”

“My name is Max. I saw your bike being worked on at the bike shop when I took mine in to get it fixed. I had those red tires on my bike, but I thought they went with your hand grips so I offered to give them to your bike so it looked cool.”

“Really, that was you. Thanks I love the tires. I am the only one here with tires like it. My foster brother says they look cool and he wishes he had some for his bike, and he is 13. Why did you not keep them for your bike?”

“I was going to, but my mom says if we can help someone out so they can be happier or feel better, then we did what we should do. Doing the right thing is always the right thing to do. I felt it was the right thing to do, because I did not need them, and they would help you and your cool bike out. How old are you and what grade are you in?” I said.

“I’m 8 and three fourths. I turn 9 this summer. I am in third grade. I had to change schools and stuff when I went to fostercare. My mom and I lived in the trailer park on the edge of town for the last year. We moved a lot. I have been to school in 8 states so far. Now I live 2 blocks that way. (He pointed towards where Ben lives). I like to come to the park and ride my bike in it and sit under the trees. It’s really quiet.”

“Cool, I just moved here a few weeks ago. I live by the park. I can see it from my bedroom window. This is Matty, and he lives 2 doors from me. I met him and his brother in the park one day when they were walking home. This is Ben, I think he lives by you.”

“I think I have seen you on the bus a few times. You can sit by me and we can talk if you want to. I don’t know many people on the bus. I normally just read or look out the window. My little brother will sit with me sometimes, but normally he sits with his friend, so you can sit with me.” Ben said. This made Jimmy smile.

“Cool, I don’t know many people either. Most the boys in my class have their friends and don’t want to try to be my friend. I had a boy show me around for a day. He was nice, but he told me he was sad because his parents are moving when school is done. So I did not try to make friends with him because then we would both be sad when school ended. I got 3 foster brothers right now. One is 13 and the other 2 are real brothers, they are 4 and 10. They are all pretty nice to me.”

“Nice. Well, we got to get going. It was nice meeting you. I hope we see each other more. You can say HI at school to, if you see us. We are not like some of the jerks that won’t talk to people in lower grades. Shoot, you are younger than me and taller. Most people think I am like 6 or 7 and in kindergarten or 1^st grade, not 4^th grade.” I said. He waved then rode his bike down the sidewalk to the housing area where Ben lives.

“I think I might now where he lives. There is a family down the street from us, and I know they do fostercare. They have a boy and I think he is about 13, so I bet that is them. They are nice. The lady did some babysitting sometimes, and 2 years ago me and George spent spring break there during the day. They were nice and did not tease me about my diapers and George was in pullups then. I will look to see if I see him get off on my stop. There are a bunch of kids that do, so I normally don’t pay attention to them. Only George to make sure he is with me when we walk.”

We headed back to my house. As we got there, we saw Ben’s mom was there. We put the bikes away and went in.

“Hi Mom, I’m home” I said as I came in thru the garage door. I did not yell incase she was on the phone, but I said it so she knew it was me.

“Max, can you and the boys come into the kitchen please.” I heard my mom say. So we all went into the kitchen. It was about 4:30 so Matty had some time before he had to leave.

“Hi, mom, did you bring my bag with my pjs and stuff in it?” asked Ben when he saw his mom.

“Actually, Ben, I did not. Amy said she had Pjs, you could wear. You can wear the same clothes you got on now home tomorrow. You can either ride your bike home or Amy will drop you off when she takes Max to his Dr. appointment.”

“Ok. Did you get the text I sent about the pacifier for George? Max saw it yesterday and he thought George might like it.”

“I got it and picked it up for him. I dropped him off at a friend’s house before I went and did all my shopping. I insisted Amy let me give her some diapers so you have some here for when you stay over or come over after school and might need a diaper change. You and Max wear the same diapers most the time, it seems. I and Amy talked about your safety at night when you sleep over and I think you will be just fine tonight. I want you to have fun and behave.”

“Thanks mommy, I will.”

“Okay, boys, you can go play in Max’s room for a bit if you want to. But Matty your mom wants you home pretty soon. She said before 5, so it might be best if you head home now just so you don’t get in trouble. Max will be over once his doctor’s appointment is done tomorrow. You can come over or call in the morning if you boys want to play here during the day.”

“Okay, thank you. Yeah I guess I should go. My backpack is in Max’s room still.” Matty said.

“You boys can go get it and then they can walk you out to get your bike.” My mom said.

We ran upstairs and Matty got his backpack. We talked for a few minutes and he told me he would text me some stories he found. I told him I would do the same, because I found a few good ones last night.

“Matty, I found a cool story it's like a sci-fi or fantasy story and it has some cute boys in it that play with each other and some are even bedwetters. It's called Jia and the 4^th Age. I only got part way thru it so far, but it's wicked cool. It's on Nifty and AO3 so I will send you a link to it.”

“Awesome. I can’t wait. I found a few cool ones. One is called Axel from Ashes. It's really neat. It's got lots of love and stuff and the boy is a bedwetter like me. The other is called Adventures at School. I only got the first 2 chapters so far but I was super stiff from them.”

“Matty, can you send them to me too? I found a cool one yesterday. It's about some of the Bingham brothers. The author has several fun stories. I was super stiff and I humped my teddy bear so hard, it was awesome. I think it was called Bingham Cousin Sleepover. The Dyches Family Therapy is a lot of fun too. Some of the comments and ideas are super sexy.”

“Yeah, when I get to my tablet and have some privacy I will email both of you. We can do a 3-way email so we can share with each other each time. I wonder if Collin will like these kinds of stories too?”

We heard my mom call us and tell us that Matty had to head home now. We walked down and I opened the garage so he could ride his bike home. I closed it and then I went back to my room. Ben was still up there. I walked in and saw he was looking at something in the back of my closet. I was not sure what it was at first, I thought maybe some of my new pjs, but then I saw what it was. I was so embarrassed.

“Wow, I did not know you liked to wear this stuff Max. You are like George. Does it make you feel like a girl when you wear a dress or what?” Ben asked while looking at the sun dress I wore for Halloween last year with Brian. I could not reply. I was trying really hard not to cry, like a little sissy girl.

“Max, don’t cry. I'm sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you. Your closet was open and the sun hit the dress and it sparkled. I went to see what was shiny in your closet. I love George, and I don’t care if he is a sissy or girly boy. I don’t care if you are either. I love you Max.” Ben said as he came to me. He pulled me into a tight hug and just held me. I started to cry. He held me while I cried for a minute or two.

“Ben, last Halloween, Brian and I went trick-or-treating dressed as toddler girls. It was my dad’s idea. We each had a pretty dress on and a pink girly GoodNites under it. That was all. You could see the pullup thru the dress. My dad told us we had to be really wet when we got home. Brian went to his house when we were done, and I went home. My dad told me I was his pretty sissy boy. He said I was sexy in my wet pullup and dress. He told Mom he would help me get changed for bed and sort out my candy. He touched me all over when I had the dress on and then he took it off and made me do stuff for him. I had fun wearing the dress and GoodNites with Brian, but I did not want Daddy to use me when I got home. My mom and Aunt told me and Brian we were super cute and really pretty in our outfits. It felt kinda neat to wear it and that is why I saved it. I think of Brian whenever I see it in my closet. I have not worn it since. Maybe I am a sissy, I don’t know. I don’t do much sports. I like gymnastics, swimming, and riding my bike. That and fishing are about all the sporty or outdoor stuff I like. Please don’t tell Matty about this. I don’t know if he would understand.”

Ben gave me a huge hug and held me as I cried a little more. He looked me in my tear filled eyes, and kissed me. It was a very loving and tender kiss. We ended up with our tongues wrestling each other.

“I won’t tell anyone. I have worn a dress a few times. I have played dress up with George before. I normally do it for him as part of his birthday gift from me. Our parents make it special with a special dinner and tells us how pretty we are. George loves it. I bet you were really pretty and cute in your dress and pink GoodNites. I have been called a sissy before. I know a boy that does ballet and lots of people call him a sissy. He is the son of my mom’s friend. My mom told me that some boys are more feminine than others, and some call them sissy but they are still boys. It’s ok for boys to like girly stuff, just like its ok for girls to like boy stuff, they are called tom boys. Some of the best ballet dancers, chiefs, gymnasts, and nurses are men. So there really is nothing that is just for boys or just for girls. If it makes you feel good and be happy then it’s good for you.”

“Max, I love swimming. I am ok at gymnastics. Riding our bikes is great. I like soccer and baseball too, but I don’t throw really good. I love camping and fishing too. I have done dance class before. I tried 2 kinds. One of them was ballet. I did it when I was 7 for a year. It was a lot of fun. I wore white or black tights mostly, but you could tell I had a diaper on under them. The first class there were 2 others boys in it with me, but I was the only boy in the 2^nd class of ballet. The international dance class I did last year was fun. It had about 15 kids in it. The oldest was almost 13 and the youngest was 6. There were 6 boys and the rest girls. We had a lot of fun. No one teased me about my diapers. Some of them felt it because we would dance with another person some times. Normally it was a girl because more girls than boys. But one time a bunch of girls were gone so it was just 10 of us and 6 were boys. I danced with another boy he was 1 year older than me and cute. He felt my diaper and smiled at me. He rubbed my diaper and my butt some that day. It was so cool. He told me later he wet the bed still and wore diapers at night. I told him about our support group here, but he lives in the next town over. He was really nice and we talked all the time after class. George said he wanted to try ballet because he watched me do it. I told him that if he did, I would do it again so he was not the only boy in the class. The kids class, which is not teenagers yet, has all levels in the class and we are in groups based on our level. It’s fun. I bet you would like it. Maybe we could do it together.” Ben said as he smiled at me.

“I don’t know Ben. Maybe. I would have to think about it, and I don’t know if mom can afford it. I don’t like pink, so if I don’t have to wear pink then I could try it I guess. I really want to be a better swimmer, and I think diving looks so cool. I started gymnastics because Brian thought it would be fun and because I thought it was kinda like diving because I got to do twists and jumps and stuff. Not sure I would do it now. You can’t hide a diaper under the tight outfit we wore. I saw some little kids had pullups or diapers on before and I know I look like a really little kid, but it would be embarrassing for everyone to see the thick diaper under the outfit. I am worried someone at school would find out and tease me. But I did really like it. I guess that’s my fear in ballet, because everyone would see and know about my diaper. But if you did it in your diapers I could try.”

Because I wanted BBQ for dinner, mom suggested we play in the backyard for a while and then we would have dinner on the patio.

Ben said we should do it in just our diapers. I was nervous, but I said ok. We stripped down to just our diapers. We were both pretty wet. My diaper was a lot wetter looking than Ben’s but his was thicker than mine too. My mom looked at us kinda weird when we went outside in just our diaper. We played on the swing set and talked. Ben likes soccer so we kicked a soccer ball around for a while. It was fun. Brian loved playing soccer, so we always kicked a ball around and he tought me stuff so I could try to keep up with him. We had to stop when I accidentally kicked the ball over the fence into Uncle Scott’s yard.

Mom was just about to start the grill. I told her what happened and she said I should go see if he was home so I could get my ball. He has seen me in diapers before, so I just walked next door in my wet diaper. Ben stayed at my place and said he was going to set the table, so mom told him where everything was.

I knocked on Uncle Scott’s door. When he opened it he just stared at me. He smiled and I say he got a stiffy in his shorts really fast.

“Max, what are you doing here? Is everything okay?”

“Yeah it’s ok. I accidentally kicked my soccer ball over the fence. Ben and I were kicking it in the back yard. Mom said I should come get it and make sure it did not hurt your plants or stuff.”

“Don’t worry about any of my plants. I got a few gardens, but I don’t think your ball will hurt them much. Now let’s go get it.”

We went into his backyard. It was about the same size as our yard and he had a nice patio. He had a gazebo on one side that had a big hot tub in it. I saw 4 large planter boxes full of plants. I know 3 of them were vegetables, because I knew what some looked like vegetables in them. Each box had tomato plants growing on the end of them. But 1 box had a plant I had not seen before. It had weird leaves. The ball was resting next to that planter. I went to get it.

“I like your gardens. What kind of plant is this one? I have never seen it in our garden or the huge garden at Brian's house. They had all kinds of stuff. I know some of that stuff is cooking spices, and that looks like dill over there, but this one I never seen before.” I said as I pointed to the plants in this garden bed.

“Max, those are medical plants. They are a special plant. It helps me when I pull a muscle or have a hard time sleeping at night. I would not worry about those. If you look at this tomato plant over here, it will have purple tomatoes on it, and they are perfect to go on hamburgers this summer.”

“Cool. We are doing hamburgers and hot dogs for dinner tonight.”

“Have a good night Max. In the future, if your ball or toy comes over the fence, you can come in thru the side gate and get it anytime. I give you permission to do that whenever you need to. I will show you where the gate is.”

“Thanks, I appreciate that. I will try to not kick stuff in your yard. But I'm not that good at soccer, and never played baseball.”

As I walked out the gate I could feel his eyes on my diapered butt. He had a stiffy the whole time he was talking to me and showing me around. I wonder how big it is.

When I got back, mom showed me how to start the grill. It is cool because it’s propane and not wood like our last one was. I can use this one. Mom showed me the different settings and stuff and she let me cook the food. She watched and helped but I figured it out pretty good. The hotdogs were a little crunchy and kinda burned but not really. It’s just how I like them and Ben said it was his favorite way.

After we were done eating and cleaned everything up, mom said we should go take a shower, and get ready for bed. My diaper leaked when we were on the patio, so I know I need a new one.

Ben and I went to my bathroom. The shower is big enough for both of us to do it at the same time. There is enough room that Matty and Collin could shower with us at the same time too. It has a big head in the middle and the hand held one too. We took off each others diaper in the bathroom and then shared a shower. We washed each other. It felt really good.

I played with Ben’s stiffy a little then I slid onto my knees. I sucked on his stiffy like it was my pacifier. It felt good to me and I know Ben liked it. He was moaning and had his hands on my head. I put some soap on my finger, and pushed it in his butt. He grunted and I felt his stiffy get even stiffer. I moved my finger back and forth in his butt while I sucked on him. I felt his boy button and rubbed it with my finger. When I did that, Ben grabbed my head and tried to push more of his stiffy into my mouth. I felt his body shake and his stiffy was moving in my mouth. I gave him a baby boygasm. I was so happy. I stopped sucking on him or pushing on his button. He was relaxed and leaning on me a little. I took my finger out and soaped up 2 fingers. I pushed them into his butt, and started to suck on him again. I heard him moan and his stiffy got super hard. He was panting and holding onto my hair. He started thrusting in and out of my mouth as I was sucking on him. My dad called it face fucking and he did that to me a lot. It’s fun when Ben does it and I don’t hurt, choke or gag on him like I did when dad did to me. I moved my fingers in his butt and he was moving them in and out of his butt as he moved his stiffy in my mouth. I pushed onto his button area. When he would push back, my fingered rubbed on it and the rubbed more when he went forward.

He face fucked me for maybe 2 minutes before I felt him stiffen up and start to shake and grunt. His stiffy was twitching in my mouth, so I know he had another baby boygasm. I gave him 2 of them in only a few minutes. I was super happy, and I know Ben liked it. He held my head and he leaned on me for another minute. I stopped sucking when he was doing that and took my fingers out of his butt. I washed my hand while I waited for him to let go of my head.

As Ben let go of my head he finally talked to me. “Max, that was the best. I never felt that good before. You put your fingers in my butt and that felt weird at first but it felt really good. You touched a spot in my butt and it was like firecrackers going off. WOW!!! It was AWESOME. That is the best I have ever felt. Thank you. I think I love you.” Ben said as he pulled me up to look me in my eyes. Then he kissed me. We kissed and I put my tongue in his mouth and he sucked on my tongue. It was fun and felt good.

When we stopped kissing, Ben went onto his knees and sucked on me. WOW it was good. He put his finger in my butt and started fucking me with it. It felt really good. His tongue was moving all over the head of my stiffy. I was about to have my boygasm when he found my button and started rubbing on it. I grabbed his head and pushed my stiffy as far in as I could as my body started to shake and twitch. It was so good. The only time I felt better was once when Brian gave me my baby boygasm from just fucking me with his stiffy in my butt. I had my tingles or boygasm 3 times while he had his twice in my butt. That was the best ever, but this time with Ben was almost as good.

I had to pull Ben off my stiffy because it was too sensitive when he started to suck on it again.

“Ben, that was the best I ever had when someone sucked on me. WOW it felt great. Thanks. I think I might love you too. I just don’t want Matty to be mad at me or you. I like him a lot too.”

“I like Matty a lot too. I never done stuff with him, but I think it would be fun. Maybe we can do stuff when he sleeps over at my house this weekend. My shower is big and we can all shower together. I wonder if he has ever done stuff with a boy before?”

“I know he has, because we done a little stuff and he told me he did stuff with his older cousin before. Don’t tell him I told you that please.”

“I won’t. Cool so he is like me kinda. I learned it from my older cousin too, and you said Brian is your cousin and you both did stuff. So we all have done stuff with our cousins. Sweet.”

“I never thought of it like that, but yeah. We are all alike that way. I wonder about Collin. It would be fun to play with him too, and if he never done stuff, we can teach him and make him feel so good.”

“That’s a wicked idea. It would be a lot of fun. If you are my boyfriend, maybe Matty and Collin can be boyfriends, and we can all be best friends and play with each other.” Ben said, while looking deep in my eyes.

There was a knock on the door which jolted us apart and caused me to pee a little.

“Boys, are you about done. Do you need me to wash your hair, or dry you guys off?”

“We are almost done mom. We are rinsing our hair. We will be out in a few minutes.”

“Okay. I have your diapers set on the changing table in the spare bedroom. When you are dry, just meet me in there.”

“Okay” we both said as we were washing our hair. I am so glad my shampoo is the kids shampoo that doesn’t hurt our eyes. I got both strawberry and green apple ones. I did the green apple, and Ben used the strawberry one.

We got out, dried off, and walked to the spare bedroom with our towels around us. If Ben was not there I would have done it without the towel around me. I don’t know why I did it with the towel, this way. Mom looked at us and smiled.

“Max, are you shy now? Normally you don’t have your towel around you, and since you both just showered together, I don’t know why you would be shy around each other.” She said. It made me blush a little.

“I don’t know Mommy, I just did it. You have seen me nakey a lot and changed my diapers every day since I started wearing them again. Ben has seen me get changed and we have washed each other so it’s no big deal. Sometimes I just want to be covered and protected. I know it's silly, but it's how I feel sometimes.”

Mom gave me a big hug. “Sweety, you are safe here. He will never hurt you again. I can tell Ben is a very special friend and I don’t think he would ever hurt you on purpose. I have a feeling I will be seeing a lot of Ben over here. Maybe even more than I know I will see Matty here.” Mom said with a big smile.

“Now let’s get you both into a soft dry diaper, so we don’t get any puddles on the floor.” She said and laughed. I was first and she changed me easily as we all talked. I could tell that mom liked Ben. He is smart, funny, kind, and a little shy. He is a lot like me. He is not as small as me, but he is almost as skinny. George is about my size. When she was diapering Ben, we told her that he wants me to try ballet, and that he did it before and would do it again and help me if I did. Mom said if I wanted to do that it was fine with her.

“Mom, I think it might be fun, but I know we don’t have a lot of money. I know these diapers are expensive and so is the other stuff you get for me. I don’t want us to not be able to pay bills or stuff because I am trying ballet or dance, or something else.”

“Maxie, we do have a budget. Yes, these softer thicker diapers are a bit more costly than the little kid diapers, but they last longer and they make you happy. Don’t worry about our budget. If we can’t afford it, I will tell you. Right now we can, so if you want to try something this summer or in the fall, we can do that. I saw a flyer that said they had summer swim lessons and groups at the community pool. I thought you might like that. They said age 10 and up can learn to do simple dives or different swimming strokes. I know you liked gymnastics and said you wanted to try diving. You have fun on the diving board, so if you want to try that this summer you can. We can work it out. I want you to be happy. I think it said it meets twice a week in the afternoon. I can show you the flyer. It was in the mail today and I put it in the bin that hangs on the wall where anything important goes.”

“Cool, that would be awesome mom. I really want to try that. Maybe you can do it too Ben.” I said.

“It would be fun. When school starts back up we can do ballet. She does 3 different ones over a year. If we do the one when school starts it goes until Christmas. Then she does one thats winter and spring and the last one is summer. The fall one is a lot of fun because we do the nutcracker dance. I thought about trying out for little league, but swimming with you would be a lot more fun. I wonder if we all have to wear those small little swimsuits. The ones that look like those undies you showed us.” Ben said and then started to giggle. Mom had finished changing him and helped him off the table.

“Those swimsuits are called Speedos, or actually that is a very popular brand, and most people call that skimpy style of suit a speedo. I think it’s important if you are going to be swimming to wear that kind of suit. The bigger ones are really baggy and will get in the way when you dive. I dated a swimmer in high school. He said at first the speedo was scary, but once he got use to wearing it, he would never go to any other kind of swimsuit. He started wearing them when he was in junior high I think he said. Since you only wet your diapers, you won’t need a swim diaper, so those should work fine for you. They come in all kinds of colors and patterns on them. I bet they even have them with pokemon, minion, dragons, and other fun stuff on them. Maybe the boys clothing store carries them or can order them.” Mom said as we were walking downstairs.

“Ok, that would be cool. Next time we are there, can we ask him about them. I like that store. It’s so cool it’s just for boys, and it has lots of cool stuff, and even has diaper shirts and other stuff for all kinds of big boys, that you would never find in our size elsewhere.” I said.

Mom showed me the flyer. They had a bunch of different summer programs. The swimming one sounds cool. It was Tuesday and Thursday and for my age group it went from 2:30 to 4pm. It said we could arrive at 2 to get changed and stretch in the pool before we started. Ben took a picture of it with his phone and sent it to his mom. He said if I did it, he wanted to do it too. His mom replied while we were looking at the other stuff and said she would talk to my mom.

They had a beginners introduction to fly fishing. That looked like a lot of fun. But it was on Tuesday nights and I would miss the support group, and I don’t want to do that. Maybe Harry at the fishing store will know about other stuff like that. My mom liked the family gardening program and said she might try that one. We talked about a few other ones that were interesting. I told mom that Uncle Scott has some nice garden stuff growing and maybe she could ask him what stuff grew best here. She liked that idea.

Ben and I snuggled on the sofa and watched some TV. Mom brought us sippy cups with juice. I noticed it was not a sweet as normal. I asked her about it.

“Mom, I noticed the other day and now with this juice, that it’s not as sweet as normal. I like it and stuff, but it’s different. Why?”

“Well Maxie, I talked to Patty and she gave me some ideas and suggestions for juice and other drinks in bottles and sippy cups. The juice has more water in it when I make it. The lemonade does too. It’s not as sweet that way and its better for you. It has less sugar this way.”

“Ok, cool. I like it this way. Before it left the apple taste in my mouth when I was done drinking it. Now it don’t.”

About an hour later, Ben and I went up to my room. We wanted to talk, play legos and stuff.

“Go ahead and go have fun. I will call up and let you know when it’s time to clean up. Then I will be up 15 minutes later, with your nighttime drinks and your medicine. Patty and I worked out a way so we know Ben will be safe. I don’t know if you noticed earlier, but I put Ben’s tablet on your desk, next to your tablet. Patty brought it over when she came over earlier. Scott said he knew someone that does special relaxation and sleep music for boys. I know when you take your meds you sleep like a rock, but I thought it might still be good for you. Especially if there is some relaxation music you can listen to when playing legos or doing your homework or reading. I mentioned it to Ben’s and Matty’s moms and they liked the idea of the music. He and I will be talking about it over the next few days. So when that happens, I want to put it on your tablet, and I will get you a wireless speaker and or headphones so you can listen to it. He said the person had different types so I guess there are longer ones for at night and shorter ones for naps and even when in the car on road trips and stuff. Scott was going to get more info and let me know.”

“Wow, that sounds cool. If I could get music to help me relax and stuff, so I did not have to see the therapist so much that would be AWESOME!” I said.

Mom smiled at me and said, “We shall see Maxie. I love you and want the best for you. If the music helps, then I will get it for as long as you need or want it. Same for the therapy, or diapers, or bottles, or whatever else helps you heal, grow and be happy.” Then she gave me a big hug. I reached out and pulled Ben into the hug. Mom hugged us both. Then she swatted us on our thickly padded butts and told us to go have fun upstairs.

I saw it was almost 7pm. I knew mom would not be up until between 8:45 and 9pm, because that was when she normally gave me my medicine.

“What do you want to do Ben?” I asked.

“I don’t care, as long as I do it with you. Maybe we can sit together on your bed and look at stuff on our tablets. Do you normally sleep on the top or bottom bunk?”

“I normally sleep on the bottom bunk. I got it so when I got a cool friend we could do sleepovers and if he wanted to sleep with me in my bed we could, or he could sleep on top bunk. And so when Brian comes out this summer he can sleep in here with me. I got to ask mom about that, especially if we do that swimming thing.” I said. I told Ben I would be right back, and I waddled downstairs. It’s easier going up stairs in a thick diaper, but going down them I have to go slower and I waddle more that way.

“Mom, Brian is supposed to come out this summer, what about that and the swimming and other stuff?” I asked once I saw her.

“Maxie, Brian will be coming out in the very beginning of the summer, it looks like. He will stay for about 2 or 3 weeks. Then he will go home when your aunt and uncle get back from a business trip. I have to look to see when your school ends. I think it is after the school is out back there, so he might actually come out before you get out of school. The swim program starts a few weeks after school gets out. So it should not be a problem. If there is an overlap, Brian can go with you or he can stay here or maybe hang out with Matty if he is not in the program. We will work it all out. Don’t worry about that. I know you miss him, and he misses you. But you have new friends now, and you need to focus on them because you will see them all the time. I figured when I talk to Karen this weekend you and Brian could talk for a bit. Go back and have fun with Ben. Don’t worry about anything. It's my job to worry. It's your job to have fun, go to school, and fill your brain with stuff.”

I hugged mom and waddled back upstairs to my room.

Ben was sitting on my bed, with his back against the wall. He had his tablet and was looking at stuff. I got mine and sat next to him. For the next hour or so we looked at sexy stories online. Matty sent his some of the stories he found and had saved the last few days. Ben and I decided that we should send each other a mail like twice a week with our favorite new stories we have read or found since the last email. If someone else mentioned the story, it’s ok to list it again. I liked the idea. I said we should do it either Friday or Saturday for sure and maybe on Tuesday night. That way if any of the boys in the support group tell us a story we can share it then to.

I sent out some of the stories I had found. I have been reading Lemons to Lemonade. The boys are like us in it. I like that part a lot. I feel bad that the boy lost his mommy, but he still has his daddy and he loves him, so he is lucky that way. It’s really cool. I read it whenever I am sad or scared because it makes me feel safe inside. It’s hard to explain. I told this to Ben. He smiled and said he understood because he liked it a lot too. He said he saw it on wattpad, before it disappeared last week. I told him I found it on AO3 so I shared that with him. I also like Counting Down, but I wish they had a cute diaper boy or atleast a bedwetter in it. I like Boy Scout Lover a lot. It gives me a stiffy whenever I read it. I just hope it gets updated soon. Boys of Knights is wicked cool. I wish I could meet then and do sex stuff with them. It would be so much fun, and then get them to wear a diaper afterwards. I sent these to Ben and Matty.

Matty had sent us a list with some stories on it I had not read yet. But if he said they were good and made him horny, I knew they had to be good. He said we should read Billie Babysits Alex, Sissification of my Brother, Diaper Chastity Vacation, My Sons Best Friend, and Very Curious Boy. He said his cousin sent him 3 stories today, Caught by Uncle Chad, Little Austins Big Day, and New Daddy for Teds Boys. He has not read them yet, but his cousin always sends him really horny ones. He will be visiting Uncle Scott for a few weeks this summer, and he wants to teach Matty some new stuff.

Ben had some other stories. They are longer series, and I have seen some of them and liked them. I was kinda surprised he liked some of the longer series like I. Accidental Paradise, Transitions New Adventures, Andrews Trust, Transitions All Grown Up, Christmas with Colt, and Finding My Way. He told me of a couple cool stories on Wattpad I should check out. They are completed ones so I can read them whenever, Sleepover Challenges, My Brother Richie, and Modeling, Teachers and lots more. He said he would send me some from Deviant Art next time. I have to get an account there I guess. I will let Ben help me do that.

We checked out some stories and talked while we looked at them. We did this until my mom called up and said she would be up in 10 minutes. My Samsung tablet was still pretty fully charged. Ben has an Ipad tablet and it was only half charged, so he plugged it in. He wants to get a Samsung one like mine and has told his parents its what he wants for his birthday.

We had drank all our juice, so mom took those sippy cups and gave us fresh ones with water in them. She gave me my pills and I took it with some milk.

“Ben, I and your mom agree, its best to have you on the inside of the bed, between Max and the wall. I will be blocking the door from the hallway. So you will not be able to open it if you boys try tonight. Should not be a big deal, since you have your diapers. If you have any issues, you can just press the blue button. It’s an old baby monitor, and I don’t have it set to listen to your room Max, but all you have to do is push the blue button and it will set off an alarm on the part that is in my bedroom. It will wake me up and I will come up to help you with whatever is wrong. I will put it on the side table next to your spare pacifier. Now let’s get you both tucked in.

Mom tucked us in, gave us our pacifiers, and then kissed us goodnight. She left and I heard her do something to the door from the hallway. We rolled onto our side, and looked at each other. I put my hand on the front of Ben’s diaper, it was warm, so I know he wet it recently. That is the last thing I remember until I woke up in the morning, with Ben looking at me.

“You are so cute when you sleep. You were sucking on your pacifier and then sometimes you would stop, spin it in your mouth a few times, then suck on it again. I don’t know how you did it, but it was always the right side up when you stopped spinning it and started sucking again. It was cool to watch. I just wish it was my stiffy instead of your pacifier you were sucking on.” Ben said. Then he kissed my nose.

“I don’t know how I would spin your stiffy, but I could nibble on it and that might make you squirm and spin.” I said with a giggle. Ben hugged me and started to tickle me. I tickled him back. We were so busy laughing and tickling each other we never heard mom undo the door and then come in to see why we were so loud.

“Looks like you boys are in a good mood this morning. I hope you both slept well. I came and checked on you before I went to bed and you were snuggled up together. Your pacifiers were almost touching. It was so cute. I have some fresh fruit downstairs, so hope out and let’s get you guys feed.”

I had forgotten about my highchair, since we sat outside last night and had dinner. But when we got downstairs I saw it set up at the table. I froze, I was afraid Ben would laugh at me.

“Wow, cool you got a big kid highchair. Can I sit it in, Max?” Ben said. When he looked to me for an answer, he saw I was not moving and looked scared.

“Max, I think it’s cool. I got a big kid crib I sleep in, and you got a cool big kid highchair. I would eat it in and I know George would love it. Remember we have a highchair at my house and booster seats.”

I relaxed when I heard Ben say this as he grabbed my hand. I just nodded to him. Mom helped him into my chair and put the tray in it. I sat at the table on the pillow Mom had put there for Ben to sit on.

Mom gave him a bottle of juice and a sippy of milk, like she does for me. I had 2 sippy cups. She put a bib on Ben and then one on me. We ate fruit first, then mom gave us oatmeal. She added some apples and raisins to it. It was really good. She even cleaned both of our faces with a warm washcloth when we were done. She took before and after pictures.

“You two are so cute like that. Let me get those bibs off, you guys, and then check your diapers. So I can see when you need to be changed. But if you need to use the potty to go poopy, just let me know and I can change you then.”

She checked both of us. We are both very wet. Mine is warm, so I know I peed it while I had breakfast.

“Boys, I will change you after I get the kitchen cleaned up. Why don’t you go watch some cartoons and relax on the sofa.”

We sat together on the sofa. I turned on the TV and started checking the different stations. I saw paw patrol, and I paused on it for a second, like I always do. I forgot Ben was next to me. Once I realized it, I changed it quickly and blushed.

“Max, if you want to watch paw patrol, we can. I don’t mind. George watches it all the time. It’s not my favorite, but it’s funny and I do like it. I just won’t admit that at school.”

“Ok, I don’t think I saw that episode before. I think it’s funny and I do kinda like it, but I won’t say that at school either. Only Brian knew I would watch it. We watched it together sometimes because it made us laugh and stuff.”

We watched 2 episodes of Paw Patrol before my mom told us it was time to get changed. I told her I needed to use the bathroom to go #2. Ben said he did too. I said I could hold it and since he was the guest he could use my bathroom first. Mom took off his diaper and he ran upstairs to the bathroom. I stared at his butt as he ran up the stairs.

“Max, I can take off your diaper, and you can use the bathroom down here. When you are done, just come to the spare bedroom and I will get you changed. Remember you have your therapist appointed at 3:30 today. After that you will be doing your sleepover with Matty.”

“Ok” I said. Mom took off my diaper and I ran to the bathroom. I had to go pretty bad.

I went upstairs when I was done, I even washed my hands and dried them. Ben was on the changing table and I saw mom using a wipe to clean his diaper area, and then to make sure his butt was clean. I hope when mom does that to me it’s clean, because I did wipe. I watched as she put Ben in the same type of diaper I was wearing yesterday. She then diapered me the same way.

“Boys, it looks like it will rain today. It’s overcast right now and chilly outside. I think it’s best if you stay in today. You can play in Max’s room, watch tv, or play games in the loft area. Max has a doctor's appointment at 3:30, so we will leave around 2:45, and drop you off on our way Ben. Come down and get some juice and then have fun. I have a few phone calls I have to make, so try to keep it to a low roar.” Mom said.

We went and got a sippy cup full of juice. We can fill it with water from the bathroom when it's empty. We took turns playing Spyro the Dragon on my PS4. We talked and just had fun. We had to refill our sippy cups twice before lunch. We took a short break so we could kiss, cuddle and rub each other’s stiffy thru the diaper. It felt great.

It was raining really hard when we had lunch. We played Legos in my room until it was time to get ready to go. We each got dressed.

“Can I leave my bike here until the storm is done?” Ben asked, and my mom told him it was fine.

We dropped Ben off. He gave me a hug in my booster seat before he got out.

Mom sat out in the waiting area while I met with my therapist. We talked and he tried asking me about my dad but I said I did not want to talk about him yet. He said ok, and then asked me to tell him about any new friends I have made since I moved here. I told him about Matty, Ben, and even Collin and about our sleepover plans. I told him about the support group and how nice it was to know older boys even wear diapers. The time went fast and when the alarm went off. He said I was doing better and he would see me next week. He talked to see my mom for a minute, but she seemed happy when we left.

I forgot to grab my backpack or tablet. It was raining really hard, so mom dropped me off at Matty’s house and I ran to the porch. She left when I went inside.

“You’re here. I was starting to worry you would not come over. Mom wanted me to stay home this morning and help clear the spare room. It was kinda boring but we are making our own pizza for dinner tonight because of it. Let's go to my room.” Matty said once I was inside and taking off my shoes.

We go upstairs to Matty’s room. Dylan hears us and comes over to say hi.

“Hi Max. Can I play with you guys?” asked Dylan.

I wanted to talk to Matty in private, and I felt bad to tell Dylan no, but what I want to talk about is very private.

“Hi Dylan. Can I get a hug from a super cool little brother?” I asked. He ran over and hugged me.

“We aren’t going to play anything right now. We need to talk about stuff. It’s private, so I’m sorry but it can only be me and Matty for now. But if we play Legos later, I will come and tell you so you can join us. Okay.”

“Okay. I don’t want to be a pest. But you are so cool I like to hang out with you guys. I’ll go back to my room.” Dylan said in a dejected tone.

“Thanks buddy. You’re the best.” I told him and that got a smile.

Once Dylan left, Matty closed his door. We sat on his bed so we could talk.

“Can you play some music, so no one can hear what we talk about? Please” I ask.

Matty gets his tablet and his speaker. He puts the speaker by the door and soon I hear some country music playing. Matty brings the tablet with him as he sits next to me on his bed.

“Okay Max. What do you want to talk about. You said you had to tell me some stuff, and you sounded like you were scared to tell me.”

“Matty, I really like you. I think you are one of my best friends, but we have only known each other for a short time. I care a lot about you. But I am scared that when I tell you my biggest secret you won’t want to be my friend anymore. Please let me finish before you ask questions because this is hard to talk about. If you don’t want to be friends afterwards, I will leave. Just promise you will never tell anyone else what I tell you. You have to swear on your life and your mom’s.”

“Max, I promise to never tell anyone what you tell me. If I do, you can kill me or cut of my stiffy. I would never want to do anything that would hurt you. I can tell this secret is really important it stays that way.”

“It’s my fault that we moved, and that my dad don’t live with us anymore. I and Brian were playing with each other like we did at your uncle house. We got caught by my dad. That day Brian said we should not do it incase my dad came home. I said we should and we would hear him so we would have time. We never heard him and he caught us playing with each other. He made us do stuff for him and to him, and he did stuff to us. It’s all my fault. If I had listened to Brian, he never would have found out. Brian would not have been hurt by him, my mom would not be so sad, and we would still be a family. I hurt and ruined the lives of people I loved. I’m such a idiot. I can’t tell my mom, because if she knew this she would hate me, and if I tell my therapist I’m afraid he will tell my mom. I hated most of what my dad did to me. He did not care if it hurt me or Brian, but some of it felt good to. I like doing stuff with you and Ben, but when your uncle caught us, I thought it was going to be like my dad all over. That you would be hurt and then I would lose you as a friend and we would have to move again” I said. I tried my best to not cry but I was crying before I was half done.

Matty sat and listened to me. He was just looking at me. I told him some of the stuff Brian and I did, and some of the stuff my dad made us do. Same stuff I told Ben. When I was done, I tried to wipe away my tears and look at him. I could not read his face. He was just looking at me, like he was shocked at what I did. I felt like I did not belong here anymore.

I slid off the bed. Matty was just looking at me. I started crying even more. I lost another friend.

“I’m sorry. I can tell you hate me. I will leave. I won’t bug you ever again. Sorry” I said as I cried. I went to his door and opened it. I tripped over his speaker and tried to use the door so I did not fall. I was off balance and tried to stand up using the door, but I ended up falling out of is room and pulled the door closed behind me. It slammed shut and I still fell down, but I fell forward and landed on my knees and hands. I wish I had landed on my butt, atleast my diaper would have made it a soft landing.

I tried to stand up, but everything was blurring thru my tears. I guess Dylan heard me fall or the door slam because he came out and when he saw me he ran and hugged me. He helped me stand and saw I was crying.

“Max, are you ok? I can get mommy if you are hurt. Where is my brother?”

“I’mmmm Okkkaaaaaayyyy”, I studdered out.

“He is still in his room. I think I better go home. Bye Dylan.” I said and I gave him a hug. He is a really nice person and Matty is lucky to have such a cool little brother I thought.

Dylan just stood there looking at me and then at his brother’s bedroom door. I could tell he was confused and not sure what to do.

I made my way downstairs. I am glad they had a railing I could hold onto. I still had some tears but I knew I had to leave. I got to the front door and started to put my shoes on. I guess their mom heard me by the door and came to see what the noise was.

“Max, what’s wrong? Why are you putting your shoes on? Are you crying? What did Matty do? It will be okay.” She said as she came up to me and held me. I needed a hug. I really wanted mom, but this felt good, and I lost it. I broke down even more and just cried and held onto her.

“I ruined it. I think he hates me now. I need to go home, I don’t think he wants me here anymore. I’m sorry. I wanted to trust him with my secret, but I guess now he hates me.” Was all I could get out and kept mumbling as she held me and rubbed my back. I didn’t realize she had picked me up and we were now on the sofa.

Dylan came down and was staring at me, while his mom held me.

“Dylan, I need you to go upstairs and tell your brother I need him to come down here right now. Thanks sweety” she said. Dylan ran upstairs as fast as he could. He did not even knock, like they are supposed to do if the door is closed. I guess he told Matty because I heard them both coming downstairs.

I was too embarrassed and upset to even look at Matty. I knew he hated me, otherwise he would have said something, asked me to not leave, or helped me when I tripped and fell. But he didn’t do anything so that must mean he hates me and does not want to be friends anymore.

“Mathew, I need you to tell me what happened in your room and why Max is so upset. He was trying to put his shoes on and was going to walk home in this storm. What happened?”

“Mommy, I am not sure. But I can’t tell you anything because I promised not to tell anyone what Max told me. I was shocked by what he said and it made me sad. I guess I didn’t know what to say. I don’t even remember him leaving my room. I remember the door slamming but I don’t know why. I’m still kinda shocked by what he told me.” Matty told his mom.

“Young Man, I don’t care if you made a promise. I need you to tell me what happened.”

“I can’t. You and Uncle Scott always say how important it is to keep our word and do what we say we will do. I made Max a promise, and I even swore on my life to not tell anyone what he told me. It’s really personal and his secret. I can’t tell you mommy. Sorry. I don’t think Dylan should hear it either if you ask Max. He is too young to understand it. Its really personal and kinda scary stuff.”

“I’m not a baby. I’m not wearing a diaper now or stuff.” Dylan said. I heard him say it and I looked at him.

“I didn’t mean it like that Max. Sorry. You are not a baby. Your cool!” Dylan said when he realized what he said and what I’m wearing. I just put my face into the soft shoulder and cried more.

“I know you did not mean it that way Dylan, but you need to learn to be careful how and what you say. Your brother did not call you a baby. He said what Max told him was stuff that was scary and that you are not old enough or mature enough to hear about. Some boys have been thru a lot of bad stuff, and when they have a special friend they trust, they tell them some of it so that they hope the person won’t say the wrong thing to them later or will be understanding and be one they can talk with when they have a bad day or are scared. I can tell it is very personal stuff, because your brother is risking a spanking to keep the secret. I am proud of him for that, but also worried about Max.”

“Matty, Max said he thought you hated him. He was going to go home because you don’t want him here now. Why would he say that?”

“I am not sure mommy. What he told me made me so sad and feel bad for him and his cousin Brian. I was thinking how to ask a few questions because I didn’t want to upset him since I could tell he was upset. But I guess because I didn’t way nothing he thought I was upset at him. I never saw him get off the bed. I remember hearing my door slam, and seeing that Max was gone. I heard him and Dylan outside my room, but when I got to the door, they were gone. I sat down on my bed again because I thought he needed the bathroom or something to drink. Then Dylan came and told me you wanted to see me.”

“Max, I need to call your mommy and talk to her. You are not in trouble. I am going to put you on the sofa. I want you to stay here. Matty will sit next to you. He is not mad at you and he does not hate you. I think he wants to talk to you, so please listen to him.”

“Dylan, I know you are worried about Max. But I want your brother to be able to talk to Max and not worry about anyone overhearing them. So please go to your room and play, or you can watch TV upstairs. If I find out you were trying to listen in on their talk, you will get a spanking, and will be grounded until school starts in September. Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes mommy, I will go to my room then. I don’t want to get in trouble, miss all summer break, or make Max mad at me. Can I say bye to Max before he goes home if he goes home, please?”

“If he goes home tonight, I will call you down so you can say goodbye to him. Now head up to your room.”

Dylan went upstairs. Then their mom set me on the sofa and got up. I saw her get her phone and she walked out to the back patio. I guess she is going to call my mom. I bet mom will be upset at me even more now.

“Max, please talk to me. I don’t hate you. You’re my bestest friend. I can’t believe you trusted me with your secret. It’s so personal and stuff. I feel so bad that you and Brian got hurt and stuff. I don’t think it’s your fault. Don’t be mad at me, but I think it’s your daddy’s fault. He is the one that hurt you and made you do stuff.”

“Really, you still want to be friends and stuff. You didn’t say anything and just stared at me. When I tripped and fell, you didn’t say anything, so I thought it meant you hated me and were just happy I was leaving your room.”

Matty hugged me and I felt better. Now I felt like an idiot and big baby for crying and everything. I heard their patio door open and their mom came in talking on her phone.

“Max, its your mom. She wants to talk to you. You’re not in trouble, so don’t worry.”

She handed me the phone. I was worried mom would be upset. Afterall, its not good when you do a sleepover and the mom there calls to talk to your mom.

“Hi mommy” I said.

“Maxie, are you ok. What happened. If you want, I will come over and get you. It’s raining too heavy to walk home. Talk to me baby.”

“It’s okay mom. I don’t want to go home. I don’t really want to talk about it now, but we can when I get home.”

“Did you tell Matty your secret about why we moved? Is he ok with it, or is he upset?”

“Yeah I did, and at first I thought he was upset and hated me because he didn’t do or say anything even when I got off the bed and left the room. But we talked and he was just shocked and not sure what to say. So it’s ok. I love you mommy. I am so sorry I caused you this trouble and got father in trouble and made us move.”

“Oh Maxie, you did not do anything wrong. Its not your fault that monster of a man did what he did. It was his choice to do it and hurt both you boys. I am not mad, and you did not make us move. No one is upset or mad at you. That also means your Uncle, Aunt and Brian are not mad at you, they love you a lot. Please don’t think you did anything wrong or this is your fault in any way. It’s not, I promise. I love you Maxie.”

“Thanks mommy. I just feel bad that all this stuff happened because of me and stuff. I know you were happy before all this happened and stuff. Now you seem sad a lot and I feel bad because it’s my fault.”

“Honey, I am not mad or upset at you. I am sad because of all that has happened to you and how it has affected you. How you and Brian were hurt and how that monster who should have been protecting you, instead was using and hurting you. It is not your fault, and please don’t think it is. We can talk more later. I want you to have a good sleepover, but if you want to come home at any time, just let Amy know and she will call me. I love you!”

“Love you too Mommy.” Then I gave the phone back to Amy. She was still talking to mom for another minute or 2. Then she came and sat on the sofa.

“Max, are you ok now? Do you want to talk to me about anything? Are you hungry? Do you need to be changed? I know when Matty or Dylan get upset they can have accidents or if they are in diapers or pullups they often wet it a lot and need to be changed. I think it’s pretty normal for kids, especially boys.”

“I think I might need to be changed. I can feel I am a lot wetter than I was and its warm so that means I wet it not too long ago.”

“Ok, let me go grab the bag your mom dropped off while you boys were upstairs. She realized you needed your medication tonight and in the morning. She included some of your thick diapers too. Do you want me to change you here, or would you prefer in my room or Matty’s room where you can have some privacy?”

“I don’t care. Matty has seen me get changed before, and he has seen my stiffy even. It’s no big deal. So where ever you want to is ok with me. As long as it’s not super cold when I lay on it, like the floor.”

“Ok, we can go to my room, or upstairs. I have wipes and lotion in both places. Your choice.”

“Lets go upstairs. I want to tell Dylan I’m not upset about what he said and that is he a super cool little brother.”

“That will make him feel better. I saw the look he had once he said what he said. He realized it was mean and it could hurt your feelings. He really looks up to you. When he found out you were sleeping over tonight he begged Matty to let him hang out with you boys after dinner. He even offered to clean Matty’s room if he let him. I laughed because if he cleaned Mattys room, it would not be any better than it normally is.” She said with a chuckle.

“I always wanted a little brother. Some of my other friends would say their brothers were pests or brats and stuff. Some did seem like a brat at times, but Dylan is like Ben’s brother George. They both are really nice and I can tell they just want to spend time with their big brother and his friends, because they want to be accepted and feel special. I think it would be cool if Dylan and George could become friends too.”

We go upstairs and into Matty’s room. She has me lay on his bed, and she goes to get the stuff. In a few minutes she has me in a soft dry overnight diaper. She said I did not need to wear my pants if I didn’t want to, and that the jeans looked like they might be tight over these diapers. I agreed, so I am in just my shirt, diaper and socks. I go to Dylans room and knock on his door since its closed.

When Dylan opens it, he looks sad, until he sees me, then he smiles and gives me a hug.

“You are staying right. Please.” He says.

“Yeah, I am staying. I wanted to tell you that you’re a cool brother, and if I had a little brother I hope he is as cool and nice as you are. I am not upset about what you said, downstairs. I know you were not trying to be mean or pick on me.”

“Cool, I am sorry I said it. I did not mean it the way it came out, I just wanted my brother to know I am a big kid because sometimes he treats me like a baby or little kid.”

“I hate to tell you this, but you are a little kid still and it’s ok. I don’t want you to hear what we talked about because I bet it would give you nightmares. I get nightmares from it a lot if I don’t take my medicine. Your brother loves you and is trying to look out so you don’t get hurt. Some brothers don’t care about their little brother and some will hurt them. You got a cool one that loves you, so remember that.”

“I know. Some of my friends at school talk about the mean stuff their brothers and sisters do to them. Matty don’t do much, especially now that you are his friend. He is nicer to me now than he ever was. Thanks.”

“Matty and I are going to watch TV downstairs I think, so if you want to come down whenever you can.”

“Ok, cool. I will be down in a few minutes. Maybe mom will let me get my diaper now too?”

I went down stairs, and saw that Matty was helping his mom get the stuff ready to make pizza. I offered to help, but was told to just relax and watch TV. Matty even brought me some juice in the bottle he made for himself at the support group. I watched some cartoons for a while. Dylan came and sat next to me a few minutes after I got started. His mom told him he could get ready for bed, after dinner.

The pizza was really good. Matty and I made one together. We agreed on extra cheese, lots of pepperoni and pineapple on it. I added some mushrooms on one small part just for me. Dylan had his own, and he let me do part of it so I did it with lots of cheese, all the meat they had, pineapple, mushrooms and olives. He said he did not like olives, but I got him to try one and he said he liked them now so he added some to his part of the pizza. I told their mom that when my aunt makes pizza she puts slices or chunks of tomatoes on it, and some garlic pieces, along with the other stuff and it’s really good. My mom takes the crushed garlic she has in the fridge and puts some of it on frozen pizzas then adds more cheese, some more pepperoni and some pineapple when we do pizza at home. She buys pepperoni thin crust ones at the store.

After dinner was done, I helped Dylan and Matty clear the table, load the dishwasher, and put stuff away. Dylan and Matty got changed and are in just their diapers now. I took off my shirt so we are all the same. We were watching TV, and then the power went out. The whole house got dark. It was a little scary at first. We could see lightning flashes outside and even hear some thunder. It was a big storm. It was getting colder so when their mom brought out a candle and flashlight. She had some blankets for us to cuddle with so we stayed warm. We talked for a little while, but we got kinda bored. The internet was down so only cellphones could go online. After about half an hour Matty and I went to his room. His mom gave us a small flashlight. We took some drinks with us and she said she would bring me my medicine in about an hour since it was about 730 now.

We laid in Matty’s bed and looked at some Wattpad stories he had saved on his Samsung tablet. I told him he needed to show me how to do that, because there were lots of cool stories there. Some are sexy diaper boys, and others are just fun diaper boys. Sleepover Challenges, Reset, Ryans Regression, Best Friends Worst Vacation, and Willies Camping Trip. It’s super cool to be able to save a story that is completed, or has many chapters so we got it incase it disappears later. I need to learn how to save wattpad stories.

A few minutes later Dylan came in and asked if he could lay with us. He seemed like he was a little scared. Matty looked at me, so I answered.

“Sure Dylan, you can lay here with us. But you have to be good and not move around too much. We are reading some stuff. But if you want to lay here next to me you can snuggle up between me and the wall where I know you will be super safe. He smiled and climbed into the bed. He had his blanket with him. He snuggled up to me, and mumbled something. I looked over and saw he had a pacifier in his mouth and looked happy.

“You look really comfy. Just relax, you are safe with us.” He smiled around his pacifier, and I felt his hand rub my back and diapered butt. He laid his head on the pillow as he rubbed my back and butt. About 10 minutes later I noticed he was not rubbing me anymore and his hand was on my hip. I looked over at him and he was sleep.

“Your brother is asleep. I guess he does not like the dark or storms?” I whispered.

“Both, especially thunder. We have night lights that power up when the power goes off so he can see the hallway and there is one in each of our rooms. He likes to sleep with me when we have bad storms.” Matty softly said to me.

We continued reading Ryans Regression. It’s a story I had never seen before, but it’s pretty cool. I have to figure out how to save stories on my tablet. I got a lot in my reader lists that are wicked cool. Afterall, Diaper Boys Rule!

A little while later his mom came in. She gave me my medicine, and some milk to take it with. She filled up our sippy cups with water and told us we should get some sleep.

“Do you want me to carry Dylan to his room, or is there enough room for all 3 of you boys?” she asked. Matty looked at me, as I yawned.

“It’s ok mom, he can sleep here. He will feel safer. I bet if he wakes up in his room he will come in here anyway.”

She tucked us in and kissed us good night. I snuggled up to Matty and looked in his eyes. I knew I had a great friend and the look he gave me told me we will be friends a long time. I fell asleep with Matty on one side and Dylan cuddled into my back.

It was still raining when we got up, but the power was on. I guess no bike riding today. After breakfast I got changed into a fresh diaper. It was another one of my thick night ones. I left my shorts off until it was time to go to Ben’s house. Matty was in just his underwear and Dylan had pullups on. Matty told me Dylan normally wore pullups when it was stormy, just incase.

We played Legos and watched TV. Dylan was excited because we let him hang out with us all morning.

“Max and Matty, Ben’s mom will be here in a little bit to pick you both up, when she drops his brother off. I suggested he spend the night here so he and Dylan can have a sleepover. You boys will have lunch over there.”

“Thanks mom, that’s nice.” Said Matty as he hugged his mom. Knowing it will be cool to not have any little brothers hanging around, and his little brother will not be grumpy when he comes home.

About 10 minutes later there was a knock at the door. Dylan, in just his pullup ran to open it. He let George, Ben, and their mom in.

George and Dylan talked for a few seconds, then ran off to his room to play. The moms talked for a few minutes, while we talked with Ben. He said we were going to my house next to get his bike. I went and got the bag my mom brought over last night. I checked to see if I needed more medicine, and I did so I would get that when we get his bike. I called my mom and told her what I needed and asked her to put my tablet with it.

We went to my house. I was in a shirt, socks, shoes and diaper. I opened the garage so Ben could get his bike. Mom came out with a plastic bag and gave it to me to put in the duffle mom dropped off yesterday.

“We need to make sure we get you some more shorts that will fit over those thicker diapers. Let me grab you a pair. Wait here until I get back.” Mom said and then went inside. She was back in about a minute, so I guess she had them in the laundry area.

“These were in the dryer, so they will be warm. Let me help you put them on.” She said as he held them open for me to step into them. She pulled them up and I was all set.

“Thanks mom. I love you. See you tomorrow night.” I said and then ran and got in the SUV.

We stopped to get Collin next. He was at his neighbors with his little brother. Since the rain stopped for a few minutes we all went and knocked on the door. The lady let us in and called Collin. She had several small kids, I am guessing between 2 and 6. Collin was by far the oldest. He was wearing sweatpants and they didn’t hide his diaper very well. He was smiling when he saw us. Following him was a very cute little boy, I guess its his brother. I could see the top of a pullup sticking out of his shorts.

“Hi Collin. Is this your cool little brother you told us about?” I said. Collin smiled and his brother got really excited.

“Hi. I’m Davy.” The excited boy said.

“Hi Davy, I am Max, this is Matty, and this is Ben. Do you like Paw Patrol? Chase is my favorite.” I said. This got a big smile from Davy.

“Yeah I like Chase bestest. How did you know?”

“It was a guess. Do you have Paw Patrol on your pullup or is it micky mouse like Matty’s brother has on his?”

This got him to look down at his pants, then look at me funny.

“How did you know I got a pullup? Can you see it? Can you see my brother’s diaper?” This caused Collin to blush and give his brother a dirty look.

“I could see the top of it when you moved because your shirt lifted up. Your brother’s diapers are a secret so you don’t want to tell anyone else about them. We know about them already because I need to wear them all the time now.” I said. I pulled down the front of my shorts so he could see them, and see they were wet. He smiled and showed me his paw patrol pullups.

“I like diapers better than pull ups but mommy says I need to use the potty and I am too old to wear diapers all the time.”

“Yeah, I didn’t have to wear them until last month. Now I have to wear them all the time. They are soft and comfy to wear at home, but its not fun to wear them to school. Its scary and some people want to tease and bully us because of them. That is why you need to learn to use the potty. Diapers are the best when you can wear them at home to watch tv and then wear them to bed. But you should wear undies to school. It’s hard to go to friends houses if you have to wear diapers in the daytime.” I said.

“Wow, yeah I hate it when I get teased about my diapers. I start preschool next year. Mommy told me that if I get potty trained I can still have diapers at night. But I have to try to keep my pull ups dry. I have used the potty 2 times today.” He said

“That’s great. You’re going to be a big boy really soon. You will have lots of fun at school. You learn new stuff, make lots of friends, and play lots of cool games. But you got to wear undies to school. I bet you will be in undies soon, if you try hard.”

“Yeah I can be in undies and my brother will be in diapers again. Maybe I will be the big brother then.” He giggled as he said it. Collin blushed but he also laughed, like we all did.

“Davy, I’m Ben. I have to wear diapers because I got hurt really bad. Now I can’t control when I go peepee. But I am still the big brother. You are a lot like my little brother. He is cool and funny too. Collin got lucky and got a good little brother, not a weird one or worst, a little sister.” This caused us all to laugh.

“Yucky, I don’t ever want a sister, girls are yucky!” said Davy and he looks so cute when he made the yucky face.

“Boys we need to go. Collin do you have your backpack?”

“Its by the door next to my shoes.”

Davy hugged his brother. It was sweet. He waved to a few other little kids and then we left.

We drove into town. I guess we have to go shopping. Now I am glad I got my shorts.

“Boys I need to grab a few things quickly at 2 stores. It won’t take long.” His mom said.

“Okay” we all said. Then I said, “I am glad I got my shorts now. Going to get Collin in just my diaper would have been a little embarrassing but not bad, but I don’t want to go shopping in just a shirt and diaper again. Once was enough.” I said which got a laugh. I had to tell Collin about when I had an accident at the therapist and was diapered at medical store and walked to get these shorts at the boy clothing shop next door, before I met the principal at school. I even told him about the Mexican restaurant after I went to the hospital and was there in a shirt and diaper.

“Would you boys like street tacos for lunch, or else we can do sandwiches when we get home?”

“Tacos” we all said.

“Can we go to the place next to the diaper store? It’s really good.”

“Yeah, that is where we normally go for Mexican food. If there were Del Taco here, I would consider going there sometimes, but Maria makes such good food, it's hard to not eat there when we are running around town. Especially when I have to stop at the so-called ‘Diaper Store’ as you boys call it. Ben we are dropping your Bike off to have it checked over for the summer. You said it had a wobble, so I called and they can check it out this afternoon.”

We got lunch first, then went to the diaper store. I asked if we could go to the clothing store, and Ben’s mom said we could. We looked around there and I saw a cool Harry Potter shirt I wanted, and they had one with a cool 4x4 in the forest. Kevin, the owner, told me he had some Harry Potter Diaper Shirts on order, and they would be in next week. He showed us some of the pictures of them. I asked if he could put 2 on hold for me. Ben’s mom asked her to hold 2 for Ben, and Collin asked if he could get one. Kevin gave Collin his card and told him to have his mom call him next week or else he could come in and buy it himself if he needed to keep his diapers quiet. Kevin looked at Matty and asked him if he needed one too.

“I don’t get to wear them too much in the daytime. I need them at night. It's cool I get to wear them when I sleepover at my friend's house. Do you have any more of the “Up to no good’ shirts in either grey or blue, in my size, 8 or 10?”

“I have a few more of those coming in with the other Harry Potter shirts. I am getting them all from the same place. They agreed to do the diaper shirts in more styles and patterns. I guess they have been popular once they let other shops know they are doing them in big kid sizes. I can set those aside for you. For you, I would suggest the size 10. The 8 will fit, but not for much longer, and when you lift your arms up, you don’t want the top of a diaper to show either. The blue one I have coming will work really well with your eyes.” He said making Matty smile.

“Cool, Thanks. Yeah, it's not good when the top shows incase we are playing and there are other kids around.”

“Mr. Kevin. Do you carry swuimsuits for swimmers? You know the ones that kinda look like those undies on that model there?” I asked as I pointed to the mannequin with the same skimpy undies my mom got me.

“Yes, I do. I have a few in stock now. I have a lot on order. I do get a few of the actual Speedo ones, but I have found a few other brands that are more kid friendly. They seem to be more comfy, and have better colors and stuff on them. I am hoping they will arrive in week or two.”

“Cool. I might take the swimming and diving class they offer at the summer program and my mom said I should get that kind of swimsuit.”

“They are much easier to swim and dive in. Most boys and men that wear them, say they are so comfy they never will go back to the longer board style swim shorts. If you give me a phone # I can call and let yu guys know when they arrive.”

Ben’s mom gave him her phone # and she said she would let my mom know when he called.

“You did not tell me you are thinking of taking that. If you want to we can take it together. I love swimming” said Matty.

“Maybe my mom will let me do it too” said Collin.

Next we took Ben’s bike to the shop. It was cool because the owner and 2 of his boys were there. We talked with the boys for a minute. Then I went to tell the owner I met Jimmy.

“I wanted to say thanks. You did a great job on my bike, and thanks for helping Jimmy out. We met him a few days ago when we were riding our bikes at the park by our house. He is really nice and he was so happy he had a cool bike. Thanks for letting me give him my red tires. They looked cool on his bike and he loved how he was the only one with red tires.”

“You are very welcome young man. It’s Max, right. Thanks for offering to donate your tires. Most kids would not do anything like that. By the way I have something special for you.” Said Ben the owner of the Bike shop. He went over to the register and took out a business card.

“Max, this card gives you 15% off anything you buy or any work you have done here, including sales. This also applies next door at Streamside Fishing. My father runs it, and we have a few special discount cards we give to people that have helped us make a difference in the community. If you forget your card, you can just ask for it when you check out. We have a short list, with the now, 11 names on it. If your friends come in with you, you can use the discount to help them out too.”

“Thanks. That’s wicked cool. But it would not be fair if I used my discount to give them a lower price because you will lose money then if I am not paying for it. Its like cheating.” I said.

His boys had heard what I said, and they gave me a strange look. I saw the owner smile at me.

“Young man, that is the most honest answer I have ever heard. Even when I said you could share with your friends, you were worried it would hurt me and my family, as well as seeing it as cheating. I am very impressed. How about this. If you give me your friends name, I will add it to your card, and it will allow them the discount too, as long as you are with them. Then it’s not cheating. I can tell they are good kids and would not take advantage of you or the discount.”

“Ok, I guess that’s fair, but you don’t have to do that. Can you add Jimmy to it too? He is nice and we are trying to be his friend, because he said he don’t have any. If we become friends and ride our bikes fishing and stuff, I think I might buy him a rack for his bike or a water bottle holder, if he wants one. I like to ride and I know the rack will be great for fishing and when I go on long rides or just go out in the summer, my mom makes me take a water bottle.” I said.

“That is a deal. Jimmy is a good kid, and if you are trying to be his friend and want to help him out, I am happy to help him again. So can you introduce me to your friends. I know this one here is Ben, since we have the same name, but whom are the other 2?”

I introduced him to Matty and Collin. His sons came to talk to use while he wrote up the ticket to check out and fix Ben’s bike. I told them we are all the same, so we can talk about the support group and other stuff. They smiled and we just talked and had fun. After a little while we had to go.

“Max, that was very kind and considerate of you. You have excellent morals, I am very impressed. Most people would try to help anyone they know to save money and take advantage of the store and its special program. But you said it was wrong, even when he told you it was ok. I am very impressed. I told him we did not need the discount, when he gave the estimate for Ben’s bike, but he insisted that he do it. He is a very good man and his business is all about helping the community.”

“Thanks. I was just doing stuff how my mom told me I should. My dad would try to get a deal on anything, but mom would say it’s not right to take money from someone else’s family. I don’t ever want to be like my dad.” I said and I had a few tears. Whenever I talk about him I remember some of our fun times but then I remember the hurt and bad things he said and did to us.

Ben hugged me. Matty was behind us with Collin, but he gave me a hug and rubbed my head. I think he heard me sniffle a little.

We got to Ben’s house and we were all talking about what we should do. We helped to carry in the diapers and other stuff she had in the car. Once we were inside Ben took off his pants. I did the same. Collin blushed and looked at Matty. Matty smiled and nodded. He started to unbutton his pants. Collin untied his sweatpants and pushed them down, showing us his thick diaper. It was wet like mine but not soaked. It was the overnight kind we normally wear. Matty was the only one in undies, and they were Pokemon.

Ben’s mom looked at us and chuckled.

“Looks like Matty is the only one not in a diaper yet. How are you liking the diapers Collin?”

“They are super soft. I like them a lot. My mom is really cool and okay with me liking them. We made a deal. I can wear them on weekends, and afterschool during the week. At home I wear just my diaper, or I wear my pjs. She got me some 1 piece pjs from the boys store, they are super soft. It’s weird because the zipper is in the back. I got some other ones like it, but they are not as soft, but they got the front zipper. She always gets me and my brother some like that from Target before it starts to snow. We talked to my brother. Mom told him if he gets potty trained so his pullups stay dry, he will get to pick out the undies he wants, like the paw patrol ones. She told him if he wants he can wear diapers at night instead of the overnight pullups. Otherwise it’s only pullups and then she will pick his undies, and they won’t be paw patrol. He agreed. He told me he did not like to poop his diaper or pullup but sometimes he held it to long. Now he is trying hard, so he can have the undies he wants and his diapers at night. She told him he can have the paw patrol ones again at night if he is in undies before I start summer break from school. I bet he will be in undies in a few weeks.”

“Glad to hear it. Really diapers are just a thicker type of undies. We are pretty open minded about undies, be it diapers, pullups, super hero, princess, paw patrol, white, blue, or pink. It does not matter to us, as long as it makes you happy. But George knows about the teasing and bullying Ben has endured, so he is happy to wear undies to school. He is like so many young boys, he tries to hold it too long and will have some accidents, so we let him have pullups at home if he wants. He needs diapers at night because he is still a bedwetter.”

“Can I have a diaper or pullup? Maybe one of the ones they wear to school?” asked Matty.

“Sure, lets go get you changed.” She said and took him to George's room.

“Mom we are going to my room, I think I need to show them my room now.”

“Why don’t you all come to George’s room. Once I’m done with Matty, you can show them your room, and I can be there if you need any help.” She said.

We all followed her and Matty upstairs and into George’s room. She had got Matty on the changing table, and removed his undies. He blushed a little, and he started to get stiff. We were all looking at him and is stiffy. She put a diaper under him, then did lotion and some powder. She pulled it up and taped it up. He was stiff, but she just pushed it flat as she taped his paw patrol diaper on. Collin was staring and I could tell he liked what he watched.

Once Matty was down with us, Ben led us to his room.

“Guys, I trust you. We are friends. I have a problem with sleepwalking. It’s pretty bad sometimes. My little brother has it kinda, but it’s not too bad. My parents found me in the hot tub one morning. I was really cold and could have drowned. Because of that, they got me a special bed. It’s a bed for kids with special needs, like mine or kids that don’t sleep much, or autism and other stuff. It looks kinda strange, but please its one of my scarest secrets, and why I don’t normally let anyone in my room except my family.” Ben said as he was holding back tears. It was clear he was scared.

“Guys, I slept over last weekend. I slept in the room and even in Ben’s bed. It might be different, but it’s no big deal. I bet we could all fit in it tonight if we wanted to, or some can sleep on the floor. We can all tell Ben is scared and worried about this. We are his friends. We must help him, and keep his secret. Let’s all pinky swear on it.” I said showing my support for Ben.

We all did a pinky swear and then we went into Ben’s room. Matty and Collin looked around. They liked the posters and stuff. I went to Ben’s mom and gave her a suggestion. She smiled and I could tell she liked it.

“Matty and Collin, I think you guys should climb onto Ben’s bed.” I said.

They looked at me weird, but they did that.

“The sides are really tall. I don’t think I can even reach the top” said Matty. He tried and was a little bit too short.

Ben’s mom went to the bed and closed the front and we heard it latch. Now they were closed in. The look on their face was priceless.

“Wow this is kinda like my brother’s crib. Just a lot bigger. My mom told him when he is in undies he will get the race car bed he wants. So you got a big kid crib. It’s kinda neat.” Said Collin. Matty was just looking at it.

“What do you think Matty?” Ben asked.

“It’s cool. If it keeps you safe at night that is what is important. I don’t think I want a crib, but it’s not bad either. I bet some parents do this with bunk beds, because they could enclose the bottom bunk and make it like a crib. If I and Dylan had to share a room again, I would want my mom to do that to his bottom bunk. I won’t tell anyone either. It’s no one’s business what kind of bed you sleep in. It’s a bed, that is all that matters, and it keeps you safe, so you don’t get hurt. Cool you got speakers here and stuff.” Matty said.

Ben looked at me and smiled. He was happy and not so scared now.

“Okay, Ben lets go downstairs, and watch tv, so Matty and Collin can take a nap.” I said as I started walking to the door.

Collin just laid down while Matty was looking at us to see if we were serious. When we got to the door and Ben’s mom went out, I looked at Matty. He looked a little scared, I think it was because he knew he could not get out of bed.

“I’m not tired, and what if I need to go pee.” Matty said, trying to find any excuse to get out.

“If you lay down, you might be surprised how easy you fall asleep. Little boys always say they are not tired at nap time, but they fall asleep really quick. You are wearing a diaper, so if you got to go peepee, use it.” Ben’s mom said, with a big smile.

Matty laid down and he looked a bit sad. I guess because he had to take a nap. I saw Collin look at him with a smile and rub his shoulder.

We left the room and waited for maybe 30 seconds then we walked back in and started to laugh. She opened the side and told the boys they did not have to take a nap, unless they wanted to or needed one. They both climbed out and told Ben, they would not break their promise.

We went to the play area and started to play with legos. We were building a city. A while later Ben’s mom came up to us.

“Boys, I had planned to do Hamburgers and Hot Dogs on the grill, but with it raining and getting colder, I think that might not be the best. Sorry Benny, I know you asked for that for the sleepover. How about Spaghetti and Garlic Bread instead.”

We looked at each other, nodded and then Ben spoke. “Ok that sounds good. But I want to make the garlic bread, since you and daddy say my garlic bread is the best. I think when Max helped last weekend it was even better.”

“No problem, you and Max are in charge of the garlic bread. Matty and Collin, will you boys help me set the table when we are ready?”

“Ok, I do that at home so I can help.” Said Collin and Matty just nodded.

We kept playing and we had several buildings already done. It was looking cool. We heard Ben’s dad come home. Ben told us dinner will be soon.

“Ben, I am really wet. I don’t want to leak here. Can you check my diaper and see if I need to be changed before dinner?”

Ben checked me out, and then checked Collin too. He felt his own diaper in the front and back. He asked me to touch the top of where his diaper is wet in the back. So I did.

“We are all about the same wetness. Except for Matty, but I can see he is pretty wet too. I think we will be fine until after dinner. Let’s go see how close it is, I want to make the garlic bread cheesy this time.” Ben said and we all headed downstairs.

“Perfect timing boys, I was about to call you down. We will be ready to eat in about 10-12 minutes, so its time for Ben to work his garlic magic.” His mom said.

I helped Ben on the bread and we heard Matty and Collin set the table and laugh sometimes. The bread was perfect. It has a little crunch on it, and the cheese was toasted on top, but still gooey and stringy. The garlic was strong, but not too strong. No vampires tonight.

Dinner was great. We had fun and we talked. His mom and dad asked us some questions. Since it was the first time for Matty and Collin to stay over, they got asked more questions. We found out Collin was a bedwetter for a few years and then had accidents on and off, but until now he was dry for over a year. He said when he woke up this morning his diaper was a lot wetter than when he went to bed.

After dinner we were taken to George’s room and all got our wet diapers changed. I told her I wanted to try to go poop. I was the first out of my diaper and I ran to the bathroom. We all got the thick overnight diaper with a stuffer in each of our diapers. Collin was watching as we each got changed. I found out later he had never seen other boys stiffies until today, other than like his little brother and other toddlers and babies at the daycare.

“Boys, Max’s mom told me because he has to take special medicine, he wets more when he sleeps, so its best to have the extra stuffing. I put the same stuffer in each of your diapers, so you are all the same. It might be a little harder to walk, so don’t worry if you waddle like a toddler. This should last you well past breakfast, maybe even until lunch. Do you boys want to watch a movie or would you rather play up here?”

“Movie” we all said. We talked about what we should watch as we all waddled down the stairs. The 2 bean bags were put next to each other. Collin laid on one, and looked at Matty. Matty looked at me. I smiled at him and he laid on the other beanbag. Collin moved in closer to him. I think Collin was getting a crush on Matty. Collin and Matty agreed on ‘How To Train Your Dragon’. It’s a fun movie. We laughed a lot and I peed a lot. We all had a sippy cup with juice and his mom refilled it once. After the movie we talked about what to pick for the next one while his dad did popcorn. His mom suggested we watch Paw Patrol Movie. We all looked at her. Then she started laughing. We laughed. I suggested Star Wars Phantom Menace. We talked over which one we should watch. I like Phantom because Ani is so cute. With the suggestion of his dad, we agreed on watching Solo. Each group got a bowl of popcorn. We each got a sippy cup of juice and a bottle. Collin blushed, but when he saw Matty drink from the bottle first he smiled and started sucking on it.

The movie was cool and we were kinda tired when it was done. We talked it over and wanted to see if we could all fit in Ben’s bed. We tried a few ways. We could only get 3 of us if we were together, unless we cuddled as 2 groups, then we could do 4, but it was too tight. We got some extra pillows, and put them at the foot of the bed. Matty and Collin laid there and their legs came towards us. It worked as long as no one kicked. We talked for a few minutes. Ben’s mom brought me my meds and some milk. Once I took it, she gave us all a sippy cup, and then a kiss on our forehead.

“Sleep well boys. Happy diaper dreams. Have fun.” She said then she closed the side and we heard it latch.

I cuddled to Ben, and Collin cuddled to Matty. Now our feet had plenty of room. We talked and laughed. We asked Collin if he has read any stories online about boys in diapers or boys playing with each other’s stiffies. He said no, but it sounded fun. Matty was telling him about a few stories, while Ben and I listened. I fell asleep pretty fast.

I was having a really bad dream. It had my dad in it and he was hurting me. He had this big rubber thing in his hand. He had just put his sperm in my butt and was trying to push this big weird thing into my butt. He told me it would make it easier for other men to fuck me. It hurt more than when daddy pushed his thing in my butt and fucked me. I was crying and saying it hurt to much and begging him to stop. I looked at dad and he looked like a monster now and he said “toughen up and take it, your my sissy slut, never tell me to stop, or I will make it hurt so much you wish you were dead.”

I was screaming and I felt the bed shake as dad was hurting me. I heard Ben’s voice and some crying that was not me. I opened my eyes to see Ben holding me while Matty and Collin were crying and rubbing my back and saying I’m safe. Ben’s mom was opening up the side when I woke up. I was crying a lot, and when I saw her, I wanted to be held. I felt safe with Ben, but I needed a mommy hug. I kinda jumped into her arms.

“It’s okay Max, you are safe here. Its ok. Just relax. No one will hurt you here.” She softly said to me.

She held me for a few minutes and told the boys I would be fine. I calmed down. I laid next to Ben, and he held me. She closed the side. Matty crawled up behind me and held onto me. He was pretty close to the back side of the crib. Dillon crawled up behind Matty and put his arms on Matty and me. I felt Matty push more into me, and I pushed into Ben more. I know my diaper was pushed into his. Matty had his diapered stiffy pushing into my diapered butt. I fell asleep in the arms of my friends.

My last thought before I fell asleep was “I am glad I went poop before I got my diaper on. I would hate to have a poopy accident in front of my friends.”

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