FOUNDER'S SCHOOL FOR BOYS
Authors note.
I want to thank Michael for his help in editing.
This chapter goes deeper into the golden water issue. I grew up like Brian, in the service of men. Just like Brian, I loved it a lot and did some things I didn't like, just to make sure I could come back for the things I did like. I drank piss because it came out of a man's cock and I liked men's cock. I never really acquired a taste for it, I guess I just got used to it. As a Crossman with centuries of tradition around cock service, it just seemed like golden water would be part of it. I am sorry if this part offends you, which is why I did this notice in red.
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Chapter 10
Brian's Big Surprise
Once my breathing got back to normal, I looked around expecting to see boys laughing at me. Instead I saw a look of concern on their faces. Aaron asked, "Are you ok Brian?"
"Yes, I am now, I am sorry I messed up your night?"
"Messed up my night, my night was great. I had so much fun and watching you service Mr. Butler was awesome."
I noticed Mr. Butler had watched me go through my panic attack, and I was so embarrassed. When I looked again, he was coming over to me. "Excuse me boys. Tyler, can I barrow Brian for a little bit please?"
"Sure Sir. Brian I will wait for you over there by the door. When you are done, come find me." Tyler said.
Nervously I said, "Ok Tyler, please don't leave me."
"I won't buddy, I promise."
Mr. Butler put his hand on my shoulder and guided me to the room the other boys said was for mounting. When we entered, the lights came on automatically. There was enough light to see clearly, but it was not as bright as the other room and it took a second for my eyes to adjust.
He sat in a chair and pointed to the ground in front of him. I kneeled down between his knees and looked up at him. "Brian, I am a doctor, do you know what a psychologist is?"
"Yes Sir, they takes people's heads and shrink them down." I said with a giggle.
Dr. Butler laughed and said, "No I don't shrink the actual head, just the issues inside. Now, from what I heard, you have had four panic attacks just today, it that right?"
I looked at the ground in shame, but Mr. Butler put a finger under my chin and lifted so I was looking him in the eye. "Yes Sir, I don't mean to."
"I know you don't sweetie. Have you ever had four in one day like you had today?"
"No Sir, maybe four in a week or even two weeks. I don't know why I keep having them?"
"Would it be ok if you and I talk about it a little?"
"I don't know." I replied nervously.
"Nothing said in here will be heard by anyone but you, me, the Headmaster, and Tyler. I share the information I learn here with them, only because I know it will not go any further, and it also allows them to know what they can do to help you. Would that be ok?"
"I guess."
"Good. I want you to lay back on the floor and look wherever makes you the most comfortable. You can even close your eyes if that helps." I laid on my back with my eyes closed, "So, let's talk about what triggered two of the attacks. The first one happened in the locker room before Gym, just after Mr. Price did his inspection. Can you tell me what happened? Brian, I know this is hard, but I need you to tell me everything if I am going to help you."
"Yes Sir." I said deciding that I really had nothing to lose, and if I am going to be a Crossman, I can't lie. "Well Sir, I was already stress out going in. I hated gym at my old school, it is where I was picked on and teased the most. So, we were in the locker room when Mr. Price came in to do his inspection. I have never gone through that before, and I could feel myself starting to panic. Then he told me that he was on the schedule for next Friday to mount me. I held it together long enough for him to leave, then I lost it."
"So, why do you think you `lost it'?"
"Because he is so big, and I am so afraid of him hurting me when he does it to me."
"Does what Brian, put a name to it."
"Wh... whe... when he mounts me Sir."
"What I am hearing Brian, is that you are not really afraid of the mounting, as much as the pain that will come with the first few times."
"I guess, I mean all the guys get mounted. Tristen gets all excited when he knows he is going to be mounted. Even the little kids like Aaron can't wait for it."
"Ok, what just happened here a few minutes ago?"
"Well I was really happy after servicing you. I liked doing that a lot. Then when the guys and I were talking, Aaron told me that my mounting party will be on Wednesday and that his dad already got his invitation. He even said that it would happen in this room with a lot of people in the other room hearing me cry, and scream."
"Bryan, that is true. The mounting parties are considered a huge event is a Crossman boys life. The crying and screaming of the first mounting is not something to be ashamed of, quite the contrary, it should be something you remember as one of the happiest days of your life, I sure do. The mounting will take maybe fifteen minutes, but the celebration of it lasts for hours. Trust me when I say that the pain you will experience in that fifteen minutes will be worth it for you."
"Really, or are you just saying that so that I will do it?"
"Brian, one thing you will learn about Crossman, is that we don't lie. If we did, do you think anyone would have told you about the pain?"
"I guess not, but no one told me that I was drinking pee at every meal, did they?"
"Sure, they did, what did you think golden water was? You had to have smelled it and tasted it. Tell me something Brian, it tasted bad and smelled bad, why did you drink it?
"Because everyone else did."
"I have looked over your file, I know how much of a book worm you are. I also know that you got picked on a lot for it, right?"
"Yes, I had to hide to read books at school."
"Why? Why did you do it? If you would have left your book at home and worked harder to fit in, you surely would have had more friends."
"Because I don't like other people telling me I have to do something I don't want to do. I like reading and didn't like them."
"That makes me ask two more questions then. If you are not a follower, then why drink the golden water? Why do you seem to be making so many friends here? Those boys out there didn't make fun of you for your panic attack, they came to you out of concern."
"I drank the golden water, because Timmy and Tyler drank it and I want to be Cboy, and they all drink it."
"I don't understand, you say that you won't put down your book, because you don't care what those other kids think, but you drink the golden water because you do care what these kids think. Why?"
"Because, these kids don't care that I like to read, or that I am smart, or fat. Timmy likes me for me, even though I have been super weird since the first day he met me."
"You see, you are not a follower, but you will, when you believe the ones around you won't force you to do it. You now have friends because you are in an environment that you are comfortable with, and with others who accept you for who you are."
"Great, so now that you have shrunk my head, how do I stop having the dang attacks?"
"You just have to choose not to let them happen. You need to get out of your head and go with the tide instead of against it. You know you are going to get mounted, so quit worrying about it, just accept it as you did the golden water. You know it will hurt at first, so move past it and think of all the orgasms that your cunt will produce once you accept it."
"Do you know the man who is going to do it to me?"
"I am not sure. His name won't be released until the day of, but it must have been very important to him, because you received the biggest bid for a first mounting this school has ever seen."
It didn't sink in at that time, that I was basically auctioned off to a man for my cunt. What I found out later is that the money the men pay for the first mounting, domestic service, etc. is put into an account for me, so that I will have money to start my life with when I graduate.
"Ok, but if I can't stop the panic attacks I might not make it to my mounting."
"So, from that last statemen, you have accepted that you will be mounted."
"What choice do I have? If I don't do it then I will get kicked out of this school and I have no were to go."
"Oh Brian, if that were the case then your mounting would constitute rape, and we would never do that. This has to be your decision to accept the mounting. You are right though, if you are not mounted, you would not be allowed to be a Crossman. However, you were given a scholarship to this school and we signed a contract with your parents, guaranteeing you placement in this school for a minimum of two years. If you choose, not to be mounted, then we would move you to another house. Your class schedule would be the same, but events like tonight's would not be available to you."
"Please Sir, don't make me leave the Crossman house, I finally have friends, please don't make me leave them. I will accept my mounting day, please Sir."
"Calm down Brian. Let's try something ok?" I nodded my head yes very fast. He stood up and went over to this weird looking table in the middle of the room. I can't believe I didn't see it sooner. "Brian let me show you something, climb up here."
I climbed up on the table it was like the one in the CCU, but it only had one hole in it for my face and the hand holds were spread out. He had me sit up with my legs under me bent at the knee. He moved my feet into these holes at the end of the gutters. I am not sure how else to describe it. They reminded me of the gutters in a bowling alley. There was one on each side that my legs fit into from my bent knee to my feet. He then told me to keep my legs in the gutter, make may balls touch the table, and lay down with my face in the hole and my hand on the bars.
My legs were then spread wide, giving the man easy access to walk between them and up to my cunt. He then put a strap over my lower back, pulling it tight so that I couldn't move my lower body. "Now you are in the position and on the table that will be used for your mounting. How does it feel?"
At this point he was rubbing his fingernails over my cunt and driving me crazy. "I am o...k..." I said. I felt him move between my legs and rub his cock head around the outside of my cunt.
"Brian, I am not going to lie to you, the mounting is going to hurt, there is just no way around it. Although, I have to tell you, the way this cunt is bouncing around as I touch it tells me that you need to be mounted badly." He unstrapped me and helped me off the table. "Brian, no one is going to force you to do anything against your will here. However, you came to this school looking for the Crossman and now you have found them. You know what is required and you just have to choose."
"I want to be a Crossman more than anything in the world, and if this is part of it then I will accept the mounting, but what about drinking pee, that is gross."
He laughed, "You have drunk piss at every meal without hesitation. Soon you will learn how to drink it out of a cock instead of a cup. The only difference is that it will be fresh. I believe that once you get out of your head, you will honor the Crossman with your presence. Now it is getting late, let's get you back to Tyler."
We walked out of the mounting room and back into the common room. We walked up to Tyler who was sucking on his mom booby (gross). Tyler stood as we came over. I couldn't stop looking at the nipple he was sucking on. They were so big, and I have only seen a few booby's in my life, so I was not sure if that was normal or not.
Mrs. Pritchard sat down and called me over. She picked me up and put me on her lap with my legs hanging over her right leg. She then tilted me back and guided my lips to her nipple. "Go on baby boy, suck it like you suck a cock. I felt stupid, but Tyler and Dr. Butler were watching. I took it in my mouth and sucked on it. It felt weird and I didn't much like it, but she was moaning so I kept going. After a few minutes she sat me up and I got off of her lap. "You did a very good job Brian. I sure understand why Dr. Butler came so hard. You have a very talented mouth on you boy."
I looked to see Dr. Butler sitting in a chair with his legs spread. Tyler took my hand and walked me over and pushed down on my shoulder. I got on my knees again with Tyler standing right beside me. He said, "Brian, I think you owe Dr. Butler a thank you for talking with you today. We have time for you to do a good cleaning of his balls."
Tyler put his hand on my head pushing me forward, while at the same time lifting Mr. Butlers cock. "That's it Brian, lift them up and get as far under them and you can, and just keep licking."
Then Tyler bent at the waist and started sucking Dr. Butlers cock. We kept running our faces into each other. I noticed a man come up behind Tyler. I heard Tyler grunt and saw out of the corner of my eye, the man holding onto Tyler's waist and moving back and forth. A few minutes later Mr. Butler moaned, and I could tell by the way is balls were moving that he was cuming. What happened next caught me totally off guard. Tyler moved my head, so I was looking up at him. Then he put his lips to mine and I felt his tongue touch my lips. I open my mouth to receive his tongue and instead received the cum that he collected in his mouth. It was weird, but delicious.
The man inside Tyler was moaning hard, and so was Tyler. Tyler's was standing up with the man holding him around the chest as he pumped his cock in and out. Mrs. Pritchard guided my head to Tyler's dick and told me to take the end of the PCU in my mouth. Tyler and the man both started to moan louder, then it happened. Tyler came in my mouth. It was quite good, and I sucked as good as I could with the PCU in place. Tyler and the man came down from their orgasm and started to relax.
When the man came out of Tyler's cunt, Tyler turned around, dropped to his knees, and took the mans cock, that had just been in his cunt, in his mouth. I couldn't believe it. Once he made sure the mans cock was clean he stood up smiling and said thank you to the man.
Tyler had me make sure that there was no cum left on Dr. Butlers cock or balls. Once that was done Mrs. Pritchard handed me the notepad that I wrote my observations on. "Brian, your next class is on Monday. I want you to write me a report on what you observed tonight and then compare it to the man from last night. I also want you to tell me how you feel about everything that is going on."
Dr. Butler said, "Brian, I would like you to write down for me anytime you feel stressed or panicked this weekend. I will sit down with you again on Monday." We said our goodbyes and headed up to our room. When we got there, I fell on my bed completely spent.
Timmy sat on my bed next to me and asked, "Well how did you do? Are you ok?"
I sat up and asked, "Before I tell you that can I talk to you guys for a minute. They all sat down on Tristan's bed looking at me. "I want to say how sorry I am for all that has happened today. I will work really hard to not let any of that happen again. Dr. Butler is going help me with my panic attacks over my mounting. I am still very scared of it, but after he put me on the mounting table and rubbed my cunt a little I understand how much I actually need it."
I took and deep breath and went on, "Timmy, I am so sorry about lunch. I never know I am mad until it is too late, and I never knew about my hands. Now I know more what to do if I see it happening. I love you and would never want you to be afraid of me."
Timmy stood up, came over to me, and gave me one of his hugs that pushed the air out of me. "I love you too Brian. You say that you did not grow up the way we did so you are not always sure about what is going on. I will work harder to make sure you know what's going on." When he went back to his seat he had tears in his eyes.
"Tristan, I know that you were lucky enough to not be part of today's mess-ups, that is until after dinner in here. I am sorry you had to be here for that."
Tristan stood and gave me a hug as well. "Brian, you are my brother. If you are hurting then I am hurting. Please give me the chance to help you if you need it."
He went and sat back on the bed, and that is when my tears started to flow. "Tyler, I am so sorry for what I put you through today and how I talked to you earlier. Please forgive me..." I ran into his arms and hugged him for all I was worth.
"It's ok buddy I am not mad at you anymore and I think we can all agree that when we wake up, we will act like this day never happened, right?"
We all agreed. "Tyler, can I ask a favor please?"
"Of course, buddy."
"Will you walk with me over to Michael and Aarons room. I would go myself, but I don't remember how to get there."
"Let's go." I gave him another hug and we walked hand in hand to Aaron's room.
Once we got there I saw Aaron and another boy that was in the class tonight. I think his name was Joey. Michael was the first to see me. "Hello Brian, how are you doing?"
Aaron got up and came over and hugged me. I don't think I have ever been hugged so much in my life. "I asked Tyler to bring me over so that I could apologize for waking you up this morning. Also, to thank you for getting me back to Tyler. I know where the bathroom is now, so I won't wake you up tonight I promise."
Joey started laughing. At first I thought he was laughing at me, until he said, "Yea!!! I thought I was the only goofball here. I got lost twice when I first got here. You would think that I would have woken up Michael the next night, but NNNOOO, not me I had to try it again. They found me sleeping in the hallway two doors away from the bathroom in a puddle of pee."
By this time everyone was laughing. Michael said, "I told you Brian, you were not the first, and I guarantee you won't be the last. As for waking me up, that was no problem my brother, any time. I guess the way Aaron has been talking about you, we will be seeing you more often."
I looked at Aaron and he looked down, "That's if you want to be my friend."
I looked up at Tyler and then back at Aaron. "I definitely want to be your friend. You need to know though, until yesterday, my only friend was my brother Donny, so I am still learning how to be a friend. Don't get mad at me if I mess up, ok?"
"Oh, I'll get mad at ya. Being friends doesn't mean we won't get mad at each other it just means we forgive each other for the stupid things we do sometimes."
We hugged and then Tyler and I walked back to our room. "I have so much to learn. Thank you for being my big brother Tyler."
"Brian, Brian, wake up."
I looked out at my clock and said, "Leave me alone Timmy, I don't want to wake up yet."
I heard giggling then Timmy saying, "OK."
Before they could tickle me I dove out of bed and said, "Not a chance fellas. You got me yesterday, but I was ready for you today." I said laughing,"
"Aw man, that isn't fair, Tyler made us wait till five thirty to help you wake up." Tristen said, but he was giggling so much it was hard to understand.
I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste and headed to the bathroom with both boys right beside me. We peed, brushed our teeth, and headed to the CCU. Once finished and showered, we headed back to our room. I brushed my hair the best I could, but it still looked like a mess. We got our clothes and went downstairs to dress.
Breakfast today was Frosted Flakes with milk, toast, strawberry jelly, and of course, golden water. I thought it would be harder to drink now that I knew what it was, but it wasn't. Then it was off to gym where we were inspected again, but no panic attack today. We met for lunch and talked about how the morning went, then it was off to the afternoon classes. Mrs. Walters had each of us read lines in drama class, and I found it kind of fun actually. She had to keep reminding Owen to speak up though.
Tonight, I went for dinner, no way was I going to get into that kind of trouble again, besides, I was hungry. The day had gone so well, I didn't think anything could change that. Timmy was waiting for me again and we went in. The place was half empty and I was not sure why.
I asked Timmy, "Where is everyone?"
"It's Friday, most everyone who can, is going home."
Something didn't feel right, but I couldn't put my finger on it until we got to the table and found Tyler there. Timmy asked, "I thought you were going home this weekend. Didn't you have a date?" That was it, I heard Tyler talking to Jr this morning during cunt cleanings.
"Yes, but I am going to cancel."
"Why?" I asked.
"I can't just leave you here on your first weekend alone."
"Hello dude, you see me here, right?" Timmy said.
"I thought you were going home this weekend." Tyler asked.
"There is no way I am leaving my best friend here alone. I will go home next weekend. Brian will be able to leave the campus by then, and my dad said he could come to my house for the weekend if he wanted."
Just then Owen came over and ask, "Guys, I know that this is the Crossman House table, but do you think I could sit with you guys? Bobby went home, and so did my roommates. I don't really have any friends at my table.
Both Timmy and I looked at Tyler with puppy dog eyes, and laughing Tyler said, "Of course you can sit here. Aren't you going home this weekend?"
"I only go home on some of the holidays, wherever home is at that time. Since my dad landed up in jail, my mom will send me a plane ticket sometimes, but not often. We lost most of our money when my dad went to prison. The only reason I am still in this school is because before my dad went to prison he paid my tuition till I graduate. The school made him sign a contract saying that it was nonrefundable so no one could come after it. When Bobby is not here, Keven is in charge."
"Don't you like Keven?"
"He is cool, not as cool as Bobby. He did stay with me in medical when Bobby couldn't."
I noticed Owen watching me, Timmy, and Tyler drinking our golden water. I was nervous that he was going to ask about it, but he never did. I interrupted the conversation between Owen and Tyler and said, "Tyler please go home and have your date. It is not fair that you should miss it because of me. I will be ok I promise. I have Owen to hang out with." This brought a smile from Owen.
"You mean it, we can hang out together really?" Owen asked so excited that he was bouncing around. "Tyler it will be ok, Charlie has the bus this weekend and is taking some of us to the movies."
POW was the sound I heard as Timmy hit my arm, "Hey, what about me? You are forgetting about me?"
"No, I'm not, you should go home too, you family misses you. I know I will miss you."
"Not a problem, because I am not going and that is that."
I saw Owen get real quiet and a sad look come to his face. "What's wrong Owen, why did you get so sad?" I asked.
He looked like he was on the verge of tears. "If Timmy stays, you won't want to hang out with me."
Timmy and I both laughed, "You bonehead, you are not getting off the hook that easy. You said you would hang out with me and you have to do it since you said it." I said.
Owen looked at me in complete shock. Then Timmy added acting like he was telling Owen a secret, "Yea boy, I can't handle babysitting him alone, he is a lot of work."
This got everyone laughing. Tyler asked, "Are you sure you don't want me to stay?"
"Naw, you would only be in the way." I said, and we all started laughing again.
"Ok, I see how it is." Tyler said giving us the sad face. "Finish up dinner and go ask Charlie if it would be ok if you went to the movies with him. Then try to catch the Headmaster before he leaves and get his ok."
We shoved food in our mouths and ran over to the Ashton House table and asked Charlie if we could go. He said it was fine with him, but we will need to get it approved by the Headmaster.
We ran as fast as we could over to his office and knocked on his door. "Come." The three of us went inside. The Headmaster looked up from his desk and said, "Owen, I am very disappointed in you."
The smile left his face and his eyes got big. He looked at the ground and asked, "Did I do something wrong?"
"No, I just thought you had higher standards then to hang out with these two troublemakers."
I am not sure he realized it was a joke, until Timmy and I fell over laughing so hard. I said, "That was not nice, you had poor Owen about to pee his pants."
The Headmaster looked at Owen and held out his arms. Owen walked up to him and the Headmaster picked him up, put him on his lap and hugged him. "I am sorry Owen I didn't mean to scare you. Will you forgive me?"
Owens back was to his chest so he could not see Owen get this big grin on his face and then say in a pouty voice, "I don't know, you really scared me."
"What can I do to make it up to you?"
"Well I guess I could forgive you if you let Timmy and Brian go with me to the movies this weekend and bought us popcorn and a drink."
The Headmaster turned Owen so that he was looking him in the eye, "Well you little con-artist." He said smiling. "Well I am not sure your forgiveness is worth that much, but ok you win."
Owen jumped off his lap and the three of us danced and jumped around singing "Were going to the movies, were going to the movies."
"Ok you little monkeys. You do everything Charlie says and don't make me regret this." We promised we would not disappoint him, He gave each of us a piece of paper, and we left."
Once in the hall I looked at the paper and asked, "What is this for?"
Timmy said, "That is a pass, Charlie won't let us past the gates without it, so don't lose it."
We walked Owen back to his house, said goodnight and that we would see him in the morning for breakfast. We went back to our house, stripped, and went upstairs. We put our dirty clothes in the hamper and went to the CCU. Jr was there with another older boy I have not seen before.
Jr got behind me and looked at clipboard. He put the same nozzle on that we used this morning and lubed it up. "Wow, you really do have a beautiful cunt. I know the men are dying to get in there." He laughed, but I didn't think it was funny. I had only three flushing's this time.
I was just about to get my book out to read when Marcus, a sixteen-year-old, tall, and very handsome black kid came into our room. He had big balls and what I am sure was a long dick, but it was wrapped up in a PCU that was metal and looked like a snake, it was really cool.
"Are you Brian?"
"Yes, did I do something wrong?" I asked worried.
"Not that I know of, did you?" He asked smiling.
"Well if you're not mad and me, then I am going to say no." I giggled.
"Good, you have an appointment in room two. Do you need me to take you or can you get there on our own?"
"I guess I can get there on my own. I didn't know I had an appointment tonight.
"You need to look at the schedule here on the wall. Timmy, you are in room eighteen. Get going boys and do what you are told."
Timmy and I walked down the stairs together. Timmy said, "This will be different then last night. You will be spending a lot more time tonight with the man. You are also in a training room, so you may be drinking golden water out of his cock."
"I am not sure I can do this." I guess Timmy saw me start to panic.
"Brian, calm down and listen to me. You have already drunk golden water three times today, so it is just not a big deal. You know how you squeeze your dick to stop from peeing?"
"Yea."
"Do the same thing with your man's cock. You squeeze it and control the flow, so you don't get so much in your mouth you spill it. You can do this Brian I know you can."
He led me to room two and left for his appointment. I knocked on the door and was told to come in. I opened the door, and found a man that was six foot, one sixty, six pack, brown hair, and blue eyes. He looked like he was maybe twenty.
He looked me up and down and said, "Hello, my name is Rick. Oh, I like you boy. Display."
He was forceful when he told me to display. I was a little scared, but I liked it. I displayed for him and he felt me everywhere. "You will be my first boy. I was married last weekend and finally got my PCU removed, so I have been having a lot of sex. You are my wedding present from my dad. I am not happy that I can't mount you, but you and I will have lots of fun together.
He sat down in the chair and pointed to the spot between his legs. I kneeled down and waited for permission. He nodded his head and I went for his scent by pulling his cock and balls to the right and doing my ten deep breaths. Then on to licking his balls from cock to just before his butt hole. He smelt so good everywhere. Once he was satisfied, he had me start licking his cock. I was in heaven, I have only sucked a few, but this one was the best so far.
I took him in my mouth and sucked like my life depended on it. The pre was flowing like crazy and the taste was amazing. He pushed it into my throat, and I didn't even mind the fire I felt as he slid it in and out. He kept stopping telling me that he didn't want to cum too soon. When he did finally cum it felt like gallons of cum going down my throat. When he came down off of his climax he smiled at me. "Boy, I am jealous, I bet I never sucked a cock as well as you just did."
"Thank you Sir, I really enjoyed it."
He stood up and told me to follow him into the shower that was in the room. Once we were in, he had me kneel at his feet again. I knew what was coming, and I found myself actually excided to do it for him. "You know what's going to happen now, don't you?"
"Yes Sir, you are going to be giving me your golden water."
"Have you ever drunk it straight from the cock before?"
"No Sir."
"Brian, I would like you to do this for me, but I know that you didn't grow up doing this. If you would rather not, I won't force you."
"I walked down to this appointment with my friend Timmy. He told me that since it was in this room that I would be required to do this. I have these panic attacks when I am scared or stressed and was worried that I would have one when you told me to do it. You didn't tell me to do it, you asked me, and it made me feel better about it. You have been so nice to me that I would like to do this for you."
"Brian, as I said, you are my first boy. It was not too long ago I was in this room on my knees about to drink a man's golden water. Sometimes it was hard to do, especially if I didn't like the man. I knew it was my duty, but that doesn't mean we will always like it."
He stepped up to me and put the head of his cock in my mouth. "Ok Brian, now wrap your hands around my cock. Good, now put your thumbs on my piss tube, feel it? That's right, now don't take any more of my cock into your mouth than the head. When I start, use your thumbs to control the flow. It is more important that you don't spill any, than it is to stop the flow completely if you need to. You ready?"
Since my mouth was full and my hands were on his cock, I nodded my head. I felt the first trickle hit my mouth and started to swallow. I let it flow slowly so I could keep up. I was really shocked that it tasted better than the stuff I drank for dinner. I was proud of myself when he finally stopped and pulled his cock from my mouth. Of course, that is when I let out a big burp. He started laughing and went over to the bed.
I followed him and he reached into his backpack and pulled out a can of Pepsi. He opened it and took a big gulp and passed it to me. It almost came out of my nose when he let out a bigger burp then I did. He laid in bed and had me snuggle into him with my back to his chest. He felt my chest, stomach, and then my dick. He asked, "How come it isn't getting hard."
"My dad said it was some kind of birth defect. It won't get much bigger either."
"Are you OK with that?"
"It's not like I have a lot of choice. I wish my balls would stop growing though, sometimes they really hurt."
"Is there something that can be done?"
"My friend Timmy lost his balls in an accident and I like the way he looks. When my dad gets back, maybe he will let me have mine removed."
"Wow, castration is a huge step."
"I know, but if they keep getting bigger and my dick doesn't then it could really hurt to have them."
"When does your dad get back?"
"Two whole years. My family is on a mission in Somalia for the church."
"Didn't you want to go with them?"
"No, I don't believe like they do, and I got the opportunity to come to this school, and I really like it here."
"Well I for one and glad you came here."
We talked and snuggled for a while before he had to go. We kissed and left the room. He headed down the hall and I went to the room with the service computers in them. I answered all the questions, signed off and headed to my room. When I walked in only Timmy was there. "Where is Tristen?"
"He went home, he only lives a few blocks from here."
"Really, then why does he live here instead of at home?"
"It is just the way it is I guess. Once you are out of second grade, you just live here during the week."
"Timmy, I am sad that you are missing time with your family but thank you for staying with me this weekend."
"Don't worry about it, that's was best friends are for. Besides, once you are mounted, you will be able to go home with me, Tyler, Aaron, or anyone else that invites you. I guess since the Headmaster is the one in charge of you, you will have to have his permission. So how was it tonight?"
"It was cool. The guy was really sexy and said he was a boy not too long ago. His name is Rick, he is six-foot, brown hair, and the most amazing blue eyes."
"Ok I know him he is one of my brother Peters friends. He is really cool, and was always nice to me, even when Peter was being mean to me."
We went to bed and could have slept in if we had wanted to, but we were both hungry. We didn't have to have our cunts cleaned this morning and neither of us had any appointments the rest of the weekend. We had a great time at the movies and got to wear regular clothes out. We wore jeans, tee shirts, and tennis shoes. The movie was wonderful, and Charlie let us each have our own popcorn and drinks. There were ten boys, from all the different houses and another older boy to help out Charlie.
Before I knew it everyone was coming back. I was in my room reading my book when Tyler walked in. I dropped my book and jumped into his arms. "I have missed you so much big brother." I kissed him on the lips.
"Heck, I might have to leave more often if this is my welcome home." He hugged me and put me back on my bed. "How was your weekend?"
"It was great! I had my first golden water from a cock and drank it all without spilling any of it."
He high fived me, "Good going little dude. I knew you would be ok. Any attacks this weekend?"
I stood proudly with my chest out, "Not even a little one, well maybe a little one on the way to my appointment, but only a little one."
"I am so proud of you my brother. Did you get all your homework done?"
"Yes, Dr. Butlers was easy since I only had the one small attack this weekend. Your moms was harder, because even though she told me to compare Dr. Butler with the man from the night before, I also compared him to Rick. I understood more of what I thought she wanted with Rick then the other man. I hope that is ok."
"I am sure it is. My mom likes it when her students think outside the box."
"Tyler, can I ask you something about your mom?"
"Sure, what do you want to know?"
"I saw her licking your balls, why did she do that, you are a boy not a man."
"That is true Brian, but she likes to lick balls, and I like mine licked. I does cause me some pain, because my dick wants to get hard and obviously I can't." He said pointing at his PCU.
"I guess, but why were you sucking on her boob? I felt silly doing it, I'm not a baby, and don't even like boobies."
"Well, I guess I did it for the same reason you did it, respect. She is a person and enjoys her nipples sucked. It is not a big deal to me, and it brings her pleasure. Did you mind doing it?"
"I guess at first, but now that you have put it like that, no I am ok with it. I won't have to lick down there on a girl, will I?" I asked pointing down.
"No, my brother. Boys are not allowed any contact with a vagina once they pass through it after being born."
"Thank goodness, I was a little worried about that." We both laughed and Tyler started tickling me.
Just then Timmy came back from the showers. "Hey Tyler, how was your date?"
"You see that Brian, that is why you are my favorite brother."
Timmy got a real confused look on his face, Tyler and I just started laughing. "What did I miss?"
"I'll tell you what you missed. When I walked through the door, Brian jumped into my arms and hugged and kissed me. Then there's you," Speaking in a low voice, "'Hey Tyler how was your date?' What a letdown, and my date was wonderful."
"Yea well he's a sap and I will break him of that." Timmy said while sticking out his tongue." Tyler grabbed him and started tickle torturing him. I got in on it because I owed him.
Once everything calmed down I asked, "Is she a Crossman, and where did you meet?" Being nosey.
"Yes, she is a Crossman, and her family moved here a few months ago. Our dads work together and after meeting me, her dad and my dad felt that we should date. I think she is going to be my wife someday."
"Wait a second, you just met, you have been on one date, and you are already talking marriage? I don't understand."
"Well Brian, in our culture, our dads will decide who we marry. Sometimes things happen like, if my dad had not decided this way, I might have met a girl in college. My dad and her dad would still have to approve though."
"Wow, but what if you would have been gay like me?"
"Then my dad would have found me a husband. Then the two dads would have decided if it was ok or not. That is only of the boy is the same age as me, sometimes a boy will marry a man."
"This is all very strange, but I hope I will find a man someday. My dad won't find one for me though."
Monday I woke up, did my cunt cleaning and off to breakfast. Then it was another fun day of school. I loved all of my classes, the teachers, and for the first time the other kids. I was really having fun. If you would have told me a few weeks ago that I would be looking forward to school, I would have told you that you were nuts.
After dinner was another cunt cleaning and then off to service class. I was assigned a different man, but I was happy to serve. I met with Dr. Butler after class and we had a fun talk.
Tuesday was going well until a I was told to report to the Headmasters office. I didn't think I was in any trouble. I walked in and saw Brad sitting at his desk.
"Good you're here."
"I guess the Headmaster wants to see me."
"Nope, I sent for you. Come with me." I followed him into the room next to the one where he got my uniform from the first day. He opened the door, "Take a seat Brian."
He pointed to a chair in front of a computer. He clicked the mouse that there on the screen was my best friend Donny. I was bouncing in the chair and didn't even notice Brad leave. "Donny, I have missed you so much, where are you?"
"We just landed a few hours ago at Aden Abdulle Airport and now we are at the hotel. We will travel by bus to the village that we will be living in tomorrow. Enough about us, how are you doing? Have you made any friends yet?
"Oh yes Donny. Timmy is my best friend next to you of course, then there is Tristen, he and Timmy are my room mates along with Tyler. Owen is another boy, but he lives in Ashton House. Then there is also Aaron he is eight, but we are also friends. This last weekend me, Timmy, and Owen got to go with Charlie to the movies. We each got our own popcorn and a drink." I saw Donny wiping away tears and asked, "Why are you crying Donny, what's wrong?"
"I am so happy for you Brian, I cried myself to sleep for two nights after we dropped you off. I was so scared that you would not find any friends and that you would be as unhappy there as you were at our old school. Now I see how happy you are and that you have friends for the first time. I am just so happy and relieved."
"The first few nights were the hardest, because I missed you so much. I even told Tyler that we needed to call you so that I could go with you. He asked me to give it a chance, and I did. I still miss you so much though."
"I miss you to buddy. Any attacks since you have been there?"
"Yes, I had four in one day, but I get to meet with Dr. Butler, and he is helping me with them. I haven't had one in four days now."
"That makes me so happy. I guess I was most worried about how you would handle them without me there."
"It was hard at first, but there was a boy from another house that saw me having one at lunch. He knew exactly what do to since his little brother has them. I was mad one day, because I mistook joking for bulling and was about to lose my temper, but Brendon who is also in my house saw me squeezing my hands so tight that my knuckles turned white and calmed me down. I never even knew that about my hands."
"Wow, it looks like you have some awesome people looking out for you there. I guess I should let you talk to mom now."
"Oh wait, before you go. I have to tell you that I am a little mad at you. Tyler is letting Timmy and Tristen tickle torture me because he said that you told him he had to. When I told him that you meant only him, he said that until you tell him otherwise he will have to honor his word to you. You just need to write me a letter telling him that you only meant him."
"Man, I would love to, but I am so far away and if Tyler thinks this is the best way to honor our agreement who am I to interfere."
"Donny, I thought you loved me." I pouted.
"I love you more than life itself, but this sounds like it's good for you." He giggled.
"Oh, when you get back, I am going to beat you up mister." I said laughing.
"Then you better make more friends because it is going to take a bunch of you. I love you Brian, enjoy yourself please."
"I will Donny, I love you so much and miss you every day."
He stepped away from the camera and my mom came onto the screen. I got all excited, "Mommy!!! Oh, Mommy I miss you so much."
"I miss you too baby. Just like Donny, I cried those first few nights and it took everything I had not to come back and get you. Not hugging you at bedtime and seeing you in the morning is so hard. Tell me about the food, are they feeding you?"
I giggled, "Of course, they are mom. The food is really good, and I get to choose what I want to eat."
"Good, and now tell me about your classes."
"Guess what mommy, they tested me, and I am in eighth grade in math and history and seventh in English. Tell Donny that I know calculus and he don't. I am also in a class called computer science where we are learning to write code which is really fun because its math. Then there is Spanish that I didn't think I would like, but I do. Oh, and then there is Drama. Tyler made me take it so I could learn to communicate and be more outgoing. I was mad at first, but then I found out that Bobby, Owens big brother made him take it for the same reasons. It is really fun and remember Mr. Walters my math teacher from my old school, his wife teaches that class."
My mom was laughing, and I heard my dad and Donny laughing in the background. "What's so funny I asked?"
"Baby, I don't think I have ever seen you so excited about anything in your life. You just told me all about your classes and I am not sure you ever took a breath. We are recording this call so we can look back at it again later. I have to know if you breathed." She said laughing. "Are you taking showers and brushing your teeth?"
"Yes mommy. I am taking three showers a day. One in the morning, one at night, and one after gym. They are real strict about clean here, and I brush my teeth twice a day."
I am very proud of you sweetheart. We all miss you so much, and I will try to get Donny to write the letter to Tyler. Nope, never mind. He said he can't do it, that it wouldn't be fair to you. He says that if he did it you might forget him." She said laughing.
"I could never forget any of you. I miss you so much."
"I love you baby, and we will talk again soon."
"I love you to mommy." I said as I blew her a kiss.
My mom left the screen and my dad appeared. "Hello son, I would ask you how you are doing, but from what I heard you are doing well."
"Oh yes daddy. I was worried at first, and very scared, but Timmy and Tyler helped me through it. Everyone is nice here, and there are no bullies at this school. There was one, but he is in jail now."
"Oh my, he is in jail for bulling?"
"I guess it's mostly because he was hurting Owen. He was a real mean guy. Now if someone is a bully they get kicked out and can't come back."
Smiling he said, "Well then you better behave yourself."
"Don't be silly dad, I would never bully anyone."
"I know son, I was just playing. How is Owen, is he ok after what happened?"
"Well..."
"What, what happened to Owen?"
"Well, he was so scared and was like me before I had friends. He felt so alone that he tried to kill himself."
My dad had this look of total shock on his face. "Is he ok?"
"I think so, for some reason he took a liking to me and wanted to be my friend. He really needed one I guess. Tyler told me as a Crossman it is my duty to help others and that I should try to accept his friendship, so I did. After the first day, I didn't have to try anymore, because now we are really friends and like each other a lot."
"I am glad to hear that you are looking out for others. I can imagine that it is hard, considering some of the social struggles you have been through. I am so proud of you. Are you happy being a Crossman? I never though you would join anything like that."
"I don't really know how best to describe it dad. These people believe in a higher power sure, but it is mostly about being in service to others." I am not lying, just not saying what some of the service is. "Please don't be mad at me for saying this, but most of the people that went to our church were Sunday religious. They were all I love god and here I am to worship him, then on Monday they would curse, drink, do drugs, and treat others with little or no respect. The Crossman have codes that they live by every day. They don't drink or curse, I have not heard one curse word from anyone since I have been here. It is not so much about god as it is respect for each other. If everyone did that the world would me so much better a place, don't you think so?"
"Yes, son I do. We have only been apart for a week, and you have grown up so much. I can't wait to meet the man you become when we get back. I am just so proud of you son."
"Thanks daddy, that means a lot to me." I said with tears in my eyes.
"Well buddy, I guess we need to sign off now. It is almost eleven pm here and we have a long day tomorrow. I am told that we will not have very good reception where we are going, so I am not sure when we will talk again. We all miss you so much baby boy."
"I miss you to daddy. I love you all so much."
"We love you to, just keep enjoying yourself and work hard."
I heard a lot of crying just before the screen went blank. I was so sad, that I crawled under the desk, folded myself into a ball and just cried. Maybe a minute later I heard a knock at the door, but I didn't want to talk to anyone. The door opened, the chair that I was sitting in moved, and then I saw the face of the Headmaster. "Hey Brian, are you ok?"
I looked at him through tear filled eyes, "No Sir, I miss them so much."
"I know buddy, can you come out from under the desk for me?"
Slowly I came out and he wrapped me in a hug. He picked me up and we walked out of the room. As we were walking past Brads desk, the Headmaster said, "Brad, please ask Tyler, Timmy, and Owen to come to my office."
"Yes Sir, right away."
We went into his office and we sat on the couch with me still in his arms. A much as I tried, I could not stop crying. After a little while there was a knock on the door. "Come." Tyler, Timmy, and Owen come in.
Owen was the first to react running up to me, "Brian, what's wrong, are you ok? Are you in trouble or something?"
The Headmaster spoke softly, "Thanks for coming boys. Brian just finished a video conference with his family. He needs to process this and needs his friends here with him." The Headmaster stood up and sat me on the couch. As soon as my butt hit the cushion Timmy and Owen were sounding me, hugging, and kissing me. I expected the kisses from Timmy, but not from Owen. The Headmaster took Tyler to his desk and talked quietly to him.
As much as I wanted to keep crying, it was not possible with my friends surrounding me like this. I saw the Headmaster give Tyler keys and a credit card. After I got myself under control Tyler came over with the Headmaster.
The Headmaster said, "Boys, I want you to go to your houses and put clothes on. I think you boys need a little time away from here. Tyler is going to take you to McDonalds and then to the city park. Brian, I know this was hard on you, but now you know that they made it ok, and they know you are ok as well. Take a few hours to process this with the help of your friends."
I looked at him and said, "Thank you Sir, but you don't have to do this."
"I know that I don't, but trust me if you continue with today's schedule, you will be depressed, and it will only make you sadder. Go and let your friends help you past the hurt. Tell them about the call. I know it was not all bad, because we heard you laughing all the way our here."
"Ok Sir. Owen, you can wait in our lobby until Timmy and I put some clothes on."
"That won't work Brian, since Owen is naked under his robe." Said the Headmaster.
Owen's eyes got real big, "How did you know"
"Owen, I have been here long enough to know when a boy is wearing clothes under his robe and when he isn't."
I looked at Owen and asked, "Why are you naked under there?"
Owen looked at the ground and said, "Because I want be a Crossman like you guys."
We were all surprised by this, although, he had told me once before in the drama class. The Headmaster said, "Well that is a conversation for another time. Go get changed and meet at the gate."
We all left and headed to our houses to change. Owen beat us to the gate. We went up to this really nice Cadillac and got in, is was so plush. Tyler got behind the wheel and told all of us to put our seatbelts on. We went to the McDonalds and got to order anything we wanted. When we were done with dinner, we played in the playhouse for a while. When Tyler told us we need to go, we put our shoes on and went to the park. We sat on the grass away from everyone and talked. I told them about my video call with Tyler laughing at Donny's response to the tickle thing.
"Oh, this is great news for me and Tristen." Timmy said giving me an evil laugh and rubbing his hands together.
Before I knew what was happening, Owen was on me tickling me. Of course, Timmy and Tyler had to join in. They finally stopped with I said I was going to pee.
Tyler asked, "Owen, what is this about wanting to become a Crossman?"
Owen looked at me, "I promised you that I would not share your secret, it is yours to tell not mine. I do think you should tell Tyler so he can help you."
"You know Owen, anything you tell us here will stay here."
Owen thought about it for a minute and said, "Everyone talks about what goes on in the Crossman House. I know it may all be lies and tall tales, but I like to think that it is true and that someday I might be able to become a Crossman."
"Well Owen, what do you think is going on there?"
"Well... I don't think any of the boys wear clothes past the lobby door, why else would it be the only house where you can't see the whole bottom floor? I also think that you boys have sex with men."
"Wow," Tyler said, "I will tell you that you are right about the no clothes thing. The Crossman believe that children do not and should not cover their bodies. There was a time long ago that only the men wore any clothes at all. Our school used to be totally naked until they opened the doors for the regulars. So that is not a big deal, but I wonder why you would want to become a Crossman if you really believed that boys have sex with men?"
"Go on Owen, you have gone this far, go all in." I said.
"Since as far back as I can remember, at bedtime, my dad would have me sit on the bed then he would pull down his pants. He liked me to lick his cock and balls until he shot the white stuff into my mouth, and I had to swallow it all. It was ok because I loved it. The last time we were together he told me he was going to train my butt hole to accept his cock, but he was arrested a week later for stealing people's money."
"Wow I am so sorry to hear that. Do you write to him?"
"No, no one will tell me where he is."
Tyler smiled, "I bet Brad could find him."
"You mean the boy in the Headmasters office?"
"Well, here is a little secret. Brad graduated last year. He is going for a degree in early childhood education. Most of his classes are online, but he does go a few nights a week to the university."
"I don't understand, he eats lunch with us." I said,
"Sure, he does, he is a Crossman and he has to eat silly." Tyler said as he ruffled my hair.
Looking at Owen Tyler said, "I will bring this up to the Headmaster, but your parents will have to sign off on the move."
"Oh, that shouldn't be a big deal, since my mom hates me, and couldn't care less about me."
"I am sure she doesn't hate you."
"Yes, she does, last time I talked to her she said, `You look to much like you father and I hate even looking at you.' Then she gave me to the airplane lady and walked away. I have not seen or heard from her since." He was trying not to, but he was crying a little.
I moved in to hug him, "I am sorry you had to go through so much Owen. Now I feel so bad about the way I handled today. At least I still have my family and I know that they love me." I looked at him square in the eyes and said, "You are my brother and now my family. When I write my dad, I will tell him he now has another son."
Owen just froze with a look of complete amazement on his face, "You mean it, we are now really brothers?"
"Heck yea I do." I touched his left shoulder and then moved my hand over his head to his right shoulder and said, "I now dub the Owen of the house of Burke."
Everyone laughed but Owen. He just dove at me knocking me down and hugging me. "I can't believe you would do this for me." Looking at Tyler, he asked. "How do I change my last name to Burke?"
I stopped him and said, "Wait a minute, you can't change your last name."
"Why can't I?"
"Oh, wait a minute, I am sorry I forgot you hate your dad."
Getting mad he replied, "I do not hate my dad, I love my dad."
"I know you do. You told me that in drama and again right here. You are now my brother but changing your name would make what your dad is going through even worse. Changing the name, he gave you would break his heart."
"Wow Brian. Just when I think you can't get any smarter, you say something like that." Tyler said, "He is right Owen, that name is the link that is holding you are your dad together. We will find him so you two can stay in contact."
We left the park and headed back. Once we dropped off Owen at his house, Timmy and I walked back to ours. Tyler was just getting there when we did. He had to drop off the keys and the credit card with the receipt. We went to our room to look at the schedule. Both Timmy and my appointments were crossed out.
"Tyler, what's going on, why are the appointments crossed out?"
"The Headmaster decided after what happened today and what will happen tomorrow, you should take the night off. He gave Timmy the night off to be with you."
"Does that mean I can go read?"
"If that is what you want, or you could go downstairs where you and Timmy can play a game."
I looked at Timmy, "Aww, who would want to spend time with him?"
"Oh, so that's the way it is." He shoved me onto the bed and started tickling me again.
Laughing I said, "I was kidding... I want to... spend time with you."
He finally stopped and said, "I am glad you finally came to your senses."
We both laid back on my bed trying to catch our breath. "Go get your cunts cleaned and then go downstairs. I will come get you after my appointment."
We ran out of the room and to the CCU. When we were done we went down and set up a game of Monopoly.
Wednesday was a stressful day for me. I could hardly pay any attention in my classes. At dinner I hardly ate anything. I walked back to my house with Tyler and Timmy. I was so scared, but I didn't feel any panic attack or anything. Tyler cleaned my cunt with a bigger nozzle and did it five times even though I was clean after the first three. Tyler took me to the first floor and up to a door that I had never been in before.
"It's your big day today. I just want you to take a few deep breaths before you go in. Listen to me, when he starts to enter you, push out like you are going to take the biggest poop of your life. Remember, if you panic and tighten your cunt, it will hurt a lot more." He hugged me and started walking down the hall.
I took some deep breaths and pushed open the door. It took a few seconds for my eyes to adjust and realized that I was in the same room Dr. Butler showed me. In front of me was a naked man with his back to me.
When he turned around and I saw his face. I screamed "NNOOO... DON'T HURT ME." I ran out the door I came in and Tyler who was about to turn the corner turned when I yelled, "TYLER... HELP ME, HE IS GOING TO HURT ME."
Tyler came running down the hall and caught me. I was having a major panic attack. There was another boy at the end of the hall. Tyler yelled, "Go get Dr. Butler quick." The boy ran off. "I worried that you might not be able to go through with it."
It was hard for me to talk, but I managed to say, "I am... not afraid... of the mounting... It is the man... he is going to hurt me. Please Tyler... Don't let him hurt me."