Date: Wed, 25 Jul 2012 11:06:42 -0600 From: paintedpony@fastmail.fm Subject: HIS SHOULDERS A Story for Adult/Youth HIS SHOULDERS by Painted Pony His shoulders, chest, and belly give me a hard on. He knows the effect they have on me, so he loves to tease me by stripping off his tee shirt at odd times and then watching me slyly as I watch him. I can't take my eyes off that golden, flawless skin, those wonderful young muscles of which he is so proud, and the perfect proportions of his firm young athlete's body. He tossed his tee shirt onto the floor and stood in front of me. I could tell that he was flexing himself slightly in chest and belly to make his muscles stand out better. He was also expanding his chest a little to make it seem bigger. It was a gesture of both tease and domination. "You gonna tell me where it is?" he asked, hands on hips and a little smile on his handsome face. "No," I said. "I'm not going to tell you anything." He stepped up very close to where he had tied me in the chair, so close that our bare knees touched. "You sure?" he asked. He brushed the tips of his fingers across the tops of both of my thighs. "You know what it means if you don't tell me what I want to know, don't you?" Damn that smile of his, anyway! His fingers were starting to tickle, but the teasing fingers and the proximity of this perfect body, wearing nothing but a pair of short, almost threadbare jean cut-offs, was also having its usual effect on me. "Sure I know," I said, trying to sound confident and completely in control of myself. "Go ahead. Knock yourself out! You're not going to get anything out of me. Like I said, I'm not going to tell you where it is and you can't make me." He spread his legs slightly and scooted forward so that he was almost sitting on my knees. He didn't put his full weight on me, but the pressure on my legs against the hard wooden chair was just slightly uncomfortable. He reached forward with his right hand and took my left nipple between his thumb and forefinger, but gently. "I like it when you try not to tell me," he said, quietly, almost as if he were talking to himself. I felt his fingers tighten slightly on my nipple. "I like it a lot." He squeezed harder and pulled outward and I felt the weird, warm sensation of pain mixed with something else radiating outward and downward. As I expected he would, he looked down and his smile widened. I realized that, also as usual, I was blushing just a bit. "You like me, don't you?" he taunted coyly while rotating my nipple in his grip as if he were tuning a radio. "Don't you?" he repeated. "Yes," I whispered. "You know I do." He increased the pressure of his grip on my nipple but stopped twisting it back and forth. "And you like this game, don't you?" "Yes." "I can tell!" he said, looking down again and giggling, sounding for a second much younger than he really was. He abruptly released my now distended nipple and hopped off my knees. "That looks cramped!" he said. "I'll fix that!" He dropped to his knees on the left side of the chair and pulled my left leg out and back so that my foot was level with the back leg of the chair. He fastened a loop of clothesline around my ankle, passed the rope around the base of the chair back and then pulled upward on the rope while pushing my ankle up toward the back of the chair. My foot rose higher and higher until it was against the upright of the back, on about the same level as my knee and with the sole of my foot pointing backwards and slightly up. It was a cramped and slightly painful position. In a few seconds he had done the same for my right leg. I was now tied securely to the sturdy wooden kitchen-style chair with my hands tied together behind me, my arms pulled over the back of the chair and tied to a rung of the chair bottom, and my elbows tied so that they almost touched. My legs were spread wide apart and tied off as I have described. I could imagine almost no position quite as helpless and vulnerable as this one. When he was satisfied with his knot-work he stepped back in front of me and inspected his prisoner. He always seemed to like this part of our little game. "What's that?" he asked, stifling his grin and pretending to be asking a genuine question. "You know what it is," I mumbled, still slightly embarrassed at my reaction to what was happening, despite its growing familiarity. "No I don't!" he said, pretending injury that I would doubt his sincerity. "Liar!" "You have to tell me what that is. You always say that when I don't know something I have to ask so I can learn! So tell me what that is." "OK! OK! It's my dick, you knucklehead!" I almost giggled myself at the absurdity of this, but kept myself under control. "Wow! I've heard of those!" his eyes grew wide and I found myself admiring his skills as an actor. "They're supposed to be really sensitive, too, I heard." He reached down and took the glans of my half-hard penis between the same finger and thumb that had worked on my nipple. He began to turn the knob, as if looking for a strong signal. I could feel the instant reaction and the sudden surge as my cock tightened and rose further. "Gee," he said, all innocence and wonder. "I guess it must like that!" After a few seconds of gentle twisting he continued to taunt me. "Or maybe it wants me to stop. Does it?" he asked, looking directly into my eyes. "Does it want me to stop?" He held my eyes like a snake is said to hold the eyes of a bird it is about to devour. "No," I stammered, almost choking on the word. "It doesn't?" he asked incredulously. "No," I said. "It doesn't." He gave me a couple of firm stroking pulls and then released my now fully hard member and dropped to his knees in front of the chair with a hand on each of my wide-spread knees. "I wonder what would happen if I could find some really slippery stuff and put it on that and then played with it for a while. You know, like this..." he made the universal pumping fist motion. "What do you think would happen if I did that?" he asked. "I don't know," I croaked stupidly. "Maybe we should find out!" he almost yelled and jumped up from the floor. He leaned down until he was right in my face. "Of course, I would have to be very careful to be sure that we didn't have an... accident, wouldn't I? I mean, I've heard that if you play with one of those for too long it spits out gooey stuff and makes a mess. I'd have to be careful not to let that happen, wouldn't I? Especially if you were very bad and kept refusing to tell me where you've hidden the secret treasure map. But if you were good... Maybe if you were really, really good and told me where the map is... maybe then I wouldn't mind so much if it made a big mess. You know what I mean?" His fingers traced across the top of my throbbing glans again, sending bolts of pleasure down through my shaft and then up to my brain. "You gonna talk?" he asked. "No," I said. He stood up quickly and put his balled fists on his hips. "Where's some slippery stuff?" he asked. "Uhm try in the night stand next to my bed. Top drawer." "I'll be right back!" he said. "Don't go anywhere!" and he gave that girlish giggle once more. I suspect that under the right conditions you could actually drive a man insane with this sort of thing. The constant see-saw ride of intense pleasure, soon followed by a complete withdrawal of stimulus, with the cycle repeated over and over again. It quickly becomes an ever-tightening spiral of frustration and tension. A penis is meant to become hard, experience intense pleasurable sensations, and then, in its own time and as a result of the stimulation of that pleasure, ejaculate sperm down its central tube and out into the world or into the womb of a receptive female. This other way becomes exactly what the tormentor intends it to become: a method of torture and a pretty effective tool of interrogation. It was all a game, of course, but a very realistic one. Intensity. That's the key word, I think. Being securely, helplessly bound and having your penis teased and manipulated by a patient and knowing tormentor is a very intense experience, to say the least. Pleasure, slowly and expertly applied, and carefully alternated with periods of the withdrawal of stimulus feels incredibly wonderful at first. Then, slowly and gradually, that inner need programmed into the organism to release its seed begins to dominate the senses and becomes the single, central core of your being and the only reason for your existence. Nothing matters but that you ejaculate, that you achieve the grail of orgasm and be allowed to come. The key is "be allowed to come," because you do not control the situation. Unlike a so-called normal act of intercourse performed as a part of the process of procreation, in this case the aroused male is not the dominant creature. He is a prisoner, and his natural instincts and urges are being used against him as a form of torture. And if I may make a little pun: in the right hands, believe me, it works. He was always a ticklish kid. He seemed to like the contact and the thrill of being tickled. Most of the time he would instigate it. I would tell him not to do something, he would do it, brazenly and obviously, and a tickle session would result. He would squeal and wiggle and protest, but it was clear that he loved it. Then he began to demand equal time: I had tickled him and therefore it was only fair, as he put it, that he be able to tickle me. Finally, I relented. For his twelfth birthday I gave him a special, private present. I told him that as a special, one-time treat I was going to let him tickle me for ten minutes. He went wild with joy, but before we started our timed session he demanded that, because I was so much bigger than he was, he be allowed to tie me up. I was leery, but finally aqreed. And that was the beginning. He was an intelligent, bold, verbal boy with a great sense of humor and a flair for the dramatic. I could never resist his wheedling and cajoling for very long and he had enjoyed that first session of pay-back so much that he begged and pleaded that we do it again. And so we did. I could have put an end to it, I suppose, but I didn't. I will confess that I was strangely fascinated by this little game that seemed to have evolved between us. There was something powerfully appealing to me about being playfully dominated by this boy. The tying-up became a part of the little ritual of revenge tickling that I allowed him from time to time. While he was tying me up he would tease me about the awful things he was going to do to me and I would feel a high, fluttery tingle in my chest and start to drift into an almost hypnotic trance while his fingers worked carefully on the ropes he used to restrain me so that he could work his unobstructed will on me. At first it was just tickling, as if for revenge or merely his own delight in my helpless thrashing about as his fingers dug into ribs and armpits. After about the second session, however, he changed the agenda by introducing an element of sword-and-sorcery movie scenarios into the play. "Tell me where the magic stone of power is hidden, Conan, or my flashing fingers of terrible torture will extract the information from you! Ha, ha, ha, ha!" He did the maniacal laugh of the fiendish villain to perfection and I didn't know whether to laugh or tremble with genuine dread at his enthusiasm for the new shape of the game that he wanted to play more and more frequently. I'm not sure, but I think it was probably the fourth or fifth time I had allowed him to tie me up on my living room floor and tickle me. I was lying on my back on my bound arms and he was straddling my hips. He had pushed my polo shirt up under my armpits for better access to my vulnerable ribs and tummy and was strumming his fingers and palms across my bare skin while I did my best to control my urge to scream with laughter and buck him off me. As far as I can remember it was nothing specific that he had done. It just seemed to happen. I was suddenly aware that under his wiggling butt I was erect. I hadn't felt it happening. It just seemed suddenly there. There was a moment of panic, but there was nothing I could do without making the situation worse than it was. I remember he stopped tickling me and sat up. His eyes were on mine for what seemed like a long time and his face was dead-pan. Then he began to smile and started to wiggle around again on my crotch. Neither of us said anything, but he kept his eyes on my face. His little smile was both a taunt and a challenge. Then he apparently made up his mind and got off me, squatting on the floor next to me so that his knees pressed into my hip. I suppose I could have fought back, rolled over onto my stomach, kicked out with my legs, shouted, even scrambled somehow to my feet and ran away. But I didn't do any of that other than to tell him that he shouldn't and that he should stop right away. But he didn't. I lay there as he unzipped my shorts, pulled them down over my hips, and pulled my erection out through the fly of my underwear. The feel of his hands on my penis was like a sudden jolt of hot electricity. He was gentle and tentative at first, but after a few seconds he seemed to gain confidence and took me into his right hand, wrapped it tightly around my shaft just under the glans, and stroked me steadily and without stopping until I sprayed up over my chest and belly and then dribbled over his clenched fist onto my own groin. In the aftermath of an amazing orgasm I had the most terrifying attack of guilt and fear I have ever felt, before or since. What the hell had I allowed to happen? I was, after all, the adult. I was the one that was supposed to be in control and supposed to be thinking about this boy's welfare and best interests. And look at what I had allowed to happen! I felt lower than the rug I lay on, panting from my amazing orgasm and almost in tears over what had happened. He got up and held his sopping right hand out away from him as he ran down the hall to the bathroom. I heard the water running and then he was back with a damp wash cloth that he used to clean me up. Then he untied me and somehow knew enough to go into the kitchen while I rearranged my clothes and pulled myself into some kind of shape, both physically and mentally. I wish I could exactly quote the conversation we had. The gist of it was that I apologized for allowing "it" to happen. He replied that I really had nothing to say about it since I was tied up at the time. I said that didn't matter, that I was the adult. He said that he was the kid and he had wanted to do it and what was the big deal anyway? Didn't I do the same thing for myself? Duh! What was the difference if someone did it for me, especially someone you liked? Instead of feeling lucky, I was moaning about it; what kind of a doofus was I, anyway? He said he did for himself all the time, maybe twice a day or more, and that he would love it if someone would do the same for him. I said it didn't matter what either of us wanted. What happened was very, very illegal and if anyone ever even so much as suspected such a thing had happened I might go to prison for a long time. He replied that what we did was between us and wasn't anybody else's business. He seemed to think that covered a lot more ground than I was convinced it did. This went on for quite a while. I guess I had suspected that he would be somehow traumatized by what had happened, and it turned out that I was the one who had the major problem with it. His feelings about it seemed to be that it was fun and what was the big deal anyway? I think I wanted desperately to feel that way myself, but couldn't quite pull it off. Visions of jail cells and total, utter humiliation kept flashing before my eyes. Later, after he had gone home, I was able to admit to myself, away from the steady gaze of his grey-green eyes, that what he had done to me had been amazingly pleasurable and that the physical sensations of it had been clearly the best and most powerfully arousing sexual experience I had ever had. The realization was stunning: I had actually had sex, of a sort, with a twelve-year-old boy, even if nominally against my will, and had found it to be completely wonderful. I didn™t want to take the next step and face what this meant about me. People who enjoy hand jobs from twelve-year-old boys, especially while tied up by them, are not very high up on the list of admirable characters in our culture. He didn't come over for the next three or four days and I boiled over into a turmoil of fear and out-of-control paranoia. I was sure that he had thought about it and had a change of heart. He had told his parents. The police were even now gathering evidence and putting their case together. Perhaps his father, whom I liked, was going to arrive on my front porch with a bunch of friends, armed with garden shears and machetes. I even contemplated suicide and sat down several times to try to write a coherent and sensible note to leave behind. I wondered whether the best way was to take the gun into my mouth or to shoot myself from the side, straight into the temple. I thought about the best, most considerate, and least messy place to do it. I was at the lowest point in my life, and yet I wanted nothing more than to see him coming up my front walk again, pounding up onto the porch, and letting himself into my house like he owned it. I wanted that more than anything. And then he did exactly that. After pouring him a big glass of lemonade, and spilling some through my tremendous nervousness even though I tried to fake casual disinterest, I asked him where he had been. He said he had been to the school district™s mini-camp for middle school wrestlers. He said he had told me all about it. Didn't I remember? What was the matter with me? The relief flooded over me and I drowned in it. It sucked me under and filled me so full of high-octane gratitude and relief that I admitted to him what I had feared. He said I was a nitwit and a dweeb and asked for another glass of lemonade. A day or so after that, on a weekend, he came over and we were messing around in the back yard. I was trimming some bushes and he was trying to catch some goldfish out of my little pond with a small net. I told him to stop, that he was agitating the fish and I didn't want them to be caught. He didn't say anything, but put the net down and went into the house. He was back in a few moments with a set of my car and house keys in his hand. He waved them in the air. "You want these?" he asked. I knew at once that something was afoot. "Of course I want them. Take them back inside and hang them on the hook where you got them." They made a perfect high arc as they flew across the yard and landed in the exact middle of the pond. It was a relatively long chase and it only ended, I`m sure, because he allowed himself to be cornered in the angle between the high back fence and the garage. My revenge was awful. He squealed; he begged; he wriggled; he pleaded; he swore he would be good forever; he shrieked. In the end he was a sodden, sweaty mass of panting boy, swearing on his own grave that he would retrieve my keys for me, with his teeth if that was the way I wanted him to do it, if only I didn't tickle him any more. His parents had allowed him to stay late that evening and after he had showered off the pond scum and I had made us some sandwiches, I asked him what kind of a video he wanted to watch. He just looked at me over his plate, both elbows splayed out rudely on the table. "I don't want to watch a video," he said "Well, what would you like, Your Majesty?" I teased him. "My turn," he said, looking straight into my face. "Your turn?" I pretended not to know what he meant. "Yeah. Revenge!" he said, holding both hands close to his cheeks and wiggling the fingers like tentacles. "You don't deserve revenge," I said. "You got exactly the punishment you needed for what you did. Don't bother me with silly talk about revenge." He got up from his side of the table and came around to mine, stepping behind my chair. He grabbed my arms, from behind, at the elbows and forced them partially behind my back, over the back of the chair. I was surprised by his strength, but it was a gentle strength and not at all rough. "You're under arrest!" he said. "Come along quietly and don't make me use force!" He gritted his teeth as he said this and tried to drop his voice to make it sound ominous and full of macho authority. I didn't make any effort to pull away from his hands, but just laughed at the situation. He leaned down and brushed my right ear with his lips. "Please?" he whispered, in his own sweet, cajoling voice now. I let him hold me there in my chair and I could feel that strange tingle high up in my chest again. "What kind of revenge?" I asked. "Tickle," he said. "Tied up! Just a short one!" "A short one?" "Yeah!" He squeezed my upper arms in each hand. "How short?" I persisted. "Short!" he said. "Okay," I said. "I suppose that is fair since I guess I was pretty rough on you, you being a little, puny, weakling and all!" He ignored the insult and seemed very happy over his victory. "All right!" He released my arms and pumped his arms up and down in victory. I got up from the table and went into the living room and started to lie down on the couch for my ordeal. "No!" he said. "Not here. In there," and he pointed toward the hall. Before I could say anything he had dashed down the hall and when I followed him I found him standing beside the double bed in my bedroom. "Here!" he said. "Why here?" I asked. "It's better here," he shrugged. "Well, I don't think..." "If someone came to the door it would be better if we were here and not in the living room!" he interrupted me. The logic of it seemed reasonable, and not until much later did I realize that there was a hint of mutual conspiracy in the way he had said it and I had accepted it. "Where do you want me?" I asked. "On the floor?" "No," he said. "On the bed. On your back." "On my back?" This was new. "Yeah," he said. "Oh, yeah. You gotta take off all your clothes, too!" He didn't meet my eyes, but pretended to fumble with a jumble of rope that had suddenly appeared in his hands. "Take off my clothes? No way, JosĂ©!" I said. He relented immediately. "Okay, then, you can leave on your underpants!" śWhy don't I just leave everything on? How about that?" I answered, and gave him a big grin. "C'mon," he whined. "That's not fair! You always pull my shirt up real high when you tickle me! You cheat!" He began to do that babyish, lower lip thing. "Please?" he said again, in that way of his that always melted me like ice cream in the sun. "Okay, but I'm gonna leave my boxers on. That's going way too far anyway, but just this once..." "Okay!" he seemed happy with the compromise. I stripped off my shirt and my shorts. I was already barefoot. "Get on the bed, on your back. In the middle. And hold out your arms and legs like this," he demonstrated for me, standing next to the bed, extending his arms widely over his head and spreading his legs and going up on his toes, a living X. God, but he was beautiful! I did as he said, lay in the middle of the bed looking up at the ceiling, and spread out so that my fingers and toes were almost touching the bed's four corner posts. He started on my arms and went from corner to corner tying my wrists to the posts, taking his time and being very careful with the knots. "Where'd you get this idea?" I asked. "There was this movie I saw the other night over at a friend's" he said. "This guy got captured by the bad guys and they took him to this dungeon place and stretched him all out like this," he continued to work on his knots while he talked. While he worked on my left wrist I pulled hard on the ropes that held the right to the post. They were very good knots. He was finished with my other wrist now and started to the foot of the bed. "What happened to the guy?" I asked. He stopped and came over to the side of the bed. He leaned down over me, crawled partly up on the bed and rested his hands beside me. He brought his face down so close I could feel his breath on my cheeks. He smelled a little like spicey cold cuts and fresh bread. He was grinning widely. "They tortured him!" he whispered. I took two full, deep breaths, during which he didn't move or change his position. "That's what you're gonna do to me, isn't it? Torture me?" I said, very quietly and seriously. His grin disappeared. "Yes," he said. And then he added, "OK?" He seemed to want my permission to continue, even though I was already virtually helpless. "I guess you better get started," I said, as jauntily as I could manage. "All right!" he exulted. He hopped off the bed and went down to the footboard, grabbed each leg at the ankle, and pulled down hard. He couldn't move me much, but I did feel my arms stretched down a little bit, tightening me against the soft, cotton clothesline around my wrists. He worked away and soon had my ankles fastened securely to the corner posts, my legs spread widely apart. Then he was finished, and I became aware that I was about half erect in my boxers. I hoped, or at least think I hoped, that he wouldn't notice. He jumped back on the bed and squatted again by my side with his bare knees pressed into my ribs. He began to strum his fingers across my bare chest and ribs. I closed my eyes and vowed to tough it out, but a sudden flurry of fingers in my armpits defeated my resolve and I dissolved into a pudding of laughter and, whenever I could get my breath, pleading for him to stop. He was laughing, too, and the tickling went on for quite a while. I began to sweat. He stopped for a second and came up on his knees and skinned out of his tee shirt. I could see a glint of perspiration across his lovely sun-browned chest and tummy. I was now completely erect, but mercifully, my boxers were bunched across my middle and apparently were keeping it contained and, I hoped, hidden. When he settled back again he kept his hands on his smooth, tensed thighs and didn't resume the tickling. "You ready to talk?" he asked. "Talk about what?" I asked in return. "That's what they said in the movie. The one I told you about. They kept asking the guy if he was ready to talk. While they were doing stuff to him." He paused for a few seconds. "You ready to talk yet?" he repeated. "No," I said, falling into the spirit of the game. "I'm not going to talk and there's nothing you can do that will make me talk!" I think I surprised myself a little with my dramatic bravado, but he seemed to love it. He didn't say anything for a few moments. I got the strong impression that he was building up to something, gathering courage. He reached over and pinched some cloth from my boxers between his fingers. "These new?" he asked. "No," I said. "Old?" "Kinda,ť I said, fearing now where this was going. There was a real sense of tension in the room now. "Good!" he said, and took each side of the fly into his hands and yanked his hands apart quickly. The boxers ripped apart down the middle and fell over my hips. My boner came free and flopped down onto my belly with a plopping sound. "Hey!" I protested. "Shut up!" he said, gritting his teeth again. "You're being tortured! Remember? Now shut up and take it!" I could see that he was blushing, or was flushed from excitement. Maybe a little of both. He jumped off the bed and ran out of the room. In a few moments he returned with a pair of scissors, probably from the kitchen. In just a few seconds he had cut the boxers completely free and pulled them off me. To my shame, I raised my butt a little to help him pull them free. I read somewhere that it was the driven, hard-charging, Type-A personality that derives release and pleasure from being dominated physically and sexually. Supposedly the bondage-and-discipline parlors of Britain are mostly patronized by high-level government and business figures who are used to giving orders and controlling their environments and everyone in them. Perhaps so. There was certainly nothing else in my life that resembled the relationship that was fast developing between us. The serene pleasure I felt while he worked patiently to tie me to his satisfaction, making me helpless for whatever he had in mind, was like nothing I had ever experienced before. There was an anticipatory excitement about it that was almost unbearable. Once I was tied and he inspected his prize, the pleasure I felt switched to the fascinating erotic suspense surrounding what he was going to do to me. What, I wondered, has this bright, kinky boy's brain been up to? What sexy torments has he thought up for me? I belong to him now, I am his prisoner for real; what will he do with me, and what kind of pleasure will he derive from it himself? Just the thought that he was himself aroused by the games we played was enough to bone me to the max. I found all this very exciting. The possibility of similar games with women or grown men gives me no thrill whatsoever. Only this slim, gorgeous boy could get such a reaction from me. Go figure. The first touch of his hand to my hard prick was like delicious fire. He squeezed tentatively, as if experimenting, and then gave a few trial strokes holding me tightly and letting the skin move up and down over the inner meat of my shaft. It was sweet, and I think I must have made a little sound. He played with me like that for quite a while. In a way it was almost like I was a complicated new toy that he was learning to work. He would try one thing, then another. He pinched, twisted, stroked, poked, pushed, and pulled. It all felt so good to me. I could close my eyes and concentrate on the feelings he was giving me. When I opened my eyes and looked at his handsome face and his beautiful, strong chest and belly, now well streaked and shiny with sweat, I had to concentrate on something else quickly or I would have come almost immediately. The way he was moving his arm, flexing his chest and belly muscles as he stroked me, brought me to the brink of orgasm almost immediately and I would have to look away. He stopped for a moment and rested his hands on his thighs again. I turned and looked at him. I was breathing hard. It was a hot, humid day and I hadn't turned on the air conditioning. I was awash by then with my own sweat. "Take off your clothes," I whispered. After I said it I could hardly believe that I had. Rather than being shocked, or demurring, he stood immediately on the bed and shucked his cut-offs down, then slid his briefs down his perfect, slender, strong legs. He paused for a brief moment when the briefs were almost off. He looked down at me and grinned and then took them all the way off. His own dick popped out into plain sight then, for the first time. He was circumcised, completely erect, and, as far as I could see from where I lay, totally hairless. Against the paler, cream-colored skin of his crotch, his penis looked surprisingly big. It seemed large of glans and the shaft looked almost impossibly smooth and slightly darker than the skin of his lower belly. The vascular ridge down the front was prominent and well defined and his balls were snugged up tight against the shaft at the base. I could see the texture of the skin of his scrotum and the little dividing line between his testicles. His penis held itself rigid, just barely standing away from his trim flat belly, swaying slightly, perhaps with his pulse. He stood there a moment as if allowing me to admire him. Admire him I did, and came very close to involuntarily climaxing again. And then he was off the bed again and dashing down the hall, this time to the bathroom. When he came back he had a plastic bottle of shampoo in his hands. He squatted on the bed again, this time between my legs. I could feel his knees warm and hard against the inside of my widely spread thighs. I raised up and watched him squirt some of the thick amber liquid into his hand. When he took me into that hand the pleasure of the warm, slippery shampoo was almost unbelievable. I may have cried out. Probably did. I'm surprised that I did not faint dead away. He worked me like that for several minutes, until the shampoo became a thick, gluey mass which provided no lubrication whatsoever. To remedy this he leaned over my cock and dribbled a huge gob of his warm spit down over it. Then another. He worked the spit all around with a single finger and when he was satisfied he spit into his palms and took me into both hands and began to stroke me with long, hard, impossibly slick strokes. It felt amazingly different from what he had been doing to me before. "AHHHHHHHH!" I cried out, or something brilliant like that. I also remember the pain cutting into my wrists as I pulled down violently against the ropes that held me helpless-- a tormented captive! "Good?" he asked, continuing to work on me. His eyes were on my cock and not on my face. His head was turned slightly to the side as if he was carefully studying what he was doing. "Oh, Jesus!" I said. "Ummmmmm!" he said, moving both hands in unison up and down, up and down, more slowly now, but still watching his work intently. "Oh, Jesus!" I repeated. He stopped stroking me, but held me tightly in both small, slippery hands. Such strong hands! "Wanna come?" he asked. "Oh, god! Yes!" I said. "Please! Please make me come!" "Say you're sorry for what you did!" he demanded. What had I done? Who cared? Of course I was sorry! "I'm sorry!" I said. "Very sorry?" he added. "Yes, very, very sorry!" I said, almost choking on my anticipation for what I hoped he was about to do to me. "Say you'll be my slave," he said. "Yes! Yes, I will. Your slave! I'll be your slave!" I agreed deliriously. "And lick my feet when I tell you to," he said. "I will!" I agreed. "And my chest, too!" he demanded. "When it's nice and sweaty!" "Yes! I will! I'll lick your chest, too!" I said. I felt a kind of desperation rising in me. "What else will you lick?" he asked. "Your... toes," I said. "I'll lick your toes!" "What else?" he demanded. "Your... your... belly. I'll lick your belly!" I stammered. He rose slightly from the bed and thrust his hips forward a little. "What else?" he asked, his voice thick and husky now. "Your... dick," I croaked. "I'll lick your... dick!" I cried. That seemed to satisfy him and he resumed his squatting position and began to stroke me again with long, firm strokes, looking down again and concentrating on his work, one hand following the other and quickly building in me an undeniable need to spew my soul out the tip of my dick. He leaned down and dropped another supply of hot slick boy-spit onto me. "Squirt!" he ordered. "Squirt now! Do it! Show me!" And then the sudden rush of hyper-slipperiness and the sound of his voice brought me off in one or two more strokes. I came and came and came and he never stopped working me, first with both hands and then with one hand on my shaft and the other under my balls, lightly stroking and tickling me. Oh, how can I even describe how agonizingly good it was? If you've never been spread-eagled helplessly on a bed, stripped, and then slowly and expertly teased and then masturbated to orgasm by a beautiful, sweaty, naked twelve-year-old boy, then I can recommend it only if your heart is in good condition. Otherwise, the experience will surely kill you. I doubt if any of the lucky souls who may have had this experience would ever again, if they had before, belittle the powers of the so-called lowly hand job. The human hand is probably the most complex, versatile, and capable system of bones, muscles, and nerves on the planet, and no male needs to be told about the sensitivity and susceptibility of the thoroughly aroused penis. Put those two organs together under the right circumstances and there will be fireworks in the sky, and elsewhere. The kind of fumbling, grab-it-and-yank jerk-off session we mostly imagine when we think of the furtive doings of boys behind locked bathroom doors is definitely not what I am referring to here. I'm talking about virtuoso hands -- I can't describe them any other way -- in the service of the creatively kinky mind of an uninhibited, pint-sized Grand Inquisitor capable of turning a suburban bedroom into a torture chamber, and the sweating adult male he has strapped to the bed into a helpless puddle of sweat, moans, pleading, and completely subdued synapses. I'm sure this must sound like so much self-justifying claptrap to someone who finds this whole subject revolting and perverted. But I suspect most of such readers would have left long ago. Maybe for those who understand, or think they do, I am making some sense. I also take a little refuge, and not a little comfort, from the knowledge that there were two eager, un-coerced participants in these proceedings. How long I lay there after he completely destroyed me I don't know. After a while he went from corner to corner and untied me. My arms and legs felt stiff, unnatural, my joints were sore. My softened dick felt completely used up and I was certain that it would never, ever be able to get hard again; nor would it need to, since I had just had the most intense sexual experience I was capable of withstanding. I rolled over and sat up, rubbing my wrists where the ropes had made little pink furrows in my skin. He came and stood in front of me, my knees against the fronts of his slim brown thighs. He put his hands on my shoulders. "Remember, you promised!" he said. "Promised what?ť I teased. "Well, to be my slave for one thing!" He put a tremendous emphasis on the words "slave" and "one" and shook my shoulders when he said it. His incredibly beautiful cock still stood against his sweat-slick belly. It had to be one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen in my life. So slim, so perfect, so full of the godlike erotic power of this gorgeous boy. I reached up with each hand and took his wonderfully clever hands off my shoulders, holding a single slim wrist in each hand. Then I slowly brought his arms behind him and crossed his wrists in the middle of his back. I raised his arms until his hands were between his shoulder blades and held them there. I transferred them so that I could hold them, crossed high on his back like that, with one hand. With my other hand I traced little circles on his sweaty chest and drew a single finger down his mid line and across his tensed six-pack until I could tease it up and down the length of that precious cock. He drew in his breath in a little hiss and closed his eyes. "Yes," I whispered, "I'll be your slave." I paused, enjoying the smile that played across his face, his eyes still closed. "After..." I paused. He opened his eyes, flexed his captive wrists against my restraining hand a little, but made no attempt to escape or to struggle. "After what?" he asked, his eyes bright now, almost glittering. I pulled him into me, brought my face down to his chest, and kissed first one and then the other small dark nipple, letting my tongue rotate around each bud as I ended each kiss. I felt his breath let go across the top of my head in another sibilant hiss of release. I looked up at him. His eyes were closed again, his mouth open slightly. Sweat beads stood out prettily on his upper lip. "After I get my revenge on you. By torturing you half to death! Like you did to me!" I said, gritting my teeth in imitation of him. At the same time I released his arms and flung him over my left hip onto the bed. He giggled as I rolled on top of him and pinned his arms beside his head. The ropes he had used to tie me to the bed were still looped around the corner posts of the headboard. I took the ends of them and wrapped them loosely around each of his wrists but did not tie him. He held them there when I released him, holding the rope tightly in his fingers. "Don't move!" I ordered. I got off him and moved down so that I was between his widely splayed legs. He raised them off the bed and pointed his toes at the far wall of the room. I looked up the long glistening tube of his muscular little body. "You ready to talk?" I asked. He closed his eyes, took a deep, chest-expanding breath and pulled down hard on the rope we had wrapped loosely around his hands. "Never!" he said. "You fool! Don't you know that Conan is invincible?" "We'll see about that!" I grunted. "I think we know some ways to make even the great Conan talk!" I lightly stroked the round, polished smoothness of his shoulders. I leaned down then and took his beautiful, perfect penis into my mouth for the first time. THE END You can write me at paintedpony(at)fastmail.fm