Date: Thu, 26 Aug 2004 16:00:18 -0700 From: fritz@nehalemtel.net Subject: I Love Corey, Chapter Fifteen Short and sweet. If you're too young, become offended by descriptions of gay sex acts, or live in an area where it is against the law to read about such acts, leave immediately. That should keep you from becoming offended or breaking the law. The story is mine. You may read it for your own enjoyment but may not use it for any other purpose. No posting on any other web site without written permission. No commercial use of this story is permitted unless you contact me and we work out some kind of deal. No quoting this story unless you properly credit the quotes to me. This fictitious story has no basis in fact. I made it all up. Therefore, any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental. Ernie helped with his usual excellent editing. Those things you might think are mistakes are not his fault. Sometimes I disagree with him and leave things in because they sound good to me. In other words, sometimes the mistakes that are left in the story are a matter of what I think of as my style. Go ahead and take the plunge. Write to me and tell me what you think, ask questions, even criticize or whatever strikes your fancy. Be sure to put the story name in the subject line or I promise I will delete you. That means use I Love Corey, not something like story or your story. I've gotten too many spams that said story in the subject line and their story was how to increase a certain part of my body's size. Yeah, that part. Not that it might not need enlarging, but somehow I doubt those products are effective. Use the email address of fritz@nehalemtel.net Hope you enjoy this chapter. Fritz I Love Corey, Chapter Fifteen I woke up happy and relaxed, not that I was alert mind you, but it seemed like a good morning. It almost seemed a shame to have to go back to work. I got the coffee going and grabbed the paper. Since I had beaten the alarm clock by about twenty minutes, that would give me time to read part of it before I had to wake Corey up for our showers and breakfast. He groaned when I shook his shoulder but limped along behind me to the shower for our usual morning ritual. I'd relieved my bladder when I awoke so I started and adjusted the shower while Corey relieved his. We showered together without much grab-ass. We both just seemed to be content. Last night was awesome and neither of us felt the need to do anything sexual. After breakfast I left for the usual morning meeting while Corey waited to catch the bus. This was the first time since his knee operation that he would be catching the bus instead of riding with me and having to wait until the classes finally started. It was the usual meeting, not much to talk about and not many announcements but even if there wasn't much today, there were times when it was important. Most of the time it was like today; we could have skipped it and not missed a thing. It did give me time before class to talk to Frank Davies, the shop teacher. I asked him if he would mind helping me put some kind of value on most of the stuff we had unloaded at Vern's place. I explained that we were going to sell some of it to get the price down to what the Garvins could afford for Vern's birthday. Frank positively started drooling over the thought of some of the tools we had hauled in. We agreed to go to Vern's house tonight after dinner and go over things. Classes got started and things soon were back to normal. I had my usual exuberant discussions going on about anything except math and when the students weren't looking I slipped the necessary math lessons in by showing them how you could use math to get a better idea of how things related to each other. I tossed in a little about statistics and suddenly the class was busy trying to understand statistics and probability theory and how it might be used to predict voting patterns which was how the discussion got started as this was an election year. As this was the most advanced class I taught, I had all the best math students in it. I really enjoyed challenging them plus it was such a turn on when I could see them understand how it all fit together. Things were going along just like they should and soon it was time for lunch. This was the time I was available to counsel students. It was kind of a strange way to handle it in that I was in an office and any student could come in and talk about anything or make an appointment for a more serious session. So far I had been somewhat surprised at the number of girls who had stopped by to talk. I had expected mostly boys but found myself talking to about one third girls. Sometimes one student would come in and other times a group of students. So far nothing very serious had come up but the program was just getting off the ground and I hoped that soon the students would realize I was there to help them with any and all problems. I guess today I got my wish. Somehow it wasn't quite what I had expected. Jason James, otherwise know as JJ, a ninth grader stopped in and asked if he could have an appointment to talk with me. After looking over his and my schedules I issued him an appointment for the last period of the day giving him a pass to give his band teacher and one for the hall. I kind of wondered what he wanted to talk about but he made no mention of the subject. The rest of the time went quickly with several students stopping in to ask some questions about their studies and just generally visit. I felt honored that a lot of the student body felt relaxed enough around me to just stop in and visit. Sometimes we even told each other jokes but I had to be careful not to use any off color ones and had to remind some of the students that they should be careful of the same thing. The afternoon went quickly and soon it was time for Jason's appointment. I had suggested using my coach's office as it was private and had a couple of comfortable chairs. Also, there was the refrigerator with soft drinks and all that helped make things more relaxed and easier to talk about things. I had looked over his records and wondered what was on his mind as he was a quiet student and didn't appear to have any problems. He got fairly good grades and would turn fifteen shortly after the first of the year. Jason showed up and after I gave him a soft drink I asked what was on his mind. He seemed uncomfortable and started out several times but couldn't seem to get it out. As I sat there watching him I could see he was nervous and tense. He wouldn't meet my eyes. "Jason, I want you to remember what I've said before. I won't reveal any thing you say here. I don't care what it is. I may try to convince you to allow me to tell someone else but if you say no, that's the way it is. It's your decision on whether or not what you have to tell me goes any farther. I don't know if I can help you or answer any questions you might have but I'll try my best. I won't bullshit you but I can't guarantee I can help you. I hope I can but that is all I can promise. If it would make it easier I'll face the other way and you'll just have to take a chance and trust me if you want my help." With that I spun my chair around and faced the wall. As I sat there staring at the wall I could hear him take a couple of deep breaths. Finally he started to speak. "I'm gay." That was all he said. I just sat there looking at the wall. When he said no more I finally decided I had to say something. "Is that your problem or is it something to do with being gay that is the problem?" There was a pause and finally he started talking. "Umm... well... I... I, guess that's... ah... some of it... ummm, but not all. I... ah don't know how to tell my... ah... folks... and there's this boy, I umm... like... and," he finally trailed off into silence. Now this was not what I expected. I had been ready for a lot of things but somehow not this. I turned around and looked at him and noticed he was blushing a bright red. I thought a while. Before I got around to saying any thing he spoke again. "Please don't hate me. I'm sorry." "Easy JJ, I don't hate you and you have nothing to be sorry for. I'm just trying to figure out how to help you." Somehow in all my plans the thought of trying to counsel a gay student on something like this hadn't even entered my mind. I'd been more concerned about things like suicide, drugs, pregnancy and things like that. I guess that just shows I was not really prepared to do this. I'd been so busy trying to get the program that I had neglected to properly prepare myself. I hoped I wasn't in over my head. "Well JJ, first off I wouldn't be so quick to label myself if I were you. You may very well be gay but then again you may turn out to be bi or straight. I think you are a little young to be totally sure of what you are. Besides, for the sake of this discussion it really makes no difference. I'm going to treat this as if you are correct and are truly gay. Just remember that you may not be totally correct on this and don't be afraid to change your mind if you discover things about yourself that cause you to feel differently. Secondly, don't ever be ashamed of who or what you are. If you turn out to be gay that's nothing to be ashamed of. It is just a small part of who you are and nothing to be ashamed of. Yes I know a lot of people think it is bad or wrong to be gay but they are the ones that are wrong. The only things to be ashamed of are actions that you have done that hurt people. Having said that, I would be somewhat cautious about telling people about your sexuality though as some of them might decide to do some things that are against the law and you could get hurt, not just physically but in other ways. That isn't how it should be, but unfortunately that's the way it is." I paused considering what to say next. I had just barely met his parents so I really had no idea how they might react to having a gay son. I decided to leave that part till last. "Tell me about the boy, not who he is as that is something I don't need to know but are you friends and have you known each other for a while?" God, I sounded like a pompous ass; I hoped I could do better with the rest of this. His eyes never left the floor and I could see he was still blushing and so tense and nervous he was about ready to explode. I wondered if I would be able to calm him down and help him or if I had just screwed up my visions for this program big time. He finally managed to choke out that the boy in question was a friend and he had known him for quite a few years. Now the ball was in my court. "Well JJ, I don't know quite how to handle this. The most I can do is offer a suggestion and if you like the idea you can figure out how to use it. As I see it, one of the big problems is that you don't have any idea if your friend is gay. Is that correct?" He nodded. I continued. "If I were faced with a similar situation I would first try to determine if he was gay or at least not anti-gay. I think maybe one way to do that might be to perhaps see if he might come over for an overnight or sometime when you two might have some time alone. Then I might show him some porn magazines or something like that because I am going to assume you guys talk about wanting to make all the girls in the school. Now having some porn magazines is not something that would ruin your reputation if he told anyone so that shouldn't be a problem. If he was willing to look at them with you, then you might say something like when you looked at them at night they made you so horny you just had to masturbate." My God, my face was getting red. I couldn't believe I was talking like this to anyone, especially a student. "I assume you masturbate and I would imagine your friend does." I paused. "Statistics say almost all males masturbate at some point in their lives and I know at your age I did. After that you could try to see if he would accept a joint or mutual masturbation session while looking at the magazines." I don't know what was wrong; I hadn't been this embarrassed since I was a virgin. I mean no one talks honestly about sex with anyone except their partners. They brag to their friend and acquaintances about imaginary conquests and stuff like that but rarely tell the truth at those times. Here I was trying to talk to a student and I was making a mess out of it. My face was red as a beet and I was losing all trains of thought and didn't have any idea of what I should say next. I may have had some idea of where I was going at one time but now all I could think of was how badly I felt that I wasn't helping him and how much I was blushing. I didn't have any idea of what to say next. I just knew I had to say something. Without thinking I blurted out the next thing that popped into my head, notice I didn't say mind as I think that had shut down. "God I couldn't get hard if I wanted too. I'm blushing so much there isn't enough blood left to give a mosquito a hard-on." As soon as I realized what I had said I just froze. I had now screwed things up beyond belief. I was trying to figure out how to apologize when I heard a kind of snort, and then another followed by a gasp. I glanced at Jason and could see his shoulders start to shake. Oh God, I felt sick. I hadn't meant to hurt him in any way. All I wanted to do was help him. About that time he started to giggle, and then he giggled some more and he just couldn't seem to stop. It suddenly dawned on me how ridiculous this whole thing sounded. I started to giggle too and almost instantly we both dissolved in laughter. We couldn't seem to stop laughing. Every time one of us would manage to stop laughing, we would look at each other and start all over again. He finally held his hands up close together and started spreading them apart like someone trying to show how long a fish was and laughing hysterically. "Mosquito," he gasped. "If you ever say that word when someone else is around so help me I'll fuckin kill ya" I managed to say between bursts of laughter. We sat there laughing for what seemed like forever but was actually only about five minutes. We had both laughed so hard tears were streaming down our faces. When things calmed down I threw him some tissues and taking some myself we both wiped our eyes. The ice had been broken. After that things went a lot better. I quit lecturing and we started talking with Jason asking questions and me doing my best to answer them. I was no longer embarrassed and he didn't seem to be either. We talked more about how to `test the waters' concerning his friend and about being gay in general. I never told him I was but managed to tell him quite a bit about it acting as though I had some gay friends. That wasn't a lie although it was somewhat less than the truth. During part of the conversation he mentioned he'd like to go to the gay part of San Francisco. "You'd better wear iron shorts," I told him. He looked puzzled. "Look, I know who's hot. I don't care what sex they are. Take my word for it, you are and if you show up there you'd have to beat admirers off with a club." I giggled. "Maybe I phrased that poorly but you understand what I mean." He started snickering and giggling again but at least this time we didn't get out of control. "You really think so?" he asked while blushing. "I've been there and seen what some of them like. Yes, I know so. Every chicken hawk in the city will be after you." I wasn't lying either. He was about five foot seven with a pretty well defined body, a bubble ass and a face that looked like the all American kid next door with light brown hair and a cute grin. If he showed up in that area it would be like the neighborhood bitch came in heat and all the male dogs in the area were loose. Besides, I'd all ready noticed a bunch of girls looking at him with that `look' in their eyes. Boy, were they going to be disappointed. "What's a chicken hawk?" he asked. "Well, if I understand it correctly, a chicken is a young gay male, usually in his teens, and a hawk is someone older who likes young boys. Something like that. There are some hawks that like their boys even younger than you but most of them will follow you around like the pied piper." Some might say I was describing myself but I didn't see it that way. I just fell in love with Corey. It wasn't because he was young. It was because of who he was. Somehow in my mind age never really entered into it except to worry about what would happen if we were ever caught. I know it sounds silly but that's the way I thought about it. Besides, I'd never even wanted any youth outside of Corey. We spent the rest of the period talking and somewhere along the way I promised to get him a couple of porn magazines. When the period was about over I told him I would try to figure out a way to sound out his parents. I also suggested that if anyone inquired as to why he wanted to talk to me, he might tell them he was curious about teaching and wanted to ask me about it. I told him that should be a good cover. He surprised me by saying he had been kind of thinking that maybe he would like to teach school sometime. With a little more conversation the period was over and I suggested he stop in next week and I should have his magazines and maybe some idea of how to deal with the problem of telling his parents. As he was leaving I put an arm around his shoulder and, giving him a little squeeze, told him to hang in there, things would work out. I was surprised at his reaction. He looked up, and then wrapped his arms around me, giving me a big hug while thanking me and telling me he was so glad he had talked to me. "I was almost ready to run away or try suicide. I just didn't know what to do or who to talk too. I just felt so alone and worthless," he finished. I pushed him back until I could look him directly in the eyes. "JJ, you gotta promise me something. Please don't do anything stupid like running away and especially not suicide until you talk to me first. I can't guarantee to solve your problems or make life perfect but I'll try to help you. I know life isn't always perfect. Sometimes it really sucks but you have to hang in there. As for worthless, I have no idea why you would feel that way. You're a cute kid, get good grades, have a nice personality. I'd be damned proud if you were my son." I hugged him again and all of a sudden I could feel some of the tension leave him. I gave him a big pat on the back and released him. He promised and with that he left to catch his bus. The team started arriving for practice and things returned to the normal routine. One of the problems with being a teacher is you can't do a lot of things that most anyone else can. Now I would have to go someplace out of town and pick Jason up a couple of porn magazines. It had to be out of town for two reasons. First, I couldn't let anyone think that a teacher would buy that type of thing and secondly because no store in town stocked a very good selection of that type of merchandise. I wanted to get him both some hetro ones, for the plan, and a couple of gay magazines just for him. Ah, the problems of having a reputation to uphold. Practice was about normal. There was the usual goofing off and wisecracks and I was finally forced to make the team run a few extra laps to take some of the cockiness out of them but all in all, not too bad. All the time in the back of my mind I was working on how to solve Jason's problems but it didn't interfere with the practice. It was just something to think about. Practice was finally over and while Corey picked up and got the laundry started I finished the paper work involving the team. If I could just eliminate paper work, things would be so much better. I'd have a lot more time to do things that accomplished something. About that time Vern stuck his head in and asked me if I had a few minutes. "Sure Vern, what's on your mind?" "A couple of things Sam, starting with all that stuff in my shop." I laughed. "In regards to that, I thought I'd sell part of it and the rest was your birthday present from your family. Actually, the table saw was supposed to be for your birthday and it got a little out of hand." "A little out of hand? Do you know that if I went to buy all that stuff it would cost over twenty thousand dollars?" I was surprised. I knew it was a good buy but didn't have any idea how good. "You really think so?" "I know so. In fact the only thing I don't know is just how much more it would cost." "Well, I asked Frank Davies to come over tonight after dinner and give me an idea of how to sell some of it and about how much to ask for it," I answered. Vern sat there thinking about that a short while. "Well, you've got Nancy all riled up. You're going to have to do something." I grinned. "Make wild passionate love to her. That ought to take her mind off of it for a while." Vern chuckled. "Like five seconds maybe. You know Nancy." About that time Corey limped in and going over to the refrigerator got a Coke. "What else is on your mind?" All of a sudden Vern was serious. Normally we kind of joked and kidded each other but by the change in expression I knew this was going to be something that should be treated differently. Before he got around to saying anything I nodded at Corey and looked at the door silently asking Vern if he wanted him to leave. A slight shake of the head indicated no. Corey turned around and asked if we wanted anything to drink. Vern asked if I had any coffee made. I'd made a pot for when Jason was here and most of it was still in the pot. Corey grabbed the perk and another cup and poured Vern and me a cup and returned the perk to the counter. It was a little stale but not too bad. "What are we going to do about the Scouts?" Vern started out. "Christ, I don't know. I'd hoped those idiots in control of the Scouts would have wised up by now. I kept hoping they'd come to their senses and quit discriminating but no such luck. Not only that, it doesn't look like there will be any change soon." "Shit Sam, we both work for the school district and there's a strict no discrimination policy and that puts us in an awkward position." "Yeah, I know. The worst part of it is they do a lot of good and we both know that. Kind of like throwing the baby out with the bathwater to kick them off the school grounds and to resign. The only thing is, that looks like where it will wind up. I've written a bunch of letters and I know you have too and all we get for answers is the usual bullshit." Vern and I just sat there drinking our coffee and thinking while Corey finished with his notes on the team at the computer. "You know Vern, it's not all bullshit to them. I mean, maybe they have something to their argument. I'm sure they think their right. Probably some of them are homophobes but my guess is the majority of them think they are ruling this way to protect the boys. I mean I know their wrong but I can almost understand their line of reasoning. Being gay doesn't necessary make you a pedophile but I suppose a pedophile male who goes after boys is technically gay. They've had a few bad apples and I suppose their trying to protect everyone. The problem is, what about the married pedophile. Is he automatically gay? As I see it, the problem is pedophiles, not gays. How in the hell do we solve that?" I felt weird. Here I was, talking about pedophiles and I was one. The only thing was, I didn't think of myself that way. Sure, that first time with Corey I had, but as Corey and I had grown to love each other more and more, I no longer saw myself in that light. I wasn't really sure how to look at myself now. The whole thing was confusing. Like a lot of other things there was no clear answer. If you went strictly by law I was. However, the law, as we all know, is somewhat imperfect. He'd been in desperate need of someone and I guess I had been too, only I hadn't known it. We each seemed to fill an emptiness in the others life. His grades were up, he was starting to fill out, and he was making some friends and seemed a lot happier. Was I wrong to be in his life? He needed love and I suppose I did too. I'd lain awake many nights, watching him while he slept and thinking about this very subject. I still didn't have an answer. I just knew I loved him and wanted to protect him and make him happy. If he found someone else to love, I would accept that. I'd still try to help him. I don't say it wouldn't hurt but, if that's what he wanted, I'd accept it. Sure I enjoyed the sex but I could get along without it. I just couldn't get along without Corey. "The one I have the most trouble following is their line of reason with the religious thing. What difference does it make whether a scout or leader believes in God or the earth or whatever? As I see it, any boy that is interested should be able to join. All the rest is just bullshit. You know as well as I do that there have been more horrible crimes committed in the name of various religions than almost any other reason." "Shit Sam, I don't know how to solve it either. I just know the school board meeting is next Monday and the Scouts are on the agenda. I know I'll be called on to speak as I'm the Scoutmaster and I expect you will because you always seem to be called on. Besides, you're always helping out. You might just as well be an assistant scoutmaster." I was sure Vern was right. I don't know why but at those meetings I always got called on one way or the other. I was also sure that most of the people that lived in this area had heard a lot more of me than they wanted to. Even when I tried to keep from expressing my opinion, someone would manage to call on me and before it was over I'd have to not only express my opinion but defend it. Several times I'd tried to avoid doing so but they never seemed to give up. If it wasn't the school board or my colleagues, it would be someone who thought I might support their position. They weren't always right in that respect but they kept calling on me none the less. "Well Vern, I guess we'd better figure out what were going to say. I know I'm going to have to speak against the Scouts. I just hope I can do it in a manner that doesn't inflame anyone or cause problems. God I wish there was a way to solve this." After that neither of us could think of any thing to add to our discussion so telling Vern that I would be over when Frank showed up, I gathered up my stuff and Corey and I headed home. I figured that we wouldn't have much time for dinner so I stopped and got a pizza for us. The pizza along with a salad would have to do for tonight. Corey didn't seem disappointed. The fact that he loved pizza might have had something to do with that. I was right. Frank Davies showed up just as we were finishing the pizza. After a cup of coffee and some BS, Corey said he had homework and wanted to practice his art lesson so Frank and I went over to Vern's house. This was the first time any of us had really looked at everything. All of us had been so busy hauling and loading and unloading that we really had no idea of what all was there. Frank got positively ecstatic when he found a couple of large boxes full of old wood planes. When we unwrapped them, we saw there were index cards with the model and date of manufacture with each one. I didn't know people collected things like that but Frank said he had a friend who was a collector and asked if he could get him to take a look at them and give us some idea of their worth. I told him to go ahead. He pulled out his cell phone and called his friend and then asked if we would be able to show them in thirty minutes. We said sure so he told his friend to come on over and see them. When he got off the phone we got back to the other stuff. One of the items that we had hauled over was a metal lathe and a bunch of stuff for it. Frank asked if we might consider selling it to the school district. That took more phone calls and by the time the dust had settled we agreed to sell the lathe and tooling for two thousand dollars to the school district. He said that the school had budgeted ten thousand for it but had been unable to come up with a new one for that price that had that enough tooling. We decided to let it go that cheap, although Frank insisted it was worth far more, as we knew the kids would get good use out of it. Both the middle school and the high school shared the industrial building for classes so both would benefit from it. As we were looking at some of the other items Frank's friend showed up. If I had thought Frank was happy over the lathe, his friend almost swooned over the planes. Several of them he handled like they were delicate china and he was afraid he might break them. While he was looking at the two boxes we had found, Vern discovered another large box with more planes in it. All told there were thirty seven Stanley's and some Record's and a bunch that I had never even heard the name of before like Norris, Sargent, D.R. Barton and others. When he told us the collection was easily worth over five thousand dollars, we were stunned. He offered to help us sell them by getting in touch with some collectors he knew. We agreed to take pictures and make a list to send to those who were interested and decided to let them bid on them. By that time it was getting late so we all agreed to go home and work on this some other night. Corey was just getting ready for bed when I got home. He was in my bedroom folding back the covers when I walked in and joined him. I helped him and then we went into the bathroom and brushed our teeth. After a joint pee we went to bed and then the fun started. For some reason we were both in a giggly mood. Neither of us could seem to stop touching the other and then giggling about it. One time he would have his hands on my cock and the next time I would have my hands on his. Along the way the bed seemed to be getting trashed. We probably should have been on top of the covers but it seemed like more fun under them. The next thing we knew we were crawling around under the covers trying to get the proper hold of the other one and laughing like hyenas. Needless to say we were laughing so hard our grasping and grouping were somewhat less than effective. Every time one of us would get a hold of the other we would laugh so hard the other one would get away. I finally managed to get a hold of him and crawl on top so he couldn't escape. Since I was a lot bigger and stronger I finally had captured him. I think he was tired of trying to get away anyway. I wouldn't be surprised that this was his plan from the start. I looked into his blue eyes and I could feel myself getting lost in them. I don't know what there was about his eyes except when I looked into them, all my thoughts seemed to go away and I was just there, looking at him. No matter what had been bothering me or occupying my mind, those eyes washed it all away and all that was left was love for him. When I looked into them, sometimes it hurt so much that it felt like I was being squeezed to death. I don't know how I would survive if I could no longer have him. He was my son, my friend, my lover, all the things I needed to make me whole, to make my life wonderful and to give me a reason to go on living. I just couldn't understand how I had managed to survive before he came into my life. The best part of the whole thing was that warm feeling that would come over me after that squeezed feeling. It was like the whole world started to sing and everyone was happy. I slowly lowered my head and kissed him. There was no way I could ever tell him how much I loved him but I hoped that I could somehow show him. Another gentle kiss and our tongues started exploring. I felt his tongue enter my mouth and I gently sucked on it. It had the taste of toothpaste and Corey, that taste that was his alone and the one that could drive me over the edge. He wasn't the first person I had ever kissed but his was the first taste I had ever fallen in love with. That and his smell. Sometimes I felt I could live the rest of my life on nothing more than his smell and taste. We continued to kiss, swapping spit and enjoying each other. I was starting to get hotter and judging by the way Corey was breathing and kissing so was he. I could feel his cock which was now hard as a rock pushing against my stomach. He started to thrust against me and all of a sudden the temperature seemed to go up about twenty or thirty degrees. My pulse wasn't far behind. Corey gave a quick push and suddenly I was on my back with a hot squirming boy all over me. He was kissing me and lying on top of me and his cock was trying to bore a hole in my abdomen. He was enough shorter than I was that I suddenly found my erection sticking up between his thighs with the head of it just grazing his pucker. He kept thrusting against me and squeezed his legs together and my precum, which was streaming out, started lubricating his crack. We kept kissing and it didn't take long until our thrusts were in time. By now he had leaked enough precum to add to our sweat so that his cock was sliding between our abdomens almost like it had been greased. My cock had done the same thing with his crack and the sensation of it sliding up and down his crack seemed to set every nerve in my body on fire. I tried to get him to slow down to make it last but he was having none of that. As we continued to kiss and thrust I could hear him groan each time he gasped a breath. There was another sound that seemed to be a growl and I suddenly realized that I was making it. I wanted this to last forever but knew I was rapidly approaching the end. By now the sweat was pouring off of both of us and we were panting and growling at each other. He had his arms around my neck and suddenly it felt like he was trying to pull my head off. His body arched and he started pumping his seed out between us. That was too much for me and I went over the edge. After five or six strong thrusts he just collapsed on me. He just lay there panting. As my breathing slowly returned to normal I started kissing him again. This time it was just gentle little kisses and a little gentle licking to remove the sweat that was still running off his face. I finally reached over and grabbed the towel that we kept beside the bed and started wiping him down. When I had wiped all I could with him on me, I gently rolled him off and worked on his front. A few sighs and a couple of kisses and soon he drifted off to sleep. I cleaned my self up and after throwing the towel down beside the bed, moved over and wrapping my arms around him joined him in dreamland. To be continued...