Date: Sun, 24 Feb 2008 14:34:24 -0800 (PST)
From: kevin joy <rojodracorider@yahoo.com>
Subject: Kevin and Drew part 3

I must of fell asleep next to him also with out even realizing it because I
woke up at 1 AM and shut off the light and went ot be myself.

At 2:30 I awoke to Drew crying" No!, No please don't" I opened the light
and saw that he was talking in his sleep, but not only that he was
thrashing in his sleep. His first were in the air trying to make contact
with an invisible tormentor. Tears rolled down his face and he continued to
beg" No!!!!!!!!! don't, stop now, please, it hurts so bad!!!" I tried to
put my arms around him ,but was caught by a few of his fists before I got
next to him and held his hands down and tried to sooth him " Drew, its al
right its me Kevin, no one is going to hurt you, you're ok, just calm down"
I repeated that for what seemed like 5 min till he opened his eyes and
looked up at me and just burst out in tears, crying and sobbing, his whole
body shaking from fear. I smoothed his hair and kept telling him he was
safe, he was home and no one would hurt him. Finally he calmed down, he
moved into a fetal position with his body buried into mine as far as it
could go. I called his name gently and he looked up at me. Tears stained
his face , his eyes were all red and his lip was still trembling.

"Are you ok buddy? That seemed like a bad nightmare. Are you ok now?

I was scared to death, what was going on? Had some one hurt him in the
past?

He sniffed a big sniff and said " Im sorry Kev, yeah I am ok, I just get
bad dreams sometimes"

Is it because something happened to you in the past ?" I said

He looked me straight in the eyes and started crying again

"I'm so sorry, I should have never stayed with you, now you have a boy in
your life that has problems. You have been so nice to me and I thought
maybe I had found someone that would love me , but I can't make you deal
with all this,"

"Hey there, you look here; there is nothing that I would not do for you
Drew. We may have only known each other for a few days, but I know there is
a bond here that is no less than a miracle and I am here for you no matter
what," I said " Now you tell me what this is all about"

Drew tried to look as brave as any 13 year old boy could and started to
relate the story to me. He said that he does not remember it ,but it comes
back in dreams and he does not know why. The dream is the same all the
time. He is about 10 and a man comes into his room and forces him to have
sex. He says that he forces him on his bed and that in the dream the man
rapes him and does it over and over until he starts bleeding and then just
laughs and keeps on doing it.

I know the horror on my face was obvious, no wonder that he never wanted to
have anal sex if this dream kept happening. I immediately started feeling
guilty for ever having put him in that position. I reviewed the two times
we had had sex over and over in my mind and tried to see if I had forced
him in any way. I felt that I had no , but the horror of possibly
traumatized him ripped at my heart.

With tears now running down my face I told " Drew, we never have to do that
ever again if you don't wan. I don't want to ever want to hurt you" I
reached out to hold him and now we were both crying." For a few moments we
just cried in each others arms and I started to rock, I don't know if I did
it more to sooth him or me, but there we were rocking like two autistic
people hugging.

He looked up at me and said" Dad, what we do is love, not rape, I always
want to love with you, I am sorry that you have to go through this"

I looked at him for a moment and said " Drew, do you know what you just
called me?"

Now more tears "Yeah, I called you Dad, cuz you're my dad now and I love
you" at that he fell against me and we both started to cry all over, but
this time there was no fear but tear of joy for finding one another.

I knew that this was a strange relationship from most people
perspective. Here I was lover and Dad, but still I felt so mush love for
this boy that I could not sort it out either, but just thanked God for him.

I told him that we needed to go to sleep now because we had a big day
tomorrow, I had a surprise for him and we needed rest.

I turned out the light and we fell asleep in each others arms, our bodies
clinging to one another, and we both slept sound till the morning.


...

When the morning came we woke still in the hug we had been in at 3AM. I
held him and moved my hands over him and told him how much I loved him, how
much he meant to me" I love you to Dad," he said and I thought my heart
would burst with pleasure.


"Are you sure that you are ok calling me Dad," I said

"Yeah , I want to call you Dad, " said Drew

"I just don't want it to make you feel weird when it comes to our physical
love'" I said

"I could never feel weird when it comes to being with you," said Drew


We both got up walking around the house in our underwear. I don't think I
will ever get tired of seeing Drew in his briefs. I told him to go take a
shower before breakfast and he said with a smile"Only if you join me."We
both jumped in the shower together and soaped each other up and had a
little morning fun, jacking each other off. I was always amazed at how that
boy could cum and not shoot except if I was inside him, but he did have
that sweet little drop at the end that I lapped up. I told him not to do
anything but let me cum in the shower and I did all over him. He laughed
and took the cum that flew against his chest and smeared it all over me. We
were like two 13 year olds playing grab ass in the school shower, except we
were playing smear the cum.

We got out and I dried him off. I told him I knew he could dry himself off,
but that I just loved doing it for him. After that we both got dressed in
some shorts and a t, him in some clean black boxer briefs, he looked sexy
in those to. I loved it when he bent over to pull them on and I got another
view of the pink rose bud that I loved so much.

I made a huge breakfast of eggs, bacon, hash browns and toast. He gobbled
it all up like a hungry puppy. I told him that I could not eat like that
all the time or I would be 400 lbs. He told me that no matter what he would
still love me. I smiled and told him if I was 400 lbs I would not love me
and then I headed up stairs and asked him if he wanted to follow me.

It was strange, here we had said we loved each other, I had spent over 10
grand on clothes and furniture and he had never been on the top floor of my
house, very strange. I took him first to the room that would be his
room. It was big like 20x20 feet with plenty of room to spread out all the
stuff I knew he would accumulate. Next we went to the media room and his
mouth dropped open when he saw a row of theater seats. I told him to sit
down and put on a Sponge Bob blue ray DVD and cranked up the surround
theater sound.

"God Dad, this I just like being in the movies, this is friggin awesome"

He had not even noticed what was in the big family room upstairs until we
went through it agin, but I had a pool table and dart set up there, his
eyes got big. "Man Dad you must be rich".

"Like I said before I do ok, I don't have to work and I am taken care of
financially for life so we can have a lot of fun and not worry about
money." I looked him in the eyes and said, this stuff meant nothing until I
had someone to share it with. He ran to me and hugged me " I love you so
much Dad," he said and kept holding me . I held him back and told him that
there was one more room to see. We walked through the family room and then
I opened the door to the exercise room.

It was filled with a big set of chrome plated free weight dumbbells . Then
there was a top of the line bowfles in the middle of the room with a tread
mill and stair stepper on the side. In the corner was a massage table and a
shelf with all the oils and liniment my personal trainer would use if I got
a rub down. And of course a large pile of clean towels to wipe down the
machines and myself after workouts.

"Man this is cool," he said looking all the way around the room turning his
whole body as he went.

"Hey I need to work out this morning, if you want to go and watch a movie I
will be done in like 40 min," I said

" Can't I work out with you Dad?" he asked

"Well before you do that I would want to get a trainer to make sure you use
the right weights for your age," I said

" Come on , we don't need that, lets just sweaty," he said with a wink

"No way, I want to make sure you do it right, I will call my trainer and
see if he is available this morning," I said

I walked over to the shelf with all the stuff on it and took down the
remote phone and called Jerry my trainer. I explained that I had a new
foster son and that I wanted him to teach him how to work out correctly. He
said no problem in fact his 8:30 had cancelled and he would be right over.

We went in and watched some of the Sponge Bob video in the media room until
we heard the door bell ring. Drew had popped some popcorn in the microwave
up in the media room and brought it down to meet Jerry along with a can of
coke. He was amazed at the small kitchen set up in the media room. It
tickled me because it was just a microwave, sink and fridge, but he said he
had never seen anything like it before.

We met Jerry at the door. Jerry was the epitome of a buff Hollywood
personal trainer type. He always worked out in sweats and a tank top. Jerry
and I had had a few hot sexual encounters when working out in the past, he
was bi and always seemed to get horny when we worked out, but that had been
over more than six months ago.

Drew gave him a big smile and said "Hey". Jerry turned and gave me a
suspicious look as I started to explain" Hey Jerry this is Drew, he is my
foster son, his Mom and Step-dad deserted him and he is living with me
now." I got an eyebrow raise from Jerry and then he said " Lucky boy, it
should be like living at Disneyland " . Drew smiled and said " Its been a
lot of fun so far"

We walked up the steps and into the workout room and Jerry looked at Drew
and asked " Have you ever worked out before? Drew said no and Jerry kind of
looked him up and down. " Ok we will need to give you a work out profile,
so take off you shoes, shorts and shirt, you can keep on your
undeweare". Drew looked at me with wide eyes, but I nodded my head and
smiled. I was so glad that he had decided to wear the boxer briefs instead
of his white briefs, I knew that if he went through this with the white
briefs I would have a raging hard on, this way I at least stood the chance
of not getting hard. Jerry told him to come over to the massage table and
them proceeded to give him a physical assessment to make sure he was ok to
work out. He first measured his height, which was 5'4" as he did so he
looked at his form and said " You have a nice tight body, you should do
well working out and then gave me a wink, weight which was 85lbs. Then he
went on to take his measurements; chest was 28" waist 25" and then his
legs, arms, the whole works. He checked his reflexes and then went through
the different exercise and put down the weight he should start at. At first
I just stood there watching, but I knew I better start working out or I
would have to deal with a hard on .

He started him on a stair stepper as I went on the treadmill next to him. I
watched as this boy did his best to do what ever Jerry told him to. Jerry
was causing him to work up quite a sweat, and that was hot to watch, but
again I needed to avoid watching and went to the Bowflex to finish my work
out. When I finished the Bow flex I sat and watched as Drew went through
the exercises that Jerry gave him. He looked so hot, physical and literally
as his body glistened with sweat. You could even see the sweat had soaked
into the band of his boxer briefs and there was a wet spot around his
crotch were the sweat had pooled when he was doing the sitting exercises.

When he had gone through all the stations he and I sat there sweating as
Jerry went to wipe down the machine.

"Wow man your friend Jerry really made me sweat," he said

"Yeah, he dose not tolerate slackers of any type no matter what their age,"
I said

Jerry wrote down some notes and handed Drew the card that listed all his
exercises and the weights he should do each at. With that he said " I guess
we are done for the day" and with that motioned for me to follow him to the
door. I told Drew to stay put and I would be right back.

As we got to the door Jerry turned and said " Ok what is the real story
here Kevin" I looked puzzled and said " I don't know what you mean"

"Oh come on now, here is this hot sexy boy who keeps looking at you
throughout the whole work out and not exactly in a "Father Son way" Jerry
knew that I liked boys and had even shared his stories of being with boys
when he was younger, but I didn't know if he still liked them sexually or
not.

"Look, I admit that it started out as sexual, but there is really something
about him that is changing me, I honestly have love for this kid and the
story about his mother and step-father deserting him is real"

Jerry stood there examining my face for a moment and then broke out in a
smile" Well, I know you well enough to know you wont hurt him, and he is
one sexy boy, so treat him well and make sure he gets all he needs to grow
up strong and away from harm."

We gave each other a hug and he left and I ran up the stairs.

Drew was lying down on the massage table still glistening with sweat. I
went over and bent down and kissed him. "Man you look hot all sweaty," I
said He responded by striping off his damp boxer briefs and lying back on
the table "Why don't you give me a massage Dad" A twinge of hornyness hit
me and I felt my cock start to grow as I said " "Ok, you turn around face
down and I will start" He obeyed as always and lay face down on the
table. I grabbed some of the warming oil and squirted some on his back. I
moved my hands all over to distribute the oil over his shoulders and
back. I rubbed his shoulders, his arms, his back over and over, the smell
of the oil and boy sweat and the act of rubbing him down gave me a hard on
in no time. I continued to rub him as he would let out little noises like
"mmmmmmmmmm, feels good" and "I could get used to this" I then squirted
some more oil and started to work his ass, I massaged it and kneaded it and
told him to move is legs apart and moved all the way down massaging his
ass, thighs calves to his ankles and the bottom of is feet. Then I told him
to flip over, as he did so his boy boner wiggled in the air and or course I
had to stare a bit , because no matter how many time I see it , it just
deserved a second look. He smiled and I squirted the oil and stared to work
his chest and arms, as I worked toward his crotch I grabbed his boner and
balls in my hands and gave them enough oil to be all slick and slimy but
then went on to his legs, which he spread without me telling him and went
all the way down an started to massage his feet. He could see my raging
hard on as I stripped out of my clothes and stood there. " Ok buddy, now it
is your turn to massage me," I said with a smile

"But I don't know how to do this stuff," He said

"Don't worry, just remember what I did to you and do it to me"

"Well ok," he said as he grabbed is dick and started to stroke a little, I
admit that I was tempted to just say to heck with it and get his oiled body
on the table and for us to go at it, but I wanted to make him wait a bit so
I lay on my back and said " Lets get started"

He took the oil and squirted my chest and started to work his small hands
into my flesh, god it felt good. He went down to my poll standing straight
up and squirted a huge bunch of oil on it, enough that I felt it run down
my balls and pool on my hole. He moved his hands up and down my pole,
cupping my balls in his other and massaging them. I lay my head back and
let out a deep hum/growl as he did so, I though for sure he was going to
get up and ride my greased cock, but he surprised me when he stopped and
said " Ok now turn around" I figured ok, and did so. He worked my shoulders
and back like I did his. I had to admit that was not the best after workout
rubdown I had ever received , but it was the hottest. As he got to my ass
he parted the cheeks and squirted some oil in between them and all over
them and started kneading them together and working down to my balls, then
I felt his fingers going in between my crack , moving up and down, just
like I would do with his, he moved up and down and then stopped at my oily
hole, then he started doing something that he had never done, he worked my
hole, started to massage it, push against it with his fingers. I don't have
to tell you how hot it felt and I started to moan. "Oh you like that huh,"
he said with a smile in his voice". He then went on to push two of his
fingers in my hole, his fingers were not large ,but they felt good as he
pushed them in. I told him " hold on a minute" and brought my knees up so I
was kneeling and then bent my chest to meet my knees, I wanted my hole
exposed as much as possible. Then I felt his face pressed against my crack
and felt his hot tongue against my hole. A bolt of pleasure shot up my body
as I moaned. This boy had learned a bit in the past few days and was
starting to eat me out just like I did him. I parted my legs and grabbed my
well oiled cock as he continued to lick and then suck at my hole. He was no
rimming expert, but he was still driving me mad. I knew what he wanted to
do next and I said " Go ahead Drew, its your turn now" and with that I
heard him stand up and I felt his boy prick push its way inside. I had had
a lot bigger cocks in my life ,but this felt so good that I thought I was
going to pass out from the pleasure. He started to buck his little hip and
fuck me. It was only a few seconds when his breath got fast and he said "
I'm gonna cum" and pulled out and I felt not one, but two little squirts of
cum land on my back. I told him to wipe them on his fingers and feed them
to me. He did and as always it was like tasting nectar from the gods.

"Wow no wonder you like to do that to me that feeling was incredible," he
said

"Yeah it is , " I said "And it felt good to me too"

I turned so I could sit up on the table and he moved in between my legs as
I kissed him and we held our oiled bodies tight against each other. He
reached down and started to stroke my cock and grabbed my balls in his oily
hands and moved them around all the while kissing me and pressing his body
next to mine. Then he told me to lay back on my back . He placed his hands
against my chest and threw his leg over me straddling me , sitting on my
chest and bent over and kissed me hard as he reached around and grabbed my
cock and started to stroke t again. He moved down and let go of my cock
which stood straight up. I saw him lift his ass up and I saw he was hard
again, I was always amazed that he would stay hard after cuming or just get
hard so soon again. I watched as he lowered his oily boy ass on my oily
cock. I told him to take it slow as we had not opened him up. He nodded and
then proceeded to envelope my cock head with his hole. His face showed a
little pain as he sucked in air through his teeth and lowered his ass the
rest of the way and sat there for a moment." Man this is different without
you preparing me, your cock feels so much bigger this way"

"Do you want to stop and have me help you loosen up first?" I asked

He placed his hands against my smooth oily chest and said " No , I like
this " and started to move up and down on my cock" he leaned forward so we
could hold each other as I did the pumping of his hole. It did feel tighter
as I wrapped my arms around him and started pumping faster. Then his voice
started the sounds that I was learning so well that meant he was feeling
good. I gave him a big bear hug and soot my hip up to him. "Uhhh yeah Dad
make me cum again" I kept this up and just rammed my cock into him. Then I
told him to get up and lay his back on the table. I brought his ass to the
very edge and then pushed my cock in again in to his tightness. I lifted
his legs and started to pump with fury. He grabbed his cock and started to
stroke letting out a little "uh, uh" with ever time that my hips met his
mounds. I t was not long before I announced that I was going to cum. He
told me that he wanted me to cum inside him and I slowed down so he could
have his second orgasm before me. It was not long before I felt his ass
clench around my cock and his back arch as he moaned and closed his eyes
hard and started to cum, again a stream of cum shoot out of his boy cock
and then another and then one more little one as he continued to thrust his
hips up six or seven more times. I started to cum to and slammed into him
with every load. It was intense and I let off six loads in the ass of the
boy I loved.

I bent over and licked up his sweet cum and with it still in my mouth
kissed him so he could taste it to. I was still moving in and out of him as
my cock slowly got soft.

"Man that was your nicest load yet," I said

"Mmmmmmm yeah , you make me feel so good Dad, I love you."

I leaned over and we kissed deeply again our tongues spreading the sweet
nectar of his cum between us. I finally slipped out of him and looked down
to see the site that I just loved, he freshly loved puckered hole with my
load oozing out. I loved the way his hole was open just for a moment as I
pulled out. I watched him close his hole as some of my cum flowed out and
moved down the crack of his ass.

I grabbed some towels for the stack that was there and started to clean him
up and remove all the oil. He did the same to me stopping at my still
oozing cock and bent down and gave the head a light kiss and suck to get a
taste.

When we had wiped all the oil off of each other I looked at him and said "
I think we need another shower"

"Yeah I think so to," he said

I wrapped all out clothes up in a towel and as we headed out the room he
put his arms around me and looked up and said " I love you so much Dad,
this has been the best three days of my life"

I tussled his hair and said "I love you to son and this has been incredible
and it will always be that way"

I knew that there were going to be challenges along the way, I was not
stupid enough to think that we would never have arguments or that he would
always be this sexy 13 year old that I saw before me, but I felt in my
heart of hearts that I would always love him.

I hugged him back and said " Lets get that shower now , cuz we have some
cool stuff to do today"

We walked down that stairs naked and oily and headed to the master
bathroom.