Date: Fri, 20 Sep 2019 05:13:38 +0200 (CEST) From: Mad Mouse Subject: Hollywood Boys - Chapter 1 (Revised) Here is a new multi-chapter story I have started that follows the career of Randy Furman's (from Dylan) agent/manager Markus Rich. This one will be centered in Hollywood and not a Disney park. THIS IS CHAPTER ONE AND I URGENTY NEED YOUR FEEDBACK! PLEASE WRITE ME AND TELL ME IF YOU LIKE THIS IDEA OR NOT. THANK YOU TO MY EDITORS!! I did not ask permission to name them, so I will just use initials - AD and EW. I truly value your help on this, without editors I can't imagine that anybody would be able to follow my ADD writing style. This story is 100% fiction and none of the characters are real or even composites of anyone alive or dead. If you are under 18, you know that you should not be reading this. Absolutely nothing in this story should be considered as anything other than pure entertainment. I have no actual basis of knowledge or experience for any of the adult-youth sexual interactions except from reading other stories here and recalling the fun I had as a young lad with my pals. I do not condone, or encourage, any of the actions of my characters in this story. In fact, please use these stories as your way to vicariously live your desires without doing something that I think you would live to regret. I continue to really enjoy your feedback, suggestions and encouragement. There is no other way to know if anyone is reading and enjoying my story. Your comments and feedback will only inspire me to write more and make the stories better. Write me at mad.mouse@mailfence.com, please reach out! If you want to see what I envision my characters to look like, learn more about the settings, wardrobe and more, you can check out my G-rated Clearnet blog at https://madmouse686064134.wordpress.com/ And finally, if you are a visual artist and willing to work with me to create a version of this story with drawn/digitally created illustrations I would love to collaborate with you! Send me an email or reach out through 3D Boys if you are a member. Hollywood Boys - Chapter 1 Greetings from Hollywood California. My name is Markus Rich and I am a Hollywood talent agent and manager. Now, as you read that opening line, I want to clarify before you get any idea that I am some hot shot LA jetsetter frolicking with the rich and famous, partying all hours of the day and night with hot and cold running drugs at my beck and call; that this is not true of anyone I know and it certainly does not describe me. This stereotype is an outrageous image created by filmmakers and writers for entertainment purposes only. In reality, this is job like any other and it is not an easy business that would support such scurrilous behavior. Truth be told, most of us struggle, along with our actor clients, to pay the rent. Other than the occasional Advil and the periodic course of antibiotics for a chest cold, I have never taken a drug, snorted anything, smoked weed or, frankly, even drank booze. My fancy sports car is called the Purple Line on the LA Metro and my mansion is a one bedroom, 600 square foot walk up apartment near Fairfax Boulevard. I work hard, I like to hang out with my family and friends, visit Disneyland, watch movies and read books in my spare time. The only non-business parties I seem to have time to attend are my nephew's annual birthday celebrations. To those who are still reading this after the preceding boring picture I have painted of myself, thank you for sticking with me. I may not be the stereotype that people expect, but I can assure you that my story is still quite compelling! Frankly, I think my life story to-date would make an awesome movie. So, without further ado, let's get into it! Let's start by going back 20 years to December of 1994 when I had just turned 12 years of age. For my birthday, I was treated to a movie, "The Pagemaster," and I absolutely loved it! It was a super fun story and starred my favorite actor, Macaulay Culkin. Not only was he my favorite, I desperately wanted to be the next Culkin and become a child movie star myself. I idolized him and had a massive crush on him as well. I was inspired to be just like him and, hopefully, meet him, learn from him, be his boyfriend and maybe even get to hang out with his pal, Michael Jackson, too. Weird you say? I know Jackson is a controversial figure, and sorry to be crude, but if the king of pop wanted me to suck his extremely rich, famous and powerful penis, I would have happily obliged. 12-year-old me was a foster kid and at that point I had been in the system for 8 years following the death of both of my parents in a car accident. Even though it was nice of Mr. & Mrs. Washington to treat me to a night at the movies for my birthday, I was done being essentially kept in storage until I was an adult. Even with nice foster parents, being a ward of the state is depressing and bleak. All my friends in school dreamed of their futures, had people at home that loved and would die for them and most of all, parents that dreamed of the future with them. We had none of that and as much as the Washington's tried to make me feel loved and wanted, I ultimately was their job and there was a clear line between how they treated their own kids and the fosters that they cared for. As my 12th birthday approached, it was becoming evident to me that nobody adopts kids when they are close to or in their teens. In fact, I had not had a "go see" with a prospective family for two years. If I did not take definitive action soon, I would be a ward of the state until I turned 18 and then on my own. I wanted to find something meaningful to look forward to and to devote my life to. No offence to the Washington's but I had to move on and make my own future and not be a victim of my sad past. So, I did what any 12-year-old boy would do, the day after my birthday, I ran away from my last foster family in Ypsilanti, Michigan. I left the Washington's a nice thank you note and made sure to say my decision had nothing to do with them. I wished them well. My love of movies and dreams of stardom (not to mention where Macaulay was) informed my decision of where to go, my need to break free now that I turned 12 informed my decision about when I would go and it was now! It was time to make it big in Tinseltown! Now, as I guess you can tell from my tween crush on the Home Alone star, that I liked boys. While boys my age were crushing on tween girls, or even beautiful adult models or performers, I knew I was really attracted to boys as early as age 10. Mind you, I did like girls too, and they could make my little boy dick erect, but I was most turned on by cute boys and the sight of a Macauley Culkin, Devon Sawa or Johnathan Taylor Thomas would make little Markus painfully hard. As you read this, I am sure you are thinking that this is pretty heavy for a newly minted 12-year-old kid. Perhaps it was for a normal tween, but I was precocious and savvy beyond my years. This was a combination of nature and nurture. My parents were both tenured professors at University of Michigan and growing up in the foster system means growing up much faster than kids in the real world. I am not saying it was easy, in fact, it was scary as hell. I was a little kid planning to maneuver in the adult world... sounding something like one of my favorite books, "Enders Game", except I was trying to save myself, not humanity. I felt it best to take it one step at a time. The story of how I survived, and had an awesome time, as a runaway tween in Hollywood is a whole chapter in itself. But, for the purposes of this introduction, I met a very nice aspiring actress, Marisol Rich, on the platform of the Greyhound Bus Station on Joe Hall Drive in Ypsilanti, who, after some badgering from me, invited me to travel with her as her little brother. The ruse worked perfectly as Marisol was 22 and fully capable of managing in the adult world and more than able to look after her little bro. Fate had been on my side as there was no way I would have gotten on that bus if the driver didn't believe we were together. Frankly, until I overheard her conversation with the lady who dropped her off, I had already been getting cold feet and was contemplating returning to the Washington's and just sucking it up. It was meant to be and during our long trip to LA we bonded immediately over our mutual foster care life and only a few hours in she was already being protective and mothering to me. She quickly figured out that I had no real plans once we reached our mutual destination and she insisted that I live with her. If there is such thing as brotherly/sisterly love at first sight, this was it. By the time we were on the other side of Nashville, we were a family and I was the happiest 12-year-old on earth. Again, this is a good story that warrants its own chapter, but suffice to say for now that, thanks to her, I not only had a place to live, but food to eat and somebody to love and take care of me. I helped her with auditions and she helped me get a few acting jobs. I helped with the chores and she helped with my homework. Oh yeah, homework... Marisol even managed to get me into school so I didn't fall behind at all. When it became clear that nobody was looking for me, at least not in LA, we settled into a pretty normal routine and to all the world we were Marisol and Markus Rich, sister and brother sticking together after the death of our parents (which was true in both our cases, just different sets of parents). Now I wasn't always Markus Rich, I was born Justin Alexander May, but Marisol and I concocted an entire back story and I adopted her last name. Sadly, Markus was her real little brother's name. He had died in the same house fire that her parents did when he was three; nine years ago. If you haven't already done the math, if he had not died, he would be twelve when we met, just like me. It was almost like it was meant to be. We became immediate friends and we made a great pair. She loved having a little brother at home as an excuse to use when guys wanted to come over or beg her go to their places. She was driven to succeed and no needy guys were going to get in her way. I loved having a big sister/friend/mom to love me and look after me and I would do anything for her. 99% of the time we were brother and sister but there were times when we were, how do I put it... inappropriate with one another. She was a young lady with desires and I was a newly pubescent boy with sex on the brain 24/7. Worse, our apartment had two rooms, namely one bathroom and then all the rest, so there was no room for modesty and as kids from the foster system, privacy was a concept that we were not really familiar with. While there was a 10-year difference in our age, we were, as they say, friends with benefits. Our sex play was pretty tame and, as a little boy, I didn't have a lot to offer, but our intimacy was fun and provided her an outlet so she was able to avoid the pain of real relationships and I got a first-class sex education. These activities continued until I was 15 when she met an awesome guy and I, as a result, developed an exclusive love affair with my right hand hereinafter referred to as Righty. We stayed together until I went off to college and, just like in a real family, I was home for holidays and school breaks. In my second year of college, Marisol got married to the same awesome guy that she had started seeing a few years back and he accepted me 100%. I was always loved and had a home to come back to. We are still best friends today; I am her agent, Uncle Markus to her kids and a buddy with Luke, her husband. Slipping ahead, as I write this, in July of 2014 a 32-year-old single bisexual male in LA. I have given up the dream of acting stardom and have turned to a wonderful career of talent representation and management. I don't have a love interest, and not really driven to want one either. My work is, was and always will be my love affair. Of course, I was still going steady with my old pal Righty. I don't want to sound like I was celibate, I had a few short-term relationships with males and females along the way but nothing really worked out. That was okay as I had decided to devote myself to work now and maybe a relationship and kids later. My agency, Markus Talent Management, Inc., located on the iconic Hollywood Boulevard in Hollywood, California, was floundering badly. I needed a solution to build my business or else I was going to lose what I had. Business was not always a challenge and I was once a top agent at CCA, one of the most prestigious agencies in the world. I had a few A list and dozens of B list actors on my roster. I was able to keep them working, commission cheques coming in and I built a reputation that was second to none. I was also one of the youngest CCA agents in their history when I started there at 22 years of age. On the day of my 30th birthday I walked into the office that morning expecting to be badgered about the "big 3-0," but instead everybody was staring at me like I had just murdered somebody. Within seconds of taking my seat in my office, the CEO of the agency asked me to come to his office. Without taking you through the entire conversation I will jump to the end and tell you that he fired me on the spot that day. Why? Because the young son of one of my clients said I had groped him while swimming at a party on the weekend. Instead of asking me if it was true, they unceremoniously escorted me out the door in fear of the damage to the agency's reputation from the allegation. Turned out, the boy admitted it was not true and that he and I were just innocently playing in the pool the whole time. He had made up the story to create drama between his soon-to-be divorced parents. Even though I was exonerated, CCA was done with me as they felt that the story was bigger than the truth, and with the hysteria with pedophilia in Hollywood, they did not want me around because, as the CEO said, "if you're explaining, you're losing." Ironically, I was a boy lover, and to this day, I love boys. I really, really love boys and while I have never acted inappropriately on those passions, perhaps my penchant to hang around with boys, when I get the chance, is too risky in this age of stranger danger and every adult male being a pervert. My own story feels a lot like that of Michael Jackson, who was also a serious boy lover. While the rumors and allegations are everywhere that he was doing a lot more than hanging out with boys, I, on the other hand, had a strict look but don't touch policy. But also, unlike MJ, no boys really wanted to hang with me anyway. So, there was not even any real temptation to get me into trouble. So, after the pedo-scare at CCA, starting my own agency was really my only choice as no other agency was going to touch me even though the allegation was false and freely and publicly recanted. Perhaps I need to find a new job and start over, but I decided that I was not going to let some tween's stupid lie end the career I loved. Within a week, MTM, Inc. was born and I was ready to work extra hard for my clients, if only I had some. Feeling horrible for the false accusation by her son, my first client was none other than the mother of the boy who made, and later recanted, the accusation that lost me my job at CCA. A few years later, when the very same boy wanted to get into acting, he also became my client and remains so today. That was two years ago and since that time, I have amassed a small, but solid, roster of clients. However, the volume of work that I was booking for them was unimpressive. I was one in a large cohort of solo agents shilling for their clients. I really needed something to define myself and put my struggling agency on the map. A niche that could really draw attention to my roster and have people seeking my counsel. In thinking through my strengths and weaknesses, I realized I was having the most success with my child actor clients. In fact, the billings for my four kid actors exceeded all of my other clients combined. The solution to my business dilemma was clear, I needed to focus on child actors and that is what I set out to do. I would still keep and roster adults, but I was going to put most of my efforts on kids - finding them, supporting them, putting them to work and then managing their careers. One of the first kids I signed was a boy from my home state, 8-year-old Randy Furman. He was this remarkably beautiful blonde haired, blue-eyed cutie who had been having some success in local non-guild work. He came to my attention and impressed me in a short film that I had seen at the LA International Film Festival last year. Randy and his dad were at the festival for the big premier and I had the chance to talk to them and offer to represent him. We met the next day at the Loews and I signed him on the spot. Randy was a star in the making. Getting Randy gigs was like shooting fish in a barrel and he worked a lot. In fact, so much that his parents asked me to reduce the gigs so that he could have better balance in his life as he was spending a good part of his life flying between Michigan, New York and LA. Even with this request, they were super cool parents, I loved working with them and considered them friends and Randy like another nephew. Randy's dad, Walt, is a lawyer and he managed to get California bar credentials so he could represent his son and my agency as well. In thinking about my new business model, I was trying to decide how to proceed. I had already decided my focus was going to be kids, but I was trying to decide if I was going to narrow it even further and focus on boys. The reason was that there are a million little girl actresses and booking gigs was more challenging for them as there were so many vying for the same roles. Also, stage parents of girls are simply insane. I spend more time dealing with stupid questions and demands from obnoxious stage moms and dads who all think their daughters are the best thing since sliced bread. Parents of boy actors tend to be less demanding on me and especially on their sons. The Furmans were the best of the best, but statistically my experience is that boys are much lower maintenance, there are fewer vying for work and thus the truly talented ones work more. I floated the idea for the new focus with a few of the casting directors that I trusted and they thought the idea was solid and were immediately on board. I knew I was on to something here and that this niche would finally help me achieve the success I wanted and needed. The added bonus to this was that I was a boy actor (albeit a minor one) and I could identify with their needs and ambitions so I could better know how to support them, their parents, casting directors and producers. I also decided I was going to keep my roster numbers reasonably low and also act as their manager as well. This way I can help get them the jobs and manage their careers at the same time. It also means that I get a bigger slice of commission, it would be more rewarding, and it would avoid me having to deal with managers as well as parents. I knew that to be successful I was going to need help, so I asked Marisol to join me in the firm and help me with the work. She was on board but wanted me to understand that she would still expect to be acting, but would be my full-time associate when she was not on-set. This was a perfect scenario as it also reduced the financial burden of needing to pay a salary at the beginning. Marisol and I decided our path forward was to follow the same steps I followed that led to Randy. We would attend the small festivals, scan the internet and connect with non-guild filmmakers to seek emerging talent. Marisol and I worked around the clock and two weeks later we had 50 kids we decided to reach out to. We mailed invitations and information packages to all 50. The invite was to come to LA for a meeting and an audition with the potential of being signed by a real Hollywood agent. The phone did not stop ringing. Of the 50 packages, 40 called within a week and we booked two weeks of back to back meetings. Many of the families could not afford to travel to LA, but my goal was to recruit and sign the most talented boys I could find even if they were not from families with extra money to travel. To try and make the recruitment affordable, we offered free accommodations, two of three daily meals, some activities and transportation to and from airport and around town when we did things as a group. Airfare was up to the families, but we did chip in or pay all as the financial circumstances warranted. This experiment could result in me having a world class roster of boys and become the Hollywood go to for tweens and young teens for movies and tv shows... perhaps even some stage roles and commercials if the right ones come along. To keep costs low, we rented a large house that the families could stay at and where we could work for the two weeks. We hired a house manager to cook and clean for us and as well as help manage the comings and goings of our prospects and their parents. We also rented a 12-passenger van to keep transportation costs as low as possible. The house was large, essentially a mansion, with 10 bedrooms, a pool and a guest house with a bedroom as well. The families were booked so that each family could have a room, and in some cases 2 as required. The guest house was set up for the meetings and auditions. We rented camera and lighting gear and set it up like a real studio so that we could record the auditions and use high quality footage for demo reels. We have 29 boys booked over the 14 nights and each is scheduled for 4 days. Each 4-day block, starting today, we would have 4 boys and their guardian(s) staying with us (29 because one family had two twin boys). Over the four days, the schedule would look like this. Day 1 Check in, group orientation meeting, parent only meeting, assign sides for audition, boy only meeting, welcome BBQ and swim Day 2 Group audition coaching, table read of sides, individual hair and makeup, head shots, trip to Hollywood Boulevard, family free time Day 3 Audition Day: Individual acting coaching, audition (with taping), Hollywood tour in our rented van, pool wrap party for the boys and our team with parents and guardians free to explore LA on their own, Marisol and I would review the tapes and make notes that night Day 4 Call back auditions (as needed), individual review of audition tapes and discussion of next steps with parents/guardians, group photo, free time in LA, at house or extra one-on-one coaching at the request of the family We hoped to stick to this as much as possible, but we knew we would have to be flexible as long as the goals of observing the boys and parents in both structured and unstructured activities, as well as the auditions themselves, had to be the priority at all times. As we approached day one of "audition-a-palooza," what Marisol and I had nicknamed our plan, it was starting to feel like we were running a travel agency with all the pick-ups, special accommodations at the house, acquiring the food necessary, organizing activities for down time for the boys and their families and so on. Even so, we were having a blast and looked forward to getting started. Marisol has two kids, Sean, 10, and Colin, 13. Both were awesome kids and fun to be around. Colin is obsessed with filmmaking and still photography, and he was really good at it, too. Sean was the most social and outgoing kid I have ever met. He could talk to anyone, child or adult, and have them laughing in seconds. Since it was summer and both were out of school, we planned on having them help us during the two weeks of auditions. Colin would take pictures and be the video camera operator during the auditions and Sean would help make the kids coming to audition feel at home and be their buddy while staying with us. "Is that you Marisol? I'm in the kitchen," I called out as I heard the front door of our audition house open. Today was day one of audition-a-palooza and I was busy putting away the last of the food I had bought for our guests for the first few days. "Hey squirt, did you sleep at all last night?" Marisol asked as she entered kitchen accompanied by my nephews Sean and Colin. "Hey boys, thanks again for giving up two weeks to help me out," I said and walked over to give my nephews a hug. "No problem, Uncle Mark," Sean said in his little boy soprano voice. "It's going to be fun hanging out with all the kids! The hundred bucks a week you are paying is cool too," he said with a cheeky little smile. "Umm, I don't seem to recall that, but I am sure we could arrange something," I said. Colin was rooting around the fridge and grabbed some juice. He looked to still be sleeping while standing there. It was understandable for a teenager because 6 am was more a bedtime than a time to be up and awake during the summer holidays. "I couldn't sleep sis, so I hit the 24-hour Walmart and finished the shopping. We have a lot riding on this little experiment and I wasn't able to close my eyes without worrying about how much dough was at stake," I said in response to Marisol's question earlier. "Boys, why don't you guys go swimming while uncle Mark and I get organized," Marisol suggested. "I am going to go crash on the couch, it is way too early to swim," Colin said and sleepwalked to the couch in the family room. He collapsed on the couch and was asleep in a couple seconds flat. "Crap, I forgot my swim trunks," Sean said as he rooted around in his backpack. "Since when do you wear swim trunks," Marisol said. "I thought I should in front of so many strangers," Colin said. "I think that's a good plan buddy, but our first guests won't be here until this afternoon so I think you are ok to go free-balling now," I said as Marisol playfully punched me in my arm for my crudity. Sean giggled at the comment and gave me a thumbs up. "You don't have to tell me twice," Sean said as he stood and stripped in the middle of the kitchen. He threw his clothes on a stool, scratched his balls and sighed, smiled and exclaimed, "Ahh... I love free ballin," and shook his testicles and penis as he said it. Actually, it was mostly his little hairless penis that shook as his little nuts were still held pretty tight in his sack. Marisol rolled her eyes and muttered, "Ack... boys" and smiled at us in a way that she wanted to look annoyed but her love of the joy and freedom that little Sean felt in everything he does made her very happy and it showed. He walked out the patio door naked as the day he was born wiggling his cute bum as he did. I had not seen Colin naked for a couple years now, but Sean had no shame at all and was completely at ease with his nudity. "Stop staring at my sons' ass and let's get this show on the road," Marisol joked and took a seat in front of the computer setup on the breakfast bar. Was I staring at his ass? I think I was just watching my cute nephew head to the pool. I know she was joking, but I realized it caused my penis to stiffen and that had me confused. I just chalked it up to not having had any kind of sexual release for a few weeks as I have been so wrapped up in this project. In fact, two ripe cantaloupes sitting side by side would likely make he horny right now. I made a note to have a date with Righty this evening to clear the pipes. "Earth to Markus," she said noticing I was zoned out. "Sorry sis, I think my lack of sleep is taking it's toll. Have you heard back from Zero yet?" I asked. "He sent me an email last night and I just saw it before I came over. He said he is still able to help, but added he doesn't have a car and would prefer to stay here for the two weeks," Marisol said. "I guess that's okay, but that's going to make accommodations tight but and I would rather not be worrying about him showing up every day on time so let's make it work." Zero Martel was an audition coach and I decided that since these boys are all non-guild and have limited experience, I want Zero to work with each to prepare them for the audition and to provide me with a report card on each kid prior to us seeing what they could do. In fact, we would be getting intel from many sources before we did our formal audition, meeting and the decisions. Everyone on the team had an important role including constant observation. As mentioned before, Colin was our photographer/videographer. Marisol and I were running the show, doing the auditions and making the roster choices. Even little Sean had a job. He was to get to know each kid and report to us on what he learned about their real dreams, how mischievous they are and most of all, is this audition and dream of a professional acting career theirs or their parents. Our House Manager, Janet, takes care of our guests and makes sure the house is clean and comfortable. She is also to get to know the parents and report on their demeanor, how they treat their sons, their level of cooperation and their courteousness. When an agent signs a child actor, he is also signing the parent. An obnoxious stage dad/mom can make an agent, and the client, miserable and I wanted to prevent that as much as possible. All of this intel helps Marisol and I make a decision as to whether the boys are cut out for Hollywood; if they are they ready for a long-term commitment or if this is just a passing fancy. Last but not least, are the parents cool or a pain in the ass. My big plan was to build a team of highly talented and motivated boy actors that will be highly sought after and best in class. To achieve this, I needed as much information as I can get to make my decisions as to who to roster. Janet arrived with the last of the supplies as well as her luggage for the two weeks. She will stay at the house 24/7 starting now, we have a room set aside for her in the main house. I will be staying for the duration as well and will sleep in the small bedroom that is part of the guest home. Marisol and the boys will commute, but we have space that they can stay over from time-to-time if the situation calls for it. Our first four arrivals would be at LAX between 1:15 and 2:20 today, so I decided I would take a few minutes to relax by the pool with a Coke and my iPad with details, video clips and photos of the 29 boys we will be working with for the next two weeks, and so I could refresh my memory on todays' wave one. Janet was busy organizing the supplies and unpacking herself. Marisol was preparing sides for the two weeks and I went and sat by the pool to enjoy the calm before the storm. Just as I took my seat, Sean emerged from his swim and padded over to where I am sitting. I glanced up and suddenly my dick went hard, my heart started to race and I was reminded how much I love boys and how gorgeous my nephew is. 10-year-old, blonde haired, green-eyed Sean was simply breathtaking. At 4'-6" and 70 lbs, he was perfectly proportioned for his age. His body was lean, tight and tanned, just like an active and swimming addicted California boy should be. His tight tummy gave way to a defined abdominal "v" that acted like a road map to point out the attraction that appeared between his legs. The featured attraction was a 4" semi-erect, hairless and cute penis with a tight scrotum and tiny testicles underneath. I have seen his penis before my two times today when he was a bit younger, but then it was more of a little lump of skin back, but this fine little boy toy was truly beautiful and perfectly proportioned for his body. He is circumcised, which emphasized his sexy glans. The entire image of this naked angel was made all the sexier in that he was dripping wet and glistening in the sun. As he walked to where I was sitting, his semi-boner swayed from side to side and it seemed to be hardening under the sun! What I was unclear on was what was causing the spike, but it was fun to watch and record in my brain for Righty and I to enjoy later. I have never had such a strong sexual reaction as I was having right then. I was in danger of ejaculating in my pants without even touching myself. My old pal Righty really wanted to play and it was all I could do to keep him holding the now forgotten iPad. "Uncle Markus, can I ask you a question," Sean asked. "Sure kiddo, what's on your mind?" I responded. "This," he said pointing at his now hard and throbbing penis and blushed red. "Um, ahh, oh... that is really a conversation for you and your dad," I stammered while turning a remarkably similar shade of red. "Any time I bring up my wiener, sex or puberty, dad looks like he is going to vomit and changes the subject. Sometimes he says, "when you are older son" or "don't they teach you that in school," he said. "I see. How about your mom? She was the one who taught me all about that stuff when we moved to LA. She's a very smart lady," I suggested. "I just can't, that is too embarrassing. She wasn't your mom; she's your sister... it's different. Mom walked in on me in the washroom a couple days ago. I had just gotten out of the shower and had the same problem as this." He again pointed at his boner. "She went all goofy and even cried a little because," now imitating his mom 'Look at you growing up so fast. You are not my little boy anymore,' and then she hugged me. She HUGGED me when I was naked with a freaking boner! Then she freaked out realizing that it poked her and almost tripped getting out of the bathroom," he said. He was standing only inches away from me, his erection only inches from my face. As he emphasized his points, he would bounce on his feet and so would his penis... almost hypnotizing me. I played boys games with my friends back when I was in foster care and played show me yours, I'll show you mine, with a few girls. Even after coming to LA, I had a couple innocent boy to boy experiences at sleep-overs and even once in a dressing room when on set at Raleigh Studios. But I have been a chaste boy lover ever since. I have seen my nephews casually naked over the years, but never had I even seen them as sexual beings and not since a tween, have I had an erect boy dick, let alone a flaccid one, so close. He was so near standing at the side of chaise lounge. I could feel his heat and smell his boy scent - a combination of soap, chlorine, boy sweat and sun screen. "Uncle Markus, are you listening to me?" Sean asked annoyed as I was not responding. I was staring at his body and committing every pore to memory for later recall. "Sorry buddy, I was just noticing how much you have grown," I said. "I know, that is what I want to talk to you about! This darn thing keeps growing and gets super hard. Sometimes it hurts it's so hard. It's embarrassing... like just now, I was just swimming and then suddenly, boing, this happens. Sometimes I don't notice and it pokes out my shorts like a little tent," he said. "I didn't mean that kind of growing, I meant that your body is growing. You have always been little Sean and now you are not so little. Err, I mean your whole body, not just... Oh never mind, you know what I mean," I again stammered like an idiot. "I don't have a towel and I can't walk into the house like this. Can I sit with you and maybe it will go down so I can get dressed or at least get a towel?" he asked. I moved over on the chaise for him to sit beside me and instead he took my iPad out of my hands and lay down on top of me. I was stunned and terrified at the same time. For Sean, he was just cuddling with his trusted uncle. For me, I was afraid that he was going to feel my larger boner through my shorts and was really worried about spontaneous ejaculation. In shock, I had left my arms and hands at my sides intentionally trying not to touch him. Then the unthinkable happened, he sleepily asked me to rub his back. Again, we are close and I have done this while we watched tv as a sign of innocent affection. Sometimes, when I babysat, it helps him to fall asleep. Now, I am super horny, erect and I have a drop-dead gorgeous California boy lying face down along the length of my body with a 4" boy nail poking into my stomach. I did not want to start a conversation about why I would refuse, so I just did it. I used both hands to rub the silky-smooth skin of his back. I was fascinated by the peach like fuzz on his lower back and idly examined it with the tips of my fingers. He was enjoying the closeness and comfy feelings he was getting from my back rub. On each down stroke, I stopped at his lower back just above when the crack and rise to his beautiful bum starts. I so wanted to keep going and feel those beautiful globes of boy flesh but the angel on my shoulder kept me away, while Righty kept encouraging me to go further. On the way back up, I gently felt along his spin and lightly rubbed each tiny vertebrate. He was clearly enjoying the attention and affection. His dad Luke is a really terrific guy, but he is not very affectionate with his kids at all. I have no doubt he would walk on broken glass for them, but I have never seen him hug, cuddle or in any way physically express his love for his boys. He made little noises of satisfaction, mmm's and ahh's and commented 'That feels nice' as I lightly rubbed his peach fuzz covered lower back with the tips of my fingers. I stayed hard the whole time, but the way he lay on my body, he put his head over my shoulder which lined his crotch up with my stomach missing my own problem by inches, so he was not able to tell that little Markus was desperate to come out to play. "You can rub my butt," Sean said in my ear. "No, I don't think that is appropriate buddy," I whispered back. "Why? It's just a butt. Please rub it, it feels really nice when mom does it," he said. "Your mom rubs your bum?" I asked. "Yeah. Sometimes. She would do it sometimes if I was having trouble falling asleep. She won't do it anymore. She says I am too old for that now. Can you do it... just a bit. Just 10 seconds, I will count," he said. Why is he torturing me? As he said that and as I thought about it, I felt my dick throb in my shorts and I had a wave of chills hit my body. I wanted nothing more in life at that moment than to massage Sean's naked bum. It was calling to me. Righty was demanding it and he, himself, was giving me access to the twin peaks of Mount Sean. "OK, Sean, but please do not tell anyone I did this. I don't need somebody spreading rumors that I molested my nephews butt," I said. "Why are you adults so weird about this stuff," Sean said. "It's a butt. It's not going to break and I am asking you to rub it. It's not bad touch it I asked you to do it," Sean said. On the next down stroke, I continued south until I had a cheek in each hand. I kneaded them, rubbed them and tickled. I may have gone a little too far as I dipped down to his perineum to rub there on the down stroke. As I rubbed that spot, he moaned and spread his legs a bit to give me better access. I dipped down again and my heart started to race. This was sexy, dangerous and absolutely forbidden. This time I felt the rise of his scrotum and realized I had gone way too far. I dwelled there for a couple seconds and felt him start to hump my body with his hard penis. Once, twice, three times he thrust his pelvis with its hard appendage into my stomach. Each thrust was accompanied by a cute little moan. I am not sure if it was sexual or if it just felt good, so he did it, but it was sexy to me and was about to be a big wet problem. "Sean, I have to get up and, ummm, ah, go to the bathroom right away," I said urgently as I started to sit up and lift him off my body. He did not cooperate and humped my tummy three more times before it happened. Without touching myself, I ejaculated into my shorts. Five squirts was going to leave a mess for sure. "Aww, that felt so nice, Uncle Markus," he said while standing in front of me with the same impossibly hard penis he started with. "Sorry buddy, nature calls," I said cheerfully as I dashed to the washroom in the guest house a few steps away. I cleaned up and left the bathroom where Sean was sitting in the open concept area of the little house where we were going to work with the 29 boys that are about to descend on us. I had grabbed a towel from the washroom and handed it to him and suggested that he go get dressed. I suspect he wanted to cuddle some more, but I kind of helped him along and wrapped him in it. He got the message and we walked together back into the house. What the hack was I doing? That was my nephew I just fondled. It went way beyond an innocent bum pat and now I am feeling guilty and disgusted with myself. I was the adult in that situation, and it was me that needed to be in control, not Sean and certainly not my benedict libido. I don't know what got into me, Righty and I were perfectly happy together and now I have allowed myself to act on my hidden desire. The kid just wanted to spend time with his uncle and asked for some man-to-man advice and I totally screwed up. I need to fix this and do it today! "We can have that talk tonight and I'll answer all your questions. Remember, the bum rub is between us," I said looking serious. "I know, and thanks Uncle Markus. It's still... (pointing conspiratorially at his penis) you know..." he said and then ran ahead through the patio doors, grabbed his clothes from the stool in the kitchen and disappeared into the small kitchen bathroom to get changed. I was really beating myself up, but in processing what happened, I had a thought. Was he instigating something? The boy was almost 11 and that is when boys are walking horn dogs. He is already suffering from "walking stiffy syndrome", so maybe he was horny himself and wanted to show off, trick me into touching him or something more. God knows, at that age I was rubbing my crotch on anything and everything before I met Righty. His humping me was a tell-tale sign, and even more so when I tried to get up to stop him and he locked on to me like a dog in heat. Marisol walked in with piles of paper to organize and sort into the kits for each boy prospect. "Hey Mare, Sean just asked me to talk to him about boy stuff and I kind of flipped him off on Luke. He really pushed and I said we could talk later today. You cool with that?" I asked. "Luke is a great dad, but he is super squeamish about that stuff. I was worried that Colin was going to need counselling after Luke tried to have "the talk". He is really hung up about sex and has a hard time talking about it. Luke and I actually had planned on asking if you would have that talk with Sean. He adores you." Marisol said. I was shocked that she took it so cool but even more shocked at the revelations about Luke. She is so open on issues of nudity and sex and her husband sounds like a Victorian prude. "I wonder why this came up now?" Marisol said. "Exactly," I said. "Exactly what?" "It came up, so he wanted to discuss it." "Wait, what. Huh? What came up?" she replied. I demonstrated with my finger. "IT," I dangled my finger in front of her face. "Came UP!" I pointed my finger up. "Oh, I see," she said not really cluing in and then she finally got it. "OH, I SEE!" she exclaimed and we both broke into a fit of laughter. "Actually, I walked in on him in the washroom when he was 'up' and I started to cry. I am sure I have scarred him." "Apparently you hugged him too," I said with a smile on my face. "Oh shit, he told you that. Yea, that was horrifying. I was so emotional that my little baby had a stiffy and then I jammed it into my body by hugging him. Mom fail x 100!" she said. "Yea, he mentioned both Luke chickening out and your molestation," I said. "Ha ha. Way to make it worse," she said while smiling. "Please be there for him. Colin shares Luke's prudishness and I don't want Sean to be ashamed of his body or to be afraid to ask questions," Marisol said. "I will be as helpful to him as you were for me when I was not much older," I said. "Please don't be that helpful to him," she said and she leans over and kissed my cheek. Janet entered the room and announced "The first recruits arrive in three hours and the freeways are already a nightmare. You guys need to head out within half an hour according to Waze." "Thanks, Janet. Are you all set?" I asked. "We're ready for the first wave, the BBQ tonight, rooms are ready and I have my spy notepad ready to go," Janet replied with a giggle. "Can you keep an eye on Sean while we head to the airport?" Marisol asked. "A pleasure. He and I are already pals," Janet replied. My phone chimed and I checked the incoming email. I screamed YEA! When I read the words in the subject line. BOOKING CONFIRMED: RANDY FURMAN - ELF FOR A DAY - 30 Shooting Days Things are already looking up, one of my existing kid actors just got booked for the starring role in a Christmas feature film! It was a great opportunity for the boy, and a BIG payday for both of us. I could not wait to call his dad, Walt. TBC