Date: Sat, 30 Sep 2017 20:20:59 +0000 From: Paul Smith Subject: My Childhood Awakening 6 I wandered back to school, thinking I would go back to those loos every day..... I slept very well that night and dreamt of my willy being sucked and my hole being licked.... I woke up early the next morning, feeling very refreshed and walked down to breakfast. Alex sat down next to me and snarled at my friends who wanted to sit next to me. I got a bit upset about it, but as he was an older boy, I didn't feel I could say anything.... `I'm going up to the big school next term, and you've been chosen to take my place in the secret club...' Now, I was a young boy, and the mention of a secret club, really got me going... `Yes, please!! I'll do whatever it takes..' `Meet me tomorrow after classes, and I'll tell you what do do...' I was very excited and couldn't wait for the next day.. I was going in a big boys secret club!!! I didn't sleep well that night, I was too excited and the next day, I couldn't wait until classes were over to meet up with Alex... I met him after classes and he walked me down the road... `There is an initiation ceremony you have to go through before you are accepted into the club' `What's that?' `You have to go into the newsagents and steal a mars bar...' `I can't do that, Mr. Singh has been really nice to me, he even gives me extra sweets!!' `Thats what you have to do to get into the club...' `He's really sweet and I can't do that to him...' `Look, you can always take it back afterwards, the test is to see whether you have the balls to do it...' I rationalised it to myself, thinking, if I took it back, it wasn't really stealing, just borrowing for a bit... `OK then....' I wandered into the newsagent and mooched around a bit, waiting for more people to come in.... when I saw Mr. Singh was busy with a customer, I grabbed a Mars bar, chucked it into my shorts pocket, and slowly wandered to the front door. I opened the door and walked out. As soon as I stepped out, I felt a large hand on my shoulder, and a voice said: `Not so quick, Paul...' I turned around, and saw Mr. Singh holding my shoulder in a very strong grip.. `I think you have something that belongs to me...' I started shaking, thinking I'm in real shit here, why did I even think of doing this.... Mr. Singh pushed me back into the shop, closed the door and changed the sign from open to closed. He then pushed me through the shop, behind the counter and through the door behind. The room behind had a couple of chairs and a few monitors which showed all the aisles of the newsagents. `GIVE ME THAT MARS BAR' I thought about it for a nanosecond and realised, he knew I'd taken a Mars bar, so was well and totally screwed. I put my hand in my pocket and brought the offending item out and sobbed: `Sorry, I only did it for a dare..' `You stole from me, even after I was really nice to you, I'm calling the police...' `No.....' I sobbed `I'll do anything if you don't call the police...' `Do you mean it??' `YES!!!' He pulled down his trousers and boxers and said: `SUCK ME!' I looked at his cock, which was brown, small and wrinkly and thought, no chance!! But I then realised the predicament I was in and thought, that was far preferable than having the police called, and the school and my parents involved and well, it looks horrible, but it'll be over quickly enough.... I bent forward and took his small willy into my mouth. It smelt of curry and old cheese and really wasn't very nice, so I tried not to taste it, but just used my lips to bob up and down. I suddenly saw a flash and looked around and there was Alex with a camera in his hand. SHIT!!! He'd taken a photo of me sucking a cock!!! I was totally screwed now!! I spat the cock out, stood up and was about to charge at Alex to knock him down.... How could he do that to me??? `DON'T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.... YOU WILL COME HERE EVERY TUESDAY TO SUCK ME OFF. IF YOU MISS A DAY, THAT PHOTO WILL BE ALL AROUND THE SCHOOL...' said Mr. Singh. I was staring daggers at Alex, thinking, he had tricked me!!! I ran out of the shop, ran into the next door park, and started sobbing my eyes out, thinking, I'm so buggered now..... I felt arms envelop me and heard: `I'm really sorry Paul, but I had no choice.... I'd did warn you not to go in there, but you wouldn't listen...' `Why did you do it??' I sobbed... `I had to find a replacement...' `WHAT, you mean you did that as well???' `Yes, for the past three years, but I'm getting too old now, and going to the big school...' `That's ages, there's no way I'm going to do that...' `You don't have a choice, he has that photo of you...' `I don't care, I'll say he forced me....' `The photo doesn't have his face in it, so he can deny it all...' `It's horrible...' `I know, but you don't have a choice...' I thought I'd find a way to get out of this, even if I had to burn down the newsagents and kill Mr. Singh.... I dried my eyes, and slowly walked back to school with Alex... `Why Tuesdays??' I asked?? `I think he has a different boy for each day of the week...' No Way!! You mean there are other boys doing this as well?? `Who are they??' `I don't know, never seen them....' I got back to school and was very quiet, thinking how could I get out of this?? I hadn't come up with an answer before I went to bed, but had a bright idea, thinking if I went down there each day around 6:00 pm, I could maybe find out who the other boys were, and maybe all of us would be believed.... The next day I walked down there around 5:45pm and hid behind a hedge opposite the newsagents.... I saw a few boys go in, but they came out quite quickly, and I thought, it can't be any of them.. it got to 6.00pm and I saw Steve, a 12 year old go in, and Mr. Singh quickly went to the front door and changed the sign for open to closed... What!! Steve?? He's the school's best rugby player!!! He came out after 15 minutes, and I thought, yes, he must be doing it as well.... But, I've never talked to him, he's like a god to us young boys..... The next day, I was hiding behind the hedge again and saw Drew go in there at 6:00pm, with Mr. Singh changing the sign again.... Shit!! Drew was one of my best friends!! There's no way he could be doing that..... but it became obvious as he took ages to come out of the newsagents, that he must be doing it as well..... I thought hard that night about how I could approach Drew, by every scenario I could think of wouldn't work.... I thought the only way to do it was to be very open, so that morning, I went up to Drew at break time and said: `I know what you are doing with Mr. Singh....' He got a look on his face which I would never forget and which confirmed my suspicions.... `Wh.. wh.. wha. what do you mean???' `I saw you going in there last evening...' `I help him restock the shelves at the end of the day....' If I hadn't seen the look on his face, I might have believed him.... But I knew from the look, that he was in the same situation as I was... `Look Drew, I've got to do the same with him...' `No, really????' `Yeah, I was made to steal a Mars bar and got caught and was told I had a choice....' `That's exactly what happened to me!!! Did you have a photo taken as well??' `Yeah, now he says I have to do it every week! I can't do that, it's horrible....' `I've been doing it for the whole term....' `Who took the photo???' `Luke, who's up at the big school now...' `I'll find a way to stop it.....' I spent all day thinking about it, but didn't come up with anything concrete apart from thinking, that I should find out all the boys involved, present and past, and maybe together we could do something... I went down to the newsagent again just before 6, to see who was Friday's boy. It was Jamie, an 11 year old, who got bullied quite badly at school. He was quite small, in fact smaller than me, useless at sports and didn't really have friends... I waited until he came out again and followed him down the road for a bit, before approaching him. `Jamie, wait up!!' He turned his head and stammered: `Hi, what do you want??' `I saw you coming out of the newsagents and I know what you are doing with Mr. Singh' His face fell, followed by a look of resignation... `I suppose you want me to do you as well?' `Well, I would enjoy it, but I'm not going to force you.. I haven't had a boy do me...' `It's OK, I like doing boys, lets go over to those trees...' `You don't have to do it...' In response, he knelt down behind a tree and pulled me by my belt towards him. He took my shorts down, and then my pants and started to fondle my balls. He bent down and took my willy in his mouth.... It was very different from having an adult sucking me.... His mouth was much softer and it felt amazing! I quickly got hard and was loving it!! He wasn't quite as expert as the others and his teeth caught me a couple of times but it wasn't long before I got my tingles... I pulled my pants and shorts up and thanked him, saying: `That was great!!' `I like doing it, and I'll do it anytime you want, you've got a nice one..!' We walked back to school, chatting about things, and I thought actually, he's a really nice boy.... And I couldn't wait to be sucked again... As we got back to school, I asked: `Can you suck me again in the loos???' `YES!!' We went into the school loos and into a cubicle and he dragged my shorts and pants down and had his mouth on my willy in no time. I realised that he must really love this, and thought, yeah, I've got someone who will suck me anytime I want!! Hope you enjoyed this instalment, as ever, feedback is appreciated..... Paulsmith197074@gmail.com