My Mexican Bodega

Part 17

From the Peculiar Mind

Of

Eric Murphey

"I don't know who you think you are telling you are going to do something. But you sure aren't about to tell me anything. We discussed this and you agreed."
"But, papi.....…"
"There is no way you are going to school. Ill not have it. You have a tutor coming by later to help you get caught up. If you think you are going to school you got another thing coming."
"I wont break." he regrets saying it was it pops out of his mouth.

I just look at him and then his leg.

"OK I may break but please."

"Maybe when you get out of your cast. If you are caught up by then."
"But papi.........…"
"That's it you're grounded. No video games for you."

He looks at me with his big brown eyes. But there is no way in Hell he is going to school today. Or until at least he gets his cast off. Maybe I am being overprotective like he said before in our ten minutes of his trying to change my mind.
Now I'm mad. I start making breakfast and poor Mario didn't know his brother and I were arguing.

"Morning big bro." he says cheerfully.

"Hmph." is the response he gets.

"Morning papi." He says a little less cheerfully.

"Hmph." I respond.

I hear him mumble as he sits down.

"Fuck y'all I'm gonna be in a good mood." and smiles to himself.

I look at him pretty hard for a minute and he squirms in his seat. I cant help it I laugh.

"Fuck y'all I'm gonna be in a good mood too." I tell them.

Emilio giggles.

"Me too papi. I'm sorry I just miss going to school is all."
"I know but I also know you are behind a month nearly and I want you to get caught up before you go back so you aren't confused and get frustrated. Especially in math because what you are studying is pretty intense. In algebra everything matters and if you don't know one formula then you're kind of screwed. So I just want you caught up is all. And yes I worry too."
"Who you telling I cant even walk to school alone anymore." Mario says.

"I worry. I know I should let you go by yourself. I know its safe. But well, things happen." I say looking at Emilio.

"I know. But we aren't babies papi."
"I know you aren't babies...............alright you win. You can walk to school from mass today."
He is beyond thrilled and zips around the counter to hug me. See in the new apartment the cook top is on the center island and we have bar stools for breakfast. I liked the idea when Hector suggested it and I love the idea now. I can make breakfast and talk to the boys easier. Its perfect and I'm glad I thought of it. Oh wait he thought of it. I love it anyway.

I set the plates in front of the boys and they tuck in quickly. Sleeping is hard work uses lots of energy I suppose.

"Thanks papi."
"Were the other boys giving you crap about me walking you to school?"
"No papi its just that its hard to feel kind of grown up when your papi walks you to school every day. But I understand you was scared."
"Yes I was. I still am. But I have to trust that the Creator knows what he is doing. That's all I can do I suppose."
"You're a good papi. A little over protective some times. But a good papi." He says hugging me tighter.

"I love you Mario. You too Emilio." I say looking at him.

"I love you too papi." They chorus and giggle when they do.

"Come on get to eating. We got to get to mass."

Soon we were in the truck and heading to the church. When we get out Mario helps Emilio out of the truck and we head in. Emilio sits to my right and has his leg up on the pew and using me as a back rest. I'm good with that. Mario is on my left as always here. I guess they have to have their places. Chuy sees us and walks over and sits in front of us and turns to the side so he can chat with us.

"So how you doing Emilio? I'm betting your much happier being at home."
"Its better kind of. But papi wont let me do nothing."
"Because hes worried is why."
"I know Chuy but he is being way too protective. Hes like one of those helicopter moms you see on TV from America.

I just sigh and let them talk.

A few other people come over and congratulate Emilio on his recovery. He takes it all in stride and I think he doesn't really like the attention from everyone. He likes it from me and Mario. But not from everyone I don't think. Father Lopez comes out and he starts mass and its the up and down however Emilio didn't do the up and down today. He has a pass until his cast is off I imagine. As Father Lopez is finishing up the mass he tells everyone how pleased he is that Emilio is back into the fold. Emilio smiles at the mention from the pulpit.

All the old ladies come over to greet Emilio and tell him that they were praying in earnest for him and will continue to do so. He of course thanks them as I do as well. We meaning Emilio and I get into the truck and Mario heads to school. I'm not going to lie. I was tempted to trail him. But Emilio would snitch on me, rightly so I imagine. As much as I hate it I know they are right. I have to allow them some freedom and the ability to make choices for themselves. No matter how worried I will be. But I know that in time the worry will subside a lot. But I will still worry just not be nearing panic when they walk out the door. What am I going to do if they go away to college? I'm going to be a wreck. I need to talk to Father Lopez about this. He may have some helpful tips. Or maybe not. Wont hurt to ask though.

Emilio and I get back to the apartment and we are looking at some TV when Bob texts me from the shop telling me that some lady is here for me. I'm thinking what lady. I go down to talk to her and low and behold its the tutor. I take her upstairs to meet Emilio. She knows the situation as the agency I hired let her know. We get upstairs and we chat a bit with Emilio. OK she chats I listen because I have no idea what he is studying. OK I know but not the details. They get busy working and around noon I go downstairs and get a mess of tacos from Lupe and head back upstairs.

"Lunch time." I announce as I put the tacos on the table.

"Cool." Emilio says taking a taco.

"I think its a good time for a break." the tutor tells him.

I'm thinking fucking la te da. Who does she think she is? Its a good time for break. I know its a good time for a break. My son is hungry and I know hes hungry. Of course its time for a break. For some reason she is rubbing me the wrong way. I don't know why. But she is and I just don't think I like her. It is probably because she basically dismissed me when she met Emilio and they started. She was like.

"If I need anything I will let you know."
I was thinking fuck off. But its for my son so I will put up with her. I grabbed Emilio and myself a Jarrito and she said she would like one as well when I asked. We are crunching away at our tacos.

"Emilio is a very bright boy. I don't think his current school is doing him much good. I believe they aren't really challenging him. To be honest I don't think he really needs a tutor. I think he could go back in and be fine."
I'm not surprised because I know hes a clever boy.

"Well, I want him to be challenged and to reach the highest potential he can. What do you suggest?"

"There's a school in the next town that is focused on the students reaching their potential. Its a bit of a montoserri school. But they also do have a forced curriculum as well."
"So he can focus on what he is truly interested in and still learn the main things he needs?"
"Exactly. Even in the short time I have been with him. I can tell he is bored with the work he is required to do. Because its so beneath what he can do. He is frustrated I think in his school work. I think that if I work with him for a few weeks that he will be able to test out of a few grades and jump ahead and do a few classes and then be done with high school as well."
OK this is a lot to absorb. My son. My little guy that has one pubic hair is ready for college almost? From what she is saying it could be next year even. Oh no I don't want him to go away yet. I cant have this. Oh my goodness I almost lose him to a truck now I'm going to lose him because hes so smart?

"I certainly don't want to hold him back. He could be the genius boy that cures cancer or something."

While I am feeling pain I truly do mean what I'm saying. I don't want to let him go. I just got him. My heart is breaking and singing at the same time. How can you feel sorrow and jubilation at the same time? It doesn't seem to be a thing that should mix.

"You just never know when you see a boy as smart as him."
"I'm not giving you an answer yet. I need to talk to both of my sons and see. Because one thing I am sure of is that Mario will not want to be separated from Emilio at school. I know that you said he will possibly be college bound next year. But I don't want to do that without talking to them both first."
Emilio is listening and not saying a word about anything being said. If I could read his face it might help. But its the same face he has always. He isn't giving away anything with it. The boy should play poker is all I'm saying.

We complete the last of the tacos and they get back to work on the school work. Which now seems pointless to do since he already understand it and so much more.

His tutor leaves an hour or so before Mario is due home. He is working on some calculus problems she gave him for "fun". At least I think its calculus I have no idea. I'm an idiot when it comes to math. Remember I cant figure out the metric system. Though I am doing better on everything but the temperature. The 20s to me is freezing not hot. Its silly I tell you.

I set a snack cake in front of him and he takes a bite as he is working and puts it back down.

"Why didn't you tell me that school was so easy?"

He looks up at me.

"I didn't realize that not everyone found it so easy."

"Do you think you might want to go to that school?"
He takes a bite, chews and swallows taking his time to think about it.

"What do you want me to do papi?"

I look at him and think. Boy he is smart. No doubt in my mind. I thought he was smart but my goodness I didn't realize he was this smart.

"I say we flip a coin. See what you do." I say pulling a peso out of my pocket and say. "Heads new school tales stay the same." I catch it and he looks at me.

"So Emilio we have always been honest with each other right?"
"Yes papi."
"Right now you think I'm a little crazy right?"
"Kinda papi. Who lets a coin toss decide their future?"
"So when the coin was up in the air what did you hope ti would land on?"
He looks down and doesn't answer.

"Yep new school it is then." I say and drop the coin in my pocket without looking.

"You aren't mad papi?"
I grin at him.

"How can I be mad? Its great it means you, my son are a genius and will be great at anything you choose to do. Its every persons dream for their children to be so gifted. I'm so very blessed with you and I am so happy for you."
He smiles at me.

"But what if I go to college in say Durango?"
"I don't know. I guess that I could offer the apartment to Bob for him running the store and then move up there. I think he would do it and keep it going great. It seems like our sales are doubling every time I turn around. So I know that it would be in good hands and the children wouldn't do without if your brother and I move up there with you."
"What about if I go to America to college?"
"Then I guess I need to start teaching you and your brother some English."
"You should be doing it anyway papi."
"OK I will start teaching you boys English."
"Papi?"
"Yeah buddy."
"What if I go to college in France?"
"Well, I've never been to France and I don't speak French. But it will sure be fun learning all about France and living there. Would be exciting and new for all of us huh?"
I'm getting a little excited to be honest. It would be so cool to go to France. I've always thought it would be neat to visit. If he goes to college there would it be four years or a couple.

"I will probably just go here Papi. I was just wondering."
"If a great university offers to let you go there it would be silly and foolish to not take advantage of the opportunity. You are neither silly or foolish."

"I know papi. I just don't want to be a bother to you guys."
"Ha a bother to us? You are anything but. You don't realize that we both love you so much we would do anything for you. Same as you and I love Mario. We would do anything for him."
"Yeah but...…"
"No buts here mister. Now I will prove to you Mario doesn't care where we are so long as we are all together."

"How?"
"Wait until he gets home you will see."
He goes back to his "fun" problem and works it out pretty quickly using symbols I don't even know what the fuck they are. But I would bet whatever it says is right.

I go and turn on the TV because I'm not a smart guy and do math for "fun." I do escape into another world for fun. Not even one I'm smart enough to make up myself. Will he still love me now he knows I'm stupid? Does he realize how stupid I really am? I mean I'm not truly stupid I can learn. I just never did after high school. Didn't see the point. I had a job I liked. I got things paid for and ate well. I was fine being where I was. I'm being foolish thinking this way and I know it. He loved me before and he will still love me. Even if he is smarter than me. Maybe I will have him do the books now. This could be a glorious thing. Mario comes in and kisses Emilio on the forehead and comes and flops on the couch next to me.

"So your brother is going to school in France."
"Cool. Is French hard to learn?"
"I don't know I guess we will find out huh?"
"Sure will. Would be kind of rude to not learn it living there and all."
"I think that too. Will be neat to go to France huh?"
"Yeah they got lots of cool stuff to see there. And Euro Disney."

"Yes I suppose they do have that as well as other things to see."
"So when are we moving papi?"
"Emilio did I prove my point?"
"Yes papi you proved your point."
Poor Mario is confused.

"Are we moving to France?"
"Don't know maybe."
I explain everything that went on today and he is following along.

"So we aren't moving to France?"
"Probably not. But maybe America or possibly Canada. They have really good universities there. Maybe even Germany or France. I suppose wherever is the best and they offer him the best offer."
"Papi I'm not even done with high school yet. Its a long ways off still."
"Yeah like 6 months from what your tutor is talking if that long."

"Papi can I go to school with Emilio too?"
"Yes I talked to her about it and you would be more than welcome to attend there as well."
"But what if we do go to France or America or somewhere then what?"
"Then I imagine I will put you in a private school. I know what the public schools in big cities are like and no son of mine is going to one of those. But if we are in like Iowa or something then we will look at the regular public school. But say he goes to the university of Chicago then you will most assuredly not be going to public schools in that area ever. I don't even want you to walk near one of them in that area."
"Is it that bad papi?"
"Its not good that's for sure."
"Then I wont go there."
"No its a great university its the 7th best in the nation. But the location isn't stellar. But say he gets Harvard wants him. Boston I'm not as familiar with but I'm betting no public schools there either."
"America sounds scary." Mario tells me.

"Some places are scary. Some places are more scary if you are brown like you boys or white like me. Some places it doesn't matter what color you are its just scary. Like Detroit."
"Where in Detroit papi? You said the south side of Chicago."
"Any part of Detroit is scary. We will not be going there no matter what. That and I cant think of any great universities in Detroit."
"Maybe California." Emilio adds smiling.

"Maybe? I guess we will have to wait and see then wont we. Lets celebrate tonight and have steaks. I know you boys love them."
I am met by definite noises of approval.

We talk about all the possibilities that may await him very soon. I tell you we are all pretty excited and I don't think we are going to stay in Mexico. We have mentioned I think every country in the world of a possibility other than Russia. None of us want to go there. But Cuba was mentioned and I got excited thinking of going there. It would be so exciting. I am not sure how I could do that with an American passport. I don't think they care if I go there. But if the U.S. finds out I could get in trouble somehow I'm sure. Even though I don't live there anymore. But it is the U.S. and they pretty much do whatever they want. I suppose I could ask Chuy about a Mexican passport if need be. But its still up in the air what we will do anyway. Besides Cuba is probably low on the list of potential places anyway. But man it would be so cool. Living in Cuba. Seeing all the cars from the past cruising down the road. Man that would be cool.

We have a nice supper and as we are sitting and enjoying our TV time together watching some ridiculous show. OK I'm not exaggerating. Have you ever watched Mexican TV? Some of the shows make Benny Hill seem like high humor. Not knocking Benny Hill I'm just making a comparison here. Emilio is on one side his leg up on the coffee table and Mario on the other side.

"So papi am I a man now. Since you know I'm almost done with high school?"
I can tell he is being serious.

"I suppose that intellectually you are." I answer wondering where is this leading to?
"So that is really the most important factor of being a man right? The intellectual part of it."
"I suppose so. Because I used to know lots of guys that were 30 and were still children essentially. You certainly act more mature then they did. Both of you for that matter."
"You think so?" Mario asks.

"Yes I think you are both very mature for your ages. I think part of it is that you had to grow up faster because you were in the home. But I also think part of it is that you were just that way. Its your nature I think."
"So you think a man should be ale to make choices about things that have to do with his life then?"
"Of course.?.?" I reply hesitantly.

"Good because I have been thinking a lot. I almost died and I almost died not doing so many things that I want to experience. I want to drive. I want to fly in a plane and take a vacation somewhere. It doesn't even matter where. I want to stay in a hotel and to walk in the ocean and feel the waves hitting me. I want so many things papi. What I really want is you to make love to me."

"We have talked about this." I tell him.

"Yes I know papi. But I want to make sure I experience as much as life has to offer in case its not so long. Because you know Pastor Lopez says that no day is promised to anyone."
"The others I can see happening pretty soon. We can take a trip to the beach and have a little vacation after Mario is out of school and you have your cast off and the doctor says its OK for a trip. I don't want to have you overdo it and get hurt again."
He smiles at me.

"So the other?"
"Let me think about it.'

I look at Mario and I can see he wants to ask me too. But he is thinking I'm sure that Emilio is bigger than him and if I wont do it with him no way will I do it with him.

"Ill think about it with you too Mario." I say and kiss his forehead.

He grins at me. After watching Emilio finger fuck him so hard I know that he loves being penetrated. That's a for sure thing now after seeing that.

"I been thinking papi that they say it hurts the first time at first. But I'm on pain pills now. So I was thinking just do it now and it wont hurt."

"Yeah but..."I start.

"He hit you with logic again didn't he papi?" Mario says grinning.

"Valid points aren't allowed in this house. You boys know this." I say getting up and laughing.

I go and make some popcorn for us to munch on while we watch our TV. I find that the boys and I get hungry around this time nearly every night. Unless we have a huge massive supper. Which we usually don't.

We enjoy the popcorn and some iced tea. When the movie is over the boys head to my room for bed. I follow about ten minutes after. I needed to make sure everything was buttoned up in the shop and everything was good.

I walk into a sight I don't think I could get tired of if I watched it for eternity.

I see Emilio nude with his beautiful round ass propped up by a pillow. Mario hovering above him and pushing his hard cock down with his fingers and guiding it into Emilio's wanting ass.

Mario lets out a hiss as he presses himself into his brother.

"Yesssss." Emilio lets out slightly above a whisper.

I groan as I watch him start to push his cock in and out of Emilio.

My cock is instant hard. Like when you are 12. BOIIIINNNGGGG!!!!!

I take off my shirt as I'm walking towards the bed. Its a good ten feet from the door. I am unfastening my pants as I get to the bed and slide them down and off in one fell swoop. My cock springs out in all his glory. Hello world its me Esteban hard cock winking hello. I cant help but to stroke myself as I watch it unfold in front of me. Its live boy porn inches away from me and I can join in and have anything I want. Including the cherries of both boys. OK not actually their cherry. But the first man sized cock to glide in and out of them. With Emilio's talk today I know that is exactly what he is planning to happen tonight and I know I shouldn't. But sometimes you do things that you know you shouldn't. But you just cant help it because the other person wants it so badly. Of course you want it pretty badly too. Neither of them has even blown me yet. But they are going to tonight. I scoot up in front of Emilio and I push my cock to his lips and he grins and opens up and takes my cock into his warm wet mouth. It feels so wonderful his lips wrapped around my cock him slowly bathing my head with his tongue. Its as though he is savoring a sweet treat. Oh my goodness he starts to bob on my cock. Mario has his chin on Emilio's shoulder watching as he pounds into his ass. Emilio has a go at it for a good two minutes and I pull out of his mouth and put it next to Mario's red lips and he opens as easily and happily as Emilio and oh my goodness. His mouth is a bit smaller but my cock fits in rather nicely for sure. I gently push in and out as he is kind of busy doing other things and I want to feel his mouth the best I can. He starts to really thrust into Emilio and I feel and hear him moaning around my cock as he slams in a final time. He moans with each pulse which feels amazing on my cock. I push in a little deep not enough to choke him but im sure it was close. I stroke my cock as I continue pushing in and out of his mouth. I pull from his mouth as I feel him coming down from his high. I put it back into Emilio's mouth and he takes it right back in quick as can be. Mario rolls off of Emilio and I take that as my lead to move in. I pull my cock from Emilio's sweet young mouth and his pouty lips. I move down and grab some lube on my way and lube up my fingers. I slip two in immediately I don't jam them in I take my time and work them in. Emilio moaning as I do. Once he is used to that I lube up my cock as much as I can and relube his rear and I guide my shaft to his hole.

"Are you sure?" I ask because once I get into him if he changes his mind I'm not sure I can stop. I mean I'm sure I would. But I have no desire to stop once I get started.

"Yes." He says lustily.

I press the head of my cock up to his anus and press firmly and it pops in him with a bit of resistance. Emilio makes an O mouth as it pops in. Not exactly massive pain. But its pain. I wait a moment and gently press in taking my time as I do. I press in until I am buried as far as I can possibly go. I feel the immense heat from his anus as it squeezes my cock so tightly.

"Oh Emilio you feel wonderful." I pant in his ear as I lay buried in him so he can get used to it.

"I feel so full." he tells me.

I gently start pulling out and putting back in an inch then after a while a bit more then a bit more then a bit more until I am just really pounding the Hell out of his boy hole. I am pistoning in and out of him I am so hot I'm dripping sweat.

"Oh papi lay on me. I want to feel you on top of me." he pants out. I careful of his cast lay on top of him allowing about half my weight onto him. I'm loving it I can get a little deeper into my boy.
"Yeah papi but more. I need to feel all of you against me."
I let all my weight on him and that's all she wrote for him. I feel him humping his cock into the pillow under him and I feel his ass start to tighten and pulse around my cock. I wasn't even close to cumming but when I felt that and heard him start moaning. Well the trigger was hit and I start unloading into my oldest sons ass.

"Ohhhhhh fuck....." I moan out as I unleash my torrents of cum into him.

I slam in for the last time after the fifth and feel it pulse a few more times seeding my boy. I slowly pull out of him and roll off of him. We are both slick with sweat and panting.

"I don't know why I ever put you off on that." I manage to say as I am trying to breath.

"Me neither."
I hear a high pitched voice say.

"I'm next."

Oh lord.

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OK Ready for my rant this week? Ha tricked you I dont have one. OK I have a lot of them however I was thinking and myself have been starting. Its nearly June. OK not a surprise but its time to start saving. I know that a lot of you guys are on fixed incomes or are like me and the working poor and dont have a ton of extra cash laying around. I get it. I live it. But its almost June as I said and my desire is for each of you to put back a dollar a week. At a minumum. I mean Im broke but I can afford a dollar and not miss it. Why you are asking. Christmas isnt so far away. Its not too close either. Now is the time to start thinking about Toy for Tots or another cahrity you like to give a toy to for a child that needs one. So thats 30 weeks. o if all you can afford is a dollar thats $30 for a gift. You can get lots of nice things for $30 a child would love to have. In New York we have bottle and can deposits. Its only a nickel so its not worth the hassle really. But I started getting cans and bottles as I see them. I got $10 worth I traded and put in a jar for presents. There are all kinds of ways to put just a little back to make a boy or girl hapy on Christmas morning. People ask me why I care not being christian. Becuase they are and its important to them. I grew up christian and I know what its like to wake up and not have presents. Of course my brother had them. But I was just too bad that year was the reason. I remeber I was about 6 and I sat on Santas lap at the library and asked him why he hates me? I told him I tried to be a good boy the year before but he left my brother presents and not me. Because I didnt think I was more bad than my brother. I still remember that man. He hugged me tight and said sometimes mistakes happen. He said he most certainly didnt hate me. When I got off his lap he got up with me and had a cookie and some lemonade with me. Even though other kids were waiting. He was a nice man. So get to saving a bit here and there. Make a happy Christmas for a child.

Eric