Date: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 12:28:09 -0700 From: Jay Carrington Subject: My Son and His Friends - Chapter 7 This work is copyrighted by the author, J. Carrington and commercial use is prohibited without permission in writing from the author. Personal or private copies are permitted only if they are complete and include the copyright notice. Placing this story on a website or reproducing this story for distribution without the author's permission is a violation of that copyright. This is a story of a man's relationship with his son and his son's friends. The writing is very detailed and is a written representation of what the author saw as he was writing the story. It will contain some sexual scenes, but it is not totally about sex. The series of chapters are completely fictional and are the result of the author's fertile imagination. Any resemblance to any real person(s) is purely coincidental. The story contains consensual sexual behavior between young adult males and an older adult male. It depicts both unprotected sex and protected sex. Safe sex practices are the way to go if you plan to be around for years to come. If you are underage (below 18) or object to the subject matter, please leave now as the door that let you in will also let you leave. If you enjoy this site, you are encouraged to donate to Nifty.org so that it will continue to operate. You can buy a visa gift card and use it to donate to Nifty anonymously or you can use your credit card and you can see the transaction on your monthly bill. Anyways, this is a great site which serves the needs of our select population. Before I move to the next chapter, I must stop and say thank you to the readers who have written to me about this story. Your comments have been fantastic and it is good to read that you are relating to the guys in this story. Keep your comments coming, they provide the fuel to continue to write. Chapter 7 - My Son and His Friends The older guys entered our room and sat on the bed. I told Jared to make sure that the door was locked, and he got up and locked it. I then said "Well guys, the other night you guys gave me an interesting birthday gift, and tonight I want to experience it just a little more. So I want everybody naked." Matt complied without another thought, Jared looked at me with fear in his eyes, and then Shane stood up, dropped his underwear and walked over to me. He looked me in the eyes, knelt down, pulled my underwear down to my feet and took my cock in his mouth. As he was sucking my cock, I asked Jared to turn off the overhead lights and turn the lamps on to the lowest wattage. Jared did as he was asked, and then came back to sit on the bed right behind Shane. Matt was lying on the bed stroking his cock. I looked at him and motioned with my head and eyes that he needed to get Jared involved in something. Matt called Jared over to where he was seated and said to him "Jared, we are going to try to even things up tonight so you and I have to decide how we play this out. My question to you is do you want to top or bottom first?" Jared looked at Matt and said "I think I want to top first, if that is okay with you." Matt said "Sure, but I am going to tap your ass at some point, it may be tonight or it might be a few days off but it will happen." Matt said "Pops, you know if Jay was around with us when we play like this he would want to measure who puts out the most cum." I said "Yeah, that sounds like him, so what do you propose?" Matt said "I think we use condoms so we can look at how much was put out." I looked at Jared, and Shane and they shook their heads yes. I looked down at Shane and pulled him up and kissed him. I guided him backwards to the bed and told him to get comfortable. I moved so that I was between his legs. I leaned over and took his cock in my mouth, and started sucking it while massaging his balls. I could feel his cock begin to enlarge, so I pulled off and lifted his legs and pushed them so that his feet were just over his ears. This move opened up his ass to me. I took my finger and started rubbing his hole. I leaned in and sucked one of his balls into my mouth and then swapped it out for the other one. I then started licking his taint and moving down to his hole. I decided that I was going to make this memorable for him, but it was something that I was not sure about, but I was going to give it the good ol' college try. I moved directly over his hole and started licking around its outer edge. I did that, and he was purring. I looked over at Matt and Jared, and their dicks were hard and dripping. I looked back at that hole and moved back down to it. I folded my tongue into a hard point and started drilling into his hole. He began to moan and I told Jared to silence him by putting his dick in Shane's mouth. Jared took care of that without further direction. I looked up, and there directly in front of me was the redhead's ass and balls in my direct line of vision. I stopped tonguing Shane and grabbed Jared's balls. This excited him and he began to face fuck Shane. I went back to tonguing Shane and finally got his hole relaxed. I removed my tongue and stuck my middle finger in and started sliding it in and out. I then pulled it out, and added some lube to my two fingers. I eased them into Shane and started stretching him by using a scissoring motion. It was a good thing that Jared had him muffled because he was humming and moving around. I pulled my fingers out, lubed up again this time adding another finger, and inserted it. I stretched him for about five minutes then I looked over at Matt and told him to get me a condom. He opened the bedside table, pulled out a condom, opened it, rolled it on my cock and lubed me up. I told Jared he could move so he could watch this. Jared moved over to my right and sat down. I lined my condom coated cock up with Shane's hole, and gradually entered him. He was shaking his head no, but I told him to push out, and then I asked Matt to drizzle some lube on my cock and right above Shane's hole. I made sure I was lubed up, and realigned my cock with his hole. This time when I tapped his hole, I began to slide in. I stopped when my ridge was locked into his hole. I leaned over and started kissing him deeply and exploring his mouth with my tongue. He reached up and grabbed my head with his hands. He moved his legs so that they were now around my back. Matt and Jared moved so that they were at the foot of the bed, and had a good view of the action. I gradually let my cock sink into Shane until I was in balls deep. I began to slide in and out, but never totally out. Shane became an active lover, and started trying to keep my cock in him. Somebody grabbed my balls and massaged them. This sent a jolt throughout my body and I jammed my cock into Shane. He clamped his legs around me tightly. I started fucking him slowly at first, and then I began to speed up. I continued to drill him, and I could feel his ass trying to clamp my cock. I continued fucking him, then I felt him clamp onto my cock, and then there was wetness on my stomach and chest. That set me off, and I started spewing my cum into the condom. I finished cumming and stopped kissing him. I leaned over and nibbled on his nipples, and he begged me to stop as he was just worn out. I straightened up, and felt my softening cock slide from his ass. As my cock came out, Matt reached under me and removed the condom from my cock. He held it up for all to see that I had filled that condom with a considerable amount of cum. He tied it off and took it to the bathroom and flushed it. He brought a damp washcloth back and gave it to Jared. Jared had to clean me and Shane. I think he enjoyed that task. I looked down at Shane and asked him "Did the old man tear your ass a new hole?" He replied with a smile "Yeah you did, but damn you are a fucker." I moved up so that I was lying by him and then I looked over at Matt and Jared and said "Next team up." Shane and I moved off the bed and allowed Matt, and Jared to get in place. Jared wanted Matt doggy-style so that is the position he assumed. I had developed a perversion of wanting to see a guy's balls hanging down between his spread legs, and Matt showed me everything I wanted. Jared dripped some lube at the top of Matt's crack and allowed it to flow down to his hole. Jared slicked his middle finger up in the lube, placed it at the entrance and began to push in. Matt pushed out, and Jared's finger slid in easily. Jared enjoyed the sensation of exploring Matt's hole especially after he located the prostate and saw what stroking it could do for a guy. He pulled his finger out and lubed up two and reinserted. I told him how to scissor Matt. He did as I told him and then he added the third finger. He really gave Matt a stretching. Jared was not blessed with an extraordinary length, but he made up for it in thickness. Jared looked over at Shane and indicated that he was ready to be suited up. Shane reached into the bedside table drawer, and pulled out a condom. He opened the package, pulled out the condom, looked at me and said "Pops, do you think it is gonna fit being that it looks so small and that cock is so thick?" I looked back at him and said "Let's give it a try." I reached over, grabbed that piece of hard cock and held it while Shane began to roll the condom down it. It was a tight fit, and I was afraid that Jared was going to cum before we got it on him. I advised him to hold still and think of something else. Finally, he said that the need to cum had faded. He was still hard, so he put his cock at Matt's back entrance, Shane added some lube to Jared's covered cock and he slowly pushed forward. Matt pushed out like he knew to do, and the head began to move forward. Matt gasped and said "hold it." Jared held still and finally Matt said "okay slide in easy Jared." Jared pulled out a little and asked Shane to add some lube at the entrance. Shane did, and then Jared moved back in. Jared slowly sunk in until his pubes were up against Matt's hole. I walked behind them and looked at their drawn up balls. Jared had a nice set and they were high and tight. He began to pull out and slide in making Matt buck up and down on that hard cock. Jared reached under Matt and started playing with his nipples and jacking his cock. Shane was enjoying the show, and his cock began to rise to the occasion. I looked down at my cock and it too had risen up. I motioned for Shane to hand me a condom. I suited up, added some lube to it, and walked up behind Jared. As he moved back out of Matt, he bumped my cock and I pushed forward. A few more moves like that and I was in Jared's ass too. This was now that threesome that I had wanted to participate in for the past few days. Jared shuddered when I slid in over his prostate. I allowed Jared to set the pace. As he pulled out of Matt, he rode onto me, then he pulled off of me as he reentered Matt. He began to enjoy himself so he really started riding us. I began to feel my cum rising, and evidently something was happening between Matt and Jared too. Soon, Jared was pistoning in and out of Matt, and riding me like there was no tomorrow. I felt my cum rise up, and I began to fill the condom. I collapsed over onto Jared's back and he suddenly planted his cock in Matt, and made little ump, ump sounds. Matt let out a moan, and Shane announced that Matt was spewing. Jared said he had cummed a lot too. I pulled out of Jared, and slid the condom off. I tied it off, and waited for Jared to pull out of Matt. Jared slowly pulled from Matt, removed his condom, tied it off, and held it up to look at how much he had filled it. I held my filled condom up to his, and we decided that I had more in mine than he had in his. I had to be proud in that I had already cum once that evening. Matt eased off the bed and said that he was ready to call it a night. I said "me too." Shane said "before we leave this fuck-a-thon to a close, let me bring the pairings up to date. Pops, you have fucked all three of us, I have fucked everybody too, Matt needs to fuck Jared, and Jared needs to fuck Pops. When do you want to finish this off?" I said "I don't see it happening tomorrow, but soon." Everyone agreed and Jared and Shane went to their room while Matt and I changed the sheets on our bed and crawled in after turning out the lights. Matt said "Pops, that dick of Jared's is rough, but he knows how to use it. I think you will enjoy it once he gets it in you." I said "Matt, I can't believe that I have been doing this, but I am really enjoying it." Matt reached over pulled me close for a goodnight kiss and then he turned around and I spooned him. I pulled him tight to me and we soon fell asleep. The next morning all of the older guys wanted to sleep late, but the boys had other plans. They began to knock on our doors at the ungodly hour of 6:30 a.m. I roused up, looked over at Matt and said "which one do you want to kill first?" He said "I bet you Jay is behind this." I had to agree. I said "Well let's get up and get the day started, as I want to leave the cabin cleaner than it was when we got here." He said "Pops, that should not be a problem, let's get our showers, get breakfast finished, and then you and I need to go shopping for a few items. I got up, and slipped my boxer briefs back on and went to the family room, told the boys to get a morning shower and dress in swimsuits. I told them that Matt and I would shower, and then fix breakfast. I went back by Shane and Jared's room and talked to them through the door. They said they would be out in a few minutes as they were pulling their dirty clothes together for washing, and then they would get a shower. I went back to my room and told Matt what everybody else was doing. We both decided to shave and shower together. I could have played all morning in the shower, but we had things to accomplish so we opted to play later. I went to the kitchen and looked at things in the pantry, the cabinets, the freezer, and the refrigerator. I made a list of what we needed to have for today's lunch and tomorrow morning's quick and easy breakfast. I then started cooking up a variety of things that we had, so that I could begin to clean the refrigerator, cabinets, and pantry. We had a mix of pancakes, sausage, bacon, hash browns, scrambled eggs, oatmeal, and toast. Everybody had a choice, and I told them that they needed to eat everything as lunch would be light, and that we would not eat again until we went to town later in the afternoon. They took me at my word, as I was dealing with a group of growing boys. Matt asked Jared to help with getting the ski boat out of the boathouse and attaching the ski lines. Rob and Myles brought out the skis. I had Ryan and Jay collect all of the boys dirty clothing and sort it according to whites, darks, and colors. I collected mine and Matt's clothing adding in Jared's and Shane's and sorted them. Shane started a packing list of things that we needed to take home tomorrow. I went in the laundry room, and started the first load of whites combining everybody's clothing. I sent Ryan and Jay out to listen to Matt go over the skiing instructions. Shane told me that he would go and help, leaving me to pull things together in the cabin. I took the whites out of the washer, placed them in the dryer, and started the final load of whites. I walked out to the dock to make sure that the guys were wearing life preservers. I asked Matt if he wanted to go with me, but he had decided to stay, so I got into the Yukon and drove to town to pick up the items on my list. I made a fast trip and purchased orange juice, milk, several boxes of cereal, chips, bread, some fresh tomatoes, sandwich meats, and lettuce. I returned to the house and found that everybody was waiting for me. I put the food items in the house, pulled the first load of whites out of the dryer; and transferred the second half of the whites from the washer to the dryer. I grabbed some of the darks and started them washing while I went out with the boys. Matt wanted another adult with him in the ski boat, and an adult with a boy on the skis. I decided to ride with Matt so that I could watch the boys ski. Before I boarded the boat, I ran back to the cabin and grabbed my camcorder. I got in the boat, and we began to pull Jared and Jay out into the lake. Jared knew what he was doing and he was a big help to Jay. Jay lasted for a while, and then he just went down. We circled back to him, and I pulled him in the boat. He was excited. I also pulled Jared in too. We went back to the dock; it was now time for Shane and Rob to ski. Shane was a little rocky at first, but he gradually caught on to what was required. Rob seemed to be a natural on skis. Shane signaled to tow them near the dock and they dropped the ski lines. They swam to the dock, and got out of the water. Jared and Myles were next. I was really surprised at Myles; he too took to skiing like a kitten to milk. Jared gave him a lot of praise and it just stroked his confidence. They wanted us to drop them by the dock. We pulled in and it was now time for Shane and Ryan. Shane demonstrated a more experienced run this time, while Ryan acted as if he had been born on skis. I was so proud of him. Shane praised him, and he just beamed. We took them around the lake twice, and then dropped them off near the dock. Matt took me on a boat ride around the lake, down the middle and then slowly up to the boathouse. The boys came in with the skis and stored them. Matt stored the ski boat, and began to make sure that everything was secure. We told the boys to hit the dock and swim until we called them in for lunch. The guys and I went to the cabin. Shane took over the washing, drying and folding clothes. Matt and Jared secured the outer buildings. I started laying out lunch on the counter. When I finished, I called the boys to the front porch. I told them to sit there, dry off and then they could come in and fix their plates. In about ten minutes, the kitchen was full of boys. Sandwiches were made and plates filled with chips. Shane told the boys to hit the shower, and to give him their swimsuits when they came out of the bathroom. He told them to not dress yet, but when they did they were to wear colored clothes only, no whites and no darks as we had already finished washing those types of clothes. He then told them to gather in the family room until we were ready to go to town for dinner. Matt cleaned the big coolers and had them airing out on the side porch. Jared went through the refrigerator and began to group stuff that we would take home and things we would trash on our way out of the area. The boys assembled in the family room and watched some TV or wrestled. I stopped and watched them wrestling, they were getting real familiar with each other's bodies. I saw the makings of some good hard-ons and some fronting. We finished our tasks, grabbed a quick shower, and everybody dressed in colored clothes. We gathered in the family room and discussed our trip to town. The guys decided to go in Matt's truck, while the boys and I drove in the Yukon. The boys wanted to buy some things for their parents at the local crafts store, so they decided to go in and ramble through the stores. Each boy had their own money, and they wanted to shop without me or the guys. I was concerned, but decided they were now old enough to do this by themselves. I established a meeting location and time for all concerned. The three guys shopped together and I went off on my own. We met at the established time and place. The boys had walked by a place that they said smelled really good, so we went down that street, and we all had to agree that the smells from the Italian Restaurant were making our mouths water. We went in, and asked for seating for eight. We had to wait a few minutes as the staff had to rearrange some tables for us. We were soon seated, given our menus, and water. Our waiter came to our table and took our drink orders. It was easy as there were eight sweet teas. He returned in a few minutes with our drinks and three baskets of breadsticks. He asked if we would like to hear the specials and we told him yes. He reviewed Snapper Lionello that was a pan seared snapper filet with a white wine caper lemon sauce with cherry tomatoes, garlic and peppercorns served on linguini pasta and a salad. His other special was a Snapper Frangelica, that was an almond crusted snapper filet with a creamy Frangelica Sauce, garlic mashed potatoes, and creamed spinach. Both sounded good to me, but I instructed him to take the boy's orders first. Jay, Ryan and Rob ordered Chicken Parmigiana, with a side of Fettuccine Alfredo, and a house salad, Myles and Jared ordered Chicken Marsala, with garlic mashed potatoes, and a house salad, Matt, Shane and I ordered the Snapper Frangelica. The waiter stood there for a moment writing down the orders and said to me "Sir, you are in the company of a fine group of young men who know how to order food in a restaurant." I smiled because this group knew my stance on restaurants. If you go to a burger joint you order burgers, if you go to a restaurant you do not order burgers, you order from the menu. I thanked the waiter and praised the boys by stating "Yes Sir, they know a restaurant is different than a burger joint." We sat there, drank some tea and ate a few breadsticks until the salads arrived. We talked about how much we hated to see our trip end, but Myles said he really was missing his mom, and that he wanted to see her for a day or so, and then return to the lake. We all laughed and said "same here, Myles." Our entrees arrived and there was no more talking as they began to eat and savor their food. There were no races, no pushing food to the side, no talking of trading, as everyone was so happy with their choices because it was authentically prepared. At the end, the waiter asked if we would like a dessert, and we all declined as we were full. He prepared the bill, and I paid it. We left and returned to our vehicles, got in and headed back to the cabin. Everyone settled in the family room, and Matt announced that it was time to do the last load of wash. He directed everyone to strip, hand their clothes to Shane and then be seated. The boys lined up with Jay first, then Ryan, then Rob and finally Myles. When Myles had stripped, Shane looked at him and said "What the heck Myles? Look at those pubes!" and he combed his fingers through them. Myles was shocked at first, but to have Shane praise him was the best mood lifter he could have. Not only did it lift his mood, but it lifted his cock and Shane even noted that it too had grown. Shane told him to go over and let Jared see. Jared made a big deal out of his assets, jiggling his balls and cock and brushing through his pubes. Each one of us older guys stripped and handed our clothes to Shane. Shane and Jared took them to the laundry room and started the washer. I stood in the kitchen propped on the counter letting my junk breathe. Shane reminded the boys that they were to provide us with entertainment tonight. He had them perform a short talent show. There was singing, kung fu fighting simulations, comedy, and some tumbling. We clapped as they finished. I sat down on one of the sofas, and Ryan came over and sat with me. He lay against my shoulder with my arm draped over his shoulder down to his chest area. We all sat around talking with everyone matched up to their big brother in pretty much the same fashion that Ryan and I were sitting. It was just a night of boy talk when all of a sudden Jay announced to everyone that he had drank so much tea that he had to go pee. He got up then stopped, and said "I thought about it the other day and we need to have a peeing contest." So we all got up. went outside, lined up, and started peeing. Ryan and Jay were able to pee the furtherest. I won't even tell you how I did, but age does play a factor. Jay and Ryan wanted to be rewarded for being the champs, but it was getting late, and we had to be up early as everyone had responsibilities in the morning so we told them that we would address that when we got home. We returned to the family room and resumed our seating arrangements. Ryan pulled my hand a little further down, and I was now holding his balls and cock. I looked around and most of the boys had done the same thing. I just raked my hands through his pubes, and gently stroked his cock and balls. He began to harden and I backed off. He turned his head and nuzzled my chest. My cock started to harden, and I tried to reposition it, but he saw the effect that he had on me, looked up and smiled that mischievous look of his. He moved his hand over and took a hold of my cock which was now leaking some pre-cum. He put his thumb over my cock head and began to circle it in the pre-cum, making my cock head very sensitive and giving rise to the need to cum. I leaned down and told him to stop. He then surprised me by taking his thumb to his mouth and sucking on it. I grabbed his cock at the base and squeezed it. He giggled and now everyone looked our way. I was embarrassed as I was hard and leaking, but when I looked around I was not the only one. It seems as though the boys had planned on playing with us tonight. Jay leaned over and nipped Shane's nipple and he jumped and a large amount of pre- cum flowed out. Jay said "Now that is what I am talking about" and swirled some on his finger and licked it, he ran that finger around Shane's cock again and this time he fed Shane. Not to be outdone, Rob did basically the same thing with Matt. Myles was more direct and bolder. He just leaned over into Jared's lap and let his tongue lick up and down Jared's cock. Jared's eyes rolled into the back of his head. Matt, Shane and I were treated to a jack-off session by the boys while Jared got some form of oral treatment. We got up, cleaned up and headed to bed. No playing for the older guys tonight. Matt and I went to our room, Matt locked the door, we took care of business in the bathroom and then I turned out the light. We were laying on our backs when Matt reached over and pulled me to him. I was on my side, he leaned in and started nibbling and sucking on my nipple. I reached over, grabbed his cock, and started playing with it. He stiffened and soon I had him cumming. He started to get up, but I held him down. I leaned over, licked him clean, and shared some of his cum with him in a kiss. He turned on his side and I spooned him from behind. We slept like that all through the night. I woke up the next morning and eased out of the room heading to get the clothes out of the washer and put them in the dryer. As I was about to walk through the kitchen, I looked into the family room and the boys were paired up and servicing each other by 69ing. I stopped, turned back around and went back to my room. I opened the door after a few minutes and let it close so that it made a noise. I then proceeded through the kitchen. The boys were up and beginning to clean up the room. They handed me the sheets, blankets, and pillow cases. I divided the items into at least two loads. I emptied the washer that held our clothes from last night and loaded them into the dryer. I then loaded the sheets and pillow cases into the washer and started it. I walked back to my room and woke Matt. I told him to strip the bed, then, I walked down and knocked on Shane's room and told him the same thing. Matt walked by me with our sheets and cases, Shane opened the door and tossed theirs to Matt. Matt took everything to the laundry room. I went back to the kitchen pulled out the cereal boxes, milk and juice. We all grabbed a box of cereal and ate breakfast. Ryan and Jay were assigned to clean the kitchen, load the dishwasher, and begin to pack the leftover foods that we would be taking home. Jared cleaned the refrigerator of the items that we would not leave, nor take with us. Rob and Myles were tasked with getting all of the boys clothing out of the laundry room, taking it to the family room, and sorting it by owner. We told the boys to pick out what they wanted to wear home, and hold it out. Matt told the older guys to go to the laundry room and gather their clothes, take them to their room and begin to pack. He also mentioned to hold out something to wear home. I passed out the stored luggage to the boys, and went to my room, and began pulling my stuff together. I went back out and told the boys to get their showers, get dressed, sit down, and watch TV. Matt grabbed the boys' luggage and began to pack the Yukon. I pulled the coolers off the side porch and began to pack the food items that we were taking home. Jared did a walk-through, combined all trash into several bags, and loaded them into the back of Matt's truck. Shane took over the laundry duties, finishing the sheets, pillow cases, and blankets. When he had all of those finished I had the boys pull all pillows and take them to the dryer. We ran them in the dryer for about 15 minutes so that they were fluffy and smelled clean. Matt took the sheets and pillow cases, and started making the beds in the guys' rooms. Shane stored the pillows and blankets that the boys had used. Shane began to pack his and Jared's stuff in the jeep. Matt put his stuff and the coolers in his truck, while I put my stuff in the Yukon. Everybody gathered back in family room to review what else needed to be done before we could leave. All of us older guys decided to grab our showers. Jared volunteered to vacuum the floors down the bedroom hallway and in the bedrooms. Shane grabbed the mop bucket and mopped the laundry room and kitchen. I told the boys to load up in the Yukon, and I turned it on and ran the air conditioner. I returned to the cabin. Matt and Jared walked the outer buildings to make sure that they were secure. I vacuumed the family room working myself out to the entrance way. I stored the vacuum in the closet. Shane mopped the entrance way, emptied and rinsed the mop bucket, and slide it back into the kitchen area. Matt came over and locked the doors. We loaded up and bid the cabin and lake good-bye until another time. We drove out and Matt secured the gate. We followed Matt to the community trash collection bin. We then began our drive home. Around one o'clock, we stopped in a town for a quick lunch at a burger joint. We made this a fast stop, complete with a bathroom break. Everybody loaded back up, with me in the lead, followed by Shane and Jared, then Matt bringing up the rear. As we were riding along and I was listening to the boys talk about their week at the lake, my phone rang. I picked it up and looked at the name of the incoming call. I was a little puzzled as it was my lawyer. I answered and we chitchatted for a few minutes, then he asked me if I was available in the morning around ten. I told him I could arrange that, so we set a meeting for ten o'clock at his office. I continued the drive home, puzzled by his call, puzzled as to why I didn't ask more questions, reflecting on the sex at the lake, thinking about the upcoming trip to my parents, and then looking up and finally realizing that we were about forty-five minutes from the house. I pulled into a rest area; had the boys hit the restrooms; and walk around before heading home. I walked over and talked to the guys. It was decided that we would drive to my house and unload there, then Matt and Jared would head to their apartment. We loaded up, and drove the last leg to my house. I pulled into my drive, hit the garage door opener and it began to open. Matt backed in next to me, and Shane parked his jeep in his parking space at his house next door. Everybody got out and started unloading the vehicles. Rob's parents showed up to claim him. They took his stuff and loaded it into their car. They thanked me for providing him with an exciting trip. I told them it was my pleasure. Shortly thereafter, Myles' mom came to pick him up. She ran over to him, knelt down and hugged him tightly. He tried to be embarrassed, but it was evident that he had missed his mom and was proud to be back with her. They loaded up his stuff, and he promised that he would see us tomorrow. Ryan started taking his stuff into the house and I told him to take it on to his room. Jay pulled his stuff out and walked it next door. His parents came out to talk. They wanted to know what they owed me for a week of peace, I laughed and told them they could do a dinner for all of us soon. They said that was not enough, but if that is what I wanted they would agree. Matt unloaded the coolers in the garage, and began to store the foods in the refrigerator or freezer. Jared moved his stuff from Shane's jeep into Matt's truck. Shane unloaded his bags and took them into his house. All of a sudden, it became too quiet. Matt and Jared said their good-byes with promises of visiting in the next day or so. Shane came out to tell them goodbye and to see if I needed his help. I told him that I thought things were under control. He told Jay that they needed to go home and visit with their parents. I grabbed Ryan and we went in the family room. I plopped down and pulled him into me. It felt so good to have my boy all by myself. We just sat there not saying a word. Ryan then turned to me and said "Dad, thank you for being you, and for always thinking of me and my friends. We love you so much." I looked down at him and I began to feel my eyes fill with tears. I love this boy so much. I told him that I loved him more than anything else, that I would always be there for him no matter what, and I wanted him to feel free to talk to me about anything. He looked back at me and smiled - enough said. He turned TV on and we watched some program until we both decided that it was time to eat. I told Ryan that I was not in the mood to cook, but I wanted more than a hamburger. He suggested we go to the Mexican Restaurant. He ordered tacos, a coke, and I ordered a chimichanga and a coke. We ate our food and talked about how much fun we had during our week at the lake. He said that we needed to grill one night, before we left to go out of town to visit his grandparents, and have all the parents over along with Matt and Jared. He wanted me to work on putting the pictures and video together to share what the week was like. I told him that I could do that, but I had a lot to do tomorrow and I was thinking that we would leave on Tuesday to make the trip. He was fine with that schedule. He wanted to know if he had to go with me tomorrow morning, and I told him no, that he could stay over at Jay's. We finished dinner and drove home. We reached the house, pulled the Yukon into the garage, and closed the garage door. We headed into the house, and I checked the refrigerator to make sure I had something for breakfast. I turned out the lights and we headed to our rooms. Ryan went to his room and I heard his door click shut. I walked into my room, pulled the covers back, went to the restroom, brushed my teeth, took care of personal business, and grabbed a quick shower. I pulled on a pair of briefs, turned out the lights and got into bed. I settled into my bed and it felt so good to be back in it. After a while, my door opened and Ryan entered. He walked over to the other side of the bed, lifted the sheets, slide in and nuzzled next to me. It felt so good to have him with me. We did not talk and soon we were both asleep. I woke up the next morning with Ryan backed into my chest and my arm holding him tight to me. I got up, went to the restroom, and then went to the kitchen and started breakfast. When I had it finished, I went back to my room, woke Ryan up, had him wash up and told him to meet me in the kitchen. Soon he joined me in the kitchen and we ate breakfast and chatted. We finished and I cleaned up after telling him to go get his morning shower and get dressed for the day. I decided to spend part of my morning unpacking my clothes and putting them up. I asked Ryan about his clothes and he said that he had put most of them in the drawers or hung them in the closet. He asked me if he could go to Jay's and I told him he could, but I wanted him to have his phone with him at all times. He was okay with that and was soon out the door. I finished a few odd chores, got my shower, and dressed for my visit to the lawyer's office. I got into the Yukon and drove to the lawyer's office. I introduced myself to the receptionist and she asked me to take a seat while she notified him that I had arrived. I was no sooner seated than he walked out, extended his hand, and led me into his office. He asked me how things were going, and I told him that I thought things were good. He asked more questions about Ryan, and what did I think he was planning for his future. I told him that Ryan had discussed several things, but had not made a firm decision, except I did know that he and his friends were going to the same college. He looked at me and said "Doug, I know that you have wondered about why the phone call?" I told him that I had thought about that ever since I had hung up. He said "Well Doug, I received a letter from Allison's attorney yesterday morning and after reviewing what he had written me, I called you. I was concerned somewhat, but I knew that Ryan was mine all legal fair and square so I looked him in the eye and said "Please share with me what was in the letter." He said "In due time, but first I need for you to read this" and he handed me a sealed envelope. I opened the envelope and there in Allison's handwriting I read: My Dearest Doug, This is the hardest letter that I have ever written. I know that you have tried to hate me for everything that I have put you through, and for what you think I did to Ryan. Doug, I need for you to know that you were and always will be the only man that I loved. I loved you with all of my heart, body and soul. You made my life complete, I loved your body, and I loved making love with you. I have replayed that last night that we were together in my mind countless times. That was such a wonderful night of passion, I can still smell you, I still identify tastes similar to your pre-cum, and I have missed that wonderful hairy chest of yours. Doug, you were my world. That being said, I need to tell you that when I went to the doctors in our town several days before I decided to go visit mom, I was diagnosed with a form of cancer. I opted to return to our old hometown, and see one of the best oncology doctors in the area. He confirmed the diagnosis, but he offered me the opportunity to try experimental drugs through a program with a recognized cancer institute. I wanted to talk to you about this and as your wife, I owed you that, but as I tried to find the words to begin that conversation all I could see was the hurt, pity, confusion, and your efforts to shield yourself and Ryan from the eventual ending. I cried, and I sought professional help. I had a plan, but I backed out near the time I was to return home. I contacted a lawyer here, and he hastily put the divorce papers in action. I never wanted to hurt you, and I know that I devastated you. I also know that even though you hated me on so many different levels, I know that the love we had for each other permeated that and you secretly tended to a seed of hope that I would come back. I would have walked home on my hands if I could have come back to you in good health. I want you to know that this has not been easy for me, I have missed important times with the most fabulous man a woman could ever hope to have, as well as the opportunity to watch Ryan, the product of our love, grow up into a responsible, intelligent, good-looking, and grounded young man. I agreed to stay out of Ryan's life as per your request, because I knew that you would do everything to provide him the best life that you could, and at whatever cost. I never stopped loving him. I love him beyond words. I need for you to let him know that I loved him, love him, wish him the best always, and if there is a way to watch over him in the afterlife I will do that. When I worked prior to my diagnosis, I bought several insurance policies with the beneficiary being Ryan. Being that you are reading this letter, I have passed on, and it is time for these policies to be validated and paid out. It is my desire that a large portion be set aside in stocks for his future (non-college future), that a portion be in stocks for his college years, and a small amount be set aside in a checking account requiring his and your signatures until he is eighteen years old. I am asking that you instruct your lawyer to set these accounts up with the required legal paperwork and that you meet very quickly with your financial adviser to set the first two requests into action. The total amount of the insurance policies plus interest or dividends is $450,000. This is for Ryan's benefit and I want it used exclusively for his needs. I want the caveat understood that if something happens to him, that the money then is to be used to establish a scholarship in his name at our favorite college. Doug, please honor my requests, give my love to my child, move on with your life, know that I loved you and still do. I know that when you and I grew up, a relationship was between a man and a woman, but with the changes in society, things have changed. Please do not limit our child to outdated practices if he seeks to explore new arenas. Stand by him, support him, love him and always allow him to come to you regardless of how he chooses to live his life. I want you to find someone that is special to you and move forward with the same stipulations that I just wrote for Ryan. Things change, times change, and I know above all things that companionship is so important. With all my love. Allison I finished reading the letter after having to stop multiple times to wipe my face and eyes. This letter was hard to read, yet it answered so many questions and confirmed my suspicions after being notified of Allison's death. I was dumbfounded with the resulting money that would be coming to Ryan. I now felt that I could really relay to Ryan that his mom loved him, before I ever released news of the money to him. I do not want him to think she was buying his love, I want him to understand that she wanted to secure his future. Ohhhhhhhhhhhh life was going to be different and I knew that I needed some time to think things out as to what I wanted to say before I had that conversation with Ryan. I instructed my lawyer to establish the legal paperwork to set up the two stock accounts as Allison had suggested. I asked him to write a $20,000 check to our local bank for Ryan's checking account, $175,000 dollars to the college stock account, and the remaining amount, in excess of $255,000, for stocks to fund his future. I asked about guardianship language and he advised me that he would put me down and that I should do some major thinking as to who else should be designated in that capacity. I told him that I would call him in a few days with that information, but I wanted him to proceed with transferring funds to the three accounts as soon as the monies from Allison's policies were received. I also instructed him to set up scholarship language in the event that something happened to Ryan as per Allison's request. I told him that I would like for everything to be done legally, but that I wanted some time before I brought Ryan in on this as his signature would be required and I would have to have a serious talk with him. He agreed that I was moving in the right direction and that I had a good handle on things. End of Chapter 7 Wow - e m o t I o n a l to say the least. I had to wipe the tears as I read that letter. Powerful love from the grave. So how will Doug proceed? What will he do next? Who will he identify to be the second guardian for Ryan?