Date: Thu, 7 Jul 2016 04:09:11 +0000 (UTC)
From: Tague Micheals <tag.michaels@yahoo.com>
Subject: Shaen V

The rest of the week with Shaen was uneventful on the one hand, very
eventful on the other. I went to work and Shaen did whatever he usually did
every day after our morning workouts. The evenings were much the same what
with martial arts classes, our workout and a dinner out a couple of times.

The big difference was that Shaen had become more assertive sexually. He
generally kissed me as soon as he saw me, that is, unless we were out in
public. He wasn't at that spot quite yet. He had no problem initiating
physical contact with me, touching lightly on the arm or shoulder and at
other times groping at the front of my pants or shorts and bringing my cock
to a wide awake state of affair. It wasn't like the boy turned into a sex
machine by any means because he was still a little shy and always concerned
about if I was okay. He did seem to feel more confident though. In himself,
his sexuality, and how he exhibited it. He always took care of business
first though, so the workouts always got done before playtime.

We didn't generally have a lot of time to mess around in the morning before
I left to attend to work issues. Despite being self-employed I did have
obligations that needed to be met. Mornings often meant being satisfied
with a good cock sucking or stroking, both of us having a good cum before
he joined me in the shower, unless of course we were in the shower to begin
with. It was difficult for both of us to not play, to say fuck it to
everything and just climb into bed and shoot sperm all day long. But we
managed. I'd had another hint from one of my martial arts student about
getting together with Shaen and I but Shaen didn't think he was quite ready
to try a three way. Frankly, I wasn't ready to share him just yet, although
I love doing group sex. It can be so fucking hot and I knew that once Shaen
tried it he'd feel the same way about it but for now he wanted to pass.

Once home at night, obligations completed, we got naked and stayed naked
for hours. We reveled in each other bodies, Shaen becoming adept at sucking
cock as well as being willing to try new things like nipple play, rimming,
different sucking positions and the like. He seemed to like rimming me,
attacking me with gusto but would only do it after we showered together,
having made sure I was totally clean.  He was also a lot more comfortable
with my doing new things to him, his asshole being a place I loved to be. I
loved stuffing my tongue up inside him, or trying to. I loved licking his
tight puckered hole, the underside of his fat balls as they hung down in
front of me while I grasped his cock from underneath and stroked the thick
shaft.

And we fucked, that is, Shaen fucked me since he had not made the leap to
being a bottom, despite his having told me that he'd wanted to. And I
wanted to top the boy in the worst way but I didn't bring it up, choosing
to allow him to initiate that activity. But boy did Shaen fuck me. He was
hung well enough that we didn't have to rely on the standard doggie style
or various missionary positions although we did use them.  We fucked on our
sides, Shaen entering me from behind, his arm across my side and down onto
the front of my body where he would stroke on my cock, play with a nipple
or just hold me.  Sometimes I would hold a leg in the air, sometimes drape
it back over his hip. It didn't really matter how we did it. Just having
his big cock moving inside of me, feeling his balls smack against me,
knowing that the appendage that was violating my body was attached to one
of the cutest hunks of fifteen-year-old teen-age boy around was all enough
to take me to the edge and beyond.

Once we fucked with Shaen on his back and me straddling him, my thick cock
bouncing in the air and my balls whacking into his pubic bush. When I came,
the first blast my sperm shot clear up to his face causing him to open his
mouth and try catching the next few shots. All in all, the boy became at
ease with his sexuality and in the process had begun to transition into an
adept lover, truly enjoying himself and trying to bring pleasure to me as
well, and he succeeded in my estimation.

Like all teenage boys, especially regarding sex, Shaen was full of
questions and we had talked about fucking, about having something stuffed
up your ass, especially something as big as both of our cocks. He had
discovered that I could feel his cock move when he flexed it inside of me
and I could feel when he came, both the stiffening of his already hard
shaft and his warm sperm as it emptied into my bowels. We had talked about
the pain, how it goes away to be replaced by total pleasure. He certainly
knew how I felt about being fucked since he'd fucked me enough and listened
as I moaned and groaned, often telling him to fuck me harder or faster. But
still he put off having me bury my cock inside his tight young ass. Whether
he was fearful of the pain or thinking that taking that final step would
some how cement his being gay or whatever the reason, I didn't know and I
didn't press it. Loving Shaen held much more importance to me than fucking
him so I left it at that.

On his last night with me, after we'd managed a delightful mutual sperming
from frottage in the shower, we lay on my bed, face to face, kissing and
touching and talking softly the way lovers often do.

"It's my last night here D, ya know? I have to leave in the morning, have
to be at the airport by ten." I commented that I remembered and that I was
going to miss him and then I amended that to "a lot."

He gently rubbed my face and said,

"You mean so much to me. I can't believe what the past two weeks have been
like D, my whole life is changed because of it. I don't think I'm gonna be
that much different at home cause I just can't imagine being out with my
friends and people who know me. I just can't. If I lived over here in the
city it might be different, heck it would be different, but not over there
in such a small community. I don't see me finding a boy friend or even
having sex with another boy. Besides I sorta don't want to. I feel like I'd
be cheating on you or something if I did. I guess I'm gonna have to come
over every so often and on vacations and stuff. Would that be okay D, if I
did that, came over for weekends once in a while and on like spring break
and things?"

"Sure it would Shaen, I'd love to have you come over. What do you suppose
your family is going to think or say about that? Don't you think they're
gonna question it. What about Keiko, how do you think she's gonna react to
your comings and goings?"

"She'll be okay with it D. She likes and respects you a lot and she's made
enough comments about how I seem to be changing and it's all because of you
and she's told my mom too. Everyone seems to be very happy with the
arrangement so I don't think it's going to be a problem. Hey, I think if I
wanted to move over and live with auntie nobody would object."

I was a little surprised at that, the seeming positive influence that
everyone felt I had over Shaen. I thought about what he'd said, about him
living over here and what that would mean and what it would mean is that we
would become steady lovers and at the very least that would curb my other
boy activities to some degree. I had no doubt that eventually Shaen would
be willing to try a three way and I had no doubt that he would like it. I
thought about his being a permanent fixture in my life, in my bed, and
found I liked the idea.

"... Me moving over here?" I snapped out of my reverie, discovering that he
was talking to me.

"Huh? I'm sorry Shaen I was somewhere else for a moment, what did you say?"

"I said, what would you think about me moving over here and living with
auntie?"

I looked in his beautiful eyes, glanced over his smooth cute face while my
hand gently stroked his cheek. "I was just thinking about what that would
be like and I think I would like that...an awful lot Shaen. You've grown to
mean a lot to me in the past two weeks and I really gonna miss having you
around. Yeah, I could live with you being over here."

He stared back at me for a moment then asked softly, "Does that mean that
we'd be boyfriends?" I nodded my head.

"If that's what you want, yes baby, we'd be boyfriends." He didn't say
anything for a moment, just looked at me then rolled full into me, pressing
his lips against mine in a passionate kiss then breaking it and looking
down into my eyes.

"I'd like that a lot D, being your boyfriend." He rolled back to his side,
facing me, hand on my shoulder. "I love you D," he said quietly, his voice
filled with emotion. "I know that I do. I've thought so for a week now but
didn't want to say anything but I can't help it. I love you and I almost
want to tell the whole world about it."

My heart swelled and I felt my chest and throat constrict as the
realization of what he'd said hit me causing me to blink. Fuck. I loved him
too. I knew it and I knew for the first time in my life that he was someone
that I wanted to be with for a long, long time.

"I love you too baby," I whispered. We held each other tightly, not
talking. I could feel his heart beating against my chest as I was sure he
could feel mine.

"D," he whispered in my ear, "I want you to go inside me. I want you to
fuck me. I'm ready for it now, I mean, ready for you to love me like that."
He pulled away from me just enough to have eye contact. "It's time for me
to do that and I know it."

He leaned in and kissed me, at first a gentle kiss, but then a firmer one
that segued into a full on tongue battling, mouth wide open kiss. His hand
rubbed along my side, down onto my hip, his fingers alternating between a
light touch and a firm massaging movement, before slipping down and
grasping onto my rigid cock and squeezing it. He broke the kiss as he
stroked on my flesh saying,

"God I love your cock D. I love how it looks, how it feels in my hand and
my mouth. I love how it smells and how it tastes. Now I want to know how
feels in side of me." I rolled him over and took command of the situation,
pressing my lips onto his, returning the kiss he had given me and grasping
his rock hard teenage cock in my hand and stroking it. My thumb moved up
over the soft textured fat cock head, finding a copious amount of precum
and spreading it all over the top, the edges, and down underneath onto the
more sensitive area. He moaned deep in his throat, his firm young body
flinching, and he kissed me even harder.

I left the turgid shaft and moved down to the hefty balls gently squeezing
the bag while one finger tickled the underside of it. We broke the kiss and
I went for his neck, nuzzling in the soft crook of it, kissing and gently
sucking it and feeling his body tense and relax at the feelings that were
tearing through his body. We'd been there before and I knew how he
responded to it. It brought his heat level up fast and that was what was
called for here. At another time I might have taken more time but I sensed
that now that Shaen had made the commitment to having me fuck him he wanted
to move right along with it, not spend a lot of time working into it, as it
were. I also knew that having my big cock up his ass, especially for the
first time, was going to be painful so I needed to get him as hot as I
could in the shortest amount of time.

While I had rimmed him many times I'd never really just played with Shaen's
asshole. I now allowed my fingers to trail downward along the seam of flesh
that ran from his balls to the puckered muscle of the hole. I lightly
tickled him down to where the cheeks started and continued along his
gluteal cleavage, the crack of his ass, allowing my fingers to tickle
slightly along the edges of his cheeks. He moaned softly as I worked, his
hand snaked between us and stroking on my cock, feeling my balls until I
moved my body downward and breaking contact. It was time for Shaen to relax
and let me do all the work although I knew that would be a little bit
difficult for him. Like me, he liked to play and touch as much he liked
being played with and doing both at the same time was, well, really
stimulating.

I came face to face with Shaen's magnificent teenage boy cock and proceeded
to worship it, starting by licking off the precum then taking the head into
my mouth and tonguing it as I moved my head and lips up and down over the
edge. I loved doing that to him and Shaen loved having it done, the loud
moans and wiggling of his slender ass proof of his feelings. On a small
cock I would often open my mouth as wide as possible and shake my head from
side to side, the young cocklet bouncing around in my mouth. Generally the
boy owner of said cock would almost writhe from the feelings but Shaen's
thick cock head was too large for this trick so I settled on the one I was
using, mauling the satiny flesh with my lips. My fingers continued to play
with his ass crack and eventually found their way inside where my middle
finger slid back and forth over the crinkled muscle. I didn't keep this up
for long as I was dying to rim him, to bury my face inside off his firm
young orbs of flesh and lick at the core of him.

Moving farther south I got between Shaen's smooth thighs, pushing them open
with my hands while my face nudged his heavy sperm filled balls to one side
and licked and the sensitive crease of his inner at the pubic bone. His
hands held my head and he wiggled, almost furiously, at the feelings. I
nudged his balls sac upward with my nose and licked underneath it, moving
along that seam of flesh, downward then back up. I wanted his hole badly,
my hard cock pressed into the mattress as my brain envisioned where my
tongue was about to go.

I slipped a hand under one cheek and lifted, my hand sliding to his upper
thigh and directing him to roll over my head and onto his belly. Shaen knew
what I wanted, had been there before and moved compliantly until he was in
position almost on his belly but not quite, the one leg crooked upward at
the knee as though in a climbing move and his waist slightly raised off the
bed. I gazed lovingly at the most wonderfully erotic sight in the world in
my opinion. The delicious, delightful, and totally sexy firm young teen ass
in front of my face. I reveled at the crack where it darkened, then to
where it blended into his upper thighs, his smooth hairless balls resting,
side by side in a puddle of skin on the bed. Fuck I loved that view and
pressed my hard cock into the bed even harder and wiggled my ass a bit,
intensifying the feelings in my ultra sensitive flesh.

I leaned forward and licked at the crack, then down onto the sagging flesh
that was the beginning of his scrotal sac. I reached out with a hand and
peeled open one smooth cheek, exposing his tight puckered hole to the
air. I pressed my face in there, pursing my lips and allowing just that
part of my body to experience the boy's hole and surrounding area, feeling
the various textures of flesh that was there, inhaling deeply and drawing
in the mixed scents of soap and boy sex. Fuck oh god if there was a heaven
this had to be it. I backed my head away just enough for my tongue to
explore then turned it loose.

As if it had a mind of it's own, my tongue snaked out and licked at the
center of him, directly in his asshole before moving outward and licking at
the muscle, picking up speed and increasing pressure until my face was
pressed so tightly into his ass that I couldn't breath through my
nose. Shaen put a hand behind him and pulled open the other cheek,
spreading himself as wide open as his flesh would allow, while my other
hand slipped underneath him and grasped onto his pulsing cock all the while
our moans gathering volume. After a good five minutes my face started to
get a little raw and I needed a break.

"Hand me the lube Shaen," I said. He did as I asked and I slathered up a
middle finger then moved my body so that I could work. I slipped the finger
up, or down if you will, into his tight asshole while I licked at the
underside of his nut sac. His muscle tightened on my finger then he relaxed
as I slowly slipped it in and out of his body. I pressed the finger toward
the front of the cavity, finding his prostate and grazing across it with
each stroke inward. Shaen was moaning loudly at the entirely new sensations
that threatened to tear his body apart. I'd never penetrated him before,
even with a finger so this was all new territory to the cute young teen and
he seemed to be loving it.

"Oh fuck D that feels so good, oh man," he moaned. I added a second finger
to the mix and slowly inserted the two of them, stretching his virgin young
hole even further. As I finger fucked him, Shaen began thrusting his ass
backwards helping to control the movement. My hand was still wrapped around
his rigid teenage shaft so in effect I was stroking him at the same time I
was finger fucking him.

"Oh fuck I'm cum all over hell D if you don't stop. I think you should put
your cock in me before it's too late."

I slowly withdrew my fingers and got to my knees, grabbing the lube and
pouring it on my cock head then smearing down the length of my shaft. I
added some more to Shaen's asshole before positioning myself above
him. With my hand on my cock, I used the back of it to open his cheek,
exposing his hole fully, then put my flesh against his and pushed
gently. It took a moment but finally his muscle gave way and the fat head
of my cock slipped inside Shaen's body, taking away his virginity.

"AAHhhhhhh, stop D," he moaned out. I could tell he was in pain, and
there's no surprise.

"Relax baby boy, breathe slowly," I told him quietly. We stayed in the
position for a solid minute as his body adjusted to the invasion of the
tube monster.

"Ok D," he finally said. I watched, amazed as ever, as his body slowly
accepted my cock, swallowing every inch of me until my pubic hair was
against his skin. His body was exquisitely tight, the pressure on my cock
totally intense. I knew that it wouldn't take me long before I blew my
sperm deep inside of him. Once inside of him I slowly pulled out about half
way then returned to the warmth of bowels.

I fucked him gently, wanting him to enjoy it and soon his grunts of
discomfort turned to moans of pleasure. I pressed and hand on each cheek,
spreading him open and watched as my cock slipped in and out of him, the
skin tight but shiny from lube. I wanted to see his face though, I wanted
to look into the eyes of my young lover, a boy who I realized I was in love
with. I wanted to see his beautiful face when we came, his first time as a
bottom.

"Baby" I whispered, "I want to see your face. Can we move you on your
back?"  He moaned that we could. I was very reluctant to leave him so move
one leg over one of his, changing my angle to a more sideways one than
straight on. That was an interesting position so I threw in a couple of
strokes as long as I was there. The angle caused a different sensation for
Shaen as well and he moaned out loudly as I fucked him from there. I
finally stopped and told him what I wanted him to do and with my help he
lifted his other leg and while slowly turning his body, brought it over my
hunched over body and slowly rolled to his back, all the while I was
adjusting my own body to move with his, my cock still buried deep inside of
him. It's interesting the gymnastics one can achieve while coupled with
another person, as the Kama Sutra, not to mention millions of
practitioners, can attest to. Once Shaen was on his back I moved my other
leg so that I was once again between his creamy smooth thighs.

"That was pretty cool D." I placed my hands on the underside of his thighs,
pushed them open and began fucking him again, slowly moving in and out of
him, bringing his heat level back up, which didn't take a whole lot of
time. I finally decided that it was time to get down to serious fucking so
put his feet flat on my chest, lubed up a hand and stuck it between his
thigh and my mine to grasp onto his cock, which had lost some of it's
hardness. I slather it up with lube then held on and began fucking him
harder. The motion caused his cock to slide in and out of my hand, in
effect jacking him off while I fucked him. I concentrated on the sensitive
head and in less time than it takes to write it, brought him back to full
tumescence.

"Oh God D, Oh God," he moaned out and I knew that his epiphany was only
seconds away. Well, I was ready to cum as too so that worked out just
fine. I began driving into him hard, slamming my cock against the walls of
his bowels while my balls smack against his body.

"OH shit oh fuck oh god oh fuck oh fuck," he moaned out in ragged breathes
and I felt his dick swell in my hand. I moved off the head of his cock as I
felt my balls tighten and begin the sperm transfer process. Shaen's cock
erupted violently, squirt after squirt of thick ropey strands of white
adolescent cum blasted out of his cock head landing everywhere on his upper
torso. I felt my own cock pulse as an equal amount of cum left my body and
entered his, filling up his insides while our moans mixed in the night air
and our juices moved from balls to... Wherever.  I swear, it was the best
sperming I'd had in years. Unfortunately, it was over all too quickly, as
orgasms usually are, for men at least. Our breathing took a while longer,
while we simply stayed in place allowing it to happen. I could feel his
heartbeat as it constricted his asshole on my cock and when I purposely
constricted my cock he commented on the fact that he could feel that as
well, so I faked a couple of coughs, making the constriction even more.

"Gosh D that feels strange," he finally said. I agreed that it did then I
asked him how he was doing.

"I'm great," he said softly, his legs now down, his hands trailing across
my belly. "It hurt at first but then is was okay, then it was great. You
are so good a lover D. I feel really lucky to have you to show me things."
He still had cum drying on his front, some of it starting to run a
little. I told him to hold still and I leaned forward to grab a cleanup rag
from the headboard. I didn't want to uncouple from him just yet and I
supposed that he felt the same way. It wasn't all the difficult since I was
still fairly hard inside of him. I wiped him clean then leaned down and we
kissed, soft little kisses as opposed to a long passionate one.

"Put your arms around my neck then hold on Shaen," I told him. He did as I
asked then I worked at raising myself up and onto my knees, rocking back so
my butt rested on my heels. Shaen wiggled his butt while uttering little
"mmm's" and "aahhh's".

"Gosh that feels good D," he said and I told him it felt pretty good to me
too. I held onto him, my hands moving softly and slowly up and down his
back and onto his ass, feeling the softness of his skin, the developing
muscle underneath. I liked this position after sex, holding my lover close
to me, both of us resting, still connected. He reached behind himself,
touching my cock and balls and feeling where I penetrated him, his fingers
exploring as though to create a picture for him.

"It feels strange but I like it, I wish I could see what it looks like." I
told him that was easy and proceeded to turn us sideways on the bed, then
get my legs out from underneath my ass and stretched out and dropped over
the side of the bed. Once that was done I told him to wrap his legs around
my waist then holding my hands under his ass I stood up. I walked over to
the full length mirror on one of the sliding doors of my closet and turned
so he was facing it then turned slowly the other way. It was difficult for
him to see, which I knew it would be, so I slowly lowered myself to the
floor onto one knee. Shaen put his feet on the floor to take the weight of
me while I sat down with my feet stretched out in front of me, Shaen
lowering his body along with me. We accomplished the feat with my cock
still stuffed up inside of him. I then lay back on the floor while Shaen
straddled me, resting his knees and legs on the floor. From that position
he could look back over his shoulder and see where my cock went inside of
his body.

"Fuck that looks really hot D," he said, running his hand over what little
of my cock wasn't inside his ass as well as feeling my balls. He turned
back around and leaned forward to kiss me and still my cock stayed inside
of him. Needless to say, the extra movements created some fairly intense
pressures on the connecting member which did nothing to reduce the swelling
and in fact, firmed the issue up. None of that was lost on the boy seated
on my lap and in fact his own cock was getting harder once again. He sat
back up and slowly started moving his hips around as well as up and down,
in a random motion, using his hands on my belly for support.

It didn't take long before the moaning started and he began fucking me in
earnest. I put my hands on his hips to help guide him as he moved up and
down on the pole embedded in his ass, my own grunts and groans joining
his. His cock still had some lube on it although it had dried some but hey
I could fix that. I spit into my hand then gripped his shaft and presto,
the lube was back to a functioning medium, allowing Shaen's cock to move
smoothly in and out of my hand. We lasted much longer that time, and why
not, it was the third cum in two hours for both of us.  Shaen did well,
learning to undulate his hips so that my cock moved all about inside of him
but not necessarily in and out of him. Shaen came first that time, sperm
blasting out as it had before only this time landing on my torso, well most
of it did. Some actually hit my chin. He kept up the movement after his
discharge, willing me to cum inside of him a second time. My body didn't
disappoint either of us and soon after Shaen's orgasm mine happened and I
unloaded a second quart of cum inside of him.

Once my cock had dribbled out it's last bit of liquid Shaen fell forward
onto me, kissing me long and hard before laying his head on my shoulder. We
lay that way quietly until m cock finally softened and squished out of his
ass, causing him to moan in disappointment. I knew what he was feeling as I
often felt the same way when a cock finally left my body, a sense of loss,
which he articulated.

"Oh man that feels weird not having your cock inside me any more D, like
I'm missing something." I rolled him over so we lay on our sides facing
each other.

"I know baby boy. I know exactly what you mean." We lay there for awhile
longer, eyes closed sometimes, open at others, giving each other little
pecks on the lips or just laying there. Finally Shaen piped up with,

"I think I'm leaking D. I think your cum is leaking out my butt." Nothing
unusual there. I got up from the floor and pulled Shaen up with me then
headed into the shower where we cleaned off and out, and he talked about
what it felt like being fucked and how much he liked it, before returning
to my bed. We lay there quietly, content as lover often are with each
other. Shaen finally broke the silence.

"You know when we were talking earlier, I kinda lied to you D, about
auntie. She knows that we're lovers. It came up about three days ago, that
night you had the meeting and you came home later than usual remember?" I
nodded my head, all sense of afterglow rapidly dissipated and a sense of
dread filled my belly. The boy had my undivided attention. I waited.

"I guess I was sort of anxious about you coming home so I could come over,
looking out the window every five seconds or so and she said it was almost
like a boy waiting for his girlfriend or something. I turned and looked at
her and I guess I did it too fast, or had a strange look on my face or
something. We stared at each other for a long time without saying anything
then she nodded her head and said,

"You and D are having sex aren't you?"

"I waited then nodded my head and told her it wasn't what she thought, that
I practically started it, that it was great and that I thought I might even
love you. She didn't want to believe it at first but after we talked awhile
she said she understood, that she had thought for some time that you might
be gay cause of never seeing you with girls, only guys coming and
going. She said that the thing was that she had known you for some time and
knew that you were a good man and besides she said that I had changed quite
a bit since hanging around with you and it was all for the good, that I
seemed so happy and not so moody and stuff. We talked about whether or not
my mood stuff had to do with being gay or thinking I was, or stuff like
that.

Anyway, she said I was old enough to decide on my own about my sex life. I
asked her about maybe moving over here and living with her so you and I
could be together more. She wanted to know what you thought about it and I
said we hadn't discussed it so she said I better bring it up with you
before making any kind of plans; that you might not want to be in a
relationship. She made some comments about the age difference then just
stopped talking and when I asked her what she said that when she was my age
she'd gotten involved with man much older than she was so she didn't have
room to judge it although her situation didn't work out for very long.

We talked some more about how you treat me and what it's like when we're
together and I told her all about it D. She knows that you aren't taking
advantage of me or anything bad. She laughed and said that you couldn't be
treating me bad cause of the smile I always had on my face now. Anyway,
it's okay D. She says I gotta figure it out with my mom though because she
doesn't want me moving over here with a big secret going on. She said that
maybe we should work up to it, that maybe I could come over more this
summer and for a weekend once a month after school starts and maybe over
school breaks. If it all works out okay we could think about me moving at
spring break or when school is out.

I listened to all this, my belly slowly settling.

"Is it okay that I did that D, are you mad at me?" His voice became small
and soft and my heart went out to him. In a way I was relieved that Keiko
knew. It certainly solved the problem of Shaen spending so much time with
me. Of course it could have all gone the other direction and she could have
flipped out called the police and kinds of other unsatisfactory things. But
it didn't work out that way so I was okay and I told Shaen that.

"No baby, I'm not angry with you. You did what you thought was right and it
turned out okay. Keiko is right though, about you spending more time on
this island as well as working it out with your mother. She's got to know
or else it could cause a great deal of problems. We talked some more, both
of us getting sleepier and I told him he should probably be getting back to
Keiko's. He smiled and said he didn't have to go, that she said he could
spend his last night with me.

"I hope that's okay D that I did that." I hugged to me, kissed him fiercely
and told him I was glad that he did. Out talk dwindled down and just as I
was about to go under I heard him whisper, "I love you D."

"I love you too Shaen." And I did.

I woke the next morning with him backed into me and one arm draped over his
waist, sort of holding him. That was awesome as all hell, waking up to a
cute boy that I had fallen in love with. I got up and padded to the
bathroom then headed out to the kitchen to make coffee. Shaen joined me
about half way through my third cup, coming into the room with nothing on,
his cock swinging gently as he walked. I thought to myself that it would be
easy waking up to that every morning. He leaned down and kissed me then
retrieved a glass of juice from the fridge. We elected to forgo a morning
workout since he had to leave fairly early so went back to bed and made
love one more time, Shaen entering me, holding my legs back and driving
into me with incredible force. When he came he practically scream out as he
rammed into me even harder. Afterwards we lay side by side, looking into
each others eyes, gently petting each other's face. A single tear left one
of his eyes and he said.

"I'm so glad I found you D. My life is so good now, I feel so awesome
good. I know I'm gonna do well in school, play football and all kinds of
stuff all because of you. I love you so much.  Finally the time came for
him to leave, so we showered, hugged and kissed and all that stuff and then
he was gone.  About two hours later there was a knock at my door and I
found Keiko standing there. I was a little stunned but invited her in and
we sat down in the living room. She looked around, nodded her head and
said,

"Nicely done D, nicely done. So, I know that Shaen told you he talked to me
and frankly I was disturbed by it but didn't let on to him. The fact is
though, that his time with you has changed him dramatically, all for the
better so I need to set my own thoughts aside and move forward. I'm willing
to go along with his spending more time with me in order to spend time with
you with the goal of his eventually moving her to live with me. I'm
concerned about the age difference D, he's just a boy and you're a grown
man. I wonder at how long you can put up with that. I don't want Shaen to
get hurt. Oh, I know we all get hurt especially in matter like these but I
need to know that you are going to be fully responsible for my nephew's
health and well being."

I nodded my head and told her that I understood her concerns. "I came out
when I was fourteen, have been sexually active since then. While I shall
spare you the details, I've been with my share of boys and men. Never, not
one time, have I told someone I loved them, until last night. I do love him
Keiko. I am very committed to that boy. I can't tell you exactly why,
considering the amount of people I've been with, because I don't quite get
it myself but there it is. I will never hurt him and I will do everything
in my power to protect him as much as I can." My voice became choked with
emotion, surprising me as much as my guest.

She looked at me a long time without speaking then stood up. "I believe
that D. I honestly believe that." She thanked me and left.

Over the next few months Shaen and I talked on the phone a couple times a
week. He came back over for another two week stay, during which he spent
almost the entire time at my house, or at least the nights. We even had
Keiko over for dinner one night, which helped put her mind at ease. Shaen
and I were completely ourselves around her and by that I mean,
demonstrative in our feelings without being gross about it. Later she said
a blind man could see how we felt about each other. Shaen became an even
more adept lover, learning to enjoy being a bottom as well as a top. We'd
pretty much covered the sexual gamut so it became a matter of experimenting
with places. Sex in the back yard became a regular thing. I started giving
him driving lessons but drew the line at his taking my bike out, telling
him I'd get him one of his own first.

School started and he made varsity running back ending up on the state
dream team and catching the eye of college scouts. I flew to the big island
for a few of his games, cheering wildly whenever he did something
special. I met his mother when I was invited for Thanksgiving dinner. Of
course he finally told her that he was gay, about me and our relationship
but not letting on the Keiko had known all along. She was very protective
of her boy but we hit it off very well and we both received her blessing as
well as her mother's, the senior member of the family. Needless to say the
rest of Shaen's family did not know about us as we used Keiko as a cover,
letting them think that she and I were dating.

Shaen came over one weekend a month and during school breaks he spent at
least half his time with me. The school year came to a close and with it,
Shaen's move to O'ahu. The plan was for him to spend most of June with me,
July with his mom, then back with me to start school in early august, not
to mention trying out for the school football team although that was pretty
much a shoo in. He would go home one weekend a month and during school
breaks, just like he had with me only in reverse, and of course we were
planning on having his mother come visit as frequently as well.

"I am so excited D," he told me on the phone the night before his
flight. "I miss you so much and I'm so looking forward to living there with
you."

"I know baby boy, I pretty excited too. I can hardly wait until I get home
from work tomorrow to see you." I had an important meeting that could not
be stalled off so Keiko was picking Shaen up from the airport and taking
him home...to my house. He'd had his own key for months already. After all,
it was his home too.

We talked some more then he said he needed to go finish packing and he'd
see me the next day.

I woke up to a loud and persistent knocking on my door and glancing at my
clock saw that it was a little after two in the morning. I threw on a robe
and went to the door, opening it to find Keiko there, tears streaming down
her face and shaking almost uncontrollably.

And I knew then. Knew that all the plans that Shaen and I had made were not
to be.

He'd gone out with friends, she said. One last time with his buddies, a
couple of them boys he'd grown up with. Pickup trucks are very common in
the islands so consequently the open bed generally carried passengers who
couldn't fit in the cab of the truck. There were five of them in the back,
playing Uke and singing as they went from place to place visiting other
friends, Shaen saying his g'byes.  Apparently their truck was hit head on
by another, larger truck who was passing on a blind corner. All five kids
in the truck were thrown clear from the impact, Shaen had gone head first
into a large hunk of lava rock. He died instantly, along with another boy
in the back as well as the driver of their truck. Alcohol had been
involved, although not with Shaen and his friends.

There is nothing else to tell. I'm sure that any reasonable individual can
fairly well figure out the rest, about how I felt, what happened to the
driver who caused the death of my beloved boy. I don't need to retell all
that or how long it took for me to pull myself back together, although it's
been three years and I still cry about it sometimes. Shaen was a wonderful,
fun, energetic, loving and lovable boy. I would like to think that I'll
find someone else some day but right now, I seriously doubt it.