Date: Tue, 13 Nov 2018 21:55:27 +0100 (CET)
From: jadam30@tutanota.com
Subject: Showing off       (gay adult youth)

I have often thought about telling the story of my boyhood experiences but
never seemed to get round to it, that is unit now. So below is true events
about my sexual awakening.Feedback welcome jadam30@tutanota.com
<mailto:jadam30@tutanota.com>



I first got interested in cock in the 1980s when, at about the age of 9, I
found a gay magazine and was immediately fascinated by the pictures of men
and young teenagers with erections.

I found the magazines while walking home from the beach one day when I
stopped for a rest in a shelter that was cut into the rocks. This was a
common in UK coastal towns, there were a few of these rest areas, with
benches inside, cut into the rock face along a steep path heading back from
the beach.

As I sat down on the bench I noticed a few magazines next to me with a
newspaper on top. I removed the newspaper and was amazed to see on the
front cover of the first magazine a picture of a naked man standing on a
tree trunk. I opened up the magazine and found not only more pictures of
naked men and teenagers but they all had erections! It was the first time I
had seen an erection other than my own!

I felt excitement pulse through me and my own little dick stiffened as I
looked at the pictures of those big cocks. Quickly I shoved the magazines
in the front of my top and headed home at a fast pace looking forward to
studying them more closely in my bedroom. I remember finding it difficult
to walk fast due to my erection in my pants.

When I got home I ran up to my bedroom and found a good hiding place for
the magazines, then I had to sit through an agonizing dinner with my
parents before bedtime, my mind constantly drifting back to the pictures of
those big cocks that were waiting for me to view just upstairs.

At last in my bedroom I was able to study the pictures in great detail. In
the days and weeks that followed I would view them again and again as I lay
in bed. I fantasized about having my own photo taken naked, being in the
magazine and having the chance to see and touch the men's beg erections.By
the time I was around 10 or 11 years old I was even more obsessed. I
started to go swimming at the local pool just so I could see other naked
boys and men in the changing rooms and showers. I would always end up
spending more time in the changing rooms than the pool! I remember the
sheer excitement I would feel, just walking into the changing rooms and
seeing men's and boy's cocks. My heart would start beating so hard and I
would get an instant erection. After a short time of just looking I decided
to risk showing off my own stiff little penis. I was obviously a bit
nervous of the reaction I would get, but was soon relieved to discover
that, far from running off and telling the pool management that there was a
strange boy showing off his erection in the changing room, most of the
other boys, and especially the older teens and men, would just happily
stare at me and many moved closer for a better view.The first real
encounter I had was with a guy in his 30's. He was good looking, tall with
dark hair and broad shoulders. He'd been standing over near the showers
with just a towel wrapped around him , watching other men and boys
changing, when I noticed him looking at me, then a moment later, he
approached me. When he got close he opened up the front of the towel he had
wrapped around his waist and showed me his large, erect cock. I stood there
frozen, like the proverbial deer in the headlights, and just stared at his
erection. It was truly huge (just over 8" he would proudly tell me later)
uncut, with a thick shaft and a fuzz of dark hair around the base. He also
had dark hair on his chest that ran down to a thin point towards his belly
button, my mind began spinning. The thing I had long fantasized about
seeing, a real live adult hard cock, was now right in front of my eyes.Once
id seen it he quickly covered himself back up before anyone could notice
him showing me."Let's go into one of the changing stalls," he
suggested. "That way we can get a better look at each other."Nervously, and
excitedly, I put my trunks back on and quickly went into a changing
cubicle. He followed me in.As soon as he was in he shut the door behind him
and pulled his towel completely off. He was now totally naked with his
erection jutting out in front of him. I just stared as he started stroking
himself."You like it? he asked me."yes" I answered awkwardly."You know, you
are the reason it's so hard?" he said. "seeing you, seeing your naked body,
is what got my cock so stiff in the first place."The idea that someone had
gotten an erection from seeing me naked excited me very much."I'd really
like to see it again", he continued, excitedly. "Is that ok? Can you show
me? I really wanna see it". He sounded almost desperate to see me naked
again.I'd never had anyone so interested in me and I was actually quite
thrilled by the idea so I agreed.He had me stand on the changing bench and
as soon as I was on it, he reached up and pulled my swim trunks down,
exposing my naked body once more. The moment my hairless boy cock sprang
out of my trunks his breathing noticeably quickened and became more
labored. I could see his cock start to twitch as he looked at me and within
moments a long drool of pre-cum was leaking from the end. It all turned me
on so much, I was so aroused to be standing there, exposed and naked in
front of this man, who was staring at me with this hungry look as he was
admiring my smooth, hairless body in a way no one had ever before.As he
looked at me he began stroking his cock again and saying how hot my body
was and how naked boys got him so excited. The more he talked, the more he
began stroking himself faster and faster. I could see he was working up to
something, and then he started to shake."Watch this", he said, his
breathing growing more laboured, "Watch the end of my cock."He thrust his
hips forward and moaned and a moment later he started to cum! He ejaculated
hard, firing off his load of man juice right in front of me. I will never
forget the sight of his cum shooting up in the air and the sound it made as
it splashed on the tiled floor and the warm sensation as a couple of spurts
landed on my inner thigh. I was almost in shock as he ejaculated. Even
though I had seen pictures in the gay magazines of men shooting cum I
didn't realise it would come out with such force and quantity. (I also knew
about cum from the pop song at the time by Frankie Goes To Hollywood,
"Relax" which had us young boys talking about cum.)Once he was finished and
calmed himself down he thanked me and asked if I had enjoyed the show. When
I said yes he sat down beside me and began to ask me about my interest in
cock. He said he noticed me showing off my cock and looking at others and
asked if I would like to see more. I was still very excited and told him I
was very interested in men's and boys cocks, especially when they were
erect, but that apart from the pictures in the magazines, his was the first
real erection and cum I had ever seen. He asked about when I came to the
pool and if I was always alone. I explained that my mum did charity work
for a company down the road for two hours every sunday, and that's when she
would drop me off and pick me up from the pool.

He then thanked me again, told me his name was Alex, and said he hoped to
meet up again the following week as he was sure he could arrange for me to
see some more cock if I was interested. He then wrapped his towel back
around his waist ruffled my hair and left the cubicle.

I was left still in a state of awe at what had just happened, with my still
stiff 3" boy penis feeling like it was going to explode at the thought of
seeing more real cock and cum next week. Then I was suddenly brought back
to reality as I heard my mum's voice calling from the changing room
doorway, asking me to hurry up as I was late. On the way home in the car my
mum was talking to me but I could hardly concentrate as all I could think
about was Alex's cock, how big and thick it was, and him shooting cum.

That night I brought myself to dry orgasm by stroking my cock as Alex had
done rather than my usual method of humping and thrusting against the
mattress.That was the first time I encountered an adult cock as a boy but
as it turned out, that was only the beginning.

I began seeing Alex every Sunday in the changing rooms after my swim and
during the second time he said that if I would like to see another cock he
had a friend I could meet. I agreed and with that Alex told me to wait in
the changing cubicle and he would be back shortly.After about 10 minuets of
waiting he returned, shut the door behind him and suggested we both get
naked while we waited. Alex again had me stand on the bench, pulled down my
trunks and then had me step out of them, fully exposing my naked body and
little erect boy cock to him. Again I noticed his breathing quicken and he
pulled down his own trunks and removed them exposing his fully erect huge
cock to me again.

My vision, transfixed on his cock, was suddenly broken by a soft knock on
the door. Alex held a finger to his lips for me to quiet as there were
other people in the changing rooms outside, then he opened the door and to
my shock in came one of the lifeguards from the pool!

My face must have been a picture of panic. I thought someone must have
reported us and we had been caught! But the lifeguard just smiled at me,
taking in my naked body and shutting and locking the door behind him.  He
shook hands with Alex and spoke quietly, saying he would have to be quick
as he only on a 15 minute break. I was not only surprised by the lifeguard
but also as to who it was as I had seen him at the pool all the time and he
seemed to be a real ladies man. He was in his early 20's, good looking,
athletic build, with blonde hair that had highlights in it and styled in a
very fashionable way for the time.

I was sure he was going out with one of the girls who worked at the
reception desk as I had often seen them flirting together and once had seen
them leaving together, hand in hand. When he was by the pool he often had a
couple of teenage girls hanging around him to the point that I often
wondered if he would even notice if someone was drowning.

He didn't seem at all fazed by the fact that Alex was standing there naked
with an erection in the same cubicle as a naked boy. In fact he just looked
at me again and said "wow!"

He introduced himself as Gavin then immediately began to hastily remove his
uniform. As he pulled his top off I noticed the bulge of his cock pushing
out the front of his shorts and when he pulled them down his stiff cock
sprang free with such force that it made an audible slap as it hit his
stomach.

My own body began to tingle all over as I found myself being ogled by two
naked men standing in front of me slowly stroking their stiff
cocks. Gavin's cock was not as big or fat as Alex's but it was still an
impressive sight.  It pointed off at a slight angle to one side with a
small amount of trimmed, dark blonde hair at the base of his rigid shaft.

Both men continued to stroke themselves and I joined them, stroking my now
achingly stiff little penis as my eyes darted between each of the men's
drooling cocks.

"You know," said Gavin as he checked his watch, "It feels even better when
someone else touches your cock."

Then Gavin and Alex started to stroke each others cocks whilst I
watched."Wanna find out how good this feel?" Alex asked with a smile.

All I could do was nod in response. My mouth had gone dry and my heartbeat
was thumping at the thrilling thought that I was about to touch a real
erect cock, just like the ones I'd seen in the magazine pictures.

Alex reached out and ran his finger up and down my rigid, smooth boy
shaft. He let out a little moan, then took it in his hand and started to
stroke me and fondle and squeeze my smooth tight ball sac. No sooner had he
let go of my cock to run his hands over my chest and nipples than his hand
was immediately replaced by Gavin's. My body naturally gyrated in response
to their touch and my hips thrust as they both explored every inch of my
naked young body.

Gaven checked his watch again, then breathlessly whispered "God I'm
close. I need to cum."



With that he guided me off the bench so I stood on the floor in front and
between them both. He put one of my hands on his cock and the other on
Alex's. I stood there with a throbbing man cock in each hand, stroking up
and down. Alex had his own hand in his mouth, biting down to stop himself
from moaning out to loudly as Gaven stared almost in a trance like state
with his mouth open, letting out short gasps.

By now both men were leaking copious amounts of warm slimy pre-cum that
smeared my hands and made their shafts slippery to the touch. I remember
not only how I could feel the extreme hardness of their cocks mixed with a
softness to the touch, but also the heat I felt in my hands from them
both. After a short time Gavin broke from his trance, covered his mouth and
moaned as his cock erupted with cum spurting from this pulsating cock!

II felt every splash of his warm creamy seed as it landed on my chest and
stomach! Within seconds I felt even more warm seed hit me as Alex
ejaculated over me as well, mixing his cum with Gavin's on my body.

I was left dazed by the sexual feelings in me after what I had just
witnessed and done. I could feel the cooling sperm from both men as it ran
down my cum streaked torso following the v down my body, and a tickling
sensation as it reached my hairless cock and balls. My cock felt like it
was going to burst from stiffness when Alex took it in his hand rubbing
their mixed cum all over my boy rod and stroked me to the most amazing and
intense orgasam of my young life.

Gavin quickly go dressed back in his uniform, thanked me and said he had
better get back on duty before someone missed him.

Alex stayed and got dressed and suggested I had better have a shower before
going home. He also said that if I could keep this a secret then he could
get me a lot more cock to see and feel, if that's what I wanted.

I assured him that was exactly what I wanted, that this was the most fun
and exciting thing I had ever experienced and wanted to carry on doing even
more

I continued to meet Alex at the pool on Sundays and occasionally Gavin as
well, when he could get away for a break and enjoy a quick cum. They both
gradually took things further with me over the weeks that followed. Soon
they were eagerly sucking on my boy cock while I learnt to suck their large
members, first taking their creamy ejaculate over my face, then into my
mouth. Alex seemed to get the most pleasure from shooting his load over me
whereas Gavin prefered it when I swallowed his load.After a couple of
months or so Alex said he wanted to get me to experience a wider selection
of cocks. He said that though a lot of guys would jump at the chance to
have a sexual experience with a young boy but you could not just walk up to
a guy and ask if he would like to show his stiff cock to a naked 11-year
old boy in a changing cubicle, so he said he had a plan to make sure they
got the right guys.

He showed me a pair of swim trunks he brought along and asked me to wear
them. When I looked I could see right away that they were definitely meant
for boys younger than me. I also noticed he had cut out the lining from the
inside. Because he asked me to wear them I went ahead and tried them
on. Not only were they very tight, but because he had cut out the lining,
the outline of my cock was clearly visible, putting it on display almost as
if I were naked and leaving nothing to the imagination when I wore them.He
said he wanted me to wear then in the pool. When I did, he explained, he
and Gavin, the lifeguard, would keep an eye out for guys that were clearly
checking me out, then approach them and let them know what changing cubicle
I would be in after swimming. I would wait in the cubicle until there was a
knock at the door and then one of the guys they had spotted would come
in. He made it clear that I was totally free to decide what I wanted to do
with them. I could choose to do nothing at all with them, or I could let
them look at me naked while they stroked themselves to ejaculation, which
he assured me many men would be more than happy to do. Or, if I wanted,
could go right through to mutual stroking and sucking.

I had often told Alex that I would like to see more real erections and men
spurting their cum and the fact that this might now become real filled me
with nervous excitement.  I also found wearing the trunks exciting as it
was another way of showing myself off and loved the looks I would
attract.The first few times we did this I would just stand naked on the
bench with an erection while the guys wanked their cocks off in front of
me.  After I got more confident things moved on to touching, rubbing and
sucking. I was fine with all this.  It felt great to be the center of
attention.  Some of the guys were so grateful that afterwards they would
tell me how I had made their dreams and fantasies come true.  After I had
been in the cubicle with a man Alex would want to know every detail of what
we did and sometimes he would join and watch.I had varied experiences
ranging from a boy a bit younger than me, an over excited teenager who blew
his load within seconds of me touching him, a guy whose stiff cock started
spurting cum without either me or him touching it as he took pictures of my
stiff little rod with a Polaroid instant camera, through to much older
experienced guy's who could expertly hold on to their cum until they had
received their full pleasure and desires. A few of these guys had some odd
requests. One guy had me keep my trunks on and then would push his cock up
inside them through the leg hole. He would then thrust his cock until he
would cum flooding the inside of my trunks with his juice while I was
wearing them! One thing I noticed that virtually most of the men shared was
no matter how confident they seemed at first, they almost turned to jelly
as my naked body and stiff boy penis was exposed to them to touch and suck
as they pleased and the realisation dawned on them that I was really going
to suck their cock. Some would literally shake with excitement and stammer
when they spoke, also most regardless of cock size from smaller to overly
large would tell me there size just before or as they fed it to me.

II kept this going until I was 12 and started secondary school. At that
point homophobia was common among my peers and I was worried if I ever got
discovered my life at school would become hell.I still look back on those
times with excitement and often get hard just thinking about what I got up
to as a boy.If there is any interest I would be happy to write in more
detail about and share some of my experiences in the cubicle. So please
contact me and let me know or just let me know what you would have done
with me had you gotten an invite to see me then!

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