Date: Tue, 22 Jun 2021 08:07:37 +0000 From: dan.rowknot93@protonmail.com Subject: Sublime Taboo Encounters (Gay Adult youth) Sublime Taboo Encounters I've heard authors describe that a story just appears in their head, practically fully formed. Almost every sentence, every subplot. The whole Shebang. To be honest I'd never experienced this before. Not until this story. This story, the character Simon just walked into my head, kicked a can around in my brain, and said "Yeah it'll do! Hey Dan; I've got a story for you; fancy writing it for me?" And there it was, the story in its entirety including all the extra bits. So I hope you enjoy it. Some of the feedback I have received on previous stories has been a question if a story is actually based on true life events; and whilst this is positive, (and i'm glad, because it indicates that I must be getting it about right, and my characters are believable.) However I maintain that all my story plots are completely fictional. But there are some parts that come from my own real life experiences, either as an adult or as a child. Nifty is a fantastic resource, and one that hopefully can keep going for many more years. If you read either this story or any on nifty and have found a level of enjoyment in them please send them a tip here. http://donate.nifty.org This can be done completely anonymously. At the end of the day, we all have a reputation to uphold. ***** There was a knock on the cubicle door. "Can I come in?" A muffled, kind of quiet voice, almost a whisper, inquired from the main area of the public toilet block, from the other side of the cubicle door where I was sitting. I unlocked the door and opened it. In front of me stood a boy. Like, holy shit! A real life boy. A boy who looked no older than fourteen and I have to admit that was me being generous! He might have only been eleven. ***** Back in the early nineties I had secured a place on a youth training scheme, now you'd call them a modern apprenticeship. I was learning on the job to be an electrician. In reality that meant I was their wire monkey. I was a light, nimble twenty one year old, perfect for climbing into tight spaces to run the wiring for my boss to connect up at each end. It's something I'm glad I did, without it I'm sure I would have drifted from job to job all my adult life. The firm I had my placement with worked all over the country; mainly wiring newly built office blocks that were springing up at the time. This particular day the job had gone tits up. The stock that we needed was on a van that had broken down, on its way to us, and now everything we needed wouldn't be delivered until the following day. We'd done all the other jobs that we could do, but in the end there was no other choice. At two thirty in the afternoon we downed tools and my boss gave me the rest of the afternoon off. So I now had a few hours on my hands to fill. I couldn't even go back into the bed and breakfast as they had a no guests policy throughout the day. 'Great!' I thought, kind of sarcastically 'Absolutely terrific! Now what am I going to do? The boss had gone off to play a round of golf. "You don't play golf do you Dan?" It was his parting remark, but it wasn't really like an invite, more a statement of fact. Sort of like, well he knew I didn't play golf. He also knew I had absolutely nothing to do for the rest of the afternoon, but didn't really want me tagging along with him at the golf course. Not that I really knew how to play golf anyway; even the idea seemed completely uninspiring. "No, I'll be alright." I assured him. "I fancy a wander around the town anyway." I'd actually had a wander around the town the night before, after we'd arrived, and my boss had dropped me off at the cheapest bed and breakfast he could find. (He always booked himself into a much nicer, more expensive hotel.) The town had been pretty much closed for the night. Just a usual, medium sized, English town at ten o'clock in the evening, the usual shopping mall and a few pubs, nothing special. I noticed it was a bit busier on that day with more people around and all the shops were open. I briefly considered a beer. I even stuck my head into one of the pubs, but the four guys sitting at the bar, obviously regulars, gave me the unwelcoming 'Don't come in here lad, this pub's not for you.' Sort of look. I left it. I didn't really fancy a pint anyway. I kind of had a notion of what I was going to do. I'd found last night what I thought was the town's cottage. This was a regular thing for me which I did at every town we visited. I'd scoped the place out the previous evening and even from my brief visit was certain it was. And like a moth drawn to a light bulb, that was where I was heading. Every town has at least one cottage, occasionally two, but mainly just the one. (Well they did back in the nineties; nowadays most of the cottages are either shut down or attendant controlled.) But back then, every town had one toilet block for blokes like me; blokes who wanted an anonymous, sexual encounter. A no strings attached, no name, no commitment, no nothing; just an uncomplicated quick wank, or blow job; and even for some, a quick fuck. It didn't matter. Just a random sexual act How this worked I never really knew, How did we know? How did I know? But somehow, every town I visited, and given the way the firm I was an apprentice for, travelled up and down the country; I ended up visiting a lot of different towns. So after I'd get checked into the guest house the firm would book me into. , my next quest was always to find the town's cottage. I know now I wasn't the only person that would explore a town in this manner. I found this particular town's cottage just as it was closing. There was a council utility van parked outside. The Council worker leaning on his van rolling a cigarette. At least the gate was still open "Oh I'm desperate for a piss mate." I exclaimed. "Can I go in?" I wasn't really desperate, I just wanted to have a quick look in. The cleaner stood by and allowed me in. "If you're still in there when I've finished me fag I'm locking you in." He said jokingly. I stood at the urinals and took my dick out. I just stood there, taking in my surroundings listening to the slow dripping tap. 'Bingo.' I thought. Somehow I just knew it was the place. I fastened up, washed my hands and left. Making a mental note to myself to come back tomorrow; as soon as I'd finished work. "Thanks." I nodded to the cleaner as I left. So no surprise to anyone, that's where I was heading. What did surprise me, whilst on route there was discovering the town had an adult only shop. A sex shop in other words. I'd missed it the night before on my wanders. It was located as they always are, down a shady side alley. I was just walking past this alleyway when the smallest of signs alerted me to its presence. Adults only shop read the sign, with a small almost apologetic arrow underneath it. I went in just for a nosey really, curiosity getting the better of me. Growing up in a small village, I hadn't come across one before. The allure in comparison to reality was a bit disappointing. It was predominantly hetrosexual. No gay section at all. Not that I was out yet; well not publicly out anyway. Not even out to my parents, or to any close friends. It's said that the first person you ever have to come out to is yourself. Laugh out loud. That was it. That was as far as I'd got, and even then I wasn't a hundred percent that I wanted to fit that label. I did buy something at the shop though. I bought three small bottles of liquid gold, room odourisers. Shit. I even remember the price. It was three bottles for £8.50. I'd been introduced to poppers, one night in a club in Manchester. The nightclub had sold them behind the bar. It seemed that night that every other person had bought a bottle, and they just seemed to get passed between us revellers. I'd watched how others would unscrew the cap, stuff the open bottle under their nose, and inhale. Then a bottle was passed to me. I'd found that they were great to dance to at the club, making the bass line pump in your head. It was while experimenting at home I found that they aroused me too. I'd turned my stereo off at that point, lay on my bed, my erection throbbing wildly. I wanked off; sniffing from the bottle at the same time. Wow! What an orgasm! A week later my Mum had found them in my room and got rid of them; giving me the lecture of never bringing drugs into her house ever again! That was it. That was the last time I'd used them. I'd not seen them for sale anywhere since. So finding them in that sex shop felt like a win. I was excited at the prospect of using them again. I had a better place to hide them now as well. ********* Myself, Simon and Martin It was around three that afternoon that I climbed the hill, to where the toilet block stood, nearly at the top, next to the recreation ground. WhenI entered the building the place was less dim than it was last night. Over to my right stood the row of urinals. It had a long, frosted glass window above it, daylight streaming in through it, giving the cool interior a cheery light. The wash hand basin and a dryer on the wall, next to the urinals, close to the exit, where I was standing. To the left stood the two empty cubicles, both with the doors ajar. I took the first one, locking the door behind me. That was a novelty in itself, actually finding a toilet block with operational door locks was a rarity. Anyone who has ever been cottaging knows sometimes you just have to sit and wait, as long as you're patient; somebody would usually come in. Normally the most you'd have to wait would be twenty minutes, thirty absolute tops! I took what had become my custom seat when I was cottaging; sitting down on the closed toilet seat lid. I took a bottle of popper's out of my pocket, and using my room key I eagerly perforated the plastic wrapper that sealed the bottle. It's always a fiddly task to do this, but eventually I was able to press in and unscrew the child safety cap and took my first small sniff of the weird smelling vapour. Fresh poppers, I thought. Relaxing, remembering the feeling of them from the first time I'd tried them. The smell almost transported me straight back to that club, with the music blasting. I felt the warm, slightly fuzzy feeling, as my heartbeat quickened in my chest, heightening all my senses, and arousing me at the same time. The toilet block was still empty. I looked around the graffiti covered walls and door of my cubicle; I started to read some of it. A lot of it was 'If you want your cock sucked, be here at such and such a time and date, but they were all expired and no use to me. Spaced in between those cock sucking date requests were stories. They were written on the wall in various colours of permanent marker. Good, well written stories too, they were my introduction to erotic literature, and today would be more than likely shared on Nifty, but back then in the early nineties there was no internet. My eyes glanced at a single sheet of toilet paper that was being held on the wall with a dab of dried spittle at the top. It was covering a massive glory hole, not so much of a glory hole as an actual cock sized hole. I gently moved the sheet to one side, and stood up. It was at exactly the right height for me, I unfastened my trousers and took my cock out, visually measuring it against the circumference of the hole, and the position I'd need to stand in to be able to put it through the hole. It would definitely fit, I thought. It might be a bit snug if I had an erection though. Hearing footsteps entering the toilet block, I quickly sat back down on the toilet seat, holding my breath. You get this initial feeling of excitement, well I did anyway. I listened as the person's footsteps, whoever it was, crossed the floor swiftly and went into the second cubicle, there was now only an inch of the partition wall between us. He closed and latched his door behind him. I waited. You always had to wait. There's always that brief period where you never know what the guy is in there for. You had to check, I had to wait, just to make sure. To make sure that they weren't in there to genuinely use the toilet. I kept very quiet, and still. I was listening for any sort of sign, trying to catch a glimpse under the partition wall. I had a feeling this time that the guy was in there for some cock fun, and I was right. There was a brief interlude and then the start of a primitive sort of communication. I heard the guy shuffling, I could tell that he was making deliberate movements from the other side of the wall, just subtle changes to the shadows on the toilet floor. Then there was a foot tap, and then he gave a gentle pretend cough. The language of toilet blocks. It's like a gay blokes mating call, just like any other mating call from any species known. I gave my quick double cough in return. "He-heh!" I faked. Giving my foot a tap close to the gap under the partition almost playing footsie with the leather shoe I could spy there. Both of our feet are almost touching under the partition wall. I leaned forward in my seat moving my head, trying to see the guy through the hole, but to no avail. Whoever it was had sat purposely in such a way that they could keep their identity, and everything else anonymous. All I could see was the opposite wall. I moved my position slightly, trying to get a better view. That was when two fingers appeared at the hole, resting at the lower circumference, they moved back and forth. It's another unmistakable sign. It's an invitation. 'Come on.' it says. 'Stick your cock through the hole. I want to see it.' It's an obvious invite. Who was I to deny this? I moved into position and guided my semi erect cock towards the hole, feeling a nice soft warm pair of hands, as they gently pulled me through from the other side. I stiffened out fully as the unknown person's hands helped manipulate me through. 'Time to heighten my experience a bit, I thought, and took another sniff of poppers. I felt the guy playing with my cock which was now stuck through the wall. This is a weird one you know? It's like the ultimate cock disattachment. You can't see the other guy, see what he looks like or what he's doing, and he could do anything to you, even something unpleasant, and that risk. That risk somehow changes things. It makes it more arousing. I guess this is the same reason why some people like to be blindfolded and tied down in sex. You get that rush of adrenaline. That loss of power and control. This guy seemed alright though. His soft hands were very gentle, pulling my foreskin back and forth. I sighed with pleasure, just those simple sensations of having another person touching my dick. As I was fully stood up, I was practically kissing the wall with my lips. My dick shoved completely through the hole, I could feel my balls pressing against the partition. I felt all of that, and then suddenly, without any warning, I felt the warmest mouth engulf my glans, sucking me deeply, and pushing all my buttons, taking me from nought to near one hundred degrees in a couple of seconds. Unexpectedly I found myself almost at boiling point. I knew if I didn't stop the guy fairly quickly, I was that close, I knew I would have cum. The poppers were still hitting my brain cells and that warm mouth. I pulled out quickly. I needed to make the experience last longer. I took a deep breath and squeezed the glans of my penis between my thumb and forefinger, simultaneously thinking of Margaret Thatcher. Huh, the things you have to do to stop an orgasm, but at least it worked. It was time to reciprocate. I wanted to see the other guy's cock as well, give him a little suck, well maybe at least if his cock looked nice and clean. But really you know? Just return the favour. I sat down on the toilet lid and put my finger in the hole, just like he'd done for me, giving him the same sign. I heard the guy standing up. Any second now I was expecting to see his cock appear at the hole, my mouth salivating in anticipation. But instead of that, I heard him pulling up his trousers, and him fastening his belt, and then the unmistakable sound of his zip being pulled up. I knew he was about to leave, and as if to confirm my suspicion he flushed his toilet and unlocked his door. I heard his footsteps as he left the building. Feeling disappointed, wishing that I hadn't stopped my orgasm. I pondered why the guy had left. It happens sometimes. I don't know why. I guess on occasions I've done the same thing. Like sometimes you just go into a cottage to check it out, to see if there's anyone in there. Maybe a quick read of the graffiti, but nol time to engage in anything else. But you still played the ritual. So if there was someone in there you at least got to see their cock. It was all part of the fun. I sat there musing just fondling my dick a bit, when I heard a faint knock at the door. It had been only twenty maybe thirty seconds since I heard the guy leave. Strange. I thought. I hadn't heard anyone else come back in. The other cubicle was still empty, I could see the other door was open through the hole. I sort of assumed that the only person it could be knocking at the door was the guy who had just left. Maybe he hadn't really left, there just hadn't been enough time in-between. I stood up and started to unlock the door. 'Time to reveal what Mr anonymous looks like.' I thought. Hoping that it was going to be somebody fairly good looking, but ready to shut the door quickly if the person wasn't to my taste. I know that sounds horrible, but that was the way it was. I was stunned to see a kid standing there. I quickly clutched my hands, in front of me, covering my dick from his view. In that brief second I had loads of thoughts running through my head. Like what's a kid doing knocking on this toilet door, especially as the other cubicle is still empty. There was an alarm bell ringing in my head. I even briefly considered it might be a raid, kind of expecting the police to dive in from every angle. Time froze. "Can I come in?'' he asked. I looked down at his shoes. The same shoe I'd spied under the wall. I realized then and there that the hot mouth that had just been on the other side of the wall sucking my dick was actually, this completely underage boy who was standing before me. Like shit, he was standing there wearing trousers, shoes, shirt, with tie, and blazer, with the school badge on its pocket. Yeah you got it; full school uniform underage. I stood there in stunned silence, taking in the boy's appearance. A part of me assessing and trying to think of ways of damage limitation. I knew I really should just pull up my trousers and get the hell out of there. Or at least shut the friggin door. I knew I should, but I didn't "Can I come in?" The boy repeated his question again. His voice was still the higher pitch of a boy, but with a little husk behind it, indicating that he was more a young teen, than child, but he still looked like a child. The way his blazer was a little bit too big for him, like it was recently bought for him with the express intention that he would grow into it. If I was any judge I would put him in the first two, may three years at secondary school. He took my silence as an invitation though, because he just came right in, locking the door behind him. " Nice cock mate!" He said, facing me, "Let's see it again." He casually took hold of my hands and moved them out of the way. You know how they say a guy thinks with his cock sometimes? Well if I'm honest I was half thinking with my cock at that time. My first thought was 'Shit he really is underage and I shouldn't be doing this. What the hell do you think you're playing at?' But my second thought or should I say my cock brain's thought was 'Yeah but like, he's already had me in his mouth, and it was hot, like real hot, like I was about to cum hot. And at the time you didn't even realize he was underage. It's not like you're forcing him to do anything; I mean the kid's just locked the door behind him. The boy stepped forward and put his hand on my dick. I had gone soft, but it was only a short matter of time and I responded to his touch. I saw him smelling the air curiously. "Can I smell poppers? He asked. "You got some?" I felt unsure whether I should or not, but felt in my pockets just the same and pulled out the bottle. "Ah yeah!" The boy exclaimed excitedly. "Give us a sniff then?" I passed him the bottle, watching as the lad expertly opened the cap and inhaled deeply. 'So he's done them before then' I thought, with a small sense of relief. The boy took his blazer off and hung it up on a hook on the back of the door, turning back to me. "You want a sniff?" He asked, strangely offering me my own bottle back. I still felt nervous, but aroused at the same time. I took a small sniff and recapped the bottle, placing it back in my pocket and letting the vapour relax me. At the same time the young boy just opened his mouth and started sucking on my cock again. 'It's a strange one.' I thought. 'You just never know who you're going to meet in a cottage.' I was really getting into having the boy sucking me again, such a warm mouth, and a part of me finding the knowledge that it was a boy, made me fully aroused again. Part of the attraction to cottaging is that anonymous, almost seedy risk, the fact that you're in a public space, doing something sexual, means it's already taboo. I felt adrenaline coursing through me, along with testosterone and the other hormones associated with male reproduction. The risk of being caught, somehow heightening my pleasure. I looked down watching the boy as he sucked my cock and the way he was bobbing his head. Looking back now, I'm sure I wasn't as sexually advanced as this boy was, even at that time, standing there in that cottage, let alone when I'd been that young myself. We both froze as we heard the unmistakable sounds of another set of footsteps, as another person approached from outside, and came into the toilet block, their footsteps light on the tiled floor. Both of us stood in suspended animation, like we were playing some sort of bizarre version of musical statues. My brain groaned in frustration. The boy just kept my dick in his mouth, but wasn't moving any. When you're in a cottage in these circumstances you kind of stop what you're doing. There's like this unwritten code to it. You sort of stand there quietly, wishing the new person away. 'Have a piss, and piss off!' I thought, my dick still throbbing in the young teens mouth. What I was not expecting and what I really didn't want to hear was another child's voice posing a question from the other side of the door. "You in here Simon?" It was obvious to me from the way the boy took his mouth off my cock and slowly stood up, that he was indeed Simon. "Shh!' I mouthed to the boy that I now knew as Simon, putting a finger in front of my lips at the same time. "Get rid of him.' I whispered, wafting the back of my hand, to emphasise what I meant. "It's okay." Simon whispered back, smiling at me mischievously. "He's my brother." I sort of collapsed back in a heap, back on my toilet seat, once again clutching my hands over my privates, as I realized that Simon was actually, just casually, opening the door. I felt like a rabbit caught in the headlights 'Jesus!" I cussed under my breath, as the door swung inwards revealing the sight of an even younger looking kid with jet black hair, the same shade as his brothers. He stood there wearing grey shorts, a white short sleeved shirt complete with school tie and trainers. A different uniform than his brother's. It was obvious the local primary school's uniform "I thought you might be doing this." The kid said, smirking at his brother "Let us in then Si." Simon moved over, holding the door open, and letting his brother duck under his outstretched arm. He shut the door, locking it behind him. There were now three of us in the cubicle together. "He's ten and I'm thirteen." Simon said in his half broken voice. Confirming that I'd guessed both their ages about right. I think I realised then that this may well have been pre-planned by the brothers. I couldn't be certain of course, but I think it was. I wasn't really sure what I was feeling. It was definitely more than I'd bargained for when I entered. "Martin. You wanna see the size of this guy's cock!" Simon said. "It's massive!" He looked at me. "Go on then. Show my brother your cock!" I was still sitting on the toilet seat, my hands fully covering my privates. "Ahh look at him. He's gone a bit shy." Simon said to his brother. "Go on, stand up! Show my brother your cock." He said to me. It wasn't a request it was a command. It felt as if I was being hypnotized, like I didn't have any choice in the matter. Sure I wasn't a complete novice with a boy, I'd experimented with a boy a couple of years younger than myself but that was when I was only twelve. I'd have been lying if I didn't admit to re-running those events through my head on occasions. But dammit, I'm an adult now and not meant to think about such things. Let alone do them. Honestly, when I'd entered that cottage twenty minutes ago I'd just assumed it would be either empty and I'd have just had a quiet wank, probably reading some of the stories, and yes I admit it maybe I was more turned on by those stories featuring underage boys, than regular adults. (Not that I knew what that meant back then. It just seemed like it was a part of being gay to me. After all, most of the stories on toilet walls were about underage boys.) Or if there was somebody in there, then maybe, an anonymous hand job, even a blow job from some old bloke. Hell, I might have gotten lucky and met someone under thirty (Ha! Rarely!). But that would have been it. That was all that had happened anytime in the past, and all that I'd expected to happen that day. But this; this was a totally different ball game. "Go on then." Simon urged. He fixed me with another penetrating stare. "Show, my brother, your cock!" I didn't really see a way out of it. 'In for a penny, in for a pound.' I thought. 'I'm probably going to end up in prison for this anyway. I've definitely already got a ticket directly to Hell just from accepting a blow job from a thirteen year old .' I stood up and whilst my erection had subsided a little with the arrival of the smaller boy, it was still over half mast. Martin took hold of it, in his little hands, fondling me. My dick brain totally out voted any logical sense I may have still had up to that point. Whilst I knew this was totally illegal, on so many levels, the tabooness of it was completely arousing me. Watching the young boy pull my skin back, as he played with my dick. I just stiffened out fully, back to a full erection again. "It is big!" Martin said. "It's bigger than Sean's even!" "You betcha." Simon replied "What do you reckon? You reckon you could suck that one Martin?" "Yeah! Easily!" Martin said. He bent forward, opening his mouth wide, heading fast towards my cock. "Hang on!" Simon pulled his brother back by his shoulder. " Not so fast, you should try to play harder to get, than that you know? In any case, we better take your shirt off. You know what adult men produce." He turned his brother to the side and quickly slipped the knot on Martin's tie, then crouching down in front of him started to unbutton his white short sleeved school shirt, taking it off and draping it neatly across the shoulders of his blazer, where he'd hung it. "Naked I think bro, don't you? We don't want to get anything on your school uniform, Mum would be bound to spot a cum stain a mile off. Better just leave your shoes and socks on though; we don't know what's on this floor." He added as an afterthought. He pulled his brother's school shorts down to the floor, but left his white Danger Mouse undies in place; Danger Mouse and Penfold, tented out by the boy's ten year old obvious erection. "Stiff already Martin?" Simon said, gently nudging his brother's dick through his underpants. "You really are a dirty, little boy aren't you? My brother's a total slut." Simon said, looking at me. He gave his brother's tent an affectionate little squeeze, then pulled his brother's undies down and got him to step his shoes through the leg holes of both, leaving him standing there, almost as naked as the day he was born. "See what I mean.' He turned Martin so he was facing me. Martin was totally smooth. Not a hair on him, apart from the jet black hair on his head, and his eyelashes which were fluttering above his brown eyes. Standing side by side with his brother, they almost looked like twins, apart from the obvious height and age difference of course. Martin's nine centimetre dick, fully erected, sticking straight out in front of him, at a ninety degree angle to his body. His foreskin completely covered his glans, forming a loose band of skin at the end as a beautiful little nozzle. All set neatly above his tight scrotum and small balls. Simon pulled his brothers foreskin back tweaking his dick a little "Go on then Martin. I dare you. Let's see how you're gonna go about sucking this stranger's massive dick then. How much do you reckon you can get in your mouth?" Martin looked at my cock, taking my member in his hands and sliding the skin back. "This much" he said indicating with his finger a point no more than two inches from the base of my cock "You sure bro? That's a big cock. You might gag if you try to take that much in. What do you reckon mister? You think my little bro can fit that much of your cock in his mouth?" I didn't answer. I looked down at where the boy's finger was. It did seem unbelievable that any ten year old would be able to fit so much into their small mouth. "I'm sure." Martin replied enthusiastically before I even had time to voice any doubts. He opened his mouth wide. I have to admit I watched fascinated as Martin's sweet lips swooped around my cock. He retracted my foreskin with his lips, opening his mouth obscenely wide and the sublime taboo encounter really began. If Simon was an expert then Martin's mouth was just professional, it was a totally different level. He swallowed my glans without any problems or even any hesitation on his behalf, but because his mouth was really small there was extra pressure there that hadn't been there when Simon was sucking me. I sort of let a groan escape me as I felt a bit more of my cock disappear into the lads mouth. "Give him a sniff of poppers." Simon said to me. I shook my head. I knew I was already way beyond anything that I was really comfy with, but still had some morals about me and encouraging a boy so young to sniff poppers seemed like a step too far! "Fair enough." Simon said, sensing my apprehension. "He's had'em before though. You want me to sort out your other end for you little bro?" Martin let out a muffled mmm, and sort of nodded his head a bit on my dick. I was not certain that Martin had given his full confirmation, but Simon took it that way. He reached into his hanging blazer pocket and pulled out a tube of KY. "I nicked this from Boots yesterday." Simon cheekily announced, indicating the tube. He squirted a generous dollop on to his finger and unmistakably pushed it up his brother's rectum, rotating his finger at the same time Martin made another "Mmuth" sound, then another, as his brother pulled out and went straight back in with two fingers. "I'm about to fuck you lil bro, hope you're ready?" I watched as Simon unbuttoned his school trousers and pulled his dick out. At last I got to see it. His dick so different from his brothers, it was thirteen, maybe fourteen centimetres long and at least twice the thickness. The skin was a couple of shades darker than Martin's was too; with a couple of wispy strands of pubes above, and a set of balls the size of large marble's hanging underneath. The other difference was that he was cut. His purple head exposed tightly with the skin left on his erect cock. He coated his young teen cock in KY and lined himself up. "I'm going in bro!" Then just pushed forward in a single movement. Martin had pulled off my dick as his brother entered him, so was able to make a louder more audible sound. "Uh-mm -em!" Martin's voice went as his brother hit his sweet spot. "Suck that stranger's cock again bro. How deep can you take him?" I felt Martin's mouth open wide again, taking my cock deep back inside his warm mouth, pushing further deeper down my pole. This time I was sure I could feel Martin's epiglottis touching the head of my cock. Martin swallowed once more and to my amazement took another inch into his mouth. I had no idea where it went. It was like a magic trick. It must have been almost blocking his airway. But I could feel him circular breathing through his nose as the air flowed past my cockhead. "Wow bro! That's further than you said you'd get." Simon said with admiration. "He's like a sword swallower at the circus isn't he. We watched one once 'cept of course Martin likes a more blunt, fatter object in his throat. You're getting spit roasted Martin. You look like that pig did the other weekend when we were at that hog roast." Simon obviously got off on talking dirty to his brother, giving him the monologue, describing every event that was happening to him. Although I'm certain Martin was already feeling it for himself. He thrust into his brother hard. Martin didn't complain but did gag a little on me from the rebound. "You think you could ride this stranger's big cock then Martin? You think we should swap places" Martin pulled off my cock and looked at it again, giving him chance to get his breath back. He nodded his head "Yes, yeah!" He said. "I think so." "You do? You want to try?" "Yeah." Martin confirmed taking my cock in his hands. "We better swap places then, and let him try" Simon gently pulled out of his brother, allowing Martin to slowly stand up. I was convinced now that Simon must have hypnotized me. Afterwards I could come up with no other reason why all my self control had gone out of the window. Here I was about to penetrate a ten year old. Let that settle in, but that ten year old was really in heat. That was not something I'd thought about doing whilst eating my corn flakes that morning. Don't get me wrong though, I think I wanted to, but felt more like I was complying to a command then free choice. I shuffled around Martin within the tight confines of the toilet cubicle. "Hang on." Simon said, putting his arm out and stopping me going further. "Brothers prerogative, I don't need one." He was already reaching into his blazer pocket, and pulled out a condom. "But you do." I remember thinking. 'This boy has got to be in the scouts. Why else would he be so prepared?' "You nicked them from boots as well?" I asked. Simon didn't answer, he just opened the packet and holding the tip, expertly rolled the condom onto my cock. The way he proficiently rolled it down my dick told me that I was not the first adult he had done this to. He applied a load of the KY jelly to my now rubber sheathed, still stiff member, rubbing it all over with his hands. "There you go, good to go." Simon announced. "Obviously I've just been up there so he's already lubed so you can probably you know? Just slide right in. Just go in really slowly okay? Don't hurt him." The last line, Simon looked at me, almost pleading. "You won't hurt him will you? If he says it's too big, then it's too big and you'll pull right out won't you? OK? It was the first time Simon had sounded unsure. He looked at me for confirmation. As if he had doubts about what he was about to put his brother through. I nodded in agreement. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt the boy in any way. It would be something that I'd never want to do. In some ways this almost broke the spell. I suddenly felt really nervous, but like, still powerless as well, I was about to enter uncharted waters. I mean I wanted to do it. I looked at the young boys in front of me. Martin, naked apart from his shoes, his boy erection pulsing with his heart beating. Simon with his trousers down, his young teen cock still erect. I felt my cock throb at the sight. Yeah I wanted to. But there? There in that toilet block, with those two young boys? It felt really surreal to me. "Are you lined up? Simon asked. He had moved to the front standing where I had been a minute before. He produced a wet wipe from his pocket. 'See!' I thought, flabbergasted. 'He's totally prepared.' I watched him clean his cock off with it so he was ready for his brother. Martin bending forward slightly, using his hands he parted his bum cheeks for me, so I could see his shiny, wet hole to line up with. "Martin, if it's too big you say and he'll pull right out. Can I have another sniff of poppers?" Simon asked. I handed him the bottle."Thanks. You want a sniff first?" He proffered the bottle back to me. I shook my head. I just... Well with what I was about to do, I felt it best not too. "He's gonna need some if he's going to take that massive cock of yours up him though." Simon said. He'd already taken the lid off and held the bottle under his brother's left nostril, blocking his right one with his thumb. "Sniff." He instructed his brother. Martin inhaled deeply "And again." He swapped the bottle over to his other nostril and Martin inhaled again. "See I told you he's had them before. Go on then, you can enter him now, he's ready. Here ya are Martin. Suck my dick as that stranger enters you, it'll make it easier right?" Martin nodded. Simon took a deep sniff of the poppers himself, and added slight pressure to the back of Martin's neck with his hand. I watched as Martin swallowed his brother's dick whole. "Yeah that's right, good boy." Simon encouraged him, gently stroked his brothers back at the same time. "Go on then, get in, before the poppers wear off." I looked down to where my condom, coated, cock was now wedged in Martin's crevice, he was still holding his butt cheeks open for me. I checked I was lined up with his hole, all I had to do was add a little pressure. I gingerly pushed forward, feeling his hole just open around the top of my glands and the head just slipped into him. "UhMm,uh." Martin made a little groan of discomfort or was it pleasure? I didn't know but stopped just the same. "Just relax little bro, easy now." Simon murmured whilst stroking his brothers back. "You're doing so well! Go on, keep going. He's okay." I put my hands on Martin's hips as Martin put his hands on his brother's; forming a human train. I slowly started to push forward until I had a little less than half of my cock in him, so just under four inches. It was tight going, but I felt Martin's ass kept dilating more, the lubrication was helping, but it was very tight, I was only entering him no more than a millimetre at a time. "He's okay. He likes things up his butt. Don't you Martin?" Simon said conversely. I felt Martin nod his head, and as if to prove it he pushed his ass further back taking my cock deeper in him. "You see he really enjoys it. Take yesterday like, Sean sent him to school with a butt plug up his ass. He had to sit there in class all morning with it right inside him." Simon smirked at the memory. "Sean removed it for him when he went home for lunch. Mind he did get twenty out of twenty on his spelling test that morning, so must have made him concentrate even harder aye bro?" He was well lubed up, but he was still really tight. But it also felt like he was sucking more of me in, sort of as he added more suction on his brother's dick, it seemed like he was sucking from both ends. He kept arching his back as well, making another millimetre of my cock disappear into him, until eventually I felt my balls brushing against Martin's butt cheeks. "Wow Martin! He's all the way in you now!" Simon said. He seemed really impressed. "How's it feeling bro?" Martin pulled off his brother's cock long enough to reply with one simple word. "Full!" He said, and then went back to nursing his brother's dick. "Sean's gonna be so stoked you know when we tell him about this?" "Who's Sean?" I asked, it was too late for regrets but I was suddenly a little worried about anyone getting told about this. "He's our friend, and sometimes he gets us ready for school when Mum is on the early shift." Simon replied simply, as though that made everything okay. "Oh and I guess he molesters the fuck out of us at the same time. You can fuck him a bit now he's getting more used to you. That's it, half pull back out and then fully back in again" Simon encouraged me, as he unscrewed the popper's bottle and gave his brother another hit, and took another sniff himself. "You're such a little slut Martin! Look at you here in these bogs now, with a cock in your mouth and another up your ass hole. You're gonna make your big brother cum soon you know? You gonna swallow my cum Martin?" He must have nodded again, I don't know. I was too busy concentrating on my steady rhythm. "You are? get ready as I'm about to cum." Simon made those unmistakable teen boy orgasmic sounds. It was a strange feeling as Simon orgasmed. I felt Marcin swallowing his brother's load. I know this sounds strange, but I was that deep in him, it felt like Simon's hot boy cum was spraying over the end of my own cock, sort of us both joining in the middle. Martin contracted his arse with each swallow. I could see the sheen of sweat on Martin's back, his brother rubbing his shoulders. I moved my hands off his hips and gently rubbed his lower back. "You made your brother cum Martin, and there's none on your chin, you didn't spill a drop, you've swallowed it all. You're a good lad, bestest brother ever!" And that was it. Martin shoved his butt backwards, penetrating himself as deep as possible, and that movement sent me over the edge, I was squirting my own cum, filling the condom, deep inside the young boy's rectum, desperately stiffening the scream I wanted to make. "You've done it bro. You've just made the stranger cum as well. I still can't believe you've fitted all of his cock in you, and from both ends as well. Time to pull out now mister, slowly. He needs a bit of a rest." I did as I was instructed, holding the condom in place as I pulled out, still erect, but with just a little less firmness than I had going in. "Look at the length of that cock again Martin. How did you manage to fit all that in you? Ya sure you're ok lil bro?" Simon asked, holding Martin's shoulders and looking into his face. His voice showed genuine concern. Maybe even sensing that it might have been too much for his younger brother. "Yeah I'm ok. It just felt really full. I'm a bit giddy now though." Martin replied. I looked down at my cock, feeling a little guilty. I was amazed at just how much the boy had accommodated. It looked obscene, but looking at Martin's back in relation to the size of my cock, I must have been almost half way up his spine, and I'd just ploughed him as well. "It's Martin's turn to have his tingles now." Simon said. "It's only fair. He made you feel good, right mister? He needs to feel okay again." "Yeah sure." I agreed. "How?" "So you're gonna suck my lil bro now." It wasn't really a request, more of an instruction of how it was going to be. "Here Martin, jump up here!" Simon indicated the closed toilet seat to his naked little brother. "Let me help you up." He took his brother's hand and helped him climb slowly up on to the bog seat. "Go on then, suck him now." I stood in front of the young boy. I suddenly felt a little apprehensive, or even more ashamed, just realizing how small the boy looked. His little Willy looked shriveled, almost like it was scared and had reverted back to being the size of a toddler's dick. "Don't worry. He always loses his stiffie straight after he's been fucked. It'll come back quickly when you suck him though, he needs you to do this. It kinda makes it all ok in his head. I know that sounds strange but that's how it is with him. He'll have had some sort of tingles when we were fucking him. Didn't you Martin?" His brother nodded in agreement, and held up three fingers. "See he had three tingles, but this is a different kind of tingle. Go on! Suck him!" I opened my mouth, taking Martin's floppy boy dick in. His brother wasn't wrong. His dick just seemed to stiffen out within ten seconds of my lips being round it. "That's it. Roll his skin back with your lips, and suck him deep, take his balls in as well" Simon instructed. "You want your big brother to help you as well Martin?" "Yeah! Please." Martin voice echoed in the space, as he nodded his head in agreement "Ah. What a polite little boy. Sure thing lil bro. I'll help." Simon pushed alongside me standing the opposite side of the pan to where I was. I felt Simon's arm worming its way under my chin, reaching in between his brother's legs, and then obviously pushing a finger up his brother's arse again, but gently this time. Undoubtedly still finding his brother's prostate as Martin's dick gave a little throb in my mouth every time Simon brushed against it. "That's it. Suck him deep now. Go on add more suction, you can even graze his purple helmet with your teeth. I know most guys would hate that, but not my lil bro. He gets off on it. He's weird like that. My lil slut of a brother getting serviced in such a dirty place like this. Sean's gonna blow his nut when we tell him. Good job Mum doesn't know how rude her boys really are, ay Martin? Take his balls in again, he likes that. Look how he's smiling, he's getting close now. Do you want some more poppers bro?" Martin shook his head. I felt Martin's dick swell a little bit more in my mouth. As his brother slowly moved his finger up and down in the boy's hole. "Come on Martin, cum for the stranger! He's still dry of course, but he'll still enjoy it." I started to feel Martin's knees give way slightly. "Just support him a bit." Simon said. "Put your hand on his bum cheek." I followed his instructions, hearing Martin give off a stifled laugh. More like air escaping from a tyre. "That's it Martin. Let it go!" Martin, laughing. "It tickles! It tickles good!" Martin said. He took hold of my hair and pushed himself deep into my throat, giggling as he did, and then quickly pushed my head away from his now still pulsating but overly sensitive, stiff little boy dick. " Was that good bro? Yeah of course it was. Look at you, you're all flushed in the face." Simon said brushing his brother's hair back off his forehead. "Good on ya lil bro. What time is it by the way?" He asked to me I looked at my watch. "Five past four." I replied. "Shit we're going to be late." He slowly lifted his brother off the bog seat and placed him on the floor. " Come on Martin, we better get you dressed fast!" He was already helping his brother back on with his shirt. "Mum will be mad if we're late." He started fastening his brother's tie. "He can never do his school tie. The little twerp comes into my room every morning. You'd think by ten he'd be able to do it by himself by now, but no." imitating his brother's voice. "Simon can you fasten my tie for me? Every morning." He handed his brother his undies and shorts. "Go on, stick them on, I'll check if the coast is clear." Simon bent down looking under the gap under the door while his brother put on his undies and shorts. "Yeah it's clear." He said straightening up. Visibly checking his brother "Perfect, Mum'll never know." He held up the brown bottle to me. "Can I keep the poppers?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Sure." I replied, knowing I still had another two bottles left in my pocket. "Thanks. We'll have some fun with these later on won't we Martin?" His brother nodded, "Sure will." He echoed. "Do you do this often?" I asked as Simon once again bent down and looked under the door. "Sometimes." He replied "Come on Martin we gotta go. "See ya now." "Yeah. See ya mister. Thanks" Martin added. Simon unlocked the door, and took his brother's hand "Come on Martin." And that was it. I heard the brothers running out of the toilet block, and off up the road, leaving me with my cock deflating in a wet condom and the door left open. I relocked the door and pulled the condom off my limp dick, wrapping it, along with the packet that Simon had carelessly chucked on the floor, in toilet tissue and pocketed it. I took that away with me, and destroyed it later. Nobody wants that sort of DNA shit left lying around even back then in the nineties. I was about to wash my hands and leave the block, but then I smelt my fingers. They smelt strongly of Simon and Martin. 'No', I thought. 'I'll save those pheromones for later.' And with that I walked out of the toilet block too. ************* This story is fantasy. For instance in my opening line I declare myself to be an electrician, whereas in reality, I'm not even sure I'd trust myself to wire a plug safely. Is it fucked up to fantasize about things and events that you experience as a boy or a teenager; even romanticize about them? Even if other people would suggest you were really getting abused at the time. You see this story is fantasy, but it was, to some point, based on my own experience. The reality was. I was really young when I started cottaging. Like no older than ten. Parts of the story that's written above is based loosely on one of my first experiences in a cottage, but to be clear I don't have a brother and neither did I ever go cottaging with another child. I met two blokes in a cottage once when I was no more than eleven. (I was probably still ten.) They both stood side by side in front of me, with their backs to a wall, both facing the toilet block entrance. Both had their cocks out. I sucked both cocks, one after the other, back and forth, until I made both blokes cum. The one standing on my left came in, my mouth. I'd already learnt that if I swallowed quickly, it left less residual taste in my mouth, than if I held the semen in my mouth and spat it out. (A person who will remain anonymous, but who was close to my family, was instrumental to me, in learning the ways and workings of an adult cock, when I was an even younger boy.) The other bloke didn't shoot in my mouth, I watched as he shot his load, jetting his spunk about three, maybe even four feet from his cock head. I watched and heard it land with a couple of wet splats over the tiled toilet floor. At this point that bloke fastened his trousers and hastily left. The one who had shot in my mouth, took me into a cubicle and stood me on the toilet seat lid. He sucked my dickie in exactly the same way as I described sucking Martin's dick in this story. He fingered my arse at the same time as I shuddered and had my dry orgasm against his tongue. *** Around twelve I had my first experience with poppers. I was in a cottage and a guy offered me a smell from this strange looking, small brown bottle. At that age, I remember being staunchly against drugs and thought that if I so much as tried them I would become a druggie overnight, and would mean within a week I would be injecting heroin into my vein. However the guy who offered them to me didn't seem to be spaced out, or high like I was expecting someone would be if they were on drugs. I could already smell the strange vapour they were giving off as soon as he took the top off. I watched with fascination as he held the bottle directly under each nostril, covering the other with his thumb and inhaling deeply. He handed me the bottle. "Do you wanna try?" He'd asked. I was really nervous, but I didn't want to seem impolite. So I curiously and tentatively took a small sniff from the bottle. Writing this now, I realise how vulnerable I was actually feeling. I was ten years old. In a public toilet block. In a locked cubicle. With an adult, who had his back to the toilet block door; so I was trapped. He had his cock out, I had my dick out, and he was offering me drugs! Even though I was really apprehensive, it's no wonder I tried them. The guy wanked me off that time. I was only just starting to wet cum at that stage. I remember cumming harder than I had ever before in my life. It made my little balls feel like they had been totally emptied, and felt satisfied, my head was tingling, but my boy dick stayed erected for a longer time than usual. About six months later, in the same cottage, I was offered poppers again. As I'd experienced them before this time I was less nervous about them, so I sniffed deeper, and again really enjoyed the resulting orgasm, even if they did make me feel a little queasy for a short time afterwards. Before the guy left he held out the bottle in front of me. (It may even have been the same person who offered them to me the first time.) "Do you want em?" He'd asked, in his Brummie accent. I did. I took the bottle from him and put it in my pocket. "You wanna keep em well hidden from ya Mum though ay kid?" He winked at me and left the block After that if I smelt poppers I'd always ask to use them. My tag line was always "Can I keep the poppers?" Most times the blokes would answer with a "Sure." And would hand me the bottle. By sixteen I found that the fake identification, I was using to get served in a pub also worked in a sex shops. (Who knew?) Liquid Gold was three bottles for £8.50 and really did become my recreational drug of choice. **** So I've thought about this a lot since. Like back then, from the age of when I was ten until I was twenty one. (Age of consent law for homosexuals in the UK was lowered from twenty one to eighteen, one month after my twenty first birthday.) So were all those blokes I met whilst I was cottaging all pedophilles? I don't think so. Not necessarily. Just, maybe, by me being there, being a willing and consenting participant. Maybe that allowed them the head space to get around the fact that even though they must have known what they were doing was illegal and really taboo. There was no getting away from the fact I was totally underage, I was alway still in my school uniform. But somehow, that they kind of felt let off the hook, because I was there for anonymous sex, just like they were. I knew the code. By thirteen I'd learnt that I could make money out of being in those cottages. I mean, hey I was already going there of my own accord right? So why not make a bit of profit on the side? It paid a shit load better than my paper round I can tell you. So I became a rent boy, with all that entailed. And also started to carry condoms about the same age. This was the late eighties and HIV and AIDS was very prominent and very, very real. It's strange looking back now, I was so vulnerable, so young, so stupid, to even be going into those buildings, let alone actually participating sexualy. But my main fear, my main fear was contracting HIV or even worse it developing into AIDS and then having to explain to my parents how I had contracted it. I guess I also felt I was more in control, more consenting, by carrying them. The local family planning clinic was located in the same building that housed my town's library. You had to go through the library to get to it. It was downstairs on the same floor as the toilets. (These weren't a cottage, just very clean, respectable public toilets for the library users.) Left for the toilets. Right was signposted Family Planning. I'd kinda guessed that family planning had something to do with sex and 'accidentally' went through the wrong door. (I had the excuse that I was looking for the toilet and had gone the wrong way if I was challenged.) I wasn't. There was an empty, small waiting room with a few chairs, an information rack (It was from this rack, I learnt what poppers were about a year after I'd already tried them.) There was a timetable on the wall saying when it was open. (I realized from that, why the place was empty. It was actually closed.) I'd just assumed then that the door had been left unlocked by mistake. Later on I found it was a fire escape route and so the door was never locked. It was also before CCTV was everywhere so you could go there, and nobody would know you had been. The only other bit of furniture in that room was a small coffee table with a small pot plant on it. And just in front of the plant was a small wicker basket, filled with little packets containing condoms and lube. It had a sign on it. 'FREE.' It said. I helped myself, putting three packets into my pocket and walked out of there quickly, looking around, feeling nervous and guilty like I'd done something really wrong. A couple of weeks later I went back and picked up some more. It became an obvious place for me to discreetly pick them up anytime I needed them. *****" Late last summer 2020. Covid 19 year I escaped lockdown, and had a few days by the seaside. I camped, cycled, did a bit of art, just generally relaxed. Oh yes and I was working on finishing my last story which was published on nifty; Fairy-liquid. I write on my mobile phone, unorthodox I know, but it works for me. So I was sitting on a bench on the promenade facing the beach, writing; and people watching. I observed what I thought was a Polish family, an adult Mum and Dad and two twin girls who looked about five years old and a boy who looked about nine. Being a boylover he was the one I was watching the most. I heard the one who I presumed was the Mum spoke to the boy. "Mar-chin." she said. Then a car passed so I lost the thread of the conversation. As the family got closer I heard more. The boy Marcin, came clearly out with this line. "It iz big." He said. "It'z bigga dan Sean's even." I have no idea what context this line was said in, as I said I'd lost track of the conversation. He could have been talking about the ice cream he was eating, a sandcastle he'd built earlier, or any other number of things. But it was such a good line, I instantly made a note of it on my phone. I decided then and there that I would incorporate it into my next story. (Actually I think that line was the point that Simon 'gifted me' the story.) I have to be honest, on hearing that line my mind thought of a friend called Sean. Let's say he's a 'friend with benefits.' The Sean I know has the biggest cock I've ever seen on anybody. 'Jesus!' I thought. 'If It's bigger than Sean's then it's fucking massive!' The boy was cute. I made a mental note of him. Sort of a mental photo of him, he's basically Martin in the story. Simon and Martin were initially both going to be Eastern European, Simone and Marcin however there were two reasons I decided against that. The first being I set the story in the late eighties, early nineties, cottaging was regular in England at that time. Every town had its own cottage, which were a magnet for gay men. But at that time there were very few Eastern Europeans over here. The second reason I couldn't get the accent right. So the brothers became the more English Simon and Martin. This story other than the bits I've stated is total fantasy. No boy was harmed or even involved in any way by me writing this! Abuse is always abuse! If this was real life I suspect both of these boys would be profoundly psychologically damaged from it. So don't do it, ever. **** Please please. If you enjoy reading any story or stories on nifty please donate here. http://donate.nifty.org Nifty is a fantastic resource which even if it's only a couple of quid, will help keep it going. 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