The Premonition

School Daze

Chapter 6

From the Very Odd Mind of

Eric Murphey

Jack looks at the paddle then at me. He sniffs a bit and stands up.

"Take down your pants, and bend over the chair."

He does as I ask. I get behind him and I raise the paddle. I don't want to do this at all. But I also want him to feel some pain for the pain he caused Mitchell. To me it only seems fair.

"Mr Martin." Mitchell says loudly.

I look at him.

"I'm sorry would you like to do this? It was you he hurt."

"No I don't want to." He says crying again.

"Alright. Get ready Jack. I'm giving you two swats. You already know why."
"Yes daddy."

I have to say I'm proud of Jack for taking his punishment and accepting he deserves it.

I raise the paddle back because I'm going to lift him off the ground. I want him to feel the pain he caused Mitchell. Who is only here by the grace of God
"If I do it can I do it how I want to do it?" Mitchell asks interrupting me again.

"If you want to punish him I am totally OK with that. Jack what is your thinking on this?"

Jack lifts up and turns around. I see Mitchell look at Jacks boy bits.

"Daddy I deserve to be punished for being so mean. I think its only right that Mitchell do it. He is the one I was a jerk to."

I look at them both and think. That does seem more fitting.

"Alright Mitchell. Because you are much smaller you can give him up to five licks. But no more. I think that will teach him a lesson he wont soon forget."

I hand the paddle to Mitchell. He takes it from me his hand shaking. The tears streaming down his face.

Mitchell gets behind Jack. He puts the paddle right against Jacks naked bum cheeks. He rears back and I am waiting for him to swing and hear the thwack of the wood against his ass. Mitchell lowers the paddle to his side.

Jack when you would attack me you would show no mercy and no compassion. You said yourself you didn't think I would care. But I did care. It hurt so much because I wanted you to like me so much. I just want to be accepted for who I am. I just wanted to be your friend. Because you are like the coolest boy in the school. When you called me names and made fun of me it hurt to the core of my soul." Jack is crying again and not just little teardrops slipping from his eyes.

"Please just hit me. Please I deserve it I know I do." Jack cries out to him. "I'm so sorry. I didn't know or even care. Please punish me so I can feel better."

"No. I'm going to do something for you that you never did for me. This is what compassion feels like." Mitchell drops the paddle on the floor and walks out of the office shutting the door softly behind him.

"NO PLEASE COME BACK!!!!" Jack screams after him.

In my head all I can think is wow. That boy has class. I don't know what to do if I should go after him or talk more with Jack. So I look at Jack and tell him.

"Wait here until I get back."

I go after Mitchell. I catch up to him about 300 feet from my office and I pick him up and hug him seeing as how he is still crying. I hold him close to me as he cries out his tears. I am standing in the middle of the hall as the students pour out of the classroom to go to lunch.

"Shit. I wonder if they need my help." I say.

"We should go check Mr Martin." He says still crying.

"You want to help me and the lunch crew buddy?"
"Sure I like to help." He says smiling. "Just no one but you asks me to."

I look him in his blue eyes.

"I have a really strong feeling that things are going to start changing for you really soon my young friend."
He looks at me with a very serious look on his face.

"Am I really?"

"Are you really what?"
"Your friend."
I kiss him on the cheek.

"Yes. Yes of course you are."
He smiles that angelic smile of his.

"At least I got one now."

"I have a strong feeling you are going to have a lot now. But we will have to wait and see. But on thing for sure. If you ever need me I will be there for you. You understand?"
"Yes sir."

"If you need anything you let me know. I don't care what it is. That's what friends do is help each other."

He grins.

"Mr Martin if you need anything you let me know too."
"I sure will buddy." I hug him tight as I tell him this.

"We should go see if they need help sir."
"That we should young man."

I carry him to the cafeteria. As we are walking past the line a little boy asks.

"Is Mitchell OK? Did he get hurt?"

"He got hurt in a way. But he will be fine soon. Whats your name little guy?"

"I'm Sammy." The cute little blonde tells me.

"So how do you know Mitchell?"
He looks down.

"I don't really. I just know he is doing the chess thing and I was wanting to ask him to help me learn."
"Why didn't you?"
"Well.....Hes a big guy and I'm just a little guy. He wouldn't want to help me so I never asked him." Sammy informs us.

"I would help you. Do you want to learn?" Mitchell asks him.

Sammy smiles.

"Shoot yeah I want to learn. It looks so fun. My daddy says its like war in a way. You got to prepare and look out and stuff. He says he would teach me but he don't know how neither. But he wants to learn too. So if you teach me I can teach him too. That would be so wicked cool."

Wicked cool? I think.

"Do you ride a van?" I ask him.

"No sir. I live a few blocks away from Mitchell."
"You know where he lives?"
"Sure I do. I kind of followed him home a couple times to ask him. But I got scared. I mean what if he beat me up or something?"

"I wouldn't ever do that." Mitchell tells him.

"Mitchell you want to hang out with Sammy or come with me?"
I can see he is torn.

"I tell you what why don't you and Sammy visit during lunch and I will see you tomorrow. Then we can practice OK?"
He grins at me, then wraps his arms around my neck and gives me a hug tight and long. When he releases me he kisses me on the lips.

"Thank you Mr Martin. You are the coolest ever."
"Your smart I know. But this time you are so wrong."
"No I'm not."
I set him on the ground and start walking into the cafeteria and see Mitchell and Sammy are talking and smiling. I smile as I walk through the doors.

"I'm so sorry what can I do to help?" I ask the lunch lady supervisor.

"Its fine. we have everything under control."
"Are you sure? I don't mind helping."
"No we are getting things all settled now. We like your help but we don't need it now."
"Um OK."
"I didn't mean it like that." She quickly replies.

"Oh OK. I hear you know. Its just I am so used to helping out everywhere."
"We know and that's why we are glad that we can do it ourselves now so you can go elsewhere if you are needed."
"You are a doll."
She blushes.

"Can I get two trays please?"
She hands me two and I go and get some milk for Jack and myself. I head to my office and walk in. Jack is on the couch looking more miserable then I have ever seen him. His eyes are red and puffy and I can tell he has just recently stopped crying.

"I got you some lunch."
"I'm not hungry daddy."
"Its taco salad. One of your favorites."
"I cant daddy I cant eat anything. I just cant figure out why he didn't whip me. I would have if I was him."
I sit the trays down on the conference table. I sit down next to him on the couch and have him scoot to my lap.

"Daddy I'm a bad boy. I understand why you don't love me anymore."

"Whoa hold your horses there partner. Who said I don't love you anymore?"

"Its just..." He starts crying again. I feel bad he has cried at least a gallon of tears today. But I think its good he has because he sees the impact that words can have on someone.

"Jack I love you so much. I'm disappointed in you. But I still love you and always will."
He looks me in the eyes and starts crying all the harder. He is literally convulsing with his sobs.

"OHHH DADDYYY......…"
He says hugging me. I hold him a good ten minutes until he calms down.

"Daddy please spank me. So I can hurt like Mitchell did."
"No sir I will not. Mitchell laid out your punishment and he showed you compassion. For that I am really proud of him. He is a good boy and now I'm sure you see that."
"Yes sir."

"Are you going to be making fun of anyone again soon?"
"No sir. Never again and if I see someone else doing it I will stop them."
"I think Mitchell taught you a better lesson than a paddling will ever give you."
Jack looks at the floor and answers.

"Yeah he did for sure."
"I think that tonight as part of your punishment you will write an apology to Mitchell."
"I think that would be good daddy."
"Now come on and eat something. You hardly had breakfast."
"No I'm good. Can I go to class now?"
"I think so yes."

He gets up and walks somberly to the door and heads to his class. I believe I have seen happier people at a wake. But he shouldn't be happy right now. He should be upset with himself that's for sure. I have my lunch and its pretty good actually. The lunch people made it all from scratch. The long day is finally over and I walk out to tell the children have a nice evening as I have been doing. I like to say good bye to them. I think it lets them know I care.

I see Mitchell making a bee line to me a grin plastered on his face. I bend down and swoop him up in a hug.

"How is my young friend now?"
"I'm lots better."
"I'm glad."
"Mr Martin I think I'm gonna have two friends now."
"Sammy?"
"Yeah." He says grinning. "He may be younger but he is real cool. I like him a lot."

"Speak of the devil here he comes." Sammy is making his way over smiling.

He walks up to us and I'm still holding Mitchell.

"Hi Mr Martin."
"Well, Hello Sammy how was your day?"
"It was great I got a new friend and he is gonna teach me chess."
"Maybe I should have our friend teach me chess too." I tell him.

"Mr Martin your silly. You can play chess." Mitchell says.

"Yes but not a well as you."
"Practice like you told me. Mr Martin I was wondering."
I put him down as he is wondering.

"About?"
"Well see I was talking to myself last night about basketball. I swear its not a weird as it sounds."
"I talk to myself all the time." I tell him.

"But see I want to get better but its not like mom can go to Dicks and get a basketball now."
"I see where you are going with it You need a basketball?"
"Any ideas?"
"I have a few. I will see what I can do for you."
He wraps his arms around me and hugs me again.

"Thanks Mr Martin your the best friend ever."
"I try buddy."

They walk away and I hear Sammy say to him.

"You weren't foolin you really are his friend."
"I wouldn't lie to my new friend."
I just smile and talk to a few other students as they pass. The boys are gathering around me and we are all here. So its time to go home. We head to the truck and I am surprised when Jack again has Jim sit up front with me. I love Jim very much and am glad to sit with him at my side. But I am not thinking this is good. I will give it another day or so and see how it plays out. When we get home Jack goes to the table and sit down and is staring at a blank piece of paper for a good ten minutes then he starts writing. I am guessing it is his apology letter. I think a moment about reading it and think it is between them now. I know that whatever Jack is writing isn't mean. If it is I will wait until winter really hits and make him lick the flag pole and leave him there all day. I get supper prepared but not cooked and go sit in my chair and light a bowl. After this day I need to relax. Finding out your son who you love so much is a bully is a real let down. I have lost some respect for Jack and I think he knows it too. I never in a million years thought he or any of the other boys would do something like that.

I look over at Jack as he is still working diligently away at his letter. I just shake my head. Nope never in a million years I think.

"Alright you whipper snappers. Who wants to get their asses kicked at some Mario Kart?" I ask as I see they are done with their homework. All except Jack that is. He, I am sure has a lot because I had him in my office most of the day.

"I will beat you old man." Eddie volunteers to be my first victim and he knows it. I refuse to let them win at a game. I may go easier on them but to let them win is an empty prize. I take him out pretty quick. I annihilate Jim just as easily. I guess my misspent youth was good for something. Beating boys at a 25 year old game. Its something I gess.

"Jack you want to get beat up by dad?" Eddie asks.

Jack looks up shakes his head and goes back to writing. Letter must be 20 pages now. OK I exaggerate. I've been told a million times not to do that. Its about 4 I think. I'm not counting it just seems like thats whats there next to him done. Eddie and Jimmy talk me into playing a football game.

"But guys I don't even understand football?" I tell them.

"You have the ball you run it down and score whats to understand?" Eddie asks me.

"I don't even know the names of the players. I know like Quarterback, Center, punter, I know wide receiver but I don't know what he does. I guess catch the ball. I don't know."
"Dad your so funny."
"What I'm serious. I never watched football. Who wants to sit out in the cold and watch other people play? Not me I tell you."
(OK Its true I know nothing about football. Everything Rick just said yeah its me. Hockey I know. Baseball indeed. Football I know zero. Hi Zero.)

"C'mon dad you should learn something new." Jim pushing me.

"Fine football."

OK I'm not saying I got decimated. But I cant think of a better word for it. I was utterly humiliated. I'm good with that. You don't start out doing something new and are a master. However I hardly think I have any desire to master football. Bation I was a master of at a young age. Been a master bator for years.

We end up having our late supper and I smoke some more the boys don't want to partake and that's fine. I will never force them to do anything. After we watch a movie and the boys head to bed. I go about half an hour later and am pretty upset that Jack isn't in my bed. Not that I wanted sex. But I really and truly just enjoy him being close to me. It takes me a goodly time to find sleep. I have gotten so used to having my cuddly little Jack with me. I do find sleep after a good hour and I was pretty stoned too. The bad part is when I wake up is I'm still tired because I slept so poorly. I crawl out of bed and get some clothes on. I go out and start some breakfast. I'm thinking French toast this morning.

I decide to treat the boy and make a pack of bacon. They haven't had any in a few weeks. I get it in the skillet and no sooner does it start popping and crackling when Jim amazingly shows up. Reminds me of an old Folgers commercial. Guy comes home from college and he arrives really early and makes some coffee and the mom and dad wake up sniffing the air and come down. So yeah its like that. Soon Eddie pops out. When I get it done oddly there is no Jack. I go to rouse him out of bed. I walk into Eddie and Jim's room and Jack is dressed and sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Breakfast is ready. I made bacon."
"OK." He answers glumly.

I walk out and sit the food on the table and Eddie and Jim tear into it. I have since we found bacon have always divided it out so that its fair. I did this time as well. Jack eats his French toast and I watch as he slides his bacon onto his brothers plates.

"Thanks." They tell him and eat it in a flash before he can change his mind.

Eddie and Jim are talking as usual about the exciting day they are going to have at school. I notice Jack just sits and eats. At least he eats it all. Well, less the bacon.

When we leave and head to school he again is in the back. When we get to school they start to head to class. I stop Jack.

"Go to my office. I will be there in a minute."
I greet the students coming in giving and receiving lots of hugs as I do. I head to my office and Jack is on the couch.

I point at him then my lap.

"You here now."

He comes over slowly and sits on my lap. I wrap my arms around him.

"Jack I love you so much."
"But daddy you are disapointed in me." He breaks down crying.

I spin him around on my lap and hug him tight.

"Yes I was. I wont lie to you ever. I just couldn't believe that you were making fun of another boy. I am sure that you have learned your lesson from it and I am very proud of how you are handling it now. You realized your mistake and are trying very hard to make amends with Mitchell."
He lifts his head and looks into my eyes.

"Your proud of how I'm handling it now?"
"Yes I am. I can tell that you are having a lot of remorse from your actions. That's a good thing. But sometimes we as people can take it too far. I love you and I really missed you sleeping with me last night."
"You did? I didn't think you would want a bad boy in your bed."
"Jacky buddy you are not a bad boy at all. You made a mistake. A big one granted. But a mistake none the less. Did you think I would stop loving you for a mistake?"
He wipes tears from his cheeks.

"Kinda."
"Jacky you are my boy I love you no matter what. I may not like what you do sometimes. But I will ALWAYS love my sweet Jackie."

"For real?"
"Yes for real. Always."
He grins and I look at his red eyes and tear stained cheeks. Its breaking my heart. Sure I want him to be upset that he hurt Mitchell. But I don't want him to be in this state for ever. I kiss his lovely lips and he kisses me back.

"That's my boy." I say after a good kiss.

"Daddy I'm really sorry."
"I know you are. It will get better."
I hug him and hold him tight for a good minute.

He kisses me and then slides down my body and is on his knees in front of me. He unzips my fly and pulls out my flaccid cock and takes it into his mouth. Now its been a few days since I've had any release so it takes a millisecond for my cock to rise to the occasion. He starts to gently suck the head and then takes it down.

"Oh Jacie you know what I like."
He grins around my cock and tugs at my pants and I lift my butt and he pulls them down not taking his mouth from my cock. This is a sight I will never tire of watching Jack suck me off. He starts fondling my balls and it feels so fucking great having my boy suck my cock. The door to my office opens and in the doorway is Mitchell with a surprised look on his face. Jack lifts off and turns to see him.

"Oh sorry I umm....."Mitchell says and turns and shuts the door.

"Mitchell wait." Jack says letting go of my cock and it slapping against my belly with a wet thunk. Much to my poor cocks dismay Jack races after him and shuts the door behind him.

"OK." I say. I pull up my pants and fasten them. I thought a second about having a wank but decide I want to save it for my lovers mouth. He loves cum and its going to be a huge load for him that's for sure.

I grab some paperwork and start in on it and about 20 minutes later I hear a knock on my door.

"Come in."

Mitchell and Jack walk in. I can see both boys eyes are red. I see Mitchell has Jacks note in his hand.

"You boys OK?"

I get two nods.

"Good. Now what can I do for you?"
"Daddy Mitchell told me that you sucked and wanked him and he wants to learn more."
"It is school." I say and chuckle.

"Um Mr Martin. I want to do what you did to me to you. Jack said he would teach me sir. Is that OK?" The cute thin blonde boy with glasses asks me.

"I would be honored to be your test subject."

He grins and looks down at my crotch nd licks his lips.

"OK First thing daddy like is some kissing first. It gets his cock real hard and leaking."

"That's like sperm stuff?"
"Kind of. Its called precum. Its what makes it so a man can enter someone easier." I inform him.

"I love the taste of it. Its kind of like pineapple but different. You will see."
Mitchell walks over to me and he sits on my lap straddling me. I can see his boy cock pushing out the material. He gives me a little quick peck and giggles.

"Your whiskers tickle."
"Here little guy let me show you a proper kiss."
I have wanted to kiss him like this since I first saw him. Also whatever else he will allow me to do for him and me. I bend my head and kiss him softly on his lips and hold it and gently slide my tongue out and lick his supple lips. He moans as I do and parts his mouth. I snake my tongue into his and he is very awkward at first which isn't a bad thing. A boys inexperience is a hell of turn on to me. I kiss him a good minute and lift off.

"Wow." he says panting.

"Kissing is a lot of fun with daddy. I have had my cum a lot of times just doing that."

"I can see how." Mitchell answer his cheeks flushed.

"Now what daddy likes is for you to kind of rub up and down on his cock while you are kissing.

Mitchell leans forward and to my surprise puts his tongue in my mouth and slowly starts to hump me. He is moaning into my mouth as he does. He kisses me a good couple minutes and he moans and starts hammering his cock against me, pulls his mouth from mine and lets out a little squeal.

"Oh oh oh this feels so goooooooooood."

I know as well as he does he just had a nice drymax.

"See told you that you can cum that way."
"Yeah." Mitchell answers panting.

"Now you should take off your shirt. Daddy is real good at making you feel great with your nipples."
His only response is to quickly strip off his shirt. I pick him up and move him to the couch and lay him on it. I slip off his shoes and socks and slide off his pants so he is completely naked. He is a sight that's for sure with his hard as nails three inch cock pulsing with his heartbeat.

"Mitchell you are so handsome." I tell him as I bend down to lick a nipple and I gently start to rub and tweak the other one.

"Jacky why don't you suck our friend and give him one of your amazing blow jobs."
Jack strips off his clothes and is shaking with anticipation as he kneels down and takes in Mitchell's boy meat.

"Oh my god." Mitchell gets out.

With Jacks practiced mouth Mitchell is pushing up into him quickly. I tweak a nipple a little hard and he seems to really like it. So I want him to have the most pleasure possible and it seems he likes a little pain with his pleasure so I twist a little.

"Oh fuuuuuck." He moans as he hits his peak again holding Jacks head in place and power fucks his mouth. I twist again and he cums very hard. His body stiff as can be as he sticks every bit of his cock in Jacks mouth and holds it there twitching. I let go of his nipple and Mitchell pulls his cock from Jacks mouth because its too much. I know Jack and he was swirling his tongue around the head. It is an intense pleasure for sure. But its just too fucking good sometimes. Mitchell is laying on the couch like a rag doll now. I roll him over and adjust him so he is laying with his body on the couch and his ass hanging over. His knees not hitting the floor. I see that creamy white ass of his and I spread his cheeks and dive in like a dog into a bowl of kibble. I slowly circle his hole with my tongue and then the opening. It takes a minute of his moaning and my working to have it open up and I slide my tongue in his most private area.

"Oh Mr Martin." He moans.

I tongue his little pucker as he squirms and moans. He is in a blissful state to say the least. I stick my finger in Jacks mouth who is watching with rapt attention and slowly stroking his cock. I pull my now saliva soaked finger from his mouth and push it into Mitchell. I feel the tightness of his boy hole. I quickly find his little love button and tap it with my finger a few times. He tightens up and starts bucking his hips and cums again without anyone touching him. I look at his face and see his eyes rolled back into his head. His sexy ass blonde hair is wet from sweat. He looks so amazing like this. I side in another finger when he starts to come down stretching that tiny boy hole more.

"OH yessssssssssss" He hisses through his clenched teeth as I start to fuck him with two fingers.

"He needs your cock daddy."
"Oh god yes I need it." He moans.

I am not about to let down any boy so I quickly strip off my shirt and pants as Jack slips three fingers into Mitchell who is moaning and pushing into the fingers.

"It feels so good." He pants.

I slide my cock into Jacks mouth to get it nice and lubed up. I pull out of Jacks mouth and I start to line up to Mitchell's pretty pink hole and Jack pulls out his fingers. I line up quickly and Mitchell feels it and pushes against me as I push in making about half my cock slam immediately into him.

"Oh fuck that hurts!!!"

I start to pull out.

"Don't stop, I like it a lot." He says forcing more my cock into him and I can see the looks of pain on his face. I don't move because I'm not wanting to hurt him and he starts to fuck himself with my dick taking more in each time as he pushes back into me. I see tears in his eyes. But passion on his face. He shoves the rest of my cock into his tight little rosebud and lets out a squeal and I feel his ass clamp down on my cock as he cums again. He starts to really move as he is cumming. When he is done my cock is completely buried in him.

"We should stop. Its hurting you." I say.

"No. No. No. Please dont stop. I like it a lot. It hurts so good Mr Martin."
To prove it he starts moving his ass again. Rocking back and forth on my cock. So I let out my inner beast and slam my cock into him. He lets out a grunt and says.

"Oh yes do that. DO that a lot."
So I start to fuck him hard and fast.

"Oh yessssss!!! Like that. Oh its so gooooood!!!" He screams.

I am not really sure about this. Because I have never had anyone that enjoyed pain before but he certainly seems to be loving it. I lightly tap his ass cheek with my hand.

"Oh yes I've been a bad boy Mr Martin. Spank me. Spank me harder please. I need to learn my lesson."

I look at Jack and he looks at me. So I do as is requested. I give him a hard slap on his ass and lets lets out a wail.

"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!" And I feel his ass tighten around my cock as he strokes his cock furiously cumming again. Now thats three by my count. Little boys are great they can cum over and over. Its a dream men wish they could continue through their lives.

"You have been a very bad boy Mitchell. I am going to straighten you out." I say and smack his other ass cheek harder then before.

"Yes teach me Mr Martin. Make me a good boy."
I smack his other ass cheek and he lets out a yelp in pain and I see the pleasure all over his face.

"You will be a good boy now wont you?"
"I will try sir." He pants as I am slamming into him. He grunts every time I shove it in deep.

I smack his ass twice.

"You will do more than try. You will be good."
"Oh yes Mr Martin I will be good."
"I don't think you learned your lesson yet. You were very bad."
I say and smack his a a couple more times. He is loving it.

"I was so bad. I was wicked."
"You sure were a wicked little boy. This is the only way wicked boys learn."
I grab his hips and am fucking him as hard as I can and he is loving every second of it. I am about to cum so hard I can feel it churning up from my balls. I reach under him and twist his nipples and he cries out and it did just what I thought it would it sends him over the top again. I slam my cock in him and start to unload my massive cum into him.

"OH yes Mr Martin. Yes yes yessssssssss!!" He screams as I feel his ass pulsing around my cock. I finish unloading into him and I am drenched in sweat. Jack is looking back and forth at us and is amazed at the hard fucking I just gave this boy. I have never fucked Jack this hard. He likes it more soft and gentle like the other boys do. This is a new experience for me and I loved it. Now I don't want it like this all the time. But its nice to just take a boy like this and he loves it. I leave my cock buries in his super tight hole and catch my breath. As I do I pull slowly from his now battered boy hole.

I check to make sure I didn't damage him. There is no blood or anything so that's good. Sadly I wasn't thinking about that as I was fucking him like he was a flesh light. But I was giving it to him as he wanted me too. I feel guilty for about a half a second.

"Are you OK Mitchell."

"Hmm yes. Better than OK."
"You seemed to enjoy it."
"Oh very much Mr Martin."
He rolls over on his back and I see my cum leaking from his well used hole.

"I think we all need to head to the locker room and shower." Jack says seeing as how all of us are all sweaty. Jack must have cum two or three times jerking and watching. He was loving me pounding Mitchell.

We all slowly put our clothes on and head to the showers.

What an interesting day so far I think as I am lathering up Mitchell's hair. Such a sweet little boy loves to be hard fucked. This could get interesting I think as my cock starts to chub up again.

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Well guys interesting chapter. I am sure Jack learned his lesson over this. What class Mitchell showed I thought. I think got the message across better then the pain of a paddling.

What about Mitchell loving the pain? Im not sure where its going to go not sure if he is going to like to be tied or what. Certainly likes spankings which is interesting.

Anyway dont bully its not nice. We like nice people not bullies.

It did take me a while to figure out how thsi chapter should go. Because I did spank my children when they wre growing up. Never really hard and no more than three swat always on the behind. But I think now I would do things differently. I think I would talk to them more about why I was upset with them instead of just smacking their asses. I did talk to them after. But not sure it did any good then.

Got a few exciting things going on in my life now. Gives me a reason to smile. I was talking to a good freind of mine and I told him that I think I am starting to forgive me for being me. He told me its good and he loves me. At first when he would tell me he loved me I thought ah bullshit. Because I was abused so much as a child I didnt think I was worthy of love. When the mother of my children and I were together I figured she jsut didnt want to work and knew I would support her. Its hard sometimes but I think Im starting to allow myself to be happy. To accept things that others take for granted like love. Anyway enough of this bullshit.

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