Date: Thu, 30 Aug 2018 01:03:17 +0000 From: Harry Scott Hayden Subject: "The Priest that Was Love" - Chapter Twenty Seven (Nifty / Gay / Adult-Youth) @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ A disclaimer: This story is fictional. Some of the things that happened or will happen to Harry and Greyson. Parts of the characters are fictional as well. All other characters were made up and any similarities are just coincidental. This is a gay romance between adult and teenage boys, there may be sex, but for the most part, it's about their true love of each other. So if that offends you, please discontinue reading. Also, if it is illegal for you to read such material, you have been warned. I hope you're enjoying it and that the story draws you in wanting more. If you have any suggestions or concerns, do not hesitate to email me at harryscotthayden@outlook.com Thoughts and suggestion are always welcome and may or may not be implemented. Concerns will be considered and addressed as much as possible. AND, if you enjoy the stories on Nifty.org, please give a donation to help cover their expenses. While the site is currently free, donations only from Loyal fans can help keep it that way. Any amount will help. http:// www.donate.nifty.org /donate.html @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ "The Priest that Was Love" - Chapter Twenty Seven (Nifty / Gay / Adult-Youth) Harry At this moment in time, my heart was soaring up higher within the heavens cloud. It was bursting with so much love, devotion and admiration when I finally heard Greyson confess his love to me. I could not believe what I am hearing directly from his mouth. I have been waiting for this ever since I've gotten to know him. I knew then as I know now that he is my one true love. The only problem that worries me is, how does father go to take the news that Greyson, and I are together as soul mates? I do hope that father will be as supportive, open-minded and accepting as he has always been. However, I would not get as worried as for now; nobody needed to know. It will be our prerogative if we want others to know about it. Even so, I am going to feel uncomfortable in hiding it from the rest of the guys. Nevertheless, I do not want to ever do anything that would jeopardize Greyson's well-being. If I may, I wanted this relationship to be as open as possible. I wanted to feel happy and proud to show my love to the man that I love. However, I know that Greyson would not agree with it though. Throughout the time, Greyson and I were a loving couple and all. We took every chance that we have, to touch, to hold and shared a kiss or two. Sometimes, it turns out hilarious as we secretly are giving each other, peck of tender kisses when our path crosses. I, for once could not contain my eagerness to hold him in my arms. I felt obligated to caress and cuddle his manly body as close as I can. The desire I have for him was immensely growing in me and there were times I simply cannot contain it within me. Oh my God, I do love him so much. It is impossible not to. I felt so lost whenever he is out of my sight. I want him to be near me always and never be far away from me. He completes me and I am desperately in need to hold, to smell his scent and to physically be near him. Dear Lord, let me to utilize the love I have within me. It is about time for it to grow and be shared. Every day, I fall in love with him all over again. He made my life perfect. It felt so right to be love by him. When he presented himself within me, it is as beautiful as a rhythm and a song. However, when he is far, he is so much is missed. His handsome face will appear in my heart, and it feels like I am longing for a full moon. That is how deep my love for him. I feel sad and painful, whenever he is away from me. Nevertheless, he will forever be in my heart, and I prayed that he will never ever leave me behind. There was a time during my life, where I suffered a broken heart and violated dreams. When it did happen to me, it felt like my whole life was over. I was stuck in a place where all I could do was to wish on a four-leaf clover. However, now it is a brand-new time and there is a new place, where dreams can come true. It was the day I met Greyson. I thought I could never love again the way that I ever love someone before. The guy left me for good, after he used me in his quest to gain popularity and respect from his clique of obnoxious friends. I was distraught and broken hearted as I've gone into hiding for days. He did try to apologise for his wrong doings. Nevertheless, it was too late to turn around and when I've said my good-byes, I left him beside himself without my heart and told him that I could never love him again now that we're apart as there was no reason and to treat it as thought nothing ever happen between us. Let's face it; I had dreamed of having someone to love and called my own. However, when I found out his game plan, I wept until I cannot cry any more. I've made a vow that I would not at any time cry again like I did when I left him with that look on his eyes. I braced myself as I walked away from him and never look back. I took everything in my stride and reassure myself that I was not at fault; I have made the right decision as it was just a foolish beat of my heart. Even more importantly, all this time he could not see that I'm not fooling anybody. I am genuinely in love with him and yet; he does not see the tears falling down my face every time he went away. He never knew what he did was wrong and hurtful. I had enough of him. Amazingly, I found a love for me, and I just dove right in and follow his lead. Well, I was astounded elated and ecstatic to find a guy as beautiful and sweet like Greyson. I never knew he was the one waiting for me because we were just people with opposite lifestyle when we fell in love: without us not knowing what it was. I will not give him up to this time as I knew he is in my life. I just want him to kiss me slow as his heart is all I own and in his eyes, he's holding mine. Well, I found a man, stronger than anyone I know. He shares my dreams, my inspiration and my future. I wish that someday I'll share with him a home. I want to share more than just my secrets, my love and by God's willing, to carry children of our own. I knew it would not be easy; however, we will be fighting together against all odds. I know I'll be alright this time. I want him just to hold my hand, and I'll be his guy and him be my man. I can see my future in his eyes as now I know I have met an angel in person. He looks impeccable, smart, articulate, and handsome and perfect every time. I don't deserve this, but I take it if it is Greyson, even if he has any flaws. Before anything could go even any further in regard to our romance, I had something egging me at the back of my mind that I want it to be resolved. I have to discuss it with Greyson before I could carry through it. It was the night where father was working the night shift. We have the whole house to ourselves, and Greyson had just come down from his room with a fresh change of clothing. I was sitting quietly at the dining table with the heated dinner food prepared my father before he left for work. There was a bowl of chicken curry, white rice and potato salad. Greyson came to my side and kissed on my temple as a loving gesture. We knew that we are a couple and very much in love. Nevertheless, as far as intimacy is concerned, we've never gone beyond anything than hugging and kissing. It's kind of an agreement that we vowed to adhere. We do not want to do anything that we are going to regret later in the relationship. As far as I am concerned, I am ready to go all the way. I hope you all knew what I mean. However, what stopping us from doing it was my age factor. I was still not in my legal age of consent by being a 17 years-old boy. Nevertheless, it won't be long. "Thank you for waiting on me for dinner baby. I apologise if I took such a long time to freshen up." My body always gives a tingling sensation whenever Greyson called me baby. It was so endearing. I simply love it. "It's okay, babes. What am I if I could not even wait for my boyfriend to eat dinner together?" He flashed his gorgeous smile at me. I knew that he's genuinely captivated with my wording. He turned to sitting on the opposite side of me and started to say grace before we began to eat. While we were eating, I could sense that Greyson was on occasion been looking at me. I knew that he was being curious as the frown line was forming on his forehead. I stood silently while I continued eating my food. It was nerve wrecking as I do not know how to start the conversation. He was pretty adamant the last time we had ever spoken about it. Suddenly, I felt his hand holding on to mine. I do not dare to lift up my head to look at him. I do not know what was happening to me as I suddenly got emotional. A single tear drop cascaded down my face. "Harry, is everything alright?" I heard clinking of metal hitting the porcelain plate when he put down his fork and spoon. It was silent in a moment when suddenly I felt his arms engulfing my shaking body. He pulled me closer after he took away my fork and spoon and left it on my plate. "What's wrong baby? Please do tell me." He lifts up my chin, so he could see my face streaking with tears. He used his thumb to wipes it away. He squatted in front of me as he placed his arm around my waist. I immediately engulfed him in a tight hug as I place my head on his shoulder. He was gently trying to calm me down by rubbing my back while occasionally kissing my temple. "Greyson, I hope you would not be angry with me." I spoke as I gently pulled us apart. His face contorted, portraying a worrying look, but he did not say a word, expecting me to continue. "I think, it is about time that father should know about us." I kept a close watch for his reaction, but he has none to show. He was just looking straight at my face with little emotion. "Ok. If that is what you want. But you have to be prepared for any type of reaction we could get from Hayden." There was not a single hesitation in his reply. Instead, he sweetly smiled at me while leaning in closer to me and we kissed right at the dining table. It took us a while to calm our passionate craving of each other. We've decided for the rest of the night to use the remaining time alone while it last to cuddle up in front of the television. It was rather serene to cuddle up with Greyson. The mood and surrounding scene played a big part of the serenity. The living room was not brightly lit, just the warm glow of the table lamp. The television played a movie that we have selected from Netflix. He felt as comfortable in my arms as I am to him. Occasionally I took a glance at his handsome face and secretly noticed the slight frown lines on his forehead. I knew that he was contemplating on our decision to inform father about us being together. I do love him so much so that I do not want us to carry the burden of lying to everyone. Am I being selfish? It was around 3 o'clock in the morning. I had risen from my bed to go to the toilet to relief myself. As I was passing Greyson room, I've noted that his room was lighted as I could see the glow of his bedside lamp from the gap under the door. I slowly and silently approached his bedroom door and leaned my ears to the door frame, trying to hear if Greyson was up to. What I heard broke my heart into a million pieces. Greyson was crying while praying. I was pretty sure he was asking for guidance from the Lord. I was broken-hearted and felt a sense of guilt for being the cause of Greyson to breakdown pitifully. I anticipated to push open his door and rushed to comfort him. But, I did not do that. Instead I made my way to the toilet to finish what I intended to do. On the way back, Greyson room had darken and I assumed that he had gone to sleep. I stayed for a little while outside his door and silently mouth the word, "I am sorry Greyson." I woke up with a heavy heart befall upon me. I could not get rid the memories of last night. Greyson whimper had dampened my day. I do not have a heart to leave the house for school. When Greyson came down for breakfast, I was amazed that he looks chirpy as a canary. He acknowledges my existence in the kitchen by giving me a passionate make out session. He seemed brazen for doing this. It might be he knew that father was still in bed sleeping, as he must have got back home late from the hospital last night. We completed our breakfast and promised to discuss later about making plans to find time to talk to father together. I was still sceptical in his abundance persona, Was it just an act after the grief he was in the night before? As we both leave the house, I was surprised to see the guys sitting at the patio chatting away. After Greyson had securely making sure that the door was locked, we went off to our intended destination of the day. Everyone took time to say goodbye to Greyson with a short hug. But when it comes to my turn, I hug him longer than I anticipated. I only released him when the guys taunted me for being clingy to Greyson like a leech. All of us just laugh it off and make our way to school. 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