Date: Sat, 19 Nov 2005 15:07:13 +0000 From: marc paige Subject: "Together Forever" (M/b,oral,anal) PLEASE READ AND UNDERSTAND THE FOLLOWING DISCLAIMER VERY CAREFULLY!!!!! This is a story involving GRAPHIC SEXUAL SCENES of consensual sex between the principal characters, a man and a pubescent boy as they discover their love for each other. If this type of story offends you, or is not to your liking, then leave now. This is not true. It is merely a figment of the My imagination. The author me, does not condone unsafe sex, and does not encourage sex with underage people. THIS STORY IS PURELY A WORK OF FICTION AND ANY RESEMBLANCE TO PERSON'S LIVING OR DEAD, OR TO EVENTS THAT MAY HAVE OCCURED, IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL!. MOREOVER, NONE OF THE ACTIONS OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY IS MEANT TO CONDONE, APPROVE, OR SANCTION THEIR BEHAVIOUR. The author that's me Marc claims all copyrights to this story. This Story is a complete work of fiction and is not for sale. For a complete listing of the stories I've written so far visit: http://www.asstr.org look for my name Marc Paige in the authors section. E-mail Comments to: ollie_901@hotmail.com I've decide to try writing in first person instead of my usual Narrative approach so here goes. "Together Forever" BY Marc Paige I had just gotten back home Staten Island New York to be specific after spending fours years at college in California majoring in literature as my goal in life was to be a writer. Looking at the house that I called home for so many years I realized that it and the neighborhood had not changed a bit since I was last here two years ago. well that's not actually true I was here four months ago for my aunt's funeral. she had raised me as her own since my mom died when she was having me and my dad, I never knew who he was. I went inside and dropped my stuff on the floor and looked around the house that I had grown up in and sighed as it looked so lifeless now. I went to the stair case to go upstairs and have a look around already knowing that everything was just as I left it. The stair case groaned and creaked as I climbed the stairs one at a time as opposed to skipping over a few as I usually did. Seeing my old room just as I left it before I went back to California after my aunt's funeral made me smile a little. I headed to my aunt's room and was suddenly overwhelmed with sadness as I looked around wishing that she was here. I walked back out and closed the door and went back downstairs and got my bags and took them back to my room. It took a few hours to unpack all my stuff as I was in no hurry to get it done having no plans for the night. After I had some take out for dinner I had a shower and went to bed being in no mood for TV or anything else for that matter. As I lay there in the darkness of my room staring up at the ceiling I smiled remembered my aunt always used to play her rolling stones records ever night being a very huge fan of them. The house was so very quiet that it was definitely going to take some getting used to, I finally managed to fall asleep after lying in my bed thinking of exactly why I came back here. The sun awoke me the following morning hours before I usually got up after I forgot to close the blinds. It was no use trying to go back to sleep so I got up and decided to have breakfast and get an early start on all the things I had to do for the day. After I took a shower and got dressed I grabbed the keys to my aunt's car that I also inherited and headed off to the fist thing on my list of things to do, grocery shopping. "Randy, Randy Hansen" I heard a voice say as I was closing the door after I got outside. I turned around to see who it was and I started smiling as I saw it was my neighbor next door who had been really good friends with my aunt. "Hi Mrs. Mitchell" I said as I walked over to her as she smiled at me. I also noticed that she wasn't alone as I saw a boy I figured to be around eleven, or more possibly twelve that looked kind of familiar standing beside her with a little smile on his face as I approached them. "Hi" I said to the boy as I smiled at my neighbor as she walked over to my yard. "Hi" He said back with a shy smile as his shiny black hair almost covered his eyes that I noticed were blue as he looked up. "Come here and give me a hug" Mrs. Mitchell said as she walked up to me and embraced me as I looked over my shoulder and saw the boy with a huge grin on his face staring at us. "So when did you get back Mr. college graduate?" she said smiling breaking off her embrace that I have to say was pretty tight for an old woman. "Uh... yesterday afternoon" I said smiling. "You should have come over for dinner last night we would have loved the company" she said smiling at me and looking over to the boy who came a little closer to us. "Oh I didn't want to disturb you" I replied as the sun cast a strange aura on her gray hair. "Nonsense you're family" she said making me blush as she smiled at me. "This is my grandson Chase" she said finally giving me the name of the smiling boy. "That's Chase" I said smiling at him as I remembered him now after he had visited her before when he was much younger. "That's him" she replied with another smile. "You visiting for the summer" I asked looking at him as summer was almost over. "Uh... no I live here with my grandma now" he said with a little smile brushing his black hair from his eyes. "Oh okay" I said smiling back at him. "Randy was one of my students and I think he hated playing the piano more than you do" she said smiling at Chase as he grinned looking at me. I smiled remembering those horrible lessons my aunt forced me to take when I was about the same age as Chase. But on the other hand I really did like spending time with Mrs. Mitchell, she was really nice to me and even looked after me sometimes when my aunt was away at work. At times I used to imagine what it would be like to have a grandmother like her and even pretended that she was my grandmother. "So where are you off to now?" she asked me smiling. "I'm going to get some groceries" I replied with a smile. "Chase why don't you go with Randy" she said looking at her grandson. "You don't mind do you?" she asked turning back to me as I noticed chase looking at me to see what my answer was. "Not at all, in fact I could use the company" I said noticing a little smile appeared on his face. "How about it?" I said looking at him. "Okay" he replied with a shrug of his shoulders making no big deal about it. "It's really good that you decided to come back home Randy" she said smiling and touching my cheek gently. "Yeah it's nice to be home again" I said with a smile. "Well don't let me keep you back, I'm sure you have a pretty busy day ahead of you" she said smiling and fixing the collar of the shirt I was wearing and brushing my hair out of my face, much like my aunt used to do. She kissed Chase on his head making him blush a little as he looked at me before she left and walked back over to her house and smiled at me before she went inside. Chase smiled shyly at me holding his head down a little as his hair obscured the view of his eyes. "Let me get the car out of the garage okay" I said to him as he looked up and smiled shyly at me again. "Okay" he replied looking up with a little smile as I went over to the garage to get the door open. I got the garage door open and when inside hoping that the car still worked after being parked in there for four months without being used. I was in luck as the engine turned over although the needle on the gas gage was nearing empty, I adjusted the rearview mirror and saw Chase standing at the side of the drive way waiting on me to get the car out. "Hop in" I said to him after slowly backing out of the garage stopping where he was standing. He opened the car door and climbed in and smiled at me a little as he pulled the seat belt across his shoulder, I did the same and slowly reversed out of the driveway into the street. "I have to make a quick stop at the ATM and the gas station before we go to the supermarket okay" I said to him as I drove out of the street. "Sure" he replied as he put down the window letting the wind blow through his thick head of jet black hair. We got to the ATM first and Chase waited in the car and as I withdrew some of the money from the from my dwindling savings account. I got a substantial payment from the insurance company after my aunt died but that was almost gone from paying off the rest of the mortgage on the house, college tuition and my aunt's funeral expenses and general bad spending on my part. It was a lot for me to handle being twenty two and having all those responsibilities to deal with but some how I did. Our next stop was the gas station filling up the gas tank and also finding out that two of the tires need air. I thanked the gas station attendant for pointing that out to me because changing a tire or tires as it might have been was the last thing I wanted to do today. After inflating the tires back up to their required pressure and paying for the gas we drove off making our way to the supermarket that was about twenty minutes away from where we currently were. "So how did you come to live with your grandmother?" I asked glancing at Chase trying to find out a little about him. "Um.... my mom and dad left me there" he said holding his head down sounding really sad. "Oh" I said deciding to leave it at that as I saw how upset he got. "Do you like living here?" I asked glancing at him again. "It's okay I guess" he said glancing over at me. we both remained pretty quiet as he looked out the window and I figured he probably wasn't a very talkative type much like myself. "So you don't like playing the piano either huh" he said to me after a few minutes as I glanced over at him. "I absolutely hated playing the piano" I said chuckling remembering those half hours of torture called piano lessons. "Me too" he said with a snicker. "what were you studying at college?" he asked as I noticed him looking at me from the corner of my eye with an enquiring stare. "Uh.... literature I'm gonna be a writer" I said making a turn as we were getting closer to our destination. "Oh that's cool" he said looking back out of the window as I glanced at him. "what about you what do you want to be?" I asked slowing down as we approached a traffic light. "It's kinda stupid" he said blushing a little holding his head down slightly. "Come on tell me I won't laugh" I said as we came to a stop at a red light. "An artist" he said turning and looking at me expecting me to maybe laugh. "what's stupid about being an artist" I said looking directly at him now. He just smiled and shrugged his shoulders looking at me as I stared into his blue eyes. "Maybe you can show me some of your paintings some time" I said smiling at him. "Um okay" he said with a smile. "HEY MOVE IT BUDDY" I heard someone yell honking his horn behind us as I didn't realized the light had turned green. "ALRIGHT KEEP YOUR PANTIES ON FOR FUCK'S SAKE!" I yelled back putting my head out the window as the guy continued honking his horn. Chase giggled at my comment as we pulled off and I couldn't help but laugh also at my comments to the driver behind us. "um.....do you have a girlfriend" Chase asked catching me a little off guard. "Uh....No, we broke up" I replied with as he had apparently warmed up to me. "Oh" he said looking out the window again. "what about you I bet you have to beat the girls off with a stick" I said chuckling. "well not really" he said blushing. I smiled at him before making a turn into the parking lot of the supermarket as we got to our destination. After I found a parking spot we went inside and grabbed a shopping cart and slowly walked up and down the various isles as I tried to figure out all I had to get. "Aren't you gonna buy anything?" Chase asked looking at me as we had walked up and down several isles without picking up a single thing. "Sure I just don't know what I should buy" I said looking at him as he looked over a few cans on the shelf, shopping wasn't something I was accustomed to doing. "How about this" Chase said picking up a can of mushroom soup. "well it's a start" I said with a smile as he smiled back putting the can into the empty shopping cart. we walked through a couple of isles Chase picked up stuff that I didn't even think of buying, he even looked at the prices comparing them and looking for discounts which was something I never would have done. "Is there anything else we should get?" Chase asked smiling at me. "I think we got too much" I said looking at the almost full shopping cart wondering how much all this stuff was gonna come up to. He smiled at me as I pushed the shopping cart over to the cashier getting in line waiting my turn as Chase looked around. "Hey you want anything?" I said to him as he stood beside me. "No I'm fine" he replied. "Are you sure?" I asked again. "I am kinda thirsty" he said smiling shyly. "Go get what ever you want" I said smiling at him. He smiled back at me and took off running up the isle as I looked back watching as he disappeared around the corner. As I pushed the shopping cart up to the cashier I saw chase come back with two sodas and a couple of Twinkies. "I got you something too, you don't mind do you?" he asked looking up at me with a look of uncertainty . "I told you get whatever you want" I said smiling at him. He smiled at me and I started to unload the groceries out of the shopping cart as the cashier smiled at me as she started scanning the prices on the groceries totaling them up. I was surprised that all the groceries only came up to a little over sixty bucks including Chase's Twinkies and sodas. I paid for the groceries and the guy packed up everything into three bags, Chase took one and I took up the other two and headed back outside to where we parked. we put the groceries in the back seat and Chase smiled at me as he picked up his Twinkies and sat in the front seat. I got back in the driver seat and smiled at Chase as he slowly ate one of the Twinkies smiling at me as I started up the car and slowly back out of the parking space. "You know you're a really smart shopper" I said to Chase glancing at him as I pulled out of the parking lot. He just smiled at me and continued eating his Twinkie as we headed back home, Chase ate another of the Twinkies and looked out the window glancing at me from time to time and smiling. "You want one?" he asked handing me a Twinkie with a smile. "Oh no thanks" I said smiling at him. He smiled at me and shoved it into his pocket and leaned into the back seat to get his soda out of one of the bags. He smiled at me again when I caught him looking at me as he sipped on his soda. when we got back home I slowly drove up into the garage as I didn't have anywhere else to go that day that required use of the car again. Chase took off his seat belt and opened the back door and helped me get the groceries out of the car. "Here hold this for a sec" I said to him handing him one of the bags so I could close the garage door. "thanks" I said as was about to take the bag back. "It okay I can carry them both" he said smiling. "Okay then" I said smiling back at him. We walked up to the front door and Chase stood back holding the two bags of groceries as I fidgeted with the keys trying to get them in the lock. I unlocked the door and held it open for him as he smiled and carried the bags inside. "where's the kitchen?" he asked studying the layout of the house wondering which direction to go in. "Make a left" I said to him as I closed the door behind me. He headed into the kitchen with the bags as I followed behind him, Chase set the bags down on the kitchen counter and turned around and smiled at me. I placed the bag I was carrying next to his as he stood near the counter looking around the kitchen. "Thanks for the help Chase" I said to him as he focused his attention to me. "It was nothing" he said smiling. "You can stick around for a while if you want to" I said thinking that maybe he could use some company as I knew I definitely could. "Nah I think I'm gonna go home and let my grandma know I came back" he said brushing away his hair from his eyes. "Oh okay then" I said feeling a little disappointed as he turned to leave. "I can come back later if that's okay with you" Chase said turning around to face me before he walked out the kitchen. "Sure, I'll see you later then" I replied smiling at him. "Bye" he said smiling as he pushed the door open. "Bye" I replied as he smiled back a before walking out the door. "Alone again" I said with a sigh as I left the kitchen and headed up stair to get the house cleaned up from the film of dust that seemed to cover just about everything. I started in my bedroom dusting and vacuuming moving from there to the hall, then the guest room and finally my aunt's room that I really didn't feel like going into mainly because I missed having her around. After I finished upstairs I turned my attention to the living room then the kitchen, when I was done with the kitchen I had to rest for a few minutes. I never realized how much work it took to keep this place and then I started to feel bad for never telling my aunt how much I appreciated all she had done for me and for not picking up after myself sometimes. I made myself a sandwich for lunch before continuing my cleaning packing up a lot of stuff that I didn't need or want deciding to give it to charity. I dropped myself on the couch a few hours later exhausted glad I decided to be a writer as manual labor was just not my thing. I managed to regain some of my strength and headed up to my room where I collapsed on the bed and fell asleep. When I awoke a few hours later I lay on my bed thinking I should probably start work on my book soon. I had written several shorts stories in college having several of them published in magazines which had led me down the path of becoming a serious writer of fiction. I got up off my bed and went into the bathroom and looked at my disheveled appearance in the mirror after relieving myself. A few quick stroke of my hair brush got my brown hair back to order from it's unruly appearance I stood there looking at myself for a few seconds looking at myself wishing I didn't look the way I did. myself loathing was interrupted when I heard the doorbell ring downstairs, I left the bathroom and went down to answer the door wondering who it could be. "Hi" I said smiling as I saw my visitor was Chase. "Hi" He replied smiling. "come on in" I said to him holding the door open. "My grandma is giving piano lessons" he said snickering as he came inside. "Lucky you" I said chuckling as I closed the door. "what were you doing?" He said looking at me with a smile. "I Just got up from a nap" I said yawning. "I can tell" he said with a chuckle. "Let's go into the living room" I said to him. we went into the living room and sat down on the couch and I turned on the TV as Chase sat next to me. "My grandma says she's expecting you for dinner later and don't be late" Chase said smiling at me. I chuckled a little at his grandmother's dinner invitation or more accurately order to attend happy that I didn't have to spend the entire evening alone. "So you ready for school?" I asked looking at him as there were only about two weeks of summer left. "I guess so" he said sadly. "why the long face?" I asked looking at him. "I don't have any friends and everyone hates me there" he replied holding his head down. "I didn't have any friends and everyone hated me too when I was your age" I said to him. "Why" he asked looking up at me. "They just did I guess" I said looking at him. "It's the same with me" He sighed and hung his head down. "Listen the world's full of assholes you either have to become one of them or just fucking ignore them" I said looking at him. He looked up at me and smiled at my statement that had seemed to cheer him up a bit. "I just don't know what I ever did to make everyone hate me" he said looking at them. "Your grandma doesn't hate you and I just met you and I like you" I said trying to make him feel better about himself. "You like me?" he said with a little smile looking at me. "Sure why not" I replied looking at him. Chase's smile seemed to broaden when I said that a she glanced up at me as his face turned red. "who ever doesn't like you fuck them" I said making Chase giggle. "Yeah fuck them all" he said laughing. "Let's see What's on" I said turning my attention to the TV that we had not been paying attention to while we were talking. Chase smiled at me as I smiled back at him before we turned our attention to the TV flipping through the channels to see what was on. We settled on cartoons and sat back in the couch occasionally glancing at each other and smiling when ours eyes met. "we better head over to your place or we'll be late for dinner" I said to Chase after a few hours of TV. "Yeah my grandma hates it when I'm late" Chase said with a giggle. "well let's go then" I said getting up off the couch. I took off the TV and Chase and I headed to the door, we walked over to his house and found his grandmother in the kitchen finishing dinner. "Oh good you're both on time" Chase's grandmother said smiling at us. "Chase go wash up for dinner and come set the table" she said to Chase. "Okay grandma" Chase said giving me another smile before he left the kitchen and I heard him running up the stairs. "Oh Randy sit down and relax you're a guest Chase will do that" she said smiling at me as I started setting the table. "I don't mind" I said smiling as I set the plates on the table. Chase came back into the kitchen and smiled at me as I was doing his job of setting the table, he He got the knives and forks as I set the napkins and his grandmother started brining the food over to the table. I sat down with Chase sitting at the head of table being the man of the house so to speak as his grandmother sat across from me. After we said grace we passed the food around to each other and took how much we wanted. "can you pass me the mashed potatoes please" Chase said smiling at me. "Sure" I replied passing the bowl over to him. "So Randy what was California like?" Chase's grandmother asked smiling at me. "well it a lot warmer than New York" I said smiling at her knowing that in a few months we would be probably be knee deep in snow. I told them all about my experiences in California during my four years living there, and the book that I was going to write noticing Chase looking at me intently almost forgetting that he was eating at times. "Dinner was great thanks for having me over" I said after having the most delicious and filling meal in a long time. "Thank you dear" she said smiling at me as Chase got up and left the table. "How long has Chase been living with you?" I asked remembering that he was not here when I came to take care of my aunt's funeral. "Oh he came to live with me about a week after Judy's funeral when you left" she said sighing with a very troubled look on her face. I suspected that something terrible happened to Chase's parents by the way he acted when I asked about them earlier and his grandmother's reaction all but confirmed my suspicions, but I didn't want to seem nosy so I dropped the conversation right there. "Here's your pills grandma" Chase said as he came back to the kitchen where were sitting with three vials of pills. "Oh thank you honey" she said with a smile as he took out one from each container and poured her a glass of water. "My heart is not as strong as it used to be" she said smiling at me probably because of the look on my face since I never knew she had any heart conditions. Chase smiled at me as I looked back at his grandmother Taking her pills and having a sit of water from the glass. "Oh you have to take one of theses too" Chase said taking another bottle of medication from his pocket. I smiled at him as he reminded me of myself taking care of his grandmother just as I took care of my aunt when she found out she was sick. "well I better get started on the dishes" she said smiling as she started getting up from the table. "I'll take care of it" I said as I got up from the table. "You don't have to Randy" she said smiling at me. "Please it's the least I can do" I said looking at her. "Yeah grandma relax go put your feet up Randy and I will take care of the dishes" Chase said smiling as he glanced at me. "Okay I'll leave you two to it then" she said smiling as she got up and left the kitchen. "I'll wash you dry" I said to him as I cleared the table. "Deal" he said smiling at me as we took the dirty dishes over to the sink. "How old are you?" he asked smiling at me as he dried the plate that I handed to him. "Twenty two" I said. "Oh" he replied. "How old are you?" I asked smiling at him as I handed him another plate. "Twelve but I'll be thirteen in December" he said smiling. I smiled back at him handing him another plate as he took it with a smile drying it off and setting it on top the others. "Do you miss California?" he asked looking at me. "I think it's too soon for me too but I definitely will when the snow rolls in" I said chuckling. we finished up washing the dishes and put the left over in the refrigerator and put away the dishes. "um...... do you still want to see some of my paintings" Chase said looking at me with a very eager expression. I could tell that he didn't want me to leave yet why he asked me to see some of his painting and to be perfectly honest I really didn't want to leave just yet either. "Okay then show them to me" I said smiling at him. "Come on up to my room" he said smiling broadly. "You boys finished with the dishes?" Chase's grandmother asked smiling at us from as we came out of the kitchen. "Yup" Chase said smiling at his grandmother as she was sitting on the couch knitting. "I gonna show Randy some of my paintings" he said smiling at his grandmother and then at me. "He's really good you know" she said smiling at me. Chase blushed when I looked at him and held his head down a little letting his hair cover his eyes. "Okay you boys go about your business" his grandmother said straighten her glasses on her nose as she continued with her knitting. Chase ran up the stairs two steps at a time as I took it slow being in no hurry to get upstairs and the fact that all the food I ate was making me a bit sluggish. My initial thoughts of what chase said about wanting to become an artist made me think along the lines of cartoonish drawings, but when I got to his room and he showed me the first painting I was in awe. The painting Chase showed me was no cartoon drawing but a vivid depiction of New York city's central park. "You painted this?" I asked in disbelief as the colors seemed to come to life, I hadn't seen Central part in a few years but this was a perfect depiction of it. "I knew it wasn't any good" he said sighing. "Are you kidding Chase this is amazing" I said chuckling still in disbelief that someone as young as him posses such extraordinary artistic skill. "Really?" he said chuckling a little. "Yes it's amazing" I said glancing at him and then back at this painting that was like no other. "How did you get these colors" I asked looking at the painting knowing that theses weren't store bought paints. "I mixed them" he said smiling as I looked back at him. I looked at him and smiled as he blushed I even noticed he had an easel in the corner of his room just as a professional painter would. "You don't want to be an artist you're the real deal" I said smiling at him as his face turned red. "Have you painted anything else?" I asked looking at him. "Oh yeah a couple" he said as I handed him back the painting. I sat on his bed as he brought me more of his work that were equally amazing as the first painting he showed me. He smiled and blushed when I looked at him and commented on how great his paintings looked and his outstanding talent. "Have you ever thought about entering one into an art contest or something" I asked staring at him. "You're the first person besides my grandma that I ever showed them to" he said blushing again. "wow lucky me" I said making him grin. "You'll remember me when your famous right" I said as he started laughing. "I won't forget you" he said chuckling. "I'll hold you to that" I said chuckling looking back at his paintings still in awe of his skill. "Do you really think that they're good?" he asked looking at me. "I think there awesome" I said as they really were. He smiled and his face turned red again as I could tell how much it meant to Chase to have someone appreciate his talent. "So what are you writing your first book about?" he asked after he put his artwork away. "I don't really know yet I have a few ideas that I'm polishing before I start" I said as he came back over to his bed and sat down. "Oh okay" he said smiling. "Well I better be getting home" I said sighing. "Yeah Okay" he said sounding a bit sad that I was leaving. "Is it okay if I come over to your place again tomorrow?" he asked hopefully. "Sure you can come over anytime you want" I said as I got up off his bed. He smiled broadly at me and walked downstairs with me, we didn't see his grandmother in the living room so we went into the kitchen. "Oh Randy I was just about to make some tea would you care for a cup" she asked smiling at me. "No thank you Mrs. Mitchell I just came to sat goodbye and tea is not really my thing" I said politely declining. She smiled at me as I glanced at Chase standing next to me who was smiling also. "Thanks for dinner" I said thanking her for her hospitality. "Like I said before you're family and you're always welcomed here" she said smiling warmly at me. I don't think Mrs. Mitchell knew how much that meant to me having her consider me as part of her family but it was nice to feel like I belonged somewhere again. "You're the grandson I never had" she said smiling as I heard Chase chuckling next to me. "I guess that makes us brothers" Chase said smiling up at me. "I guess so" I chuckled looking at his white teeth as he smiled. "Good night Mrs. Mitchell and thanks again for dinner" I said to her before smiling. "You're welcome have a nice night" she said taking the kettle off the stove as it started whistling. I smiled at her and left the kitchen as Chase followed me walking me to the door to see me out. "See you tomorrow da Vinci" I said to him making him smile before I walked out. "Bye" he said to me as I turned back and smiled at him as I walked down the driveway and headed over to my place. I smiled at him as I walked up my driveway as he was still at the door looking at me, he waved at me before going in and closing the door. "What a nice kid taking care of his grandma" I thought to myself opening the door and going inside. I went up stairs and took off my shirt as I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. I came from the bathroom after showering and taking care of certain need that I'm sure I don't have to explain and pulled on a pair of boxers and settled in my bed. Somehow I was more tired tonight than I was last night because I fell asleep almost immediately. The next thing I knew after that was someone was ringing the doorbell waking me from a really good dream I crawled out of my bed wondering who the hell could be ringing the doorbell in the middle of the night. To my surprise it wasn't the middle of the night it was morning already as the sun's ray shone through the blinds in my room. "I'm coming I'm coming" as said as I came down the steps as who ever it was out side was ringing the doorbell almost continuously now. "What the hel.......Oh hi Chase" I said as I opened the door and saw him standing outside smiling as I was partially blinded by the sun. "Come in" I said shielding my eyes. "I'm sorry I woke you" he said holding his head down. "It's okay I needed to get up anyway" I said as I glanced at the clock on the wall and saw it was almost nine thirty. "what can I do for you" I said yawning and scratching my head as I sat down on the couch and Chase sat in a chair opposite me. "Um.....Uh...... My..... um......" he stuttered as I noticed his eyes were fixed on my crotch. "I..... Um....Uh" he said nervously scratching his neck. "I looked down to see what he was staring at and was really embarrassed when I saw my dick hanging out partially from my boxers. "Uh...Sorry about that" I said quickly covering up embarrassed that I answered the door like that. "Uh....it's okay" he said smiling at me. We both remained quiet for a minute as Chase kept glancing at me and smiling as I could tell my face was probably beet red. "Uh what were you saying before" I said trying to get that little incident out of our minds. "Oh yeah" Chase said as I saw his hand go down and adjust his crotch as he looked at me continuing with the reason why he came over. "My grandma told me to tell you to come over for breakfast" he said smiling at me. "Okay" I said smiling as I could use some breakfast. "Let me get some clothes on I don't want to flash your grandma too and give her a heart attack" I said as chase stared laughing. I got up leaving Chase in the and went upstairs to get dressed stopping off at the bathroom first to pee. "God" I said looking at myself in the mirror after I flushed the toilet seeing my hair sticking up all over the place, I couldn't believe I answered the door like that. I went to my room and got dressed straightened out my hair with a few brush strokes and headed back downstairs. Chase smiled at me and turned off the TV and got up from his seat and we headed over to his grandmother's house. "I was just about to come get you two" his grandmother said smiling as we made our entrance into the kitchen. "My fault I was still asleep when Chase came over" I said smiling as I pulled up a chair and sat down at the table. "Oh Chase I told you not to wake him If he didn't answer the door" his grandmother said to him as he held his head down as she started serving up breakfast. "It's okay I'm glad he did actually or I would have slept all day" I said as he lifted his head and smiled at me. "Oh I forgot my pills" she said as she was about to sit down. "It's okay Grandma I'll get them" Chase said as he got up from the table and raced off. "I don't know what I would do without him" she said smiling as she sat down. "He kinda reminds me of myself when I was his age" I said smiling at her. "I'm so sorry that you had to go though all that with Judy no child should ever have to face all that" she said taking my hand in hers across the table. "I didn't mind I loved my aunt and I would have done anything for her" I replied feeling a bit sad as I thought of how long she suffered from cancer. "That enough talk about all that sadness it's much to early in the day for that" she said smiling at me and giving my hand a squeeze. I smiled at her as Chase came back with her medication and put them down on the table and sat down and smiled at me. We had a nice breakfast together as Mrs. Mitchell filled me in a little on what had happened around the neighborhood while I was away. "so what do you have planned for today?" she asked smiling at me as I was stuffing myself with some of the biscuits she made for breakfast. "I have some stuff that belonged to my aunt to take to Goodwill and I'm pretty much free for the rest of the day" I said looking at her. I have some stuff to give to them myself, do you mind taking it with you?" she asked as she took a sip of her tea. "No not at all" I said smiling at her as I glanced at chase staring at me turning off when I looked in his direction. "Is it okay If I go along grandma" Chase asked looking at his grandmother for her response. "well if it's okay with Randy" she replied looking at me. Chase turned and stared at me as well with a huge smile on his face already knowing what my answer was. "Sure you can come along" I replied before taking another bite of those delicious biscuits his grandmother made. Chase grinned at me as the three of us continued eating our breakfast occasionally glancing and smiling at each other. "Thank you so much for breakfast Mrs. Mitchell" I said smiling at her after I finished eating. "Your welcome sweetheart" she replied with a smile. "I hadn't had a breakfast like that since...." I said pausing as I remembered my aunt making me breakfast just like this one almost everyday. "well in a long time" I continued. It's funny the things that you miss not really giving much thought to them until you can no longer have them. "what do you say you and I get a move on huh" I said smiling at Chase. He smiled at me wiping his mouth in the napkin before he got up from the table, his grandmother got up also and started clearing the table. Chase and I headed back over to my place and he helped me take the boxes of my aunts clothes and some other stuff outside. "I'm gonna get the car out of the garage okay" I said to him as I set down a box outside and walked over to the garage door. "Okay I'll bring the rest of the boxes outside" Chase said to me with a smile before he went back inside. I got the car from the garage and parked in the driveway and opened the trunk as Chase came back out with one of the boxes. He set in down next to the others and went back inside again as I got out of the car and started loading the boxes into the trunk. "Oh let me help you with that" I said smiling at him as he came out struggling with the weight of the box he was holding in his hands. "It's okay I can carry it" he said smiling over the box as he walked up to where the other were on the ground and set the box down on the ground. "Good thing you had breakfast" I said joking with him and making him smile. "Yeah" he said smiling as he picked up one of the other lighter boxes and handed it to me to put into the trunk. "Was that the last one?" I asked as I couldn't quite recall just how many boxes there were. "Yeah" he said handing me another box. "I hope there's room for your grandma’s stuff" I said smiling as I put the last box that Chase had struggled to lift again into the trunk taking up the last free space. "Let's go get your grandmother stuff" I said after I closed the trunk that was already full . We walked back over to his house where his grandmother met us at the door and led us over to the garage to get the boxes. "It's just these three over here" she said pointing the boxes out when we followed her into the garage. I took up one as did Chase and we walked out of the garage back to my yard, I had to put them in the back seat since the trunk was full. "I'll get the other one" Chase said smiling as he raced back over to his yard to collect the other box from the garage. He came back a minute later with a huge smile carrying the last box in his hands, I took the box from him and put it in the back seat along with the other two while he opened the front door and got in the car waiting for me. I joined him a few seconds later sitting in the driver seat as he smiled sitting next to me already securely strapped in his seat belt. After I pulled my seat belt across my shoulder I started the car and slowly backed out of the drive way checking the traffic before I pulled out into the street. Chase's grandmother waved to us and he waved back before we pulled off driving out of the street. I turned on the radio and as I continued driving as chase glanced at me and smiled as the wind blew his hair that always seemed to hide his eyes. I was a bit surprised when I heard Chase humming along to the Rolling stones paint it black making me wonder how he knew that song as it was released years before either of us were born. He continued humming as the song went on and then made me smile as he started to sing along to it nodding his head in tune with the song. I glanced at him and he stopped and blushed at me as he probably didn't realize he had been singing aloud until now. "Sorry I just do that sometimes" he said holding his head down a little smiling shyly. "Don't be, you have a pretty nice voice" I said glancing at him and smiling. I stared singing along to the song and he I noticed him looking with a big grin at me in the rearview mirror that was facing his side a little. He started singing again with me as we looked at each other for a second, I was surprised that he knew every single word of the song as he kept up with me. I had become acquainted with their music from hearing my aunt playing there records everyday, I even put them on for her sometimes when she was too weak to get out of bed and it really helped her feel a little better. "where did you learn that song?" I inquired smiling at him as the song ended. "My dad had the record with this song on it but I can remember the name of it" he said brushing his hair from his eyes smiling at me. "The aftermath album" I said smiling at him. "Yeah how did you know?" he asked smiling. "My aunt was a huge fan" I said smiling at him as I turned onto the street where we were going to drop all this stuff off to charity. "Oh" he said smiling. "well here we are" I said pulling up in front of the building. Chase smiled at me and undid his seat belt and opened the door and got out, I pressed the button to open the trunk and checked for traffic before opening my door. I went to the back of the car where Chase already had the trunk open taking the boxes out and setting them down on the ground. "why don't you grab those in the back seat" I said to him. "Okay" he replied smiling and went to the backdoor and opened it and started taking the boxes out. I stacked two boxes on top each other and followed him into the building as he was carrying one of the boxes in from the backseat. We spoke to a lady who was really friendly thanking us for the contributions before we went back outside to get the rest of the boxes. "You're really strong do you work out" Chase said to me smiling as we walked back to the car. "They really weren't that heavy" I said chuckling still the same skinny white boy with brown hair and eyes to match not having changed from seven years ago. I stacked up two more of the boxes as I smiled amused looking at Chase who was trying to do the same with the last two boxes from the back seat. "Don't hurt yourself" I said chuckling as I walked back through the door with Chase struggling in front of me. "I won't and besides they're not that heavy" Chase said huffing as he struggled with the two boxes. I couldn't help but chuckle a little as I though him trying to display his strength was somehow for my benefit so that he could show me how strong he was. Chase dropped the boxes at the desk the woman we spoke to earlier panting bending over as he put his hands on his knees. "Are you okay there?" I heard the woman ask him with a smile as I approached them. "Yeah I'm fine " he said standing upright wiping his forehead as he worked up a little sweat from carrying the boxes. I passed the two boxes I was carrying over the counter to the woman and smiled at Chase as he was still breathing deeply smiling at me with his black hair sticking to his forehead a little. I picked up the other two boxes he had brought inside and was surprised at how heavy they both really were it was nothing for me to lift them but to a twelve year old it would be pretty heavy. As I passed them to the woman too I smiled at him impressed at his strength carrying them all the way from the car into the building without stopping to rest. "Hey how about an Ice cream, it's pretty hot" I said as we walked back to the car. "Yeah sure" he replied with a smile. we got back in the car and headed over to dairy queen to get the ice cream, I bought chase the flavor he wanted and got one for myself. Rather than driving and trying to eat at the same time we stayed at dairy queen and enjoyed our ice creams there. After we were done with our frozen treat we got back in the car and headed home enjoying the warm weather of one of the last days of summer. "Thanks for the ice cream" Chase said smiling at me as I drove up into the driveway when we got back home. "Anytime" I said smiling at him as I set the parking brake and he took off his seat belt. "See you later" he said with a smile as he opened the door and got out. "Later" I said smiling at him as he before he started walking back to his yard. He looked back and waved to me as I got out of the car before he walked up the two steps that led to the porch and went inside. I unlocked the door and went inside tossing my keys on the coffee table and sat down on the couch to relax for a few minutes. Not being one to procrastinate I got up and went upstairs to get my computer to start working on my book. I had transformed my idea into a story and all that was left was for me to start writing it. After I got my computer I went back downstairs and powered it up and went to work the first few pages were nothing. I had never had ideas flow so smoothly before as they were now as I found my creativity had seemed to have grown just as my professor at college had told me it would. But I guess it should be no surprise to me as this story I was writing I incorporated a lot of my life and myself into the title character. using the city of New York my home and my birth place as the setting made it even easier to describe the environment and atmosphere of the Story. As I continued writing I couldn't help but think of my aunt as the story I was telling was loosely based on our life. This book which I had planned on calling "A little boy lost" was about a woman who had found a little boy wandering all alone and had adopted him as her son. It wasn't all that different form my aunt adopting me and raising me as her own child which she didn't have to do but did anyway out of love for my mother and me. I was so taken up in this story hours seemed to pass as minutes, I stopped only once to have lunch before I lost myself in the world I was creating within this story. I soon ran into a problem in describing the little boy in the story, even though this story was some what based on my life I didn't want the description of the boy to be me as I felt that would make it seem too autobiographical. The doorbell interrupted me from my writing and I smiled as I already knew who the visitor outside was, I put down my laptop on the couch and got up to answer the door. "Piano lessons?" I asked when I opened the door seeing Chase smiling up at me. "Yeah" he said with a little chuckle. "Come on in" I said chuckling as I held the door open for him. "I'm not bothering you am I?" Chase asked as we walked back into the living room. "Nah I needed a break anyway I've been writing since we got back this morning" I said to him as he sat down on the end of the couch. I sat back down and picked up my computer as Chase turned on the TV and sat back in the couch. "Do you mind if I watch TV?" he asked looking at me. "Nah go ahead" I said smiling at him as I tried to come up with a unique description of this kid for my story. Chase smiled at me and turned his attention to the TV flipping through channels, I glanced at him running different description through my mind and then it hit me why not use him. Even though the boy in the story I was writing about was only five chase was perfect for my description. His thick black hair that seemed to hide his expressive piercing blue eyes and his pale Complexion that suggested he wasn't an outdoor type of boy. I glanced at Chase and quickly started typing incorporating all his features into the boy in my story. My typing drew Chase's attention as I glanced at him and noticed him smiling as he watched my fingers on the keyboard, I smiled at him and continued typing finishing half of the first chapter of my book. "wow you sure can type fast" Chase said to me as I as saving the pages I already typed. "Only after a lot of practice" I said smiling as I closed the lid of my laptop and put it down on the couch. He smiled at me and we talked for a while before we found an interesting movie that we watched passing the afternoon away. We went over to his house around six as his grandmother told him to let me know that she was expecting me for dinner again that evening. After dinner I hung out with him in his room for a while and he told me all about where he used to live before minus any details about his parents. I wondered why it was that he and his grandmother didn't talk about his parents but I figured if they wanted me to know they would tell me when they felt like it. I said goodbye to Chase around nine o'clock and I could tell that he was a bit disappointed that I was leaving by the look on his face. He walked me downstairs and I said goodbye to his grandmother thanking her for dinner before I left. When I got home I was overwhelmed by a sudden spell of sleepiness which was a surprise to me since I usually went to bed around twelve or a little after. My body needed sleep and I was not one to argue, I went upstairs and stripped down to my boxers and flopped down on my bed and went right to sleep. when I awoke next morning I was well rested and ready to face the day which was a surprise to me, maybe there's something to this going to bed early stuff after all I thought looking up at the ceiling. I remember my aunt begging me to go to bed early when I was younger and smiled as I remembered the hard time I gave her when it came to bed time. After all what kid likes going to bed at eight when all the fun stuff happens later, my thoughts of my past were interrupted by the doorbell downstairs. "Chase" I said chuckling to myself as I threw back the covers and climbed out of bed and headed downstairs. "You're up" he said smiling as I opened the door. "Yep" I said smiling as I held the door open for him. "I had to ring the doorbell like ten times yesterday before you answered the door" he said smiling at me. "Sorry about that" I said apologizing to him as I had no idea he had been outside that long yesterday. "It's no problem besides you were asleep and all" he said smiling at me. "I'm gonna take a quick shower okay" I said to him before I went up the stairs leaving him sitting on the couch. "Take your time" he yelled back making me smile as I climbed the stairs knowing that my hand had a date with my dick in the shower already getting hard as I went up the steps. After I finished showing and having one of the most fulfilling jerk off session I had ever had I walked back to my room drying my hair. "CHASE!" I said shocked to see him standing there. "I'm sorry" he said immediately apologizing but not before getting a good look at my semi erect uncut dick. "I just wanted to check out your room and I thought you would be in the shower longer" he said holding his head down. "It's okay" I said noticing him glancing up at my dick again before I wrapped my towel around my waist. "You mean you're not mad?" he said looking up at me with a questioning look on his face. "why would I be mad we're both guys aren't we and it's not the first time you've seen my dick" I said reminding him of the little incident yesterday. He looked up at me and blushed a little as I smiled back at him staring at his blue eyes that were half covered by his black hair. I noticed his face had gotten red and his hand went down over his crotch as he smiled nervously at me. "Um ...Can I use your bathroom I really gotta go" he said smiling. "Yeah sure go ahead" I said smiling at him before he left. I pulled of my towel and smiled as I continued drying myself, I couldn't be mad at Chase for his curiosity but I did suspect that he wanted that to happen which was why he came up to my room in the first place. I remember trying to sneak a peak at guys older than me at gym class and in public restrooms when I was the same age as Chase. My aunt never told me about puberty and the changes and the feeling that I would have during that ordeal that everyone has to go through to become an adult. What I knew about sex was from what I heard at school or read in books and on television and my own personal experiences that I had with both boys and girls. But above all that most of my sexual education came from a boy that was my best friend that lived across the street before he moved away when we were both thirteen. His name was Charlie and he was the one that taught me about jacking off passing the knowledge that his big brother shared with him to me. At the time being eleven then I thought that my first dry orgasm was the greatest thing I had ever felt in my entire life. Our sexual play continued and grew from just jacking off together to jacking off each other and eventually oral sex which we both did for each other once and then he moved away. >From then on my interests shifted to girls and had been there from then on until, my experiences with Charlie did make me question my sexuality at time as there were moments I wished we could have taken it further. I finished drying off and got dressed and wondered what was keeping Chase as he had been in the bathroom for some time now. I started smiling to myself as I went to see what was keeping him and head soft gasps and moans coming from the bathroom and knew exactly what he was up to so to speak. I left him to his business of pleasuring himself something that every boy did and needed to do I guess and went back to my bedroom to brush my hair. He came back to my bedroom about a minute later and I smiled as his usually pale cheeks were a bright pink from his sexual release. "I thought you got lost in there" I said jokingly not letting him know I knew what he had been doing in the bathroom. "Uh.....I guess I had to do other stuff too" he said as his cheeks got even redder as he smiled. "When you got to go you got to go" I said smiling going along with his story. I had to say this much Chase was a lot braver than I was as I had never masturbated anywhere except in the privacy of my bedroom or the shower when I was his age having never overcome the fear of being caught. "what do you say we got and have some of your grandma breakfast" I said smiling at him as I was feeling really hungry now. Chase smiled at me and we went down stairs and headed over to his grandmother's house for breakfast. "Finally where were you two" Chase's grandmother said as we came into the kitchen. "Sorry totally my fault I was in the shower" I said as Chase and I sat down at the table she smiled at me. "I think I'll have to get you an alarm clock" she said chuckling as she put a plate of ham and eggs in front of Chase. "I think you better get a bell instead" I said making Chase laugh as she served me next. "Mmmmmm this is really good" I said tasting the ham and eggs making Chase and his grandmother smile, it had been so long since I had ham and eggs that were this good. After breakfast I thank Mrs. Mitchell for the meal and smiled at Chase knowing that I would see him later that afternoon before I left. When I got home I got my computer and went back to writing my book, I decide to give the story a little twist. I didn't want my first book to seem to dark and moody my life had enough of that, so I decide that the little boy pretended to be an alien when asked where he was from. As I continued writing I really enjoy developing the character of the little boy in the story who pretended to be an alien called Zark. My writing went unimpeded until around three o' clock when I heard the doorbell making me smile as I knew it was Chase. "Come on in" I said to him when I answered the door. Chase smiled and came inside and we walked back to the living room and sat down. "Hey I'd like you to read something and tell me what you think" I said looking at Chase. One thing I never did was let people read what I was writing before I was finished, but I thought Chase deserved to since I had based the title character on him. "What is it?" he asked moving closer to me on the couch with a smile. "It's the first few pages of my book I want to know what you think" I said smiling at him as I passed my computer over to him. I knew a twelve's year old opinion was different from an adult's but I wondered what he would think of it. I glanced at him as he chuckled at what was no doubt the few humorous parts that I had written as he read my work. Chase really surprised me at how fast he read which I though was above average for a twelve year old. Then I remembered his paintings that he showed me and was reminded that Chase was no average twelve year old. "So what do you think?" I asked nervously eager to know if he liked it or not. "It's great I really liked the little boy Zark" he said chuckling as he passed my computer back to me. "Really I said a bit shocked as I expected him to be bored by what he read as it read wasn't intended for his age group. I was even more surprised when Chase told me all the parts that he really liked and realized he really did pay attention to what he read. "Is this story about you?" he asked which really shocked me. "A little " I said smiling as I never expected him to pick up on that, as he really didn't know me that well after all we had only gotten to know each other a little over the last three days. "Why do you ask?" I said wondering just how he figured that out. "I don't know I just thought about what my grandmother told me about you and it seemed to be a little like your story" he said smiling. I was surprised that he had been asking his grandmother about what she knew about me but it wasn't all that strange if I was him I like to know as much as I could about some one I hung out with. "I have to tell you some thing about Zark I modeled him after you" I said looking at him hoping that he didn't mind. "For real" Chase said as I saw the biggest smile from him to date. "You don't mind do you because I can change it if you want" I said looking at him. "No I don't mind I think it's great" he said still smiling from ear to ear. I smiled at him happy that I had his approval and saved the pages I had written and closed my laptop and settled in for an afternoon of TV with Chase. we watched TV up until about half past five before we decided to go over to his house to be early for dinner after we were already late for breakfast this morning. I also decided to go over early and help her out with dinner I didn't want her to think I was a freeloader, but she was having none of it. Chase took me up to his room and we hung out for a while, he showed me a couple more of his paintings which were just as astounding as the ones I had seen before. I could tell just by looking at his painting that he would be really famous one day we talked for a while and Chase told me a little about his dad being an accountant. I was really glad that he was beginning to trust me by telling me a little about his father it wasn't a lot but it was a start. His grandmother called us down to dinner around six thirty I reminded him of his grandmother's medication so that he wouldn't have to come all the way back up here again for them. we had dinner laughing and talking together and I have to say at first I was opposed to coming back home after college, but now I see it was the right decision getting to know Chase and also getting reacquainted with his grandmother after four years. The rest of the week followed pretty much the same routine, I had breakfast and dinner with Chase and his grandmother and worked on my book during the day and spent the afternoons watching TV with Chase. By the time the next week rolled in I was well into the second chapter of my book which was going more smoothly than I expected. Chase paid me more visits sometimes spending the entire day with me and I would have to say I really enjoyed his company and he was quickly becoming my best friend. A lot of people would say that it's strange that I had a twelve year old for my best friend, but this twelve year old was much more intelligent than most of the friends I had during college and the adults I knew. I found out that we had a lot in common particularly Chinese food when I took Chase and his grandmother out to dinner one night. Chase's grandmother was really amused watching the both of us eat saying that we were gonna put the restaurant out of business. After we got home I said goodbye to them and went home and went to bed full of Chinese food planning what I had to do tomorrow before I fell asleep. The next day I had breakfast with Chase and his grandmother as usual I finished chapter two of my book. As the afternoon came I thought about going out to dinner tonight and perhaps even seeing a movie, all the movies I've seen were on TV and I thought a night out was a welcomed change of pace. I thought I might even run into someone I knew on even maybe meet a hot chick and get some action so to speak. The more I though about that happen I though hell freezing over seemed more likely to happen as luck seemed to smile on every one but me. I finished the last page I was writing and decide to go over to Mrs. Mitchell's house and let her know not to expect me for dinner. "Hello Randy what brings you bye so early" She said smiling at me as she put down her knitting taking her glasses off smiling at me. "Oh I just stopped by to let you know I won't be over for dinner tonight" I said smiling a her. "That's too bad" she said sounding a little disappointed which made me a little surprised that my company meant so much to her. "Hi Randy" Chase said coming down the steps from his bedroom a few second later probably hearing my voice from upstairs. "Hey Da Vinci working on another masterpiece" I said chuckling at him as his pants and his t-shirt were spotted with paint. "Not really" he said smiling rubbing his cheek where there was a long blue streak of paint. "Randy won't be over for dinner tonight" his grandmother said to him as I saw his smile quickly disappear. "why not?" he asked looking at me worriedly. "well I was thinking of going out tonight maybe to see a movie" I said as I started feeling bad as I saw the look of disappointment on his face. "Oh" he said dejectedly holding his head down. "why don't you come with me" I said as I hated seeing him looking so sad. "Really?" he said lifting his head as his blue eyes brightened. "Can I grandma?" he asked looking at her with hope filled eyes. "Sure why not" she said smiling at him. His smile seemed to encompass his whole face as I couldn't help but laugh as I looked at him. "Be ready by six okay" I said smiling at him. "Okay thanks Randy" he said still smiling from ear to ear. "Hey what are friends for" I said looking at him as he giggled. I said goodbye to his grandmother and went back home to sort through my clothes for something to wear later. After I got dressed I went over to Chase's house around six o'clock to see if he was ready. He was just coming down the stair when I got there and gave me a big smile as he came down into he living room where I was talking to his grandmother. I assured her that we were going to come straight home after the movie was over not that she asked about that but I wanted to make her know that she could trust me. Chase's grandmother gave him some spending money and we said goodbye to her and left, he waited at the side of the driveway while I got the car out of the garage. He climbed in and smiled at me pulling on his seat belt as I slowly backed out of the driveway, I glanced at Chase out of the corner of my eye and smiled. I could tell he spent some time getting ready as his jet black hair was neatly brushed and he was wearing a pair of dark blue cargo shorts and a black t-shirt that matched the color of his hair. "what do you think we should have for dinner pizza or more Chinese" I asked as we drove along. "I think pizza is better if we have Chinese again I don't think we are gonna leave the restaurant this time" he said chuckling. I smiled at him in total agreement, there was just something about Chinese food that I couldn't get enough of and the same was true for chase. we stopped at pizza hut and had a pizza with mushrooms, pepperoni, pineapple which Chase said he liked and a whole lot of cheese, I had never had pineapple topping on pizza before but I found out it wasn't bad. After we had shared our pizza we headed to the movie theater to catch the seven o'clock show. I let Chase chose the movie as what I would have picked to see was probably not a movie meant for kids. We went to the cafeteria to get some popcorn and drinks that Chase insisted on paying for since I had paid for the pizza and the tickets. It seemed to mean a lot to him to pay for the snacks so I agreed to let him pay for them, I guess he wanted to feel like he contributed something for the night. we went into the dark theater and found a couple of good seat and sat down waiting for the movie to start. I glanced at chase a couple of times during the movie as he seemed to be lost in another world engrossed in the movie. After the movie ended we got back to the car and headed back home as I saw Chase glancing at me every now and then smiling to himself. we got back home around nine thirty and I would have to say that spending the night out with chase turned out to be better than if I went out alone. "So did you have a good time tonight?" I asked smiling at him as I set the parking brake and turned off the engine when I drove up into the garage. "Yeah the best" he said smiling broadly at me. "Thanks for taking me out with you tonight Randy" Chase said smiling at me. "Sure anytime" I said with a smile before I took off my seat belt and opened the door. Chase got out of the car after me and we walked out of the garage, I closed the garage door and walked over to his house with him to say good night to his grandmother. "How was the movie boys" she said to us as we went inside and found her in the living room undoubtedly waiting for us. "It was great" Chase said smiling at her. "He wasn't any trouble I hope" his grandmother said looking at him. "Nah" I said smiling as he looked at me. "You guys have a good night" I said to them before I left. "Don't be late for breakfast in the morning" Chase's grandmother reminded me as he walked me to the door. "I won't" I said back smiling. "see you in the morning" I said smiling before I left as I knew he'd come over first thing in the morning as he usually did. "Bye Randy" Chase said giving me a hug, I was a little surprised as this was the first time he had ever done that but I just smiled and went along with it as I figured it was his way of thanking me for taking him out. I broke off our embrace and smiled at him before I left, when I got home I went upstairs and stripped down to my boxers brushed my teeth and went to bed looking forward to tomorrow. The next day Chase spent most of the morning with me after we had breakfast together, he left around ten o'clock as he told me he was going along with his grandmother to the doctor. I was a little worried that she might have been sick but Chase assured me that it was just a check up. I worked on my book mostly or the rest of the day writing a few pages of chapter three stopping only to have a sandwich for lunch. I went out to the small back yard the house had for some fresh air to finish writing around three o'clock in the afternoon and I found Chase and his grandmother out in there back yard as well. I smiled as I saw Chase had his canvas and easel set up and his grandmother was evidently the subject of the painting he was working on. I stood quietly watching him as he painted unaware that I was looking at him. "Hi Randy" he said looking up as he spotted me. "Oh hello there Randy" his grandmother said as she was oblivious to my presence as well. "Posing for da Vinci wow you're lucky" I said as walked over to the excuse for a fence that separated our yards. Chase looked at me and giggled at my comment as I noticed streaks of different color paint on his face. "You hang out with Randy I have stuff to do" his grandmother said to him as she got up from where she was sitting. "But grandma I'm not done yet" Chase protested. "I'll come back later, why don't you paint Randy instead" she said smiling at me before she left. "Your subject isn't very cooperative is she" I said smiling at him. "Yeah" he said smiling as he walked up to the fence. "You still working on your book?" he asked looking at me with a little smile. "Yeah I came out here to get some air" I said to him with a smile. "Oh I won't bother you then" he replied. "Who says you're bothering me" I said to him with a little smirk that I was sure he noticed. "So you don't mind if I come over?" he asked looking at me. "Nope suit yourself" I said walking away from the fence taking a seat on one of the chairs in the back yard. My aunt spent a lot of time on admiring her rose garden that I was sad to say died from neglect as there was no one to water and take care of them after she died. I powered up my laptop just as Chase there a drawing pad and a box of pencils over the fence before jumping over the fence himself. "Hey are you okay?" I said chuckling a little as he landed on the grass with a soft thud. "Yeah I'm fine' he said smiling standing up and dusting himself off a little. The fence wasn't all that high but I guess he didn't pay much attention to his landing which resulted in him falling when he jumped over. He picked up his drawing pad and his pencils and sat down on the picnic table in the yard that my aunt and I had a lot of picnics at during the summer when I was younger. I smiled at Chase as he opened up his drawing pad and took out one of the pencils from the box he had with him. Chase smiled at me as the sun made his jet black hair shine, I smiled at back at him and started typing as he proceeded with his drawing. we stayed out there well into late afternoon as the sun was going down I had several pages of chapter three of my book written while Chase was still busy drawing. I saved my work deciding to call it a day as my fingers were a bit sore from all that writing. "So you finished drawing my picture yet?" I asked smiling at Chase as I closed my laptop. "Almost" he said looking up at me with a smile. I got up from my seat and put my laptop down on it and started walking over to him as his hand was still working furiously on the drawing pad. "Done" he said smiling at me as I approached him. I sat down on the picnic table next to him as he smiled up at me as the setting sun made his eyes sort of glow. "So what have you been working on" I said smiling as he handed me the drawing pad. "wow" I said as I opened the drawing pad and was staring at myself. "I don't think that one came out so good I made your eyes too small" Chase said smiling at me as he turned over the page to another picture of me. "This one I made your lips too pouty" Chase said with a little giggled as he turned the page to another picture. "what about this one" I asked glancing at him. "I think your hair doesn't fall right" he said smiling up at me. I smiled looking at him a bit amazed that anyone paid that much attention to me, but he was an artist and artists are perfectionists. "This one looks much more like you he said smiling at me" as he turned the page to another picture he drew of me. "so what do you think?" he asked looking at me for my opinion of his artistic representation of me. "I think they're all great" I said smiling at him as I looked back at all the pictures he drew of me. I leafed through his drawing pad looking at some of his other drawing of birds a couple of plants and a picture of his grandmother looking over her glasses with a smile on her face. "Oh you two are still out here" Chase's grandmother said as she opened the back door and poked her head out smiling at us sitting on the picnic table. "Dinner will be read in a while" she said smiling at us. "We'll be over in a second" I said to her smiling back before she pulled her had back in and closed the door. I handed Chase his drawing pad as he put away his pencils in the box and jumped off the table as I got up as well. "I think you better use the door this time" I said to him as he was about to jump back over the fence. He smiled at me showing his teeth and walked over to me, I picked up my computer and Chase followed me inside carrying his drawing pad and his pencils. "Why don't you go on ahead I'll be over in a second" I said to him as I wanted to freshen up a little. "Okay don't take too long" he said giving me a smile before he left. I freshened up and changed my shirt and headed over to Chase's house where his grandmother had a deck of cards on the living room table. "Poker night?" I asked with a smile as I entered the kitchen. "Oh no bridge" she said laughing as Chase smiled at me a she was setting the table. "Do you mind if Chase stays over until my game is over?" Mrs. Mitchell asked smiling at me. He stopped what he was doing and looked at me with a smile as he probably already knew what I was going to say. "Sure no problem" I said smiling at Chase. "Oh good, he gets so bored on bridge night" she said smiling at him. I couldn't blame him what twelve year old boy would want to spend the night listening to a bunch of old ladies talking about knitting patterns and different types of tea while they played bridge. After we had dinner Chase and I did the dishes and talked about what we were going to do while he was over at my place. We figured that we'd probably watch a movie on TV and decided to head over to my place before his grandmother's guests arrived. Just as we got to the door we came face to face with two of them as we were about to leave. "Hello there young man" one of them said smiling at me. "Uh.... hi" I said smiling at her. "Clara, Emmy this is Judy's nephew Randy" Mrs. Mitchell said smiling as she introduced me to her Bridge partners. "Oh my look how you have grown" one of them said smiling at me as she started pinching my cheek. I had thought I had out grown the cheek pinching when I was twelve but that wasn't the case as the other one showed my other cheek no mercy as she too joined in on the pinching. "Oh how are you Chasey" one of them who was named Clara spotted Chase as he had been trying to hide himself behind me knowing that he was next when they were done with me. "Come here cutie" the other one said to Chase. I smiled as he dragged his feet going over to her as he knew what was coming. I really tried not to laugh as I saw the look on his face as the one named Emmy pinched his cheek. "You're so cute" the other one said as she joined in with the cheek pinching. "You boys better be on your way" Chase grandmother said smiling saving us both from another round of facial torture. "Bye grandma" Chase said as he bolted out the door. "Nice seeing you Randy" his grandmother's friends said smiling at me as I walked out the door. "You too" I said before they closed the door. "DAMN those old ladies pinch hard" I said rubbing my cheeks as they both felt like they were on fire. "It's a good thing we left before the other two showed up they pinch even harder" Chase said as I looked at him rubbing his cheeks as well. we got to my place still rubbing our cheeks a little that were still hurting from all the pinching, I don't think old women knew just how strong they were. I left Chase sitting on the couch and went into the kitchen to make us some popcorn for whatever movie we ended up watching. when I came back to the living room Chase had found superman two showing on TV, I sat down and passed the bowl of popcorn to him. "This is like one of my favorite movies I think superman is great" Chase said smiling at me as he took up a handful of popcorn. "I think Batman is cooler" I said taking a handful of popcorn too. "Batman is okay but superman can fly" Chase said pointing out a key difference between the two heroes. "Yeah but Batman has a really cool car and some really great gadgets" I said as we talked while the opening credits were rolling. "I still think superman is better he can't get hurt like Batman can" Chase said which was true. I couldn't help but read more into what he said about superman not being able to get hurt by the way he said it. The credits ended and the movie got underway as we munched on the popcorn, I left for a second to get us some sodas and came back just as the evil kryptonians showed up. I had seen this movie before when I was a kid and it was a really great film but I still liked Batman more because of his humanity and the realism of what he went through that made him become the dark knight. After the movie ended we flipped through a few channels and ended up watching south park, as the show went on Chase became really silent and I looked over at him and smiled as he had fallen asleep. I pulled the blanket that was on the couch over him as he stirred a little but didn't wake up before I lowered the volume on the TV and continued watching the south park gang. The doorbell rang a few minutes later and I knew it was Chase's grandma come to get him after her bridge game was over. "You boys had a nice time together?" she asked smiling at me. "Yeah so nice Chase fell asleep on me" I said smiling at her. "I'm sorry our game ran so late but you know what they say time flies when you're having fun" she said smiling. "I'll get him for you" I said smiling at her as I went to wake up Chase. "Hey buddy, your grandma is here to take you home" I said as I gently shook him away. "Hmmmm what" Chase said yawning and rubbing his eyes as he sat up throwing the blanket off. "Your grandma's game is over" I said smiling at him as he looked at me with sleepy eyes. He got up almost falling back down on the couch a bit disoriented as I had to hold him up a little. When he regained his balance we walked over to the door where his grandmother was standing waiting on him. "Can't I spend the night here grandma?" Chase asked with another big yawn. "I think we already bothered Randy enough" his grandmother said which was a relief to me as the only habitable bedroom in the house was my own and I didn't want Chase to have to sleep on the couch. "Maybe some other time huh" I said smiling at him. "Well okay see ya" he said walking out the door taking another yawn. "see you guys tomorrow" I said to them as they walked off, I watched them until they were in the door before I went in myself and headed up to bed. The following Thursday which was his grandmother's bridge night we decided to go out instead of staying at home watching TV. Chase suggested we grab a pizza and go bowling afterward, if I knew how much of a good bowler he was I never would have agreed to go bowling with him. I won about two games and Chase won the rest, we got back home just as his grandmother's game had ended narrowly escaping a cheeks pinching session with his grandmother's friends. The following day after we had breakfast Chase came by after he and his grandmother went shopping for clothes for him as school would be starting in the coming week. I could tell that there was something he wanted to ask me as he kept glancing at me and turning off and smiling went I caught him looking at me when I glanced at him while I was writing. "So what do you want to ask me?" I said to him stopping my typing and putting down my laptop to find out hat was on his mind. "Huh?" he said looking a bit shocked, but we had spent so much time together I could tell when something was worrying him. "what's on your mind?" I asked looking at him. "Nothing" he replied pretended that there was nothing wrong. "You sure?" I asked looking at him. "Uh-huh" he replied . "Okay then" I said picking back up my computer from the couch. "well there is something I want to ask you" he said just as I was about to start typing again. "Okay shoot" I said smiling at him. "I was wondering if I uh ....Um... If I could spend the night tonight" he said meekly looking at me for my response. "Is that all I though you wanted me to help you rob a bank or something" I said jokingly making Chase laugh. "So can I?" he asked. "Sure if it's okay with you grandma" I said smiling at him. "she'll be okay with it" he said confidently. "Alright but be sure to ask her okay" I said to him not wanting to cause any problems with his grandmother who had been more than kind to me. "Yeah I will you can continue writing now" he said turning back to the TV with a smile. I smiled at him and continued with my writing thinking of how different Chase was from other kids his age. Later that night after we had dinner at his house and with his grandmother's permission Chase came back over with me to spend the night. I had already got the guest room set up for him so we just relaxed and watched TV enjoying each other's company. we decided to call it a night around quarter to eleven, I reminded Chase that his grandmother said to take a bath before bed which made him blush a little. I had to take a shower myself so I left him watching a movie that he said he wanted to see how it ended before taking his bath. After the movie ended he came up to my bedroom with a bag with his stuff for overnight. He took out a towel a pair of boxers and his toothbrush giving me a smile as I was drying my hair before he left the room. I went back to the guest room I had set up for him after I had finished drying my hair wearing only my boxers to make sure he had a blanket for the night, even though it was summer this old house got really cold at night sometimes. "well your room is ready" I said to Chase as he came out of the bathroom in a pair of striped boxers. "Hey what the matter" I asked as he looked a little confused. "I thought I was gonna sleep in your room with you" he said sounding a bit disappointed. "Oh" I said looking at the expression of sadness on his face. "well It's okay if you want to" I said looking at him. I thought that I would be disappointed and even a little scared sleeping in a house that I didn't know in a room all by myself. "Really?" he asked as his eyes lit up. "Yeah sure why not" I said smiling at him. "come on" I said as I closed the door and we walked back to my room. "You don't mind if I sleep in only my boxers do you?" he asked looking at me as were back in my room and I closed the door. "Nah I sleep in mine too" I said walking over to my bed pulling back the covers. I glanced back at Chase and smiled as I saw a tent in the front of his boxers that hugged his body rather snuggly making his boner all the more visible. "Sorry" He said blushing as his hands went down over his crotch. "You don't have to apologize it's perfectly normal" I said smiling at him. "Uh...I forgot to brush my teeth" he said making a hasty exit out the door. I climbed into my bed and smiled to myself as I knew he was going to the bathroom to jack off. when he came back he smiled at me after taking care of business and took off the light and climbed into bed with me and got under the covers. "Uh...Randy can I ask you something" he said as we were both lying on our back looking up at the ceiling. "Sure" I replied. "You said you and your girlfriend broke up" he said as I was a little surprised by his question. "Yeah we did, did I tell you that?" I asked not being able to remember having that conversation with him. "Yeah remember when I went to the supermarket with you a few weeks ago you said you guys broke up" he said putting his hands behind his head as I glanced at him. "Speaking of which I have to make some groceries tomorrow" I said just now remembering that I was suppose to go to the supermarket today. "why did you guys break up?" Chase asked getting me back to our conversation. "well I guess she was never happy with who I am" I said flatly. "why not?" he asked looking over at me. "I don't know" I said and that was the truth I tried my best to make my then girlfriend happy but it just wasn't good enough and I'd be lying if I said that I was in love with her. "I guess she wanted a trophy boyfriend who was a lawyer who would then be a judge and eventual run for senate or governor or something" I said making Chase chuckle a little. I wish that it was funny to me but I was down right terrified when she told me of our plans or I should say her plans for our future life together. She was one of those types that needed to be the center of attention and I was the exact opposite, I always though that people that say opposites attract were crazy. "I'm glad you didn't change I like you just as you are" chase said looking at me and smiling. "Thanks" I said smiling feeling all warm inside as that was the nicest thing anyone ever said to me. "well good night" I said turning away from him as it was almost one AM. "Sleep tight" Chase said making me smile as I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. About half an hour passed and I lay in my bed facing away from Chase unable to sleep, it had been a while since I slept with anyone and it felt a bit strange. Just then as I was squeezing my eyes tightly trying to sleep I feel the cover move and Chase slipped out of bed silently and opened the bedroom door quietly and left. I lay there thinking he probably had to pee and went back to thinking of all the thing that made me sleepy hoping that I would fall asleep I thought about calculus as that seemed to be really potent in knocking me out during high school, but it was no dice. Chase came back a few minutes later and slipped back into the room closing the door as quietly as he could and climbing back into bed trying not to disturb me. It wasn't even a good twenty minutes later when he slipped out of bed again and left for the bathroom. I smiled as I though the two sodas he had while we were watching TV were working their way out of his system. He came back after a few minutes and closed the door quietly and climbed back into bed, I looked a the clock at the side of my bed as the numbers glared red it was one thirty five. just as I was settling myself down and my eyes were closing to drift off to dreamland Chase got out of bed again for the third time and left. Now I was getting suspicious peeing three times in lest than an hour no way, I knew he didn't have an overactive bladder as we had spent so much time together I was sure I'd notice frequent trips to the bathroom before now. It wasn't until Chase came back to bed and I got the familiar scent of a hand lotion than my aunt had used did I figure out what his frequent trips to the bathroom was for. I smiled as I lay facing away from him remembering my pubescent years and how often I had jacked off. It wasn't long before Chase got up for trip number four to the bathroom and I chuckled to myself admiring his sexual hunger. After he came back the scent of the rose scented lotion was a lot stronger on him as he climbed back in bed with me. A couple of minutes passed and just when I though he was done for the night he got up for trip number five to the bathroom. "Damn this kid is going to pull his dick off if he keeps this up" I thought to myself. Well at least he had the good sense to used lotion or he would be really sore tomorrow I thought lying in my bed looking at the numbers on the clock glaring two fifteen AM. Chase came back and climbed into bed and sighed softly settling himself down after what I hoped was his last jack off session for the night or I should say morning as it was already a new day. I heard him breathing deeply after a few more minutes and I knew he was asleep. "Well at least one of us can sleep" I said softly turning on my back sighing as I glanced over at his naked shoulder as he was facing away from me. I wasn't mad at him for keeping me up with his frequent trips in and out of bed, in all the time that Chase had spent with me I never got angry at him. There were a few times as rare as they were when I just wanted to be alone sometimes but I was never ever angry with him. I really couldn't believe that he didn't have any friends as I thought he was such a likeable person, but that was just my opinion. The more I thought about it the more it became apparent that Chase was my best friend since I told him things that I never shared with anyone else. A lot of people would have thought it was strange that a twenty two year old would have a twelve year old for his best friend but I had reached a point in my life that I didn't give a flying, running or walking fuck about what people though of me. I looked over at Chase again and pulled the covers up over his shoulders as the chill that the house seemed to develop at night had made it's way into my bedroom. I settled back under the covers with Chase sleeping peacefully next to me before my eyes grew heavy and I finally fell asleep. I awoke the next morning with Chase cuddled up against my chest as I had my arm around him as he was still asleep. I was suddenly aware of his hard morning stiffy pressing into my stomach as I was just as hard as him. The last thing I wanted was for Chase to feel my dick pressing against him, I slowly moved my arm off of him and was moving away from him when he cuddled up closer to me jabbing his hard dick against my stomach. I was trying to move away from him again when he opened his eyes and smiled at me. "sleep well?" I said smiling at him trying to get away from him before he noticed my dick pressing against him. "Mmm-hmm" he sad stretching out his arms and rolling away from me making me breath a sigh of relief. Chase smiled at me and then and I couldn't help but stare at his crotch as his dick tented up in his boxers. He moved a little and yawned as the head of what seemed to be his uncut dick was visible through the opening of his striped boxers. Chase looked down and was suddenly aware of his erected state and saw his exposed dick and quickly covered himself with his hands as his face turned red. "Sorry you had to see my dick hard like that" he said apologizing for his boner. "Chase you don't have to be sorry about having an erection it's totally normal" I said to him as he adjusted his boxers covering his dick. "All guys get boners it a part of life" I said looking at him. "Even when you don't want one?" he asked. "Especially when you don't want one" I said smiling as he started smiling too. "At your age it'll happen a lot as your body is changing" I said as he looked at me. "Yeah I know it's just that....." he said stopping mid sentence. "what?" I said waiting for him to continue as he looked a bit worried. "Never mind" he said looking at me with a smile as he moved his hand from his crotch a bit more comfortable with having a boner in front of me. "Okay then but you better take care of that" I said with a smile pointing at the tent in his boxers making him chuckle. he climbed out of bed and stretched and yawned before he walked to the door. "Don't forget to use the lotion" I said smiling at him. He paused for a minutes as he was reaching for the doorknob I bit my lip as I didn't meant to say that aloud. I thought Chase would be upset but he just turned and smiled at me and left my bedroom. I put my hands behind my head relieved that he wasn't angry with me as I relaxed for a while letting him take care of his business. He came back a few minutes later with a big smile on his face and the tent in front of his boxers gone. I smiled at him and got up off my bed and headed to the bathroom as I really needed to pee badly, after I flushed the toilet I took off my boxers and climbed into the shower and turned on the water. Just as I picked up the soap Chase came back into the bathroom and startled me as I didn't pull back the shower curtain and was standing in front of him in all my naked glory. "Oh sorry" he said smiling. I smiled at him and knew he intentionally came in the bathroom hoping to see me naked. "It's okay" I said making no attempt to cover myself hoping that I would finally satisfy his curiosity. "I came back to brush my teeth I didn't know you were showering I'll come back" he said as I noticed the entire time he was talking to me his blues eyes were centered on my crotch. "It's okay go ahead" I said smiling at him as he was about to leave continuing my shower making no big deal about him seeing me naked. I glanced at Chase and noticed he hadn't moved from where he was standing still staring at me intently. "UH....... Randy can I ask you something" Chase asked after a few seconds looking a bit nervous. "Sure what is it" I said pushing back my wet hair. "UM......Is it okay if I showered with you" he said looking at me catching me completely off guard. "Uh .....Um...I don't think" I stuttered at a complete lot for words. "It's okay I know you don't think it's a good idea" he said sighing and holding his head down. "Alright come on in" I said sighing giving in to his request as I hated seeing that dejected look on his face. "You mean it's okay" he said as his face lit up with a big smile. "Hurry up or we'll be late for breakfast" I said to him with a smile. Chase had his stripped boxers down in a flash and joined me in the showed with a huge smile on his face. I smiled at him as I handed him the soap and concentrated on lathering the shampoo up in my hair. Chase looked up at me with a smile as he soaped himself up as I couldn't help but admire his wet nude body that was devoid of any hair safe for his thick wet kinda bowl shaped black mane that stuck to his forehead. He was uncircumcised just I was as I stared at him, Chase had told me before that he wasn't to much into sports but he was pretty lean for someone not into a lot of physical activity. "Will you shampoo my hair for me" he asked handing me back the soap with a smile. "Okay turn around" I said as I put the soap back in the dish. He turned around with his back to me as I got the bottle of shampoo and smiled looking as his pale round little butt. I poured out some of the shampoo in his thick wet hair and worked it up in his scalp as he closed his eyes and tilted his head back a little. "All done" I said slapping him on his wet butt cheeks making him jump a little before pushing him under the water. "I'll get you for that" he said smiling as he rinsed the soap from his body and the shampoo from his hair. After he finished rinsing himself off he stepped aside and I got under the water and rinsed off, I turned off the water after I was done and we got out and started drying off. As I turned to look at myself in the mirror drying my hair a little I felt a sharp sting on my butt as Chase had slapped me and ran to the door giggling. "Told you I'd get ya" he said with a wicked smile. "Oh yeah" I said chuckling as I Chased after him as he ran out of the bathroom laughing. I caught him in the bedroom and tickled him down to a laughing heap on the bed, I sat down on the bed next to him and smiled as he lay there with a smile on his face panting trying to catch his breath. "Can I tell you something" he said sitting up and smiling at me. "Sure you can tell me anything" I said looking at him as I finished drying my hair. "I wanted to ask you to shower with me last night but I was afraid you'd be mad and tell me I couldn't spend the night" he said blushing a little. "I could never be mad at you" I said smiling at him. "You're my best friend" I said shoving him by the shoulder playfully. "Really?" he said as he gave me a smile. "Yeah" I said smiling at him as he smiled. "You're my best friend too" he said smiling at me brushing his damp hair out of his eyes. "I wish we were brothers" Chase said smiling at me after a second. I smiled back at him as I felt the same way ,I felt like Chase was the little brother I always wanted but never had. "Come on let's get dressed or we'll be late for breakfast" I said smiling at him as we were both still very naked. After we got dressed we went over to his house where his grandmother already had breakfast waiting for us. Chase went to the supermarket with me after we had breakfast and helped me with my shopping. Between shopping and paying the bills I realized that my saving were quickly dwindling and I'd probably have to get a job besides being a writer. When we got back home after grocery shopping Chase went home for a while giving me a chance to work on my book. Chase came over later that afternoon and we enjoyed our time together as we both knew with school starting on Monday we wouldn't be seeing much of each other. We ate out that night and saw a movie together as my treat to Chase as he wasn't too happy about going back to school on Monday. Chase spent most of Sunday at my house that passed rather quickly and before I knew it was Monday and the first day of the school. It was kind of strange not having breakfast with Chase and his grandmother as that had become our usual routine. I worked on my book and I had to say I really missed having Chase over during the day, I really looked forward to three thirty when school would be out to see him again. A little after three thirty my doorbell rang and I smiled and put down my computer and went to the door already knowing who it was. I opened the door and sure enough there he was still with his back pack on smiling up at me. "come on in I" said smiling at him. "Thanks" he said taking his back pack off and leaving it at the door as we walked back to the living room. "So how was your first day back" I asked as we sat down on the couch. "Okay I guess" he said unenthusiastically. we talked for about an hour before Chase left to check in with his grandmother, he came back around six thirty after finishing his homework to remind me about dinner. I smiled happy to know that at least one thing hadn't changed, I saved my work and washed up and headed over to his house with him for dinner. when we finished having dinner I helped Chase with the dishes before I went back home. I got a lot of writing done the next day as Chase wasn't around to distract me but I still missed having him around. Just as I was finishing up chapter four of my book the doorbell rang I was a little shocked that it was already after three as I looked at the time on my computer. I opened the door and Chase was there looking at me with a smile, I let him in and we went back to the living room and he told me about some of what happened at school. "well I guess you better be going home to get started on your homework" I said to him after he had been there a little over an hour. "I don't have to, I asked my grandma if I could hang out with you after school and she said it was okay" he said looking at me with a little smile. "You don't mind do you" he asked just now thinking about if it was okay with me. I smiled looking at the expression on his face and told him it fine with me, but he had to do his home work first if he was gonna hang out with me, I didn't want him neglecting his studies just so he could spend time with me. Chase didn't have any problem with what I said and he got off the couch and went and got his back pack from where he left it to get started on his home work. I told him if he needed any help just let me know and he smiled at me and when about his studies as I went back to my writing. we fell into a pretty normal routine as Chase would check in with his grandmother when he got home from school and then come over to my house and do his homework and we would watch TV together until dinner time. Everything was going like clockwork with us until about a week later when Chase came home from school and came straight over to my house after school. It was Thursday and I was really looking forward to later that afternoon, Chase and I had already planed out the evening to watch a couple of DVD's and order a pizza as it was his grandmother's bridge night. When I opened the door and looked at him I could tell that he had been in a fight as his clothes were dirty and his hair was messed up. "Are you okay?" I asked looking at him with great concern. "Yeah I'm fine I just fell that's all" he said making no big deal of his appearance let him in and we walked over to the living room. "Can I use your bathroom to get cleaned up a little?" he asked looking at me. "Sure go ahead" I said to him as he went up the stairs to get cleaned up. After he cleaned himself up a little he came back down and told me he was going to check in with his grandmother and be right back. Chase came back over having changed out of his clothes and sat down on the couch and did his homework. I kept glancing at him as I continued my writing wondering just what had happened, I wasn't going to make a big deal about it as he didn't seem to be bothered and continued with my work. Chase and I spent the evening together watching a couple of movies he brought over with him over pizza, we talked for a while before he left to go home and I wanted to bring up his appearance when he came over earlier but I figured if he wanted to tell me what really happened he would. The week ended and a new one began as I was on chapter five of my book that was coming along really well. It was Tuesday afternoon when Chase came over after school, I had told him to come right in but I guess old habits die hard as he still rang the doorbell. "Chase what happened to you!" I said deeply concerned as he had a cut at the corner of his mouth and his clothes were dirty after evidently having been in another fight. "I bumped into a door" he said holding his head down as I let him in. "Is that what you told your grandmother?" I asked knowing there is no way she would had swallowed that. "I haven't been home yet" he said refusing to look at me as he held his head down. "Come on let go take care of that cut" I said looking down at him. We went upstairs to the bathroom and I got some antiseptic and some cotton swabs sat down on the toilet and waited for chase as he washed his face at the sink. "so what really happened?" I asked looking at him as he came and stood in front of me. "Nothing" he said meekly holding his head down letting his black hair cover his eyes. "Chase you're my friend you can trust me" I said putting my hands on his shoulders as he slowly lifted his head and stared at me. "There's this guy that is always picking on me and some other kids everyday" he said after letting out a deep sigh. "why don't you tell a teacher" I said to him as I wet one of the cotton swabs with some of the antiseptic. "I can't or he'll beat me up everyday" he said protesting. "Okay why don't you tell your grandmother" I said to him. "That's even worse, then he'll beat me up more" he said with a look of fear on his face. "okay then you need to stand up to him" I said as I pulled him a little closer to me. "But I don't know how to fight" he said looking at me. "Don't worry about that I'll teach you what to do" I said smiling at him. "This is going to sting a little" I said warning him before I started cleaning the cut at the corner of his mouth. "Ow Ow Ow ahhhh Owwww" he gasped out and winced gritting his teeth through the pain. "Sorry" I said apologizing as I knew how much this stuff burned but it was better than letting it get infected. "why don't you go check in with you grandmother and change and come back and do your homework" I said to him after I was done cleaning the cut. "Okay" he replied glad that I was done. "Thanks Randy" he said smiling. "Hey what are friends for" I said smiling at him. we went back downstairs and Chase went home to check in with his grandmother and change his clothes. "So what did you tell you grandmother?" I asked when he came back. "She wasn't at home she left me a note saying she went to the supermarket" he said happy to avoid having to explain what happened. "well you have to tell her you know she is going to notice" I said to him as he sat down on the couch with his back pack. "Don't worry I'll make something up" he said smiling at me as he got his book out to get started on his home work. I chuckled looking at him as he smiled back at me before I left him to his home work and continued with my writing. Chase finished up his home work and turned on the TV while I was finishing writing the last page before calling it a day. "So are you going to teach me how to fight now?" Chase asked looking at me with a smile. "I'm not teaching you how to fight I'm going to teach you how to stand up for your self" I said smiling at him as I saved my work and closed my laptop. "Okay so what do I do" Chase asked standing up. "So how big is this guy that's picking on you? I asked putting down my computer "well I guess he weigh more than me since he is a lot bigger than me" he said as I got up and moved the coffee table out of the way. "Okay here the first thing you do when you're up against someone bigger than you are" I said as I was also beat up almost every day when I was the same age as Chase. "You kick him in the shin to get his attention" I said as I used Chase as demonstration making him giggle. "Then you punch him in the stomach like this" I said pretending to punch chase in the stomach making him laugh. "Then you take your palm like this and you hit him in the nose" I said pretending to hit Chase in the nose as he laughed. "Okay now do you remember what to do or do I need to show you again" I said as he smiled up at me. "show me one more time" he said smiling at me. I showed him again making him laugh as I demonstrated on him how to deal with this bully that had been constantly harassing him. "So do you remember now?" I asked smiling at him. "Yeah kick him in the shin punch him in the stomach and then hit him in the nose I got it" He said smiling as he sat back down on the couch. "Is this the same guy that beat you up last week when you said you fell?" I asked him after I moved the coffee table back. "Yeah" he said as I sat down next to him. "Did you get beat up too when our were my age?" Chase asked looking at me. "Almost everyday" I said looking at him. "what did you do?" he asked looking at me attentively. "well my aunt told me that I had to standup for myself or people were going to walk all over me" I said remembering that lecture as if it were yesterday. "And did you?" Chase asked. "Yeah I did" I said smiling as I remembered what happened. "You see there was this boy that was always picking on me he used to beat me up everyday until one day I gave him a taste of his own medicine" I said smiling. "what did you do to him?" Chase asked eagerly. "Well one day after school he was picking on me and my friend and I just lost it" I said chuckling a little. "Did you beat him up?" Chase asked eager for details. "I jumped on him and pounded him until his nose was bloody and he started crying" I said laughing as I remembered I was crying after I beat the hell our of him. I cried because I knew how much trouble I would be in when he told his parents I beat him up, but he didn't which made me really relieved I guess he didn't want everyone to know a boy half his size kicked his ass. "Randy what if what you showed me doesn't work" Chase said looking at me for an answer. "Then kick him in the balls and run like fucking crazy" I said as we both started laughing really loudly at that. we watched TV until dinner time and went over to his house, sure enough his grandmother did notice the cut at the side of his mouth but Chase told her he was holding a pencil and tried to swat a fly and he cut himself. I really tried my best not to laugh for his sake or his grandmother would know he was lying but luck for him she bought his story. The week wore on and Chase told me he wouldn't be coming over in the afternoon for a couple of days as he was working on something for school. I asked him what it was but he told me it was a secret that he'd show me what it was when he was done. I knew it involved him painting as the night I went over to his house for dinner he'd have paint on his hands and his face before he washed up. I smiled and waited patiently for him to show me his big secret that he was working on. The weekend came and I decided to sleep in on Saturday morning since Chase kept me up really late Friday night after we spent the evening with him watching all three lord of the rings movies back to back. Chase had other plans as I was awakened by the door bell, I dragged myself downstairs and opened the door as he greeted me with a big smile. "what's that you got there?" I asked smiling back at him taking a big yawn as I let him in . "Remember the secret I told you I was working on" he said as we walked to the living room carrying one of his painting under his arm. "Yeah I remember I said taking another big yawn sitting on the coffee table as he sat down on the couch. "Oh I woke you up I'm really sorry" he said apologizing. "Forget about that, what's the secret" I said smiling at him eager to see what his next painting was about. "Okay remember when you told me that I should enter one of my paintings in an art competition" he said smiling at me. "Yeah vaguely" I said truthfully. "Well there is this art competition and I made a new painting that I think I'm gonna enter to represent my school" he said smiling holding his new masterpiece in his lap. "well let me see it then come on, come on" I said making him giggle a little as he unwrapped it from the cloth he had covered it in. "Here it is" he said after uncovering it and holding it to me. "OOH another Chase Mitchell original" I said smiling taking the painting from him making him laugh. I looked at it still amazed at his artistic skill for someone so young without any professional training. "So what do you think?" Chase said as I looked over the painting at him an his eager expression as he looked at me. "Hmmmm" I said looking at the painting and then at him. "You don't like it do you" he said as his happy expression quickly faded. "No I love it, I was just teasing you" I said chuckling as he started smiling again. "Really?" he asked eagerly. "Yeah I bet you'll win first place with this" I said with a smile looking over his painting of the statue of liberty. "we have to name our painting, I was thinking of calling it the spirit of New York what do you think" Chase asked looking at me for my opinion. "what about the spirit of freedom" I suggested. "Yeah I think I'll call it that" he said with a big smile. I handed him back his painting and he wrapped it back up and followed me upstairs as I went up to get dressed. we spent the rest of the day and the weekend for that matter just hanging out together not doing much of anything. I was eagerly waiting for Chase Monday afternoon to find out if his painting was accepted or not. The doorbell rang and I smiled as he still didn't just come right in, I left my writing and answered the door and was happy to see he didn't get beat up today. "So did your painting get accepted?" I asked as we went back to the living room. "Yeah they're announcing the winner next week" he said smiling. "I hope I'm in the top ten" Chase said sitting down on the couch. "You're gonna win trust me" I said smiling confident that his painting would be chosen as the winner. Chase went into the kitchen and made himself a snack and he was thought full enough to make me a sandwich too and relaxed for a few minutes and we talked all about what we did today. I would have to say besides my aunt Chase was the only person who cared if I had a good day or not. After we finished eating our sandwiches I went back to my writing and Chase got started on his home work. At dinner his grandmother thanked me for getting him to enter the art competition as she had tried in vain to get him involved in something. I told her that it was all his decision but she still credited me for telling him getting his painting into the art competition, Chase even jumped in saying he would have never entered if I didn't tell him about entering one of his paintings into the competition. All through the week Chase kept me updated about his status in the competition, he had made it into the top five and the three painting that would be in the finals would be announced on Monday. I was really happy to see him so excited about this competition, Chase was skeptical about his painting being chosen in the top three but I already knew he had it in the bag. Friday came ending the first week of October and Mrs. Mitchell asked me to take drive her to the doctor, it interrupted my writing but I was more than happy to do it after all she did for me. On our way to the doctor's office we talked about Chase and how excited he was about this art competition and his grandmother again thanked me for getting him involved. After her doctor's appointment there were a few errands she had to run so I drove he to all the places she had to go to. Mrs. Mitchell apologized for keeping me from my writing but I told her it was no problem to after all she did treat me like family. After I got back home I did my laundry which I had been avoiding the entire week and cleaned up the house a little, I couldn't help think of my aunt wondering if her days were as hectic as this. When I was finally finished with my chores and sat down on the couch the doorbell rang. "Unreal" I said aloud as I saw the time on my watch it was already three thirty. I got up and went to answer the door smiling as I knew it was Chase ,I started to think he liked me greeting him at the door so I went along with it. "RANDY, RANDY, IT WORKED IT WORKED" Chase said almost running me over panting heavily when I opened the door. "HEY SLOW DOWN, SLOW DOWN" I said chuckling as I let him in wondering what had worked to get him so excited. "What you told me to, kick Kenny in the shin and then punch him in the stomach and then hit him in the nose like this" Chase said still panting and demonstrating what I showed him in the air. "Who's Kenny the guy that's been bothering you" I said still a little behind. "Yeah" he said smiling taking a deep breath still panting. "He tried to grab me after but I did what you said and I kicked him in the balls and his eyes teared up and I ran and I didn't stop until I got here" he said panting with a smile. I smiled looking at Chase still excited from standing up to the bully who had been bothering him. He smiled as he panted with his back hair stuck to his forehead a little from all the exertion of running all the way home. "I'll get you a glass of water" I said chuckling as I left heading to the kitchen. I came back with a cool glass of water for Chase and watched him gulp it down and wipe his mouth with the back of his hand. Seeing as it was Friday he left his home work for over the weekend and we spent the afternoon in front of the TV. The weekend passed more quickly than expected and the new week began I had planned to do some serious writing today to make up for Friday and the weekend as Chase had kept me occupied. Just as I started up my computer to start writing the phone rang, I sighed and wondered who it could be. I didn't get that many calls except for a few friends from college keeping in touch and telemarketers trying to sell me shit. "Oh I hope I didn't disturb you" Mrs. Mitchell said on the other end. "Not at all" I said smiling to myself. "what can I do for you?" I asked offering my services. "There's something really important I want to discuss with you whenever you're can you please come over" she said as I could detect a hint of stress in her voice. "Okay I'll be right over" I said looking at my computer again being kept from my work. "Oh you don't have to come right away" she said chuckling a little. "No it's okay I'll see you in a minute" I said deciding to go over and find out what she wanted to talk to me about. "Alright I'll see you in a minute" she said before she hung up. I started thinking that maybe Chase had let it slip about him getting rough with that kid that was picking on him, and his grandmother wanted to talk to me about teaching her grandson to solve his problem with violence. "knock, knock," I said tapping on the wall announcing my presence as I stood at the kitchen door. "Oh Randy come on in and have a seat I made you a cup of tea" she said greeting me with a smile. "I'll take the seat but I'll past on the tea" I said smiling as I took a seat at the kitchen table. "Oh have some it's good for you" she said smiling as she took a seat near me at the table too. "Alright" I said deciding to try something new for a change as she poured me some tea. "You said you had something important to talk to me about" I said after taking a sip of the tea that wasn't so bad once I tried it. "It's more of a huge favor actually" she said smiling at me after she took a sip from her tea cup. "Sure, anything" I said agreeing before I heard what it was she wanted me to do. "Now I want you to hear all I have to say before you make up your mind" she said I just now noticed she had a few papers near her on the table. "Okay" I replied. "I would like you to become Chase's legal guardian in the event that anything happens to me" Mrs. Mitchell said shocking the hell out of me. "uh ...I ....Um ...I don't no what to say" I said chuckling a little as this was the absolute last thing that I expected to be asked by her. "I mean I'm flattered that you'd think of me to be Chase's guardian but isn't there someone more responsible that you know that you could ask" I said looking at her. "Oh you're plenty responsible enough after all you took care of your aunt for all those years and you never once complained" Mrs. Mitchell said smiling at me. I smiled at her as she had no idea how much it meant to me hearing her say that, as a lot of people didn't know my aunt had been sick for years before she died. "what about you friends that you play bridge with maybe you can ask one of them or some of your family" I said as I really couldn't see myself having to be responsible for anyone other than myself. "They're all old women like me and Chase and you are all the family I've got" she said looking at me. "And besides I trust you and Chase adores you" Mrs. Mitchell said smiling at me. "I'm glad that you trust me but to be Chase's guardian....." I paused not really sure I wanted that responsibility. "I'm not asking you to make up your mind now but please just think about it before you say no" she said taking my hand looking into my eyes with hope. I looked at this aging woman that had treated me as a member of her family and showed me kindness and reassured me when my aunt died. There was no possible way I could say no to her when she asked me for this one favor. "where do I sign" I said smiling at her. "Randy I want you to read this before you make up your mind this is a huge decision" she said handing me the papers she already had drawn up reminding me of how important this was and wasn't to be taken likely. "I know it is, but you've never asked me to do anything for you after all the kindness you showed me and I would like to do this to repay you for all that you've done for me" I said smiling at her. "Are your sure?" she asked me making sure I knew that there was no turning back. "I'm sure but there is one thing I'd like to know before I sign this " I said looking down at the legal documents in front of me and then back at her. "what sweetheart" she said smiling. "where are Chase's parents, what happened to them?" I asked. "well I think you at least deserve to know what happened" she said with a heavy sigh. "Chase's father, my son, was an accountant he was always looking for a short cut in getting things done" she said pouring herself some more tea. "well he found a short cut to getting rich fast that landed him in a lot of trouble with the wrong people" she said taking a sip of tea. "He stole some money from them and he had to run after they threatened to kill him and his family" she said as I head her voice quiver a little. "He left Chase with me and he and his wife fled to I don't know where" she said sigh deeply again. "Then I got a call last month that they had found the remains of a woman and a man they couldn't identify down in New Mexico" she said wiping a tear from her eye. "My son was wearing his father's ring with my named engraved on it so that how they new it was him and his wife" she said in tears now as I was trying to keep my own emotions in check. I knew that it was something really terrible that happened but I had no idea how terrible up until now. "Randy please don't tell Chase anything about this" Mrs. Mitchell said drying her tears. "You mean he doesn't know" I said a little shocked that she had not told him what happened. "No, Chase has been really withdrawn and since he met you he has changed it's too soon to tell him" she said wiping a tear from her eye. "I know that this is a lot to deal with but don't you think Chase should know the truth" I said to Mrs. Mitchell as she wiped her tears away again. "Yes you're right, he does deserve to know the truth but not right now" she said looking at me. "Don't worry I won't say anything about it to him" I said holding her hand. It wasn't my place to tell Chase about what happened to his parents all I could do was be there for him if he needed to talk whenever she decided the time was right to tell him. "I'm all that he has now" she said as tears streamed out of her eyes. "I'm an old woman Randy and I am not going to be around forever I just want to know that my grandson will be with someone who cares about him if anything should happen to me" she said taking my hand. "I understand "I said as I felt tears running down my face as I realized I was crying too. "If anything should happen to you I promise you that I will take care of him" I said to her as we hugged. "Oh thank you" she said as we held each other. Mrs. Mitchell smiled at me when we broke our embrace and wiped the tears from my face, I wiped my eyes a little and took up the pen and she showed me where I had to sign on the papers. "Thank you so much for doing this" she said smiling at me after I finished signing all the papers. "You better get back to your writing I've kept you long enough" she said smiling at me. "I'll call my lawyer to have him file the papers" she said to me as she got. I smiled at her and got up from the table to head back home, we said our goodbyes even though we'd see each other for dinner and I left. When I got back home all I could think of was what I had learned about Chase's parents from his grandmother. Chase came by after school and I tried my best to be my usually self but knowing what I did about his parents was just a little overwhelming. Despite my best efforts to pretend to maintain my normal demeanor around him he did notice my somewhat melancholy state as all I thought about was what his grandmother said to me. "Are you okay?" Chase said suddenly turning away from his homework looking at me. "Uh...sure why do you ask?" I said trying my best to smile and appear like my usual self. "I don't know you just seem sort of sad" he said shrugging his shoulder slightly as he looked at me with his jet black hair covering his eyes slightly. I couldn't believe that I was that transparent that he picked up on my moody behavior as my aunt would have described it. "Nah I'm fine" I said faking my best smile. He simply smiled at me and continued with his home work unaware that the sadness he detected from me was for him. I kept my promise to Mrs. Mitchell and said nothing to Chase about what happened to his parents. After he finished his homework he moved closer a little closer to me on the couch to pass they afternoon as we usually did watching TV. "why didn't you write anything today are you sick?" Chase asked suddenly catching me by surprise. I looked at him as he turned his head and stared up at me with his blue eyes half covered by his black mane; wondering just how he knew I didn't write anything today. "I just didn't feel like it I guess" I said going with the simplest explanation I could come up with. "Oh I guess you must be really sad" he said turning back to the TV. "why do you say that?" I asked wondering how it was he was able to read me so accurately. "It's just the way you look, my grandma looks that way sometimes" he said glancing at me and then back at the TV. I felt terrible and did my best not to let it show as I knew exactly why his grandmother looked sad. "It was kinda strange though not having you clacking away at your computer when I was doing my homework" he said looking at me with a smile. "well don't worry I'll be clacking away when you come over tomorrow" I said giving him my first genuine smile all afternoon. "Oh yeah I forgot to tell you my painting is in the top three and I'll know if I win or not this Friday" Chase said flatly. "wow that great I told you you'd make it" I said somehow sounding more excited than he was. "Yeah it's great" he said without the slightest bit of enthusiasm. "well you don't sound too happy" I said looking at him studying his calm adult like expression. "It no big deal whether I win or not" he said nonchalantly. That was another thing about him, Chase changed moods so quickly and often I was having a hard time keeping up with him. A week ago he couldn't shut up about this art competition and now it seemed like the furthest thing from his mind. I just looked at him and smiled at the complicated being that was Chase and continued watching TV with him. "Randy there's something I think you should know" Chase said abruptly after we had been watching TV for about an hour now. "Yeah, what is it" I said looking at him. "It's about my parents" he said holding his head down a little. "They abandoned me" he said barely audible. "They just woke me up in the middle of the night and brought me and left me with my grandma and they never came back" he said sniffling a little. "I hate them" he said wiping his eyes with the back of his hand as his sadness quickly transformed into anger. "Don't be so hard on them maybe they had a reason for leaving you with your grandmother" I said putting my hand on his shoulder. I wish that I could tell him the real reason why his parents had left him with his grandmother, but I already promised her that I wouldn't tell him anything. "Yeah well I still hate them and I wish they never come back" he said raising his voice looking at me as his anger grew. "I'm sorry" he said immediately apologizing for yelling at me. "It's okay I know just how you're feeling" I said truly knowing what he was going through. I felt like my aunt had abandoned me went she died even though I was older than Chase when she died it still didn't hurt any less when she was gone. I had dinner at his house as usual helped him with the dishes and hung around for a while chatting with his grandmother before I left. I went to bed pretty early that night not really watching TV as I usually did after dinner, but try as I might I couldn't sleep. All I could think about was what Chase's grandmother told me about his parents and what he believed happened. I got on with my writing as the week progressed slowly with a couple of rain showers that were pretty normal this time of year. It was Friday and I had planned to take Chase out to see a movie as we made it a sort of rule that we would go hang out somewhere at least once a week either on Thursday of Friday. I got a lot of writing done that day and was close to finishing chapter six when the door bell rang, I smiled knowing it one Chase coming over as usual. "OH MY GOD CHASE WHO DID THIS TO YOU!" I said as I opened the door and saw Chase standing there holding is side with blood running from his nose and bruises all over his face. He immediately broke down in tears as I helped him inside and took his back pack off and walked over to the living room. "Chase what happened" I asked as he sat down on the couch sobbing uncontrollably. "Kenny got some of his friends to hold me down so he could beat me up for what I did to him last week" Chase said between his sobs. I felt terrible feeling that somehow this was my fault because I was the one that told him to stand up to the boy that was bullying him. "Come on upstairs let's get you cleaned up" I said as he was still crying. I helped him upstairs to the bathroom and sat on the toilet in front of him and wiped the blood away from his nose that had dripped down to his shirt. "Does it hurt here?" I asked touching his nose hoping that those assholes that beat him up hadn't broken it. He shook his head no and I breathed a sigh of relief. "Hold your head back" I said holding some tissues to his nose hoping that the bleeding would stop. "Here hold this and keep your head back" I said to Chase and let him hold the tissues on his nose so I could get a wet towel to clean the dirt off his face. "Come over here by the sink" I said to Chase as I wet an end of the towel to clean off his face. He lowered his head and walked over to me as tears were still flowing freely from his eyes. I cleaned up his face and then gently wiped the bruises on his face as I noticed his left eye was starting to turn blackish blue. "Fucking idiots" I muttered to myself as I wet another end of the towel and wiped his eye hoping that it wouldn't get swollen. Chase looked at me still holding the tissues up to his nose as I gently wiped his eye as he had stopped crying. "Okay let me see" I said moving his hand from his nose to see if it had stopped bleeding. "Is it still bleeding" he asked still very upset. "No it stopped" I said wiping away a few bits of the blood stained tissues that stuck on his face. "Come on I'll take you home" I said to him after I threw the blood stained tissues in the toilet and flushed them. "NO I don't want my grandma to see me like this" Chase said as he started sobbing again. "Hey it's okay" I said walking up to him and putting my hand on his shoulder. I led him out of the bathroom over to my bedroom and sat down on the bed as Chase stood at the side of me holding his side. "Did they hit you there too?" I asked as I took his hand and he walked in font of me. He nodded his head yes and started crying again as I wiped away some of his tears from his cheeks. "They threw me on the ground and they kicked me all over" Chase said, beside himself with emotion as he sobbed. I pulled him a little closer to me and lifted up the end of his shirt and saw some bruises on his side, where they had evidently kicked him repeatedly which also explained why his clothes were so dirty. "Can you lift your arms" I asked looking at him as his sobs had died down to just sniffles. He nodded his head yes and lifted his arms up so I could take off his torn, dirty, blood stained t-shirt. I looked at him and saw a couple more bruises on him as theses fuckers really did a number on him. "Does it hurt when I touch here?" I asked touching the right side of his rib cage where there was a large bruise hoping that they didn’t break any of his ribs. Chase nodded his head no as I moved on to another bruise on his left side touching his bruised skin gently. "How about here?" I asked touching his stomach as I looked at him as he started crying again. "I never did anything to them I just stood up for myself once" Chase said as tears ran down his cheeks as he started crying again. "Why does everyone hate me" he said sobbing looking at me. "Everyone doesn't hate you Chase your grandmother loves you" I said trying to console him wiping his tears. My words meant nothing to him as he continued sobbing so I did the only thing I could think of to try and make him feel better. My aunt was never a woman that openly displayed her affection, when I would get beat up she talked to me rather than hugging me and telling me and telling me everything was going to be okay. I was sad to say that she passed than on to me as I never openly display affection for anyone either. "Everyone doesn't hate you I love you too" I said taking a chance as I took him into my arms and hugged him rubbing his back and stroking his head trying to make him feel better. Chase cried onto my shoulder as I held him telling him that everything was going to be okay, after a few minutes he stopped crying pulled away from me and stared into my eyes. I stared back as Chase as he moved closer to me and did the absolute last thing I ever expected him to do, he kissed me tenderly on my lips. I didn't know what to do or say as Chase pulled away and looked into my eyes, I could tell his kiss was more than just a friendly peck on the lips by the way he was looking at me. I was in complete shock as Chase was looking at me with passion and desire in his eyes and I for some reason was unable to move. This was a side of Chase I never saw or expected to see as our relationship was nothing more than a really close and deep friendship, at least that's what I thought. To be even more shocked he was moving back in to kiss me, I knew I had to stop this right now before it got any further. "Let me get some ice for your eye" I said as my voice barely carried as I was so in shock by what just happened and almost happened again. Chase moved aside and sat down on the bed as I got up not even looking at him and left as quickly as possible. I went down to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator and stood in front of it for a second letting the cold air wake me up because I seriously thought this was all a dream. "That didn't just happen" I said to myself taking a deep breath but it did happen and this was no dream. I got the ice from the fridge and wrapped it up in a towel and paused for a minute as I started thinking maybe it was all a mistake on his part. I decided not to bring it up if he didn't and just pretend like it didn't happen as I started walking back upstairs slowly. when I went back into my room Chase was sitting on the bed touching his left eye that had gotten really puffy in the time I was downstairs. "Here let me put this on it" I said to Chase sitting next to him holding the towel with the ice on his eye for him. "My face is turning numb" he said after about a minute of me holding the ice on his eye. I removed the towel with the ice for the numbness to go away and noticed the swelling had gotten a little worse. "Is it bad?" Chase asked as he probably saw the expression on my face as I looked at him. "Not really" I lied as I didn't want him to panic. "I want to see" he said apparently not believing me. Chase got up and walked over to the dresser in my room that had a mirror attached to it and looked at himself in the mirror. He got upset and stared crying again as he saw his battered and bruised appearance in the mirror. "Hey don't worry the swelling will go down and the bruises are gonna heal up" I said as I got up and stood behind him rubbing his naked shoulders reassuring him. "Can I spend the night here I don't want my grandma to see me looking like this" he said turning to me stifling his sobs. "Sure" I replied hugging him again as he rested his head against me sniffling. "Sit here and keep the ice on your eye it will help with the swelling" I said to him as I led him back to the bed. "I'll go over to your grandma and tell her you're staying the night okay" I said to him wiping a tear from his cheek as he put the ice back over his swollen left eye. "Don't tell her I got beat up okay" he said to me as I was at the door. I looked back at him sitting on the bed with the ice over his eye wondering just how I was going to explain to his grandmother why he didn't want to come home. "Please" he said looking at me as tears streamed out of his right eye down his face. "Okay I won't tell her" I said looking at him before I left. All I could think about on my way down the steps and over to Mrs. Mitchell's house was the kiss that Chase gave me. I got to his grandmother's house and rang the doorbell a little happy that he didn't bring up the kiss but still I couldn't get it out of my mind. I waited for a response from Mrs. Mitchell for a few second and rang the doorbell again after getting no response. A third ring of the doorbell didn't bring Mrs. Mitchell to the door and as I was about to ring the door bell again the door unlocked and opened. "Oh Randy I thought you were Chase, I must have dozed off" she chuckled putting on her glasses. "He's always forgetting his key" she said smiling as she let me in. "I had that same problem, listen is it okay if Chase spends the night over at my house" I said hoping she didn't say no. "Oh certainly, it's nice when he gets out of this stuffy old house" she said smiling as she sat down on the couch. I smiled at her relieved that she said it was okay now came the difficult part I thought to myself. "I'm just going to run upstairs and grab some stuff for him for the night okay" I said to her hoping she didn't get suspicious as to why Chase didn't come to get it himself. "Oh sure go ahead, you know where his room is right" she said as she took up her knitting from the couch and started at it. "Yeah I do" I replied. "Alright go on up" she said smiling at me over her glasses as she knitted. I went upstairs relieved and went into Chase's bedroom and got a pair of pants and a t-shirt and a clean pair of boxers for him. I folded them up neatly and made my way half way down the stairs when I forgot his toothbrush, I went back up the stairs into the bathroom and got his toothbrush and went back down the stairs. "See you later Mrs. Mitchell" I said as I headed to the front door. "Oh Randy before you go" she said stopping me in my tracks. I thought she was about to ask me why Chase didn't come home first after school and I was trying to quickly think of some convincing reason why he didn't. "Ah yeah what's up" I said turning to look at her with my best faked smile. "will you two be coming over for dinner or do you have other plans?' she asked stopping her knitting to look at me. "Nah don't worry yourself about dinner we'll just grab a pizza" I said relieved. "Okay then have a good night" she said with a smile as she went back to her knitting. I left Mrs. Mitchell's place and went back to my house with Chase's clothes folded neatly in my hands. When I got back up to my bedroom Chase was lying on my bed with in his socks and his boxers with the towel still on his eye. "what did my grandma say?" Chase asked sitting up on the bed. "She said it's okay for you to spend the night" I said as I moved his hand away from his eye to see if his eye had gotten any better. "Is it any better?" he asked looking at me. "A little" I replied as the swelling had gone down a lot since I last looked at his eye. "I'll go get you some more ice" I said as all the ice had melted out of the towel. "I brought you some clean clothes so you can change" I said to him. "Thanks" he said before I left and went to get some more ice for his eye. I squeezed out the water from the towel and put some more ice in it and went back upstairs. when I got back to my bedroom Chase had made no attempt to get dressed he only took off his socks and was lying on the bed on his side with his head on the pillow. "Here you go" I said putting the cold towel over his eye as he put his hand on it to hold it. "You hungry" I asked as he usually had a snack at my place ever afternoon. "No my stomach still hurts" he said adjusting his head on the pillow. "Okay keep the ice on your eye and I'll be back in a minute" I said gathering his dirty clothes up off the floor. "Randy" he said as I was at the door about to leave. "Yeah Chase what's up" I said turning to face him thinking maybe he changed his mind about being hungry. "Thanks for taking care of me like this" he said looking at me from his one good eye. "Hey what are friends for" I said smiling at him as I left. I took Chase's dirty clothes into the bathroom and put them into the laundry hamper, by the time I got back to the bedroom Chase was fast asleep. I picked up the towel with the ice an cover him up and left him to sleep after the ordeal he had been through. It was a little after six thirty and I was sitting on the couch watching TV trying to relax hoping that chase was alright. Just then he came downstairs and walked into the living room in his boxers after sleeping through most of the afternoon. "Hey how are you feeling bud?" I asked smiling at him. "A lot better" he replied smiling a little as he came over and sat next to me. "The swelling went down around your eye it look a lot better than it did" I said hoping he could take some solace in that. He curled up his legs on the couch and rested his head on the arm of the couch and said nothing watching TV with me silently. "Does your stomach still hurt" I asked looking at him. "No it's fine now" he replied without moving from the position he was in. I kept glancing at him as we watched TV together silently which felt strange as we always found something to talk about when we watched TV together. "Are you hungry?" I asked after about half an hour. "No" he replied. "Okay well I'm going out for a pizza do you want to come" I asked getting up off the couch. "Uh-uh" he replied. "Alright then I'll be back in thirty" I said as I grabbed my car keys from their resting place on the coffee table. I went to pizza hut that wasn't too far from where we lived and got some of the toppings that I knew Chase liked and headed back home. when I came back with the pizza Chase was sitting on the couch and glanced at me and then back at the TV as I walked into the living room. I put the pizza on the coffee table and went into the kitchen and got two sodas and came back to the living room where Chase was sitting on the couch with his back pack searching through it. I sat down on the couch and opened the pizza box and the scent of cheeses, pepperoni, mushrooms and pineapple filled the air. "Hey what's that you got there" I said as I saw chase pullout a gold colored piece of plastic or something. "I won first place in the art competition" he said searching his back pack for the other part of the trophy that apparently was broken when chase got beat up. "Hey man that's great" I said smiling at him but he still seemed pretty sad. "Yeah but my trophy is broken" he said holding the broken trophy in his hand looking at it. "Let me see maybe I can fix it" I said looking at Chase as he tried to fit the broken pieces of the trophy together. Chase handed me the trophy and I looked at it I noticed him staring at the open pizza box and I started smiling as I put down the trophy next to pizza box. "Go ahead have a slice" I said taking a slice of the pizza that was still hot. "Nah I'm not hungry" Chase said looking at me, just as he said that I heard his stomach rumbling. "well you may not be hungry but your stomach is" I said chuckling looking at him. Chase looked at me and then at the pizza I bit into the slice I was holding as he stared at me again. "Mmmmmm" I said licking my lips looking at him hoping to coax him into eating. "Taste me Chase I'm so delicious" I said waving the slice of pizza I was eating in from of him as he tried to hold in a laugh. Chase bit his lower lip trying his best not to laugh as I teased him with the pizza slice waving it under his nose. He smiled and soon burst into a fit of laughter as he couldn't hold it in anymore from me teasing him. "Okay, I'll just have one slice" he said with a smile. "I knew I'd break you" I said smiling at him. Chase smiled back at me and took a huge bite out of the slice of pizza and chewed it slowly as he smiled at me. He ended up having three slices of pizza and a coke and settled down on the couch next to me more like himself than he was earlier that afternoon. "Randy can I use your phone?" Chase asked looking at me. "Sure" I said taking the phone off the charger and handing it to him. I paid attention to the TV but couldn't help but glance at chase as he dialed a phone number that I was sure was his grandmother's. "Hey grandma it's me Chase" he said into the phone. "Yeah he's right here" he replied as I overhead his conversation. "And don't forget to take you medication" Chase said still talking to his grandmother. "Okay I'll see you tomorrow, I love you too" he said ending the conversation with those words. Chase smiled at me and handed me back the phone and I returned it to the charger and smiled at him happy to know he was feeling better. "Your grandma okay?" I asked looking at him. "Yeah she's fine" he said as I stared at his black and blue left eye. we stayed up well after midnight watching TV as Chase said he wasn't really sleepy after having that afternoon nap. Chase and I finally decided to go to bed around twelve thirty, after I showered I climbed into bed waiting for chase as he was still showering. He came in about ten minutes after and took off the light and climbed into bed next to me and slipped under the covers, Chase moved around a bit before lying still on the bed. "Randy" Chase said softly. "Yeah Chase what is it?" I said turning over as I was lying facing away from him. "Oh I thought you were asleep" he said with a little chuckle as we were now face to face. "Nope I'm still wide awake" I replied smiling at him. "Randy.......About what happened this afternoon" Chase said after a few minutes and a brief pause. I could tell he was talking about when he kissed me by the look on his face with was a combination of nervousness and uncertainty. "Hey don't worry about it you were upset and it was just a mistake" I said thinking he was embarrassed by what he did. "well.....Um....Um..it wasn't" he said adjusting his head on the pillow. "It wasn't?" I said a bit shocked and confused. "Um....No" he said as his eyes shifted away from mine briefly before he started staring intently at me again. "Actually I...Um....I've been thinking about doing it for a long time" Chase said smiling a little. "You have?" I said really shocked now. "Uh....Yeah" he said as his eyes shifted away from mine again. "Uh...Why?" I said almost afraid to ask for fear of what the response was going to be. "Well...Um....Uh" he said smiling nervously as his eyes shifted away from mine again. "I think I'm in love with you Randy" he said softly looking into my eyes to see if he got a sign that that maybe I felt the same way about him. I couldn't believe what I was hearing a twelve year old boy was telling me that he thinks he is in love with me. My first thought was did I fall asleep?, am I dreaming all of this?, if it was a dream it certainly is the weirdness dream I ever had. Then Chase reached his hand out and touched my face gently and I knew this was really happening I wasn't dreaming. "Uh ...Um..... Chase, you had a pretty emotional day I think you're a bit confused here" I said looking into his eyes. "I didn't start feeling this way about you today" he said looking at me in a way I have never seen him look at me before. "Um.......When did you start having these feeling?" I asked clearing my throat a little. "A while ago I guess" he said with a little smile. I was in complete shock now I always thought that Chase and I were good friends but I never expected him to fall in love with me. Immediately I began to think, did I do something that he misinterpreted as love?, was this my fault?. These were questions that I did not have the answer for. "Did you mean it.....when you said that you loved me?" Chase asked snapping me back to reality. "Chase I do love you but....." before I could finish my sentence he moved up closer to me and started kissing me. I was shocked when my body betrayed me and I started getting an erection as Chase kissed me and ran his hand over my naked stomach. I knew I had to stop this now before Chase felt my dick and took it as my approval to what he was doing as his hand was getting closer to my crotch. "Chase Stop" I said pulling away from him and moving his and away from my body. "Why, what's the matter?" he said looking confused. "Chase you didn't let me finish" what I had to say" I said looking into his eyes. "I do love you Chase but not the way you think I do" I said as he stared into my eyes. "what do you mean?" he asked looking at me. "Chase I love you as a friend" I said looking at him. "Friends can be lovers too" he said surprising me by his statement after I thought there was nothing else he could say that would surprise me. "Chase you're just my friend even if I was gay I couldn't love you the way you want me too" I said looking at him as his eyes shifted away from mine. "why not?" he asked as his voice quivered a bit. "You're just a kid and I'm an adult it would be impossible Chase" I said as I could see his eyes looking very sad. Chase turned away from me and tugged the covers up under his arm and I could tell he was angry by what I said. "Chase please try to understand I don't want to hurt your feeling" I said not really knowing what to say to him. "I understand, just let me sleep okay" he said angrily. I let him be and turned away from him wondering if I should be sleeping in the same bed with him after what he just said. I heard chase start to sniffle and knew he was crying, the sad thing about it was knowing that the one thing he wanted was the one thing I couldn't give to him. I would do anything for him but this was unfamiliar and forbidden territory that I wasn't prepared to step into. Chase's sniffles stopped and I knew he had fallen asleep, I wished I could but what he said left me with a lot to think about. Why was Chase in love with me I thought, I wasn't attractive at least I didn't see myself that way. There were a lot of boys his age that felt the same way he did why couldn't he be in love with one of them. Then I started thinking why not have relationship with Chase I had always been looking for love and here it was why turn my back on it. Thinking about it Chase was more than good looking and it wouldn't be the first time I got involved with another male. Then there would be the problem of if someone were to find out about us, that was trouble that I didn't want. I had to stop myself as I couldn't believe I was actually giving serious though about getting involved in a relationship with Chase. That would certainly take us past the point of just being friends but I just couldn't get that kiss out of my head no one had ever kissed me like that before. I turned over and looked at Chase sleeping peacefully and pulled the covers over him hoping that our friendship wouldn't be affected by this, though I knew somehow it would be. The next morning when I woke up I found myself cuddled up to Chase's back with my hand in on his crotch. I quickly moved away from him as it was not a position I should be in with him after he confessed his love for me. Just as I moved away from him he turned over on his back and opened his eyes and stared at me. "Your eye looks a lot better" I said smiling at him hoping he wasn't still angry with me. "Thanks" he said smiling halfheartedly at me. "I got to go to the bathroom" he said after a few second of a long uncomfortable silence between us. After Chase got up and left I climbed out of bed and got dressed and decided I should try making breakfast or a change rather than going over to his grandmother's house. "Hey Chase I'm going down stairs to make us some breakfast okay" I said to him from outside the bathroom door. "Okay" he answered. I went downstairs to the kitchen to make breakfast it wasn't something I usually did so I really didn't know where to start. "Eggs" I said aloud as that was the one thing I could cook. I got the eggs and a pan to cook them in and decided to take it from there with the breakfast making. "I'm going over to check on my grandma I'll be back in a minute" Chase said as he came into the kitchen dressed in the clothes I brought over for him yesterday. "Alright hurry back" I said to him as I was putting the bread into the toaster. "Hey why don't you invite your grandma over for breakfast too" I yelled to him. I didn't get a response as he probably didn't hear me, maybe next time I thought as I went to the refrigerator to get the milk and the orange juice. I laid out everything on the table in the kitchen and smiled proud of myself at having made breakfast for the first time in my life even though the toast was a little burnt. "Hey you're just in time breakfast is served" I said when I heard the front door open and close as I heard Chase walking to the kitchen. "Chase what's the matter what's wrong?" I asked deeply concerned as Chase was standing in the doorway of the kitchen with tears running down his face. "Chase?" I said looking at him knowing something was really wrong as he was in a worse state than yesterday. He fell down to his knees on the floor openly sobbing as tears streamed down his face. "What's going on, what the matter?" I asked as I went over to him and got down on my knees beside him. He looked up at me and started crying even harder as he rested his head against me sobbing uncontrollably. "Chase please tell me what's going on" I said a little scared as I had never seen anyone so broken up. "My Grandma is dead" he said between his sobs as he started wailing. I felt a chill run up my spine after hearing his words, Mrs. Mitchell was dead I just couldn't believe it. "Chase look at me" I said holding his head up staring into his tear stained face. "Where's your grandmother?" I asked as he was still crying really hard. "In her bed but she wouldn't move when I tried to wake her up" he wailed. "Okay come on get up" I said standing up and helping him to his feet. I led him into the living room and sat him down on the couch as he was still crying. "wait here and I'll go and Check on her okay" I said to him wiping away his tears. He nodded his head yes and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand as he tried to regain his composure. I left Chase on the couch and headed to the front door hoping that Mrs. Mitchell wasn't really dead. when I got to her house my heart was pounding as I ascended the steps to her bedroom hoping that Chase was wrong. I slowly opened her bedroom door and walked over to her bed where she was lying motionless. "Mrs. Mitchell" I said softly expecting her to wake up but as I touch her hand her skin was cold. My eyes filled with tears and I sat down on her bed in disbelief I couldn't believe this was really happening. I got up and left her room and went downstairs and saw Chase standing in the living room just as I was drying my eyes. I walked up to him and he broke down crying again as I hugged him trying to comfort him for his loss. There was nothing I could say to take away the pain he was feeling of losing someone so close to him having been through the same thing myself. I sat down on the couch holding Chase comforting him as best as I could trying to be strong for him even though I was in as much pain over her death as he was seeing as mars Mitchell was the closest thing to family I had. I left Chase alone for a while to call 911 still somewhat unable to believe that this was really happening. Chase held on to me and cried when I came back to the living room to stay with him until the people from the coroner's office came to get her body. Chase had stopped crying for a while and was merely sniffling as he was leaned against me as I stroked his hair comforting him, but when the doorbell rang about an hour later his tears started flowing again as he knew that they had come to take his grandmother's body away. "It's okay It's alright" I said trying my best not to cry as I hugged him rubbing his back trying to reassure him that everything would be alright. I left him on the couch and answered the door and was surprised to see a policeman with the guys that came to take Chase's grandmother away. I let them in and the policeman who told me that he was only there as procedure, I explained to them that Chase was the one that found her and I came over and confirmed that she was dead and I called them. The policeman asked about Chase if he had any other relatives and I told him that his grandmother had made me his guardian in the event that anything happened to her. The guys from the coroner's office brought her body down and asked if she had a heart condition because they thought she had a heart attack and died in her sleep and they had to do an autopsy to be certain. Chase started crying again and ran upstairs the police officer expressed his sympathies to me probably because he saw how shaken up I was by all this. I gave the guy from the coroner's office my number so they could contact me when they were done with the autopsy, he gave me a clipboard with some form attached to sign and he and his partner took Mrs. Mitchell body out. I watched then load Mrs. Mitchell's body in the back of their van wiping a tear away from my eye as it was almost the same as when my aunt died. After they drove away I closed the door and went upstairs to find Chase to see if he was alright. "It's my fault" he said crying as I found him sitting on his bed with tears streaming down his face. "If I had been here to give her, her medication she'd still be alive" Chase said as he started sobbing. "Chase there nothing you could have done even if you were here they said that she died in her sleep" I said sitting on the bed next to him and putting my arm around him. He put his head on my chest and cried as I stroked his head hugging him as tear were running out of my eyes too. After Chase calmed down a little I packed up some of his stuff and took him back over to my house. Chase went upstairs to lie down and I went into the kitchen where the breakfast I had made for us was still sitting on the table. I threw away everything and went up to my bedroom and climbed into bed with Chase where he was lying, crying silently to himself. I put my arm around him and cuddled up close to him letting him know I was there for him where we both eventually fell asleep. When we got up I asked Chase if he was hungry but he said he wasn't and I couldn't blame him as I didn't have much of an appetite either. Chase stayed in bed crying the rest of the day and only got out to shower later that night, I listened to him cry the whole night and was really torn up as there was nothing I could do to take his pain away. I thought fate had deal Chase a really terrible hand after losing both his parents and now his grandmother who was the only living relative he had. He finally fell asleep around one am and I followed soon after as this was one of the worst days of my life. Sunday wasn't any better for Chase he didn't get out of bed except to use the bathroom and he refused to eat anything. I stayed with him all day trying to comfort him but there was nothing I could do to minimize the pain he was in. I got a call from the coroners’ office on Monday afternoon telling me that Mrs. Mitchell didn't die from a heart attack but had a stroke. They asked about funeral arrangements and I explained to them that she didn't have any family to handle that sort of thing. They then explained that the state would bury her and take care of the cost, When I asked what day the funeral was going to be on they told me they didn't have a service but rather just buried her. After all Mrs. Mitchell did for me and for my aunt all those years I couldn't let them just stick her in the ground like a piece of wood. I asked if I could take care of her funeral arrangement to which they agreed, the woman who I spoke to told me I had to come down to their office to fill out some paper work before I could make the arrangements. After I hung up from talking to her I checked on Chase to make sure he was okay, he was asleep went I went up to my room and looked in on him. I wrote him a quick note in case he woke up while I was gone and left it on the pillow beside him and left to go take care of the paperwork. when I got back home I found Chase sitting on the couch looking totally miserable when he looked up and saw me his tears started flowing again. I went over to him and sat down and hugged him comforting him. "It's my fault" he said crying into my shirt. "No it's not" I said stroking his head. "Yes it is" he protested through his tears. "No it's not" I said moving him away from me and looking into his tear stained face. "Chase your grandmother didn't have a heart attack" I said wiping his tears. "She didn't?" he said through his sobs. "No she had a stroke" I said softly as chase held his head down sniffling. "There was nothing you could do" I said looking into his eyes. I hugged him and after he calmed down a little I told him about taking care of his grandmother's funeral arrangements and we agreed on having her funeral on Friday. Chase finally had something to eat after two days and we went to bed early being in no mood for TV or anything else. The next day I told Chase I was going out to make arrangement for his grandmother's funeral to which he insisted on going with me. I went to the bank first and took all the last of the money I had totaling eight thousand dollars hoping it would be enough to pay for everything. Friday was not a day I was looking forward too but it came whether I wanted it to or not Chase's grandmother's funeral was set for one p.m. I had to rent a suit for Chase since he didn't have one and was thankful that the one I had still fit, we both got dressed in our suits and left for the cemetery where the funeral was to be held at. For such a nice woman I expected her to be more well known as there were only a few people from our neighborhood and her friend that she played bridge with on Thursday night. All the people that were there gave Chase their condolences for his loss and thanked me for taking care of her funeral arrangements though I was a little confused as to how they found that out. After they all left Chase and I stayed behind and I admired him as he had kept himself together all through the service. I don't think I would have been able to handle that at his age but Chase handled it pretty well, when they started lowering her coffin into the ground all his pent up sadness came flowing out in his tears. I held him as the two men that were there to cover her coffin started throwing the dirt into the hole. I wiped the tears from my eyes and went they were done Chase and I left and went back to my house that was now his home. I changed and went down and made Chase and I some sandwiches as neither of us had eaten anything all day. When I came back upstairs to get him I found him sitting on the bed in his vest and his boxers crying silently. "It's okay buddy everything is gonna be alright" I said taking a seat next to him on the bed putting my arm around him. "Who's gonna take care of me now" he said softly looking up at me as tears streamed down his face. In all that had happened I had not told Chase that I was now his guardian by request of his grandmother. "I will, I'm gonna take care of you" I said smiling down at him. "But they gonna take me away and stick me in a foster home" he said looking up at me with sad blue eyes. "No one is gonna take you anywhere" I said wiping away his tears. "How do you know?" he asked tearfully. "Your grandmother made me your guardian if any thing were to happen to you" I said smiling at him even though I was fearful of this new responsibility. "You mean I'm gonna live here with you?" he asked as his tears stopped for the moment. "Yes you don't have to worry about a thing I'll look after you I promise" I said hugging him. Chase wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly as I held him reassuring him that I was going to be there for him always. That night when we went to bed I was happy as chase seemed to fall asleep right away unlike the past week when he would cry himself to sleep every night. I lay there unable to sleep and suddenly became terrified as I realized I was broke ,all the money I had I used to pay for Chase's grandmother's funeral. My heart was literally pounding like a drum as I didn't know where I was going to get money to take care of myself and Chase, my book was far from being completed and even if it was it still wasn't a guaranteed success. I made a decision then and there that I would have to put my dreams of being a successful writer on hold and get a job so that I could take care of Chase, he was my number one priority now. when the weekend came I tried to talk Chase into going out and doing some of the things he enjoyed like painting but he was in no mood to do either. Chase said he was okay to go back to school on Monday even though I thought it was a little soon he said he wanted to and I agreed. I concentrated on helping Chase deal with his loss and also moving his stuff over to my place that was now his home. We had converted the guest room into his bedroom even though he still slept in my bed, I thought nothing of that since he still needed my comfort. Like anyone who had lost a loved one Chase had his good days and his bad, though the bad seemed to out number the good as I couldn’t remember the last time I had seen him smile. The following Monday the last day of October after Chase had left for school I started my hunt for a job most of the place I checked really made me angry when they said I was overqualified to work there. I thought to myself how the hell could someone be over qualified for a job I went back home after searching all morning. I sat down on the couch and saw the trophy that Chase had won, it had been sitting there broken in two for more than a week now. I leaned over and took it up and fitted the broken pieces together making it whole again, I smiled as a thought came to me. I got up with the broken trophy and went up to my aunt's room and looked through her craft supplies for some glue to stick the trophy back together. I found a little tube of glue and was glad that I didn't include my aunt's craft supplies along with her other stuff that I gave away. I smiled and was happy that I managed to stick the trophy back together hoping that it would make Chase feel a little better when he saw it. I lazed around the house not doing much of anything except for cleaning up the living room a little which was pretty much a mess. I had a short nap after that and got up around three just in time as Chase would be home from school pretty soon. He made his appearance a little after half past three looking thoroughly miserable only greeting me with a very dejected "Hi". "I fixed your trophy" I said looking at him with a smile as he took off his back pack and sat down on the couch. "Thanks" he said un-enthusiastically with a quick glance at me. "I'll go make you a snack" I said giving his knee a quick pat and heading into the kitchen unsuccessful in trying to cheer him up. I Came back with the peanut butter and jelly sandwich I made for him and sat down on the couch and handed him the plate. He slowly ate the sandwich with careful little bites as I watched the sad expression that seemed to be permanently inscribed on his beautiful face. After he finished eating he put the plate on the coffee table and glanced at his trophy that was sitting there and got his book out of his back pack and got started on his homework. I left him and went upstairs for a while to see just how much money I had if I could afford a pizza for dinner. I found I had exactly a hundred bucks left ,I went down to the kitchen and was thankful for the whoever it was that came up with the idea of coupons as I had several of them in the kitchen. I ordered the pizza and went into the living room and found Chase watching TV after he had finished his homework and sat down next to him to wait for the pizza. "so what did you do today?" Chase asked taking me by surprise. "uh... I went looking for a job" I replied with a little smile as this was the first time in weeks chase had every initiated a conversation with me. "what about you what did you do today?" I asked. "Nothing, just school stuff" he replied shrugging his shoulders. "so did you find one?" Chase asked after a few minutes as I looked over at him as he started at me. "Nah maybe I'll have better luck tomorrow" I said with a smile not wanting him to know that I was broke and needed a job to support us badly. The door bell rang and interrupted our conversation the first we had in a long time. "That's the pizza" I said getting up to answer the door. The pizza delivery guy wasn't too happy about the coupon but I told him take it up with his boss and paid for the pizza and closed the door. we ate our pizza for dinner having a couple of slices left over, we watched TV until nine and then called it a night as Chase had school tomorrow. The next day the first of November, I went on my job hunt again returning home unsuccessful once again I started thinking about selling Mrs. Mitchell's house which would certainly solve the money problem but then again it wasn't mine to sell. Later that afternoon when Chase came home I thought about talking to him about it hoping that he would understand why we had to sell his grandmother's house. "Did you find a job today?" he asked looking at me after he closed his books when he finished his homework. "No but I'll keep looking" I said with a smile. "Is it okay if I go back over to my grandma's house for a while" he asked looking at me. "Sure" I replied with a smile realizing that it was too soon to bring up the idea of selling his grandmother's house with him. Chase came back about an hour and a half later and I could tell from the look in his eyes that he had been crying even though he faked a smile tying to hide it. "I found this over at my grandma's house and I thought you should have it" Chase said taking some money from his pocket and handing it to me. I took the money and counted it totaling eight hundred dollars, I looked at him and smiled holding the money that was just what we needed since I didn't know what we were having for dinner for the rest of the week. "I know it's not a lot but I hope it can help" Chase said looking into my eyes. "It's a lot and it's a big help" I said reaching over and pulling him to me a hugging him and kissing him on the head. He smiled when I let him go and brushed his black hair away from his eyes. "come on" I said getting up from the couch. "where are we going?" he asked confused. "Grocery shopping" I said smiling as I took out my wallet and stuffed the money in it. "NOW?" he asked puzzled, as it was already seven thirty. "Sure why not we grab a bite to eat too" I said picking up my car keys off the coffee table. "well okay" he said getting up from the couch. we left the house and got in the car and had McDonalds for dinner and then when to the supermarket that stayed open really lake and did our shopping. Just as the other times Chase went to the supermarket with me his smart shopping looking for discounts kept the bill under a hundred dollars. when we got back home we took the groceries into the kitchen and went back to the couch to relax for a few minutes before heading up to bed. "I got this in the mailbox at my grandma's house this afternoon" Chase said handing me an envelop from his pocket that was folded in half. "what's this" I asked opening the envelop and taking out the contents. "I don't know it some kinda letter from the bank or something" Chase said as he moved over closer to me as I read it. I let out a deep sigh after I read the letter and looked at Chase as he stared at me waiting for me to explain to him what it was. "It's a letter of foreclosure" I said folding back up the letter and putting it back into the envelope. "You mean they're gonna take my grandma house!" Chase exclaimed staring into my eyes. "I'm afraid so, she missed her last three payments" I said to him as he sighed heavily and held his head down. "I'm sorry" I said putting my arm around his shoulder as he leaned against me. "Come on let's go up to bed you have school tomorrow" I said to him gently stroking his black hair. Chase sighed and got up off the couch and headed for the stairs I locked the door and turned off the lights and went upstairs hoping that I would be successful if finding a job tomorrow. Wednesday came and I was unsuccessful again in finding a job I went back home, when Chase came home after school he did his homework and we went over to his grandmother's house and packed up her stuff. I called her friends she played bridge with the next day as Chase suggested we give his grandma's stuff to them. They came and collected some of her stuff and told me they would come back for the rest that they couldn't carry with them. Mrs. Mitchell friends came and collected the rest of stuff and Friday and Chase and I spent most of Saturday taking the rest of his grandmother's stuff to goodwill. I started my job search a new on Monday and decide to expand my search from just Staten island where we lived. It was a good thing I did because I ended up getting a job at a publishing company in Brooklyn, it was far from where I lived but I was happy to get it. I was to start the next day and I went home really happy, I couldn't wait to tell Chase about it so I went to pick him up after school to tell him the news. He was more than a little surprised to see me waiting out side for him when school was over, as he was walking over to me I saw a kid that looked like fourteen or fifteen walk up to him and shove him. A look of panic broke out on Chase's face as he looked at me and then at the boy, the boy looked over at me and probably realized Chase knew me and turned and walked off. Chase walked over to me adjusting the strap from his backpack on his shoulder giving me a little smile. "what are you doing here?" he asked looking up at me. "I thought I'd come pick you up and surprise you" I said smiling as he walked around the car to the other side and opened the door and got in. "Um....thanks for picking me up" he said to me when I got in. "No problem" I said as we both pulled on our seatbelts on. "Chase was that the kid that beat you up?" I asked looking at him. He held his head down and got really quiet and then nodded his head yes, I looked at him for a few seconds before I started the car and pulled away from my parking spot. Just as we were driving down our street I saw the same kid walking on the sidewalk, I knew that I couldn't be there to watch Chase every second but I got really angry remembering how badly this asshole and his friends had bet Chase up. I pulled up along side the boy walking on the pavement and brought the car to a sudden screeching halt and quickly pulled off my seat belt and got out of the car. "Look man I didn't do anything" the boy with said pulling the cigarette he was smoking out of his mouth and tossing it on the ground as I walked up to him. He took a few steps back and I could see fear in his eyes as he maybe though I was going to hit him for what he and his friends did to Chase a few weeks ago. I never considered myself to be a violent person and I was certainly not going to hit him, I walked closer to him and he back up from me again. Like all bullies this boy was terrified when confronted by someone bigger than he was, I was amused that he was afraid of me though my face didn't show it. I never thought of myself as being menacing but I decided to use his fear of me to my advantage. "So you like picking on people that are smaller than you huh" I said trying to sound really gruff and angry. "No" he said looking like a frightened little mouse. "what's your name?" I asked taking the pack of cigarette he had in his pocket and crumpling them up and tossing them on the ground. "Um...Kenny sir" he said barely audible. "what's that?, speak up" I said trying my very best not to laugh as I really had him going. "Kenny sir" he replied a little louder. "So Kenny tell me what Chase did to you that you and your friend had to beat him up" I said folding my arms and looking at him. He glanced behind me and I looked back and saw that Chase had gotten out the car and was standing on the sidewalk behind me. "I don't know what you're talking about man" he said glancing at chase behind me and then back at me. "So you're saying that you don't know Chase Mitchell" I said conveying a confused look to him though I knew he was lying. "No man I don't" he said as I could hear the panic in his voice. "Chase is this the kid that beat you up?" I asked as Kenny looked at Chase standing behind me. "Yeah him and his friends" Chase said walking a little closer to us. "I happen to know Chase here pretty well and I know he doesn't lie" I said rolling up the sleeves of my shirt noticing Kenny take a huge gulp. "Okay I do know him and we just roughed him up a little that's all" he said looking like he was about to start crying. "Oh really” I said stepping closer to him. "How about if I roughed you up a little huh, how about that" I said in the most angry tone of voice I could come up with moving closer to him grabbing him by the collar. "Please don't hit me I'm sorry I'll never bother him again I swear" he said putting up his hands defensively. I almost started laughing as he though I was going to hit him but I had to keep up the pretense. "Okay, alright, I'll let you go this time but you fuck with him again I'll beat you so bad your parents won't recognize you" I said letting him go and shoving him backward making him stumble. "Now get the hell out of here" I said to him as he looked at chase and took off running down the street. The look on surprise on Chase's face was priceless that I just started laughing. "You mean you weren't really gonna hit him?" Chase inquired with a look of surprise. "Nah I was just messing with him" I said chuckling. Chase smiled and walked back around the car and got back in his seat as I smiled as my performance had Chase believing I was going to beat up his attacker. "I knew you were cool" Chase said with a little smile looking at me when I got back in the car. "My acting's pretty good huh" I said chuckling as I started the car and continued our journey home. when we got home Chase relaxed for a few minutes having a snack before he got started on his homework. I detected a really big change in his behavior as he would constantly glance at me and smile while he did his homework being more like the Chase I got to know over the summer. "Guess what happened today" I said smiling at him as I had yet to tell him about my new job. "what?" he asked smiling a little. "I got a job today" I said proudly. "Really!" Chase said looking at me. "Yep" I replied as he moved closer to me "Doing what?" he inquired brushing a few strands of his hair from his eyes. "Working at a publishing company" I replied. "Wow that's great you get to write" he said moving closer to me on the couch. "Yeah" I said with a little smile. It was only a job menial job of organizing a few print ads but it was a job no less I was just happy to have one. We ate chicken nuggets for dinner and Chase and I joked about me not being able to cook, we settled down and watching TV after dinner. I was a little surprised by Chase's affectionate mood as he cuddled up on the couch resting his head against me. I put my arm around him figuring he just wanted to be close to me for comfort not knowing what he had on his mind. "Thanks for what you did today" Chase said moving his hand to my stomach. "That's okay, I'm sure Kenny won't be bothering you again" I said taking his hand in mine feeling his soft smooth skin. "Randy thank you for taking care of my grandma's funeral and taking care of me" Chase said sitting up and staring at me forcing my attention away from the TV to him. "You don't have to thank me for anything" I said smiling at him. "I don't know what would have happened to me if it weren't for you" he said with a smile before he cuddled back up against me almost sitting in my lap now wrapping his skinny arms around me. "Don't worry I'll always be here for you" I said gently rubbing my chin against the top of his head enjoying how good his hair smelled. Chase started rubbing his hand over my stomach as I closed my eyes and inhaled the scent of his hair as his fingers roamed over my stomach. I kissed his head gently prompting him to lift himself off of me and look into my eyes, Chase moved closer to me and I felt his warm breath on my lips as he straddled my thighs gently stroking the sides of my face. I smiled at him as his fingers felt so good where ever he touched me, Chase smiled at me and then leaned in and gave me a little kiss me on my lips. Chase pressed himself against me and I felt his young manhood jabbing into my stomach as my body betrayed me once again responding to his advances. I was temped to kiss him back and love him the way he wanted to be but I couldn't cross that line with him. "Chase stop" I said putting my hands on his shoulders and pushing him back. He had a look of confusion on his face and I was immediately angry with myself for letting it get so far. "Chase we can't" I said softly with a sigh holding my head down. I saw an expression of hurt and anger appear on his face and he climbed off of me and stormed off. "Chase wait" I said but he didn't stop as he went up the stairs and slammed the door. I sat on the couch for a while wondering why I let it get so far and why I enjoyed everything that Chase did. I went up to bed and was a bit relieved that Chase had decided to sleep in his room tonight because I don't think I would have been able to stop him if he came on to me again. The night was unusually quiet and as I lay there unable to sleep as the events of the night raced through my mind I heard Chase crying in his room. Chase didn't say much of anything to me the next morning before he left for school and I noticed the somber expression return to his face. After he left for school I headed off to my new job and thinking about Chase as I drove to work and all through the day. I had a pretty busy first day but it still didn't stop me from thinking of Chase as he filled my every thought. I thought about the way he looked into my eyes and how his satiny lips felt pressed against mine in the brief but very memorable kiss that we shared. My heart pounded furiously as thoughts of Chase filled my head making me realized that I wanted him as badly as he wanted me. Later that day on my way home I knew that I couldn't give in to my feeling for him because of the trouble that would cause if any one were to find out about us. when I got home shortly after four thirty I found Chase sitting on the couch watching TV as he usually did after finishing his homework. He got up off the couch and headed upstairs without so much as a word to me, it hurt having Chase be so cold to me but I deserved it for leading him on the way that I did. It didn't get any better as the week drew on we barely said two word to each other and ate dinner quietly and retreated to our separate rooms for the night. I lay in my bed and listened to Chase crying in his room every night and felt terrible knowing it was because of me. while I was at work on Friday I thought of what happened between Chase and I and decided to have a serious talk with him. I didn't get home until a little after five because of car trouble with my aunt's old Chevy that seemed like it just about had it. After I had some help from a driver that was good enough to stop and give me a hand I made it home. I pulled into the driveway and got out of the car noticing the foreclosure sign staked into the the yard in front of Mrs. Mitchell house, I just sighed and went inside unable to do anything about that. I saw the TV on when I got in the door but there was no sign of Chase I though maybe he was in the kitchen fixing himself something to eat but when I checked he wasn't there either. I tossed my car keys on the coffee table and decided to go upstairs and see where he was as I had this feeling in the back of my mind that something just wasn't right. I go up to his bedroom door and opened it and saw him sitting on the bed clenching his fist tightly holding a knife in his hand about to cut his wrist. I rushed over to him and slapped the knife out of his hand as he seemed startled to see me. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING!" I yelled grabbing him by his shoulders giving him a shake to bring him to his senses. "Let me go" he said angrily jerking away from me and standing up. we stared at each other for a few seconds before I grabbed him and hugged him tightly as he started sobbing. "Chase what did you think you were doing?" I said softly sitting down on his bed as he stood in front of me crying. "Do you know what that would do to me if I lost you" I said looking into his eyes. "why do you care you don't love me" he said weeping. "Yes I do chase, I do love you" I said putting my hands on his shoulders. "Not the way I love you" he said sobbing. "I'd rather die than not be with you" he cried. I looked into Chase's eyes and knew he meant every word and for the first time I really saw just how much he did love me. "I think about you all day, I can't help it" he sobbed. "I tried not to love you as much as I do but I can't I just can't" he said weeping. I never thought anyone was capable of such strong feeling for a person especially someone as young as Chase but his feeling were genuine. I always though that it was the stuff of movies and romance novels but here it was, very real as Chase poured his heart out to me. I looked into his forlorn eyes and was no longer able to deny my feeling for him as I allowed my self to feel what was truly in my heart. I put my arm around Chase's waist and pulled him closer to me and wiped his tears away and smiled at him truly appreciating him for his beauty for the first time. I held his head tenderly in my hands gently stroking his cheeks that were flushed from all his crying and leaned in and kissed him tenderly on his lips. Nothing had ever felt more perfect than that moment, kissing Chase as tenderly as I could before pulling back from his soft perfect lips. Chase looked at me in surprise and confusion as I lifted the end of his shirt and he raised his hands to allowed me to remove it. His eyes searched my face for any signs of me having second thoughts, I smiled at him staring at his pink exposed nipples before touching them both gently. Chase's eyes went down to my hands as I tenderly stroked his nipples that were becoming erect before he stared back into my eyes. I leaned in and tenderly kissed his soft pink lips again as I let my hand wander down across his stomach down to his pants unbuttoning them and slowly running the zipper down. I pulled away from him again as I let his pants fall around his ankles and ran my fingers across his bare chest. I looked down at his crotch and saw his young erection sticking out under the confines of his plaid boxers. I smiled at him and let my eyes wander back to his crotch wanting very much to see his entire naked beauty. Our eyes met again when I looked up and I smiled again as Chase suddenly jumped on me kissing me hard on my lips straddling my legs as he ran his fingers through my hair. I put my arms around him and pulled him closer to me as I kissed him back as our passion and desire for each other grew. "Mmmmmm ahh Ohhh" Chase moaned as I pulled away form his lips and started kissing his neck and his shoulders. I pulled away from him and smiled as he moaned in pleasure as my hand massaged his back while I planted gently little kisses on his chest licking and sucking on his nipple. "Ahhhhhhhhh" Chase moaned out again pushing himself forward against me as I could feel his dick pressing into my stomach as I sucked on his nipples. Chase pulled my head away from his nipple and stared into my eyes for a few seconds almost hypnotizing me as I stared back into his piercing blue eyes. "Uhhh" I grunted falling back on the bed with a thud smiling as Chase was over me on his hands and knees staring down at me with a look of lust and passion on his face. "Mmmmmhp" I moaned softly as his perfect lips met mine once again in a passionate kiss that made me feel as though I was floating on air. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him down on top of me kissing him back just as passionately as he was kissing me. Our tongues wrestled with each other trying to gain dominance over each other, I never knew that chase was capable of such passion that surpassed that of any girl I had ever been with. Chase kissed me on my lips harder pressing his dick against he hard in effect humping himself against me as my hands roamed over his back down to his butt. "Mmmmmmm" he moaned pulling away from my lips kissing and licking my neck running his tongue along my chin as I felt his hand working on the button of my shirt furiously, trying to get them undone. He tore open my shirt as he got the last button undone and moaned attacking my nipple furiously swirling his tongue around on it and sucking it as all I could do was moan. Chase slid down my body effortlessly and started planting a row of kisses from my navel all the way up to my chest. I closed my eyes as his lips and his tongue roamed all over my torso as he worked his way back up to my face. Chase stared down at me as I opened my eyes and smiled at him as he was just a few inches away from my face, hovering over me with his thick black hair hanging down brushing lightly against my fore head. I reached my hand up and gently stroked his face as he closed his eyes moving his face against my palm. He opened his eyes as I withdrew my hand and smiled at me as he lowered his head and kissed me passionately on my lips as I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him down on top of me. "Mmmmmmmhp" Chase moaned into my mouth and started to hump me with abandon. I held the back of his head kissing him passionately running my finger through his thick black hair. My hand worked there way down his slim frame across his back settling on his firm butt, I looked into his face filled with passion and desire that was all for me. Chase had his eyes closed breathing heavily through his nose almost struggling for air as we kissed passionately as our tongues mated. I slipped my hands into Chase's boxers and squeezed his smooth rounded flesh gently prompting a throaty moan as he slammed his hips against me as I felt his young erected manhood. My own dick was already harder than it had ever been and I could feel what seemed like rivers of pre-cum leaking into my boxers. Our passion seemed to grow in an instant as I pulled my hand from Chase's boxers and started pushing then down off his hips as we continued our long passionate kiss. His boxer were caught under his humping crotch and I could get then no further than the clef of his butt. Chase opened his eyes a little surprised as I rolled him over on his back still kissing him as I laid next to him. He closed his eyes again and moaned as I ran my hand over his chest, across his firm stomach stopping when I reached his erected dick that his boxer were caught on. I pulled away from him breaking off our his staring into his beautiful blue eyes as I ran my hand gently along his still covered erection. I glanced down at his crotch and smiled as my eyes returned to his as he smiled back at me as I saw all the love he had for me expressed in his beautiful smile. My eyes returned to his crotch as I carefully pulled his boxers off his dick smiling as I saw his young erected cock for the first time standing straight up with the beautiful little head peeking out of his foreskin. I looked back up at Chase as he was looking down as my fingers explored his shaft and his hairless ball sac. Chase looked back at me and smiled as our eyes shifted down to his crotch again as I slowly pulled back his foreskin as though I was peeling a fruit. He let out a little gasp as his sensitive glands were exposed to the air lifting his hips up a little pushing his dick up into my hand. I slid my fingers up the shaft of his dick covering the sensitive head with his foreskin making him moan softly as I looked into his face as he had closed his eyes again, having an expression of divine pleasure on his face. "Oh ahhhhhh Ohhhh" chase moaned as I started slowly stroking his hard dick engorged with his life's blood. I nuzzled his neck kissing him gently as my hand worked on his dick stroking it up and down slowly producing more moans of pleasure from Chase. Chase opened his eyes staring up at me lustfully as I nudged my lips against his, he parted his pink lips slightly and allowed me to kiss him as he pushed his tongue into my mouth. our tongues wrestled for a few second before turning into a passionate kiss as Chase started moaning into my mouth moving his hips up and down pushing his dick up into my hand. I pulled away a little from him a little with our lips barely touching listening to him moan in pleasure sensing his orgasm was close. There was a sudden pulse in Chase's dick as he let out a whimpering moan and new he was there as his dick started convulsing in my hand as his entire body seemed to go rigid. I covered Chase's lips with my own kissing him hard as his dick spewed forth his immature seed that sprayed across his stomach and dribbled down over my fingers. Chase wrapped his arms around my next and kissed me passionately as his body relaxed and I listened to his labored breathing after his orgasm. when I pulled away from his lips Chase lay back on the bed and his face seemed to be glowing as he smiled at me staring into my eyes lovingly. I let go of his semi hard dick and brought my hand up and looked at his semen that glistened on my fingers showing that he had already began the journey all boys must take into manhood. Chase reached out and held my hand brining it up to his face, he gave me a smile before he stuck his tongue out and started licking his cum off of my fingers. I pulled my hand away from him and sucked up a drop that he had missed tasting the very essence of who he was for the first time. He smiled and giggled a little as I licked my lips enjoying this strange new taste that was very appealing. I smiled at him and leaned in and kissed him tasting more of his cum on his breath wanting more of his bodily juices. Chase giggled as I moved away from his lips kissing his chest and his stomach sucking and slurping his young cum off his body as I had no idea that his semen would taste so good. I lifted my head and smiled at him after I had cleaned every trace of his seed form his chest and his stomach. "I knew you really loved me" he said smiling reaching his hand out and stroking my cheek gently. "I never said I didn't" I said smiling as his fingers felt as light as feathers brushing against my cheek making my hair stand on end. I leaned in and we kissed once again as I never thought in a million years I would ever find this type of love with anyone much less a twelve soon to be thirteen year old boy?. "I want you to do something for me" I said lay my head next to his as he turned and looked at me. "Anything" he replied smiling at me with only love in his eyes. "Promise me you won't try to kill yourself again" I said in almost a whisper as the thought of losing him was unbearable. He looked at me as though he was confused and I saw his confused look quickly turn to one of anger as he sat up suddenly. "Is that why you did it" Chase snapped as I could hear the anger in his voice. "You did that because you though I was going to kill myself" he said staring at me as anger illuminated his face. I grabbed his arm and pulled him back down on the bed and stroked his cheek gently as he looked confused again by my actions. "I did it because I love you" I said gently stroking his hair. "I can't deny it any longer" I said as he stared at me with a look of surprise that soon turned into the biggest smile I had ever seen from him.. "Does this mean you'll be my boyfriend now?" chase asked hopefully. "I'll be anything you want me to be just don't try to kill yourself" I said tenderly stroking his cheek. "Don't do that to me I couldn't live without you" I said staring into his shimmering blue eyes. "I wasn't really gonna do it you know" he said softly after staring at me for a while telling me that his earlier intentions weren't genuine. I remembered the look he had in his eyes when I found him with the knife and knew that if I had taken a second longer to get in the door we wouldn’t be having his conversation. "See that you don't okay" I said staring back at this beautiful twelve year old that was foolishly in love with me making me wonder what it was about me that was so special. "I promise" he said with a smile brushing away a lock of my hair that hung down over my eyes. "Chase if you and I are going to be together there are something we need to talk about" I said to him looking into his eyes. "I know, no one can know about us" Chase said saying that exact words I was thinking. "It's no one business anyway what you and I do together" he said smiling looking into my eyes. I smiled at him happy to know that we were on the same page but there was also the matter of me being his guardian which we still had not really discussed. I wasn't his father and we weren't even related by blood we were just two people who were brought together by loss. "If anyone asks I'll just tell them you're my big brother" he said smiling proudly as he spoke. "Hey are you reading my mind?" I asked jokingly as I was thinking the same thing. "Maybe" he said smiling slyly. "Oh yeah what am I thinking right now?" I asked him with a chuckle. "Hmmm, I think you want me to show you just how much I love you" chase said propping himself up on his elbow with a smile. "Oh really ,is that what I'm thinking?" I asked chuckling. "Yep you just don't know it yet" he said smiling. I watched him as he sat up and pulled his boxers that were still bunched up around his silky smooth thighs, down his long slender legs. Chase gave me a smile as he ran his hand over my flat stomach and started unbuckling my belt and undoing the button on my pants. I smiled at him and sat up and pulled my arm out of my shirt and lay back on the bed lifting my hips allowing Chase to pull my pants down. He smiled at me again as he moved down and took off my shoes so he could remove my pants from my legs. I chuckled as he had my shoes off in what seemed like a second and gave my pants a swift tug pulling them off. He sat beside me staring up at me with a smile as he ran his hand over my crotch gently massaging my dick in my boxers. "Be gently it's my first time" I said jokingly smiling at Chase making him laugh. The truth was I was a little scared the last time I did anything remotely close to this was when I was twelve with my then best friend Charlie. Chase seemed to know exactly what he was doing as his hand rubbing my crotch made my dick so hard it was almost painful. I watched him as he grasped the sides of my boxers and tugged at them, I lifted my hips yet again and allowed him to remove my underwear noticing him staring and smiling at my hard dick as it was revealed to him. Chase had felt like velvet touching my dick as he wrapped his thin fingers around my dick and smiled up at me before turning his attention back to my dick as he slowly peeled back my foreskin. I gasped as he started stroking my dick up and down gently using as his other hand roamed between my thighs and over my balls. Chase smiled at me as I gasped from the sensation his hand was producing in my dick that traveled through my entire body. I lay back and closed my eyes as he fondled my ball and stroked my dick giving me pleasure unlike anything I ever experienced before. "Ahhhhhhhhh" I moaned out as I felt Chase run his tongue over the head of my dick. I opened my eyes and looked down and he smiled at me as he was now seated between my legs sticking his tongue into my foreskin while he stroked my dick up and down with one hand and fondled my balls with the other. Chase eyes remained focused on mine as he pulled back my foreskin ever so gently again and sucked on the head of my dick working his hand up and down my shaft gently squeezing my balls with his other hand as if to coax my sperm to come forth into him. I pushed my head back onto the bed gasping for air as his silky lips encompassed the head of my dick while he moved his mouth up and down so slowly it was like blissful torture. I opened my mouth and gasped as Chase overloaded my synapses with pleasure from his sucking sending wave after wave of pure bliss through my body that culminated as I came in his mouth. I would have expected Chase to pull off of my dick when I started cumming but to my surprise and delight he wrapped his lips even tighter around my dick and swallowed my cum. Chase moaned and cooed as he swallowed the product off my orgasm squeezing my balls gently as if to fore more of my seed from them. when I opened my eyes and looked down at him he had his eyes closed with a look of bliss on his face as his mouth made love to my dick. He opened his eyes and smiled at me as he lowered his mouth covering half of my dick before slowly dragging his lips back up my shaft over my now very sensitive dick making me moan softly. I smiled at him as he pulled off my cock and gave the head a little kiss and slid himself on top of me, his body felt like liquid silk as he slithered back up to my face and kissed me on my lips. "Where did you learn to do that" I asked my voice barely carrying as he smiled at me with his eyes barely visible as they were hidden by his black hair. He shrugged his shoulder as I reached up and gently stroked his cheek and ran my finger over his silky lips before tilting my head up and kissing them thanking them for all the pleasure they gave me. Chase gave me a smile that I had not seen from him in a long time as he seemed to be the happiness boy in the world. He slid down a little and rested his head on my chest and let out a little contented sigh as I wrapped my arms around him hugging him. "Mmmmm I love it when you hug me" he said nuzzling my neck as I inhaled the scent of his hair. I smiled being truly happy for the first time in a very long time knowing that I mean so much to some one. what I experienced with Chase changed me, I was reborn, a different person now; I would never be able to look at another thing of alleged beauty again as I knew it would pale in comparison to this perfect boy I was embracing. "You make me feel so safe and special" Chase whispered rubbing his cheek against my chest as I hugged him tighter. we remained like that until the light faded from the window and dusk turned to darkness as night fell. "Hey baby are you asleep?" I asked as chase hadn't moved or said anything for a while. He lifted his head and smiled at me as I wondered what I had done now to produce this beautiful smile that seemed to make the room light up. "what?" I asked smiling back at him. "You called me baby" he said as his huge smile seemed to broaden if that were even possible. "well you are my baby aren't you" I said smiling moving his black hair away so I could stare into his beautiful eyes. Chase giggled and slid up on me a little and lowered his head to mine kissing me tenderly on my lips before pulling back. "I am" he said smiling. "come on let go out and get some Chinese I'm hungry" I said smiling at him. His eyes sparkled at the though of having Chinese for dinner which we haven't had in a long time Chase climbed off of me looking almost sad that he had to, he got of the bed and turned on the light making my eyes sting as we had been lying in the dark for a while now. I got off the bed and stood up and chase came back over to me and hugged me resting his cheek on my chest as I realized that he had grown a little since we first met. "Come on there be plenty of time for hugging later I'm starving here" I said chuckling. "I know I just had to hug you again" he said with a little laugh. we broke off our embrace and smiled before getting dressed and going down to the car to go out for dinner. The entire time we were at the restaurant eating Chase and I had stared at each other lost in our own little world oblivious to anyone or anything around us. when we got back home from our delicious Chinese food dinner really full, I tossed my key on the coffee table and sat down on the couch to relax for a few minutes before going up to take a shower and head off to bed after a tiring and emotional week. Chase had gone up to use the bathroom but as soon as he came back he climbed up in my lap cuddling up like a little kid pulling my arms around him letting me know he wanted to be held. His immature behavior that more suited a five year old soon disappeared as he straddled my legs looking into my eyes with a depraved look that spelled sex. I started to think and smiled as I realized any thoughts of getting a good night's rest were out of the question by the way Chase was staring at me. His hands reached up to my shirt and he started undoing my buttons leaning forward and kissing me passionately on my lips. My own hand found his butt and squeezed his firm cheeks tightly in his baggy jeans, instead of tearing my shirt open like the last time he gently slid his soft hand in parting the open halves and exposing my chest. He smiled before leaning down and licking my left nipple tenderly before attacking it and sucking hard. I moaned out in pleasure tighten my grip on his firm ass moving my hands up under his shirt and stroking his back. Chase lifted his head up and smiled as looked at me, my passion and desire for him grew as I grabbed him and kissed him hard listening to him moan into my mouth as my hand held the back of his head. I moved my hand down his back and lifted the end of his shirt and he pulled away from my lips and lifted his arms allowing me to strip his torso bare. I smiled at him as he massaged my chest with his soft hands as my hands were around his waist supporting him. "Ahhhhhhhhhh" Chase moaned out as I suddenly leaned forward surprising him attacking his nipple and sucking him as hard as he sucked me. I could hear him gasping for air and moaning in pleasure as I flicked my tongue at the now erect little nub before sucking at it hard again. "Ohhhhhhh" Chase moaned again as I licked form his nipple up to his slender neck ending in a kiss as he tilted his head back. "Let's go upstairs" he said looking at me with his dreamy blue eyes. "Okay" I replied wanting to kiss him all over. "You're going to have to get off of me if were going to go upstairs" I said chuckling as Chase smiled at me wrapping his arm around my neck. "Carry me" he whispered touching his forehead against mine. I smiled and held him firmly and stood up and Chase wrapped his legs around me clinging to me. Chase moved closer to my face and kissed me passionately on my lips as I put my hands on his firm butt and pulled him up as he broke off his kiss. I walked over the staircase and Chase flicked the light off and I carried him upstairs over to my room that he hadn't slept in for weeks. I laid him down on the bed gently as he smiled and entangled himself from my body, Chase sat up and smiled watching me take my shirt off. He made me smile as I undid my belt and the button on my pants, I really wondered what it was about me that made Chase fall in love with me. "I'm gonna take a shower wanna come" I asked smiling at him as I kicked off my shoes and let my pants drop to the floor. "I had one when I got home from school I'll just wait for you" he said smiling as he laid back on the bed and spread his legs running his hand over his crotch. "what you didn't want to die dirty" I said shocking myself that I could be making jokes about that so soon. Chase sat up and had a really sad look on his face as I regretted making a joke about him trying to kill himself. "I'm sorry I tried to kill myself Randy" Chase said holding his head down in shame as I could see how much he regretted that now. "And I'm sorry if I scared you" he said holding his head up and looking at me. "Hey It's okay I forgive you" I said walking over and sitting on the bed next to him putting my arm around him. "You do?" he said with a questioning look still not sure if I had forgiven him. I put my hand on the back of his head and leaned in closer and kissed him tenderly on his lips. "I do" I said when I broke off our kiss. He smiled and stared at me with his piercing blue eyes that I seemed to get lost in for a second. "Relax I'll be back in a minute" I said pulling off my socks and getting off the bed and walking toward the door. I looked back at him and smiled as he had resumed his position on the bed spreading his legs and rubbing his crotch. "Hurry up I'm all hard for you" Chase said smiling at me as I was quickly getting an erection looking at him lying on the bed like that. I had a quick shower and returned to my room and smiled as he was lying on the middle of my bed totally naked smiling at me. I paused for a second and I admired just how beautiful he really was no girl I had ever dated had looked as hot as Chase did lying there. His hands laid next to his head and his legs were spread apart his hard hairless dick sticking straight up with his ball sac hanging loosely from his body. I smiled pulling off my towel knowing that he was laying there like that for me ,waiting and willing to do anything to make me see how much he really loved me. I walked up to the foot of the bed and Chase smiled and slid down in front of me and got on his knees and wrapped his arms around me and started kissing my stomach tenderly. My dick stirred to life from Chase's gentle little kisses, he slid his hand between my leg and cupped my balls gently massaging them. I opened my legs a little more as his hand explored my ball sac squeezing my balls gently as he sat down on the bed and smiled up at me. I looked down at him as he placed his soft gentle hands on my hips and started kissing the head of my dick lovingly as his eyes never left my own. Chase opened his mouth and took the head of my dick into his warm inviting mouth pushing back my foreskin with his lips sending shivers up my spine. His eyes shone with his passion never leaving my own as he started to slowly move his hot mouth back and forth on my dick making my knees quake. I felt his hand slips around my waist and move down to my ass grabbing my butt cheeks firmly and pulling me forward as he leaned back still sucking on my dick. I allowed myself to fall forward on my hands and knees as Chase lay back on the bed between my legs sucking on my dick slowly. "Ahhhhhhhhh" I moaned out as my entire body shivered with pleasure as Chase started stroking my dick with one hand and massaging my ball with the other. I put my head down on the bed and tried to relax and enjoy all the he was doing giving me indescribable pleasure but all too soon I could feel the process of my orgasm beginning to build. "OH CHASE!" I moaned out feeling my dick getting even harder. Chase seemed to sense I was about to cum very soon as he slowed down his sucking and just held my dick in his mouth while he massaged my butt cheeks with his hand. I wished what he was doing made a difference but I could feel my balls tightening while he held my cock in his warm mouth. I gritted my teeth and tried to relax but it was too late as I felt my cum leaving my balls traveling up my dick soon to be squirted into Chase's mouth. I head Chase moaning softly under me as he started sucking my dick again, I couldn't resist the urge to thrust into his mouth any longer, and shoved my dick down into his mouth pumping my cum down his throat. Chase surprised me as he wrapped his arms around my waist and seemed to be pulling me down on top of him taking more of my throbbing dick into his mouth. I held myself up not letting him pull me down too much as I didn't want him to choke himself, he didn't pull me down anymore and unwrapped his hands from around my waist and started stroking my thighs. Chase kept my dick in his mouth until it started to soften, I started to pull out of his mouth and felt Chase resist a little almost as though he didn't want me too. He kissed the head of my dick softly and slid up under me and gave me his most heart warming smile. I leaned in and licked my cum from the corners of his mouth before kissing his perfect lips, Chase wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me with a passion that only he could. I lowered myself onto him and he started pushing his dick up against me closing his eyes and moaning into my mouth. I pulled away from his lips and pulled his arms from around my neck pinning them over his head lifting my self up off of him as he opened his eyes and started at me with desire. "Ahhhhhhhhhh" Chase moaned out as I leaned forward and sucked hard on his nipple. I smiled and moved over to his other nipple sucking on I hard and then tracing my tongue along his chest. I let go of his hands and he made no attempt to move them from where I held them over his head as I stared up into his face that portrayed his pleasure as I kissed my way down his stomach. I crouched down between his legs as he spread them open wide for me and kissed and licked his navel as he started gyrating his hips on the bed moaning softly. Chase gasped softly as I breathed onto his erect cock watching it twitch as his foreskin stretched tightly around the bulbous head that peeked out of it's tight confines. I stuck out my tongue and licked the area above his dick that would soon be sprouting little black hairs to match those on his head. Chase moaned out as I took his hairless balls in my mouth and sucked on them gently as he started to lift his butt up off the bed humping up into the air. I smiled and let his balls slip from my mouth and ran my tongue up along his shaft as Chase gasped out lifting his butt off the bed higher. Not denying him his pleasure any longer I took Chase's hard cock into my mouth peeling back his foreskin with my lips. "Ohhhhhhhh Uhhhhhhhhhh" Chase moaned almost screaming out as I sucked on his dick slipping the entire length of his shaft back and forth in my mouth. Chase lifted his butt off the bed jabbing his cock into my mouth as he writhed and moaned in ecstasy on the bed. I put my hand under his tightly clenched butt and held him up as I started sucking him harder making him moan even louder. Chase's hard dick pulsed on my tongue as I sucked him and I could tell by his gasps and moans that he was very close to cumming. "OH RANDY OH RANDY OH AHHHHHHHHHHH" Chase whimpered out as I felt his cock's sudden increase in hardness before it exploded with his young seed filling my mouth. I swallowed his semen and slowly suckled on his hard cock until it started to soften in my mouth, I pulled off of his dick and gave it a kiss as I stared down at him as he smiled. Chase smiled at me simply radiating as I let him back down on the bed, I crawled up beside him and he turned his head and looked at me and we shared a brief but very passionate kiss. "That was the best I've ever had" chase said smiling at me. I stared at him shocked by what he said, had he done this before with some one else I thought?. The expression on chase's face as I looked at him was one of regret as he stared at me nervously. "You've done this before with someone else?" I inquired looking at him as he locked his fingers together staring at me nervously. "With a boy that lived next door to me" he said looking down his nude body. "But it was before I started living with my grandma" he quickly added looking at me nervously. "Oh" I said as that certainly explained a lot about some of the things he had done to me. "You're not mad are you?" chase asked with a worried look on his face. "Mad about what?" I asked laying back on the bed. "About me being with someone else before you" he said propping himself up on his elbow looking at me as his black hair hid his eyes from my view. "No I'm not mad, I didn't even know you back then" I said chuckling brushing his hair away so I could stare into his beautiful blue eyes. He smiled and cuddled up next to me as I held him close loving him more than I thought I was capable of loving anyone. where did you live before you started living with your grandma?" I asked as it had never really come up in our conversations. "Massachusetts" he said cuddling up closer to me. "Did you do stuff with boys before too?" Chase asked as he put his arm over me. "why do you ask" I said looking a the top of his head from where he was lying next to me. "It's just that you're really good" he said tilting his head up and smiling at me. "Well I did have this really good friend Charlie" I said getting Chase's immediate attention as he sat up. "Wait I though you said you had a girlfriend" Chase said looking at me suddenly remembering that bit of information. "I knew Charlie before I had a girlfriend, sorry if I confused you there" I said smiling as he stared at me. "Oh okay" he said lying back down next to me. "He and I did stuff like this together" I said gently stroking his hair. Chase sat up and smiled before climbing on top of me resting his chin gently on my chest staring up at me. "So what was Charlie like?" Chase asked putting his hands under his chin. "He was pretty nice, liked making jokes" I said with a little chuckle as chase smiled at me as I recalled my first best friend. "what kinda stuff did you guys do together" Chase said smiling slyly letting me know he meant sex stuff. "we mostly jacked off" I said as he looking at Chase as he was eager for details. "Did you guys ever suck each other?" he inquired. "Once but then he moved away a little while after" I said reaching up and brushing Chase's hair from his eyes. "Did you ever see him again?" he asked. "No" I said with a sigh a little sad that I never heard from Charlie ever again. "Did you ever do any stuff with any other boys after that?" Chase asked wanting to know ever detail of my sex life during my youth. "Nope, I was into girls then" I said smiling at him. "what about you tell me about this friend of yours" I said making him blush. "we did pretty much the same this that you guys did" he said as I felt his dick staring to get hard pressing against my own. "what's his name, your friend" I said smiling as his though about him were probably the reason he was getting hard again. "Coby" he said smiling as he had a fully hard now. "He must have been really hot, you got a boner just by thinking about him" I said chuckling. "How are you so sure it's because of him and not you" Chase said smiling slyly as he pressed his dick down against mine. I smiled at him as I felt my dick getting hard again from his contact as he smiled at me, gently rubbing his hard dick against my crotch letting me know that he didn't want to talk anymore. Chase smiled slyly at me and lifted himself up and stared kissing my stomach going up on his hands and knees slowly crawling up to my face. I slid down a little off the pillow that had been supporting my head, chase giggles a little as I got under him and lifted my head planting tender kisses on his smooth chest. He lowered himself down onto me I smiled as the bare skin of his ass made contact with my chest as he slowly sat down on me. I stared up at him as he smiled looking down at me as his black hair hangs down over his eyes, he lifted himself up a little scooting up closer to my head dragging his hairless balls along my chest. Chase smiled at me and I chuckle as I figured out just what he had in mind, I put my hand on his waist holding him steady and pulled myself back up on the pillow resting my head against the head board a little. Chase moved up more on me as he gets on his knees now straddling my chest as his dick hard dick is only a few inches away from my chin. I placed my hands on his butt and pull him up closer to me feeling his hairless balls rubbing over my chin as I gently kiss the underside of his hot and very hard dick. Chase smiled at me and leaned forward as he moved his hips back and forth slowly rubbing his cock against my lips and my nose as I listen to him gasp and moan softly. I smiled looking up at chase as he had his eyes closed rubbing his dick against my nose and over my lips as he held on to the head board of the bed for better support. Chase let out a deep sigh as I stuck out my tongue and licked the under side of his cock smiling as his movements against my face causes his foreskin to slip back and fort slightly over his flared dick head. I smiled as I looked up at his face as he was lost in pleasure, my hands wandered all over his back and down over his butt as he moaned slightly from my touch. I stared at his dick again noticing a clear drop of liquid appear at the tip of his cock as he breathed in short little breaths. I stuck my tongue out just as he thrust his dick forward against my face tasting his fluid and making him whimper out in delight. "Oh Randy" he gasped out as he put his head down on his hand that were holding on to the head board going up on his knees and rubbing his cock along my nose. I reached my hands up and held his hips still and lifted my head a little taking his hot young flesh into my mouth slipping back his foreskin in the process. Chase moaned out loudly as he thrusted forward sinking his entire cock into my mouth as my nose pressed against the spot where his pubic hair would occupy some day soon. I put my hands around his waist holding him firmly again as I pulled him down off the head board and he fell onto his hand with a "Oohf". "Ohhhhh Randy" Chase moans again on his hands and knees thrusting his cock down into my sucking mouth as I let my hands explore his body, gently slipping them over his back and under over is slightly sweaty chest as he moans and thrusts into my mouth even more. I moved my hands back down as they settle on his firm butt that flexed under my hand with his every thrust. "Ahhhhhhhhhh Ohhhhhhh" Chase moaned out as I press down on his butt sinking his entire cock into my mouth. I relaxed my hold on his butt and I feel his entire body shiver as Chase is barely able to lift himself up and thrust down again. "Oh Ahhh Uhhh" Chase moaned holding completely still with his cock still planted firmly between my lips as his body shivers involuntarily. I closed my eyes enjoy the feeling of his cock in my mouth and his stomach pressed against my forehead. Chase's continued to hold himself still panting heavily as sweat poured down his body making his skin wet and slippery. I could tell that he was trying to hold off his orgasm and enjoy this moment as long as possible but all too soon he started moaning as I felt his cock start to twitch between my lips. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhh" Chase moaned out as I pressed down hard on his butt again opening my mouth as wide as I could to try and get his dick and his balls into my mouth, though I am unsuccessful. Chase whimpered as though he was in great pain as I sucked hard on his dick receiving burst after burst of his young seed down my throat. I continued to suck on his dick until it turn soft in my mouth and he reluctantly lifted himself up off my face. Chase moved down sitting on my chest as he smiles down at me as our eyes locked onto each other. I smiled back up at him as his hair looked much like it did after he had just taken a bath as it was damp with his sweat from all the exertion of our love. He leaned down and kissed me passionately on my lips as I hold him behind his head and press my lips hard against mine. Our kiss lead us into another round of our lovemaking as Chase pulls away from my lips and quickly reposition himself with his head between my legs. Chase spread his legs over my stomach with his now soft cock pressing down against me as I feel him kissing and licking my erect manhood. I gasp and moan closing my eyes from his contact as my hand settle down on his butt cheeks massaging them and pulling them apart and enjoying the feeling of his flesh in my hands. I open my eyes and stare down as my eyes make contact with his pink hole that opens a little as I massage his butt cheeks. I wonder for an instant just what it would feel like to have my dick buried in their when Chase and I finally consummate our love for each other. Those thoughts soon fade as Chase devoured my cock taking half of it into his mouth making me moan out in sheer pleasure. "Oh Chase" is all I could say as already I felt my balls tightening as I am almost read to cum as Chase massaged my balls with his hands and takes as much of my cock into his mouth as he is able to take. I wrapped my hand around his waist tightly as he sucks even harder on my dick as I feel it get even harder in his mouth. Chase slowly dragged his silky lips over my dick and flicked his tongue all over the head of my dick swirling his tongue around in circles before devouring it again. It was more than I can take as I hold onto his tightly lifting my ass off the bed and thrusting up into his mouth. Chase didn't complain or protest my thrusts as he tried to take more of my cock into his mouth sucking on it hard. I almost scream out as I came pumping his mouth full of my adult cum as he swallowed it hungrily letting out a series of throaty moans as he gulps my juice. Chase held my cock in his mouth resting his head against my thigh as I had my leg drawn up as his soft fingers stroked ad teased my balls. He finally let go of my dick and kiss each of my balls and before climbing off of me and repositioned himself lying on top of me staring up in my face with his beautiful smile. I smiled back at him stroking his damp hair as he slid up closer to my face and kissed me tenderly on my lick sticking his tongue in my mouth giving me a taste of my own cum. "I think I need another shower" I said chuckling as I was covered in sweat. "Yeah me too" Chase said with a giggle as our bodies started sticking together. Chase gave me a quick kiss again and climbed off of me and got down off the bed and stood there smiling at me as I admired his beautiful body. I got off the bed and stood up as chase took my hand in his and led me out of the bedroom as we both walked to the bathroom. we climbed into the shower and turned on the water and got under together as Chase was more interested in hugging me and kissing my chest than in having a bath. After we finished our shower we went back to my bed room that also became his again and dried off. "No don't" Chase said smiling at me as I went over to my draw to get a clean pair of boxers. "I want to sleep naked next to you" he said smiling as he climbed into bed without any clothes on and got under the covers. I stuffed my boxers back in my draw and turned off the light and climbed into bed with him granting his wish though I don't know how much sleep we were going to get if we did get any at all. Chase's hand quickly found my dick beneath the covers and I saw a smile on his face as my eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room. I reached over and touched his own soft cock and yawed as I was really tired, Chase sensed it too and he let go of my dick and turned away from me on his side and scooted back jamming his butt against my dick. My body started to respond as my cock started getting hard pressed against his hot firm butt. I stared to panic a little as I thought Chase intended me to have sex with him and that was something I just wasn't ready for. "I love you Randy" Chase said pulling my hand around his body. I smiled breathing a sigh of relief and snuggled up close to him and put my hand against his smooth warm chest. I moved up closer behind him resting against the back of his head inhaling the scent of his hair as we both drifted off to sleep. when I awoke the next morning I smiled as the first thing I saw was my black haired beauty sleeping peacefully beside me. I tried to silently slip out of bed without disturbing him to go and make breakfast and surprise him but as I pulled back the cover he opened his eyes and grabbed my hand. "where are you going?" he asked smiling as I realized that he had not been sleeping. "I thought you were asleep" I said lying back down next to him propping up myself on my elbow. "No I woke up a long time ago, I didn't want to wake you" he said smiling as he turned from lying on his side to lying flat on his stomach. I moved closer to his face as he smiled at me and gave him a little kiss on his nose as I gently stroked his naked back. He smiled as my hand went down over his butt that was cover by the sheets as he kissed me tenderly on my lips. Chase sighed softly when I pulled away and gave his butt a little squeeze I propped myself up on my elbow rubbing his butt as he stared at me almost turning me to mush with his smile. Chase smiled at me again as he reached behind his back and pushed down the covers and started rubbing his middle finger along his butt crack smiling at me slyly. He then took my hand and placed it on his firm upturned butt letting me know he wanted me to do it for him. Chase smiled at me and held my hand on his butt guiding it between his crack and moving my hand up and down. He pulled his hand away as I started rubbing his hole for him amazed at how hot it felt to my touch. I smiled as he started humping down into the bed as he smiled at me while I rubbed his most secret of places. He reached back behind his back again and held my hand still guiding my middle finger into his hole grunting a little as just the tip of my finger slid in. I smiled at him and pulled my hand back fearing that he would be telling me to fuck him next and truthfully I was scared about us doing that. "Come on you little horn dog lets go get some breakfast" I said chuckling as I sat up and threw back the covers and putt my feet on the floor. Chase held my hand and giggle as he didn't want me to leave just yet, I pulled him along the bed and he giggled rolling over on his back tangled up in the sheets. He let go of my hand and I took the opportunity to get off the bed, when I stood up Chase untangled himself from the sheets and jumped at me. I caught him and chuckled as he wrapped his slender arms and legs around me and clinging to me as he smiled. we shared a long passionate kiss sucking on each other's tongue before I let him down and headed to the bathroom with a raging hard-on from Chase's sexual play and a need to pee really badly. "Ahhhhh" I moaned tilting my head back a little peeing into the toilet as Chase came in a little while after me. "wow you really needed to go" he said chuckling as he stood at the side of me stroking his own cock waiting his turn. "You're luck I didn't piss all over you" I said shaking a few drops of pee from my dick. "I wouldn't mind" he said smiling slyly. I smiled moving out of the way Chase moved over to the toilet bowl and grabbed me around my waist and bent over and swallowed half of my cock and sucked it for a few seconds. I gasped as he let my cock slip from his mouth stood back up giggling. I chuckled as he stood in front of the toilet and pulled back his foreskin and stared peeing into the toilet. "HEY" he protested as I smacked him on his nude rear end and headed to the door. Chase giggled looking at me as I stood at the door laughing. "Come down to breakfast when you're done" I said smiling at him as he was still peeing. He chuckled at me as I closed the door and left, I when back to my room and pulled on a pair of boxers and went down to the kitchen. I was just finishing the eggs when Chase came downstairs wearing nothing but a smile on his beautiful face. "Hey those eggs smell good" Chase said walking over to me and wrapping his arms around my waist hugging me. "Get the bread out of the toaster for me I can smell them burning" I said to him as my aunt's old toaster usually burnt the bread instead of toasting it. Chase let go of me and went and got the bread from the toaster as I heard him repeat a series of "OWs" as he burned his fingers getting the bread out of the toaster. "Hey did you get burn?" I asked as I walked to the kitchen table with the frying pan scraping the eggs onto the plate I had set for Chase and myself. "Only a little" he said blowing his fingers with a smile as he put the plate with the partially burnt bread on the table. I smiled at him and got the last of the Orange juice and the milk noting that I had some shopping to do today. There wasn't enough milk for the both of us so I gave Chase the last of it and poured us the last of the orange juice. I sat down and watched Chase moving his milk and his orange juice closer to me making me wonder what he was up to now. Chase smiled and came over to me carrying his plate with the eggs and dumped them onto my plate and climbed up in my lap giving me a kiss on my lips as he took up my fork an started eating. "You are really something you know that" I said smiling as he had one of his arms around my neck sitting across my lap. "I know but you love me" he said making me laugh by the way he said it. He smiled at me holding up the fork with some eggs for me, I smiled as I took it into my mouth chewing it slowly as he kissed me on my lips and took up some more eggs for himself. The last time anyone ever fed me anything I was in a high chair but it sure did feel food that he was doing it. we took turns with the fork feeding each other and sneaking a few kisses on each other lips while we were eating enjoying our breakfast together. "Let's go back to bed" Chase said nuzzling my neck kissing me. "Sorry but I got a lot of stuff to do today" I said smiling as his kisses on my neck made my heart flutter. "Like what" he said as he lifted his head and we stared into each other eyes. "well for one thing I have to get this place cleaned up or we'll have rats for roommates" I said chuckling brushing Chase's hair from his eyes. "I also have to go shopping and do the laundry" I said giving him a little kiss on his lips making him smile. "Okay then let's get to it" Chase said jumping off my lap suddenly. "The faster we get it done the more time we'll have for each other" Chase said with a smile making me laugh. I got up and put the dirty dishes in the sink leaving them for later, Chase walked out of the kitchen and I followed him getting a major hard-on looking at his firm butt as he climbed the stairs. we went into the bathroom and cleaned up and got dressed and headed downstairs, agreeing that we would do the shopping first and then come back and get the house cleaned up and then take care of the dirty laundry. we got in the car and I hoped that it would start and take us to the supermarket and back without incident. I was relived that we managed to get their without a breakdown and again Chase came through for me keeping the bill under a hundred dollars again. Chase carried two of the shopping bags into the house while I got the last one looking out of the backseat silently thanking the car for getting us to the grocery and back without any problems. After we unpacked the groceries Chase said he'd take care of the dirty dishes and I went into the living room to clean it up a sit looked like a disaster area. with the living room habitable again after a couple hours of cleaning I headed to the stairs just as Chase was coming out of the kitchen with a smile after finishing up with the cleaning in there. He walked up to me and hugged me making me smile before we both headed upstairs to get our dirty laundry. we got our dirty clothes and the sheets and went down to the basement where the washer and dryer were. Chase reminded me to separate the whites from the colored clothing as my aunt had often reminded me. I put the first load of clothes in and closed the lid of the washer as Chase hopped up on the dryer and sat down smiling slyly at me. >From the look in his eyes I could tell what he had in mind and smiled as I went and stood in front of the dryer between his spread legs. He leaned forward and put his arm around my neck gently stroking the back of my head staring into my eyes before leaning closer and kissing me tenderly on my lips. I wrapped my arms around him pulling forward as I kissed him passionately, Chase moaned into my mouth as he rand his fingers through my hair kissing me back hard. "I want you Randy I want you so bad" Chase said holding my head and giving me a series of passionate kisses as my hands went under his shirt and roamed all over his back. I pulled away from him and held one of his feet undoing the laces of his shoes as he smiled at me unbuttoning his jeans. Chase smiled at me as I had both his shoes off and held up one of his feet and slowly pulled off his sock and kissed his soft tender feet. He moaned softy as I sucked on each of his toes smiling as he closed his eyes and moaned rubbing his hand over the bulge in his jeans. I let his foot down and he opened his eyes and smiled at me lift his butt up a little and pulling his jeans off of his waist. He giggled as I tugged his jeans off his legs roughly and tossed them on the floor I moved back closer to the dryer and Chase leaned forward again and held me in another passionate kiss. Chase wrapped his arms and legs around me again and lifted himself up off the dryer kissing me hard and sticking his tongue into my mouth breathing heavily as his passion for me overtook him. I pushed his boxers down a little and squeezed his firm butt in my hands making him moan and kiss me even harder. My finger slipped between his butt crack brushing against his hole making him moan again and I saw the look of bliss he had on his face as he had his eyes closed moaning softly. "Ahhhhh" Chase squealed when I put him back on the dryer and his butt came into contact with the cold metal. "It's cold" he giggled I smiled and he leaned forward kissing me again, I pulled away from his silky lips and grasped his boxers as he smiled at me and lifted his butt allowing me to remove them. He gasped again as more of his venerable flesh was exposed to the coldness of the dryer Chase giggled at me and leaned back lifting his legs as he ran his middle finger along his butt crack. I dropped his boxer on the floor next to his jeans and took his hard cock in my hand and stated stroking it up and down. "Mmmmmmm" he moaned pressing his finger against his hole and closing his eyes as I stroked his cock slowly. Chase tilted his head back and moaned softly as he rubbed his hole while my hands massaged his cock and stroked his dick. I lowered my head to his crotch and closed my eyes rubbing my cheek on his dick and his balls as Chase let out a deep sigh as I felt him push up a little against my face. "Ohhhhhh" Chase moaned out again as I started kissing his hard shaft feeling it pulse as my lips touched it. My eyes went up and I saw Chase smiling down at me wanting me to continue, I kissed along his shaft licking the tip of his dick that was half covered by his foreskin making him moan out again. I moved back down to his balls kiss them as Chase's hand came down to my head pulling me more into him. Chase let out a little squeak as I took one of his balls in my mouth sucking on it gently before turning my attention to the other doing the same to it. I took booth his balls into my mouth sucking on them closing my eyes as I bathed them in my saliva tickling them with my tongue which Chase seemed to really like by the moaned he emitted. I let his balls slip from my mouth and started kissing along his perineum as the scent of his ass invaded my nostrils beckoning me closer. Slowly I moved down kissing both oh his butt cheeks as the musky scent of his ass was now too strong to be ignored. I inhaled deeply and was now curious to know what Chase's most private area tasted like, I stuck out my tongue cautiously and licked up along Chase's butt crack tasting his hole and making him gasp out in surprise. I was not at all reviled at the taste of his hole and stuck out my tongue again tasting him once more as he gasped out again. I looked up at him and smiled as the look on his face said that he enjoyed what I was doing, I lowered my head to his ass again and lapped at his hole making him groan in pleasure. "Oh Randy that feels so good" Chase moaned out as I licked and swirled my tongue over his hole having no idea what I was doing. Chase started stroking his dick and moaning as I continued to lick at his hole giving him more of the pleasure he was enjoying. His hole was so hot against my tongue spasming in reflex from my contact as I swirled my tongue a round in circles over the pink puckered opening. I couldn't believe I was doing this I had never even went down on a girl but here I was eating out this twelve year old boy's ass that was madly in love with me and even stranger I was enjoying doing it. I reached my hands up and lulled Chase butt cheeks apart and stared into the very depths of his body or a few seconds listening to him moan in pleasure while he stroked his dick Chase's moans reached a crescendo as I buried my tongue as deep as I could into the hot confines of his body. His ass held my tongue in a powerful grip I could tell he was close to cumming as he let out an almost continuous whimper. I quickly withdrew my tongue and moved up a little and took the entire length of his cock into my mouth just in time to receive his precious nectar that squired into my mouth in powerful bursts. My already straining erection throbbed powerfully in my pants filling my underwear with my cum as I couldn't but moan out with Chase's still twitching cock between my lips. I continued sucking Chase's cock for a while as he gently stroked my head I finally let his cock slip from my mouth and smiled up at him. I stood up and Chase put his legs back down on the dryer and leaned forward wrapping his arms around my neck and kissing me passionately. "You're amazing" Chase said resting his forehead against my own staring into my eyes when we broke off our kiss. "so are you" I said smiling and giving him a little peck on his lips. He let go of me and I pulled back and looked down at the huge wet spot on my pants where my cum had soaked through. Chase noticed it too and giggled as he hopped off the dryer and started undoing the button on my jeans pulling it down along with my boxers. "Ohhhhhhh" I moaned out tilting my head back a little as I felt as though a jolt of electricity arced up my spine when Chase took my dick into his mouth and stated sucking on it hard. "Oh Chase I moaned stroking his head knowing that if he kept this up I was going to cum again pretty soon. In less than a minute Chase made me cum again from his sucking and while he massaged my balls and squeezed my ass. He pulled off my dick with a smile on his face looking up at me as I panted for air he gave my cock a kiss and then stood back up resting his head against my chest as his hand snaked around my waist massaging my ass. we let go of each other after hugging for a few minutes and continued doing the laundry that we both seemed to have forgotten. After we were finished with the laundry Chase and I went upstairs giving me a chance to get on some clean underwear and a pair of pants. we spent the rest of the day cuddling on the couch watching TV enjoying our blossoming relationship. I ordered a pizza for dinner and when we had finished eating we showered and retreated to my bedroom cuddling with each other. "kiss me" Chase whispered to me as we lay on our sides staring into each other eyes. I complied and kissed him tenderly on his lips as my hand wandered over his side stroking his skin gently. I rolled onto my back pulling away from Chase's lips, he climbed on top o me pressing his hard dick against me kissing my lips again. "Oh Chase" I moaned barely audible as he moved form my lips and began kissing down my chest and over my stomach. "Ohhhhh" was all I could utter as Chase kissed down the length of my shaft stopping at my balls kissing and sucking them. Chase moved from my balls kissing down across my perineum much as I did to him earlier in the day. He stopped at my hole and made me moan out as I felt his tongue exploring my ass trying to get his tongue into me. "Ohhhhhh Ahhhh" I moaned again as Chase wrapped his hand around my dick stroking it up and down as I felt his tongue pushing hard against my hole trying to gain entrance. I closed my eyes and relax as I felt his tongue slip into my ass as his hand worked on my dick stroking it up and down. "Ohhhh ahhhhh Ohhhhhhhhh" I moaned out as Chase was quickly brining me to an orgasm. "Ahhhhhhhhhhh" I groaned as my body tensed up and I started cumming. I felt Chase's tongue quickly slip out of my spasming hole and his mouth engulf my throbbing cock as he swallowed gulp after gulp of my cum. I lifted my head and looked down at him as he swallowed half of my dick looking up at me before slowly pulling off and smiling at me. Chase crawled up over me and fed me his cock as he started humping into my mouth as I sucked on his stiff dick rubbing my hands over his firm butt. I slid my fingers between Chase's butt cheeks and rubbed his hole which made him moan and thrust down into my mouth even more. I placed my hands on his butt cheeks and pulled them apart pulling him down more onto my face sucking him hard until he started filling my mouth with his delicious young cum. Chase pulled his dick from my mouth a few minutes after his orgasm was over and went up on his hands and knees and looked down at me with a smile as his black hair hung down into his face. He moved down and laid down on top of me and I wrapped my arms around him and we kissed passionately sticking our tongues into each other's mouths. Chase pulled away from my lips and kissed me on my nose before he rolled off of me and headed to the door no doubt going to relieve himself. when he came back he turned off the light and we got under the covers and Chase slid back on top of me as I wrapped my arms around him again gently stroking his hair until we both fell asleep. The next morning when I opened my eyes I saw chase smiling at me cuddled up close with our lips just barely touching. "what are you doing up" I said putting my arm around him and giving him a little squeeze. "watching you sleep" he said smiling. we cuddled and kissed for a while longer never breaking off our gaze into each other's eyes. when we finally got out of bed we went down stair and had breakfast in much the same fashion as we did the day before with Chase sitting across my lap totally naked. After Chase finished off his homework that he had neglected all weekend he cuddled up in my arms on the couch kissing and caressing me which is how we spent most of the day. Later that night after we had dinner and watched a few hours of TV we decided to call it a night and go to bed early that night, since Chase had school the following day and I had to go to my menial job of writing sleazy personal adds. I left Chase in the bed room drying off after we showered together remembering that I didn't turn off the lights downstairs and forgot to lock the door. with that done I went back upstairs and went into our bedroom and found Chase lying on our bed on his stomach with his hand behind his back rubbing his finger along his butt crack. "I've been waiting for you" he whispered looking very appealing in the position he was in and what he was doing. I closed the door and turned off the light, took off my boxers and got into bed crawling over him and gently kissing his cheek as he had his head lying on the side on the bed. "That feels good don't stop" Chase moaned in a half whisper as I started kissing his shoulder. "Mmmmmmm" he moaned as I kissed behind his neck. He lifted his hips up and his firm butt pushed up against my dick that was quickly growing in length. I continued kissing his shoulders as he sighed contented with what I was doing. Chase lifted his butt again I had a sudden urge to push down as his firm butt cheeks brushed up against my dick. "Mmmmm, do that again" Chase said after I pushed down sliding my hard dick between his butt cheeks. I kissed behind his neck softly and pushed down again feeling my dick suddenly throb buried between his firm but cheeks. Chase pushed back against me and I pushed down sand started slowly sliding my dick between his butt Cheeks as Chase put his hand under his crotch and started humping down into the bed. My foreskin slid back and forth effortlessly as Chase and I built up a steady rhythm as he humped down into his hand and I held myself up on my arms sliding my dick along his butt crack. The heat of Chase's crack against my dick was so incredible I began to wonder what it would be like to actually have sex with him, even though I was still too afraid of penetrating him fearing that I would hurt him. "Ohhhhhhhh" Chase moaned out as he started thrusting down against his hand harder as I started sliding my dick along his butt crack trying to match his pace. "Oh Randy I'm cumming" Chase whimpered our with an air of desperation in his voice. I increased my speed rubbing my dick along his crack as I was almost there with him. "Ahhhhhhhhhh" he whimpered out again slamming his hips down against his hand in on final hard thrust as he climaxed. At the same time I exploded all over his back covering him with my cum ,I continued humping his crack slowly letting the last drops of my cum ooze from my dick. I lifted my self up and began kissing down the length of his back sucking my cum off of his hot smooth skin. He gasped and then sighed softly when I got to his butt and gently spread his cheek apart licking along his crack removing my cum that had run down along his crevice ,stopping briefly at his hole to savor the taste. I kissed both of his butt cheeks and fell on my side next to him, Chase turned onto his side and smiled at me as he brought this hand up to his mouth and licked his semen off his fingers. Chase smiled as I pulled his hand away from his mouth and sucked on his fingers tasting some of his semen as he giggled a little. He pulled his hand away and smiled at me before he slid down on the bed and I felt those warm perfect lips of his kissing my stomach tenderly moving further down. "Ahhhhhh" I gasped softly as the next thing I felt was chase's hot mouth engulfing the head of my semi erect dick sucking on it slowly. I was almost sad when I felt him pull off a few minutes later and he crawled back up staring into my face with a smile. I pulled chase closer to me and we kissed passionately for a few second that seemed like eternity before we fell asleep cuddled together. When I awoke the next day I was almost sad that Chase and I would be spending the day apart, we managed to have a few minutes to kiss and cuddle before we had to get dressed and leave. we stared at each other all through breakfast smiling unable to take our eyes off each other dreading leaving each other for the day. After we finished eating breakfast Chase went up stairs to get his stuff for school while I got ready to leave for work. "Oh I forgot to give you this Chase said smiling as he came back down with his back pack. "what's this?" I asked as he handed me a piece of paper folded neatly in half. "Something from school" he replied pulling on his jacket. "I'll see you later" he said hugging me after he had his jacket on. "Have a good day" I said rubbing his back not wanting him to let me go. "You too" he said looking up at me with a smile before he let go of me and picked up his back pack off the couch pulling it up on his shoulder. I followed him outside leaving at the same time wanting to get to work on time and try and avoid the Monday morning rush. I locked the door and Chase waved goodbye to me smiling before he started walking up the sidewalk heading off to school. I watched him until he disappeared from my sight and then got the car out of the garage and headed off myself to another boring day at a job I was already beginning to hate. when I got to work I sat down at my desk that I shared with another guy that wrote up the classified adds. I remembered the paper that Chase had given to me an d got it out and read it for the first time. The letter was from the principal of a school for the gifted letting me know that they would love for Chase to attend after seeing his painting that won him first place in the art competition he took part in. I folded back up the letter and sighed as I knew there was no way I could afford to send Chase to a school like that. Even though I had gotten a job the bills were starting to pile up and we were barely getting by on the money I made. I put away the letter and started to work on all the ads that I had to type up that were already staring to pile up on my side of the desk. The letter Chase gave me stayed on my mind all morning as I thought of how great it would be for him to go to that school and refine his raw talent for art. As much as I loved Chase I started to think if what I was doing was in his best interest ,the weekend that we spent together was like a dream as I had never loved anyone more than I loved him. I read the letter over again and knew that I couldn't live with myself for putting my happiness above Chase's future. Now came the hardest decision of all as I thought it would be best if I relinquished my rights as Chase's guardian and let some kind loving family adopt him. I knew that Chase would be devastated but it was the right thing to do, I got the number for social services and left my name and phone number requesting information on putting Chase up for adoption. when I hung up the phone I thought of how I was going to explain to Chase about what I had to do for his benefit. "Hey Hansen why the long face" the guy that I shared a desk with asked. "Rough morning" I said faking a smile as it was lunch time. "Hey do you need a place to rent?" he asked looking across the desk at me. "No I have my own place in Staten island" I said wishing he would just go away as I was in no mood to talk to anyone. "well if you know of anyone give me a call" he said scribbling his number down on a piece of paper and handing it to me. I smiled at him even though I was dying inside and took the paper form him as he got up and left going over to talk to some other people we worked with. I started thinking that maybe if I sold my aunt's house that Chase and I would be okay for a while and I could quit this job and finish my book. Then I started thinking what happens when the money runs out? what happens if my book is a flop? what will become of us?. All these thought and worrying about the future made me sick to my stomach and I couldn't wait for three o'clock to be out of this stuff office. when I got off of work at three I kept thinking about how I was going to have to break my promise to Chase when I told him I would always be there for him. Just as I was turning into our street I spotted Chase walking down the side walk slowly, I slowed up to him and honked the horn startling him a little. "Need a lift" I said putting gown the passenger side window leaning over and smiling at him. He smiled back at me and stepped of the side walk and opened the car door and got in. "I missed you so much today" Chase said reaching over and hugging me as though we had not seen each other in years. "I missed you too" I said knowing that what I had to tell him would break his heart. "Randy what's the matter?" Chase said letting me go and staring into my eyes with a look of concern. "Nothing's the matter why do you ask?" I said trying to seem as relaxed as I could. "You seem a little tense" he said with a little smile as the look of concern lingered on his face. "It's just been a long day that's all" I said as I continued driving toward our house. when we got home I flopped down on the couch and Chase took off his back pack and jacket and walked over to me smiling. "Hey we got a new message" he said looking at the phone with the red numbers blinking. I wasn't too interested as I thought it was the bill collectors calling to let me know my payments were late. Chase pressed play and sat down as the monotone voice of the answering machine repeated "YOU HAVE ONE NEW MESSAGE" before the actual message began. "This is Adele Walker from the department of children and family services returning a call from Randy Hansen on your request on information pertaining to putting a child up for adoption" the voice repeated. I looked at Chase as his eyes were filled with hurt and betrayal as I felt my heart sink seeing the sad expression on his face. "I'm free at nine thirty tomorrow so if you'd like to come in or call me again I'd be happy to give you the information on all you kneed to know" the voice continued until the machine repeated "END OF MESSAGE". "CHASE WAIT!" I said as he got up and stormed off upstairs with tears already streaming down his face. I followed him upstairs and found him on our bed cuddled up with one of the pillows crying into it. "were you lying to me when you said you were gonna take care of me and that you loved me" Chase asked through his sobs as I sat on the bed next to him "Chase I never lied to you" I said gently stroking his back as he was lying facing away from me. "Didn't the last couple of days when we were together mean anything to you?" he said sitting up looking at me as tears ran down his cheeks. "It did, it meant everything to me" I said feeling as though I was about to cry too. "So why are you giving me up?" he asked sobbing. "Chase I don't want to give you up but I have too I can't take care of you as I thought I could" I said holding back my tears. "I'm so sorry Chase I really am but it's what's best for you" I said gently stroking his tear stained cheek. "I'm doing this so you'll have a good home and parents that love you" I said as it was killing me to know I was going to have to give him up, the one person that I loved more than life itself. He held his head down and Cried even harder than he did when his grandmother had died making me feel even worse about hurting him like this. "I promise I'll visit you and I'll call you every day I promise" I said as I was on the verge of tears. "Please Randy Please don't send me away please" Chase cried grabbing on to me and hugging me tightly as his entire body trembled. "I love you Randy I can't live without you I can't" Chase sobbed as tears were now running down my cheeks. "Don't abandon me like my parents did Please, Please" he said crying softly as we held each other. "I love you Randy, I love you" he said squeezing me tighter. "I love you too Chase" I said stroking the back of his head hugging him tightly. We broke off our embrace and stared into each other's tear stained eyes and looking at chase at that moment I just couldn't give him up. He stared at me as I felt his gently hands stroking the back of my head before he started moving closer until our lips met. Chase kissed me softly on my lips making my heart flutter and my hair almost stand on end, I pushed back against his lips and our kiss deepened. I held his shoulder and kissed him hard on his lips as he responded by kissing me back just as hard sticking his tongue in my mouth. we fell back on the bed kissing and moaning into each other mouths as Chase's hands roamed all over my back. I pulled away from his lips and looked into his eyes as he had a look of panic on his face probably wondering what I was going to do. "I'll never leave you that's a promise that I will never break" I said gently stroking his ear staring down into his beautiful eyes that his hair permitted me to see as it had fallen back against the bed. Chase stared up at me for a few seconds before grabbing the back of my head and pulling me down into another passionate kiss sticking his tongue as deep as he could get it into my mouth. I kissed him back for a few seconds before pulling away from his lips and kissing his neck making him moan softly. "Love me Randy, love me" Chase whispered lustfully as I kissed his neck. I sat up and Chase got up and smiled at me moving closer to me kissing my lips as his fingered worked on getting the buttons of my shirt undone. "Mmmmmmhp Mmmmmm" Chase moaned into my mouth as we kissed and I worked my hand under his shirt and undershirt rubbing his back. He pulled away from me and smiled as he had my shirt buttons undone and slipped his hands under my undershirt rubbing my stomach. I did the same to him feeling his warm skin quiver at my touch, Chase smiled at me and lifted his arms and allowed me to removed his t-shirt and undershirt. I smiled as he moved closer to me and pushed my shirt down off my shoulder undressing me as I undressed him. when I pulled my arms out of my shirt Chase grabbed the end of my under shirt and lifted it up, I lifted my arms and let him pull my undershirt off as he went up on his knees in front of me to get it over my head. I placed my hand on his waist and held him still when he stripped me of my undershirt and stared into his eyes as he stared back smiling at me. I hugged him and rested my head against his chest and closed my eyes enjoying the feeling of his warm skin against my face as he stroked my head tenderly. I felt so much peace as Chase cradled my head in his arms stroking my hair as he began to gently kiss the top of my head. Chase smiled warmly at me as I lifted my head off his chest and stared into his eyes before he leaned forward and kissed me on my lips. I pushed him back down to the bed kissing him as he wrapped his arms around me rubbing my back and moaning softly. Chase smiled up at me as I sat back up and kicked off my shoes and climbed over him on my hands and knees staring down at his beauty. I smiled as Chase reached his hands up and undid my belt and the button on my pant and slipped one of his soft hands into my underwear massaging my balls as my dick ached for his touch. Chase smiled as he moved his hand around in my underwear massaging my balls that well ready to spill my seed for him. "Ahhhhhh" I gasped softly closing my eyes as his hand came into contact with my dick. I opened my eyes and Chase smiled at me as he wrapped his fingers around my dick and slowly stroked it back and forth. I sat back on my heels between Chase's legs and he smiled at me putting his hand behind his head exposing his bald underarms to me wile I undid his belt and unbuttoned his pants. "Mmmmmm" Chase moaned as I leaned forward and kissed along his stomach while I grasped his pants and under wear gentling tugging them down off his hips. He lifted his butt up off the bed a little allowing me to remove his pants and underwear from his hips while I continued kissing his stomach. "Ohhhh ahhhhh Ohhhhhh" Chase moaned as I kissed along his hot hard shaft when I had his pants and underwear down around his silky thighs. He put his hands on my shoulders and pulled me forward I took the head of his dick in my mouth and sucked it briefly before moving up over him on my hands and knees again. Chase wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me down to him pressing his lips against mine as we kissed each other hard. "Take my pants off" Chase whispered into my ear sucking on my ear lobe making my body quiver as his voice was filled with lust. I smiled at him and sat back up on my heels again and Chase lifted his legs up into the air allowing me to pull off his pants and under wear. I held his feet up kissing them both softly before pushing his legs up to his chest and lowering my head to his butt, kissing his ball sac and licking across his perineum down in to his butt crack pushing my tongue against his hole. "Ohhhhhh" Chase moaned as I went back to his balls taking them both into my mouth and sucking on them. I sat back up and smiled as Chase had a look of pure bills on his face as I lowered his legs back down to the bed. He sat up and put his hands on my waist and tugged my boxers and pant down freeing my dick that was leaking pre-cum for him. "Ohhhhhhh Chase" I moaned out as he leaned forward crouching himself down taking the head of my dick into his mouth and using his lips and his tongue to push back my foreskin. He pulled off my dick after sucking me for a few seconds and put his hand on my sides pulling me forward as he laid back on the bed with a little smile. I fell forward supporting myself on my hands as chase slid his slender arms around me and smiled as he started to lift his butt of the bed slowly rubbing his hard dick against my own. I smiled at him and moved my hips down rubbing my dick against his in tune with his movements as he pulled me down more on top of him kissing me hard. "Oh Randy this feel so good" Chase moaned thrusting his dick up against my own as I pushed down against his. "Ohhhhh Ahhhhh Mmmmmmphf" Chase moaned as I covered his mouth with my own kissing him as our tongues wrestled. "Mmmmmhpf Uhnnnnn Hmmmmpf" Chase moaned into my mouth as we rubbed our dick together humping each other. "Mmmmmmmmmmmhpf" Chase moaned into my mouth as he thrusted up hard against me. I could tell from his moaning and the change in his breathing that he was about to cum soon, I thrusted down hard against his dick humping my dick against his in quick strokes wanting to share that special moment when he came with him. "Mmmmmmm Mmmmmmmm Uhhhhhmmmmmmmphf" Chase moaned into my mouth as he shoved his dick up against mine hard as he started cumming His dick pulsed hard against my own and as the first squirt of his warm young cum splashed against my stomach I went over the edge and thrusted down as I started cumming with him. Chase wrapped his arms around my neck and held on to me tightly as we moaned into each others mouths panting as we came together. Chase loosened his arm from around my neck and we pulled away from each other's lips and stared into each others eyes panting and smiling after that experience. I lifted myself up a little and Chase and I looked down between our bodies as we were both covered in a mixture of our juices most of it being my own. We stared into each other's eyes again and I lowered my head and kissed his chest moving down his body kissing him stopping at his crotch and sucking and slurping up the mixture of our cum. I sat back on my heels after licking every drop of our cum off of Chase and he smiled at me and sat up and kissed my stomach licking his cum off of my body before crouching down and sucking on the head of my dick. Chase smiled up at me when he pulled my dick from his mouth and got on his knees in front of me and stared into my eyes before he threw himself against me hugging me tightly. "I love you so much Randy" Chase said gently stroking the back of my head and I noticed that when ever he did that it always had a calming effect on me. "I love you too baby I love you too" I said hugging him back tightly. we stayed locked in our embrace for a few minutes reaffirming our love for each other. Chase loosened his grip on me and we let go of each other and smiled before we shared a passionate kiss that seemed to go on forever. I pulled away from chase and he smiled at me as I stroked his head smiling at him the love of my life. we got dressed after a few minutes and went downstairs Chase had a snack and then got started on his homework while I sat next to him thinking as I had a lot of difficult decisions to make. After thinking for about a hour and a few minutes I made up my mind and knew just what I had to do if we were going to make it together. I picked up the phone and dialed the number that the woman from DCF left for me to contact her. "This is Randy Hansen returning your call Miss Walker" I said noticing that I got Chase's attention as he stopped writing and stared at me. "I had a chance to think and I decide not to go through with the adoption thanks for your time" I said before hanging up the phone. Chase gave me one of his big beautiful smiles of his and leaned over and we kissed for a minute before he moved back. "Thank you" he whispered to me smiling. "Anything for the one I love" I said smiling and kissing him on his nose. He smiled and continued with his homework while I left him for a moment to go into the kitchen to get a drink of water. When I came back Chase hopped up into my lay cuddling against me like a little puppy rubbing his cheek against my chest. "Chase there is some really important thing we need to discuss" I said kissing the top of his head as he cuddled against me. "what?" he asked sitting up and straddling my thighs as he looked at me inquiringly. "The reason I wanted to give you up for adoption is because we're out of money" I said feeling ashamed that I had to tell him we were struggling to make it. "I tried my best but I'm just not making enough money to support us" I said gently stroking his cheek. "It's my fault isn't it" Chase said holding his head down. "No baby it's not" I said massaging his shoulders. "I wish I were old enough to get a job so I could help you" Chase said gently stroking my cheek. "Don't be in a rush to grow up it's not that great" I said smiling at him. "we're gonna have to sell the house if we are gonna make it together" I said to Chase "But it was your aunt's house and you grew up here" Chase said reminding me of what I was painfully aware of. "I know and it always will be, but we need the money" I said to him. "I understand" Chase said with a little smile. "So where are we gonna live? "Chase asked. "I haven't..... wait a minute" I said suddenly remembering the guy at work asking me if I knew anyone to rent his apartment. "Hand me the phone" I told Chase taking the slip of paper with his number on from my pocket. I took the phone from Chase and dialed the number on the paper as chase looked at me eagerly. "I think I already found us a place" I said smiling as I put the phone to my ear waiting for someone to pick up. I spoke to my colleague from work and told him I was interested in renting his place and he agreed. I hung up the phone and smiled a little happy that it was that easy in finding a place the hard part was that we had to move in by Friday. "So did we get it?" Chase asked eagerly. "Yeah we got it" I said smiling at him. "The apartment is in Brooklyn so you'll have to travel to school for the rest of the year" I said to Chase which I knew was asking a lot to have him travel between Staten island and Brooklyn twice for the day. "I know it's asking a lot but it's only until I can get you into a school that closer, it doesn't make sense switching schools so late in the year" I said to him hoping that this wasn't going to be a problem. "That's okay as long as we're together, plus I always hated that school I can't wait for the year to end now so that I don't have to go back there" Chase said smiling. "Chase about the letter that you gave me this morning......" I paused as I didn't know how to tell him even if we sold the house I still wouldn't be able to afford the tuition for the year. "I still won't be able to send you to that school" I said stopping before I continued feeling really terrible that I couldn't send him to this school with other talented kids. "Don't worry about it I didn't want to go to that school anyway" Chase said smiling making me feel a lot better that I didn't destroy his dreams. Chase laid his head against my chest and slipped his arm around me and let out a little sigh of contentment. I kissed the top of his head and wrapped my arms around him and began to wonder just how I was going to sell this house and even harder get someone to buy it. The house was pretty old, the roof leaked and the basement flooded when it rained really hard and I swear I could hear the termites having the walls for dinner at night when it was really quiet. we had pizza for dinner and stayed up a little late watching TV together since Chase was going with me tomorrow to see what was to be our apartment. Chase and I decided to go to bed a little after ten after a few hours in front of the TV. when we got up to our bedroom I sat down on the bed and took my shirt off to go take a shower, but by the look Chase was giving me smiling as he brushed his hair from his eyes I knew he had other intentions. I stood up and took off my pants and underwear and sat back on the bed as he stared at me and smiled. He took off his shirt and dropped it at his feet and walked up to me with a smile and pulled down his pants and his underwear and stepped out of them from where they were bunched up around his feet. Chase smiled at me looking down at my dick that was just as hard as his, he moved closer and put his hand on the sides of my head and leaned in and kissed me softly on my lips. He pulled away and stroked the back of my head as I reached up and moved his hair from his eyes before I leaned forward and kissed him tenderly on his lips. Chase hooked his hands around my neck and climbed up into my lap straddling my thighs and started kissing me hard sticking his tongue in my mouth. I kissed him back hard and wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer to me feeling his dick press into my stomach as he went up on his knees. "Mmmmmm" Chase moaned running his fingers through my hair as he started moving up and down making my dick rub against his butt. He pulled away from my lips and smiled at me as he continued moving up and down on me rubbing his soft hands over my chest. Chase pushed me back onto the bed and giggled a little as he continued rubbing his hands over my chest. He leaned down and kissed one of my nipples gently while he started rubbing his dick against my stomach. I closed my eyes as Chase thrusted against me and kissed over my chest gently ,tracing his tongue over my skin. I opened my eyes and watched him as he sat up and put his hand behind his back and held my dick up and moved back pressing it between his butt cheeks. I smiled at him and moved my hips up gently sliding my dick along his butt crack as he moved his butt back pressing my dick between his crack. "Ohhhhhh" I moaned closing my eyes as chase massaged my stomach with one hand and rubbed the underside of my dick with the other pressing my dick between his butt cheeks. "Oh Chase" I moaned rubbing my hands over his chest and his stomach as I felt a burning heat unlike anything I've ever felt rubbing against the head of my dick. I opened my eyes to see what chase was doing to give me theses incredible new feeling and was shocked as I saw him hovering over my dick rubbing it against his hole trying to push down on it. "No Chase Stop" I said holding him around his waist stopping him. "Don't you want to?" he asked looking a little confused. "Yes baby I do it's just that ....." I paused not sure to tell him exactly what I was feeling because there was a part of me that wanted to make love to him but I was still very afraid of hurting him. "I understand" Chase said smiling as he leaned forward resting his chin on my chest smiling at me. "We'll do it when you're ready" he said kissing my chest gently. I stroked his cheek and smiled at him happy that he understood that I wasn't ready to take our relationship to that level yet. I put my hand son his shoulder and he lifted himself up sliding himself along my body until his head was over mine with his thick black hair hanging down brushing against my forehead. He leaned down and kissed me gently on my lips a couple of times before I put my hand on the back of his head and pulled him into a long passionate kiss. I kissed Chase's neck tenderly sliding my hand down over his back to his butt gently squeezing his butt cheeks showing him that we could still be very intimate without making love. Chase slid back down a little and smiled at me as he reached behind his back and held my cock and closed squeezed his legs together pressing my dick between his smooth silky thighs. "Ohhhhh" I moaned as he flexed his thighs squeezing my dick every time he did it and planted gentle little kisses all over my chest. Chase slid down a little more and my dick was now rubbing against his balls and the underneath of his butt cheeks. I thrust up and Chase smiled up at me as he started thrusting down rubbing his dick against me as my dick slid between his legs rubbing along his balls and his butt crack. "Ahhhhh Ohhhhhh" Chase moaned as I put my hands on his butt sliding my dick between his legs as he rubbed his dick against me. we both moaned in pleasure as quickly reaching our orgasms as we covered each other in our juices. Chase gasped for air smiling at me after he came all over my stomach ,I smiled at him and rubbed my hand over his butt spreading my cum on his ass and rubbing between his butt cheeks. I smiled as Chase crawled up closer to my face and kissed me passionately, when he pulled away from my lips I smiled and wrapped my arms around him as he laid his head on my chest. Chase and I got up and headed to the bathroom a little while after and showered together before we returned to our bed and cuddled and kissed before we fell asleep. Chase and I were up to an early start the next day he had stayed away from school for the day and went to work with me. I introduced Chase as my brother to the guy I worked with and who's apartment we would be taking over who's name was Johnny by the way. we left at lunch time with Johnny to see the apartment, I found out that it wasn't very far from where I worked which was a plus. when we got there the building was not like most apartment where you came and went as you liked, you either had to have a key for the door downstairs or be buzzed in by some one upstairs. we got upstairs via Johnny's key to the fifth floor where the apartment was, it was a pretty cozy One bedroom apartment that seemed more roomy than it actually was being mostly empty. "I already moved out most of my stuff except for just those boxes there, you guys can have the sofa" Johnny said as Chase and I looked around what was soon to be our new home. Chase and I glanced at each other and smiled as we looked around pleased with the place as we didn't expect it to be this good. "So will you guys be taking it?" Johnny asked looking at us both. "Yeah we'll take it" Chase said smiling at me and then looking at Johnny. "Great I let the landlord know you're taking over my lease" Johnny said smiling as he took out his cell phone and dialed who I assumed was the landlord. I dropped Johnny back off at work along with the boxes he had in the apartment and I told my boss I was taking the rest of the day and the week off to move in to m new place to which he was really understanding. Johnny gave us the keys for the apartment and we said goodbye to him and headed back home stopping to have lunch on the way. After we had lunch we headed for home to start packing up our stuff to start moving into the apartment. As I was driving I realized that I had not contacted a realtor and decided that was the first thing I was going to do when we got home. Just as we were pulling up in front of the house Chase and I noticed a car parked in the street and a guy standing in our yard taking pictures of our house. I drove into the driveway and Chase and I got out as the man dressed in a tan colored suit smiled at us. "Can we help you" I said looking at him as Chase and I walked up to him. "Oh yeah I was looking at your house it's really lovely" he said smiling as he placed his hands in his pockets and stared at our house. "Yeah it was my aunt's" I said looking at the house realizing just how much work it needed. "Oh where my manners Joseph Lawson" he said smiling extending his arm to shake my hand. "Randy Hansen" I said shaking his hand wondering just what he was doing here and why he was taking pictures of my house. "And you are?" he said smiling extending his hand to Chase. "Uh...Chase Mitchell" Chase answered shaking his hand and smiling a little shyly. "My wife and I buy and restore old homes like this and I was driving through the neighbor hood and spotted your house" he said smiling as we let go of each other's hands. "Oh" I said as that certainly explained why he was taking pictures. "You wouldn't happen to be willing to sell it would you" he said smiling at me. "Uh.....It just so happens that we are selling it I said glancing at Chase and smiling. "Well I'm prepared to make you an offer right now" he said smiling. "How much?" Chase asked as I glanced at him and smiled a little. He smiled and took out his pen and a book and scribbled down something and tore off the page and handed it to me. My eyes widened as I saw the figures he quoted for me knowing that the house wasn't worth that much. I handed the paper to chase and he was just as surprised as I was and smiled broadly at me and handed me back the paper. "So yes or no" Joseph said smiling at me. "Definitely yes" I said smiling as we shook hands again. "Okay give me your number and I'll get the paperwork drawn up and I'll be by for you to sign tomorrow" he said taking his phone out. "You can get that done so soon?" I asked a little surprised. "Yeah I'm into real estate so it's no big thing" he said smiling. I gave him my number and we said our goodbyes and Joseph got in his car and drove away and Chase and I turned to each other and smiled and went inside. "wow I can't believe he's paying you all that money" Chase said taking his jacket off when we got in the door. "I mean this house is like really old" he said smiling at me as I took off my coat. "No offence" he added smiling as he walked over and wrapped his arms around me. "None taken" I replied smiling back at him as he looked up at me. "what do you say we go start packing" I said to Chase as I wanted to be moved into our apartment by the end of the week. "Okay" he replied smiling as I gently stroked his head as he hugged me. Chase and I let go of each other and went upstairs to start packing up some of our stuff, I was really happy that everything seemed to be going so great finding a buyer for the house and a new apartment. I thought of all the things I could do with the money once the house was sold ,I could buy a new car, settle my debts to various bill collectors and still have a substantial amount left over. I smiled as I thought for he first time I didn't have to worry about money our where Chase and I would be having our next meal. we spent the rest of the day packing up some of our stuff and went out and had dinner as sort of a celebration of our good luck in Joseph wanting to buy our house. when we got home Chase and I cuddled up on the couch together watching TV until after eleven since he was taking the rest of the week off from school to help me with getting our stuff packed. I started to think of what I was going to do with all my aunt's furniture and her stuff since the apartment we got wasn't big enough to hold most of it. "what are you thinking about" Chase asked leaning against me with a smile. "This and that" I said smiling gently stroking his cheek. "Does that include me" he asked smiling at me. "Always" I said after giving him a kiss on his lips. "Come on let's go shower and go to bed it's late" he said smiling and stood up tugging my arm. I smiled and got up knowing that he had a lot more than just going to bed on his mind by the way he smiled. Chase held my hand and pulled me up to my feet I turned off the lights and he took my hand in his again and led me upstairs glancing back to smile at me as he led me to the bathroom. when we got inside he let go of my hand and closed the door and smiled as he lifted his shirt and under shirt and pulled them off and threw them in the hamper. I pulled off my shirt and undershirt as well and chase walked up to me and hugged me rubbing his cheek on my bare chest. He looked up at me and smiled holding me around my waist, I reached up and brushed his hair from his eyes and leaned in and kissed him tenderly on his lips. "I thought we were going to shower and go to bed" I said smiling at him as he looked up at me. "We are, in a minute" he said smiling. I kissed him again before he let me go and smiled and bent down to undo the laces on his shoes before stepping out of them. Chase smiled at me again and undid his belt and pulled down his pants and boxers while I stood admiring him. He smiled at me as he went over to the shower and turned on the water adjusting it to the right temperature. "Come here for a second" I said walking over to the sink and getting a pair of scissors from the cabinet above it. I smiled at Chase and sat down on the toilet and motioned him over to me, he smiled a little but was mostly confused as to why I had the scissors. "what are you going to do with that?" he asked smiling as he came and stood between my open legs. "Close your eyes and you'll see" I replied with a smile as I put my hand on his hips and pulled him closer to me. "Randy what are you doing?" Chase asked smiling as he closed his eyes. "Hold still" I said as he was a bit nervous. I placed one of my hands on his shoulder and he jumped a little at my hand coming into contact with his skin. "Hey relax I thought you trusted me" I said smiling as I held the scissors in my other hand. "I do" he said opening his eyes that were barely visible under his black hair. "Okay then hold still" I said smiling at him. "Alright" he said taking a deep breath making me chuckle as I began to wonder what he thought I was going to do to him. I placed my hand behind his neck and lifted the scissors and began snipping off some of his hair that hung down almost covering his eyes. "Okay open them" I said smiling as he opened his beautiful blue eyes that were no longer hidden by his hair and smiled. "Much better" I said with a smile brushing away some of his hair that I cut that fell down onto his nose. Chase smiled and moved away and went to the bathroom mirror and looked at himself and smiled in approval. "You look much more beautiful now that I can see those beautiful eyes" I said as I stood behind him putting my hands around him and rubbing his chest. "You think my eyes are beautiful?" he asked turning around and smiling up at me. "Very beautiful like the brightest stars in a pitch black sky" I said rubbing my hand over his back as he hugged me around my waist. "I think you eyes are beautiful too" he said pressing his chin against my chest and smiling at me. "Really you think so?" I replied. "Yeah they're nice and brown like chicken nuggets" he said giggling. "Like chicken nuggets huh" I said chuckling swatting him on his nude butt making him laugh. "I compare you eyes to stars in the heavens and you compare mine to chicken nuggets" I said chuckling. "well they are" he said laughing. "No seriously your eyes are really beautiful" he said staring up at me lovingly. "And your hair and your lips" he said smiling at me. "You're just saying that" I said chuckling. "No they really are" he said reaching up and clasping my head between his soft hands and pulling my head down gently as he tilted his head up. we kissed tenderly for a minute before opening our eyes and staring at each other and smiling. "Come on let's shower and head off to bed" I said letting Chase go as he reluctantly pulled his arm from around my waist. I took off the rest of my clothes and we climbed into the shower together smiling at each other as we got under the water together, we took turns getting soaped up never taking our eyes off each other for a second. Chase and I got under the water together and he reached out and took my dick in his hand staring put at me as we stood under the water as it cascaded down over us. He smiled at me as he accomplished his goal in giving me an erection as he gently squeezed my dick and rubbed my balls massaging them in his hand. I expected that he was going to suck me off but he turned away from me and put his hand behind his back and held my dick pushing himself back against me, rubbing my wet manhood between his butt cheeks moving it up and down along his but crack. I slipped my hand around Chase's wet body and rubbed all over his chest and his stomach and began to slowly slip my dick along his butt crack as he moaned softly. I kissed Chase's wet shoulder and he tilted his head to the side and I started kissing his neck as my hands went down to his crotch rubbing his balls and stroking his dick slowly producing more moans from him. "Oh Randy don't stop" Chase moaned out as I took his wet dick in my hand and started stroking it. "I love you so much Baby" I whispered in his ear and began kissing his cheek as I sped up my movements rubbing my dick along his butt crack while I stroked his dick. "Ohhhhhhhhh Ahhhhhhh" he moaned again and started pushing his butt against me. Feeling Chase's warm wet body against mine combined with his moans of pleasure were quickly bringing me to the edge. "Oh Randy Fuck me" Chase whimpered out leaning forward. I let go of his dick and put my hands on his hips and continued rubbing my dick along his butt crack feeling my orgasm quickly approaching. "Oh Chase" I moaned out covering his butt crack with cum as my orgasm ripped through me. I dropped to my knee behind him panting after my orgasm was over rubbing my cheek against his wet butt cheeks. "Ohhhhh" Chase moaned as I slipped my hand between his legs and rubbed his balls and started kissing his butt cheeks. I licked along his wet crack and Chase pushed back against my tongue as I explored his hole with my tongue. "Ohhhhh Ahhhhh" Chase moaned out as he started stroking his dick as I pushed my tongue into him. "Ahhhhhhhhh" he whimpered out as I pushed my tongue deep into his hole. "Oh Randy I'm gonna cum" Chase gasped out in short breaths. I stopped licking his hole and turned him around just as his dick started twitching, the first spurt of his young cum hit my chest and I quickly took his dick in my mouth as it throbbed squirting more down my throat. I held Chase's cock in my mouth suckling on it as he ran his finger through my wet hair pressing my head against his stomach. He slowly pulled his dick from my mouth and looked down at me and smiled before he bent down and kissed me passionately hugging me tightly. "I love you so much Randy" Chase whispered to me resting his forehead against my own. "I love you too baby" I whispered back giving him a little kiss on his lips making him smile. we got out of the shower and dried off and went to our room and climbed into be cuddling up close together gently touching each other all over. "Why did you stop painting?" I asked staring into Chase's eyes as he smiled at me. "why did you stop writing your book?" he asked. "Because I don't have the time I have to take care of you" I said smiling at him gently touching his cheek. "You shouldn't sacrifice your writing for me" he said looking at me. "I don't mind, after all I have to take care of the love of my life" I said making him smile broadly. "So why did you stop painting?" I asked again. "I don't know I just didn't feel like doing anything after my grandma died" he said as I saw a hint of sadness on his face. "I miss her too" I said as he held his head down looking really sad. "You don't know how happy I was when you said you we're gonna take care of me after she died" Chase said cuddling up next to me resting his head on my chest. "I never even got to finish my painting of her" he said tracing his fingers over my chest. "what did you do with that painting by the way?" I asked as I couldn't remember seeing it. "I threw them all away" he said sighing. "I don't think I'll ever paint anything ever again" he said as I gently stroked his head. "I think that's too bad you have an incredible gift that you shouldn't let go to waste" I said stroking his shoulder. "You do too, you should start writing your book again" he said rubbing his cheek against my chest. "Okay I'll make you a deal, I'll start writing again if you start painting again" I said running my fingers through his black hair. "Alright deal" he said propping himself up on his elbow giving me a quick kiss on my lips before he laid his head back down on my chest and wrapped his arm around me. I smiled and pulled him closer to me thinking that this was one of the best days I've had in such along time. The next day while Chase and I were having breakfast I got a call from Joseph saying that he would be over in a few minutes with the papers for me to sign. Chase and I finished our breakfast and went upstairs and got dressed since neither of us were in a state that was decent for company. when we came back down the doorbell rung and I smiled as Joseph wasn't joking when he said he'd be over in a few minutes, he and his wife really wanted this old house badly I thought as I strode over to answer the door. "Hello Randy" Joseph said smiling and shaking my hand accompanied by a woman I figured to be his wife. "This is my wife Anne" he said introducing her to me. "Nice to meet you she said smiling warmly as we shook hands. "Please come in and excuse the mess" I said standing aside to let them in. They both smiled and walked inside and looked around as they took off their coats I thought that they liked what they saw by the way they were both smiling. "You can have a look around if you want" I offered. "Thank you" Anne replied as she and Joseph went upstairs to look around. "Are they here?" Chase asked as he came out of the kitchen from doing the dishes. "Yeah they went upstairs to have a look around" I replied. Chase and I went into the living room and sort of just hung around hoping that they wouldn't change their minds once they had a look around the place. "It needs a lot of work" Anne said not looking as happy as she did when she came in. Please don't tell me they change their minds I thought as they didn't know how badly we needed the money from this house. "Relax don't look so worried we're still buying it it's perfect" Anne said smiling. "You had me worried for a second there" I said chuckling making Joseph and his wife laugh. "Oh and who is this" Anne asked just now noticing Chase. "I'm chase Randy's brother" Chase said introducing himself to her. "You two sure do look alike" Anne replied smiling as Chase and I glanced at each other and smiled. "Well they are brothers' honey" Joseph said inspecting the stair case. "Okay shall we get down to business" Joseph said smiling as he walked over to where his wife and I were standing. "I'll be upstairs" Chase said as he excused himself out of the room. "Nice meeting you Chase" Anne said to chase making him smile as he went up the stair. "Handsome boy" She said smiling at me as I thought beautiful more accurately described Chase. We all sat down on the couch and Joseph opened his brief case and started taking out some papers I assumed to be for transferring ownership from me to them. "I did some checking on your house yesterday and it seems that your mother had everything transferred to your name" Joseph said sorting through some papers. "She was my aunt actually" I said correcting him even though I did consider her my mother. "Sorry about that, well since she did that it will be easy to get everything done by this afternoon or tomorrow" Joseph said as he seemed to have the papers in order. "Plus I have some friends in high places" he joked. I smiled as he handed me his pen and a couple of papers showing me where I had to put my John Hancock. "Randy I don't mean to be rude but when can you and your brother be out of here" Anne asked as I was signing another document. "We already found a place and we'll be out off here by the end of the week" I said smiling at her. "Okay" She said looking very pleased by hearing that. "Alright that it" Joseph said smiling after I signed the last piece of paper. "That's it?" I asked a little shocked that that was all there was to selling a house. "Yep" he said smiling. "Oh one last thing I need your account numbers to transfer you the money" Joseph said putting the paper back into his briefcase. I wrote down the numbers for my account that had been reading zero for the last few months now. "Um.... Anne I know that I just met you but I really need a favor" I said smiling at her. "Okay" she said smiling. "Well the new place I got isn't big enough for all this furniture and I don't have any friend or family to give it to so I was wondering if it would give it all to Charity if it's not too much trouble for you" I said hoping that she was okay with that. "Don't worry she lives for that sort of thing" Joseph joked as he scribbled down something on a piece of paper. "Sure it's no problem" she said smiling and patting my knee. "Okay honey lets go I have to get theses paper filed" Joseph said snapping the locks on his briefcase and getting up. "Randy thanks for selling us he house" Joseph said smiling and shaking my hand. "No thank you" I said smiling. I walked them to the door to see them out overjoyed that they really bought the house solving a lot of my money problems. "Nice meeting you Randy and don't worry about the furniture I take care of everything" she said smiling before she walked out the door. I watched them drive off before I closed the door and went upstairs to tell chase the good news. "Did they really buy it?" Chase asked eagerly as I found him in our room packing his clothes into his suitcase. "Yes, yes they did" I said as I went over to him and hugged him tightly. Chase kissed me on my cheek and hugged me back tightly as we were both overjoyed as everything was going so well. we spent most of the rest of the day packing up the stuff that we wanted to take with us, I got a call later that afternoon from Joseph letting me know that he had wired me the money to my account. Chase and I talked about what we had to do the following day with buying a new bed for the apartment on the top of the list. Chase and I got an early start the next day taking some of our stuff to our new place and headed to the furniture store to get a new bed and a dresser among other things. we didn't have to worry about kitchen appliances since the apartment already had a refrigerator and a stove not that I'd be doing much cooking anyway. The people at the store offered same day delivery so we waited at our new place until the new furniture arrived. The guys came and I buzzed them up and they got everything upstairs between two trips, I thanked them and Chase and I moved the bed and the dresser into the bedroom. we didn't get back home until late that night and Chase fell asleep on the couch while I took the time to sort through all the bills I owed. After sorting out the bills I carried Chase upstairs and he woke up long enough to take his clothes off and climb into bed. we both went straight to sleep being to tired to be intimate with each other except for cuddling up closely together. Friday came the big day so to speak when we would be moving out the rest of our stuff and spending our first night in our new place together. Joseph and Anne came over early that morning and they both thanked me again for selling them the house I smiled as I though I was more in their debt than they were in mine. Anne told me that she would get right on to giving away my aunt's furniture and that I didn't have a thing to worry about. With the last of our stuff packed up Chase and I said good bye to them and looked at the house that was once our home and drove off to our new place. when we got to our apartment we moved the rest of our stuff upstairs and I left Chase for a minute and went out to the bank to settle my bills. I had a sense of relief after having taken care of my debts as I walked out to the car and got back in noting that the sky showed signs of a potential rain shower. "Aw Great" I said sighing as the engine refused to turn over. "You're the next thing I'm going to get rid of" I said angrily popping the hood to see if I could get the car to start. I remember the trick that a guy who helped me when I broke down showed me in getting the engine started as I hoped it worked this time. My luck came through today as I got back in the car and the engine started, when I got back to our apartment building I went up to our landlord's apartment above our and paid up three months rent in advance. "Hey what kept you?" Chase asked with a smile as he met me at the door smiling as he kissed me on the lips and hugged me. "Car trouble" I said inhaling the scent of his hair under my nose. "we have to get a new one" he said rubbing his hands over my back. "Yeah we do" I said gently stroking his head. "So what have you been doing" I asked as we let go of each other. "Nothing much I only moved the dresser" he said smiling at me as he looked around the small space that was our living room cluttered with our stuff. "Really, you're strong" I said as we both chuckled. Chase helped me move the bed into the bedroom and we started unpacking our clothes in the dresser. "Hey let s put the TV in here" Chase suggested smiling as he sat down on the bed. "Okay" I said smiling at him. with the TV moved into the bedroom and most of our stuff unpacked we went out for a Chinese dinner. we got back home stuffed and sat down on our new sofa looking around our almost bare apartment. "Hey let's take a bath together we had a tub now" Chase said smiling. I smiled and we went to our bedroom and got undressed and went to the bathroom and filled the tub and climbed in together. Chase sat back resting his back against my chest as I kissed the back of his head while we soaked in the warm water. "Randy why don't you want to fuck me?" Chase asked catching me by surprise. "Um..It's not that I don't want to It's just that..." I paused for a minute to collect my thoughts. "You're not ready yet" he said completing my thought. "Yeah" I said as we had already been through this. "we can still love each other without doing that can't we" I said still apprehensive about taking such a huge step with him despite being very much in love with him. "We can it's just that I really want to feel what it's like for you to be inside me" he said kissing my wet hands and pulling them around himself. "Alright I'll give you the next best thing you can make love to me instead" I whispered into his ear. "You'd do that?" he said turning around looking very surprised. "Yes because I love you" I said kissing him gently on his soft lips. Chase smiled and he got up from the tub as his dick was already hard and sticking out with the prospect of making love to me. He climbed out of the tub and got a towel and started drying himself off a little smiling at me as I drained the tub. I dried off a little and followed him out of the bathroom and sat on the bed drying my hair as he went over to his suitcase that still had some of is clothes and got a bottle of lotion out. "You came prepared" I said chuckling. "Yeah but it was supposed to be you fucking me instead of the other way around" he said smiling. I smiled at him as he came closer to me and stood between my legs and leaned in and kissed he tenderly. I wrapped my arms around him as our kiss deepened and we explored each other's mouth with our tongues. "Kiss me Randy kiss me all over" Chase moaned as I pulled away from his lips and kissed his neck moving down his chest. "Ohhh Ahhh Ohh" he moaned as I kissed down onto his dick gently pushing back his foreskin with my tongue. "Oh Randy Ahhhhhh Ohhh" Chase moaned as I sucked on the head of his dick massaging his balls with my hand. I pulled off his dick and held him close to me kissing him hard on his lips as he moaned into my mouth. "Make love to me Chase" I whispered to him with our lips still touching gently stroking his cheek staring at his beautiful face as he had his eyes closed. Chase opened his eyes and we stared at each other for a few second before I moved away from him and lay on the bed on my stomach waiting for him. "Are you sure you really want me too?" he asked sounding a bit hesitant. "Yes I do" I replied propping myself up on my elbows and looking back at him. He smiled at me and climbed up on the bed and I laid my head down on my folded arms and closed my eyes as I felt his warm skin come into contact with my own. I felt chase's lips on my shoulder as he started kissing me gently sending shiver down my spine as he kissed along my back. I spread my legs apart as I felt his warm soft lips kissing my lower back down to my butt, he gently spread my butt cheeks apart and licked along my crack sending waves of pleasure trough me when his tongue came into contact with my hole. I breathed deeply as I felt him pull back and heard his open the bottle of lotion, I felt his soft fingers next as he smeared some of the lotion on my hole and gently pressed his finger trying to get it inside me. I relaxed as much as I could and felt his finger slip in gently and felt him lean over and kiss my back gently. I couldn't help but thrust down into the bed as he slowly slid his finger back and forth inside me as he continued covering my back with his warm little kisses. "Are you ready he whispered to me kissing my back softly again. "Yes I am" I whispered. I felt Chase lower himself onto my back and my heart sped up as I felt his cock brush against my butt I had no fear of Chase hurting me but the excitement of doing this with him gave me goose bumps. I started to think back about my friend Charlie and wondered if he hadn't moved away if we would have taken thing this far. I put my thought of Charlie out of my mind as I felt Chase's dick touch my hole, it slid around for a minute before I felt him reach down to guide it as he pushed forward. I heard Chase gasp and felt the head of his dick enter me, he continued to push in until he was lying on top of my back with his cock fully in me. Chase remained completely still as I listened to him breathing heavily and felt his cock twitch a little and I could tell he was trying his best to keep himself from cumming. we remained like that for more than twenty minutes before Chase started to move his dick back and forth in me slowly as he started kissing my back again. Chase felt so good lying on top of me as he kissed my back gently sliding his cock back and forth inside me adding to the intense feeling of pleasure. I expected Chase to be thrusting wildly into me as he came closer to his orgasm but instead he continued thrusting into me at a slow steady pace taking longer deeper strokes moaning softly. "Ahhhhhhhhh" Chase whimpered out pushing hard into me as I felt his cock twitching in my hole as he came. Chase remained still for a few minutes lying on top of me after his orgasm until he finally lifted himself up and slowly withdrew his dick from my ass. I turned onto my side as he dropped himself on the bed next to me with a big smile. "Have you done that before I asked smiling at him and stroking his nipples as he had a contented look on his face. "No you were my first" he said smiling at me as I moved closer to him propping myself up on my elbow staring down into his beautiful face. "I didn't hurt you did I?" he asked suddenly looking worried. "No you are a very gentle lover" I said making him blush as I leaned in gently stroking his cheek before we kissed. Chase threw his arm around my neck and pulled me down on him as he kissed me back hard sticking his tongue in my mouth. I lay back on the be as he got on top of me kissing me hard and sucking on my tongue and licking over my teeth. He pulled away from my lips and started covering my chest with kisses quickly moving down until he got to my dick and took it in his mouth and sucked hard on it stroking my shaft up and down. I quickly came in his mouth pumping spurt after spurt down his throat, he pulled my throbbing dick from his mouth and I watched him as he closed his eyes and let the last three spurts splash onto his lips and run down his chin. watching him doing that made me shoot one last powerful load onto his nose, Chase kept his eyes closed as he rubbed my dick all over his lips before taking it into his mouth and sucking it again. He opened his eyes and smiled as our eyes made contact and stuck out his tongue and licked his lips cleaning some of my cum from his lips. I smiled watching him as he wiped off the rest from his face with his hand and sucked it off his fingers. Chase climbed back over me and lay down on top of me resting his head on my chest ,I wrapped my arm around him and he pressed himself down onto me sighing contentedly. I love you so much Randy" he whispered kissing my chest lightly as I stroked his hair. "I love you too baby" I replied in a whisper kissing the top of his head tenderly. we got up a little while after and went into the bathroom and cleaned up as the rain started falling tapping lightly against the bathroom window. Chase and I returned to bed after we cleaned up and cuddled up together and listened to the rain as it came down heavier until we fell asleep. A very Rainy Saturday came and we still had some unpacking to do I left Chase for a minute and went out and bought us breakfast since we hadn't had the time to go shopping yet. we ate breakfast together in bed and then got up and started putting our apartment in order moving things here and there not that we had a lot of things to move anyway. The rain let up for a while and we took the opportunity to go out and do our shopping also giving me a chance to buy a cell phone since I had yet to apply for a telephone for our apartment. I also got a bus schedule and Chase and I went over it when we got back home going it over to find out what buses he needed to take to get to school. Chase and I spent the rest of the weekend in bed mostly watching TV or enjoying each other as it rained the entire time and neither of us felt like going out and doing anything in that type of weather. Monday came and I hated having to wake chase up so early so he could catch his bus to school but their wasn't anything I could do about that and it was only for a little while anyway. we left our apartment and I took him to the bus stop and waited with him going over where he had to get off and which bus he had to take from there to get to school. The bus came he got on and I waved to him as he found a seat at the window and smiled at me. I watched the bus drive off and headed back to our apartment and got dressed for work and watched TV until it was time to leave thinking about Chase the entire time hoping that he remembered which bus he had to take when he got off the one he was on. I went downstairs heading off to work in a much better mood than I had ever been in for a long time. I got in my car and headed off to work looking at the sky that looked a little dark hoping that it didn't rain all day again today. That hope was soon dashed as I got to work and a really heavy shower of rain came down and didn't let up until around lunch time. I let to got buy lunch thinking of Chase ever single moment hoping that he didn't get lost and that he got to school on time. As I was biting into the big MAC I was having for lunch looking though the glass window at the death trap I was driving called a car I got an idea that made me smile. I finished my lunch and left and remembered that I had passed a used car lot on my way here and thought it was time to get a decent proper working car. My aunt's old Chevy got me three hundred dollar surprisingly as I thought I was luck if I even got one for it. I left and headed to a car dealership that wasn't to far away hoping that the rain didn't come down as I was walking over there. I got to the car dealership and talked to one of the salesmen there about getting a car, he showed me a couple of cars but the one that caught my eye was a Honda civic probably because it was the same color as Chase's eyes. I told him I would take it and we went into the office to get the paper work done, he offered me a couple of different payment plans but I told him I'd pay for it cash. I filled out the usual forms and waited for the guy to come back after he went to verify my account to make sure I wasn't pulling a fast one on him. He came back satisfied and gave me the keys and took me out to where my brand new Honda Civic was waiting for me. The Car took out a sizeable chunk of the money I got for the house but it was well worth it since I did need a car. I drove back to the office in my new car enjoying the new car smell the rain came down again on my way back to work and I chuckled to myself as I turned on the windshield wipers that actually worked. On my way I thought about leaving early and going to pick Chase up from school and surprise him with our new car but I though I better not push my luck with my boss. He had been kind enough to give me last week off and I didn't think he would be too thrilled with me leaving early today. I got back to the office and was almost soaked through and through as I ran from the parking area to the building. It rained all afternoon and didn't let up any I got soaked again running back to the car wondering if Chase had got gotten home yet. I unlocked the door and got in and started the car and smiled as the engine was barely audible unlike my aunt old car, I turned on the wipers and pulled on my seatbelt and pulled out from where I was parked. Chase gave me the shock of life when I found him standing in front of the doorway of our building dripping wet pulling his jacket together as the wind blew the rain soaking him as he huddled up against the door. "Chase what are you doing " I said getting out of the car stifling a laugh as he really was soaked to the bone. "RANDY" he asked squinting his eyes as water from his hair ran down into them as I ran the short distance from the car to the door where he was standing. "Yeah what are you doing out here in the rain" I asked chuckling. "I forgot my key" he replied wiping away some of the water from his face as I searched my pockets for my key. "why didn't you buzz MR Jones upstairs he would have let you in" I said retrieving my key from my pocket and sticking it into the lock. "I did but he didn't answer and there was no where else I could stand out of the rain so I waited here for you" he said with chattering teeth as he was shivering from the cold of the freezing rain. "You should have buzzed one of the other tenants they would have let you inside I said unlocking the door and letting him go in first. "I did but they said they didn't know me and wouldn't let me up" he said with his teeth chattering. "Fucking assholes" I said as we walked up the stairs to our apartment. "That rain is really cold" he said smiling and shivering as I unlocked the door to our apartment. "Yeah it is" I replied smiling pushing the door open and letting him in. "Okay come on into the bedroom and let me get you out of those wet clothes" I said taking off my jacket watching him as he took his off with his back pack and dropped it on the floor as it too was soaked right through. "How long have you been standing out there" I asked following him into the bedroom. "A while" he replied with his teeth still chattering. "How long a while?" I asked sitting on the bed as he came and stood in front of me shivering. "About an hour" he replied smiling as he shivered. "You're crazy you know that" I said smiling as he lifted his arms and let me pull off his shirt and undershirt that were thoroughly soaked. "There was nowhere else I could stand and I didn't want you to worry that I didn't make it home if I left and went somewhere else out of the rain" Chase said as I unbuckled his belt and undid the button on his pants. "That was really thoughtful of you but next time don't stand in the rain" I said smiling as I let his pants drop down around his ankles and undid his shoe laces. "Okay he replied smiling with chattering teeth. Chase stepped out of his shoes and his pants bunched up around his ankles and lifted his feet up one at a time holding on to me so I could take his socks off which were also soaked. He hugged himself and rubbed his arms as I pulled down his wet boxers, he was shivering a bit more now having taken off all his clothes but still managed to smile warmly at me. "Hey Randy did you buy a new car?" he asked excitedly seeming to just now remember that I didn't come home in my aunt's old Chevy. "Yep, you like it?" I asked smiling at him as I got up and picked up his wet clothes and went to get a towel to dry him off. "Yeah I like the color" he yelled to me as I hung up his clothes that were dripping wet in the bathroom. "I bought that color because it reminded me of your eyes" I said sitting back on the bed wrapping the towel around him. He smiled at me as I dried him off feeling how cold his skin was from standing in the freezing rain for an hour. "what model is it?" he asked still shivering. "It's a civic" I replied bringing the towel up to his head and drying his wet black hair. "You look like a drowned rat" I said chuckling as I dried his hair. "An almost drowned rat I'm still alive" he said with a giggle. "Yes a beautiful almost drowned rat" I said kissing his cold lips. "Alright let me get you some clothes" I said standing up and going over to our dresser and getting him some dry clothes. "Put these on I'll make you something hot to warm you up" I said leaving him to get dressed and heading to our little kitchen. I stopped at our living room and picked up his jacket off the floor and took it into the bathroom and squeezed out some of the water from it and hung it up with the rest of his wet clothes. I went back to the kitchen and made him a cup of hot chocolate and took it to him in the bedroom. Chase smiled at me as I got back to the bedroom and found him in bed with the sheets pulled up to his neck still shivering. "Ah-Chooooo" he sneezed smiling at me. "Uh-oh someone's getting sick" I said chuckling as I brought the hot chocolate over to him. "No I'm just cold that's all" he said smiling reaching out and taking the cup. He sneezed and sniffled a little before smiling at me and taking a sip of the hot chocolate, I smiled at him and went over to the dresser to change out of what I was wearing. when I finished changing I turned around and found Chase holding the cup smiling at me slyly. "Enjoyed the show" I said chuckling. "Yeah it was really hot" he said with a giggle before he sneezed again. "Finish your hot chocolate it'll warm you up" I said smiling at him. "Can you turn up the heat a little I'm still really cold" he said sniffling again. "Okay " I said leaving the room and going to the kitchen where the dial to turn up the heat was. "Thanks" he said smiling taking another sip of the hot chocolate again. "I'll have to get you new shoes" I said picking up his shoes from the bottom of the bed and pouring out some water from them making him chuckle. I took them into the bathroom and laid them at the side of the tub and went back to the bed room and. "Finished?" I asked as he was holing the cup. "Yeah thanks" he said handing the cup to me. I smiled at him and took the cup into the kitchen and put it into the sink and got some paper towels to dry up the water I poured out of his shoes. Chase gave me a smile followed by a sneeze when I returned to the bedroom, I dried up the water from the floor and tossed the wet paper towels in the little trash bin we had in our bedroom. "You still cold?" I asked as I noticed he was still shivering below the sheets. "Uh-huh" he replied sneezing and sniffling again. "Okay I'll turn up the heat some more" I said heading back to the kitchen and turning up the heat some more. I came back and climbed into bed under the sheets with him as I head of one person using the heat of their body to warm up the other plus I hadn't had a chance to hug him all day. Chase smiled at me still shivering and cuddled up close to me as I took his hands that were like ice cubes in mine and rubbed them together blowing warm air on them trying to warm them up. "Yowwww" I yelped out as his feet touched my leg. "You toes are like icicles" I said as he chuckled at me. "Let me get you some socks" I said getting out of the bed and going to the dresser. Chase smiled at me as I lifted the end of the sheet and pulled on some socks on his ice cold feet. "Thanks" he said as I crawled back into bed next to him as he cuddled up next to me still shivering a little. "Did you get to school on time?" I asked kissing the top of his head gently. "Mmm-hmm" he replied cuddling up against me letting his hands wander over my stomach below the sheet. "Hey I thought you were cold" I said smiling as he looked up at me rubbing his hand over my crotch. "I am but this is pretty hot" he said smiling as he gave my dick a little squeeze. "Come on let's watch some TV" I said moving his hand away as my main focus was in warming him up. "Beside you're so cold I doubt you can get your dick up" I said chuckling as I got the remote from under the pillow and turned the TV on. "YES I CAN" he said chuckling as he leaned against me. "Hey I'm gonna go get us some dinner I'll be back in a while" I said to him after watching TV for a while. "I'm going with you" Chase said throwing back the covers and sitting up sneezing a couple of times. "NO, you stay here where it's warm I'll be back before you know it" I said pushing him back down on the bed and covering him up. I gave him a quick kiss on his lips and making him smile and got my shoes on and left the bedroom. I got my jacket on and left our apartment and locked the door making sure Chase was safe and went down the steps. It was pretty cold outside and it was still raining but not as hard as it did earlier in the afternoon. I smiled as the alarm chirped and the lights flashed on the car after I pressed the button on the remote for the car. I unlocked the door and got in and started the engine with no trouble and put on my seatbelt and pulled away from where I was parked in the front of our building. I drove to a Chinese restaurant nearby and bought some lemon Chicken for Chase which happened to be his favorite, I got some noodles and shrimp for myself and some fortune cookies for Chase which he also loved. I came outside with the food and thought I should probably buy him some cold medicine as I noticed the drug store across the street. I deactivated the alarm on the car and put the food in on the passenger seat and closed the door and went across the street to the drug store. I asked the clerk that seemed like she would rather be some where else than there about cold medicines and she took a bottle off the shelf behind her back and handed it to me. I paid for the medicine and smiled at her knowing what it was like to be working in a job you hated. She smiled at me and put the medicine in a bag and gave me my change ,I thanked her and left and got back to my car and headed back home. "Hey Chase I'm back" I said as I got back in the door carrying the food. I took off my jacket and took the food into the bedroom where I found chase slumped down in bed with the sheet pulled up under his nose. "You still cold" I asked smiling at him as I sat down on the bed. "A little" he said as he sat up coughing a little. "what'd you get for dinner?" he asked with a little smile. "You favorite Chinese" I said smiling as I started unpacking the food from the bag. He smiled as I handed him the box with the lemon chicken that he loved and started coughing a little before opening it. "Hey you feeling okay?" I asked as I noticed he didn't have much of an appetite tonight. "Yeah just tired and cold" he replied putting down the box and the fork on the bed. I reached out and touched his cheek and it felt warmer than usual. "You got a fever" I said as I moved my hand over to his forehead. "I do?" he asked coughing again. "Yeah it's a good thing I got this" I said pulling back my hand and picking taking the bottle of cough medicine out of the bag. I opened the bottle and poured some out into the little plastic cap and handed it to him, he frowned a little before he reached out and took it and swallowed it with one gulp. "Hey were are you going?" I asked as he threw back the cover and put his feet down. "To brush my teeth" he replied. "Okay hurry up and come back to bed" I said to him as he smiled and let the bedroom. I gathered up the rest of the food from off the bed and took it into the kitchen and put it into the refrigerator as I heard Chase coughing in the bathroom. I cleaned up the kitchen a little and Chase was climbing into bed when I got back to the bed room. I took off my clothes noticing that he had no interest in me this time as he had turned away from me on his side realizing he really wasn't feeling well. I left the bedroom after striping down to my boxers and went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. When I got back and climbed into bed Chase was already asleep, I smiled and cuddled up close to his back and kissed him softly on his cheek and listened to the rain gently taping against the window until I fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning I touched Chase's forehead and found that he still had a fever. "Mmmm, what time is it" Chase whispered waking up from his sleep. "A little after six go back to sleep" I whispered to him kissing his cheek and pulling the covers up over his shoulders. "Randy can you turn up the heat a little more" he whispered moving a little. "It's already up all the way you have a fever that's why you feel so cold" I said gently stroking his cheek as I cuddled up behind him. "I don't think I can go to school today Chase whispered feebly" "I know baby you'll have to stay in bed" I said gently kissing the back of his head. I figured that Chase had caught a cold from standing in the rain yesterday or probably the flu since neither he nor I had our flu shots. I stayed in bed cuddling up next to him gently stroking his cheek trying to comfort him a little to help him go back to sleep. "Where are you going?" Chase asked as I was just about to slip out of bed thinking he had fallen asleep. "I'm gonna go get ready for work" I said, though I hated having to leave him sick like this. "Oh" he replied softly. I went and got the cold medicine and brought it back to the bedroom and gave him some more hoping that it would make him feel better. I had a bath and got dressed for work and gently shook Chase away to let him know I was leaving. "Mmmm what" he said groggily waking up and rolling over on his back. "Hey sorry to wake you but I wanted to let you know I'm leaving" I said smiling at him as he rubbed his eyes and managed a little smile. "There's some Chinese left over in the fridge if you get hungry" I said pulling the cover up and tucking him in. "Okay" he replied with a yawn and then started coughing. "You want me to make you some cereal before I go?" I asked gently stroking his face. "No that's okay I don't feel hungry right now" Chase replied softly. "Alright I'm gonna leave my cell phone with you if you need anything give me a call okay" I said putting my cell phone on the bed next to him. "Try and get some sleep, I'll try and come home early" I said pulling the sheets up to his chest and kissing him briefly on his lips producing a smile on his face. "Randy" Chase said as I was walking out of the bedroom. "Yeah baby what is it?" I asked thinking maybe he changed his mind about having some cereal. "I love you" Chase said with a little smile. "I love you too baby" I said smiling. "Get some sleep" I said to him with a smile before I closed the door and left. When I got to work my boss was in a particularly foul mood that meant everyone should stay clear of him unless it was totally necessary. I sighed as any possibility of me leaving early to go home and take care of Chase seemed to have gone out the window. After I got some work done I picked up the phone at my desk and dialed my cell phone to see how Chase was doing. The phone ran a couple of time before going into voice mail I left him a message and hung up figuring he was probably asleep. I got some more work done and decided to try him back again but I got voice mail again I left another message. Before I left for lunch I tried calling Chase again but again all I got was voice mail pretty long nap he's taking I thought to myself before hanging up. I went for lunch along with most of the people that worked around me not really knowing most of them except for the occasional smile or hello as we passed by each other's desks. When I got back to the office after lunch I tried calling Chase again but still there was no answer except for voice mail. I started to get worried now wondering if something had happened to him though I always thought nothing really terrible could happen to either one of us. Finally when work was over I raced out of the building to get to my car and head home to make sure Chase was okay. I tried to drive as fast as I could without breaking the speed limit and ended up getting held up in traffic as there was a construction crew doing some kind of work on the road. After several minutes stuck in traffic and a detour later I finally pulled up in front of our apartment building. I got upstairs to our apartment and went in taking my jacket off and tossing it on the couch and heading to the bedroom to see how Chase was doing. "Chase I'm home" I said opening the door the bedroom door where I found him lying on his stomach "Chase how are you feeling?" I asked walking over to the bed. As I got closer and saw his face I immediately new something was wrong. "Randy is that you?" Chase asked in a weak voice gasping for air. "Oh My god baby you're burning up" I said turning him over as his fever had gotten a lot worse. "I'm so cold Randy" Chase said gasping for breath. I helped him sit up and saw his shirt was soaked in sweat and his black hair was matted to his fore head as he gasped for air. I immediately regretted leaving him home alone having no idea just how sick he really was, I got really frightened watching Chase struggle to breathe knowing that this was no cold or any mere flu. Chase started coughing and I was horrified as he hunched over cough up some blood on the sheet. "Come on I'm taking you to the hospital" I said really terrified now. "NO...No hospital" Chase gasped heaving for air. "I have to baby you're really sick" I said wrapping him up in the sheet and lifting him up into my arms. "Promise.... you.... won't.....leave me" Chase gasped really struggling to breathe. "I promise" I said quickly heading out of the bedroom carrying him in my arms. I got him down to the car and I had to put him down for a second to open the car door, I got him inside in the passenger seat and raced over to the driver side door and got in. "Hang on Baby hang on" I said pulling on his seat belt on him as he breathed raggedly. I started the car and quickly pulled away from the curb glancing at him as I raced over to the hospital. when I got to the hospital I parked the car not caring if it was a parking zone or not and switch ed off the engine as Chase coughed up some more blood again. "We're here baby we're here hang on I said taking off his seat belt and getting him out of the car carrying him in my arms. I ran to the hospital entrance and the door opened up as I looked around frantically for someone to help me. "Please I need you help" I said to a nurse passing by. "what's the problem" she asked looking at me. "It's my brother I don't know what wrong with him he coughing up blood and he's having trouble breathing" I said all in one breath. "Okay bring him in here" she said leading me over to a room. "Dr. Martinez" she said calling out to one of the doctors at the desk wearing a white coat writing something at the desk. I took Chase into the room and laid him down gently on the bed as he grabbed my hand and looked as thought he was trying to say something but gasping for air. "what the problem here" the doctor said coming into the room pulling on a pair of gloves. "My brother he's coughing up blood and can't breathe" I said getting angry wondering if he didn't see what was happening. "How old is he?" the doctor asked pulling back the sheet that Chase was wrapped in and lifting up Chase's shirt putting his stethoscope to his ear and listening to Chase's breathing. "He's twelve his name is Chase" I said as my hands trembled in fear as I had no idea what was going on. "Don't worry Chase everything is alright" the doctor aid as a few more nurses came into the room. "His lungs are wet the doctor said " pulling the stethoscope off. "What, what does that mean?" I asked. "well there fluid building up in his lungs" the doctor said turning to me as the nurse that showed me to the room was hooking chase up to some kind of machine. "DOCTOR MARTINEZ HE'S NOT BREATHING" the nurse said. "His pulse is lose and thready" another nurse said as I couldn't believe this was happening. "OH MY GOD DO SOMETHING" I yelled as Chase looked completely lifeless on the bed. "Chase wake up, wake up Chase" the doctor said trying to shake him awake. "His heart rate is dropping doctor" another nurse said to the doctor as the machine that they had Chase hooked up to started beeping. "HELP HIM" I yelled. "Get me a pediatric intubation tray" the doctor said to one of the other nurses. "Liz take his brother outside" the doctor said to the nurses that showed me in here. "No I want to stay" I protested as she started pushing me out toward the door as I watched another nurse stick a needle in Chase's arm while another was cutting off his shirt. "It's okay he'll be fine doctor Martinez is one of the best doctors we have" she said reassuring me as she led me away from the room where chase was. "You can fill out theses forms and I'll be right back she said leading me over to a waiting area and handing me a clipboard with some forms and a pen attached to it. I sat down in shock watching her as she went back to the room and went inside where the doctor and the nurses we're working on Chase. All I could think of was how stupid I was leaving Chase all alone while I went to a job that I hated. I took up the pen and started filling out the form and stopped midway and started crying as I don't think I would survive if I lost Chase, the one person in the world that cared about me. I managed to pull myself together and finished filling out the form and put the clipboard on an empty chair next to me and put my hand on my head hoping that Chase was alright. A half an hour later I was startled when I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up and saw the same doctor that was taking care of Chase. "How is he ?" I asked standing up. "He's doing fine for now we had to drain some fluid from his lungs and put a tube down his throat to help him breathe" the doctor said as I stood there speechless. "What's wrong with him?" I asked knowing it wasn't the flu. "He has pneumonia" the doctor replied. "Pneumonia?" I said a little surprised. "Yes that's what caused the fluid build up in his lungs" the doctor said looking at me. "It's a good thing you brought him right away and didn't call an ambulance o he would not have made it" the doctor said as I now understood how serious his condition was "Can I see him?" I asked eagerly. "Sure come on" the doctor said escorting me back to the room. I walked into the room slowly where there was only one nurse now adjusting one of the monitor before she left. "I have some other patients I'll be back in a few minutes" the doctor said to me leaving me alone with Chase. I leaned over the bed and kissed his forehead gently feeling somehow responsible for what had happened. The doctor came back about an hour later and told me that Chase was stable now after checking him over and that they would be moving him to his own room upstairs. I went upstairs and found the room they had moved Chase into in the pediatrics ward. I pulled up a stool next to his bed gently stroking his hand as he rested comfortably from the drugs they gave him with the tube down is throat helping him breath as the machines he was hooked up to beeped steadily. "I'm so sorry for leaving you sick like that" I said gently kissing his hand as I was not going to leave him. I spent the night at Chase's bedside gently kissing and stroking his hand to let him know I was there with him. Different nurses came in as their shifts changed to check on Chase making small adjustment to the machines he was connected to smiling at me when they came in and before they left. I laid my head down on the side of the bed hoping that Chase would be okay in the morning. I was gently awakened by some one stroking the back of my head softly, I opened my eyes and realized that I had fallen asleep and it was now morning. I sat up and saw Chase looking at me as I took his hand in mine and smiled at him happy to see that he looked better than he did yesterday. "Hey baby" I whispered kissing his hand gently as he looked at me and squeezed my hand tightly. "I'll go get the doctor okay" I said to him as he looked a little worried. I kissed his hand with a smile and put it down at his side and left his room to go find a doctor. I found a doctor outside that introduced himself as Dr. Davis, he told me that he was just about to come in to check on Chase who was now his patient as he made his morning rounds. "How you doing there bud?" doctor Davis asked as Chase just looked at him unable to respond from having the tube down his throat. "Okay let's get that tube out" the doctor said to Chase" leaning over the bed and smiling at him as he disconnected the tube from the machine it was connected to. "Now I want you to take a deep breath and blow out hard okay" the doctor said removing the piece of tape that held the tube in place. Chase nodded yes to the doctor's instructions and took a deep breath and blew out hard as the doctor pulled the tube out. I cringed a little as chase started coughing a little as he gasped for air after being free from the tube. He tried to talk but start coughing again as the doctor put on his stethoscope and lifted his hospital gown and listened to his breathing. "Lugs are still a little wet but I think you're gonna be okay" the doctor said smiling at Chase as he pulled the stethoscope from his ears. The doctor finished checking Chase over and smiled at us both and left to finish making his rounds seeing his other patients. Chase looked at me and smiled and I got up off the stool and sat on the bed as we grabbed each other and hugged tightly. "I'm so sorry for leaving you alone yesterday" I said hugging him tightly not wanting to ever let go. "It's okay" Chase replied in a hoarse raspy voice that sounded nothing like him. I kissed him a couple times on his cheek and his head before I let him go and smiled at him happy that he was okay. I spent the entire day at the hospital with him having nothing but him on my mind trying to make him comfortable. Chase ended up spending two weeks in the hospital as the doctor wanted to make sure he was completely better before sending him home. I spent everyday with him in the hospital getting back to my writing completing several chapters while Chase spent his time drawing on his drawing pad brought to him. Chase begged the doctor to go home every day and finally he caved in and let him go on December second the day that Chase turned thirteen. The doctor didn't approve Chase's release from the hospital until late that afternoon after making me promise to make sure he got plenty of rest. Chase started coughing again and wanted to run some more test before he cleared him to leave. I filled out all the necessary paperwork and was confronted by a familiar problem once again, Chase's hospital bill took up all the rest of the money I had in the bank from the sale of our house. Chase was really happy to be out of the hospital for his birthday but I wasn't as happy as him as all I had in my pocket was thirty bucks just enough to buy a pizza for dinner. we went home first and dropped his stuff off that I had borough to the hospital for him and then went out for the pizza. After we ate I went to the drug store to get Chase an inhaler since the doctor said he was probably going to be suffering with asthma now for the rest of his life. "Care to try your luck at the lotto the jackpot is eighty million" the cashier in the drug store said smiling at me as I went to pay for the inhaler. "Uh...... sure" I said smiling taking up one of the card and filling out a couple of numbers at random only choosing two number of any significance which was two which happened too be today Chase's birthday and thirteen for how old he was. I took out the money to pay for the inhaler and the lotto ticket and was never more embarrassed in my life as I didn't have enough money for the both. "Here" Chase said handing me a five dollar bill with a smile which would cover the lotto ticket. I reluctantly too the money from him feeling really terrible at having to take what little money he had. "My grandma gave me that five bucks the day before she died" Chase said to me as we left the store and headed to the car to get home. Now I felt even worse having to take that money from him I was supposed to be the one giving him money not the other way around. "Here hold on to it for good luck" I said handing him the ticket as we walked to the car. we got in the car and headed back to our apartment Chase took off his jacket and headed to the bedroom while I went into the bathroom to take a bath. After I finished my bath I looked at myself in the mirror above the sink and suddenly became overwhelmed by all that had happened and started crying. I felt so horrible that today was Chase's birthday and I couldn't even afford to buy him a present much less a birthday cake. I sat done on the edge of the bath tub crying softly as I didn't want Chase to see me like this and worry. I started think what I could have done that was so terrible that I had to end up like this without a single dime to my name, Chase deserved better than this. The doorknob turned slightly and I tried to dry my eyes not wanting Chase to know that I had been crying. I smiled at him when he came into the bathroom but he wasn't buying it as he looked at me with great concern. "Randy what's the matter?" Chase said coming over to me with a concerned look wearing only his boxers and his white undershirt. "Nothing's the matter" I said trying to smile wiping the corners of my eyes. "Then why were you crying?" Chase asked gently stroking my cheek staring into my eyes. "I'm so sorry I can't give you a better life than this" I said as I broke down in tears again. "What do you mean?" he said trying to comfort me. "Today is your birthday and I can't even buy you a cake or a present" I said still crying. "I don't care about that stuff Randy" Chase said moving closer and hugging me gently stroking the back of my head. "But I do, you're thirteen today that something that is supposed to be celebrated" I said sniffling. Chase let go of me and smiled at me making me wonder what had made him so happy. "I already have what I want" he said smiling as he stroked the back of my neck gently with his soft fingers. "Cakes and present don't mean anything as long as you're with someone you love, and I love you" he said smiling warmly at me. Chase moved closer to me and pressed his lips tenderly against mine and in that single moment I forgot all my problems and felt only love, his love for me and my love for him. "There is something you can do to make my birthday really special" Chase whispered as he stopped kissing me and gently nudged his soft lips against mine. "Something I'll never forget" he whispered feeling his warm breath on my face. "what?" I whispered back nudging my lips back against his. "Make love to me" he whispered before kissing me passionately. "I don't want to wait any longer" he said holding my head between his soft gentle hands mesmerizing me with his beautiful blue eyes. He let go of my face and stepped back and smiled and lifted the end of his undershirt and pulled it off dropping it on the floor. I stared at Chase as he continued undressing never taking his eyes off of me for a second, he stood before me totally naked with his young manhood erect and slowly moved closer to me. Chase climbed up into my lap putting his legs around me and hooking his hands around my neck as I held him around his waist supporting him. He stroked the back of my neck smiling at me as he moved up and kissed me passionately on my lips. I moaned softly as he moved from kissing my lips to kissing my neck and gently tugging on my ear lobe with his teeth. "Love me Randy" Chase whispered into my ear sending shivers down my spine. He moved back and smiled at me as my dick brushed against his butt I leaned in and kissed him passionately on his lips. we broke off our kiss and smiled at each other resting our foreheads together as Chase stroked the back on my head. I held him tightly and stood up as he wrapped his legs around me and tightened his grip hooking his arm around my neck. Chase smiled as my hand went down and gave his firm butt cheeks a squeeze, he kissed me tenderly on my lips and pulled back and pulled back and giggled a little as I ran one of my fingers across his butt crack and rubbed his hole. I smiled back at him before he attacked me in a passionate kiss that felt as though he was sucking the very life out of my body. He unhooked his arm and legs from around me and I let him back down to the floor as he smiled at me. Chase pulled my towel from around my waist and took my hand in his and led me out of the bathroom to our bedroom. He stopped for at the dresser and opened his drawer and got the bottle of lotion he had there and took my hand in his again with a smile and led me over to the bed. Chase released my hand and climbed up on the bed and laid down on his back in the middle of the bed and smiled at me I climbed up over him on my hands and knees. He smiled up at me reaching his hands out gently stroking my cheeks before he hooked them around my neck and pulled me down on top of him into a passionate kiss. I kissed him back hard as he moaned into my mouth running his fingers through my hair , I pulled away from his lips and kissed his neck making him moan again. "kiss me Randy kiss me" Chase gasped as I kissed his chest moving down his soft warm body. "Ahhhhhh" Chase gasped as I swirled my tongue over the head of his dick before taking it into my mouth sucking on the entire length of it gently. Chase Gasped again as I let his hard dick slip from between my lips and gently kissed his balls sucking on each one of them before taking them both into my mouth. "Ohhhh ahhh Ohhhh" Chase moaned as I sucked on his balls for a while before letting them out of my mouth licking across his perineum until my tongue came in contact with his whole that radiated the heat of his body onto my tongue. I licked and pushed my tongue into him as he pushed down on my tongue moaning in pleasure as I explored his most secret of places. I sat back on my heels and smiled at Chase as he was lying on the bed before me with a smile on his face. I looked at the bottle of lotion on the bed beside us and Chase smiled as he picked it up and sat up flipping open the cap on the bottle. He squeezed some out on his fingers and lay back on the bed and smiled at me as he spread his legs and smeared the lotion over his hole and pushed two of his finger in sliding them back and forth lubing himself up. Chase smiled and handed me the bottle as my heat started beating really hard as we were about to consummate our love for each other. I squeezed out some of the lotion on my dick and made sure I lubed it up good not wanting to cause him any pain. Chase spread his legs apart wider looking at me with love in his eyes as I scooted up closer to him. My heart pounded like a drum as my dick touched his hole feeling the heat of his body radiating onto the tip of my dick. I held my dick and pushed forward slowly as I felt Chase move down a little pushing himself against my dick wanting me inside him. I gasped as the head of my dick slid into him and he grunted slightly, I stayed still for a minute as my mind raced with new sensations as Chase's hole gripped the head of my dick tightly. I had never felt anything like this before as Chase's insides were so hot and tight I almost lost it right there. Chase started pushing down on my dick grunting slightly as a little more slipped into him making me gasp out as I sank deeper into him. I pushed forward unable to fight the urge of wanting more of me inside him, Chase reached down and put his hands on my waist and pulled me forward as we stared into each other's eyes the entire time. I stopped pushing forward as I had half of my dick buried inside him and still had the fear of hurting him in the back of my mind. We stayed still for a while until Chase reached down and started stroking his dick I felt his hole reflexively clamping down on my dick almost in a spasm sending wave of pleasure through me. I lifted his legs and slowly pulled back before thrusting into him slowly again as Chase moaned softly closing his eyes. I started moving back and forth in him slowly as Chase let go of his dick and moaned softly from my every thrust. Even though I slid only half of my dick back and forth in him fearing that I would hurt him if I pushed all the way in the experience was still so incredible. I started thrusting into the hot tight confines of his body a little faster feeling my orgasm approaching stronger than ever before. Chase started moaning almost continuously from my thrust and I could tell he too was close to having his orgasm. I closed my eyes and thrusted into him again one last time and moaned out loudly as I started cumming as Chase's hole squeezed my dick tightly. I felt like I was floating as I closed my eyes after experience the most powerful orgasm I ever had as I heard Chase moan out. I opened my eyes and looked down at him as he was covered in his own cum panting heavily with tears running out the corners of his closed eyes. I started to panic quickly pulling out of him as I feared I had hurt him which was the last thing I wanted to do. "Baby are you okay" I asked taking up his shirt off the edge of the bed where he left it and wiping his semen off of his chest and his stomach. Chase started put his hand over his face and stared crying as I felt terrible wondering what the hell I just did. "Chase" I whispered hovering over him gently rubbing his chest trying to console him. "I love you so much Randy" Chase cried throwing his arm around me and pulling me down into a kiss. "That was the greatest thin I ever felt" Chase whispered sniffling and smiling at me as I realized his tears weren't from any pain I caused but from joy. "I love you Randy I love you" Chase said hugging me tightly as I gently laid down resting my head on his chest. "You had me worried for a second there I though I had hurt you" I said lifting my head and smiling at him. "You can never hurt me, never" he said smiling as he gently stroked my cheek. I smiled at him and moved up and we shared a long passionate kiss, I pulled away from his perfect lips and smiled down at him as he reached up gently stroked my face. I smiled and moved off of him laying next to him cuddling up behind him as he took my hand pulling it around his body. I closed my eyes inhaling the scent of his hair gently stroking his chest with my fingers until I heard his breathing change and realized he fell asleep. I slowly pulled away from him and covered him up as he turned over and continued sleeping peacefully. I quietly left our bed trying not to disturb him and went to the bathroom to relieved my aching bladder. All I could think about was the experience we shared and stood in the doorway smiling watching him sleep. I went and got my laptop to finish my book as I had got a lot of writing done in the two week I spent with Chase while he was in the hospital and was down to my last five pages. I went back to bed trying not to disturb Chase and powered up my laptop and retrieved my book surprised that I wrote more in two weeks than I did in two months. I looked at Chase and smiled as he slept peacefully as he was my inspiration and the love of my life. I finished writing the last few pages of my book and started to think of what Chase and I were going to do now as I was out of a job and we were flat broke as I saved my book and turned off my computer. I thought I could always sell the car as it was already paid for, I just sighed and picked up the remote for the TV and turned it on lowering the volume as not to wake Chase up as he need his rest. I put my hand behind my head and laid back flipping through channels watching TV quietly as Chase slept peacefully beside me. I settled on the news wondering what was happening in New York and around the world. "UP NEXT IS THE LOTTO DRAW" the woman that was reading the news said with a smile before signing off. I reached over the side of the bed and picked up Chase's pants off the floor and searched his pocket for the lotto ticket. I found it just as they lotto draw started and looked at the number I picked out and chuckled to myself thinking no one could possibly win with those numbers. I couldn't believe how wrong I was as I held my mouth open in complete and total shock as the numbers that were drawn were the exact same numbers that I had on the ticket. "I'm a fucking millionaire" I said sitting up and laughing to myself. "Baby, baby wake up we're rich" I said excitedly shaking Chase away. "Mmmmm... What...Who?" Chase said waking confused and sitting up. "Oh my god Chase the lotto ticket we bought at the drug store won" I said holding him by his shoulder and smiling. "That's great" Chase said smiling sounding a little less enthusiastic than I would have expected. He laid back down on the bed and smiled at me reaching out to me and pulling me down on the bed next to me. "Hey I thought you'd be jumping up and down and screaming" I said to him with a smile as I laid next to him staring into his eyes. "I already felt like I won the lotto when you said you loved me" he said softly, smiling that beautiful smile of his that made my heart flutter every time I saw it. "How come you always know what to say to make me happy" I asked smiling at him. "Because I love you" he said smiling gently stroking my cheek. "why do you love me so much anyway I'm no supermodel you know" I said jokingly as we both chuckled. "You don't see what I see" he whispered moving closer to me smiling as he stroked my hair and the side of my face. Chase and I shared a deep passionate kiss expressing our undying love for each other, we broke off our kiss and hugged each other tightly before we fell asleep in each other's arm without a care in the world. I was awaked the next morning feeling Chase gently lying down on top of me I smiled and opened my eyes to see his beautiful face smiling down at me. "Good morning" I said smiling and gently stroking his cheek. "It's a great morning" Chase said happier than I had ever seen him before. "Last night was the greatest night of my life, I’ll never forget it" he said beaming with joy. "I can't believe you're a millionaire it's so great" Chase said rolling off of me and laying on his back next to me with his hands behind his head. "Hey we're millionaires" I said as it was his five buck that paid for the ticket. Chase smiled at me and I leaned over him and kissed him tenderly on his lips as he wrapped his arms around my neck pulling me closer. "So what are we going to do today?" Chase asked with a smile after we broke off our kiss. "Well first we're gonna have breakfast and then we're gonna go claim our millions" I said smiling at him. we had breakfast and Chase and I had a bath together and went back to our bedroom and started getting dressed. Chase got his clothes on before I did and sat on the bed watching TV while I got dressed. "THERE WAS A WINNER LIN LAST NIGHT'S LOTTO DRAW RIGHT HERE IN NEW YORY" the news reporter said as Chase stopped on a channel that carried the local news. "THAT'S US, THAT'S US ,THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT US" Chase said excitedly. I smiled at him as I pulled on my shirt as the reality of what happened seemed to just now be sinking in. "I bet my parents would regret abandoning me if they new I was a millionaire now" Chase said smiling. I felt my heart sink as he said that knowing the real reason that they left him with his grandmother. I thought that I had kept this from him long enough and that I needed to tell him the truth of what happened to his parents, I decided that I would tell him as soon as we got back from claiming our prize. we left our apartment and when and claimed our winnings presenting our ticket as proof, the people at the New York state lottery office congratulated us on our win. Chase and I declined having our picture taken for the news papers and the news choosing to remain anonymous for our own protection. the man we spoke to at the office told us we had a choice of taking all our money at one or having payments made out to us every year. Chase and I didn't discuss it as we both wanted all our money at once, the man explained that it would be less because of different taxes, but we didn't care as we'd still have a lot of money after the taxes were deducted. The man also said that it would take a few days before we got the money which we were both okay with. we left the office and headed over to where I one worked to pick up my last paycheck because despite having won the lotto I still didn’t have a dime to my name. I collected my check and a few personal items for my desk saying goodbye to Johnny and thanked him for getting us the apartment. Chase and I went to the bank next and cashed my last paycheck and came back to our apartment that we wouldn't be living in for much longer now that we were rich. Now came the really hard part of telling Chase his parent were dead and that they left him with his grandmother for his own protection. "Hey why'd you turn it off?" Chase asked smiling as I turned off the TV and sat down on the bed in front of him. "Chase there is something I have to talk to you about" I said as I took his hands in mine and kissed them. "What?" he asked with a smile. "It's about your parents" I said softly as I felt so terrible of having to tell him this already feeling tear building up. "What's there to talk about they abandoned me and never looked back" he said flatly. "No they didn't baby" I said as I didn't know how exactly to tell him that they were dead. "How do you know?" Chase said looking at me. "Your grandmother told me before she died" I said rubbing his hands. "So then why did they leave me with my grandma, they never even called to see if I was okay" Chase said angrily looking at me. "They left you with you Grandma to protect you baby" I said gently stroking his cheek. "Protect me from what?" he asked softly. "Your Dad got involved with some really bad people that were going to hurt you that why they left you with your grandmother" I said looking into his eyes. "So.... where are my parent then?" he asked softly as I looked into his eyes. "They're dead Chase" I said as I felt tears running down my face. "Your grandma wanted to tell you but she didn't know how to" I said as he held his head down and I saw tears running down his face. "I'm so sorry baby" I said taking him into my arms and hugging him as he cried softly. "I'm so sorry I didn't tell you sooner I'm so sorry" I said kissing and stroking his head gently as he sniffled crying softly. "Please forgive me" I said softly hugging him tightly". Chase pulled away from me and looked into my eyes sniffling as we were both crying. "I forgive you" he said through his sniffling and kissed me on my lips before he hugged me tightly. I hugged him consoling him for a few hours after telling him the truth about what happened hoping he wouldn't hate me for keeping the truth from him for so long. "I'll leave you alone for a while" I said as we let go of each other. "No don't leave me" Chase said grabbing my arm as I was getting up to leave. "Okay" I said sitting back down. Chase hugged me again tightly and cuddled up in my arms as I held him kissing the top of his head gently. He moved out of my arms after a while and went up on his knees in front of me and stared down at me as I sat in front of him. Chase lifted the end of his shirt and undershirt and pulled them off dropping them on the bed and leaned in holding my head in his soft hands and kissed me on my lips gently. "Make love to me Randy" Chase whispered to me nudging his lips against my own as his voice carried his passion. I looked into his eyes as he stroked the back of my neck and kissed him as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me back hard. Chase and I pulled away from each other just long enough to take our clothes off before we fell back on the bed kissing each other all over. "I want you inside me Randy" Chase whispered to me as I hovered over him on my hands and knees as he held my head in his hands. I smiled at him and sat back Chase smiled at me and sat up and grabbed the bottle of lotion from under the pillow where he had apparently left it. He squeezed some out in his hand and got on his knees and smiled at me as he coated it onto my hard throbbing dick gently sliding his soft slippery hand up and down on my shaft. Chase moved closer to me and stood up in front of me and I started kissing his stomach as he ran his finger through my hair and moaned out softly when I took the head of his dick into my mouth. I looked up at him as he smiled down at me and leaned in and kissed me hard on my lips and slowly lowered himself onto my dick. He grunted softly as I felt his hole opening up and the head of my dick slowly gain entrance into his tight ass. Chase moaned softly as he sank down deeper onto my dick kissing my shoulder and my neck, I placed my hands on his waist and stopped him from sinking down on my dick any further as he had already taken half of my manhood into his hole. We stared into each other eyes and kissed tenderly as Chase started to move up and down slowly on my dick while he kissed my lips softly. I felt his hard young dick rubbing against my stomach as he stared he hooked his hands around my neck and stared moving up and down a little faster moaning into my mouth as I held his waist. "Mmmmmmmmhp Mmmmm Hmmmmphf" Chase moaned as he kissed me hard on my lips and stared moving up and down faster as his tight hole gripped my dick tightly. "Oh Randy" Chase moaned out pulling away from my lips and throwing his head back with his eyes closed lost in pleasure as he rocked himself on my dick as I started kissing his neck. Chase inside were so ht and tight I couldn't resist the urge to thrust up into him as I covered his neck in kisses. "Uhhhhhhhhhhh" he moaned out holding onto my shoulder as I gripped his waist firmly and thrusted up into him gasping at the intense feeling of his ass gripping my dick tightly. Chase leaned forward and laid his head on my shoulder as he dug his finger in my back and moaned out pushing himself down onto my dick as his cock pressed into my stomach. "Oh Chase" I moaned out feeling my orgasm quickly coming over me as I held his waist tightly. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Chase squealed out clawing my back as his dick started twitching hard against my stomach as his hole clamped down tightly on my dick. "Ohhhhhhhhhh Uhhhhhhhhhh" I moaned out as I lost it filling his hole with my cum as chase rested his head against my chest panting. Chase lifted his head and looked at me with a smile and he hooked his arms around my neck and leaned in and kissed me tenderly on my lips. we broke off our kiss and smiled at each other before we both looked down and chuckled as both our stomachs were covered in Chase's cum. Chase pulled his hands from around my neck and scooped up some of his cum and sucked it off his fingers smiling at me. He scooped up some more and I licked it off his hand as he giggled, we stared at each other before he wrapped his arms around my neck again and kissed me as I held him around his waist and we fell onto the bed on our side kissing. Chase smiled at me when we broke off our kiss and I pulled my dick from his hole as he gently stroked the side of my face. we stayed in bed kissing and cuddling for the rest of the day, Chase and I had a bath and got dressed and left our apartment later that afternoon to go get dinner. Chase and I had a nice Chinese dinner before we got back to our apartment building, I had to take off my jacket and hold it over his head as it started raining and the last thing I wanted was for him to get sick again. we both climbed into bed together naked as Chase wouldn't have it any other way, he cuddled up close lying next to me using my arm as his pillow as we watched TV basking in our good fortune. "Chase I'm really sorry I didn’t tell you about your parents sooner, I just didn't know how" I said gently tracing my fingers over his nipple as we turned and looked into each other's eyes. "It's okay Randy I know now, I know you love me and would never keep secrets from me unless it's for my own good" he said softly looking into my eyes. "Well there are no more secrets between us now and I promise never to keep anything from you ever again" I said gently stroking his cheek. Chase smiled and moved closer to me and gave me a quick kiss on my lips and settled back on my arm with a smile. He turned his attention back to the TV while I focused my attention on him running my fingers along his chest down over his stomach enjoying the feeling of his skin on my finger tips. I smiled to my self as the gentle stroke of my finger gave him and erection as we looked at each other and smiled. I tickled his stomach a little with my fingers making him giggle as I ran my hand over his flat stomach down to his hairless crotch rubbing his balls. I moved more onto my side leaning over Chase as he looked up at me and smiled as he reached out and started rubbing my nipple. "I love it when you touch me" Chase whispered with a smile staring up at me. "what else do you love" I whispered back to him smiling. "This" Chase said lifting his head up kissing me passionately on my lips. I smiled at him as he laid his head back down on my arm and smiled at me touching my face with his soft gentle touch. "I love this too he said giggling as he grabbed hold of my dick that was already hard and gave it a little squeeze. "I bet you do" I said smiling as I took his dick between my fingers and gently eased his foreskin back as he closed his eyes and let out a little sigh. "I love it when you do that too" he whispered opening his eyes and smiling up at me. I smiled back at him and let go of his dick and ran my hands over his hairless ball sac as he spread his legs open wider. "Ohhh I really love it when you touch me there too" he said with a huge smile as I slid my hand further down rubbing his hole. "I want to make love to you again" I whispered leaning closer to chase feeling his sweet warm breath on my face. "I want you to make love to me again too" he whispered back lifting his head up pressing his lips against mine. I pulled away from his lips and looked back on the bed searching for the bottle of lotion. "Looking for this" Chase asked with a smile holding up the bottle in his hand. I smiled at him as he flipped opened the cap, I held out my hand as he squeezed out some for me and lifted his head up and kissed me again spread his legs further apart. "sit up for a second" I whispered to him after breaking off our kiss. Chase sat up and I moved my arm down on the bed a little and he smiled and laid back down with my arm now under his back. I slid my lotioned hand between his legs and found his hole and smeared the lotion on it as he stared into my eyes smiling at me. "Mmmmmmmmmmm" Chase moaned pushing down on my finger as I gently slid it into his hot tight little hole. He put his hand up and pulled my head closer to his kissing me and moaning into my mouth as I gently slid my finger in and out of his tight hole feeling him moving up and down on my finger slightly. I smeared the rest of the lotion on my dick and held his soft smooth leg up as I moved my hips closer guiding my throbbing dick to his hole. Chase smiled at me as the head of my dick made contact with his hole rubbing along his butt crack. "Help me get inside you baby" I whispered to him kissing his lips briefly. He smiled and reached down and held my dick against his hole and pushed down on it as I thrusted up. "Mmmmmmm" Chase moaned rolling onto his side as I moved up behind him and continued pushing into him until I had the head of my dick in. Chase moved back sending more of my dick into his hole making me gasp out in pleasure feeling his hot insides surrounding my dick. "I want all of you in me Randy" Chase whispered staring up into my face as I massaged his thigh. I leaned in and kissed him moving my arm that was under his back up and rubbing his stomach as I lifted his leg up and slowly pushed more of my dick into him. "Uhhhhhhhhh" Chase moaned out closing his eyes as I pushed the rest of my dick into him. "Are you okay baby?" I asked gently kissing his lips and his cheek. "Yes" Chase whispered opening his eyes and staring up at me. I held his leg up with one hand and reached out and took his hard dick into my other hand that was partially under his back and started stroking his dick up and down. "That feels so good" Chase moaned as he started to move himself on my dick. I smiled looking down at him as he had his eyes closed noticing that a lot of pre-cum was oozing out of his dick, more than I had ever seen before from him. "Ohhhhhhhhhh" Chase moaned out as I stared to slowly pull out of his ass and thrust back in again as my hand worked on his dick. Chase's hole accepted the entire length of my dick and I gasped in pleasure of never being so deep in side him before. He opened his eyes and pulled my head down to his and kissed me hard sticking his tongue into my mouth as I continued thrusting into him slowly while I stroked his dick. "I love you so much baby" I whispered to him kissing his chest and his neck as I thrusted up into him with the entire length of my dick truly making love to him for the first time. "Love me Randy love me" Chase moaned lost in pleasure as I thrusted into him a little faster giving myself to him completely. I wished what we were sharing with each other would last forever butt all too soon I felt my orgasm rising from the depths of my soul. I leaned in and kissed Chase hard on his lips moaning into his mouth as he kissed me back as my dick throbbed powerfully in his tight hole filling him with my essence. "Uhhhhhhhmmmmmphf" Chase squealed into my mouth as his hole clamped down on my dick tightly making me moan out again as his dick twitched rapidly spewing his seed over my hand and his stomach. Chase opened his eyes and smiled at me after our most powerful and loving experience together. we kissed each other passionately for a while before we turned our attention to his crotch as he had squirted his biggest load to date. I let go of his dick that was still oozing cum and let go of his leg that I had been holding onto and reached over to his dick and scooped up some of his cum as we both licked my hand sharing it and kissing each other in the process. we kissed each other again after having scooped up all his cum ad sharing it. "No wait leave it in" Chase said as I reached down and lifted his leg and started pulling my dick out of him. I smiled at him and honored his request putting his leg back down leaving my semi hard dick firmly planted in his ass. I leaned in and kissed him again as he draped his leg over mine and kissed me running his finger through my hair as I rested my head next to his. we stayed like that cuddling each other for a while and I felt my dick slip out of him on it's own after going completely soft. Chase and I got up and went to the bathroom and got cleaned up a little before heading back to bed. "Let's move" He said as we got back in bed and got under the covers. "well of course we're gonna move" I said smiling as he cuddled up next to me. "we're not gonna stay in this little apartment" said laying on my side propping up my head on my elbow as I ran my other hand over Chase's exposed chest. "No I mean from New York" he said turning his head to face me. "Let's go some place warm like California" He said moving onto his side in the same position I was in staring at me with a smile. "California huh" I said thinking about it as it was where I went to college. "Yeah it's nice isn't it?" he asked reaching out and touching my chest. "Very" I replied with a smile. "Oh I know, Miami, there are nice beaches there and it's nice and warm" Chase said as his face lit up making me warm inside to see him so happy. "I'll take you anywhere you want to go" I said smiling at him. "Okay then let's move to Miami" Chase said smiling broadly. "Miami it is" I said leaning forward and kissing him on his lips. "we can get a nice house near the beach and I can get into a good school" Chase said kissing my hand. "Hmmm I'll have to learn how to cook you know" I said turning to him and smiling. "Fuck it we're rich we'll hire a cook" Chase said as we both laughed at his comment. We watched TV for a while until I noticed Chase had dozed off cuddling up next to me with his arm over me. "where are you going" he mumbled sleepily as I was moving his hand off of me to go to the bathroom. "To the bathroom I'll be right back" I said kissing his cheek and slipping out of bed. I went to the bathroom and came back to a very dark room as Chase had taken off the TV, I climbed back into bed and he immediately cuddled up close to me. I stared into his eyes as he smiled at me after as my eyes adjusted to the darkness of the bedroom. I started stroking his hair gently as he cuddled up close to my chest and started drifting off to sleep again. "You're gonna break my heart some day" I whispered to him stroking his head tenderly. "Nope I'll never leave you" he whispered groggily. "we're gonna be together forever" he whispered before he drifted off to sleep. A few day late after I had sold the car and we had our millions in the bank I bought us two tickets to Miami first class of course. we took a cab back to Staten Island to the cemetery where Chase's grand mother was buried since he said he wanted to say good bye to her even buying flowers for her grave. I told the cab driver to wait for us as we went into the cemetery and found the plot where Mrs. Mitchell was buried. I knelt down and brushed away some leaves from her tombstone and Chase knelt beside me and laid the flowers on her grave and turned to me and smiled. we stood up and chase smiled at me again and took my hand in his and squeezed it a little as he looked down at his grandmother’s grave. "Hi Grandma it's Chase" he said fixing his jacket a little as a cold wind came up. "I wanted to se you one last time before I left and to tell you I'm okay" Chase said stepping a little closer to me as I held his hand. "Randy has taken good care of me and we fell in love with each other" he said looking up at me with a smile. "where ever you are I know you'll be happy for me and Randy" he said looking at me and smiling again. If mom and dad are with you please take care of them and tell them I love them and I'm sorry for thinking they abandoned me" Chase said as he stared sniffling. I took of my glove and reached out and gently stroked his head as he leaned against me as I put my arm around him. "Good bye grandma I love you" Chase said as he kissed his fingers and knelt down and touched them to his grandmother tombstone and stood back up and looked at me with tears in his eyes. I wiped his tears and hugged him and rubbed his back for a minute before we broke off our embrace and smiled at each other. "I'll take care of him Mrs. Mitchell" I said looking down a her tombstone before we both left and went back to the taxi. The following day we returned our keys to the landlord upstairs and told him that we were leaving and he could have our furniture or give it to who ever got the place after us. I only took my laptop with me that had my book that I had to work on getting published and Chase took his drawing pad with him that he had stared to focus on his art again. we called a taxi and packed our suitcase into the trunk and head off to the air port to catch our flight to Miami. Chase and I checked in our luggage and said goodbye to New York and boarded our plane to Miami that was going to be our new home. we buckled our seat belt as the plane prepared to take off smiling at each other happier than we had ever been in our lives. "Hey I have something for you" I said to Chase unbuckling my seat belt once we were airborne. "what" Chase asked with a smile putting down the magazine he was flipping through. "This" I said with a smile taking a ring from my pocket. "That's for me?" he said in disbelief looking at the ring I was holding. "Yeah I got one for me too see" I said taking out another that was slightly bigger but identical to the one I got for him. "Just a little gift I got when I went to buy our plane tickets" I said taking his hand in mine and slipping his on as he smiled looking at me with his beautiful piercing blue eyes. "Chase you my best friend, my brother" I said holding his hand in mine "And your lover" he said smiling at me. "Yes and my lover" I said smiling at him. "This ring is a symbol of all we share together and my love for you" I whispered to him as he smiled at me. "I promise I'll always be there for you and take care of you no mater what" I said smiling at him rubbing his hand. "And I promise to take care of you and be there for you always" Chase said slipping on my ring on my finger with a smile. we sat back in our seat and smiled as I looked out the window at our bright future ahead of us that we would share together. I looked back at Chase and smiled as he held his hand up admiring the gold ring on his finger he reached over and took my hand in his giving me a little squeeze. I lifted our intertwined hands and kissed the back of his hand making him smile as I truly believed him when he said we would be together forever. THE END Love is Blind- Marc Paige