Trading my secret

A story by Anton Nelson


Chapter Two


The week passed normally, although I felt a bit emotionally disturbed by what had just happened. It wasn't really the fact that Jayden had used me again, that tormented me. I was used to being taken advantage of, at school and at home, either to help with homework or or to do house chores. No, the problem was that I was feeling attraction to Jayden when I really shouldn't. Especially since he was everything I hated: Vain, manipulative and a liar. Besides, I had one more reason to hate him because on Saturday afternoon, my mom got mad at me after she had a call with him, as he claimed I hadn't done everything he had expected of me! It was clear to me that he was referring to my refusal to take his load on my face...


- We don't pay him for you to stubbornly disobey! She said.


"What a bastard!" I thought then. Not only did he get paid to give me his fake tutoring lessons and use me sexually, but he also dared to complain to my mom! I almost felt like spitting it all out. The law was on my side anyway! But would my parents believe me and support me? I strongly doubted it. So that day I said nothing and just went to my room.


Thursday eventually arrived and my anger had subsided so I wasn't too mad at Jayden anymore. It's probably one of the reasons why everyone takes advantage of me: I forgive too easily! So when he joined me in the room that night, I welcomed him as nothing had happened.


- Ok Toby, so I hope you studied well cause today you're having an oral exam! he said with his usual mocking smile.


This time, I immediately understood the sexual reference. I just rolled my eyes, and sighed.


- We can't do that, my parents are home, I told him.

- So we'll try to not make too much noise, he said to me with a wink


He then opened his fly and pulled out his still soft cock. If we can call it that, because it still was still at least 6 inches (15 cm). I then expected Jayden to come and sit next to me as usual, but he just stood in front of me.


- On your knees, bitch, he ordered.


Insulted, I wanted to protest. but I knew it was in vain. He still had my secret which he could tell my parents anytime so I didn't really have a choice. I was then just wearing some gray shorts and a tank top, so as I knelt, I felt my bare skin against the carpet, but that didn't bother me too much. I then looked up at Jayden in the eyes, waiting for his next order.


- Take it in your mouth now, faggot.


I moved forward on my knees until my head reached Jayden's groin. In the meantime, his cock had already grown in size and was hard and in full glory. It was a surprise to me each time, to see this disproportionate member in front of my eyes, especially so close. Without a word, I grabbed it with two my hands, ready to perform my act.


- I said oral exam, so no hands ! Jayden said.


Annoyed, I rolled my eyes once again. That bastard really didn't want to make it easy for me! But I was going to show him that I was perfectly capable of it. I let go of his cock and brought my face closer, opening my mouth wide. It was easier said than done! His cock was pointing proudly upwards, so I had to rise slightly in order to be able to take it in my mouth, which was quite inconvenient. I still managed to place my lips around his mushroom head and take it in the mouth, but after a few seconds, his dick just slipped out of my mouth. It took me several tries before I succeeded, and I had to suck hard to keep his cock from slipping out again.


Of course it was all humiliating, and I think that was what Jayden intended. But I didn't give in, and remained on my knees with his member distorting my jaw, waiting for the next command from Jayden, who was looking with an amused look


- Now suck on it, as if it was a nice lollipop, he said.


I got to work and played with my tongue as I sucked on his cock the best I could. The hardest part was keeping his fat cock in my mouth while sliding it between my lips. But I managed, with some effort and sucked greedily as Jayden looked at me with desire.


- You like my big cock in your mouth, don't you Toby? he said, stroking my hair.

- Mmmh mmh, I answered automatically.


And it was true. I loved feeling his throbbing member fill up my mouth, I loved watching the pleasure on his face as I sucked his cock and licked the tip of its head. For a moment, I felt like I was the master of the game while Jayden was my victim. I had control of his body and decided over his pleasure. But unfortunately, that didn't last long. His hand that was stroking my blond hair earlier was now just pulling on it and very quickly Jayden became more aggressive and imposed the rhythm of my blowjob by moving his hips back and forth. I lost control and it was once again Jayden who was fucking my mouth now and not me sucking him as I wanted. I was just a hole for him to use as I remained on my knees with my mouth wide open trying to contain his cock.


But I was hard. I was damn hard again and I cursed my body for reacting like this, for loving what I hated the most: The loss of control. Yet I had to get used to the idea that this was what turned me on. Not Jayden's cock, or his body, but how he submitted me and used me. Maybe that was why I accepted everything he imposed on me? But I had a bigger problem: My boner was totally visible in my loose cloth shorts. And if there was anything I couldn't stand, it was Jayden's mocking remarks. So I tried to readjust discreetly while Jayden fucked my mouth, but in the end my movements caught his eye.


- Go ahead and jerk off if you want, I don't mind. My dick often has that effect, he told me with a wink.


I was kinda expecting a more humiliating comment and so I was kind of relieved. And although I was ashamed of my small hairless boycock, I took it out and began touching myself in front of him.


I looked up to see if Jayden would react, but he seemed so absorbed in his own pleasure that he paid no attention to it. His gaze was on his big hard cock filling my mouth. And as I used my two fingers to play with my little dick at full speed, I started to feel the pleasure run through me and closed my eyes to focus on these feelings.


In my head, I pictured the two of us in my room, me on my knees and Jayden standing in front of me, with his man cock fucking my angel face. It must have been like a porn scene, but where I played the role of a submissive girl. I tried to imagine what Jayden could see from his position. His hand on my blonde curls, his hard cock wet from all my drool. I wondered if I looked great, was I cute and sexy? I know it's a foolish thought but most of us have no idea how we look like with a dick in the mouth ! But I doubted I looked any good. My eyes were watering and my face felt all red. They don't tell you that at sex ed class but sucking a dick is no easy task!


But as I was daydreaming about all this, I felt a hot liquid invade my mouth. I then opened my eyes and saw that Jayden had his mouth wide open, as if he wanted to scream but was holding himself back. And then I felt another jet splash on my tongue, and I realised that he was actually cumming in my mouth! It was too late to stop him, especially since the alternative, -to get it all on my face-, was not something I wanted either. So I swallowed the liquid, and it was a good thing I did so because more cum came to replace it and I just had to drink it all up to prevent it from spilling on the floor.


As I did so, Jayden was making some small moaning sounds and in his eyes I felt that he was elsewhere. My hand was still down there, working on my boycock, and I also felt that I was getting close. As I swallowed the last drops of Jayden's seed, I suddenly felt my own orgasm.


- Ahaaaaa, I moaned in my high-pitched boy voice.


For a moment I had forgotten where we were and that my parents were closeby. It took only a few seconds before I heard my mom coming down the hall.


- Everything okay Toby?


Panicked, I got dressed quickly.


- Uh yeah, I just hit my toe, I answered.

- Be careful sweetheart! she said, before walking away.


That was close! Jayden started laughing and I couldn't help but also laugh, amused at the wittiness of the situation. I just had an orgasm while getting molested by this guy, and we had been this close to getting caught... This was all crazy!


After all these emotions, I needed to rest, so I went to lay down on my my bed. Jayden joined me and we spent the rest of our "lesson" playing together on my tablet.


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It was a surprise when on Saturday afternoon, I received a text from Jayden asking me if I wanted to go to the movies with him. I was immediately overjoyed, because I very rarely went to the movies as I didn't have any good friends and my parents were always busy. So I replied "Yes, when?" whereupon he replied "Right now, I'm waiting for you in room 2."


It was a bit weird that he would invite me when he was already there but I didn't think twice about it as I was overwhelmed with joy, and took my bike and left immediately. A few minutes later, I arrived at the theatre and presented myself at the counter.


- Uh, one place for the movie at room 2, please, I asked shyly.

- The movie started fifteen minutes ago, the lady told me with a dark look.

- Yes, sorry, but I still want to see it.


I then handed her my money and received my ticket, and went to the room. I started looking for Jayden in the dark, which wasn't easy, but eventually found him at the back, waving at me, and came to sit down next to him.


- Ah Toby, it's great that you could come, he said to me in a low voice.

- Yes it's cool, thank you for inviting me, I told him with a big smile.


He then put his arm behind me, in a loving embrace.


- Yeah, you know, I was with Emma, a girl from my class, but that bitch left after five minutes.

- Oh ok...I see, I told him, a bit disappointed.


Now things were making sense. I was just a filler because Jayden didn't want to watch a movie alone...


- Yeah we were holding hands and everything was going well. So I took her hand and put it on my groin. I was sure she would like it but no, she slapped me and left!

- Oh that's not cool, I told him.


In truth I understood her. If he went about it like that with the girls, I could understand that he had trouble finding a female to empty his balls as he said. But I chose to keep quiet so as not to upset him.


- That's girls, they don't know what they want. At least you, being a queer, you won't have this problem, he told me.

- Yes, that's for sure, I said.


I stared at the screen, only half listening to his crap, trying to concentrate on the movie. It was a romantic comedy, so at least on this point Jayden had aimed right. He had just skipped a few steps, as usual. The plot was interesting as well, and I watched with interest, glad to see a movie on the big screen for once.


When Jayden later grabbed my hand and laid it on him, I was not really surprised when I felt his hot, rigid member on my fingertips. I then took a quick look, and in the glow of the screenlight I saw that he had made himself quite comfortable, and had his cock totally out in the open and his pants down to his knees. If I didn't know Jayden, I think I would have walked out too. But I had gotten so used to his perverse and demanding side that it had become almost normal for me. So instinctively I grabbed his big cock with my hand and started jerking him off gently.


- At least you,Toby, you know what you want, he whispered in my ear.


I knew especially what HE wanted, but I refrained from making a comment. And I set to work, mechanically jerking him off, while watching the movie. My hand slid up and down his long adult cock, which was getting harder and harder at my touch.


To be honest, it felt good doing this. There was an exciting side of doing these forbidden things. First, because of our age difference, that was completely crazy to start with, but also to do that among other people. I felt a strong adrenaline that made me apply myself all the more on Jayden's cock. He encouraged me with by rubbing my neck and my back, and it felt great. Emma didn't know what she was missing!


All this lasted for a good time, during which I alternated between tickling the tip of his cockhead, massaging his balls and jerking him off. But as time went by, Jayden's hand on the back of my neck grew more insistent, until he literally pushed my face against his cock.


- But I want to see the movie, I protested.

- Come on Toby just suck on it a little ! He said to me in a pleading voice.


I wasn't happy about it, but I gave in, as always. I don't know why, but I wanted him to like me. So I opened my mouth wide and took his cock between my lips, tasting the usual drop of precum which I now knew the taste well. Then I slowly sucked on his big hard cock like he had taught me. I had become quite used to it now, and managed to take his cock in my small mouth without too much effort.


I sucked and licked as Jayden stroked my hair. I was still a little euphoric from the adrenaline and then did something a little crazier and tried to take his cock deep in my throat. I managed it a little, and repeated it several times, squeezing long moans from Jayden. But at some point, I heard laughter in the audience and wanted to look up to see what was happening on the screen. To my surprise, Jayden immediately forced my head back down, shoving his cock deep in my throat again. Not expecting this, I suddenly gasped for air and struggled to get his cock out as he held my head firmly on his cock. I had no choice but hit him with my hand to signal him to release me. Jayden let go of me and I took his cock out and coughed, and then took a deep breath while giving a dark look at Jayden.


- Sorry Toby, I didn't realise, it just felt so good... he said.


I crossed my arms, unhappy, and sat back in my seat.


- Come on Toby, just a little more! he insisted.


But I didn't move, I still had limits to my kindness.


- I'll jerk you off afterwards, he said.


That was really a surprise, as Jayden had never offered to touch me down there in any way. Was it horniness that made him say this? In any case, was a golden opportunity for me, and I didn't intend to let it slip away. That would mean I would miss the rest of the movie for sure, but I really wanted to know the pleasure of being touched by another hand than mine. So I leaned forward again and took his fat cock dripping with drool into my little mouth. I was almost ashamed to behave like this, to act like his whore. The worst part is that I was the one who had paid to be there, with his long dick deep in my throat.


"Deepthroat", I then remembered this word that I had seen several times on porn sites. I had never really been drawn to it, and I didn't understand why people liked it. It seemed dirty to me, and if a week ago you told me I would be doing it, I would have called you crazy. And yet there I was, a 12-year-old boy, who looks like 10, trying to take an adult's cock down my throat, in the back of a movie theatre. My jaw was hurting and the efforts brought tears to my eyes, but I continued anyway, because I had to make Jayden cum. There was no doubt that he enjoyed it, as his breathing became jerky and his legs twitched when his cock hit the back of my throat.


- Keep going Toby, you'll get your reward very soon, he said in a low voice.


At that time, I thought about what he had just promised me, that he was finally going to give me pleasure too. I should have figured out that the reward he was referring to was actually his sperm. So when I felt a hot spurt hit my throat, I obviously wasn't ready for it. I nearly choked, especially since his cock was completely filling my mouth and I had to swallow his juice immediately. Panicked, I withdrew and his next stream of sticky cum came directly to hit me on the lips. And before I realised my mistake, I got three more cumshots on my face! My pretty face was stained with cum, and Jayden's reaction to it all was to laugh when he saw my shocked expression. I had wanted to avoid this from the beginning, and so I was pissed ! And it felt so disgusting to feel the viscous liquid sliding down my cheeks!


Luckily I had some Kleenex in my pocket. I always have these, because you never know what can happen. But I was far from imagining that these would have been used one day for such a thing. It was difficult to realise that it was me, the little angel boy as many said, who was cleaning my face dripping with semen. But as I did so, Jayden did not waste his time and came to open my pants and lower my fly.


In this complete darkness, I was less shy and lifted my butt to give him better access and let him pull down my underwear. Jayden then came to take my little cocklet between his long fingers, which despite everything, had remained hard. He then began doing that familiar gesture that I had been longing for.


Damn how good that felt! I sank into the back of my seat while enjoying the warmth that invaded my body. Jayden wasn't doing it so well, in fact he was staring at the screen as he carried out the task. But as it was the first time I was touched by someone else, I still enjoyed it very much. It probably wasn't easy for him, he who was used to his big tool, so I understood that he had trouble doing it correctly. But I was so horny and excited by the situation, that it didn't take long before I felt that I was going to cum. I tensed and closed my eyes, savouring this new sensation, as a few droplets came out of my little boycock.


Jayden immediately withdrew his hand, and continued to watch the movie without giving me a look or a word. The total disinterest he had in me since he had emptied his balls was obvious. I almost wanted to leave him there, to make him feel the same way, but I stayed still.


But after relaxing for a bit and the feelings of my orgasms became long gone, I became more lucid and thought about the situation. Jayden was reallly a fucking asshole to use me as a stand-in on a date gone wrong! Especially since he hadn't even paid me for the ticket! He had once again used me as his personal cumslut and I had let him do it... Why did I do that ? He didn't care about me anyway! I had to end this toxic relationship or I would lose my self-worth. I promised myself to do this on Thursday when our next "class" would take place. My parents wouldn't be there so I would finally be able to tell what I think about all this...


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