Trading my secret

A story by Anton Nelson


Chapter Three


When that fateful day eventually came, things didn't go at all as I had planned. I was in my room by myself doing my homework when Jayden knocked on my door. I told him to come in, and he opened the door, greeting me with his most beautiful smile.


- Hi sweetie, did you miss me?


"Sweetie" ? That was the first time he gave me a nice surname. Usually it was « little fag » or « cocksucker », and I was not really expecting that coming from him. At first I was filled with joy to hear him say those sweet words to me. But I eventually remembered what I had decided and prepared myself to spill it all out. But before I could say a single word, he cut me short.


- Wait Toby, I have a little present for you, he said, smiling again.


He then pulled out a small plastic bag, which he handed to me. Surprised, I opened it and grabbed what I found at the bottom of the bag. It was some neon pink boxer and a pair of rainbow-coloured socks, just like the LGBT flag.


- I know you're not ready to come out yet but in the meantime I thought you could put on these little things that no one would see, he said to me.


I was embarrassed, not sure what to say or what to think about it all. It touched me that Jayden gave me a present, and I quickly had tears in my eyes. It's not my fault, you see, I'm super sensitive, and I very rarely get any gifts, especially from friends! And to be honest, I really appreciated his gift. I would indeed like to wear more « gay » or feminine clothes but I was really too afraid of people's reactions. I was already a quite effeminate boy, so there was no need to add more reasons for people to bully me.


- Thank you Jayden, you're so kind, I told him with a shy smile.


Five minutes ago, I wanted to tell him the complete opposite, but the anger I had felt earlier for him was already gone.


- So what are you waiting for, give it a try! he said sitting down on my bed.

- What, right now ? I asked him.

- Well yeah, I want to see if it suits you! he replied.


So I started with the socks, hoping it wouldn't go any further. I took off the gray ones I was wearing and put on the colourful socks he had just given me.


- So cute ! he told me.


They weren't too long, so I could easily tuck them into my shoes so people wouldn't see. I wanted to stop there then, but Jayden's insistent gaze made it clear he expected me to go on. So I lowered my shorts, revealing my blue underwear with a Superman symbol.


- I'll really have to tell your mother to buy you more grown-up underwear, you look like a nine-year-old brat! he said.


I blushed, embarrassed. It's true that most of my clothes look childish, compared to my classmates who wore new and stylish stuff. No matter how much I insisted with my mom, she didn't want to, telling me that I was not yet a teenager anyway...


I turned around to hide and lowered my underwear fairly quick. I am pretty sure Jayden saw my bum, but it only lasted a few seconds, as I put on my brand new pink boxers immediately. I then turned around, head down, a little embarrassed to expose myself like this.


Jayden was then sitting on the bed, looking at me like a piece of meat.


- Not bad ! You'll soon have guys all over you, he said.


I smiled, pleased with his compliment. I then grabbed my shorts, getting ready to get dressed.


- Wait Toby, I think you at least owe me a lapdance, he said with a wink.

- Lap dance, what's that ? I asked him, not familiar with the word.

- Well today will be your English lesson then ! A lapdance is a sexy dance strippers do on top of a guy.

- What ?! No way, I'm not doing that! I cried out. Besides, I can't dance!

- Come on Toby, I gave you such nice presents! Plus it'll give you good practice for your future boyfriend! He replied with a smirk.


It was true that they were nice and that I really liked it. I felt sexy in those pink boxers, a feeling I hadn't really felt before. So why couldn't I make him happy as well ?


- Alright, but just for one song then, I said.

- Yes, one song ! he said to me, while taking his phone in hand.


He then started some rhythmic song, like some electronic music, and put his phone on my bed. I shyly stepped forward and swayed my hips in front of him, moving my body from side to side. I laughed then, because I knew I was ridiculous. I was just a little boy in underwear and t-shirt trying to imitate a stripper, I really didn't have the body or the skills for that! And Jayden ended up laughing as well, when he saw me struggle trying to be sexy. The fun aspect of the situation made me less embarrassed, and I let go a bit and started to get the hang of it, trying to reproduce what I had seen in some movies.


- Not bad ! he said. Take off your t-shirt now.


I then took off my t-shirt, and I twirled it in the air and threw it at him, giving him a sexy look.

If I was going to do this, I might as well do my best! So I danced over his body, rubbing my bum against his legs, while looking at him in the eyes. He was fully dressed, so it really contrasted with my almost naked body. I felt vulnerable but at the same time I liked the full attention I was getting from Jayden at that moment. I then wondered how it looked like from his point of view?


In front of him was my pale, milky boyish body, with very little muscle and not a hair in sight. I was the complete opposite of manhood. And with my curly blond hair, I certainly looked like a young angel as I was often told. But a young gay angel, who was swaying his hips in pink boxers on top of a young man's crotch. I had a hard time imagining how he could like it, knowing his tastes in women. But despite everything, I saw in his pants that his cock was hardening, and that a nice long bump formed along his thigh.


Apparently I was turning Jayden on, and not just a little! Knowing this, I felt so overwhelmed. I turned on a guy, and moreover a handsome muscular man. Surely that meant something! I then came to sit on him, placing my butt on where his hard cock was forming a bulge. Our two faces were only a few inches apart, and Jayden was looking at me with desire and horniness. For some reason, that gave me a boner too, which distorted the pink boxers that clung to my skin.


- This is what you were made for, Toby. A real cockteasing faggot, he said.


I didn't like being complimented with these dirty words. But at the same time, I had to face the facts, I had to be a fag for getting hard while dancing for a guy twice my age.


Eventually, my little dance was not enough for Jayden anymore. As I moved over him, he opened his pants and lowered his underwear, revealing his eight inches of flesh. And before I could say anything, he grabbed me by the hips, turned me around and took off my boxers all at once, exposing my bare ass. The situation was getting out of hand quickly and I began to worry a little about what would happen next. He then pulled me towards his huge cock, and spread my cheeks apart with his two hands.


- You fucking teased me on too much Toby, I really wanna fuck you now, he said to me in a hoarse voice.


I no longer recognised Jayden, who seemed to me to be in some kinds of trance. I panicked, afraid he was really trying to fuck me. This was totally impossible in the state of things. My little boy body could certainly not take his fucking huge cock. But there he was, sliding his dick near my hole, while keeping my ass spread out.


Fortunately, he soon after came up to reason, and withdrew his cock from between my buttocks. He laid down on his back and took me again by the hips to pull me towards him. I then found myself on all fours on top of him, my bum just in front of his head, and my face above his cock.


I don't know why, but his thick hard cock at attention hypnotised me. I had already seen it several times, but it seemed even bigger to me than usual. I wanted to touch it again, kiss it, and slip it between my lips. I knew that was what I had to do, what Jayden expected of me, but despite everything I remained motionless. I really wanted to suck on it but at the same time something inside me was not letting me do it.


It was as if Jayden's sexual blackmail had been like a kind of an alibi for me, an excuse that allowed me to do all these dirty sexual acts without feeling guilty about it. I could always tell myself that I had no choice, and that it was Jayden who had been forcing me into all this. Because I would never have done it on my own, right? I was just an innocent little boy. Well not entirely, but I was certainly not the slut that Jayden had made out of me.


- Come on Toby, suck my man cock, he ordered me.

- You just said one dance and that's it! I replied, in a complaining voice.

- Not my fault your slutty moves turned me on like this! Come on, suck on it, I know that's what you want, he retorted.


A light slap came up against my left buttock, as to encourage me to do it.


But I didn't give in and didn't move an inch. I didn't want to give that power to Jayden. I didn't want him to think I was doing this on my own. He had started this little manipulation game, and there was no way I was letting him win! So if he wanted me to do it, he would have to force me. I am not just going to obey him and fulfil each of his sexual fantasy. So I remained there motionless.


Surprisingly, Jayden didn't insist, and continued to feel up my ass and spank me occasionally. It was weird to me, because my parents had never spanked me. I don't know if I liked it or not, but by reflex I moved back a little and bulged my butt to give him better access. Jayden took that for an invitation and suddenly I felt his face move closer to my little bum. And out of nowhere, his tongue came to slide into my crack and he started to lick me like some dog in heat ! I was shocked but didn't say anything, and it felt so weird. My body was somehow electrified by this new strange sensation.


He then proceeded to spread my buttocks with both hands, and I felt a great shame at having my greatest intimacy exposed to Jayden like I was like some cheap whore. But when I felt his tongue moving inside me, I felt such a wave of pleasure run through my body that I didn't care anymore. I hadn't imagined I could enjoy having something touch me there, but that was the case. I was getting my ass licked by this damn pervert and I loved it!


My abuser continued this for several minutes, and seemed to savour my young hole like it was some of the best thing in the world. One thing was certain, Jayden had discovered a new pleasure with me and I knew that he would not turn away from it before long... But after a while, he eventually got tired of it and said to me:


- Alright, enough playing, let's get back to business.


He then got up and carried me, like a weightless doll, and placed me in front of him on his knees on the ground. I was then completely naked, with my pink underwear down to my ankles, facing Jayden who was still fully dressed, except for his pants and underwear lowered to his knees. His cock dripping with precum was still at attention, and had not lost a crumb of its hardness. As for me, I also still had a boner despite everything, still a bit dizzy by the strange sensations I had just felt earlier.


- We're gonna have to resume your teaching, he said, looking at me in the eye.


Jayden never got bored of referring to these sexual acts that he imposed on me as "teaching". Mainly he did so because that was the reason he had given my parents, though of course he had spared them the details! But it seemed to amuse him, and he enjoyed playing the role of my teacher to me and my parents.


- Why didn't you suck my dick earlier when I told you to? He then asked, with a serious look on his face.


I remained silent then, not knowing what to say. Despite myself, I felt ashamed, as if I was being yelled at by a real teacher. In reality, I should be yelling back at him! But I was so intimidated to find myself naked on my knees in front of him and his erect adult cock, that I just couldn't say anything.


- You know I can find little fags like you whenever I want. But do you really think lot of guys would be interested in you? You look like a little girl.


Little girl? It's true I'm completely hairless and I have a rather slim body with a round shaped butt, but I was still just a child ! In a few years I would probably look like a real guy too...

- So you should consider yourself lucky that I am teaching you all this. It'll come in handy when you find yourself a boyfriend later on, you know? he added.


I started to think about his words. Was it true what he said? Should I consider myself lucky that a hot guy like him was interested in me sexually? But at the same time I hadn't asked for anything! I was not so unhappy in my lonely life and jerking myself off in my cozy bed. What had Jayden taught me, other than making me a "cocksucking expert" as he called it? I had trouble seeing clearly.


He then came forward and placed his hard cock against my cheek.


- Admit it, you like my big cock Toby, right?


His wet cockhead then ran across my face and left a slimy trail. The scent of his dick came right to my nose, and I inhaled, enjoying his male odour. Jayden was right at least on this point. His man cock attracted me, it was chemical. I couldn't help it, I'm a faggot as he says! And my hard little willy was there to prove it, so there was no point denying it.


- Yes, I ended up saying.


Jayden then gave me a big smile.


- Then make me cum with your mouth, and you'll have plenty of other gifts.


When he said that, I became immediately more interested. I sure wanted him to give me other gifts, especially other clothes that weren't as childish as the ones my mom bought me. But at the same time, wouldn't that make me some kind of whore ? Should I really be whoring myself out at the age of twelve ? I thought about all this, weighing the pros and cons of his unusual proposal.


But before I could make a decision, he put his hands on the back of my head and thrust his cock into my young schoolboy mouth all at once. He had interpreted my passivity for a yes and held my hair firmly so that I kept my mouth wide open. He slowly began to enter and penetrate my lips, while looking me straight in the eye. I don't know if Jayden had really given me the option to ever say no to him, but in any case, I decided to accept his offer. It was better than the current situation I was in, with this endless blackmail over my secret.


So when he pulled his dick out from my mouth and stared at me, I did as he instructed me, and swirled my tongue around his throbbing cock, tasting his salty precum. He let me lick on his cock for a good two minutes, before shoving it back into my little boy face, pushing a little deeper each time. Meanwhile, I put my hand my own cocklet with my right hand. There was no reasons why I shouldn't get to enjoy a bit too...


Strangely, Jayden's cock choking my throat gave me some kind of pleasant sensations, like when you hold your breath for a long time. I didn't think I would get pleasure from sucking off a guy but here I was, savouring the man's cock like it was an incredibly good candy. This scene which felt like straight out from a porn movie went on for several long minutes. When Jayden eventually took out his fat cock again, it was covered in my drool, and he just wiped it over me, on my forehead and my cheeks, soiling my face.


- Lick my balls, he then ordered.


I didn't protest and immediately got to work to do this degrading act that this pervert just came up with. I guess I just didn't care anymore at this point. I had sucked his dick, eaten his cum, taken him in my throat, so how bad could it be to lick his sweaty balls? Fortunately, Jayden took great care of his body, and his balls were all smooth with not a hair in sight. I wouldn't have liked so much to have some ball hair in my mouth for sure...There was a bit of sweat indeed, but other than that it wasn't too bad. It also allowed me to rest my jaw for a while so I was quite relieved.


Jayden stared at me the whole time and it was a bit unsettling. His cock was resting on my forehead which meant that I couldn't see his face entirely but I could still see his face getting distorted with pleasure. I wondered if he'd ever had this much fun with a girl, or a guy for that matter, since he seemed to lean both ways. Surely there weren't a lot of people who would do such things for a guy.


Eventually he grew tired of it, and began to search for other ways to get pleasure from. His put his cock on my chin before slapping it against my cheek. And he did so a few times, making my face go a little red. I wasn't too sure what he got from it but surely he was getting some pleasure from having his fat cock against my cute little face.


But while I was lost in my thoughts, I heard my parents' car come in the driveway. I don't know what came over me then, but instead of packing everything up and getting dressed, which would have been the most logical reaction, I grabbed Jayden's cock and started jerking him off in my mouth quickly. For some reasons, it was crucial to me that he spermed before my parents came home.


- Oh fuck Toby, he said as I worked on his cock like never before.


It only took about thirty seconds before his legs started trembling and his hand gripped my blond hair tightly. Well he didn't really need to do that, I had already planned on swallowing it all. It was the easiest way to get rid of the evidence anyway! So when his cock twitched in my mouth, I was ready this time. The hot liquid invaded my mouth and I swallowed the sperm as it flowed, to be sure not to lose a drop. Meanwhile, Jayden was moaning loudly and I was almost afraid my parents would hear. Fortunately they seemed to be still outside so I don't think that was the case.


After a few more shots, Jayden was completely drained and I got dressed immediately. I had to wedge my little hard cock into my underwear, not having been able to finish myself. Jayden got dressed too, but it was quicker for him as he already had everything else on him already. So when my mom opened the door, we were both at my desk, me sitting quietly writing, with Jayden above me, giving me a friendly pat as he pretended to looked at my homework. The perfect image for my mom, who of course was delighted by it all.


- Oh you two boys are so cute, she said. Thank you Jayden for helping us out.


Jayden answered with his charming smile, which always had an effect on her.


- Well it is really a pleasure to work with Toby. He is so kind and obedient, he said.


My mom's face then lit up at his words. Well at least there was a win. My mom was happy and could imagine that I was a good, nice boy, and that I was still her little angel. But it was just an illusion. I had now become Jayden's whore and I knew that his demands were going to increase now that I had accepted that. Especially since he had began to show interest for my little bum...


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